Man, I have never had an artists music hit me like yours. Everytime one of your songs get me bro I have to hear 5-6 times right off rip. Please keep making music, you keep people like me moving forward.
Sarah Murphy I pray you protect your faith and hold tight. This world is so cruel, it sucker punches us when we are down. God never promised any easy life, but he will walk with us through it. Even though it feels like he is gone sometimes. God bless you, and your family moving through these tough times. Dig deep and persevere.
I feel ya. Just got diagnosed with epilepsy, my the love of my life of 3 years left me and became an escort. Lost my license due to the epilepsy. Lost the lease to my house, and can't work anymore. Grandpa just died.. the list goes on. This shit gives me a bit of faith and keeps me alive
That’s what’s so relatable to Merk. He has a bunch of mental issues and most likely you can relate to one. Apparently he has ptsd too, bi polar, depression , anxiety ,
Damn bro that's deep and I remember being a young man and being just like that. Mostly due to alcohol abuse but that me is long gone and been sober for 20 years now. Awesome song bro and you are 1 talented man. God bless you and your family brother! 🙏💯
same. It hits home so fucking hard. Acolhol and drugs was my life daily. I still drink and do shit, but very rarely. But it still hits home so fucking hard when I do.
The way I interpret it this song is as the struggle living with bipolar disorder. The brilliant part about it is he's taking you through the full bipolar cycle using his own personal internal monologue. Ironically, the beginning of the song is actually the end of the bipolar cycle (the crash into depression) and the end of the song describes how the bipolar cycle begins (the rise into mania). The tragedy in the song lies in how well he expresses how much pain he is in and how much suffering he's caused other people and then by the end of the song you're like, oh no, it's happening again because you see how he justifies denials to end up back in that place he was on the first part of the song, effectively resetting the vicious cycle all over again.
Yes many of his songs and the reasons behind them and the way he puts them together, is nothing short of brilliant. Almost Every time I turn on a merk song o feel like he’s talking about my life. They say he talks about depression and mental health too often , I say keep at it big bro. You’ve helped more people than you could ever know. It’s like therapy .From the bottom of my heart thank you Cole Stevenson
5 years ago I listened to this while cutting my arms, thinking I'm better off dead. Now I'm glad to be a reject, I embraced the solitude, the pain, the shadow and did the work I had to do. I'm a fuck up and I love that I am this way. Whoever is reading this, I believe in you and I love you even if you don't. ❤🔥
The chorus is what I want to tell my parents. I feel so bad about the way my life is headed. My mom is just so disappointed I dont know what to do anymore.
I met you once in Edmonton brother. You told me your going to make it big and working on it. Your ambition is inspiring, keep it up, stay safe, don't lose yourself.
man this dude just doesn't stop growin. it's like every song is the best, only to be proceeded by the next song. I hear his shit and I feel like it's somethin I feel myself.
The more I listen to this, the more I relate. If I were to write a song and had the same ability and lyrical capacity as Merk, this is word for word what I would create. This is my song. Everyone has a song and I'm claiming this one. It hits too close to home not to...take care, everyone, the struggle IS real.
You really underrated Merkules, not gonna lie. I heard your music before, but never knew who it was. Just started listening to it with my girl, You kill it man, your songs hit home with me, actually really help me! from battling multiple addictions to doing 2 prison bids, to having my best friend OD in my arms and having to bury him and many others to those days struggling so hard wondering how Im gonna pay bills, feeling like the black sheep of my family and not trusting people because I've been stabbed in the back so many times, My gang brothers are the only ones Ive felt have been loyal and not snaked me in my life and showed true brotherly love and loyalty.I've felt so hopeless in my life, and listening to this music makes me realize I'm not alone and that everything Ive gone through in my past has crafted me into the soldier I am today. Not trying to write a book, but on some real shit 💯 Your music hits different. If you ever come out to Florida, I'll be there, brother.
