I’m 17 I lost 3 family members in the same week and was on the verge of suicide but there was voices in my head singing/raping your songs it’s got me through the toughest time in my life much love man ❤❤
sorry for your losses bro it never takes away how bad it hurts but look for the good in every situation even if its to motivate you to reach your dreams.. it all perception help other people in there name best luck kid i hope the best for you
I am SOOOO glad that you have utilized music to cope. Please, please, please. Hang. In. There. Bro. This wave is a fkng tidal wave, but i promise you, if you ride it then you'll be indestructible and your family and or friends that are equivalent (as little as you may have) will thank you. I thank you. Please, just hang in there -- From a person that truly empathizes and understands the struggle of seeing a point in all of this. You got this.
Been drinking and smoking since middle school, lost my grandma to cigs, I’m currently an alcoholic but I did quit the hard drugs, almost seems like alcohol is worse, I wake up fatigued every morning until I start drinking. Merk is a voice for the people going through shit
I'm a addict to Fentanyl & I was gonna die when I O.D... I was saved by my ex... the one who got me hooked.. it will be a 8 months since my last O.D and almost a year when I took my 1st hit... Now it's my time to go to REHAB.. to better myself for my daughter... I fucked up... but I got one last try at life... so ima get better.. your music helps me.. thank you Merk!! 💖❤️🔥
I know this may sound cold but I mean good. ❤ First step is to regognise that youself were the one that got you hooked and nobody else. I'm walking pretty much same kind of path as I'm on Buprenorfin substitute program. Been for 10years soon. Now I'm close to quitting this, so the hardest part is left. All the best to you and much strenght!
This man's music has not only saved my life but also my father's life and so many others ❤ literally cried when I saw him live, so blessed to have been able to thank him for saving my life ❤
I drank for so long and I quit but now I have a couple every weekend. I'm expecting my first kid in scared I've never had a father but I want him to have the best father ever. I have bad thoughts and discouraging thoughts that I don't be good enough. I recently had a bad fallout with my women and I would give the world to just have things neutral and be together without doing co parenting. I want my boy to have the best example. I love your music and this song right now had been helping me so much. God bless thank you man, music is amazing in that way.
This shit saved my life I was contemplating taking my own life at the end of 2017. This song kept me hanging in there and eventually I got myself up off the ropes. Stay Strong People. We gon' get thru whatever obstacles come our way in this Life. Bet on that.
This by far explains my life, I can’t believe someone actually rapped a song that hit so hard. This dude is gonna be a fucking legend... just wait on it... 😈✌🏻
Merk you save my life everytime I put this track on.... shits real for me right now and all I got is my car so here I sit putting yet another one of your beats on.
This was the song I would throw on every morning when I was in my addiction merk your shyt help me tremendously and just wanna say thank you wish I could tell you face to face bro your a blessing 🙌
I identify with this so much. I rage even by myself. But I'm getting more religious and I'm starting to see I need to figure out how to live sober. I'm not there yet but man discipline is the key to a good life. Need to keep doing better. One day at a time.
I remember listening to this all the time at my lowest point in my heroin addiction. Two and a half years clean now, and doing the most. I cant believe how far I've come and where I'm going. To anyone out there struggling, just know that it gets better! Do the right thing everyday no matter how hard it is, and things will get better. If you slip don't beat yaself, instead, rise to your feet and put your dukes up.
Keep your head up man! Your doing awesome! Guess what im 4 years clean from meth and 8 and a half year binge! And my recovery date is 4/20 i love that i quit that day now i just think about is that everyone is smoke to me on my anniversary of me getting clean! Your a good person and deserve the best keep going man i believe in you!
This song brought me to life one day I it’s timeless . I listened to it through my struggle and I still listen to it after to remind me where I came from 💯❤️ thanks Merk and Stevie
dude, this is literally my new favorite song, and my new favorite rapper. Mark, you are bringing the talent back in rap and giving it some feeling again. thank you, I wanted to trap for so long but felt that the aspect of emotion in the music was gone, this gave me hope and has influenced me to try and make that album happen now
@@seanmartin3474 thank you so much been clean since December 19, 2019 so far so good, and yes that feeling was amazing but those withdrawals were terrible, the closest to hell I've ever been
How long and how hard was it for you to get off when you were actually ready??? I shot herion for like 4 or 5 years but I've been on methadone for like 4 months, suboxon kept me clean for like 3 or 4 days but i was back out there gettin high after..
