release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Don’t u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically can’t? It sucks, don’t it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.
Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like that’s what I need but I can’t, the tears just won’t come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~
@@mdisco10Bro bad times don’t last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they don’t have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people don’t even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.
The worst part bout depression is that when u r finally in a good mood it comes back and u gotta be emotional while everyone is enjoying the moment and u have to break down
My cousin recently lost her battle to depression, hit us like a truck of bricks... please do not leave this world, you are loved, and if you need to talk I’m right here.
It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.
It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly I’ve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way let’s off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. I’m sorry if this comment is grim but I can’t do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now Edit: Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all - his sister
Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother
I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments. April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasn’t easy for him. It’s not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside
I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha
I don't believe in God, but I'm a hypocrite. Most nights I pray. I pray for a way out. Away from another asshole. Away from another monster. I pray for help.
I don't believe in god .. but every time i be outside smoking a cigarette looking at the sky i wish it inside .. i wish time could move a bit faster to the better times .. i have moments or silence wishing and feeling inside but never show it on the outside.. i don't believe in god .. i don't believe in an afterlife.. but i know better times will always come .. no matter what.
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
@@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447 If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! th-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/w-d-xo.html Jesuscares.com th-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html th-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/w-d-xo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you† !
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 would’ve been if everything bad that happened just... didn’t. 2020 could’ve been the best year of our lives.
Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.
No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win .......we can win
She wouldn’t trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ain’t gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..
It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you ❤️
"Some friendships feel like they last forever, and others end far too soon. Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain, when that person is gone" - Barry Allen
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, it’s the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it can’t be that bad...
Listening to this from my first home I've got in my life , today my 59 y.o Mother & my siblings came to visit me , we had the most beautiful day as a family in years , I've got the chance to make my mom proud and happy (god is good)❤
It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much ((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)
Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly I’d do anything to back to that moment
You make me proud no matter what, I dont even know you,your life story, or anything about you but you are worth so much and you put on this earth for a reason and it's just waiting for you! I love you so much!♥️
"This is quite sad isn't it? The end?" "The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."
I'm jealous of the stars. Not only because they are off this planet, but they are admired and don't even know it. So many people talk to the stars and compliment them. Being a human to Earth isn't the same as a star above. The difference is that stars are only complimented never insulted, being human, you can't be as lucky.
“Suicide doesn’t take the pain away is just passed it on to another person” I’ve tried to put that in my head but I’m just a teen who’s disappointed in myself and doesn’t know what to do anymore
And as a fellow teen you don’t gotta have your whole life figured out rn .💙u don’t gotta have a game plan and u definitely don’t need to push yourself more than u can handle Ik the feelin and it’s not a good one but u can get past it u gotta find a reason to live for yourself not everyone else I hope it gets better
I know this comment may not help, but I want you to know that even if you don't see it now, there is always a way out. I know it is difficult and that there is nothing that feels good, but seeking help is always the solution.
I’ve read this quote so many times, but for as long as I can remember, I’ve never been able to empathise with others, or understand emotions most humans do. And that lead to me not caring about others emotions, there’s no one around me that I genuinely care about, and I wouldn’t care if the pain got passed on to them. Call me mean, or insensitive, but my brain has to cope in some way, and this is the way it chose.
Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's great😊 I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!😆😉❤💯💪 🔥
“is it…terrifying?” “No, I don’t think so. It’s the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.” “See you on the other side.” “Oh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.”
I will never get tired of this song. Whenever I long for something/someone I used to listen to this. Whenever I find it hard to burst into tears, I listen to this song as if it's a trigger. I listen to this anytime... I wish everyone's happiness and healing.
I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/
Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun
Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._
That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.
I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay 😥
@@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.
You're beautiful. 8+ billion people in the world and only one you? Thats insanse. Congratulations on being you. Keep pushing through.. Be kind. Its free. You're beautiful. Go share it ❤
@@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... it’s hurts so bad, and I just don’t want any other family to go through what we did
@@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.