here are the lyrics I think I got them pretty good! LMK IF NOT THX!! Also THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER GREAT TRACK MERKULES! ALSO YOU TOO MATT CONNORS FOR HELPING WITH THIS GREAT ONE TOO! The plot thickens I’m lost drinkin this hard liquor I’m trying to put together pieces of this crowd picture I wrote this record with my finger in a fog mirror And as soon as I was honest then it got clear They say I talk about anxiety too much But sobriety is too tough and I can't hide it when I’m drunk They say I talk about depression way to often I was walking on a beach and I found my message in a bottle My head was full of sorrow and my center piece was hollow I look happy on the surface but what’s underneath the potholes It’s not that easy just to change if I wanted to And I’m maybe responsible for the pain that you all been thru I’ve been basically walkin across the plank with no socks or shoes But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you cuz the good days can turn into bad days And the bad days make it hard to have faith I’ma fuck up and I hate that I’m this way I’ma low life, I use a mask to disguise my pain I’ma douche bag, I blame you cause I won’t blame myself I’ma reject but I’m honest and I need your help (x2) {I swear(only x2)} I know the truth but it still is hard to face the music pour a drinking and light a smoke and the combinations Ruthless you only see my scars but there's a lot of scrapes and bruises I got what it takes to do this I can't tolerate just losing I'm jumping over above the cracks on the sidewalk I Keep been honest I'm not like these other rappers you follow got one hand on the rifle other hand on the bottle I live my best life to day cuz it won't happen tomorrow been on the cusp of insanity how the fuck is this happening all of a sudden I'm successful getting money and traveling with my mother and my father and my beautiful wifey I got my team and my day ones so fuck you if you don't like it bitch I'm busy being me I'm never following these trends I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am damn right I'm a fuck up, fuck yeah I'm a lowlife I'd rather be the person I am and live your life I'ma fuck up, And i love that I am this way I'm a lowlife, but it's fine tho ill be okay I'm a douche bag, when I'm learning how to love myself I'ma reject, its okay I hate everyone now I'ma fuck up, and I love that I am this way I'ma lowlife, but it's fine I'll be okay I'ma douche bag, but I'm learning how to love myself I'ma reject, that's okay I hate everyone else I hate everyone else.
AquaSplash lmao I’m the nicest guy in the world wouldn’t of bothered me I just couldn’t let it go without clearing it up 🤣 shit will keep me up at night
I'm the Reject in this video. I was at the Vat one day and was asked to be in the video. I don't consider myself to be a reject in real life but the video is good!!!
Merkulies and Mac miller are the 2 greatest singers. I don’t think anybody can ever be better then both of y’all. If only if Mac miller was still alive I’d love to see you and him have a song together.
I live in sweden, i have been going trough more than others in my age now. Today i celebrate 5year sober. But this song! Make me cry everytime! I love you and your music! It brings pain and happiness to me
My uncle has been playing the guitar track for like 6 years. When this came out, he stopped listening to Merkules. He feels like all his work was for nothing.
Bro one of my favourite songs you've done!! Love when you are real, open and honest. Exposing yourself and emotions etc is hard but rewarding at the same time man. You do it better than anyone!!
This music resonates so much with so many of us. For all of us that never felt like a part of something, never felt loved because we don't know how to accept it, to all of us that hold on to people we pretend care about us because we don't know how to admit how alone we always have been, who want to move forward but the whole world seems stuck. That's because we see the world for what it is, we want more out of life than a few hours a day, and enough to buy a case of beer a week. It isn't about the money for us, it's our paralyzing fear that we don't have a chance to live OUR life. I have a way forward and I don't need money, but I will admit I need help and people on the same path. If you feel like I feel hit me up, lets live.
i dont tell people why i fell to music so hard but when your step dad abuses you and you have to hide bruses and marks behind clothing it really helps keep stuff to your self i love you and all music for helping me push threw the dark days to the good days for that i say thank you my brotha from anotha motha
Just want you to know that some stranger in our wide world feels for you and is wishing you the best. Do everything you can not to fall victim in your future and use the pain to grow bigger than a giant, and not fall to substance abuse or the other problems that plague people who've experinced suffering in life. You'll make it one day.
I can’t believe a grown man would say something like this...like are ppl supposed to be like, “yea, hell yea man” “no doubt” geez. Man this is some shit a 8 year old would say about jake Paul. Try not to say things like this bc everyone is wanting you to now beat yourself in the face
Kyle...do they teach you in Canada that you can’t stop the flow of lava? EH! Or that it can flow 20-60mph. Merk raps sometimes fast or sometimes slow but can’t be stopped. EH!
