"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams.
yeah whenever im with my girl i always left out we were at lunch with her friends and her back was completely faced towards me and to see if anyone noticed i left and to no none surprise i was so i leave t go hang with my friends then she wants me to go back and hamg with her but yet again left out so idek what to do atp
i wrote a poem about my x (cringe ikk) and i literally wrote what you just did lol “You feel like a star too far to reach from my little hands you stay in one place it seems and yet i cant reach any farther from this big cliff” good to know im not the only one who feels that way:.)
"If you love a flower, don't pick it up, because if you pick it up it dies, so if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation. "
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life 💗
I was never bothered by being alone, never felt like I needed anyone. But once I met her and lost her, I realized the depth of loneliness that only her absence could bring.
Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." I love u dawg and i hope you get over whatever ur feeling
Listening to this while in the gym, makes me think I’m not doing enough for the people around me. I just stare off into space realizing I haven’t put my mom and dad in a better lifestyle yet. I gotta get back to working out. Anyone who sees this keep going!
She can know, but you need to tell her. Now if you are in a situation where you literally can’t, I got ya. However, if it’s only you being nervous holding you back just know this, if you don’t tell her you will regret it for the rest of your life. Like I said, if there is other issues then I am sorry man, but if it’s only nerves stopping you, you need to find the courage and tell her how you feel. I wish you luck in the future man.
@@tigergames1870 Then she is not worth your time. I know it hurts, but suck it up and be tough just for now. You'll be alright, you'll manage, adapt and overcome. Everyone does and so will you! You still have life ahead of you, millions of girls are out there, probably waiting for you! If you give up, I will believe in you!
"You should never chase the butterflies because they will fly away instead, build a beautiful garden so the butterflies would be attracted but if they not, at least you still have your beautiful garden. "
I hope that someone will read this and not make same mistake as i did.. We started high school in 2019., she liked me from the beggining, but to me i was still a kid and havent felt anything and done nothing about that, then covid appeared and we skipped 2nd semester. In sophomore year her love to me was starting to become even more stronger and i liked her too, but in that period were just eye contacts, smiles, and again nothing happened.. in junior year, parties, we were older, everything was so obvious, she even told me that she loves me, but i was so fucking dumb, scared to do anything, scared of relationship.. and in last senior year she found bf and everything went to shit.. On the last day of high school, she told me i loved you so much, but she was scared to do anything because she feared of rejection, she hugged me and then she left, i sat on a stair and cried for 20 minutes, she was the most beautiful girl to me, her everything, even now tears come from my eyes, so guys dont be scared, do not fear and go talk to her, if you fail, you know you tried and thats what matters the most, do this and you will not have regrets in life like me, wish you best..
Brother I am in the same position rightnow . This is exactly the same story i have. It's been few days now since she gone. It is being very hard for me to accept it. I don't know I randomly have tears going down my face whenever I thought of her . I am seeing her as one of my failures . Don't know I just can't help myself and don't know how to deal with this. What can I do now ?
I had cancer in 2015 Ashkins lymphoma , stage 3 , lost all my friends & close family members stopped communicating ! The feeling of being alone only gave me the strength to fight for a better tomorrow , found a friend , that became my soulmate , out darkness there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel ! Never lose hope , never lose faith , stay strong my brothers & sisters that each one of you have a purpose here even if you think you might be at lost today, but you will be victorious, never give up! never stop fighting !
I turned 19 years old today. Out of all my friends, only my google account congratulated me, it's so ironic. But I'm not discouraged, I'm listening to this playlist and enjoying the moment. Have a good day, everyone!💓
I’m a girl, and your guy’s comments are making me heart snap. You got this guys! Don’t let what could’ve been get you down. You made dreams with that person, but it came to an end for a reason. It’s okay to be hurt, but just know, there is still a whole world out there for you to build upon and discover. Don’t give up..! Hopefully this’ll reach those who need it, but for those who read this, have a good rest of your life
Like whyd she go and change after the fact. Was she faking who she was the whole time. I want to think it was the affect I had that made her such a good person but I know it’s not true.
@@Vik4ng It's all my fault, maybe if i never had jealousy issues this'd never happen, i wish i can apologize to her but it's too late. She moved on and forgot about me, but i am so happy for her because she's now happy with someone else, but still. It's not the same without her.
I’m paralyzed. She’s my best friend and we talk constantly, play games together, laugh at each other’s stupid jokes or things that happen to us throughout the day. I don’t want to ruin that, but.. She’s perfect, to me. All of her flaws just make her more beautiful. Her personality has the depth of all the oceans, and I could listen to her talk about literally anything all day long. She’s everything I could possibly dream of, and I know I’m not her type, but part of me hopes she shares the same feelings I do so that there’s a chance for us to be even happier together… Update 9/16/2024: Wow. I didn't think this comment would ever get so popular. Thank you all for your words and your own stories. For those asking for an update, we're still friends, and I think that's all we ever will be. I used to dread the thought of that, but I've come to terms with it now. I'd rather have her in my life as a friend instead of trying to force her to have feelings that aren't there and lose her forever. It took longer than it probably should have for me to understand that, but I don't regret the time I was in love with her for a second. I've met someone new through my job, and am approaching things with her differently so this won't happen again. I'm hopeful that something will grow with her, but if not, then I know I can still have an amazing person in my life because of my experience here.
Do the step men you have the chance Now , i know it's hard for you but you have to move on just do it and tell her you feelings maybe she gonna leave you But she gonna miss you and comback to you and if she didnt comback it's ok cause you should be proud of your self cause you did the step and life goes on ❤❤ i hope the best for you
@@Jubycore dont make them feel too good.. we dont know what they couldve done. my ex acted like this after i left him for cheating on me for our entire relationship..
@@starrycat127 anyway he is sad and i liked his words and yk the pain in the words so i just comfort him that doesn't matter at all! Not every boys are like ur ex😊
7 years here. I feel the exact same way. I've finally threw away all her gifts and deleted all her photos which I've been keeping for all these years. In the end, not all memories need to stay with us, you know...
The same man it is horrible but at least she told me and wants to end up well Anyway it feels like your whole world smashes into the ground I don’t know if I will feel love again
@BENDOVER-yk9ty 1 kuukausi sitten not my story or quote but Unforgettable Your image like a photograph ingrained Your eyes, like a novel I want to read A forest of questions to explore What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery Like little beams of light they dart around Like raindrops unsure where to fall It was by chance that you would look at me A raindrop would land and startle me Like a summer storm I fell To run out, jump into the open air To swim to an island ashore To share a dance with you It was a vivid dream, then It was but a dream I looked away But did not forget Your smile, A childish grin So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still My reflection of you, is fading ever so Into little ripples of the lake I looked away But did not forget Your voice, When I heard it first It wasn’t vast like the ocean Nor was it like the sky or clouds Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain Still I remember when it called my name Each grain would fall Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes I longed to hold it my hands But I looked away Still I did not forget Your laugh, It was like the rain at night It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross Like a child and its bedtime story, I was drawn to the sound of it And never would I have enough But I looked away And still, I did not forget Your hands, They were distant planets foreign to me I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully If only I could reach out, if so I was willing To somehow venture through the void But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on And soon, I knew, you would be gone So I looked away But could not forget Your shoulders, Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental Nor lean to be exact But strong, and lightly tan Like an architect’s design Like a smooth clay figurine I glanced upon your physique, your frame But only for a moment, a secret glimpse Then I looked away But did not forget Your hair, Sometimes hidden beneath your hood Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled Always fell perfectly around your eyes Framed you, beautifully, charmingly Like a work of art, calling out on display, That stood out from all the rest I loved all your colors and depth And when I looked away I did not forget Your kindness, It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange Nor was it the least fake or false It was quiet, sweet Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam It came when least expected, Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did But with it, you stole my heart You were the only one And all I did was look away Though, never forget You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried I was glued to silence, held down by gravity And like that, Gone all too soon, Your glow fell beneath the earth, Your colors faded into the sea, But still, an image I can recall You were unforgettable. I may of looked away, But remember, I never forget.
I'm afraid of how much I've changed. Love has made me more of a bad person than hate could. I don't recognize myself, I've been hurting my friends since I tried to forget this girl. The worst part is that the only times I dont hurt anyone is when I keep quiet, when I talk to no one and pretend to be tired, so as not to tell the truth and hurt my friends. The truth is that I feel alone even though I have so many friends, I felt alone even when I was with her. While she was always good and fulfilled my dream of being in a relationship. Now I feel even more alone. No one understands me anymore and the worst part is that I feel like no one is trying to understand me. I needed to write this to someone. If you took the time to read this thank you I don't need more.
I've always wanted to be in a relationship as I've felt alone not being in one sering couples be happy, kussing dancing and stuff and then There's just me? Loneliness infects the mind and doesn't leave. I just wish i find my way to her before Loneliness found it's way to me.
@slowedversions284 don't wait bro move on you can't force love it just happens like nature someone will take care of her and someone will do the same for u
I remember her saying that she loves the black sky. No stars or moon. I didn't understand it. I did not understand any of her tastes, she was always unique, loved pizza with pineapple, white chocolate with coconut and wrote poetry. So pretty and her smile too. I'm sorry that I didn't even understand her suicide, why she did it.
I'll think of you today. Remember her lime she was so she will life in your heart forever. Keep it up buddy and don't use your life, like she would have wanted it for you. This is how you honor her.
when i am sometimes hearing this I just wanna go back and see her again it has be 5 years or more that she has been gone, even since the death of my grandmother I have been a state of confusal and rage many times of my mind thinking "you will lose everything" or "you will never see your love ones again now" .god i miss her i just miss her hugs,her warmth, and her being here
Exactly this, I fell in love with her a couple years ago, I can’t describe the feeling I had for her quite right, maybe the only time in my life where I felt that this person was “the one”. Fast forward two years later, it is like I have no significance to her and now in the rare occasion we do talk to each other, that feeling of love that I had two years ago simply isn’t there in the slightest and at times strongly believe she is lying to me. I sometimes wish I had never met her and I wish I could get myself to hate her, but I cannot do it.