I found this song a few days ago. As I listened I started crying and whispered these few words "I'm so lost, I just don't want to be here anymore." I've been so mistreated and so misunderstood that I've grown dark towards people. I've disappeared from social media and been invisible to the people I cared about in the past. It hurts, it really does...........
@@pufferexe5408 hey man, please reply to this, I just want to know that your still here, and although you don't know me and I don't know you, I really hope that you are doing better and are happier now, please, I want to know that you made it.
There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home 'Cause, I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust Out in the garden where we planted the seeds There is a tree as old as me Branches were sewn by the color of green Ground had arose and passed it's knees By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top I climbed the tree to see the world When the gusts came around to blow me down I held on as tightly as you held onto me I held on as tightly as you held onto me And, I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust Oversett til norsk
My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.
Damn, that song really hit too close to home. It's like relieving my shit life again. It's shit but I think I need to speak out because I can't hold it anymore. If you'd like to hear me out, thank you. Here's my miserable story: I'm 21 and I've been in a relationship four times. Sound nice, right? None of them lasted more than month. My first girlfriend ever cheated on me when we were only 16. Second one I met when I was 17. Turned out she was a psycho, she demanded from me to only talk to her. No friends, no family. Only her. She broke up with me because I wasn't good enough for her. Here comes the part from this summer. I met that girl during my holiday. I've got a pretty stressfull job so it really meant much for me. We both serve in uniforms, we had so much in common. We talked all the night. It was really magical for me, Two days later we had to go our ways home. I visited her two times. The second time she just started crying and told me that she had two boyfriends before me and both cheated on her because the lived far and she doesn't want to get hurt anymore. I agreed. Maybe I shouldn't, I dont know. The last one I knew some time before our lovely evening, she said she always felt something for me. I did too. But only after few weeks she said it was't real love and she doesn't feel a thing for me. That hurt the most. Hurts to this day. Can't get over it. Can't sleep, eat. I'm afraid I'm gonna do something to myself. I just want to feel her love one more time. If you read all of this then you're a madman. After all I'm just another random guy on internet. But thank you. Take care of yourselves people.
I just.. That's just so bad. I'm sorry. I hope it gets better for you. I read this and i just had a argument with my gf and I'm feeling shit about it because she hasn't replied in a hours I'm just here waiting and idk what to do anymore.
@@jakemorgan162 Just do me a favour, go and hug her. Try doing whatever you can. You don't find love on every corner, don't let go. I'm counting on you.
Listen I don't know you...but i would love to hug you right now. Trust me there are so many things worth living for, you would miss out on finding the love of your life, and leave her. You would leave me... I love you and never give up❤️ sending the biggest hug. Don't give up buddy.
"why are you sad? you have friends, your family loves you, you're pretty, you have it good. You have no reason to be sad." it hurts. i'm tired. wanting someone you can't have. universes away, too far. out of reach. i can't do this without you but i never had you in the first place.
Dude wtf you literally just described my fucking life- I am happy, im good at school, i have a lot of friends, a happy family, enough food,water, money. I should be happy, right? Well i‘m not. Instead i desire something I can never have, someone I can never have. And its breaking me, that feeling is tearing me apart.
@@sukkubus9882 omg you two just discribed me, it is exactly same, i have family, some friends, everything is good in school, have home and yea, i must be normal, but i love that person who isnt in this world, who is in my head and in another universe damn, no one can understand us 😔❤
This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.
life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you. I love you
i wish people could understand that some of us feel like we’re drowning. we’re gasping for air trying to put ourselves back together piece by piece, struggling because we know that in the end we still feel broken on the inside and it feels as if we can’t do anything to fix it. though we try so hard to be the best person that everyone else wants us to be. but we can’t so we keep the fake smile on our faces just to make everyone else happy. I love you. And I’m so proud of you
"rain will be there to cry with you. your pillow will catch your tears. your bedroom is your little cave. your pets are there to comfort you. music will be here, helping you sleep. the doors will keep you safe from the outside dangers. your blanket will warm you up. your social friends are here to tell you 'you can do this' you are yourself.
