A physical change must come, it's been waiting. I know it must. I'm tired of being broken. I sit here and solve others problems all day, when my own problem can't be. My purpose is little, my value is immense. To carry through the mission and bring happiness to others is all that matters. I will break free of my insecurity, but left the with hollow shell internally of myself. The constant feeling of never being enough, being lower than others, it all can end. The perseverance through difficult times may seem pointless, but it always prevails. The longing feeling of wanting to change, but not taking part in it. It all has to start today. I will break free. I am called to it. I was made for it. I will do what I thought was impossible. I will change. The battle starts, but at the cost of my mental state. I will deplete, but complete. I'm tired of being ＮＯ ＯＮＥ.
only been living for 14 years alr yet my life is already fucked up i think about ts everyday but i js cant change,people been offering help to me but nothing changed bruh,i never thought i'd ever be stuck in such situation,the thing im dissapointed about the most is knowing that my parents view me as a huge failure and i do so too,sometimes when im js lying in my bed im thinking about js jumping because i know shi will never be the same again if i stay like this,im also hated alot around other people who i know and halfway getting bullied as well,i have some great online friends but they dont know anything about this shit,i doubt anyone will read that and i know there are people in a by far worser situation than me,but i just cant explain how fucking fucked up my life is,i cried myself to sleep alot,i have alot of other problems as well,i wish i could tell them but i feel like not even on social media i cant tell it cause of how much i shame myself whenever i bring it up
God bless you man, I may not feel your pain but all I can do is pray for you. I wish the best for you. Do not jump man, It isn't worth it. Especially since your only 14 and you got your online Friends that care about you. wait and see what path God implanted in front of you. Once again, I pray for you God bless.
@@julianjean1792 i know man and thanks,i obviously care about my friends and family etc etc,they probably are the reason why i havent done it yet,im gonna be patient,its gonna be hard to be honest but im trying my best,im just hoping this will last for a temporary time and not forever,thanks tho,Im not christian or orthodox or something like that but god bless you too for your kindness
@@SubaruNatsuki_07 i understand you alot, my life is perfect on paper but horrible when i think about the things ive done, and the way people think of me, i just want to go to the military so i dont have to endure the pain of killing myself without a gun
@@ImJugg :( Well damn.... I'm sorry for your loss and I hope he gets justice. He may make music but that shouldn't mean immunity from murdering somebody. I'm really sorry for you and your uncle... May he rest in peace and may justice come to light.
A physical change must come, it's been waiting. I know it must.
I'm tired of being broken. I sit here and solve others problems all day,
when my own problem can't be. My purpose is little, my value is immense.
To carry through the mission and bring happiness to others is all that matters.
I will break free of my insecurity, but left the with hollow shell internally of myself.
The constant feeling of never being enough, being lower than others, it all can end.
The perseverance through difficult times may seem pointless, but it always prevails.
The longing feeling of wanting to change, but not taking part in it. It all has to start today.
I will break free. I am called to it. I was made for it. I will do what I thought was impossible.
I will change. The battle starts, but at the cost of my mental state. I will deplete, but complete.
I'm tired of being ＮＯ ＯＮＥ.
real
i lost myself 🤣
over and over and over and over, sometimes i feel like it never ends
real
Real.
how are you now bbydolly, I hope you're better than before
If you sit still, relax and slow your breathing for long enough, you can feel the gentle pulse of your heart beating - a very comforting feeling
yeah, man! it's always there. listen to your heart more often. (literally and figuratively)
rest in peace akira toriyama
the slower the better
Frr
only been living for 14 years alr yet my life is already fucked up i think about ts everyday but i js cant change,people been offering help to me but nothing changed bruh,i never thought i'd ever be stuck in such situation,the thing im dissapointed about the most is knowing that my parents view me as a huge failure and i do so too,sometimes when im js lying in my bed im thinking about js jumping because i know shi will never be the same again if i stay like this,im also hated alot around other people who i know and halfway getting bullied as well,i have some great online friends but they dont know anything about this shit,i doubt anyone will read that and i know there are people in a by far worser situation than me,but i just cant explain how fucking fucked up my life is,i cried myself to sleep alot,i have alot of other problems as well,i wish i could tell them but i feel like not even on social media i cant tell it cause of how much i shame myself whenever i bring it up
thanks alot if anyone would even take their time to read this shit,it doesnt change shit tho but i would still appreciate it
God bless you man, I may not feel your pain but all I can do is pray for you. I wish the best for you. Do not jump man, It isn't worth it. Especially since your only 14 and you got your online Friends that care about you. wait and see what path God implanted in front of you. Once again, I pray for you God bless.
@@julianjean1792 i know man and thanks,i obviously care about my friends and family etc etc,they probably are the reason why i havent done it yet,im gonna be patient,its gonna be hard to be honest but im trying my best,im just hoping this will last for a temporary time and not forever,thanks tho,Im not christian or orthodox or something like that but god bless you too for your kindness
Your only 14, I stood up for myself at 15. Now 16
@@SubaruNatsuki_07 i understand you alot, my life is perfect on paper but horrible when i think about the things ive done, and the way people think of me, i just want to go to the military so i dont have to endure the pain of killing myself without a gun
This song gives me depression vibes but I ain’t even depressed 😭
its the opposite for me it makes me feel better !😭
i cant unsee it 😂😂🤣
love this song but what made me click this is kankan being the cover😭
my poptart 💔🪦
this is amazing, who is the person in the background?
thats kankan :D
@@xdonzo.sorry but who?
@@abdullahmohab8534 He's an American rapper. He makes a lot of music. :)
@@GothicGatorhe's also the guy that shot my uncle 😅
@@ImJugg :( Well damn.... I'm sorry for your loss and I hope he gets justice. He may make music but that shouldn't mean immunity from murdering somebody. I'm really sorry for you and your uncle... May he rest in peace and may justice come to light.
youtube recomendation!
Can you please make one that's EVEN s l o w e r please?????
↪ th-cam.com/video/9Sj-MKCPL3o/w-d-xo.html
Your Welcome 💯
I feel lost with nobody
perfect
If you read this. In another universe we rested at a fire pit and talked about our victorys then went our ways.
real. (i HIGHKEY hate myself)
" I finnaly found you. "
I want to travel.
I want to experience everything.
I want all of it.
I want max conquest and accomplishment.
Real.
😂😂😂😂😂😂
Звучит как музыка из маинкрафта и это хорошо
What do normal people do when they get this lonely🤦🏾♂️😂
average lazerdim enjoyer
hello? Is this tumore? Tumore from tbb??????? 😬🔥🔥💯‼️
I only clicked bc of RR
love limerence tho
🔥 🏋🏾♂️🥊
30 MINUTES..?
really good example of why not everything under the sun needs to be slowed with reverb added. enough already.
Nuh uh
trying not to kill myself 🤣
Real. 😂😂😂😂
@@Itsfinefrlas voces de mi cabeza me están ganando 🗣️😂
😂😂😂😂😂 it’s over
Real!!😂 (I'm so tired)
real.
really rich
Real
real
too alone
Sa beyler Türk var mi
merhaba
@獨自 merhaba
da fuck kan doing here