yeah my dad has this sickness and he was absloutley crazy but he finally took metication and hes talking to "people' he says and he dose that alot and says hes not crazy
So whats the difference between a schozfrenic and a normal person, not much of a diff, let me tell u why, we all have a voice in our head that keeps talking and complaining, is the reason of all the suffering in the world, but are we are really separate from these thoughts and who we really are? Yes, we are totally different than what we hear in our mind and ourselves and reality, this kid, unfortunately is not properly guided, but i bet a week around me, and i ll solve all his problems.
But why does it sound like anyone talking about their internal thoughts. What's fascinating is that there is no second thought about it being real. Since there is that disconnect that these are not his voices and his thought, that it makes it easier to believe. Like people wanting to jump when they walk up to a ledge is a real phenomenon. But most understand that it's THEIR thoughts
I don't wanna be that weirdo in the comments but I wonder if for some people they're hearing spirits. I hear them once in a great while. I have no mental illnesses.
this is genuinely horrifying knowing that people are going through this i feel so bad for them. and the fact people say that people with schizophrenia are “crazy” is just devastating.
Well I'm Modernity Crazy Is associated with Insane, Insane Is associated with Mental, Mental Means People with Mental Problems and Schizophrenia is a Mental Problem 🤷
My grandpa was schizophrenic and went blind so he would have yelling arguments with people and i felt bad for him because he truly couldn’t tell if the people were there or not.
the way he was talking sounds like he’s trying to ignore another loud voice talking to him and he keeps losing his train of thought and that is so scary to me
If i hear a voice shout "gotcha" behind me and it's not there, i would genuinely shit my pants. You're a brave, pure and funny human being. Much love man
This is a beautiful young man, I am so sorry this is happening to him I hope this is therapeutic for him and it helps to release the power it has over his thoughts and the shame it can often bring. He loves Enigma...me too Buddy! I'm not really " religious " but when I remember to pray or something touches my heart I'm inspired to do so. May I pray for you?
Same here with my son. He's almost 33 & lives with us at home. I do all I can to help him but it has worn me down being his everything over last 18 years. It's been so hard but I will never be okay with sending him to some sort of home ran by people that doesn't love him. Bevause i know how hard it is on every level and i love him more than i love myself. .
Was with a friend who had a episode. He always heard his Mothers voice, he looked at me with pleading eyes and said, "Can't you hear her?" It broke my heart
My boyfriend is experiencing schizo rite now. He said he always hear some of his friend's voice talking bad about him. Even when he was with me, he will ask me is there anyone around us bcz he can hear people badmouth about him. I pity him. Now he is on medication, i hope that will make him better 😢
Makes me sad my mom died when i was a baby i heard her for years during my kindergartden and my first school years by tha age of 9 i ended up with heavy prescriptions of risperidona and clonazepam nobody believed me kides were so.mean in that days when i grown up i learn to live with it but it was hard .
Fragile, yet it always happens because of a reason. Commonly because of maybe childhood trauma or even genetic. It’s terrible watching him go through this but it’s a great sign that he’s talking through it. If I knew this guy I wouldn’t this he’s crazy, respect.
I had a friend in high school who was constantly in and out of the hospital for his schizophrenia. Unfortunately, he committed suicide our sophomore year when we were 16. My friends and I are 23 now, and we still talk about him all the time. Such a great kid. Rest In Peace, Avery.
I can't even imagine living in constant anxiety...he should really have a service dog to help him or maybe a good friend to check on him everyday... :(
The fact that you’re aware that you’re having an episode and talking about it is amazing Edit: I have learnt a lot more about schizophrenia since I left this comment. This came from my personal experience and had no ill intent
I’m so sorry, kiddo. My son was recently diagnosed. My heart goes out to you and your family. This is very brave of you to share, and is helpful to me as a support person for my son. Thank you with all of my heart. I wish you tons of great things on your recovery journey. ❤
Yes . Reminds me of my cousin . He killed himself sadly . And I saw his eyes like that. He just never wanted to say a word about what he was Seeing and hearing
Its good that he can Ignore those voices such a brave man....one of my fam members drink some leponex to fall asleep cause she can’t sleep hearing those voices but thanks to god we can still talk to her..and she actually tells us what she heard and seeing and that was crazy like demons who speak bad words to Her back and realizing those people with this kind of condition is really having a hard time to speak with, so you must talk to them and treat them like a normal person coz it can help them to ignore those voices and don’t let them to watch horror movies or stuff related to what she hears and sees, I don’t have this kind of condition but one of my love ones has this and thank god she is still alive and living properly.
" sometimes i debate if i should or not " no, please youre amazing and you deserve to be here on this planet, please you make the world a better place and you spread awareness to the world. Dont listen to the voices🙏
This honestly terrifies me the most of all. Imagine hearing voices talking to you and turn around and there is nothing there what so ever. You are incredibly brave I I hope you stay strong
In Abnormal psychology we learnt that schizophrenics hear their inner voice, which majority of the population has (when you read a book in your head and read in ur mind), but with schizophrenics they are unable to differentiate between it.
I was actually reluctant to click this video because I knew it would put me in a bad mood but I just wanted to experience what other people experience 😕
The reason why I clicked on this is because I myself have been experiencing constant throbbing headaches in my head, mainly the pain is concentrated on the back of my head but whenever I try to sleep sometimes I feel like thoughts are forced on me to think. Like random songs, quotes I never heard of or heard before so I thought this was a good video to analyze
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In Psalms 2:7 God says “You are my Son; today I have begotten you" to David. So are you sure? "HE gave HIS only begotten SON" you are contradicting the bible. Read your scripture.
@@alexangel4758 I have schizophrenia, and my boyfriend has recorded me having a split, and when I watched the video back, it was so scary because it was just complete silence, I’m sitting with my boyfriend and best friend, and nothing is happening but me freaking out and not knowing what time zone I’m in (In my episodes I usually “Time TRavel”)
Seeing this helped me understand that there aren't crazy people, just crazy things happening to normal people. I hope he found some peace and tranquility
Sorry, but have you heard of Hitler or Jeffrey Dahmer or any other serial killer or something like that. There are crazy people. (Dunno why I said this I know it's useless)
@@suurinappi6298they weren’t crazy they were bad, hitler was evil, not mentally unwell or impaired. “Crazy” is a somewhat impolite term to refer to people who suffer from mental disabilities or disorders.
As someone very interested in human psychology, I thank you for recording this! I had a hard time understanding schizophrenia, but now I think I understand it a little better thanks to this video. Thank you for being brave and spreading awareness ❤❤❤
You’re going through a schizophrenia episode and you still act happy and silly and bring up a laser pointer, good for you man! You’re awesome and I hope the best for you!
It disgusts me knowing that there are people out there who would think this is fake.... this poor kid I hope he has a happy life other than this Edit: I understand why people could assume something like this is fake, but I meant like, to just flat out be like “that is so fake” and for some people to actually get mad at it? Horrible, cause you don’t even know if it really is fake or not. And, there are some people who genuinely don’t believe schizophrenia is real. It’s all just horrible
@Sugu there really are some crazy attention Whores out there that will say they have this disorder, its more common in narcissistic people I only say this cuz I know of people who faked their disorder
Dude, I'm sorry that you have to fight this difficult battle everyday in your life. Thank u for share this video and i hope one day this stop and you never can hear/see this situations anymore. Much love from Brasil to your heart! 🇧🇷❤️
The craziest thing to me is that his own brain is doing it to him, almost like he is in a constant battle with himself. He listens even though his mind is creating these voices.
If you have ever suffered with anxiety, depression, ocd, Bipolar, Schizophrenia etc then thats exactly what it is. Mental health IS health and is so important, we should be taught about it so much more
I have a friend that has schizophrenia. Whenever he is having an episode, he would focus his attention on the time. He says that focusing on something that grounds him in reality really helps him to be able to stop focusing on what's in his head. Stay strong friend, much love.
@@robbdgordon Is he already on medication? Sometimes meds need to be adjusted. If not, being unmedicated and psychotic means you are a danger to society. Therefore, you should take him to the hospital rather than having a neighbor report him and then the police drag him there. It would be easier to take him there yourself and hopefully he agrees to take the medication. If not, speaking from experience, he will be injected with tranquilizers and locked in a room until he agrees to take them orally. After discharge, he will see a psychiatrist who will manage the medication for most likely the duration of his life but some have gone off successfully with no psychosis later in life. It is an easier route to say "yes" to the medication they offer and then see the psychiatrist. I wish the same for the creator of this video.
I work with schizophrenic folk all the time. Its very rare that people are this aware of their delusions. The amount of willpower this takes is far beyond anything I could even comprehend, you're strong dude. Keep that head up.
This is low key why this looks like drug induced psychosis to me - the strong mind and awareness seem like a rather early diagnosis or something that developed a few years after intensive lsd “research”
Look up Jerry Mininsky, he interviewed hundreds of people and wrote about their voices, his conclusions, the voices are real, not hallucinations, for these people it seems some veil is lowered, enabling them hear the voices most of us just think as negative thoughts.
Yeah I know what you mean this happened to me when I took strong ass shrooms and it’s uncanny how a disease and a drug kinda affects your brain in a similar manner
Everyone needs to gather together & to wish God (The Creator) Allah and Yahweh, dead! He has been harassing and violently attacking all Schizophrenic & Psychosis patients in their minds including myself. Ask the people for yourself what is effecting us. It's dangerous and deadly! Please share.
