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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 27 ก.พ. 2021
  • KIND OF A SPOILER IDK??
    ash is threatened with eiji and told to kill himself with a gun. he pulls the trigger and that chinese guy gets upset

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  • @renm9596
    @renm9596 3 ปีที่แล้ว +591

    what episode was thiss i wanna rewatch that episode

    • @komugi-san6752
      @komugi-san6752  3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      episode 18, this scene specifically starts like at the middle

    • @renm9596
      @renm9596 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@komugi-san6752 THANK YOU BESTIE!!

    • @markcura7523
      @markcura7523 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sauce please

    • @komugi-san6752
      @komugi-san6752  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@markcura7523 banana fish!

  • @miracaaahalane
    @miracaaahalane 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2074

    The lack of hesitation makes my cry every damn time

    • @komugi-san6752
      @komugi-san6752  3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      yes it’s so touching :(

    • @fate8750
      @fate8750 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Facts🥲😭😭😭😭

    • @marygrace492
      @marygrace492 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      It’s beautiful but it’s absolutely heartbreaking

    • @miracaaahalane
      @miracaaahalane 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@marygrace492 i knowwwww

    • @fathimamehrin620
      @fathimamehrin620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      every. single. time.

  • @cydneyfrost6957
    @cydneyfrost6957 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1108

    what did he expect.. like.. Ash wont waver for Eiji. he deadass is an oasis for Ash in the middle of hell.

  • @worthlessanduseless3384
    @worthlessanduseless3384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1151

    Ash is living through pure hell
    And eiji is the only thing in this hell he loves
    Of course he’d take a bullet for him

    • @the.blood.son_
      @the.blood.son_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Yeah an Eiji actually took a bullet for him
      I'm sorry, I had to

    • @_kittyctgamer_4571
      @_kittyctgamer_4571 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh yeah

    • @worthlessanduseless3384
      @worthlessanduseless3384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@the.blood.son_ it was intended for eiji
      Plus eiji understands his position in ash’s life and loves him as much

    • @EllieNixchole17
      @EllieNixchole17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      PERIODT

    • @j.emariano2756
      @j.emariano2756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I love that but that is also quite heartbreaking

  • @07_love_20
    @07_love_20 3 ปีที่แล้ว +818

    he never hesitated. thats how much he wants to protect his fRIeNd🤧

    • @Just_niaxx
      @Just_niaxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      No for his man!!!

    • @isaak1748
      @isaak1748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      It's so funny how they keep saying his "friend" in the series, lmao no they're clearly in love 😂

    • @ayaelbakay9810
      @ayaelbakay9810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      The creators literally said that they are in love and people still say they are friends 😂

    • @EllieNixchole17
      @EllieNixchole17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Boyfriend ;)

    • @rakiahbaker5589
      @rakiahbaker5589 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      The way Ash values Eiji...🥺🤧

  • @gracefacedown
    @gracefacedown 3 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    The fact that he straight up ASKS for a bullet 🥲

  • @angelcordova3709
    @angelcordova3709 3 ปีที่แล้ว +358

    Imagine if someone forgot to take out the bullets tho

  • @shea9435
    @shea9435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    Um, not gonna lie, even though I knew Ash wouldn't die there, no matter how many times I watch it, it hurts my heart

  • @blahblah-js1bu
    @blahblah-js1bu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +243

    This still remains one of the most romantic things I've ever seen, that instant reaction ash has I've never seen anything like it before

  • @Kim-ng4ti
    @Kim-ng4ti 3 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    This makes me so sad. This boy is way too quick to throw away his life, even if it's for Eiji, it breaks my heart all the same💔 I wish Ash had a life he felt was worth living instead of the hell he had to go through😭

    • @isaak1748
      @isaak1748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      That's why he let himself die when he was stabbed, his wound was probably not fatal if it had been treated. He didn't think his life was worth living so he just let himself die and it really makes me sad 😭

    • @Kim-ng4ti
      @Kim-ng4ti 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@isaak1748 Exactly, I cried so much. But at the same time I'm glad for him that he kept some kind of "control" of what happens to him till the end, as this was important to him. Like when he was raped, his way to deal with it was to think "I let them do it" instead of "They do it to me", just simply to survive and to stay sane and a bit out of spite. Him deciding to die instead of someone "killing" him, made me happy in a way that it was important to Ash to be able to end it the way *he* wanted. Because he refused to be completely broken by the shit thrown at him all his life till the very very end.

