Nightcore - Sara (Lyrics)

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  • @RubyChansNightcore
    @RubyChansNightcore  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1326

    Thanks to We Three for making this amazing song! I have been listening to this track on repeat for a while now as I think it is a masterpiece that really touches me!
    Let's all give some love to everyone in the comments and hopefully y'all like it as much as I do 💜
    Watch We Three's live performance of "Sara" here: th-cam.com/video/gqI5_Luf_kk/w-d-xo.html

    • @puppywow5549
      @puppywow5549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This is good I like it

    • @diab3702
      @diab3702 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      استمر اسطوره❤😇

    • @NickyChanNightcore
      @NickyChanNightcore 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Beautiful song and video Robin! Hope you're doing well ❥

    • @dr.mitsuha
      @dr.mitsuha 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It's so beautiful 💕

    • @saracrysis2851
      @saracrysis2851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It’s been 8 straight hours and all I’ve done is just lie down in bed and listen to it for loop. I think I might just do that the whole day.

  • @marshmelloreaper58
    @marshmelloreaper58 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1658

    Just a cut
    Just a scratch
    "What’s that mark?"
    "It was the cat"
    Just an excuse
    Just a lie
    "What’s with all the bracelets"
    "Just fashion why?"
    Just a tear
    Just a scream
    "Why were you crying?"
    "Just a bad dream"

    • @cassiemartin2846
      @cassiemartin2846 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      yeah this is true

    • @minecraft3961
      @minecraft3961 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      True

    • @Jocelyn-hr8vu
      @Jocelyn-hr8vu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@hayleefunk7874 same but some songs actually trigger my emotions, well my anger and frustration there is one song called "antitode" it triggered my frustration

    • @michellehonshul5403
      @michellehonshul5403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      True

    • @saraazlan8735
      @saraazlan8735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Jocelyn-hr8vu I know that song too

  • @ZeoZennstorm
    @ZeoZennstorm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1715

    "She is just looking for her angels
    but they are little hard to find"
    Beautiful 💙

  • @sangeetakhandelwal3105
    @sangeetakhandelwal3105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +875

    "Now it's 6:15
    and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe
    Eyes are watering,
    body's shivering, and
    you're wondering what is happening"
    It gave me chills :) please stay strong guys❤️

    • @Charlsy-sd2hx
      @Charlsy-sd2hx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'm trying 😢

    • @addie3147
      @addie3147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      that part always makes me sad bc that’s exactly what happened

    • @sangeetakhandelwal3105
      @sangeetakhandelwal3105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@addie3147 yeah the most traumatic ending I ever listened... Stay strong and think about your loved ones before doing anything..
      Free hugs for you❤️💗

    • @ljviernes6194
      @ljviernes6194 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I did read your comment at the right timing......

    • @ankevanderwesthuizen4110
      @ankevanderwesthuizen4110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I wish this song would scare me out of it it's like I envy the dead... and I think thats fucked up... I just wish people would stop making me feel like their life would be better without me
      They don't say it but... they always point out my mistakes...

  • @Meipngxin
    @Meipngxin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1308

    This is really sad yet it is beautiful, describing the life of a depressed girl, This is really beautiful, and I hope if anyone is feeling like this, please know you're awesome

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      ❤️

    • @jada969
      @jada969 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      thanks but i don't feel that way but thanks anyway 😅

    • @paulcreacy5549
      @paulcreacy5549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @Hana's Random Uploads Don't say that you are not awesome. Everyone has pros and cons. Mabey one of your cons is not seeing how great you are. I may not know you at all, but I know you are awesome. Think about everything good that you have every done. Even if it is something as simple as getting a good grade on a test. You are awesome. Like I said before, I don't know anything about you. But don't think you are not awesome. Everything you do is awesome, even if you don't think so. If you don't think you are awesome, like I said before that is just one of your cons. I know a lot of people think you are awesome, including me. I know you have no reason to trust me at all, but please do. A lot of people think you are awesome. Would someone who is not awesome be where you are today. I don't think so. You are awesome. You are awesome at whatever you do. I know you will live a good life.

    • @tylerforehand2983
      @tylerforehand2983 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      "Depression is like a big fur coat- it's made of dead things, but it keeps me warm."- Icon For Hire
      Sure, its warm, but it's also trying to kill you from the inside out.

    • @oofoof6315
      @oofoof6315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@paulcreacy5549 That was an amazing thing to say!

  • @polish_filipino
    @polish_filipino 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2518

    Songs like these make you wonder if the singer is talking about themselves. Or what they think a sad person is like
    I think it's about themselves

  • @vaishnavikaligotla9600
    @vaishnavikaligotla9600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1080

    Everyone puts on a fake smile.
    Tries to please the people.
    To all the pretenders,
    Try smiling for yourself sometime :)

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      Yash! ^^

    • @mr.supporter4u
      @mr.supporter4u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Kinda get Criticized when you smile "For Yourself" People are Wierd these days. You Smile for yourself and your considered Selfish for putting your happiness first.

    • @sunnybunny2751
      @sunnybunny2751 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I can't, My emotions died the day I Almost took my lifw

    • @vaishnavikaligotla9600
      @vaishnavikaligotla9600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@mr.supporter4u I'm sorry to hear that. But, just know that it's okay, it's your life to live and they cant take or define that right.

    • @vaishnavikaligotla9600
      @vaishnavikaligotla9600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@sunnybunny2751 You didn't die, you are still here commenting on this post.. maybe they are still there too.

  • @swee_zaide
    @swee_zaide 4 ปีที่แล้ว +562

    "I don't wanna die. I just want to stop living, I want to be dead."

    • @swee_zaide
      @swee_zaide 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @I Cri Some Times Lucky you. Those who know the difference know the difference.

    • @janice8563
      @janice8563 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Me:Same like u
      But
      My reason is
      Nobody trust me nor my parents ...........
      It's like I'm dead but I'm still living

    • @jrl97
      @jrl97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We're all on the same boat..as a team, sharing common situations, let's all keep living and go through life together .. *We are Warriors*

    • @saraazlan8735
      @saraazlan8735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here

    • @bellabelles1105
      @bellabelles1105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Same it’s like I don’t want to die but I want to disappear, evaporate, kinda like I never existed in the first place

  • @thatonepanperson9783
    @thatonepanperson9783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    I saw this on my recommendations and I was like ‘oh ha, my name is Sarah I wonder what this is’ and then I started to listen and it almost brought me too tears, since this song hits a little too close to home

    • @saracrysis2851
      @saracrysis2851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      A bit too close for comfort, isn’t it...?

    • @Nothing-gr9hy
      @Nothing-gr9hy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@saracrysis2851 saras be in da comments 👀

    • @sarahdabel7022
      @sarahdabel7022 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      My name is Sarah too. And I also saw this song thinking aww sara and then I listened and I cried because this at one point could have been me. I got help though. And I’m happy now. I have support. It hits so close to home. It’s a beautiful song. ❤️

    • @sarahammonds5767
      @sarahammonds5767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It makes me feel understood

    • @sarahteeken3249
      @sarahteeken3249 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hits a little to deep i crie everytime i hear this song

  • @YanZhu02
    @YanZhu02 4 ปีที่แล้ว +673

    This song So Calming myself when i fell bad, Thanks RubyChan For Always Promoting Good Music ❤❤

    • @chaoticcreature8896
      @chaoticcreature8896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same, sad/depressing music always calms me down when I'm not okay.

