Part 2 Full Of Sound And Fury Living With Schizophrenia Documentary Real Patient Interviews
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Part 2 of Full Of Sound And Fury Living With Schizophrenia
Some of you are saying you would be friends with these people. You wish you could’ve known these people. There’s people around today with mental illness, who are lonely and friendless, seek them out and be kind and friendly to them. Practice what you preach.
yes. or donate to homeless shelters.. most requested are socks...
I've tried getting quite a few people into shelters (not great but at least not sleeping in a cold alley) that couldn't do it for themselves and they are always full. No matter when I call.
@@jeffdaman5779 There are people out there that care, though admittedly not enough. I pray you will meet some of them.
@@jeffdaman5779 I pray you can run into people, professional or otherwise, that care about you and can get you the help you need.
@@jeffdaman5779 you make me think of my son who is full of hurt and anger. Keep working hard and physical exercise is imperative. I hope you repair your relationship with your grandmother and I wish you the best!
"... They've grown into people and I've grown into a mental case..." That hit me hard. I wonder what ever happened to Harry.
Thanks a lot for this posting. I have been looking for this documentary for ages. My sister and Mitch were patients together at the Clarke Institute. She, my mother and other family members who met him said he was a wonderful person: creative, intelligent, kind and empathetic to others' suffering. They were heart-broken to hear of his passing. It is unimaginable what schizophrenics go through, and few know the turmoil and sorrow of their families as they helplessly watch their loved one slip further and further away. Thanks to all for sharing. The courage of everyone here is remarkable and unforgettable.
What did he die of did he ever find happiness
Sorry to be late replying. I was told by my mother that he committed suicide at age 25 in 1983. Anyone thinking of this must know that there is emotional support available, suicide prevention lines, also new medications are being developed all the time. Here is a link to a website honoring Mitch. junieswadron.com/mitch/
Thankyou for this post and letting us know what amazing person he was xx thinking of your sister also xx
@@MsVivian99 Thanks a lot. He was indeed an amazing person, kind and caring, also very talented and artistic. I am sure he had many other wonderful traits that would have revealed themselves had he gotten older. Thank you for asking about my sister. She has been sick since she was 12 years old and is currently in a long-term care facility.
@@galvinsharon I've been ill for a long time and hope that your sister is faring well. Mitch seems like an amazing young man and those who knew him were blessed. I do medication rotations and take 32 mg/ day of trilafon. My illness came on me in graduate school. I actually did finish a PhD in mathematics, but it has been quite a struggle ...
My son took his own life just like Mitch !!! The hospital sent him home after he begged for a section !!!begged for help !!! 2 days later he killed himself !!! The hospital let him down!!! They say NEVER ignore suicidal threats and to take it seriously !!! but the hospital sent him home!!!! I feel for mitches mom ..no pain worse than loosing a child!!!!
Sadly, today we are on our own.. THe hospitals and doctors just do not live up to their oath.
Oh my God my heart just shattered for you. I am deeply deeply sorry for your loss.
I'm sooo sorry for you,my mom went through a lot of the same,they said at the hospital that nothing was wrong even though to everyone else it was clear,then he would get arrested for nothing, they'd keep him for a few months and the cycle would start again, he had enough, medication didn't work for him at 27 he took his own life..my little brother..that was 2004 and it doesn't seem like the medical field has made any advancements and community and facilities haven't been able to adjust to these patients.its heartbreaking for family, friends and most of all,the person with the illness...God Bless You All❣️
There is nothing worse, I expect, than losing a child as it seems to violate the order of life. I'm 60 and have been struggling with illness since the mid 80s. To some extent, I live a functional life, having taught at a number of colleges and universities. Sadly, the nature of our illness often prevents us from having anything more than modest success. Dealing with the illness, along with medication side effects seems to drain my energy, thus reducing the stamina one needs to be an inspiring teacher and successful researcher. I take 32 mg/ day of trilafon which keeps symptoms at bay. You have my deepest sympathy and respect. It's hard to imagine the pain that you have to deal with each day. I hope that healing continues and that you find some joy.
All The Best, Ron
@@donnarega1249 Today...? Ever read a history book?
