Mothica - oh god (Official Music Video)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 6 ก.ย. 2024
- forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
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Directed by Mothica
Edited by Kyle Blaich
Cinematography by Jacob Lane Dugger
Lighting by Peter Garland
Styling Assistant by Drew Cockrell
Special thanks to Bianca Posey, Sleeping Lion, Kyle McCammon, Nicole & Zealyn.
I'm so nervous to share this because it's the first video I've directed! I had the idea to show the aftermath of a wild night out. I hope this feels as realistic to you as it did to me. Can't wait to share more music and visuals with you! As always, thank you for supporting me.
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LYRICS:
oh god
what did I do
i’m out of control again
woke up
blacker then blue
probably lost a friend
PRECHORUS:
my throat's so fucking dry from saying sorry
wake up a different person in the morning
forget every lesson daddy taught me
i never learn, I just make it worse
CHORUS:
oh god
what have I done?
what did I say last night?
did I play the fool?
did I make you believe
I was having a good time?
cause i’ve been drinking all of my emotions
until i’m sick until i’m broken
oh god
what have I done?
what have I done?
SECOND VERSE:
oh no
should've stayed home
but it’s hard to be alone sometimes
dark thoughts
got me so low
i’d do anything to clear my mind
CHORUS
bridge:
wasted
all the nights I missed
poison on my lips
all alone
i’m done
i’m done hiding it
i’m done fighting it
on my own
CHORUS
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if you watched this, you are now my best friend
I wish!! One thing keep up the Good work.. 👊💘
💙
I can definitely relate to this song i drank all my problems away but the next day my problems would come back to haunt me drank and drank till one day i got sober been clean a year now and i absolutely love your music been a fan for awhile now ❤
YAAAAAAY
Aww yayyy
I really enjoyed the song, but like...girl...are you okay?
I hope you are because I've been following you through your musical journey for wow almost 3 years and it would suck to see you hit a rough patch.
OKAY BUT SIS- YOU REALLY DESERVE MORE FAME. THIS HITS ME, I CAN VIBE SO BAD ON THIS. SOMEONE GET THIS GIRL WHAT SHE DESERVESSS
I found you on TikTok earlier today and now I’m a huge fan!!
HELLO 🥰🥰
Same!!!
Same!!
Nose ingles pero Same!!
@@zuremosudoku2492 Ditto. Found her like a month or two ago and never even thought of checking her youtube out. Now I'm here liking every god damn thing. What an artist.
I really love the part “Cause I’ve been drinking all of my emotions,
’Til I’m sick, until I’m broken”
The way you sang...it’s really heartbreaking. The emotions you put in there is just genuine. It hits me so bad. You deserve the fame, Mothica. Sending love from Malaysia.
I’m excited for you. I think you’ll go far, looking forward for more releases, keep it up!
I´m so proud of you! I admire your transformation and your power to change for a better version of you. It is truly inspiring!
I love her voice in the chorus so much it's crazy, could listen to this song 24/7
Currently in the process of trying to be sober.
here for you!
Three years ago but same...currently.
Literally just listened to Vices now i’m gonna be crying and binge watch and listen to all your songs!!!!!💗
Saaaame. You just can't stop once you start xD
found you because of tiktok and now you are my favorite artist as of now.
annie Barrie ah thank you so much! 💙💙💙
Remember me here before this blows up
this mv is so underrated
💙☺️ the "oh God" at the beginning ☺️🌠
you deserve more!!! i been sober for past few years and its because of the songs which made me realize what i have been doing with my life. you inspire me more with your songs. i could relate...and two advises from your best friend
1. never do that shit again.
2. surround your self with people who really love u "really" and keep doing what you are doing now .
much love
holy shit i'm so addicted to your music, success for you
blessed day when Spotify recommended me this fire song
You have such a beautiful way of describing the ugly struggles of surviving ourselves, while also surviving this world we struggle through. It takes a lot of courage to expose weakness, imperfection. You manage to make it into art. Captivating art. Bravissimo.
Crazy how so many artist are on the radio who genuinely have no real talent. Yet, we have you, who is extremely talented with an amazing voice and not on the radio. I found you on tiktok and I was instantly drawn to your voice.
Honestly, I'm obsessed. Your music is so good... You're officially up there with Halsey for my favorites. ♡ 😍😍
You are by far one of the most talented people I’ve came across in a long time... Your music deserves more hype! 😍
Your music is truly motivation for me!! Thank you so much
This is such a powerful song. Amazing.
i love this music so much man its a blessing
i just wanted to say your songs are so relatable to my life... i love it.
I'm 56 and came across one of your other songs earlier - I think this is now song 5 - great voice and videos - impressive
Amazing. Can relate . Love you girly you are amazing. Keep it going
Fav song ever
Whenever I’m feeling down, I listen to this and Forever Fifteen. It’s a way for me to release stress.
I just can't explain how satisfied I am. I heard this song somewhere and really liked it, but only knew the first line that too wrong 🤦🏻♂️ but finally found it😌
Vivian Veeshal SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT
@@Mothica 🙏🏼💙
Oh god I've listened to this song so many times.
this is absolutely gorgeous. its may 31, 2021. 7:20 pm in california. you have 70.8k subscribers. this song has 197,446 views. the world is missing out.....
I'm here from tiktok girllll I'm even MORE in love. You're going places.