    • @elizabethmccarty2121
      @elizabethmccarty2121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same... sometimes i wanna let out my stress, its better to cry it out then keep it in

    • @savvysav4459
      @savvysav4459 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😔😔😔😔😔😔

    • @stardust942
      @stardust942 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah this is so calming❤

  • @zerozero2166
    @zerozero2166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1019

    While listening to this my mind went places
    Imagine
    You are a little kid
    You are walking across an abandoned road with your mother and father
    Nobody is paying attention to you and your father starts to run
    Faster and farther he runs
    You call out for him to come back
    But he doesn't hear you
    You turn to your mother for help but when you look to her she's also gone
    Now your all alone crying..
    Despite
    You start running down the abandoned road
    You're running and running
    Your whole world is falling apart around you
    There's nothing you can do
    You're crying harder and harder the faster and farther you go
    Finally you come to the end of the road there's nothing but a cliff
    You stand there screaming and crying for your mother and father to come back
    But they never do..
    And still we put a smile on our faces and pretend it's okay but it's really not..

    • @jada969
      @jada969 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      yep we all do it

    • @endaomo_
      @endaomo_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Gross....

    • @sianni22
      @sianni22 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@endaomo_ What was gross about that?

    • @cloadetta2504
      @cloadetta2504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@endaomo_ what’s so gross? It’s not gross! It’s sad..

    • @zerozero2166
      @zerozero2166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@endaomo_ lmao gross?

  • @kaelamaclaughlin
    @kaelamaclaughlin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    This is the type of song that stays with you.

  • @gabrielcorsino7955
    @gabrielcorsino7955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1423

    Sad fact: the tablet that she is holding has low battery and that means she cant go on with life anymore...And the charger cable is her drinking trying to get away from all the sadness...

    • @PleasantHomoSapien1233
      @PleasantHomoSapien1233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      I only picked up the part of low battery, but great to know, Kinda.

    • @tenshishimura
      @tenshishimura 2 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      The low battery represents how tired she is of faking her smiles and pretending to be ok… the charging cord could also represent what’s left of her will to live and how it’s taking all of her everything she has just to wake up every single morning…

    • @aixha2824
      @aixha2824 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Why would say that? This a true story of a girl whose suffering mentally. That's messed up to say 🙁

    • @tenshishimura
      @tenshishimura 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@aixha2824 because the second I saw that drawing in a way I saw myself… because every day that is how I feel, that is how I am… and im so tired. But I have a reason to hold on.

    • @kitm3945
      @kitm3945 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Actually the point of it is to show she's putting on a mask and a fake face when in reality she's not doing well and the charger is showing not matter what she tries nothing helps so it'd a broken charger

  • @Lmao_moood
    @Lmao_moood 4 ปีที่แล้ว +834

    "people only realized what's precious to them until they lost it "
    _ unknown

    • @finalspace297
      @finalspace297 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      They would rather see u on ur back then see u on ur feet _me

    • @sandydewaynemarks2918
      @sandydewaynemarks2918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I'd rather you give me flowers now rather than waiting 'till I'm dead- a traveller

    • @englandshere9751
      @englandshere9751 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      sorry for ruining the sad mood but I just ruined the 123th like

    • @lili.reinheart2832
      @lili.reinheart2832 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah.

    • @yn5811
      @yn5811 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      “Suicidal kids tell other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer”
      -unknown

  • @jamiechittick5263
    @jamiechittick5263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +768

    Sara means: Lady, Princess, Noblewoman, in Hebrew, In Urdu the names means, pure, happy, happiness, laughter, joy, and delight, in Islam Pure, untainted. Probably not relevant, but I though it was a cool fact, because her name means the opposite of how she or he feels, So he is your teaching lesson from a unprofessional person

    • @heidi3816
      @heidi3816 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      wow cool!

    • @miraikuriyama7077
      @miraikuriyama7077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Excuse,
      It's not necessary that a girl whose name's Sara wud be a Princess or be joyful or happy. The Singer is just trying to tell a story, of a Suicidal Girl.
      And I guess that's not an unprofessional teaching but the song's 'LEGENDARY' .

    • @Nakidori975
      @Nakidori975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I don't even know what to say rn...

    • @ayoimsam
      @ayoimsam 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      wow

    • @Nakidori975
      @Nakidori975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @I Cri Some Times Lol

  • @hyunryu6077
    @hyunryu6077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    For all the people who are listening to this right now: Take care of yourself! You're the one who's love for yourself matters the most! You're the only one who shoud acknowledge your effort! Keep fighting! If you need to take a nap, talk with someone or just cry, go ahead! Focus on your own happiness and don't forget to eat ramen~

    • @mawce201
      @mawce201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And dont forget to eat ramen, kids! Cuz ramen = happiness (or at least in my life)

    • @bubbletea6617
      @bubbletea6617 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It’s ok to be happy and it’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to be stuck. Just push through, because someone’s waiting for you at the end of your troubles

    • @mawce201
      @mawce201 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@bubbletea6617 idk why but this seems very poetic-

    • @Gamerqueenfr
      @Gamerqueenfr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm really trying, I've held on for years but I got scars, bruses and marks from my depression 💔

    • @MrTrixi13
      @MrTrixi13 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg yeah i cant live without ramen

  • @rayyan21d
    @rayyan21d 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    *100 reasons lo live* :
    1. to make your parents proud
    2. to conquer your fears
    3. to see your family again
    4. to see your favourite artist live
    5. to listen to music again
    6. to experience a new culture
    7. to make new friends
    8. to inspire
    9. to have your own children
    10. to adopt your own pet
    11. to make yourself proud
    12. to meet your idols
    13. to laugh until you cry
    14. to feel tears of happiness
    15. to eat your favourite food
    16. to see your siblings grow
    17. to pass school
    18. to get tattoo
    19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
    20. to meet your internet friends
    21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
    22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
    23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
    24. to see untouched snow in the morning
    25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
    26. to see stars light up the sky
    27. to read a book that changes your life
    28. to see the flowers in the spring
    29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
    30. to travel abroad
    31. to learn a new language
    32. to learn to draw
    33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
    34. Puppy kisses.
    35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
    36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
    37. Trampolines.
    38. Ice cream.
    39. Stargazing.
    40. Cloud watching.
    41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
    42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
    43. “I saw this and thought of you."
    44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
    45. The relief you feel after crying.
    46. Sunshine.
    47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
    48. Your future wedding.
    49. Your favorite candy bar.
    50. New clothes.
    51. Witty puns.
    52. Really good bread.
    53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
    54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
    55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
    56. The smell before and after it rains.
    57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
    58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
    59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
    60. Trying out new recipes.
    61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
    62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
    63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
    64.Breakfast in bed.
    65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
    66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
    67. Meaningful sex.
    68. Forgiveness.
    69. Water balloon fights.
    70. New books by your favorite authors.
    71. Fireflies.
    72. Birthdays.
    73. Realizing that someone loves you.
    74. Spending the day with someone you love.
    75. Spending the whole day in bed.
    76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream.
    77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
    78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
    79. Bonfires and s'mores.
    80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
    81. Coming home to someone you love.
    82. The color of autumn leaves when they change.
    Summer.
    83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
    84. Cuddling.
    85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
    86. Someone’s skin against yours.
    87. Holding hands.
    88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
    89. Singing off key with your best friends.
    90. Road trips.
    91. Spontaneous adventures.
    92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
    93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
    94. Thunderstorms.
    95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
    96. The taste of your favorite food.
    97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
    98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
    99. Compliments and praise.
    100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
    Everyday is a new opportunity 🙂

