It’s so hard making friends as an adult, especially starting somewhere new and not knowing anyone. I understand how you are feeling and hope things will get better and you meet some great genuine people. ❤
I think that’s valid, I’ve noticed the older we get the smaller the friend circles become. Have you tried joining friend meetups or groups outside of work? If you’re open to meeting people there are plenty of groups that host these types of events just for the purpose of making friends. I would suggest not expecting too much to make friends at work because most people just want to work and then go home so they’re not really trying to befriend anyone. Most work friendships tend to be organic and if you click, you click but if you don’t then move on. I feel for you because it’s hard to make friends as an adult and I hope you keep trying. Don’t give up!! Also Halo is soooo cute!
I find if you volunteer at places on your days off you can meet some very nice people. Also, do you have any hobbies where you could perhaps join a club?
When I was watching this diary, I felt sadness :(. Especially the part where she sings the "Happy Birthday" song. No matter how independent you are, we, as humans, always seek to be a part of something in order to survive. We yearn for a sincere connection with others. Keep going, girl. You will find what you are seeking. Sending a hug and love....
Yeah, you are right; I feel for her cause she tries to take care of herself & her dog. I am also sad, as she displays good character! & determination. I wish she was in my city. I work for the US navy, military sealift command, I get housing/free Laundry service through them (over 25 years). I will pray for this girl!
I really appreciate you never give up on Halo, just like you never give up on yourself. You always so brave to try every possible thing to accomplish your dream life. You are a great person, sometimes it’s just not the right time and place to have another great person as your friend. But it’s always worth to try. I’m here with you Hannah. You are NOT alone!!!❤
@@HannahWurldgoing to church community is a good idea. As a church, we are called to help each other. Just be careful not to go to prosperity gospel churches and cults. If you ever decided to be part of a church community (hopefully and I pray that you do), do some research first about the church. I will pray for your safety and will pray that you find your purpose in life. I dont know what is your stand about christianity, but I will say this nontheless because I am not ashamed of the Gospel, you can never find happiness and satisfaction apart from Christ, only Christ can give you the purpose in life, happiness and satisfaction. Dream jobs, fame, wealth, none of these matters because at the end of our life, all of this will be gone. So we set our eyes not on perishable, but on imperishable, which is freely given by Jesus Christ, who came down to earth, and lived a perfect life without sin, and to be crucified on the cross for the sins we commited, so that we may be forgiven and to receive His righteousness. And on the third day, He is risen from the dead, so that we also who believes in Him will also rise with Him.
Hannah, I also am alone and I am an 80 yr old woman. However, with Jesus Christ I have a friend who is with me. He is so close and just a prayer away. I can talk to him wherever and whenever I want or need to. A good Bible-believing church will have others in it who will care about you and pray for you. There will be people who care befriend you. I will pray for you to find a church home where you will find real friends. God loves you. Praying for you from Texas.
When I was single and lonely in NYC as i worked on Wall Street, I served food at a homeless shelter for Thanksgiving. This puts life in its proper perspective. And helping others has its own rewards
Hi Hannah, I watched your shorts of your work days when you lived in Vancouver. You seemed so much happier there. ❤ You don't know us from a can of paint, but I'm in agreement with others in your comments in that maybe going back home to your friends and family would be best for you. It doesn't mean that you failed. You took a leap of faith to try something new and you have gained good life experience. But staying in a place that doesn't make you happy is not the way. You're a beautiful young lady and you seem super sweet and kind and it pains me to see you unhappy when you don't have to be. Wishing you many blessings and joy. 🙏🏾 Take care ❤
i was so proud of you when you decided to celebrate your birthday even though you didnt have anyone to celebrate with. when you do make friends you will have such a deeper happier relationship and life because you know you always have yourself, and that’s such a confidence booster and a flex.
Happy birthday Hannah!! Please don’t feel sorry for yourself that you haven’t made friends in your office, you just haven’t met the right crowd that’s all. The right crowd will see what a wonderful person you are, and if this makes you feel any better, apparently your TH-cam viewers are a right crowd that cares about your wellbeing😊 ❤
I am an immigrant and an introvert, I have always relied on myself. I do not celebrate holidays or birthdays as I am very low maintenance. I even went through a surgery all by myself. And for the past 15 years, I have maintained close friendship with only one person. And she lives on the other side of America. I am self-sufficient and very content. I hope you can find your inner peace as well.
No matter how content or self sufficient there will come a time you need others to help you or you will struggle on your own and work10 times harder than you have to. Hard for one person to life a couch but much easier with two that is the reality and if you have to pay to get help it get expensive very fast. What if you are hurt and injured? You aren't Superman and not indestructible and all will need help eventually.
Wow! I wish I could someday achieve this level of self-sufficiency as you. I am an introvert and currently living in Germany as an international student. It's very difficult for me to fit in and make new friends. I am always alone and do things all by myself. And I enjoy this. But there are times when I feel it too heavy to be this alone and have no one to talk to. Sometimes I get anxiety thinking of the time when I would be in some medical emergency and I would have nobody by my side. I do enjoy living my life by myself and not getting involved in dramas that usually are associated with having a large group of people to hang out with, but I still feel down thinking about how lonely it gets sometimes. I aspire to be as self-sufficient as you are someday.
Part of growing up is accepting loneliness, that you no longer have your friends from school or from your neighborhood. And one sad thing about work is that everyone is your colleagues, not friends. If you want to have or make new friends you need some hobbies, or go to group activities, like dances or activity clubs. But you are very brave for trying to make your life in one of the most expensive areas of the USA.
As an introvert that still craves human attention, this is both really inspiring to watch and also really heartbreaking. As a father of a little girl myself it kills me to see that this is the journey you are on but at the same time I want to say how brave I think you are and how strong of a person you are for doing this and sharing it. Honestly….something amazing is going to come of all of this someday and I’m sure it will be worth it. Good luck to you!
I also have a calm tan husky and live in a house in Mountain View near the Stevens Creek Trail in walking distance to that Microsoft campus (and I also used to have a vlog, but have unlisted most of the videos). Years ago, I considered living in a vehicle to save $20k per year, but decided to get a larger house as a master tenant and find roommates who would live with me and split the cost. It solves the price, loneliness, space, and bathroom/hygiene access issues you mention. It’s also better for making friends and dating to have a place you can invite people to to have dinner, play board games, etc. Ultimately, it affects your mental wellbeing, and it’s worth the price.
Hannah I was thinking this might be where you were showing in your video. I also live near here, 1 hour walk along the trail from MS. I used to sometimes use their outdoor space to exercise on weekends. I've not felt comfortable leaving home for the last six years or so (even before COVID) due to illness. So I have experienced my own journey with being isolated, losing contact with friends, spending a lot of time alone (which I do like in a lot of ways) and learning to know myself better. I thought I did know myself but there's always more to learn right? Ok I will go enjoy watching the rest of your video now.
Happy birthday Hannah! I lived in San Jose for five years and now live in East Bay but travel back to South Bay and Peninsula weekly. Would love to meet up for coffee and celebrate life with you. You deserve friends… we all do. And we all get lonely. Reaching out to say hi, thinking of you, and thanks for posting your updates.
I know that feeling like you do not have any friends is tough. But there is something also beautiful about spending time with yourself and enjoying life on your own. I pray that you also find genuine friends who will be with you in times of need. It’s a joy to follow your journey, take care ❤
Hi Hannah, Happy birthday! I came across your TH-cam channel and wanted to reach out to let you know how inspiring your journey with Halo is. Your resilience and positive attitude in the face of challenges are truly remarkable. It’s clear how much Halo means to you, and it’s touching to see the bond you share. The dedication you have shown in caring for him, despite the difficulties, speaks volumes about your strength and character. Halo is incredibly lucky to have you, and it’s wonderful that you’ve had each other through so many major life events. I know it’s not easy finding suitable housing when you have a service dog, and I admire your perseverance. It’s encouraging to hear that your workplace is supportive and allows you to bring Halo with you every day-it sounds like a second home. Your story reminds us all of the importance of compassion and understanding. I hope you had a wonderful mini birthday celebration at your office. Even though it was just you, know that there are people out here, like me, who are rooting for you and wishing you the best. You deserve all the happiness and success in the world, and I hope the coming year brings you closer to achieving your dreams. Keep sharing your story and spreading hope. You’re making a difference, and you have a friend here if you ever need support or just someone to talk to. Best wishes, M. Sami 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 🌹✨✨🎀✨✨🌹 🌹🌟🎁🙆🎁🌟🌹 🌹🌟🎁💎🎁🌟🌹 🌹🌟🎁💖🎁🌟🌹 🌹Happy bday 🌹 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Nothing wrong with relying on others, we are all on this earth together. I started my life fiercely independent, and realised I was doing so as a response to feeling desperate to rely on others. Now I have a happy balance, and I found my friends through attending clubs for the interests I had. I did dance, board gaming, walking, things that I love, so I found people who loved those things too and were the same kind of people as me. Work has never really provided me friends, I don’t see how it could as they are such random people to me, and I am fine with that.