@@francois9126its okay bud. I do too.. after one year. But know that somewhere you have an untouchable thought deep in your heart that you have feelings for her. But the truth is, even if you have truly moved on once, even if you really have no feelings for her, that little thought will make you think otherwise and shatter your mind and heart. We always crave for the things we dont have. So that little thought you have.. that belief that you have kept inside your heart, and you put it so deep cuz you had to make your feelings true and make it untouchable by anything to say that you didn't truly love her. Put that thought away. And if it pains to do it, just think about how things would never have worked out if anything did happen, and you'll eventually lose that thought. Heads up buddy, stay hard. One day you'll find someone who loves you, as purely as you love.
Don’t know if this is much for condolence but I lost my grandmother as well and I can see how bigger of an impact it has, than people might think. Just because she’s “further away”. Hope you’re doing well and I wish you the best going forward :)
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The way she broke my soul is absolutely unfathomable to me. I never thought a person, let alone that girl could change your entire life for the absolute best, and then for the absolute worst. The lies, the belittling, the mocking, i hate her. I hate what she did to me.
Dude, i know how how you feel. I thought she was the one, the only one. She made a promise and broke it. But still wanted me to dance with her with her boyfriend. Girls just love breaking hearts
"I don't talk to her anymore, but my mind keeps talking about her..." UPDATE: Many time have passed and now my heart is healed, i have new nice friends and even more nice partner :). I saw her again but i knew she couldn't hurt me anymore, because i wouldn't allow myself again to give her more than she deserves.
true dude.. i love her but i act like i hate her.. UPDATE: i really hate her and im friends with her biggest enemy now. she made me feel so bad so i did this
Every time I look over next to me I imagine her there and in reality she’s not. Then I think of all the memories when we were together and having fun. Then I look away and look down and wonder if I ever cross her head once in a while.
I understand how you feel. Just a couple months before our wedding, she left me. I felt absolutely devastated, just wanting the pain to end. That's when I had a few coworkers reach out to me. Now, one of them is the best friend I've ever had. Just keep your chin up and someone will come your way
"Love is beautiful, yet it can be merciless. Love can make you happy, yet that happiness might be an illusion." That's what I said to someone not long ago after I told them a somewhat messed up story about my past love experience.
I’m gonna let you boys in on something, a few years ago I really liked this girl, I first seen her in my gym I go too and never seen her before, I didn’t talk to her but we caught eyes a few times, I went home and I seen a quote pop up on my instagram saying “In the end.. we only regret the chances we didn’t take, and the decisions we waited to long to make.” so I thought about it and realised we only got one life, so you gotta take every chance you get and step out of your comfort zone every now and then. I went back at my normal time to the gym a and didn’t see her for a few weeks then maybe a month later was working out and lifting heavy and was sweating heaps cause it was the summertime and seen her walk in. I remember my thoughts all hitting me wondering if I should go approach, I thought about it and went with my gut, started small chat and that led to me going to train with her the next day. A few days later led to getting coffee and just talking about life and then watching movies. Then one night we were at a party together and it was like my second time drinking and it was at her friends house probably like 15 people left after the party finished up and she came and got me to ask me to come to bed with her cause she was feeling a bit intoxicated but I felt that I didn’t want to be with her when we were both drunk so went into bed with her waited for her to pass out and put another blanket on top and went home. 3 days later she got into a head on collision and passed away on the spot. I was devastated and deleted all my social media cause I couldn’t cop looking at her social media knowing I’d never see her again. I went to her funeral and it was the first time I had cried in years and was actually the last time I cried. Not a day goes by where she doesn’t cross my mind. I hope she knew that I love her and that she meant everything to me. That was 4 years ago and to this day I still don’t have any social media, just TH-cam really and have a very private life, just work and still keep up at the gym, the same gym I met her at intact so every time I train now I push that extra 20% harder for her. Moral of the story don’t be afraid to take chances, go talk to that girl or whatever it is cause we truely only have one life and tomorrow isn’t promised, no one’s gonna remember what you did in 100 years so just go with your gut and stick to it. I love you all I hope you guys find what you’re looking for
I pray you find some type of peace and continue to try to live your life to the fullest. You are a dope dude bro. I respect you for how u treated her. I can tell you cared for her a lot. Don’t give up on love. Continue being the great guy u are and you’ll know when it’s time to get back out there again. Love brother❤️ God bless
I’m so sorry for your loss bro. that’s the most heartbreaking comment I’ve ever seen on TH-cam 💔 I hope you’re doing okay brother, You sound like a great man.
Her. What can i say about her? She was the perfect woman. I loved every single detail about her, her beautiful dark hair, those hazel eyes, and that smile, oh that smile. We shared each other's interests, we liked the same songs, we could talk for hours on end. I still remember when i kissed her, the whole world stopped. It was just me and her there, no one else or nothing was there. Unfortunately, it all ended too quickly, and now maybe she had moved on. It hurts me knowing this all ended cuz of my behavior and mistakes. We don't talk anymore, i don't even know how's she doing rn, but maybe she is doing better without me. Maybe i never deserved her, but i can't keep beating myself over this. Idk if I'll ever gonna move on, but it doesn't seem liked it...she is still on my mind, I can still see her in my dreams, waiting for me This shouldn't ever ended like this...but I guess I deserve this. I really just hope she is happy, she deserves it. I'm sorry if i disappointed you in way... I will always love you and miss you, Y.
This made me realize how incredibly lucky I am to have her. To have someone by my side to love, to share my cringe jokes, to confide my depressive thoughts in, to cuddle with when I'm feeling sad... Her hair, her eyes, her smile make me forget everything. I can't imagine my life without her. I feel I don't tell her enough how much I love her.
Her laugh, smile, humor, kindness and voice…just everything about her is like a warm hug on a rainy day! I miss you my friend, I haven’t seen you for a whole year when will I get the chance to see your smile again…
I still remember the first day I met her, I still hear her voice in my head. It seems the more I try to forget about her the more I remember. I remember the taste of her lips, her warm embrace, and all the “I love you’s” and the laughs we shared together. I still wasn’t enough for her. Wherever you are, I hope you’re getting the happiness I couldn’t give you. I love you Rilee, more than you will ever know.
Guys, the worst pain I've ever felt was when I had to break up with her... I can't compare it to any other pain I ever felt in my life... But also 1 year later after I finally started forgetting her I experienced the biggest growth in my life. What I'm saying is - if it's hard, the prize at the end is even better. It was all worth it - just don't bend under the pressure and don't look for her.
Thank for telling your story. I am in similiar situation now but i wanna throw up everytime just thinking I will never see her again, i feel physical pain and can't breathe, she was my everything
Wish I would’ve did that early but now sadly I am broken but building myself up for my daughter I had with her I have no regrets but you right don’t look for her cause if you do you might hurt the one person you matter to in the future, keep ya crown on king much love
I remember telling a kid this quote "Every little thing, with time makes a big impact on you. So cherish those little things. Because they may be all you have one day."
i still miss her, it's been 3 months since she passed away, it's like a part of my soul was taken for me, she was my everything, i miss her so much, rest in peace i will always love you Mia
I love every single detail about her. she has the perfect personality,perfect face, the best hair I have ever seen in my entire life, her brown eyes that shine like pearls every time i look at her. Her laugh is deadly and cute.Well..she's just perfect. When she smiles she shines more the the stars. I've know her for almost a year now, she changed in that period of time. She was the sweetest but now she is insolent and she now curses. There was this one dude that liked her and still likes her. He admitted that and she rejected him and said that they can be friends. I've know that guy for 9 years now he's the most disrespectful person I ever met, and the most awful too. Well couple of weeks ago he ended the friendship with her and she cried for 2 days because of that.He acted kind to her. I reassured her it was for her own good because he had a bad impact on her and that she started to change. She said she gets it and thanked me for that. Well after that she started hanging out with this group of 7 ppl. They are almost as bad as him... they are disrespectful awfull they curse a lot and etc. I could name more but that's enough. I have seen that she changed a lot, she slowly becoming like them. Her cousins talks to her about that and she says it fine that she's not changing. And she says that she sees they are bad and tries to end it but she doesn't do it. Before she was full of life, now she's dry, ignorise me sometimes, before she didn't. She's smart has good grades and that group doesn't rly care about school and ig they had the same impact on her and now she slowly doesn't care too. I don't know what to do should i stay away from her I don't really know. I think about her every minute of every hour of every day. I try not to but it doesn't work I just think about her even more. I've been suffering from depression this past 3 years it went away for a little bit when i meet her. It came back this year when she started to change and bc of that we text less we talk less and so on. Now that my depression is back when I think more about awfull thoughts I'm slowly losing feelings for her I don't want to but I can't control it. I have tried to pray and I have became even more religious then I was it helps but not for long. Shes slowly fading away from my hands and I don't know what to do. This past year she had 3 crushes I have waited all that time hoping she will share the same feelings but nothing, I will keep waiting until I can't. I don't know how to tell her I like her. I never knew how to express my feelings Ima shy person and a introvert. Maybe this sounds dumb but I needed to clear my mind somewhere I really miss the old person she was And I hate the person she became She was the reason I stopped thinking about suicidal thoughts but now that she is fading I thinking more and more about that. She changed my life, made me feel something but now it's all gone again. I'm not the best at English so sorry if u dont understand what I wrote
You are a great person pal, and you are not alone in this, I have a similar expirience and it really hurts, I think its to late for me, but maybe isn't for you, so tell her, there is no guarantee of nothing, but if theres a small chance...you should take it, and in the end, whatever happens if its good or bad, eventually you will learn something, not gonna lie I've been around four years trying to get over it, and I still can't, because I'm stuck in the past and I really miss the good old days, I fell im kinda obssesed and I can see clearly what should I do because my mind its full of thoughts and I can't think clearly, I just hope everythings turns to an end, but happy and joyfull, I don't see it know but I'm still here and you too, I wish you luck and I really mean it. Pd: Not good at english either.
