Don't hope for happiness to come find you, because it has always been there. Find happiness where you already are. CREATE your own happiness before it's too late and you're still *searching* for it. Just a reminder, god throws obstacles to those who he knows are strong enough to handle them. Stay strong and don't forget ME and A LOT of people love you. ♥️♥️
Dear me, I have been lonely I have been empty I have been broken I have been killed I have been hopeless I have felt dead to the world But I have been alive I have been happy in moments I have made friends I have many families I have seen light in the dark I have hope I am not dead yet. I am living still. ~i hope this makes the hopeless, the broken, the missing and the lost feel not so alone~ -To the Brave Souls like me
@@Sarah-bu4rl you all are amazing and i hope you guys see that. You guys are so beautiful and tho im a stranger don't discard my words please. Jesus loves you He can make you feel a happy the world cannot give. Just sharing. So go Love Love Love You need to live Live Live Live. Let's not waste it.
soroarian both you and I know why they said this is because it’s true, no one says anything like this unless if it was true and the reason why we don’t show it is because we don’t want to see it, we don’t want to see anymore death or pain to other preppie or this world, this generation, sure some of us say it to sound cool but if it is poetic like this than it couldn’t be more true than simply living.
Dear Me, I dont wan't to laugh today, i wan't to let it out how i feel inside when i am sad, i want to someone comfort me, but Nightcore sad songs comfort my heart so, *i always listen to these songs that they didn't know why i am listening to it.*
hey i know this may sound weird but i feel the same way and if any of you guys, and i mean literally anyone, message me on youtube cause im always there.
Roses are red, Violets are blue, Sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses have wilted, The violets are dead. The sugar-bowls are empty, And my wrists are stained red.
@@micahbender2040 the lord cant help only you can change who you are and what you did I personally dont believe in the lord but others do and that's not wrong wr all have an opinion
I am strong because, I’ve been weak. I am fearless because, I’ve been afraid. I am wise because, I’ve been foolish, but the depression, anxiety, and the painful memories will always be there to remind you to never give in and fight what is holding you back. Love Yourself 😭😊💜
Layla pearson What even is "oneself" Find out for yourself what you tolerate for anyone. You are part of this "anyone" Treat people like they are close friends of yours, and if you are in a situation where you are treated badly, than think if you would accept this happening to a friend. You don't need to understand yourself to love you. Of course, I can just speak from my experience, but I hope I could help you
Dear Me This is a letter to the girl I used to be Dear Me There are some things that you should know It's not my intention to embarrass or to shame you What's inside the rearview mirror is closer than it appears We do the best that we know how, with what we have been given And the difference between you and I is I've been given time In time, you'll see Dear Me This is a letter to the girl I used to be Some things are not as simple as we said Remember when we thought there were a handful of some magic words to pray A guarantee and a down payment on a mansion Remember all the rules we made about the Body and the Blood The hoops we made them jump through though He offers it to everyone I'm so sorry Do you remember now the things I said I thought that I deserved My flag, and safety, a place to learn The things I know I didn't earn And bless their hearts, I'm sure it's hard, but handouts don't help anyone And all the talk about the system I sure hope someone can fix them I said those things Dear Me This is a letter to the girl I used to be You'll see, you're gonna take the long way And there is nothing you could do or say to separate you From the love of God who made you just exactly as He meant to And you cannot imagine all the places you'll see Jesus But you'll find Him everywhere you thought He wasn't supposed to go So, go Go And hold all the mothers, whose babies bleed from bullet holes And feel all the hunger, the bellies and the bones Shout for the prisoner, cry for justice, loud and long And march with the victims, as Jesus marches on And sit at all the tables, ‘cause Jesus eats with everyone And dance to the music, if you can't sing its' native tongue And cry for the wombs, the mothers and the empty arms And hold high the warriors, fighting now for freedoms' song And love, love, love, love like it's your own blood Love, love, love, love as you have been loved Dear Me You did not learn this in a day or two or three So ask a lot of questions But Jesus loves us, this I know And there are no exceptions
Yes I know this but some people, including myself, like to read them while listening so I know what's coming next. Idc if u think it's weird but I posted them cause I didn't want to have another device just to see all the lyrics while listening to the song. And it's not hurting anyone so I don't see the problem.
I wish I could be the real me around people I wish they understand why i'm childish for a13+ (soon 14) I wish when I smile it would be from the heart and not fake I wish when I smile everyday i'm not hurting on the inside I wish i stop being push down I wish to be happy and loved I need comforting and someone to talk to I want to do what I want to do I just wanna live a life with real people and joy and smiles and hug : - ( Edit: I can't believe I stumbled upon my comment after a year. A lot has happened since then I started to cut alot I got in trouble for it I had to do counselling even tho we didn't get anywhere, I drank a half cup of vinegar, I tried to stab myself with the knife but it didn't work out, I made a lot of people worry because I left my house in the night and didn't tell anyone but after all that here I am turning 15 next week and realize life may be bullshit but you should surround yourself with people you feel some type of happiness with, you don't need to open up or tell them anything. Remember your smile bring joy to people you think and convince yourself that don't care, the little things matter. Thank you for all the beautiful comments and I might update on my emotional journey.
Hmm. I can relate. Though at this point...I honestly don't really want to share myself with others. I want to keep me all to myself. I like me, and that's good enough. I no longer care what others think. I enjoyed your poem though, so thank you.