I have a lot of (admittedly unsolicited) advice to give about friendship. One thing that occurs to me is that before others will want you as a friend, you must: 1. Love and accept yourself and 2. Have a strong sense of self. By 1, I mean you must emotionally internalize that you love yourself and are worth being loved by others. If you don't, you end up coming across as desperate for others' approval because you don't approve of yourself, and that scares people off because you are subconsciously holding them responsible for your own self-worth. By 2, I mean once you have accepted yourself as worth loving, you must then decide who that person is, regardless of what other people think. In other words, become polarizing. By choosing to be something, you are making some people less interested in you and some people more interested in you. I went to a programming meetup a few weeks ago and made a friend there because we were both Dungeons & Dragons nerds. I'm sure there are plenty of people who don't care about D&D or even actively think I'm a loser for liking it. That's fine. I don't need those people to be my friend. But without having a strong sense of what I'm about, my new D&D friend wouldn't have had a basis on which to like or dislike me.
I think D&D is looked at differently now. 1980s and 90s most considered nerds. But now the younger generation likes all the old books. My son and his friends like Warhammer and enjoy Game store/Comics.
also if you dont value yourself or think you’re deserving of love intrinsically, you will not only scare away healthy people who don’t want to hold that kind of responsibility in a relationship, but also you will attract people who want to use and manipulate insecure people and have control over others. That happened to me during my early and mid 20s cause i was so desperate for validation, I mixed myself up in romantic relationships and friendship relationships with people who did not have good intentions. luckily i learned before i made any permanent mistakes like marriage or having a baby with the wrong person
Thanks for sharing, Hannah. Gosh, you remind me so much of my old roommate - I had a bit of a cry here really connecting with your loneliness. You are strong and will survive this chapter and I truly wish nothing but happiness for you, and that you find a community that makes you feel less alone.
Hannah please don't feel sad that you have no one to celebrate your happiness with. You have over 12,000 subscribers who all love you and are celebrating your birthday with you. I was so excited when I saw you posted a new video today! I clicked on it immediately as I was wondering if you've been OK as its been 3 weeks since your last video. I really love your dog too, he is sooooo beautiful and I just love seeing him too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 🎂🍩🍪🍧🍨🍰🧁🥧🍬🍾🥂
Hannah - Halo is so cute! It is worth it to live in the car, rather than sleep in apartment without him. He is your best friend no human even close to the love dog has for their owner. You are blessed with good job and good companion 🐾
i feel you there, i'm a proffesional and living in my sprinter van for over 2 years now and don't see the need to go back to a $1,500 apartment in portland oregon, don't know what your goal is but i hope you reach it, the way i look at it is best to find a place for yourself instead of sharing cause the little bit you save is not worth the headache dealing with people and your privacy, it sucks we can't have both so i just choose to stay in my longest and tallest sprinter van, wish you the best girly!
I hate the first guy you delivered the first piece of cake to. He could've just taken it and say 'thank you'.😢 What's so difficult with that? Happy Birthday! Stay blessed
yeah that was so rude ngl. And the third guy when she told him it was her birthday he just said, "thanks. Appreciate it." Like not even a 'happy birthday!' lmfao these software engineer type dudes are ridiculous
"Hate" really is a strong word, there's no point hating someone just because they didn't accept food from someone else; at least he's being honest about his dietary choice, and he did say that he has plan with a friend so he didn't want to eat. It's also important to respect other people's space and choice too. If he already showed he's not interested in getting a cake, he means i don't want a piece of cake no matter what the cake is made or or what it is for, there's no point adding "it's yogurt though", it feels forceful. Imagine if he takes it and throw it away just because he didn't want to reject her offering. We are all grow ups, don't take rejections that seriously, everyone has their own lives. No one has to accept other people's food offerings. Plus she didn't say it's her birthday or someone else's, it could be a to go bag she got from a birthday party she went to, or someone else gave it to her which she doesn't want to eat; there can be so many possibilities without giving a context; he most likely would at least say "happy birthday" if he knew it was her birthday which she didn't say.
@@Bladebreak3r Don't think so. Cakes are not birthday cakes by default. she doesn't have to emphasize that they are birthday cakes if the goal is to share, unless the goal is to receive "happy birthday" wishes and appreciation. If that's the case, just say it's my birthday and i'd like to share a piece of cake with you if you are interested. People would say Happy birthday and either take the cake or not. I think that's the right mindset gifting things to others.
'Be your own best friend' This is so true and I understands 100% how you feel. Furthermore, you are an attractive lady and will not have issue finding the right one. There is a time for everything. Take care
I'm incredibly sad seeing this video. I hope you can find happiness and people who actually care for you to share your birthday with. Trust me, we are not made to be alone. Your dog is also the cutest
Happy birthday, Hannah! I moved to the bay a few years ago and have found fitness classes a nice place to meet people. There are free yoga classes at Santana Row every week if you are ever down south. Would love to be your friend and Halo’s too! Sending 💕
All your viewers are singing the happy birthday song for you in their hearts, and sharing your cake. It is not all good, but an unique birthday. Happy birthday!
I think an important thing to remember when trying to make new friends is to not be afraid to put yourself out there, but at the same time to not take things personal if not everyone vibes with you. You wouldn't want to be friends with people who don't accept you for who you are anyways. As long as you are confident in the great person you are, the right people will notice that and gravitate towards you :)
After watching this video, I just want to give you a big hug, Hannah! Life has lots of things to explore and enjoy. If things don't work out for you, it might be worth moving to the next place or just moving back to Vancouver. Lots of ppl care about you here! Stay strong, and good luck!
I'm a real estate agent and that happens all the time. I'd say the universe is telling you to get an apartment. I'm guessing you make mid six figures and with that salary you can easily afford it and you would be massively safer and provide a much better home for Halo. Then you could also leave him from time to time and you would be able to go out and meet some people. You're obviously smart, resourceful and very attractive and in just a few videos have amassed over 15K subscribers. That's pretty amazing. So the more interesting your life gets, I'm sure you'll attract many more viewers. Go get the apartment. The universe wants you to be safe and happy.
I used to prefer being alone in my teens, preferring to watch movie alone, go jogging alone, go window shopping alone. Loved the absolute freedom. Now at mid pt of my life, I still love being alone sometimes, but I am happier when I am with those that I truly love. After a long day, I just wanna go home and be with my family. Wishing you find your ‘home’ soon. Take good care and stay safe. 🙏
First of all, Happy Birthday, Hannah. To your coworkers, just stay cordial. Hate to tell you, kiddo, but it appears that you are the only one who wants to be friends. Don't put yourself out there until someone takes an interest in being friends with you. Then go slow until you can find out if their intentions are honorable. Even though it is easy to say, screw this, I'm leaving, you would be right back to square 1(at least for now you are at square 1.75, which is still farther than square 1). Just let time take it's course. Stuff tends to happen when you least expect it. Walk around the office with your head heald high, like the successful engineer you are! We Asians are not quitters. Even though at times it does seem tempting, but I do believe it is not in our DNA to give up when we come this far. Failure is not an option....or at least not right now. Make a list of all your interests and look for people who enjoy the same, like in clubs and organizations. Go outside your circle to get what you need. It is probably there just waiting for you. Take care.
I just wanted to let you know I care. Besides , I would NEVER be friends with someone who turns down birthday cake! Who the hell does that! Because I am a grandfather, I have the power to see the future. The same issues you are having now, I had the exact same issues back in the day. Believe it or not, these people are helping to build the more successful future Hannah. These people are showing you how the real world can be. You have to adapt in order to grow. Hannah, you need to become more like a M&M. You need a harder exterior to save the softer interior. Take care, Ron
@@zimou812🚩🚩🚩🚩number one was not accepting the cake and then the other dude didn’t even wish her happy birthday . Talk about being socially awkward. I’m so glad I’m my own boss now. Dealing with crappy coworkers can really hinder your work life.
I know you had some expectations when you decided to move to California but it has been months and you're still living in your car and when you offer cake to the people they don't even come to eat it with you. Just go back home where at least you can have an house to live with your dog and your family near enough to share some moment with them. This episode of your life helped you to grow a lot but you don't need to suffer anymore Hannah.
At 21, I’m living this life style for about 7 months, I’m also in the Silicon Valley. There are some aspects of it that I miss, such as getting to see my family, or having a refrigerator, but you learn to be grateful for all the simple things- i got blueberry muffins 2 days ago and ecstatic like a child. Though I don’t have a lot of belongings, I found myself to be more free, and i save lots of money, lol. You learn a lot about yourself and true nature of people. It has it struggles, but that’s everything in life. I’ll probably continue this until i have a family of my own, or until God says otherwise. You wont really get the joys of the simple life until you do it yourself, and why many subscribe to this lifestyle.
Happy Birthday Hannah, I swear if only I could just give you the warmest hug right now and tell you that everything is gonna be alright. Because it really is, don't give up not even for a sec and even if it feels like you have, get back up and keep trying keep going. Because it can only get better from here. Take good care of yourself Hannah!
The Bay is a very hard place its expensive, people are not the same but we don't want to see you like this Hannah, whenever i can support I'll try sincerely ❤we want you safe and happy, stress free 💖
Happy Birthday, sweet girl! Thank you for being so honest and real. Please continue to be authentic and true to yourself. The right people will come along. ❤
hi hannah, i just wanna say that i hope everything comes to you in the near future! you deserve the utmost care and joy in the world with people that love and appreciate you. i hope that you find the right people and i really thank you for sharing these moments with us. please stay safe!
