This makes me so sad. This boy is way too quick to throw away his life, even if it's for Eiji, it breaks my heart all the same💔 I wish Ash had a life he felt was worth living instead of the hell he had to go through😭
That's why he let himself die when he was stabbed, his wound was probably not fatal if it had been treated. He didn't think his life was worth living so he just let himself die and it really makes me sad 😭
@@isaak1748 Exactly, I cried so much. But at the same time I'm glad for him that he kept some kind of "control" of what happens to him till the end, as this was important to him. Like when he was raped, his way to deal with it was to think "I let them do it" instead of "They do it to me", just simply to survive and to stay sane and a bit out of spite. Him deciding to die instead of someone "killing" him, made me happy in a way that it was important to Ash to be able to end it the way *he* wanted. Because he refused to be completely broken by the shit thrown at him all his life till the very very end.
I love how this just hurts Yut-Lung. His jealousy and confusion towards why Ash and Eiji love each other so much is something he unfortunately never got to understand. Beautiful scene and show tbh
0:21 his reaction is priceless! He didn’t expect him to actually do it, and without hesitation, but that’s how much ash really loves eiji. I’m not crying you are!
Nah, I think he's saying "damn he's broken" or something cuz the ash Blanca knows was just a kid.. and I don't think that Blanca would ever think about the situation where ash could die for somebody :(
this scene makes the scene where ash dies make a lot more sense. he accepted his death because without himself in the world he thought eiji could live easily. same here, he thought him dying would save eiji. even though eiji blames himself for ash's death (in the manga)
The zero hestiation makes me feel so touched, how he would do that for Eiji is beautiful and touching. Man i feel like their already newlyweds/married. Like Eiji an angel in Ash hell life.
at first I was lost after watching the ending. I was questioning things and denying the reality until I saw this clip and realized everything. although there could be more reasons, ash wanted eiji's safety more than anything else, even if it cost his life. honestly, it's such a bitter sweet ending but it's the most realistic than anything I could think of. remember how ash said in the beginning that he is the one who'll choose how he'll die? ash chose the rough way to be his path as he let go knowing there's someone who loved him for who he is. after all of the shit he been through, my man just wanted to rest and i will not forgive someone who blamed him for that. [Edit] for our point of view, if may have been the rough way but for someone who seek light all his life, this might be the only thing that's left for him to choose, it's ash's salvation.
the lack of hesitation is killing me. i mean, it is everything one could wish for in a relationship. and it is everything one would prefer to avoid in life.
And if this helps, if you still haven't seen it by now, the anime has an open ending, as said by the directors, so you can actually add on what you think happened yourself :D
Its a kind of show thats so interesting, u absolutelly forget its kinda sad when u think of it. This anime shows reality how it is and how easy it is to loose a life, yet at the same time how beautiful it can be. Its not that sad when u look at the ending the simple way. I mean, i wasnt super sad or smtng, its just that the ending is unsettling but the story is still beautiful and super interesting and tense. To this day i still think of the ending just cus its super unsettling. But trough the show i gained something i didnt expected i would when i first started to watch. Its hard to explain but maybe it Will do the same to u so i recommend it
He was envious, but for a different reason. He despised Eiji and Ash because he viewed himself and Ash as the same because of their backgrounds and how they were treated throughout their respective childhoods. However, because Ash had someone who cared about him unconditionally and so purely, Yut Lung felt envious of that connection. He was so enraged over not having that opportunity to have someone genuinely care for him that he was willing to kill Eiji. He was in the mindset of “if I can’t find love, nobody can”, which is why you see him start to break down towards the end of the anime. As much as I despised Yut Lung’s character, I genuinely felt for him. All he wanted was for someone to care about him.
@@alyssamurphy4325 same thought. Though I've never despised Yut throughout the series because he's always graceful. But still loses his shit whenever Ash is around
Yut lung really thought that Ash would rather have Eiji killed than to lose everything 🤡 Yut biggest fault was his jealousy he couldn’t fathom the idea that someone who had been hurt so much was capable of caring and loving someone unlike him who was full of resentment and hate.