Hey kiddo. Right now you're passing through rough times, but there's so much that life is going to offer to you very soon. It might feel like you're in a bottomless pit, but believe me, things do change. As you grow older, you will see the world through different eyes: you'll grow stronger and become happier. You just gotta hold on a little longer. Everything is gonna be alright. Have faith, and love yourself ♡
I'm going through the same thing...everyday I have to put on a fake smile and hide my real self I pretend to be a joyful self but inside it's not funny or joy its heartbreak and depression but I keep it locked up.i wish ppl would like me for me and not s joyful girl
Dear God: Please rewind my time To when are love was a crime When my roses weren't wilted When my heart wasn't melted The the sun shined bright And the Moon in the night When my wrist were not red No I'm not depressed. I'm just blank Just like u said
*Dear Me,* Please tell me Nate is still with you, tell me you have a stable life and a good paying job. Tell me your loved by your parents now. Tell me Grandpa is happy and fine and Grandma is soaring high... Please tell me that you are happy because I know I’m not right now I’m in an awful situation where I need help but am too scared to ask please tell me you got help. You have better friends right? The fakes are gone. PLEASE tell me you did this. Tell me you are sweet and innocent and have done nothing that could consider to an awful sin. One last thing, tell me you love yourself and try to tell me that I should love myself. ~Your younger self If you guys could remind me in 2026 that would be amazing! I want to see how I turned out
Dear Me I hope to become the girl I used to be I want my old self back I want to smile and it be real I want to stop lieing to everyone that I'm happy That I'm ok I want to be happy for real... I want my old friends back I want my old life back I want my self back... Sincerely Myself 2019
*no one knows who I really am.* -my smiles are fake- -Im not who you think I am- *Youll never understand the pain.* *And let me remind you ...you can't fix what is broken.*
❤i can't say i directly relate to this because of the fact that we both live different lives, but i definently know how that pain feels... My family constantly says that i'm not depressed because of the fact that i smile, but i don't smile because i'm happy i smile because i have faith in a better outcome... And they can't say that when they don't know what they put me through. They can't feel the weight of the shattered heart that i carry throughout every single day and they have no idea the how it feels to have those shards stab at your lungs from the moment you wake up until you fall asleep again, because every breath that i take makes it feel im buring up on the inside and drowning all at once... I know that's something they've never known... I just want to tell you that your not alone, and that despite what everyone says. *broken dosen't stay like that forever* Don't give up. The world needs your light more than you beleive that it does.💔
@@dakotam3815 please remember that your parents is trying to help you even if they don't know how or they didn't understand you...just remember that they try to help you...
As a Christian who is disappointed at the hate others of my religion spread, this song really hits home. When I realized the people around me didn't actually practice the love they taught I questioned if they really believed, or simply went along with what everyone else did but nothing more.
Exactly! Even 'Vasudhaiv Kutumbhakam' is one of the teachings of Hinduism or Sanatan Dharma. And now the so-called 'nationalist' ruling party itself is dividing the country in the name of 'Hindiism' for their vote bank 😔 It hurts to see the leader of the largest democracy of the world is himself using religion to spread hate and remain in power.
I think that's the case for many people. For me I've always seen religion more as a tradition rather than believe. My philosophy is to not regret a thing on my dying bed. I would regret hurting people, I would regret sitting idly by if someone hurts and I can help them (emotionally or physically) I would regret holding grudges. I've been told that my way of thinking is very clearly tainted by Christianity, but I'd rather not refer to myself as Christian anymore because I feel very disconnected from religion as a whole. Sometimes I wished I could just believe in a higher power if I am feeling low, but that's a completely different story. Enough side tension. I think too many people just take their "default" religion, never really thinking about the implications of being a part of the religion and not really caring about the teachings. If people actually had to honestly try and live by the teachings of their respective religion this world would be a more peaceful and hate free place
This song describes the exact reason I stopped going to church. I realized they were using Jesus and the Bible to make themselves mightier, and forced people to jump through hoops to "be saved". Jesus is for everyone, whether they are Christian or not, and whether they are wealthy or not. Jesus is all of ours because he belongs to more than those select few. This is a beautiful and true song.
Piper The Viper I’m Christian, and from the bottom of my heart I ask you to become closer to him (you don’t have to go to church, I don’t) but don’t lose faith ❤️
Your voice isn't silence, don't hide it, Your thoughts aren't shadowed, don't ignore them, Your dreams aren't shattered, don't give up on them, Your love isn't lost, don't forget it. Your soul isn't empty, don't fill it with hate, Your eyes aren't blind, don't close them to pain, Your hands aren't tied, don't let them be restrained, Your feet aren't rooted, don't stop them from change. Your scars aren't flaws, don't be ashamed of them, Your battles aren't over, don't surrender in them, Your story isn't finished, don't end it before it's written, Your strength isn't measured, don't diminish it with dimming. For life is a journey, don't make it a burden, With every step forward, don't let it be a struggle, Embrace all that you are, and all that you have to offer, For you are beautiful, don't let the world make you feel otherwise.
When you were little If you fell They would ask you where it hurt You would point to Your knees, your arm or an elbow But you noticed as you get older If you fall, They do not ask where it hurts You sit silently in your room Waiting for someone to ask you Where it hurts Pointing to your head and heart Because that is where the pain Hurts the most But nobody makes it better *Not my words, please pass on*
Even if the church is sacred it's made by humans,and there can be errors in it,as a Christian I can say this is a wonderful song.I needed this because I really care about my religion ,this song helped me understand I'll never be able to understand the Faith's mistery,and there are things I will understand just with time.
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it, Your face isn't mask don't cover it, Your size isn't book don't juge it, Your life isn't film don't end it Not my words but spread it
Nobody thinks your special Nobody wants to be your friend Nobody thinks your a good person Nobody thinks you should stay strong I’m nobody ☺️ nice to meet you
I'm not special. I don't want to let you be my friend because I'll let you in on my horrible life that no one needs to know. I'm not a good person. I can't stay strong if I'm too weak to stay strong enough to go one night without the voices.
phoenix wolf Wow... It seems you are convinced that your polluted thoughts speak the truth. First of all, you can't be a bad person, because how do you even define bad? You don't feel special, because you are used to yourself. You don't want to make friends so they don't have to see your cracked life? That's messed up. That implies that for you it's ok to live in this circumstance but not for anyone else. Why do you feel that way? What are you telling yourself? And to end this reply: You are not weak, you were fighting way too long on your own. Please get some help. I know that that will hurt, I know that feeling like you are not worthy getting help, I know that feeling that you don't want to be a burden to anyone. And because I know all that, no because I experienced all that, I can tell you that this will be best. It won't work fast, but it will help in the long term.
