Mothica - VICES (Official Music Video)

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  • forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
    presave here: ffm.to/foreverfifteen
    Stream 'Blue Hour': mothica.ffm.to/bluehour
    Merch: mothica-us.myshopify.com/
    Shot in Bixby, OK.
    Directed by Mothica & Brandon Waddell
    Produced by Twang Pictures
    Director of Photography by Brandon Waddell
    1st AC: Jake Vincent Lurvey
    Edited by Madeline Kate Kann
    Production Design by Sarah Waddell
    Styling Assistant by Drew Cockrell
    Follow me:
    / mothica
    / dearmothica
    / mothicamusic
    / mothicamusic
    Thank you to everyone who bought VICES merch who helped fund this: Aaliyah O, Adam N, Adriana R, Alani W, Alex S, Alexis B, Alyssa N, Amber A, Andrew H, Anja R, Averi S, Briana W, Catalina R, Charity W, Chris M, Chris M, Cora S, Dalton T, Danielle G, Delaney D, Denie L, Dorothy H, Elizabeth M-W, Emily J, Erica M, Garrett S, Giana F, Harlee M, Huy T, Ilona E, Ishika G, Jacey M, James L, Jared D, Jordan S, Julianna A, Kaitlin E, Katherine H, Katherine M, Kathryn R, Katie B, Kara E, Kaylee E, Kenzie H, Kenzie M, Kristen M, Leslie L, Lindsay B, McKenna B, Megan P, Michele S, Miracle H, Miranda F, Molly M, Nancy V, Nic H, Olivia R, Paige R, Payton C, Rachel D, River A, Robert G, Samantha C, Sarah B, Savanna C, Serra W, Shanna Z, Shaunna D, Sidney H, Tesla A, Tiana G, Tayyler W, Zoe F, Poppy D

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  • @catalinmihit
    @catalinmihit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +662

    Gentle reminder that if you're here and you haven't streamed Blue Hour, you totally should

    • @Mothica
      @Mothica  3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      🥰

    • @alyapricus
      @alyapricus 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I have never related to an artist this much

    • @_shelby._.c_
      @_shelby._.c_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Agreed!! I can’t stop listening to it!!! One of my favs!!!

    • @pragyasworld2706
      @pragyasworld2706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      sure , thanks for telling ❤😅

  • @moemc4505
    @moemc4505 3 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    The imagery of reaching out to the shadow on the panels gave me such CHILLS. And the on beat banging on the steering wheel etc but without actual sound was just.... yes thank you

  • @ightbowser
    @ightbowser 3 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    Literally cannot wait
    Update: Ive watched it like 5 times holy crap she's beautiful

    • @duck8362
      @duck8362 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Ikr

    • @Mothica
      @Mothica  3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      YAY

    • @Mothica
      @Mothica  3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      thank you so much

    • @ightbowser
      @ightbowser 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Mothica omg no thank you for one of my new favorite songs ❤️

    • @itismethatguy
      @itismethatguy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Man she actually replied that’s so cool

  • @Haileyschannel2015
    @Haileyschannel2015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    Tears stream my face
    Sober 9 months
    This song hits hard.
    Love you girl!
    Everyday is a struggle
    But its worth it

    • @christianhartley1978
      @christianhartley1978 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Congrats on 9 months, and on the next 9 months. You're a strong person, never let go of that.

    • @VikkiTG
      @VikkiTG 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Keep going honey 💜

    • @ViJay-jw3nc
      @ViJay-jw3nc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      In four months, you'll have been sober for 9 more months ! Keep up you can do it ! 💜💜💜💜💜

    • @kayshacostandi6930
      @kayshacostandi6930 ปีที่แล้ว

      proud of you

    • @juliesachs4337
      @juliesachs4337 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      keep going!

  • @anxiousrat2039
    @anxiousrat2039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    as someone in recovery, this song hit. 8 month clean, if anyone else is struggling, you can do this.