there are millions of girls out there willing to love you how you deserve. if that's the route she wants to go down, let her. you can't change her but you can change yourself. your English is also really good, keep it up
You sound like a wonderful person, and if I can share one piece of advice I’ve learned it’s that no matter how much you love someone, you can never change them. I’m the type of person who will always hope for the best in someone and think I can help them become the person I know they can be, but sometimes you have to let go and use that love for yourself. Because there are so many people who are deserving of love, and you shouldn’t waste that love on someone who doesn’t even know what it is. Keep your head up, there are so many people who need people like you to show them what true goodness is. Hope you’re able to surround yourself with people who make you happy, and show you the love you deserve my friend ❤
I really feel you man.. the same thing happened to me.. I was in a relationship for 2 years, maybe not too long but it is my first time being in a relationship so it was really special to me. I thought I knew her well and we'd never break up.. she was absolutely perfect for me.. But she started to change about a year ago. She was going through depression and I really wish I could've helped her.. I now feel what she felt and I regret not helping her before.. I'll never forgive myself for it. Anyways after that she just wasn't like how I thought she was.. she wasn't the same anymore. Maybe it's my fault.. I didn't do anything for her. But now she's just completely different. I always message her hoping she'd reply but I forget she's not like how she was before. My mind just can't accept it. Maybe she found a better person.. if so, then I'm really happy for her. I care about her more than anything else, so if she's enjoying life then I'm happy.. idc who she is with. But whenever she talks to me (it's like once a week and she doesn't even stay for that long) she always argues or makes things worse. I tried not messaging her for some time but I just can't.. I'm way too attached to her. But the person I knew and loved is gone.. I try to find her but I can't. She's not the same anymore.. Sometimes I feel like I'm the cause for it.. I know I've changed too.. people doesn't always stay the same, but did I have a bad influence on her? Maybe I was the problem.. if she wants to stay away from me because she hates me, that's fine.. I don't wanna push her into doing something she hates. But she never tells me what she feels about me. I've asked many times but she never says it. Maybe I am the problem.. who knows. I probably should stay away from her life since that's what she wants..
It’s been 4 years. I can go days, months without thinking about her. Then BOOM, she pops into my mind every once in a while. If you ask me how many times she came to my mind I’d say once. Because once she came, she never left.
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
Imagine falling for someone who never saw you more than a friend, you talk, tell stories, laugh together, provide a shoulder to cry on and all of a sudden, she tells you she’s started seeing someone.. the pain you feel is a a regretful kind of pain. She made me feel more alone than I’ve ever been… I understand it’s more myself than her kind of a problem.. the hardest part is letting that person go.. 😞
@@Sapunipe I see you brother, I see you 🖤 Believe it or not.. time does heal all wounds. I hope you find the courage to move on and keep your head held high and don’t look back. You’ve got this king!
This probably won’t blow up like all the other comments, but anyway : I had this girl for a little over a year, and she was my first real committed relationship. She meant everything to me and she understood me unlike anybody had done prior. However there was a quite obvious rift in between us and it was her mental state. When we got together I was ignorant enough to think that I could “save her” and that was initially the mindset I had coming into the relationship. Things went on as usual, but around 3 months into the whole thing we went through a really rough time and I contemplated on breaking up with her. But I can til this day remember her words - “can’t we try for us?” - and it gets me emotional every time I think about it. We did, and it was one of the best decisions of my life. Things began to switch and I felt like this could be “her”. Everything went smooth and we had a very open relationship in terms of how we communicated and made each other feel appreciated. However things went sour when my grandmother died, this November of 2022, and it ultimately made me feel very empty inside - as she had been one of three people raising me since I haven’t had a mother nor a father. With my mental health going down the relationship soon followed. We broke up right about 6 months ago now and in the end because of me. I thought she was the reason behind why I felt so bad and why it didn’t get better. And in hindsight it might’ve been because everything seemed more aggravating when it really wasn’t. Now, 6 months later I’m lonely af and it turned out to be my family altogether. I live with my sister and her family and we’ve started to go against each other quite a lot lately and I think it might be a natural way of me trying to find myself. Either way it was the worst decision of my life, this far, to let go of the one person who understood me. I love you Emma, forgive me.
Find yourself brother, i understand you made some mistakes in the past but now you need to focus on YOU, start meditating and journaling it will help with mental health part of the things and find your calling (your main purpose/goal) and work towards it, you won't feel empty
Her hairs, her eyes, her smile, her way of being herself, her way of talking, her way of making me feel what I never experienced before. Everything about her....
I love her, I’m almost certain of it. Every time I see her, I’m filled with joy. Her smile, her laugh, her stories, everything about her. When I’m with her, hours pass like minutes. But I’m a fool. I took the leap too early. I asked her out less than a year into our friendship, and I worry that if I try again, if I tell her how I feel, it’ll push her away. I asked her out when I was 15 years old. I’m 19 now, and we’ve both changed a lot in that time. We’ve both suffered, and lost, and gone through shit that’s changed us. And I worry it’ll seem more real, and she’ll distance herself from me if I tell her I feel the same about her now as I did when I was 15. And I will lose not only her, but one of my best friends. I don’t think I could take that. She’s my light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve had a shitty past year, and the future as a whole looks bleak to me. But going through it with her, even if we’re just friends, is better than doing it alone. But if I take this gamble, and I lose her, then I don’t know what I’ll do.
I wasn’t too sad. She was a whore. But what came after. I don’t miss her because that was a year ago, I miss the feeling of not thinking about everything and being in touch with reality for one second. I found that weed helps me get the feeling again. Nothing else happening, just you and whatever else you are with. Now I don’t do anything like that because I’m afraid I’ll do something stupid when it’s 2am or cut myself etc
this playlist reminds me of him though. he truly doesn’t understand the impact he’s made on me. i’m happy with myself. i’m confident. i’ve grown to be mature and respectful of my body. my smile is so big and genuine when im around him. i’m never afraid to eat around him and i don’t cover my mouth when i laugh or smile around him. he makes me feel safe and comfortable in my own skin. he reminds me that im beautiful on the days i feel horrible and on the days i feel amazing. i can’t lose him. ik its “just a high school relationship” to some people but idk where i’d be if i never met him. he’s the reason im here today. he’s the reason im who i am today❤ update: after over a year and a half, i broke up w him. the reason why is in the replies. yall are too sweet btw💕
Never let the "just a high school relationship" thing bother you. I got told that and I've been with my partner for years now. I believe in you both ❤️
she’s gone and she’s never coming back. i just want one last chance to look into her eyes and believe everything is okay again. i just wanna feel her comfort one last time, but i can’t.
One thing I learned from her. I don’t miss her anymore nor did I ever miss her. What I missed was the version of herself that I thought she was. It was all a facade.
miss the old "she" bcuz what she is now omg hurts just to think so i miss who she was its like the feeling of nostalgia, u miss the good old days playing games and child stuff but today its just something thats never gonna be the same again, and even if u live this moments again they'll not be the same SRY FOR THE BIBLE
Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." the only Man who shall never leave your side is Jesus
I miss my wife so much. She was the prettiest sweetest woman ever. We built our lives together and had a beautiful baby boy. Then she randomly left me and took our baby. Had to fight in the courts to even see him. It was 3 months before i got to see him. It will be a year this February.. she never even said a single word to me she just left... Im still so lonely and miss her with all my heart. To this day she still hasnt talked to me. I sometimes dont know how to even go on. Like what's the point of getting out of bed when nothing seems to be good in life. I just wana give up... But i havent yet. Im still trying to go on. I just wana talk and see her smile again. I just wana hold her and tell her how much i love her. I technically see her a few times a week but shes completely silent and has her mom do the handoff for the baby.... If you are still reading this i thank you taking time to read my life. I could use a friend.
Keep going God sees what you go through but trust that He will bring you out when you focus on Jesus. You have a big heart I can tell by the wording of your comment
Before, I used to think that the worst thing in this world was to die without exploring amazing places, people and creating purposes, but i realize it's not. The worst thing in life is to die without exploring yourself. To be dead without knowing yourself is like a life without a soul.
It honestly hurts me how many people have been left or heartbroken, I’m so sorry for anyone who’s going through it now and I’m proud of you, you are doing a good job and if no one has said that to you yet. I am here to say it to you. I myself have been through that it actually happened to me in the summer and it was a tiring one but I’m getting better it’s just the truma that still kinda hits then and there
@@Synthpopper it does take time buddy, but just let your feelings feel what it needs to do and don’t rush your grief, just take it day by day. I know you can do it :)
When I met her for the first time, we talked like we’ve missed each others our entire life, it felt like another part of me that was missing, was finely there.
Honestly, I'm fine with forgetting about her voice. She was my first love, but caused me way too much pain in the short 1.5 years of our relationship and the years that followed trying to get over her. Forgetting about her is only a blessing.
This really cuts deep with what's happened and been happening in my life. Now, I'm at a point where I'm trying to improve myself and turn things around. So even though it's just a youtube comment, truly, thank you.
@@Bunny-xq7mr come on I know you can be fine,don't worry,don't do it,just keep trying to work on yourself and try to be a better person,and even when it fails,it doesn't matter, enjoy life :)
My friend, we don‘t know us, but maybe this lil text helps you :) Btw I am M21… The environments we live in, are sometimes really fucked up. Doesn‘t matter if you think of her after a break up, or you just started getting feelings for her, you are okey. And it is fully okey to have her in your mind like 24h a day. This is called Love. You are SO damn privileged to identify that, and to know this kind of emotions. So a) congratulations if you found someone, who’s worth to get your love and a place in your head. And/Or b) if it is a break-up situation you’re in, I still want to congratulate you, because you know now how love feels like. True love is just known for people that found- and lost LOVE in their life. Last words: It don‘t have to scare you, when she takes place in your mind this often. It is so damn natural, and beautiful if you let it happen. If she is the one, anything will change that. And if she‘s not the one, you will learn to let this go in a natural way. Do me a favor: Don‘t force anything. Don‘t force to let go immediately when it is not the time for it. Don‘t force to get away the feelings! Don‘t force to suppress your emotions! Don‘t force to go straight out of the process, it is okey to have curves in it. Take your time, whatever it is‘ You! and just YOU say when it is time for the next step! If you allow yourself to stay unperfect in that process, you will be yourself thankful for the rest of your life. The best for you man‘♥️
Give it more time, brother. I've also spent years with my ex in my head, despite having moved on. Try to find the root cause if you can help it. But spend more time focusing on your own life, improvements and interests. Distraction is your best friend. And with time, your brain will learn to let go of her.
