When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..
I feel you, brother. I'ma' hit this next bowl for you. Mixed with this vodka. I used to do worse, this is tame for me, but regular for me now. That comment hit me. Cheers.
"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters.. We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog
I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705
Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️
This man speaks the truth and it hits home for sure!! Moment of silence is by far the one that has touched me most!! No one has ever made me feel so much with just such a simple sentence… thank u for the words u speak Merk!!
Es un tema que no dejo escuchar me hace recordar mi situación pasada gracias adiós salí del hueco... bendiciones merkules 🙏🏾🙇🏾♂️ que dios te bendiga... sigue produciendo lo bueno que vienes haciendo✌🏾
He's on his way...I'm doing my best to get his name out there..everyone I turn onto him they love it..keep it up merk..love that shit you did with linkin parks in the end..hits home
Being on top means you rep what the majority is. Funny thing is... where it's at is opposite that. Points A to B are just destinations. LIFE is in-between. We here! No need to chase dragons.
I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.
Wisely written word's from another heavy hearted and possibly broken soul...keep ya head up ...just smile y'all. Cause i'd be lying if i said it's gonna get better.
This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!
Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.
James Lowes Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
CatfishForDinner ApexNC look man I don't know you and you don't know me. If you feel some type of way that's a personal issue. I think you need some counseling and a better understanding of life. You should worry about your own life and stay out of mine.
One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps
You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.
I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out
MERK! you are saving me right now homie. Been so down and out and your music is the only thing that I can relate to lately. Your not just a rapper homie... your my therapist.
Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.
Rich Nixdorf only thing he's got in common with Paz is being white and big,two tootally dif styles,only song he ever did similar was the joint he did with apathy and that was even a stretch
Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯
Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.
Much love and all hope to you and the journey your on with your addiction. Your on a different level than anyone else I listen to, and your lyrics/style is 🔥 inspiration in each track.
major props to you merk. your music has touched my heart at the right time in my life, one of Canada's greatest. actually the most real rapper for touching on mental health, such strong and relatable lyrics. you keep doin you brother lots of love, support and respect coming from AUS. PS I'm gonna meet you one day and say this in real life.
strange_aeons Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
I've delt with depression and anxiety pretty much my whole life and this song right here has really hit home for me it has actually help me to start my own music career just got to get the equipment to do it
This is my get away from all the madness in my life all the drugs n drinkn everyday got me fukd up fr sucks can't speak to anyone these days just soldiering thru it alone but at the end of the day this my get away
Another hit. Love the determination. Absolutely love it. You're one of the many rappers that actually put their emotions and passion into their lyrics, with as much Truth as possible. Keep it up man. :) Do you and ignore the bullshit.
We don't have to live depressed. We have the ability to change our mindset. I hope you are able to gain strength and happiness. Music is definitely therapeutic.
His freestyle was in my suggested last night. Woke up this morning and realized the man's algorithm is booming! " I dont buy my views I really earn em" BEAST
5 years ago this hit me hard and still hits me the same today love the music old and new ❤ been a fan since day 1 really wish i could see you when you go on tour again
Glad as hell I stumbled onto this again. 60 damned years old here and I wasn't at the table when the cards were dealt. Bomb as lyric!!!! Now I gotta roam your songs. Jeejis where the hell have I been.. ? Found you through Jelly and Struggle. Years fkin fly off and wish I had found all y'all 40 years ago. ✌️ Peace and love
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4 years later….and I’m still going through this again….
you okay man
@@allinoneproductionsYXEdang keep head up
Me too man, when I’m sober I just want to escape and get fucked and then I get fucked and hate myself and just wanna be sober
Same, brother.. its a vicious cycle.
Stay golden kings, for this shall pass too. 🤌
And when I go through this again I listen to This Again.
When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..
I feel you, brother. I'ma' hit this next bowl for you. Mixed with this vodka. I used to do worse, this is tame for me, but regular for me now. That comment hit me. Cheers.
@@mikefufuffalo8487 i
Be strong brother
I have been struggling for some years now and I always fall back into that dark place where everthing just goes on repeats :( (Sorry for bad spelling)
Don’t give up
Still hits! Every time depression comes knocking I find myself here climbing back out to do it again. Thank you!
sounds like you wanna stay depresso
Amen.
