When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..
I feel you, brother. I'ma' hit this next bowl for you. Mixed with this vodka. I used to do worse, this is tame for me, but regular for me now. That comment hit me. Cheers.
Es un tema que no dejo escuchar me hace recordar mi situación pasada gracias adiós salí del hueco... bendiciones merkules 🙏🏾🙇🏾♂️ que dios te bendiga... sigue produciendo lo bueno que vienes haciendo✌🏾
"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters.. We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog
This is my get away from all the madness in my life all the drugs n drinkn everyday got me fukd up fr sucks can't speak to anyone these days just soldiering thru it alone but at the end of the day this my get away
Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️
This man speaks the truth and it hits home for sure!! Moment of silence is by far the one that has touched me most!! No one has ever made me feel so much with just such a simple sentence… thank u for the words u speak Merk!!
Rich Nixdorf only thing he's got in common with Paz is being white and big,two tootally dif styles,only song he ever did similar was the joint he did with apathy and that was even a stretch
He's on his way...I'm doing my best to get his name out there..everyone I turn onto him they love it..keep it up merk..love that shit you did with linkin parks in the end..hits home
Being on top means you rep what the majority is. Funny thing is... where it's at is opposite that. Points A to B are just destinations. LIFE is in-between. We here! No need to chase dragons.
Wisely written word's from another heavy hearted and possibly broken soul...keep ya head up ...just smile y'all. Cause i'd be lying if i said it's gonna get better.
I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705
This my go-to song when I'm in my feels. Met Merkules in Hamilton, Ontario. Shook his hand, told him I'm a fan, and that this was my favourite song. Love..
One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps
I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.
You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.
I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out
5 years ago this hit me hard and still hits me the same today love the music old and new ❤ been a fan since day 1 really wish i could see you when you go on tour again
This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!
+Nemesis Enforcer I'm glad you're doing well man, the commenter above seems ignorant to the human mind. To say anyone facing addiction problems without "real demons" is a "waste of space" is bullshit. Many of us face mental struggles without knowing why. It's never an easy hole to dig out of. But i'm glad you've found meaning in your life and hope you continue bettering yourself.
Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.
Much love and all hope to you and the journey your on with your addiction. Your on a different level than anyone else I listen to, and your lyrics/style is 🔥 inspiration in each track.
MERK! you are saving me right now homie. Been so down and out and your music is the only thing that I can relate to lately. Your not just a rapper homie... your my therapist.
Everyone has their addictions to cope, too deal with the pain, I’m not a drinker or a drug guy because of my dad and the abuse more torture he put my sister my mom and I through. But I’m a addicted to food, i stress eat the whole nine…… I’m very self aware of my bull shit and my baggage,I get up everyday and try my best and try my best to be the best person I can be, I know I am not the kinda dad he was , I never beat my son with a 2x4. I never Burned my daughter or raped her …. He’s gone now , the damage he did to the 3 of us, now we are here healing each other and trying to give my mom a good life for the rest of the life she has … No life is perfect, we do the best we can with what we have. Much love
Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.
Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯
Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.
James Lowes Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
CatfishForDinner ApexNC look man I don't know you and you don't know me. If you feel some type of way that's a personal issue. I think you need some counseling and a better understanding of life. You should worry about your own life and stay out of mine.
Merk please dont give up. How many kids would you be letting down. Face your demons. You CAN do it and prove to the world and theres so much power in that just waiting that you could change countless lives with. Love u man.
I've delt with depression and anxiety pretty much my whole life and this song right here has really hit home for me it has actually help me to start my own music career just got to get the equipment to do it
6 years and the lines "Leave me alone I'm far too gone Don't call my phone I'm not at home" continue to hit every single time.. as i still lay in the same place, same bed, locked off in my room when I first heard this song.
When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..
I feel you, brother. I'ma' hit this next bowl for you. Mixed with this vodka. I used to do worse, this is tame for me, but regular for me now. That comment hit me. Cheers.
@@mikefufuffalo8487 i
Be strong brother
I have been struggling for some years now and I always fall back into that dark place where everthing just goes on repeats :( (Sorry for bad spelling)
Don’t give up
And when I go through this again I listen to This Again.
4 years later….and I’m still going through this again….
you okay man
@@allinoneproductionsYXEdang keep head up
Me too man, when I’m sober I just want to escape and get fucked and then I get fucked and hate myself and just wanna be sober
Same, brother.. its a vicious cycle.