If u enjoy sunny weather, I recommend Singapore! It’s a diverse beautiful place with lots of expats. Everyone is quite opened. I recommend check out sherry in Singapore on TH-cam. She’s also from Vancouver, she now works at her own startup in SG. But Do check the requirements for moving dog abroad. Just know not everywhere people are cold like SF. It’s not you! It’s the city and the atmosphere around the place you live. Hence you should definitely try seeing other countries with warmer cultures.
I lived in the Bay Area for over a decade. It is hard to make friends there. I live in Southern California, Orange County, now. People are way more friendly here and I am happier. The weather is perfect too. Singapore is a nice place but it's really hot, humid, lacks natural scenery, and you might run out of things to do.
Oh my gosh Hannah. You are a lovely, brave & resilient lady. I too trust in the Universe and I’m baffled as to why it is making life so isolated and difficult for you, especially when you would clearly be a wonderful friend and/or partner for someone. I’m so glad you have your gorgeous dog. But humans also need other humans, I believe. We’re a tribal animal so it’s natural. And there you are living in your car! And not complaining! You are amazing and it is so humbling. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I hope the feedback you get brings (albeit remotely) some much needed recognition of how worthy you are of love and kindness. Good luck & a big hug from an English lady with kids around your age! ❤
Be the best friend to yourself and always love your self. There are three main resources in life that you have to balance out though: Time, health and wealth. The most people struggle with finding the well balanced point. You really want to have a deep though on this and make life changes based on that thought. The personal happiness usually follows afterward.
Happy birthday Hannah! So thoughtful of you to think of others on your birthday, sharing cake with them. I really enjoy your videos and appreciate your vulnerability. Although it may not feel like it sometimes, you have a community of people here who enjoy your company and whose days are brightened by having you in it. ❤
What a heartfelt message of SELF LOVE. Even when the world feels hard around us, when we feel alone, we always have self. Sometimes we forget that this person needs to be our BEST FRIEND, for wherever we go, I'm there too! Learning to be okay with this person, happy, sad, bereft, elated, whatever the emotion it's you experiencing Self. Leaning into that, loving that person and supporting them in every possible way, is pure GOLD! Ultimately this is OUR journey in life, how we live, love and laugh is up to us. Keep doing YOU! When the time is right I know the UNIVERSE will conspire to bring all things to you. Thanks for sharing your vulnerable heart, it was beautiful to witness. Happy Belated Birthday too!🧡✨🧡
This "dream" of yours is actually a nightmare. I just lost my younger brother suddenly at 33 years old. I believe he died from the stress his job gave him. Life is too short for this kind of nonsense. Go be around your family or friends. Have a relationship. Have fun. What I’m saying is take care of yourself spiritually, physically, and emotionally. They try to make you think working yourself to death or following your "dream" is the way to live. The only thing that matters is love and family. Don’t let them try to convince you otherwise. It will come full circle back to that anyway whether you like it or not.
"I just lost my younger brother suddenly at 33 years old." Another victim of "safe and effective" I expect to see these comments in a Dr John Campbell video but its crazy how many of these "died of suddenly" comments you see in the wild....
Happy bỉthday Hannah! This may sound a bit contrite but you are young, you get to experience living in different places for work first hand. Enjoy the experience and then decide what's best for you in the long run then go for it! Good luck to you Hannah! Last but not least, I came to a conclusion a long time ago that I am my own best friend. I can rely on myself. Granted I do have a lot of friends but I don't rely on others to make me happy. You make / create your own happiness.
As someone who has struggled with making friends in the past, and still struggles some today, I really feel for you. I know that it can be really hard when you move to a new place to make connections with people. I've had two moves where I went 3-6 months without making any friends. It's important not to stop trying, and to remember it's not about gaining social credit or having tons and tons of friends, just 2-3 people you have a good friendship with is fantastic, but for me, even gaining that has been difficult in the past. But I've always managed it, eventually. Something that really helps is finding something you're interested in outside of work, like a sport or art or hiking, and join a league or club and really commit to going every week/whenever meetings are. Meetup is a great app. I admire you for simplifying your lifestyle, and I hope you find the happiness you're looking for. If I could offer one other suggestion, consider moving out of California, it's a difficult place to make meaningful connections!
It could very easily just be someone who saw the apartment during the day, liked it, applied, and got approved for it overnight. With how high-demand Silicon Valley housing is, some listings can come down in a matter of hours.
@@healyshen890but if that's true wouldn't that initiate at least a soft bidding war? The agent is supposed to be finding the most cash flow for the broker right? You don't think they would pull out of that deal for a better offer if they could? Could be a dumb agent, could be illegal tactics, probably both.
@@shwnshts9469 Brokers / agents aren't common in the Bay Area, unlike other cities like NYC. Prices are generally dictated by market demand algorithms and not open to negotiation
You will not alone forever, enjoy thus free time while you have it. You have alot of great quality and the right person will see it. Enjoy this free time to try things new. Your a smart and strong person. People like that always find what they are looking for. This is part of the journey, and when you find what your looking for, your will appreciate it more. Stay strong and smart and you get what your heart desire!❤
I have to admit watching this brought tears to my eyes. I am a disabled veteran myself and I can relate to what you have been going thru. My wife of 44 yrs passed on last Dec 28th. Im so alone myself now. It tears me apart every day
omg this was so sweeeet! You're so awesome Hannah - from some random 38 year old man that has never seen your content before. You're a warrior - I can't believe how kind and inspiring you are. Please keep being amazing - "this too shall pass" 🙏✨
CA really is tough. So many people that work even multiple jobs can’t afford housing. When you do have housing often must sacrifice to keep it. So sad to me that people have to have unhealthy habits like fasting. Fasting can be healthy but not every single day! It’s amazing that you can seem so joyful under such circumstances. You have such amazing resilience. The system is destroying our health and our wealth. I really know what you mean by feeling sad when not able to share your happiness with others. I’ve been there. Actually, the number one factor in longevity, living long healthy lives is social connections and community. I wish the best for you to find a loving community to embrace you and a home to make your own.
Have you seen a counselor or psychologist recently? That might not be a bad idea. I’m just some random person on TH-cam but looking at your videos from Silicon Valley vs Canada, looks like you deteriorated. I just felt like maybe you need some more help or someone to talk to. Depression or any kind of mental/psychological health issues is real evil, it can eat you up slowly.
I think it shouldn't be any wonder... being alone isn't a disease. Perhaps going back to Canada, where she does have some friends, would actually be good for her.
One thing helping her… it seems she isn’t abusing depressants like weed or alcohol. Sometimes accepting that Depression is part of life helps alleviate the darkness of the human mind.
Happy Birthday Hannah! I grew up in London U.K. which is often referred to as the loneliest city in the world. I was always depressed and lonely there. Sometimes it’s ourself and sometimes it is just not our happy place. I moved to Spain where I felt much happier but then after 10 years I again found myself with few people I would call friends. I’ve celebrated most birthdays alone as an adult and I pretended not to care but always felt a little sad. Sending you a big Hug. You are not alone. We are not alone. All in this crazy journey called life. 🤗
Hannah - Happy Birthday dear girl! You and your dog are so precious! Your dog is definitely your person!!!!! You are really never alone - the spirits of your ancestors surround you. Take care and much love. Being your own best friend is always the best way Hannah but I hope there will be others that will love you that you can love as as well.
Happy Birthday! I can understand it is bittersweet; we are expected to be individuals and do it all alone. I have been alone without family, a few good friends, and my dogs for most of my adult life. I have focused on improving my opportunities with education and working in a field that has a high demand. At the moment, I am facing a hard time myself and you can work through it. Your dog is precious.
Happy Bday Hannah. if this path isn't working for you, and making you sad please go home where you have friends and families to support you. mental health is so important please look after yourself. all the best to u
Happy Birthday Hannah! Maybe coworkers aren't the best way to go about friends, sadly. But it did make me smile when one gave you a hug ❤ I have faith that you'll find some great friends! Have you thought about other states besides yours which might be friendlier? Arizona is very friendly!!!❤ food for thought. Either way, be strong! You'll be ok ❤
I’ve been through these feels before while traveling - especially celebrating a birthday alone even if it feels like you’re living in paradise. Sending you love and hope. 💗
Happy Birthday Hannah! a note about the "no dogs" thing in the bay area: It's not always the case that people say "no" just because they are biased towards dogs. Service dogs are welcomed by landlords if you have the paperwork to prove it, because they are not classified as pets they are trained to do a specific job. Landlords are worried about property damage, that concern and risk goes away with certified service dogs since they are so highly trained. Not to be confused with emotional support animals, service dogs are legally allowed anywhere in California.
