@@emilylong7999 this is happening to me now, he said it's because he doesn't love me anymore but the real reason is he loves my bestfriend and now I found out my bestfriend felt the same for him 🙂
No the worse feeling is knowing that you talking to someone you are so close with because you keep talking to them because they say too be everytime you do he hurts more and more because he likes you bit you dont like him back. It hurts because he doesn't want me to leave and he wont leave be he hurts everytime but still stays...
This explained all that happened last week. And to all those who are having a rough time. Stay strong because there is always a rainbow after the rain❤️😔
The hardest part is that Acting like nothing happens when some things really do happen. Seeing them happy with another beings and not us hurts so much that we can feel our heart broke inside. But I still hope he still remembers every little thing that happens between us. Even after he leaves, I still stay here, at the same place where he left me.
Worst feeling is when you forgive someone, and they don’t even know they had been forgiven, like they don’t even know they did something wrong and act like everything is normal, but only you know how many opportunities you had given to them and they didn’t even realize it
"I just wanted you to love me" That honestly hit the hardest. Through all our issues, all I ever asked was for her to be my sister, and I couldn't even get that.
Here stuck at home going through a bad breakup. I know just how u felt when u wrote this and alll the others too sitting here sobbing because of how close your words hit home...
I became in this situation at 1:00 AM this morning, didn’t know what to do, but ball my eyes out and fall asleep as I did. Woke up this morning with no texts from anyone but my regular group of girls I constantly text. And some streaks from my guy friends. Nothing too meaningful from the guy I truly miss. I’ll never understand what the hell I even did. Bc he blocked me without a warning. I’ll never understand why girls have to go through what they do now these days, bc it’s tragic for the ones that get it done to them.. not knowing who to text when u need some company or someone there in general, is the hardest thing we can go through. Especially if that person was once the love of your life.
I spent so many hours worrying your safety and well-being while disregarding my own, I helped you attach yourself to people you wanted while I hurt myself step by step doing so. I gave you every forgiving after each time you hurt me, I put my heart in your hands and you squeezed it until it popped, you threw years out the window in exchange for a couple of days, i don’t understand. i’m sorry i loved you. i’m sorry for being sorry.
Hi. I just started my Spoken Word Poetry channel too. Please feel free to subscribe to my channel. TOXIC I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive You hated my smile Said I look pretty when I cry So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted Is this love when I feel drained and shattered? Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you? Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue? From hurting me, what do you gain? Am I easier to love when I'm in pain? IG: @missrainbowmoonfire If you like this poem, feel free to subscribe to the TH-cam Channel below: th-cam.com/channels/UI7EFtj-JDE4F06BDnGkMA.html
He made me so happy, even just being around him. And now he's left me, I feel like I'm going into this dark place to the point I feel dead inside. I don't feel like a person anymore.
Hi. I just started my Spoken Word Poetry channel too. Please feel free to subscribe to my channel. TOXIC I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive You hated my smile Said I look pretty when I cry So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted Is this love when I feel drained and shattered? Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you? Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue? From hurting me, what do you gain? Am I easier to love when I'm in pain? IG: @missrainbowmoonfire If you like this poem, feel free to subscribe to the TH-cam Channel below: th-cam.com/channels/UI7EFtj-JDE4F06BDnGkMA.html
I have a pretty good idea what happened.. a lot of broken promises, stood up twice (scared) treated a long time like I was a joke and tons of false hope (felt like a game) my heart is so true for him and always have been and it was brutally stomped on numerous times. Then one day, he took a big turn and I know it took him a lot but I also knew his heart was big and I knew he slowly come out and I pushed and pushed to never give up on him. When he finally did do his big turn around that did take him a lot of courage to do, lots of confusion came with his big heart and leaves me doubtful, uncertain, but excited at same time (if that makes sense) we both came a long way. Lots of hurt, pain, anger but so much love. We been growing together. I just need him to make his last step closer to me for us so we can have a happy healthy future together. Just today, I accomplished an almost 11 year goal. I achieved it and I’m free!! All I want is him (us) and to get us right for the last time so we can, hold each other’s hands, hang out, work hard, just love one another that we been wanting for a very long time.. the past is finally over. Let’s chew it up and spit it out! Like brushing off old dust to make it shine again! He’s my guy, my fine guy, my best friend, soon to be hubby 🙏🌹
Deep down I never stop loving you till now but you never understand how much I struggle to reach by your side so, I just step back and observed that am I the only one who still believes in love and then on I understand a little pit about me that am a damn lier because I cannot prove you that my love for you is real and pure.... Oh Weak me.
When you have a fake friend. That uses you .. You feel nothing but a failure. i felt this...Should i just die if im a toy? That you use... Ugh i hate fake friends.. I wish i died..