    • @notsosickityanymorebutnowp6918
      @notsosickityanymorebutnowp6918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Chill
      Jeez how long did this take you to type
      Or did you copy/paste it
      Anyway all 100 is correct

    • @sarahammonds5767
      @sarahammonds5767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much

    • @child_of_Apollo_and_Hades
      @child_of_Apollo_and_Hades ปีที่แล้ว

      101 reasons to live*

    • @joey00198
      @joey00198 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i only need one reason and its the reason that has kept me from ending things a couple times now... if i die then the people who love me will get sad and i hate the thought of not being able to make them happy again

    • @HellokittyxSpiderman
      @HellokittyxSpiderman ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My parents will never love me

  • @soulofanartist2563
    @soulofanartist2563 3 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    Little Sara, you're a diamond in the rough
    And I know you don't hear this all enough
    And I'm sure that's why your ankle has nine cuts
    And I'm sure that's because you thought you're not enough
    That one February, you thought that you were done
    Family could be seen all around, but it felt like no one
    Cause your brain can only think about that one nagging voice
    And with no friends in sight, the noise takes away your choice
    All the kids, they want to play, cause it's the way they're made
    And you are the same, yet you're always standing in the shade
    Music is the only sound that makes you feel okay
    It keeps the demons drowned out, even if it's just a day
    Your mind can only think about what it shouldn't
    Your brain will fill with thoughts you wish it wouldn't
    Little Sarah, perk your ears up, try to listen
    I know it's hard to hear cause you're locked inside a prison
    She can barely talk to others
    She can barely say her thoughts
    She thinks she's too complicated
    And people don't want to look inside
    Cause she's a little too outdated
    And they're a little too behind
    She's just looking for her angels
    But they're a little too hard to find
    Little girl, you've been making it to class
    So you know that no one's gonna ask
    Because you don't ever show you're sad or explain
    How it's not you have a mask to hide your pain
    The truth is it's there to cover up all the phases
    Cause they'd think it's wrong to be different in so many ways
    All except your mom, but even her it's hard to explain
    And don't get me wrong, I know those words you've tried to shout out
    But their views have been skewed by their plastic news
    From their copy machine, they won't fit to match your views
    So you've got the Sunday blues, then comes the Monday blues
    You feel the Tuesday blues, cause every day you feel refused
    All the kids, they wanna have fun cause it's a Friday
    But they don't understand she's been lonely since last Sunday
    I know you know you shouldn't say that you are ok
    But you say you're 'fine' so someone can see past your display
    She can barely talk to others
    She can barely say her thoughts
    She thinks she is too complicated
    and people don't want to look inside
    Cause she is a little too outdated
    And they are a little too behind
    She is just looking for her angels
    But they are a little too hard to find
    Little kid, last night you got it bad
    In that moment you could barely think, of two or more people who felt weren't pretend
    So that's why you decided to stop it to an end
    It was 10;14 and you at your nightstand
    Starring at your screen like you're a mistake to never understand
    You didn't feel a thing when you clicked the link command
    And couldn't imagine staying long, as you had originally planned
    Then it was 11;15, our heart was open, if just a little bit, and it seemed to be enough
    Eyes were watering, body shivering, and we wondered how this had happened
    Then it's 2;23, my knees to my chest, begging Jesus please, don't let them be just screens
    Cause someone finally sees, lets me be me, and gives me a friendship that was only in my dreams
    I can barely talk to others
    I can barely say my thoughts
    I think I'm too complicated
    And people don't want to look inside
    Cause I'm a little too outdated
    And they are a little too behind
    But I think I just found my angels
    And they are an amazing find
    - - -
    The Discord friends who stopped me from shutting everyone out

    • @nitcoremonster9161
      @nitcoremonster9161 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thank you

    • @elizaturner4726
      @elizaturner4726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Why is it that everyone can find help and they get better, but I think I found help but turns out I was blind they used me and hurt me and im even more broken in the end wondering why I even bother looking for help cuz its never coning not for me anyways

    • @ttvyummymilkking2252
      @ttvyummymilkking2252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I forgot about this song funny when things decide to come back up in ur life

  • @arasmith9076
    @arasmith9076 4 ปีที่แล้ว +271

    Three years ago, I had a project for my French class (which is my native language) where I needed to write a "short" story of ~1800 words. I was very inspired, so it ended up being around 5000 words.
    It's about a girl who didn't get along very well with others at school and spent most of her time alone. On her last birthday, she received a present from her grandmother: a feather and inkpot set. Although she never really was a writer, the girl decided to try it out after her only (and totally fake) friend suggests she gives it a shot. Alone in her room, she prepared a few paper sheets, filled the inkpot, and let her imagination take over. For hours after that, the girl restlessly let her hand fly over the many sheets she had prepared, writing anything and everything that came to her mind.
    But she had way too much to say. Way too many things bottled up inside her. She couldn't stop and didn't want to either. She didn't eat that day, but she wasn't hungry. She didn't sleep that night, but she wasn't tired. As a sea of paper began forming in her room, her parents started to worry about her well-being. They tried to reason with her only to be met with silence and a cold gaze.
    Another day went by. The initial stack of paper had run out, so words started appearing on every surface of the room. The floor, walls, and ceiling became full of words of pain and sorrow. At some point, the inkpot had completely dried up, yet the girl kept going. With still so much pain to share, the girl slit her wrist and let her feather bask in the red, warm liquid flowing out of the wound. Finally freed from her burden, the girl collapsed to her knees with, for the first time in a long time, a true and genuine smile on her face.
    When her parents next set foot in her bedroom, they were met with a storm of words and sentences. A hurricane of pain. However, the most painful sight was the motionless body of their daughter in the middle of the room. Under her long dark hair laid a peaceful smile. She wasn't breathing. Nor would she ever breathe again.
    Her name was Sarah.

    • @michaelqin7175
      @michaelqin7175 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      damn

    • @brendalewis4709
      @brendalewis4709 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Thank you for writing this loved it it's sad 💔

    • @therandomkid
      @therandomkid 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      DAMN THAT HITS ME LIKE A TRUCK

    • @alzashaikh8932
      @alzashaikh8932 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 u left me speechless

    • @carog5720
      @carog5720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Thats a very good story! How did the teacher react?