After 16 years of drinking and ending up alcohol dependant I found this towards the end when I started ending up in hospital, I never really got the meaning behind this song until I started listening to it in treatment, it hits so hard, thankfully I'm 8 and a half months dry and am never looking back, this song is such a good reminder of what I used to be and why, alcohol is so easy to just push down feelings and emotions and for me especially with my anxiety aswell, after a drink I couldn't care less what people thought and I thought that was the fix which it really wasn't... It only destroyed relationships and myself faster, big up to anyone who is suffering from anxiety and pushing through every day, you're not alone❤🔥
Meh, i like what i like i listen to all kinds of music as long as it sounds good mainstream or not just depends what i feel like listening to, started out country today moved into a bit of the punk scene and now im on some jimi hendrix and stuff.
mercules this needs to be in movie man smh if I was in Hollywood making movies I would you make all the songs for my movies your one of the humblest MC I know ❤️🙏 So much love and respect man
Hey Merkules! I absolutely love your music! Your songs hit me deep. I can most definitely relate. I've always struggled wirh loving myself and I also have PTSD among other things.
If your human you can’t judge me. Don’t worry about where you been focus on where you going got remind myself this everyday. God bless everyone reading this who can relate
Lyrics perros: The plot thickens, I'm lost drinkin' this hard liquor I'm tryna put together pieces of this cropped picture I wrote this record with my finger in a fogged mirror And as soon as I was honest then it got clearer They say I talk about anxiety too much But sobriety's too tough and I can't hide it when I'm drunk They say I talk about the pressure way too often I was walkin' on the beach and found my message in a bottle My head was full of sorrow and my centerpiece was hollow I look happy on the surface but what's underneath the potholes? It's not that easy just to change if I wanted to When I maybe responsible for the pain that you all been through I've been basically walkin' across the plank with no socks or shoes But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you 'Cause, the good days can turn into bad days And the bad days make it hard to have faith I'm a fuck up And I hate that I am this way I'm a lowlife I use a mask to disguise my pain I'm a douchebag I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself I'm a reject But I'm honest and I need your help I'm a fuck up And I hate that I am this way I'm a lowlife I use a mask to disguise my pain I'm a douchebag I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself I'm a reject But I'm honest and I need your help I swear I need your help I know the truth, it's still as hard to face the music Before I drink and light a smoke and then the combination's ruthless You only see my scars but there's a lot of scrapes and bruises I got what it takes to do this, I can't tolerate just losin' I'm jumping over all the cracks in the sidewalk I'm being honest, I'm not like these other rappers you follow Got one hand on the rifle, the other hand on the Bible I live my best life today 'cause it won't happen tomorrow Been on the cusp of insanity How the fuck is this happenin'? All a sudden I'm successful, gettin' money and travelin' With my mother and my father and my beautiful wifey I got my team and my day-ones, so fuck you, you don't like it Bitch, I'm busy being me, I'm never followin' these trends I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am Damn right, I'm a fuck up Fuck yeah, I'm a lowlife I'd rather be the person I am than live your life I'm a fuck up And I love that I am this way I'm a lowlife But it's fine, all be okay I'm a douchebag But I'm learnin' how to love myself I'm a reject It's okay, I hate everyone else I'm a fuck up And I love that I am this way I'm a lowlife But it's fine, all be okay I'm a douchebag But I'm learnin' how to love myself I'm a reject It's okay, I hate everyone else I hate everyone else
Pretty cool to show our the last chance that way brother, it's been a long while since I saw that joint .. Miss the summer roll outs on the scoot and some bad beer out of a jar ... Some good times and memories of that place ... CHEERS BROTHER . keep cranking them out and staying true to you, it's what separates you from the rest of the clones and drones .. I'm an old boy but I got alot of respect for you and your style, and really like your stuff, even being a metal head your music resonates with me
MY BROTHER! 🔥🔥
Rikiki!!!!
Rikiki
You're my spirit animal.
The pineapple
lil WINDEX and merkules 4 life. Keep on grinding brothers. I’ll be watching y’all hit the top from the bottom. Much love and respect - JAF
Hi am a funked up drug addiction an I swear down dead ur music makes me smile every time I hear it love ya Carrie
Man, I have never had an artists music hit me like yours. Everytime one of your songs get me bro I have to hear 5-6 times right off rip. Please keep making music, you keep people like me moving forward.
