Dear Nicole and Gaby, We're all here and we'll all be here next Sunday to see you. You are the bravest soul. I pray the upcoming week doesn't take to much of a toll on you and I know all of us here will be sending enormous amounts of positive energy, healing thoughts and prayers. All your Rainbow Glitter Warriors are here and will continue to be here for you. 💜🌈🕯🌈💜
Good afternoon. I have been watching your journey for a bit now. I was diagnosed with lymphoma about 3 years ago and went through chemo. Your channel helped me make it through. Your upbeat lively positive nature has been a Godsend...to me as well as others I am sure. I have you and your family in my prayers...and I am stomping and glittering. You ARE a warrior!!!! Love and Light to you my friend. Hang in there ❤❤❤❤
Enjoy your lasts days with your wife and friends. I went through this with my hubby 2 yrs ago and he said no more and we had 2 wonderful weeks with no Dr. And hospital visits it was great. I miss him so darn much. Good luck to you brave soul.❤
Honey, reading the comments, your people are all crushed and saddened by this news. I for one implore you to choose comfort at this stage. Your wife, your little doggie, any and all means to make your remaining time bearable. Whatever you do, your warriors love you, support you, and will always remember your incredible bravery as you repeatedly kicked cancer's ASS. (Ann)
I 🙏 that you realize what we all know, You Are a Warrior‼️ You've fought an incredibly heroic battle against this disease. Please think of Hospice Honey bcuz they'll help w/a lot of these questions you have doubts on. You aren't giving in to it, you're simply living life pleasantly thru medication❣️ I 🙏 but also wish for you to have peace before your next stage. Sending you lots of good juju XOXOXOXO 🌈 No more appts sounds delightful doesn't it❓ spending it as pain free as possible w/your family 🙏💕❣️ I'm not trying to push, it's your decision. I'm usually supportive of all your choices & I'll abide by whichever you choose✌️💕🇺🇸🇨🇱🌈💩
Love you, Nicole. ❤ So sorry you've had such a very rough week, and bad news besides.😢 I'll be thinking of you, and I'll be wishing you comfort, mentally and physically. Rainbow, unicorn, glitter stomp activated now. 🎉
I hate you Cancer😡 i am going to my appointment today with a new oncologist. I have had recurring endometrial cancer now for 5 years. 2 years ago it had spread to my lymph nodes, the know it all oncologist i had at that time, that bragged about studying at the Mayo Clinic gave me 6-8 months to live. I went onto hospice, but i somehow got better with only 4 radiation treatments. I was NED after 2 CT scans. Then after 2 years i am spotting again. I was diagnosed with a nodule 2 centimeters on my Vaginal cuff. I was supposed to do Chemo but i was too scared and i refused to do it. Nicole i admire you so much for your strength and because you are a fighter. Now, i am going to fight for my life with you as my role model, everyday i will look at your videos to show myself what strength is. I 💝 love and admire you. Please keep fighting, you have already had it in your liver, you can beat it again. I hate this Disease, i want to cuss but I won’t 😅 Stay Strong 💪🏼 Nicole
@@emilyleigh2784 Thank you 😊 i went to my oncologist appointment today, he’s a new one and highly recommended. He looked at all my scans and biopsy reports and said he was amazed that the 2 oncology doctors i had previously said to me i had to have chemo and radiation therapy or i was going to die, since i was stage 3C. Doctor Carl Grey is my new Doc and when he saw my biopsy reports, he said, “Us oncologists become giddy when we see this!” He told me what kind of tumors i have and he said, this kind of tumor responds very well to Keytruda. I was very excited, no chemo 🤞🏼 hope. I have to get a Pet scan again, and then in 2 weeks i go in for my first IV of Keytruda. Thanks for the wonderful advice.. ☺️
Am sorry dear.🙌🌹😢 I also got the vaginal cancer. Spread a lil bit to lymph nodes. It relapse back over and over again, Now is the 4th time now..I did radiotherapy. But not chemo.... still suffering from intestinal problem😢 yesterday 21/08/24 was my colonoscopy. Hopefully I will got a call back to know what the problem of the intestine is, So much going on with my body right now.
I was diagnosed a few weeks ago. The only difference is my pancreas. Not my kidneys. We need to be our own advocates. We have the right to our own self determination. My best friend ran themselves ragged with treatments, etc. They suffered horribly and died. Someone else I knew decided to just live their life. They both lived for 5 years after diagnosis. It comes down to quality of life. Whatever you decide, please know that you never walk alone. ✌❤ I wish you peace, love, and comfort.
I wish I could explain to you how much your journey has helped me over the last three years as I mourned the loss of my wife after a five month battle with breast cancer. Your energy, your spirit, and your strength are truly amazing. Wishing you the best in your decision making. I was blessed to have my wife at home with me thanks to the incredible gift of hospice. She passed peacefully and comfortably in the place that she loved-home with me and our pups. I think so often of Gaby and the strength she embodies along your journey. Please let her know that we think of her as we do you EVERY DAY. Sending glitter superpowers to you to get through the week comfortably. See you next Sunday. 💜🏳️🌈
❤❤ I have you held in my heart ❤️🏳️🌈. Because of heart failure, I have around 4-6 more months to live. When I decided that I didn’t want any more treatments beyond palliative, I hav felt so free of the “medical” treadmill and feel so much more relaxed and at ease. Just recently, for the first time in years, I went a whole month without any medical appointments! And, I support people no matter which way they decide for themselves. I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do ❤️🏳️🌈
I understand and appreciate the loss of the medical treadmill. It’s one of the greatest disappointments in returning to it. And there’s a level of sadness and then I have to stay within it because otherwise I wouldn’t breathe. May you go in peace my friend ❤️💪🏻🌈
@@feastmastress oh yes I understand that the medicine continues to be a part of my life. I take around 25 pills a day and 2 injections per week and believe it or not, these medications are considered Palliative in my case. I’d love to stop all treatment but i also know I don’t want to die a horrible miserable death either. Your videos give me so much strength and warm my heart so much. Thank you for sharing your journey with so many others!