My heart goes out to everyone in this documentary. Especially Mitch, his mother and the older man. I would have loved to have been friends with any of them.
Andrea shmandrea totally ❤️
May they all RIP
@@dannyj77dj I didn't know that Mitch's mother and Harry passed. Where did you get this information??
Mitch looks like such a nice fellow, and his art is magnificent. What a loss of a beautiful man. I cannot even imagine how his poor mother feels. She, as well as all of these challenged people will continue to be in my prayers.
He was a criminal
Hi! My eldest brother was a PS. Our dad a prominent doctor but he never acknowledged my brother’s illness maybe because it was his first son, so we, the sisters, were some kind of his victims. He’d play fearful games with us hiding us in dark closets for hours, punishing in our knees with a peeled banana in our mouths and if the banana dropped the punishing worsened. We had no mom since I was five, so nobody would protect us. The maids were afraid of him bur one day we were grown women and began trying to impede his conduct. It worked only because we would ran to the next house. Then came the accusations that one of us were spying on him, and he was relentless. Yes, he was scrupulously clean with his body but he was also a hoarder. He was also very handsome and cult. Suddenly things got better and he would smile and play cards with us. He always lived in the most dirty and poor neighborhoods having the chance to live in a high medium environment. At the end of his sad and anguished left I took care of him, always afraid that he’d kill me. His scarce feeding consisted in one onion, two carrots and a bunch of parsley made him look like a skeleton. He was never happy with anything. I believe his feeling were trapped who knows where. When our first sister died he looked astonished, only for 30 seconds, then he continued with his life. I need to say that he was an extreme control freak and that he lived in a bathroom out of his rented apartment because of his hoarding that included bottles of urine. He died pitifully cause it took him two years to close those eyes forever. He’d not take his medication. He did what he wanted, always. Those last days were the more stressful of my life. The rest of our siblings preferred to believe that he was just a lazy guy. When he finally died I cry uncontrollably. I loved him but I thanked God for taking him. I need to say I’m an attorney and my career almost went overboard because he wouldn’t let anyone serve him. He died at 71. Life was extremely hard not only for him, obviously, but he was a decent and honest guy. I would have liked to hug him but he wouldn’t let anyone touch him. I feel relieved of having written this. Excuse my English, it’s not my first language. The Universe or God, has some un understandable and intriguing mysteries. Thanks for reading. Sandra from Mexico.
Sandra Cid wow!! Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️
🙏❤
Jeez, that is mind blowing...
I hope things are going well for you
🙏
Ugh terrible. Que triste
@Sandra Cid💕💕💕💕💕💕thank you for sharing your beautiful, yet tragic story. You are such a brave and strong person to have endured all of this that you went through. I hope life got better for you...♥️♥️♥️You are strong and courageous to share with us. Thank you so, so much🌈🌈🌈❤
most people that i have met that have been officially diagnosed 'schizophrenic' are typically unusually intelligent and unusually emotionally sensitive.
Right!
RUBBISH.
Really great, touching documentary. Thank you.
Thank you for posting this…May God Bless all of these people in this Documentary …I will not forget your faces or stories of any of you. 🙏
What a great slice of ones life. Thanks for the video,
My brother was schizophrenic, RIP, and he lived with me for 2 years until I became so depressed from his 2 attempts at suicide that I became physically and emotionally ill because I couldn't help him. I would try to talk to him and at the same time his lips would be moving, talking to the voices in his head. It's been 21 years since he passed and I still cry for the life he wanted so desperately but had always passed over him... I don't think he ever knew what happiness was as an adult.
But he knew you loved him. Just as Mitch knew his Mom loved him. Please be kind to yourself - you did your absolute best and he knows that.
@@SandiByrd Oh yes. His last words were for me. I loved him so....
@@sherrymiller2302 I'm so sorry. This is a loss that cannot be healed. Lived with sure - but never healed.
This makes me so sad, and I don't even know you or your poor brother. I care about you and I just want you to know that.