Stay golden kings, for this shall pass too. 🤌
Let us feel the hurt Merk. You helped me get out of dark times and are one of my biggest inspirations.
Right bro
Still hits! Every time depression comes knocking I find myself here climbing back out to do it again. Thank you!
sounds like you wanna stay depresso
Amen.
Thinkin bout some tough decisions right about now... This song helps so much. Thank you merkules.
Thanks for the genuine track, Merk. Depression hits like a 🚂 sometimes. Life's a blessing in disguise, though.
M.😊😊😊😊😊
You are a legend you're so underrated, never give up
Yes I know you been making music since you were 16 and I'm a big fan seeing listening for quite some time
Merk: ur beautiful I love u and snak forever
Es un tema que no dejo escuchar me hace recordar mi situación pasada gracias adiós salí del hueco... bendiciones merkules 🙏🏾🙇🏾♂️ que dios te bendiga... sigue produciendo lo bueno que vienes haciendo✌🏾
Holy shit this is good music!!!
HITS JUST AS HARD AS IT DID 5 BACC MERK A LEGEND
I'm listening to this again 👍
Haha, simple comment but brilliant.
I like what you did😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
best comment i've seen all year!
Cold blooded this shit got merked peace out
Lol lol is my old account this is my new and im listening to this again after one year later
This song right here helpin' me through some shit right now. Thank you for this.
Fall 2024, skies are grey again, thanks for being there Merkules.
The merk we know and love!
This is Fire, Merks real shit right here you can tell hes speaking from the heart 👌
Merk is so underrated!!
Nice styles Merc. Keep it up 💪💯
You prob wont see this.. but youve always helpt me in my toughest times. Thank u.
if it wasnt you i would not be alive anymore, thank you for sharing your high and lows in a form of music with us, i love you Merkules.
This song is so amazing I will listen to it all day.
About to be 5 years 🔥🔥🔥
I’m so shy but I would love to try singing music like this ❤ this is fire
Do it. I got ur back man
Fire 🔥🔥
2017 done
2018 done
2019 done
ill be back here every fucking year, so fucking dope for chilling / thinkin about memories n stuff. Keep it up!!!
where are you?
Not here
"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters..
We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog
This is my get away from all the madness in my life all the drugs n drinkn everyday got me fukd up fr sucks can't speak to anyone these days just soldiering thru it alone but at the end of the day this my get away
damn i wish i could chill with this dude for a day. just fire!
I thank you for the music Merkules. Big love from Canada, Sask.
L.W Production same
where from in sask
trueme1990. East of nipawin, highway 55, Shoal Lake.
Represent from Moose Jaw(Cape Breton OG)
regina sk go riders go
good ass rap right here
Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️
This man speaks the truth and it hits home for sure!! Moment of silence is by far the one that has touched me most!! No one has ever made me feel so much with just such a simple sentence… thank u for the words u speak Merk!!
Bro BIG FACTS THO 💯
Remember no one's ever gonna be better than Eminem tho 🤥🤮😂🤣 fr tho merks paving a path for himself and very few will be able to follow it!
Scraming silently into the void..im soooo tired in my spirit
4 years ago when this song dropped.. I'm back...again.
Merk bout to take over the game 💯💯
He's got that vinnie paz mentality. Tight beat, nice flow, you can't beat this.. And you can't beat honesty.
Vinnie is a heay metal king though lol
My favorite traits of merk and Vinnie is there ability to put real life struggle into words that leave most of us struggling speechless.
mkIIIsupras you are absoulty right
Rich Nixdorf only thing he's got in common with Paz is being white and big,two tootally dif styles,only song he ever did similar was the joint he did with apathy and that was even a stretch
Fifth Horseman I get you. Though vinne has been getting introspective more recently now, so is merk.
6 years later still fire bro 🖤🖤😍💯💯🤯
Your insane man. Music is so deep and just so much more enjoyable than any other artist out thr. You deserve to be on top.
MrTgsxr750 yep
Yeah not true, j cole, Tupac, Logic, Biggie, Eminem.
You fucking trippin bro
He's on his way...I'm doing my best to get his name out there..everyone I turn onto him they love it..keep it up merk..love that shit you did with linkin parks in the end..hits home
Being on top means you rep what the majority is. Funny thing is... where it's at is opposite that. Points A to B are just destinations. LIFE is in-between. We here! No need to chase dragons.