Oh God You know its even bad when you lost her because of a very big mistake You know that she was/is the only person who would love you the way she did I can understand how my ex boyfriend must feel since he lost me because he hurt me
@@Rkives-218 Chill out, narcissist. You don't get to tell random strangers whether it is their fault or not. With this attitude, I can understand why your ex boyfriend left.
it’s him. no matter how much i push hi and the feelings away i have this gut feeling that we’re not done yet. i’ve never had a gut feeling like this. well, we haven’t talked in a year and 1 month. i’ve seen him at gatherings but both of us never said anything. sometimes i feel like he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. but then i remember how much he used to talk to me and how excited he would be to see me. he said he doesn’t like me. i don’t know why i still feel this way. he has a new friend group, he hasn’t talked to me since that day. he’s focusing on his dreams and goals. everything seems to be against us. but gosh how i miss him.. the first person in my life that made me feel like i was somebody. the first friend to me who i didn’t feel like was fake, or did me wrong. the first person to be actually excited to see me. he’s busy. he’s got other friends. but i just couldn’t help but see the look on his face when i said hi to other people and not to him. i wonder if he’s okay.
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You made me cry it is so beautiful…..
lovely playlist, but where did you get that picture, the aesthetic is too good and fits so well
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@@captainf5262from the Pinterest app
No one loves me hahahah 🤣🤣🤣
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams.
facts
Dude being alone is way worse, humans are social creatures you'd go insane and starved for interaction
@@eggynuts7735 Going from alone, to going into a hellhole of terrible people I would rather prefer be alone.
yeah whenever im with my girl i always left out we were at lunch with her friends and her back was completely faced towards me and to see if anyone noticed i left and to no none surprise i was so i leave t go hang with my friends then she wants me to go back and hamg with her but yet again left out so idek what to do atp
@@light-poison6154 bro you need to talk with her and address stuff like this and tell her how you feel.
She's like the stars. Easily seen, but unreachable.
i wrote a poem about my x (cringe ikk) and i literally wrote what you just did lol
“You feel like a star
too far to reach from my little hands
you stay in one place it seems and yet i cant reach any farther from this big cliff”
good to know im not the only one who feels that way:.)
@@drizzyjjc8765 Stay strong, brother.
@@drizzyjjc8765 that's not cringe !
her name means star💀
Ain’t no way 😭
"If you love a flower, don't pick it up, because if you pick it up it dies, so if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation. "
This is exactly what I have decided on. The end of something that never happened.
Write that down!
This is the most beautiful quote on love I have ever heard!
Philosopher
dam this line hits hard ngl.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life 💗
I doubt that will happen
wish you the same 💗
Thank you...😢
...okay, ty
Thanks
“By making her laugh I thought that she’d fall in love with me but instead Every time she laughed I fell more in love with her.”
So trueeee..
Damn🔥🔥okay..
So real
True…
Fu..
I was never bothered by being alone, never felt like I needed anyone. But once I met her and lost her, I realized the depth of loneliness that only her absence could bring.
This is beautiful 😢😢😢💔💔💔
Wow, this is my exact situation right now...
Same bro...
@@redaecruzme too. I loved her.
My man, you sound like a poet❤I’m grateful for your appreciation and understanding
Her smile. Her eyes. Her laugh. Her hair. Everything bout her..
Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." I love u dawg and i hope you get over whatever ur feeling
@@jimmy-fc6dcthank you
Yea
Stop think about it cause she dont think about you.
@@jimmy-fc6dcAmen brother!!
Listening to this while in the gym, makes me think I’m not doing enough for the people around me. I just stare off into space realizing I haven’t put my mom and dad in a better lifestyle yet. I gotta get back to working out.
Anyone who sees this keep going!
She'll never know how much I love her.
She can know, but you need to tell her. Now if you are in a situation where you literally can’t, I got ya. However, if it’s only you being nervous holding you back just know this, if you don’t tell her you will regret it for the rest of your life. Like I said, if there is other issues then I am sorry man, but if it’s only nerves stopping you, you need to find the courage and tell her how you feel. I wish you luck in the future man.
@@TheHallowBeanZ she blocked me on everything i just want one more conversation to know what i did wrong
@@tigergames1870 Damnn that sucks😕
Same bro
@@tigergames1870 Then she is not worth your time. I know it hurts, but suck it up and be tough just for now. You'll be alright, you'll manage, adapt and overcome. Everyone does and so will you! You still have life ahead of you, millions of girls are out there, probably waiting for you! If you give up, I will believe in you!
I miss her voice. Her texts. Her smile. Her embrace. Her stare. Her laugh. Her. Everything that belongs to her, including myself.
😢 I feel u dawg
Spoken like a lion ma boih
It is unfortunate how reality can treat us
Ouch im so sorry for you
It really hits hard when you thought she was going to be the one 😔
"You should never chase the butterflies because they will fly away instead, build a beautiful garden so the butterflies would be attracted but if they not, at least you still have your beautiful garden. "
And i took this seriously, see you in 5 years
@@AT.micah_12 kabari aku jika kamu sudah menyelesaikannya.
you best respond to this in 5 years my G@@AT.micah_12
@@AT.micah_12same here, see you in 3 years
@@AT.micah_12 Best of luck
I hope that someone will read this and not make same mistake as i did.. We started high school in 2019., she liked me from the beggining, but to me i was still a kid and havent felt anything and done nothing about that, then covid appeared and we skipped 2nd semester. In sophomore year her love to me was starting to become even more stronger and i liked her too, but in that period were just eye contacts, smiles, and again nothing happened.. in junior year, parties, we were older, everything was so obvious, she even told me that she loves me, but i was so fucking dumb, scared to do anything, scared of relationship.. and in last senior year she found bf and everything went to shit.. On the last day of high school, she told me i loved you so much, but she was scared to do anything because she feared of rejection, she hugged me and then she left, i sat on a stair and cried for 20 minutes, she was the most beautiful girl to me, her everything, even now tears come from my eyes, so guys dont be scared, do not fear and go talk to her, if you fail, you know you tried and thats what matters the most, do this and you will not have regrets in life like me, wish you best..
damn
Brother I am in the same position rightnow . This is exactly the same story i have. It's been few days now since she gone. It is being very hard for me to accept it. I don't know I randomly have tears going down my face whenever I thought of her . I am seeing her as one of my failures . Don't know I just can't help myself and don't know how to deal with this. What can I do now ?
Bro
My advice is:time repairs everything and u ll forget everything 😢don’t be sad I had the same problem
@@shadowfight2-g1u Hoping the same brother... Thanks for replying.
This comment section was very eye opening. I hope everyone here finds their person that makes life beautiful with you til the end of the line
thank you :D
thanks ig :[
Thank you
You too bro ❤
I hope you. Greetings from Turkey friends
She will never know how much i loved her :(
Tan dificil son las mujeres?
@@Nicolass02si y no
do something before its too late pal :
@@k.6267i wish you were her
@@k.6267your fault
i just want to hear her voice and her laugh even one more time
I feel you... everytime I feel sad I visit the comments of this video and they tell me: It's normal to hold on to someone that hates you...
Same..
This...
This..
Real
I had cancer in 2015 Ashkins lymphoma , stage 3 , lost all my friends & close family members stopped communicating ! The feeling of being alone only gave me the strength to fight for a better tomorrow , found a friend , that became my soulmate , out darkness there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel ! Never lose hope , never lose faith , stay strong my brothers & sisters that each one of you have a purpose here even if you think you might be at lost today, but you will be victorious, never give up! never stop fighting !
thanks for this it motivated me
Remember: “The more you love them, the more it hurts when they go.”
this hearts
I loved them with all my life and now I still left here unhealed
True❤️🩹
"Allow me to demonstrate."
**proceeds to drop little pink frog boy out a window and watches a teen go super saiyan god blue beat me up**
My mom😢
"we're not friends we are not enemies, we are just strangers with a lot of memories"
`a wise man
Keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man
@@42smash36 im not lonely lmao
Same
That's deep
@@42smash36That's a funny way to call yourself a child. I remember when I had that mindset. You'll grow up one day lil bro
Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her kindness, her beauty. Everything bout her...
I missed her bro
I thank that we were friends but i was just an another shit on his way. I simply tried to be friendly
I wish i could say her...
@@vlj1601 my man love is something else you would not get it
It's an illusion
her eyes , her eye contacts , her looks , her behavior , her kind personality >
I turned 19 years old today. Out of all my friends, only my google account congratulated me, it's so ironic. But I'm not discouraged, I'm listening to this playlist and enjoying the moment. Have a good day, everyone!💓
Happy Birthday Mate. ❤️
@@shoaibshaikh613 Thank you very mach!!!😭❣️♥️
Happy birthday brooo🫂
@@awelaty THX!!!!Have a great day, friend! :)♥️
that's the best mindset you can have. I'm happy for you and I'm learning to have that mindset too. Happy late birthday! :D
Words alone could not describe how lonely you can make yourself feel.
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@@JohnBaby-rm2tiахахаха, туда этих пиндосов😂
Real
💯💯💯
Words are also like keys... It can open any heart and shut any mouth.
She will never know how much i loved her.
Im lraqi
@@نون-ص6ك6ضbro wtf who asked
Yeah..