I love how the description doesn't even acknowledge that jealous ass , he doesn't have a name hhhh , I've hated characters before but this show gave me so many characters to hate and only a few to love and even then they killed two of the ones i love
Ash grabbed the gun without a second thought. And I’d bet millions of dollars that this is what he was thinking when he did: “You’re gonna threaten MY WIFE, of all people?! Nuh-uh, I don’t fuckin’ think so! My wife Eiji is the only pure and beautiful thing that exists in this tainted Hell I call my life! I’d do absolutely ANYTHING in the world to keep him safe from demons, even if it means I gotta die! You ain’t touchin’ my wife, Yut Lung! Gimme that!” And when there were no bullets, he thought this: “Oh, he’s just fuckin’ with me. *scoff noise (tch!)* Wait for me, Eiji. I’m comin’! This won’t take long, babe!” (It didn’t show it in this clip, but if I remember correctly I’m pretty sure it worked out and he got back safe. Although, I’m also pretty sure things got complicated and chaotic before he escaped 😅)
what episode was thiss i wanna rewatch that episode
episode 18, this scene specifically starts like at the middle
@@komugi-san6752 THANK YOU BESTIE!!
Sauce please
@@markcura7523 banana fish!
The lack of hesitation makes my cry every damn time
yes it’s so touching :(
Facts🥲😭😭😭😭
It’s beautiful but it’s absolutely heartbreaking
@@marygrace492 i knowwwww
every. single. time.
what did he expect.. like.. Ash wont waver for Eiji. he deadass is an oasis for Ash in the middle of hell.
Ash is living through pure hell
And eiji is the only thing in this hell he loves
Of course he’d take a bullet for him
Yeah an Eiji actually took a bullet for him
I'm sorry, I had to
Oh yeah
@@the.blood.son_ it was intended for eiji
Plus eiji understands his position in ash’s life and loves him as much
PERIODT
I love that but that is also quite heartbreaking
he never hesitated. thats how much he wants to protect his fRIeNd🤧
No for his man!!!
It's so funny how they keep saying his "friend" in the series, lmao no they're clearly in love 😂
The creators literally said that they are in love and people still say they are friends 😂
Boyfriend ;)
The way Ash values Eiji...🥺🤧
The fact that he straight up ASKS for a bullet 🥲
Imagine if someone forgot to take out the bullets tho
Dino will skin yut lung alive
Um, not gonna lie, even though I knew Ash wouldn't die there, no matter how many times I watch it, it hurts my heart
This still remains one of the most romantic things I've ever seen, that instant reaction ash has I've never seen anything like it before
This makes me so sad. This boy is way too quick to throw away his life, even if it's for Eiji, it breaks my heart all the same💔 I wish Ash had a life he felt was worth living instead of the hell he had to go through😭
That's why he let himself die when he was stabbed, his wound was probably not fatal if it had been treated. He didn't think his life was worth living so he just let himself die and it really makes me sad 😭
@@isaak1748 Exactly, I cried so much. But at the same time I'm glad for him that he kept some kind of "control" of what happens to him till the end, as this was important to him. Like when he was raped, his way to deal with it was to think "I let them do it" instead of "They do it to me", just simply to survive and to stay sane and a bit out of spite. Him deciding to die instead of someone "killing" him, made me happy in a way that it was important to Ash to be able to end it the way *he* wanted. Because he refused to be completely broken by the shit thrown at him all his life till the very very end.
@@Kim-ng4ti you explained it so well
@@fathimamehrin620 Thank you☺
@@Kim-ng4ti how can you even put it into words. 😭 You're explanation is so well I'm aching all over again
am i the only one that finds it funny that he asked for bullets
No, it was hilarious because he was so apathetic and pragmatic about it
I love how this just hurts Yut-Lung. His jealousy and confusion towards why Ash and Eiji love each other so much is something he unfortunately never got to understand. Beautiful scene and show tbh
0:21 his reaction is priceless! He didn’t expect him to actually do it, and without hesitation, but that’s how much ash really loves eiji. I’m not crying you are!