@@brookenn4285bro this is not cool dont disrepect a religion even if you think its wrong and I bet you said this to make people go to Christianity but this honestly made me feel more uncomfortable with it or are you just schizophrenic too? Idk but this is just horrible stop no one is going to believe this
My profile picture was years ago. Just because I'm not "old" does not mean I cant sympathize with one another. Obviously he is having a hard time and this is his life. He is so traumatized and vulnerable...so yes, the metaphor "poor baby" was the appropriate response, in my opinion. The world is so sensitive; will pick anything apart on what anyone has to say... What a shame. My comment shouldn't have stolen what the "big picture" was.
It's almost like schizophrenia is when a person's random, negative subconscious thoughts are run through an amplifier and brought to the level of their conscious thoughts.
that's a simplistic view, after all no ordinary person would have thoughts about ending their own lives as much as schizos have. But I believe their hallucinations may have to do with the environment a bit and also of course their malfunctioning brain.
Keep your head phones on and the hope in your heart strong. Youre extremely self aware intelligent and brave. Youre honestly like a breathe of fresh air as much as it was heart breaking to watch. Stay strong❤
Audio hallucinations are so much worse than visual hallucinations, this poor boy must be tormented.... what a scary thing the human brain is, I hope this kid gets all the help he can
Yep! I sometimes hallucinate (most likely a result of a lack of sleep but idk) and I used to hear babies crying. I also recently heard someone say my name from right next to me (I was sat in my room at night, alone) so that was terrifying. In terms of visual hallucinations, one time I woke up face-to-face with a ghost-like person, so either my house is haunted or I should start going to sleep earlier
My visual hallucinations are much worse than the auditory ones. Also, I'm not diagnosed with schizophrenia so right now I don't know the source of my hallucinations.
This guy is so tough mentally. My uncle got schizophrenia and killed himself. Its not easy when you have so much shit going on in your head. Stay strong man. The voices are real but you can fight back.
For anyone wondering, those voices are loud and clear, the brain can generate sensory inputs from within that are even clearer than those from your ears
Yeah, happens to me too sometimes. I'll sometimes hear my mom yelling at me from the living room very loud and clear and when I go to see what she wants, I remember I'm home alone...
@Marcus Aurelius Yes sir. And in fact i have a aunt with this. They can be medicated and live a normal life. What you see on the news is the extreme of schizophrenia plus some psycopathic traces. Anyway, you have to be careful not to be rude to these people, they already suffer too much
Enigma is fantastic, also some of the most therapeutic music there is, even for chronic pain. I just love that kind of music, Enya, Hoverphonic’s song Eden is great too, and some of Moby’s tracks too I’ll admit. Music just helps me get through everything, I had been diagnosed with DiD about 20 years ago, have adhd and ocd as well. Music helps drown the voices and helps me dissociate less. I am recovering from a drug addiction that I’ve struggled with for 15 yrs, pills mainly, I had self medicated and went down a path of true insanity… smh. Keep up the good fight, know that people do care about ya man, no matter what the voices tell you. I’m subbing by the way. I’d give ya a hug if I could.
Hey man, medical student here. Thank you so much for putting this content out there. After learning about this in class, it's so helpful and inspirational to see you documenting your experience on here. Contrary to what you said toward the end, this IS helpful. There's a huge difference between reading from a textbook and from hearing from someone who continually fights this. You are truly inspirational. Keep it up!
My mother was schizophrenic heard voices that told her dad was leaving her and that my brother and I laughed at her and wanted a new mother. My brother has schizophrenia and hears and sees things. You are very strong that you are so aware that the voices are not real. My mother and brother always believed they were real.
Extremely impressive, one might say one of a kind, if only every schizophrenic individual was aware that they were schizophrenic, and only hallucinating, and that the voices, and what not, we’re just all part of a sickness, no warped, storyline really far outside of reality that one mistakes for their actual life because they would know it is all just a hallucination
I heard vocies in my life too. I heard demons laughing, female voices, man voices that can wake me up, jokes that i wake up. Make me fear like nightmare and stuff. I also heard God speaking and he spoke in muy head not into my ear like the others. The best thing you can do is accept Jesus Christ who is God himself, pray in the name of Jesus Christ, hurt these demons, command in Jesus name fire on them, break covenants with them and command them to get out just like the apostles did after Jesus died and left them the holy spirit in the book of Acts.
@@seven7upndown241 I thought this was an actually person with schizo but no, you decided to put the religious bs in the comment just because you want people to follow your christian god.
@@angrybirds9980 l if she is suffering don't bully, what the fuck is your problem? And @mslaurenlozza, there are stupid trolls, but I hope you are doing ok !
Please please please don’t ever give in to what they tell you. I don’t understand what you’re going through and I can’t imagine the difficulty. I really really hope it gets better. Please know your life is important and you’re valued and you’re loved, no matter what. Just subscribed, love from Australia 🇦🇺 🩷❤️🧡💛
When he said that he's hearing voices telling him to kill himself but he doesn't and he says "i guess that's a good thing". Man, that's a real great thing. You're so strong to fight it off like that. I know it's hard not to listen to it but I'm proud of you holding on this long. You're doing great!💙
I hope you are doing okay this week, dude. No lie. Wish you the best. I used to use drugs and I would hear people in my house. I would hear them under my bed, in my closet...it was awful. So glad I do not have to do that now. Are you watching a football game or am I hearing things now?? Seriously thought I heard a while and I hear commentators. Please tell me I am not losing it
@gurty chicken I went to his page and he had other videos but tell me that the guy in the other videos looks totally different like I think he does. I expected him to have black hair but in other videos it is tow head blonde. Let me know if you think someone took over his page or if its still him and the hoodie is just throwing me off.
You're doing great handling your episodes. Did you take your vitamins? They are important to balance the chemicals in your brain. You are just wired differently. I wish you would tell your therapist always whatever you hear. You just need to express and converse with someone. Im here to listen if you like. I have a friend who is also schizophrenic, but i dont get to talk to him often. He is staying strong like you are. Am here if you want to talk. Hugs!
The good thing is i dont think he talks back to the voices, and he is very much aware of his sickness which seems to help him cope with it alot better. Poor baby, i can only imagine all the fear he is constantly in.
after a surgery I had an episode of psychosis in which I heard voices, I usually responded to them on my mind (I didn't even realized that) it was a horrible experience and I think it depends on the person, for example I never heard sounds, just voices
@@simplesimon8255 idk who hurt you or when but it always feels good for me to have someone that cares or seems like they care to call me baby there is a mother love feeling there that just hits home when you are in a rough spot and someone is just trying to be fucking kind
Thank you for sharing this. Watching my mom struggle with this mental illness all throughout my childhood was so confusing and sometimes frightening. I applaud you for being so vulnerable because it helps us get one step closer to understanding the illness and how we can treat it so people like you don’t have to suffer as much.
My dad had paranoid schizophrenia - he thought things like car horns honking were a kind of secret communication system about him and this reminds me that he probably had voices telling him that, too. He passed away from cancer at just 36. Schizophrenia hit him out of the blue at like 29 or 30, and I feel terrible about what he went through.
My best friend took his life because of this disease. It’s truly insane. No clue how it works, and even if it was explained it wouldn’t make any fucking sense. I’m glad this guy knows what he’s going through, I don’t know if Matt did or not
Guys imagine having a nightmare that only has to do with voices, Now picture that happing every day to this young man. It’s tough man, tough. Your strong dude.
That's not quite what schizophrenia is as it can involve hallucinations as well. Also not all voices are bad and evil. Some just kind of fill up space in your head with babbling. It is definitely tough though.
thank you for sharing your experience, my boyfriend struggles with schizoaffective disorder. i know it’s different in ways but, watching this gives me more insight on what he feels/sees/and hears that i can’t. hope you’re doing alright, it would be cool to listen to your playlist also! 💜 sending you lots of love
@Blindi That's such a dickheaded thing to say. Most people with this type of schizophrenia can't tell, it's hard to distinguish between what's real and what isn't, particularly if it's paired with hallucinations, which I don't think his is. These voices convince them to believe a lot of things, the intense paranoia shows that they believe these voices.
@Blindi If you heard someone calling your name from another room, you'd know they're real, becaude you can hear it, you can process it. If you hear something, you have the privilege of knowing it's real, but these people have the same sensations of hearing something, but they have to decide for themselves if they believe it or not.
Slyppery this happens to me when I'm trying to express my thoughts and I don't know if adhd can do that, i believe i've got adhd without the hyper activity
Hey dude. I’m a schizophrenic. I cannot handle stress. The words that come out of my brain tend to be jarbled. It is a miracle that I can even type this out correctly. I work at mcdonalds and i love washing the dishes because it’s the easiest part of the job.
Thank you for sharing to raise AWARENESS of this illness and let people see for themselves the reality of it. Stay STRONG brother keep pumping that hip hop
@Yeah Right is there really a need to bring up gun control to a video of a tremendously brave teenager lively explaining what he’s going through/seeing/hearing to educate more people on this exact matter on mental illnesses, in this case (schizophrenia). Go sit on a fucking pinecone if you don’t have anything better to do, fucking pathetic.
every time he says "I don't know if I'm making sense I'm not good at explaining this" I'm just saying in my head "no it's okay I understand exactly what you mean" I just wanna be there with him and help him the best I can :( I'm 6 years late but I hope you're doing well. I'm not schizophrenic myself but I have a few mental disorders and can understand how it feels sometimes, I have heard a voice whisper my name before and have had a few split second hallucinations from anxiety. You aren't crazy, you seem like a genuinely good guy just struggling with mental health
As a sibling of a schizo brother, this is very touching and emotional for me to watch. It’s amazing how much control you seem to have over your condition. Wow just wow. Keep it up! You are unbelievably strong!