5:35 am the sky is dark blue. You're silently crying because you don't want your sibling to know. You just want to go out and run Your running in a field of flowers The cold breeze stinging your face. Your nose is cold Your feet are numb But your not stoping...
..thats exactly what i wanna do. its 5:29 AM. im crying as quietly as possible, and all i wanna do is be free, where nobody can hurt me, or bother me, or make me sad, in an open field of flowers...thats literally what i've been thinking in my head for two years thinking it was probably just me thinking that.
Listening to this while doing school at night just makes me think about everything, I cry while doing work because I repeat the same thing over and over again.
one of the worst feelings is knowing that you’re losing the love of your life, helpless, scrolling through the comments, listening to this song and praying as much as you can for her to stay in your life. edit : I lost her
It hurts even more when you are on a break and they're out there having fun and talking to other people.meanwhile you are crying everyday praying for them to comeback and being alone. breaking down from the inside crying to this song at 3am and just scared of it all becoming memories
Hey bro I can't tell you it will get better, I can't tell you it will all be alright, but I can tell that no matter how many times you fail no matter how many times you fall. You will always get back up. We are all in this together, don't let it get to you. Even if I tell you my story it won't matter, but you had something that I don't that is.. love. Yea sure my dad left me at 14 yea I'm in a financial situation but I keep on going. No matter you were loved ❤
@@memeteamassociation6831 Hey my guy, you seems so strong inside. I'm sending you all my strength, you deserve it. It's important to keep in mind that you're not alone. You're doing amazing. It's just the truth, if you want to speak about it, feel free to, I can drop you my social media ^^
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
Haven’t cried since my grandparent pass 6 years ago and I’ve tried to cry but wasn’t able to ,then I found a girl who I thought would change how I view the world . She became my everything , but i fell asleep and woke up and she was gone . So shocked and worried I went looking for her and I broke down completely , heart hurt so bad , still does but I’m healing. Finally got to let out some tears tho 👍🏻
Just remember, A plant always grows after a heavy storm pours down on them. It always gets better, it may be a slow process but it does and it will. Your loved❤️
,,Is this all real or is it just happening inside my head?“ ,,Of course it‘s happening inside your head Harry but that doesn‘t mean that it‘s not real“
i don't know how much *pain* i can handle anymore. I'm so *tired* I hate it 'cos the reason why i am still alive, it's because i don't wanna *hurt anyone* But the reason why i wanted to *give up is everyone is hurting me*
I hope the both of you are ok and doing well and im sorry for not being able to do much for you two but I can say pls keep trying and trust me even though im a stanger, it will get better for the both of you. And at the end of it all it will be worth it
Crying to this song in the middle of the night on my rooftop. "Why can't I be loved? Why did my friends leave me? What's wrong with me? Why cant I ever be happy? Don't my parents see I'm losing myself? I'm so lost. I don't belong here. Why do my parents ignore me? Theres no point in life anymore. What do I have to lose... I'm alone, I'll always be alone. I don't matter."
Don't say that...everyone has a purpose. EVERYONE!! Keep living and enjoy life because it's not going to last forever. Remember, none of this is real, we're all here just for a little while to get a taste of what "this" is... It'll be gone before you know it. So, enjoy it. Cheers.
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
My parents and my best friends mom wants me behind bars for a simple mistake with a little bit of money happened, people only care about money now a days, unfortunately I’m only human and I made a mistakes with my best friends money, but his mom, my mom, my dad, they all hate me for not being able to help when they kicked me out of the house. I was alone and by myself for so long on the streets struggling everyday by myself, luckily someone helped me out but even then I was sent out a month later and now on March 17th I have a court case to follow up on for not being able to get the money back, since I was in a motorcycle accident on the highway about 3 weeks ago, life is hard but it is what it is, I cry almost every night after that accident because life honestly doesn’t like anyone and it never will. Some part of me wishes I died at 90 mph but at the end of the day god saved me and, all I can do is try to let everything sink in and just move forward I don’t want to be here trust me no many of us do.