Nicole … I was just reading of of the comments below and thinking to myself how the Power of just one person …YOU ..has created a connection & a community here …. Pretty Powerful Stuff You’ve done here Kiddo !!!!! I am sure that once all of your tests are complete and the results are known …that You & Gabby will absolutely make the right choices for both of you …. Just know that we are all there in Spirit with you this week holding your up when it seems like you just can’t hold yourself anymore up kiddo !!! Sending you girls tons of positive energy …Big Hugs 🫂 🤗🫂 and Lots of Love 💜💛💚💙❤️ Until next week ….
Knowing you across the internet is one of the biggest blessings of my life. I'm a queer Black non-binary person in my 30s, and without family to turn to, it feels like I've had to learn so much about life on my own. Seeing you exist, make plans, stare at mountains, and face your cancer journey through shitting rainbows has meant more than I can put into words. It's an honor to show up to support you, care about you from afar, an keep you in my thoughts. Good luck this week ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
I am sorry for your news. My cancer journey is unfortunately going in the same directions. We can only stay positive and live each day to its fullest. Praying for grace to surround you through out your journey.
I'm so sad and sorry that this is where you are right now. I will be praying for you to get to each test and exam. I will also be praying that the results are not as bad as you think they are. One day, one minute at a time.❤
Wishing you peace and clarity as you make decisions over possible treatments. I have always been amazed and inspired on how you've faced challenges. May you and your wife bask in the love that surrounds you, and allow yourselves to draw strength from it.
Best wishes to you and your wife. You sound as if you are thinking rationally, and I know you will know what the best decisions are moving forward once your tests are complete. I would like to offer the most positive juju and wishes for peace as you continue your journey.🥰🌈🙏🏼
Nicole, so sorry to hear all this sad news. And whatever you choose to do is your decision to make. You are a true warrior. I don’t have any juju for you, but I sure wish you would ask Jesus to Help you he could use a warrior who like you. Saying this with love in my heart. I am praying for you.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I’m sorry to hear this shitty news. I don’t envy your decisions. I can’t say what I’d do because I’m not in your shoes. The treatments are super hard on you. So you are right. How much more do you want to endure for some more time. My heart goes out to you and your wife. Very difficult news to absorb. Sending unicorns and love.
You are absolutely incredible, Nicole, and you are such a powerful inspiration to me dealing with my own stage four metastatic cancer. I am very sorry your news has been so hard this week and am hoping next week will bring brighter moments. You are not alone. Sending you love and prayers and hugs from Ireland, Anne xx
Hello, Feastmastress! It wouldn't be Sunday without you. I don't know whether I get a vote in this or not, but if I do, I vote for you continuing treatment for as long as you can stand it. You want to live more than anyone I have ever seen
Rainbow glitter stomping right now and all week!! I'll be with you, sending good juju as you have tests and appointments this weekend. Love you, Nicole. Stay strong! 🌈✌️🎶❤
Choose to believe this is but one level of your soul's journey. Like cicadas, we shed this body and live a new level. You went through what was necessary on this level to prepare you for the next. It will be tru.y glorious! Steve Jobs final words were " Oh wow! Oh wow!" Just take a deep breath!
Nicole, I am at work, but will catch up on your video when I get home this p.m.❤ I am praying for you and Gaby. I pray that you find some comfort, mentally and physically. You are both always in my heart and in my prayers. Lots of love, hope, and prayers from your friends in NYC ♥️♥️♥️
Oh no. I am crying. 😢 If you decide it is time to let go and enjoy whatever quality of life you have left and whatever time you have left I totally respect your decision. If you decide to keep trying, I respect that also. Whatever decision you make is the right one for you. As always, sending back some of my rainbow glitter warriors for love and healing and peace. 🌈 ✨
Dear Nicole, I have been following your journey for the past three years, drawn in by your resilience and strength as you faced each challenge with an unwavering spirit. It’s hard for many to grasp that for those battling cancer, each day can be a whirlwind of emotions, especially when the disease spreads. While some people may view it as the beginning of the end, I firmly believe that only God knows what lies ahead for each of us. You have fought against this formidable monster time and time again, displaying a courage that few possess. The decision of whether to continue treatment, or to shift your approach, must weigh heavily on your heart. It’s always easier for those standing on the sidelines to suggest paths forward, uninformed by the complexity of the personal toll such decisions can take. But you are a woman who knows herself deeply, and you understand how every choice will ripple through your life and the life of your beloved wife. It’s a journey that cannot be navigated lightly, and I admire your willingness to take the time to truly reflect on what feels right for you. In this moment, what others perceive as a possibility for improvement is secondary to your own intuition and feelings. You have become so dear to me and to all your followers here on TH-cam, who are gathered around you, ready to stomp, cheer, and pray for you. Yet, we also honor the necessity of silence when it is called for. The empty frame behind you-void of any print or painting-perfectly encapsulates the weight of today's conversation. It is somber and stripped of glitter, a stark reminder of the reality you face. Whatever outcomes may emerge, rest assured that the power of decision lies in your hands, and that knowledge alone can imbue strength. We stand by you, ready to support you in whatever way you need.
