Check out Kate Vogel on Spotify btw! She has many more great songs! :) open.spotify.com/album/5Q2UXgiT7FAUjtzh0OmFmz?highlight=spotify:track:0Em410NMTZ6CPDOtHMK46Z Also don't forget to check out Kate Vogel's social media
I´m so sorry for all you have to went trough.. I'm 15 but it hurts knowing how many kids are suffering..I wish everyone to get better, you don´t deserve anything of this, I know live it´s hard but there are always reasons to stay, and even if now you don´t see that, one day you will..just like the song said, "we all have a reason to stay". And it doesn´t matter how many reasons we may have to go..every reason we have to stay matters, it´s always worthy to stay, I wish you the best..I love you and I want you to be happy...you are special and you..you are the only you in the world! No one can ever replace you, you read? , NEVER, and the world would never be the same without you, you are important and you matter. You are a soldier and you are amazing and beautiful just the way you are..please stay strong
I sometimes go into the comments of songs like this and just seeing other people’s stories and random people reaching out and telling others that it will get better and being willing to listen to their problems and give advice makes me so happy and reminds me that their are still good people out their that actually willing to help others get through life...
No matter how I feel, I always want to Help people. And when I scroll through the comments, I begin to cry cuz so many Other people want to help Others,
Ya people can’t find good friends to talk to now they have to find people through the internet I would’ve been the same but then my sisters tutor had a kid so we talked to each now I have someone to vent to and she’s the reason I watch anime also even if she wasn’t there saying what I feel out loud helps me and I do that most of the time (I type to much which is another reason I don’t tell my problems on here)
I'm 11 and it has always been bad , after changing school last year, I got 2 depression in my life, first I had a breakdown in hysteria, I tried to get out now I know I can't ...
I thought i was the only one who had that thought "I dont wanna die but i dont wanna live" Its always in my mind... Ppl who replied to me just wanted to say u guys are very nice ppl and thank u for all ur devices
One of the scariest parts of depression is when you listen to the songs and you understand them, every metaphor, every secret message. and feeling the pain but not being able to cry. I used to wonder why people cut and now I understand, well once I did it. for me its because the blade is nowhere near equivalent to the pain that I feel inside. I even lied to my counselor and told her that my depression just started and I have only had one suicidal thought, but, My depression has lasted for 2 years now and I have suicidal thoughts every day. if your reading this, I just want you to know that you are not alone we have each other, here is a quote I made. "It feels like I'm on the battlefield against depression and it has the most expensive armor yet I have but the cheapest because my surroundings didn't want to waste expensive things on me, but I turn around and see over a million soldiers like me fighting their own monsters. and after I defeat mine. I won't stand back and watch" :•[Ginki]•:•
I’m here for you too if you’d ever like to talk, just tell me if you want my snapchat or insta roblox or anything 💞 we could talk there xx or even here! ❤️
People think I don't _really_ self-harm because I don't use a knife. Like, I scratch bleeding cuts into my wrists with a safety pin how is that not self-harm
*me thinking about suicide* My head: " you are just being ungrateful, you have everything you need." "You are being so dramatic" "You wouldn't do that, you are too afraid" "I'm done with you "
@@ren9879 thanks, I only have the internet to let things out because I don't talk about this to anyone in my life. I've been feeling better lately, and I appreciate that you care. Have a nice day:)
Things people don’t understand: 1. People don’t need to be depressed to feel depressed. 2.Just because we shut you down doesn’t mean we hate you, it’s to stop the pain before you leave us. 3.Sometimes silence is the loudest scream for help.
Friends: just go School: study! Sigh* Depression: hey it's alright, I'm here for you... Me: what if you're gonna make me tired of living Depression: no but it'll be just give you a reason to confess to the ones who made you tired Months later* Depressed me: hi, depression they don't believe me Depression: its okay I'm still for you☺
I hate it when others brush off and dismiss other people’s struggles. I just hope you know that things can and will get better sometimes it just takes a lot of time.
@@nowayyesguey7948 Yes, of course. What's so funny about that? You guys kidding me? And how do you know, huh? You don't know how it feels when you have a depression. If you had one, you would be angry about his words.
The loneliest people are the kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do. Not my words but spread them
I can see the story here... A young teenager, faced with many troubles decides to quit fighting this war the people around her forcefully handed her. Given a chance to live again, her memories were erased and she wanders the Earth with only one goal. To help others overcome the pain she felt and lost to. A nameless spirit, only living to help people face the pain. She helps people see that no matter how much pains you have, there are more beauties in this world to help you overcome all that you felt. Although she tells many that there are various reasons to live, her voice is filled with loneliness, destined to never find one who truly cares.
[Ya all know i mean it in like a good way? Idk who she is,but everyone asked who she was. Not how she was doing] People ask: "Who is the person in the picture?' But they never ask: "How's the person in the picture doing? Or how's the person who made the picture?" Edit: wow- just wow. Why do so many people like this😂 i just felt bad for a picture now 1,5K feel bad;-; sorry
Me: listening to music I can relate to. My older sister: why are you listening to sad songs? You dont even relate to those Me: thinking......... you dont know me
@@naturesgirl6864 yall saying no one can understand you. Yet here u are, commenting in the comment section with thousands if not millions of people who feel the exact same way.