Thinkin bout some tough decisions right about now... This song helps so much. Thank you merkules.
I'm listening to this again 👍
Haha, simple comment but brilliant.
I like what you did😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
best comment i've seen all year!
Cold blooded this shit got merked peace out
Lol lol is my old account this is my new and im listening to this again after one year later
This song right here helpin' me through some shit right now. Thank you for this.
"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters..
We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog
Merk: ur beautiful I love u and snak forever
I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705
congrats on the sobriety man! depression, anxiety and PTSD here too man
Orvo Shaboinger hey bro i herar you eh, from 705 too, orillia north of barrie
Temiskaming shores❤
Orvo Shaboinger congrats on your recovery keep it up💯
Orvo Shaboinger rxfj🏁🚩🇦🇫🇦🇨🏴🇦🇸🇦🇴🇦🇱🇦🇹🇦🇨🏳️🏦🏤🗽🏯🏬🏤🏦🏫🏤🏯🗽🏭🏤🏥
Thanks for the genuine track, Merk. Depression hits like a 🚂 sometimes. Life's a blessing in disguise, though.
M.😊😊😊😊😊
This is Fire, Merks real shit right here you can tell hes speaking from the heart 👌
This shit hits when you need it too
Well put!!
if it wasnt you i would not be alive anymore, thank you for sharing your high and lows in a form of music with us, i love you Merkules.
Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️
This man speaks the truth and it hits home for sure!! Moment of silence is by far the one that has touched me most!! No one has ever made me feel so much with just such a simple sentence… thank u for the words u speak Merk!!
Bro BIG FACTS THO 💯
Remember no one's ever gonna be better than Eminem tho 🤥🤮😂🤣 fr tho merks paving a path for himself and very few will be able to follow it!
Es un tema que no dejo escuchar me hace recordar mi situación pasada gracias adiós salí del hueco... bendiciones merkules 🙏🏾🙇🏾♂️ que dios te bendiga... sigue produciendo lo bueno que vienes haciendo✌🏾
The merk we know and love!
this song saved my life like 15 times already ...
you'll never kill the pain - but you can understand it and become friends with ...
Thanks Merk!!!
so sad...
Yannis Costa lol
Lets make beats Bro
Omg same here bro 💪🙏🙌
true shit great witness wize words
Your insane man. Music is so deep and just so much more enjoyable than any other artist out thr. You deserve to be on top.
MrTgsxr750 yep
Yeah not true, j cole, Tupac, Logic, Biggie, Eminem.
You fucking trippin bro
He's on his way...I'm doing my best to get his name out there..everyone I turn onto him they love it..keep it up merk..love that shit you did with linkin parks in the end..hits home
Being on top means you rep what the majority is. Funny thing is... where it's at is opposite that. Points A to B are just destinations. LIFE is in-between. We here! No need to chase dragons.
@@pologod3924 logic sucks ass ems just bout done Bigg n pac are dead
Let us feel the hurt Merk. You helped me get out of dark times and are one of my biggest inspirations.
Right bro
I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.
HITS JUST AS HARD AS IT DID 5 BACC MERK A LEGEND
About to be 5 years 🔥🔥🔥
On repeat for sure. You really don't even know how much your music has helped me through some real shit.
Wisely written word's from another heavy hearted and possibly broken soul...keep ya head up ...just smile y'all. Cause i'd be lying if i said it's gonna get better.
I agree but not really
@@johnjgoertzen222 farts to the max
lol. let me guess... a "service" worker?
This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!
Don’t ever stop what you’re doing. I have all your albums on my phone and you’re changing the game man.
Kohl Myers fucking absolutely
Merk is so underrated!!
This is still one of my go to songs from Merk, it just hits hard with those feels.
Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.
James Lowes Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
I totally will check out your music but I'm not on spotify. Do you have it any other way?
James Lowes terrible
CatfishForDinner ApexNC look man I don't know you and you don't know me. If you feel some type of way that's a personal issue. I think you need some counseling and a better understanding of life. You should worry about your own life and stay out of mine.
✊
One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps
Breaks my heart knowing other people feel the same way sing it bro
This song is so amazing I will listen to it all day.
You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.
I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out
I went a little over two years. Didn't even think about the shit. Hit that roadblock. Don't do it the old way. Strap those boots back on.
