the cinematic orchestra - to build a home (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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  • @maiisiedouglas
    @maiisiedouglas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4802

    ‘dont take life too seriously.
    nobody makes it out alive.’

  • @harrypotterfan2500
    @harrypotterfan2500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7729

    You don't realize the good moments until they become memories and its all you have left.

    • @mstuff2460
      @mstuff2460 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      yeah

    • @lucidly
      @lucidly 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      True that:/

    • @tay_8184
      @tay_8184 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Bro Fr...

    • @anaa2059
      @anaa2059 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      and when u don't have memories anymore what do u do? asking 4 a friend lol

    • @harrypotterfan2500
      @harrypotterfan2500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@anaa2059 haha omg, I was not expecting this, well if you dont have memories then go make some, it might come out good

  • @mae-vd7iw
    @mae-vd7iw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5025

    One of the deepest pains is watching everyone around you move on while you are stuck wishing you were in the past.

    • @honeyroberts5227
      @honeyroberts5227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      are the moving on tho or are they all faking it just like me and you you’ll never know

    • @ninon5945
      @ninon5945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      damn you described my feelings so well

    • @linhphuong5398
      @linhphuong5398 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      true, even how much i tried, i always left behind

    • @m_mm0682
      @m_mm0682 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sry for bringing ST into this but...
      Will Byers with everybody else in stranger things ^

    • @kefuoemaseli2502
      @kefuoemaseli2502 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This hit home 😔

  • @mxstazz8537
    @mxstazz8537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1033

    I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Don’t u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically can’t? It sucks, don’t it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.

    • @Angel-ko9jp
      @Angel-ko9jp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like that’s what I need but I can’t, the tears just won’t come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~

    • @mxstazz8537
      @mxstazz8537 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Angel-ko9jp Yess that’s exactly how I feel sometimes

    • @kyurin4u480
      @kyurin4u480 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel you :( we're all dead inside.

    • @sheepy719
      @sheepy719 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Do you have more songs like that I think I need them.

    • @mxstazz8537
      @mxstazz8537 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sheepy719 I would recommend ‘Unfair’ by the neighborhood, and ‘Welcome Home’ by radical face!

  • @daliaxoxo4816
    @daliaxoxo4816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3353

    "This is a place where I dont feel alone"
    that's here..
    Thank you guys

    • @elkslife101xoxo5
      @elkslife101xoxo5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      🥺🥺

    • @daliaxoxo4816
      @daliaxoxo4816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@elkslife101xoxo5 💕💕

    • @sabrinalostorto5756
      @sabrinalostorto5756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      hey. i love u. i hope you're okay. if not, it'll be alright, everything will be fine, i promise bby.

    • @daliaxoxo4816
      @daliaxoxo4816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@sabrinalostorto5756 ohhhh yes im okay thank yu ❤❤❤❤

    • @sabrinalostorto5756
      @sabrinalostorto5756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@daliaxoxo4816 glad to hear that :)

  • @Bee-so2wu
    @Bee-so2wu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4571

    I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments.
    April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM
    I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasn’t easy for him. It’s not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside

  • @witna6746
    @witna6746 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1356

    This whole comment section is a big fat proof that it's not just "the damn phone".

    • @romaisabella5349
      @romaisabella5349 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah

    • @kookiemaster9259
      @kookiemaster9259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      They still wouldnt believe us though

    • @Ester-dv7ny
      @Ester-dv7ny 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      facts

    • @heiker.9167
      @heiker.9167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah

    • @ild4099
      @ild4099 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.

  • @IvoriHonor
    @IvoriHonor ปีที่แล้ว +164

    It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly I’ve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way let’s off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. I’m sorry if this comment is grim but I can’t do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now
    Edit:
    Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all
    - his sister

    • @limateus6736
      @limateus6736 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother

    • @MaxDoom786
      @MaxDoom786 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      If you are reading this spend your time with your loved ones and dont worry we all will have a time to rest in our graves, here is my love brother.

    • @keylajimenez5090
      @keylajimenez5090 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      Hope you're still with us .

    • @Disciple550
      @Disciple550 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      May you find peace with Christ our savior. My prayers are with you

    • @chloed1924
      @chloed1924 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I am so glad that you are surrounded by people you love

  • @nicolecasprowitz4115
    @nicolecasprowitz4115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3130

    Life gets harder and harder by the day and music becomes the only reason I’m still alive

    • @ESCMV
      @ESCMV 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Stay good man contunue to fight

    • @lindakastarina9764
      @lindakastarina9764 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Keep going you did a great job☺️

    • @aminibrahim4362
      @aminibrahim4362 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      life can flip around and become better in a day never give up

    • @nuagmandal3505
      @nuagmandal3505 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      God is the reason your still alive

    • @jamirahks
      @jamirahks 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      music doesn’t even help anymore, it’s gotten tot he point I feel trapped inside my mind with no control over my thoughts

  • @claramalfoy5127
    @claramalfoy5127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8825

    this hits hard when your true home is in another reality.

    • @brisa2810
      @brisa2810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +238

      You'll shift soon ❤✨

    • @capricornfilm9460
      @capricornfilm9460 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      i feel you.