Listening to this while lying down, looking up at the ceiling. Mind wanders about everything. Lips suddenly shut, not singing along but eyes speaks louder with their tears
We are all going through some stuff lately but I promise everyone of y’all that it’s gonna get better one day❤️ I know that many people might have said this to you but I know it’s gonna be better❤️ I Love You❤️
Why you should stay in life: 1. You have a purpose 2. Your better than you think 3. People will miss you and commit too 4. There's so many stuff you still need to do 5. I would really miss you
tip to anyone who is sad a lot - every time your happy even if it's something small (e.g late-night walks) write it down so next time your sad you can read them and hopefully cheer you up even if it's just a tiny bit
@@nikataruku4602 instead of thinking "dam my life is shit and this is all i have going for me anymore" change it into "My life is shit but at least i have something to look forward to"
I finally found someone who is now my reason to live. He's treating me like im the only thing that matters, he loves me so much, and i love him.. I'm finally being treated right, it feels amazing. Everyone eventually finds someone right for them
I AM HAPPY FOR YOU. I hope everyone finds that person in their life, who actually understands them.. Be Happy always. I hope everyone will find someone like this one day..
I’m happy for you 💗 my future love (we can’t date till we’re older lol) is across the country from me right now and he got sent away 2-3 weeks ago and I didn’t know I just found out and the last time I talked to him was Valentine’s Day, it fucking hurts xD
"I'm just doing the best I can, I'm just living the life I have, I'm confused but I'm fine with that" This is too relatable And it hit too far home. :'(
Me: *doing suicide* *survives* *does self harm* - After some months - Me: mom can I go to a therapist, I’m not alright. Mom: it’s just phase. Therapist won’t help u. :)
My mum's like, she gives me good discussions of why I shouldn't be depressed. It works for a few hours but then fades away, I asked her that whether or not I could go to the therapist... She said, they'd all say the same thing I'm telling you... But like, I need someone to genuinely tell me that everything's going to be fine... Not because of sympathy or pity of my parents or friends... I just genuinely need someone who has dealt with this before to tell me that I'm going to be fine, I'll soon be happy... I want to look forward...
"I'm just doing the best I can" -but it's not -*-enough-* "NO I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live" *-your in control-*- no don't you worry....- "We'll all find a purpose one day" -of course we will.... of course -*-we will-* "I'm just living the life I can" -of course, always' you've been in-charge... -*-not me-*
The line “and the laugh of your sister’s kid” hits home. My niece has been my reason for waking up and pushing through each day, she’s my world. My nephew was born a few months ago and I already feel the same way about him. No matter how bad my mental health gets and how hard some days are, these kids keep pushing me forward
Reasons To Stay? You're gonna make an impact. You're gonna be something great. One day you'll be someone's world. Or one day you'll save the world. Maybe you'll find the cure to a virus. Maybe you'll just donate money to charities. You're changing the world with each step you take, so please don't stop taking them. Don't stop being who you are, and know you're not just a star. You're a supernovae so let your beauty explode ❤❤❤
This song really explains me right now. I stayed up last night for a hour crying because I didn't know what to do with my life. Thinking nobody wanted me here. That I am an embarrassment, a person not worthy of living. I actually might end up crying once I'm done with this. I thinks it's because of my parents. The divorce had a big impact on me. They were fighting yesterday and today. My dad said that he or my mom might call the police. They didn't though. I locked myself in my room. Tried cutting myself, it kinda soothed pain. Haven't done it in a while. I have dreams of me committing suicide and nobody caring. I haven't told anyone but I was planning to tell my mom today or tomorrow but it's getting late so tomorrow it is. The thing is that nobody can tell from the way I act. I am always happy and care for people, but I need people to care for me. I know I need to stop hiding my feelings but I can't help it. I need to take the advice I give to others. Sometimes at school at lunch time I go with my friends and they're happy but then the feeling hits me. "I need to tell them at some point, but when?" I feel like breaking down and crying. I can't believe that I am spilling my emotions all in one comment. The only way I don't remind myself of this is TH-cam and reading, it takes me to a world that I can be myself and not suicidal. Another way is playing Roblox making friends and chatting with other people it helps me a lot. Well I told people on the internet all about me now ;-; Do you have any ways of keeping your mind off of this if so please tell me. Ty!!
This might help. When I feel sad and worthless I remind myself of the reason I’m still here. It really helps. So I when I’m sad, I tell myself to keep going because I’ve found my purpose which is to help my friends achieve their dreams. If you want someone to talk to I’ll be here ok?
It’s ok I have difficulties dealing with life but just know that everyone is fighting their own battles and some people just have an advantage but that doesn’t mean they’ve won and that doesn’t mean you’ve lost
I get how you feel I am the exact same way I always put others in front of me, I always try to keep a smile on my face just so that people won't worry for me and also to try and cheer people up, people like you and me we don't think that our problems are important and since we think that we help other people with their problems and we try keeping others happy even if we end up unhappy in the end, if you ever need someone to talk to im here, oh and for the question Ive got no clue I've been hella shattered for a while so I don't really feel anything try playing games or hanging out with friends
If you ever feel Worthless, unwanned and just so sad that you think you dont wanna go on anymore... Just think of the People who love you and would do anything to help you. Dont let your head take over and tell you that you wanna try and numb the Pain or just stop going on I've been through a lot myself and its still hard for me But i never gave up and just Ignored the Voices in my head and just moved forward. Stay strong and belive in yourself even if ur down crying on the ground U have to stand up and move on because life was and will never be easy.
Listening to music on your channel always helps me when my mind goes to my past and I have no one to talk to about it so thank you for all the amazing videos you make
sometimes i wish i showed my little sister this.... who ever reads this remember to always be there for your siblings... you never know when you might loose them...
"....and the laugh of your sister's kid." That's the reason I'm still staying. to watch that angel smile. It was worth to stay, she brings me so much peace. Guys, I know you will also find your reason to stay, Hold on.