@@socialappless I never mentioned anything about psychosis induced by drugs. My brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia in his early 20s and it wasn’t induced by drugs.
@@micah2936 my son was diagnosed with the same too $$$$... big lie..big pharma...the doctors hided from me my son was using drugs from the age of 15....$$$... false diagnosis..keep them rich by prescribing, not getting them out of drug /rehab ...
The fact that he is SOOOOO self aware and able to block out the intrusive voices is phenomenal! He's strong and I am impressed by his ability to stay cognizant of his legitimate surroundings. That takes amazing willpower and I pray he finds relief and a medication regimen that will give him relief from this horrible disease. #sendingloveandprayers
Let me explain something about this condition: I have been able to induce schizophrenia by staying awake on stimulants and not sleeping adequately over the course of several weeks and this is what happens: you have auditory distortions that your brain interprets into familiar sounds, and thus you have the perception of hearing voices or sounds that are not auditory hallucinations, but distortions. Because you aren’t hearing things that are not there. That doesn’t make sense. But you are hearing things that your Brain makes you think is something else. When they phone rings he is not hearing a phone actually ring-he’s hearing something that exists in the same frequency range and timbre of a phone ringing. Which is why ppl can learn to live with this. And the paranoia is exactly what the average person who is an old house alone at night and here’s a noise experiences.
Its funny that this is exactly what the symptoms of a spirit attack by spiritual warfare are. Only Americans are so ignorant to the evidence of its reality. Anyone who has ever had a terrifing paranormal experience or lived in a haunted house has experienced this on a regular basis, either skeptics will find out and call you skitzo, or people who aren't blind will recognize he's literally being fucked with by a trickster spirit. Its sad that its obvious hes being attacked. He can reconize it is not his or a familiar voice but still a distinct voice with comprehensive messages INTERRUPTING his immediate already occupied train of thought. Its sad how big pharma has created a mental pacifier for anyone who doesnt want to believe in supernatural realities and sad how normal people being paranormally targeted can be push into a bubble of medicated misunderstanding that would make ANYONE at least consider suicide trying to convince people they arent crazy.
@@MyFurrylove If he's OUR comrade (which just means friend/brother) then that just means he's got a group of communists on his side to make the bad communists go away :)
He is okay. I was reading through the comments are someone said that he has a gaming channel and recently uploaded yesterday. His gaming channel is in the description below! Also hello fellow stay ❤️
for GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON that whoever believeth in HIM should not perish but have eternal life"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 3:16."But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 1:12. hi! JESUS loves you and died for you if you accept HIM! HE rose from the dead to show us that death cant hold HIM! repent and start living your life for HIM and when the time is right HE will get you to Heaven❤
@Jake Pig i wasnt even concerned about his looks until the comments brung it up what…🤨 looks literally have nothing to do with it nobody brung it up what..
He's capturing that fine line of being totally functional and dealing with a storm inside his head. This disease is a monster but those who have it are not and this video really shows that. Thank you, bro.
Susie is a meme I have schizophrenia as well it’s bloody scary it’s like being in a small room and the voices just echo and bounce around the room and you see things that you isn’t there but the voices makes it so believable think of it as a horror movie EVERY SINGLE DAY that’s my life and I can’t take meds because I want to try for a baby and I can’t have both Sorry for the no grammar
Schizophrenia really scares me. Not the person only the disorder. From all the other disorders out there this one really scares the living crap out of me. Edit/update: 1/24/21 I recently got diagnosed with Bipolar. Took me a long time to internalize it. I still believe it’s a wrong diagnosis but I’m on medications. I don’t know. I really don’t know.
Me too. Watching a man's mind (eyes and ears) be his own worst enemy chills me to the bone. I've had a good number of friends that were schizophrenic. And i just had this program of brutal honesty. A couple friends, in particular, i had known so long that they knew i would tell them the truth. I read a book about D.M.T. and some early premise gave me the hunch that in some way, schizophrenics might be the healthy ones, WE are the ones that are delisional..... Idk. #onelove
i have a good friend who may not have schizophrenia but definitely has psychosis, the things he tells us he sees are more terrifying than you could imagine. images of him dead on the floor, images of him in front of him with voices telling him to kill it, and i feel like he's just telling us the lighter parts
W music taste. i have hope that you have found a medication that’s a good fit for you && are doing much better now. you deserve that peace. if not i wish you the best of luck on this journey :(. my uncle struggled a lot with schizophrenia and i’ve noticed that he’s gotten a lot happier now that he’s switched his medication/ started consistently taking them. he’s even going on 5 entire years now without going to jail/a mental institution. (which is MINDBLOWING and AMAZING for him). he’s not magically healed but he’s at peace now. there’s hope!
Considering how loud my silent thoughts already are, I cannot imagine having them manifest as actual voices. Stay strong man, this is truly an amazing task you're accomplishing.
You are experiencing SYMPTOMS, but these thoughts are not coming to you from any psychological reasons . You are being tormented by demons from hell!!! I am praying for you to be released from this living hell. 1@:
I have schizophrenia and my brother tells me when I'm off my meds it looks exhausting. When it happens to me I stop sleeping. I do research on the internet for days without stopping or eating. It's like I KNOW something, and I just have to connect the dots until I can prove it. If I think I find something then I start to become paranoid. I've been on meds that made me feel completely empty, high like methamphetamine, others made me fine but my legs feel like I have to pace all the time, I finally found one that makes me ok, but it knocks me out for 12 hours. They told me to take it twice a day. Lol. The sad part for me is knowing this gets worse not better. There aren't many old schizophrenics. It isn't exhausting, it feels like you took drugs. The energy comes from an endless well, the drugs I'm on now knock me down to couch potatoe status though. They won't give me anything to counter that so far.
@@rae9086 It's really weird to be convinced that the government is really messed up, then to find out you are crazy, but then to find out the government really is messed up. The medication stops the voices and the mania, and the hallucinations. It is like choosing to not be alive though. I am terrified when I'm not on my meds, but at least I feel something. I get suicidal onthe meds eventually after feeling nothing for months and months. It makes more money for the medical system to treat us with meds that are intolerable, than to find a cure. Hospitals get like lots of money to house crazy people. That's why Reagan closed all the mental hospitals in the 80's. Now those people are in jail or homeless. Which still makes money for the jails. It makes me really mad too when people assume you are like this because you smoked weed. Not true. Don't feel sorry for me, I'd be happy if people were just not afraid of me.
@@wesKEVQJ yeah I’ve always been skeptical of the fact that hospitals and the government make tons of money from illnesses that they deem “incurable”. I understand if you don’t want me to feel sorry for you, but it’s upsetting to hear of people profiting off of others troubles. Or having people be afraid of you over something you have no say in. I really do hope it gets better for you and anyone else dealing with all of this.
@@rae9086 At least they stopped giving us labotamies. There are some people that can have a normal life on meds. I doubt it is the same thing normal people experience. The reason I say don't feel sorry is 1% of us are born this way. Sure it can be bad sometimes, but when you feel like you are king or the smartest person ever, for that period of time it's quite real to the person experiencing it. Normal people never get to feel that way. Sometimes heaing voices is comforting. I never felt alone.
Even talking about the disorder in the first place is brave, now recording it and explaining what you're feeling and experiencing in the moment it is happening, is another level of brave. kudos kid.
It's not brave to talk about a disorder. I know you are trying to be compassionate but it isn't that big of a deal. Recording himself on video while on an episode takes courage however
@@erindee2619 Please, re-read my comment and perhaps pay more attention. I said: 1. Simply talking about it does not take courage 2. Videoing himself while on an episode (which is by definition a lot more than just talking about it) DOES take courage. Just because you can't read it is not my fault
@@KnownNiche1999 it pretty much amounts to the same thing. I think we know what the writer was trying to convey. Semantics. I read fine thank you. Have a fabulous day.
My mom is schizophrenic and her tendencies are exactly like yours, it’s heartbreaking to see her go through it. She’s a different person now because of it. Wish you the best..
Mihaela Mihaylova my dad is schizophrenic too. He listens to loud music to block out the voices and it breaks my heart. Also he refuses to take medications. We have been going through this for about 15 years and it’s tiring because I’m starting to get anxiety attacks. Anyhow I wish you all and your families all the best.
@shania wallace both my parents have it too. Dad might have to go into full time care soon. It's so sad because they both had so much potential, but the illness took over their lives
I have schizophrenia too, episodes are scary but you handed it pretty well, i hope you can feel better, when i have them i wouldn't be able to do what your doing, im proud that you are doing so well
The fact that this popped up of my TH-cam feed is crazy
Fr. Is both devistating yet interesting to watch this. I hope someone gives him hugs and reassuring whenever he needs it ❤
For real
FR THO
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The fact that he's aware that he's imagining all this is quite fascinating. He is a strong minded fellow with a very unfortunate sickness.
yeah my dad has this sickness and he was absloutley crazy but he finally took metication and hes talking to "people' he says and he dose that alot and says hes not crazy
It means is not sick 😂. Trust me !
So whats the difference between a schozfrenic and a normal person, not much of a diff, let me tell u why, we all have a voice in our head that keeps talking and complaining, is the reason of all the suffering in the world, but are we are really separate from these thoughts and who we really are? Yes, we are totally different than what we hear in our mind and ourselves and reality, this kid, unfortunately is not properly guided, but i bet a week around me, and i ll solve all his problems.
