hearing YOU be self conscious about your art really solidifies my theory that every artist can't see how good their work is. like girl YOU are goated lets be so fr rn. like i need to see your work in a museum stat. but i do get it its hard to feel confident in anything we make especially in college but i guarantee everyone feels the exact same. sending you support from san marcos
I really loved the part of this video where you said "art is the magic that brings us closer to love". So well said! Thanks for spreading your love and light
Honestly, I come back again and again to your videos not just because of your awesome art, but because of your authenticity. You don't have to "deliver" positivity, I think we love you for the whole package :) We all struggle, and can relate to your experiences. It sucks, but it's part of the journey. Be yourself and share what feels right for you! You got this, Gurl 💪
I was gonna say the same thing. when she was trying to remember a positive art school experience, but couldn't come up with anything, it was funny but also a bit heartbreaking. I'm sad that she didn't have fun and enjoy her time, but it's still real and it's her experience and feelings so I would never dunk on her for being "too negative". Just hope this year will be better for her ♥︎
girl i feel u so hard with the talk about having a breakdown in front of ur teacher. i did an illustration/animation degree some years back, and had the exact same thing happen. full blown crying panic attack in front of everyone in my class, so fucking embarrassing. had to run to hide in the toilets and had the teacher follow me to check on me and tell me to go home. thankfully she was lovely and sympathetic, but art school is SO much harder than people imagine. constantly comparing yourself to your talented and hard working peers, making the mistake of overachieving early so the teachers (and yourself) get frustrated when you stagnate/struggle, having such insane amounts of highly intensive work demanded of you in such short deadlines... the complete isolation of it all. i think your work is incredible, and it takes great strength to be vulnerable and stay positive despite the horrors. art school was lowkey traumatic for me and it's tough to see you have such a similar experience. be kind to yourself and your mental, if you have to take a break please do (it took me 5 years to finish a 3 year degree bc i kept having breakdowns lol), and you're not a failure if you have to step away all together. that being said, i hope you can push through and continue to achieve great things!! cheering you on from australia !!
you're probably the most relatable channel on this platform 😭 art school is so much harder than people think and its really people who don't understand that can be quite demeaning. i love realism but i also have that exact thought, that everyone can paint realism, so what is the point of my craft 😔 and my doctor asked me what i study and i said drawing and painting and he laughed and said "thats not gonna make any money" like dude pls leave me alone i KNOW 😭
idk if ur gonna see this camila but you got this and i feel the same lack of motivation like it feels like college is such a weird place where everyone is grown up and has changed and it just feels so different from highschool but genuinely ur lit GOATED never doubt ur skills because ur art is not just realism don’t reduce it to that - the amount of skill u have is CRAZY so don’t feel discouraged 🙏🙏 sorry to be a cornball
17:47 Bro, what? We are here for you. Positive, negative, whatever. You're authentic, and that's the jewel of your channel! I dont even think that it's possible for a college student be positive 😂
I watch you because you can be really raw. Being a painter can leave you pretty vulnerable socially. You're out here just trying to learn and improve while you also have a unique artistic vision. It makes me feel less alone. Don't feel like you need to be more positive for our sake! Just take care of yourself ❤
Even if someone does "make fun" of you for having a youtube channel, that doesn't mean there's anything wrong with it. However they're going to conceptualize things is up to them, and really has nothing to do with you. But I would expect that for the most part, just like you were saying, people are just curious and find it interesting. Because it is interesting! Anyway, gl with the next semester, hope it's fun :D
that guy sounded genuine and was just paying you a compliment! simple thanks and you can move on, or actually say that you're awkward. i find that putting it out there gives me way less pressure during the interaction. AND ALSO vulnerability is NOT embarrassing!!!!!! Ya crying can feel like shit, but connecting with people is not embarrassing ok! figure out why you feel that way and you can move on from it😅 i think you're so funny, and your art is great!! sending you much love 💘
My biggest recommendation if you don’t want to just say “painting” the degrees that is attributed to is “fine arts” which can, of course, mean a lot of different kinds of art. At the end of the day, though, if you don’t feel like going into detail, don’t. Play the young card and be like “I don’t know yet, I’m finding what I want to do while studying and doing what I love”. They may still give you looks but majority of people in college don’t know and all of my friends in college switched majors at least once if not multiple times the first couple years.
10:51 this is so real... currently thinking of studying abroad so this vid is very dear to me. wishing you lots of luck in your 2nd year of art school!!