Hi , I have been watching your videos and have gotten to see that you are such a wonderful person full of love, honesty and all the great traits that I am striving to have. thank you for being you. ps I am a straight person. hope that doesn't matter, sending you hugs, love, and prayers
Rough indeed. Sending you heartfelt wishes for clarity, peace and all the joy possible. I understand from what you've shared that you have thought and pondered this stage as a concept and that time spent in contemplation will serve you well in due time. Give yourself time to acknowledge your sadness and believe the road ahead of you will include tenfold the love and support you've cultivated through years of friendship and love. Gentle hugs.
Hello beautiful Nicole ❤ Straight up you are the toughest fighter i know. You're continuing courage and determination has been impeccable. You sweety have moved forward with such grace while documenting your fight. My heart breaks knowing it has spread im sending you all the prayers and love from my heart to yours we love you. ❤ 🌈
I’m so sorry, you do whatever feels right to you, if you wanna continue taken treatment take it if your struggling and ready you do what’s best for you baby girl , you have fought with all your might and never stopped living ! What an inspiration!!
I’m so sorry to hear this Nicole . You have a lot of tough decisions to make but I hope that through it all you can think about all the joy your videos have brought with your beautiful smile and positivity. I have no idea why you ended up in my feed many months ago but I’m so glad you did. Tons of positive juju coming your way. 🤗
I was thinking of you as I was laying in the MRI machine on Thursday. I was sending up glitter to the Universe with fervent thoughts of positivity for you and Gaby. Well, this isn't what anyone wanted to hear for you. I know it's lonely and so hard to carry. All the things. But a bunch of us are here surrounding you in love and light. And I know I'm not the only one who waits for Sunday so that we can see your brilliant sparkle and offer you love. For as long as you need it.🤗❤🌈
Powerful juju going your way for sure. Cancer sucks, and what a ordeal you're going through. I'm so pleased you have your wife to be with you. You're in my heart and prayers.
Hi my friend. Thank you so much for another Sunday. It matters! YOU matter! These many, many Sundays matter. I have been coloring and stitching a lot this week, too while sending you rainbow glitter. Thursday is August 1st. You made it wayyy past the first day of Spring. Remarkable!!! So very proud of you and all the experiences you and Gab have been able to add since January. Dear little sis, you know it is okay to say no more of my precious moments will be spent testing, treating, feeling terrible. Fill your days with joy and wonder. LOVE WINS, not cancer. I love you! 🙏💜🫂
Sending you powerful juju protected by glitter and rainbows 🌈 . You have been through so dang much. Praying for your strength to get through your exams and procedures and to make the right decision with your wife as to what path is right for you. ❤
You deserve rest. You deserve calm. It’s your choice how to proceed of course but please do what honors your body going forward. Stopping treatment does not mean you aren’t a warrior. It would mean you recognize and are stepping into a new way of caring for yourself. A different focus and either way please honor your body and mind. I adore you. Best wishes and positive vibes!! 🌷❤️
I can’t even imagine what your dealing with, you’ve been so so strong and have gone above and beyond to kill this fxxxing demon that has tried and tried again to take over your body and yet you have always remained strong and resilient. Much love to you and your family give that fur baby a scratch for me and know that I am praying for.🤗💕🤗🌻
Dear Nicole, i am so very sad that you are having to endure so much. You are such a beautiful soul. My love and prayers are with you at this difficult stage of your journey. ❤❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏
Oh Nicole I so wanted to reach through the camera and give you the biggest hug, I feel so so sad for you, your clinging onto every bit of life love and joy and it breaks my heart, your such a wonderful lady you really are, every day I wake up this week I shall be rainbow stomping for you and sending you love, strength and prayers your way lovely, see you next Sunday with all the other rainbow warriors❤
Oh sweetie, I am so very sorry!! I will most definitely be rainbow warrior stomping hard and I will get others to join me 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌸🌸🌸🌻🌻🌻💛💛💛🦋🦋🦋🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌻🌻Sending you so much healing love, strength and and huge hugs
Nicole, You have been such a strong soul. It appears you are in hospital or hospice. I'm sorry that you had so much negative news. I will continue to keep you in my Thoughts and Prayers. Much Love and Respect. 🙏🏻🥰🤟🏻❤
Many many prayers for you Nicole. I can't imagine going through all that you're going through and yet you continue to make time for us. I do understand your thoughts about not spending so much time in hospitals. Hugs to you!
Nicole, I barely have words right now. I’m so very sorry about this news. Sending you and your wife so much love. Glitter warriors are uniting and stomping. Powerful juju coming your way, beautiful lady. We love you more than we could ever say. ♥️
You have all the positive juju I can muster up coming your way, Nicole. I'm going to ask for strength for you to get through the scans this week. I love you! ❤😢🙏 See you next Sunday.
I am praying daily for comfort and peace for you Nicole which you truly deserve.. thank you for always sharing all your feelings with us all… you are a kind caring soul!
You have such a logical mind and a huge generous heart. I know you will make the right decision for you and your family. Lots of love from Canada.....sprinkling glitter now!
I'm still praying for s miracle Nicole. Your such a fighter and I'm greatful that you have made it this far. You have an amazing attitude even through all this mess
That’s really bad news Nicole,I’m so sorry to hear your decline! Sounds like it spreading fast sweetie, it’s your life ,it your decision! It jut depends on how much pain and shortness of breath that you can take. Im praying for you dear. 😮🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💙🤗
I have never watched your channel before But, I will pray for you and your family. 🙏. My uncle had bone cancer that went to his lungs. We miss him. Blessing and strength.