Charles Holbrook 👌👌
I'm with you... track on repeat. It hits where it has to.
For sure. Merks will get you on those feels. Love his tracks.
Charley Ward yesss! Thank you , me too .
frfrrr i legit listened to this song like 10 times today L0L this shit a nice ass song.
Only legends still listen to his music
Been here since car bar 1. Stomp down!
So glad I found out about him in 2020 while in lockdown
Merkules and amity affliction are almost all i listen to help keep me off the edge
Everyday
always.
Your music keeps me alive don't ever stop please
Ay don't be a bitch do it for you G.
C-Lance has been going insane on the last few beats
C Lance is a beat chemist and has been for years
My boy does all his guitar work , they are a unstoppable team
C - Lance is the new fuckin' Scott Storch
for real !!
C-Lance been killing these beats for years bro
just want to say love your music i lost my life and my house we are in between housing but still have faith becuz of you.....thank you
Sending blessings your way
Sarah Murphy I pray you protect your faith and hold tight. This world is so cruel, it sucker punches us when we are down. God never promised any easy life, but he will walk with us through it. Even though it feels like he is gone sometimes. God bless you, and your family moving through these tough times. Dig deep and persevere.
I feel ya. Just got diagnosed with epilepsy, my the love of my life of 3 years left me and became an escort. Lost my license due to the epilepsy. Lost the lease to my house, and can't work anymore. Grandpa just died.. the list goes on. This shit gives me a bit of faith and keeps me alive
Hang in there!! im in the same boat life is rough as hell right now but he keeps my spirit up and helps me take my mind off shit
May you be strong always
Yo Merk. I suffer from PTSD. Life is rough eveyday. Your music picks me up man. Makes me wanna keep going. Love your work.
That’s what’s so relatable to Merk. He has a bunch of mental issues and most likely you can relate to one. Apparently he has ptsd too, bi polar, depression , anxiety ,
#Same p.s greatings from #Germany
Love from USA a Nomad in this litte rock we call earth
Keep going king!!
100% agree brother!
Love that this track was filmed in Drumheller Alberta
Red deer*
@@arpere no thats not red deer thats drumheller with the huge dinosaur lol
Swear to God, no other song ever has been so close to my life's theme song. Merk, you deserve anything.
Merkules is by far the dopest out now !!
Yachtty
@@funkidvideos5778 yacht for sure hahaha
Def!!
+1
Should check out DAX underground rapper, really talented
“I may be responsible for the pain you all been through” hits every time!
Truth can hurt and be very touchful at the same time bro I know it from personal experiense
Thanks so much I was so sad then you dropped this and I felt a little more normal after I hit that notification
Merks words always seem to hit home. Been a long time since an artist hit me in the feels. Merks the champ in a game full of wannabes.
Damn bro that's deep and I remember being a young man and being just like that. Mostly due to alcohol abuse but that me is long gone and been sober for 20 years now. Awesome song bro and you are 1 talented man. God bless you and your family brother! 🙏💯
Legit sounds like he's talking about my life who Woulda knew goodshit merkules my boy right here for life
same. It hits home so fucking hard. Acolhol and drugs was my life daily. I still drink and do shit, but very rarely. But it still hits home so fucking hard when I do.
RIVIARA CUSTOMS he’s talking about my life!
I feel you brother 🔥100 %
Run The Meows I’m in the same boat, moderation is key
Sort your shit out without sounding nasty🤣
Red Dead Redemption 3 looks badass! Can't wait to get this.
hahahaaha
Pussy squad ! Lmao
Eh vroom vroom Dana I haven’t seen your channel in forever
This guy
Rueben Lepoidvin same
The way I interpret it this song is as the struggle living with bipolar disorder. The brilliant part about it is he's taking you through the full bipolar cycle using his own personal internal monologue. Ironically, the beginning of the song is actually the end of the bipolar cycle (the crash into depression) and the end of the song describes how the bipolar cycle begins (the rise into mania).
The tragedy in the song lies in how well he expresses how much pain he is in and how much suffering he's caused other people and then by the end of the song you're like, oh no, it's happening again because you see how he justifies denials to end up back in that place he was on the first part of the song, effectively resetting the vicious cycle all over again.