I dont know how to stop the anxiety scared racing thoughts and violent tendencies. People think im havin fun well im not. I just wish i could be calm and chill in my spot
**LYRICS** INTRO I smoke too much I drink too much I smoke too much I drink too much CHORUS I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? HOOK 1 Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah VERSE 1 How'd it get like this? So fucked up I could slit my wrists But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about See what I'm feeling is doubt It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out But we still in this row huh It's kinda crazy how that work At 16 I got hacked like a password I'm a product of my past now that hurts I'm the real fucking deal you an actor Last year I lost my uncle to cancer So this year I don't fuck with you rappers The worst part is I just started smoking It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice It does not feel right What can I say I'm a sick individual Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual Started off small that was minuscule I been doin' this shit since middle school They asking me questions in interviews They wanna know what I did and I didn't do CHORUS I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? VERSE 2 - Stevie Ross And they all love the song too much Sleeping on they junk too much High living month to month Phone change up ima die soon Give momma all the money from the itunes Stepping on shells with my nice shoes Don't want load it up cause I might shoot I hang around guns and bricks I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships Mean I'm not bout what the assumption is Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich And now I'm broke with a classic Now I'm clean and sober Man I came so far from leaning over Ex-friends talking bout how Stevie over But they need the order They don't even know me Picking up the bag with no logo Every damn thing stamps inside I'd say more but its better that you don't know Wave high when you camped outside Last year I had 4 different condos Kicked over before I could have 5 That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble If I don't I might die cause HOOK 2 - Merkules I wake up every morning still exhausted Cigarette butts on the carpet I been fed up with this nonsense yeah There's still a couple demons in my closet When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous I can't stop it no CHORUS I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? HOOK 1 Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah OUTRO I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
when a song can explain a point and time in my life...trust me when i say it will be played when im six feet down in the ground. great beat.. real lyrics. %100 props
I hung out at the studio with Stevie and my homie once with Brevner and I watched Stevie play piano on Mac book and make the dopest beat in like an hour🤟 it was rad
my son died last September and i went way dark... but MERK saved me in a since. this song hits me in a whole other way.... days are still so dark but.......i doubt i will ever see sunny days. but these tracks give me less pain somehow
this song explained my life so perfectly and was so on point and real and it was just fucking amazing asf best rapper out there merk keep killen em #1 my OG
I've been fighting for my life since i was 18. Now (27) many days unable to leave my home. Merk gets my mind off things and inspires me to get back up swinging...One things for sure when Merk steps up to that mic my pain steps out. I hope you read this not for a "like" or "reply" but to know exactly how big of an impact you have. Much love Merk.
LYRICS I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah How'd it get like this? So fucked up I could slit my wrists But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about See what I'm feeling is doubt It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out But we still in the drought, huh It's kinda crazy how that work At 16 I got hacked like a password I'm a product of my past now that hurts I'm the real fucking deal you an actor Last year I lost my uncle to cancer So this year I don't fuck with you rappers The worst part is I just started smoking It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice It does not feel right What can I say I'm a sick individual Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual Started off small that was minuscule I been doin' this shit since middle school They asking me questions in interviews They wanna know what I did and I didn't do I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? And they all love the song too much Sleeping on they junk too much High living month to month Phone change up I'ma die soon Stepping on shells with my nice shoes Don't want load it up cause I might shoot I hang around guns and bricks I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships Mean I'm not 'bout what the assumption is Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich And now I'm broke with a classic Now I'm clean and sober Man I came so far from leanin' over Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over But they need the order They don't even know me Picking up the bag with no logo Every damn thing stamps inside I'd say more but its better that you don't know Wave high when you camped outside Last year I had 4 different condos Kicked out before I could have 5 That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble If I don't I might die 'cause I wake up every morning still exhausted Cigarette butts on the carpet I been fed up with this nonsense yeah There's still a couple demons in my closet When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous I can't stop it no I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound? 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah Cause I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah No I don't wanna feel like this But this some real life shit I know you feel my shit whoah I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Murk keep it coming you help me out so much threw my sober hard times well trying to stay sober smoke a lot of bud your my new Em thank u so much much Murkules
Alcohol got me out of nowhere one day your drinking for fun then next time for anxiety loss and then next time because you literally have to, iv smoked weed all my life but even thats getting hard to do now beer really grips you i cant even get out of bed without it
After almost six years, I listen this song and it still hits so hard. This guy is fucking legend........