  • @dianamakowski9538
    @dianamakowski9538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I've listened to this an unhealthy amount of times

  • @symetrix_
    @symetrix_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    LYRICS:
    Verse:
    Feel like i’m just passing by
    Its not love it’s just a guy
    And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
    In the morning when he’s gone
    I’m alone with all my thoughts
    So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
    And
    Pre:
    (Ooooh)
    It’s never enough, pass me the cup
    got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
    (ooooooooh)
    I’m taking it all
    I’m getting lost
    Im making a fool of myself
    With all these vices
    Chorus:
    VICES
    I really don’t know why i'm like this
    And i just don’t care what the price is
    Cuz I need these vices (oh)
    If it’s not drugs its drinks
    If it’s not drinks its things
    If it’s not things its people,
    places i don’t want to be
    These vices
    Verse:
    Is it okay i'm not okay?
    I don’t sleep too much these days
    and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
    Lock my door and shut the blinds
    They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
    I got habits i can’t hide in the light and
    Pre:
    (Ooooh)
    It’s never enough, pass me the cup
    I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
    (ooooooooh)
    I’m taking it all
    I’m getting lost
    Im making a fool of myself
    With all these vices
    Chorus:
    VICES
    i really don’t know why i'm like this
    And i just don’t care what the price is
    Cuz I need these vices (oh)
    If it’s not drugs its drinks
    If it’s not drinks its things
    If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
    These vices
    And i just don’t care what the price is
    i’m tryna fill up the silence
    with all
    These vices, these vices
    Bridge:
    Burning through a cigarette
    Got somebody in my bed
    But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
    All the signs are turning red
    And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
    To regret these
    Chorus:
    VICES
    i really don’t know why im like this
    And i just don’t care what the price is
    Cuz I need these vices (oh)
    If it’s not drugs its drinks
    If it’s not drinks its things
    If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
    These vices
    And i just don’t care what the price is
    i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
    These vices (Oooh)

  • @user-to7bm4fk8y
    @user-to7bm4fk8y 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This song (which is hella good) has strong BPD vibes

  • @theweirdstuffwedo2831
    @theweirdstuffwedo2831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Going to clock into work late so I can watch this 😍😍

    • @Mothica
      @Mothica  3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      omgggg

    • @theweirdstuffwedo2831
      @theweirdstuffwedo2831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I wish I was lying but I’m not 😂😂

    • @axsh970
      @axsh970 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Mothica seriously the lyrics are omfg

  • @funkymagicbubbles
    @funkymagicbubbles 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this is seriously incredible. everything about it. the shots. the cinematography. the acting. the song obvi. the symbolism. the aesthetic of quality is on point.

  • @DeziSmiley
    @DeziSmiley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Set my reminder, I need this.
    I needed this song. I need this album.
    This entire year has been devastating along with so much trauma from past ones coming up - not just for me but for everyone.
    I just lost my sister in June due to hidden addiction that I only faintly knew about and everyday that goes by I have so many regrets. So many what’s ifs, so many things I should have done. I wish she could’ve had this same realization spoken within this song but I know that she is no longer in pain, she’s no longer suffering. She will always be my best friend.
    Just thank you for helping me get through this.
    Words can’t even fully express how, just thank you. 😭💖 You are such an inspiration and I’m so excited for more music!

    • @ravenash6718
      @ravenash6718 ปีที่แล้ว

      My condolences to you and your family. Sorry for your loss.

  • @itsagabbfest
    @itsagabbfest 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Here setting my reminder for three days! Can’t wait to see the song come to life in the video 💙🖤💙

  • @taylorsmith633
    @taylorsmith633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    she’s my absolute favorite artist rn every song she releases feels like it was taken out of my brain lmao

  • @yoohoodrinker566
    @yoohoodrinker566 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Mothica is often the only performer in her videos because who why would we need anything more!?

