destroying my sanity

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    song : destroying my sanity
    author : ‎‪@FallFlake‬
    upload date : 09/06/2024
    produced in : fl studio mobile
    restrictions : none
    album : world in pieces
    this song is copyright free
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ความคิดเห็น • 43

  • @KvanTheDumbGuy
    @KvanTheDumbGuy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    How it feels realizing that my entire family bloodline is gonna end if I can't find someone to love

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@KvanTheDumbGuy everything that has a beginning has an end, do not carry that weight, if you loved someone not for that, but because you really love that person

    • @Jouvelinir
      @Jouvelinir 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It is best if you walk around your street, or adventure the world, and just engage in talks with every person.
      I may not be in your shoes right now, but I got you, man. If there is only one that does, it is me.

  • @Sith_are_cooler_than_jedi
    @Sith_are_cooler_than_jedi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    Some say there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Then I must be in a long tunnel. There's no light, no hope, no warmth. Just me...and my sins. Perhaps I deserve this. My mind tells me so. That I'm a bad person. My sanity in the decline and the mask slipping. How much longer till I see the light? What more must I sacrifice?

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      @@Sith_are_cooler_than_jedi They have lied to you friend, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, you have to create that light yourself, otherwise you will continue in endless suffering

    • @Frank_240
      @Frank_240 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Real :(

    • @joshuaanonymous868
      @joshuaanonymous868 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      "That which is of God is light; and he that receiveth light, and continueth in God, receiveth more light; and that light groweth brighter and brighter until the perfect day."
      You may reach your perfect day my friend.

    • @GavinsCold
      @GavinsCold 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Who’s to say you aren’t simply looking down the tunnel instead of forwards, and the lights just right behind you?
      Sometimes all you need to do is turn around.

    • @momotjekage393
      @momotjekage393 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You are the light, you have always been. You just only focus on the dark.
      Think bout that for a sec

  • @EpicHomie
    @EpicHomie 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Sometimes, the weight of the world is so heavy, it feels like it’s crushing the very essence of who I am.

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@EpicHomie When you start to feel that weight on your back, ask for help, you are reaching ridiculous levels of stress

  • @sleevjy
    @sleevjy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    beautiful...just beautiful

  • @TyuHfx
    @TyuHfx 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    I may have fought for nothing, but thank you because you made me love you from the depths of my soul. The most beautiful hours of my life were with you. ❤😢

    • @m00n.c0mm
      @m00n.c0mm 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      To them:
      I don't regret any memories we made together, the good and the bad. I remember the days where it was only us in a world full people. The nights that we didn't want to end in goodbye. The moments where we yearned for each other.
      I sometimes forget that it ended because those seemed to be my happiest. I sometimes forget the pain we unintentionally inflicted on each other due to our low levels of readiness.
      We weren't ready. It was all rushed and things before us weren't resolved. It seeped through and cracked us piece by piece.
      I was more than willing to continue fighting for us, but u weren't. I almost resent u for it. But I can't completely hate u.
      My star, my love, wherever life takes u and whatever ur doing with it, I hope the gates of possibilities are endless. I hope that to whoever u smile to and why, it'll be better than the last. Never lose your spark.
      Sincerely,
      Moon ☆
      (I'm incredibly sorry for ranting like this under your comment but it made me feel safe. Thank u for your kind words and I'm sure your efforts were appreciated. We'll get better with time:) )

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@m00n.c0mm read everything and I couldn't relate more to a comment in my life

  • @borisflores7599
    @borisflores7599 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Oh man, I'm just too tired.

  • @thatpyroguy6741
    @thatpyroguy6741 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    i still dream about you my bpd is killing me…

  • @Jouvelinir
    @Jouvelinir หลายเดือนก่อน

    8/26/2024, 1:28AM, Monday.
    Today is the third week of school, yet I cannot seem to sleep. My mind has been drifting off too far to the point we both are at opposite edges of a large mountain.
    I’ve talked to a girl for so long, it’s been a couple months. But… She has passed on. I would have done any thing for her, but it seems nothing comes good in this stress-overloading type of life. What a fool, I was. To think I could get love so early on, and make it unknowably by my parents.
    Well, in 7th grade, a year ago. I had been… *depressed*. I had no energy or motivation to do barely any work, and if I had F’s? I didn’t care, because nobody else would, so why should have I?
    Well, 1:48AM now, and I am tired. I always am; and *I am just insanely useless.*
    Homework? 90% [estimation] was due. Tiredness? 75% it was on. School did me bad, but I’ll focus. I’ll pay 78% attention, and be better.
    If I finish School, I’ll finish my story. *That shall be a promise.*

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Jouvelinir literally my thoughts in first-second year of high school

  • @justafoon
    @justafoon 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This describes how I'm feeling way too damn good. Thanks man.

  • @razeblazee
    @razeblazee 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’m making a short film, may i use this as background ambience? i love your work, it’s beautiful..

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@razeblazee Of course you can use it, if possible put credits in the description but if you don't there is no problem 😄

  • @angelblankfield7993
    @angelblankfield7993 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Damm this is good

  • @prodbysk8
    @prodbysk8 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Mom, when I grow up I want to be like this guy

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Actually I'm younger than you by a few months 😅 lol

  • @goODmUsiC_SEekEr
    @goODmUsiC_SEekEr 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you so much for finding me

  • @ThatRacconGuy
    @ThatRacconGuy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You ever sit and just think?
    then your just like, woah.
    Alot has happened.

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      many times coming home from school but in the end you have to continue

  • @user_rxk
    @user_rxk 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    صوت العدم

  • @AstroGirl-l9h
    @AstroGirl-l9h 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    i love you fall flake

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ​@@AstroGirl-l9h Honestly, just with that you made my day a lot. (I've been waiting months for someone to give me a little love.)

    • @Jouvelinir
      @Jouvelinir 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      flake, please do interact with family members and friends alot more. thats how i did it, and life got better. no promises for that, but this is just advice.

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@Jouvelinir I interact a lot with my friends but they don't show so much affection, and with my family it's a similar case.

  • @ThatRacconGuy
    @ThatRacconGuy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You ever sit and just think?
    then your just like, woah.
    Alot has happened.

  • @_Confuzed
    @_Confuzed 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. This song makes me feel like I’m sitting outside during a humid summer night under the moon. This song makes me feel real and comfortable. You’ve got yourself a new listener!!

  • @PaulAurelius509BC
    @PaulAurelius509BC 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I want to go home

  • @UFO2_
    @UFO2_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song makes me feel creepy

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@UFO2_ sometimes what one feels is not entirely beautiful

    • @UFO2_
      @UFO2_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Everyone has light and dark
      My shadow is also a real person
      I am just a human

  • @Draccykokonoe
    @Draccykokonoe 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    ........❤

  • @roharothelegend
    @roharothelegend 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    hi… you. you… you… you. it’s you. you are not, alone.

    • @FallFlake
      @FallFlake  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I am glad to know that in my moments of deepest loneliness I have you and all of you