Okay. How is this so perfect- Like holy cow- Ima just loop this and try to sleep, as I have insomnia- But every time I listen to one of your(lustry's) playlists. I fall asleep. Anyways. To anybody reading this. Know you're amazing, and a lot of people love and care about you. Stay safe, stay amazing and have a great rest of your day/afternoon/night~!
"Why do nice people, choose the wrong people to date?" "We accept the love we think we deserve." "Can we make them know that they deserve more?" "We can try"
Read this with the start of the song) Pov: you're sitting on your bed and staring at the walls focusing on the feeling in your chest thinking about it trying to understand why you feel something like that but also dont know why your chest feels so heavy why you cant feel happy you start to think about how you could explain it to someone cause you dont understand it and you hope if you can explain it that someone can tell you what it is but you also really cant explain it you feel trapped so you escape with imagining scenarios where you have people who understand you without you telling something without trying to explain maybe it's a comfort character maybe an old friend who left from whom you wished so badly to understand you escape in your imaginations where you can feel accepted, loved which is your home you smile as you think about how that person hugs you and comforts you than you realise that you never can hug them, have them comfort you the way you need it your smile drops slowly as you tear up wishing they were real and there for you cause you need them so much you try to think about old memories where you were happy try to smile again you think about the time you were outside with your friends did dumb stuff friends with which you went out nearly every day but who stopped texting, calling and hanging out with you with who you grow apart cause you and they changed so much you think about how you still love them and wish yall never really changed cause the time you had was so precious with all the inside jokes you guys had the time when you had a crush and couldn't stop smiling and laughing when you saw your crush the time when your friend teased you when your crush would walk past you and you would laugh it off telling them to stop but now you're sitting there wishing the time back where you weren't like this where you knew what you felt where you weren't sitting there seeing your old friends posting story's how they are outside living there lives while you are sitting there and are in a trap....again you wish your comfort character to be there with you to support you, you sit straighter and feel your cheeks tickle a bit you wipe the tears away which you didn't even knew where running down you take a deep breath hyping yourself up like every other day you tell yourself to stay, to fight for them and you do it you get up wash your face look in the mirror and promise to try, to fight to get happy again.... I dont know who you are and who needs to hear it and I'm sorry if I kinda hurted you with that text and I'm sorry that you are so misunderstood but that is something from me how I feel and how I try to cope with it how my old friends kinda left I love you! And you deserve to be happy YOU DESERVE TO LIVE! So please Please keep fighting for me, for your friends or for simply your comfort character I'm still here I'm still fighting we can do it together Just stay here we need you!! and if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you You can text me on snapchat I'm here for everyone snap: selin29_01 I want you to stay and I want to help you I love you thanks for reading thanks for being here stay Imma see you around mate ❤ Have a good day/ night / evening ~s
@@buttercupgaming2115 Aw everything w covid is rlly scary rn but all we can do is take safety measures and hope for the best :) ik what you mean and it will all be over soon
I'm tired of daydreaming. Every day I just sit on my bed and dream, I just tell myself "I will be very happy", "I will be beautiful", "I will live a happy life". Maybe like this for 2-3 years. But I'm not happy, I'm not beautiful, I don't have a happy life. It's all just in my mind, these are just dreams
U got company guyz🥲, but I tried one thing which helped me a bit : just try to help others , especially ur family..make them happy…that’s it..and one day u may land up with the love of ur life…just hold..this is what I’m been doing for a long time..I’m 22 now and I’m still waiting for the ri8 girl💯
@@rosaliaa.4428 Thanks for asking. Now I feel better, I look for happiness in small things, and most importantly, I am careful not to be pessimistic. No matter what happens, we must live and fight for our lives. Take care honey
if your parents wont accept you if you feel left out if you feel unloved if you have no one i will be your new person. you can talk to me. i never listen and tell. if you dont feel comfortable sharing, you can just say hello. your all beautiful and unique. you can like whoever you want. be whoever you want. look however you want. and like whatever you like. dont let people put you down. because when people leave you, you dont lose them. they lose you. its ok to cry sometimes. when you cry, it doesnt mean your weak. it means youv been too strong for too long. there is someone out there for you. wether its a friend, a significant other, family, their out there. even if you havnt met them yet. and when they come, youll wonder how you ever existed without them. you are beautiful and loved.