I was with my partner and father of our 3 children for 16 years. His schizophrenia seemed to get worse and worse. The breaking point was when a nurse practitioner gave him stimulant ADHD meds. He was already cycling and in the midst of another episode! So one night he punched me extremely hard then proceeded to strangle me. He had NEVER tried to harm me until I was 10 sec away from the lights being shut out.
We are no longer together.
It's too hard on the kids and he's shown 0 sign of improvement the extra 2yrs I had waited, hoped, tried to get him to go get his invega shot, the kids have a significant amount of trauma from this.
We are all in therapy, and I wish it wouldn't have ended like that but it did and we have to do the best with what we've got.
For the first decade he was a lovely man, funny, warm hearted, gentle, a fantastic involved father, great work ethic but those episodes would come about when he'd declare himself "cured" or nothings wrong with me, "its *them* they're messing with my head and yours" and he would stand in the kitchen and yell at these people in our walls, in the yard, texts had to be deciphered.Even a grocery list may have meant I was one of them.
He was verbally abusive before the violence started to be so often it felt like I was going to go crazy, too. And I suffer from mental health issues general & social anxiety, PTSD, and mild ADHD.
Some Days I miss the him I used to know, the dad the kids miss but are angry with for 'hurting mom'
And I allow them to feel what they feel because they have to work through this just as much as I
They are all in therapy, and although it's only been since Jan 2023 we're "ok" not great that's for sure but just taking little steps.
I don't wish him harm or anything like that I just want him to give his meds another good shot for longer than 6mo or so and live his life and not harm anyone else.
FYI most schizophrenics aren't violent. There are things that can make them more likely to lash out especially when agitated, very paranoid and delusional state.
That's when it's advisable to get them into a hospital. Sadly even if they threaten to k!ll you or unalive themselves the cops still wouldn't pink slip him! 🤦♀️ They could've stopped this.. but hindsight is always 20/20 so they say.
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Take care, friends.
The maddening sound track was spot on. I feel so fortunate.
Beautifully frightening art
Wish I had a time machine to go back so he has someone to be kind to him and be his friend...so heartbreaking
Same here.
Suzzy Q you are adorable !!! 💖
There’s people around right now who need kindness and friendship.
@@MusicandDancing4Ever my nephew's friend was just diagnosed last year and I check in on him regularly. The kid is 21 and is on meds to help
I think he's such a nice guy...I wish I could have been his friend too.....he didn't appear out of place like he thought he was...
I have to say, considering how little awareness regarding mental health there was at the time that this was filmed, mitch's mom is incredibly articulate and compassionate.
When was this recorded ?
@@TheHumbuckerboy i would say, with good certainty, late 1970s.
there isn't much more awareness re mental health today, however.
@@TheHumbuckerboy 1984
@@Syllacrostics Thanks
Such a moving documentary. We can only imagine what anguish these people must live with on a daily basis. I liked the party scene at the end, with Sandy appearing to enjoy herself, and talking about having feelings for a man...seemed a rather hopeful note to end on.
Excellent documentary. And also heartbreaking.
Glad you enjoyed it
Oh boy. This is super powerful. I lost my mind and it started splitting around 13 this is exactly how its played out. My family saved me.
Just keep in mind there are people who love you and are always there for you. I'm not going to pretend I have any idea of what you go through and I'm so sorry. Just remember you are loved.
I’m so glad for you!
What do u mean by splitting
The music is the only schizophrenic thing about this documentary
😂😂😂
“So if you’re walking down the street sometime
And you should pass some hallowed, ancient eyes,
Please don’t pass them by and stare
As if you didn’t care,
Say “Hello in there, hello.”
John Prine “Hello in There”
That beautiful man. God rest his soul. Mom...my heart breaks for you. You have really had to deal with an awful sadness seeing your child suffer so. 💙
Very sad indeed it breaks my heart and to think I’m just like him the same boat
Get on a lifeboat, good luck.
Yay! I got to see my Sarah! Praying for you 🤗♥️😘🫶🏻
his artwork though my god
This is so heartbreaking, the mother's grief--her helplessness to fix her son, and the suffering of Mitch. God rest his beautiful soul.
