It’s so sad that Chyenne was clearly covering up for him. She immediately warned him about the camera and told him to be careful. What an absolute monster.
Therapist here. Austin’s case is the quite literally the worst case scenario for schizophrenia: Sudden onset, extreme delusions, and no support network. the overwhelming majority of schizophrenia cases are non-violent, and most violence cases are self-inflicted, but that just makes cases like this all the most horrifying and tragic.
And those poor people just going about their lives getting horrifically killed. If there's a God or fate or karma, they're all nonsensical and cruel, and not worth devoting any thought, worship or time to.
So basically, the reason why Chyenne "disappeared" was because Terry developed an attraction to her and realized that he would eventually be caught, so he took the most extreme route. What a sick bastard, good riddance
@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307Ah yes, because being attracted to a child and then killing them because you know you could get in trouble doesn’t make you a sick bastard. You’re just as sick for thinking he isn’t
I imagine people do these things to kids because they're vulnerable. Doing horrible things to kids makes the abusers feel powerful. Of course, that power goes away when they're in a cell with their pissed off cellmate.
I feel like the worst part about Chyenne's story was how she covered for him. It makes me believe she was groomed into thinking her situation with him was okay. No child deserves what she went through
She clearly knew something was iffy because she told him about the livestreaming and to be careful. Otherwise she would have just not said anything and it would have been exposed.
@@Roadent1241 Her warning him of the livestream is honestly part of the reason I think she was being groomed. One would think she would want her abuser to be outed but she stopped him from incriminating himself on camera
I think with child abuse the child often can become a "co-conspirator" with their abuser in order to keep on their good side and also out of their own feelings of guilt about "allowing" it to happen.
@@Roadent1241no that's not it he's groomed her she genuinely tthinks she believes they have something really special and other's won't understand their love because that's what hes told her over and over it has to be kept secret this is how child predators work it's all part of the grooming process its basically brain washing I was 13 when the same thing happened to me I really believed my abuser loved and cared for me what we had was special I looked forward to those moments even though I knew somehow this wasn't normal what he was doing when it came out for a long time I never told people that I thought I wanted it because society thinks children instantly hate what is happening and although yes that is very much the case especially in the beginning the longer the abuser has to keep abusing the more he's able to brain wash the child for years I thought I wasn't normal added to the feeling of guilt and that I deserved it one day I was talking to a couple of survivors of long term child abuse and one said they had the same feelings suddenly I knew I wasn't alone through extensive counselling I've learnt I was a child he was the adult he manipulated me into thinking that way and I shouldn't feel shame for thinking those thoughts I was a child he put those thoughts in my head he made me think we had something special just to satisfy his sick kink that's exactly what is happening here with this child as someone who went through that I knew exactly what she thought she was doing was protecting their special relationship 😢
The way he planned out Cheyanne’s murder for months is the sickest part. I hope the other inmates find out exactly what he did and give him what he really deserves.
@alcreamie_fan please keep your mouth quiet. The other inmates don't care unless u do s$xual things with a child otherwise they're worse or having everyday fight for their own lives
@alcreamie_fan please keep your mouth from opening. The other inmates don't care unless u do exual things with a child otherwise they're worse or having everyday fight for their own lives
Nick forgot to mention that Austin's mental health issues made him believe he was a horse, and later on a dog. He also believed he was invincible, genuinely thinking he'd survive walking into fast-moving traffic.
Mr. Ballen does an amazing job with this story imo. The perspectives, the mind set, everything. Genuinely one of the best ways I've seen a story like that be told.
chyenne has one of the saddest and most disturbing cases. she was old enough to understand her abuser was just that, an abuser, but she was too young to stop it. may she rest in peace for eternity.
Old enough had nothing to do with it. And she could have easily done something about it if she chose to. It's obvious that she was groomed from a young age to see his behavior as normal and probably came to see it as affection in some f-ed up way while at the same time being aware of the legal realities of such "affection.". These perverts are quite adept at keeping their victims from speaking out.
It’s so frightening how many children are living in a home like that of Cheyenne to some degree and often times there’s nothing done for them until it’s far too late. RIP Cheyenne
Nick forgot to mention Cheyenne’s school already suspected sexual abuse.. it was her step dad who was delaying a CAC interview. And when cheyenes best friend was interview by the police she just said “she’s dead”. And also cheyennes grandma lived next door, literally and her grandma knew about the abuse
It’s so awful, I can’t even imagine! I don’t often cry at videos like this cause I can usually turn my emotions off but I did when her case came along and he showed that video.. Just thinking about how many kids go through this and have no one to help them, my heart breaks for them. I was around her age when this happened, she really seems like such a fun sweet kid that I’d love to have been friends with. I remember even making goofy videos similar to hers around that time so I’m sure we would’ve gotten along well.. RIP dear Chyenne ❤ I hope the guilt is eating away at him and other prisoners hear what he did so they can give him what he deserves!
And of course TH-cam would have just deleted the video and given Cheyenne a strike for uploading it in the first place, instead of reporting the video to the authorities
I thought when you said Austin ran into a light that what he was seeing was headlights from a car and that he got ran over. But man, what actually happened was 100x worse than I could've imagined. 😬
Terry the “step father” was the mom’s friend who she let do that and told everyone it was her “husband” . No one is talking about the mother maybe it wasn’t apparent but she let this happen .
@hansmattr20 yup. I have strong belief that no matter how much a mom denies she knew she definitely knew something was going on.... idc what they say... its your husband/boyfriend and your freakin child! You know. Don't lie. Moms imho should get charged with at least negligent homicide because if they had done their job and protected their child they'd still be alive. *sorry for rant. I've been thru stuff personally so i know how bad it is. My heart breaks for all the kids out there who are stuck with sh***y parents.
For real, that actually touched me too and I thought I was quite strong on these topics but I almost cried seeing that little face omg I hope she's in peace now
It's so goddamn sad she was never able to grow up, grow out of the abuse and become her own person just because her abuser was a coward and scared of his own actions
@@DeZenter Yes it is. Every child deserves to be cared for and loved by, but the world is cruel and there are people out there that are not fit to care for children. Therefore kids deserve loving parents and trashy people don't have the right to raise a kid unstably.
Austin's story is absolutely horrific and heartbreaking, even just thinking he has to live with the knowledge of what he did for the rest of his life. A detail you left out was that he screamed to the officers 'please help, I'm eating people!' as if part of him was aware of what his psychosis was making him do, but he couldn't stop himself. I sincerely hope he finds some peace.
During my psychotic episode i had seconds of clearness before "going under" again, its like a profound moment of realization best described as the most intense for of post nut clearity ever. But the time spent in the clear is so short and confusing you cant really react to it.
He most likely needed a legit high priest, he was possessed. He was way past skitz or any mental health illness, he was fighting full blown possession of who knows what.
Crimes against children is so unforgivable. My best friend was murdered by his father when we were 9 years old. There is a special kind of hell for these people
I’m so sorry about that, I hope that his family are doing alright now and so are you. (Apart from his father). Nobody deserves for that to happen to them.
@@TwinsBigLikeTiaRight. You can only see a part of him in that video but even that part of him you can see is enough to make me sick. Disgusting that people like this exist. I just watched a documentary made by a far leftist political group where they tried to make ped******s into victims of mental illness. Trying to claim that society should see them with empathy in the way we see people with schizophrenia or bipolar or depression. Makes me feel nauseated that there are people who don't recognize how evil these predators are.
As someone that's been abused and has friends that have been abused/SAed by a parent... I knew immediately what Chyanne was going through. The immediate change in behaviour, the warning, the flinching... It's all too familiar. That poor, poor girl.
I’m not too familiar with abuse victims but she seemed like okay if that makes sense. She wasn’t shaking or anything, it’s almost as if she was trying to hide the fact that her stepdad has abusing her or there was something between them. I also don’t get how the stepdad and the boyfriend of the mother lived together. I truly believe Chyanne was being neglected by her parents and guardians.
Chyennes story helped me overcome my own SA by the hands of my step dad that lasted 10 years. I was doing my best to keep things peaceful while he tried to keep me for himself. We loved watching these creepy videos, but one night he fell asleep during this particular video, and i almost started crying during Chyennes' story. I realised what my sick step dad was capable of if he thought i was going to "betray" him. I tried to be peaceful and end things without any issues, but he made it clear he was never going to stop obsessing over me. He was doing fine, but then he installed a camera in the house without my knowledge, and that was my biggest fear, being constantly watched and unable to escape him, even when he wasnt around. Before he could hurt me further, i reported him finally. He ended up taking his own life when he realised i was not going to be under his control, and i was devastated, but in that moment, it was his life or mine. I know Chyenne is in a better place, her storybeing told helped me find the strength ti end the abuse, abd i hope others will escape their own abuse too
@amanullasekka5115 he met my mom when I was 7, and for many years I built trust with him. He started doing things when I was 14 or 15. It was very odd because it was sudden. I dont recall anything bad before hand, he was actually a good father. I'm struggling to understand why he waited until I was an older teen
@@zk1914 Naah you are too innocent for this world things have changed. Now people who abuse, they don't do the threatening,raising their hand, shoutingor any other stuff, they say I love you, they will pretend as if they care for you. So that you can never come to a conclusion that you have been abuse.You wil realize it (that you have been abused) only when they get tried of pretending.And will show they their true face cuz now they know you can't leave them, you are too emotionally dependent on them that's the reason they don't let the victim form any relationship. You might ask how do I differentiate between a genuine and a corrupt intention? Its simple trust people on their actions not on what they say and always have boundaries that you will never let anyone cross, better choose fighting till death like a warrior( which you are) over that. Let me tell you something , as a man it takes something beyond insanity to SA someone.
@amanullasekka5115 he was a broken man and I didn't realise until later. I assume his early access to p0rn and lack of father, as well as possible SA he suffered himself possible had a hand in it. Not justifying his behaviour, but I recognize these factors more recently, that helped me understand he was not going to change
that last one honestly terrified me. the fact that the kid unprompted ran and killed someone and ate someone, is one of the most terrifying things I've ever heard
The idea that someone could just snap like that is terrifying, yeah. To me though, the fact that he knew what was happening and didn't want to be doing it, but couldn't control himself.. That's 1000x more terrifying, because sudden-onset violent schizophrenia like that... no one is safe from it. It could happen to you or me tomorrow. And then I'd be the one who spends the rest of my life thinking about that time I ate a dude for no reason.
It seems like he has been grooming her since she was a little girl.... She was used to it, she thought it was normal.... As a victim of SA as a child I can tell you that that's how my mind worked as well. I thought how I grew up was completely normal because a lot of people around me told me so, until I told that to my therapist and she told me that I was SA'd
To be honest, unless I missed something... I don't think it was grooming. You groom someone for something you are going to do, I think it has already been done. Multiple times.
The Austin story is legitimately one of the most bleak, horrifying deeply disturbing things I have ever heard about in my life. What an absolute nightmare of a situation
@@user-ee4pf3zz7d He probably doesn't remember, not that i'm defending his actions, but people who go through psychosis or have psychotic disorders often times blackout or have amnesia during the episode
@@user-ee4pf3zz7d No he did show remorse. He is also genuinely horrified at his actions if you listen to the phone calls with his dad after he’s arrested you can tell he truly was not himself during the attack and he has nothing but remorse and guilt for it.
Austin tried telling several people, including his negligent parents, about his mental issues; friends and family also witnessed a drastic shift in his behavior. Shame on his family.
@@VexNovaYTyou act like he’s relaxing in a spa rn. Where he is isn’t any better than a prison. If he were in a prison he would be a danger to himself and others. He did not get off without jail time. He practically is serving that. You don just lock up clearly insane people in prison for personal justice
@@VexNovaYT That guy won't ever see the light of day again. He is most likely in a psychiatric prison, which trust me, can be worse than a normal prison.
@@VexNovaYT so you’re saying, even if you have 0 control of your actions, you should still be locked away without psychiatric help for the things you did? You understand how that makes 0 sense. You can see how tired he is during his sentencing, the guilt he feels is probably crushing, he killed two people, he probably even remembers doing it, but he didn’t have control over his own mind in those moments. If you want someone to blame then blame his parents, who saw a change in his personality and actions and did nothing.
My mother was schizophrenic. Most her life never knew it. Not even us her family. She was a wonderful, gentle, depressed soul. Rip Loretta. My mom. Lost at 43 from Cancer 2 weeks before Christmas. I was 16. I am 62 now.🙋🏻♀️🇨🇦🥺
My older brother had paranoid schizophrenia. One of the most gentle souls with such a horrible mind. Lost him due to a drug over dose in 2018. He couldn’t handle himself anymore :(
The call on the Austin segment to 911... "Do you need police, fire or medical?" - "Police and medical" - "Fire and rescue, what's your address?" I feel that was the one thing he didn't ask for.
I think in America the fire department is often the same as the ambulance service. Which sounds super weird. But if you need police and medical, they'll go for medical first as they need the most detailed info and will dispatch police on the side.
@@megaangelicthey don't dispatch police as secondaries with medics. The police just show up on their own to prove there's no situation so bad that they can't make it worse. Man has a seizure, wife calls for paramedics, cops show up first and end up tasing him for behaving violently and arresting him for resisting officers. While having a seizure. Seriously. When you're a hammer, everything you see is a nail. Some cops are so dumb it makes one wonder how they survived to adulthood.