But why does it sound like anyone talking about their internal thoughts. What's fascinating is that there is no second thought about it being real. Since there is that disconnect that these are not his voices and his thought, that it makes it easier to believe. Like people wanting to jump when they walk up to a ledge is a real phenomenon. But most understand that it's THEIR thoughts
I don't wanna be that weirdo in the comments but I wonder if for some people they're hearing spirits. I hear them once in a great while. I have no mental illnesses.
imagine having to be stuck in your house and in your own head space during quarintene, god bless you.
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Girl, ON POINT!!! Dude DONT EVER KILL YOUR SELF CALL ME BRO ILL TALK TO YOU! I would never let you do that man!
@YERIKV1914 bro stfu you think every mentally ill person hasn't heard that shit before. It cant cure us.
Quarantine?
@YERIKV1914 its the meds
this is genuinely horrifying knowing that people are going through this i feel so bad for them. and the fact people say that people with schizophrenia are “crazy” is just devastating.
Well I'm Modernity Crazy Is associated with Insane, Insane Is associated with Mental, Mental Means People with Mental Problems and Schizophrenia is a Mental Problem 🤷
My grandpa was schizophrenic and went blind so he would have yelling arguments with people and i felt bad for him because he truly couldn’t tell if the people were there or not.
Mental illness are the most horrifying things that can happen. I’d rather die of can cancer honestly.
i thought you couldnt be blind and schizophrenic? sorry if thats insensitive i jus heard that somewhere.
Fuck that's crazy real life shits happens
That's so sad
That’s sucks
the way he was talking sounds like he’s trying to ignore another loud voice talking to him and he keeps losing his train of thought and that is so scary to me
It is really scary, and you can't focus yeah :(
Shut up
Mr Panda what the hell
@@mrpanda2655 👏
Jada Rose ur fat u needa lose weight
If i hear a voice shout "gotcha" behind me and it's not there, i would genuinely shit my pants. You're a brave, pure and funny human being. Much love man
LMFAOOO RHIS DOMMENT I CANRTT
I feel the same way! God bless and keep strong. Thank you for sharing.
This is a beautiful young man, I am so sorry this is happening to him
I hope this is therapeutic for him and it helps to release the power it has over his thoughts and the shame it can often bring.
He loves Enigma...me too Buddy!
I'm not really " religious " but when I remember to pray or something touches my heart I'm inspired to do so.
May I pray for you?
Is it better to listen to his mind or is it better to ignore those? Which one helps the mind?
@Cole Aufdenkamp I don't get it, I thought Abby M was drunk or something
Thank you. My daughter is schizophrenic. This helps me as her mom to better understand. God Bless you.
bless you and your daughter
Bless you and your daughter I hope you're both doing well :)
My father is uneducated our whole lives still to this day
Same here with my son. He's almost 33 & lives with us at home. I do all I can to help him but it has worn me down being his everything over last 18 years. It's been so hard but I will never be okay with sending him to some sort of home ran by people that doesn't love him. Bevause i know how hard it is on every level and i love him more than i love myself. .
@pattyg6705 as long as you stay in his life he would understand
Was with a friend who had a episode. He always heard his Mothers voice, he looked at me with pleading eyes and said, "Can't you hear her?" It broke my heart
My boyfriend is experiencing schizo rite now. He said he always hear some of his friend's voice talking bad about him. Even when he was with me, he will ask me is there anyone around us bcz he can hear people badmouth about him. I pity him. Now he is on medication, i hope that will make him better 😢
I would hug them idk why, it’s a natural instinct of mine.
Larry Sunde is his mother still alive?!
Makes me sad my mom died when i was a baby i heard her for years during my kindergartden and my first school years by tha age of 9 i ended up with heavy prescriptions of risperidona and clonazepam nobody believed me kides were so.mean in that days when i grown up i learn to live with it but it was hard .
Maggie Mahmond wow I wonder if it was really her
The fragility of the human brain is scary, sad and fascinating at the same time.
I’m leaning on the complexity of the human brain tbh, so much we don’t know about the human psyche
The fragility of the human brain on schizophrenia*
Mhm.
Fragile, yet it always happens because of a reason. Commonly because of maybe childhood trauma or even genetic. It’s terrible watching him go through this but it’s a great sign that he’s talking through it. If I knew this guy I wouldn’t this he’s crazy, respect.
Intelligence has not only good advantages
Such a nice kid I feel so bad he’s gotta deal with this constantly.
Francisco Elliot nice or not nobody should have to go through any of what he is going through
@@doggon1416 put him out of his misery?
@@spaghettios *иісса...*
Check freq?
@@spaghettios noice
Hope this young man is doing good this day and age!
I had a friend in high school who was constantly in and out of the hospital for his schizophrenia. Unfortunately, he committed suicide our sophomore year when we were 16. My friends and I are 23 now, and we still talk about him all the time. Such a great kid. Rest In Peace, Avery.
i am so sorry for your loss...
avery is very proud of u♡
Oh my. I’m so sorry😢 No one should have to go through that. I’m very sorry🥺
Omg that’s my name when i saw that I got scared but Rest In Peace to your friend I bet he was a great guy 💖 and I hope you are doing well
Constant hospitalizations look like good cause of suicide no?
Rest in peace buddy🥺
I can't even imagine living in constant anxiety...he should really have a service dog to help him or maybe a good friend to check on him everyday... :(
Same😔
I feel so srry 4 him
Its a good idea!
@@4meiggy109 same 🤯
@@4meiggy109 my dad had it tho and I’ve been smoking weed since 13 but I think I’m clear
The fact that you’re aware that you’re having an episode and talking about it is amazing
Edit: I have learnt a lot more about schizophrenia since I left this comment. This came from my personal experience and had no ill intent
Very amazing 👏
Yes it is! That shows amazing strength
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@@emmacatherine3960 or hes faking for views
@Antlers Antlers it's just a critical thinking u idiot. If this boy didn't showed any medical certificate "Colton" can say whatever he wants to
I’m so sorry, kiddo. My son was recently diagnosed. My heart goes out to you and your family. This is very brave of you to share, and is helpful to me as a support person for my son. Thank you with all of my heart. I wish you tons of great things on your recovery journey. ❤
I wish I had schizophrenic anime girlfriend why I can't be lucky enough 😔 😪
@user-yh6gm8wb3t you can't be serious. Actually nevermind
Nha there is no way you think that's schizophrenia is@@AndrewDell-f1r
@@AndrewDell-f1rbro what ..
@@AndrewDell-f1rwtf?
U can see in his eyes when he’s hearing the voices
Yes . Reminds me of my cousin . He killed himself sadly . And I saw his eyes like that. He just never wanted to say a word about what he was Seeing and hearing
@@TH-camCommentRater sorry to hear that man
@@maxmacks8856 thanks. i wish we all saw all these videos BEFORE. it was a tragedy we can't get over.
@@TH-camCommentRater I’m so sorry for your loss.
Its good that he can Ignore those voices such a brave man....one of my fam members drink some leponex to fall asleep cause she can’t sleep hearing those voices but thanks to god we can still talk to her..and she actually tells us what she heard and seeing and that was crazy like demons who speak bad words to Her back and realizing those people with this kind of condition is really having a hard time to speak with, so you must talk to them and treat them like a normal person coz it can help them to ignore those voices and don’t let them to watch horror movies or stuff related to what she hears and sees, I don’t have this kind of condition but one of my love ones has this and thank god she is still alive and living properly.
I couldn’t even imagine the internal battle this young mans fighting every day
same it s sad
He's strong for battling it alone
I am too im schizo because of weed
@@rohahayzza2175 he aint alone
It's like a haunted house inside of the mind
So I noticed this video was taken a year ago I certainly hope this young man is healthy and alive
He's been uploading frequently on his gaming channel, posted a new video yesterday
@@cold894 what's his gaming channel ?
@@marandagarner5218 It's called Geeky Boi Gaming, he mentioned it in the description of the video which is the only reason I know, lol
The spies prob got him
@@azhleysentertainmentofbore922 Oh fuck off.
" sometimes i debate if i should or not " no, please youre amazing and you deserve to be here on this planet, please you make the world a better place and you spread awareness to the world. Dont listen to the voices🙏
When the voice told him to kill himself and he said “sometimes I debate if I should or not” :(((
dillydollie that killed me
My heart sunk 😔
my heart literally shattered. no one deserves that. If he’s reading this rn i wanna tell him that everything will be okay! 😔💞
Nervous Norvus
I agree. But still. He deserves to live.
@Nervous Norvus No one should have to live with that though 🙄
This honestly terrifies me the most of all. Imagine hearing voices talking to you and turn around and there is nothing there what so ever. You are incredibly brave I I hope you stay strong
Theodor Sabaghi there is probably something there for him he’s schizophrenic
For me auditory hallucinations and visual ones don’t match up or make sense when together which is kind of worse
Theodor Sabaghi you don’t just hear stuff you can see it too
In Abnormal psychology we learnt that schizophrenics hear their inner voice, which majority of the population has (when you read a book in your head and read in ur mind), but with schizophrenics they are unable to differentiate between it.
charger btw not true just in some cases
Who else found this in recommended and clicked on it instantly
Wow thanks for the likes
I was actually reluctant to click this video because I knew it would put me in a bad mood but I just wanted to experience what other people experience 😕
A 2am
Me
The reason why I clicked on this is because I myself have been experiencing constant throbbing headaches in my head, mainly the pain is concentrated on the back of my head but whenever I try to sleep sometimes I feel like thoughts are forced on me to think. Like random songs, quotes I never heard of or heard before so I thought this was a good video to analyze
I hesitated
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and emotions in this situation. It's helpful to understand how a person with that disease feels
He has the prettiest eyes but they are full of so much pain I feel for him
for GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON that whoever believeth in HIM should not perish but have eternal life"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 3:16."But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 1:12. hi! JESUS loves you and died for you if you accept HIM! HE rose from the dead to show us that death cant hold HIM! repent and start living your life for HIM and when the time is right HE will get you to Heaven💛
@@userm180 stop shoving ur religious beliefs down people's throats
@@FrozenMermaid666 you may have a god complex and delusions, please seek a professional.
