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The sound of myself by disasterpeace X I don't wanna live in a hole anymore

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 18 เม.ย. 2023

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  • @nikiweles3299
    @nikiweles3299  ปีที่แล้ว +70

    0:22

  • @Jtastik235
    @Jtastik235 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    I don't want to be negative anymore. My life is a blessing and I am wasting it.

    • @danmcgladdery1813
      @danmcgladdery1813 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You’re always getting closer to your destiny. Only true faith can save you from these holes.

    • @DunamisPrayer
      @DunamisPrayer 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Felt this :(

  • @brookenaylanii
    @brookenaylanii ปีที่แล้ว +164

    I don't want to love you anymore. It makes me feel stupid. Comsi Comsa, anyway; life is better without holding on. Honey, we broke up a long time ago, the pain should be over. I DON'T want to love you anymore.

    • @nikiweles3299
      @nikiweles3299  ปีที่แล้ว +12

      aw :((

    • @DunamisPrayer
      @DunamisPrayer ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It’s been a year and I’m still destroyed .

    • @tymurvotiakov
      @tymurvotiakov ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Real.

    • @sammy_ak8808
      @sammy_ak8808 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Comme si comme ça

    • @Tacitus_TheBad
      @Tacitus_TheBad 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      3 years and im still obsessed with her

  • @masonwilson3679
    @masonwilson3679 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    i dont want to live
    in a hole anymore.

    • @VVeroqq
      @VVeroqq ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i want to lvi ein your haoue

  • @alvared-x
    @alvared-x 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Seeing all this people so sad. Feeling so sad, I'm too much into myself I barely talk to someone. And it's worth it. This song makes me feel life, like biologicaly and spirtitually. Feeling every atom, feeling every emotion, knowing that after all I am here, after millions and millions of years. And my soul have lived as long as the humanity, so, I try, once again to live this life I want.

  • @leozorbz
    @leozorbz ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I don't wanna live like this anymore, it makes me feel poor.
    "We are poor, but you should be greatful for what you have."
    Comsi Comsa, anyways, the views are better outside of this place. Honey, we've lived in poverty for years, I've barely had anything to eat in weeks. I don't want to live like this anymore...

    • @nikiweles3299
      @nikiweles3299  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      aw im really so sorry :((

    • @leozorbz
      @leozorbz ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nikiweles3299 🫂

  • @nina-dt8ih
    @nina-dt8ih 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    i don’t want to keep having bad experiences with guys
    it makes me feel like i’ll never be properly loved

  • @_erchikk
    @_erchikk 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    The best music while pooping

  • @snakehairedwoman
    @snakehairedwoman 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    i don‘t wanna look like this anymore, it makes me feel ugly.

    • @nikiweles3299
      @nikiweles3299  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      every person is beautiful in their own way :3

    • @lav_n12
      @lav_n12 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @nikiweles3299 Society laughs at this statement. We all know this (we = people who didn't reach the "beauty standards")

    • @nikiweles3299
      @nikiweles3299  10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@lav_n12 aw

  • @thelifeofcasey6884
    @thelifeofcasey6884 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    i don’t feel like living anymore
    it makes me feel poor

  • @fairyberry5555
    @fairyberry5555 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    damn.

  • @HoomansJudge
    @HoomansJudge 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I don't want to miss you anymore
    It's make me feel...empty.

  • @leicestercity101
    @leicestercity101 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Bro fantastic mr fox was a beautiful movie

  • @Macjan5210
    @Macjan5210 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's hard for me to stay motivated to live, sometimes I feel like I can't get up, like I can't do anything, sometimes I even question whether I should have been born...

  • @Zutzuuu
    @Zutzuuu 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Its weird. Its been 5 years since Ive last seen her. We actually were togheter, at one point, 3 years ago, before all of this mess. It was looong disrance, so you already can tell the ending. I knew her since I was six. We were classmates untill the end of fourth grade. I remember seeing her, when I was sad for some reason, 10 years ago, when I entered the school class for the first time and all of us were with our parents and picking seats. I just saw her, my eyes felt like they were being pulled on, and it stopped when I was looking at her. I was 6, I didnt know what was happening. Suddenly, I wanted to be her friend. But i was just too afraid. I had social anxiety the beggining, since kindergarten, but I cant recall what happened back then. i guess its for the better to not remember it.
    Anyways, I was just attracted to her. Its been 3 years since Ive ever talked to her, Im 16 and I think of her quite oftenly. Back then, there was no day passing without me thinking about her. Was it love? Guess so. But, at this point, its all lost. I remember, when she came to class to say goodbye, back in fourth grade... When I came home, I was like "whats the point to hold it in anymore" and just send her a message. I told her how I feel towards her. She said "WHY DIDNT YOU SAY IT SOONER?". That was the first thing I have ever regretted. I still live this way, even though its dissapointing. I dont posses the courage to speak mind, because I'm weak. I will be like these sad 60 year old geezers, regretting their whole lives, that is, if I get to 60, and not die at 23. What the fuck am I doing with my life?
    Good question. I guess, nothing at the moment. I dont have any talents, i have a failed attempt of a hobby, i tried to find my way, I went south instead of north, and just left it like that. I dont have any plans, nor aspirations.
    I. Am. Nothing. I'm nothing. And I prooved it.