  • @l.k.p.6335
    @l.k.p.6335 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I only thinking about this bop

  • @baldheadbird
    @baldheadbird 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I remember when I found Mothica two years ago bc we both have a song on spotify named "Out of It" been exciting to watch her grow as an artist 🎨 ❣

  • @brendan.mcdermott
    @brendan.mcdermott 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    CANT WAIT

    • @Mothica
      @Mothica  3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ME EITHER

  • @cimpanbogdan9
    @cimpanbogdan9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow. Where should I begin. I am from Romania, I am 22 years old and I was raised by very strict parents. I don't know how to describe or put this into words, but this song is beyond how wonderful it is musically, and how complex it is. It made me feel like you as an artist, even if you lived a completely different one life, you felt what I felt for years. This song made me feel like someone was feeling that commotion in my heart that I can't explain in words.

  • @austintsulilohi
    @austintsulilohi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    The voice of a generation! I hope the video slays!

  • @Alyssa-xy3ql
    @Alyssa-xy3ql 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this whole album is SO GOOD!!! I love it so much!

  • @mickeyvseverything
    @mickeyvseverything 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This music video is so gorgeous I cannot. 😭

  • @mangofree
    @mangofree 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    YESSSS GIRLLLLL it’s been awesome watching you grow (silently from afar lol) and this song hits me so hard in the best way every time. Coming up on two years sober myself and damn, I am just so proud of myself and you and this song and all your work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @mxxhkz
    @mxxhkz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just wanna thank spotify for introducing me to this wonderful artist

  • @skrmnghrd4520
    @skrmnghrd4520 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Underrated. I hope you get the recognition you deserve

  • @soleisilva-carin9876
    @soleisilva-carin9876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    no one:
    me: This would be the perfect song to listen to when running away :)

  • @karinssimanis97
    @karinssimanis97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks to youtube by suggesting this.... This is simply amazing song and listen all day to your stuff and its amazing.....

  • @bunshookiexoxo4485
    @bunshookiexoxo4485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    she’s so pretty and her voice is angelic 💗

    • @Esclipsea
      @Esclipsea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg an army and mothica fan?? I stan 💜

    • @bunshookiexoxo4485
      @bunshookiexoxo4485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SoftYoon omg hi and yes I’m a fan of both 💜

    • @Esclipsea
      @Esclipsea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@bunshookiexoxo4485 You are amazing ❤❤ keep going and I purple you 💜💜

    • @bunshookiexoxo4485
      @bunshookiexoxo4485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SoftYoon aww you too angel! I purple you too! stay safe okay? bts loves you~ 🥺💗

    • @Esclipsea
      @Esclipsea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@bunshookiexoxo4485 you too angel 💜💜

  • @dayoffinkyoto
    @dayoffinkyoto 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOVE U

  • @SabreMatt
    @SabreMatt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How is this super talented young lady not a superstar yet? I'm feeling a little confused.

  • @TheWolfArvais
    @TheWolfArvais 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song is FIRE! Gonna see her in concert with Coheed and Cambria and Dance Gavin Dance and really looking forward to it!

  • @anjenigilliam-salman5844
    @anjenigilliam-salman5844 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is such a beautiful way to show the song! the song itself is a lyrical wonder and, now this video is beyond magnificent!! so gorgeous!
    also, congratulations on the album release and charting!!!!
    you deserve everything that comes your way, Mothica!!!

  • @user-gl6ko2sl4m
    @user-gl6ko2sl4m 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song deserves more attention

  • @alyssarenae2301
    @alyssarenae2301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YOU ARE EVERYTHING. YOUR ALBUM IS EVERYTHING. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

  • @jaclyncamacho2420
    @jaclyncamacho2420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I think im an addict.

  • @EGMANGEL93
    @EGMANGEL93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    IM TRYING TO FILL UP THE SILENCE! WITH ALL THESE VICES Ohhhhh

  • @daishaglasco1625
    @daishaglasco1625 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just love your songs🖤🖤🖤every since your collab with ellise I've been a fan.