I’m mad at myself bc I ruined my friendship with my friend and it’s all my fault and i feel like I’m dead to her but we still hang out with each other but we’re not as close like we used to be 😭😭😭
Shayla Abarca I have a best friend halie Thompson I never see again anymore because she gone way from college I used to hangout with her in high school last year but she so gone again and finds some new friends I was sad and crying alone
Shayla Abarca girl friends come and go, sad to say but it’s true just don’t blame yourself if they were really your friend they would talk it out with you.
cant believe im barly seeing this . they say you fall in love 3 times my first was with this boy , man he made me so happy , and you never think about the end until it creeps up on you . its been over a year since the breakup and i still have not gotten over him .
@@d.s_alan of course🥺❤ And if you ever want or need someone to talk to or someone to give you advice, I'm here. I know what it's like to struggle and to not have anyone
How could you. You hurt me so bad. Had you as a best friend for 9 years and now you’re gone. How do u expect to go from talking 10 times a day to not talking at all. To go from loving each other to hating each other? I wish it could have been different but you’re gone for good. I’ll always remember our sleep overs and memories and “play dates” after school. Now we’re 13, we got to middle school, and we had a fight and despise each other and it sucks.
hi love!❤️i’ve recently seen your poems and i love them and there so powerful i mean damn girl! it’s raw and it’s so powerful and rare. you show your true and inner feelings. your fighting your demons and your beating them and it’s beautiful! keep writing!💙
Most heartbreaking thing I've been through is that...i had to watch her walk away but most of all what really hurt is when I had to sit there and watch my beautiful little Angel turn into Satan.....and I couldn't do absolutely nothing about it.....
Love is like a butterfly if you hold tightly it will die and if you hold loosely it will fly so If somebody walk away from your life let them go you don’t have convince to anybody love you if they leave you it means they didn’t attach to your future
Same my ex friend zoned me the other day and i went with my best friend and now my ex wants me back but im with my best friend who actually cares about me and loves me
I liked him for almost four years. When he came back, he told me he likes me. I said "It's time to try." little did I know, I'll break, worst than in the past.
But you're the one that left you were the one that was so unsure yourself and us. I never made you believe it's what you always wanted to do. Instead of facing your problems you run. Everything could be worked out if you try but if you run nothing can be worked out. You can blame everything on me I'm good with it. But I know deep down inside you know the truth. I'm sorry for the life you led I didn't do it to you. Instead of talking and telling the truth you would hide everything in Li lie. You don't want to talk that's your choice. I don't care anymore you don't want to talk then I don't want to talk. Have a good day good night good life. I mean you still ain't even told me we're done. What you think you could just keep stringing me along I'm not someone else. Heck I was even going to counseling but it was too important for me to take away from my time for you to go. You don't need to go right it's only me. Like I said you can blame me I'll take the blame. If you feel better. Alright your choice I don't beg anybody I did enough begging you don't want to talk that's your choice. You're the one that's going to lose not me
Ha Ha THE JOKES ON ME AGAIN. YEA YOU REALLY WANT TO QUIT LYING. NEVER EVER CHANGE. TIME FOR ME TO. MOVE ON . OPENED MY HEART AGAIN. WHY IM JUST A JOKE TO YOU. NEVERMORE.😢 Next I'll be 😁😊 I cant believe I Fell for it again. What was I thinking. WHATEVER
This is so beautiful and true. We have built a castle in the sky. But I never questioned you and I never stoped you. And I will never question and will never stop you.
I stepped out of my own way like you asked .. I screamed and I wailed as I was leaving every bit of my soul screamed out for you and all I want d was to see happiness for you , if I was the thorn in your side I selflessly stepped aside so you could succeed in what you said you wanted … till this very day I wish we could reconnect as the new people we said we were going to become..
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Please no pointing fingers it’s done already. Yes I do hurt you mentally and physically I admit and again you did hurt me more than you know. Is just comes to the point I am done dealing my insecurities and jealousy and a lot of questions from you until now I didn’t get an answer from you. That’s all I can say sorry if I hurt you but I hope you realize not only me had fault you had mistakes a lot and I always be there for you. You take advantage on me thats that truth.
All ok need maleshe me play nogood person tell all rouned telling no good on the spot tell any second mistked tell play this no good hiding sefed no hoodok no played me no need any dramma no maked ok
I feel this She's left we still talk, trying to be friends again see if we can do that first and then But because she left, when I was mad, hurt enough to but stood trying to make it work ... suddenly she's free of all consiquences and blame and because I stand here, like an idiot, heart in hand, she envokes new punishments - degrees of blame, litterally punishing me for still loving her and I'm stupid enough to take it to "answer anything honestly" but of course I must be lying because My Truths are no match for her "I heards, assumptions and claims" sigh She gets closure and I get tortured
"I 'WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY, I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE, I WAS VERRY ALONE, I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO 'EXPRESS' MYSELF, THERE'S NO REVENGE, COS I NEVER HAD A PLOT, ONLY A LONELY PERSON, WITH LOVE TO 'GIVE', & UNABLE TO 'EXPRESS ' IT, I NEVER PLANNED ANYTHING, NEVER HAD A CHANCE, NEVER HAD TIME, DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TIME, FOR MYSELF, NOW THAT'S ALL I'VE GOT!!!.