    • @nikiweles3299
      @nikiweles3299  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      no please dont commit suicide :c. I know at least there is one person that lives for you so please don't

  • @MaybePookie
    @MaybePookie 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i don't want to be self-destructive anymore,, it makes me feel ill.

  • @jesseipuri9489
    @jesseipuri9489 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    class clown at school: your mom -laughs-
    class clown at home:

  • @not_taro
    @not_taro 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I feel like I’m sinking in a hole while listening to this bro

  • @doge3058
    @doge3058 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I miss my dad

    • @sidharthanm7761
      @sidharthanm7761 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Condolences man, Hope you are doing good

    • @sidharthanm7761
      @sidharthanm7761 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@doge3058 That is great! Do what suits you and keep doing you brother

    • @doge3058
      @doge3058 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Damn it's been a while. I remember watching this over and over because my internet went out, and it was all I had to watch, and after a really bad day, I just cried a bit watching this

    • @dariustanz7603
      @dariustanz7603 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@doge3058 as someone who went through the same well be okay brother

  • @user-ms6if9ti6b
    @user-ms6if9ti6b 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i don't wanna be stuck in the same cycle i have been. i feel so alone, why does nobody understand me and my sorrows?

  • @cirnik_bez_cira
    @cirnik_bez_cira 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Мне надоело подстраиваться под людей. Но у меня нет настоящей "я". Я не могу показывать свои настоящие эмоции тк их нет. Я не хочу видеть своего отца. Я не люблю себя. Я всегда хотела радовать,а не разочаровывать друзей, знакомых, родных. Я не хочу умирать, хочу что бы люди понимали что я отдельная личность. Хочу иметь настоящую себя. Хочу что бы люди понимали что я существую. Мне просто хочется настоящего счастья, а не словесного.
    P.S. Я не жалуюсь, мне просто было необходимо высказаться. Заранее извините.

  • @Yuki.470
    @Yuki.470 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Crying on the bathroom floor and making my self bl33d rn

  • @etoiledereine
    @etoiledereine 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i don't want to live in a hole anymore.

  • @Blueinferno246
    @Blueinferno246 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I appreciate this video

  • @ZOZOURFAV
    @ZOZOURFAV 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I dont wanna love you anymore. It makes me feel numb. “You are numb, but you’ll be fine” comsi comsa, anyways life is better without you in my mind, R I’m hurt mentally by you. I DONT wanna love you.

  • @hossein303
    @hossein303 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I don't want to live in the matrix anymore.
    I'm gonna change my life

    • @sa_vic
      @sa_vic ปีที่แล้ว +11

      🤓

  • @godspeed8599
    @godspeed8599 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I don’t wanna live in a hole anymore, I’m going to move out of my parents house, I’m going to change, I’m going to the military to be a man I can only dream of right now, I want to be strong, faithful to my God, I want to be a man better than my father, and I’m going to do something about it right now.

  • @dio2047
    @dio2047 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Real

    • @sa_vic
      @sa_vic ปีที่แล้ว

      fake

  • @persipanclown
    @persipanclown 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I don't want to have borderline anymore it makes me feel miserable.
    You are miserable and but you are happy
    Comsi comsa anyway Living is better with some pain
    I'm 23 years old and I don't want to have borderline anymore and I'm going to do something about it.

  • @masha777.
    @masha777. 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Comme ci, comme ça

  • @tomasvetrak2456
    @tomasvetrak2456 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    real

  • @DunamisPrayer
    @DunamisPrayer ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Screaming

    • @MaybePookie
      @MaybePookie 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Crying

    • @MaybePookie
      @MaybePookie 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Throwing up

  • @snowwy8711
    @snowwy8711 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Fuck bro.. I just wanna be free..

  • @daniellewurtz4201
    @daniellewurtz4201 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don't wanna live in a hole anymore and I'm gonna do something about it (I won't I'll be alone 😹)

    • @MaybePookie
      @MaybePookie 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You wont be alone.