Happy Birthday Hannah! I am a grandmother and I feel that you are a very special lady..you deserve the best that life has to offer! Don't give up! Sending you and Halo a big hug! Thank you for sharing your life ❤
Hey Hannah, hope you have been well. The last part felt a bit similar as I am used to celebrating my birthdays either with my family or alone. Sometimes, when alone, I feel better about the freedom to do whatever I want, while other times, it just feels like I just have no friends even if I am just a nice person. I think great people do come in your life, when you least expect it. All the best in your apartment search :). ~ Fellow Introvert
Happy belated birthday Hannah! You seem like such a sweet person. I can't believe that you can't make friends. As for me, I actually enjoy being alone. There's a difference between being lonely and being alone. I feel pushed into a corner if I can't have my own space to decompress. I like being alone.
hi hannah !! thank you for sharing this video :) i am from vancouver and going in software engineering and i was really moved by your videos. i love how authentic you are and how you shown all the good and tough moments in your life. i really hope you and halo are able to find a place and also happy belated birthday to u 🎉 if u are ever in vancouver again id love to be ur friend :)
Your situation, both living and making friends will improve soon so don't get too used to being alone. Although being alone and enduring the challenges and the emotions that come with being alone have made you stronger, don't give up on making friends. Also, Halo is your best friend. You can always count on him. I wish you happiness Hannah. Bob from LA.
Finally got around to watching the video. As a loner, I miss sharing good times with others as well. I'm also a movie buff, and miss the ex-gf when we used to watch movies, and quirky tv shows for good laughs. The loneliest I ever felt was that time I went to San Francisco alone for a month. Other times are when going to doctor appointments and procedures alone. I'm just over age 60, so there is some fear of being diagnosed with a major problem, and being alone. If you make some friends, consider keeping in touch with them. Hang in there. The bay area is tough, but at least you have good work skills, and can make a nice living once you get settled.
Happy birthday 🎉 I thought you were gonna say you were faking the whole living in my car thing. You birthday would feel the same even if you had an apartment and some new friends. Its moving to a place where you dont know anyone thats hard.
Happy belated birthday hannah! 🎂💖 I cannot imagine the strenght you have, to be away from your loved ones, and I admire you for keeping positive and for never givin' up halo, great things will come your way I'm sure of it!! Also, I know how hard can be making new friends most people just stay with their, but I recently started reading again and the community is friendly, you can try at your local library, the card is free you should check it out so you can have a nice safe place to make friends🥺
Happy birthday! You are beautiful inside and out. There’s so much depth in you. My daughter plans on living the same lifestyle you have. I just worry about her safety. God bless you and I’m praying for your safety and happiness.
awww Hi Hannah ! I came across your channel and just wanted to say your video makes me think your story is like from a movie and I really can feel the empathy ! I hope you find a nice place for you and your lovely dog !
Happy Birthday, Hannah! Keep doing what you love and ignore all the negative comments. Be strong and stay positive; the world has great things ahead for you. You’ve come so far and accomplished so much, don’t let that be forgotten. Whenever you’re feeling down, remember you have a lot of people on this channel cheering for you. 🎉😊🎉.
If someone had offered me a birthday cake, my first reaction would be “is it your birthday? Omg happy birthday!” And then I would proceed to ask about your celebration plans and offer to treat you to dinner or something if none existed. The reactions you got were so dry, “I appreciate it”. I mean, it’s a polite response but not even a “happy birthday”?? What’s wrong with people. You were so nice to offer them cake!
Keep your head up, I’m born and raised in the bay. It’s getting so expensive and harder to survive here but have to keep going and stay positive. Happy Birthday!!
girl I understood all those feelings on so many levels! You are SO strong, you got this! Its okay to want to connect with people too though, don't feel too bad about that, sending love and light
The guy could be a jerk, or perhaps is extremely ignorant regarding social etiquette. Maybe he is autistic and never developed the the skill of making eye contact and working out what people like and don't like. Unfortunatley there's really no know way to know if he is just a jerk, or if he would be horrified to learn how people react to gift rejection. (Autism traits are common in these types of companies)
I also live alone here (San Jose) and this really resonated with me. Birthdays alone, doctor’s appointments alone, and far away from any semblance of family or friends. At least you have Halo. Happy late birthday and I hope your birthday wish comes true.
I’m subbing! I’m really rooting for u to pop off here on YT! Maybe with the extra income u & Halo will find a place with a big patio & grass & all the perfect things!💪❤️👍🥳
You have a genuine spirit Hannah. You have the greatest friend and support in Halo. My Husky baby Tiko passed at 14, and there is no bond like we have with our Huskies. I cry just thinking of him today 5 years after his passing. If I was in search of a roommate in the Bay Area, I would be happy to have you and Halo. Thank you for giving us a glimpse into your experience and joining in on your journey.
Happy belated birthday Hannah! 🥳 Broke my heart to see you celebrate alone but glad you have such a loyal furry friend in Halo! If they allow Halo, when it’s cold and raining, Public Libraries are a safe, comfortable place to hang, explore and pass the time with clean restrooms and some have cafes and outdoor terraces - you may even meet some nice people you can interact with. Dogs as beautiful and friendly as yours tend to attract people for a pat and some small talk so I’m hopeful he will attract at least one good friend for you! Sadly, the housing crisis is widespread - including here in Australia and many people have been forced to live in cars, vans and tents and many others are just a paycheque away from being homeless - it could happen to any one of us! Thank you for sharing your story and highlighting the situation! Stay safe and take care!
Take Vitamin D+K3 supplements if you work indoors. Stats show 70% of the population lack enough vitamin D in ther bodies. This afffects mood and your ability to sleep well.
Belated happy birthday, Hannah! I really admire the way you're navigating through life. Glad I stumbled upon your video. Looking forward to seeing where you take us next =)
That apartment missing thing....I think they advertised it to attract people and once they got there they say it is gone and offer something more expensive/inadequate/worse/smaller than original ad. That is marketing today and borderline to fraud....
It's straight up illegal especially in real estate and if you're a member of a protected class it's a possible FHA title VI violation and lawsuit risk. The problem is most commissions and boards are just as criminal.
My wish to you is that someone recognizes the kindness in your heart. Why are the sweetest people the most tortured I'll never understand. Going through a divorce and having your family ripped apart from you is similarly challenging. Best wishes for happiness.
Happy Birthday Hannah! First time watching here and I just want to say that I'm proud of you for pushing through, keep your head up. Sometimes being alone isn't a bad thing. Finding meaningful relationships can be hard and it takes time to find your people, but keep trying! I believe you can and will find the right group of people to surround yourself with and share your happiness. I hope your birthday wish comes true!
The workplace is not where you need to look for friends. Even though I like most of the people I work with I wouldn't consider any of them real friends.
Happy belated birthday Hannah! I got so mad at the people who didn't even care to say "Happy birthday" after taking your cake. It is hard to build a life from scratch in a strange city for sure. You already possess a warm heart, which is valuable in relationships. Things will look up once you settle down. Maybe you get to make some friends through a housewarming party.
You are working in one of the top companies and you can’t rent any apartments? It’s a joke. And you have Tesla model Y, high brand clothes. Omg I live in Bay Area for 4 years. I don’t want to be hater but really girl. Wtf. If you can’t find appointment in peninsula - rent in Fremont 🙄
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It’s so hard making friends as an adult, especially starting somewhere new and not knowing anyone. I understand how you are feeling and hope things will get better and you meet some great genuine people. ❤
I’ve tried, and i’ve noticed that most people don’t want to make new friends. They just don’t… or it’s one sided and i’m doing making all the effort
I think that’s valid, I’ve noticed the older we get the smaller the friend circles become. Have you tried joining friend meetups or groups outside of work? If you’re open to meeting people there are plenty of groups that host these types of events just for the purpose of making friends. I would suggest not expecting too much to make friends at work because most people just want to work and then go home so they’re not really trying to befriend anyone. Most work friendships tend to be organic and if you click, you click but if you don’t then move on. I feel for you because it’s hard to make friends as an adult and I hope you keep trying. Don’t give up!! Also Halo is soooo cute!
I find if you volunteer at places on your days off you can meet some very nice people. Also, do you have any hobbies where you could perhaps join a club?
@@deirdrecurran1780 Wow, never thought of that idea! Those people gotta be descent people I hope lol
@@deirdrecurran1780. Humane Society or American Red Cross. The people are wonderful🐶😻🫶🏻🏥
When I was watching this diary, I felt sadness :(. Especially the part where she sings the "Happy Birthday" song. No matter how independent you are, we, as humans, always seek to be a part of something in order to survive. We yearn for a sincere connection with others. Keep going, girl. You will find what you are seeking. Sending a hug and love....
Yeah, you are right; I feel for her cause she tries to take care of herself & her dog. I am also sad, as she displays good character! & determination. I wish she was in my city. I work for the US navy, military sealift command, I get housing/free Laundry service through them (over 25 years). I will pray for this girl!
She wants to find a good man, you can tell 👍
@@oahts5906 Majority also do too they just will never admit it.