I loved someone too and he knows it and I still love my other half but some how we managed to kinda fall apart alot of it is pride ego I think for him and friends getting in the way but it doesn't change how I feel about my soulmate I'll always have him in my heart but I have cut those people in my ear and try to rebuild what we had but only if he's wanting to I want to still work on us because I really do love him.
I'm a boy here ...... I dunno why but it feels like everything which u gone through is the same to me ... Hey thanks to express yourself like this 💖. I'm so sad that I'm afraid to love anyone else ... I know how badly I was treated but why is that feeling of going back to hers on just one call ... Why still a urge to be with her why why why
Girl this boy sounds like he's toxic and it's better to have had things end now than in the future when he could've broken you even more. Just wanted to let you know that I love your poems. You have a beautiful way of expressing how you feel. I will always be here supporting you ❤️
@@nayomireyes6390 Speaking from experience... some thing's that continue for yrs, gets realllllly old REGARDLESS of the relationship. It's not always easy to do, esp if you love them but sometime's you have walk away and either they'll GET THEY'LL IT or SADLY THEY WON'T ... If you love them then you're praying for the better is all I can say... hang in there darling... 😓
It happened people... it happened, i lost my best friend, my soulmate, my sister, the one i shared all my secrets, the one i valued the most, the one i loved the most, the one i thought i could never live without... but she just threw it all away, 7 years wasted💔💔 i wasn't enough and she had enough, found another one and forgot about me and now i just feel so empty without her and idk what to do anymore...
Everything u say in all your videos makes so much sence cuz im that guy to my ex of 3 yrs. An im glad ive found your videos cuz I didnt know how to put it into words
that “i’m sick of watching it rain every single time you throw words at me” hit different. every time my ex and i would have an argument it always seemed to rain
Every single word striked me.. every single line felt so much deep within. Everything resembles my own story. Just like you even I have recorded my pain on mobile recorder. "I watched her becoming happier with everyone else" 🙏🙏
Thank you very much , you explain the words i cant say , im a boy , there is a thought that says be a reflection of what you want to receive , give love you will get loved , give truth you will get honesty , give respect you will be respected , give care you will get cared , all the girls ive met i have given all and get nothing in return , all i get is heartbreak , and now i feel like whats the point of being the good guy , i wanna change my heart , my soul and my mind so badly because im tired of being hurt and expected to walkaway like my feelings dont matter
FOREVER Forever didn't last. Said u will be always by my side, Now have no sign. The song u dedicated me says "Forever together", Just like the song it didn't continue to play forever. But that 3 min song did really felt like forever. ! You hold my hand and took me so far to unknown, But you just left, now I'm lost. Surrounded by woods, Always there to listen to my stories but unable to help. Poor woods, broken me, there she goes from the back door which I never knew existed. Felt death although alive. What could I say more, wishing you happiness. Happiness with your future were I'm not included.! The oceans, the stars, the future we created, Now I'm alone unable to walk through our dreams. But you do not notice, its deserted place for u. My heart cry.! My heart cry not for you to come back.! My heart cry for the broken promises. I do not miss you. I miss us when we were so happy, That was when we were together creating future in our world. Hope you're happy with your new world, Hope you are making it beautiful. Hope one day I can have a glance at it. We could not be together forever but the moment we had will at least last till I lost my memory . just unnfinished Dreams..!
I appreciate this .. Even if she won't Even if she's not here to see Ignored calls and texts Get it together, breath, breath Dont let her hear you weak Dont mention the Edits ooor The time spent, the courage it took The pain, the disalusioned days, Torment Lost nights spent pacing, reciting What I would of, what I WILL say Background music "Only Got 1 Shot1 Opp - err I lost myself You'll never know what that truely means The dry blood - broken promises I write with Unfinished Dreams Waking up to my own Screams Unable to sleep, unable to hide it -No one asks why because they rightfully assume you're gone, I must look like a half of me On the inside, much less than that You left me It's ok I don't blame you Turns out even I left me Unfinished Dreams? Naw more like .. pause .. Remember to breath Nothing left to Dream about ...
I miss my best friend..but my best friend had other things going ..I wasn’t his priority an was blocked out of his secret life I had to figure out for myself...an was shot down if I spoke my mind with revenge ..I’m crushed broken hearted isolated from everyone n the world...drowning myself in peach’s n creame...the reality is more than I wanna bare or face...but good luck with ur friends that made u happy...an one more thing b4 I close me d.d.johnson I’ve read more than enough could say a lot but I’m leaving u with this ....just because u don’t no my worth , I always no my worth an what I had brought to the table...my fat ugly ass wasn’t the bag of chips...but it was the fucking bag of chip that made u straight n made our world go round....I don’t need a man..I was the bitch n dick that did it all them 5yrs ...thanks for making me for that stupid for doing US...