Yut Lung: “Shoot yourself for Eiji”
Ash: *proceeds*
Yut Lung: “Wait, that’s illegal”
No hesitance... They deserved better💔
im sorry but i love that description 😭😭😭💀💀 'that Chinese guy gets upset'💀💀
"No bullets? Give me a bullet." Tears are forming
All I wanted was for him to run to the airport but all I got was pain
historians:
ThEy WeRe gOod FriEnds
They were good friends
i feel like blanca’s face in 0:25 it’s like he’s saying: yup that’s the ash that i know :D 😂
Nah, I think he's saying "damn he's broken" or something cuz the ash Blanca knows was just a kid.. and I don't think that Blanca would ever think about the situation where ash could die for somebody :(
0:17 free replay
man i haven’t even watched the anime but im crying over this😭🤚🏻
Please watch it, its worth it
pls watch it like it definitely worth is
I recommend it so much, it's fantastic and I love it (I think my profile picture explains that haha)
same i wanna watch it with my bff when covid's over so i ain't the only one depressed 😭
I totally recomend it, it's really sad but it's very beautiful as well.
I can't stop rewatching this help-
The way mans didn't hesitate........this show destroyed me.
man, he didn’t even think about it ………
Yut lung really thought that would work because he'd never experienced love that unconditional and it stings
this scene makes the scene where ash dies make a lot more sense.
he accepted his death because without himself in the world he thought eiji could live easily.
same here, he thought him dying would save eiji.
even though eiji blames himself for ash's death (in the manga)
I DIDNT KNOW HE FOUND OUT AB HIS DEATH IN THE MANGA 😭😭😭 COULDVE GONE MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT KNOWING THAT
@@raistlinbracey6710 :) what death, my comment was a joke ash is still alive
@@user-eo9bp7gs9s im in Spain without the s
NO HESITATION 😭
I really like how calm he is whhen he realizes the gun was empty and how casually asked for a bullet but on the other hand it's sad as fuck
the fact that he take the gun and shot right away without a seconde of hesitation make me cry
The zero hestiation makes me feel so touched, how he would do that for Eiji is beautiful and touching. Man i feel like their already newlyweds/married. Like Eiji an angel in Ash hell life.
at first I was lost after watching the ending. I was questioning things and denying the reality until I saw this clip and realized everything. although there could be more reasons, ash wanted eiji's safety more than anything else, even if it cost his life. honestly, it's such a bitter sweet ending but it's the most realistic than anything I could think of.
remember how ash said in the beginning that he is the one who'll choose how he'll die? ash chose the rough way to be his path as he let go knowing there's someone who loved him for who he is. after all of the shit he been through, my man just wanted to rest and i will not forgive someone who blamed him for that.
[Edit] for our point of view, if may have been the rough way but for someone who seek light all his life, this might be the only thing that's left for him to choose, it's ash's salvation.
No hesitation 😭
Because he’d do anything for that boy.
THIS DUDE ASKED FOR BULLETS. HE WAS SERIOUS. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT HIM TO DO??
Bro I had to pause the episode because I was so shocked lmao couldn't see through the tears😭
THIS SCENE DESERVES A EDIT
BECASUE HE’S CUTE GODDAMMIT AND WE ALL LOVE EIJI
never watch this anime with me because i will literally quote the whole thing while crying
The fact he cared ab him that much and had no hesitation I cry every single time
NO BECAUSE THIS MADE ME FUCKING WEEP. HE DIDNT EVEN THINK TWICE TO SACRIFICE HIS LIFE FOR EIJI'S SAFETY PLSDJJDKSKS.
ZERO HESITATION
My god ZERO hesitation
the lack of hesitation is killing me. i mean, it is everything one could wish for in a relationship. and it is everything one would prefer to avoid in life.
I realized just now that Yut still got Eiji shot afterwards...
I never watched it because I don’t want to cry (everybody knows the end)
you really should watch it :( i know it’s sad but it’s such a great anime!!