Yes many of his songs and the reasons behind them and the way he puts them together, is nothing short of brilliant. Almost Every time I turn on a merk song o feel like he’s talking about my life. They say he talks about depression and mental health too often , I say keep at it big bro. You’ve helped more people than you could ever know. It’s like therapy .From the bottom of my heart thank you Cole Stevenson
5 years ago I listened to this while cutting my arms, thinking I'm better off dead. Now I'm glad to be a reject, I embraced the solitude, the pain, the shadow and did the work I had to do. I'm a fuck up and I love that I am this way. Whoever is reading this, I believe in you and I love you even if you don't. ❤🔥
Bless you friend
Wish u the best. From a Brother ❤
so awesome
you saved my life man, please never quit making music
this song is dope asf God damn Canada has got some talent!
Mad respect for you bro
Merk =Truth !
Seems like he's from Alabama the way he sounds
De pression he lives in Montreal or Toronto I believe. Born near Vancouver. I agree he sounds southern though lol.
Surrey bud, get with it
Who else clicks ASAP when a merk notification pops up
Beau Greger yeah😂
🙌
fishin hard
Always
Um yeah he is the king man I have to
Man, watchin' your progress over these last years has been an honour. This song is fire!
It has been! Missed out on Eminem growing his career, blessed to see this one grow!
Ain't it true? Progression is rare and beautiful n this industry
This song hits so hard bro. 👌💯
The chorus is what I want to tell my parents. I feel so bad about the way my life is headed. My mom is just so disappointed I dont know what to do anymore.
Thank Merk this helped me in struggle with sobriety and alcohol
One day I’ll be there also. Alcohol free. But unfortunately it’s not today. But congrats on yours man.
@@CrownTheGanjaHero I’m cali sober but I haven’t touched alcohol in 1 year
Make a song like this again
He just did 👌
How does this only have a little under 500,000 views? I feel like Merk has WAY more fans than that 🤔
I don't know but im back listening
800,000 now 😂
@@NathanleeLee it's cause I keep listening 😂
Views keep climbing
Im responsible for at least 30 lol
Thanks Merk for getting me through the day everyday.
for real man merk keeps me going
Thank you for saving my life
I met you once in Edmonton brother. You told me your going to make it big and working on it. Your ambition is inspiring, keep it up, stay safe, don't lose yourself.
Man, dont stop making music..you are really good
So under rated
Some powerful shit hes sayin here people...open your ears ...close your eyes listen
Real shit
Yep I agree real shit he's one of the Best
Totally agree totally under rated
But I wanna watch Merk ride the horse
Agreed
Normal is fucking lame to all my rejects out there don't let a broken society be the grade in which you judge yourself. One love
man this dude just doesn't stop growin. it's like every song is the best, only to be proceeded by the next song. I hear his shit and I feel like it's somethin I feel myself.
Real Talk Ben🖤
The more I listen to this, the more I relate. If I were to write a song and had the same ability and lyrical capacity as Merk, this is word for word what I would create. This is my song. Everyone has a song and I'm claiming this one. It hits too close to home not to...take care, everyone, the struggle IS real.
I CAN RELATE TO EVERY MERK SONG ....SDK ALL DAY
Hell yeah same here man... SDK 4 Life
Mercules thank you! This just saved me! I always listen to this jam when I’m feeling rock bottom. You just saved a life!
You really underrated Merkules, not gonna lie. I heard your music before, but never knew who it was. Just started listening to it with my girl, You kill it man, your songs hit home with me, actually really help me! from battling multiple addictions to doing 2 prison bids, to having my best friend OD in my arms and having to bury him and many others to those days struggling so hard wondering how Im gonna pay bills, feeling like the black sheep of my family and not trusting people because I've been stabbed in the back so many times, My gang brothers are the only ones Ive felt have been loyal and not snaked me in my life and showed true brotherly love and loyalty.I've felt so hopeless in my life, and listening to this music makes me realize I'm not alone and that everything Ive gone through in my past has crafted me into the soldier I am today. Not trying to write a book, but on some real shit 💯 Your music hits different. If you ever come out to Florida, I'll be there, brother.
Keep going brother, it gets better.
this song sticks with me.
Thx for your music there are a lot of people that feel you mate.
here are the lyrics I think I got them pretty good!
LMK IF NOT THX!!
Also THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER GREAT TRACK MERKULES!
ALSO YOU TOO MATT CONNORS FOR HELPING WITH THIS GREAT ONE TOO!