Actually, the way you always struggle and pushes through nonetheless, even with how amazingly skilled you are, made me feel better about art. Like, it's okay to struggle, to feel insecure, to make mistakes. Your mentality gave me a way to keep going even when i feel like what I'm making it's trash. I think you are positive! Just in a more nihilistic way lol
I really love this format of painting + rambling. The editing got me cackling as always. I'd love to see some more in this fashion but I bet it's pretty time consuming to record.
Hey Cami, just wanna say that you inspired me to get back into painting with acrylics ❤ I love it so so much and I had forgotten about how much I did, so thank you 🙏
I BARELY STARTED THE VIDEO AND THE CHAPPELL ROAN’S REFERENCE WJXJSJX i love uuu, and i know im gonna love this vid cause u always manage to make them cozy and funny Im starting my first year in uni in a week or so im scared lol🌝✋but ur videos help 🫶
I just want to say senior year of highschool has been kicking my butt im so happy you posted i want to thank you personally for the comfort and good vibes you give me it helps me keep going❤
please never stop uploading PUHLEASE!!! i love your videos and ive gotten back to painting because of them, after loosing all motivation. i related to you so much about art school, I went to scad atlanta last year for my first year of college, traumatizing !!!!!!!11 to say the least 🤪
No please keep being real about shit because i'm watching this on my 2nd day of college and it SUCKS even though i'm not even that far from home and it's nice to know i'm not alone in it lol. Hope this year goes better for u !!
es tan lindo ver a alguien que realmente disfruta pintar y el arte, voy a una escuela de arte aca en Argentina y la mayoria ni siquiera lo disfrutan!! adoro tus pinturas y tu carisma!!!! xoxo
You remind me of someone who thinks art doesn't pay,.. I was given a silent expression... I enjoyed your expression honestly you boost my day.... But I didn't see the process without the camera placed on every process you did. ❤❤❤❤ That expression you did on the microphone breathing part 😂😂
I'm going into my second year in art school too! I totally understand where you're coming from with adjusting to a whole new life and I can't imagine people recognising me while trying to create my college identity and make friends, my biggest advice would be to focus more on the experiences like parties/hangouts even if you leave early just to take everything in because I promise the memories I am taking away from my first year in art college are not me painting even though its my passion! you gotta remember the peoples art you feel envy for they feel the exact same about your work and you're in no way behind, I have a short video of my year on my channel if you wanna check it out:) sending love and happier vibes for year two you got this sorry this is so long lol
But still you’re doing great of what you do. You’re a great artist and video maker. Just keep going and never give up of what you’re doing. Yes it gets annoying trying to be alone and somebody decides to bug you, started asking questions about your life that you don’t want to answer. Just be true to yourself and don’t let anyone get in your way. If you want to paint yourself portrait do it it’s your passion. Don’t let anyone stop you from a passion of your painting. I’m a beginner artist with painting and drawing and I’m almost 57 years old and I’m beginning to have a passion of my art work. I’m starting to enjoy it. If your painting is your future. Don’t let them tell you that you won’t make money from painting. That’s B.S.. If you do what you love like painting just do it for you not anyone else’s then later your money will come around. And by the way you got paint on your face really cracks me up. Love it. 😂😂🤣🤣 see you in the next video. Cheers. 😎😎😎🔥🔥🔥
girl with love you are such an overthinker HAHA but im the same. I think sometimes things are really not as embarrassing as we think they are. give yourself a little grace girl, ur doing great
I really really appreciate you as a person seriously, as an artist and transfer college student who is struggggglingg I really admire your honesty. I feel like everyone around me talks about how much they love college when for me I’m always have imposter syndrome and homesick. And when it comes to being a art major just remember that so many people including myself pick majors we don’t enjoy or want to do in real life so keep making your awesome paintings and getting into that flow state no one can take that away from you! I hope your second year is amazing and if it’s hard just remember it’s only temporary and soon I’d imagine you’re going to be continuing as a successful artist and TH-camr! Lots of love from me🤍
I really appreciate your honesty, knowing that someone I look up to ALSO feels insecure about their work/major makes me feel less alone. Amazing job on the painting, good luck for this semester! 🫡💖
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the microphone truly is ✨ f a n c y ✨
i would eat it tbfr with you 😋
Ayyyyyyyyyyyyy it’s lego
🤯🤯 Your work on spiderverse was incredible!!!!
didnt u literally animate that bit for spiderverse ???