Austin was documenting his mental decline and it culminated in a double murder. Nobody intervened until he was beyond No Return, regressed into some sort of wild animal as a result of an episode, and it lead to two lives lost
Gotta love when mental health is nowhere near the top of society’s hierarchy. They’d rather ignore what’s going on and then acting surprised when this type shit happens . Disgusting
Nah he was 100% possesed just the way he acted, his movement and talking behaviour, him seeing shadow figures(probably demons) in his room and not being able to sleep, the incident night chugging a bottle of oil and seeing one more figure staring at him from distance screaming and asking for help and than proceed to beat up a woman till she is a flat surface and than eating a man alive covered in blood with superhuman strength. Tell me one mental issue that would cause that I do not care about a "psychotic episode" it deffo wasn't.
There's actually a clip not shown here, with him and his father in the garage. His father is telling him to take his meds (or something of that nature). But Austin didn't want to be on meds, as he mentions in the 4 days before the went berserk. He had medications prescribed to him . His family tried to help him.
@@sportler777 "Seeing shadow figures in his room and not being able to sleep" Schizophrenia, Insomnia or Sleep Paralysis can cause those symptoms. A psychotic episode can cause someone to do unusual things as chugging a bottle of oil and seeing more figures (again, could be caused by schizophrenia or just hallucinations, those are commons in psychotic episodes). The superhuman strength can be explained with a shock of adreline, the body is given enormous shocks of different hormones that can increase speed, strength and the senses. These can all be explained by psychotic episodes or as a neurological problem. The Brain is something we don't understand fully.
I doubt the mom knew. The guy probably did when she wasn’t around and threaten to kill her if she said something. She might of felt something off but I doubt she did.
@@bewareofsasquatch this part makes no sense. Why did Terry allow his wife to have a boyfriend? This is literally the “my wife’s boyfriend” meme in real life lmao
Everytime I see one of these videos on my home page im always like "Oh great, another video to be entertained at for like an hour" but also "Alright, I guess lets get depressed and find out about horrendous thing people have done in the world"
Minus the careless errors. In the Roman Pirozek Jr story, the year is 2013, not 2003. In the Austin Harrouff story, the year is 2016, not 2006. How does this happen twice in the same video? 🙄
idk if you left out information for dramatic effect, but Austin left the restaurant twice, the first time herded back inside by a friend he was with. He changed his clothes at his mom's after she made him stop drinking the vegetable oil. He swung at his dad after his dad hit the tabletop, demanding to know what was wrong with [him]. And leading up to all of that, he asked his parents to pay for therapy. They said they could love it out.There were several moments to intervene. There were several points to course correct, and all of them were deliberately ignored
there's so so many examples of this. here in louisville there was a shooting in a bank, and in the months leading up to it there were multiple people in the community begging authorities to step in and get him help. and they never did anything until it was way, way too late
I wish more people knew that schizophrenia and other mental illnesses very often present in the early 20s for people who were otherwise completely sane until that moment. If anyone had recognized the signs in Austin's behavior and gotten him the help he so clearly needed, a tragedy could have been prevented. RIP, that poor couple.
@@Henry-yf2np People who knew him personally noticed a drastic personality change, and the comparison between the several videos of him hint at that. Apparently he was also hallucinating, to the point where he wasn't sleeping at night. Wouldn't really consider all these events as presenting normal.
Yeah, his sister even started locking her bedroom door at night because of how drastic his behavior changed. He was also aware to some degree that things were not right with his mental health and he performed multiple internet searches on signs of schizophrenia and symptoms of psychosis. His parents were fully aware of everything going on, and they 100% failed this young man. The deaths of those poor people are heart wrenching. Their family was so angry with Austin's parents because jail phone recordings released show that Austin's father was absolutely heartless, he blamed the victims, he was extremely callous. Austin's father appears to have ignored all signs that Austin was deteriorating for months, and it's been suggested that because he is an affluent man in the community, he was far more concerned with the optics of a son with mental illness than he was about getting his son any help. There is so much more to this than any of us know, I'm sure. It's such a tragedy in so many ways. It didn't have to happen.
Lol you have sympathy for a cannibal? no matter what the past may be it still happened and two lives are lost. you can only go so far to blaming ones mental illness, that boy has no prison time and will be released when "safe" which is utterly disgusting
The way she said "I'm on a live be careful", "be careful"!! She was so used to it that she knew what he was there for and protected him by saying "be careful". Holy mother! How terrible. R.I.P
Chyanne was calling out for help asking the viewers at the end of the clip, "what do I do guys? What do I do?" grabbing her head as he sits there waiting for the video to end.
Austin's case is deeply frightening, both for the victims and for Austin himself. I couldn't imagine coming to only to realize you've done something so horrible. Schizophrenia is a truly terrifying experience for many...
I wish Schizophrenia was taken more seriously and treated more effectively. Instead of just brushing them aside as crazy people, they did more to help people suffering from schizophrenia. So many of the schizophrenic episodes and deaths could be avoided if people actually gave a fuck. But you know, people only care for themselves these days no empathy for others.
@@SonOfABithactually it could be avoided if schizos would actually take their meds. Obviously not all of them have that luxury but there’s a lot of them that refuse to take the help they’re given. Let’s not victimize the people that refuse the help
@@SonOfABithwhat are you even talking about? You realize schizophrenics dont takr their meds (like austin)? It is an incredibly complex disease with multiple ways of manifesting. Anything more than we do now would require them to just all be in a psych ward so they can be watched 24/7 which would be effectively locking people up for being sick even without a danger.
@@fukhyu3330 Schizophrenic people are not a singularity. Way to stigmatize this terrible illness. Yes some don't take their meds because they're not of sound mind obviously. People with schizophrenia and others who experience psychosis need caretakers. Not to mention there is no cure for schizophrenia, meds only work go supress some symptoms and work better for some than others. Also, anyone can experience psychosis. Even you.
@@Jayeskool318you want Austin to die? He was suffering from hallucinations and mental health problems, it wouldve been better if there was no light and he cops catch him and gave him therapy
for anyone confused by what seems like a weird setting, when he says 2003 in the second story, he means 2013. when he says 2006 in the final story, he means 2016. that's why roman had youtube videos and austin was singing fetty wap lol
Yeah thanks, I didn't think they had RC helicopters so readily available like that to that experience level in 2003... Back then that would have been like a $50k remote control helicopter that like three people own, and 10 years later you can probably find it for ~$500..!
Funny. The only thing that I thought might be off was around 27:44 he talks about Austin H. running to his mother's house, which was empty. But I thought that his mother when questioned by police, told them that she was there, saw him drink cooking oil and told him to stop it... I could be wrong though.
As someone with Schizophrenia, he needs help badly. I started developing at 13, I've had episodes, hearing and seeing things. Luckily, I was diagnosed 13 years later in jail. After many years and psychiatrists, I'm on the best medication and live a normal life just like everyone else. Mental illness is no joke.
I can relate. I have 5 mental disorders. One of them is some for of Schizophrenia which makes me quite paranoid. And i have ADHD, i have suffered from panic anxiety attacks previously and i also have had 5 Psychotic episodes over a 3 year span, and i have Posttraumatic stress. I hate all the stigma against mental illness. Like you say, mental illness is no joke and never something anyone should ever make jokes about. Much love.
@@P4ND3R550N when I was younger, I had no idea what I was going through and at 13, I was scared. I started hearing things, then seeing things, paranoid out of my mind. I've come a long way. I'm very blessed to have what I have now. Life gets hard but don't give up. If you feel like you are a risk to you or others, don't be afraid to get help.
As a personal victim of SA from my father(biological not step in my case) It infuriates me beyond belief that this continues to happen to innocent girls. We don’t deserve this, no one does. Edit: To clarify some responses I will add this reply to the main thread. I am 100% an advocate for male victims and I apologize if I came off insensitive to that. I was just speaking based off of the the story Nick covered. It’s horrible that children are abused sexually, period.
@@fox_in_michigan8716 I am 100% an advocate for male victims and I apologize if I came off insensitive to that. I was just speaking based off of the the story Nick covered. It’s horrible that children are abused sexually, period.
That last story is horrifying. The fact he had no idea what was happening and then coming back to a waking nightmare. It’s crazy how someone with such minimal and spontaneous signs of mental distress can just snap like that so suddenly and not even know what they did after the fact. Edit: Thank you for the replies!! It’s interesting discussing with you guys and getting different perspectives on this case.
Yeah, imagine waking up from what you think was a strange and horrible nightmare, then the real nightmare starts when you realize you gruesomely killed two people. I know I’d have a hard time trusting myself ever again.
Looking at the whole case, there were a ton of signs of his poor mental state that the people around him (his family) ignored because their reputation may be tarnished
From what I gather, there were a lot of signs. I think the issue is that there is still a lot of stigma surrounding mental health, sadly. Its extremely evident when the topic of discussion is about 'legal insanity'. Even the families of the victims, who should know most about the case, cannot wrap their minds around what it means to be legally insane. They see Austin as a "rich white boy"; they view the verdict of not guilty by reason of insanity and his possible release as "white privilege" EVEN THOUGH legal insanity is almost impossible to prove because of how strict the law is. Only 1% of people use insanity as a defense and way less people than that are successful in proving it. It only ever works when you are actually insane. I doubt he will ever be released anyway because his psychosis was so severe. Regardless, id rather go to prison than a psych ward. Some people just don't want to face the facts about mental health or are incapable because their minds are clouded by emotions and judgement.
At the same time TikTok is filled to the brim with disturbed vlogs. You can't "help", or sanction all the crazy acting teens. Some of this nonsense is actually called normal nowadays, and pointing to a disorder might get the pointer cancelled
@@magnuskallas While I see your point, I think it’s important to keep an open mind and not jump to conclusions on what person has what disorder you deem fitting. It’s a slippery slope that the people who actually know said person should be addressing, not folks on the internet who see very few parts of these peoples lives. We don’t know what they could be going through. But again, maybe a bit of a push in the right direction might make someone actually take themselves more seriously. I’m unsure what the right course of action would be in all honesty, but I think it’s a good discussion to have. And from what I’ve seen, I don’t think anyone is finding disorders “normal”, what I see is destigmatization of such things. Open discussions of illness which in turn might’ve made people like our main focus here feel less embarrassed to ask for help. In turn avoiding such tragedies. Of course, there are exceptions and you could be seeing something I’m not, though.
Poor Chyenne. She had such a vibrant spirit despite her horrific life. I see myself in her. I'm 43, but looking back on me as a socially awkward teenager. I did not go through anything like she did. How awful for her.
@@TheManBehindTheTaco so fucking sad. im glad the creep that hurt her got caught but it was far too late. she seemed so sweet and loving despite her environment. strong people are the ones who keep their hearts open even after they’ve been hurt.
The first story with Chyenne breaks my heart. She looks identical to my best friend and acts a lot like her too. That poor girl deserved so much more. Rest in Peace Chyenne. You deserved so much better in life.
I think the most frightening thing is seeing that disgusting, filthy thing coming into your room knowing hes going to use you for his own gratification and there is nothing you can do.
That last one was genuinely so... Terrifying. I have struggled mentally, and seen people struggle mentally. Ive laid there and cried because I could feel myself slipping and I was scared. Personal beliefs aside with his case, he should've been getting help way way sooner. So sad
@@elchicogore9517Definitely can't just blame the family/friends of someone who's got sudden onset schizophrenia. Now, the couple didn't deserve to die obviously, but Austin was probably having hallucinations and "visions" which is very easy to see as being Schizophrenia. A friend has told me now, 5 years into being friends, that her mom is seriously Schizophrenic and that she's not good with new people. It's why he told me not to go to his parents house unless his brother, dad, or himself are there. Simply because she takes medicine a few times a week for her Schizophrenia, but if she forgets to take it she can start to hear the voices and delusional thoughts.
I guarantee roids cocaine, god knows what other drugs, and cte likely played a role even if he had schizophrenia or whatever these armchair psychologists are saying
Poor Cheyenne. She seemed like a sweet kid who deserved a clean home and privacy and a father who wasn’t a goddamn monster. That last video made my blood go cold. Her face, the way she flinched when that scumbag came in to hurt her…it breaks my heart.
And I think the most chilling part to me is that even after she told him she was on live, he only had the minimum amount of restraint to "only" grab her by the neck before stopping I could only imagine what he was like *off* camera...
The fitness guy was showing a bunch of signs. His sister said that he kept making comments about being immortal and being part horse. He had a mental breakdown and his family just watched. It had been going on for a while.
I really hope that Roman’s dad and his friends were able to recover from the trauma of watching their son/friend getting accidentally decapitated. R.I.P., Roman.
Chyenne probably felt very guilty for what she was doing with him, and that's why she tried protecting him. She was concerned for him, because he made her feel like they were doing something they weren't supposed to. It's one thing to abuse your step daughter, which is awful in its own right, but another to kill her out of fear of being caught. He could've just stopped abusing her. Even if he doesn't come clean, even if he suffers no consequences, he could've just stopped and she would be alive. It's even sadder that she loved him.