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @4fteryou_u
      @4fteryou_u 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      i know you can do it, i believe in you

    • @sonjaadebahr3781
      @sonjaadebahr3781 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      felt so much omg:( i just wanna go home

  • @pyro_simp
    @pyro_simp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3825

    Death is not the worst thing in life, the worst, that's what dies in us when we live...
    -Albert Einstein

    • @meep1723
      @meep1723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      I had a stroke reading this ._.

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@meep1723 Stop being horny, it just makes you sadder than you already are buddy

    • @meep1723
      @meep1723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@Qophillius huh

    • @lanidimonaco
      @lanidimonaco 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@Qophillius having a stroke doesn't make you horny tf? They were making a simple joke grow tf up and stop seeing everything in a sexual way nonce

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@lanidimonaco Chillout thought he is joking, wtf why are you so mean (Im from germany girl my english is not the best)

  • @Blixx_tv
    @Blixx_tv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +603

    We don't search for old songs,
    we search for old memories.

  • @jussiniacreighton6683
    @jussiniacreighton6683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2000

    I hate living in my head. & constantly convincing myself everyone around me hates me.

    • @miiabaybee5289
      @miiabaybee5289 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Are u a Capricorn?

    • @jussiniacreighton6683
      @jussiniacreighton6683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@miiabaybee5289 cancer

    • @lunapeperkamp7442
      @lunapeperkamp7442 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      i bet you're an awesome person, i saw your profile pic and thought that you were so gorgeous!! i hope you are doing okay

    • @salmamezzane6244
      @salmamezzane6244 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i always feel the same

    • @jussiniacreighton6683
      @jussiniacreighton6683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@lunapeperkamp7442 oh my gosh, thank you so much!! ❤️

  • @deadkey
    @deadkey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3547

    "We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun."
    - Winnie the Pooh

    • @yusuff4750
      @yusuff4750 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      he really said that? lmao

    • @ttv_sabotage_1austin984
      @ttv_sabotage_1austin984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Damn that hit hard

    • @tantrumcompton8570
      @tantrumcompton8570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering

    • @tantrumcompton8570
      @tantrumcompton8570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering

    • @Bluesky-lo3zr
      @Bluesky-lo3zr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@tantrumcompton8570 do you want to talk about it?

  • @chloec1762
    @chloec1762 4 ปีที่แล้ว +637

    I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha

    • @buttercupgaming2115
      @buttercupgaming2115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      That’s what I’m doing :)

    • @_aliciamejia_
      @_aliciamejia_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me toooo

    • @Lucyyyjaneee
      @Lucyyyjaneee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I dont think you where actually laughing at the end, are you ok

    • @10105s
      @10105s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I cried..

    • @konjitdemere5898
      @konjitdemere5898 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yea that laugh is fake😔

  • @manhafathima6060
    @manhafathima6060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1714

    The worst part bout depression is that when u r finally in a good mood it comes back and u gotta be emotional while everyone is enjoying the moment and u have to break down

    • @solouso2936
      @solouso2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@manhafathima6060 It's like my dad whenever he yells at me, i just feel.. isolated.

    • @ananyanair5132
      @ananyanair5132 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      me everytime i try to be happy :((

    • @gege_cn
      @gege_cn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes unfortunately. I cant have a happy moment anymore

    • @thaorphuong3045
      @thaorphuong3045 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Literally me rn, like im in my room crying while typing these

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My cousin recently lost her battle to depression, hit us like a truck of bricks... please do not leave this world, you are loved, and if you need to talk I’m right here.

  • @sharma_jyoti7437
    @sharma_jyoti7437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8947

    "Take her to the moon for me"

  • @Mikeplaysdbd
    @Mikeplaysdbd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    The thing about depression is that you hate yourself for being sad all the time knowing you can be happy but your mind chooses not too.

    • @skymarvel3015
      @skymarvel3015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Perfectly said.

    • @CloutNetTV
      @CloutNetTV 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      IKR

    • @allelujah2991
      @allelujah2991 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Plz look into mushrooms ❤

    • @allelujah2991
      @allelujah2991 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s never too late.

  • @mdisco10
    @mdisco10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1617

    “When a man cries, it’s not because he is weak. It’s because he has been strong for too long.”

    • @kelkirp1649
      @kelkirp1649 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      edgy af

    • @mdisco10
      @mdisco10 2 ปีที่แล้ว +99

      @@kelkirp1649 I was at rock bottom when I posted that. I hope you never have to experience that brother.

    • @Disci-pain
      @Disci-pain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@mdisco10Bro bad times don’t last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they don’t have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people don’t even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.

    • @AverageRadiance
      @AverageRadiance 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Itachi ?

    • @kayleelowe7440
      @kayleelowe7440 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      - itachi uchiha 💔

  • @twistoflemon.
    @twistoflemon. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1242

    This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.

    • @zodiac6669
      @zodiac6669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win
      .......we can win

    • @twistoflemon.
      @twistoflemon. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@zodiac6669 thank you so much I really needed this right now. You made my day better ty! Take care ♥️❤️

    • @Vamp-ht4lr
      @Vamp-ht4lr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She wouldn’t trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ain’t gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..

    • @alondramia6491
      @alondramia6491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@zodiac6669 same.