@@glarak9819 I don’t want to be a burden to anyone especially my friends and family they have so much more going on and I think I can handle my problems on my own plus in the past 2 years they haven’t noticed how much less I smile and harder it is for me to be happy.
I'm probably going to come back to listen to this in a couple of years so... Dear future Me: If your reading this I'm proud of you...your still alive your still here...be grateful for everything you have...and keep working hard...but make sure you reward yourself...I hope your not a work-aholic anymore and that you have finally excepted your self...I hope you have gotten the dog that you wanted...and you have a healthy lifestyle...most importantly keep fighting...
I absolutely love this song. It isn't my usual music style (I listen to more rock than soft music) but I love the words. As a writer, this song is just hitting me in the face. As a Christian, the words and meaning means so much more
Someone out there *cares* for you. Someone out there *loves* you. You don't see them, you don't feel them. But they are there. Hold on until you see them.
Love is free... It lets you be you and won't judge.... It's a safe place.... Love who you want to love.... It's some thing that everyone needs and deserves.... Maybe the support that you need isn't here right now, but keep in mind that there is someone that was made just for you... So stay strong and don't lose hope because... it'll be worth it when it finally happens
Nichole Nordeman actually came in to my church and sung this song, and honestly it made me cry! I got to listen this really awesome and meaningful song, live on stage with out paying for anything! This is why I love Central Christian Church! ❤️❤️
I am crying tears I thought long gone due to the society expectations for men to show no tears I love this inspiration and moral boost Thank you for the comfort I needed in the final moments of Christmas and the coming of thee new year Thank you from my the depth of my wounded heart Subscribed!
Really depressing stories that are TRUE to some people 1: I had two friends which started to hang out together without me. I thought that was fine, they could do what they wanted, but it got worse. They ended up completely leaving me and sometimes even started being mean to me. No matter who I talked to, they said I was lying to get attention.. 2: I lived in a nice house but one day that changed. I was only 13. My single father started to get really poor and couldn’t handle a child anymore.. he abandoned me and I was barely able to survive.. a few days later I was hungry and weak, but thankfully an abusive family came and picked me up. It ended up to be worse than dying.. 3: after my mom died, my dad couldn’t handle it, and he put his anger out on me. He beat me every day. I got bruises on my arms and got bullied for it at school. The teachers just said ignore the bullies it’s fine but the bullied were physically hurting me and I couldn’t ignore them.. Fortunately, I’ve had none of these happen to me, and I am so so sorry for those who have gone through hard times. Wether it relates to any of these stories or if it’s different, I urge you to keep fighting. I know people keep saying this and I know you don’t think it’s true but it really will get better. Trust me. You are loved ❤️ I’ve had terrible emotional terrors happen to me that I’ve told no soul.. I’m sorry, you don’t want to know about me. But I’m here for you still. :)
I really cant say much to your life..its just really sad..but what I can say is that I know that God doesn't leave his people behind...so he WILL come and pick you up..😊
Then why is mine taking so long? It's already been almost 7 years since I've had depression. I've been here on Earth for 13 years. Someone tell me why Jesus's plan for me is taking so long.
@@phoenixwolf9354 you understand when you least expect to, sometimes the things you want is right in front of you but sometimes it's not the right time to get what we want and we have to wait for years. It's just the way things are, I guess.
@@phoenixwolf9354 I've been in the same situation....I had a serious trauma when I was...well defenitly too little... And I've suffered from depression since I can remember...I often asked myself why God did let that happen to me.... but I never lost faith in Him and than I got the answer...they say that God write straight on crooked lines.... It was an human that hurt me, not God, but He gave me the possibility to use that pain...I'm 23 and in the last years I met a lot of lonely people suffering with depression, others who have been trought the same kind of trauma and even an abuser whose guilt was trapping him in despair...I couldn't help all of them, but I could help some, my pain helped them heal a bit, for the first time they felt understood by someone....my depression won't go away...but doesn't mean that it's impossibile to be happy, try to see everday as a miracle and find someone more experienced asking for help....I won't lie, It won't be easy even a bit, but it's possibile to be happy, helping the others while being helped may be an answer....sorry for my english and sorry if I wrote too much, God may bless you, I'll pray for you today ♥️
Nichole has the most beautiful voice😍😍 this has so much meaning and it turns me back to when I was "normal" but happy, this brought all the years I was happy together and all the depression and suicidal thoughts go away. I stop falling and start rising toward the happy when I think of my past self sitting on my favourite bridge. It makes my differences like, colour blind, English accent, and awkward all turn into advantages in my own perspective. Thank you so much for opening my eyes and pulling me out of depression Nichole❤❤❤
I’m literally crying this song is so beautiful!!! Jesus loves us all so more people need to come to him with their worries,wounds,and doubts Because no matter what we do He still loves us .So no matter what people say about you stand tall and proud because we are children of God! Spread the word of Christ so more people come to know Him! Because we may have sined in the past but God will and has forgiven us so ask for forgiveness of your sins because He will forgive you. Don’t let other people tell you he is not real because he is and He’s amazing! So please share the word of Christ because no matter what he love us and he brings peace and prosperity. So again share the word because so day he will come back and take all the Christians to heaven so are you ready! So if you know people who don’t know Him share the word to the so more people can go to heaven! Because we were put on this earth to worship him not to shame him!!!!!!!! Because we are a children of God! So lift people up don’t bring them down and break them because we are loved and want to be like so we should come together with are differences!! So please share the Word of the Lord not only so we can have peace but so more people can have everlasting life in Heaven! So if you’re willing to share the word of Christ please comet I Am Fearless Because He Is Faithful And I Believe in Him as my Savior!!!!!