@@pologod3924 logic sucks ass ems just bout done Bigg n pac are dead
On repeat for sure. You really don't even know how much your music has helped me through some real shit.
Wisely written word's from another heavy hearted and possibly broken soul...keep ya head up ...just smile y'all. Cause i'd be lying if i said it's gonna get better.
I agree but not really
@@johnjgoertzen222 farts to the max
lol. let me guess... a "service" worker?
I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705
congrats on the sobriety man! depression, anxiety and PTSD here too man
Orvo Shaboinger hey bro i herar you eh, from 705 too, orillia north of barrie
Temiskaming shores❤
Orvo Shaboinger congrats on your recovery keep it up💯
Orvo Shaboinger rxfj🏁🚩🇦🇫🇦🇨🏴🇦🇸🇦🇴🇦🇱🇦🇹🇦🇨🏳️🏦🏤🗽🏯🏬🏤🏦🏫🏤🏯🗽🏭🏤🏥
This my go-to song when I'm in my feels. Met Merkules in Hamilton, Ontario. Shook his hand, told him I'm a fan, and that this was my favourite song. Love..
Don’t ever stop what you’re doing. I have all your albums on my phone and you’re changing the game man.
Kohl Myers fucking absolutely
Don't care the year, I'm still bumping it.
Happy 2022 to everyone.
Respect
Breaks my heart knowing other people feel the same way sing it bro
One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps
I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.
Your awesome and your wife is lucky to have you and your talent im sure amongst other things. #talentlife
Merk came so HOT in 2017... I can't wait to see how this album pans out in 2018.
Much love brother. STK4L
This is still one of my go to songs from Merk, it just hits hard with those feels.
I just listenend to this for this the first time, great song! Big up from Germany!
Wanna chill?? Listen to Merk
Wanna go berzerk? Listen to Merk
Wanna get hight af? Listen to Merk
Keep up with these songs Dood.What a dope guy!
Zuba you couldn't be more right! 🔥
Maaaaan... He is the reason that this Hip-Hop thing is still breathing.
This Guy is the Hope of Rap - can‘t hear this Trap shit anymore
Love your Music dude - deepest Shit i‘ve ever heard ! 🔥
Bill
You prabably always look that stupid but ok....
MERK......killin the game.. you deserve everything you work for. HAPPY FOR YA!!!
Every time my depression comes back, this is the first song I play.
“ I’m Closest to being me when this patron hits”👌🏽
Merkules you killed it once again... Grandma is gonna love this.
Is this the next song I'll listen to a thousand times? No doubt.
I'm still drinking 8 yrs straight... I love this song tho thank you merk!
wow this is the song from merk that really brings back good memeories, i be going thru this again!
Another song I can relate to. Cant wait for the album to drop. Keep going youre doing great.
You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.
I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out
I went a little over two years. Didn't even think about the shit. Hit that roadblock. Don't do it the old way. Strap those boots back on.
Keep fighting the good fight brother 💪
Keep fighting bro. Your son is worth it!
I cant keep doing it. I cant win this battle. It leaves me seeing only way out
Im sorry man keep pushing🙏
5 years ago this hit me hard and still hits me the same today love the music old and new ❤ been a fan since day 1 really wish i could see you when you go on tour again
This shit hits when you need it too
Well put!!
This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!
I fell from sobriety and I'm getting back up cuz bad times happen but they aren't forever . I got this 💪
Much love main keep your head up god helps those who help themselves
@@moniquechavez9548 I really appreciate that more then you could possibly know
Believe yourself. Nothing else buddy
Keep ur head up im beating my demons
Hey man how’s it going?
Gold 💛
Every time I hear one of Merk's more serious songs, it gives me chills. This guy is my favorite rapper.
2 years later and my 2 1/2 year old still loves this song! Every time it comes on! 💯💕
Everyone's hearing but they ain't listening. Hope you beat your battle with your addiction. Much love
#Respect for Merk.
Addiction to what? Mc Donalds?
as a recovering alcoholic it's our insanity that continues to drive us too drink cuz we can't deal with the pain inside
Most Alcoholics are piss-poor excuses for human beings. Unless you've got real demons, like serving in the Military, you're a waste of space.