Even if he stopped abusing her, she could’ve still spilled the beans online (like she almost did), or years later. And he didn’t want that. It’s sad that she didn’t make it to adulthood, or even given the opportunity to leave that house/ town as a whole to put all of this behind her. I sincerely thought she ran away.. I wouldn’t have blamed her for it. Being stuck with your abuser (especially if it’s a parental figure) is so claustrophobic, you’re never safe and you’re always on edge. It’s so depressing. As a survivor of csa I always dreamt of doing it (running away), but was too scared to. I’m grateful I had friends I could confide in at the time, school was my escape from the hell that awaited me at home. Maybe that’s why Chyenne loved making videos as she didn’t have friends of her own to lean on and used it as a coping mechanism.
@@lainiwakura1776 well her stepdad was supposed to be committed to her mother too. i imagine he told her that she was taking her mom’s husband, when in reality she was being abused. horrible.
Chyenne's case was gut-wrenching. As a new father, this type of content hits completely different. I will never understand the human nature or the absolute animals that we co-exist with. There is no way I could ever visit her channel knowing all of this now. Absolutely Brutal. Rest In Peace 💔
That's really odd. The moment it was said that he "saw" demons or creatures at night who kept him awake, it was clear that he had some kind of mental problem, probably schizophrenia. Also: long time periods of very bad or no sleep most likely lead to hallucinations. How could his environment just ignore this?
@@Hitsugix Ignorance of the danger "OOh he is just being funny!" Being unwilling to accept that there son was "crazy" because a lot of boomers view mental illness as some moral failing. There was also a case of a guy who killed his children. He had talked openly about hearing voices and joined a church that not only didn't help him but actively played into the delusions, telling him it was the voice of god. So when those voices told him his wife was a lizard person who had tainted his children... American is f'd
@@Hitsugix I think it's evident what kind of environment he was in when after doing many crazy and odd things including the drinking vegetable oil, he asked his parents to pay for therapy for him and they said that they would love it out. Like after all his crazy actions, speaking about hallucinations of demons, and pleas for help, you don't do anything. And when he runs away after that confrontation, they wait 4 hours until they call the police for him.
@@HitsugixI have no idea if this is the case for him but I have known people with delusions and the people around them basically encouraged them to believe they were real because they were either very religious or really into "the supernatural" so they believed in demons and told these people that they believed them when they said they saw demons
@@DSDalythe pinned comment is a therapist and they explained that Austin probably did have schizophrenia, along with other illnesses (Insomnia?) They have explained it much better in the original comment so I suggest you check it out
Austin speaking about being healthy and not taking drugs has more to it, he was supposed to be on (prescribed) medication but didn't want to take them. What a horrific ending.
And I've seen this mentality before from some hardcore bodybuilders, they think any kind of medication is bad but fail to remember that not everyone's brain works correctly, some of us literally NEED medication to be able to function. It's not as simple as just "staying clean" - that's not universally good for everyone.
@@sunna8476Mixing medications and drugs is bad, those supposed bodybuilders you are talking about are correct. There is not a single bodybuilder that is going to say taking medication for diagnosed schizophrenia, cancer, any other disease is wrong or bad.
@@johnnymo4000 If he really wanted to stay off drugs and was doing so, then what was his excuse for avoiding simple meds? And believe me, there are some very uninformed folks out there regardless of their profession.
Most likely fried his brains with some substance... Steroids-hormones-chemical-drugs are a serious thing. And just stopping won't cancel out the damage done.
Just the reveal that he was actually EATING the mutilated, but still very much alive (at the time), body of one of his victims, all the while being completely out of it is so deeply awful on so many levels. I've seen a lot of dark stuff perusing the true crime side of YT but this is the first case in a long while where I'm left completely and wholeheartedly shocked by the result.
Chy is one of millions of girls and boys out there experiencing this sexual abuse/assault in their OWN homes from their OWN so called families its scary how much ppl have experienced this thing for the very first time .. at their houses. Please speak up dont be ashamed u might save a life cause a person who do such stuff to their family will do it to innocent random ppl some day save yourself and save another life and speak up💙
chyenne's story is absolutely heartbreaking. it hits so close to home for me, she reminds me a lot of myself when i was her age. she seemed super bubbly and friendly, very trusting and creative. it's gut wrenching to think of everything that poor baby went through at the hands of that monster. even when he was hurting her, she tried to protect him and trusted him. she trusted him enough to go into the woods with him that day and it cost her her life. chy deserved to live, to grow and learn and embrace herself for who she was and become a beautiful human being. she had so much love and light to give to the world, only for it to be taken by that monster. even though he tried, she never stopped being that loving and caring person. her siblings must miss her terribly. and now that i've seen her, i miss her too. i hope that she's resting, using that bright smile and positive energy on the other side. rest in peace, chy. you deserved so much more than you got. ❤
As someone who also lived in a crowded hoarder home and was SA’d by my stepfather I feel so much for Cheyanne I wish so much someone could have saved her she deserved to have a happy life she deserved to feel safe:(
That Chyenne story got me. 😢 What a lovely, bubbly young girl. Especially when you consider everything she was going through. My heart truly bleeds for her. R.I.P. Chyenne.
The Austin Harrouff case is one that's always stuck with me. It's hard to imagine feeling pity for a murderer, but the guy was fucking GONE when he did that. "Out of his mind" is an understatement. And he knew something was wrong, too - another video I've seen about the case noted that he flushed all his drugs down the toilet a few days before the murder. Frankly, I blame the parents who clearly just wanted to sweep things under the rug.
I went to Cheyenne's youtube channel as soon as you mentioned it was active, and the first video I saw was the most recent one. As soon as this dude came in and she kinda walked over and touched his arms, and then he began to "play slap" her, I had to stop it and come back. I had an instant bad feeling about whatever I was seeing. Literally, as soon as his legs entered the shot, I got a shiver. I didn't even notice what they were saying. It was really the, "See how abusive he is?" that did it for me. Even in a joking matter, something felt wrong immediately. And all for some sick man's selfish lust. This makes me want to cry. She just seemed like such a sweetheart. A complete loss to the world to not have her in it.
I don't think I could bring myself to watch the full thing. The clip alone sent shivers down my spine. Poor girl, she really needed a protector. Her mother will probably suffer with overwhelming guilt for the rest of her life for bringing that monster into their lives and not paying close enough attention to her child
@@diplamatikjuan3595 Her mother doesn't give a rats ass about Cheyenne. She has her husband and boyfriend living in the same house. And the house stunk. She doesn't have the self awareness to think about anything beside her own sechual desires,
I just did too after I read your comment and I totally agree. You can just tell something was off by the way her stepdad started acting playfully in an awkward way after she mentioned she was live. Even toward the end where she mentioned her Michael Jackson shirt and either her dad or brother mentioned, “Ya, she’s into child m0l3sters.” 😳 That poor sweet girl. I can’t imagine what she went through. 😢💔
austin’s story gave me the chills, he looked like such a sweet kid going down a traumatic path. schizophrenia is an awful thing and the poor guy was fighting with his own conscience about his actions and what he really wanted.
I’m 65 I’ve had bad things happen to me at 9 & again at 11 I blamed myself for years I look at Cheyenne & my heart breaks to have that happen by someone who is supposed to love & protect you poor baby girl 🦘☮️🇦🇺
im sorry to hear that :( the other comment is right, though, it is absolutely not your fault. im glad youre here to even let people know what happened to you and i hope youre doing okay now
The abuse a child goes through is never the fault of the victim. It's hard to rationalize and read the atmosphere of situations as a child. It was not your fault that bad things happened to you, it was the fault of the sick individuals that caused it to happen.
bless your soul, I'm so so sorry you had to go through such things. I hope you've been able to find peace now and I hope whoever did such a thing to you faced the consequences they deserved. It's sickening that people even think to do such terrible things to young kids, and it was never ever yourself. Hugs to you
As soon as I saw how Roman was flying the helicopter so closely to his own body, I thought "He's gonna cut his head off." I wish I hadn't been right. His Dad, his friends, the witnesses, they can't unsee what they saw. 😢
I thought the same - grew up in a small plane pilot environment, and stories like this one (even limb loss) were commonplace. I respect any and all rotating devices.
@@anakatana777 That's not a toy. it's an aerial death machine. What happened is tragic, i'm just glad he didn't end up crashing that thing into a random family or some kids watching the spectacle
Cheyenne must have sensed something was going to happen. She said, "Someone got my 1st channel." What if it was her step dad? Maybe that was his 1st attempt at stopping her from making videos.
That would make sense. He’s seen working at what I’m assuming is the family computer, or his own computer , where she most likely had access to her TH-cam account from. She may have left it signed in at some point, giving him the opportunity to mess with it
Cheyenne was someone special and it’s so sad that such a young person with so much energy and happiness was ended over someone’s sick mind. I hope she’s in a better place.
That little girl in the first one breaks my heart. The only life she probably ever knew was a hard life but she still managed to smile and laugh. May God rest her sweet soul.
I feel sorry for both Austin and the couple killed by his episode. The poor guy seemed genuinely really nice, and even was pursuing music as a creative outlet. He just didn't get the help he needed until it was too late to prevent something like this. Heart also goes out to the officers that showed up. That scene probably haunts their dreams to this day.
@@anon3631you can't just give up on people like that especially the dude was strong as crap when he was tweaking out. I also experienced super human strength I just didn't eat anybody or burry my head in someone's belly.
I knew when she was talking about him staying out of the vid prior to that. He was assaulting her continuously. It's sickening. You can tell she had taken to being kind and acting like she wanted it so likely wouldn't be so rough with her. I forget what it's called.
I can’t even imagine how hard it is for Roman’s dad. Raised his kid with the very sport that would take him out right in front of him. At such a random day nothing even special just going get a lil practice in and then gone. Truly heartbreaking.
As a person who has seizures that can sometimes be triggered by flashing of strobe lights, I want to thank you for putting a warning in the beginning of the video. I already had a really bad seizure this week, so I would definitely NOT like to repeat that! 😊❤
I also have epilepsy. I don't get too affected by flashing light but have had a few that were horrible so I also appreciate Nick's warning. People without epilepsy usually have no idea how agonizing it is after the seizure. My temporal and frontal lobe get affected. Once my brain gets activated I can have over a 100 a day.
I don't have epilepsy but it seems like so many horror channels will use flashing light effects for no reason. It just seems kinda unfair to the people who are affected by that kind of thing when effects like that are mostly just obnoxious and don't add to the content. I think MamaMax was the worst for that kind of thing but he's going his own path at the moment lmao.
@@lucasrumpizzle1053I keep forgetting about him until someone reminds me about him and how annoying his editing always was 💀 I hope there’s a change in using flashing lights soon
Chyenne's story makes me feel so sad and disgusted and the saddest part is that there are many such cases. I wish women with kids were more careful about who they bring into their homes.
In the UK now and I believe it's been for a while anyone can do a background check with the police to see if a new partner has any convictions for violent or sexual crimes against women & children.Too many beasts about so imo it a step in the right direction.
Both things are good. And sadly, humans are and always will be flawed and certain of them prone to heinous acts whether it's culturally accepted or not.@@IntelegentFool
I remember hearing about Austin’s harrouffs story a long time ago. As someone with schizo-affective bipolar disorder, I can see in his eyes how dangerous his mind was becoming in those videos alone, building up fast. He was clearly reaching a breaking point, and I think going to a restaurant might’ve set him off faster. I believe that because possibly, the sound of lots of talking, chewing, laughing, clinking of plates and forks, might’ve pushed him to break down completely that night, he was going to break down bad at some point but that probably partially set it off into complete chaos. I say that because I and others with mental disorders have anger and nervous breakdowns in loud restaurants, especially when your mind is so dark like his, his break down was alot worse than most. I’m so sorry for the victims, this is a horrible case.
@@analienthing truly awful case, that couple did nothing wrong, may they rest in peace and I hope the man who was stabbed is doing okay, he gave him some deadly puncture wounds that could’ve killed him in every place.
As someone with bipolar disorder, I’m not surprised with how this all played out. Once you’re in a place like that it’s insanely hard to get out of, especially if no one acknowledges it or doesn’t anything about it. Manic or psychotic episodes are insane, we end up putting ourselves and everyone around us in danger. It sucks. Just tragic all around.
@@alexacortes579 it really does. When I’m in a manic episode, I typically isolate myself in the woods for a few hours as I feel like I might hurt someone like my parents, my dogs, or myself. For us with bipolar and schizo affective disorders, we need to realize when we might be a danger before our mind makes a decision for us. Luckily, I’m not a violent person, but it didn’t seem he was either. This case really shows what happens when we are medically untreated.
Wow. I’m autistic-restaurants and their noises are always very triggering to me, and I’ve had more than my fair share of meltdowns while going out to eat. Imagining that feeling magnified times a million…yikes.
I'm a resident of East Dubuque. When I was in elementary school there was a lockdown at the school that day and all of the kids were confused. When we eventually went home, we saw FBI vehicles. Right across the street was that house. I went to after school daycare and the murderer commonly walked over when we were playing and had chats with our caretaker. Absolutely terrifying hearing more to this story now.
my boyfriend has schizophrenia (that he’s thankfully medicated for) and that story with Austin haunts me. I’ve heard stories from my bf of his descent into delusion and the years he had to spend in mental institutions… it’s so heartbreaking. It makes me lose sleep sometimes thinking about how much different things could have turned out for him if he never got help.. smoking weed isn’t harmless for everyone, for some people it can trigger very scary things.