The plot thickens I’m lost drinkin this hard liquor
I’m trying to put together pieces of this crowd picture
I wrote this record with my finger in a fog mirror
And as soon as I was honest then it got clear
They say I talk about anxiety too much
But sobriety is too tough and I can't hide it when I’m drunk
They say I talk about depression way to often
I was walking on a beach and I found my message in a bottle
My head was full of sorrow and my center piece was hollow
I look happy on the surface but what’s underneath the potholes
It’s not that easy just to change if I wanted to
And I’m maybe responsible for the pain that you all been thru
I’ve been basically walkin across the plank with no socks or shoes
But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you cuz
the good days can turn into bad days
And the bad days make it hard to have faith
I’ma fuck up and I hate that I’m this way
I’ma low life, I use a mask to disguise my pain
I’ma douche bag, I blame you cause I won’t blame myself
I’ma reject but I’m honest and I need your help (x2)
{I swear(only x2)}
I know the truth but it still is hard to face the music
pour a drinking and light a smoke and the combinations Ruthless
you only see my scars but there's a lot of scrapes and bruises
I got what it takes to do this
I can't tolerate just losing
I'm jumping over above the cracks on the sidewalk
I Keep been honest I'm not like these other rappers you follow
got one hand on the rifle other hand on the bottle
I live my best life to day
cuz it won't happen tomorrow
been on the cusp of insanity how the fuck
is this happening all of a sudden I'm
successful getting money and traveling
with my mother and my father and my
beautiful wifey I got my team and my
day ones so fuck you if you don't like it
bitch I'm busy being me I'm never following these trends
I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am
damn right I'm a fuck up, fuck yeah I'm a
lowlife I'd rather be the person I am
and live your life
I'ma fuck up,
And i love that I am this way
I'm a lowlife,
but it's fine tho ill be okay
I'm a douche bag,
when I'm learning how to love myself
I'ma reject,
its okay I hate everyone now
I'ma fuck up,
and I love that I am this way
I'ma lowlife, but it's fine I'll be okay
I'ma douche bag,
but I'm learning how to love myself
I'ma reject,
that's okay I hate everyone else
I hate everyone else.
I got my team and my day ones* other than that sounds legit
@@Albrecht420 ok thanks I expetect a typo or two
AquaSplash wasn’t tryna correct like the fb professors lol and no problem
@@Albrecht420 yea I got you bro 😂 sorry I didn't mean to come off as a dick 😂😂
AquaSplash lmao I’m the nicest guy in the world wouldn’t of bothered me I just couldn’t let it go without clearing it up 🤣 shit will keep me up at night
I’m so thankful I discovered you man ‼️💯
Where you from ?
Houston
Allentown, Pennsylvania here
Right dudes got some dope, music and legit lyrics :) keep it going man don’t ever stop
W
We’re you from
Talking about anxiety and real life issues is better than cars, clothes, and hoes. Everyone is influenced by the wrong people.
straight facts!
Hit home ...this one gonna be around along time
all the way to 1million subs we riding wit u
Even with the hacked account we here riding.
only 1 million? ill be here forever lol
TO A MILLION, AND BEYOND!
Amen
@@xAyeJay_ yes
I'm the Reject in this video. I was at the Vat one day and was asked to be in the video. I don't consider myself to be a reject in real life but the video is good!!!
DRINKING HELPS MY ADHD AND BEING A REJECT FROM LIFE ❤❤❤❤🙏🍻🍻🍻🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🍷🍷THANKS MERKULES YOUR MUSIC MAKES LIFE BETER
adhd all day out of the random thoughts lies a deeper misunderstood truth
I can StiLL Remember the minute this came out Merk. Long after I'm Single after 24 year's. Now this song Makes sense! 😞
Merkulies and Mac miller are the 2 greatest singers. I don’t think anybody can ever be better then both of y’all. If only if Mac miller was still alive I’d love to see you and him have a song together.
This man legitimately has helped me through everything I've been going through with my mental health problems I feel like he saved my life
I'd rather be the person I am than live your life......
This song definitely grows on you after a couple listens... Keep playing on cause i definitely can relate
I live in sweden, i have been going trough more than others in my age now. Today i celebrate 5year sober. But this song! Make me cry everytime! I love you and your music! It brings pain and happiness to me
My uncle has been playing the guitar track for like 6 years. When this came out, he stopped listening to Merkules. He feels like all his work was for nothing.