+Nemesis Enforcer I'm glad you're doing well man, the commenter above seems ignorant to the human mind. To say anyone facing addiction problems without "real demons" is a "waste of space" is bullshit. Many of us face mental struggles without knowing why. It's never an easy hole to dig out of. But i'm glad you've found meaning in your life and hope you continue bettering yourself.
Thank you merk
Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the
Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.
Much love and all hope to you and the journey your on with your addiction. Your on a different level than anyone else I listen to, and your lyrics/style is 🔥 inspiration in each track.
MERK! you are saving me right now homie. Been so down and out and your music is the only thing that I can relate to lately. Your not just a rapper homie... your my therapist.
Man, I can relate too this song 💯 percent. This song is real af tho!!! I be going through this again.. Realest Shit Ever🤟.
This should be at a 100 million views by now...fire!!
Another masterpiece, interesting how some songs can relate to more than some people….❤️🔥
when 2020 hits
"I be going through this again, through this again"
and now it hit
@@leeyang7443 k
Left. L7ul7u7j.gr
@@leeyang7443 now it really hit
@Karol Grabowski u probably ain't even smoked weed or drank before bruh should focus on other things
Round number.... I just forgot...
Merkules will always have a strong place in my heart.... No he will never know me.... Yes i owe him my life, what a local inspiration love you man
Everyone has their addictions to cope, too deal with the pain, I’m not a drinker or a drug guy because of my dad and the abuse more torture he put my sister my mom and I through.
But I’m a addicted to food, i stress eat the whole nine…… I’m very self aware of my bull shit and my baggage,I get up everyday and try my best and try my best to be the best person I can be, I know I am not the kinda dad he was , I never beat my son with a 2x4. I never Burned my daughter or raped her ….
He’s gone now , the damage he did to the 3 of us, now we are here healing each other and trying to give my mom a good life for the rest of the life she has …
No life is perfect, we do the best we can with what we have.
Much love
My heart goes out to you and your family🙏🏻🕊🤍 cheers
Some heartfelt shit, Merk. You keep making music the way you do, and I'll keep listening. It's that simple.
I love this song. I can relate 100 percent. I wish to god I could meet him In Person. I listen to his music everyday.
i feel u
Wow you're a loser😅😂😅 This dude is trash👎👎👎
Lol I see Peter is dissing every one's comment s
@@petersmith3355 N u r MIA, literally in the trash
@@Larze13 What...? Can you even form a complete sentence moron?? O just to let you know Snoop Dog is beyond trash!!
Question is when does it stop or get better? How may times do we have to live through this before something breaks? On a different level...
Murked it as always!
Dont ever let the money get to you merk stay real
Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.
Bro this whole album has saved my life. Reject hits me really deep
Real talk Merkules one of the realest out right now this nigga on fire love his music straight 🔥💯
This is straight flames. Shoutout from Nova Scotia 🔥🔥
Love from Sweden !! 🔥🔥🔥
this song is so damn relatable
thank you so much for your music it really is appreciated and heard!!! please keep going we're with you man
Same feelings of inadequacy periodically bring me back to this song.
Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯
Chorus 1 Hour Loop ASAP! Merk will allow it cuz he's real and I can relate.
"You purchased yours, I really earned my views" I love it homie!
This that dope shit I'm loving it smokin song.
Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.
James Lowes Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA
I totally will check out your music but I'm not on spotify. Do you have it any other way?
James Lowes terrible
CatfishForDinner ApexNC look man I don't know you and you don't know me. If you feel some type of way that's a personal issue. I think you need some counseling and a better understanding of life. You should worry about your own life and stay out of mine.
✊
Merk please dont give up. How many kids would you be letting down. Face your demons. You CAN do it and prove to the world and theres so much power in that just waiting that you could change countless lives with. Love u man.
I've delt with depression and anxiety pretty much my whole life and this song right here has really hit home for me it has actually help me to start my own music career just got to get the equipment to do it
God damn this song gives me chills. You make Canada proud dude:
6 years and the lines "Leave me alone
I'm far too gone
Don't call my phone
I'm not at home"
continue to hit every single time.. as i still lay in the same place, same bed, locked off in my room when I first heard this song.
this song saved my life like 15 times already ...
you'll never kill the pain - but you can understand it and become friends with ...
Thanks Merk!!!
so sad...
Yannis Costa lol
Lets make beats Bro
Omg same here bro 💪🙏🙌
true shit great witness wize words