Romans story with his RC helicopter 🚁 is the very reason why people always say before attempting any dangerous tricks "FOLKS, PLEASE DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME !" Fair winds to accompany your travels R.I.P Brother🙏
Austin's mental health must've been so bad that he could endure all of those things that people did to stopped him. And people still think mental health isnt important
This channel didn't mention all the substances he drank & he did do illegal drugs. His friends/family chalked up his behaviors to his drug use. It makes me so angry that he gets no prison time. He has never shown any remotse
that last story is horrible. just the fact that his mental well being got so deteriorated to the point he killed two people is beyond me how could his family not have noticed he needed serious help?
To be fair, in that one video Austin recorded where he talks about how he doesn't want to take drugs (at 26:19) makes it seem like he was being recommended to take medication, but was refusing to do so. It's possible what he was talking about was how he doesn't want to use steroids and other things to cheat on his fitness journey, but it's also not unheard of for people to refuse taking medications because they don't think they need it. Austin's friends were said to have noticed his personality change, so I would hope his parents would have also noticed the change, but maybe they didn't think it would get to the point that it did, I don't know. It's just a sad story all around, though.
@@GabbyGoLucky yes that's fair. I took that as him not wanting to take steroids but he could've been talking about medication for his psychosis but ig we wont really know. overall it's just sad to see
@@GabbyGoLuckyAt that point though when you notice some serious changes you can legally force him to get psychiatric help. He probably had sudden onset schizophrenia, and usually people don't realize they need meds until they are forced to take them and then get better. I find it extremely hard to believe that the people close to him didn't realize he was hallucinating.
They all knew. This is the guy who did this while his family where all at dinner... a dinner they set up to try to jump him into seeking help@@stup1d.em0
Literally sobbing about Cheyenne, I have a cousin whos in a really bad domestic situation too. She reminds me so much of her and just the thought off what goes on behind closed doors brings me to tears. We've tried to intervene but the law did nothing.
My mom and i call about every month and I do check up on her almost everyday. Her parents have threatened to get a restraining order against us, but we still call anonymously often.@@roseerdlen7955
Just a couple years ago a guy that used to live in my apartment, Christopher Ferguson, stopped taking his meds and ran down the street, trying to open doors and got into someone's house and killed an older couple and her mom who was like 96. The couple was supposed to show up to renew their vows for their 50th anniversary the next day and they didn't show up. When they went to do a wellness check they found their Bodies hacked up so badly they were unrecognizable. They tracked Christopher's bloody footprints to a close by river and found his backpack and eventually him. I think he's still awaiting trial or something. It shook this neighborhood so hard though and everybody locks their doors that didn't before. Just one week prior he came to my door Knocking but I don't open the door if I'm home alone, regardless of who it is. You never know who's going to snap. My father-in-law was just having drinks with him and the neighbor's yard the night before. I don't believe anybody's done a story on him and I have a lot of information if you're interested. His name Is Christopher Ferguson and this happened in Newton, Massachusetts.
Aw poor Roman, that's so sad. I can't imagine being one of his familymembers, sitting there, celebrating and sharing a hobby with a loved one, only to witness the most horrific events a parent - or sibling, can imagine. His poor father, I have 2 kids (13&16) and I would be an absolute mess, smh it's almost unfathomable.
Nick is always able to find these dark channels that no one know about and I have no idea how he does it, props to you man. The success is 100% deserved
Chyenne's case is one i won't forget. The house is one I've driven past a hundred times, even seeing her and her siblings out playing in the yard before her passing away. I even remember them playing hide and seek one day and yelling out, he's under the deck and hearing her laugh and saying i got you now. The last image i have is of the day they were removing her body and all the police, the coroner, and family parked all down the street and standing in the yard. He clearly had been grooming her and with her moms relationships in sure she didn't think much of it or he told her it was no big deal. Especially for her to tell him she was live and to be careful. She was protecting him not understanding he was using her and abusing her the entire time. Breaks my heart for her and her siblings.
It’s so sad that Chyenne was clearly covering up for him. She immediately warned him about the camera and told him to be careful. What an absolute monster.
The way she flinched is so so sad. It makes me sick
She knew what he was doing was wrong :(
im sure thats the reason she started recording. it was her only form of protection 💔
@ville__your content is trash
@ville__ make sure to report this loser for hate speech.
Therapist here. Austin’s case is the quite literally the worst case scenario for schizophrenia: Sudden onset, extreme delusions, and no support network. the overwhelming majority of schizophrenia cases are non-violent, and most violence cases are self-inflicted, but that just makes cases like this all the most horrifying and tragic.
that is scary.
And those poor people just going about their lives getting horrifically killed. If there's a God or fate or karma, they're all nonsensical and cruel, and not worth devoting any thought, worship or time to.
@@mattjindrak although i agree,, that came out of no where. Are you doing okay?
How to stop anxiety from happening ? i have problem with feeling anxious all the time and hard to speak. want to go back to normal.
@@edhuffman3176 And what's your bs proof of this? Let me guess... movies?
So basically, the reason why Chyenne "disappeared" was because Terry developed an attraction to her and realized that he would eventually be caught, so he took the most extreme route.
What a sick bastard, good riddance
He's not a sick bastard.
@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307what is he then?
@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307 he is, and so are you for defending him. you prolly like kids too..
@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307 what…
@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307Ah yes, because being attracted to a child and then killing them because you know you could get in trouble doesn’t make you a sick bastard. You’re just as sick for thinking he isn’t
Why can't people leave kids alone
Please, some people are just pure evil
I imagine people do these things to kids because they're vulnerable. Doing horrible things to kids makes the abusers feel powerful. Of course, that power goes away when they're in a cell with their pissed off cellmate.
Some people...
That’s a question I want to know!! It’s beyond sick
people who do things like that likely suffered abuse as a child
I feel like the worst part about Chyenne's story was how she covered for him. It makes me believe she was groomed into thinking her situation with him was okay. No child deserves what she went through
She clearly knew something was iffy because she told him about the livestreaming and to be careful. Otherwise she would have just not said anything and it would have been exposed.
@@Roadent1241 Her warning him of the livestream is honestly part of the reason I think she was being groomed. One would think she would want her abuser to be outed but she stopped him from incriminating himself on camera
I think with child abuse the child often can become a "co-conspirator" with their abuser in order to keep on their good side and also out of their own feelings of guilt about "allowing" it to happen.
She was most definitely groomed. She was supposedly incredibly close to him. I can't imagine that happening in a scenario where she wasn't groomed.
@@Roadent1241no that's not it he's groomed her she genuinely tthinks she believes they have something really special and other's won't understand their love because that's what hes told her over and over it has to be kept secret this is how child predators work it's all part of the grooming process its basically brain washing I was 13 when the same thing happened to me I really believed my abuser loved and cared for me what we had was special I looked forward to those moments even though I knew somehow this wasn't normal what he was doing when it came out for a long time I never told people that I thought I wanted it because society thinks children instantly hate what is happening and although yes that is very much the case especially in the beginning the longer the abuser has to keep abusing the more he's able to brain wash the child for years I thought I wasn't normal added to the feeling of guilt and that I deserved it one day I was talking to a couple of survivors of long term child abuse and one said they had the same feelings suddenly I knew I wasn't alone through extensive counselling I've learnt I was a child he was the adult he manipulated me into thinking that way and I shouldn't feel shame for thinking those thoughts I was a child he put those thoughts in my head he made me think we had something special just to satisfy his sick kink that's exactly what is happening here with this child as someone who went through that I knew exactly what she thought she was doing was protecting their special relationship 😢
The way he planned out Cheyanne’s murder for months is the sickest part. I hope the other inmates find out exactly what he did and give him what he really deserves.
the other inmates are just as bad
Most child abusers in jail get fucked up by the murderers, the guards just watch. Some even put them with the big guys on purpose
@alcreamie_fan please keep your mouth quiet. The other inmates don't care unless u do s$xual things with a child otherwise they're worse or having everyday fight for their own lives
@alcreamie_fan please keep your mouth from opening. The other inmates don't care unless u do exual things with a child otherwise they're worse or having everyday fight for their own lives
@alcreamie_fan You not being able to understand that not everything is 'literal' already shows you're younger
Nick forgot to mention that Austin's mental health issues made him believe he was a horse, and later on a dog. He also believed he was invincible, genuinely thinking he'd survive walking into fast-moving traffic.
Yeah, the That Chapter video on the case (among others) is a lot more comprehensive than this one.
Damn!
Mr. Ballen does an amazing job with this story imo. The perspectives, the mind set, everything. Genuinely one of the best ways I've seen a story like that be told.
never knew of a horse or dog that runs into other people with his 2 foots and stabs/butchers them with a knife.
@@user-td3hb9nn4twow it’s almost like he might not have been of sound mind lmao
chyenne has one of the saddest and most disturbing cases. she was old enough to understand her abuser was just that, an abuser, but she was too young to stop it. may she rest in peace for eternity.
Old enough had nothing to do with it. And she could have easily done something about it if she chose to. It's obvious that she was groomed from a young age to see his behavior as normal and probably came to see it as affection in some f-ed up way while at the same time being aware of the legal realities of such "affection.". These perverts are quite adept at keeping their victims from speaking out.
@@imvandenhI can't imagine how brainwashed she must've been
I read this in nick’s voice.
@@imvandenh....... Everyone isn't the same
@@imvandenhthats even more depressing
It’s so frightening how many children are living in a home like that of Cheyenne to some degree and often times there’s nothing done for them until it’s far too late.
RIP Cheyenne
Nick forgot to mention Cheyenne’s school already suspected sexual abuse.. it was her step dad who was delaying a CAC interview. And when cheyenes best friend was interview by the police she just said “she’s dead”. And also cheyennes grandma lived next door, literally and her grandma knew about the abuse
This story gave me chills as my best friend was in that situation. Luckily, she and her mother were able to leave. This poor girl. :(
It’s so awful, I can’t even imagine! I don’t often cry at videos like this cause I can usually turn my emotions off but I did when her case came along and he showed that video.. Just thinking about how many kids go through this and have no one to help them, my heart breaks for them. I was around her age when this happened, she really seems like such a fun sweet kid that I’d love to have been friends with. I remember even making goofy videos similar to hers around that time so I’m sure we would’ve gotten along well.. RIP dear Chyenne ❤ I hope the guilt is eating away at him and other prisoners hear what he did so they can give him what he deserves!
@@LisetteCalata omg.. poor Chy. 😢
my house looks worse than it idk i can hardly maintain my room because I have to share it
It's utterly terrifying that Cheyenne's last video was literally seconds away from turning into CP if she didn't stop him
And of course TH-cam would have just deleted the video and given Cheyenne a strike for uploading it in the first place, instead of reporting the video to the authorities
^ this. Lol they only care about censoring. They'll never step up to stop a crime. Yt are a bunch of losers
They only care about censoring. They'll never stop it. Just like they keep deleting my comments
Delete it again. I've said nothing wrong
3 comments calling them out and they auto delete my comments.
I thought when you said Austin ran into a light that what he was seeing was headlights from a car and that he got ran over. But man, what actually happened was 100x worse than I could've imagined. 😬
I actually thought it was a train coming right at him, honestly, that would have been even better than what it turned out to be...
I thought it was a light that guide him to jesus christ
@@YorgosL1 instead, it guided him to a situation that makes you want to say "Jesus fucking Christ"
i was reading ur guys comments before i watched it. i didnt expect it AT ALL
that's what I thought too lol
“Mother lives with step father and boyfriend” Of course that situation would deteriorate.
Why didn't anyone report to CPS? This is so very sad for Cheyenne.
At first i thought she has one husband and one bf 😭
Terry the “step father” was the mom’s friend who she let do that and told everyone it was her “husband” . No one is talking about the mother maybe it wasn’t apparent but she let this happen .
@hansmattr20 yup. I have strong belief that no matter how much a mom denies she knew she definitely knew something was going on.... idc what they say... its your husband/boyfriend and your freakin child! You know. Don't lie. Moms imho should get charged with at least negligent homicide because if they had done their job and protected their child they'd still be alive.
*sorry for rant. I've been thru stuff personally so i know how bad it is.
My heart breaks for all the kids out there who are stuck with sh***y parents.
@@nihilismistheonlyway4680 yes I have 2 young kids and it breaks my heart . Seeing this stuff makes me want to parent even better than my best.
Oh, Chyenne. Poor sweet little girl with that baby face, just wanting to have fun. What a heartbreaker.
Yeah I can't handle how sad it is. She was obviously so much more than the life she was given
For real, that actually touched me too and I thought I was quite strong on these topics but I almost cried seeing that little face omg I hope she's in peace now
She looked like me, and acted like me as a kid its uncanny
It's so goddamn sad she was never able to grow up, grow out of the abuse and become her own person just because her abuser was a coward and scared of his own actions
She was fat so she doesnt matter
Poor Cheyenne. Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child.
too many orants in this world,,,
I agree, many family channels are dark and usually involves abuse
That’s not true
@ville__grown adult
@@DeZenter Yes it is. Every child deserves to be cared for and loved by, but the world is cruel and there are people out there that are not fit to care for children. Therefore kids deserve loving parents and trashy people don't have the right to raise a kid unstably.