Keep fighting the good fight brother 💪
Keep fighting bro. Your son is worth it!
I cant keep doing it. I cant win this battle. It leaves me seeing only way out
Im sorry man keep pushing🙏
I thank you for the music Merkules. Big love from Canada, Sask.
L.W Production same
where from in sask
trueme1990. East of nipawin, highway 55, Shoal Lake.
Represent from Moose Jaw(Cape Breton OG)
regina sk go riders go
good ass rap right here
Holy shit this is good music!!!
Every time I hear one of Merk's more serious songs, it gives me chills. This guy is my favorite rapper.
Some heartfelt shit, Merk. You keep making music the way you do, and I'll keep listening. It's that simple.
Merk came so HOT in 2017... I can't wait to see how this album pans out in 2018.
Much love brother. STK4L
Still listen to this banger when I get down and out, feeling alone.
MERK! you are saving me right now homie. Been so down and out and your music is the only thing that I can relate to lately. Your not just a rapper homie... your my therapist.
Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.
Bro this whole album has saved my life. Reject hits me really deep
You prob wont see this.. but youve always helpt me in my toughest times. Thank u.
I must’ve listened to this a thousand times. This song got me through hard times, so thank you
damn i wish i could chill with this dude for a day. just fire!
This Guy is the Hope of Rap - can‘t hear this Trap shit anymore
Love your Music dude - deepest Shit i‘ve ever heard ! 🔥
Bill
You prabably always look that stupid but ok....
He's got that vinnie paz mentality. Tight beat, nice flow, you can't beat this.. And you can't beat honesty.
Vinnie is a heay metal king though lol
My favorite traits of merk and Vinnie is there ability to put real life struggle into words that leave most of us struggling speechless.
mkIIIsupras you are absoulty right
Rich Nixdorf only thing he's got in common with Paz is being white and big,two tootally dif styles,only song he ever did similar was the joint he did with apathy and that was even a stretch
Fifth Horseman I get you. Though vinne has been getting introspective more recently now, so is merk.
6 years later still fire bro 🖤🖤😍💯💯🤯
This is you Merkules. This song is fire! Please more like this, you are a beast on a remix but this is going beyond Keep this up its so dope!
Another song I can relate to. Cant wait for the album to drop. Keep going youre doing great.
MERK......killin the game.. you deserve everything you work for. HAPPY FOR YA!!!
Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯
Merkules you killed it once again... Grandma is gonna love this.
Merk bout to take over the game 💯💯
Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the
Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.
You are a legend you're so underrated, never give up
Yes I know you been making music since you were 16 and I'm a big fan seeing listening for quite some time
Dont ever let the money get to you merk stay real
Is this the next song I'll listen to a thousand times? No doubt.
This hits hard, always finding my way back to this
At least once a week to reassure myself I ain't the only one
I’m so shy but I would love to try singing music like this ❤ this is fire
Do it. I got ur back man
I fell from sobriety and I'm getting back up cuz bad times happen but they aren't forever . I got this 💪
Much love main keep your head up god helps those who help themselves
@@moniquechavez9548 I really appreciate that more then you could possibly know
Believe yourself. Nothing else buddy
Keep ur head up im beating my demons
Hey man how’s it going?
2 years later and my 2 1/2 year old still loves this song! Every time it comes on! 💯💕
Much love and all hope to you and the journey your on with your addiction. Your on a different level than anyone else I listen to, and your lyrics/style is 🔥 inspiration in each track.
Love from Sweden !! 🔥🔥🔥
major props to you merk. your music has touched my heart at the right time in my life, one of Canada's greatest. actually the most real rapper for touching on mental health, such strong and relatable lyrics. you keep doin you brother lots of love, support and respect coming from AUS. PS I'm gonna meet you one day and say this in real life.
Have you met him yet?
This should be at a 100 million views by now...fire!!
Scraming silently into the void..im soooo tired in my spirit
Still a daily banger Merks, great track with insight, keep them coming, Merks 2k19
Amazing!! AS ALWAYS!
strange_aeons Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
That was surely met with a buttplugg huh you FREAK???