  • @xdlistic9440
    @xdlistic9440 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Your heart isnt a door
    Dont lock it
    Your neck isnt a hanger
    Dont hang it
    Your body isnt a book
    Dont judge it
    Your hand isnt paper
    Dont cut it
    Your life isnt a cloth
    Dont exchange it
    They dont want you
    They need you
    They dont like you
    They love you❣❣❣

    • @rosewater796
      @rosewater796 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥰😇

    • @child_of_Apollo_and_Hades
      @child_of_Apollo_and_Hades ปีที่แล้ว +5

      My hearts isn't a door
      It's a princess in a tower
      My necks a jumper
      Just gotta put it away
      My body is a mirror
      It shows the truth
      My hands aren't paper
      My legs are though
      My life is a plate
      It's not mine
      They need me
      Just as much as the world needs an apocalypse
      They don't like me
      That's something I agree with

  • @mr2wavy
    @mr2wavy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    wow ive never heard this song but its so damn relatable and now i love this song...4th time playing it back

  • @lizzybrackel7593
    @lizzybrackel7593 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    "She's just looking For her angels But their to A little hard to find." I lost my angel already...

    • @elizaturner4726
      @elizaturner4726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Huh yeah for sure my angel left me a long time ago I was just to much to handle

    • @wolfgirllogan
      @wolfgirllogan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      NO angels I wan't to find them

    • @therandomkid
      @therandomkid 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      same...

    • @carlygleason3220
      @carlygleason3220 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      your angel will come back you just have to believe my angel will never come back cause the angel never existed but my devil came back and they help some times

    • @therandomkid
      @therandomkid 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Esther really?

  • @runnyexro9631
    @runnyexro9631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    I was taking classes but for rubychans nightcore it can wait right?

    • @sweetface6861
      @sweetface6861 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hellzz yahh😝

    • @runnyexro9631
      @runnyexro9631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@sweetface6861 I KNEW IT

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Yash _but don't tell anyone I said that, I can't have a bad influence :x_ hahahah 😂

    • @runnyexro9631
      @runnyexro9631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@RubyChansNightcore YESSIR

    • @Alexiety-
      @Alexiety- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      im listening to this in the middle of the night(12 am)

  • @saracrysis2851
    @saracrysis2851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    The fact that the name I identify is Sara, and the lyrics are so damn relatable, hits my heart like a .50 Action Express bullet....thank you....This is the best song I’ve heard till now......

  • @yamorigod6385
    @yamorigod6385 4 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    I get the picture her fake smile is almost gone

    • @stormi_weather8366
      @stormi_weather8366 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      🙂That's me sorry if I bothered you...

    • @yamorigod6385
      @yamorigod6385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      That is my life to, I didt get bothered

    • @PoetTornado2022
      @PoetTornado2022 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      My fake smile is completely gone - this song makes me smile naturally

  • @sarawilliams1656
    @sarawilliams1656 4 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    When ever I listen to this song it reminds me of how I felt about myself in middle school. This specific lyric is the closest to how I used to feel
    “Little Sara, you’re a diamond in the rough and I know that you don’t hear this all about enough
    and I’m sure that’s why your wrists have tons of cuts and I’m sure that’s why you think you’re not enough”
    They remind me of the words that one of my friends used to say to me all the time and what makes this song even more meaningful to me is that my name is also Sara.

    • @kingfreiza9990
      @kingfreiza9990 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We need to talk

    • @elizaturner4726
      @elizaturner4726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can understand wht your going through I can relate to the whole song, I just dont smoke and I still cut because I cant stop nd the only person helping me is myself no one else will no one else cares why i cut they just want me to stop so they dont have to deal with it

    • @SARA-d7b1e
      @SARA-d7b1e 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@elizaturner4726 Hey... I don't know what u have been goin' through or who u r, I read your comments, seriously it hits me at the bottom of my heart i also have kinda familiar experience like u do that's why I just wanna say please don't hurt your self (ik it's really hard nd all even I also used to cut alot) Everything will work out... Nd Have faith in God He has plans nd things will gonna alright soon just hang on theree with a little more patience May God bless u Friend:)

  • @mr.supporter4u
    @mr.supporter4u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    Where Are The Angel's When You Need Them.

    • @artinallforms659
      @artinallforms659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I don't know, but I'll try to help you find them.

    • @vaishnavikaligotla9600
      @vaishnavikaligotla9600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      They believe your strong enough to handle it, and maybe you are

    • @jada969
      @jada969 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i know right

    • @Alexiety-
      @Alexiety- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      the angels are around us. we just don't know who it is

    • @hyunryu6077
      @hyunryu6077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@vaishnavikaligotla9600 No maybe here

  • @mattknott6881
    @mattknott6881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    No one should feel like this and ik that no one will see this but
    You are so beautiful just the way you are😊

    • @CelestialWolf23
      @CelestialWolf23 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm the lucky depressed person who saw this. I know exactly what this feels like. My mom at one point said that she was tired of hearing my thoughts with depression because they were too depressing. I had no therapist or psychiatrist, and when I did have that I would feel better for an hour. I'd try again with her but no luck.

    • @Mister.Sir.King._Sir
      @Mister.Sir.King._Sir 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@CelestialWolf23 I had tried to talk to my parents on multiple occasions my father was an alcoholic and my mother only cared for my second oldest sister and treated the rest of us like we didn't even exist, I would just be told all girls your age are depressed get over it Then I attempted and luckily lived only instead of even getting told I love you by them I got call an over dramatic selfish ungrateful bitch and they threaten to send me away. If it wasn't for my big brother who listened to me and talked to me about my feelings that I'm still here. I was only 13 years old at the time.

  • @himariyua2147
    @himariyua2147 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is free therapy tbh:)

  • @LoserGeekWhateverSince
    @LoserGeekWhateverSince 4 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    OMG I heard this person take a breath and was like: damn this is gonna be a great song😢 seems like I was right....

    • @livelaughlovelev
      @livelaughlovelev 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      their voice is one of who has cried
      same with their breathing and its sad

    • @livelaughlovelev
      @livelaughlovelev 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Andy Fraser true true

  • @Iznotallthere
    @Iznotallthere 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    Everyone wants depression until it consumes them.
    Until they realize they cannot escape.
    Until they realize it hurts too much.
    And how self harm is so competitive.
    If you see someone with scars deeper and more vibrant than yours, you want to change that.
    You want to one-up them, even if it hurts.
    Because your a little too R-rated, you think nobody cares.
    Because your in pain you invalidate yourself.
    Your not okay and you know that.
    Your antidepressants don't work, they never have.
    But you don't speak up, because you don't want to be controlled.
    Because it's easier to pretend than it is to speak up.
    After all, you've been pretending for quite a while now.

    • @Playlists723
      @Playlists723 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have been struggling from day to day. And I'm always down but nobody notices. And if I say something about me going to a therapist for cutting, my mom says that I don't need it, but I can't do this fucking alone.