didnt expect to see this guy here lol he also makes super cool stuff
Crying the second someone asks if youre okay is so real
My music teacher asked me that today and I started crying 😭😭 it was so embarrassing
hearing YOU be self conscious about your art really solidifies my theory that every artist can't see how good their work is. like girl YOU are goated lets be so fr rn. like i need to see your work in a museum stat. but i do get it its hard to feel confident in anything we make especially in college but i guarantee everyone feels the exact same. sending you support from san marcos
I really loved the part of this video where you said "art is the magic that brings us closer to love". So well said! Thanks for spreading your love and light
Yes Of Course! 💜
scream laughed at the chapell roan transition
Honestly, I come back again and again to your videos not just because of your awesome art, but because of your authenticity. You don't have to "deliver" positivity, I think we love you for the whole package :) We all struggle, and can relate to your experiences. It sucks, but it's part of the journey. Be yourself and share what feels right for you! You got this, Gurl 💪
So true
I was gonna say the same thing. when she was trying to remember a positive art school experience, but couldn't come up with anything, it was funny but also a bit heartbreaking. I'm sad that she didn't have fun and enjoy her time, but it's still real and it's her experience and feelings so I would never dunk on her for being "too negative". Just hope this year will be better for her ♥︎
When the paint got on your face and you link it without knowing it , girl i dieddd😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
one must imagine the art student happy
girl i feel u so hard with the talk about having a breakdown in front of ur teacher. i did an illustration/animation degree some years back, and had the exact same thing happen. full blown crying panic attack in front of everyone in my class, so fucking embarrassing. had to run to hide in the toilets and had the teacher follow me to check on me and tell me to go home.
thankfully she was lovely and sympathetic, but art school is SO much harder than people imagine. constantly comparing yourself to your talented and hard working peers, making the mistake of overachieving early so the teachers (and yourself) get frustrated when you stagnate/struggle, having such insane amounts of highly intensive work demanded of you in such short deadlines... the complete isolation of it all.
i think your work is incredible, and it takes great strength to be vulnerable and stay positive despite the horrors. art school was lowkey traumatic for me and it's tough to see you have such a similar experience. be kind to yourself and your mental, if you have to take a break please do (it took me 5 years to finish a 3 year degree bc i kept having breakdowns lol), and you're not a failure if you have to step away all together.
that being said, i hope you can push through and continue to achieve great things!! cheering you on from australia !!
a FEMININOMENON 💜
12:42 HAS ME DEAD ITS SO FUNNY BRO
LITERALLY
I cracked
I WAS WHEEZING FOR 3 MINUTES
I'm actually in tears
LAUGHINH MY ASS OFF FOR A GOOD 5 MINS COMPLETE WITH TEARS DOWN MY FACE OH MY GOD THAT WAS. OH MY GOD
you're probably the most relatable channel on this platform 😭 art school is so much harder than people think and its really people who don't understand that can be quite demeaning. i love realism but i also have that exact thought, that everyone can paint realism, so what is the point of my craft 😔 and my doctor asked me what i study and i said drawing and painting and he laughed and said "thats not gonna make any money" like dude pls leave me alone i KNOW 😭
Don’t change Camila. I appreciate your honesty. It’s why I watch your videos. It’s rare.
idk if ur gonna see this camila but you got this and i feel the same lack of motivation like it feels like college is such a weird place where everyone is grown up and has changed and it just feels so different from highschool but genuinely ur lit GOATED never doubt ur skills because ur art is not just realism don’t reduce it to that - the amount of skill u have is CRAZY so don’t feel discouraged 🙏🙏 sorry to be a cornball
the chappell roan edit killed me
I love your personality and how honest you are, as a fellow traumatized art school student, I definitely understand 😫😫😫😫
You're the reason I'm still painting. I love your videos ❤
I went to RISD to get my MFA in Painting - never be ashamed to say you're studying painting!
17:47
Bro, what? We are here for you. Positive, negative, whatever. You're authentic, and that's the jewel of your channel!
I dont even think that it's possible for a college student be positive 😂
I watch you because you can be really raw. Being a painter can leave you pretty vulnerable socially. You're out here just trying to learn and improve while you also have a unique artistic vision. It makes me feel less alone. Don't feel like you need to be more positive for our sake! Just take care of yourself ❤
Even if someone does "make fun" of you for having a youtube channel, that doesn't mean there's anything wrong with it. However they're going to conceptualize things is up to them, and really has nothing to do with you. But I would expect that for the most part, just like you were saying, people are just curious and find it interesting. Because it is interesting!