    • @Pb12049
      @Pb12049 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you ❤️

  • @miastrong491
    @miastrong491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2889

    this hits different at 2 am, lying in bed, its pitch black, and you're overthinking everything while crying.

  • @raeee994
    @raeee994 3 ปีที่แล้ว +450

    “Maybe life should be about more then just surviving”
    -Clarke griffin

    • @sabrinawinchester
      @sabrinawinchester 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      omg yessss

    • @monstvhh
      @monstvhh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I think she said
      “you were right Klark.. life is more than just surviving”
      as she was dying🥲

    • @alischa981
      @alischa981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@monstvhh do you mean clarke?

    • @jacelyngiambelluca8410
      @jacelyngiambelluca8410 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      damn this hurt

    • @Gijsver
      @Gijsver 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This hits hard

  • @oldfriendofyours6284
    @oldfriendofyours6284 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    "held on as tightly as you held on me" will always hit me in a way deeper than any other song lyric

  • @TrillGenx
    @TrillGenx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +403

    its hard to move on when she was the only reason you wanted to keep going.

    • @Tarangrimsby
      @Tarangrimsby 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447
      If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! th-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/w-d-xo.html Jesuscares.com th-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html th-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/w-d-xo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
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    • @loganwilliams7545
      @loganwilliams7545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      fun times

    • @billiesinvisalign3182
      @billiesinvisalign3182 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’ll get better. I promise you. it’s been 2 months I hope you’re doing okay

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @solidxmoe6665
      @solidxmoe6665 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Facts 💯💯

  • @solouso2936
    @solouso2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2324

    I sit in my bed just hoping to die soon, but...
    i'm scared to die.

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Please do not leave this earth, I promise that you are loved and it will get better... if you need to talk I am right here

    • @matildagibson6209
      @matildagibson6209 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@matthewfoster5264 Thats actually really nice this made me cry

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... it’s hurts so bad, and I just don’t want any other family to go through what we did

    • @zodiac6669
      @zodiac6669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@matthewfoster5264 I promise it will get better if you want to talk we can❤❤❤sending virtual hug your way

    • @jesperoosthoek3618
      @jesperoosthoek3618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.

  • @ChristineMor
    @ChristineMor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4136

    “How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard” - Winnie the Pooh

    • @fubleruble3483
      @fubleruble3483 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I have nothing and it’s still hard ☹️

    • @GUTZ4ZALE
      @GUTZ4ZALE 3 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      "They took my fucking eyes." -Winnie the Pooh

    • @kimberlygibson5408
      @kimberlygibson5408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ugh that hit hard. I wish I had that too

    • @michaelc.5809
      @michaelc.5809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@GUTZ4ZALE this made me chuckle 😂

    • @GUTZ4ZALE
      @GUTZ4ZALE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@michaelc.5809 🕺

  • @Leah-zt3oo
    @Leah-zt3oo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +199

    "The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
    ― Nicholas Sparks

  • @emilymunoz1294
    @emilymunoz1294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    My favorite part of life is music :)

    • @oakley7234
      @oakley7234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’ve never related to a comment this much .. :)

    • @alliesmith5791
      @alliesmith5791 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      To be honest music understands me more than my own parents. That’s why I love it so much. It’s always there for you no matter what

    • @emilymunoz1294
      @emilymunoz1294 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alliesmith5791 parents don’t even pay attention to us anymore lol.

    • @alliesmith5791
      @alliesmith5791 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@emilymunoz1294 your right.

  • @shaddygwapo7149
    @shaddygwapo7149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    This is the slowed + reverb we all didn't know we needed!!

  • @chahdoudhini1047
    @chahdoudhini1047 3 ปีที่แล้ว +372

    I believe this song was written in heaven.

    • @name5951
      @name5951 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I don't believe in God, but I'm a hypocrite. Most nights I pray. I pray for a way out. Away from another asshole. Away from another monster. I pray for help.

    • @jsr6126
      @jsr6126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I don't believe in god .. but every time i be outside smoking a cigarette looking at the sky i wish it inside .. i wish time could move a bit faster to the better times .. i have moments or silence wishing and feeling inside but never show it on the outside.. i don't believe in god .. i don't believe in an afterlife.. but i know better times will always come .. no matter what.

    • @antaniascott1389
      @antaniascott1389 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stfu

    • @chahdoudhini1047
      @chahdoudhini1047 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@antaniascott1389 no you stfu because that comment was written 4 months ago so no need to reply with something unnecessary like that lol

    • @antaniascott1389
      @antaniascott1389 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@chahdoudhini1047 stfu

  • @noahgleason9915
    @noahgleason9915 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    "Some friendships feel like they last forever, and others end far too soon. Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain, when that person is gone" - Barry Allen

    • @strumbo_foxy6579
      @strumbo_foxy6579 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We’ll said

    • @AYEEITSYARA
      @AYEEITSYARA 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      So true though.. it hurts to think about it

  • @farrahwakefield3395
    @farrahwakefield3395 4 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    This song invokes a sadness in me that I cannot describe.
    It reminds me of how what I loved the most was ripped away from me.