@@Rosita_BadOmens There's noting to be too young to be aunt. You can feel happy just by looking at that innocent child, her eyes that would make you forget everything abt your hardships. I hope that child is healthy💕
I feel attacked because I just had a heavy mental breakdown and an anxiety attack XD But I’m lucky to have a best friend who talked with me and she’s one of my reasons to stay hah
@@l0lo I'm sure you'll find someone. But remember you need to go off your comfort zone and meet new people. Also - don't trust them too quickly. Let both the relationships and trust build up slowly and with time.
The Gameing Epic everything will be okay. It may be hard to think of it that way but future really does have endless possibilities. Focus on yourself for now (personal growth, hobbies, finding passion). It’ll help you get through it.
I saw this through a bunch of tears as I was telling my boyfriend that everyone would be better off without me. I had just grabbed a blade and started cutting at first I didn't think about the words but then I put down the blade after drawing a bit of blood and really listened. I'm terrifed to leave my mother but I really don't want to live. I haven't wanted to for years now. I'm really glad I saw this :) If anyone needs to talk I'm here I wanna be the person I needed when I was younger. I may not be able to help myself but I would be delighted to help someone else even if it's not by alot...
@@cierasparkles2458 same thing is happening to me I'm being used by my friends and no one cares about me at school...😔😔😔😔😔😔 and I'm getting bullied...😔😔😔😔😔
I usually can't sing Nightcore songs because they're so high pitched but props to you Chino all your songs are beautiful and perfect I can sing them no problem!!! Love your channel!
This is most likely my favourite song always related to “I’m confused but I’m fine with that” And the “don’t want to live but I don’t want to die” part
You know what i think this little community is the best and most encouraging one on this earth .Its kinda like a safe house for when you just need to rent or talk about something and no one is gonna judge you because we are all kinda going through the same thing or maybe you just need some support and i like that can we keep it like this
My parents dont understand why I only fall asleep at 4:00am and wake up at 1:00pm. Why Im always in a bad mood always crying. They dont know what it feels like.
I exactly know how u feel Everything will come alright just look at what u want for the future like having kids and see them grow up, driving a car, making your kids happy, seeing your kids have kids and see them grow up and see them build out there life and then u can think back later how u felt how u are feeling right now and say I'm happy i pushed true that time
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
This song hits all my feelings that I have felt in the last seven years. I was going trough a time full of losing and pain. I have lost most of my loved ones and I was struggling with a extreme version of depression. This song remembering me on everything what my loved ones sayd. Keep your head up and learn to love again. Don't stay with us. You have to live your life. I will never forget this
When I heard "no I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live" I started to cry. I started crying because I have suicidal depression and that one line is every day for me. And if you have depression get help right away.
Whenever I feel sad or angry, I just find somewhere to pull out my art stuff and sketchbook and start drawing, and listening to music like this also helps me. I guess what I'm trying to say is try finding something that makes you happy, even If you're not good at it. It's better than letting your thoughts consume you or inflicting physical pain on yourself. Well I hope someone sees this, and I hope you have a great day/evening/night
I've never related to a song so much before as I am in a really dark place at the moment and I thought about ending it all and one person stopped me and gave me reasons to stay and she's my best friend and she has helped me through a lot and I wish I had the guts to ask if we could be more than friends 😭
I imagine this song starts with tears, then gradually turns into a small smile as the person lets go off the pain and stops caring. Worry another day.🙂
«Don’t judge a book» The same as people are the book Mirror: Don’t say anything when you cry Parents: Don’t understand but try to talk with you Room: Let you be all alone Door: Close so no one gonna here you screaming Pillow: Does not care if it gets wet Teddy: Don’t care if you hate me I still want to hug you when you are sad School: Hard and nobody knows Yourself: Drowning in your own thoughts Don’t ever forget: It’s always a good ending of everything if it’s a bad ending then it has not ended yet No matter what you are still beautiful❤️ Keep going and don’t let yourself lose your life just like that!
This song brought me to tears and I just wanna let everyone know that this song represents our derpession and problems drowning us being drained through thoughts and people but we are afraid of those thoughts and the people and so we're overflowing in our sorrows so we need to stand up on our own and fight through it and realize people care for us and help us through this💖
There's nothing wrong with me. I have a perfectly happy family. I have nice siblings, I love them. I'm passing school. I'm healthy. My friends are real. My teacher's love me. So why am I sad?
I'm asking myself this question since I was 10 I'm 17 now the only thing that has change is that my parents are not together but I have no problem with that so why an I sad?
I have the exact same question, I have a great life, yes I'm extremely depressed and everyone says I shouldn't be depressed yet I am, I've been depressed since I was 13 and I'm now 17, almost 18
To whoever is reading this, Words cant describe the pain you might be feeling right now. But just know your beautiful your amazing. One day maybe not now but one day you will find true happiness.
Check out Kate Vogel on Spotify btw! She has many more great songs! :)
open.spotify.com/album/5Q2UXgiT7FAUjtzh0OmFmz?highlight=spotify:track:0Em410NMTZ6CPDOtHMK46Z
Also don't forget to check out Kate Vogel's social media
I Love The Song Please Make More
make more pls
make more plz they speak to me
chino you rlly found my song thank you and that is from deep in my heart thank you
I´m so sorry for all you have to went trough.. I'm 15 but it hurts knowing how many kids are suffering..I wish everyone to get better, you don´t deserve anything of this, I know live it´s hard but there are always reasons to stay, and even if now you don´t see that, one day you will..just like the song said, "we all have a reason to stay". And it doesn´t matter how many reasons we may have to go..every reason we have to stay matters, it´s always worthy to stay, I wish you the best..I love you and I want you to be happy...you are special and you..you are the only you in the world! No one can ever replace you, you read? , NEVER, and the world would never be the same without you, you are important and you matter. You are a soldier and you are amazing and beautiful just the way you are..please stay strong
"No, I don't want to die, just don't wanna live."