Or you're trolling, idk.
In Psalms 2:7 God says “You are my Son; today I have begotten you" to David. So are you sure? "HE gave HIS only begotten SON" you are contradicting the bible. Read your scripture.
@@idunno7131 Nice to know there’s a someone normal in this comment section. For some reason, it’s riddled with radical loonies.
It must be so weird for him to watch this footage, since it won’t contain anything of what he’s hearing in his head and the silence must be startling.
That would be a very interesting reaction video of him watching his own episode with the silence surrounding him.
He probably would still hear and see his delusions in the footage since they can manifest themselves through multimedia
@@alexangel4758 is there some evidence of this? Because I'd love to learn more if that is true.
@@MaraJadeSkky Living With Schizophrenia did a reaction video on how hallucinations and delusions present themselves and mentioned this
@@alexangel4758 I have schizophrenia, and my boyfriend has recorded me having a split, and when I watched the video back, it was so scary because it was just complete silence, I’m sitting with my boyfriend and best friend, and nothing is happening but me freaking out and not knowing what time zone I’m in (In my episodes I usually “Time TRavel”)
Seeing this helped me understand that there aren't crazy people, just crazy things happening to normal people. I hope he found some peace and tranquility
Sorry, but have you heard of Hitler or Jeffrey Dahmer or any other serial killer or something like that. There are crazy people.
(Dunno why I said this I know it's useless)
@@suurinappi6298they weren’t crazy they were bad, hitler was evil, not mentally unwell or impaired. “Crazy” is a somewhat impolite term to refer to people who suffer from mental disabilities or disorders.
There are also crazy people though, this man is not one of them
The shooter in Maine today killed 22 ppl & hurt plenty others in 3 separate locations. He too was mentally ill. & ex military
At my pharmacy job there was a woman who would sit and act crazy and then when her schizo drugs were ready she was completely normal.
Uh-maz-ing
As someone very interested in human psychology, I thank you for recording this! I had a hard time understanding schizophrenia, but now I think I understand it a little better thanks to this video. Thank you for being brave and spreading awareness ❤❤❤
Don't ever kill yourself! You're stronger than the voices.
Ailurophile what if the voices deadlift 225lb
Miko omgggggg
@@Miko08 if they deadlift 225 lbs they weak af and this guy will beat them easily
The voices aren't like other people he's having problems with parts of his brain
@@jrapattii9941 ?
You’re going through a schizophrenia episode and you still act happy and silly and bring up a laser pointer, good for you man! You’re awesome and I hope the best for you!
Couldn't have been said better.
Yeah that's really hard to do
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I’m your 7.9 thousandth like... 🤗
That coming from forrest deer, wow.
It disgusts me knowing that there are people out there who would think this is fake.... this poor kid I hope he has a happy life other than this
Edit: I understand why people could assume something like this is fake, but I meant like, to just flat out be like “that is so fake” and for some people to actually get mad at it? Horrible, cause you don’t even know if it really is fake or not. And, there are some people who genuinely don’t believe schizophrenia is real. It’s all just horrible
I’m sure there are people who fake their schizophrenia but I understand what you’re saying
@@JackaboiTV what
@@MASlTAS what
@Sugu there really are some crazy attention Whores out there that will say they have this disorder, its more common in narcissistic people I only say this cuz I know of people who faked their disorder
It's sad many people wish they had schizophrenia thinking it's like a drug trip or that it's trendy to be mentally ill
Dude, I'm sorry that you have to fight this difficult battle everyday in your life. Thank u for share this video and i hope one day this stop and you never can hear/see this situations anymore. Much love from Brasil to your heart! 🇧🇷❤️
The craziest thing to me is that his own brain is doing it to him, almost like he is in a constant battle with himself. He listens even though his mind is creating these voices.
Yeah I feel so bad for him man.
If you have ever suffered with anxiety, depression, ocd, Bipolar, Schizophrenia etc then thats exactly what it is. Mental health IS health and is so important, we should be taught about it so much more
Alan Codling ( Do any of you think it’s more then what we know ? They just define it as schizophreni. Please let me know, also I think my mom has it
I think the craziest thing is that his brain is doing it to it selft. He is his brain and he is fighting his own brain, his brain is fighting it self.
J C conscious thoughts come from trillions of synapses aka neurons communicating with eachother
I have a friend that has schizophrenia. Whenever he is having an episode, he would focus his attention on the time. He says that focusing on something that grounds him in reality really helps him to be able to stop focusing on what's in his head. Stay strong friend, much love.
That wouldn't work for me because I would just tell myself that time is an illusion but I'm glad if it works for others
That’s what I do when I’m high as shit, watching a movie helps
@@ThuggBugg69 it works for bad trips for sure
@Spicy_pickle_forlife it's fine to reference something that's in the video you're watching and comment on it. For fucks sake
@@robbdgordon Is he already on medication? Sometimes meds need to be adjusted. If not, being unmedicated and psychotic means you are a danger to society. Therefore, you should take him to the hospital rather than having a neighbor report him and then the police drag him there. It would be easier to take him there yourself and hopefully he agrees to take the medication. If not, speaking from experience, he will be injected with tranquilizers and locked in a room until he agrees to take them orally. After discharge, he will see a psychiatrist who will manage the medication for most likely the duration of his life but some have gone off successfully with no psychosis later in life. It is an easier route to say "yes" to the medication they offer and then see the psychiatrist.
I wish the same for the creator of this video.
I work with schizophrenic folk all the time. Its very rare that people are this aware of their delusions. The amount of willpower this takes is far beyond anything I could even comprehend, you're strong dude. Keep that head up.
This is low key why this looks like drug induced psychosis to me - the strong mind and awareness seem like a rather early diagnosis or something that developed a few years after intensive lsd “research”
Look up Jerry Mininsky, he interviewed hundreds of people and wrote about their voices, his conclusions, the voices are real, not hallucinations, for these people it seems some veil is lowered, enabling them hear the voices most of us just think as negative thoughts.
@@roflman2122it could be indeed a drug experience but i dont say it is one
Yeah I know what you mean this happened to me when I took strong ass shrooms and it’s uncanny how a disease and a drug kinda affects your brain in a similar manner
@@roflman2122well if you look at his second episode there's a shroom on the back wall 🤔
I’m only 13, schizophrenia runs in my family. If I end up hearing voices I’m cooked. Because you gotta be older for schizophrenia
I would love to see tyler durden
he sounds so sweet and genuine. i just want to be his friend and give him a hug :(
maxx frrr ❤️❤️❤️
maxx it’s fake or not to the extent he is saying.
Jesse maness wdym
that kinda sound sus
hes a nazi look at the flag in the back
Poor boy, I just want to hug and hold him. He is very brave.
I bet it's cause he's a very pretty boy, don't lie to us. I wanna hug him too.
@CRACKEDfortnitePRO 08 you suck hahaha
@CRACKEDfortnitePRO 08 mama jokes are for infantile blokes like yourself. grow up
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He is so brave
The look of discomfort on his face saddens me. He is very strong the way he talks him self through it.
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Jesus😇
Everyone needs to gather together & to wish God (The Creator) Allah and Yahweh, dead! He has been harassing and violently attacking all Schizophrenic & Psychosis patients in their minds including myself. Ask the people for yourself what is effecting us. It's dangerous and deadly! Please share.
@@brookenn4285bro this is not cool dont disrepect a religion even if you think its wrong and I bet you said this to make people go to Christianity but this honestly made me feel more uncomfortable with it or are you just schizophrenic too? Idk but this is just horrible stop no one is going to believe this
Jesus Christ loves us unconditionally+eternally!He cares for us so much that He sacrificed Himself on the cross for our sins!God is so good!💗✝️😊
I get what you mean I experienced the same kinda things and it is very helpful to watch this, really appreciate you and I hope you feel better
I really want to give him a big hug. He is so strong.
I call you now: big Hugman !
Yeah, he is.
And he is cute af 😊😊😊
@@auk8174 agree :D
This poor baby is so brave. I couldnt do this. He is very strong.
Why're you calling him a baby tho? He's a grown up man.
@@user-qu4oh4xi1s was my exact question as well. And she isn't even old, like as if a grandma said it.
She said it out of love guys ...
My profile picture was years ago. Just because I'm not "old" does not mean I cant sympathize with one another. Obviously he is having a hard time and this is his life. He is so traumatized and vulnerable...so yes, the metaphor "poor baby" was the appropriate response, in my opinion. The world is so sensitive; will pick anything apart on what anyone has to say... What a shame. My comment shouldn't have stolen what the "big picture" was.
Not to mention, in this video this KID had to be about 15-17. He was not a grown man at the time and still lived with his parents
It's almost like schizophrenia is when a person's random, negative subconscious thoughts are run through an amplifier and brought to the level of their conscious thoughts.
I usually think of it as a toxic friend. It's complex.
Wow yes I can see that.....