Thank u girl! I agree, as Christians we need to be more willing and wanting to spread God's word to others, even if they have wronged us! Thx girl! 👍👌😁✝
I cried reading this, I totally agree with you.Peaple sometimes see Christianity(or other beliefes) as something toxic and annoying,but it's not at all.May God bless you all!
Dear me, You are my best friend, You are my shoulder to lean on, You are the one person I know I can count on, You are the love of my life, You are my one and only, You are my everything... Dear me, NEVER FORGET THIS.
I'm not yet but I hope when I'm older and I look back at myself, I feel proud. I hope I love myself more. I hope I never ever think about wanting to die again. Wish to come back after a few years :)
A lovely song by Nichole Nordeman ♥
RubyChan's Nightcore best nightcore Chanel X🖤
Nibble is here... tbh i dont know whay
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Nice song ❤
I love this.....💕
Dear me
There are five thousand things i want to say so one advice don't shut everyone out.
Remind me guys in a few years that i wrote this.
Don't shut everyone out... wise words
Hey you have a bunch of comments
I would be honored to remind you.
Thx
If I would still be alive after all this cuts.
I accidentally clicked. Best accident *ever.*
Same!
Chloe Marwya it was in my mix thank you universe
Thats what my parents said when i came out...
sorry it was funnier in my head.
ME TOO😌😌😌
I wish my mom would say that about me 😅
Dear me,
I hope i'll find happiness, so i can stop hurting myself.
Sincerely me.
* smiles * Don't give up
Don't hope for happiness to come find you, because it has always been there. Find happiness where you already are. CREATE your own happiness before it's too late and you're still *searching* for it. Just a reminder, god throws obstacles to those who he knows are strong enough to handle them. Stay strong and don't forget ME and A LOT of people love you. ♥️♥️
Dear me,
I have been lonely
I have been empty
I have been broken
I have been killed
I have been hopeless
I have felt dead to the world
But
I have been alive
I have been happy in moments
I have made friends
I have many families
I have seen light in the dark
I have hope
I am not dead yet.
I am living still.
~i hope this makes the hopeless, the broken, the missing and the lost feel not so alone~
-To the Brave Souls like me
Don't hurt yourself god loves you!
@@Sarah-bu4rl you all are amazing and i hope you guys see that. You guys are so beautiful and tho im a stranger don't discard my words please. Jesus loves you He can make you feel a happy the world cannot give. Just sharing. So go
Love
Love
Love
You need to live
Live
Live
Live.
Let's not waste it.
I’m fragile.
Not fragile like a flower,
Fragile like a bomb.
With one little push,
I could destroy everything.
Agree
beautiful
soroarian both you and I know why they said this is because it’s true, no one says anything like this unless if it was true and the reason why we don’t show it is because we don’t want to see it, we don’t want to see anymore death or pain to other preppie or this world, this generation, sure some of us say it to sound cool but if it is poetic like this than it couldn’t be more true than simply living.
@@sommer1558 it's a poem that speaks truth.
And if your parents are dead why take your anger out on this? Do you think your parents would be proud?.
@@sommer1558 you're a deep person, ahaha.
Dear Me,
I dont wan't to laugh today, i wan't to let it out how i feel inside when i am sad, i want to someone comfort me, but Nightcore sad songs comfort my heart so, *i always listen to these songs that they didn't know why i am listening to it.*
Same here
Same here but I sing them not too loudly but I sing them and nobody found out that I love to sing
Yes
hey i know this may sound weird but i feel the same way and if any of you guys, and i mean literally anyone, message me on youtube cause im always there.
@@musical_mindshyunnie thanks me and everyone else appreciates the effort
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses have wilted,
The violets are dead.
The sugar-bowls are empty,
And my wrists are stained red.
S A D
Aw, shucks that’s depressing
dark but beautiful
What just happened?
Dont cut your wrists! Everyone will cry for your abaints! Dont hurt yourself! Ive tried it before....
Trust me...dont cut...
You know my name not my story,
You heard what I did, not what I've been through
You can read my lips but not my mind
You don't know me
Le Kawaii UwU
Some people are the same like me and others to >.
Hey look up to the Lord he knows you the best out of everyone you know and he loves you
@@micahbender2040 the lord cant help only you can change who you are and what you did I personally dont believe in the lord but others do and that's not wrong wr all have an opinion
Le Kawaii UwU we know you look at your profile XD
but i feel you
wrong song dude
I am strong because, I’ve been weak. I am fearless because, I’ve been afraid. I am wise because, I’ve been foolish, but the depression, anxiety, and the painful memories will always be there to remind you to never give in and fight what is holding you back. Love Yourself 😭😊💜
This is absolutely true!
This is true but i don't know myself
Layla pearson What even is "oneself" Find out for yourself what you tolerate for anyone. You are part of this "anyone" Treat people like they are close friends of yours, and if you are in a situation where you are treated badly, than think if you would accept this happening to a friend. You don't need to understand yourself to love you.
Of course, I can just speak from my experience, but I hope I could help you
@@glarak9819 It help a bit but im still lost......
@@Samuel-zv3nx I don't know myself either.......