I really appreciate you never give up on Halo, just like you never give up on yourself. You always so brave to try every possible thing to accomplish your dream life. You are a great person, sometimes it’s just not the right time and place to have another great person as your friend. But it’s always worth to try. I’m here with you Hannah. You are NOT alone!!!❤
Yeah I won't. Halo is my responsibility
@@HannahWurldgoing to church community is a good idea. As a church, we are called to help each other. Just be careful not to go to prosperity gospel churches and cults. If you ever decided to be part of a church community (hopefully and I pray that you do), do some research first about the church. I will pray for your safety and will pray that you find your purpose in life. I dont know what is your stand about christianity, but I will say this nontheless because I am not ashamed of the Gospel, you can never find happiness and satisfaction apart from Christ, only Christ can give you the purpose in life, happiness and satisfaction. Dream jobs, fame, wealth, none of these matters because at the end of our life, all of this will be gone. So we set our eyes not on perishable, but on imperishable, which is freely given by Jesus Christ, who came down to earth, and lived a perfect life without sin, and to be crucified on the cross for the sins we commited, so that we may be forgiven and to receive His righteousness. And on the third day, He is risen from the dead, so that we also who believes in Him will also rise with Him.
Hannah, you are not alone. You have Halo and Jesus. Read the Bible and Jesus will lead the way to contentment.
Hannah, I also am alone and I am an 80 yr old woman. However, with Jesus Christ I have a friend who is with me. He is so close and just a prayer away. I can talk to him wherever and whenever I want or need to. A good Bible-believing church will have others in it who will care about you and pray for you. There will be people who care befriend you. I will pray for you to find a church home where you will find real friends. God loves you. Praying for you from Texas.
When I was single and lonely in NYC as i worked on Wall Street, I served food at a homeless shelter for Thanksgiving. This puts life in its proper perspective. And helping others has its own rewards
Hi Hannah,
I watched your shorts of your work days when you lived in Vancouver. You seemed so much happier there. ❤
You don't know us from a can of paint, but I'm in agreement with others in your comments in that maybe going back home to your friends and family would be best for you. It doesn't mean that you failed. You took a leap of faith to try something new and you have gained good life experience. But staying in a place that doesn't make you happy is not the way.
You're a beautiful young lady and you seem super sweet and kind and it pains me to see you unhappy when you don't have to be.
Wishing you many blessings and joy. 🙏🏾
Take care ❤
Have you been to Vancouver island before like Victoria bc I wanna say is sad here
i was so proud of you when you decided to celebrate your birthday even though you didnt have anyone to celebrate with. when you do make friends you will have such a deeper happier relationship and life because you know you always have yourself, and that’s such a confidence booster and a flex.
Happy birthday Hannah!! Please don’t feel sorry for yourself that you haven’t made friends in your office, you just haven’t met the right crowd that’s all. The right crowd will see what a wonderful person you are, and if this makes you feel any better, apparently your TH-cam viewers are a right crowd that cares about your wellbeing😊 ❤
I am an immigrant and an introvert, I have always relied on myself. I do not celebrate holidays or birthdays as I am very low maintenance. I even went through a surgery all by myself. And for the past 15 years, I have maintained close friendship with only one person. And she lives on the other side of America. I am self-sufficient and very content. I hope you can find your inner peace as well.
I am envy of introverts, that they do not draw their energy from other people. Extroverts needs people around, nature build us this way
No matter how content or self sufficient there will come a time you need others to help you or you will struggle on your own and work10 times harder than you have to. Hard for one person to life a couch but much easier with two that is the reality and if you have to pay to get help it get expensive very fast. What if you are hurt and injured? You aren't Superman and not indestructible and all will need help eventually.
Wow! I wish I could someday achieve this level of self-sufficiency as you. I am an introvert and currently living in Germany as an international student. It's very difficult for me to fit in and make new friends. I am always alone and do things all by myself. And I enjoy this. But there are times when I feel it too heavy to be this alone and have no one to talk to. Sometimes I get anxiety thinking of the time when I would be in some medical emergency and I would have nobody by my side. I do enjoy living my life by myself and not getting involved in dramas that usually are associated with having a large group of people to hang out with, but I still feel down thinking about how lonely it gets sometimes. I aspire to be as self-sufficient as you are someday.
Same!! Also live in the bay :)
An introvert immigrant from New York here🥲 we can be a friends by the way. I like fantasy,kdrama, novellas😅and I can speak russian
Part of growing up is accepting loneliness, that you no longer have your friends from school or from your neighborhood. And one sad thing about work is that everyone is your colleagues, not friends. If you want to have or make new friends you need some hobbies, or go to group activities, like dances or activity clubs. But you are very brave for trying to make your life in one of the most expensive areas of the USA.
As an introvert that still craves human attention, this is both really inspiring to watch and also really heartbreaking. As a father of a little girl myself it kills me to see that this is the journey you are on but at the same time I want to say how brave I think you are and how strong of a person you are for doing this and sharing it. Honestly….something amazing is going to come of all of this someday and I’m sure it will be worth it. Good luck to you!
I also have a calm tan husky and live in a house in Mountain View near the Stevens Creek Trail in walking distance to that Microsoft campus (and I also used to have a vlog, but have unlisted most of the videos). Years ago, I considered living in a vehicle to save $20k per year, but decided to get a larger house as a master tenant and find roommates who would live with me and split the cost. It solves the price, loneliness, space, and bathroom/hygiene access issues you mention. It’s also better for making friends and dating to have a place you can invite people to to have dinner, play board games, etc. Ultimately, it affects your mental wellbeing, and it’s worth the price.
Hey hannah, maybe you should get to know this guy
he will let you keep your dog
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this is such a priviledged take it's stupid.. smdh
Hannah I was thinking this might be where you were showing in your video. I also live near here, 1 hour walk along the trail from MS. I used to sometimes use their outdoor space to exercise on weekends. I've not felt comfortable leaving home for the last six years or so (even before COVID) due to illness. So I have experienced my own journey with being isolated, losing contact with friends, spending a lot of time alone (which I do like in a lot of ways) and learning to know myself better. I thought I did know myself but there's always more to learn right? Ok I will go enjoy watching the rest of your video now.
Happy birthday Hannah! I lived in San Jose for five years and now live in East Bay but travel back to South Bay and Peninsula weekly. Would love to meet up for coffee and celebrate life with you. You deserve friends… we all do. And we all get lonely. Reaching out to say hi, thinking of you, and thanks for posting your updates.
I know that feeling like you do not have any friends is tough. But there is something also beautiful about spending time with yourself and enjoying life on your own. I pray that you also find genuine friends who will be with you in times of need. It’s a joy to follow your journey, take care ❤
I really like Hannah's honest, sharing her life with us without filters.
Hi Hannah,
Happy birthday! I came across your TH-cam channel and wanted to reach out to let you know how inspiring your journey with Halo is. Your resilience and positive attitude in the face of challenges are truly remarkable.
It’s clear how much Halo means to you, and it’s touching to see the bond you share. The dedication you have shown in caring for him, despite the difficulties, speaks volumes about your strength and character. Halo is incredibly lucky to have you, and it’s wonderful that you’ve had each other through so many major life events.
I know it’s not easy finding suitable housing when you have a service dog, and I admire your perseverance. It’s encouraging to hear that your workplace is supportive and allows you to bring Halo with you every day-it sounds like a second home. Your story reminds us all of the importance of compassion and understanding.
I hope you had a wonderful mini birthday celebration at your office. Even though it was just you, know that there are people out here, like me, who are rooting for you and wishing you the best. You deserve all the happiness and success in the world, and I hope the coming year brings you closer to achieving your dreams.
Keep sharing your story and spreading hope. You’re making a difference, and you have a friend here if you ever need support or just someone to talk to.
Best wishes,
M. Sami
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Thank you for the long and thoughtful comment
You are welcome 🎉
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Hannahh lets get married @@HannahWurld
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Nothing wrong with relying on others, we are all on this earth together. I started my life fiercely independent, and realised I was doing so as a response to feeling desperate to rely on others. Now I have a happy balance, and I found my friends through attending clubs for the interests I had. I did dance, board gaming, walking, things that I love, so I found people who loved those things too and were the same kind of people as me. Work has never really provided me friends, I don’t see how it could as they are such random people to me, and I am fine with that.
I have a lot of (admittedly unsolicited) advice to give about friendship. One thing that occurs to me is that before others will want you as a friend, you must:
1. Love and accept yourself and
2. Have a strong sense of self.
By 1, I mean you must emotionally internalize that you love yourself and are worth being loved by others. If you don't, you end up coming across as desperate for others' approval because you don't approve of yourself, and that scares people off because you are subconsciously holding them responsible for your own self-worth.
By 2, I mean once you have accepted yourself as worth loving, you must then decide who that person is, regardless of what other people think. In other words, become polarizing. By choosing to be something, you are making some people less interested in you and some people more interested in you. I went to a programming meetup a few weeks ago and made a friend there because we were both Dungeons & Dragons nerds. I'm sure there are plenty of people who don't care about D&D or even actively think I'm a loser for liking it. That's fine. I don't need those people to be my friend. But without having a strong sense of what I'm about, my new D&D friend wouldn't have had a basis on which to like or dislike me.
I think D&D is looked at differently now. 1980s and 90s most considered nerds. But now the younger generation likes all the old books. My son and his friends like Warhammer and enjoy Game store/Comics.