    • @fathimamehrin620
      @fathimamehrin620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Kim-ng4ti you explained it so well

    • @Kim-ng4ti
      @Kim-ng4ti 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fathimamehrin620 Thank you☺

    • @angelica8363
      @angelica8363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Kim-ng4ti how can you even put it into words. 😭 You're explanation is so well I'm aching all over again

  • @mafiabos-ok8ip
    @mafiabos-ok8ip 3 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    am i the only one that finds it funny that he asked for bullets

    • @_eccentric_
      @_eccentric_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No, it was hilarious because he was so apathetic and pragmatic about it

  • @mayjailer682
    @mayjailer682 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    I love how this just hurts Yut-Lung. His jealousy and confusion towards why Ash and Eiji love each other so much is something he unfortunately never got to understand. Beautiful scene and show tbh

  • @victoriaroper7783
    @victoriaroper7783 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    0:21 his reaction is priceless! He didn’t expect him to actually do it, and without hesitation, but that’s how much ash really loves eiji. I’m not crying you are!

  • @zsvntt
    @zsvntt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Yut Lung: “Shoot yourself for Eiji”
    Ash: *proceeds*
    Yut Lung: “Wait, that’s illegal”

  • @mooniestie5982
    @mooniestie5982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    No hesitance... They deserved better💔

  • @penelopekitson8060
    @penelopekitson8060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    im sorry but i love that description 😭😭😭💀💀 'that Chinese guy gets upset'💀💀

  • @tartarsauce4868
    @tartarsauce4868 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    "No bullets? Give me a bullet." Tears are forming

  • @kakashisbh6227
    @kakashisbh6227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    All I wanted was for him to run to the airport but all I got was pain

  • @angelazeng2985
    @angelazeng2985 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    historians:

    • @isaak1748
      @isaak1748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ThEy WeRe gOod FriEnds

    • @Just_niaxx
      @Just_niaxx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      They were good friends

  • @fatema_kamal1328
    @fatema_kamal1328 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    i feel like blanca’s face in 0:25 it’s like he’s saying: yup that’s the ash that i know :D 😂

    • @criss.sparkle6919
      @criss.sparkle6919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Nah, I think he's saying "damn he's broken" or something cuz the ash Blanca knows was just a kid.. and I don't think that Blanca would ever think about the situation where ash could die for somebody :(

  • @sansy279
    @sansy279 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    0:17 free replay

  • @bttmjws
    @bttmjws 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    man i haven’t even watched the anime but im crying over this😭🤚🏻

    • @kanyarat4186
      @kanyarat4186 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Please watch it, its worth it

    • @kanyongoropa9537
      @kanyongoropa9537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      pls watch it like it definitely worth is

    • @min--
      @min-- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I recommend it so much, it's fantastic and I love it (I think my profile picture explains that haha)

    • @osaover
      @osaover 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same i wanna watch it with my bff when covid's over so i ain't the only one depressed 😭

    • @isaak1748
      @isaak1748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I totally recomend it, it's really sad but it's very beautiful as well.

  • @under_the_night_sky5380
    @under_the_night_sky5380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I can't stop rewatching this help-

  • @Amby6002
    @Amby6002 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The way mans didn't hesitate........this show destroyed me.

  • @ludovicamarinelli9545
    @ludovicamarinelli9545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    man, he didn’t even think about it ………

  • @wires8684
    @wires8684 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yut lung really thought that would work because he'd never experienced love that unconditional and it stings

  • @user-eo9bp7gs9s
    @user-eo9bp7gs9s 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    this scene makes the scene where ash dies make a lot more sense.
    he accepted his death because without himself in the world he thought eiji could live easily.
    same here, he thought him dying would save eiji.
    even though eiji blames himself for ash's death (in the manga)

    • @raistlinbracey6710
      @raistlinbracey6710 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I DIDNT KNOW HE FOUND OUT AB HIS DEATH IN THE MANGA 😭😭😭 COULDVE GONE MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT KNOWING THAT

    • @user-eo9bp7gs9s
      @user-eo9bp7gs9s 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@raistlinbracey6710 :) what death, my comment was a joke ash is still alive

    • @raistlinbracey6710
      @raistlinbracey6710 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-eo9bp7gs9s im in Spain without the s

  • @katielarman3495
    @katielarman3495 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    NO HESITATION 😭

  • @_nezukochxn_
    @_nezukochxn_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I really like how calm he is whhen he realizes the gun was empty and how casually asked for a bullet but on the other hand it's sad as fuck

  • @jeporteunjin3107
    @jeporteunjin3107 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    the fact that he take the gun and shot right away without a seconde of hesitation make me cry

  • @j.emariano2756
    @j.emariano2756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The zero hestiation makes me feel so touched, how he would do that for Eiji is beautiful and touching. Man i feel like their already newlyweds/married. Like Eiji an angel in Ash hell life.