Hurts. Loved the song tho.
💎 Hai! 💎
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Do the healthy alternative of knocking yourself unconscious
TobyDaKing that hit me on a whole different level
...I'm grateful to be alive, yet I don't wanna die, but disappear, then again.. I want people to remember me.
Wish a good day to everyone who reads this, because we all need someone to back us up sometimes 💚
Ty! You too!
Thanks, needed that
Thanks, you too ❤️
It's bad that I don't have enyone in this world I could really on
"dont wanna die, dont wanna live"
I felt that 😔
@Delaney Parker sure...
@Delaney Parker Boy,I'm agreeing with you
@Delaney Parker But if you don't believe me, it's alright, I'm already used to not being believed
@Delaney Parker You can't blame me
@@Darkside-rc5xg i know what its like...
First your friends don't believe you
Then your family
Then you have no one
Your just alone...😢
I sometimes go into the comments of songs like this and just seeing other people’s stories and random people reaching out and telling others that it will get better and being willing to listen to their problems and give advice makes me so happy and reminds me that their are still good people out their that actually willing to help others get through life...
KrystalKat LuvsCreepyPasta I will not fight you, because I feel the same way.
No matter how I feel, I always want to Help people. And when I scroll through the comments, I begin to cry cuz so many Other people want to help Others,
A good song
I know right these people are amazing
Ya people can’t find good friends to talk to now they have to find people through the internet I would’ve been the same but then my sisters tutor had a kid so we talked to each now I have someone to vent to and she’s the reason I watch anime also even if she wasn’t there saying what I feel out loud helps me and I do that most of the time (I type to much which is another reason I don’t tell my problems on here)
Many adults say that “kids shouldn’t have depression”
Heh...
I just have one question...
Where are most of those kids now?
I'm 11... And I don't want to live. And my best friend doesn't either. Welp
I'm 11... I don't even know what I want or don't want anymore.
I'm 12...and life isnt easy. I want to take my life because nobody in my family truly understands
Am 15 am sacred to die but sacred to live I just don’t want to be here .
I'm 11 and it has always been bad , after changing school last year, I got 2 depression in my life, first I had a breakdown in hysteria, I tried to get out now I know I can't ...
*Reasons to Stay:*
1. Your favorite Animes are still having another Session
Probably 😅😩
true, but it taking forever for them to release..
I heared right that bleach will come again?
No :(
Can you you guys tell me where I can watch anime series and maybe what good anime series would you recommend me to watch
I thought i was the only one who had that thought
"I dont wanna die but i dont wanna live"
Its always in my mind...
Ppl who replied to me just wanted to say u guys are very nice ppl and thank u for all ur devices
Same
Same...
Same
Don't be so depressive like that, we all had went thought that but with some help u will Be better 😁👌🏻
@@jaimefanjoy6855 thank u for all ur speach and i know it took u time to write that thank u so much and if u want i can be ur friend :)
I am
F- falling apart.
I- in pain.
N- not honest with myself
E- exclusively hurting myself
See I told u I am 'FINE'
I hope you are really fine like happy and good
So true...
Tbh
@@DarkWolf-bv7we well I am still fighting the battle and it doesn't seem like it's gonna end anytime soon
@@eb5091 i know but it will change. A month ago i tought the same and now its going so much better so pls dont give up
One of the scariest parts of depression is when you listen to the songs and you understand them, every metaphor, every secret message.
and feeling the pain but not being able to cry.
I used to wonder why people cut and now I understand, well once I did it. for me its because the blade is nowhere near equivalent to the pain that I feel inside.
I even lied to my counselor and told her that my depression just started and I have only had one suicidal thought, but, My depression has lasted for 2 years now and I have suicidal thoughts every day.
if your reading this, I just want you to know that you are not alone we have each other, here is a quote I made.
"It feels like I'm on the battlefield against depression and it has the most expensive armor yet I have but the cheapest because my surroundings didn't want to waste expensive things on me, but I turn around and see over a million soldiers like me fighting their own monsters. and after I defeat mine. I won't stand back and watch" :•[Ginki]•:•
I hope that you get better if you ever want to talk about it im here I know what its like
I’m here for you too if you’d ever like to talk, just tell me if you want my snapchat or insta roblox or anything 💞 we could talk there xx or even here! ❤️
@@chololoco5576 thank you, I appreciate it
@@CYB3RH3X thank you I swear I will
People think I don't _really_ self-harm because I don't use a knife. Like, I scratch bleeding cuts into my wrists with a safety pin how is that not self-harm
*me thinking about suicide*
My head:
" you are just being ungrateful, you have everything you need."
"You are being so dramatic"
"You wouldn't do that, you are too afraid"
"I'm done with you "
Your okay.... I promise. Do u need to talk? I'm here.
@@ren9879 thanks, I only have the internet to let things out because I don't talk about this to anyone in my life. I've been feeling better lately, and I appreciate that you care. Have a nice day:)
@@ren9879 I need help I need some one to talk to right now so
@@cierasparkles2458 sorry for being so late but I am here, you can talk to me about how you feel
Same here and I think I am going suicide in sometime....just living my last time..
Things people don’t understand:
1. People don’t need to be depressed to feel depressed.
2.Just because we shut you down doesn’t mean we hate you, it’s to stop the pain before you leave us.
3.Sometimes silence is the loudest scream for help.
Yeah
Mhm…
That hit deep
True
hi
❤
"*No I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live*"
Definitely felt that.