Anyway, gl with the next semester, hope it's fun :D
that guy sounded genuine and was just paying you a compliment! simple thanks and you can move on, or actually say that you're awkward. i find that putting it out there gives me way less pressure during the interaction. AND ALSO vulnerability is NOT embarrassing!!!!!! Ya crying can feel like shit, but connecting with people is not embarrassing ok! figure out why you feel that way and you can move on from it😅 i think you're so funny, and your art is great!! sending you much love 💘
I agree with everything!!!!! Like you took the words out of my mouth lmao
@@SaplingofSpunk ah love to hear that! i try not to be
overstepping too much but it hurt to hear them speak about things like that🥲
i wouldn't say no to a full camileon asmr video
YOU’RE DOING SO GREAT CAMILEON🔥🔥🔥
CAMILAS MOVING UP IN THE WORLD LET'S GO
My biggest recommendation if you don’t want to just say “painting” the degrees that is attributed to is “fine arts” which can, of course, mean a lot of different kinds of art. At the end of the day, though, if you don’t feel like going into detail, don’t. Play the young card and be like “I don’t know yet, I’m finding what I want to do while studying and doing what I love”. They may still give you looks but majority of people in college don’t know and all of my friends in college switched majors at least once if not multiple times the first couple years.
A FIREFLY!, this looks insane but im just so confident in my answer
The lens glare effect is SO cool and looks really fun to do.
The overthinking conversations is so real.
1:41 I LITERALLY THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING IN MY HEAD BRO 😭
0:12 seconds in and im already cackling 😭😭😭
Ur so amazing! I’m grateful to every video u upload :)) been trying to improve my technique atm
Honestly I could listen to you rant for hours your editing is so funny
Ur one of my biggest inspirations for making art. Ur art is just so professional and moving
10:51 this is so real... currently thinking of studying abroad so this vid is very dear to me. wishing you lots of luck in your 2nd year of art school!!
19:36 Idk why but the oh oh oh, reminded me of Collard Greens BUAHAHSGHA
Chappell Roan reference 🗣🗣 Rahaha😤💅
8:54 LMFAOO kc undercover is so underrated 💀
Actually, the way you always struggle and pushes through nonetheless, even with how amazingly skilled you are, made me feel better about art. Like, it's okay to struggle, to feel insecure, to make mistakes. Your mentality gave me a way to keep going even when i feel like what I'm making it's trash. I think you are positive! Just in a more nihilistic way lol
Ilysm pookie Camila you’re my favorite artist🤭
I love your painting. It looks very cool. And it's normal to rant when one is anxious.
I really love this format of painting + rambling. The editing got me cackling as always. I'd love to see some more in this fashion but I bet it's pretty time consuming to record.
I really love how this video was either v chill or a lil chaotic. Really needed that ❤
Camila here to brighten up our Saturday 😍
Hey Cami, just wanna say that you inspired me to get back into painting with acrylics ❤ I love it so so much and I had forgotten about how much I did, so thank you 🙏
3:36 STOP WHY WAS THIS SO FUNNY 😭😭
I BARELY STARTED THE VIDEO AND THE CHAPPELL ROAN’S REFERENCE WJXJSJX i love uuu, and i know im gonna love this vid cause u always manage to make them cozy and funny
Im starting my first year in uni in a week or so im scared lol🌝✋but ur videos help 🫶
Your videos are just really entertaining. I'm not an artist yet I love watching your videos and seeing your art.
If you're not happy, don't go back. Xoxo, do what makes you happy.
Dorm room art yayyyyyyy!!!
the way i had a physical reaction to 12:45 and covered my mouth with both hands liKEEEEE CAMILLLAAAAA
LOL
I just want to say senior year of highschool has been kicking my butt im so happy you posted i want to thank you personally for the comfort and good vibes you give me it helps me keep going❤
JUMPED OUT MY SLEEP WHEN YOU POSTED
Watching this while I'm sick🙏
(school is literally starting tomorrow and I cant miss the opening ceremony because im a senior now 😭)
The painting is so prettyyy
Camila's art makes enjoyable for me to watch :)
Its like I'm in art class and best friend is catching me up on the TEA 🍵
Camila posted babes wake up!!!!!
please never stop uploading PUHLEASE!!! i love your videos and ive gotten back to painting because of them, after loosing all motivation. i related to you so much about art school, I went to scad atlanta last year for my first year of college, traumatizing !!!!!!!11 to say the least 🤪
A ✨feminominon✨🧚♀️ girl me too, you lowkey took me out w that
No please keep being real about shit because i'm watching this on my 2nd day of college and it SUCKS even though i'm not even that far from home and it's nice to know i'm not alone in it lol. Hope this year goes better for u !!