Austin's story is absolutely horrific and heartbreaking, even just thinking he has to live with the knowledge of what he did for the rest of his life. A detail you left out was that he screamed to the officers 'please help, I'm eating people!' as if part of him was aware of what his psychosis was making him do, but he couldn't stop himself. I sincerely hope he finds some peace.
During my psychotic episode i had seconds of clearness before "going under" again, its like a profound moment of realization best described as the most intense for of post nut clearity ever. But the time spent in the clear is so short and confusing you cant really react to it.
That is an absolutely terrifying fact.
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He most likely needed a legit high priest, he was possessed. He was way past skitz or any mental health illness, he was fighting full blown possession of who knows what.
@@slave_planetyes but that wasn't him in that moment he was crazy
Crimes against children is so unforgivable. My best friend was murdered by his father when we were 9 years old.
There is a special kind of hell for these people
Some people seem to be pure evil. R.I.P all who have been hurt physically, sexually and mentally by people they trusted🕊
@@Isla_M598thank you for your words 🙏🏾
Rip your best friend 😢😢😢😢😢😢
I’m so sorry about that, I hope that his family are doing alright now and so are you. (Apart from his father). Nobody deserves for that to happen to them.
Poor Chyenne. That webcam video is horrifying with context. The way she flinched, became so uncomfortable, I'm sick.
The way he rubs his fingers together walking up…. My heart 😔💔 absolutely vile
@@TwinsBigLikeTiaRight. You can only see a part of him in that video but even that part of him you can see is enough to make me sick. Disgusting that people like this exist. I just watched a documentary made by a far leftist political group where they tried to make ped******s into victims of mental illness. Trying to claim that society should see them with empathy in the way we see people with schizophrenia or bipolar or depression. Makes me feel nauseated that there are people who don't recognize how evil these predators are.
As soon as that video started, I thought I don't like where this is going, which made me sick to stomach
The mother who let that happen makes me sick and should be behind bars.
@@HooLeePhucingSheet I agree. Choosing men over your children is sick
As someone that's been abused and has friends that have been abused/SAed by a parent... I knew immediately what Chyanne was going through. The immediate change in behaviour, the warning, the flinching... It's all too familiar. That poor, poor girl.
Im sorry :( hope ur doing better and living well!
I’m so sorry. I’m very glad, at least, that the monster who hurt her was caught, and hope that it gave you some kind of closure.
I’m not too familiar with abuse victims but she seemed like okay if that makes sense. She wasn’t shaking or anything, it’s almost as if she was trying to hide the fact that her stepdad has abusing her or there was something between them. I also don’t get how the stepdad and the boyfriend of the mother lived together. I truly believe Chyanne was being neglected by her parents and guardians.
😂😂😂😂😂😂☝️
@@vandalsavage6743tf is so funny
Cheyenne's case made me sick🤢 i hope that monster rots in prison. Rip little angel.
i like your pfp
Not sure if any words could describe this sob properly, those words haven’t been invented/discovered yet…
@ville__yeah ok. How dumb. 😂
@@thequirkychristian bro spamming that shit on every comment he stuck in 2016 curses
So he was raping her? Or beating her? Why do the censor words?
Chyennes story helped me overcome my own SA by the hands of my step dad that lasted 10 years. I was doing my best to keep things peaceful while he tried to keep me for himself.
We loved watching these creepy videos, but one night he fell asleep during this particular video, and i almost started crying during Chyennes' story. I realised what my sick step dad was capable of if he thought i was going to "betray" him. I tried to be peaceful and end things without any issues, but he made it clear he was never going to stop obsessing over me.
He was doing fine, but then he installed a camera in the house without my knowledge, and that was my biggest fear, being constantly watched and unable to escape him, even when he wasnt around. Before he could hurt me further, i reported him finally. He ended up taking his own life when he realised i was not going to be under his control, and i was devastated, but in that moment, it was his life or mine.
I know Chyenne is in a better place, her storybeing told helped me find the strength ti end the abuse, abd i hope others will escape their own abuse too
Oh my god how old were you at that time , I mean if you are comfortable sharing
@amanullasekka5115 he met my mom when I was 7, and for many years I built trust with him. He started doing things when I was 14 or 15.
It was very odd because it was sudden. I dont recall anything bad before hand, he was actually a good father. I'm struggling to understand why he waited until I was an older teen
@@zk1914 Naah you are too innocent for this world things have changed. Now people who abuse, they don't do the threatening,raising their hand, shoutingor any other stuff, they say I love you, they will pretend as if they care for you. So that you can never come to a conclusion that you have been abuse.You wil realize it (that you have been abused) only when they get tried of pretending.And will show they their true face cuz now they know you can't leave them, you are too emotionally dependent on them that's the reason they don't let the victim form any relationship.
You might ask how do I differentiate between a genuine and a corrupt intention? Its simple trust people on their actions not on what they say and always have boundaries that you will never let anyone cross, better choose fighting till death like a warrior( which you are) over that. Let me tell you something , as a man it takes something beyond insanity to SA someone.
@amanullasekka5115 he was a broken man and I didn't realise until later. I assume his early access to p0rn and lack of father, as well as possible SA he suffered himself possible had a hand in it. Not justifying his behaviour, but I recognize these factors more recently, that helped me understand he was not going to change
@@zk1914 Glad you understood and moved on
The story of roman was so sad because his friends and father watched his face get cut in half and then almost get decapitated
Not everyone thinks that’s sad
@@JoeRogansForehead how can you not find that sad
@@JoeRogansForehead what a cornball
@@JoeRogansForeheadstop commenting
His username suggests troll.
that last one honestly terrified me. the fact that the kid unprompted ran and killed someone and ate someone, is one of the most terrifying things I've ever heard
The idea that someone could just snap like that is terrifying, yeah. To me though, the fact that he knew what was happening and didn't want to be doing it, but couldn't control himself.. That's 1000x more terrifying, because sudden-onset violent schizophrenia like that... no one is safe from it. It could happen to you or me tomorrow. And then I'd be the one who spends the rest of my life thinking about that time I ate a dude for no reason.
@@TheOtherGuys2 Schizophrenia usually starts showing in your late teens/early 20s, once you're past that, it's super rare for it to show up.
@@lainiwakura1776 Sure, the odds are low, very low. But never zero.
@@lainiwakura1776 it's rare, but it can happen. my mom developed schizophrenia when she was in her mid 30s
That’s what happens when you let people spiral themself out of control
The most disturbing part about Cheyenne's case is how unaware she seems to be of how he is manipulating and grooming her.
She was 14. If he'd been doing that to her since she was younger, of course to her it's going to be "normal". She grew up with it.
@@cinderellacomplex7it's still sad regardless, whether if she knew or not
It seems like he has been grooming her since she was a little girl.... She was used to it, she thought it was normal.... As a victim of SA as a child I can tell you that that's how my mind worked as well. I thought how I grew up was completely normal because a lot of people around me told me so, until I told that to my therapist and she told me that I was SA'd
To be honest, unless I missed something... I don't think it was grooming.
You groom someone for something you are going to do, I think it has already been done. Multiple times.
@@ronibaron271 so it didnt hurt? u didnt feel pain or hurt? u didnt feel weird being a child and hving sex w adults? im sorry i dont understand
The Austin story is legitimately one of the most bleak, horrifying deeply disturbing things I have ever heard about in my life. What an absolute nightmare of a situation
Austin has never shown any remorse. He should never be free but I'm sure he's already out.
@@user-ee4pf3zz7d I tihnk it might be because he just went completely insane out of nowhere and thats part of what makes it so horrifying
@@user-ee4pf3zz7d He probably doesn't remember, not that i'm defending his actions, but people who go through psychosis or have psychotic disorders often times blackout or have amnesia during the episode
@@user-ee4pf3zz7dhe has severe schizophrenia
@@user-ee4pf3zz7d No he did show remorse. He is also genuinely horrified at his actions if you listen to the phone calls with his dad after he’s arrested you can tell he truly was not himself during the attack and he has nothing but remorse and guilt for it.
Austin tried telling several people, including his negligent parents, about his mental issues; friends and family also witnessed a drastic shift in his behavior.
Shame on his family.
and also shame on his friends. they could've also helped in some way.
Yeah, people suck. Welcome to the world.😂
a lot of people dont believe mental illness is real simply because they cant see it
I can't imagine not immediately taking my kid to therapy for mental hallucinations, what if it's tumor!?
@@satanbells666shut the hell up
That last story... That guy was trying to save his wife only to be eaten alive while the police is helpless in stopping the attacker.
@@VexNovaYT legal system says otherwise (at least in the case of insanity)
@@VexNovaYTyou act like he’s relaxing in a spa rn. Where he is isn’t any better than a prison. If he were in a prison he would be a danger to himself and others. He did not get off without jail time. He practically is serving that. You don just lock up clearly insane people in prison for personal justice
@@VexNovaYT That guy won't ever see the light of day again. He is most likely in a psychiatric prison, which trust me, can be worse than a normal prison.
@@VexNovaYTtrust me the illness takes over in some cases, usually has to be external factors id say personally for it to be so
@@VexNovaYT so you’re saying, even if you have 0 control of your actions, you should still be locked away without psychiatric help for the things you did? You understand how that makes 0 sense.
You can see how tired he is during his sentencing, the guilt he feels is probably crushing, he killed two people, he probably even remembers doing it, but he didn’t have control over his own mind in those moments.
If you want someone to blame then blame his parents, who saw a change in his personality and actions and did nothing.
Schizophernia is such a sad and horrible disease... you could be living a normal, healthy life and then BAM! Your own mind has turned against you.
@ville__ trash person 😠
My mother was schizophrenic. Most her life never knew it. Not even us her family. She was a wonderful, gentle, depressed soul. Rip Loretta. My mom. Lost at 43 from Cancer 2 weeks before Christmas. I was 16. I am 62 now.🙋🏻♀️🇨🇦🥺
@@LaMiNiNisGodsGlueI'm so sorry, may her soul rest:(
I lost my aunt with schizophrenia due to suicide when I was 12 ☹️
My older brother had paranoid schizophrenia. One of the most gentle souls with such a horrible mind. Lost him due to a drug over dose in 2018. He couldn’t handle himself anymore :(
The call on the Austin segment to 911... "Do you need police, fire or medical?" - "Police and medical" - "Fire and rescue, what's your address?"
I feel that was the one thing he didn't ask for.
I thought I was trippin bro
well fuck you anyway have some fire and rescue
As soon as they get a call. The computer shows exactly where the call came from.
I think in America the fire department is often the same as the ambulance service. Which sounds super weird. But if you need police and medical, they'll go for medical first as they need the most detailed info and will dispatch police on the side.
@@megaangelicthey don't dispatch police as secondaries with medics. The police just show up on their own to prove there's no situation so bad that they can't make it worse. Man has a seizure, wife calls for paramedics, cops show up first and end up tasing him for behaving violently and arresting him for resisting officers. While having a seizure. Seriously. When you're a hammer, everything you see is a nail. Some cops are so dumb it makes one wonder how they survived to adulthood.
Austin was documenting his mental decline and it culminated in a double murder. Nobody intervened until he was beyond No Return, regressed into some sort of wild animal as a result of an episode, and it lead to two lives lost
Gotta love when mental health is nowhere near the top of society’s hierarchy. They’d rather ignore what’s going on and then acting surprised when this type shit happens . Disgusting
Yeah his story makes me so mad his parents trying to act like they did everything they could for him when jt was obvious they didn't.
Nah he was 100% possesed just the way he acted, his movement and talking behaviour, him seeing shadow figures(probably demons) in his room and not being able to sleep, the incident night chugging a bottle of oil and seeing one more figure staring at him from distance screaming and asking for help and than proceed to beat up a woman till she is a flat surface and than eating a man alive covered in blood with superhuman strength. Tell me one mental issue that would cause that I do not care about a "psychotic episode" it deffo wasn't.
There's actually a clip not shown here, with him and his father in the garage. His father is telling him to take his meds (or something of that nature). But Austin didn't want to be on meds, as he mentions in the 4 days before the went berserk. He had medications prescribed to him . His family tried to help him.
@@sportler777 "Seeing shadow figures in his room and not being able to sleep" Schizophrenia, Insomnia or Sleep Paralysis can cause those symptoms. A psychotic episode can cause someone to do unusual things as chugging a bottle of oil and seeing more figures (again, could be caused by schizophrenia or just hallucinations, those are commons in psychotic episodes). The superhuman strength can be explained with a shock of adreline, the body is given enormous shocks of different hormones that can increase speed, strength and the senses. These can all be explained by psychotic episodes or as a neurological problem. The Brain is something we don't understand fully.
as someone who has had psychotic episodes before, hearing austin’s story affected me a lot. its a tragedy for everyone involved. RIP to the victims
Sorry to hear that best luck to you 👍
Did you find christ?
@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 another made up thing to believe in?
@@learnedeldersofteemo8917shut.
@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 youre the kind of person that makes people hate christians :/
"Today's horrific child murder and sexual assault is brought to you by PDS debt"
Ikr…kind of a weird place to put a sponsorship😅
@@ooompadoompa Kind of weird content to monetize...
@@isaiahrowley9830 exactly….
its America. This is everyday life
Lol right
Cheyenne’s story is so heartbreaking. The way she protects Terry from incriminating himself in that video… she truly deserved so much better.