This is really great advice! Thank you for sharing.
also if you dont value yourself or think you’re deserving of love intrinsically, you will not only scare away healthy people who don’t want to hold that kind of responsibility in a relationship, but also you will attract people who want to use and manipulate insecure people and have control over others. That happened to me during my early and mid 20s cause i was so desperate for validation, I mixed myself up in romantic relationships and friendship relationships with people who did not have good intentions. luckily i learned before i made any permanent mistakes like marriage or having a baby with the wrong person
Thank you so much for your advice!
@@bigbrother1211 Were you saying that to me? If so, you're welcome!
Thanks for sharing, Hannah. Gosh, you remind me so much of my old roommate - I had a bit of a cry here really connecting with your loneliness. You are strong and will survive this chapter and I truly wish nothing but happiness for you, and that you find a community that makes you feel less alone.
Hannah please don't feel sad that you have no one to celebrate your happiness with. You have over 12,000 subscribers who all love you and are celebrating your birthday with you. I was so excited when I saw you posted a new video today! I clicked on it immediately as I was wondering if you've been OK as its been 3 weeks since your last video. I really love your dog too, he is sooooo beautiful and I just love seeing him too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 🎂🍩🍪🍧🍨🍰🧁🥧🍬🍾🥂
Thanks. We are doing good. Just took me a bit long to edit.
Hannah - Halo is so cute! It is worth it to live in the car, rather than sleep in apartment without him. He is your best friend no human even close to the love dog has for their owner. You are blessed with good job and good companion 🐾
i feel you there, i'm a proffesional and living in my sprinter van for over 2 years now and don't see the need to go back to a $1,500 apartment in portland oregon, don't know what your goal is but i hope you reach it, the way i look at it is best to find a place for yourself instead of sharing cause the little bit you save is not worth the headache dealing with people and your privacy, it sucks we can't have both so i just choose to stay in my longest and tallest sprinter van, wish you the best girly!
I hate the first guy you delivered the first piece of cake to. He could've just taken it and say 'thank you'.😢 What's so difficult with that? Happy Birthday! Stay blessed
yeah that was so rude ngl. And the third guy when she told him it was her birthday he just said, "thanks. Appreciate it." Like not even a 'happy birthday!' lmfao these software engineer type dudes are ridiculous
His excuse is strange. I can understand if he doesnt eat dairy but some people dont want to take food from people they dont know.
"Hate" really is a strong word, there's no point hating someone just because they didn't accept food from someone else; at least he's being honest about his dietary choice, and he did say that he has plan with a friend so he didn't want to eat. It's also important to respect other people's space and choice too. If he already showed he's not interested in getting a cake, he means i don't want a piece of cake no matter what the cake is made or or what it is for, there's no point adding "it's yogurt though", it feels forceful.
Imagine if he takes it and throw it away just because he didn't want to reject her offering. We are all grow ups, don't take rejections that seriously, everyone has their own lives. No one has to accept other people's food offerings. Plus she didn't say it's her birthday or someone else's, it could be a to go bag she got from a birthday party she went to, or someone else gave it to her which she doesn't want to eat; there can be so many possibilities without giving a context; he most likely would at least say "happy birthday" if he knew it was her birthday which she didn't say.
@@MixedChick1 His reason was valid and completely legit: i don't want to eat cake and I have plan with a friend.
@@Bladebreak3r Don't think so. Cakes are not birthday cakes by default. she doesn't have to emphasize that they are birthday cakes if the goal is to share, unless the goal is to receive "happy birthday" wishes and appreciation. If that's the case, just say it's my birthday and i'd like to share a piece of cake with you if you are interested. People would say Happy birthday and either take the cake or not. I think that's the right mindset gifting things to others.
'Be your own best friend' This is so true and I understands 100% how you feel. Furthermore, you are an attractive lady and will not have issue finding the right one. There is a time for everything. Take care
I'm incredibly sad seeing this video. I hope you can find happiness and people who actually care for you to share your birthday with. Trust me, we are not made to be alone. Your dog is also the cutest
Happy birthday, Hannah! I moved to the bay a few years ago and have found fitness classes a nice place to meet people. There are free yoga classes at Santana Row every week if you are ever down south. Would love to be your friend and Halo’s too! Sending 💕
All your viewers are singing the happy birthday song for you in their hearts, and sharing your cake. It is not all good, but an unique birthday. Happy birthday!
I think an important thing to remember when trying to make new friends is to not be afraid to put yourself out there, but at the same time to not take things personal if not everyone vibes with you. You wouldn't want to be friends with people who don't accept you for who you are anyways. As long as you are confident in the great person you are, the right people will notice that and gravitate towards you :)
After watching this video, I just want to give you a big hug, Hannah! Life has lots of things to explore and enjoy. If things don't work out for you, it might be worth moving to the next place or just moving back to Vancouver. Lots of ppl care about you here! Stay strong, and good luck!
Thank you so much!
I'm a real estate agent and that happens all the time. I'd say the universe is telling you to get an apartment. I'm guessing you make mid six figures and with that salary you can easily afford it and you would be massively safer and provide a much better home for Halo. Then you could also leave him from time to time and you would be able to go out and meet some people. You're obviously smart, resourceful and very attractive and in just a few videos have amassed over 15K subscribers. That's pretty amazing. So the more interesting your life gets, I'm sure you'll attract many more viewers. Go get the apartment. The universe wants you to be safe and happy.
Yeah
She might not able to make this kind of content of TH-cam video if she rent an apartment.
She couldn’t get Airbnb or hotel?
I used to prefer being alone in my teens, preferring to watch movie alone, go jogging alone, go window shopping alone. Loved the absolute freedom. Now at mid pt of my life, I still love being alone sometimes, but I am happier when I am with those that I truly love. After a long day, I just wanna go home and be with my family. Wishing you find your ‘home’ soon. Take good care and stay safe. 🙏
First of all, Happy Birthday, Hannah. To your coworkers, just stay cordial. Hate to tell you, kiddo, but it appears that you are the only one who wants to be friends. Don't put yourself out there until someone takes an interest in being friends with you. Then go slow until you can find out if their intentions are honorable. Even though it is easy to say, screw this, I'm leaving, you would be right back to square 1(at least for now you are at square 1.75, which is still farther than square 1). Just let time take it's course. Stuff tends to happen when you least expect it. Walk around the office with your head heald high, like the successful engineer you are! We Asians are not quitters. Even though at times it does seem tempting, but I do believe it is not in our DNA to give up when we come this far. Failure is not an option....or at least not right now. Make a list of all your interests and look for people who enjoy the same, like in clubs and organizations. Go outside your circle to get what you need. It is probably there just waiting for you. Take care.
Reading your comment brought tears to my eyes. Really appreciate the heartfelt advice!
I just wanted to let you know I care. Besides , I would NEVER be friends with someone who turns down birthday cake! Who the hell does that! Because I am a grandfather, I have the power to see the future. The same issues you are having now, I had the exact same issues back in the day. Believe it or not, these people are helping to build the more successful future Hannah. These people are showing you how the real world can be. You have to adapt in order to grow. Hannah, you need to become more like a M&M. You need a harder exterior to save the softer interior. Take care, Ron
@@zimou812🚩🚩🚩🚩number one was not accepting the cake and then the other dude didn’t even wish her happy birthday . Talk about being socially awkward. I’m so glad I’m my own boss now. Dealing with crappy coworkers can really hinder your work life.
Crappy coworkers are crappy people in general. They do not just hinder the workplace....they hinder through WHOLE world!
I know you had some expectations when you decided to move to California but it has been months and you're still living in your car and when you offer cake to the people they don't even come to eat it with you. Just go back home where at least you can have an house to live with your dog and your family near enough to share some moment with them.
This episode of your life helped you to grow a lot but you don't need to suffer anymore Hannah.
😢some immigrants don't have an option. Canadians are fine tho
Perhaps people there don't know how to be with other people...
Naw. She can make it out here. I don’t agree with this. She’s not suffering. She’s strong af. Good things take time.
Disagreed. There will be always some pains before you can gain something. I work out and the theme is "No pain, no gain".
At 21, I’m living this life style for about 7 months, I’m also in the Silicon Valley. There are some aspects of it that I miss, such as getting to see my family, or having a refrigerator, but you learn to be grateful for all the simple things- i got blueberry muffins 2 days ago and ecstatic like a child. Though I don’t have a lot of belongings, I found myself to be more free, and i save lots of money, lol. You learn a lot about yourself and true nature of people. It has it struggles, but that’s everything in life. I’ll probably continue this until i have a family of my own, or until God says otherwise. You wont really get the joys of the simple life until you do it yourself, and why many subscribe to this lifestyle.
Happy Birthday Hannah, I swear if only I could just give you the warmest hug right now and tell you that everything is gonna be alright. Because it really is, don't give up not even for a sec and even if it feels like you have, get back up and keep trying keep going. Because it can only get better from here. Take good care of yourself Hannah!
The Bay is a very hard place its expensive, people are not the same but we don't want to see you like this Hannah, whenever i can support I'll try sincerely ❤we want you safe and happy, stress free 💖
Happy Belated Birthday Hannah!! We are all cheering for you!!!!
Happy Birthday, sweet girl! Thank you for being so honest and real. Please continue to be authentic and true to yourself. The right people will come along. ❤
Happy Birthday Hanna. You are such a humble person. It makes me sad that you are alone and sad there. Don’t give up. Keep your head high!!