  • @annajohn4416
    @annajohn4416 3 ปีที่แล้ว +236

    “i’m sorry for what i am” - john coffey

    • @netheration
      @netheration 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Sorry mom for not making you proud :')

    • @sophiala531
      @sophiala531 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You make me proud no matter what, I dont even know you,your life story, or anything about you but you are worth so much and you put on this earth for a reason and it's just waiting for you! I love you so much!♥️

  • @slay3rr
    @slay3rr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, it’s the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it can’t be that bad...

    • @btsarmylovejimin4489
      @btsarmylovejimin4489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Exactly, like i dont want to kill myself, but i am not scared of death, it is just the end, it cant be bad...

  • @Artixdigital
    @Artixdigital 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Listening to this from my first home I've got in my life , today my 59 y.o Mother & my siblings came to visit me , we had the most beautiful day as a family in years , I've got the chance to make my mom proud and happy (god is good)❤

    • @alexandramarcelle7951
      @alexandramarcelle7951 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      This song……..I’m proud of and happy for you🫶🏽

  • @f1cardigan
    @f1cardigan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +581

    It's so strange that strangers on the internet understand us more than the people we think we are close to

    • @the_ring_bearers
      @the_ring_bearers ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i agree

    • @logeinchernich7623
      @logeinchernich7623 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      And yet we hate each other in real life.. this world's something else man

    • @amandalyn7005
      @amandalyn7005 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It really is…. This world has done an amazing job at separating us and making us fight….

    • @brent20625
      @brent20625 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Dat zijn teksten

    • @AYEEITSYARA
      @AYEEITSYARA 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I agree

  • @kileychilders1949
    @kileychilders1949 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2583

    “is it…terrifying?”
    “No, I don’t think so. It’s the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.”
    “See you on the other side.”
    “Oh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.”

    • @DreadPirateElla
      @DreadPirateElla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      Dude I’ve never seen that show and I rlly want to but every time i hear that scene it makes me so sad 😭

    • @timmyandjimmy1441
      @timmyandjimmy1441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      that episode bro UGHHHHFJSFHDHGH it messed me UP

    • @timmyandjimmy1441
      @timmyandjimmy1441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@DreadPirateElla watch it omg

    • @captainrex6904
      @captainrex6904 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@timmyandjimmy1441 FRRR

    • @bart850
      @bart850 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@timmyandjimmy1441 what show is it

  • @Pablozahren
    @Pablozahren 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2869

    Someone who thinks that Christmas is not the same as before?

    • @nicholas_gurr
      @nicholas_gurr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 would’ve been if everything bad that happened just... didn’t. 2020 could’ve been the best year of our lives.

    • @gacharnnie7185
      @gacharnnie7185 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Literally... Christmas felt like a normal day, when Christmas is about spending time with your family,,.

    • @rania1833
      @rania1833 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @anonymous-eq6yw
      @anonymous-eq6yw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sienna9730 you made my day. Thank you so much for this.

  • @mckennareed906
    @mckennareed906 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Ive had this song on repeat for an hour and just layed in bed and cried.

  • @Denis-cz9uo
    @Denis-cz9uo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1422

    It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much
    ((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)

    • @Yellowkitty
      @Yellowkitty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      friend-soulmate sorry thought i would correct you:)

    • @maiarab8369
      @maiarab8369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      Hopefully i find someone that makes me feel safe

    • @boggeyy263
      @boggeyy263 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly I’d do anything to back to that moment

    • @BlackmetalHeadNorSwe
      @BlackmetalHeadNorSwe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Good for you i cant even talk to the one i love because she doesn't give a complete fuck

    • @cameronpack1860
      @cameronpack1860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This, this will one day soon happened to me, I will find the one for me… it must happen

  • @marleewynne9246
    @marleewynne9246 3 ปีที่แล้ว +542

    I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/

    • @realestatewithkaicisouza-i585
      @realestatewithkaicisouza-i585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      It will get better. Hold on and know the world is a better place because you're in it...

    • @marleewynne9246
      @marleewynne9246 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This means a lot to me..

    • @btsarmylovejimin4489
      @btsarmylovejimin4489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Speak here, me and people in this comment section will try to help you, we are just strangers who can understand each other most

    • @isaacwillreturn1757
      @isaacwillreturn1757 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Never give up you're not alone ☺️

    • @te495
      @te495 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too

  • @StoneCold90s
    @StoneCold90s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +970

    I grew up too fast....I miss being a child

    • @TheKing-dg1uz
      @TheKing-dg1uz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Really 💔

    • @metebay442
      @metebay442 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😥

    • @memw680
      @memw680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You're lucky if you miss your childhood

    • @reapertypemoon8464
      @reapertypemoon8464 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      301 club

    • @anothernamlesscommenter352
      @anothernamlesscommenter352 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's great😊 I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!😆😉❤💯💪 🔥

  • @preach303
    @preach303 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    “ Even if you are not ready for the day, It cannot always be night “ 🖤

  • @kiyahnoel7
    @kiyahnoel7 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5201

    I just made up a whole fake scenario in my head now I’m sad 🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @makayla1625
      @makayla1625 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      MEEEE BAHAHAH

    • @Seoyina
      @Seoyina 4 ปีที่แล้ว +191

      Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun

    • @Lucyyyjaneee
      @Lucyyyjaneee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Do it every night

    • @b3llacami
      @b3llacami 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@Seoyina LITERALLY ME

    • @manhafathima6060
      @manhafathima6060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omg lol

  • @neil1358
    @neil1358 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2059

    It sucks when the person you want, doesn’t want you back.