I need someone to talk because i know if I still keep everything inside of me like I’ve been for 8 years I am and will not be here anymore I losing myself and I can’t stop it...
I thought this was happening to me but we grew even closer... im just terrified of what’s going to happen when we graduate highschool next year......... i am terrefied of the future and i have always been
You. Are. Amazing. I love you, no for real, i do You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality All great on this world from Germany 👑
This is my first time listening to this song in almost 3 years. In 2018 I was meant to be doing a solo to it. (I’m a dancer but not professionally) I worked hard all year to show my teacher how good of a dancer I was, only to be in the shadow of my older sister. She’s the one who everyone talks about how great she is and what an amazing dancer she is. She came in to the practice every week and instead of my teacher focusing on me she’d put her attention to my sister sitting in the corner, my sister would correct me and try to teach me different moves than what my teacher had. On the day of our concert I was on stage practising, then I froze. I had forgotten the whole dance and when I looked up in panic, my teacher wasn’t there. She was busy in the foyer, so I ran off stage and cried. It hurt that she wasn’t even there when I needed her. So I didn’t do the dance, I didn’t do my solo and I’ve regretted it everyday since. I was too scared to do it even after I had remembered it. After 3 years, the minute I hear this song I’m still filled with anger, anger at myself for giving up, and sadness and hurt from my teacher not being there and for my sister for taking all of her attention. I’m always the backseat to my sister. The year after my sister and my teacher did a duet together…
[Verse 1] There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home [Chorus] And I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust [Verse 2] Out in the garden where we planted the seeds There is a tree as old as me Branches were sewn by the color of green Ground had arose and passed its knees [Verse 3] By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top I climbed the tree to see the world When the gusts came around to blow me down Held on as tightly as you held onto me Held on as tightly as you held onto me [Chorus] And I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
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‘dont take life too seriously.
nobody makes it out alive.’
😔
this hit hard
Thanks
Is this from something ?
We all end up dying
You don't realize the good moments until they become memories and its all you have left.
yeah
True that:/
Bro Fr...
and when u don't have memories anymore what do u do? asking 4 a friend lol
@@anaa2059 haha omg, I was not expecting this, well if you dont have memories then go make some, it might come out good
this hits hard when your true home is in another reality.
You'll shift soon ❤✨
i feel you.
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
i know you can do it, i believe in you
felt so much omg:( i just wanna go home
I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Don’t u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically can’t? It sucks, don’t it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.
Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like that’s what I need but I can’t, the tears just won’t come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~
@@Angel-ko9jp Yess that’s exactly how I feel sometimes
I feel you :( we're all dead inside.
Do you have more songs like that I think I need them.
@@sheepy719 I would recommend ‘Unfair’ by the neighborhood, and ‘Welcome Home’ by radical face!
"This is a place where I dont feel alone"
that's here..
Thank you guys
🥺🥺
@@elkslife101xoxo5 💕💕
hey. i love u. i hope you're okay. if not, it'll be alright, everything will be fine, i promise bby.
@@sabrinalostorto5756 ohhhh yes im okay thank yu ❤❤❤❤
@@daliaxoxo4816 glad to hear that :)
One of the deepest pains is watching everyone around you move on while you are stuck wishing you were in the past.
are the moving on tho or are they all faking it just like me and you you’ll never know
damn you described my feelings so well
true, even how much i tried, i always left behind
Sry for bringing ST into this but...
Will Byers with everybody else in stranger things ^
This hit home 😔
Life gets harder and harder by the day and music becomes the only reason I’m still alive
Stay good man contunue to fight
Keep going you did a great job☺️
life can flip around and become better in a day never give up
God is the reason your still alive
music doesn’t even help anymore, it’s gotten tot he point I feel trapped inside my mind with no control over my thoughts
“When a man cries, it’s not because he is weak. It’s because he has been strong for too long.”
edgy af
@@kelkirp1649 I was at rock bottom when I posted that. I hope you never have to experience that brother.