When me and my best friend were texting on Snapchat, then we had an argument and I lost my temper and called her the worst... big mistake... she really hated me after that and she even said she wouldn't care if I died... she was really special to me. Then she unfriended me on everything and I couldn't just meet her in real life because she lives in Northern Ireland and I live in the UK so I have no way of telling her how sorry I am and bow much I miss her. I miss her so much that I struggle to sleep and struggle to maintain being happy, I just suddenly start crying and in my head I tell myself "I hate myself! Why did I do that?! I regret absolutely everything! I'm worthless..." and stuff like that... you really don't know how much you care for someone until they're gone from you... and what doesn't help is I still cry about my dog because he died in 2016 and he was amazing.
Same thing happens to me.. Also I'm sorry about your dogs my two dogs died.. And my biggest regret was not being there when they died.. I was only 6/4 by the time when they died..
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you hurt me but was it really me fault. i have to say...i miss you alot and i never stoped. im truly and sorry if i hurt you, i just wish we could go back and....stoped all the fighting
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You're the one who lied and hurt me. But why is it my fault? You broke me, and still you make it seem like it's my fault. You killed me and I died while you're smiling with someone else, when you said you will never look at any other girl, because you only want me. You're laughing while I'm drowning. You're moving on without knowing that you left a scar that will never heal again. You made me lose my trust and believe in love. You're the one who did something wrong, but why I'm the one suffering??
I need to send this video to my bf coz I dont know what happened to us and I keep apolozing for something I dont know...I watched him having fun with his friends and he is not ashamed of saying he doesnt have time to text me he is busy with friends....l keep asking myself what did l do to him but l dont have ansa we were so happy but now its all gone just like that 😩😩...maybe I have let it go...
Because you give it your all withOut thinking for yourself because you trusted them to love you back just the same way you love them but you forget yourself in the process.
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She expressed my feelings better then I could ever
Cass Cass same here I wish that I never met my ex it took me so long to get over him and now he is dating one of my friends.🥺😔
Ik right
Cass Cass same I don't know how to talk to boys anymore
Same
@@emilylong7999 this is happening to me now, he said it's because he doesn't love me anymore but the real reason is he loves my bestfriend and now I found out my bestfriend felt the same for him 🙂
“i was forced to move on, i watched you get happier with everyone else”
Me: when I'm older I wanna be a dinosaur
Mom: because they are massive?
Me: no because they are dead
Mom : :0
mariah Elizabeth it going to get better💞
Those who are heartless... Once cared too much.
Worst feeling is when someone hurts you then say youre the one who hurt them
My ex that broke me more then once said that I ruined his life
@The Love will always be here Speak please thank you hun, you are amazing
No the worse feeling is knowing that you talking to someone you are so close with because you keep talking to them because they say too be everytime you do he hurts more and more because he likes you bit you dont like him back. It hurts because he doesn't want me to leave and he wont leave be he hurts everytime but still stays...
This explained all that happened last week. And to all those who are having a rough time. Stay strong because there is always a rainbow after the rain❤️😔
The hardest part is that Acting like nothing happens when some things really do happen. Seeing them happy with another beings and not us hurts so much that we can feel our heart broke inside.
But I still hope he still remembers every little thing that happens between us. Even after he leaves, I still stay here, at the same place where he left me.
Can relate... Same here
Worst feeling is when you forgive someone, and they don’t even know they had been forgiven, like they don’t even know they did something wrong and act like everything is normal, but only you know how many opportunities you had given to them and they didn’t even realize it
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Ugh true
Thats true. Why there are people that like that...
Why does this literally feel like you said the words I’ve been trying to say? This was amazing, I honestly understand how you feel.
Please I'm asking you to think I dont want to hurt anybody....it has to be forever babe!!!
"I just wanted you to love me" That honestly hit the hardest. Through all our issues, all I ever asked was for her to be my sister, and I couldn't even get that.
That's the most fitting one for me.
Oh I wish you could go back in time.
Here stuck at home going through a bad breakup. I know just how u felt when u wrote this and alll the others too sitting here sobbing because of how close your words hit home...
I love him,I loved him, I still love him...... I've given up on everything since this because it feels like he doesn't care.
Ashley Crawford i’m going thru the same thing 😔 and it sucks because he now has a gf he was my best friend and my first love now we are just strangers
I get a sense of relief every time I watch one of these videos she always knows how to shape when I’m feeling into words
I became in this situation at 1:00 AM this morning, didn’t know what to do, but ball my eyes out and fall asleep as I did. Woke up this morning with no texts from anyone but my regular group of girls I constantly text. And some streaks from my guy friends. Nothing too meaningful from the guy I truly miss. I’ll never understand what the hell I even did. Bc he blocked me without a warning. I’ll never understand why girls have to go through what they do now these days, bc it’s tragic for the ones that get it done to them.. not knowing who to text when u need some company or someone there in general, is the hardest thing we can go through. Especially if that person was once the love of your life.
sometimes it’s as if I don’t even know you anymore-
like if I miss the memories more than I miss you
No matter how tough life gets
Keep on seeing the beauty in negativity
And never stop chasing the light.