I hate seeing you so sad and feeling lonely. I really hate it. But it's completely understandable given what you're going through right now. I go through my life feeling sad and lonely a great deal of the time, most of the time for no real reason. But I have what they call "treatment resistant" depression and anxiety/panic disorder. I wish I felt one tenth of the passion for life and living that you have, and have shown us in your videos! Your cancer will never win Nicole. You're taking it down in flames. The ultimate cost may be your physical form, but one thing I do know is that your love and kindness to others is your gift to the World. All those things you've done, and the courage you continue to show us, will help mold a future of happiness for many, many people. Please keep up the fight, but I think you more than deserve to choose your path forward and be proud of your accomplishments! ❤
It's a tough time you're going through Nicole, but you still have fight, you still have hope and I'm really proud of you, even though we've never met I wish we could have. You are fabulous. Rooting for ya!
Hello Nicole, i stay up just to see how your doing I'm sorry your having a terrible time im sending rainbow warriors 🌈💖🌈💖🌈from all over Australia to get to you safely threw your Journey and to give you strength till next sunday sending hugs filled with ❤ love and prayers 🙏from Australia 🇦🇺
Our brave warrior Nicole, I’m so sorry for the rough week you’ve had. I’m sorry you’ve been so unwell. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sending you lots of love & juju, stomping rainbow 🌈 glitter ✨ Nicole, you are the bravest woman I’ve ever seen. You are fighting one hell of a battle. Try to relax & save your energy. Surround yourself with the love of your wife & precious dog. Praying for strength for this week’s testing. Looking forward to our chat on Sunday. I’m so proud to be your ally ❤ You are exceptional ❤
Just popped on sweetie to let you know im praying for you and thinking of you, your half way through the week, nearly done, hope your smiling and have the best week you can❤
Nicole, you are a beautiful woman and Love by all of us on here. Continue to shine and do what ever you want to accomplish for yourself. You are a Strong woman 💪🏽we love you ❤ Take One Day At A Time! Prayers and blessings and Peace
Dear Nicole, not the news we were hoping for but you have done it before and can do it again! Keep fighting lady warrior❤ Sending positive energy all the way from Greece 🇬🇷 Stay strong 💪💪💪💪
I'm with you, Nicole. I think that's a really solid idea, to check your baseline and go from there. I know with all my heart and soul that YOU will know when it's time to stop treatment or keep doing treatment. You have great instincts and I think you are safe to trust them. You are never alone. I'll be throwing all my sparkle your way. I come with LOADS of sparkle. People complain of the amount of glitter I leave in my wake, but I I care? No! Let it rain glittery, sparkling rainbows. Listen to your heart, love. This is one of those moments that is going to take much from you. Once you know your course, things will ease a bit. Then you can settle into whatever decisions you make. You are loved. I can see that. And you have such a wildly vast capacity to love, it's a thing of beauty. I'll be back to check on you. I'm always here. Just right here. Sending love, glitter, hope, ease, grace, relief and some laughs for you. Mwahs XOXOXOXOXOX
Sending you lots of good vibes! Look forward to your updates every Sunday. You got this, you are so strong! Lots of rainbow glitter coming your way!! ❤
This is Peggy one of your followers from Washington State. You have such a beautiful soul and my heart breaks to hear this news. I promise to be stompin and sending powerful juju to you my dear. Light and love coming your way too.❤
I have in breast, liver and spread to brain. Did radiation, now in rehab getting my strength back. Sometimes it's not good news, sometimes it's bad. On my journey I'm with Jesus Christ. He is the one who can help you.
So nice to see you Nicole, you have been on many of our hearts this week 💖! You stay in our prayers 🙏. You guys make the best decision for you! 🌹🐶🌺🌈🏞🪴🌏❤️🥹
Dear Nicole and Gaby, We're all here and we'll all be here next Sunday to see you. You are the bravest soul. I pray the upcoming week doesn't take to much of a toll on you and I know all of us here will be sending enormous amounts of positive energy, healing thoughts and prayers. All your Rainbow Glitter Warriors are here and will continue to be here for you. 💜🌈🕯🌈💜
You have so many people that are keeping you in their hearts. May it help to know that others care.
Good afternoon. I have been watching your journey for a bit now. I was diagnosed with lymphoma about 3 years ago and went through chemo. Your channel helped me make it through. Your upbeat lively positive nature has been a Godsend...to me as well as others I am sure. I have you and your family in my prayers...and I am stomping and glittering. You ARE a warrior!!!! Love and Light to you my friend. Hang in there ❤❤❤❤
I'm sorry Nicole. I am hoping for a rainbow miracle. Love you!!!
There is no right or wrong approach here, no judgment. Much love!💕
This is a beautiful comment
Please know that we love and care about you Nicole. I hope that you can feel our love. We will hold you in our hearts this week. ❤❤❤❤
Truly Perfectly said!!!!🙏☀️🙏
Enjoy your lasts days with your wife and friends. I went through this with my hubby 2 yrs ago and he said no more and we had 2 wonderful weeks with no Dr. And hospital visits it was great. I miss him so darn much. Good luck to you brave soul.❤
Honey, reading the comments, your people are all crushed and saddened by this news. I for one implore you to choose comfort at this stage. Your wife, your little doggie, any and all means to make your remaining time bearable. Whatever you do, your warriors love you, support you, and will always remember your incredible bravery as you repeatedly kicked cancer's ASS. (Ann)
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I 🙏 that you realize what we all know, You Are a Warrior‼️ You've fought an incredibly heroic battle against this disease. Please think of Hospice Honey bcuz they'll help w/a lot of these questions you have doubts on. You aren't giving in to it, you're simply living life pleasantly thru medication❣️
I 🙏 but also wish for you to have peace before your next stage. Sending you lots of good juju XOXOXOXO
🌈 No more appts sounds delightful doesn't it❓ spending it as pain free as possible w/your family 🙏💕❣️ I'm not trying to push, it's your decision. I'm usually supportive of all your choices & I'll abide by whichever you choose✌️💕🇺🇸🇨🇱🌈💩
Love you, Nicole. ❤
So sorry you've had such a very rough week, and bad news besides.😢 I'll be thinking of you, and I'll be wishing you comfort, mentally and physically. Rainbow, unicorn, glitter stomp activated now. 🎉
I hate you Cancer😡 i am going to my appointment today with a new oncologist. I have had recurring endometrial cancer now for 5 years. 2 years ago it had spread to my lymph nodes, the know it all oncologist i had at that time, that bragged about studying at the Mayo Clinic gave me 6-8 months to live.