♥️♥️♥️♥️ You make the world better
Right now I'm going through a lot of depression
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
Same l am just saying "god please make this nightmare and make me wake up from it
@@terradeaton6924 Aw well I hope you get better!
There's so many reasons to leave but then you try to find that ONE reason to stay
I had a reason but she left, have no more excuses to live now
@@Sofia-qh7ik the reason for u to stay is that ur family and ur friends loves u so u can't let them like that and leave the life 😁
@@alpho_luny i dont have much of a family and my one friend would be also going through this
@@qpm102 so try to look far in futur when u will have à Nice life and married with children that u love them 😄
your name and pfp is throwing me off so much on this topic- *im so sorry but i can't lie anymore-*
Chino nightcore are simply beautiful and chill
this is so sad 💔
Hi
Amazing nightcooooreeeee! :0 💟😍😘😊
Friends: just go
School: study!
Sigh*
Depression: hey it's alright, I'm here for you...
Me: what if you're gonna make me tired of living
Depression: no but it'll be just give you a reason to confess to the ones who made you tired
Months later*
Depressed me: hi, depression they don't believe me
Depression: its okay I'm still for you☺
I hate it when others brush off and dismiss other people’s struggles. I just hope you know that things can and will get better sometimes it just takes a lot of time.
depression is a savage getm boiiiiiiii hahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha depression so cool got a nice ass too
@@billyrobbert7333 Depression isn't cool.
If you had one, you wouldn't say that. It's only pain and
struggle. Please, don't ever make this experience.
@@kenkeyword he's kidding for god's sake!! i know depression isn't that way, but it's funny how the person picture it
@@nowayyesguey7948 Yes, of course. What's so funny about that?
You guys kidding me? And how do you know, huh?
You don't know how it feels when you have a depression. If you had one, you would be angry about his words.
The loneliest people are the kindest
The saddest people smile the brightest
The most damaged people are the wisest
All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do.
Not my words but spread them
I love this message. Thank you for spreading it.
This is beautiful
I hope you have a awesome day/night/morning and just keep on moving on but this statement is true and it’s me right here
And thats why the TH-cam community is great cuz we all get to suffer together ❤
Yess it's true😢😭
I can see the story here...
A young teenager, faced with many troubles decides to quit fighting this war the people around her forcefully handed her. Given a chance to live again, her memories were erased and she wanders the Earth with only one goal. To help others overcome the pain she felt and lost to. A nameless spirit, only living to help people face the pain. She helps people see that no matter how much pains you have, there are more beauties in this world to help you overcome all that you felt. Although she tells many that there are various reasons to live, her voice is filled with loneliness, destined to never find one who truly cares.
Destined to walk the earth..in search for someone who cares.Thats write that new line in the stars and hope for the best we can.
This story is actually my life...
Sunflower _gatcha_girl
Aww I hope it gets better 🥺❤️
Same
I am that teen...
[Ya all know i mean it in like a good way? Idk who she is,but everyone asked who she was. Not how she was doing]
People ask:
"Who is the person in the picture?'
But they never ask:
"How's the person in the picture doing?
Or how's the person who made the picture?"
Edit: wow- just wow. Why do so many people like this😂 i just felt bad for a picture now 1,5K feel bad;-; sorry
Who is the person in the picture?, Srsly
@@enexo9882 idk
She looked sad and much people asked who she was but no one asked whats wrong with her;^; i wanna know now 2
Now I feel bad for a drawing ;-;
But I can do you one better "why is the person in the picture"
You know you have hit rock bottom when...
The pain outlays the beauty by a lot
And...
Your recommendations are filled with these songs.
You will make it through this, you make the world better. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Me:I'm so bored........
Chino :I uploads a new nightcore
Me :Yey you are the best, amazing and great.
Me: listening to music I can relate to.
My older sister: why are you listening to sad songs? You dont even relate to those
Me: thinking......... you dont know me
Same here...they all can't understand me...there is no one in the world can understand me...
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME, only one of my friends WHO i loveeee
@@naturesgirl6864 yall saying no one can understand you. Yet here u are, commenting in the comment section with thousands if not millions of people who feel the exact same way.
@@awintersbloom it's ok , you can't understand as well.. :)
@@naturesgirl6864 neither can u sis 😒 oh well 🙃
Mother is dead
When I was 14
Father is drunk
Then he is dead
I'm just doing the best I can
Living the life I have
This is the brife story of my friend
I lost my pawpaw
I'm sorry for your losts. I hope you will get better . But I have one question.
How old are U?!
@@magdalenapapa1342 me
@@cierasparkles2458 this question was for both of you . So yeah
@@magdalenapapa1342 13
Depression: *ight ima head in*
My life in a nutshell 🤣🤣🤣😅
Happiness: *ight, I'm gonna kick the ass of depression for you*
ale haim wtf is that!?
@@yesihaveaname7939 its happiness kicking the ass of depression
ale haim yeah... wtf is happiness 😂
I love Chino's ;-; It's all I will say
Ngl, I burst into tears. First time hearing this-
As someone who has made attempts, this hit hard...
♥️♥️♥️♥️ You make the world better
Listening to this while lying down, looking up at the ceiling. Mind wanders about everything. Lips suddenly shut, not singing along but eyes speaks louder with their tears
♥️♥️♥️♥️ Things will get better. You make the world better
My heart is dies when I listen to this song
@@KateVogel love your song 😘
We are all going through some stuff lately but I promise everyone of y’all that it’s gonna get better one day❤️ I know that many people might have said this to you but I know it’s gonna be better❤️ I Love You❤️
Yes...... but l vonder when it will be that "one day"
I realy like this song😻
I know everyone typed this but-
"No I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live" is just too relatable.
very
L
Why you should stay in life:
1. You have a purpose
2. Your better than you think
3. People will miss you and commit too
4. There's so many stuff you still need to do
5. I would really miss you
You know, people like you really do make a difference. I know i dont know you but I still appreciate you.