    • @Iznotallthere
      @Iznotallthere 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Playlists723 I'm here for you. Recovery is possible, I have been clean for 1.5 years, there is that bright light at the end of the tunnel, I'm so close to it and you can be too

    • @CelestialWolf23
      @CelestialWolf23 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I never wanted depression, and it consumes me when life is rough.

    • @ttvyummymilkking2252
      @ttvyummymilkking2252 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah but I don't want to anymore Its too l8 tho

    • @PoetTornado2022
      @PoetTornado2022 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I keep lying to my friends and family - I know they wouldn't understand what I'm going through, day in day out.
      If I could make all this stop, believe me I would in a heartbeat. But I'm too much of a coward to hurt my close ones with my death so I'm fluctuating between cutting, listening to suicidal songs and dancing to happy songs.
      Please help me decide !

  • @sarahsingh7918
    @sarahsingh7918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    lyrics: you've been skipping on class
    Monokuma: EXCUSE ME WAT?!

    • @sarahsingh7918
      @sarahsingh7918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @uwu that pic is Mikan (im guessing) and
      Monokuma would never let anyone skip class

    • @iloveanimes6041
      @iloveanimes6041 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sarahsingh7918 Indian otaku/weeb! Wow!

    • @sarahsingh7918
      @sarahsingh7918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@iloveanimes6041 Im also an introverted gamer

    • @iloveanimes6041
      @iloveanimes6041 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sarahsingh7918 K

    • @ashblevins5260
      @ashblevins5260 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh no-

  • @lucillawoods3153
    @lucillawoods3153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    People think she is complycated, but they dont wanna look inside
    This happens alot, people are so much nicer then people think

  • @JessyeEason
    @JessyeEason 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Added to the playlist to avoid having a sore wrist... This my new favourite song...
    This song is too underrated... This band is amazing.

  • @JustinVarvel-g6j
    @JustinVarvel-g6j 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    Still listening in 2024. Trying not to cry. 😢

  • @CassandraJarvis1
    @CassandraJarvis1 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I found this on tiktok and the first time I heard it I got shivers. I know what it feels like to be Sara. I feel so lonely but this song is who I am

  • @tommybourg6772
    @tommybourg6772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    They never realize how special a person is until they disapear.

  • @maxy3205
    @maxy3205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    “Suicidal kids tell others that suicide isn’t the option”
    -unknown

    • @therandomkid
      @therandomkid 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      "we all are just suicidal kids telling strangers that suicide isn't the answer."
      ~probably someone else

    • @BlueFireFlame7299
      @BlueFireFlame7299 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      We all know that nobody should feel this way or do these things easier said than done it's hard to see someone hurting the way we do we know we shouldn't commit so we push it on others

  • @jadeigert6906
    @jadeigert6906 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Sixteen with words to share.
    Hushed to a toneless sound.
    Bottles lay around their head as they keep the words they have unsaid.
    Emotions become blocked out.
    Numb but faking a smile.
    Simple and it lasts for a while.
    Carful to not over step,
    Holding onto who they were before,
    All that's left.

  • @RagnaKarlsdóttir
    @RagnaKarlsdóttir 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    When your happy you enjoy the music,
    When your sad you understand the lyrics.

  • @milotiel6645
    @milotiel6645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    "people think she's complicated, but never wanna look inside,
    cuz she's a little to R-rated, and they're a little too damn blind,
    She's just looking for her angels, but they're a little hard to find."
    that's like, my favorite part, I love the whole song though-
    I actually have (had?) a friend named Sarah, just an h, same name though lol
    Anyway, she was my best friend for literally my entire life, but at some point, BIG things happened in my life, and then her mom, decided she didn't want anything to do with our family anymore. And her mom has always been like that, but.. well I never thought our friendship would have to end like that, and at first we were both very upset about it, but then she messaged me and said some.. things.. that made me very worried she might, um, y'know. So I told my mom, she read the messages, and we called the cops, apparently she had been ending the friendship, not saying goodbye, like, from life. So she got really mad and snapped at me and said things like "do you know how embarrassing it was to have COPS come to your door and ask for you?!" and stuff like that, she said she was done, done with my family, her mom was right. And by then a was struggling with serious depression, I'd lost most of my friends because of what happened in my family, and now I was losing her. Eventually one of us reached out, can't remember who, and we made up, so we're friends now, but we can't see each other, so we just chat on discord right now. And it feels like, well, I guess it's like none of my friends trust us anymore, my other best friend, she isn't allowed to come over, because of what happened, it's really personal so I'm not going to say anything specific, just that something happened.
    It's been a year and a half now.
    This song reminds me of Sarah, but I didn't send it to her, just because I felt that might not be the best, and I'm very self-conscious of my music preferences, and like, everything else, so that's just one thing. I don't have many friends, but I play with my brothers' friends, (and they're nice, basically my friends as well as my brothers' I actually play with them more than my brothers do), and they all have problems in their lives too, and they talk about it with each other, but I.. don't. If anything I act like I'm perfect, literally, I'm not good at communicating, so I just say I'm perfect, I joke about it, I actually nicknamed myself Perfection in the discord server. But so anyway, I thought about sending this to my friend, I didn't and I realized that I keep trying to help my friends, but sometimes, I feel like nobody really cares about me? It's kind of stupid, but I just feel that way sometimes. Because nobody sees through my fake smile, or my fake ego/personality, and see.. me, and everything in my head, all the dark inside there. And the one person who I knew cared about me, was someone I pushed away because I was scared to change, I've always had a set personality, and then people call me weird, and I don't really want to be WEIRD, I want to be me, which is sometimes weird, but I'm so scared people will judge me, that I ended up pushing the person away, and now we don't talk, and I don't think they even really want to be my friend anymore, I don't know. My mom is often in my brother's room talking to him, because he's so depressed that he doesn't leave his room if he can help it. So basically, he doesn't try, at all, so my mom is worried about him. But because I try, I smile, I joke, I see friends, I do things, so I'm clearly fine, my mom doesn't check on me, ever really, my dad, well it just doesn't feel like he loves me. So it just, it seems like no one cares, I know they do, but they aren't helping me, or even acknowledging that there is anything wrong, because they just don't seem to know.
    I'm sorry about that, I started typing, and just.. kept going? 😅
    well if you read this whole thing, thank you, I apparently had to vent
    Edit:
    So uh, it's been a while now, this all went down nearly 3(?) years ago. Wish I could say I'm okay, but I'm really not, maybe better though? I don't know. I finally started meds though, my anxiety is not nearly as bad and I feel like I can just be me, I'm not as scared to actually behave as the person I am, so that's an upside. The person I pushed away, I started talking to them again, then we stopped again? It's pretty complicated and I'm not gonna get into that, I don't even know what I think of that whole situation. I always had the plan that even though we couldn't see each other now, when I got my driver's license, I could drive over and get her and we could hang out without her mom knowing, since she lived close by. Thing is, it was never her that got mad at me, she was trying to talk to me and her mom stood over her shoulder telling her what to say, her mom was ending the friendship through her. Anyway, I'd been waiting a long time and I could nearly get my permit. 4 months before I got my permit, she moved. This wasn't any small move either, she now lives over 1000 miles away, and I truly wish that was an exaggeration. We still talk, but it feels like I lost her. I've found a really cool opportunity in school though, very excited for that. And on top of that, I actually go to school now, I was homeschooled most of my life and then did online school up until recently. So life is eh, I go through periods of feeling utterly hopeless and wanting to die to excited for the future and who I can be. I hope anyone else who has gone through something and feels the same can someday see their worth, you guys are all amazing and don't ever let anyone tell you differently

    • @mawce201
      @mawce201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Its ok, I like to read and listen to people vent abt their problems ut this comment hit me a little too close to house, I understand ur struggles and ive been there. Trust me when I say "It'll get better". And- Your welcome.(replying to u saying thank u).