I've delt with depression and anxiety pretty much my whole life and this song right here has really hit home for me it has actually help me to start my own music career just got to get the equipment to do it
1 of the best tracks ever made fr ❤
Another masterpiece, interesting how some songs can relate to more than some people….❤️🔥
this song is so damn relatable
thank you so much for your music it really is appreciated and heard!!! please keep going we're with you man
Murked it as always!
This is my get away from all the madness in my life all the drugs n drinkn everyday got me fukd up fr sucks can't speak to anyone these days just soldiering thru it alone but at the end of the day this my get away
Another hit. Love the determination. Absolutely love it. You're one of the many rappers that actually put their emotions and passion into their lyrics, with as much Truth as possible. Keep it up man. :) Do you and ignore the bullshit.
4 years ago when this song dropped.. I'm back...again.
There's noone that can save me, save me now..... leave me alone.....im far to gone...💔🖤🥃🚬
👍💪
Don't care the year, I'm still bumping it.
Happy 2022 to everyone.
This is straight flames. Shoutout from Nova Scotia 🔥🔥
I'm still drinking 8 yrs straight... I love this song tho thank you merk!
This is what it is straight from the heart homie. You struck me with this one, like a double shot while sitting on the couch alone.
damn straight thats deep shit fr mad love and respect for u homie
We don't have to live depressed. We have the ability to change our mindset. I hope you are able to gain strength and happiness. Music is definitely therapeutic.
Man .. on earth does anyone else think this MerKules track is the Bomb ?
bro he slaps
I'm loving your music. Keep this up for real. Change this world with your voice. Many men don't get that chance.
I love this song. I can relate 100 percent. I wish to god I could meet him In Person. I listen to his music everyday.
i feel u
Wow you're a loser😅😂😅 This dude is trash👎👎👎
Lol I see Peter is dissing every one's comment s
@@petersmith3355 N u r MIA, literally in the trash
@@Larze13 What...? Can you even form a complete sentence moron?? O just to let you know Snoop Dog is beyond trash!!
His freestyle was in my suggested last night. Woke up this morning and realized the man's algorithm is booming! " I dont buy my views I really earn em" BEAST
5 years ago this hit me hard and still hits me the same today love the music old and new ❤ been a fan since day 1 really wish i could see you when you go on tour again
the beat is so relaxing i appreciate theses laid back vibes that this song gives
Glad as hell I stumbled onto this again. 60 damned years old here and I wasn't at the table when the cards were dealt. Bomb as lyric!!!! Now I gotta roam your songs. Jeejis where the hell have I been.. ? Found you through Jelly and Struggle. Years fkin fly off and wish I had found all y'all 40 years ago. ✌️ Peace and love
when 2020 hits
"I be going through this again, through this again"
and now it hit
@@juicelee0605 k
Left. L7ul7u7j.gr
@@juicelee0605 now it really hit
@Karol Grabowski u probably ain't even smoked weed or drank before bruh should focus on other things
Round number.... I just forgot...
Merkules will always have a strong place in my heart.... No he will never know me.... Yes i owe him my life, what a local inspiration love you man
Love this rap n beat not much people can rap honest n truthfully much love n keep it going
Fuk yeah got this on forever replay. 306 In Tha Mixx!!!
"You purchased yours, I really earned my views" I love it homie!
I love you merkules, you give us all a voice we screaming to yell out but never have to courage to scream
Wanna chill?? Listen to Merk
Wanna go berzerk? Listen to Merk
Wanna get hight af? Listen to Merk
Keep up with these songs Dood.What a dope guy!
Zuba you couldn't be more right! 🔥
Maaaaan... He is the reason that this Hip-Hop thing is still breathing.
This is 🔥 much love homie
love your reacts man, wish you wouldnt have watched this and did a vid on it instead but all g haha, do some more by merk
Thomas Hansen what if I told you I had already recorded it? 😉
Thomas Hansen I’ve just been working so I haven’t had a chance to edit/render it. Should be up in about 12-14 hours
well then dam son that would be sick af , hope you did homie would love to see it.
Thomas Hansen yeah man just getting to it a little late. Busy time of the year at the moment
God damn this song gives me chills. You make Canada proud dude:
Merk you str8 🔥 bruva 👌
2017 done
2018 done
2019 done
ill be back here every fucking year, so fucking dope for chilling / thinkin about memories n stuff. Keep it up!!!
where are you?
Not here