I would miss you to
And Tj the oh creator of this song hope you don’t mind me piggybacking I thought I could help
tip to anyone who is sad a lot - every time your happy even if it's something small (e.g late-night walks) write it down so next time your sad you can read them and hopefully cheer you up even if it's just a tiny bit
Thank you
What if looking at it makes you cry because that is the only time you actually happy any other time your life is a peace of shit
Mynx you can lose everything yet nothing if you still have that one special thing or person
@@nikataruku4602 instead of thinking "dam my life is shit and this is all i have going for me anymore" change it into "My life is shit but at least i have something to look forward to"
Is it normal that I'm sad BC of pawpaw passed away and people ignoring me like im not there
I finally found someone who is now my reason to live. He's treating me like im the only thing that matters, he loves me so much, and i love him.. I'm finally being treated right, it feels amazing. Everyone eventually finds someone right for them
I felt that! And I'm happy I did!
I wish I could find that person :(
but congratulations!
I'm happy you found him or her
I AM HAPPY FOR YOU. I hope everyone finds that person in their life, who actually understands them..
Be Happy always. I hope everyone will find someone like this one day..
I’m happy for you 💗 my future love (we can’t date till we’re older lol) is across the country from me right now and he got sent away 2-3 weeks ago and I didn’t know I just found out and the last time I talked to him was Valentine’s Day, it fucking hurts xD
"I'm just doing the best I can, I'm just living the life I have, I'm confused but I'm fine with that"
This is too relatable
And it hit too far home. :'(
♥️♥️♥️♥️
Yess I feel the same life is a confusing knot of discouragement and mental breakdowns but push through it my man
Me: *doing suicide*
*survives*
*does self harm*
- After some months -
Me: mom can I go to a therapist, I’m not alright.
Mom: it’s just phase. Therapist won’t help u.
:)
Ikr same 😢
Ohh...I don't know what to do...
@@naturesgirl6864 hey, i hope you are ok
@@mikuenjoyerXD you can't even imagine how I am doing right now...😞
My mum's like, she gives me good discussions of why I shouldn't be depressed. It works for a few hours but then fades away, I asked her that whether or not I could go to the therapist... She said, they'd all say the same thing I'm telling you... But like, I need someone to genuinely tell me that everything's going to be fine... Not because of sympathy or pity of my parents or friends... I just genuinely need someone who has dealt with this before to tell me that I'm going to be fine, I'll soon be happy... I want to look forward...
Loving the all the work you're putting out here on TH-cam ^^
Yes there are ,,so many resons to stay" and one of them are chino's nightcores❤❤
"I'm just doing the best I can"
-but it's not -*-enough-*
"NO I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live"
*-your in control-*- no don't you worry....-
"We'll all find a purpose one day"
-of course we will.... of course -*-we will-*
"I'm just living the life I can"
-of course, always' you've been in-charge... -*-not me-*
YES IT IS
U will be fine dia trust God we all live fighting everyday
The line “and the laugh of your sister’s kid” hits home. My niece has been my reason for waking up and pushing through each day, she’s my world. My nephew was born a few months ago and I already feel the same way about him. No matter how bad my mental health gets and how hard some days are, these kids keep pushing me forward
Pain from editing this.
Edit: hi. 😐😐
D a p p e rツ or that this song reminds them of The Pain! And then dislike that they’re feeling like this! ;w;
or.. they are having a bad day.. (I liked the vid and ur comment tho xd)
Almost everything I know is pain. Pain is my home.
@×Nøah× li dont even feel anything anymore lol
Its called having an opinion
Reasons To Stay?
You're gonna make an impact. You're gonna be something great. One day you'll be someone's world. Or one day you'll save the world. Maybe you'll find the cure to a virus. Maybe you'll just donate money to charities. You're changing the world with each step you take, so please don't stop taking them. Don't stop being who you are, and know you're not just a star. You're a supernovae so let your beauty explode ❤❤❤
Tysm! The same to you 😊💖😔
Ur pfp tho
Thank you ❤️
.......... HOLY SH* THIS COMMENT HIT ME HARD (that’s what she said) 😏
@@Thatsucksss lmao, ❤️
This song really explains me right now. I stayed up last night for a hour crying because I didn't know what to do with my life. Thinking nobody wanted me here. That I am an embarrassment, a person not worthy of living. I actually might end up crying once I'm done with this. I thinks it's because of my parents. The divorce had a big impact on me. They were fighting yesterday and today. My dad said that he or my mom might call the police. They didn't though. I locked myself in my room. Tried cutting myself, it kinda soothed pain. Haven't done it in a while. I have dreams of me committing suicide and nobody caring. I haven't told anyone but I was planning to tell my mom today or tomorrow but it's getting late so tomorrow it is. The thing is that nobody can tell from the way I act. I am always happy and care for people, but I need people to care for me. I know I need to stop hiding my feelings but I can't help it. I need to take the advice I give to others. Sometimes at school at lunch time I go with my friends and they're happy but then the feeling hits me. "I need to tell them at some point, but when?" I feel like breaking down and crying. I can't believe that I am spilling my emotions all in one comment. The only way I don't remind myself of this is TH-cam and reading, it takes me to a world that I can be myself and not suicidal. Another way is playing Roblox making friends and chatting with other people it helps me a lot. Well I told people on the internet all about me now ;-; Do you have any ways of keeping your mind off of this if so please tell me. Ty!!