@@TuriGamer you don’t even know what virtue signaling means lol, showing sympathy is not the same. log off
@@TuriGamerwhat do you advise we do about it?
@@bunaynayslay showing sympathy with empty platitudes on social media is the EXACTLY what virtue signaling is my dude hahaha
@ville__you must actually have some problems leaving something like this on a video like this
@@yzz1833it's bait genius
I feel bad for Cheyenne and Roman. Cheyenne just wasn’t allowed to be a child and Roman was partaking in a wholesome hobby.
single mothers
@@big_slurp4603she wasn’t single. She was married and with a boyfriend. Yeah biological dad wasn’t there but don’t blame her.
Everyone must have known with how small that house is
I doubt the mom knew. The guy probably did when she wasn’t around and threaten to kill her if she said something. She might of felt something off but I doubt she did.
@@bewareofsasquatch this part makes no sense. Why did Terry allow his wife to have a boyfriend? This is literally the “my wife’s boyfriend” meme in real life lmao
Everytime I see one of these videos on my home page im always like "Oh great, another video to be entertained at for like an hour" but also "Alright, I guess lets get depressed and find out about horrendous thing people have done in the world"
This channel is the definition of morbid curiosity.
@blockfish7137 same
Same
Minus the careless errors. In the Roman Pirozek Jr story, the year is 2013, not 2003. In the Austin Harrouff story, the year is 2016, not 2006. How does this happen twice in the same video? 🙄
Laziness, copying others work. A.I. script writing, mainly all laziness @@jasonvargas7564
Bro - the way you ended Chy’s story with her saying “K, bye” was truly disturbing and utterly surreal
idk if you left out information for dramatic effect, but Austin left the restaurant twice, the first time herded back inside by a friend he was with. He changed his clothes at his mom's after she made him stop drinking the vegetable oil. He swung at his dad after his dad hit the tabletop, demanding to know what was wrong with [him]. And leading up to all of that, he asked his parents to pay for therapy. They said they could love it out.There were several moments to intervene. There were several points to course correct, and all of them were deliberately ignored
there's so so many examples of this. here in louisville there was a shooting in a bank, and in the months leading up to it there were multiple people in the community begging authorities to step in and get him help. and they never did anything until it was way, way too late
It's so sickening to me that people are so afraid of therapy and mental health help that they'll ignore the pleas for help from loved ones.
exactly! mrballen did a more detailed story of this
ngl you upped your glaze w/ that one@@stopkook
Austin also took many illegal substances that made his condition much worse
I wish more people knew that schizophrenia and other mental illnesses very often present in the early 20s for people who were otherwise completely sane until that moment. If anyone had recognized the signs in Austin's behavior and gotten him the help he so clearly needed, a tragedy could have been prevented. RIP, that poor couple.
Uh he presented quite normal
It's real demonoc entities, look into jerry marzinski
@@Henry-yf2np People who knew him personally noticed a drastic personality change, and the comparison between the several videos of him hint at that. Apparently he was also hallucinating, to the point where he wasn't sleeping at night. Wouldn't really consider all these events as presenting normal.
Yeah, his sister even started locking her bedroom door at night because of how drastic his behavior changed. He was also aware to some degree that things were not right with his mental health and he performed multiple internet searches on signs of schizophrenia and symptoms of psychosis. His parents were fully aware of everything going on, and they 100% failed this young man. The deaths of those poor people are heart wrenching. Their family was so angry with Austin's parents because jail phone recordings released show that Austin's father was absolutely heartless, he blamed the victims, he was extremely callous. Austin's father appears to have ignored all signs that Austin was deteriorating for months, and it's been suggested that because he is an affluent man in the community, he was far more concerned with the optics of a son with mental illness than he was about getting his son any help. There is so much more to this than any of us know, I'm sure. It's such a tragedy in so many ways. It didn't have to happen.
Lol you have sympathy for a cannibal? no matter what the past may be it still happened and two lives are lost. you can only go so far to blaming ones mental illness, that boy has no prison time and will be released when "safe" which is utterly disgusting
The way she said "I'm on a live be careful", "be careful"!! She was so used to it that she knew what he was there for and protected him by saying "be careful". Holy mother! How terrible. R.I.P
The grabbing his arms to protect him as well…that poor baby
I cannot concieve of posessing a greater hate than I have for C abusers like that man.
Chyanne was calling out for help asking the viewers at the end of the clip, "what do I do guys? What do I do?" grabbing her head as he sits there waiting for the video to end.
Austin's case is deeply frightening, both for the victims and for Austin himself. I couldn't imagine coming to only to realize you've done something so horrible. Schizophrenia is a truly terrifying experience for many...
I wish Schizophrenia was taken more seriously and treated more effectively. Instead of just brushing them aside as crazy people, they did more to help people suffering from schizophrenia. So many of the schizophrenic episodes and deaths could be avoided if people actually gave a fuck. But you know, people only care for themselves these days no empathy for others.
@@SonOfABithactually it could be avoided if schizos would actually take their meds. Obviously not all of them have that luxury but there’s a lot of them that refuse to take the help they’re given. Let’s not victimize the people that refuse the help
his family ignored alot of signs.
@@SonOfABithwhat are you even talking about? You realize schizophrenics dont takr their meds (like austin)? It is an incredibly complex disease with multiple ways of manifesting. Anything more than we do now would require them to just all be in a psych ward so they can be watched 24/7 which would be effectively locking people up for being sick even without a danger.
@@fukhyu3330 Schizophrenic people are not a singularity. Way to stigmatize this terrible illness.
Yes some don't take their meds because they're not of sound mind obviously. People with schizophrenia and others who experience psychosis need caretakers. Not to mention there is no cure for schizophrenia, meds only work go supress some symptoms and work better for some than others. Also, anyone can experience psychosis. Even you.
austin’s case is literally insane i’ve never heard a story and kept getting shocked over and over the longer it went on
I thought the light he was seeing was him running into a moving car or truck. I was SHOKED.
@@xtccbabyy It should have been and those poor victims would still be living.
@@Jayeskool318you want Austin to die? He was suffering from hallucinations and mental health problems, it wouldve been better if there was no light and he cops catch him and gave him therapy
Another horrifying thing. He reportedly screamed to the officers “Help me, I’m eating people!” during the psychosis
@@Jayeskool318why did you want a mentally unstable man to die before he killed anybody
for anyone confused by what seems like a weird setting, when he says 2003 in the second story, he means 2013. when he says 2006 in the final story, he means 2016. that's why roman had youtube videos and austin was singing fetty wap lol
Wow, great research done by Nick.
@@erc3338Seems like a typo
Someone’s getting fired 😂
Yeah thanks, I didn't think they had RC helicopters so readily available like that to that experience level in 2003...
Back then that would have been like a $50k remote control helicopter that like three people own, and 10 years later you can probably find it for ~$500..!
Funny. The only thing that I thought might be off was around 27:44 he talks about Austin H. running to his mother's house, which was empty. But I thought that his mother when questioned by police, told them that she was there, saw him drink cooking oil and told him to stop it... I could be wrong though.
“and the creepy guy who lives downstair-“
“oh i mean… my dad terry”
What a truthful tongue in cheek 😢
As someone with Schizophrenia, he needs help badly. I started developing at 13, I've had episodes, hearing and seeing things. Luckily, I was diagnosed 13 years later in jail. After many years and psychiatrists, I'm on the best medication and live a normal life just like everyone else. Mental illness is no joke.
I'm really glad you got the help you needed, and I hope things will only continue to get better for you ❤
I can relate. I have 5 mental disorders. One of them is some for of Schizophrenia which makes me quite paranoid. And i have ADHD, i have suffered from panic anxiety attacks previously and i also have had 5 Psychotic episodes over a 3 year span, and i have Posttraumatic stress. I hate all the stigma against mental illness. Like you say, mental illness is no joke and never something anyone should ever make jokes about. Much love.
@@P4ND3R550N when I was younger, I had no idea what I was going through and at 13, I was scared. I started hearing things, then seeing things, paranoid out of my mind. I've come a long way. I'm very blessed to have what I have now. Life gets hard but don't give up. If you feel like you are a risk to you or others, don't be afraid to get help.
Thank God you're doing ok now, I have severe anxiety and panic disorder along with bipolar depression. You're in my thoughts and prayers ❤
What medication worked best for you?
As a personal victim of SA from my father(biological not step in my case) It infuriates me beyond belief that this continues to happen to innocent girls. We don’t deserve this, no one does.
Edit: To clarify some responses I will add this reply to the main thread. I am 100% an advocate for male victims and I apologize if I came off insensitive to that. I was just speaking based off of the the story Nick covered. It’s horrible that children are abused sexually, period.
agreed
it happens to boys as well, but yes it's awful and im sorry you went through that
It breaks my heart how common this is.
@@fox_in_michigan8716 I am 100% an advocate for male victims and I apologize if I came off insensitive to that. I was just speaking based off of the the story Nick covered. It’s horrible that children are abused sexually, period.
@@Thiccc_PikaYou're fine. It didn't come off insensitive. You were writing based on the context you previously mentioned
That last story is horrifying. The fact he had no idea what was happening and then coming back to a waking nightmare. It’s crazy how someone with such minimal and spontaneous signs of mental distress can just snap like that so suddenly and not even know what they did after the fact.
Edit: Thank you for the replies!! It’s interesting discussing with you guys and getting different perspectives on this case.
Yeah, imagine waking up from what you think was a strange and horrible nightmare, then the real nightmare starts when you realize you gruesomely killed two people. I know I’d have a hard time trusting myself ever again.
Looking at the whole case, there were a ton of signs of his poor mental state that the people around him (his family) ignored because their reputation may be tarnished
From what I gather, there were a lot of signs.
I think the issue is that there is still a lot of stigma surrounding mental health, sadly. Its extremely evident when the topic of discussion is about 'legal insanity'.
Even the families of the victims, who should know most about the case, cannot wrap their minds around what it means to be legally insane. They see Austin as a "rich white boy"; they view the verdict of not guilty by reason of insanity and his possible release as "white privilege" EVEN THOUGH legal insanity is almost impossible to prove because of how strict the law is. Only 1% of people use insanity as a defense and way less people than that are successful in proving it. It only ever works when you are actually insane.
I doubt he will ever be released anyway because his psychosis was so severe. Regardless, id rather go to prison than a psych ward.
Some people just don't want to face the facts about mental health or are incapable because their minds are clouded by emotions and judgement.
At the same time TikTok is filled to the brim with disturbed vlogs. You can't "help", or sanction all the crazy acting teens. Some of this nonsense is actually called normal nowadays, and pointing to a disorder might get the pointer cancelled
@@magnuskallas While I see your point, I think it’s important to keep an open mind and not jump to conclusions on what person has what disorder you deem fitting. It’s a slippery slope that the people who actually know said person should be addressing, not folks on the internet who see very few parts of these peoples lives. We don’t know what they could be going through.
But again, maybe a bit of a push in the right direction might make someone actually take themselves more seriously. I’m unsure what the right course of action would be in all honesty, but I think it’s a good discussion to have.
And from what I’ve seen, I don’t think anyone is finding disorders “normal”, what I see is destigmatization of such things. Open discussions of illness which in turn might’ve made people like our main focus here feel less embarrassed to ask for help. In turn avoiding such tragedies. Of course, there are exceptions and you could be seeing something I’m not, though.
Cheyanne was such a pure girl and imagining how she died probably knowing it was her end is so heartbreaking
That Austin one is really tragic. Mental illness is no joke, it really does change people often for the worst. RIP to the victims.
Not to be a wise-ass, but I've never heard of a situation where it changes someone for the better.
@@lowtechredneck6704 illness for a reason ig
@@lowtechredneck6704sometimes it just changes people though. Not for good, not for bad, just…changes
@@lyndseywilliams9993 yea like autism or asbergers they arnt bad people just different
It is actual demonic entities
Poor Chyenne. She had such a vibrant spirit despite her horrific life. I see myself in her. I'm 43, but looking back on me as a socially awkward teenager. I did not go through anything like she did. How awful for her.
The worst part is when you think about it,she probably started a yt channel to avoid getting Abµs£d.
@@TheManBehindTheTaco so fucking sad. im glad the creep that hurt her got caught but it was far too late. she seemed so sweet and loving despite her environment. strong people are the ones who keep their hearts open even after they’ve been hurt.
@@mazarine_44Same bro may she rest in peace.
The first story with Chyenne breaks my heart. She looks identical to my best friend and acts a lot like her too. That poor girl deserved so much more. Rest in Peace Chyenne. You deserved so much better in life.
she looks and acts like one of my long distance friends it's really making me uncomfortable:(
I think the most frightening thing is seeing that disgusting, filthy thing coming into your room knowing hes going to use you for his own gratification and there is nothing you can do.
Yup it damages you for life. I have sever trust issues because of it.
That last one was genuinely so... Terrifying. I have struggled mentally, and seen people struggle mentally. Ive laid there and cried because I could feel myself slipping and I was scared.
Personal beliefs aside with his case, he should've been getting help way way sooner. So sad
His family actually had the time to give him the help he needed, they knew he was losing his mind, but they didnt even try.