@@synom_2240 I think about how
@@نون-ص6ك6ض hello iraqi
She is so beautiful her smile,her laugh,her voice,her face,everything about het makes me happy everyday and i can't see her anymore.
"Sometimes I never knew if life was with me or against me...Turns out I was against myself." -My quote.
Feel this bro
Dam.
Damn that’s some deep shit bro
“My balls are itchy” - Me
I'm gey- Us
I’m a girl, and your guy’s comments are making me heart snap. You got this guys! Don’t let what could’ve been get you down. You made dreams with that person, but it came to an end for a reason. It’s okay to be hurt, but just know, there is still a whole world out there for you to build upon and discover. Don’t give up..! Hopefully this’ll reach those who need it, but for those who read this, have a good rest of your life
Beautiful comment🫶
you too ^^
what couldve been is exactly the one thing holding me back. didnt know strangers comments on the internet could mean so much to me. thank you
Thank you ma'am, means alot
@@ae.bxtman do what? I think you can do it
Its a sad realization knowing her voice her laughter her beauty doesnt exist in this life no more.
I don't miss her, I miss who she was.
That hit hard
fr bro.
Like whyd she go and change after the fact. Was she faking who she was the whole time. I want to think it was the affect I had that made her such a good person but I know it’s not true.
It hurts so much
she changed for real
I’ve realized the harder I try to forget her the more I really think about her
facts
that`s true
go with your homies man, play games, study . more important things than her now
The harder you try to escape the more it haunts you down
dont try to force it let it fade away naturaly
She never knew how much i cried for her that day
Im sorry to hear that man... Life is such a bitch.. im sorry
@@Vik4ng It's all my fault, maybe if i never had jealousy issues this'd never happen, i wish i can apologize to her but it's too late. She moved on and forgot about me, but i am so happy for her because she's now happy with someone else, but still. It's not the same without her.
@@hellostranger132my exact situation to a T, except i don’t feel happy for her, which makes me all the worse
Not even one day it was days and days
same thing for me yesterday
it hurts a lot
"Real loss only occurs when you love someone more than you love yourself"
I’m paralyzed. She’s my best friend and we talk constantly, play games together, laugh at each other’s stupid jokes or things that happen to us throughout the day. I don’t want to ruin that, but.. She’s perfect, to me. All of her flaws just make her more beautiful. Her personality has the depth of all the oceans, and I could listen to her talk about literally anything all day long. She’s everything I could possibly dream of, and I know I’m not her type, but part of me hopes she shares the same feelings I do so that there’s a chance for us to be even happier together…
Update 9/16/2024: Wow. I didn't think this comment would ever get so popular. Thank you all for your words and your own stories.
For those asking for an update, we're still friends, and I think that's all we ever will be. I used to dread the thought of that, but I've come to terms with it now. I'd rather have her in my life as a friend instead of trying to force her to have feelings that aren't there and lose her forever. It took longer than it probably should have for me to understand that, but I don't regret the time I was in love with her for a second.
I've met someone new through my job, and am approaching things with her differently so this won't happen again. I'm hopeful that something will grow with her, but if not, then I know I can still have an amazing person in my life because of my experience here.
You literally just typed a comment that describes everything I’m going through ..
Do the step men you have the chance Now , i know it's hard for you but you have to move on just do it and tell her you feelings maybe she gonna leave you But she gonna miss you and comback to you and if she didnt comback it's ok cause you should be proud of your self cause you did the step and life goes on ❤❤ i hope the best for you
Fuck it, we ball
Stay strong soldier
I thought that way and here I am broken, if she has a side you don’t like about her trust me don’t do it
“She is silent. Her voice is rarely revealed. You look, and she is there, her name infiltrating your mind, crossing your vision.”
This feels too real to me.
this is so damnn
´ball sack
Real.
damn
she was the glimmering star in my midnight sky. I hope she gets a sky that lets her shine even more.
Bruhh i hope u r okayy😢
Why she leave a person like u
I feel this too hard.
No star shines brighter than midnight sky star 💕
@@Jubycore dont make them feel too good.. we dont know what they couldve done. my ex acted like this after i left him for cheating on me for our entire relationship..
@@starrycat127 anyway he is sad and i liked his words and yk the pain in the words so i just comfort him that doesn't matter at all! Not every boys are like ur ex😊
The word " Alone " and being " Alone " is the best gift from creator.
Been 4 years now.....finally i have forgotten her voice,her touch, the memories slowly fade..
7 years here. I feel the exact same way. I've finally threw away all her gifts and deleted all her photos which I've been keeping for all these years. In the end, not all memories need to stay with us, you know...
That hit hard ngl. Come May it will be three years since we parted ways. I can’t replace her touch
It's been 3 weeks for me and I'm on my way to you guys
1week in
@@prithujsarkar2010 it will pass and you will be a better version of yourself❤️
Nothing more humiliating than learning that you didn’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did.
found that out last night.
The same man it is horrible but at least she told me and wants to end up well
Anyway it feels like your whole world smashes into the ground I don’t know if I will feel love again
got humiliated lol
😞
I lose evrythink
That’s deep had to screen shot
It's weird that how in this world full of people we still feel alone and stuck with the feeling of numbness and in our deep thoughts.
keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man
@@42smash36ha ain’t lonely he got feelings unlike you my dear friend
weird how we live in a world of selfishness.
Can't let gang know I fw this
Yes my g don't bottle up to much
Keep it on the dl yeah
She taught me why I should love myself before anyone else.
@BENDOVER-yk9ty
1 kuukausi sitten
not my story or quote but
Unforgettable
Your image like a photograph ingrained
Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
A forest of questions to explore
What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
Like little beams of light they dart around
Like raindrops unsure where to fall
It was by chance that you would look at me
A raindrop would land and startle me
Like a summer storm I fell
To run out, jump into the open air
To swim to an island ashore
To share a dance with you
It was a vivid dream, then
It was but a dream
I looked away
But did not forget
Your smile,
A childish grin
So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
My reflection of you, is fading ever so
Into little ripples of the lake
I looked away
But did not forget
Your voice,
When I heard it first
It wasn’t vast like the ocean
Nor was it like the sky or clouds
Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
Still I remember when it called my name
Each grain would fall
Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
I longed to hold it my hands
But I looked away
Still I did not forget
Your laugh,
It was like the rain at night
It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
Like a child and its bedtime story,
I was drawn to the sound of it
And never would I have enough
But I looked away
And still, I did not forget
Your hands,
They were distant planets foreign to me
I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
To somehow venture through the void
But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
And soon, I knew, you would be gone
So I looked away
But could not forget
Your shoulders,
Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
Nor lean to be exact
But strong, and lightly tan
Like an architect’s design
Like a smooth clay figurine
I glanced upon your physique, your frame
But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
Then I looked away
But did not forget
Your hair,
Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
Always fell perfectly around your eyes
Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
Like a work of art, calling out on display,
That stood out from all the rest
I loved all your colors and depth
And when I looked away
I did not forget
Your kindness,
It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
Nor was it the least fake or false
It was quiet, sweet
Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
It came when least expected,
Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
But with it, you stole my heart
You were the only one
And all I did was look away
Though, never forget
You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
And like that,
Gone all too soon,
Your glow fell beneath the earth,
Your colors faded into the sea,
But still, an image I can recall
You were unforgettable.
I may of looked away,
But remember,
I never forget.
in what sense she btoke ur heart or she taught u to lvoe urself
she was wrong
@@spicewaffles2202Bro you’re gonna make me cry at the function cuz you said some real stuff right there.
I'm afraid of how much I've changed. Love has made me more of a bad person than hate could. I don't recognize myself, I've been hurting my friends since I tried to forget this girl. The worst part is that the only times I dont hurt anyone is when I keep quiet, when I talk to no one and pretend to be tired, so as not to tell the truth and hurt my friends. The truth is that I feel alone even though I have so many friends, I felt alone even when I was with her. While she was always good and fulfilled my dream of being in a relationship. Now I feel even more alone. No one understands me anymore and the worst part is that I feel like no one is trying to understand me. I needed to write this to someone. If you took the time to read this thank you I don't need more.
Tell me about her bro what’s up
I've always wanted to be in a relationship as I've felt alone not being in one sering couples be happy, kussing dancing and stuff and then There's just me? Loneliness infects the mind and doesn't leave. I just wish i find my way to her before Loneliness found it's way to me.
Bro how you doing?
@slowedversions284 don't wait bro move on you can't force love it just happens like nature someone will take care of her and someone will do the same for u
It's a journey your story whatever you chasing or plan it's waiting just the moment you have a feeling it leaves or come back @@Geowzzyy
I remember her saying that she loves the black sky. No stars or moon. I didn't understand it. I did not understand any of her tastes, she was always unique, loved pizza with pineapple, white chocolate with coconut and wrote poetry. So pretty and her smile too. I'm sorry that I didn't even understand her suicide, why she did it.
...... i'm so sorry man... what cause did she kill herself???
Have strength
I'll think of you today. Remember her lime she was so she will life in your heart forever. Keep it up buddy and don't use your life, like she would have wanted it for you. This is how you honor her.
😭 that made me cry
Im so sorry hope you feel better soon
when i am sometimes hearing this I just wanna go back and see her again it has be 5 years or more that she has been gone, even since the death of my grandmother I have been a state of confusal and rage many times of my mind thinking "you will lose everything" or "you will never see your love ones again now" .god i miss her i just miss her hugs,her warmth, and her being here
u don’t miss her, u miss the version of her in ur head
Exactly this, I fell in love with her a couple years ago, I can’t describe the feeling I had for her quite right, maybe the only time in my life where I felt that this person was “the one”. Fast forward two years later, it is like I have no significance to her and now in the rare occasion we do talk to each other, that feeling of love that I had two years ago simply isn’t there in the slightest and at times strongly believe she is lying to me. I sometimes wish I had never met her and I wish I could get myself to hate her, but I cannot do it.