Ooooh crispy crunchy audio 🔉
YOURE SO PRETTYYYY your hair is so pretty
i remember your poll a not so long ago also good luck for artschool again
I love how you added that astigmatizm light thing
The editing makes me chuckle 🤭
es tan lindo ver a alguien que realmente disfruta pintar y el arte, voy a una escuela de arte aca en Argentina y la mayoria ni siquiera lo disfrutan!! adoro tus pinturas y tu carisma!!!! xoxo
I love your videos, woke up in the morning, and saw your video, yay 💖💖
19:35 IT LOOKS SO GOOD, good job 🫶
You remind me of someone who thinks art doesn't pay,.. I was given a silent expression... I enjoyed your expression honestly you boost my day.... But I didn't see the process without the camera placed on every process you did. ❤❤❤❤ That expression you did on the microphone breathing part 😂😂
I love how you switch from: "I was crying.There were people in the room. Everyone saw me. :'( "
To: "You guys like these clouds ? 😃"
i freaking love you camila i hope i can be like you some day
I'm going into my second year in art school too! I totally understand where you're coming from with adjusting to a whole new life and I can't imagine people recognising me while trying to create my college identity and make friends, my biggest advice would be to focus more on the experiences like parties/hangouts even if you leave early just to take everything in because I promise the memories I am taking away from my first year in art college are not me painting even though its my passion! you gotta remember the peoples art you feel envy for they feel the exact same about your work and you're in no way behind, I have a short video of my year on my channel if you wanna check it out:) sending love and happier vibes for year two you got this sorry this is so long lol
The tiny microphone is everything
I like ur art!!!❤
I love youu Camilaa 🫂🫂❤️
love the videos seen u since u had 50k subs keep going!!!!!
yayy my source of joy
im very sick rn and ive been desperately searching for a video thats calm and not about serial killers 😭 and then i remembered you!! :D
As an incoming art school freshman this may have sent shivers down my spine
This was really fun to watch 😊😊 Good luck at art school 👍
Not Camilla giving us random ASMR every once and in a while-
YIPPEE WAKE UP BABES QUEEN HAS POSTED
im so excited for you to go back to school. i start my first year of art school next weel
But still you’re doing great of what you do. You’re a great artist and video maker. Just keep going and never give up of what you’re doing. Yes it gets annoying trying to be alone and somebody decides to bug you, started asking questions about your life that you don’t want to answer. Just be true to yourself and don’t let anyone get in your way. If you want to paint yourself portrait do it it’s your passion. Don’t let anyone stop you from a passion of your painting. I’m a beginner artist with painting and drawing and I’m almost 57 years old and I’m beginning to have a passion of my art work. I’m starting to enjoy it. If your painting is your future. Don’t let them tell you that you won’t make money from painting. That’s B.S.. If you do what you love like painting just do it for you not anyone else’s then later your money will come around. And by the way you got paint on your face really cracks me up. Love it. 😂😂🤣🤣 see you in the next video. Cheers. 😎😎😎🔥🔥🔥
girl with love you are such an overthinker HAHA but im the same. I think sometimes things are really not as embarrassing as we think they are. give yourself a little grace girl, ur doing great
WAKE UP CAM POSTED🗣️🗣️🎉🦅🦅
I really really appreciate you as a person seriously, as an artist and transfer college student who is struggggglingg I really admire your honesty. I feel like everyone around me talks about how much they love college when for me I’m always have imposter syndrome and homesick. And when it comes to being a art major just remember that so many people including myself pick majors we don’t enjoy or want to do in real life so keep making your awesome paintings and getting into that flow state no one can take that away from you! I hope your second year is amazing and if it’s hard just remember it’s only temporary and soon I’d imagine you’re going to be continuing as a successful artist and TH-camr! Lots of love from me🤍
UR LOOKING SOOO GOODDDD
I really appreciate your honesty, knowing that someone I look up to ALSO feels insecure about their work/major makes me feel less alone. Amazing job on the painting, good luck for this semester! 🫡💖
this was a REAL TALK. w camila fr
You got me at “upgrades people upgrades”
Congratulations on your art success
These videos genuinely make me laugh you're so relatable lmfao
YOU POSTEDDD YAYY!!!
i feel so lucky that we are going through the same thing 🙏🙏
Yppppyyyyyy camila upload a video!!!
THIS VIDEO IS SO FUNNY I LOVE IT and your painting is awesome 🗣️
17:20 YIPPIE, WE LOVE POSITIVITY 🔥🔥🗣🗣
real ones remember when camilla was making pieces for AP art class in hs💔