Dear me,
please be kind to yourself, you deserve the best. you're a good person. follow your heart and dream
sincerely, you
Dear Me
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
Dear Me
There are some things that you should know
It's not my intention to embarrass or to shame you
What's inside the rearview mirror is closer than it appears
We do the best that we know how, with what we have been given
And the difference between you and I is I've been given time
In time, you'll see
Dear Me
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
Some things are not as simple as we said
Remember when we thought there were a handful of some magic words to pray
A guarantee and a down payment on a mansion
Remember all the rules we made about the Body and the Blood
The hoops we made them jump through though He offers it to everyone
I'm so sorry
Do you remember now the things I said I thought that I deserved
My flag, and safety, a place to learn
The things I know I didn't earn
And bless their hearts, I'm sure it's hard, but handouts don't help anyone
And all the talk about the system
I sure hope someone can fix them
I said those things
Dear Me
This is a letter to the girl I used to be
You'll see, you're gonna take the long way
And there is nothing you could do or say to separate you
From the love of God who made you just exactly as He meant to
And you cannot imagine all the places you'll see Jesus
But you'll find Him everywhere you thought He wasn't supposed to go
So, go
Go
And hold all the mothers, whose babies bleed from bullet holes
And feel all the hunger, the bellies and the bones
Shout for the prisoner, cry for justice, loud and long
And march with the victims, as Jesus marches on
And sit at all the tables, ‘cause Jesus eats with everyone
And dance to the music, if you can't sing its' native tongue
And cry for the wombs, the mothers and the empty arms
And hold high the warriors, fighting now for freedoms' song
And love, love, love, love like it's your own blood
Love, love, love, love as you have been loved
Dear Me
You did not learn this in a day or two or three
So ask a lot of questions
But Jesus loves us, this I know
And there are no exceptions
Literally a lyric video....
Yes I know this but some people, including myself, like to read them while listening so I know what's coming next. Idc if u think it's weird but I posted them cause I didn't want to have another device just to see all the lyrics while listening to the song. And it's not hurting anyone so I don't see the problem.
@Molly Caldwell k it's cool
(Just to let y'all know, they deleted the comment. I am not talking to myself I swear)
@@kiri8349 Awwhh
Thanks you
I wish I could be the real me around people
I wish they understand why i'm childish for a13+ (soon 14)
I wish when I smile it would be from the heart and not fake
I wish when I smile everyday i'm not hurting on the inside
I wish i stop being push down
I wish to be happy and loved
I need comforting and someone to talk to
I want to do what I want to do
I just wanna live a life with real people and joy and smiles and hug : - (
Edit: I can't believe I stumbled upon my comment after a year. A lot has happened since then I started to cut alot I got in trouble for it I had to do counselling even tho we didn't get anywhere, I drank a half cup of vinegar, I tried to stab myself with the knife but it didn't work out, I made a lot of people worry because I left my house in the night and didn't tell anyone but after all that here I am turning 15 next week and realize life may be bullshit but you should surround yourself with people you feel some type of happiness with, you don't need to open up or tell them anything. Remember your smile bring joy to people you think and convince yourself that don't care, the little things matter. Thank you for all the beautiful comments and I might update on my emotional journey.
Hmm. I can relate. Though at this point...I honestly don't really want to share myself with others. I want to keep me all to myself. I like me, and that's good enough. I no longer care what others think.
I enjoyed your poem though, so thank you.
Hey kiddo. Right now you're passing through rough times, but there's so much that life is going to offer to you very soon. It might feel like you're in a bottomless pit, but believe me, things do change. As you grow older, you will see the world through different eyes: you'll grow stronger and become happier. You just gotta hold on a little longer. Everything is gonna be alright. Have faith, and love yourself ♡
I'm going through the same thing...everyday I have to put on a fake smile and hide my real self I pretend to be a joyful self but inside it's not funny or joy its heartbreak and depression but I keep it locked up.i wish ppl would like me for me and not s joyful girl
Ur not childish , ur broken but we are humans
I can relate
At first i cried, than i smiled * - *
than or then? oh God grammar!
Ok
I think this is probably one of the most emotional Nightcore songs I've ever heard... It's also relatable... It's amazing :'0
@Hati kawaii I've seen it 😫 so sad
i'm a polysexual pancake. it doesn't have the same ring tho ;(
@@squammy3536 anyone can be a pancake, dw I thought Pansexual Pancake sounded weird at first 💕😂
listen to older by sasha sloan , can't say anything but it's emotionally relatable ❤️
Dear God:
Please rewind my time
To when are love was a crime
When my roses weren't wilted
When my heart wasn't melted
The the sun shined bright
And the Moon in the night
When my wrist were not red
No I'm not depressed.
I'm just blank
Just like u said
*Dear Me,*
Please tell me Nate is still with you, tell me you have a stable life and a good paying job. Tell me your loved by your parents now. Tell me Grandpa is happy and fine and Grandma is soaring high... Please tell me that you are happy because I know I’m not right now I’m in an awful situation where I need help but am too scared to ask please tell me you got help. You have better friends right? The fakes are gone. PLEASE tell me you did this. Tell me you are sweet and innocent and have done nothing that could consider to an awful sin. One last thing, tell me you love yourself and try to tell me that I should love myself.
~Your younger self
If you guys could remind me in 2026 that would be amazing! I want to see how I turned out
I’ll remind u :)
I'll remind you! ♡
I'll try my best to remember, I can't promise okay?...but hey, do you write that from how you feel? (Sorry if I write it wrong)..
Good luck
I'll try to remind you
Dear Me
I hope to become the girl I used to be
I want my old self back
I want to smile and it be real
I want to stop lieing to everyone that I'm happy
That I'm ok
I want to be happy for real...
I want my old friends back I want my old life back
I want my self back...
Sincerely Myself
2019
its soo true ...
i always felt like this
Same😢
I hope that I will find my real self the one
Under the mask I put on when I talk,
I never have but I want to have hope 😊
@@zoeypongo7765 me too
@@zoeypongo7765 yeahhh : (
Dear me
I'm sorry for the sleepless night, I'm sorry for the cuts
I'm sorry for the heavy heart
Sincerely me
Banana
*no one knows who I really am.*
-my smiles are fake-
-Im not who you think I am-
*Youll never understand the pain.*
*And let me remind you ...you can't fix what is broken.*
❤i can't say i directly relate to this because of the fact that we both live different lives, but i definently know how that pain feels... My family constantly says that i'm not depressed because of the fact that i smile, but i don't smile because i'm happy i smile because i have faith in a better outcome... And they can't say that when they don't know what they put me through. They can't feel the weight of the shattered heart that i carry throughout every single day and they have no idea the how it feels to have those shards stab at your lungs from the moment you wake up until you fall asleep again, because every breath that i take makes it feel im buring up on the inside and drowning all at once...