:(
So true
I realized that the hard way
no. i miss her
I loved her with all my heart. She didn't feel the same way... 💔
Ik man ik how u feel😢
Same man 😔
"never pluck a flower if u feel it's a beautiful....let it be and enjoy it everyday"
It's been a year and I try to convince me that I haven't feelings for her anymore. But I can't.
@@francois9126its okay bud. I do too.. after one year. But know that somewhere you have an untouchable thought deep in your heart that you have feelings for her. But the truth is, even if you have truly moved on once, even if you really have no feelings for her, that little thought will make you think otherwise and shatter your mind and heart. We always crave for the things we dont have.
So that little thought you have.. that belief that you have kept inside your heart, and you put it so deep cuz you had to make your feelings true and make it untouchable by anything to say that you didn't truly love her. Put that thought away. And if it pains to do it, just think about how things would never have worked out if anything did happen, and you'll eventually lose that thought.
Heads up buddy, stay hard. One day you'll find someone who loves you, as purely as you love.
She'll never know how much I love her.
But I do. And I love you even more.
same
We all want to go back to our old version with full of amazing memories.
i miss my grandma, she was one of the people who raised me. i still think about her.
Don’t know if this is much for condolence but I lost my grandmother as well and I can see how bigger of an impact it has, than people might think. Just because she’s “further away”.
Hope you’re doing well and I wish you the best going forward :)
@@Zoovilic you to my man, i wish you the best too, stay strong buddy.
me too except my grandpa.
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The way she broke my soul is absolutely unfathomable to me. I never thought a person, let alone that girl could change your entire life for the absolute best, and then for the absolute worst. The lies, the belittling, the mocking, i hate her. I hate what she did to me.
Forgive her. Not because she deserves forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.
@@BuromirExactly! Took me almost 2 or 3 years to forgive someone. Allow yourself to feel but don’t dwell on kt
You don't hate her. You hate what she did to you. And I know this feeling, as you. We'll be alright, my friend. Just need to stay strong.
Dude, i know how how you feel. I thought she was the one, the only one. She made a promise and broke it. But still wanted me to dance with her with her boyfriend. Girls just love breaking hearts
Sad how someone you thought you might marry turns into the one person you hate most 😔
"I don't talk to her anymore, but my mind keeps talking about her..."
UPDATE: Many time have passed and now my heart is healed, i have new nice friends and even more nice partner :). I saw her again but i knew she couldn't hurt me anymore, because i wouldn't allow myself again to give her more than she deserves.
Fear Jesus
exactly
it hurts me so f much
she hurt my heart, but I love her so much
true dude.. i love her but i act like i hate her..
UPDATE: i really hate her and im friends with her biggest enemy now. she made me feel so bad so i did this
Every time I look over next to me I imagine her there and in reality she’s not. Then I think of all the memories when we were together and having fun. Then I look away and look down and wonder if I ever cross her head once in a while.
i miss her so much.
Its okay, even though she left or any other reason, ur gonna find the one some day.Dont be sad now.
Miss you mom, can't wait to see you in heaven
Edit: I love you guys...
stay strong ❤️
Same 😢
Respect
stay strong man💪
you are areal man big respect for you 🔥♥️!
She took my ability to love again. Just as fast as I fell in love with her. Love isn't scary, its just risky
my music won’t disappoint you 😉
No one can take something that’s inherent within you. Your ability to love is not gone, it’s just been weakened.
I understand how you feel. Just a couple months before our wedding, she left me. I felt absolutely devastated, just wanting the pain to end. That's when I had a few coworkers reach out to me. Now, one of them is the best friend I've ever had. Just keep your chin up and someone will come your way
@@DeltaTDS_YT Thanks man, i'm trying my best to wait and i hope it works🤞
"Love is beautiful, yet it can be merciless. Love can make you happy, yet that happiness might be an illusion." That's what I said to someone not long ago after I told them a somewhat messed up story about my past love experience.
I’m gonna let you boys in on something, a few years ago I really liked this girl, I first seen her in my gym I go too and never seen her before, I didn’t talk to her but we caught eyes a few times, I went home and I seen a quote pop up on my instagram saying “In the end.. we only regret the chances we didn’t take, and the decisions we waited to long to make.” so I thought about it and realised we only got one life, so you gotta take every chance you get and step out of your comfort zone every now and then. I went back at my normal time to the gym a and didn’t see her for a few weeks then maybe a month later was working out and lifting heavy and was sweating heaps cause it was the summertime and seen her walk in. I remember my thoughts all hitting me wondering if I should go approach, I thought about it and went with my gut, started small chat and that led to me going to train with her the next day. A few days later led to getting coffee and just talking about life and then watching movies. Then one night we were at a party together and it was like my second time drinking and it was at her friends house probably like 15 people left after the party finished up and she came and got me to ask me to come to bed with her cause she was feeling a bit intoxicated but I felt that I didn’t want to be with her when we were both drunk so went into bed with her waited for her to pass out and put another blanket on top and went home. 3 days later she got into a head on collision and passed away on the spot. I was devastated and deleted all my social media cause I couldn’t cop looking at her social media knowing I’d never see her again. I went to her funeral and it was the first time I had cried in years and was actually the last time I cried. Not a day goes by where she doesn’t cross my mind. I hope she knew that I love her and that she meant everything to me. That was 4 years ago and to this day I still don’t have any social media, just TH-cam really and have a very private life, just work and still keep up at the gym, the same gym I met her at intact so every time I train now I push that extra 20% harder for her. Moral of the story don’t be afraid to take chances, go talk to that girl or whatever it is cause we truely only have one life and tomorrow isn’t promised, no one’s gonna remember what you did in 100 years so just go with your gut and stick to it. I love you all I hope you guys find what you’re looking for
I’m sorry man
It's hard
I pray you find some type of peace and continue to try to live your life to the fullest. You are a dope dude bro. I respect you for how u treated her. I can tell you cared for her a lot. Don’t give up on love. Continue being the great guy u are and you’ll know when it’s time to get back out there again. Love brother❤️ God bless
I'm sorry for your loss man😢
I’m so sorry for your loss bro. that’s the most heartbreaking comment I’ve ever seen on TH-cam 💔 I hope you’re doing okay brother, You sound like a great man.
Her. What can i say about her?
She was the perfect woman. I loved every single detail about her, her beautiful dark hair, those hazel eyes, and that smile, oh that smile.
We shared each other's interests, we liked the same songs, we could talk for hours on end.
I still remember when i kissed her, the whole world stopped. It was just me and her there, no one else or nothing was there.
Unfortunately, it all ended too quickly, and now maybe she had moved on.
It hurts me knowing this all ended cuz of my behavior and mistakes.
We don't talk anymore, i don't even know how's she doing rn, but maybe she is doing better without me.
Maybe i never deserved her, but i can't keep beating myself over this.
Idk if I'll ever gonna move on, but it doesn't seem liked it...she is still on my mind, I can still see her in my dreams, waiting for me
This shouldn't ever ended like this...but I guess I deserve this.
I really just hope she is happy, she deserves it.
I'm sorry if i disappointed you in way...
I will always love you and miss you, Y.
damn, how the hell do i relate to this comment so well.
Im so sorry
Did you talk to her after a breakup?It's selfish to think she's happy when she misses you.
Best comment ever.
.....welcome to the gym brother 😀🏋️♂️take me ur hand lets moving on together
She's out there with someone, enjoying their lives and making their best memories that I dreamt, it would be with me.
Well at least she's happy. :,)
This made me realize how incredibly lucky I am to have her. To have someone by my side to love, to share my cringe jokes, to confide my depressive thoughts in, to cuddle with when I'm feeling sad... Her hair, her eyes, her smile make me forget everything. I can't imagine my life without her. I feel I don't tell her enough how much I love her.
Stay strong champ,just as usual
Don't end up like us
Let her know how much she means to you everyday and do whatever you have to
This is gonna hurt bro..😢
Do your best to keep her and don't let go but don't be too possessive
Mark my words........ She will dump you at last
When I was little, I thought being invisible was a good power, but I realized that I was actually invisible in everyone's eyes in life.
Believe in yourself don’t give a f… about them my bro ❤
You are so right, I will do it like this from now on❤️
❤
Это жестко, чувак
Harsh.
Her laugh, smile, humor, kindness and voice…just everything about her is like a warm hug on a rainy day! I miss you my friend, I haven’t seen you for a whole year when will I get the chance to see your smile again…
I still remember the first day I met her, I still hear her voice in my head. It seems the more I try to forget about her the more I remember. I remember the taste of her lips, her warm embrace, and all the “I love you’s” and the laughs we shared together. I still wasn’t enough for her. Wherever you are, I hope you’re getting the happiness I couldn’t give you. I love you Rilee, more than you will ever know.
so real
It’s been 10 years and she still crosses my mind. I hope she is doing good in life and happy.
damn
hits hard
me too bro, i know the pain you feel
Same 😞
I miss everything about her, she was the person who made me feel alive and loved, I hope she’s doing great with her new favorite person.
One day you find yours ❤
Praying that you find love that suits you perfectly 🫶
Someday we’ll find something permanent.
Same. Just wish everything goes well for her
She never loved you,
"Sometimes you miss the person not the memories"
pretty sure it's the opposite
It’s the opposite
It may be the opposite, but sometimes it can work both ways
its the other way around
You got that upside down chief.
listening to this in 1:47am when the world is so quiet and its just you and your thoughts hits different.
Guys, the worst pain I've ever felt was when I had to break up with her... I can't compare it to any other pain I ever felt in my life... But also 1 year later after I finally started forgetting her I experienced the biggest growth in my life. What I'm saying is - if it's hard, the prize at the end is even better. It was all worth it - just don't bend under the pressure and don't look for her.
Thank for telling your story. I am in similiar situation now but i wanna throw up everytime just thinking I will never see her again, i feel physical pain and can't breathe, she was my everything
Wish i could be like you. Still remember her after 6 years
Wish I would’ve did that early but now sadly I am broken but building myself up for my daughter I had with her I have no regrets but you right don’t look for her cause if you do you might hurt the one person you matter to in the future, keep ya crown on king much love
@@sebastianjasinski3538 i feel u
@@142-v7c damn thats a long time bro
yes i miss her soo much in this christmas time..dear mom i miss you
She is always with you brother❤
Mom's never leave..