Keep fighting,
T.
I spent so many hours worrying your safety and well-being while disregarding my own, I helped you attach yourself to people you wanted while I hurt myself step by step doing so. I gave you every forgiving after each time you hurt me, I put my heart in your hands and you squeezed it until it popped, you threw years out the window in exchange for a couple of days, i don’t understand. i’m sorry i loved you. i’m sorry for being sorry.
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TOXIC
I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive
I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive
You hated my smile
Said I look pretty when I cry
So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted
Is this love when I feel drained and shattered?
Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you?
Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue?
From hurting me, what do you gain?
Am I easier to love when I'm in pain?
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He made me so happy, even just being around him. And now he's left me, I feel like I'm going into this dark place to the point I feel dead inside. I don't feel like a person anymore.
Yaa.. Me too.. Now there is no interest in anything.. In life.. I feel like its a hell..
"I watched you become happier with everyone else"😢🔥
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TOXIC
I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive
I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive
You hated my smile
Said I look pretty when I cry
So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted
Is this love when I feel drained and shattered?
Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you?
Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue?
From hurting me, what do you gain?
Am I easier to love when I'm in pain?
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I'm not happier with everyone else!!!😘💯❤I love you & miss you!!!!🌹😘💯❤🌹
I have a pretty good idea what happened.. a lot of broken promises, stood up twice (scared) treated a long time like I was a joke and tons of false hope (felt like a game) my heart is so true for him and always have been and it was brutally stomped on numerous times.
Then one day, he took a big turn and I know it took him a lot but I also knew his heart was big and I knew he slowly come out and I pushed and pushed to never give up on him. When he finally did do his big turn around that did take him a lot of courage to do, lots of confusion came with his big heart and leaves me doubtful, uncertain, but excited at same time (if that makes sense) we both came a long way. Lots of hurt, pain, anger but so much love. We been growing together. I just need him to make his last step closer to me for us so we can have a happy healthy future together. Just today, I accomplished an almost 11 year goal. I achieved it and I’m free!!
All I want is him (us) and to get us right for the last time so we can, hold each other’s hands, hang out, work hard, just love one another that we been wanting for a very long time.. the past is finally over. Let’s chew it up and spit it out! Like brushing off old dust to make it shine again!
He’s my guy, my fine guy, my best friend, soon to be hubby 🙏🌹
Wahooo sound good
Deep down I never stop loving you till now but you never understand how much I struggle to reach by your side so, I just step back and observed that am I the only one who still believes in love and then on I understand a little pit about me that am a damn lier because I cannot prove you that my love for you is real and pure.... Oh Weak me.
I don’t know what to say I am just tired of being insecure and crying and waiting for nothing.
@@chalin715 that's how I feel too. I'm a lying ass who lied to my self for years denied the fact it was love at first sight
You forget to count how many times I let you come back in..
I felt that.
When you have a fake friend. That uses you .. You feel nothing but a failure. i felt this...Should i just die if im a toy? That you use... Ugh i hate fake friends.. I wish i died..
@@idkwtf3042 me too
I really deeply feel these.
I’m mad at myself bc I ruined my friendship with my friend and it’s all my fault and i feel like I’m dead to her but we still hang out with each other but we’re not as close like we used to be 😭😭😭
Shayla Abarca that's sad tho stay strong too
Shayla Abarca I have a best friend halie Thompson I never see again anymore because she gone way from college I used to hangout with her in high school last year but she so gone again and finds some new friends I was sad and crying alone
I can't even tell you how much I understand that. The literal exact same thing is happening to me at this very moment.
Shayla Abarca girl friends come and go, sad to say but it’s true just don’t blame yourself if they were really your friend they would talk it out with you.
I’m in the same situation it’s hard :/
"I watched you become happier with everyone else." so why not me...?
cant believe im barly seeing this . they say you fall in love 3 times my first was with this boy , man he made me so happy , and you never think about the end until it creeps up on you . its been over a year since the breakup and i still have not gotten over him .
I’m on the same boat :(. Don’t worry !! It takes time!! Especially if you loved so hard
@@yesenianolasco5735 well ty luv :( i hope everythign goes well for you
It does take time. How long??? Would love to know. Still pineing for my first and only love.
@@lewiscooper7397 we broke up over a year ago , dated like two years ago , it takes time , i still have so much love .
It's like she has watched everything I went through and expressed it through my eyes...I have no words for how amazing your spoken words are❤
I feel the same way...
@@d.s_alan hang in there b. You're never alone❤
@@shyannestrength1452 thanks for your kind words🙂
@@d.s_alan of course🥺❤
And if you ever want or need someone to talk to or someone to give you advice, I'm here. I know what it's like to struggle and to not have anyone
@@shyannestrength1452 awwww😞😟
How could you. You hurt me so bad. Had you as a best friend for 9 years and now you’re gone. How do u expect to go from talking 10 times a day to not talking at all. To go from loving each other to hating each other? I wish it could have been different but you’re gone for good. I’ll always remember our sleep overs and memories and “play dates” after school. Now we’re 13, we got to middle school, and we had a fight and despise each other and it sucks.
this hits me...i just lost my best friend too.