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @karasaekano
      @karasaekano 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I have felt that before, but then I realized that it feels so much better when you learn to want yourself more than any outsider ever could.

    • @mila6761
      @mila6761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      she's my best friend, im not hers.

    • @salmaelbai5135
      @salmaelbai5135 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@mila6761 Yeah same... She means so much to me but doesn't notice and probably doesn't want it...You have the same name as her...

    • @mila6761
      @mila6761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 ปีที่แล้ว +768

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)

    • @alliyahwood6137
      @alliyahwood6137 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Thank you :) this helps people like you wouldnt imagine

    • @wosk
      @wosk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      started reading and instantly started bawling. it’s nice to hear those words every now and then. thank you

    • @carl9939
      @carl9939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      can i copy and paste?

    • @iiamlivvv
      @iiamlivvv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      i love you.

    • @samarchouikha8431
      @samarchouikha8431 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Omg 🥺🥺❤️❤️

  • @_eggroll._
    @_eggroll._ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    My dance class is using this song to fit our concert theme. I'm honestly glad I found it, it's such a beautiful song

  • @jocelynxxx2683
    @jocelynxxx2683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling,to the reason you cry yourself to sleep...

    • @Ickymunches
      @Ickymunches 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah..

    • @1980kidd
      @1980kidd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😭😭. So true!

  • @amandaviera9934
    @amandaviera9934 3 ปีที่แล้ว +849

    “Suicide doesn’t take the pain away is just passed it on to another person” I’ve tried to put that in my head but I’m just a teen who’s disappointed in myself and doesn’t know what to do anymore

    • @animesimp3956
      @animesimp3956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      And as a fellow teen you don’t gotta have your whole life figured out rn .💙u don’t gotta have a game plan and u definitely don’t need to push yourself more than u can handle Ik the feelin and it’s not a good one but u can get past it u gotta find a reason to live for yourself not everyone else I hope it gets better

    • @camilacastro9920
      @camilacastro9920 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I know this comment may not help, but I want you to know that even if you don't see it now, there is always a way out. I know it is difficult and that there is nothing that feels good, but seeking help is always the solution.

    • @michaelarkanghel
      @michaelarkanghel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sometimes being selfish is not bad. Choose yourself. Choose to free yourself from pain.

    • @senpaiisan5417
      @senpaiisan5417 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same🥺

    • @apolly125
      @apolly125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I’ve read this quote so many times, but for as long as I can remember, I’ve never been able to empathise with others, or understand emotions most humans do. And that lead to me not caring about others emotions, there’s no one around me that I genuinely care about, and I wouldn’t care if the pain got passed on to them. Call me mean, or insensitive, but my brain has to cope in some way, and this is the way it chose.

  • @christianwatkins8459
    @christianwatkins8459 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    "The darkest nights create the brightest stars"🌟

  • @ChaChaLordsMobile
    @ChaChaLordsMobile 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    You're beautiful.
    8+ billion people in the world and only one you?
    Thats insanse.
    Congratulations on being you.
    Keep pushing through..
    Be kind.
    Its free.
    You're beautiful.
    Go share it ❤

  • @kaylavandyke6256
    @kaylavandyke6256 3 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    “to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist, that is all.”

  • @RespectMyThickness
    @RespectMyThickness 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    this makes me think of simpler times...i can see like a montage of moments playing in my head of the times i had with my friends before the pandemic hit. everything was fine. we had our problems, but we got through them together. nothing seemed impossible.

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I keep playing moments in my head from my best friend. I had feelings for her but never did anything about it because I was completely oblivious

  • @san_gem
    @san_gem 4 ปีที่แล้ว +800

    I feel safe in the comment section.

    • @myradulay1113
      @myradulay1113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      same it’s sad but also wholesome in a way...

    • @eleasengelhoff9140
      @eleasengelhoff9140 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      it still makes me cry but I feel u as hell

    • @existedperson4119
      @existedperson4119 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You are safe here 😶

    • @maddielol03
      @maddielol03 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      exactly, like i can say how im feeling without being judged.

    • @marietorres7264
      @marietorres7264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am tired of being doing this perfect live on my head but living in this horrible life

  • @blacklagoon4931
    @blacklagoon4931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    I found this song a few days ago. As I listened I started crying and whispered these few words "I'm so lost, I just don't want to be here anymore." I've been so mistreated and so misunderstood that I've grown dark towards people. I've disappeared from social media and been invisible to the people I cared about in the past. It hurts, it really does...........

    • @Maria-jj6qc
      @Maria-jj6qc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really felt that...

    • @pufferexe5408
      @pufferexe5408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I totally understand and I feel the same, I honestly don't know how much I can take anymore I just give up

    • @noorsarhdaoui6299
      @noorsarhdaoui6299 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pufferexe5408 please don't i love you so much

    • @ryphter3430
      @ryphter3430 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pufferexe5408 hey man, please reply to this, I just want to know that your still here, and although you don't know me and I don't know you, I really hope that you are doing better and are happier now, please, I want to know that you made it.