Oml, had this song downloaded (nightcore) only to find out years later it's yours and I was a fan way earlier than I expected to be. Feel so proud of my taste in music tbh hehe
I can’t stop playing or singing all your songs serously on repeat ♥️
AHH I FOUND YOU ON TIKTOK!!! bro your music SLAPS
I relate to this on a personal level! & other songs! Especially when u said "My throats so fucking dry from saying sorry"
Ooooh I'm so EXCITED!!
I love this song so much, i guess my city loves it too when im playing your song in my car 🤣
This is outrageously good. The lyrics, the beat, the badass video with night vision bits? Perfect.
You came up on my FyP with “vices”- been waiting for it to blow up and now listening to this and love you. Thank you for beautiful expression, happy for your success and strength to share your experiences and voice with all of us!
I just listened to vices and now I’m listening to all your songs. Now you are my favorite artist
just came across your newer works and man im hooked on your style ty for the songs
One of my favourite songs. I’ve been listening to this on repeat for the last week or so while writing my book.
I am in love with mothicas voice, haven’t been able to relate to a song so well
I can’t stop listening to your music, oh my god it’s so good. You’re helping me and so many other people❤️
wow i love your voice and music. i found this song hours ago in a spotify playlist and now i just keep on listening to your songs. if you‘d come to germany someday i‘ll absolutly come to your concert. i hope your alright!
Luisa Goldstein id love that!
This song really really hit me…. As have all of your songs. You are truly a gift. You help me cope with all my mental health issues. When I’m at my lowest, I put on your music, and I don’t feel so alone and can get myself back up and keep going. Please know how important your music is….
I understand this song being related to you absolutely amazing journey overcoming addiction, but let me tell you.... This hit me hard being someone who is Bipolar and goes through rapid cycling and experiences the highs and lows. I found you through TikTok, but your music found a place in my heart. Thank you. Thank you so much!
I'm obsessed
soooo hecking good
I can not wait for this to blow up ❤️❤️ the effort is fantastic I love this
I can not wait for blue hour to come out, I saw the tik Tok and it sounds amazing!!
Found this on spotify and it's oh god so good
You got this!
Sending warmest wishes from Russia, amazed with your inner power for getting through all of this. We are here for you, never give up and do what you do.
You are incredible.
Your music is so awesome!!!! :D
Most def can relate that’s for sure
Been there so many times, thank you for speaking out and sharing
It's not always that we see great artists like you, I can wait to see you keep growing!! Keep up with the great work!
SO FKN GOOOOOD
This is what extreme talent looks and sounds like! Keep it up
Insanely gorgeous and so is ur music.
i see a star!!1!!
Just came across this song... For reasons. It would be perfect for the opening credits if I finally turn my psychological thriller into a film.
Omg 😳i love this
Great to see you’re still at it. I wonder what a bear face mix of this would sound like.
Love the aesthetic
This song slaps the absolute hardest and the music video just captures the essence of it so well. This song showed up in one of my Spotify made for you playlists a few weeks ago and I loved it immediately and then you came up on my fyp on TikTok talking about mental health and addiction and I was intrigued. I’m not usually one to vibe to an entire album but Blue Hour is just banger after banger and I have no choice but to stan.
Amazing as always!!! Ily
I’ve been watching your tiktoks for awhile now and listening to your music, especially when I’m alone. It’s harder when I’m around people because your music hits me so deep. I feel like i can feel every lyric you sing and relate to it. Don’t stop making music ever please 🥺
I've been binging your music and this is one of the tracks that hits hard for me. I have felt like this so many times
Oh yeah..I love this
Aahhhhhhh this is so gooood, I’m so glad my friend got me into your music
I actually love this?? Amazing singing with brilliant lyrics I am blown away defo a new favourite of mine
You are a very beautiful person and amazing artist! Thank you, for sharing your awesome sound and lyrics.
So I've been listening to this song for HOURS now on reply and I still can't get sick of it like wOw
And the Grammy for best new artist goes to Mothica❤️🔥
I love your music so much ! So happy that one of your song popped out from my Spotify account 🙏🙏🙏
this is. just so good
Okay. I am here because of the remix we all know which one. Didn't expect your solo stuff to be THIS GOOD. Wow.
You are such an inspiration. You are so talented.
Found you just a little bit ago through recommendations... and I so deeply feel your music, they describe a lot of feelings I have dealt with as I struggle with anxiety and depression as I have for the longest time and I love finding music that can portray what I've been feeling. I love your music!💕
Love this song!
I'm early! 🥰 I hope to see you in concert again
I am in love 😍❤️ you are so amazing!!!!!
Love this !!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg your riffs I love it this needs more appreciation I could tell you work hard
Love it 💕💕
Holy shit..this hits way to close to home for me...thankyou for this. I've just discovered you and I swear it is like you can express everything I have ever felt in all your songs that I've listened to so far. Thankyou,and I hope you are ok. Stay safe,much love 💚
Never had music hit my exact feelings like this... damn... I found new supplements to add to my meds and its your music
ooooo hooop what a song man
Your music is only getting better and better!! And what a good music video
I feel like her songs speaks from the depths of my crying soul 🖤
OMG i love your voice and your songs, keep up with the hard work!! :>
Thank you to Newova for finding such an incredible artist! I love your art 💜💜💜
oh god you're just amazing ❤️ i'm in love
this isn’t fair. u are so underrated, u deserve more !!
You are so talented! 😍
Best song thatt I've ever hearded good job!!!
Wow the video is amazing! Also your voice is stunning as always😍😍
I found you on TikTok and I have listened to almost every song by you and I’m in. Love with them! Love it
god i can’t wait till you get the fame u deserve like CMON PEOPLE THIS IS TALENT