Dear Hanna! You may come to our country with lots of sunshine, you are welcome.
Happy birthday to you, Hannah! If you’re ever in the LA area, my family and I always welcome you and Halo! 😊
hi hannah, i just wanna say that i hope everything comes to you in the near future! you deserve the utmost care and joy in the world with people that love and appreciate you. i hope that you find the right people and i really thank you for sharing these moments with us. please stay safe!
If u enjoy sunny weather, I recommend Singapore! It’s a diverse beautiful place with lots of expats. Everyone is quite opened. I recommend check out sherry in Singapore on TH-cam. She’s also from Vancouver, she now works at her own startup in SG.
But Do check the requirements for moving dog abroad. Just know not everywhere people are cold like SF. It’s not you! It’s the city and the atmosphere around the place you live. Hence you should definitely try seeing other countries with warmer cultures.
I lived in the Bay Area for over a decade. It is hard to make friends there. I live in Southern California, Orange County, now. People are way more friendly here and I am happier. The weather is perfect too. Singapore is a nice place but it's really hot, humid, lacks natural scenery, and you might run out of things to do.
Oh my gosh Hannah. You are a lovely, brave & resilient lady. I too trust in the Universe and I’m baffled as to why it is making life so isolated and difficult for you, especially when you would clearly be a wonderful friend and/or partner for someone. I’m so glad you have your gorgeous dog. But humans also need other humans, I believe. We’re a tribal animal so it’s natural. And there you are living in your car! And not complaining! You are amazing and it is so humbling. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I hope the feedback you get brings (albeit remotely) some much needed recognition of how worthy you are of love and kindness. Good luck & a big hug from an English lady with kids around your age! ❤
Be the best friend to yourself and always love your self. There are three main resources in life that you have to balance out though: Time, health and wealth. The most people struggle with finding the well balanced point. You really want to have a deep though on this and make life changes based on that thought. The personal happiness usually follows afterward.
Thank you for the advice! Balancing time, health, and wealth is so important.
You are going through a lot hannah, as a your viewer i am here listening to your stories, i hope you dont feel lonely anymore
Happy birthday Hannah! So thoughtful of you to think of others on your birthday, sharing cake with them. I really enjoy your videos and appreciate your vulnerability. Although it may not feel like it sometimes, you have a community of people here who enjoy your company and whose days are brightened by having you in it. ❤
What a heartfelt message of SELF LOVE. Even when the world feels hard around us, when we feel alone, we always have self. Sometimes we forget that this person needs to be our BEST FRIEND, for wherever we go, I'm there too!
Learning to be okay with this person, happy, sad, bereft, elated, whatever the emotion it's you experiencing Self.
Leaning into that, loving that person and supporting them in every possible way, is pure GOLD!
Ultimately this is OUR journey in life, how we live, love and laugh is up to us.
Keep doing YOU! When the time is right I know the UNIVERSE will conspire to bring all things to you.
Thanks for sharing your vulnerable heart, it was beautiful to witness. Happy Belated Birthday too!🧡✨🧡
This "dream" of yours is actually a nightmare. I just lost my younger brother suddenly at 33 years old. I believe he died from the stress his job gave him. Life is too short for this kind of nonsense. Go be around your family or friends. Have a relationship. Have fun. What I’m saying is take care of yourself spiritually, physically, and emotionally. They try to make you think working yourself to death or following your "dream" is the way to live. The only thing that matters is love and family. Don’t let them try to convince you otherwise. It will come full circle back to that anyway whether you like it or not.
"I just lost my younger brother suddenly at 33 years old."
Another victim of "safe and effective" I expect to see these comments in a Dr John Campbell video but its crazy how many of these "died of suddenly" comments you see in the wild....
Happy bỉthday Hannah! This may sound a bit contrite but you are young, you get to experience living in different places for work first hand. Enjoy the experience and then decide what's best for you in the long run then go for it! Good luck to you Hannah!
Last but not least, I came to a conclusion a long time ago that I am my own best friend. I can rely on myself. Granted I do have a lot of friends but I don't rely on others to make me happy. You make / create your own happiness.
The courage and indepedent mind set you have, compels me to raise my hand and salute... Please stay safe and more power!..
As someone who has struggled with making friends in the past, and still struggles some today, I really feel for you. I know that it can be really hard when you move to a new place to make connections with people. I've had two moves where I went 3-6 months without making any friends. It's important not to stop trying, and to remember it's not about gaining social credit or having tons and tons of friends, just 2-3 people you have a good friendship with is fantastic, but for me, even gaining that has been difficult in the past. But I've always managed it, eventually. Something that really helps is finding something you're interested in outside of work, like a sport or art or hiking, and join a league or club and really commit to going every week/whenever meetings are. Meetup is a great app. I admire you for simplifying your lifestyle, and I hope you find the happiness you're looking for. If I could offer one other suggestion, consider moving out of California, it's a difficult place to make meaningful connections!
The apartment you saw advertised at 8PM was never available. It is just a standard bait and switch scam.
Oh really?
Absolutely bait and switch…it was never available..just trying to lure you in.
It could very easily just be someone who saw the apartment during the day, liked it, applied, and got approved for it overnight. With how high-demand Silicon Valley housing is, some listings can come down in a matter of hours.
@@healyshen890but if that's true wouldn't that initiate at least a soft bidding war? The agent is supposed to be finding the most cash flow for the broker right? You don't think they would pull out of that deal for a better offer if they could? Could be a dumb agent, could be illegal tactics, probably both.
@@shwnshts9469 Brokers / agents aren't common in the Bay Area, unlike other cities like NYC. Prices are generally dictated by market demand algorithms and not open to negotiation
You will not alone forever, enjoy thus free time while you have it. You have alot of great quality and the right person will see it. Enjoy this free time to try things new. Your a smart and strong person. People like that always find what they are looking for. This is part of the journey, and when you find what your looking for, your will appreciate it more. Stay strong and smart and you get what your heart desire!❤
Happy Birthday Hannah!
Don't give up! Future you is proud of you!
I have to admit watching this brought tears to my eyes. I am a disabled veteran myself and I can relate to what you have been going thru. My wife of 44 yrs passed on last Dec 28th. Im so alone myself now. It tears me apart every day
omg this was so sweeeet! You're so awesome Hannah - from some random 38 year old man that has never seen your content before. You're a warrior - I can't believe how kind and inspiring you are. Please keep being amazing - "this too shall pass" 🙏✨
CA really is tough. So many people that work even multiple jobs can’t afford housing. When you do have housing often must sacrifice to keep it. So sad to me that people have to have unhealthy habits like fasting. Fasting can be healthy but not every single day! It’s amazing that you can seem so joyful under such circumstances. You have such amazing resilience. The system is destroying our health and our wealth. I really know what you mean by feeling sad when not able to share your happiness with others. I’ve been there. Actually, the number one factor in longevity, living long healthy lives is social connections and community. I wish the best for you to find a loving community to embrace you and a home to make your own.
Have you seen a counselor or psychologist recently? That might not be a bad idea. I’m just some random person on TH-cam but looking at your videos from Silicon Valley vs Canada, looks like you deteriorated. I just felt like maybe you need some more help or someone to talk to. Depression or any kind of mental/psychological health issues is real evil, it can eat you up slowly.
I think it shouldn't be any wonder... being alone isn't a disease. Perhaps going back to Canada, where she does have some friends, would actually be good for her.
One thing helping her… it seems she isn’t abusing depressants like weed or alcohol. Sometimes accepting that Depression is part of life helps alleviate the darkness of the human mind.
Happy Birthday Hannah! I grew up in London U.K. which is often referred to as the loneliest city in the world. I was always depressed and lonely there. Sometimes it’s ourself and sometimes it is just not our happy place. I moved to Spain where I felt much happier but then after 10 years I again found myself with few people I would call friends. I’ve celebrated most birthdays alone as an adult and I pretended not to care but always felt a little sad. Sending you a big Hug. You are not alone. We are not alone. All in this crazy journey called life. 🤗
Thanks. Wish you the best too
These are some of the saddest videos I've seen on TH-cam.
I am glad someone named it
Same, I just feel a strong sense of sadness exuding from these videos.
There is a very small amount of kind hearted and loving humans in this world. She is one of them.
Hannah - Happy Birthday dear girl! You and your dog are so precious! Your dog is definitely your person!!!!! You are really never alone - the spirits of your ancestors surround you.
Take care and much love. Being your own best friend is always the best way Hannah but I hope there will be others that will love you that you can love as as well.
Happy Birthday! I can understand it is bittersweet; we are expected to be individuals and do it all alone. I have been alone without family, a few good friends, and my dogs for most of my adult life. I have focused on improving my opportunities with education and working in a field that has a high demand. At the moment, I am facing a hard time myself and you can work through it. Your dog is precious.