Bro one of my favourite songs you've done!! Love when you are real, open and honest. Exposing yourself and emotions etc is hard but rewarding at the same time man. You do it better than anyone!!
Whatever happened to music that makes you feel something
Here before the millions. Love you Merk! 330 Ohio supports you
Joseph Cordell 740!!!
song is magic, tellin ya
This music resonates so much with so many of us. For all of us that never felt like a part of something, never felt loved because we don't know how to accept it, to all of us that hold on to people we pretend care about us because we don't know how to admit how alone we always have been, who want to move forward but the whole world seems stuck. That's because we see the world for what it is, we want more out of life than a few hours a day, and enough to buy a case of beer a week. It isn't about the money for us, it's our paralyzing fear that we don't have a chance to live OUR life. I have a way forward and I don't need money, but I will admit I need help and people on the same path. If you feel like I feel hit me up, lets live.
Can’t stop listening to this song love it
Same
Me too!!!
Best song ever hands down
Going through allot right now song makes me feel better weirdly enough thank you dude when I’m at my lowest I come to you thank you again
I have depression and anxiety merk is the man
i dont tell people why i fell to music so hard but when your step dad abuses you and you have to hide bruses and marks behind clothing it really helps keep stuff to your self i love you and all music for helping me push threw the dark days to the good days for that i say thank you my brotha from anotha motha
Just want you to know that some stranger in our wide world feels for you and is wishing you the best. Do everything you can not to fall victim in your future and use the pain to grow bigger than a giant, and not fall to substance abuse or the other problems that plague people who've experinced suffering in life. You'll make it one day.
Merk flows like lava 🌋 🔥😎
You know lava actually flows extremely slow, right? Im canadian and I know that.
I can’t believe a grown man would say something like this...like are ppl supposed to be like, “yea, hell yea man” “no doubt” geez. Man this is some shit a 8 year old would say about jake Paul. Try not to say things like this bc everyone is wanting you to now beat yourself in the face
Kyle Thurmeier and Merk isn’t rapping fast ? What’s yr point
Its faster than MGK 😂😂😂
Kyle...do they teach you in Canada that you can’t stop the flow of lava? EH! Or that it can flow 20-60mph. Merk raps sometimes fast or sometimes slow but can’t be stopped. EH!
We love you Merk
Perfectly explained what´s going on in my head, your music really helps me merk
He got it. ~~ Bro.. Never stop.
After 16 years of drinking and ending up alcohol dependant I found this towards the end when I started ending up in hospital, I never really got the meaning behind this song until I started listening to it in treatment, it hits so hard, thankfully I'm 8 and a half months dry and am never looking back, this song is such a good reminder of what I used to be and why, alcohol is so easy to just push down feelings and emotions and for me especially with my anxiety aswell, after a drink I couldn't care less what people thought and I thought that was the fix which it really wasn't... It only destroyed relationships and myself faster, big up to anyone who is suffering from anxiety and pushing through every day, you're not alone❤🔥
Yo ur legit one of the greatest
damn this song is so good welcome to priority on the playlist merkules put you right behind metallica keep up the good work.
Dova dd Metallica 😂 very bad comparison.
Not a comparison just saying where the song is in my personal playlists
You and I both know Metallica is mainstream garbage. Even ol’ hetfield knows it
Meh, i like what i like i listen to all kinds of music as long as it sounds good mainstream or not just depends what i feel like listening to, started out country today moved into a bit of the punk scene and now im on some jimi hendrix and stuff.
Merkules is a beast. I dont want the song to end. Never stop bro.
The REAL RECOGNISE THE REAL... Love from England 🏴
thumbs up if you know where this was filmed
Drumheller?
Drumheller,Alberta.i live an hour from drumheller and knew soon as i seen the badlands
mercules this needs to be in movie man smh if I was in Hollywood making movies I would you make all the songs for my movies your one of the humblest MC I know ❤️🙏 So much love and respect man
Got me so emotional. Damn!! i'm feeling this right now.