I'm back in 2023 too
still here man 2024, gonna be here till i am gone
Merkules, you talented bastard - don't die.
I NEVER COMMENT BUT THIS TOUCH DEEP
I’m 17 I lost 3 family members in the same week and was on the verge of suicide but there was voices in my head singing/raping your songs it’s got me through the toughest time in my life much love man ❤❤
Hang in there bud. Life can shit on ya sometimes but you just gotta keep ur head above water
sorry for your losses bro it never takes away how bad it hurts but look for the good in every situation even if its to motivate you to reach your dreams.. it all perception help other people in there name best luck kid i hope the best for you
I hope your ok friend there will be a better day just keep going man.
I am SOOOO glad that you have utilized music to cope. Please, please, please. Hang. In. There. Bro. This wave is a fkng tidal wave, but i promise you, if you ride it then you'll be indestructible and your family and or friends that are equivalent (as little as you may have) will thank you. I thank you. Please, just hang in there -- From a person that truly empathizes and understands the struggle of seeing a point in all of this.
You got this.
@@hardcorebyjoshely1:19
Been drinking and smoking since middle school, lost my grandma to cigs, I’m currently an alcoholic but I did quit the hard drugs, almost seems like alcohol is worse, I wake up fatigued every morning until I start drinking. Merk is a voice for the people going through shit
hope all work out for you
i hope for you, saudations from brazil
This song will always be a favourite🫶🏼❤️
I'm a addict to Fentanyl & I was gonna die when I O.D... I was saved by my ex... the one who got me hooked.. it will be a 8 months since my last O.D and almost a year when I took my 1st hit... Now it's my time to go to REHAB.. to better myself for my daughter... I fucked up... but I got one last try at life... so ima get better.. your music helps me.. thank you Merk!! 💖❤️🔥
I know this may sound cold but I mean good. ❤ First step is to regognise that youself were the one that got you hooked and nobody else. I'm walking pretty much same kind of path as I'm on Buprenorfin substitute program. Been for 10years soon. Now I'm close to quitting this, so the hardest part is left. All the best to you and much strenght!
This man's music has not only saved my life but also my father's life and so many others ❤ literally cried when I saw him live, so blessed to have been able to thank him for saving my life ❤
I drank for so long and I quit but now I have a couple every weekend. I'm expecting my first kid in scared I've never had a father but I want him to have the best father ever. I have bad thoughts and discouraging thoughts that I don't be good enough. I recently had a bad fallout with my women and I would give the world to just have things neutral and be together without doing co parenting. I want my boy to have the best example. I love your music and this song right now had been helping me so much. God bless thank you man, music is amazing in that way.
Anyone 2024?
All day G! 🍻 Such a track
Still here feelin the Vibe. So glad for Merks blessing in 2024 and forever on. This cat deserves everything good he gets in life 🤙🏼
2240
Chilling to some beats changing the world 1day at a time Gangsta*G4Life
Every year forever
this song is deep , 8 months clean off opiates. mad respect to Merk. keep killin'em !
This shit saved my life I was contemplating taking my own life at the end of 2017. This song kept me hanging in there and eventually I got myself up off the ropes. Stay Strong People. We gon' get thru whatever obstacles come our way in this Life. Bet on that.
Been contemplating and idk what stops me. Lifes a bitch. But i hope you are right.
@@seanmartin3474 You alright
Time and time again man, couldn't get that right either, stay strong everyone 😇
Much love to you all...fight the good fight
This by far explains my life, I can’t believe someone actually rapped a song that hit so hard. This dude is gonna be a fucking legend... just wait on it... 😈✌🏻
Could not agree with you more I think he got the tightest bars, he gives the legends I run for their money.
u dont listen to suicideboys then
@@genjutsu449 who
google suicideboys
@@genjutsu449 suicideboys suck dick
they cant compare to merkules, he makes them look like kids and weak
Merk you've helped me get through some tough times. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels like this. Bless🙏🏻
Merk you save my life everytime I put this track on.... shits real for me right now and all I got is my car so here I sit putting yet another one of your beats on.
Anyone else can't stop playing this fire over and over like its the only song out there?
Facts...just heard it today n have played it 10 times since at least
This was the song I would throw on every morning when I was in my addiction merk your shyt help me tremendously and just wanna say thank you wish I could tell you face to face bro your a blessing 🙌
I identify with this so much. I rage even by myself. But I'm getting more religious and I'm starting to see I need to figure out how to live sober. I'm not there yet but man discipline is the key to a good life. Need to keep doing better. One day at a time.