Happy Bday Hannah. if this path isn't working for you, and making you sad please go home where you have friends and families to support you.
mental health is so important
please look after yourself. all the best to u
Happy Birthday Hannah! 💕 Please, keep going. Rooting for you girl! Keep safe at all times. 🫶
Happy Birthday Hannah! Maybe coworkers aren't the best way to go about friends, sadly. But it did make me smile when one gave you a hug ❤ I have faith that you'll find some great friends! Have you thought about other states besides yours which might be friendlier? Arizona is very friendly!!!❤ food for thought. Either way, be strong! You'll be ok ❤
I’ve been through these feels before while traveling - especially celebrating a birthday alone even if it feels like you’re living in paradise. Sending you love and hope. 💗
Happy Birthday Hannah!
a note about the "no dogs" thing in the bay area: It's not always the case that people say "no" just because they are biased towards dogs. Service dogs are welcomed by landlords if you have the paperwork to prove it, because they are not classified as pets they are trained to do a specific job. Landlords are worried about property damage, that concern and risk goes away with certified service dogs since they are so highly trained. Not to be confused with emotional support animals, service dogs are legally allowed anywhere in California.
Service dogs don’t have paperwork. And service dogs are legally allowed everywhere in the United States. Please don’t spread misinformation.
Happy Birthday Hannah! I am a grandmother and I feel that you are a very special lady..you deserve the best that life has to offer! Don't give up! Sending you and Halo a big hug! Thank you for sharing your life ❤
Thank you so much!
Hey Hannah, hope you have been well. The last part felt a bit similar as I am used to celebrating my birthdays either with my family or alone. Sometimes, when alone, I feel better about the freedom to do whatever I want, while other times, it just feels like I just have no friends even if I am just a nice person. I think great people do come in your life, when you least expect it. All the best in your apartment search :). ~ Fellow Introvert
Happy belated birthday Hannah! You seem like such a sweet person. I can't believe that you can't make friends. As for me, I actually enjoy being alone. There's a difference between being lonely and being alone. I feel pushed into a corner if I can't have my own space to decompress. I like being alone.
hi hannah !! thank you for sharing this video :) i am from vancouver and going in software engineering and i was really moved by your videos. i love how authentic you are and how you shown all the good and tough moments in your life. i really hope you and halo are able to find a place and also happy belated birthday to u 🎉 if u are ever in vancouver again id love to be ur friend :)
Your situation, both living and making friends will improve soon so don't get too used to being alone. Although being alone and enduring the challenges and the emotions that come with being alone have made you stronger, don't give up on making friends. Also, Halo is your best friend. You can always count on him. I wish you happiness Hannah. Bob from LA.
Happy Birthday Hannah! ❤
Finally got around to watching the video. As a loner, I miss sharing good times with others as well. I'm also a movie buff, and miss the ex-gf when we used to watch movies, and quirky tv shows for good laughs. The loneliest I ever felt was that time I went to San Francisco alone for a month. Other times are when going to doctor appointments and procedures alone. I'm just over age 60, so there is some fear of being diagnosed with a major problem, and being alone. If you make some friends, consider keeping in touch with them. Hang in there. The bay area is tough, but at least you have good work skills, and can make a nice living once you get settled.
Happy birthday 🎉
I thought you were gonna say you were faking the whole living in my car thing.
You birthday would feel the same even if you had an apartment and some new friends. Its moving to a place where you dont know anyone thats hard.
Happy belated birthday hannah! 🎂💖 I cannot imagine the strenght you have, to be away from your loved ones, and I admire you for keeping positive and for never givin' up halo, great things will come your way I'm sure of it!! Also, I know how hard can be making new friends most people just stay with their, but I recently started reading again and the community is friendly, you can try at your local library, the card is free you should check it out so you can have a nice safe place to make friends🥺
Happy birthday! You are beautiful inside and out. There’s so much depth in you. My daughter plans on living the same lifestyle you have. I just worry about her safety. God bless you and I’m praying for your safety and happiness.
She can do it
Happy belated birthday Hannah! From one stranger to another, I'm proud of you for being so brave and pushing forward always!
awww Hi Hannah ! I came across your channel and just wanted to say your video makes me think your story is like from a movie and I really can feel the empathy ! I hope you find a nice place for you and your lovely dog !
Happy Birthday, Hannah!
Keep doing what you love and ignore all the negative comments. Be strong and stay positive; the world has great things ahead for you. You’ve come so far and accomplished so much, don’t let that be forgotten. Whenever you’re feeling down, remember you have a lot of people on this channel cheering for you. 🎉😊🎉.
Happy Birthday Hannah 🎂 You are not alone...May your future be always blessed!
If someone had offered me a birthday cake, my first reaction would be “is it your birthday? Omg happy birthday!” And then I would proceed to ask about your celebration plans and offer to treat you to dinner or something if none existed. The reactions you got were so dry, “I appreciate it”. I mean, it’s a polite response but not even a “happy birthday”?? What’s wrong with people. You were so nice to offer them cake!
Keep your head up, I’m born and raised in the bay. It’s getting so expensive and harder to survive here but have to keep going and stay positive. Happy Birthday!!
girl I understood all those feelings on so many levels! You are SO strong, you got this! Its okay to want to connect with people too though, don't feel too bad about that, sending love and light
i cant beleive that guy wouldnt eat your cake. what a jerk!
IKR! At least just accept the cake and share it with someone else later.
That same ryan guy from last video , I hate him 😂😂
@@adil.670 totally, Ryan is a douche pickle
The guy could be a jerk, or perhaps is extremely ignorant regarding social etiquette. Maybe he is autistic and never developed the the skill of making eye contact and working out what people like and don't like. Unfortunatley there's really no know way to know if he is just a jerk, or if he would be horrified to learn how people react to gift rejection. (Autism traits are common in these types of companies)
Seriously.. he seems very unfriendly.
I also live alone here (San Jose) and this really resonated with me. Birthdays alone, doctor’s appointments alone, and far away from any semblance of family or friends. At least you have Halo. Happy late birthday and I hope your birthday wish comes true.
I’m subbing! I’m really rooting for u to pop off here on YT! Maybe with the extra income u & Halo will find a place with a big patio & grass & all the perfect things!💪❤️👍🥳
Thanks, Halo likes staying on patio
You have a genuine spirit Hannah. You have the greatest friend and support in Halo. My Husky baby Tiko passed at 14, and there is no bond like we have with our Huskies. I cry just thinking of him today 5 years after his passing. If I was in search of a roommate in the Bay Area, I would be happy to have you and Halo. Thank you for giving us a glimpse into your experience and joining in on your journey.
Halo is a cutie 🐶
Happy belated birthday. You are not alone. He is always by your side keeping you safe and protected. Be strong!
Happy birthday Hannah! Sending love from the Philippines!!
Happy belated birthday Hannah! 🥳
Broke my heart to see you celebrate alone but glad you have such a loyal furry friend in Halo!
If they allow Halo, when it’s cold and raining, Public Libraries are a safe, comfortable place to hang, explore and pass the time with clean restrooms and some have cafes and outdoor terraces - you may even meet some nice people you can interact with.
Dogs as beautiful and friendly as yours tend to attract people for a pat and some small talk so I’m hopeful he will attract at least one good friend for you!
Sadly, the housing crisis is widespread - including here in Australia and many people have been forced to live in cars, vans and tents and many others are just a paycheque away from being homeless - it could happen to any one of us! Thank you for sharing your story and highlighting the situation!
Stay safe and take care!
Take Vitamin D+K3 supplements if you work indoors. Stats show 70% of the population lack enough vitamin D in ther bodies. This afffects mood and your ability to sleep well.
Belated happy birthday, Hannah! I really admire the way you're navigating through life. Glad I stumbled upon your video. Looking forward to seeing where you take us next =)
That apartment missing thing....I think they advertised it to attract people and once they got there they say it is gone and offer something more expensive/inadequate/worse/smaller than original ad. That is marketing today and borderline to fraud....
It's straight up illegal especially in real estate and if you're a member of a protected class it's a possible FHA title VI violation and lawsuit risk. The problem is most commissions and boards are just as criminal.
My wish to you is that someone recognizes the kindness in your heart. Why are the sweetest people the most tortured I'll never understand.
Going through a divorce and having your family ripped apart from you is similarly challenging.
Best wishes for happiness.
Is this just for content, cause I am in san jose and would happy to be your friend...I'm not married, no children and just have dog's & plants
Happy Birthday Hannah! First time watching here and I just want to say that I'm proud of you for pushing through, keep your head up. Sometimes being alone isn't a bad thing. Finding meaningful relationships can be hard and it takes time to find your people, but keep trying! I believe you can and will find the right group of people to surround yourself with and share your happiness. I hope your birthday wish comes true!
The workplace is not where you need to look for friends. Even though I like most of the people I work with I wouldn't consider any of them real friends.
Yup, you can never find real friends in the workforce. EVER! lol
Happy belated birthday Hannah! I got so mad at the people who didn't even care to say "Happy birthday" after taking your cake. It is hard to build a life from scratch in a strange city for sure. You already possess a warm heart, which is valuable in relationships. Things will look up once you settle down. Maybe you get to make some friends through a housewarming party.
You are working in one of the top companies and you can’t rent any apartments? It’s a joke. And you have Tesla model Y, high brand clothes. Omg I live in Bay Area for 4 years. I don’t want to be hater but really girl. Wtf. If you can’t find appointment in peninsula - rent in Fremont 🙄