I went onto hospice, but i somehow got better with only 4 radiation treatments. I was NED after 2 CT scans.
Then after 2 years i am spotting again. I was diagnosed with a nodule 2 centimeters on my Vaginal cuff.
I was supposed to do Chemo but i was too scared and i refused to do it. Nicole i admire you so much for your strength and because you are a fighter. Now, i am going to fight for my life with you as my role model, everyday i will look at your videos to show myself what strength is. I 💝 love and admire you. Please keep fighting, you have already had it in your liver, you can beat it again. I hate this Disease, i want to cuss but I won’t 😅
Stay Strong 💪🏼 Nicole
@@emilyleigh2784 Thank you 😊 i went to my oncologist appointment today, he’s a new one and highly recommended.
He looked at all my scans and biopsy reports and said he was amazed that the 2 oncology doctors i had previously said to me i had to have chemo and radiation therapy or i was going to die, since i was stage 3C.
Doctor Carl Grey is my new Doc and when he saw my biopsy reports, he said, “Us oncologists become giddy when we see this!”
He told me what kind of tumors i have and he said, this kind of tumor responds very well to Keytruda.
I was very excited, no chemo 🤞🏼 hope. I have to get a Pet scan again, and then in 2 weeks i go in for my first IV of Keytruda.
Thanks for the wonderful advice.. ☺️
Praying for you.
Am sorry dear.🙌🌹😢 I also got the vaginal cancer. Spread a lil bit to lymph nodes. It relapse back over and over again, Now is the 4th time now..I did radiotherapy. But not chemo.... still suffering from intestinal problem😢 yesterday 21/08/24 was my colonoscopy. Hopefully I will got a call back to know what the problem of the intestine is, So much going on with my body right now.
That is not the good news I was hoping for❤😢 Sending positive juju to you and your loved ones! Glitter stomping rainbow warriors unite ❤🪩✨🌈 👯♀️💃🕺👯♀️
I was diagnosed a few weeks ago. The only difference is my pancreas. Not my kidneys. We need to be our own advocates. We have the right to our own self determination. My best friend ran themselves ragged with treatments, etc. They suffered horribly and died. Someone else I knew decided to just live their life. They both lived for 5 years after diagnosis. It comes down to quality of life. Whatever you decide, please know that you never walk alone. ✌❤ I wish you peace, love, and comfort.
You need cannabis oil immediately. My team has been successfully treating people for 11 years now. If you want to live, trust me.
I wish I could explain to you how much your journey has helped me over the last three years as I mourned the loss of my wife after a five month battle with breast cancer. Your energy, your spirit, and your strength are truly amazing.
Wishing you the best in your decision making. I was blessed to have my wife at home with me thanks to the incredible gift of hospice. She passed peacefully and comfortably in the place that she loved-home with me and our pups.
I think so often of Gaby and the strength she embodies along your journey. Please let her know that we think of her as we do you EVERY DAY.
Sending glitter superpowers to you to get through the week comfortably. See you next Sunday. 💜🏳️🌈
❤❤ I have you held in my heart ❤️🏳️🌈. Because of heart failure, I have around 4-6 more months to live. When I decided that I didn’t want any more treatments beyond palliative, I hav felt so free of the “medical” treadmill and feel so much more relaxed and at ease. Just recently, for the first time in years, I went a whole month without any medical appointments! And, I support people no matter which way they decide for themselves. I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do ❤️🏳️🌈
I understand and appreciate the loss of the medical treadmill. It’s one of the greatest disappointments in returning to it. And there’s a level of sadness and then I have to stay within it because otherwise I wouldn’t breathe.
May you go in peace my friend ❤️💪🏻🌈
@@feastmastress oh yes I understand that the medicine continues to be a part of my life. I take around 25 pills a day and 2 injections per week and believe it or not, these medications are considered Palliative in my case. I’d love to stop all treatment but i also know I don’t want to die a horrible miserable death either. Your videos give me so much strength and warm my heart so much. Thank you for sharing your journey with so many others!
Nicole …
I was just reading of of the comments below and thinking to myself how the Power of just
one person …YOU ..has created a connection & a community here ….
Pretty Powerful Stuff You’ve done here
Kiddo !!!!!
I am sure that once all of your tests are complete and the results are known …that You & Gabby will absolutely make the right choices for both of you ….
Just know that we are all there in Spirit with you this week holding your up when it seems like you just can’t hold yourself anymore up kiddo !!!
Sending you girls tons of positive energy …Big Hugs 🫂 🤗🫂 and Lots of
Love 💜💛💚💙❤️
Until next week ….
YAAAAS!!!
Knowing you across the internet is one of the biggest blessings of my life. I'm a queer Black non-binary person in my 30s, and without family to turn to, it feels like I've had to learn so much about life on my own. Seeing you exist, make plans, stare at mountains, and face your cancer journey through shitting rainbows has meant more than I can put into words. It's an honor to show up to support you, care about you from afar, an keep you in my thoughts. Good luck this week ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
I am sorry for your news. My cancer journey is unfortunately going in the same directions. We can only stay positive and live each day to its fullest. Praying for grace to surround you through out your journey.