Wow, that hit me x
hi love!❤️i’ve recently seen your poems and i love them and there so powerful i mean damn girl! it’s raw and it’s so powerful and rare. you show your true and inner feelings. your fighting your demons and your beating them and it’s beautiful! keep writing!💙
I couldn't of expressed it any better , thank you for sharing love you
Most heartbreaking thing I've been through is that...i had to watch her walk away but most of all what really hurt is when I had to sit there and watch my beautiful little Angel turn into Satan.....and I couldn't do absolutely nothing about it.....
I know exactly how you
@@earlbunce7677 it happens
Love is like a butterfly if you hold tightly it will die and if you hold loosely it will fly so
If somebody walk away from your life let them go you don’t have convince to anybody love you if they leave you it means they didn’t attach to your future
Full of emotions, spoken from her heart. ❤Nice.
I felt this💔she just said everything I wanted to
Same my ex friend zoned me the other day and i went with my best friend and now my ex wants me back but im with my best friend who actually cares about me and loves me
Oh man these feeling are coming back :(
I liked him for almost four years. When he came back, he told me he likes me. I said "It's time to try." little did I know, I'll break, worst than in the past.
It's like someone said what my heart wanted to say
But you're the one that left you were the one that was so unsure yourself and us. I never made you believe it's what you always wanted to do. Instead of facing your problems you run. Everything could be worked out if you try but if you run nothing can be worked out. You can blame everything on me I'm good with it. But I know deep down inside you know the truth. I'm sorry for the life you led I didn't do it to you. Instead of talking and telling the truth you would hide everything in Li lie. You don't want to talk that's your choice. I don't care anymore you don't want to talk then I don't want to talk. Have a good day good night good life. I mean you still ain't even told me we're done. What you think you could just keep stringing me along I'm not someone else. Heck I was even going to counseling but it was too important for me to take away from my time for you to go. You don't need to go right it's only me. Like I said you can blame me I'll take the blame. If you feel better. Alright your choice I don't beg anybody I did enough begging you don't want to talk that's your choice. You're the one that's going to lose not me
Why don't you talk to me beautiful. Happy holiday
@@shawnys-berry2768 ok I'm ready
When???
Ha Ha THE JOKES ON ME AGAIN. YEA YOU REALLY WANT TO QUIT LYING. NEVER EVER CHANGE. TIME FOR ME TO.
MOVE
ON .
OPENED MY HEART
AGAIN.
WHY
IM JUST A JOKE TO
YOU.
NEVERMORE.😢
Next I'll be 😁😊
I cant believe I
Fell for it again.
What was I thinking.
WHATEVER
This is so beautiful and true. We have built a castle in the sky. But I never questioned you and I never stoped you. And I will never question and will never stop you.
WHAT HAPPENED TO US? YOU CHOSE SOMEONE ELSE YOU PLAYED ME.
This poem it's very beautiful and so much truth in it keep it up love your poems
I stepped out of my own way like you asked .. I screamed and I wailed as I was leaving every bit of my soul screamed out for you and all I want d was to see happiness for you , if I was the thorn in your side I selflessly stepped aside so you could succeed in what you said you wanted … till this very day I wish we could reconnect as the new people we said we were going to become..
Please never stop writing. I wanna see your videos everytime. Just keep posting. We love you! ❤️
Skye you have a real talent and you managed to summon up how I was feeling over a year ago
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Please no pointing fingers it’s done already. Yes I do hurt you mentally and physically I admit and again you did hurt me more than you know. Is just comes to the point I am done dealing my insecurities and jealousy and a lot of questions from you until now I didn’t get an answer from you. That’s all I can say sorry if I hurt you but I hope you realize not only me had fault you had mistakes a lot and I always be there for you. You take advantage on me thats that truth.
Yes a bunch is my fault to I agree,ask me anything an I will tell you
All ok need maleshe me play nogood person tell all rouned telling no good on the spot tell any second mistked tell play this no good hiding sefed no hoodok no played me no need any dramma no maked ok
I feel this
She's left we still talk, trying to be friends again see if we can do that first and then
But because she left, when I was mad, hurt enough to but stood trying to make it work ... suddenly she's free of all consiquences and blame and because I stand here, like an idiot, heart in hand, she envokes new punishments - degrees of blame, litterally punishing me for still loving her and I'm stupid enough to take it to "answer anything honestly" but of course I must be lying because My Truths are no match for her "I heards, assumptions and claims" sigh
She gets closure and I get tortured
I’m not gonna point any fingers at this point we were both to blame!! Sorry 😢 for the hurt and anything else I may had caused ♥️
Girl.. You don't know how much I cried watching your videos.. 😭
"I 'WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY, I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE, I WAS VERRY ALONE, I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO 'EXPRESS' MYSELF, THERE'S NO REVENGE, COS I NEVER HAD A PLOT, ONLY A LONELY PERSON, WITH LOVE TO 'GIVE', & UNABLE TO 'EXPRESS ' IT, I NEVER PLANNED ANYTHING, NEVER HAD A CHANCE, NEVER HAD TIME, DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TIME, FOR MYSELF, NOW THAT'S ALL I'VE GOT!!!.