I remember listening to this all the time at my lowest point in my heroin addiction. Two and a half years clean now, and doing the most. I cant believe how far I've come and where I'm going. To anyone out there struggling, just know that it gets better! Do the right thing everyday no matter how hard it is, and things will get better. If you slip don't beat yaself, instead, rise to your feet and put your dukes up.
Keep your head up man! Your doing awesome! Guess what im 4 years clean from meth and 8 and a half year binge! And my recovery date is 4/20 i love that i quit that day now i just think about is that everyone is smoke to me on my anniversary of me getting clean! Your a good person and deserve the best keep going man i believe in you!
My brothers fav song. I miss my bro RIP DWreck
Hits hard me and my boy jamming this rolling a fat bowl everyday saying we need to stop
This song brought me to life one day I it’s timeless . I listened to it through my struggle and I still listen to it after to remind me where I came from 💯❤️ thanks Merk and Stevie
7 years in and still hits. Thank you merk
Still listening 2024🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
This song helped me through a really hard time in my life, love it merk.
Came back to this masterpiece, the two voices, although so unique, are perfectly complimentary to each other and the sound
What a truly amazing song that relates to me because my father has cancer.
304 days sober from the clutches of alcohol... It wasn't easy, but I made it this far. ❤️
Keep going u got this
Im trying my self major respect to you.
Mein beileid
How did you do it I have mad respect, I haven't been able to kick it out of life yet
Revisiting this dope ass song. Right before i got clean, i was really self destructive when this dropped. Looking back, im glad i made it out 💯
I need to stop hangin round these guns and bricks and stop catchin rides on these sunken ships. POWERFUL VERSE
Stevie is a fuckin beast that gets slept on, bars for days
dude, this is literally my new favorite song, and my new favorite rapper. Mark, you are bringing the talent back in rap and giving it some feeling again. thank you, I wanted to trap for so long but felt that the aspect of emotion in the music was gone, this gave me hope and has influenced me to try and make that album happen now
Hey man they just found a mass on my lungs an d this song just hit different ya know I got it on repeat brother I got no one you thank you man
Anyone glad he is wearing a Slipknot T-Shirt?
What a fuckin' legend,just keeps surprising with amazing songs.
What does wearing a slipknot shirt have to do with anything about his style of music lmao
+Ryan S Nothing, and nobody else brought it up, until you. So, your question is stupid.
how can you be racist and like rap? that's confusing
AbrakaDabra fuck yeah buuuuudy lol😎
Fuck Slipknot! That band is garbage
"If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound!" Wow, that actually had an impact. (no pun intended)
Yea fr
For sure. It sounds like everything crashing in reverse, trying to get yourself on track Cuz ain't nobody there, nobody cares.
It made me cry more than one time...
Luniz
Fire g
I was on methadone 90 mg a day for 5 years been 93 days clean, this shit hits hard god bless merkules
Opiates are the hardest cause that feeling so dam good. But i wish you luck.
@@seanmartin3474 thank you so much been clean since December 19, 2019 so far so good, and yes that feeling was amazing but those withdrawals were terrible, the closest to hell I've ever been
How long and how hard was it for you to get off when you were actually ready??? I shot herion for like 4 or 5 years but I've been on methadone for like 4 months, suboxon kept me clean for like 3 or 4 days but i was back out there gettin high after..
I'm Glad you're doing good Wish you many more days to come 🙏❤️
"Smoke to much, I drink to much" 🔥🔥
I dont know how to stop the anxiety scared racing thoughts and violent tendencies. People think im havin fun well im not. I just wish i could be calm and chill in my spot
Getting me through the hardest times of my life, thank you.
There’s nothin better den “MURKULES” PERIOD 💪💪💯
**LYRICS**
INTRO
I smoke too much I drink too much
I smoke too much I drink too much
CHORUS
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
HOOK 1
Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
VERSE 1
How'd it get like this?