I know that's something they've never known...
I just want to tell you that your not alone, and that despite what everyone says.
*broken dosen't stay like that forever*
Don't give up. The world needs your light more than you beleive that it does.💔
you can glue the pieces together and fix it, and your gonna be more beautiful and brave for it.
@@candlelit33 even the most broken hearts can be peiced back together, it just takes a lot more patience and time.
I'm praying things get better for you hope. I know you might not want to hear it, i didn't either but it does, and will get better.
@@dakotam3815 please remember that your parents is trying to help you even if they don't know how or they didn't understand you...just remember that they try to help you...
I literally cried 😭...it's too emotional
It’s soo touching ❤️❤️ 😭
❤️
Mary Pharaoh Yeah sure it is
Adna any one can miltiped at any age
pairs hurly yes absolutely
Umm excuse me. Why is your last name, familiar?
As a Christian who is disappointed at the hate others of my religion spread, this song really hits home. When I realized the people around me didn't actually practice the love they taught I questioned if they really believed, or simply went along with what everyone else did but nothing more.
Exactly! Even 'Vasudhaiv Kutumbhakam' is one of the teachings of Hinduism or Sanatan Dharma.
And now the so-called 'nationalist' ruling party itself is dividing the country in the name of 'Hindiism' for their vote bank 😔
It hurts to see the leader of the largest democracy of the world is himself using religion to spread hate and remain in power.
I think that's the case for many people. For me I've always seen religion more as a tradition rather than believe.
My philosophy is to not regret a thing on my dying bed. I would regret hurting people, I would regret sitting idly by if someone hurts and I can help them (emotionally or physically) I would regret holding grudges.
I've been told that my way of thinking is very clearly tainted by Christianity, but I'd rather not refer to myself as Christian anymore because I feel very disconnected from religion as a whole.
Sometimes I wished I could just believe in a higher power if I am feeling low, but that's a completely different story.
Enough side tension. I think too many people just take their "default" religion, never really thinking about the implications of being a part of the religion and not really caring about the teachings. If people actually had to honestly try and live by the teachings of their respective religion this world would be a more peaceful and hate free place
This is so beautiful I'm crying...
This song describes the exact reason I stopped going to church. I realized they were using Jesus and the Bible to make themselves mightier, and forced people to jump through hoops to "be saved". Jesus is for everyone, whether they are Christian or not, and whether they are wealthy or not. Jesus is all of ours because he belongs to more than those select few. This is a beautiful and true song.
yeah thats the similar if not the same reason for my family. I PERSONALLY think its all just a fictional book that got taken waaay to seriously.
Oh thank you. I just now understood what was meant with those "hoops".^^ I'm not a native speaker and this song holds so much story!
People say
That where u find peace
U should stay not to blame
@soft Boi
Thank you for being respectful!! We really appreciate it. Everyone has different opinions and beliefs. (I’m Christian BTW)
Thank you 😊
Piper The Viper
I’m Christian, and from the bottom of my heart I ask you to become closer to him (you don’t have to go to church, I don’t) but don’t lose faith ❤️
Your voice isn't silence, don't hide it,
Your thoughts aren't shadowed, don't ignore them,
Your dreams aren't shattered, don't give up on them,
Your love isn't lost, don't forget it.
Your soul isn't empty, don't fill it with hate,
Your eyes aren't blind, don't close them to pain,
Your hands aren't tied, don't let them be restrained,
Your feet aren't rooted, don't stop them from change.
Your scars aren't flaws, don't be ashamed of them,
Your battles aren't over, don't surrender in them,
Your story isn't finished, don't end it before it's written,
Your strength isn't measured, don't diminish it with dimming.
For life is a journey, don't make it a burden,
With every step forward, don't let it be a struggle,
Embrace all that you are, and all that you have to offer,
For you are beautiful, don't let the world make you feel otherwise.
Thank you🥲🥹
I have a scar that I'm ashamed of but this is helping me realize that I don't need to hide it like I always do thank you so much 😭😄
Thank you
Love, love, love, love, AS YOU HAVE BIN LOVED!! That my friends is where I cried...
I feel very connected with the message of this song. Thank you for making this.
When you were little
If you fell
They would ask you where it hurt
You would point to
Your knees, your arm or an elbow
But you noticed
as you get older
If you fall,
They do not ask where it hurts
You sit silently in your room
Waiting for someone to ask you
Where it hurts
Pointing to your head and heart
Because that is where the pain
Hurts the most
But nobody makes it better
*Not my words, please pass on*
Just Because My Eyes Don't Tear
doesn't mean my heart Doesn't Cry...
Just Because I came off strong
Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong
🥺
Even if the church is sacred it's made by humans,and there can be errors in it,as a Christian I can say this is a wonderful song.I needed this because I really care about my religion ,this song helped me understand I'll never be able to understand the Faith's mistery,and there are things I will understand just with time.
I love your nightcore version and this song is so beautiful! Thank you for a nightcore version to listen to that is amazing! 😊❤️
friend: "why dont you ever talk?"
me: *tries to talk*
-gets interrupted
-no one cares
-gets talked over
-gets ignored
Relatable
not glad there's someone else that deals with this
Always
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it,
Your face isn't mask don't cover it,
Your size isn't book don't juge it,
Your life isn't film don't end it
Not my words but spread it
Then why am i doing it all cause the pain only grows
You skin is paper do cut it
Your face is mask do cover it
Your size is book do juge it
Your life is a film do end it
That's how it's to me
@@snowwolf1296 same😒
snow wolf same cuz it’s all pointless......
Yeah life isn't fair
*♥Such A Masterpiece By Nichole Nordeman♥*
Nobody thinks your special
Nobody wants to be your friend
Nobody thinks your a good person
Nobody thinks you should stay strong
I’m nobody ☺️ nice to meet you
That makes me think of "Story Theives"
I'm not special. I don't want to let you be my friend because I'll let you in on my horrible life that no one needs to know. I'm not a good person. I can't stay strong if I'm too weak to stay strong enough to go one night without the voices.