I hope you’re doing better now
probably just the classic american man mentality of "man up" @@elchicogore9517
@@elchicogore9517Definitely can't just blame the family/friends of someone who's got sudden onset schizophrenia. Now, the couple didn't deserve to die obviously, but Austin was probably having hallucinations and "visions" which is very easy to see as being Schizophrenia. A friend has told me now, 5 years into being friends, that her mom is seriously Schizophrenic and that she's not good with new people. It's why he told me not to go to his parents house unless his brother, dad, or himself are there. Simply because she takes medicine a few times a week for her Schizophrenia, but if she forgets to take it she can start to hear the voices and delusional thoughts.
I guarantee roids cocaine, god knows what other drugs, and cte likely played a role even if he had schizophrenia or whatever these armchair psychologists are saying
Poor Cheyenne. She seemed like a sweet kid who deserved a clean home and privacy and a father who wasn’t a goddamn monster.
That last video made my blood go cold. Her face, the way she flinched when that scumbag came in to hurt her…it breaks my heart.
And I think the most chilling part to me is that even after she told him she was on live, he only had the minimum amount of restraint to "only" grab her by the neck before stopping
I could only imagine what he was like *off* camera...
For me, there was also something about the way she grabbed his wrist. I can't quite put my finger on what. But it stands out.
Too bad her mom needed a boyfriend so bad
I went to the same school as her she was a few grades ahead of me but from what I remember she was very kind and caring may she rest in peace
@@mariebelladonna437 yes that's what stuck out to me. Definitely very wrong
The fact TH-cam makes you censor such mild words just shows how insane the world has become
Good ol' capitalism. Can't upset the advertisers or else you get demonetized or blacklisted from recommended.
I can’t even begin to tell you how many comments I wrote that have been shadow banned or deleted by yooo tooob
It’s infuriating
It's the advertisers, not TH-cam. The advertisers won't allow some words, i.e., is doing the censoring.
@@electroluxia
So when you watch u tube dont buy from the advertisers and tell others not to also.
@@elonever.2.071 Yes.
The fitness guy was showing a bunch of signs. His sister said that he kept making comments about being immortal and being part horse. He had a mental breakdown and his family just watched. It had been going on for a while.
I really hope that Roman’s dad and his friends were able to recover from the trauma of watching their son/friend getting accidentally decapitated. R.I.P., Roman.
A mind blowing experience for everyone, hope they enjoyed it 😂
@@asdfg1346onwhy are you so miserable, you gonna log into your other account and agree with yourself again loser😂
@@asdfg1346onyou are trying way too hard bro
@@asdfg1346on hopefully you get to enjoy it too
@@asdfg1346on What?
I had a mutual friend with Chyenne, her case still shakes east dubuque, dubuque, and galena today. We were never close but she was always so sweet
may she rest in peace
@ville__wtf is wrong with you, get a life and read the room
@ville__ gay
@ville__ no
@ville__have some courtesy
Chyenne probably felt very guilty for what she was doing with him, and that's why she tried protecting him. She was concerned for him, because he made her feel like they were doing something they weren't supposed to. It's one thing to abuse your step daughter, which is awful in its own right, but another to kill her out of fear of being caught. He could've just stopped abusing her. Even if he doesn't come clean, even if he suffers no consequences, he could've just stopped and she would be alive. It's even sadder that she loved him.
this
Even if he stopped abusing her, she could’ve still spilled the beans online (like she almost did), or years later. And he didn’t want that. It’s sad that she didn’t make it to adulthood, or even given the opportunity to leave that house/ town as a whole to put all of this behind her. I sincerely thought she ran away.. I wouldn’t have blamed her for it. Being stuck with your abuser (especially if it’s a parental figure) is so claustrophobic, you’re never safe and you’re always on edge. It’s so depressing. As a survivor of csa I always dreamt of doing it (running away), but was too scared to. I’m grateful I had friends I could confide in at the time, school was my escape from the hell that awaited me at home. Maybe that’s why Chyenne loved making videos as she didn’t have friends of her own to lean on and used it as a coping mechanism.
Child victims of SA often feel it was their fault, so she probably felt guilty af.
“what she was doing with him”?? i think you mean what he was doing TO her
@@lainiwakura1776 well her stepdad was supposed to be committed to her mother too. i imagine he told her that she was taking her mom’s husband, when in reality she was being abused. horrible.
Chyenne's case was gut-wrenching. As a new father, this type of content hits completely different. I will never understand the human nature or the absolute animals that we co-exist with. There is no way I could ever visit her channel knowing all of this now. Absolutely Brutal. Rest In Peace 💔
animals. really? animals dont kill or abuse for pleasure.
@@lizxxx5543read the room and stfu
@@lizxxx5543 it's a metaphor bud
@@nickchamov2589 No $hit. Comparing them is putting animals the loest of low. Which is far from true.
Cheyennes story is absolutely horrifying, imagining someone you trust so much do this is scary
It happens. 🙁
Easy meat
as you grow older, you realize there are people in your life that will use you at a moments notice. Please watch your back
Parents need to be more careful about the people they date .. sad that she called him dad
Austin's case is grim.
That he was clearly having issues and no one around him either cared enough or knew enough to see what was going on.
That's really odd. The moment it was said that he "saw" demons or creatures at night who kept him awake, it was clear that he had some kind of mental problem, probably schizophrenia. Also: long time periods of very bad or no sleep most likely lead to hallucinations. How could his environment just ignore this?
@@Hitsugix Ignorance of the danger "OOh he is just being funny!"
Being unwilling to accept that there son was "crazy" because a lot of boomers view mental illness as some moral failing.
There was also a case of a guy who killed his children. He had talked openly about hearing voices and joined a church that not only didn't help him but actively played into the delusions, telling him it was the voice of god.
So when those voices told him his wife was a lizard person who had tainted his children...
American is f'd
@@Hitsugix I think it's evident what kind of environment he was in when after doing many crazy and odd things including the drinking vegetable oil, he asked his parents to pay for therapy for him and they said that they would love it out. Like after all his crazy actions, speaking about hallucinations of demons, and pleas for help, you don't do anything. And when he runs away after that confrontation, they wait 4 hours until they call the police for him.
@@HitsugixI have no idea if this is the case for him but I have known people with delusions and the people around them basically encouraged them to believe they were real because they were either very religious or really into "the supernatural" so they believed in demons and told these people that they believed them when they said they saw demons
@@DSDalythe pinned comment is a therapist and they explained that Austin probably did have schizophrenia, along with other illnesses (Insomnia?)
They have explained it much better in the original comment so I suggest you check it out
Austin speaking about being healthy and not taking drugs has more to it, he was supposed to be on (prescribed) medication but didn't want to take them. What a horrific ending.
And I've seen this mentality before from some hardcore bodybuilders, they think any kind of medication is bad but fail to remember that not everyone's brain works correctly, some of us literally NEED medication to be able to function. It's not as simple as just "staying clean" - that's not universally good for everyone.
@@sunna8476Mixing medications and drugs is bad, those supposed bodybuilders you are talking about are correct.
There is not a single bodybuilder that is going to say taking medication for diagnosed schizophrenia, cancer, any other disease is wrong or bad.
@@johnnymo4000 If he really wanted to stay off drugs and was doing so, then what was his excuse for avoiding simple meds? And believe me, there are some very uninformed folks out there regardless of their profession.
he was supposed to be on subscribed medication, but he didn't click the bell icon
Most likely fried his brains with some substance... Steroids-hormones-chemical-drugs are a serious thing. And just stopping won't cancel out the damage done.
I legit did not expect Austin's story to become what it did. It actually caught me off guard
Right. I just thought he was going to run into that light he saw and get crushed by an 18 wheeler or something.
@@Mysterious_Butterfly98exactly !! I was expecting something bad but not something like that
Yeah same. I thought he was gonna run into a a vehicle or something
Just the reveal that he was actually EATING the mutilated, but still very much alive (at the time), body of one of his victims, all the while being completely out of it is so deeply awful on so many levels. I've seen a lot of dark stuff perusing the true crime side of YT but this is the first case in a long while where I'm left completely and wholeheartedly shocked by the result.
@@Mysterious_Butterfly98If only that's what actually happened...
Chy is one of millions of girls and boys out there experiencing this sexual abuse/assault in their OWN homes from their OWN so called families its scary how much ppl have experienced this thing for the very first time .. at their houses. Please speak up dont be ashamed u might save a life cause a person who do such stuff to their family will do it to innocent random ppl some day save yourself and save another life and speak up💙
chyenne's story is absolutely heartbreaking. it hits so close to home for me, she reminds me a lot of myself when i was her age. she seemed super bubbly and friendly, very trusting and creative. it's gut wrenching to think of everything that poor baby went through at the hands of that monster. even when he was hurting her, she tried to protect him and trusted him. she trusted him enough to go into the woods with him that day and it cost her her life. chy deserved to live, to grow and learn and embrace herself for who she was and become a beautiful human being. she had so much love and light to give to the world, only for it to be taken by that monster. even though he tried, she never stopped being that loving and caring person. her siblings must miss her terribly. and now that i've seen her, i miss her too. i hope that she's resting, using that bright smile and positive energy on the other side. rest in peace, chy. you deserved so much more than you got. ❤
Well said, RIP Chyenne
Nah, fat means uninportant
And every abused child, including me. We deserved better.
@@asdfg1346onthat's you to a tee
@@asdfg1346onsuch a sad life you have
As someone who also lived in a crowded hoarder home and was SA’d by my stepfather I feel so much for Cheyanne I wish so much someone could have saved her she deserved to have a happy life she deserved to feel safe:(
I hope u are living a happy life! I'm sorry you had to go thru that! Much love & blessings for a healthy future!❤
That is absolutely horrible. Im so sorry you went through that. I hope you are living well and safe now. ❤
Hope that you're surrounded by much much better people now!
Why do people like you always have to come in here and make it about yourselves? Nobody cares.
"....a flying lawnmower". That's pretty terrifying.
Roman definitely had massive skills... I've never seen an RC helicopter move that way.
That Chyenne story got me. 😢
What a lovely, bubbly young girl. Especially when you consider everything she was going through. My heart truly bleeds for her.
R.I.P. Chyenne.
The Austin Harrouff case is one that's always stuck with me. It's hard to imagine feeling pity for a murderer, but the guy was fucking GONE when he did that. "Out of his mind" is an understatement. And he knew something was wrong, too - another video I've seen about the case noted that he flushed all his drugs down the toilet a few days before the murder. Frankly, I blame the parents who clearly just wanted to sweep things under the rug.
YES. in the restaurant his parents denied him therapy. he was looking for help at the last second and they waved it off.
@@WaferTots Nick left out a lot of important details here tbh. The MrBallen and That Chapter videos on the case are much more thorough.
@@OyVeeyyep
Lol lol iq
We live in a day of youtube where you have to blurr out even the word assault and abuse, how crazy is that...
Honestly, TH-cam's censorship of certain words offends me.
@@ZadieTheTenacious2394Like what’s even the point? Did they think it’d stop people from discussing those things?
@@SamuelGalvan_ I feel you, they should stop censoring said words as it made watching videos such as Nick's less enjoyable and harder to understand.
you don't have to, only if you want to make money off it.
@@RussellB I see.
I went to Cheyenne's youtube channel as soon as you mentioned it was active, and the first video I saw was the most recent one. As soon as this dude came in and she kinda walked over and touched his arms, and then he began to "play slap" her, I had to stop it and come back. I had an instant bad feeling about whatever I was seeing. Literally, as soon as his legs entered the shot, I got a shiver. I didn't even notice what they were saying. It was really the, "See how abusive he is?" that did it for me. Even in a joking matter, something felt wrong immediately.
And all for some sick man's selfish lust.
This makes me want to cry.
She just seemed like such a sweetheart. A complete loss to the world to not have her in it.
I don't think I could bring myself to watch the full thing. The clip alone sent shivers down my spine. Poor girl, she really needed a protector. Her mother will probably suffer with overwhelming guilt for the rest of her life for bringing that monster into their lives and not paying close enough attention to her child
@@diplamatikjuan3595
Her mother doesn't give a rats ass about Cheyenne. She has her husband and boyfriend living in the same house. And the house stunk. She doesn't have the self awareness to think about anything beside her own sechual desires,
she even joked "warning, this man might kill you !" :(
The worst part is when she "jokingly" says "see what I have to go through every day?" :( Poor baby.
I just did too after I read your comment and I totally agree. You can just tell something was off by the way her stepdad started acting playfully in an awkward way after she mentioned she was live. Even toward the end where she mentioned her Michael Jackson shirt and either her dad or brother mentioned, “Ya, she’s into child m0l3sters.” 😳
That poor sweet girl. I can’t imagine what she went through. 😢💔
austin’s story gave me the chills, he looked like such a sweet kid going down a traumatic path. schizophrenia is an awful thing and the poor guy was fighting with his own conscience about his actions and what he really wanted.