  • @asmodeusalice4139
    @asmodeusalice4139 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    at first I was lost after watching the ending. I was questioning things and denying the reality until I saw this clip and realized everything. although there could be more reasons, ash wanted eiji's safety more than anything else, even if it cost his life. honestly, it's such a bitter sweet ending but it's the most realistic than anything I could think of.
    remember how ash said in the beginning that he is the one who'll choose how he'll die? ash chose the rough way to be his path as he let go knowing there's someone who loved him for who he is. after all of the shit he been through, my man just wanted to rest and i will not forgive someone who blamed him for that.
    [Edit] for our point of view, if may have been the rough way but for someone who seek light all his life, this might be the only thing that's left for him to choose, it's ash's salvation.

  • @sunnydew2795
    @sunnydew2795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    No hesitation 😭

  • @shiki4927
    @shiki4927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Because he’d do anything for that boy.

  • @amblehhh
    @amblehhh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    THIS DUDE ASKED FOR BULLETS. HE WAS SERIOUS. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT HIM TO DO??

  • @0ryxxx
    @0ryxxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Bro I had to pause the episode because I was so shocked lmao couldn't see through the tears😭

  • @rbby4luvz
    @rbby4luvz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    THIS SCENE DESERVES A EDIT

  • @NOODLE432
    @NOODLE432 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    BECASUE HE’S CUTE GODDAMMIT AND WE ALL LOVE EIJI

  • @lillith-0909
    @lillith-0909 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    never watch this anime with me because i will literally quote the whole thing while crying

  • @human4876
    @human4876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The fact he cared ab him that much and had no hesitation I cry every single time

  • @gwen7819
    @gwen7819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    NO BECAUSE THIS MADE ME FUCKING WEEP. HE DIDNT EVEN THINK TWICE TO SACRIFICE HIS LIFE FOR EIJI'S SAFETY PLSDJJDKSKS.

  • @kath7676
    @kath7676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    ZERO HESITATION

  • @_kittyctgamer_4571
    @_kittyctgamer_4571 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My god ZERO hesitation

  • @paullinakr
    @paullinakr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the lack of hesitation is killing me. i mean, it is everything one could wish for in a relationship. and it is everything one would prefer to avoid in life.

  • @hopeinvoked1822
    @hopeinvoked1822 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I realized just now that Yut still got Eiji shot afterwards...

  • @Schellynara
    @Schellynara 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I never watched it because I don’t want to cry (everybody knows the end)

    • @komugi-san6752
      @komugi-san6752  3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      you really should watch it :( i know it’s sad but it’s such a great anime!!

    • @thegirlyousawatthestoretod3487
      @thegirlyousawatthestoretod3487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      And if this helps, if you still haven't seen it by now, the anime has an open ending, as said by the directors, so you can actually add on what you think happened yourself :D

    • @luludraws2732
      @luludraws2732 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Its a kind of show thats so interesting, u absolutelly forget its kinda sad when u think of it. This anime shows reality how it is and how easy it is to loose a life, yet at the same time how beautiful it can be. Its not that sad when u look at the ending the simple way. I mean, i wasnt super sad or smtng, its just that the ending is unsettling but the story is still beautiful and super interesting and tense. To this day i still think of the ending just cus its super unsettling. But trough the show i gained something i didnt expected i would when i first started to watch. Its hard to explain but maybe it Will do the same to u so i recommend it

  • @angelica8363
    @angelica8363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "No bullet? Give me a bullet." What the fvckkkk

  • @isaak1748
    @isaak1748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Why does it seem like Yut is jealous that Ash is willing to die for Eiji and not for him? 😭😭

    • @GracePokeGoatMomLogic
      @GracePokeGoatMomLogic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Yut was, in fact, jealous

    • @fathimamehrin620
      @fathimamehrin620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      lol i really thought that was the case for a long time lol

    • @alyssamurphy4325
      @alyssamurphy4325 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      He was envious, but for a different reason. He despised Eiji and Ash because he viewed himself and Ash as the same because of their backgrounds and how they were treated throughout their respective childhoods. However, because Ash had someone who cared about him unconditionally and so purely, Yut Lung felt envious of that connection. He was so enraged over not having that opportunity to have someone genuinely care for him that he was willing to kill Eiji. He was in the mindset of “if I can’t find love, nobody can”, which is why you see him start to break down towards the end of the anime.
      As much as I despised Yut Lung’s character, I genuinely felt for him. All he wanted was for someone to care about him.

    • @angelica8363
      @angelica8363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alyssamurphy4325 same thought. Though I've never despised Yut throughout the series because he's always graceful. But still loses his shit whenever Ash is around

  • @coconot834
    @coconot834 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    didnt even hesitate

  • @sanguinemcorda4310
    @sanguinemcorda4310 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i can only hope someone will love me half as much as ash loves eiji

  • @thecmoose4754
    @thecmoose4754 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is one of the few anime moments that made me stand up. I punched the wall. Such a powerful moment. Zero hesitation.