  • @ShantaleDabat
    @ShantaleDabat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I will never get tired of this song. Whenever I long for something/someone I used to listen to this. Whenever I find it hard to burst into tears, I listen to this song as if it's a trigger. I listen to this anytime... I wish everyone's happiness and healing.

  • @ittybittyrampagingcommittee
    @ittybittyrampagingcommittee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +488

    Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._

    • @arvinjohntorres2945
      @arvinjohntorres2945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.

    • @alexwhitton1
      @alexwhitton1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay 😥

    • @sabinoguzman7780
      @sabinoguzman7780 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@arvinjohntorres2945 you’re memories will last forever sorry for your lost we learn to live with the pain and to make new memories

    • @arvinjohntorres2945
      @arvinjohntorres2945 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sabinoguzman7780 Thanks, i appreciate ur comment

    • @theoriginalstud8641
      @theoriginalstud8641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.

  • @musicchannel1037
    @musicchannel1037 4 ปีที่แล้ว +548

    I feel like Im losing my friends😞

    • @solouso2936
      @solouso2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I've lost mine. And it might be for the best 😔

    • @Iceisverycold
      @Iceisverycold 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Same. But they say its my fault so I agree and now I am starting to believe them

    • @BigSober
      @BigSober 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I’ve lost everything and everyone I don’t know what to believe

    • @caira3410
      @caira3410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I don't have any to lose

    • @rubycoombe6627
      @rubycoombe6627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      all of them are out with out me right now, I miss them so much and I don’t know what to do about it has anyone got any advice ? ((

  • @k2lnsvg815
    @k2lnsvg815 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3363

    The four dislikes are people who cried and didn’t see it’s the wrong button

  • @jaylinraffety5730
    @jaylinraffety5730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I'm jealous of the stars. Not only because they are off this planet, but they are admired and don't even know it. So many people talk to the stars and compliment them. Being a human to Earth isn't the same as a star above. The difference is that stars are only complimented never insulted, being human, you can't be as lucky.

  • @khadijahhussaini3983
    @khadijahhussaini3983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    this hits different when your more happy in another reality than the reality you live in now

  • @melissa.0076
    @melissa.0076 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    i swear this is the only place i feel calm , safe , and cared about💞. i have no problems when i’m here.

  • @randomthingsido4949
    @randomthingsido4949 3 ปีที่แล้ว +460

    “The person who gave you the best memories always becomes a memory” -me

  • @onelusciouslad7841
    @onelusciouslad7841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    "This is quite sad isn't it? The end?"
    "The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."

    • @noepp
      @noepp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😢 I miss TIU but I'm same time happy they made such a beautiful ending 😢

    • @benthomas9776
      @benthomas9776 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It was either wonderful, or it had the potential to be wonderful but for whatever reason it wasn't

  • @meggg1357
    @meggg1357 3 ปีที่แล้ว +707

    I don’t wanna grow up, I wanna live a happy carefree life with my parents and friends:(

    • @ananircia1343
      @ananircia1343 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @cameronpack1860
      @cameronpack1860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Then don’t focus on the thought of losing them and your youth, focus on the present and you will be more aware and enjoys this time as it last

    • @vedika7897
      @vedika7897 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      without my parents and friends

    • @Umbrella_Corporation_003
      @Umbrella_Corporation_003 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      so do i.

    • @realthejosue9849
      @realthejosue9849 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      But imagine not having friends and ur parents broke up 🤧🤧.. that’s me 😭😭

  • @saramiruku7153
    @saramiruku7153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    this is the best version i’ve ever heard, i love it can’t stop listening to it

  • @unflavored9349
    @unflavored9349 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Listening to this while doing school at night just makes me think about everything, I cry while doing work because I repeat the same thing over and over again.

  • @lolagourdon2613
    @lolagourdon2613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This is a song that breaks me every time I hear it it’s so beautiful ❤️

  • @dallasbeaudet2925
    @dallasbeaudet2925 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Just remember, A plant always grows after a heavy storm pours down on them. It always gets better, it may be a slow process but it does and it will. Your loved❤️

  • @safasellami792
    @safasellami792 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    There is a house built out of stone
    Wooden floors, walls and window sills
    Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
    This is a place where I don't feel alone
    This is a place where I feel at home
    'Cause, I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
    Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
    There is a tree as old as me
    Branches were sewn by the color of green
    Ground had arose and passed it's knees
    By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
    I climbed the tree to see the world
    When the gusts came around to blow me down
    I held on as tightly as you held onto me
    I held on as tightly as you held onto me
    And, I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
    Oversett til norsk

  • @karina-be2dh
    @karina-be2dh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    sometimes, we never know how much we need people until they leave.

  • @cobradesings2221
    @cobradesings2221 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.

    • @rah_galathynius011
      @rah_galathynius011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you.
      I love you

    • @cobradesings2221
      @cobradesings2221 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@rah_galathynius011 thank you bro

  • @rotovoto
    @rotovoto 4 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    i would do anything for a 1-3 hour version of this

    • @aleksikarvonen2704
      @aleksikarvonen2704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      if you are on computer you can right click and put loop

    • @Anthony-zq5uh
      @Anthony-zq5uh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Anything but make it yourself?