I loved someone too and he knows it and I still love my other half but some how we managed to kinda fall apart alot of it is pride ego I think for him and friends getting in the way but it doesn't change how I feel about my soulmate I'll always have him in my heart but I have cut those people in my ear and try to rebuild what we had but only if he's wanting to I want to still work on us because I really do love him.
Tabatha Gilbert 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜.
I'm a boy here ...... I dunno why but it feels like everything which u gone through is the same to me ... Hey thanks to express yourself like this 💖. I'm so sad that I'm afraid to love anyone else ... I know how badly I was treated but why is that feeling of going back to hers on just one call ... Why still a urge to be with her why why why
Girl this boy sounds like he's toxic and it's better to have had things end now than in the future when he could've broken you even more. Just wanted to let you know that I love your poems. You have a beautiful way of expressing how you feel. I will always be here supporting you ❤️
I want to tell him that it isn't that easy to move on and if he feels the same but he has found someone new
even if we could just be friends😔
I absolutely love your poetry the words in this explain EXACTLY how I feel
Oh gosh why am i crying so hard..my pillow my pillow is damp with tears 😭😭😭💔💔
I never intended to hurt you, I caused more problems than I probably should've - I swear I feel all these videos
I hope you do! I'm a good way!
It hurts when u know its ur fault.... Cuz u werre the one that pushed them away ...
@@kindheart7532 yes and its hurts when it seems thats its ur fault and they wanna break sum thats been going on for years .... 😢
@@nayomireyes6390 Speaking from experience... some thing's that continue for yrs, gets realllllly old REGARDLESS of the relationship. It's not always easy to do, esp if you love them but sometime's you have walk away and either they'll GET THEY'LL IT or SADLY THEY WON'T ... If you love them then you're praying for the better is all I can say... hang in there darling... 😓
It happened people... it happened, i lost my best friend, my soulmate, my sister, the one i shared all my secrets, the one i valued the most, the one i loved the most, the one i thought i could never live without... but she just threw it all away, 7 years wasted💔💔 i wasn't enough and she had enough, found another one and forgot about me and now i just feel so empty without her and idk what to do anymore...
Nobody important don't worry. It's going to be better. I had to same thing happen to me. Look I'm still here enjoying the life I have.
What uo
Lhaaaa...
This is how I really truly extremely truly feel about everyone that I care about so much
Everything u say in all your videos makes so much sence cuz im that guy to my ex of 3 yrs. An im glad ive found your videos cuz I didnt know how to put it into words
that “i’m sick of watching it rain every single time you throw words at me” hit different. every time my ex and i would have an argument it always seemed to rain
Every single word striked me.. every single line felt so much deep within. Everything resembles my own story. Just like you even I have recorded my pain on mobile recorder. "I watched her becoming happier with everyone else" 🙏🙏
This is definitely relatable.
every single word gets me .
Yes they forgot how many times we forgive them 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Thank you very much , you explain the words i cant say , im a boy , there is a thought that says be a reflection of what you want to receive , give love you will get loved , give truth you will get honesty , give respect you will be respected , give care you will get cared , all the girls ive met i have given all and get nothing in return , all i get is heartbreak , and now i feel like whats the point of being the good guy , i wanna change my heart , my soul and my mind so badly because im tired of being hurt and expected to walkaway like my feelings dont matter
My heart is severely grieved..💔😢
FOREVER
Forever didn't last.
Said u will be always by my side,
Now have no sign.
The song u dedicated me says "Forever together",
Just like the song it didn't continue to play forever.
But that 3 min song did really felt like forever. !
You hold my hand and took me so far to unknown,
But you just left, now I'm lost.
Surrounded by woods,
Always there to listen to my stories but unable to help.
Poor woods, broken me, there she goes from the back door which I never knew existed.
Felt death although alive.
What could I say more, wishing you happiness.
Happiness with your future were I'm not included.!
The oceans, the stars, the future we created,
Now I'm alone unable to walk through our dreams.
But you do not notice, its deserted place for u.
My heart cry.!
My heart cry not for you to come back.!
My heart cry for the broken promises.
I do not miss you.
I miss us when we were so happy,
That was when we were together creating future in our world.
Hope you're happy with your new world,
Hope you are making it beautiful.
Hope one day I can have a glance at it.
We could not be together forever but the moment we had will at least last till I lost my memory .
just unnfinished Dreams..!
I appreciate this ..