So fucked up I could slit my wrists
But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch
I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about
See what I'm feeling is doubt
It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out
But we still in this row huh
It's kinda crazy how that work
At 16 I got hacked like a password
I'm a product of my past now that hurts
I'm the real fucking deal you an actor
Last year I lost my uncle to cancer
So this year I don't fuck with you rappers
The worst part is I just started smoking
It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking
That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice
It does not feel right
What can I say I'm a sick individual
Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual
Started off small that was minuscule
I been doin' this shit since middle school
They asking me questions in interviews
They wanna know what I did and I didn't do
CHORUS
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
VERSE 2 - Stevie Ross
And they all love the song too much
Sleeping on they junk too much
High living month to month
Phone change up ima die soon
Give momma all the money from the itunes
Stepping on shells with my nice shoes
Don't want load it up cause I might shoot
I hang around guns and bricks
I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships
Mean I'm not bout what the assumption is
Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich
And now I'm broke with a classic
Now I'm clean and sober
Man I came so far from leaning over
Ex-friends talking bout how Stevie over
But they need the order
They don't even know me
Picking up the bag with no logo
Every damn thing stamps inside
I'd say more but its better that you don't know
Wave high when you camped outside
Last year I had 4 different condos
Kicked over before I could have 5
That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble
If I don't I might die cause
HOOK 2 - Merkules
I wake up every morning still exhausted
Cigarette butts on the carpet
I been fed up with this nonsense yeah
There's still a couple demons in my closet
When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous
I can't stop it no
CHORUS
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
HOOK 1
Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
OUTRO
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Deadly stuff in this era of music. I'm speechless.
pRonOoBGR thanks
Lit!!!
pRonOoBGR damn yo I fuck with this song so hard
pRonOoBGR drought
when a song can explain a point and time in my life...trust me when i say it will be played when im six feet down in the ground. great beat.. real lyrics. %100 props
Merkules Is holding it down for Canada....... mad Respect..... keep doing your thing and keeping Canada on the map.
I hung out at the studio with Stevie and my homie once with Brevner and I watched Stevie play piano on Mac book and make the dopest beat in like an hour🤟 it was rad
this song helped me in some dark dark times. truly greatful for music being my escape. thank you my guy.
I feel this on a deep level, struggling with my depression and anxiety this is how it feels most days. Much love, mad bars bro! ❤
Merk is the one of the greats when it comes to catchy hooks. He’s a great music writer
my son died last September and i went way dark... but MERK saved me in a since. this song hits me in a whole other way.... days are still so dark but.......i doubt i will ever see sunny days. but these tracks give me less pain somehow
Havent had a song made me shed a tear in a long time , damn Merk just damn homie
I love this song so much bro. Both of you killed it.
1 of the best tracks ever made in my opinion 💯 hope he always remains R E A L ❤
Stevie Ross's verse was Fucking amazing ! I need more of him on my playlist yo ! #SDK
KHAMOH. bruh come on.. you cant compare the two they both go HARDD
KHAMOH. I met Stevie last week. He inspired me such a real dude.
this song explained my life so perfectly and was so on point and real and it was just fucking amazing asf best rapper out there merk keep killen em #1 my OG
Banging this track the last 6 months in my covid cell.
Me to, it's an awesome song with meaning
That hook is on another level man
Aequh808 Merk has pretty fucking good hooks in a lot of his songs. I like the hook from his song pennies
swordsaw I love the one on, "My way down".
Aequh808 merkules is already on another level also
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this is one of Merk's finest tracks
Four years sober off crystal meth and cocaine , I jumped to rock bottom so many times but this song always held me down
Everytime I listen to merk I feel like he knows how I'm feelin or something lol
My dad died today at 11:54 am, Merkules is the man I listen too 🖤🖤 thank you for your music so fucking much 🖤
Keep your head up man it might be hard but keep kicking
When I hit rock bottom the sound it made for me was the flick of a lighter and then the inhale of dope off a piece foil.
Man i just got introduced to Merks and let me say he's one very talented man so glad I ran into him🙏🙏🙏
More like this merk!!!!! Pleaseee!!!!!! This is literally timeless.
2024 still here love this fire shit much love bro. Come to flint soon plz plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope he never dies
So you wish him suffering for your selfish thing?
I've been fighting for my life since i was 18. Now (27) many days unable to leave my home. Merk gets my mind off things and inspires me to get back up swinging...One things for sure when Merk steps up to that mic my pain steps out. I hope you read this not for a "like" or "reply" but to know exactly how big of an impact you have. Much love Merk.
Hey, I wish that you will find your inner strength and get past those bad moments and vibes 🙏
I can so relate to this man
Keep fighting bro ✌🏻
Almost 3 years sober now. This song helped. You're awesome! Love your music.
3 years clean and counting still love this song
this shit is fire af🔥🔥🔥
7 years past n i still come back to revisit this banger cant believe how far my guy merk came from the red deer times if you know then you know...
best song out of West coast Canada. hands down
LYRICS
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
How'd it get like this?