  • @nusadenac160
    @nusadenac160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +221

    You know that feeling.. When you want to cry but you can't and then you are just numb all the time

    • @benthosundercover7916
      @benthosundercover7916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yup ultra jaded

    • @francescagonzales1797
      @francescagonzales1797 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗

    • @RVIV_M-gs3lo
      @RVIV_M-gs3lo ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Haven’t cried since my grandparent pass 6 years ago and I’ve tried to cry but wasn’t able to ,then I found a girl who I thought would change how I view the world . She became my everything , but i fell asleep and woke up and she was gone . So shocked and worried I went looking for her and I broke down completely , heart hurt so bad , still does but I’m healing. Finally got to let out some tears tho 👍🏻

    • @garnetdavey8776
      @garnetdavey8776 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@RVIV_M-gs3lo what happened to her bro?

  • @lindanotfound
    @lindanotfound 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    ,,Is this all real or is it just happening inside my head?“
    ,,Of course it‘s happening inside your head Harry but that doesn‘t mean that it‘s not real“

    • @nicholasjohn129
      @nicholasjohn129 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You actually make a fucking Harry Potter quote depressing

    • @sleepymaxxy2100
      @sleepymaxxy2100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LOVE YOUR PFP

    • @lindanotfound
      @lindanotfound 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sleepymaxxy2100 OMGGG LOVE YOURS TOOOOOOOO

    • @hannahshinnick7076
      @hannahshinnick7076 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      okay this comment is sad and everything but i'm kinda freaked out that I read this while my sister is watching Harry Potter next to me

  • @loversgabs
    @loversgabs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    "I think there is nothing more artistic than loving choosing people."
    Vincent van Gogh

  • @sjisoul.4612
    @sjisoul.4612 3 ปีที่แล้ว +223

    i don't know how much *pain* i can handle anymore. I'm so *tired* I hate it 'cos the reason why i am still alive, it's because i don't wanna *hurt anyone* But the reason why i wanted to *give up is everyone is hurting me*

    • @feggy585
      @feggy585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ayyy this is exactly me.
      I’m always told it’ll get better. It hasn’t gotten better 😪

    • @Jbl-rr8wv
      @Jbl-rr8wv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope the both of you are ok and doing well and im sorry for not being able to do much for you two but I can say pls keep trying and trust me even though im a stanger, it will get better for the both of you. And at the end of it all it will be worth it

    • @r3parationss713
      @r3parationss713 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      this .

    • @levanaazra2636
      @levanaazra2636 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Exactly.

    • @mercedesalvarez2481
      @mercedesalvarez2481 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just want a hug..

  • @vanessaroberts6361
    @vanessaroberts6361 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i wish people could understand that some of us feel like we’re drowning. we’re gasping for air trying to put ourselves back together piece by piece, struggling because we know that in the end we still feel broken on the inside and it feels as if we can’t do anything to fix it. though we try so hard to be the best person that everyone else wants us to be. but we can’t so we keep the fake smile on our faces just to make everyone else happy.
    I love you. And I’m so proud of you

  • @ButeraBlop
    @ButeraBlop 4 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    This song reminds me of when I use to cry everyday before and after school and when I was going to bed waiting to die even though I didn’t wanna die I was to scared too even breathe.

  • @tanishav.6066
    @tanishav.6066 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.

  • @shelovesxiloYT
    @shelovesxiloYT 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I’m drowning in my own tears

  • @CambreyW
    @CambreyW 4 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Okay. How is this so perfect- Like holy cow- Ima just loop this and try to sleep, as I have insomnia- But every time I listen to one of your(lustry's) playlists. I fall asleep. Anyways. To anybody reading this. Know you're amazing, and a lot of people love and care about you. Stay safe, stay amazing and have a great rest of your day/afternoon/night~!

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have Insomnia too

    • @israelleskinner8819
      @israelleskinner8819 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luv_kendraa same but it’s only 3:30am

    • @solouso2936
      @solouso2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luv_kendraa What's that?

  • @keely644
    @keely644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +285

    max volume. eyes leaking without realising. missing my sanity. :).

    • @kenziemadeleine1411
      @kenziemadeleine1411 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Are you okay, I don’t know you and all but I’m here to listen

    • @buttercupgaming2115
      @buttercupgaming2115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love you know that

    • @kenziemadeleine1411
      @kenziemadeleine1411 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@buttercupgaming2115 :) how are you doing today

    • @buttercupgaming2115
      @buttercupgaming2115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kenziemadeleine1411 umm I’m just okay I’m just confused and everything with COVID making me very sad sometimes

    • @kenziemadeleine1411
      @kenziemadeleine1411 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@buttercupgaming2115 Aw everything w covid is rlly scary rn but all we can do is take safety measures and hope for the best :) ik what you mean and it will all be over soon

  • @y-m-q372
    @y-m-q372 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I listen to this while lifting, I actually feel really good and no word or songs no person can affect my mood or my life again, I’m back to myself for now and ever ♥️

  • @ariannap3536
    @ariannap3536 4 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    Damn, I'm so in love, it hurts

    • @meriemmesbah2597
      @meriemmesbah2597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It hurts so bad I can’t even handle this anymore 😭

  • @khaya8493
    @khaya8493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    this makes me miss a person that doesnt even know me

  • @emilymadigan1432
    @emilymadigan1432 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    How can people I don’t know on the internet understand me more than the people I know irl. Damn.