Thank you ☺❤
phoenix wolf Wow... It seems you are convinced that your polluted thoughts speak the truth. First of all, you can't be a bad person, because how do you even define bad? You don't feel special, because you are used to yourself. You don't want to make friends so they don't have to see your cracked life? That's messed up. That implies that for you it's ok to live in this circumstance but not for anyone else. Why do you feel that way? What are you telling yourself?
And to end this reply: You are not weak, you were fighting way too long on your own. Please get some help. I know that that will hurt, I know that feeling like you are not worthy getting help, I know that feeling that you don't want to be a burden to anyone. And because I know all that, no because I experienced all that, I can tell you that this will be best. It won't work fast, but it will help in the long term.
@@glarak9819 I don’t want to be a burden to anyone especially my friends and family they have so much more going on and I think I can handle my problems on my own plus in the past 2 years they haven’t noticed how much less I smile and harder it is for me to be happy.
Nikdy jsem to neslyšela a je to boží ❤❤😭
In times like this definitely something we should take to heart! ❤ love that song
I love this song it has a good message opon it
@@mosphere76 To love as you have been loved.
This song hits me hard in my own Christian journey... I'm still struggling to make myself believe, but I hope that soon I can understand.
I'm probably going to come back to listen to this in a couple of years so...
Dear future Me:
If your reading this I'm proud of you...your still alive your still here...be grateful for everything you have...and keep working hard...but make sure you reward yourself...I hope your not a work-aholic anymore and that you have finally excepted your self...I hope you have gotten the dog that you wanted...and you have a healthy lifestyle...most importantly keep fighting...
just wanted to remind you this is here you should come back and read this
comeback you have another like..
comeback you have another like..
I didn't get a dog 😔
@@Izzybill007 ooooh mine just died..
Loved the pic
So mee..! The feeeeeelllss!! 🥺😭😭 great job RubyChan
I'm not religious but I remember listening to this and tearing up at the ''Jesus eats with everyone'' part
This is a very good song! Thanks for sharing!
I'm crying, The song is amazing. It gave meh the Goose bumpz
Dear me.
This is one advice for my future. "Think before you speak" pls remind me in a few years that I wrote this.
Hey, this is the reminder. Have a great future
this is a reminder
This is such a beautiful song!
love, love, love, love like it's your own blood
love, love, love, love as you have been loved
Omg I love this you did amazing
This song explains me
41 people can relate
I find it kind of happy
I find it kind of sad,
The dreams
Which i am dying
Are the best
Ive ever had
Geez I was so late😭😭 GREAT SONG BTW❤😍
Amazing!! I love it!🖤
This cured my depression :)
This is the best accidental click I've ever made. This is beautiful and so relatable 💜
I cried- the best tears of shed for a reason I feel TwT
NOTIFICATIONS SQUAD WHERE YOU AT!?
WATCHING ANIME OR SOMETHING!?
XD
I’ve been caught ;-;
playing mmorpg
Ellen Blood i want to watch it too...but i cant😭😭😭😭😭😭
So i watch aikatsu 😂
I love this song thanks u very much!!
c:
@@RubyChansNightcore
It's so beautiful
My god, this hit me hard. I cried. I love this.
dear me
we still feel the same. we still regress. we still believe no one's gonna help, like all the other ones feeling lost and broken.
This is amazing for real, you deserve so much likes more then it has now!!! I love this!
this is beautiful♥
Love it!
♥
I absolutely love this song. It isn't my usual music style (I listen to more rock than soft music) but I love the words. As a writer, this song is just hitting me in the face. As a Christian, the words and meaning means so much more
Someone out there *cares* for you. Someone out there *loves* you. You don't see them, you don't feel them. But they are there. Hold on until you see them.
The picture goes really well with this song amazing job 😌
This is amazing 😁😁😁
Amazing job!
^•^
@@RubyChansNightcore I love your channel so much 2 years I have been subbed I want to be subbed from the begging
@@RubyChansNightcore Next Nightcore can you do the picture Unryuu from kantai collection one of her pictures she's really hot
It said native language, I almost fell over crying.
And there is nothing you could do if I want to say that Rubychan's Nightcores are best in the Nightcore world
WHO THE HELL CUTTING ONIONS HERE!!😭😭
Me
@@minecraftisgodly2983 well stop
@@af-bi6fz ohok sorry
Not onions but i sure was cutting something............ :(
@@neeq1435 u non wholesome child, *sprays them with wholesomeness* be wholesome like me _now_
This is art.
Love is free... It lets you be you and won't judge.... It's a safe place.... Love who you want to love.... It's some thing that everyone needs and deserves.... Maybe the support that you need isn't here right now, but keep in mind that there is someone that was made just for you... So stay strong and don't lose hope because... it'll be worth it when it finally happens
Didn't know the song when I clicked on it... Pleasantly surprised... Absolutely beautiful...
K ima be listening to this song on repeat now
Nichole Nordeman actually came in to my church and sung this song, and honestly it made me cry! I got to listen this really awesome and meaningful song, live on stage with out paying for anything! This is why I love Central Christian Church! ❤️❤️
Actually I’m not sure if it actually Nichole Nordeman who came in, but her voice sounded just like her, so I’m assuming that it was her
Dear me,
I beg of you, *please* love yourself.
- sincerely yours.
I am crying tears I thought long gone due to the society expectations for men to show no tears
I love this inspiration and moral boost
Thank you for the comfort I needed in the final moments of Christmas and the coming of thee new year
Thank you from my the depth of my wounded heart
Subscribed!
Really depressing stories that are TRUE to some people
1: I had two friends which started to hang out together without me. I thought that was fine, they could do what they wanted, but it got worse. They ended up completely leaving me and sometimes even started being mean to me. No matter who I talked to, they said I was lying to get attention..