  • @giean
    @giean 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Han pasado como dos años desde que vi Banan fish y todavía sigo pensando que Ash podría haber muerto en ese lugar, sin dudarlo

  • @aoki4075
    @aoki4075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It's already 5:30 am and here i am crying my ass off

  • @OGNOT001
    @OGNOT001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yut lung really thought that Ash would rather have Eiji killed than to lose everything 🤡 Yut biggest fault was his jealousy he couldn’t fathom the idea that someone who had been hurt so much was capable of caring and loving someone unlike him who was full of resentment and hate.

  • @zhannb
    @zhannb 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    BRO YUT-LUNG MY GUY'S KINDA JEALOUS

  • @amethystpearl3614
    @amethystpearl3614 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    It gives me chill every time I watch it.

  • @lazarstojanovic6816
    @lazarstojanovic6816 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My man picked up the gun,faced it to his head and pulled the trigger without any hesitation,and to top it of asks for a bullet.

  • @micow9951
    @micow9951 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love how the description doesn't even acknowledge that jealous ass , he doesn't have a name hhhh , I've hated characters before but this show gave me so many characters to hate and only a few to love and even then they killed two of the ones i love

  • @hawrylak_0724
    @hawrylak_0724 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    0 dislikes, that shows how good this is 🤣🤣🤣

  • @misshandwrist
    @misshandwrist 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    man this was heavy

  • @Hana-nm3bl
    @Hana-nm3bl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Meu Deus, eu amo como o Ash protege com todas as forças o Eiji 😔💞💞💞

  • @karendarboe3998
    @karendarboe3998 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My favorite scene ❤

  • @nazl559
    @nazl559 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    it was literally the most shocking scene

  • @IAMASELENATOR92
    @IAMASELENATOR92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My poor g@y heart 💜

  • @rhyleedaisley9166
    @rhyleedaisley9166 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Deadass bro, No hesitation

  • @ThePirateHunter
    @ThePirateHunter 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ash would've deserved everything in the world, but what he got in the end was... //starts crying

  • @thenuggeteer4572
    @thenuggeteer4572 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bruh ash felt the weight of the empty gun

  • @Veronica-dx7oo
    @Veronica-dx7oo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    No hesitation. Haha i love ash. We need more friends like this. 🤣

  • @giogiosan281
    @giogiosan281 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hate how spoilers just always pop up when I’m trying to search a scene but not a spoiler!

  • @criss17668
    @criss17668 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Créanme que después de dos años aún le lloro a ash

  • @ra_arity
    @ra_arity 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    AND HE DIDNT EVEN FUCKING BLINK

  • @CR-zd1kr
    @CR-zd1kr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What episode is this????

  • @by-ox1eg
    @by-ox1eg 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    im ok :))))

  • @bekazokai52
    @bekazokai52 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ok, you can't say the spoiler in the title and then say: "spoiler alert."

    • @komugi-san6752
      @komugi-san6752  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i changed it but also i didn’t expect it to get so many views, it was kind of just for me to come back and watch it myself

  • @syana9102
    @syana9102 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Any vyn richter's fan here??

  • @rosesyndrome2476
    @rosesyndrome2476 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ash grabbed the gun without a second thought. And I’d bet millions of dollars that this is what he was thinking when he did:
    “You’re gonna threaten MY WIFE, of all people?! Nuh-uh, I don’t fuckin’ think so! My wife Eiji is the only pure and beautiful thing that exists in this tainted Hell I call my life! I’d do absolutely ANYTHING in the world to keep him safe from demons, even if it means I gotta die! You ain’t touchin’ my wife, Yut Lung! Gimme that!”
    And when there were no bullets, he thought this:
    “Oh, he’s just fuckin’ with me. *scoff noise (tch!)* Wait for me, Eiji. I’m comin’! This won’t take long, babe!”
    (It didn’t show it in this clip, but if I remember correctly I’m pretty sure it worked out and he got back safe. Although, I’m also pretty sure things got complicated and chaotic before he escaped 😅)

  • @anthonyparis8791
    @anthonyparis8791 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What's the name of this anime I been looking and cant find it

  • @joaobatistadeparis9508
    @joaobatistadeparis9508 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ele nem exitou....

  • @xo8815
    @xo8815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Which ep?

  • @Esmally
    @Esmally 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    FUCK. YOU SCARED ME STOP

  • @alias4795
    @alias4795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    :')

  • @aaronamvs3451
    @aaronamvs3451 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    what anime is this please

  • @tiffpeters7602
    @tiffpeters7602 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    sure this scene is sad and all but does no and i mean NO ONE find it kinda funny, like it was so fast and unexpected 💀

  • @saradonmez9584
    @saradonmez9584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    1 dislike Dino Golzine

  • @6swag792
    @6swag792 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why are there no dislikes, I'm gonna be the first dislike >:)