My cousin has this disorder I watch and listen to his responses it is a constant battle of thoughts magnified
*as if your intrusive thoughts have taken over your conciseness
that's a simplistic view, after all no ordinary person would have thoughts about ending their own lives as much as schizos have. But I believe their hallucinations may have to do with the environment a bit and also of course their malfunctioning brain.
@@vocalzbyjamelle6241 Oh man that s sad
Keep your head phones on and the hope in your heart strong. Youre extremely self aware intelligent and brave. Youre honestly like a breathe of fresh air as much as it was heart breaking to watch. Stay strong❤
I’m pretty sure headphones intensify the feelings of people behind you/about to grab you or talking about you behind your back
Audio hallucinations are so much worse than visual hallucinations, this poor boy must be tormented.... what a scary thing the human brain is, I hope this kid gets all the help he can
Yep! I sometimes hallucinate (most likely a result of a lack of sleep but idk) and I used to hear babies crying. I also recently heard someone say my name from right next to me (I was sat in my room at night, alone) so that was terrifying. In terms of visual hallucinations, one time I woke up face-to-face with a ghost-like person, so either my house is haunted or I should start going to sleep earlier
My visual hallucinations are much worse than the auditory ones. Also, I'm not diagnosed with schizophrenia so right now I don't know the source of my hallucinations.
@@beezabub06 wow you should contact a doctor or someone that can help you idk, that's strange
@@Alanna_Llama same to the comment above
@@beezabub06 I sometimss wake up at night and see my dad staring at me but his face is weird and just... idk why lol hes nice but it freaks me out
This guy is so tough mentally. My uncle got schizophrenia and killed himself. Its not easy when you have so much shit going on in your head. Stay strong man. The voices are real but you can fight back.
i guess you have to take your meds ALL THe TIME
Well Hot damn!
Well No Shit!
Thats Alllll because of Demons, like i Commented down below the video
Towelie Towel my grandfather also committed suicide :’(
@@angiedeleon4839, WELL POOR YOU
"I should have written a script" --- no, you did great. And it was very honest. Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us.
Agree wholeheartedly!
@Joe Battiloro ok
@Joe Battiloro don't, no one thinks it's funny.
@Joe Battiloro Bravo bouffon.
Jesus 😇
You have a voice too! And thats stronger than any other voice u might hear. Ma God give u even more strength, blessings ad healing ❣️
For anyone wondering, those voices are loud and clear, the brain can generate sensory inputs from within that are even clearer than those from your ears
Yeah like in dreams?
didn't watch the video but whos voice they be hearing?
@@raymondreddington9788 it can be just made voices or someones voice you have heard throughout your life
Yep, you almost can't even tell difference between real and fake when you're experience those.
Yeah, happens to me too sometimes. I'll sometimes hear my mom yelling at me from the living room very loud and clear and when I go to see what she wants, I remember I'm home alone...
This is so sad and scary.. the human brain and mind is fascinating in a way. Sorry you’re going through this bro stay strong you’re human
"stay strong youre human" makes no sense in this situation
Veriloyly Chill out m8 he had good intentions. Being human doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
@@tiggs03 agreed
@@brian8861 shut up u cynical dipshit. Intent is everything
@@lightningfrom9396 cool homan
To be honest I wanna be friends with him. He seems like a chill person.
@Marcus Aurelius He has schizophrenia. He's not a psychopath, come the fuck on
@Marcus Aurelius That's not how it works dude..
It's just a stereotype or extreme cases
Besides there's medication for this
@Marcus Aurelius Yes sir. And in fact i have a aunt with this. They can be medicated and live a normal life. What you see on the news is the extreme of schizophrenia plus some psycopathic traces.
Anyway, you have to be careful not to be rude to these people, they already suffer too much
@Marcus Aurelius Ok
@Marcus Aurelius 💀💀💀so uneducated
Enigma is fantastic, also some of the most therapeutic music there is, even for chronic pain. I just love that kind of music, Enya, Hoverphonic’s song Eden is great too, and some of Moby’s tracks too I’ll admit. Music just helps me get through everything, I had been diagnosed with DiD about 20 years ago, have adhd and ocd as well. Music helps drown the voices and helps me dissociate less. I am recovering from a drug addiction that I’ve struggled with for 15 yrs, pills mainly, I had self medicated and went down a path of true insanity… smh.
Keep up the good fight, know that people do care about ya man, no matter what the voices tell you. I’m subbing by the way. I’d give ya a hug if I could.
Hey man, medical student here. Thank you so much for putting this content out there. After learning about this in class, it's so helpful and inspirational to see you documenting your experience on here. Contrary to what you said toward the end, this IS helpful. There's a huge difference between reading from a textbook and from hearing from someone who continually fights this. You are truly inspirational. Keep it up!
Why those voices not tell him do good things?.
@@hollowpointsbullets6254 because he doesn't like to doing bad things
hollow points bullets 🤦♀️
I’m premed and want to be a psychiatrist. I agree completely with the original commenter. Thanks for being brave and sharing this.
Absolutely! Couldn’t agree more. You sound as though you’ll be a fantastic doctor. Hope med school is going well for you.
You can see in his eyes whenever he fades. Must be terrifying every time he snaps back to reality and I hope he’s doing well
he’s alive and well right now! he streams video games on twitch in his mean-time.
@@kaynagbilinmeyenmadde2093 pewdie pie
@@kaynagbilinmeyenmadde2093 you should look at his recent videos on his channel, he talks about his twitch streams and his nickname
I was gonna make a "SNAP BACK TO REALITY!" joke but I realised it's not a great time to make it.
@@brrttaa 😂 love the dark humor
Poor guy, I can’t even begin to imagine how horrible this must be to deal with on a daily basis.
its hard to deal with/ u got that right. im proud of the dude. takes alot to do what he did. record himself having a episode.
I feel this comment is clout chasing ,unnecessary and rude
SKilledP0TATO it’s awful :,(
@@Xunersito people like you make me sick
My older sister says its like living on a horror movie 24/7
My mother was schizophrenic heard voices that told her dad was leaving her and that my brother and I laughed at her and wanted a new mother. My brother has schizophrenia and hears and sees things. You are very strong that you are so aware that the voices are not real. My mother and brother always believed they were real.
I just wanna hug him. He doesn’t deserve it. His eyes, he’s so scared. Hope he’s doing good
Imagine consciously staying lucid while your own mind is actively working against you. Your willpower is very impressive my man.
for real
Extremely impressive, one might say one of a kind, if only every schizophrenic individual was aware that they were schizophrenic, and only hallucinating, and that the voices, and what not, we’re just all part of a sickness, no warped, storyline really far outside of reality that one mistakes for their actual life because they would know it is all just a hallucination
I heard vocies in my life too. I heard demons laughing, female voices, man voices that can wake me up, jokes that i wake up. Make me fear like nightmare and stuff.
I also heard God speaking and he spoke in muy head not into my ear like the others.
The best thing you can do is accept Jesus Christ who is God himself, pray in the name of Jesus Christ, hurt these demons, command in Jesus name fire on them, break covenants with them and command them to get out just like the apostles did after Jesus died and left them the holy spirit in the book of Acts.
Terrible
@@seven7upndown241 I thought this was an actually person with schizo but no, you decided to put the religious bs in the comment just because you want people to follow your christian god.
I have schizophrenia and this guy is not faking it. I can relate. Hope you are doing okay. Love all the way from Australia. xx
@@angrybirds9980 fuck you man, who would say that
@@angrybirds9980 l if she is suffering don't bully, what the fuck is your problem? And @mslaurenlozza, there are stupid trolls, but I hope you are doing ok !
@@angrybirds9980 lmao
@@angrybirds9980 not cool, grow up
@@julesdeleuse5104 white knight 👀
Please please please don’t ever give in to what they tell you. I don’t understand what you’re going through and I can’t imagine the difficulty. I really really hope it gets better. Please know your life is important and you’re valued and you’re loved, no matter what. Just subscribed, love from Australia 🇦🇺 🩷❤️🧡💛
When he said that he's hearing voices telling him to kill himself but he doesn't and he says "i guess that's a good thing".
Man, that's a real great thing. You're so strong to fight it off like that. I know it's hard not to listen to it but I'm proud of you holding on this long. You're doing great!💙
You deserve heaven.
I hope you are doing okay this week, dude. No lie. Wish you the best. I used to use drugs and I would hear people in my house. I would hear them under my bed, in my closet...it was awful. So glad I do not have to do that now. Are you watching a football game or am I hearing things now?? Seriously thought I heard a while and I hear commentators. Please tell me I am not losing it
@@NukePossumSpringsBand thank you for letting me know i am not losing it.
@gurty chicken I went to his page and he had other videos but tell me that the guy in the other videos looks totally different like I think he does. I expected him to have black hair but in other videos it is tow head blonde. Let me know if you think someone took over his page or if its still him and the hoodie is just throwing me off.
You're doing great handling your episodes. Did you take your vitamins? They are important to balance the chemicals in your brain. You are just wired differently. I wish you would tell your therapist always whatever you hear. You just need to express and converse with someone. Im here to listen if you like. I have a friend who is also schizophrenic, but i dont get to talk to him often. He is staying strong like you are. Am here if you want to talk. Hugs!
The good thing is i dont think he talks back to the voices, and he is very much aware of his sickness which seems to help him cope with it alot better. Poor baby, i can only imagine all the fear he is constantly in.
after a surgery I had an episode of psychosis in which I heard voices, I usually responded to them on my mind (I didn't even realized that) it was a horrible experience and I think it depends on the person, for example I never heard sounds, just voices
@@franciebrionesgallegos4784 How is it bad? does it affect your emotions too or is it just scary?