@@mdisco10Bro bad times don’t last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they don’t have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people don’t even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.
Itachi ?
- itachi uchiha 💔
Death is not the worst thing in life, the worst, that's what dies in us when we live...
-Albert Einstein
I had a stroke reading this ._.
@@meep1723 Stop being horny, it just makes you sadder than you already are buddy
@@Qophillius huh
@@Qophillius having a stroke doesn't make you horny tf? They were making a simple joke grow tf up and stop seeing everything in a sexual way nonce
@@lanidimonaco Chillout thought he is joking, wtf why are you so mean (Im from germany girl my english is not the best)
"We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun."
- Winnie the Pooh
he really said that? lmao
Damn that hit hard
I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering
I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering
@@tantrumcompton8570 do you want to talk about it?
"Take her to the moon for me"
N O
How tf did you know...I was literally sobbing to that today....
Which fandom is this?
@@lorettagrey7383 inside out :(
@@lorettagrey7383 the movie “inside out”
We don't search for old songs,
we search for old memories.
The truth has been spoken
So true
Agreed😢
Agreed 100%
bro that was a hit into the heart
I hate living in my head. & constantly convincing myself everyone around me hates me.
Are u a Capricorn?
@@miiabaybee5289 cancer
i bet you're an awesome person, i saw your profile pic and thought that you were so gorgeous!! i hope you are doing okay
i always feel the same
@@lunapeperkamp7442 oh my gosh, thank you so much!! ❤️
The worst part bout depression is that when u r finally in a good mood it comes back and u gotta be emotional while everyone is enjoying the moment and u have to break down
@@manhafathima6060 It's like my dad whenever he yells at me, i just feel.. isolated.
me everytime i try to be happy :((
Yes unfortunately. I cant have a happy moment anymore
Literally me rn, like im in my room crying while typing these
My cousin recently lost her battle to depression, hit us like a truck of bricks... please do not leave this world, you are loved, and if you need to talk I’m right here.
This whole comment section is a big fat proof that it's not just "the damn phone".
Yeah
They still wouldnt believe us though
facts
Yeah
It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.
It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly I’ve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way let’s off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. I’m sorry if this comment is grim but I can’t do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now
Edit:
Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all
- his sister
Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother
If you are reading this spend your time with your loved ones and dont worry we all will have a time to rest in our graves, here is my love brother.
Hope you're still with us .
May you find peace with Christ our savior. My prayers are with you
I am so glad that you are surrounded by people you love
I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments.
April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM
I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasn’t easy for him. It’s not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside
me too :/
Yea 🙃
i love you bro
🖤
i wish i had someone to hug
I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha
That’s what I’m doing :)
Me toooo
I dont think you where actually laughing at the end, are you ok
I cried..
Yea that laugh is fake😔
The thing about depression is that you hate yourself for being sad all the time knowing you can be happy but your mind chooses not too.
Perfectly said.
IKR
Plz look into mushrooms ❤
It’s never too late.
"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
― Nicholas Sparks
this hits different at 2 am, lying in bed, its pitch black, and you're overthinking everything while crying.
Damn this is what im doing rn😭
Except its midnight
literally me right now
Doing this rn but it’s 6:07am
literally me the past hour
I believe this song was written in heaven.
I don't believe in God, but I'm a hypocrite. Most nights I pray. I pray for a way out. Away from another asshole. Away from another monster. I pray for help.
I don't believe in god .. but every time i be outside smoking a cigarette looking at the sky i wish it inside .. i wish time could move a bit faster to the better times .. i have moments or silence wishing and feeling inside but never show it on the outside.. i don't believe in god .. i don't believe in an afterlife.. but i know better times will always come .. no matter what.
Stfu
@@antaniascott1389 no you stfu because that comment was written 4 months ago so no need to reply with something unnecessary like that lol
@@chahdoudhini1047 stfu
It sucks when the person you want, doesn’t want you back.