I'm so sad and sorry that this is where you are right now. I will be praying for you to get to each test and exam. I will also be praying that the results are not as bad as you think they are. One day, one minute at a time.❤
Wishing you peace and clarity as you make decisions over possible treatments. I have always been amazed and inspired on how you've faced challenges. May you and your wife bask in the love that surrounds you, and allow yourselves to draw strength from it.
I wholeheartedly agree with you. Thanks for putting into words what I was feeling but struggling to express.
Best wishes to you and your wife. You sound as if you are thinking rationally, and I know you will know what the best decisions are moving forward once your tests are complete. I would like to offer the most positive juju and wishes for peace as you continue your journey.🥰🌈🙏🏼
Nicole, so sorry to hear all this sad news. And whatever you choose to do is your decision to make. You are a true warrior. I don’t have any juju for you, but I sure wish you would ask Jesus to Help you he could use a warrior who like you. Saying this with love in my heart. I am praying for you.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I’m sorry to hear this shitty news. I don’t envy your decisions. I can’t say what I’d do because I’m not in your shoes. The treatments are super hard on you. So you are right. How much more do you want to endure for some more time.
My heart goes out to you and your wife. Very difficult news to absorb.
Sending unicorns and love.
So so sorry you are going thu this. You are such a good person, life’s not fair. Much love and prayers from 🇨🇦 Canada
You are so loved. I check in and don't normally comment, but I have been following along and silently rooting over here. You aren't alone.
You are absolutely incredible, Nicole, and you are such a powerful inspiration to me dealing with my own stage four metastatic cancer. I am very sorry your news has been so hard this week and am hoping next week will bring brighter moments. You are not alone. Sending you love and prayers and hugs from Ireland, Anne xx
Hello, Feastmastress! It wouldn't be Sunday without you. I don't know whether I get a vote in this or not, but if I do, I vote for you continuing treatment for as long as you can stand it. You want to live more than anyone I have ever seen
Rainbow glitter stomping right now and all week!! I'll be with you, sending good juju as you have tests and appointments this weekend. Love you, Nicole. Stay strong! 🌈✌️🎶❤
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Oh Nicole so sorry to hear this news. Sending you positive vibes and juju.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌈
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Choose to believe this is but one level of your soul's journey. Like cicadas, we shed this body and live a new level. You went through what was necessary on this level to prepare you for the next. It will be tru.y glorious! Steve Jobs final words were " Oh wow! Oh wow!" Just take a deep breath!
Nicole, I am at work, but will catch up on your video when I get home this p.m.❤ I am praying for you and Gaby. I pray that you find some comfort, mentally and physically. You are both always in my heart and in my prayers. Lots of love, hope, and prayers from your friends in NYC ♥️♥️♥️
Oh no. I am crying. 😢 If you decide it is time to let go and enjoy whatever quality of life you have left and whatever time you have left I totally respect your decision. If you decide to keep trying, I respect that also. Whatever decision you make is the right one for you. As always, sending back some of my rainbow glitter warriors for love and healing and peace. 🌈 ✨
Dear Nicole,
I have been following your journey for the past three years, drawn in by your resilience and strength as you faced each challenge with an unwavering spirit. It’s hard for many to grasp that for those battling cancer, each day can be a whirlwind of emotions, especially when the disease spreads. While some people may view it as the beginning of the end, I firmly believe that only God knows what lies ahead for each of us. You have fought against this formidable monster time and time again, displaying a courage that few possess. The decision of whether to continue treatment, or to shift your approach, must weigh heavily on your heart.
It’s always easier for those standing on the sidelines to suggest paths forward, uninformed by the complexity of the personal toll such decisions can take. But you are a woman who knows herself deeply, and you understand how every choice will ripple through your life and the life of your beloved wife. It’s a journey that cannot be navigated lightly, and I admire your willingness to take the time to truly reflect on what feels right for you.
In this moment, what others perceive as a possibility for improvement is secondary to your own intuition and feelings. You have become so dear to me and to all your followers here on TH-cam, who are gathered around you, ready to stomp, cheer, and pray for you. Yet, we also honor the necessity of silence when it is called for. The empty frame behind you-void of any print or painting-perfectly encapsulates the weight of today's conversation. It is somber and stripped of glitter, a stark reminder of the reality you face. Whatever outcomes may emerge, rest assured that the power of decision lies in your hands, and that knowledge alone can imbue strength. We stand by you, ready to support you in whatever way you need.
Hi , I have been watching your videos and have gotten to see that you are such a wonderful person full of love, honesty and all the great traits that I am striving to have. thank you for being you. ps I am a straight person. hope that doesn't matter, sending you hugs, love, and prayers
Rough indeed. Sending you heartfelt wishes for clarity, peace and all the joy possible. I understand from what you've shared that you have thought and pondered this stage as a concept and that time spent in contemplation will serve you well in due time. Give yourself time to acknowledge your sadness and believe the road ahead of you will include tenfold the love and support you've cultivated through years of friendship and love. Gentle hugs.
Love you Nicole. Whatever lies ahead, you are not alone. x
Hello beautiful Nicole ❤
Straight up you are the toughest fighter i know. You're continuing courage and determination has been impeccable. You sweety have moved forward with such grace while documenting your fight. My heart breaks knowing it has spread im sending you all the prayers and love from my heart to yours we love you. ❤ 🌈
I’m so sorry, you do whatever feels right to you, if you wanna continue taken treatment take it if your struggling and ready you do what’s best for you baby girl , you have fought with all your might and never stopped living ! What an inspiration!!