@@franciebrionesgallegos4784 I would say seek the lord he is the way he is the last door
Don't fucking call him a baby. There's no need to infantilize him when he's already going through a lot. What is wrong with u?
@@simplesimon8255 idk who hurt you or when but it always feels good for me to have someone that cares or seems like they care to call me baby there is a mother love feeling there that just hits home when you are in a rough spot and someone is just trying to be fucking kind
When he said “I don’t know why. There’s a lot we don’t know.” that broke my heart. I’m hoping one day we will know, and we can help.
❤️
humans will never know, human brain whack
I couldn't imagine not having control of my mind
@@people_watcher I wouldn't wish that upon my enemy
@@greenjupiter , same for me. Nobody deserves that type of suffering.
Thank you for sharing this. Watching my mom struggle with this mental illness all throughout my childhood was so confusing and sometimes frightening. I applaud you for being so vulnerable because it helps us get one step closer to understanding the illness and how we can treat it so people like you don’t have to suffer as much.
When he said the voice told him to kill himself my heart shattered
My dad had paranoid schizophrenia - he thought things like car horns honking were a kind of secret communication system about him and this reminds me that he probably had voices telling him that, too. He passed away from cancer at just 36. Schizophrenia hit him out of the blue at like 29 or 30, and I feel terrible about what he went through.
isnt that normal
My best friend took his life because of this disease. It’s truly insane. No clue how it works, and even if it was explained it wouldn’t make any fucking sense.
I’m glad this guy knows what he’s going through, I don’t know if Matt did or not
the whole disorder sounds absolutely terrifying to go through.
what’s up my fellow nico collins fan tho :)
Intelligent. Strong for sharing, and helping others. The brain is so complex. Prayers x
Please don’t kill yourself!!! You are important to the world and seem like a very good person!!!! You are so brave to be recording.
Louis Fontenot yea it was brave that he wanted to show and share his story.
Guys imagine having a nightmare that only has to do with voices, Now picture that happing every day to this young man. It’s tough man, tough. Your strong dude.
My bro has schizophrenia and has a very hard time trying to sleep. He's calmer now with meds.
That's not quite what schizophrenia is as it can involve hallucinations as well. Also not all voices are bad and evil. Some just kind of fill up space in your head with babbling. It is definitely tough though.
Shayne B. Thank you for educating me unlike salty little “Nervous Norvus”
Nervous Norvus well sorry I’m don’t have it. Relax dude
man he just needs to listen to Quran and all the voices will go away he just never trys it..
thank you for sharing your experience, my boyfriend struggles with schizoaffective disorder. i know it’s different in ways but, watching this gives me more insight on what he feels/sees/and hears that i can’t. hope you’re doing alright, it would be cool to listen to your playlist also! 💜 sending you lots of love
Why is everyone getting recommended this now. It’s 1 am and this is so scary.
Chikinnugjits you still awake? I am 😂
Igs literally 1:00 am exactly
CrustyOnion wtf
It’s now 1 am for me too wtf
Yooo same lmao 😳😳🙄🙄
This dude is so strong.
then where are his muscles
swaggy fridgerator on the inside
@@butterscotch9020 it was a joke i hope the best for him my relatives suffer from schizo affective bipolar and it is torture.
I don't see him lifting communist spies
swaggy fridgerator r/facepalm
Crazy how he knows the voices are not real but he can still hear them
Blindi as it progresses you start to believe they are real, that’s the problem with this mental illness. Along with other manifestations of course.
What if he’s u intentionally channeling beings ?
@Blindi That's such a dickheaded thing to say. Most people with this type of schizophrenia can't tell, it's hard to distinguish between what's real and what isn't, particularly if it's paired with hallucinations, which I don't think his is. These voices convince them to believe a lot of things, the intense paranoia shows that they believe these voices.
@Blindi If you heard someone calling your name from another room, you'd know they're real, becaude you can hear it, you can process it. If you hear something, you have the privilege of knowing it's real, but these people have the same sensations of hearing something, but they have to decide for themselves if they believe it or not.
Scott Larson me too
I’ve had schizophrenia since I was very young, it’s very hard. It’s nice to know that other people go through the same thing. Keep going man! ❤
You can really tell that this dude is trying to focus so hard on keeping a coherent train of thought. Interesting stuff.
Slyppery this happens to me when I'm trying to express my thoughts and I don't know if adhd can do that, i believe i've got adhd without the hyper activity
DAWID KURPIEWSKI yea that’s add
DAWID KURPIEWSKI without hyper activity it is just add
@@LaForjaEspiritual The only experience I have with that is that one time I took acid a week ago so idk man
Jesus😇
It takes some proper mental strength to talk and stay focused on a task during an episode. This dude is so strong I’m impressed
@@khellyjones4855
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BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
He is an amazing person and extremely brave!! Helps to create awareness and stop the stigma!!
Hugs 🤗and love to you young man!
@@thequantummechanic1796 lol
Yes, peoples comments are more scary than him!
CERN
“The voice told me to kill myself”
“I’ll just put the music back on”
YES YOU DO THAT DROWN THE VOICES DROWN THEM OUT
Exactly I tell mine to stfu now
@@sarahsmith9430 same lmao, but sometimes i zone out and kind of forget im in public or with people lmaoo
Hey dude.
I’m a schizophrenic.
I cannot handle stress.
The words that come out of my brain tend to be jarbled. It is a miracle that I can even type this out correctly.
I work at mcdonalds and i love washing the dishes because it’s the easiest part of the job.
Thanks!
@@vodkacannon stay strong king!!
Thank you for sharing to raise AWARENESS of this illness and let people see for themselves the reality of it. Stay STRONG brother keep pumping that hip hop
This kid has a enormous amount of strength to even talk about what he's going through. You'll find your happy place soon enough.
He looks like a teenager
Yes he does...so strong!!
@Yeah Right is there really a need to bring up gun control to a video of a tremendously brave teenager lively explaining what he’s going through/seeing/hearing to educate more people on this exact matter on mental illnesses, in this case (schizophrenia). Go sit on a fucking pinecone if you don’t have anything better to do, fucking pathetic.
@Yeah Right You sound like a toddler. F**k "gun rights". Look at the civilised world. Grow up. Childish mehmehmeh...
@Yeah Right *evil laughter*
This kid is courageous beyond belief. You're not alone my man. Stay strong.
I feel like that’s a poor choice of words
He is never alone...
Bro
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
lmao
Don’t do what the voices tell you, you are so kind and handsome, and the world needs people like you.
You seem really nice
Wow that is some surname
Joshua Quijada aww thank you!!
Kem the Bruce are you talking to me or the other guy? lmao
@@flowisitah Im talking to you......Miss Albino Lol 😆
every time he says "I don't know if I'm making sense I'm not good at explaining this" I'm just saying in my head "no it's okay I understand exactly what you mean" I just wanna be there with him and help him the best I can :( I'm 6 years late but I hope you're doing well. I'm not schizophrenic myself but I have a few mental disorders and can understand how it feels sometimes, I have heard a voice whisper my name before and have had a few split second hallucinations from anxiety. You aren't crazy, you seem like a genuinely good guy just struggling with mental health
As a sibling of a schizo brother, this is very touching and emotional for me to watch. It’s amazing how much control you seem to have over your condition. Wow just wow. Keep it up! You are unbelievably strong!
Psychosis induced by drugs, and zquisofrenia are two different things
@@socialappless what are you trying to say?
@@socialappless I never mentioned anything about psychosis induced by drugs. My brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia in his early 20s and it wasn’t induced by drugs.
@@micah2936 my son was diagnosed with the same too $$$$... big lie..big pharma...the doctors hided from me my son was using drugs from the age of 15....$$$... false diagnosis..keep them rich by prescribing, not getting them out of drug /rehab ...
Also my comment was based on the fact we dont know if this person has anything
He's so wholesome and open, even while his head is screaming. I can't imagine.
Hopefully they will find a cure ♥️ I’m glad you know what’s going in your head
The fact that he is SOOOOO self aware and able to block out the intrusive voices is phenomenal! He's strong and I am impressed by his ability to stay cognizant of his legitimate surroundings. That takes amazing willpower and I pray he finds relief and a medication regimen that will give him relief from this horrible disease. #sendingloveandprayers
Let me explain something about this condition: I have been able to induce schizophrenia by staying awake on stimulants and not sleeping adequately over the course of several weeks and this is what happens: you have auditory distortions that your brain interprets into familiar sounds, and thus you have the perception of hearing voices or sounds that are not auditory hallucinations, but distortions. Because you aren’t hearing things that are not there. That doesn’t make sense. But you are hearing things that your Brain makes you think is something else. When they phone rings he is not hearing a phone actually ring-he’s hearing something that exists in the same frequency range and timbre of a phone ringing. Which is why ppl can learn to live with this.
And the paranoia is exactly what the average person who is an old house alone at night and here’s a noise experiences.
@@MarioEstevez-re1usshut up your meth induced sleep deprevation is not schizophrenia
Do you know what religion did to these people before science came to explain what's going on in our brains?
Its funny that this is exactly what the symptoms of a spirit attack by spiritual warfare are. Only Americans are so ignorant to the evidence of its reality. Anyone who has ever had a terrifing paranormal experience or lived in a haunted house has experienced this on a regular basis, either skeptics will find out and call you skitzo, or people who aren't blind will recognize he's literally being fucked with by a trickster spirit. Its sad that its obvious hes being attacked. He can reconize it is not his or a familiar voice but still a distinct voice with comprehensive messages INTERRUPTING his immediate already occupied train of thought. Its sad how big pharma has created a mental pacifier for anyone who doesnt want to believe in supernatural realities and sad how normal people being paranormally targeted can be push into a bubble of medicated misunderstanding that would make ANYONE at least consider suicide trying to convince people they arent crazy.