Be strong brother. God bless ❤️
Stay strong, she's proud of you ❤
❤
“Smile doesn’t describe your feelings, you’re heart does.”
I remember telling a kid this quote "Every little thing, with time makes a big impact on you. So cherish those little things. Because they may be all you have one day."
i still miss her, it's been 3 months since she passed away, it's like a part of my soul was taken for me, she was my everything, i miss her so much, rest in peace i will always love you Mia
this is so sad, i'm sorry this happened, you're strong!:(
stay strong G
You got this, I’m so sorry
🙏🙏 my prayers are with you
Oh, oh wow. Damn, i can’t even imagine how it is. I’m so sorry man, may she rest in peace.
I love every single detail about her. she has the perfect personality,perfect face, the best hair I have ever seen in my entire life, her brown eyes that shine like pearls every time i look at her. Her laugh is deadly and cute.Well..she's just perfect.
When she smiles she shines more the the stars.
I've know her for almost a year now, she changed in that period of time.
She was the sweetest but now she is insolent and she now curses.
There was this one dude that liked her and still likes her.
He admitted that and she rejected him and said that they can be friends.
I've know that guy for 9 years now he's the most disrespectful person I ever met, and the most awful too.
Well couple of weeks ago he ended the friendship with her and she cried for 2 days because of that.He acted kind to her.
I reassured her it was for her own good because he had a bad impact on her and that she started to change.
She said she gets it and thanked me for that.
Well after that she started hanging out with this group of 7 ppl.
They are almost as bad as him... they are disrespectful awfull they curse a lot and etc.
I could name more but that's enough.
I have seen that she changed a lot, she slowly becoming like them.
Her cousins talks to her about that and she says it fine that she's not changing.
And she says that she sees they are bad and tries to end it but she doesn't do it.
Before she was full of life, now she's dry, ignorise me sometimes, before she didn't.
She's smart has good grades and that group doesn't rly care about school and ig they had the same impact on her and now she slowly doesn't care too.
I don't know what to do should i stay away from her I don't really know.
I think about her every minute of every hour of every day.
I try not to but it doesn't work I just think about her even more.
I've been suffering from depression this past 3 years it went away for a little bit when i meet her.
It came back this year when she started to change and bc of that we text less we talk less and so on.
Now that my depression is back when I think more about awfull thoughts I'm slowly losing feelings for her I don't want to but I can't control it.
I have tried to pray and I have became even more religious then I was it helps but not for long.
Shes slowly fading away from my hands and I don't know what to do.
This past year she had 3 crushes I have waited all that time hoping she will share the same feelings but nothing, I will keep waiting until I can't.
I don't know how to tell her I like her. I never knew how to express my feelings
Ima shy person and a introvert.
Maybe this sounds dumb but I needed to clear my mind somewhere
I really miss the old person she was
And I hate the person she became
She was the reason I stopped thinking about suicidal thoughts but now that she is fading I thinking more and more about that.
She changed my life, made me feel something but now it's all gone again.
I'm not the best at English so sorry if u dont understand what I wrote
@@Ryan-xh3kc well it wont work you know.
You are a great person pal, and you are not alone in this, I have a similar expirience and it really hurts, I think its to late for me, but maybe isn't for you, so tell her, there is no guarantee of nothing, but if theres a small chance...you should take it, and in the end, whatever happens if its good or bad, eventually you will learn something, not gonna lie I've been around four years trying to get over it, and I still can't, because I'm stuck in the past and I really miss the good old days, I fell im kinda obssesed and I can see clearly what should I do because my mind its full of thoughts and I can't think clearly, I just hope everythings turns to an end, but happy and joyfull, I don't see it know but I'm still here and you too, I wish you luck and I really mean it.
Pd: Not good at english either.
there are millions of girls out there willing to love you how you deserve. if that's the route she wants to go down, let her. you can't change her but you can change yourself.
your English is also really good, keep it up
You sound like a wonderful person, and if I can share one piece of advice I’ve learned it’s that no matter how much you love someone, you can never change them. I’m the type of person who will always hope for the best in someone and think I can help them become the person I know they can be, but sometimes you have to let go and use that love for yourself. Because there are so many people who are deserving of love, and you shouldn’t waste that love on someone who doesn’t even know what it is. Keep your head up, there are so many people who need people like you to show them what true goodness is. Hope you’re able to surround yourself with people who make you happy, and show you the love you deserve my friend ❤
I really feel you man.. the same thing happened to me.. I was in a relationship for 2 years, maybe not too long but it is my first time being in a relationship so it was really special to me. I thought I knew her well and we'd never break up.. she was absolutely perfect for me..
But she started to change about a year ago. She was going through depression and I really wish I could've helped her.. I now feel what she felt and I regret not helping her before.. I'll never forgive myself for it. Anyways after that she just wasn't like how I thought she was.. she wasn't the same anymore. Maybe it's my fault.. I didn't do anything for her. But now she's just completely different. I always message her hoping she'd reply but I forget she's not like how she was before. My mind just can't accept it. Maybe she found a better person.. if so, then I'm really happy for her. I care about her more than anything else, so if she's enjoying life then I'm happy.. idc who she is with. But whenever she talks to me (it's like once a week and she doesn't even stay for that long) she always argues or makes things worse. I tried not messaging her for some time but I just can't.. I'm way too attached to her. But the person I knew and loved is gone.. I try to find her but I can't. She's not the same anymore..
Sometimes I feel like I'm the cause for it.. I know I've changed too.. people doesn't always stay the same, but did I have a bad influence on her? Maybe I was the problem.. if she wants to stay away from me because she hates me, that's fine.. I don't wanna push her into doing something she hates. But she never tells me what she feels about me. I've asked many times but she never says it. Maybe I am the problem.. who knows. I probably should stay away from her life since that's what she wants..
It’s been 4 years. I can go days, months without thinking about her. Then BOOM, she pops into my mind every once in a while. If you ask me how many times she came to my mind I’d say once. Because once she came, she never left.
damn the last part hit deep 😢
- what she said
I live the way you live, I miss her so much
i always try to forget and try too move on but she never left my thoughts and never will, that will always prevend me from being whole
Same bro last time we spoke was February 7 2020 I remember watching her leave like it was yesterday
@@simeonmayberry9714 I don't know when it will pass, I miss it terribly
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
Imagine falling for someone who never saw you more than a friend, you talk, tell stories, laugh together, provide a shoulder to cry on and all of a sudden, she tells you she’s started seeing someone.. the pain you feel is a a regretful kind of pain. She made me feel more alone than I’ve ever been…
I understand it’s more myself than her kind of a problem.. the hardest part is letting that person go.. 😞
I'm sorry 💔
It hurts more than anything
That's literally what happened today...
@@Sapunipe I see you brother, I see you 🖤 Believe it or not.. time does heal all wounds. I hope you find the courage to move on and keep your head held high and don’t look back. You’ve got this king!
This probably won’t blow up like all the other comments, but anyway :
I had this girl for a little over a year, and she was my first real committed relationship. She meant everything to me and she understood me unlike anybody had done prior. However there was a quite obvious rift in between us and it was her mental state. When we got together I was ignorant enough to think that I could “save her” and that was initially the mindset I had coming into the relationship.
Things went on as usual, but around 3 months into the whole thing we went through a really rough time and I contemplated on breaking up with her. But I can til this day remember her words - “can’t we try for us?” - and it gets me emotional every time I think about it. We did, and it was one of the best decisions of my life.
Things began to switch and I felt like this could be “her”. Everything went smooth and we had a very open relationship in terms of how we communicated and made each other feel appreciated. However things went sour when my grandmother died, this November of 2022, and it ultimately made me feel very empty inside - as she had been one of three people raising me since I haven’t had a mother nor a father. With my mental health going down the relationship soon followed. We broke up right about 6 months ago now and in the end because of me. I thought she was the reason behind why I felt so bad and why it didn’t get better. And in hindsight it might’ve been because everything seemed more aggravating when it really wasn’t.
Now, 6 months later I’m lonely af and it turned out to be my family altogether. I live with my sister and her family and we’ve started to go against each other quite a lot lately and I think it might be a natural way of me trying to find myself. Either way it was the worst decision of my life, this far, to let go of the one person who understood me.
I love you Emma, forgive me.
Stay strong man
i teared apart bruh 😭💔 may allah gives you more strength and happiness inshallah 🥺❤️
bro, i love you
Emma please forgive
Find yourself brother, i understand you made some mistakes in the past but now you need to focus on YOU, start meditating and journaling it will help with mental health part of the things and find your calling (your main purpose/goal) and work towards it, you won't feel empty
Her hairs, her eyes, her smile, her way of being herself, her way of talking, her way of making me feel what I never experienced before. Everything about her....
Reading these comments makes me feel we all fell for the same girl😂. Who knows maybe they all have the same blueprint to break are hearts
I love her, I’m almost certain of it. Every time I see her, I’m filled with joy. Her smile, her laugh, her stories, everything about her. When I’m with her, hours pass like minutes. But I’m a fool. I took the leap too early. I asked her out less than a year into our friendship, and I worry that if I try again, if I tell her how I feel, it’ll push her away. I asked her out when I was 15 years old. I’m 19 now, and we’ve both changed a lot in that time. We’ve both suffered, and lost, and gone through shit that’s changed us. And I worry it’ll seem more real, and she’ll distance herself from me if I tell her I feel the same about her now as I did when I was 15. And I will lose not only her, but one of my best friends. I don’t think I could take that. She’s my light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve had a shitty past year, and the future as a whole looks bleak to me. But going through it with her, even if we’re just friends, is better than doing it alone. But if I take this gamble, and I lose her, then I don’t know what I’ll do.