  • @jessicamoonsee1584
    @jessicamoonsee1584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have been playing this song on repeat!!!! Reminder set to see this❤❤❤

  • @lostermonstermusic6325
    @lostermonstermusic6325 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ohooooooo mothicaaaaaa aaaa mothicacacaca ccccaaaa what an voice

  • @annabanana3855
    @annabanana3855 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you cant like things more than once,, the cinematography,,,, the symbolism,,,, im so in love with the video and the song,,, im so glad i found you

  • @GrlGotGame17
    @GrlGotGame17 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was so beautifully made, you were gorgeous, your mom did such an amazing job helping you, and I can't express how much I love and relate to this song. So well done and so worth the wait. Love you!

  • @victorine9936
    @victorine9936 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just listened to three of her songs in a row and I feel Iike I found a new artist which songs are going on my playlists right away

  • @hannahbibble
    @hannahbibble 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    filling the silence is what hit me hard because without vices and things to keep the damage that silence can do away its like being in constant numb pain

  • @sydneyb.2211
    @sydneyb.2211 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The match cuts and the editing tight to the tempo I’m like 🤯🤯🤯 Bravo to everyone involved!

  • @feralkitti5812
    @feralkitti5812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Absolutely love this song. It resonates deeply with me.

  • @sunshineRshonk
    @sunshineRshonk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is great, and definitely relatable for my 17-18 yr old self. Cigarettes, alcohol, people, anything to not think of what was going on in my life at the time.

  • @aprilfrye3782
    @aprilfrye3782 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so happy this is finally released!! I love this song so much!!

  • @TaylorTalksArt
    @TaylorTalksArt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cant get over your voice and this album. Literally all I've been listening to for like two weeks

  • @amandablueofficial
    @amandablueofficial 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Proud would be an understatement ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @binx5600
    @binx5600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I DIDN'T KNOW THIS WAS HER SONG?? I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW WTH

  • @teenaluci
    @teenaluci 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Spotify brought me here! Glad!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @3vielution
    @3vielution 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    the editing is *chef's kiss*

  • @HectorRamirez-ft4np
    @HectorRamirez-ft4np 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Strong love hate going on. Love the intensity and depth. Hate the reflection of reality coming from real pain. Sorry for the pain. Happy something beautiful is coming from it.

  • @tracyrhoads8333
    @tracyrhoads8333 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wish this song was around in 2015. Me 100% back then. Good times... kind of.

  • @brandirenee14389
    @brandirenee14389 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your entire album is a mood and I’m in love with it.

  • @sarahsmile8451
    @sarahsmile8451 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is absolutely incredible.

  • @The_Cowwwthem
    @The_Cowwwthem 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Blue hour 💙

  • @manikanta__
    @manikanta__ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this. So much. This literally made me know what i am becoming...just a shell of my past self. This is a very much needed wake up call to me. Thanks for this beautiful music. 💜

  • @apinchofkatie
    @apinchofkatie 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love this song so much omg

  • @julieebabyy8354
    @julieebabyy8354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    OMGGGG I SO HAPPY TO HELP WITH THE FUNDING OF THIS MUSIC VIDEO ITS AMAZING

  • @Wargwolf91
    @Wargwolf91 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm from Tulsa and can I just say that I am so proud of you! I have this song in my hype playlist that I listen to when I'm feeling down.

  • @isaiahmcdouglas7180
    @isaiahmcdouglas7180 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    umm tell me why this is a masterpiece
    i have listened to it non stop for 2 days
    loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee

  • @Aworldalone
    @Aworldalone 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That beat during the chorus is amazing! It's been stuck in my head all day

  • @holliebeesings
    @holliebeesings 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally been playing this on repeat on every streaming/music platform I have. Incredible, gorgeous, AND talented? An understatement when talking about Mothica.

  • @Paulamonsa
    @Paulamonsa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Absolutely loved it! It’s so beautiful and I feel it fits the song soo well! Also, congrats on the album release and the #1 iTunes pop chart! Already have the album on repeat

  • @jasminesanchez7159
    @jasminesanchez7159 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was awesome love the visuals cant wait for the vinyl!! New favorite artist!