You mean love and scientific hypothesis?
Never listen to negative thoughts please. You are so smart . Thank you for this video❤️
Whenever he talks, I can only imagine the voices telling him to shut up. I feel bad for him. Stay strong comrade
Really doesn't help his condition to use words with such connotations.
Oh God. Why use the term comrade. The communist spies!
WinterTrees7 💀😂
Dude! They are communist delusions. I hope you didn’t mean that
@@MyFurrylove If he's OUR comrade (which just means friend/brother) then that just means he's got a group of communists on his side to make the bad communists go away :)
This was taken two years ago, i hope he’s doing okay.
He is okay. I was reading through the comments are someone said that he has a gaming channel and recently uploaded yesterday. His gaming channel is in the description below! Also hello fellow stay ❤️
@@5nakebite staysss
@@5nakebite bro im stupid this isn't the time for thos
@@imtee4315 why? What happened? Also yes, hello stay
@@5nakebite idk it's a sensitive topic so i felt like saying it
This is so unfair, nobody should ever have to go through this. Breaks my heart
for GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON that whoever believeth in HIM should not perish but have eternal life"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 3:16."But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:"-the Gospel of JESUS written by john 1:12. hi! JESUS loves you and died for you if you accept HIM! HE rose from the dead to show us that death cant hold HIM! repent and start living your life for HIM and when the time is right HE will get you to Heaven❤
@Jake Pig i wasnt even concerned about his looks until the comments brung it up what…🤨 looks literally have nothing to do with it nobody brung it up what..
@Jake Pig Wait, literally what provoked you to say that lmao.
@@userm180 STOP
I agree
SADENESS?? BY ENIGMA??? I LOVE YOU (i hope you're better now.)
He's capturing that fine line of being totally functional and dealing with a storm inside his head. This disease is a monster but those who have it are not and this video really shows that. Thank you, bro.
Props to this guy for educating people and being so open about his situation
Susie is a meme I have schizophrenia as well it’s bloody scary it’s like being in a small room and the voices just echo and bounce around the room and you see things that you isn’t there but the voices makes it so believable think of it as a horror movie EVERY SINGLE DAY that’s my life and I can’t take meds because I want to try for a baby and I can’t have both
Sorry for the no grammar
Louise Goldsmith You're strong and I love you!
J E I L A ! Thank you lots of love back to you x
For sure!
Jesus😇
Schizophrenia really scares me. Not the person only the disorder. From all the other disorders out there this one really scares the living crap out of me.
Edit/update: 1/24/21 I recently got diagnosed with Bipolar. Took me a long time to internalize it. I still believe it’s a wrong diagnosis but I’m on medications. I don’t know. I really don’t know.
Me too. Watching a man's mind (eyes and ears) be his own worst enemy chills me to the bone.
I've had a good number of friends that were schizophrenic. And i just had this program of brutal honesty. A couple friends, in particular, i had known so long that they knew i would tell them the truth.
I read a book about D.M.T. and some early premise gave me the hunch that in some way, schizophrenics might be the healthy ones, WE are the ones that are delisional.....
Idk.
#onelove
i have a good friend who may not have schizophrenia but definitely has psychosis, the things he tells us he sees are more terrifying than you could imagine. images of him dead on the floor, images of him in front of him with voices telling him to kill it, and i feel like he's just telling us the lighter parts
dementia is also scary
@@jayes_ I'm guessing no sleep overs? Dman though poor guy
@@jayes_ that sounds like schizophrenia please tell him to go to the doctors
W music taste. i have hope that you have found a medication that’s a good fit for you && are doing much better now. you deserve that peace. if not i wish you the best of luck on this journey :(. my uncle struggled a lot with schizophrenia and i’ve noticed that he’s gotten a lot happier now that he’s switched his medication/ started consistently taking them. he’s even going on 5 entire years now without going to jail/a mental institution. (which is MINDBLOWING and AMAZING for him). he’s not magically healed but he’s at peace now. there’s hope!
“I know there’s nobody there but I have to look”
I know that feeling brother. It sucks so bad. But we can get through this, together.
David Patterson i mean same. But i dont have schizophrenia so not really the same
Hope we can, one day
Good luck everyone it's hard but YOU CAN DO THISSS
TSO MoNsTeR Then stop trying to relate
Toyah they could have something else, such as ocd or chronic anxiety. Don’t assume why they said their comment.
Considering how loud my silent thoughts already are, I cannot imagine having them manifest as actual voices. Stay strong man, this is truly an amazing task you're accomplishing.
This 100%!!
@@loatchison This 99%!!
@@Aziz.500 😂👍🏾
@@Aziz.500 This 98%!!
You are experiencing SYMPTOMS, but
these thoughts are not coming to
you from any psychological reasons .
You are being tormented by demons
from hell!!! I am praying for you to
be released from this living hell.
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Respect dude, I'm sure most people wouldn't want to 'expose' themselves like this, but it's very educational for someone who doesn't fully understand
You got likes thought I'd tell you
@@Nayhan123 Ey, you got likes, thought I’d tell you.
You've got no likes, I thought I'd tell you@@yourmommyuwu7686
You're doing a pretty good job at not giving into the attacks.
This seems so incredibly exhausting. So much respect to you for keeping your composure throughout this video.
I have schizophrenia and my brother tells me when I'm off my meds it looks exhausting. When it happens to me I stop sleeping. I do research on the internet for days without stopping or eating. It's like I KNOW something, and I just have to connect the dots until I can prove it. If I think I find something then I start to become paranoid. I've been on meds that made me feel completely empty, high like methamphetamine, others made me fine but my legs feel like I have to pace all the time, I finally found one that makes me ok, but it knocks me out for 12 hours. They told me to take it twice a day. Lol. The sad part for me is knowing this gets worse not better. There aren't many old schizophrenics. It isn't exhausting, it feels like you took drugs. The energy comes from an endless well, the drugs I'm on now knock me down to couch potatoe status though. They won't give me anything to counter that so far.
@@wesKEVQJ wow, that sounds so difficult to deal with. I’m sorry you have to go through that. I hope your doing alright with your new medication
@@rae9086 It's really weird to be convinced that the government is really messed up, then to find out you are crazy, but then to find out the government really is messed up. The medication stops the voices and the mania, and the hallucinations. It is like choosing to not be alive though. I am terrified when I'm not on my meds, but at least I feel something. I get suicidal onthe meds eventually after feeling nothing for months and months. It makes more money for the medical system to treat us with meds that are intolerable, than to find a cure. Hospitals get like lots of money to house crazy people. That's why Reagan closed all the mental hospitals in the 80's. Now those people are in jail or homeless. Which still makes money for the jails. It makes me really mad too when people assume you are like this because you smoked weed. Not true. Don't feel sorry for me, I'd be happy if people were just not afraid of me.
@@wesKEVQJ yeah I’ve always been skeptical of the fact that hospitals and the government make tons of money from illnesses that they deem “incurable”. I understand if you don’t want me to feel sorry for you, but it’s upsetting to hear of people profiting off of others troubles. Or having people be afraid of you over something you have no say in. I really do hope it gets better for you and anyone else dealing with all of this.
@@rae9086 At least they stopped giving us labotamies. There are some people that can have a normal life on meds. I doubt it is the same thing normal people experience. The reason I say don't feel sorry is 1% of us are born this way. Sure it can be bad sometimes, but when you feel like you are king or the smartest person ever, for that period of time it's quite real to the person experiencing it. Normal people never get to feel that way. Sometimes heaing voices is comforting. I never felt alone.
Even talking about the disorder in the first place is brave, now recording it and explaining what you're feeling and experiencing in the moment it is happening, is another level of brave. kudos kid.
It's not brave to talk about a disorder. I know you are trying to be compassionate but it isn't that big of a deal. Recording himself on video while on an episode takes courage however
@@KnownNiche1999 please look up the definition of brave. It literally includes the word courage.
@@erindee2619 Please, re-read my comment and perhaps pay more attention.
I said:
1. Simply talking about it does not take courage
2. Videoing himself while on an episode (which is by definition a lot more than just talking about it) DOES take courage.
Just because you can't read it is not my fault
@@KnownNiche1999 it pretty much amounts to the same thing. I think we know what the writer was trying to convey. Semantics. I read fine thank you. Have a fabulous day.
@@erindee2619 It isn't the same. Talking =/= recording yourself having an episode. It's very clear
My mom is schizophrenic and her tendencies are exactly like yours, it’s heartbreaking to see her go through it. She’s a different person now because of it. Wish you the best..
my mom is schizophrenic too. stay strong 💓
Mihaela Mihaylova my dad is schizophrenic too. He listens to loud music to block out the voices and it breaks my heart. Also he refuses to take medications. We have been going through this for about 15 years and it’s tiring because I’m starting to get anxiety attacks. Anyhow I wish you all and your families all the best.
Stay strong guys... we are all in a similar situation..
@shania wallace both my parents have it too. Dad might have to go into full time care soon. It's so sad because they both had so much potential, but the illness took over their lives
same.
I have schizophrenia too, episodes are scary but you handed it pretty well, i hope you can feel better, when i have them i wouldn't be able to do what your doing, im proud that you are doing so well