It’s been a year and I still remember how much I cried that day.
I too remember, I am always with you whether you know it or not.
Stay strong i know it hurts but you are brave aren't you?? good luck my friend
same..
Sadly it will probably be a lifetime😥
I wasn’t too sad. She was a whore. But what came after. I don’t miss her because that was a year ago, I miss the feeling of not thinking about everything and being in touch with reality for one second. I found that weed helps me get the feeling again. Nothing else happening, just you and whatever else you are with. Now I don’t do anything like that because I’m afraid I’ll do something stupid when it’s 2am or cut myself etc
"Loving you was like going to war, I never came back the same."
That’s deep. I like that
Felt this one.
How you doing mate
Hmph. How am I still stuck in this battlefield fighting myself
Or
Still in the battlefield, fighting myself
this playlist reminds me of him though. he truly doesn’t understand the impact he’s made on me. i’m happy with myself. i’m confident. i’ve grown to be mature and respectful of my body. my smile is so big and genuine when im around him. i’m never afraid to eat around him and i don’t cover my mouth when i laugh or smile around him. he makes me feel safe and comfortable in my own skin. he reminds me that im beautiful on the days i feel horrible and on the days i feel amazing. i can’t lose him. ik its “just a high school relationship” to some people but idk where i’d be if i never met him. he’s the reason im here today. he’s the reason im who i am today❤
update: after over a year and a half, i broke up w him. the reason why is in the replies. yall are too sweet btw💕
Never let the "just a high school relationship" thing bother you. I got told that and I've been with my partner for years now. I believe in you both ❤️
You're very lucky, theres men out there who haven't even had a relationship, nor men who have friends that are girls..
@@aargreborn i feel special in some way because i’m a lot of his firsts too and honestly i can’t imagine life w out him rn
@dayanaM2108 ey, his lucky too for pulling you 👍 hope yall last forever 🥲🫡
Did you get him finally?????
Did you guys ended up with each other?????
Ply say yes🙂
she’s gone and she’s never coming back. i just want one last chance to look into her eyes and believe everything is okay again. i just wanna feel her comfort one last time, but i can’t.
One thing I learned from her. I don’t miss her anymore nor did I ever miss her. What I missed was the version of herself that I thought she was. It was all a facade.
Just don t become hateful
miss the old "she" bcuz what she is now omg hurts just to think so i miss who she was its like the feeling of nostalgia, u miss the good old days playing games and child stuff but today its just something thats never gonna be the same again, and even if u live this moments again they'll not be the same SRY FOR THE BIBLE
Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." the only Man who shall never leave your side is Jesus
I say that to myself sometimes, but the truth is I have never been more happy...
sounds like your problem
I miss my wife so much. She was the prettiest sweetest woman ever. We built our lives together and had a beautiful baby boy. Then she randomly left me and took our baby. Had to fight in the courts to even see him. It was 3 months before i got to see him. It will be a year this February.. she never even said a single word to me she just left... Im still so lonely and miss her with all my heart. To this day she still hasnt talked to me. I sometimes dont know how to even go on. Like what's the point of getting out of bed when nothing seems to be good in life. I just wana give up... But i havent yet. Im still trying to go on. I just wana talk and see her smile again. I just wana hold her and tell her how much i love her. I technically see her a few times a week but shes completely silent and has her mom do the handoff for the baby.... If you are still reading this i thank you taking time to read my life. I could use a friend.
I hope everything gets better for you 💛
You are strong
Keep going
Everything gonna be better
Bruh its really sad. But hang on have hope everything will work for good for you! I hope everything best for you my guy.
Keep going God sees what you go through but trust that He will bring you out when you focus on Jesus. You have a big heart I can tell by the wording of your comment
hey man get outta bed for yourself ......... cz if u don't , who tf will?
Before, I used to think that the worst thing in this world was to die without exploring amazing places, people and creating purposes, but i realize it's not. The worst thing in life is to die without exploring yourself. To be dead without knowing yourself is like a life without a soul.
It honestly hurts me how many people have been left or heartbroken, I’m so sorry for anyone who’s going through it now and I’m proud of you, you are doing a good job and if no one has said that to you yet. I am here to say it to you. I myself have been through that it actually happened to me in the summer and it was a tiring one but I’m getting better it’s just the truma that still kinda hits then and there
ty❤❤❤
Im proud of you comrade
Thank you brother. She left me around when you posted this comment so I'm still struggling through the stages of grief in non-linear order.
@@Synthpopper it does take time buddy, but just let your feelings feel what it needs to do and don’t rush your grief, just take it day by day. I know you can do it :)
While I‘m reading those meaningful comments, no one but her comes into my mind.
I will never stop loving her.
Fuerza
saaaame :v sad bcuz i cant think of how many time it will take for me to idk "keep going" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Samr
same even i dont have one
meaningful comments ? show some respect
“Time goes, but the memories always stay with us”
She lives with me now. Shes my world. We're high school sweethearts. I'm so happy. This song which once made me cry now makes me think of her.
When I met her for the first time, we talked like we’ve missed each others our entire life, it felt like another part of me that was missing, was finely there.
So now.. are you both together?
Slowly we all are forgetting her voice, isn't it?
Wait ,really i can't remember 😢
Please don't go
Honestly, I'm fine with forgetting about her voice. She was my first love, but caused me way too much pain in the short 1.5 years of our relationship and the years that followed trying to get over her. Forgetting about her is only a blessing.
Bro look at the comment section yar 🥺💝
I barely remember her face anymore, but I know I’ll never forget how she changed my life
It's so sad to see that almost everyone in the comments are heartbroken, everyone stay safe and don't give up.
Music like this makes you realize you wanna do something with your life, makes you see the better things in life, it all makes sense
Fear is temporary, regret is forever
couine
Your words hurt me but I still can't
😟
I regret everything i did. Most likely it just doesn’t matter now, but what does matter is that i regretted it.
This really cuts deep with what's happened and been happening in my life. Now, I'm at a point where I'm trying to improve myself and turn things around. So even though it's just a youtube comment, truly, thank you.
I'm a girl myself and I feel so sorry for the guys who go through this :(
I accept the fact That I have never lived truly Someday now after I'll suicide
@@Bunny-xq7mrbro dont
@@Bunny-xq7mrits not worth it bro
@@Bunny-xq7mr Bro don't, you can't end on a loss man come talk with us, there is many beautiful things to do and see !
@@Bunny-xq7mr come on I know you can be fine,don't worry,don't do it,just keep trying to work on yourself and try to be a better person,and even when it fails,it doesn't matter, enjoy life :)
I've loved her since the day I met her, and even though we may never speak again i will love her until i take my final breath
I know the feeling man
Since the first time I saw her in a window.
CAN U TELL ME WHAT GENRE OF MUSIC IS THIS
😢that is emotional 😭 i wish someone would love me like this
I wish he thinks of me the same..
I miss my mom 😢
Me too
I'm so sorry 😢
Me too
Me too 1
Lovely seeing so many fellow broken hearts. May each day pass easier as we come to terms with the beauty we've all lost in our lives. Godspeed.
Amen brother
Amen
Amen
it scares me, how much i think of her. Knowing im 24 and there is still a long path to go, it really scares me. Fear was temporary, regret is forever.
My friend, we don‘t know us, but maybe this lil text helps you :) Btw I am M21… The environments we live in, are sometimes really fucked up. Doesn‘t matter if you think of her after a break up, or you just started getting feelings for her, you are okey. And it is fully okey to have her in your mind like 24h a day. This is called Love. You are SO damn privileged to identify that, and to know this kind of emotions. So a) congratulations if you found someone, who’s worth to get your love and a place in your head.
And/Or b) if it is a break-up situation you’re in, I still want to congratulate you, because you know now how love feels like. True love is just known for people that found- and lost LOVE in their life.
Last words: It don‘t have to scare you, when she takes place in your mind this often. It is so damn natural, and beautiful if you let it happen. If she is the one, anything will change that. And if she‘s not the one, you will learn to let this go in a natural way. Do me a favor: Don‘t force anything. Don‘t force to let go immediately when it is not the time for it. Don‘t force to get away the feelings! Don‘t force to suppress your emotions! Don‘t force to go straight out of the process, it is okey to have curves in it. Take your time, whatever it is‘
You! and just YOU say when it is time for the next step! If you allow yourself to stay unperfect in that process, you will be yourself thankful for the rest of your life.
The best for you man‘♥️
how old was she?
thanks! carefully chosen words.
@Lieblingsluca INFJ oder was?
I'm only 15. How is life going for you right now?
It has been 3 years, and she still lives inside my mind...
Give it more time, brother. I've also spent years with my ex in my head, despite having moved on. Try to find the root cause if you can help it. But spend more time focusing on your own life, improvements and interests. Distraction is your best friend. And with time, your brain will learn to let go of her.
Same, she was perfect
For me, it has been 9 years...
Oh God
You know its even bad when you lost her because of a very big mistake
You know that she was/is the only person who would love you the way she did
I can understand how my ex boyfriend must feel since he lost me because he hurt me
@@Rkives-218 Chill out, narcissist. You don't get to tell random strangers whether it is their fault or not. With this attitude, I can understand why your ex boyfriend left.
it’s him. no matter how much i push hi and the feelings away i have this gut feeling that we’re not done yet. i’ve never had a gut feeling like this. well, we haven’t talked in a year and 1 month. i’ve seen him at gatherings but both of us never said anything. sometimes i feel like he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. but then i remember how much he used to talk to me and how excited he would be to see me. he said he doesn’t like me. i don’t know why i still feel this way. he has a new friend group, he hasn’t talked to me since that day. he’s focusing on his dreams and goals. everything seems to be against us. but gosh how i miss him.. the first person in my life that made me feel like i was somebody. the first friend to me who i didn’t feel like was fake, or did me wrong. the first person to be actually excited to see me. he’s busy. he’s got other friends. but i just couldn’t help but see the look on his face when i said hi to other people and not to him. i wonder if he’s okay.