And if this helps, if you still haven't seen it by now, the anime has an open ending, as said by the directors, so you can actually add on what you think happened yourself :D
Its a kind of show thats so interesting, u absolutelly forget its kinda sad when u think of it. This anime shows reality how it is and how easy it is to loose a life, yet at the same time how beautiful it can be. Its not that sad when u look at the ending the simple way. I mean, i wasnt super sad or smtng, its just that the ending is unsettling but the story is still beautiful and super interesting and tense. To this day i still think of the ending just cus its super unsettling. But trough the show i gained something i didnt expected i would when i first started to watch. Its hard to explain but maybe it Will do the same to u so i recommend it
"No bullet? Give me a bullet." What the fvckkkk
Why does it seem like Yut is jealous that Ash is willing to die for Eiji and not for him? 😭😭
Yut was, in fact, jealous
lol i really thought that was the case for a long time lol
He was envious, but for a different reason. He despised Eiji and Ash because he viewed himself and Ash as the same because of their backgrounds and how they were treated throughout their respective childhoods. However, because Ash had someone who cared about him unconditionally and so purely, Yut Lung felt envious of that connection. He was so enraged over not having that opportunity to have someone genuinely care for him that he was willing to kill Eiji. He was in the mindset of “if I can’t find love, nobody can”, which is why you see him start to break down towards the end of the anime.
As much as I despised Yut Lung’s character, I genuinely felt for him. All he wanted was for someone to care about him.
@@alyssamurphy4325 same thought. Though I've never despised Yut throughout the series because he's always graceful. But still loses his shit whenever Ash is around
didnt even hesitate
i can only hope someone will love me half as much as ash loves eiji
This is one of the few anime moments that made me stand up. I punched the wall. Such a powerful moment. Zero hesitation.
Han pasado como dos años desde que vi Banan fish y todavía sigo pensando que Ash podría haber muerto en ese lugar, sin dudarlo
It's already 5:30 am and here i am crying my ass off
Yut lung really thought that Ash would rather have Eiji killed than to lose everything 🤡 Yut biggest fault was his jealousy he couldn’t fathom the idea that someone who had been hurt so much was capable of caring and loving someone unlike him who was full of resentment and hate.
BRO YUT-LUNG MY GUY'S KINDA JEALOUS
It gives me chill every time I watch it.
My man picked up the gun,faced it to his head and pulled the trigger without any hesitation,and to top it of asks for a bullet.
I love how the description doesn't even acknowledge that jealous ass , he doesn't have a name hhhh , I've hated characters before but this show gave me so many characters to hate and only a few to love and even then they killed two of the ones i love
0 dislikes, that shows how good this is 🤣🤣🤣
man this was heavy
Meu Deus, eu amo como o Ash protege com todas as forças o Eiji 😔💞💞💞
My favorite scene ❤
it was literally the most shocking scene
My poor g@y heart 💜
Deadass bro, No hesitation
Ash would've deserved everything in the world, but what he got in the end was... //starts crying
Bruh ash felt the weight of the empty gun
No hesitation. Haha i love ash. We need more friends like this. 🤣
I hate how spoilers just always pop up when I’m trying to search a scene but not a spoiler!
Créanme que después de dos años aún le lloro a ash
AND HE DIDNT EVEN FUCKING BLINK
What episode is this????
im ok :))))
Ok, you can't say the spoiler in the title and then say: "spoiler alert."
i changed it but also i didn’t expect it to get so many views, it was kind of just for me to come back and watch it myself
Any vyn richter's fan here??
Ash grabbed the gun without a second thought. And I’d bet millions of dollars that this is what he was thinking when he did:
“You’re gonna threaten MY WIFE, of all people?! Nuh-uh, I don’t fuckin’ think so! My wife Eiji is the only pure and beautiful thing that exists in this tainted Hell I call my life! I’d do absolutely ANYTHING in the world to keep him safe from demons, even if it means I gotta die! You ain’t touchin’ my wife, Yut Lung! Gimme that!”
And when there were no bullets, he thought this:
“Oh, he’s just fuckin’ with me. *scoff noise (tch!)* Wait for me, Eiji. I’m comin’! This won’t take long, babe!”
(It didn’t show it in this clip, but if I remember correctly I’m pretty sure it worked out and he got back safe. Although, I’m also pretty sure things got complicated and chaotic before he escaped 😅)
What's the name of this anime I been looking and cant find it
banana fish
Ele nem exitou....
Which ep?
18
@@komugi-san6752 ty
FUCK. YOU SCARED ME STOP
:')
what anime is this please
banana fish
sure this scene is sad and all but does no and i mean NO ONE find it kinda funny, like it was so fast and unexpected 💀
1 dislike Dino Golzine
fuck dino golzine 🥲
@@komugi-san6752 hahahaha 👍
Why are there no dislikes, I'm gonna be the first dislike >:)
hey that’s not nice😔