    • @beastskul5973
      @beastskul5973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I don’t know you or your story, but you got a sister out there now ✌️I really hope you find someone who can see through your walls. And know that no matter what happens- how many people seem to ignore the pain, fake smiles, and weak assurances of everything being ‘perfect’. You got yourself. You are perfect, but it’s your flaws that make you that way. And all of your ‘weirdness’ is what makes you such a character and an individual, it makes you who you are, and you should love yourself for it; not have fear of friends or people seeing more of it. I hope you find company and shelter in knowing and loving who you are. And may your day shine as brightly as yourself- wish I could write you more but life calls. Have a life worth leaving

    • @speedyspartanx2401
      @speedyspartanx2401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      If you need a friend that will listen to you vent and accept you and all your weirdness hmu on discord ill try my best to make you grin like an idiot ik it might not help but ill try my user is spartinX2 my numbers are 8115

    • @fabiankreis3410
      @fabiankreis3410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      *hugs*

    • @milotiel6645
      @milotiel6645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Oh gosh, time passes both very fast and slow, I wrote this comment 2 months ago, and I thought it was longer but I still remember writing it, some of it is kind of cringe but I couldn't find better words, so oh well

  • @GhostScratch
    @GhostScratch 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Why does this song just hit so hard?? I'm not talking about just the beat, but the words as well. It just hits me in the feels the right way.

  • @feliciadenby7594
    @feliciadenby7594 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    So friggin talented... The rap, the message, everything.. what a brave topic to address and it was done perfectly 🙏

  • @adogithethey5228
    @adogithethey5228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I've never been this early before! Great song

  • @Vanilla_Moon_YT
    @Vanilla_Moon_YT 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    To all the people who are struggling with depression,
    whoever you may be, People of colour, LGBTIA+, white, straight, whoever
    Depression can be seen as a tunnel,
    We may never see the end and we feel like we want to give up and sit there.
    But we forget that every tunnel comes to an end, that at every end there is a light.
    So my words to you are,
    Keep going, don't stop, your tunnel may seem longer than others, but that doesn't mean that there isn't an end.
    So keep fighting, And I'll hopefully see you when you arrive.
    From,
    A person who pulled through

    • @realnsfwspeedruns
      @realnsfwspeedruns 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks

    • @CelestialWolf23
      @CelestialWolf23 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I keep finding myself in the tunnel now and then again because my life is hard to live sometimes but as long as it doesn't get darker than February I'm fine going through it. Heck I'm in the tunnel now with a flashlight this time.

  • @theresesalazar3439
    @theresesalazar3439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    "I don't wanna die, but I wish I never Existed"

  • @gloriareed9843
    @gloriareed9843 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    The pic in the back has such a powerful meaning

  • @dark-girl
    @dark-girl 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song feels like my old golden treasure… i listen to it probably 3 years ago, i was depressed wont lie.. i did somehow forgot how deep in depression and how much i was drowning in the sadness.
    but now knowing that i used that song as a description of me back in the day… it really felt like a shock and a petty to my little version that i forgot about nowadays.. this song is a masterpiece and i wish it went viral like the cursing trending songs that doesn’t deserve the attention it took from some songs like this one

  • @Slippy_Toad
    @Slippy_Toad 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Sick of trying,
    Tired of crying,
    Yes, I'm smiling,
    But deep inside I'm dying.

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hope your ok you can talk to me if u want

  • @hornet1065
    @hornet1065 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hoppas allt är bra med dig Sara. Vi hade aldrig fungerat tillsammans, men jag önskar dig verkligen all lycka med livet ❤

  • @morganbutlerEdits
    @morganbutlerEdits 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The end made me cry. This song is super good. It's been on loop for 3 hours.

  • @kinsleyfabian6471
    @kinsleyfabian6471 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I shouldn’t be screaming this song at the top of my lungs with tears streaming down my face while I’m driving home from work every night resulting in me having to pull over to cry it out in a parking lot, but I do. It hits me in a spot no other song does, it makes me feel like someone sees it, like they understand. But it kills me knowing someone else feels like that at the same time, no one should hurt like that.

  • @amirahhopkins3561
    @amirahhopkins3561 4 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Holy shit! I love this song.

  • @TinyKongDonkeyKong
    @TinyKongDonkeyKong 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I have goosebumps. A sad but beautiful song. So powerful and touching. ❤❤❤👏👏👏

  • @YUKI-md4hj
    @YUKI-md4hj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I just relapsed this week and this song has really been hitting deep

  • @ryuyumi7812
    @ryuyumi7812 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is what I actually felt when I was 11 until I was 15 my life change everything change as long as you hold on God you'll be save. No one might not be there in your side but god is!

  • @evi393
    @evi393 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The fact that a song could be so relatable and actually describes the shit I did and went through is mine blowing. Amazing video.

  • @quick_enspired..1218
    @quick_enspired..1218 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Everyone talking about the lyrics and the pain in the voice😢😢
    While me thinking that why the first sigh is sooo damn good and have a lot of pain in itself to make one cry❤❤❤❤
    Literally best song 😢🎉❤❤

  • @makayla2507
    @makayla2507 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i've cried over this 5 times- this is me- I love it-

  • @kevkevbas
    @kevkevbas 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "But your friends are all still here so you pretend you're having fun"
    WHY DID THIS TOUCH MY HEART SO MUCH AND THE SONG ISN'T EVEN HALF WAY DONE-

  • @saracrysis2851
    @saracrysis2851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I woke up to find this song in my notifications, and started listening. It’s already been two hours, but I can’t help it. I’ve been listening to this song on loop, I can’t get enough.

    • @saracrysis2851
      @saracrysis2851 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      8 and a half hours and still counting.

  • @minniehybe2345
    @minniehybe2345 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow...This is completely beautiful..its explains this world..and im on the verge of crying

  • @thewitchon2ndstreet
    @thewitchon2ndstreet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The pic is what made me first click on this otherwise I don't think k i would've found it thank u so much! I needed this song in my life thank u rubychan's nightcore

  • @livinginnonreality2332
    @livinginnonreality2332 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I really like the heavy breathing you can hear regularly in the background. It goes really well with the line towards the end "begging Jesus, please can you make her breathe".