That is heavy news, Mrs Nicole!
Sending clarity & calmness in the comming day's. I hope the sun will shine on you this week ❤.😊
I’m so sorry to hear this Nicole . You have a lot of tough decisions to make but I hope that through it all you can think about all the joy your videos have brought with your beautiful smile and positivity. I have no idea why you ended up in my feed many months ago but I’m so glad you did. Tons of positive juju coming your way. 🤗
I was thinking of you as I was laying in the MRI machine on Thursday. I was sending up glitter to the Universe with fervent thoughts of positivity for you and Gaby.
Well, this isn't what anyone wanted to hear for you. I know it's lonely and so hard to carry. All the things. But a bunch of us are here surrounding you in love and light.
And I know I'm not the only one who waits for Sunday so that we can see your brilliant sparkle and offer you love. For as long as you need it.🤗❤🌈
Powerful juju going your way for sure. Cancer sucks, and what a ordeal you're going through. I'm so pleased you have your wife to be with you. You're in my heart and prayers.
Hi my friend. Thank you so much for another Sunday. It matters! YOU matter! These many, many Sundays matter. I have been coloring and stitching a lot this week, too while sending you rainbow glitter. Thursday is August 1st. You made it wayyy past the first day of Spring. Remarkable!!! So very proud of you and all the experiences you and Gab have been able to add since January. Dear little sis, you know it is okay to say no more of my precious moments will be spent testing, treating, feeling terrible. Fill your days with joy and wonder. LOVE WINS, not cancer. I love you! 🙏💜🫂
Sending you powerful juju protected by glitter and rainbows 🌈 . You have been through so dang much. Praying for your strength to get through your exams and procedures and to make the right decision with your wife as to what path is right for you. ❤
We love you Nicole ❤
You deserve rest. You deserve calm. It’s your choice how to proceed of course but please do what honors your body going forward. Stopping treatment does not mean you aren’t a warrior. It would mean you recognize and are stepping into a new way of caring for yourself. A different focus and either way please honor your body and mind. I adore you. Best wishes and positive vibes!! 🌷❤️
I’m praying for you and sending rainbow glitter your way today and praying you have no pain throughout your body
I can’t even imagine what your dealing with, you’ve been so so strong and have gone above and beyond to kill this fxxxing demon that has tried and tried again to take over your body and yet you have always remained strong and resilient. Much love to you and your family give that fur baby a scratch for me and know that I am praying for.🤗💕🤗🌻
Dear Nicole, i am so very sad that you are having to endure so much. You are such a beautiful soul. My love and prayers are with you at this difficult stage of your journey. ❤❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏
Nicole, sending you juju. You have been such a brave warrior, such a fighter. I’m praying for you and your wife to have peace and comfort.
Ohh sweet Nicole, so sorry to hear this. Wish you and your wife strength and love❤
Sending you so much rainbow glitter and love. ❤️
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Oh my gosh, I am very saddened to hear of this! Sending the most powerful juju and rainbow 🌈 glitter stomps for you!! ❤❤❤❤
I'm so sorry you received such devastating news. Love and peace for you as always.
Your news is heartbreaking. I can only imagine how hard this is for you and your wife. I pray a miracle happens.
Oh Nicole I so wanted to reach through the camera and give you the biggest hug, I feel so so sad for you, your clinging onto every bit of life love and joy and it breaks my heart, your such a wonderful lady you really are, every day I wake up this week I shall be rainbow stomping for you and sending you love, strength and prayers your way lovely, see you next Sunday with all the other rainbow warriors❤
Oh sweetie,
I am so very sorry!! I will most definitely be rainbow warrior stomping hard and I will get others to join me 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌸🌸🌸🌻🌻🌻💛💛💛🦋🦋🦋🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌻🌻Sending you so much healing love, strength and and huge hugs
Joining you now ❤🌈 🦄
Nicole, You have been such a strong soul. It appears you are in hospital or hospice. I'm sorry that you had so much negative news. I will continue to keep you in my Thoughts and Prayers. Much Love and Respect. 🙏🏻🥰🤟🏻❤
Many many prayers for you Nicole. I can't imagine going through all that you're going through and yet you continue to make time for us. I do understand your thoughts about not spending so much time in hospitals. Hugs to you!
Nicole, I barely have words right now. I’m so very sorry about this news. Sending you and your wife so much love. Glitter warriors are uniting and stomping. Powerful juju coming your way, beautiful lady. We love you more than we could ever say. ♥️
Prayers and hugs Nicole.... We are with you, You are loved....❤💙💜❤❤❤
You have all the positive juju I can muster up coming your way, Nicole. I'm going to ask for strength for you to get through the scans this week. I love you! ❤😢🙏 See you next Sunday.
I am praying daily for comfort and peace for you Nicole which you truly deserve.. thank you for always sharing all your feelings with us all… you are a kind caring soul!
You have such a logical mind and a huge generous heart. I know you will make the right decision for you and your family. Lots of love from Canada.....sprinkling glitter now!
I am praying for you to have the most wonderful amazing feel good week with Gabby by your side.
Nicole, I am sending you a truckload of good juju. You are in my heart. See you next Sunday. ❤
You are so brave! Sending you lots of love, healing energy and heartfelt hugs. ❤
I'm still praying for s miracle Nicole. Your such a fighter and I'm greatful that you have made it this far. You have an amazing attitude even through all this mess
That’s really bad news Nicole,I’m so sorry to hear your decline! Sounds like it spreading fast sweetie, it’s your life ,it your decision! It jut depends on how much pain and shortness of breath that you can take. Im praying for you dear. 😮🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💙🤗
Take care my friend. There are a bunch of people thinking about you. Hoping for the best for you.