This might help. When I feel sad and worthless I remind myself of the reason I’m still here. It really helps. So I when I’m sad, I tell myself to keep going because I’ve found my purpose which is to help my friends achieve their dreams. If you want someone to talk to I’ll be here ok?
It’s ok I have difficulties dealing with life but just know that everyone is fighting their own battles and some people just have an advantage but that doesn’t mean they’ve won and that doesn’t mean you’ve lost
I get how you feel I am the exact same way I always put others in front of me, I always try to keep a smile on my face just so that people won't worry for me and also to try and cheer people up, people like you and me we don't think that our problems are important and since we think that we help other people with their problems and we try keeping others happy even if we end up unhappy in the end, if you ever need someone to talk to im here, oh and for the question Ive got no clue I've been hella shattered for a while so I don't really feel anything try playing games or hanging out with friends
If you ever feel Worthless, unwanned and just so sad that you think you dont wanna go on anymore...
Just think of the People who love you and would do anything to help you.
Dont let your head take over and tell you that you wanna try and numb the Pain or just stop going on
I've been through a lot myself and its still hard for me
But i never gave up and just Ignored the Voices in my head and just moved forward.
Stay strong and belive in yourself even if ur down crying on the ground
U have to stand up and move on because life was and will never be easy.
Same. I get the same feeling so much in my life. I’m just fighting my battle
This is such a beautiful song 🖤
thank u 💙💙💙
The melody is soothing and sensational awee
An hour late
I haven't been here lately because honestly sad music makes me happy when I'm sad
And you helped me
So I'm not sad anymore love you😘💝💖💞
Listening to music on your channel always helps me when my mind goes to my past and I have no one to talk to about it so thank you for all the amazing videos you make
_"when you're happy you enjoy the music......... but when you're sad , you understand its lyrics"_
True
Fr
sometimes i wish i showed my little sister this....
who ever reads this remember to always be there for your siblings...
you never know when you might loose them...
:'o that's so sad.. I hope you're happier soon! I know you'll never forget her but she wouldn't want you to be sad would she?
@@chikoritapkmnfg7331 your right! thank you😊
@@diamant_casse6241 no problem, I like helping people when they're sad :)
I understand it's hard.. I lost my big brother to suicide :( the worlds a sad place but you'll push threw it... :) 💜
Thank you all for the support!☺
"....and the laugh of your sister's kid."
That's the reason I'm still staying. to watch that angel smile.
It was worth to stay, she brings me so much peace. Guys, I know you will also find your reason to stay, Hold on.
♥️♥️♥️♥️
@@KateVogel I love you Kate, please keep making music. Your voice is just very mesmerising, and smoothing to listen to💕
My sister gave birth to a little girl yesterday and now I'm a Aunt and I'm to young to be a Aunt and the baby's name is Ana
@@Rosita_BadOmens There's noting to be too young to be aunt. You can feel happy just by looking at that innocent child, her eyes that would make you forget everything abt your hardships. I hope that child is healthy💕
@@ramsha5949 The child is healthy and she looks a little bit like me 😲😲😲😲😲
I feel attacked because I just had a heavy mental breakdown and an anxiety attack XD But I’m lucky to have a best friend who talked with me and she’s one of my reasons to stay hah
I wish I could have someone like this too
dark wolf me too
@@l0lo I'm sure you'll find someone. But remember you need to go off your comfort zone and meet new people. Also - don't trust them too quickly. Let both the relationships and trust build up slowly and with time.
I lost the person I trusted and it hurt so bad
The Gameing Epic everything will be okay. It may be hard to think of it that way but future really does have endless possibilities. Focus on yourself for now (personal growth, hobbies, finding passion). It’ll help you get through it.
There is so many reasons to stay..
But there are so many reasons to leave as well
So so true..
Yup but none of them are food enough my dude
Yea...
But 'THE BEAUTY WILL OUTWEIGH THE PAIN' 😌
I'll give you Reasons To Stay subbed to Chino:
1. Awesome nightcore
2. Refer to number one
3. Refer to number two
I saw this through a bunch of tears as I was telling my boyfriend that everyone would be better off without me. I had just grabbed a blade and started cutting at first I didn't think about the words but then I put down the blade after drawing a bit of blood and really listened. I'm terrifed to leave my mother but I really don't want to live. I haven't wanted to for years now. I'm really glad I saw this :)
If anyone needs to talk I'm here I wanna be the person I needed when I was younger. I may not be able to help myself but I would be delighted to help someone else even if it's not by alot...
I'm not OK I need help its like that nobody cares about me anymore
@@cierasparkles2458 same thing is happening to me I'm being used by my friends and no one cares about me at school...😔😔😔😔😔😔 and I'm getting bullied...😔😔😔😔😔
You win. You made me cry. It's all true. I'm crying my eyes out now... Thank you. Thank you for doing this video
♥️♥️♥️♥️
“No idont wanna die, just dont wanna live”
So true...hurts...
Ooo you uploaded I WUV this song
I wuv you videos they make my day!😊
I usually can't sing Nightcore songs because they're so high pitched but props to you Chino all your songs are beautiful and perfect I can sing them no problem!!! Love your channel!
This is most likely my favourite song always related to “I’m confused but I’m fine with that”
And the “don’t want to live but I don’t want to die” part
I watch this every time I have a bad day in quarantine and it always makes me feel like I’m not alone anymore
Nice song keep ur work hard I love ur nightcore and I'm gonna wait for the next one
Damn I felt that and chino you’re one of my favorite nightcore artists ^^
One of the best nightcore songs I have herd. So soothing
You know what i think this little community is the best and most encouraging one on this earth .Its kinda like a safe house for when you just need to rent or talk about something and no one is gonna judge you because we are all kinda going through the same thing or maybe you just need some support and i like that can we keep it like this
The beauty of this nightcore will outweigh my pain
Awesome song with awesome voice😍🔥
My parents dont understand why I only fall asleep at 4:00am and wake up at 1:00pm. Why Im always in a bad mood always crying.