  • @vanillacoffee1828
    @vanillacoffee1828 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    people think shes complicated but never wanna look inside one of my fav line of this song

    • @CelestialWolf23
      @CelestialWolf23 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      People don't wanna look inside me to think I could be a cool person when I wear a hat with the Russian flag I'm deemed traitor and told to go back. I will go back, but only when the war is over to find my biological mother.

  • @KrystleScriven
    @KrystleScriven 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Found this song on TikTok and wanted to say to whoever reads this: I’ve been here, in the place they’re talking about. I survived and it DOES get better. You just have to keep fighting and stay strong. You are all loved.

  • @bionciastuart1734
    @bionciastuart1734 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is a comfort... Everytime I hear it... It feels like for once... Someone understands.

  • @lethalprincess2087
    @lethalprincess2087 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    But who can really blame her. She was looking for angels here, but couldn't find any. So she went to heaven instead.

  • @cadennemcdaris788
    @cadennemcdaris788 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The end of this song...gives me chills every time.

  • @thegeniusaj1655
    @thegeniusaj1655 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I was really touched after hearing this song because I take my 'horrible' life for granted but this song told me that a tough world exists outside my bubble.
    To the 1% who reads this, you are a great person! Always keep searching for your special angel😊

  • @stefyguereschi
    @stefyguereschi ปีที่แล้ว +3

    'Little Sara'esplora le lotte di una giovane donna che ha a che fare con problemi mentali, si sente sola e contempla l'autolesionismo.
    Il testo descrive i sentimenti di isolamento e disconnessione dai suoi amici che non sono consapevoli delle sue difficoltà.
    La prima STROFA descrive i pensieri di autolesionismo ve il modo in cui usa il bere come meccanismo di stare meglio.
    Il ritornello sottolinea che la ragazza si sente incompresa e sottovalutata e che ottenere l'aiuto di cui ha bisogno è difficile.
    Nasconde le sue difficoltà ai suoi amivo non la capirà no e potrebbero giudicarla per avere adottato un approccio diverso della vita.
    Nel complesso è una canzone potente ed emozionante sull'importanza di riconoscere e affrontare i problemi di salute mentale.

  • @IstinaAnna
    @IstinaAnna 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The worst thing is when you’ve cried so much you just can’t anymore, like no matter how hard you try nothing happened

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know, hope your ok

  • @khenzanimyers
    @khenzanimyers 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This pic is perfect for the song. She's only showing people what they want to see and not her current state which is low on energy and will and ready to die. You did amazing with getting his message across.

  • @JosianeBahr
    @JosianeBahr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song is 2 powerful and 2 underrated... The message of this song is everything... There is nothing bad about this song... It makes u and breaks u... It gives u power.. 2 all those people who r having a hard time please stay strong and don't give up..

  • @hippie10700
    @hippie10700 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Nice job

  • @marissadivita
    @marissadivita 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    do you ever just create scenarios in your head of people in your life finding out that you're no longer with them... and it's honestly... comforting ??
    bc same.

  • @angeldomino9359
    @angeldomino9359 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Okay, before y’all start yelling at me, hear me out
    If you’re going through I hard time, try watching my little pony
    Not only is it a good show, but it’s wholesome and hopeful and gives your mind something to distract it from everything else, and honestly will even teach you some important lessons
    Not to mention it’s got a few killer songs that I’ll legit just listen to randomly whenever they pop into my mind
    It’s comforting to watch, and watching allows you to feel like you don’t need to be perfect
    I watched my little pony
    Everyone around me said I was too old, or that I was acting childish
    But I watched all the seasons within a month, and now I’m going into my first re-watch and while it is childish at some parts it’s amazing, and helped me get through some pretty hard times
    It doesn’t specifically have to be my little pony I guess, but just find something that’s maybe thought to be younger children, because it opens your eyes to a whole new world of more stuff
    I watched my little pony, then I bought myself a huge comfort stuffed animal, now I’ve got about 3 huge stuffed animals and I’ve watched so many other cartoons that are seemingly for kids and I’m honestly in a much better place

    • @waserased5176
      @waserased5176 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel like we are told to grow up to quickly. Alongside splitting shows into genres that are to narrow for them, like avatar the last airbender

    • @junobrodin4243
      @junobrodin4243 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      When i was little and people stopped to watch "kids movies" even if they where still young then i was scared to not fit in so held myself away from them even if i secretly wanted to watch them

    • @waserased5176
      @waserased5176 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@junobrodin4243 Totally! It put people off watching stuff made for their age

    • @junobrodin4243
      @junobrodin4243 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@waserased5176 yes its sad now days i look at snime and memes TwT

    • @Mister.Sir.King._Sir
      @Mister.Sir.King._Sir 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@junobrodin4243 I always hid it but I still enjoy watching TMNT, Oswald, my little pony, and power puff girls.

  • @KatinkaKalbfleisch
    @KatinkaKalbfleisch 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The worst moment ... when a person realizes how much a song's lyrics describe someone's feelings.

  • @Jocelyn-hr8vu
    @Jocelyn-hr8vu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Little Sara
    Your a diamond
    In the rough
    And I know that you
    Don't hear this all enough
    And I'm sure that's why
    Your writs have tons of cuts
    And I'm sure that's why
    You think your not enough
    On your 19th birthday
    You thought that you were done
    Tons of people in your home
    But it only felt like one
    Cuz your brain can only think
    About the waiting loaded gun
    But your friends are all still here
    So you pretend you're having fun
    All your friends, they wanna drink
    Cause it's your birthday
    But you've been drinking straight
    Probably since last Thursday Drinking is the only thing
    That makes u feel just okay
    It keeps the trigger finger
    Of the trigger and at bay
    You mind can only think
    About the things it shouldn't
    Your brain is filled with thoughts
    Of wishing that ya didn't
    Little Sara perk your ears up
    Try to listen
    But she can't hear the song
    Cause she's locked in the prison
    She can barely see the pavement
    She can barely read the signs
    People think she's complicated
    But never wanna look inside
    Cause she's a little too R-rated
    And they're a little too damn blind
    She's just looking for her angels
    But they're a little hard to find
    Little Sara
    You've been skipping out
    On class
    And any minute now
    Your friends are gonna ask
    Why the hell
    You're always acting
    Sorta sad
    And why the hell
    Your weeds just never
    seems to last
    But the truth is you
    Don't wanna let your secrets out
    Cause they think it's wrong for
    You to take a different route
    All, except your mom
    Too bad that she's just not around And don't get me wrong
    Those words you've tried
    To get them out
    But their views been skewed
    From their plastic news
    From their plasma tubes
    So they won't fit in your shoes
    Except for Sunday blues
    But you got Monday blues
    You got Tuesday blues
    Damn every day ya might lose
    All your friends they wanna smoke Cause it's a Friday
    But you've been smoking straight
    Probably since last Sunday
    I know you know you shouldn't say
    That you are okay
    But still you looked in the eye
    And lie then go to use the ashtray
    She can barely see
    The pavement
    She can barely read
    The signs
    People think she's complicated
    But never wanna look
    Inside
    Cause she's a little too
    R-rated
    And they're a little too
    Damn blind
    She's just looking for
    Her angels
    But they're a little hard to find
    Little Sara
    Last night you got it bad
    In that moment
    You could barely even add
    Up 2 or 3 reasons
    Why you're glad
    And I guess that's
    You grabbed your pen and pad
    It was 6.14
    And you could barely even read
    All the words you'd written down
    Why it was time for you to leave
    Your phone was on the ground
    And you could barely hear it ring
    Couldn't even hear a sound
    Couldn't feel a single thing
    Now it's 6.15
    And your on your knees
    Blood is on your sleeves
    And you lungs won't breath
    Eyes are watering
    Body's shivering
    And tire wondering
    What is happening
    Now it's 6.23
    And they're on their knees
    Begging Jesus please
    Can you make her breath
    Cause they finally see
    What was happening
    Underneath they're nose
    And underneath your sleeves
    She can barely
    The pavement
    She can barely read
    The signs
    People think she's complicated
    But never wanna look
    Inside
    Cause she's a little too
    R-rated
    And they're a little too
    Damn blind
    She's just looking for
    Her angels
    But they're a little hard to find
    These are the lyrics
    It was hard writting the lyrics down