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
I have felt that before, but then I realized that it feels so much better when you learn to want yourself more than any outsider ever could.
she's my best friend, im not hers.
@@mila6761 Yeah same... She means so much to me but doesn't notice and probably doesn't want it...You have the same name as her...
@@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)
"held on as tightly as you held on me" will always hit me in a way deeper than any other song lyric
its hard to move on when she was the only reason you wanted to keep going.
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447
If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! th-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/w-d-xo.html Jesuscares.com th-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html th-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/w-d-xo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
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fun times
It’ll get better. I promise you. it’s been 2 months I hope you’re doing okay
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
Facts 💯💯
Someone who thinks that Christmas is not the same as before?
I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 would’ve been if everything bad that happened just... didn’t. 2020 could’ve been the best year of our lives.
Literally... Christmas felt like a normal day, when Christmas is about spending time with your family,,.
Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
@@sienna9730 you made my day. Thank you so much for this.
This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.
No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win
.......we can win
@@zodiac6669 thank you so much I really needed this right now. You made my day better ty! Take care ♥️❤️
She wouldn’t trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ain’t gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..
@@zodiac6669 same.
It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you ❤️
"Some friendships feel like they last forever, and others end far too soon. Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain, when that person is gone" - Barry Allen
We’ll said
So true though.. it hurts to think about it
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Thank you :) this helps people like you wouldnt imagine
started reading and instantly started bawling. it’s nice to hear those words every now and then. thank you
can i copy and paste?
i love you.
Omg 🥺🥺❤️❤️
“Maybe life should be about more then just surviving”
-Clarke griffin
omg yessss
I think she said
“you were right Klark.. life is more than just surviving”
as she was dying🥲
@@monstvhh do you mean clarke?
damn this hurt
This hits hard
This is the slowed + reverb we all didn't know we needed!!
“How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard” - Winnie the Pooh
I have nothing and it’s still hard ☹️
"They took my fucking eyes." -Winnie the Pooh
Ugh that hit hard. I wish I had that too
@@GUTZ4ZALE this made me chuckle 😂
@@michaelc.5809 🕺
the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, it’s the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it can’t be that bad...
Exactly, like i dont want to kill myself, but i am not scared of death, it is just the end, it cant be bad...
"Though I walk through the valley in the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil."
I'm not afraid of death itself
I'm afraid of what goodness I'll miss
My favorite part of life is music :)
I’ve never related to a comment this much .. :)
To be honest music understands me more than my own parents. That’s why I love it so much. It’s always there for you no matter what
@@alliesmith5791 parents don’t even pay attention to us anymore lol.
@@emilymunoz1294 your right.
Listening to this from my first home I've got in my life , today my 59 y.o Mother & my siblings came to visit me , we had the most beautiful day as a family in years , I've got the chance to make my mom proud and happy (god is good)❤
This song……..I’m proud of and happy for you🫶🏽
It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much
((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)
friend-soulmate sorry thought i would correct you:)
Hopefully i find someone that makes me feel safe
Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly I’d do anything to back to that moment
Good for you i cant even talk to the one i love because she doesn't give a complete fuck
This, this will one day soon happened to me, I will find the one for me… it must happen
The four dislikes are people who cried and didn’t see it’s the wrong button
13*
sorry bro that was me I'll hit the like again now
Yep your correct
Haa i think like that too haa
26*
“i’m sorry for what i am” - john coffey
Sorry mom for not making you proud :')
You make me proud no matter what, I dont even know you,your life story, or anything about you but you are worth so much and you put on this earth for a reason and it's just waiting for you! I love you so much!♥️
"This is quite sad isn't it? The end?"
"The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."
😢 I miss TIU but I'm same time happy they made such a beautiful ending 😢
It was either wonderful, or it had the potential to be wonderful but for whatever reason it wasn't
It's so strange that strangers on the internet understand us more than the people we think we are close to
i agree
And yet we hate each other in real life.. this world's something else man
It really is…. This world has done an amazing job at separating us and making us fight….
Dat zijn teksten
I agree
This song invokes a sadness in me that I cannot describe.