They dont know what it feels like.
I exactly know how u feel
Everything will come alright just look at what u want for the future like having kids and see them grow up, driving a car, making your kids happy, seeing your kids have kids and see them grow up and see them build out there life and then u can think back later how u felt how u are feeling right now and say I'm happy i pushed true that time
My too
“I’m just doing the best I can” felt that.
♥️♥️♥️♥️
This really made me cry... This is beautiful...
Parents : My daughter is a strong girl 🌹
Pillow: No,,,,,...... She is not a strong girl anymore
I'm tired of smiling
I'm sick of trying
Yah,I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying
We all felt that if you are watching this
Fr 😢
This song make me feel so RELAX (UwU)
UWU
After reading all this comment's I feel like I am not alone. Thanks for making me feel better 😊
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
This song made me cry. It connects with me so much, especially the "I don't want to die, I just don't want to live" part..
I thought I pressed the song ‘better off dead’, but this played instead. Thanks for the hope.
Be strong life is short
I love this!!💕❤
The lyrics are so awesome and relatable. Just express the feelings through the song.
This song hits all my feelings that I have felt in the last seven years. I was going trough a time full of losing and pain. I have lost most of my loved ones and I was struggling with a extreme version of depression. This song remembering me on everything what my loved ones sayd. Keep your head up and learn to love again. Don't stay with us. You have to live your life. I will never forget this
When I heard "no I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live" I started to cry. I started crying because I have suicidal depression and that one line is every day for me. And if you have depression get help right away.
Listening to this video made me cry 😭 its just that the lyrics hit so hard to me who have been some thoughts running in my mind .... Thank you 😭💖
Whenever I feel sad or angry, I just find somewhere to pull out my art stuff and sketchbook and start drawing, and listening to music like this also helps me. I guess what I'm trying to say is try finding something that makes you happy, even If you're not good at it. It's better than letting your thoughts consume you or inflicting physical pain on yourself.
Well I hope someone sees this, and I hope you have a great day/evening/night
I've never related to a song so much before as I am in a really dark place at the moment and I thought about ending it all and one person stopped me and gave me reasons to stay and she's my best friend and she has helped me through a lot and I wish I had the guts to ask if we could be more than friends 😭
I hope your life gets better!! I know you can do it!!
I'm also in a dark moment in my time, but
I'm not in the same situation as you
Good luck man
You should do it!! If she cared enough to save your life, I KNOW she loves you.
@@rachelwallace4061 I mean I care enough to save all my friends lives so not necessarily but still, you go!
L
🔥 V e r y G o o d 🔥
I imagine this song starts with tears, then gradually turns into a small smile as the person lets go off the pain and stops caring. Worry another day.🙂
Okay, but are we just going to ignore the FLAWLESS singing in this? Lyrics aside, this is BEAUTIFUL.
This song just hits hard when you're feeling sad about something..
«Don’t judge a book»
The same as people are the book
Mirror: Don’t say anything when you cry
Parents: Don’t understand but try to talk with you
Room: Let you be all alone
Door: Close so no one gonna here you screaming
Pillow: Does not care if it gets wet
Teddy: Don’t care if you hate me I still want to hug you when you are sad
School: Hard and nobody knows
Yourself: Drowning in your own thoughts
Don’t ever forget: It’s always a good ending of everything if it’s a bad ending then it has not ended yet
No matter what you are still beautiful❤️ Keep going and don’t let yourself lose your life just like that!
thanks man
This song brought me to tears and I just wanna let everyone know that this song represents our derpession and problems drowning us being drained through thoughts and people but we are afraid of those thoughts and the people and so we're overflowing in our sorrows so we need to stand up on our own and fight through it and realize people care for us and help us through this💖
This is one of my favorite songs😔💫❤️.Awesome work my friend, keep up the amazing work
Me: I'm doing my best
Everyone else: It's not good enough try harder
You're doing great. Please stay strong.
This one soothed my soul💯
Depression: Theres so many reasoms to stayyy
Me: No, Bad Depression, leave.
oh my god...
this is so heart touching
i don't know but it somehow made me happy 😄
thank you 💕
just ....beautiful ❤
"Why can't I reach out for help?"
I felt that. I can't ask or say anything about help.
Me neither
There's nothing wrong with me.
I have a perfectly happy family.
I have nice siblings,
I love them.
I'm passing school.
I'm healthy.
My friends are real.
My teacher's love me.
So why am I sad?
I'm asking myself this question since I was 10 I'm 17 now the only thing that has change is that my parents are not together but I have no problem with that so why an I sad?
Are you still sad?
Same
I have the exact same question, I have a great life, yes I'm extremely depressed and everyone says I shouldn't be depressed yet I am, I've been depressed since I was 13 and I'm now 17, almost 18
The beauty will outweigh the pain
You made me cry, you really have to stay a live :) remember that, when your sad just smile and the world well smile to you!
To whoever is reading this,
Words cant describe the pain you might be feeling right now. But just know your beautiful your amazing. One day maybe not now but one day you will find true happiness.
That moment when you realize just how numb you are
I can't remember the last time I was happy, or sad, or anything really
....I can’t either, but I don’t understand everything about you though I’m willing to learn so I can help ❤
To be honest, without music...I dont know where I would have been right now.
Me neither
songs like these are something i use to get through the day