So fucked up I could slit my wrists
But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch
I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about
See what I'm feeling is doubt
It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out
But we still in the drought, huh
It's kinda crazy how that work
At 16 I got hacked like a password
I'm a product of my past now that hurts
I'm the real fucking deal you an actor
Last year I lost my uncle to cancer
So this year I don't fuck with you rappers
The worst part is I just started smoking
It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking
That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice
It does not feel right
What can I say I'm a sick individual
Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual
Started off small that was minuscule
I been doin' this shit since middle school
They asking me questions in interviews
They wanna know what I did and I didn't do
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
And they all love the song too much
Sleeping on they junk too much
High living month to month
Phone change up I'ma die soon
Stepping on shells with my nice shoes
Don't want load it up cause I might shoot
I hang around guns and bricks
I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships
Mean I'm not 'bout what the assumption is
Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich
And now I'm broke with a classic
Now I'm clean and sober
Man I came so far from leanin' over
Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over
But they need the order
They don't even know me
Picking up the bag with no logo
Every damn thing stamps inside
I'd say more but its better that you don't know
Wave high when you camped outside
Last year I had 4 different condos
Kicked out before I could have 5
That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble
If I don't I might die 'cause
I wake up every morning still exhausted
Cigarette butts on the carpet
I been fed up with this nonsense yeah
There's still a couple demons in my closet
When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous
I can't stop it no
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
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thank you 🥀
stevie kills this ..need to stop catchin rides on these sunken ships
This is soooooooooooooooooo underrated 😤
Merk needs to make more songs like this
This is not just a song. This is a piece of art!❤
Jam ur music all the time love the independent artist keep being u the variety that u and bring is epic
mad respect to you merk, the love i have with out knowing u well done g..
Murk keep it coming you help me out so much threw my sober hard times well trying to stay sober smoke a lot of bud your my new Em thank u so much much Murkules
I lost my brother a couple days ago in the worst way possible please check on the ones you think are fine they are hiding it 💔
“How did it get like this, so fukd up I could slit my wrist” felt that 😷
Merkules doesnt even know he is saving lives ,thanks man 🔥❤
This song is so fire it could heat a whole city in the winter.
and its canada :/
Love the Art you are putting out into the world, keep doing great things! I listen to your music everyday, thank you.
This song has helped me through some of my worst times of depression
Yo man
one of the biggest legends and most underrated poet this guy is love and strongnes with his songs
That’s amazazing
Kokomo , ,. , ,, ,. , ,.
@@dalynhollis6469 a..
Aqaàaaaa
@@jessicahall7891 truth hi
dude !!! that was the first place I lived when I came to Edmonton. good ol Strat hotel.
That's crazy lol that must have tripped u out
I've listened to this soooooo many times.. as an artist past 30. on some real shit. the REALEST song I've heard in a long time.
Facts. This shit just tapped into something inside of me....this song is just me in a nutshell
Love this song one of my favorites I listen to you all the time
I love your Songs im from Germany it Is the best musik ever ♥️♥️♥️♥️🇩🇪
Sober a week today from alcohol gonna keep going Merkules thank you you the man!!
favorite rapper. merkules and Stevie Ross need to make an album together
addikt ripper Merk is dope this other guy has as much talent as a rapper like drake so not much.
addikt ripper hell yeah!!!
addikt ripper you forgot celph and apathy
@@jimmytwotimes4328 stevie put it down. Idk what you talkin bout..
I feel like Stevie Ross is a really underrated rapper I mean he destroyed this track and deserves as much credit as Merkules
He’s not a rapper lmao he’s a Producer bro
@@tonystephens3249 I had no idea. Hes still a good artist anyway
My best friend passed away a few days ago..Thank you for this Music Merk
Deep song, but really dope. Great work Merk, and I've been there before. Keep your head up Fam.
Alcohol got me out of nowhere one day your drinking for fun then next time for anxiety loss and then next time because you literally have to, iv smoked weed all my life but even thats getting hard to do now beer really grips you i cant even get out of bed without it
Absolutely addicted to this song, Already know all the words
FLOWZ Nation
Merks music always makes me keep keeping on.
Really deep song if you in the same boat. And top of that I love the Slipknot shirt. Dudes gaining a new fan. 🤘🤘🤘
This one's for my soul Merk! Thank you for giving these vibes!