Even if she won't
Even if she's not here to see
Ignored calls and texts
Get it together, breath, breath
Dont let her hear you weak
Dont mention the Edits ooor
The time spent, the courage it took
The pain, the disalusioned days,
Torment
Lost nights spent pacing, reciting
What I would of, what I WILL say
Background music "Only Got 1 Shot1 Opp - err
I lost myself
You'll never know what that truely means
The dry blood - broken promises
I write with
Unfinished Dreams
Waking up to my own Screams
Unable to sleep, unable to hide it
-No one asks why because they rightfully assume you're gone,
I must look like a half of me
On the inside, much less than that
You left me
It's ok I don't blame you
Turns out even I left me
Unfinished Dreams?
Naw more like .. pause ..
Remember to breath
Nothing left to Dream about ...
I miss my best friend..but my best friend had other things going ..I wasn’t his priority an was blocked out of his secret life I had to figure out for myself...an was shot down if I spoke my mind with revenge ..I’m crushed broken hearted isolated from everyone n the world...drowning myself in peach’s n creame...the reality is more than I wanna bare or face...but good luck with ur friends that made u happy...an one more thing b4 I close me d.d.johnson I’ve read more than enough could say a lot but I’m leaving u with this ....just because u don’t no my worth , I always no my worth an what I had brought to the table...my fat ugly ass wasn’t the bag of chips...but it was the fucking bag of chip that made u straight n made our world go round....I don’t need a man..I was the bitch n dick that did it all them 5yrs ...thanks for making me for that stupid for doing US...
When me and my best friend were texting on Snapchat, then we had an argument and I lost my temper and called her the worst... big mistake... she really hated me after that and she even said she wouldn't care if I died... she was really special to me. Then she unfriended me on everything and I couldn't just meet her in real life because she lives in Northern Ireland and I live in the UK so I have no way of telling her how sorry I am and bow much I miss her. I miss her so much that I struggle to sleep and struggle to maintain being happy, I just suddenly start crying and in my head I tell myself "I hate myself! Why did I do that?! I regret absolutely everything! I'm worthless..." and stuff like that... you really don't know how much you care for someone until they're gone from you... and what doesn't help is I still cry about my dog because he died in 2016 and he was amazing.
Same thing happens to me.. Also I'm sorry about your dogs my two dogs died.. And my biggest regret was not being there when they died.. I was only 6/4 by the time when they died..
@@dovedacat4197 that was like with me... I wasn't there to him one last time before he went to the vets and died...
Yeah.. My dog went to the vet and it was the last day I could see her because she died right at the vets
im crying ily
I wish I could move on, but I can't.
this is so relatable
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U know what u spit out my heart
I'll never forget u coz u are my happiness.... 💟
I can't control my tears
I'm crying, yesterday I found out that I can't trust any of my friends.. This is how I feel... I'm so sick of life!
you hurt me but was it really me fault. i have to say...i miss you alot and i never stoped. im truly and sorry if i hurt you, i just wish we could go back and....stoped all the fighting
This is amazing❤ and i felt this so deeply man
Same as always, don’t set traps! I never left. I am ! I love you! ❤️
That’s exactly what just happen to me this week
Just to think that we were best friends the year before...
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Your planning was superbly done.
omg.. it made me cry..i've been on this situation before.. :-(
You're the one who lied and hurt me. But why is it my fault? You broke me, and still you make it seem like it's my fault. You killed me and I died while you're smiling with someone else, when you said you will never look at any other girl, because you only want me. You're laughing while I'm drowning. You're moving on without knowing that you left a scar that will never heal again. You made me lose my trust and believe in love. You're the one who did something wrong, but why I'm the one suffering??
I need to send this video to my bf coz I dont know what happened to us and I keep apolozing for something I dont know...I watched him having fun with his friends and he is not ashamed of saying he doesnt have time to text me he is busy with friends....l keep asking myself what did l do to him but l dont have ansa we were so happy but now its all gone just like that 😩😩...maybe I have let it go...
He keeps silent and it’s a sign that relationship ends. It’s time to say goodbye.
Exactly....silence in relationship kills it.. And suddenly u realized that everything ends.. Nothing left... And this silence kiils u inside...
This literally happened to me in my past and I hate my past because of it
I was forced to move on
And he ripped my heart out every time.
He should probably not do this continuously because its becoming obvious why nobody lasts long with him. #karma
your so good at poetry omg
this is all what i want to say,, but what i have is a speech that cant be voice out. and yeah i am hurting
This is so relatable....
yes,you're right.. it made me cry too.. oh Jesus Christ!
“It’s not you, it’s me”
S o o o S a a a d , can't help but cry, I hope it was not me, I'll never do that to the one I l o v e.
I just wanted you to love me..😢
Know the feeling... 😞
This truly hit me hard! 💔
Thank you so much! ❤️
You said everything I wished I could've said
That's the gods honest truth
This hits so hard when U just lost Ur best friend and found out they were in a car accident and blamed U when U weren't in the car
Save our broken hearts 💔
Because you give it your all withOut thinking for yourself because you trusted them to love you back just the same way you love them but you forget yourself in the process.
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This is like what just happened to me and my best friend 😟😢😭