I have never watched your channel before But, I will pray for you and your family. 🙏. My uncle had bone cancer that went to his lungs. We miss him. Blessing and strength.
I hate seeing you so sad and feeling lonely. I really hate it. But it's completely understandable given what you're going through right now. I go through my life feeling sad and lonely a great deal of the time, most of the time for no real reason. But I have what they call "treatment resistant" depression and anxiety/panic disorder. I wish I felt one tenth of the passion for life and living that you have, and have shown us in your videos!
Your cancer will never win Nicole. You're taking it down in flames. The ultimate cost may be your physical form, but one thing I do know is that your love and kindness to others is your gift to the World. All those things you've done, and the courage you continue to show us, will help mold a future of happiness for many, many people.
Please keep up the fight, but I think you more than deserve to choose your path forward and be proud of your accomplishments! ❤
Keeping you and Gaby in my thoughts and prayers. Love you very much, my dear mentor.
Nicole thank you for sharing your difficult journey. We pray for you regularly. You have been so brave through all this.
GOD Rest your soul sweetie you will be Missed ❤❤❤❤
It's a tough time you're going through Nicole, but you still have fight, you still have hope and I'm really proud of you, even though we've never met I wish we could have. You are fabulous. Rooting for ya!
Hello Nicole, i stay up just to see how your doing I'm sorry your having a terrible time im sending rainbow warriors 🌈💖🌈💖🌈from all over Australia to get to you safely threw your Journey and to give you strength till next sunday sending hugs filled with ❤ love and prayers 🙏from Australia 🇦🇺
Our brave warrior Nicole,
I’m so sorry for the rough week you’ve had. I’m sorry you’ve been so unwell. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sending you lots of love & juju, stomping rainbow 🌈 glitter ✨ Nicole, you are the bravest woman I’ve ever seen. You are fighting one hell of a battle. Try to relax & save your energy. Surround yourself with the love of your wife & precious dog. Praying for strength for this week’s testing. Looking forward to our chat on Sunday. I’m so proud to be your ally ❤ You are exceptional ❤
Just popped on sweetie to let you know im praying for you and thinking of you, your half way through the week, nearly done, hope your smiling and have the best week you can❤
Comfort will soooo help anxiety and give your family time to enjoy you and you the same!! Sending glitter and positive juju!
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So glad to see you today! I pray you have a much better week. Love and light to you and Gabby.❤❤
Nicole, you are a beautiful woman and Love by all of us on here. Continue to shine and do what ever you want to accomplish for yourself. You are a Strong woman 💪🏽we love you ❤ Take One Day At A Time! Prayers and blessings and Peace
I will definitely be here for our chat next Sunday Nicole. Sending continued love and prayers. 🙏❤️🙏
Sending warm, gentle ((hugs)) to Nicole and her wife. 💕🌸
I, like others, are saddened by this news. I am summoning up every bit of positive energy I have and sending it all your way. 💪🏻🌈❤️
I hate Cancer.
Thinking about you.
😢 Me too😢 💃🌈💃🌈
My dear Nicole, I’m so sorry to hear this news. I’m sending you prayers, love and light❤❤❤
Rest in paradise Nicole GOD BLESS your soul ❤❤❤❤
I always look forward to seeing you on Sunday. God Bless 🙏🏻
Holding you and Gabby in my heart. I cherish and love you. ❤
We are with you on this journey, beautiful soul ❤️ 💖
Dear Nicole,
not the news we were hoping for but you have done it before and can do it again! Keep fighting lady warrior❤
Sending positive energy all the way from Greece 🇬🇷
Stay strong 💪💪💪💪
Sorry to hear. Prayers and warm thoughts
I'm with you, Nicole. I think that's a really solid idea, to check your baseline and go from there. I know with all my heart and soul that YOU will know when it's time to stop treatment or keep doing treatment. You have great instincts and I think you are safe to trust them. You are never alone. I'll be throwing all my sparkle your way. I come with LOADS of sparkle. People complain of the amount of glitter I leave in my wake, but I I care? No! Let it rain glittery, sparkling rainbows. Listen to your heart, love. This is one of those moments that is going to take much from you. Once you know your course, things will ease a bit. Then you can settle into whatever decisions you make. You are loved. I can see that. And you have such a wildly vast capacity to love, it's a thing of beauty. I'll be back to check on you. I'm always here. Just right here. Sending love, glitter, hope, ease, grace, relief and some laughs for you. Mwahs XOXOXOXOXOX
Sending you hugs and love! 💗
I will see you next Sunday beautiful lady..💚💚💚
Sending you lots of good vibes! Look forward to your updates every Sunday. You got this, you are so strong! Lots of rainbow glitter coming your way!! ❤
Keep fighting dearest Nicole. We are with you every step of the way and keep you in our hearts. Much love 🌈🌈🕊️🕊️🌈🌈
This is Peggy one of your followers from Washington State. You have such a beautiful soul and my heart breaks to hear this news. I promise to be stompin and sending powerful juju to you my dear. Light and love coming your way too.❤
Sending you and your family so much Love and many prayers. 💕
I have in breast, liver and spread to brain. Did radiation, now in rehab getting my strength back. Sometimes it's not good news, sometimes it's bad. On my journey I'm with Jesus Christ. He is the one who can help you.
So nice to see you Nicole, you have been on many of our hearts this week 💖! You stay in our prayers 🙏. You guys make the best decision for you! 🌹🐶🌺🌈🏞🪴🌏❤️🥹
Thank you for thinking of us Nicole and keeping us updated on how you are doing. Sending love and lots of juju your way for the upcoming week 🌈🩷🌈🩷🌈