Totally heartbreaking 💔
i love the music i love the ambbiance such beautiful people and energy
if only the taperecorder would be synchronised
Sadly, it is a fact that love, much like money and power, is not evenly distributed among people. A lack of power means you face living in servility. A lack of money means you face living in poverty. However, a lack of love means you never truly live at all.
Jon Smith. TH-cam philosopher. 2020
If you had hundreds of voices constantly yelling at you ...you are a trauma victim. They cannot live in our world.
God bless ! This is so hard God heal their mind
"He knew he was love"...I broke down. This is by far the most painful illness of all time.
Obakeng Lekabe true, the most complex 💔
that wonky soundtrack caps it off beautifully
Rest In Peace Mitch ❤️ So sorry you suffered 🙏🏻
These are amazing human beings. Above and beyond strong and to an extent so are their families. The ones who do right by them. Like Mitch's Mother. My heart just breaks for all of the suffering this horrendous conditions causes. It's incredible just how much far we have to go before we can really ease the suffering of human conditions.
Very touching!
Vivian Rakoff - what a LEGEND! Great advice to pull up those socks!!
i thought the last part of the film the dancing was very profound they looked so happy and content and complete.
It's heartbreaking 💔
yes... please donate to NAMI.. so many mentally ill fall into homelessness
In the first scene when he said " I haven't lived a normal life in so long that I can't relate" That is so profound and so sad
All people deserve love , blessings to all
Even nonces?
Even pedopophiles?
Even child killers?
Even Hitler?
Even the guy that chose this music?
I thoroughly enjoyed this documentary (except for the music!)
I thought they all showed deep insight into their illness & were able to express their thoughts & feelings on the matters.
I sure hope they found the peace of mind they so desperately deserved.
I'm going to believe that Sandy was able to eventually feel the joy of falling in love with a special fella. And of course Harry found his self- confidence & many close friendships along his journey.
Peace to Mitch...
Maybe the soundtrack is the way that schizophrenics hear things?
Mark McKnight not cool...
As someone with a family member who suffered from mental illness, I think the discordant music is sadly appropiate. 🙁
This video is dated 1984!!!??? Seriously? I guess Canada was still looking like 1978 in 1984. (?)
There’s no way it’s 1984. It must’ve been filmed in 1980 at the latest.
The music is terrifying. I have Schizoaffective bipolar type, and it is sad. It is scary at times, but I feel blessed to have a devoted psychiatrist and effective medication.
This lovely woman. She went to the brink with and for her son trying to help him. Yet the only time she broke down was when she said, "But he was loved."
Cracked my heart in two 💔
Also the older gentleman struggling to do what he can to help himself...Tai chi is a wonderful way to calm body and soul and I hope he found a degree of peace.
"That they could decide not to be..."
This is applicable to all mental illness.
If the warble in the music track is a directorial decision, it is a true disservice to the memory of these brave and fractured souls.
Greg Shirley what I think of this warble is , it is completely describing there inharmonious and conflicting state of minds of the concerned . I greatly appreciate this decision as this brings out the painful and peculiar situation quite well.
I don't think it is.. Tapes have separate tracks for video/audio and sometimes multiple audio tracks at that.. So it's most likely that the one audio track is warped badly.
This is the way a lot of films used to be after they were not stored correctly in the correct environments. I remember watching films in grade school and high school in the 70s and 80s that had the same warble sound to them. Most of the films were stored with the projectors in hallway closets. Heating in the winter was with boilers and radiators, and air conditioning was almost non-existent. Films took a beating.
One of my very best friends suffered Schizophrenia while in our 20's. These people are precious. Meds are a blessing. Using them indiscriminately or by themselves with no accompanying psychotherapy is a sin. Talking to him now, I harken back to his shoes talking to him, calls for assurance that 'They' are not watching from across the street from a parking lot while he charged his phone, the random visits to provide 'proof' for me to debunk, distracting religious epiphany. He was terrified. Now, he still hears voices(one of them mine, he admits😂) but he's happy and 'Normal'. Not tormented. It is a miracle.
Roughly 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - they can see/ hear spirits. Listen, you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the SPIRITS you see/hear are REAL ! I've had this for 25 years now. At first I went to therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself. BTW, I'm a Civil Engineer, worked in a government office for 11 years in the past. I have a very analytical mind. And I found the ROOT CAUSE - EVIL SPIRITS.
Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and insulted them. It drove them away. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer fearful & confused victims. Ironically Modern Psychiatric Medicine rejects the concept of Spirit Activity on patients They say your brain/body is just acting up etc. So you're basically ON YOUR OWN, finding the real cause/cure
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Anything that seriously WEAKENS our body, EMBITTERS our soul, and affects our FAITH in God, also WEAKENS our protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with us. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY - mind to mind - that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice and think you're CRAZY !
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Like people, there are GOOD and BAD spirits. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Places of Torment, Death and Isolation. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech distortion happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows !! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! Ive seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them.
If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.
Schizophrenia to me is like being an outsider looking in...a perpetual "window shopper"...such a meaningless existence...
He was only 50! I thought he was at least 65.
Or 75
This is exactly what my son is going through and I know I'm going to lose him someday please almost 26 and it's in such turmoil and such suffering
Roughly 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - they can see/ hear spirits. Listen, you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the SPIRITS you see/hear are REAL ! I've had this for 25 years now. At first I went to therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself. BTW, I'm a Civil Engineer, worked in a government office for 11 years in the past. I have a very analytical mind. And I found the ROOT CAUSE - EVIL SPIRITS. My search for the truth also brought me closer to God.
Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. They'd come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they'd give up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer fearful & confused victims. Ironically Modern Psychiatric Medicine rejects the concept of Spirit Activity on patients They say your brain/body is just acting up etc. So you're basically ON YOUR OWN, finding the real cause/cure
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Anything that seriously WEAKENS our body, EMBITTERS our soul, and affects our FAITH in God, also WEAKENS our protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with us. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY - mind to mind - that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice and think you're CRAZY !
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Like people, there are GOOD and BAD spirits. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Places of Torment, Death and Isolation. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech distortion happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows !! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! Ive seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them.
If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.
I love diners and watching people.
Is there lots of research for this? I never see anything about it anywhere and their should be a lot more awareness for this out here!
There is, but not enough.
they cant figure it out
00:30 I had to take this as normal. I am not apart of their world, I have to work on dealing with myself constantly. I am a full time job for myself without choice. It has to do with states of anxiety that take many forms. Medication is half hearted and an insult. We have nobody to speak for us, and have little help. It will be like this for always, because the world continues to get more and more shallow and get bothered by complications, their routine must not be disturbed like ours can't be. Are we the doomed or are they, the so called normal.
That’s how I see it:
I am a full time job for myself too.
I’ve endured so much trauma in life…
Now, it’s time to heal. I’ve been at it since 2017 but the work continues even years later.
@@AnnaSzabo this week I realized, like this is my time, life isn't a game - been through too much, I'm going to cool off and be solitary, read a few books and not even acknowledge the world or my problems. Like a poor man's vacation. Have a great Autumn 🍂
I ❤ you
@@kimalonzo3363 and I you
@@JSTNtheWZRD thank you so much. 😊
That is a lot of pain and a lot of caretaker burnout in that parent, albeit she seems to have a very clear grasp on the situation. I'm so sorry she had to see her son buried.
I cannot imagine. Am I going crazy? Is my house haunted? Are people playing tricks on me? Oh the agony
I know how it feels to have someone think you can just pull up your socks. I have been told this so many times, but it just isn't the case.
it happens with families. they have to care enough in order to get them help... otherwise, they become homeless.. or be in trouble with the law...
Onre thing I have noticed in these films about schizophrenics like me is
they are ALWAYS in group therapy.
That is one service that I need But in my city and state they are very rare.
I need to be around others like me.
I had it before at CHARTER HOSPITAL but the place closed down and let us all back out into the world.
Roughly 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - they can see/ hear spirits. Listen, you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the SPIRITS you see/hear are REAL ! I've had this for 25 years now. At first I went to therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself. BTW, I'm a Civil Engineer, worked in a government office for 11 years in the past. I have a very analytical mind. And I found the ROOT CAUSE - EVIL SPIRITS. My search for the truth also brought me closer to God.
Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I then TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. They'd come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer fearful & confused victims. Sometimes a new spirit toughie takes a crack at you, a challenge. Just give him the SAME treatment ! Ironically Modern Psychiatric Medicine rejects the concept of Spirit Activity on patients They say your brain/body is just acting up etc. So you're basically ON YOUR OWN, finding the real cause/cure
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Anything that seriously WEAKENS our body, EMBITTERS our soul, and affects our FAITH in God, also WEAKENS our protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with us. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY - mind to mind - that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice and think you're CRAZY !
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Like people, there are GOOD and BAD spirits. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Places of Torment, Death and Isolation. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech distortion happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows !! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them.
If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.
Very very sad.
Man that first 2 minutes is one of the saddest things i've heard, poor fella
I have depression and anxiety and bipolar insomnia.
This documentary is heartbreaking 😢😢😢 these people are ill there not freaks of nature to be made fun of or put down...God please give these patients silence in their own heads..🙏🙏🙏
Such a tragic story.
Thank you for sharing!!. I also started hearing the voices, along with the shadows. I started thinking about my life and memories brought me to the conclusion that I have always heard voices but never paid attention to where they was coming from. I am 31 and noticed the voices big time now. The voices ont feel fake, they even tell me it's nanotechnology and the people. For me it even feels that the whole world is in on this conspiracy that I like to believe schitsofrenia is made up. The voices tell me I'm targeted because I'm perverted and what not. My thoughts are read before I even noticed them. I search nanotechnology and it's a technology that can manipulate your mind and manipulate your feelings. Something positive I can leave you with is, find a way to love music, wear headphones! A good pair. Watch good movies that fill your heart up with happiness and tranquility. . Prepare yourself for one day your love of your life is no longer in your life. Save money for the rainy days. Love you !!
Prey to God, wish you all the best!
That sounds Interesting But deep. I don't have that Disorder but Am wanting to Know more. Are You in a Relationship at all? I am asking becuz there is this Man who Has this who would like to Be with me. I am Not sure, He stays inside all day which sounds troubling to me and I work. He has trouble with Emotions and I may as well but I am Autistic and we are BOth very much alone. ? Pleaasse IF you can Answer, Please anything Helps.
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Sandy, Mitch but what is the older man's name I think Harry? They are all wonderful people.
“Back in the days when we were fab”
-Heorge Garrison
Is the music out of tune in purpose?
No
You did your best mom! Only god knows why. I had a brother who was paranoid schizophrenic for 40 years.
Loneliness is the real killer !!! Mentally ill or not I've got time for everyone !!!
hOW MUCH AF A LIE IS THAT
Was Shakespeare a schizophrenic ?
I ask myself if that illness is a metabolic disease from food
There are theories about that
Dr Abraham Hoffa treated many successfully with I believe niacin or zinc.cant remember which.but you could look him up.
Listening to this makes it clear to me where the ramblings of "religion" comes from.
My adult kid has this too gets so angry says most horrible things to me . Makes me so sad
Roughly 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - they can see/ hear spirits. Listen, you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the SPIRITS you see/hear are REAL ! I've had this for 25 years now. At first I went to therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself. BTW, I'm a Civil Engineer, worked in a government office for 11 years in the past. I have a very analytical mind. And I found the ROOT CAUSE - EVIL SPIRITS. My search for the truth also brought me closer to God.
Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. They'd come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer fearful & confused victims. Sometimes a new spirit toughie takes a crack at you, a challenge. Just give him the SAME treatment ! Ironically Modern Psychiatric Medicine rejects the concept of Spirit Activity on patients They say your brain/body is just acting up etc. So you're basically ON YOUR OWN, finding the real cause/cure
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Anything that seriously WEAKENS our body, EMBITTERS our soul, and affects our FAITH in God, also WEAKENS our protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with us. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY - mind to mind - that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice and think you're CRAZY !
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Like people, there are GOOD and BAD spirits. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Places of Torment, Death and Isolation. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech distortion happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows !! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! Ive seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them.
If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.