2: I lived in a nice house but one day that changed. I was only 13. My single father started to get really poor and couldn’t handle a child anymore.. he abandoned me and I was barely able to survive.. a few days later I was hungry and weak, but thankfully an abusive family came and picked me up. It ended up to be worse than dying..
3: after my mom died, my dad couldn’t handle it, and he put his anger out on me. He beat me every day. I got bruises on my arms and got bullied for it at school. The teachers just said ignore the bullies it’s fine but the bullied were physically hurting me and I couldn’t ignore them..
Fortunately, I’ve had none of these happen to me, and I am so so sorry for those who have gone through hard times. Wether it relates to any of these stories or if it’s different, I urge you to keep fighting. I know people keep saying this and I know you don’t think it’s true but it really will get better. Trust me. You are loved ❤️
I’ve had terrible emotional terrors happen to me that I’ve told no soul.. I’m sorry, you don’t want to know about me. But I’m here for you still. :)
I really cant say much to your life..its just really sad..but what I can say is that I know that God doesn't leave his people behind...so he WILL come and pick you up..😊
i have a question
You are brave person I know. I'm inspired that you keep fighting in tough times.
God bless you and hope now u are fine.
Omg that's some sad stuff you came up with. Hope whatever you've been through is a lot kinder
I love this song 😍
i Love it 💙🙁
💙
The best song ever
Jesus is for everyone one in this world
It might not feel like he’s listening right now but he has a plan for you it just takes time
Amen! Thank u man! 🙏😁😁😁
Then why is mine taking so long? It's already been almost 7 years since I've had depression. I've been here on Earth for 13 years. Someone tell me why Jesus's plan for me is taking so long.
@@phoenixwolf9354 you understand when you least expect to, sometimes the things you want is right in front of you but sometimes it's not the right time to get what we want and we have to wait for years. It's just the way things are, I guess.
@@phoenixwolf9354 I've been in the same situation....I had a serious trauma when I was...well defenitly too little... And I've suffered from depression since I can remember...I often asked myself why God did let that happen to me.... but I never lost faith in Him and than I got the answer...they say that God write straight on crooked lines.... It was an human that hurt me, not God, but He gave me the possibility to use that pain...I'm 23 and in the last years I met a lot of lonely people suffering with depression, others who have been trought the same kind of trauma and even an abuser whose guilt was trapping him in despair...I couldn't help all of them, but I could help some, my pain helped them heal a bit, for the first time they felt understood by someone....my depression won't go away...but doesn't mean that it's impossibile to be happy, try to see everday as a miracle and find someone more experienced asking for help....I won't lie, It won't be easy even a bit, but it's possibile to be happy, helping the others while being helped may be an answer....sorry for my english and sorry if I wrote too much, God may bless you, I'll pray for you today ♥️
Nichole has the most beautiful voice😍😍 this has so much meaning and it turns me back to when I was "normal" but happy, this brought all the years I was happy together and all the depression and suicidal thoughts go away. I stop falling and start rising toward the happy when I think of my past self sitting on my favourite bridge. It makes my differences like, colour blind, English accent, and awkward all turn into advantages in my own perspective. Thank you so much for opening my eyes and pulling me out of depression Nichole❤❤❤
I’m literally crying this song is so beautiful!!!
Jesus loves us all so more people need to come to him with their worries,wounds,and doubts
Because no matter what we do He still loves us .So no matter what people say about you stand tall and proud because we are children of God! Spread the word of Christ so more people come to know Him! Because we may have sined in the past but God will and has forgiven us so ask for forgiveness of your sins because He will forgive you. Don’t let other people tell you he is not real because he is and He’s amazing! So please share the word of Christ because no matter what he love us and he brings peace and prosperity. So again share the word because so day he will come back and take all the Christians to heaven so are you ready! So if you know people who don’t know Him share the word to the so more people can go to heaven! Because we were put on this earth to worship him not to shame him!!!!!!!! Because we are a children of God! So lift people up don’t bring them down and break them because we are loved and want to be like so we should come together with are differences!! So please share the Word of the Lord not only so we can have peace but so more people can have everlasting life in Heaven! So if you’re willing to share the word of Christ please comet
I Am Fearless Because He Is Faithful And I Believe in Him as my Savior!!!!!
Thank u girl! I agree, as Christians we need to be more willing and wanting to spread God's word to others, even if they have wronged us!
Thx girl! 👍👌😁✝
I cried reading this, I totally agree with you.Peaple sometimes see Christianity(or other beliefes) as something toxic and annoying,but it's not at all.May God bless you all!
Dear me,
You are my best friend,
You are my shoulder to lean on,
You are the one person I know I can count on,
You are the love of my life,
You are my one and only,
You are my everything...
Dear me,
NEVER FORGET THIS.
I miss my old me..... I wish I could go to the past... when I was a child
This made me emotional. Hits on the right place.
Lovely work Rubychan i enjoy❤
No words... This song made my day.... Tysm nicole .🎶
You know who's Beautiful????
Read the first word ;3 Uwu
klaisa quinto Thanks... (◞‸◟)
klaisa quinto thanks for trying to lift people up
My self esteem is low- very low but this made it go up a bit, thank you! ❤️❤️❤️
Klaisa quinto thank you sm
My confidence went:
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Thanks❤
I adore this song, its soo beautifull and this nightcore just makes it even more prettyer 😍😍 nice job!!!
So nice
Wow... I can't believe I've been listening to this song for 5 years now 🥹
Real
I didn't want to cry bruh, i just wanted to listen to music
If my life had to have an anthem, this would be it.
*Roses are red*
My wrist is red
*Violets are blue*
I'm suffocating because I'm a burden to you
I'm not yet but I hope when I'm older and I look back at myself, I feel proud. I hope I love myself more. I hope I never ever think about wanting to die again.
Wish to come back after a few years :)
Brings a tear to my eyes.
This song is gorgeous, thank you for making it part of my life.
I am going to cry. Its soo good