  • @deadsoon
    @deadsoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Spotify introduced me to this gem

  • @dayoffinkyoto
    @dayoffinkyoto 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    CANNNOOOOT WAITTT

  • @jessicawesselmann5300
    @jessicawesselmann5300 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so gooddddd. Ugh.

  • @sarahahaha8962
    @sarahahaha8962 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    YES YES YES YES YES

  • @luxfox1458
    @luxfox1458 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    ode to addictive personality

  • @alaniwun9825
    @alaniwun9825 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this Blue Hour!!! Mothica is such a Inspiration!

  • @azamfireicarla3450
    @azamfireicarla3450 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    THE DUCK KETTLE GIRL , I LOVE YOU

  • @DeziSmiley
    @DeziSmiley 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Inlove with this video!!! Look at you go!💖💖🙌

  • @lovelyapparition
    @lovelyapparition 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s so dreamlike. I love it. 🖤

  • @caringchaos
    @caringchaos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    YES JUST CAME FROM YOUR LIVE!:) LOVE LOVE LOVE and can’t wait for more :)

  • @bethanybolodo4036
    @bethanybolodo4036 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Every word I relate!!!! ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉

  • @juliannabates5090
    @juliannabates5090 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is just...amazing. The video shows how this song makes me feel and I love that!

  • @Dirty_D_YT
    @Dirty_D_YT 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My brother falls asleep to your music (he three) and I play casualty, buzzkill, and then he normally falls asleep at this song thank you so much 😂 also I love your music

  • @bellrosehayley
    @bellrosehayley 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    your music & story make me want to get clean again. thank you

  • @Jess-fq8zi
    @Jess-fq8zi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We're all so proud of you!!!
    Continue to do what you love and we support you.💙
    Also my amazon package came in while I was watching and I straight up said nah it can wait, I gotta see this.

  • @Pearch
    @Pearch 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    literally my fav song rn prob

  • @Marofando
    @Marofando 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can just think of this song all day!! DAMN, YOU GOT ME!! This thing is really vicious

  • @marienugent6424
    @marienugent6424 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Looked you up after the Coheed and Cambria show in Nashville. You’ve earned a new fan!

  • @007ppage66
    @007ppage66 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are amazing. Manifest your greatness.

  • @stormtrack17
    @stormtrack17 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    cant wait.

  • @bryceantonio
    @bryceantonio 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The visuals
    The music
    Mothica herself
    Everything just CLICKS

  • @anentertainer8769
    @anentertainer8769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Mothica

  • @misteaosborne6953
    @misteaosborne6953 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Gawd I do feel every word of this song

  • @vannafink
    @vannafink 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your album blue hour. Mothica you are so beautiful and I’m so proud that you made number 1 with your album. Your music has made me feel powerful and that I shouldn’t let my depression and anxiety take over who I am. So thank you! STREAM BLUE HOUR💙💙💙💙💙

  • @iamaniguana9625
    @iamaniguana9625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    OH. MY. GOD. SONG IS SO GOOD AND MUSIC VIDEO LIVES UP TO THAT.

  • @ferb4497
    @ferb4497 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    beautifully done as always

  • @silviaalexandria
    @silviaalexandria 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such a bop!!!!! 😍 I LOVE this song I jam to it all the time

  • @kathrynj851
    @kathrynj851 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your voice. The passion. The emotion. The pain. You are a beautiful human, inside and out. We love you

  • @baileeb8044
    @baileeb8044 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yessssss!!! So gooood

  • @Kristina-ko2oc
    @Kristina-ko2oc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's so unique. Just like you. Love it! 😍😍😍

  • @2paperboy5
    @2paperboy5 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is my new favorite song

  • @zazelbane4628
    @zazelbane4628 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song so much

  • @tannerhughes2197
    @tannerhughes2197 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dude she is amazing I just love her

  • @marialealvarado4774
    @marialealvarado4774 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't stop listening omg I love this song so muchhhhh and love even more mothica 💕

  • @anthonydilullo1766
    @anthonydilullo1766 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    reminiscent of 89 artist martica we all fall down like toy soldiers, album will be gold, wish i were her agent, and NOT for the money