  • @Sarahlovesguineapigs
    @Sarahlovesguineapigs 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My name is Sarah, so I decided to give this song a listen. It really hit a little too close to home. I don't struggle with substance abuse, but I've been battling anxiety and depression for so many years now. I'm 21 now, but ironically I first discovered this song at 19, the age of the girl in the song. I honestly didn't think I'd make it this far. It's been really, really hard, but I'm still determined to keep fighting.

  • @Raewilliams189
    @Raewilliams189 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i’ve been listening to this on repeat- makes me cry everytime 🥺

  • @TrinityDozier-g6q
    @TrinityDozier-g6q 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I've started doing SH a few days ago and this song makes sure i know I'm not alone. Thank you for posting this song in nightcore and this video in general.

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p หลายเดือนก่อน

      You’ll never be alone, it’s a big world

  • @blue_rose1416
    @blue_rose1416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Does anyone else feel guilty bc they are depressed and trying to stop sh and them ppl say that someone has it worse than you…

    • @BlankedOutSlate
      @BlankedOutSlate 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Personally I don't, and nobody should; The worst possible way to help people going through depression is comparing their struggles with others, if someone ever does that it just sounds ignorant at best, and indirectly wanting them to do it faster at worst

  • @Name-kq7sb
    @Name-kq7sb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you RubyChan’s Nightcore

  • @kylethecarrotgames3639
    @kylethecarrotgames3639 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    ok so I just finished my fight with depression and I want to point out that this song is so true. Most of the time you just feel empty and alone. For me it was just a lack of emotion and the little things would always push me over the edge into a mental breakdown and the amount of times that it said little really rang true for me.

  • @PiperWheelZenless
    @PiperWheelZenless 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, lr anything of that nature, this is for you
    Your are beautiful
    You are wanted
    You are wonderful
    Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. Your are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better
    We love you and are always here for you! Do NOT do something permanet over something temporary. Your better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light.
    And always remember, don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
    Your
    Own
    Unique
    Mindset
    Always
    Trys
    To
    Engage in the
    Right ways
    Now read the first letter of every word
    You matter! No matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps.

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you

  • @nathansto2900
    @nathansto2900 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Can we just take a second and admire how perfectly this picture expresses the soul of this song?
    Like seriously. It's quite the image.

  • @izk9381
    @izk9381 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What I love personally is that singers make songs like this for a living and they know that the people Who listen to their music are in a rough time and then there are the singers who post this stuff just for the leading start on the boards and those people don’t understand what they did for that small group of people all around the world and how much better they made them feel in the moment of listening to that song

  • @saltytoshiro3685
    @saltytoshiro3685 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Wanna hear a fun fact? You can't smile while looking up
    Okay I'll be honest with you, I lied back there. But, sense you're already smiling, why don't you just keep it up? You have a world that needs you, a life you need to live, a mountain to climb, and goals to reach. Think about your age for a second. You've been through that many years, that much pain and turmoil, and you've managed to persevere. You have gone through a lot, I know. But just know that I am so proud of you for making it this far. You've been able to go this long, so is there really any reason to let life stop you now? You have gone on this long, and you can have a lifetime of joy if you just persevere a bit longer. I'll be blunt with you, the reason I lied earlier is because I wanted to make you smile because you genuinely deserve it! You need to do this for not only you, but all your loved ones as well. Your future, your dreams that can and will be claimed one day by their rightful owner in the shape of you. You've climbed up Mount Everest, what is one more hurdle in your way? You've got this. I seriously believe you can - no, I know that you will do it.
    Have an amazing day, amazing person :)

  • @IzzieSciGirls
    @IzzieSciGirls 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    when u get
    " he didnt seem depressed "
    but its truly
    " i didnt notice hes depressed because i dont care about him "
    now its too late

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p วันที่ผ่านมา

      What do I mean it’s too late r u ok??

  • @miraikuriyama7077
    @miraikuriyama7077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Dear Sara,
    Even though ThE ANgelS are hard to find *Don't Give Up*
    Realize that u are LOVED

  • @Sara_Lam
    @Sara_Lam ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Listening to this on repeat at 4 am. Can’t get over it. So relatable.

  • @amyelizabethpearlman9109
    @amyelizabethpearlman9109 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I could lisin to this song time after time

  • @Poopoo_potatoTTV
    @Poopoo_potatoTTV 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This song always hits too close to home, I went through everything in this song and even tried taking my life but it didn’t work and when my parents found out all they did was yell and punish me for feeling this way.. I always felt like a burden and as I got older I would drink or be high all the time to have some kind of escape but now I’ve made it a happier place in life with someone who loves me and actually makes me feel loved.

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p วันที่ผ่านมา

      Well done I’m glad you found someone 😁😁😁

  • @_smp_lxser_9128
    @_smp_lxser_9128 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Why is this music so nice and calming when I want to cry or when I’m sad???

  • @PartyPhilWiiParty
    @PartyPhilWiiParty 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ya when the seasonal depression hits I’m gonna be listening to this on the daily.

  • @AnnaAlderink
    @AnnaAlderink ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Man this song hit hard. I hope none of you ever have this happen to you

  • @TammiWilkins612
    @TammiWilkins612 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    The people who aren't fighting depression don't know how hard it is
    It hurts

    • @Flo-h8p
      @Flo-h8p วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I know 😢😢

  • @natalia7391
    @natalia7391 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Nice song!

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      c:

    • @nicdoherty7545
      @nicdoherty7545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I listened to this on repeat. It just makes me feel hollow, like i rarely feel sad over songs

  • @jasminejaneestrao3449
    @jasminejaneestrao3449 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    9 seconds in and I just have to pause to tear up.