@@napoleonaquino9347ok buster 😂😂
@@louloulaalee1581 It is true. Its spirits that are doing these. You Westerners have no idea what your e dealing with. You would not last a year here in the east if you encountered the real thing. !
@@louloulaalee1581 Maybe one of these days you will encounter the REAL SPIRITS and no amount of meds is gonna drive them away !! Then you will believe.
Harry is 50?!! Sadly, he looks about 75...
It would be interesting to know what the old man experienced in his past, I'm thinking of WWII, even with his bad eyes he could have been a soldier .... In Europe or in the Pacific ....
Rest in peace! 6ou all deserved to be loved ,even more than the rest of us...
The documentary is from 1984, the man said he was 50. So he was born around 1934, he was a child during WW2.
My brother is like him and my younger sister both of were bad about drinking and drugs
So sad what a handsome man he was 😔
What nationality was Mitch? I have 2 children who are. I'm trying to find similarities.
2022 were is he now
Who?
@@David-cm4ok that man thats who
@@aishacoco8902 what man?
I wonder how Sandy is doing now?
Died 15 years ago.
Source?
The 50 year old man looks like he's 70.
When the music started I was this is going to become a porn movie.
Would you please get rid of that awful music!! The soundtrack is obviously that old it's become warped with age....it's horrible!
Cant take the " music"...😬
70s early 80s ? 3:12 This comment giving me dejavu: but look Andy Kaufman playing table tennis at 3:12.
in the process of gaining and ruling the world mostly have lost themselves
You speak the truth. And Jesus said what good is all that to then lose your soul.
0:39 Tony Montoya
at approx 12min30sec prolly chlorpromazine or possibly thorazine. the choice thought-killer these days is quetiapine.
There's no cure but medication has saved people's lives.
Mitch should have pursued mathematics; mathematics saved me. I earned a PhD in mathematical physics and became a university professor.
Mathematics isn’t a cure or savior for this state of being(schizophrenia). The Voices can overtake and distract any amount of focus in math.
If you were diagnosed with Schizophrenia and Mathematics was your tool for coping thats wonderful. Sadly it’s not for everyone…
Syd Barrett
I bet that was a banger of a party......cops were probably called for being to loud
Yes, no! Yes! no. Yes, no, YES no! Yes? NO! yes, NO!
I have a challenge for you - Next time you find yourself on the horns of a dilemma, whether to quit your job, whether to move, whether to change your look, your friends, your relationship status, get a cat, a dog, both - Any significant and consequential choice will do. Be very mindful and self-aware of the discomfort it takes to put off the decision ans wrestle with it. Keep wrestling until you literally cannot logically choose between the two and just feel that ANY choice will be a good one to end the anguished state you find yourself in and finally you can resume life, your natural day to day functioning. NOW! Imagine that you find yourself in this state of Ambivalence over many ordinary mundane daily circumstances - will I go to the store or can it wait (Yes! Go now. No. You can make do. Go! Decide what you want when you get there. No, you haven't time! And you need a shower before you go. Do I? No! Yes you do! Have the shower now & see if you have time when you're done. Good idea. But surely you must have a shave if you are going to be cleanly. Oh, alright. Oh hurry, it will be too late! That's okay, if I end up not having the time to go I won't have to decide. But what if I do all the same things tomorrow? Yes! It's best you go today! You're right - okay then! Good job, good decision.
AND then you wonder, actually marvel, at how people can do so much in a day! How they can go to work all day, and STILL have time and energy for other choices, relationships, social interactions, responsibilities etc.
Remember how awful it was to experience that indecisive state before any decision and visualise ME rushing almost to breaking point and turning up at the store hair wringing wet, neat and tidy, but ALWAYS out of breath nervously stumbling around trying to recall what I'd decided to get but knowing I'd forgotten the main item. Finally, at home and asking myself did I do well. Yes you did it! No! Idiot, you forgot the [main item]! NO WINNER! Only One LOSER.
NOW REMEMBER!! this is on a good day! 😖🙄😔
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Music destroyed the documentary about living with this hell of a condition hope people great strength
God bless mothers
I have never felt the need or obligation to contribute to society
Patrick Godfrey 19:18