Video dope as hell, the car looks very fun to drive
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It’s a quad not a car Lol
Signing was truly an awful decision, true fans miss this merk
Merkules your a real artist thanks for your music brother
Cody Olson facts
Was on the fb livestream lmao much love for merk
I have also been waiting for this all week and it was Worth the wait 💯💯
Never had one artist touch my soul with so many songs, really man thank you from the bottom of my heart for your art!
Hey Merkules! I absolutely love your music! Your songs hit me deep. I can most definitely relate. I've always struggled wirh loving myself and I also have PTSD among other things.
Merk keeps putting out real music from the heart...as long as you are true to yourself nothing else matters
Damn. I remember why I have this song on my playlist. This shit slaps and hits me deep.
Instant like bro, you‘re one of my Inspirations and Influences! Keep it up !! Merk the Most underrated ever existed
This song will always hit home man, love you merk
If your human you can’t judge me. Don’t worry about where you been focus on where you going got remind myself this everyday. God bless everyone reading this who can relate
love this song! Awesome music video too.
I love seeing my province ❤️ Been a fan for years, reminds me it’s possible no matter where you come from to come up
Sunny day
Lyrics perros:
The plot thickens, I'm lost drinkin' this hard liquor
I'm tryna put together pieces of this cropped picture
I wrote this record with my finger in a fogged mirror
And as soon as I was honest then it got clearer
They say I talk about anxiety too much
But sobriety's too tough and I can't hide it when I'm drunk
They say I talk about the pressure way too often
I was walkin' on the beach and found my message in a bottle
My head was full of sorrow and my centerpiece was hollow
I look happy on the surface but what's underneath the potholes?
It's not that easy just to change if I wanted to
When I maybe responsible for the pain that you all been through
I've been basically walkin' across the plank with no socks or shoes
But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you
'Cause, the good days can turn into bad days
And the bad days make it hard to have faith
I'm a fuck up
And I hate that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
I use a mask to disguise my pain
I'm a douchebag
I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself
I'm a reject
But I'm honest and I need your help
I'm a fuck up
And I hate that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
I use a mask to disguise my pain
I'm a douchebag
I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself
I'm a reject
But I'm honest and I need your help
I swear I need your help
I know the truth, it's still as hard to face the music
Before I drink and light a smoke and then the combination's ruthless
You only see my scars but there's a lot of scrapes and bruises
I got what it takes to do this, I can't tolerate just losin'
I'm jumping over all the cracks in the sidewalk
I'm being honest, I'm not like these other rappers you follow
Got one hand on the rifle, the other hand on the Bible
I live my best life today 'cause it won't happen tomorrow
Been on the cusp of insanity
How the fuck is this happenin'?
All a sudden I'm successful, gettin' money and travelin'
With my mother and my father and my beautiful wifey
I got my team and my day-ones, so fuck you, you don't like it
Bitch, I'm busy being me, I'm never followin' these trends
I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am
Damn right, I'm a fuck up
Fuck yeah, I'm a lowlife
I'd rather be the person I am than live your life
I'm a fuck up
And I love that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
But it's fine, all be okay
I'm a douchebag
But I'm learnin' how to love myself
I'm a reject
It's okay, I hate everyone else
I'm a fuck up
And I love that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
But it's fine, all be okay
I'm a douchebag
But I'm learnin' how to love myself
I'm a reject
It's okay, I hate everyone else
I hate everyone else
Merk is the GOAT
2022 and forever here
Im just a reject ...proving people wrong and shuttin them up gives me joy
Much love from the US of A. Your music has helped me more than you know and I am forever a fan! Thank you Merkules!
Seth Olson dude same
Little love from Canada Seth!
I've never clicked on a video faster in my life.
Awesome filmed in drumheller
Need a lyric video holy shit, those bars are deeeep
Thanks merk, there's no one more real than you. Mad respect. Holla back
Pretty cool to show our the last chance that way brother, it's been a long while since I saw that joint ..
Miss the summer roll outs on the scoot and some bad beer out of a jar ... Some good times and memories of that place ... CHEERS BROTHER .
keep cranking them out and staying true to you, it's what separates you from the rest of the clones and drones .. I'm an old boy but I got alot of respect for you and your style, and really like your stuff, even being a metal head your music resonates with me
I also love the rdr2 vibe in the video lol
@@u2bgeye679 i dont know I want to play rdr2.but i got my bbg to make pretty so its no bueno
In 15 minutes, look at all these views. Keep kicking ass Merk