  • @Joeytjee
    @Joeytjee ปีที่แล้ว +25

    If your reading this. Trust me its gonna get better eventually. It might take awhile but just dont give up. Your stronger than you think!

    • @DrDub04
      @DrDub04 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You commented this the day she left me lmao 4 months later it’s the same

    • @jasonholdsworth2137
      @jasonholdsworth2137 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Its been 35 years and its only getting worse

  • @rachlaura6716
    @rachlaura6716 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    Somedays it's just hard to get out of bed, and sometimes you don't even want to wake up.

    • @bastardastic2873
      @bastardastic2873 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      every night when I go to sleep, I hope that I never have to wake up again

  • @ctr_pllr.
    @ctr_pllr. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    It's easier to face your sorrows and despair alone than to make anyone try to understand the pain you go through everyday

  • @pgkrkkhtenus3206
    @pgkrkkhtenus3206 3 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    [Verse 1]
    There is a house built out of stone
    Wooden floors, walls and window sills
    Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
    This is a place where I don't feel alone
    This is a place where I feel at home
    [Chorus]
    And I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
    [Verse 2]
    Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
    There is a tree as old as me
    Branches were sewn by the color of green
    Ground had arose and passed its knees
    [Verse 3]
    By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
    I climbed the tree to see the world
    When the gusts came around to blow me down
    Held on as tightly as you held onto me
    Held on as tightly as you held onto me
    [Chorus]
    And I built a home
    For you
    For me
    Until it disappeared
    From me
    From you
    And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

  • @acef0x889
    @acef0x889 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    “As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss”
    - Cassandra Clare

  • @brendali4616
    @brendali4616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +534

    "rain will be there to cry with you.
    your pillow will catch your tears.
    your bedroom is your little cave.
    your pets are there to comfort you.
    music will be here, helping you sleep.
    the doors will keep you safe from the outside dangers.
    your blanket will warm you up.
    your social friends are here to tell you 'you can do this'
    you are yourself.

  • @kezmn_2419
    @kezmn_2419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    dear J
    i love you ,

    • @luisacorreia9128
      @luisacorreia9128 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey, how are you?

    • @gracelowe4985
      @gracelowe4985 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luisacorreia9128 bad

    • @luisacorreia9128
      @luisacorreia9128 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@gracelowe4985 what´s wrong?

    • @gracelowe4985
      @gracelowe4985 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luisacorreia9128 family issues and I miss my ex ahaha😔

    • @yamina83
      @yamina83 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@gracelowe4985 it will be okay don't give up ! :")

  • @Lupinn
    @Lupinn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    "Why do nice people, choose the wrong people to date?"
    "We accept the love we think we deserve."
    "Can we make them know that they deserve more?"
    "We can try"

    • @bobabear4300
      @bobabear4300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that line kinda broke me

  • @tatumking2186
    @tatumking2186 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song has a way of always bringing me to tears

  • @MIKAZENICA
    @MIKAZENICA 3 ปีที่แล้ว +949

    When you see your bestfriend slowly fading away from you

    • @xlicksisinsane8941
      @xlicksisinsane8941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      finally someone who understands...

    • @asyaaaspamm1
      @asyaaaspamm1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      mhm lol

    • @Bruh-mr3cf
      @Bruh-mr3cf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I thought this was happening to me but we grew even closer... im just terrified of what’s going to happen when we graduate highschool next year......... i am terrefied of the future and i have always been

    • @moskel1677
      @moskel1677 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      - and it already happend 2 times
      i guess 3rd time is not the lucky time..

    • @hosthost7860
      @hosthost7860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      9*

  • @kamilacr77
    @kamilacr77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6072

    Pov: your losing yourself again

    • @kaylab3029
      @kaylab3029 3 ปีที่แล้ว +115

      how did you know?

    • @shmuliwitkes7674
      @shmuliwitkes7674 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Fr

    • @joycemarjory4616
      @joycemarjory4616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      I guess that i will never love me again lol...

    • @yenym9055
      @yenym9055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Yeah... I'm now writing down notes to myself that I love myself and that I'm beautiful. If that's even not weird

    • @affairoftheheart2485
      @affairoftheheart2485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      @@yenym9055 it’s not weird, you’re better than the rest of us who don’t have the courage to do so yet :)

  • @karratkake
    @karratkake 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I miss you more than anything.
    You were my family.
    Now that you're gone, everyone seemed to slip through my fingers.
    I'm glad I savoured the moments I had with you all.
    I'll see you up there, Ari ❤

    • @hosawsp6446
      @hosawsp6446 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This damn I am so sorry😔

    • @chloealam8982
      @chloealam8982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry for your loss, may she Rest In Peace❤️ stay strong

    • @aubelina
      @aubelina 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      may she rest in peace im so sorry for your loss stay strong i love you ❤️

    • @isobelcooper1492
      @isobelcooper1492 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so so sorry for your loss🥺🥺

  • @lebogangzemona9397
    @lebogangzemona9397 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Watching the sunset while listening to this hits different ❤😭