I’m 65 I’ve had bad things happen to me at 9 & again at 11 I blamed myself for years I look at Cheyenne & my heart breaks to have that happen by someone who is supposed to love & protect you poor baby girl 🦘☮️🇦🇺
so sorry to hear that. Its NOT your fault, you were a child. Hugs to you from the UK
im sorry to hear that :( the other comment is right, though, it is absolutely not your fault. im glad youre here to even let people know what happened to you and i hope youre doing okay now
The abuse a child goes through is never the fault of the victim. It's hard to rationalize and read the atmosphere of situations as a child. It was not your fault that bad things happened to you, it was the fault of the sick individuals that caused it to happen.
bless your soul, I'm so so sorry you had to go through such things. I hope you've been able to find peace now and I hope whoever did such a thing to you faced the consequences they deserved. It's sickening that people even think to do such terrible things to young kids, and it was never ever yourself. Hugs to you
As soon as I saw how Roman was flying the helicopter so closely to his own body, I thought "He's gonna cut his head off." I wish I hadn't been right. His Dad, his friends, the witnesses, they can't unsee what they saw. 😢
I thought the same - grew up in a small plane pilot environment, and stories like this one (even limb loss) were commonplace. I respect any and all rotating devices.
I knew it was coming once i saw how big they were
What in the world was he even thinking flying that dangerous toy so close?? He was way too confident..
@@anakatana777the hubris that comes with youth can be so dangerous. it’s devastating. i couldn’t imagine what his father must STILL be feeling
@@anakatana777 That's not a toy. it's an aerial death machine. What happened is tragic, i'm just glad he didn't end up crashing that thing into a random family or some kids watching the spectacle
Cheyenne must have sensed something was going to happen. She said, "Someone got my 1st channel." What if it was her step dad? Maybe that was his 1st attempt at stopping her from making videos.
She would have eventually used her channel as an outlet, he was afraid she was going to tell
Maybe it's why she started doing live streams as a form of protection from him while he was around 😢
@@hempyweeds5745yea
That would make sense. He’s seen working at what I’m assuming is the family computer, or his own computer , where she most likely had access to her TH-cam account from. She may have left it signed in at some point, giving him the opportunity to mess with it
My thoughts exactly
The first one was bound to be bad purely off of "mother and her husband and boyfriend"
Cheyenne was someone special and it’s so sad that such a young person with so much energy and happiness was ended over someone’s sick mind. I hope she’s in a better place.
That little girl in the first one breaks my heart. The only life she probably ever knew was a hard life but she still managed to smile and laugh. May God rest her sweet soul.
The first one is so heartbreaking, I almost cried. No child should ever go through something like that. I hope you can Rest In Peace Chyenne.
i'm shocked that no one is talking about Roman P.
his videos seemed insane and I'm just heartbroken after hearing how it ended. RIP.
I feel sorry for both Austin and the couple killed by his episode. The poor guy seemed genuinely really nice, and even was pursuing music as a creative outlet. He just didn't get the help he needed until it was too late to prevent something like this.
Heart also goes out to the officers that showed up. That scene probably haunts their dreams to this day.
I think he seemed like an asshole, but you are probably a woman, women don´t recognize assholes when they are handsome. Until it is too late.
yeah because nobody cared and nobody wanted to help him
it's sad how poorly mental health is treated, even in our day and age...@@scoper7897
He didn't seem nice to me at all, I could tell within seconds that he was an empty soul trying to fill in the void by following others.
@@anon3631you can't just give up on people like that especially the dude was strong as crap when he was tweaking out. I also experienced super human strength I just didn't eat anybody or burry my head in someone's belly.
Cheyenne’s video made my stomach sank when her step father walked in frame, already understanding what may be going on
right?
the way hes invading her space, hes intimidatingly too close, their hands touched like that..
vomit inducing.
And it doesn't look as if he even knocked before entering, which is also a major red flag.
I knew when she was talking about him staying out of the vid prior to that. He was assaulting her continuously. It's sickening. You can tell she had taken to being kind and acting like she wanted it so likely wouldn't be so rough with her. I forget what it's called.
is what you are thinking of called Stockholm syndrome? @@J.C...
Right. She said “Dad look around. I don’t want you getting caught in the camera.”2:38 that’s the biggest red flag. Actually more like a confession.
I can’t even imagine how hard it is for Roman’s dad. Raised his kid with the very sport that would take him out right in front of him. At such a random day nothing even special just going get a lil practice in and then gone. Truly heartbreaking.
i'm so glad that when you censor what you're going to say you put it in the captions i hate when people make the voice really deep and backwards like
As a person who has seizures that can sometimes be triggered by flashing of strobe lights, I want to thank you for putting a warning in the beginning of the video. I already had a really bad seizure this week, so I would definitely NOT like to repeat that!
😊❤
I also have epilepsy. I don't get too affected by flashing light but have had a few that were horrible so I also appreciate Nick's warning. People without epilepsy usually have no idea how agonizing it is after the seizure. My temporal and frontal lobe get affected. Once my brain gets activated I can have over a 100 a day.
I don't have epilepsy but it seems like so many horror channels will use flashing light effects for no reason. It just seems kinda unfair to the people who are affected by that kind of thing when effects like that are mostly just obnoxious and don't add to the content. I think MamaMax was the worst for that kind of thing but he's going his own path at the moment lmao.
@@lucasrumpizzle1053I keep forgetting about him until someone reminds me about him and how annoying his editing always was 💀 I hope there’s a change in using flashing lights soon
Reading this as Im currently weening off my seizure meds ❤
@@SidVacant69lol meanwhile I’ve been getting better at taking mine.
Chyenne's story makes me feel so sad and disgusted and the saddest part is that there are many such cases. I wish women with kids were more careful about who they bring into their homes.
In the UK now and I believe it's been for a while anyone can do a background check with the police to see if a new partner has any convictions for violent or sexual crimes against women & children.Too many beasts about so imo it a step in the right direction.
Some care more for having a man in their life than their actual children, sadly.
>"I wish women with kids were more careful about who they bring into their homes."
Finally, someone said it, and a woman at that, thank you.
I would rather the onus be on men to be better in general than the onus being placed on the women to pick out the good men.
Both things are good. And sadly, humans are and always will be flawed and certain of them prone to heinous acts whether it's culturally accepted or not.@@IntelegentFool
I remember hearing about Austin’s harrouffs story a long time ago. As someone with schizo-affective bipolar disorder, I can see in his eyes how dangerous his mind was becoming in those videos alone, building up fast. He was clearly reaching a breaking point, and I think going to a restaurant might’ve set him off faster. I believe that because possibly, the sound of lots of talking, chewing, laughing, clinking of plates and forks, might’ve pushed him to break down completely that night, he was going to break down bad at some point but that probably partially set it off into complete chaos. I say that because I and others with mental disorders have anger and nervous breakdowns in loud restaurants, especially when your mind is so dark like his, his break down was alot worse than most. I’m so sorry for the victims, this is a horrible case.
Holy shit the way you explained it makes so much sense now that I look back on it. God what an awful case.
@@analienthing truly awful case, that couple did nothing wrong, may they rest in peace and I hope the man who was stabbed is doing okay, he gave him some deadly puncture wounds that could’ve killed him in every place.
As someone with bipolar disorder, I’m not surprised with how this all played out. Once you’re in a place like that it’s insanely hard to get out of, especially if no one acknowledges it or doesn’t anything about it. Manic or psychotic episodes are insane, we end up putting ourselves and everyone around us in danger. It sucks. Just tragic all around.
@@alexacortes579 it really does. When I’m in a manic episode, I typically isolate myself in the woods for a few hours as I feel like I might hurt someone like my parents, my dogs, or myself. For us with bipolar and schizo affective disorders, we need to realize when we might be a danger before our mind makes a decision for us. Luckily, I’m not a violent person, but it didn’t seem he was either. This case really shows what happens when we are medically untreated.
Wow. I’m autistic-restaurants and their noises are always very triggering to me, and I’ve had more than my fair share of meltdowns while going out to eat. Imagining that feeling magnified times a million…yikes.
I'm a resident of East Dubuque. When I was in elementary school there was a lockdown at the school that day and all of the kids were confused. When we eventually went home, we saw FBI vehicles. Right across the street was that house. I went to after school daycare and the murderer commonly walked over when we were playing and had chats with our caretaker. Absolutely terrifying hearing more to this story now.
my boyfriend has schizophrenia (that he’s thankfully medicated for) and that story with Austin haunts me. I’ve heard stories from my bf of his descent into delusion and the years he had to spend in mental institutions… it’s so heartbreaking. It makes me lose sleep sometimes thinking about how much different things could have turned out for him if he never got help..
smoking weed isn’t harmless for everyone, for some people it can trigger very scary things.
@@PiscesPower1994Jesus that took a dark turn
Damaged goods
Weed didn't do that to him dawg.
@@BioshockDrill Weed can actually trigger schizophrenia.
@@BioshockDrill man look it up
Romans story with his RC helicopter 🚁 is the very reason why people always say before attempting any dangerous tricks "FOLKS, PLEASE DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME !"
Fair winds to accompany your travels R.I.P Brother🙏
Finally someone mentions about Roman r.i.p such a skilled pilot
Also why there's FAA regulations for unmanned aircraft especially once you start going up to that size and weight
Yeah, especially considering what the helicopter did to his body. I've seen the picture. It's horrible.
I can't imagine how his father must have felt knowing he's the one who got him into the activity that would lead to his death 😢
@@Kazito31080 yeah he must have felt so guilty poor man
Austin's mental health must've been so bad that he could endure all of those things that people did to stopped him. And people still think mental health isnt important
of course. "insanity" is not contagious, so why even care
@@LassetUnsSpielenwhat?
right? *rolls eyes*
It is important but all too many times THEY are convinced we are the crazy ones! They won't do their meds. Ive seen it!
This channel didn't mention all the substances he drank & he did do illegal drugs. His friends/family chalked up his behaviors to his drug use. It makes me so angry that he gets no prison time. He has never shown any remotse
That letter she wrote breaks my heart. CHEY. ❤
All children should be protected and cherished!
that last story is horrible. just the fact that his mental well being got so deteriorated to the point he killed two people is beyond me how could his family not have noticed he needed serious help?
To be fair, in that one video Austin recorded where he talks about how he doesn't want to take drugs (at 26:19) makes it seem like he was being recommended to take medication, but was refusing to do so. It's possible what he was talking about was how he doesn't want to use steroids and other things to cheat on his fitness journey, but it's also not unheard of for people to refuse taking medications because they don't think they need it. Austin's friends were said to have noticed his personality change, so I would hope his parents would have also noticed the change, but maybe they didn't think it would get to the point that it did, I don't know. It's just a sad story all around, though.
@@GabbyGoLucky yes that's fair. I took that as him not wanting to take steroids but he could've been talking about medication for his psychosis but ig we wont really know. overall it's just sad to see
@@GabbyGoLuckyAt that point though when you notice some serious changes you can legally force him to get psychiatric help. He probably had sudden onset schizophrenia, and usually people don't realize they need meds until they are forced to take them and then get better. I find it extremely hard to believe that the people close to him didn't realize he was hallucinating.
They all knew. This is the guy who did this while his family where all at dinner... a dinner they set up to try to jump him into seeking help@@stup1d.em0
@@AccidentallyOnPurpose
How sudden is the onset?
Rest peacefully, Chy.. you didn't deserve a bit of that. 😓
RIP but by any chance did you knew her ?
Literally sobbing about Cheyenne, I have a cousin whos in a really bad domestic situation too. She reminds me so much of her and just the thought off what goes on behind closed doors brings me to tears. We've tried to intervene but the law did nothing.
We’ll try try again until you succeed. Call cyf. Call someone who can help you
Don’t stop trying to help. I wish the best for you all.
My mom and i call about every month and I do check up on her almost everyday. Her parents have threatened to get a restraining order against us, but we still call anonymously often.@@roseerdlen7955
@@AnneIglesiasthank you. and we wont, we call about every month anonymously, and I do check up on her daily
Just a couple years ago a guy that used to live in my apartment, Christopher Ferguson, stopped taking his meds and ran down the street, trying to open doors and got into someone's house and killed an older couple and her mom who was like 96. The couple was supposed to show up to renew their vows for their 50th anniversary the next day and they didn't show up. When they went to do a wellness check they found their Bodies hacked up so badly they were unrecognizable. They tracked Christopher's bloody footprints to a close by river and found his backpack and eventually him. I think he's still awaiting trial or something. It shook this neighborhood so hard though and everybody locks their doors that didn't before. Just one week prior he came to my door Knocking but I don't open the door if I'm home alone, regardless of who it is. You never know who's going to snap. My father-in-law was just having drinks with him and the neighbor's yard the night before. I don't believe anybody's done a story on him and I have a lot of information if you're interested. His name Is Christopher Ferguson and this happened in Newton, Massachusetts.
Aw poor Roman, that's so sad. I can't imagine being one of his familymembers, sitting there, celebrating and sharing a hobby with a loved one, only to witness the most horrific events a parent - or sibling, can imagine. His poor father, I have 2 kids (13&16) and I would be an absolute mess, smh it's almost unfathomable.
Nick is always able to find these dark channels that no one know about and I have no idea how he does it, props to you man. The success is 100% deserved
Psychosis for sure is a terrifying thing...
Chyenne's case is one i won't forget. The house is one I've driven past a hundred times, even seeing her and her siblings out playing in the yard before her passing away. I even remember them playing hide and seek one day and yelling out, he's under the deck and hearing her laugh and saying i got you now. The last image i have is of the day they were removing her body and all the police, the coroner, and family parked all down the street and standing in the yard.
He clearly had been grooming her and with her moms relationships in sure she didn't think much of it or he told her it was no big deal. Especially for her to tell him she was live and to be careful. She was protecting him not understanding he was using her and abusing her the entire time. Breaks my heart for her and her siblings.