It reminds me of how what I loved the most was ripped away from me.
It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling,to the reason you cry yourself to sleep...
Yeah..
😭😭. So true!
I'm jealous of the stars. Not only because they are off this planet, but they are admired and don't even know it. So many people talk to the stars and compliment them. Being a human to Earth isn't the same as a star above. The difference is that stars are only complimented never insulted, being human, you can't be as lucky.
“Suicide doesn’t take the pain away is just passed it on to another person” I’ve tried to put that in my head but I’m just a teen who’s disappointed in myself and doesn’t know what to do anymore
And as a fellow teen you don’t gotta have your whole life figured out rn .💙u don’t gotta have a game plan and u definitely don’t need to push yourself more than u can handle Ik the feelin and it’s not a good one but u can get past it u gotta find a reason to live for yourself not everyone else I hope it gets better
I know this comment may not help, but I want you to know that even if you don't see it now, there is always a way out. I know it is difficult and that there is nothing that feels good, but seeking help is always the solution.
Sometimes being selfish is not bad. Choose yourself. Choose to free yourself from pain.
Same🥺
I’ve read this quote so many times, but for as long as I can remember, I’ve never been able to empathise with others, or understand emotions most humans do. And that lead to me not caring about others emotions, there’s no one around me that I genuinely care about, and I wouldn’t care if the pain got passed on to them. Call me mean, or insensitive, but my brain has to cope in some way, and this is the way it chose.
I grew up too fast....I miss being a child
Really 💔
😥
You're lucky if you miss your childhood
301 club
Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's great😊 I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!😆😉❤💯💪 🔥
“is it…terrifying?”
“No, I don’t think so. It’s the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.”
“See you on the other side.”
“Oh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.”
Dude I’ve never seen that show and I rlly want to but every time i hear that scene it makes me so sad 😭
that episode bro UGHHHHFJSFHDHGH it messed me UP
@@DreadPirateElla watch it omg
@@timmyandjimmy1441 FRRR
@@timmyandjimmy1441 what show is it
I will never get tired of this song. Whenever I long for something/someone I used to listen to this. Whenever I find it hard to burst into tears, I listen to this song as if it's a trigger. I listen to this anytime... I wish everyone's happiness and healing.
I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/
It will get better. Hold on and know the world is a better place because you're in it...
This means a lot to me..
Speak here, me and people in this comment section will try to help you, we are just strangers who can understand each other most
Never give up you're not alone ☺️
Me too
I just made up a whole fake scenario in my head now I’m sad 🤦🏾♀️
MEEEE BAHAHAH
Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun
Do it every night
@@Seoyina LITERALLY ME
Omg lol
Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._
That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.
I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay 😥
@@dumpaccnifrankoten you’re memories will last forever sorry for your lost we learn to live with the pain and to make new memories
@@sabinoguzman7780 Thanks, i appreciate ur comment
@@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.
You're beautiful.
8+ billion people in the world and only one you?
Thats insanse.
Congratulations on being you.
Keep pushing through..
Be kind.
Its free.
You're beautiful.
Go share it ❤
I sit in my bed just hoping to die soon, but...
i'm scared to die.
Please do not leave this earth, I promise that you are loved and it will get better... if you need to talk I am right here
@@matthewfoster5264 Thats actually really nice this made me cry
@@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... it’s hurts so bad, and I just don’t want any other family to go through what we did
@@matthewfoster5264 I promise it will get better if you want to talk we can❤❤❤sending virtual hug your way
@@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.
“to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist, that is all.”
I don’t wanna grow up, I wanna live a happy carefree life with my parents and friends:(
Same
Then don’t focus on the thought of losing them and your youth, focus on the present and you will be more aware and enjoys this time as it last
without my parents and friends
so do i.
But imagine not having friends and ur parents broke up 🤧🤧.. that’s me 😭😭
Ive had this song on repeat for an hour and just layed in bed and cried.
I found this song a few days ago. As I listened I started crying and whispered these few words "I'm so lost, I just don't want to be here anymore." I've been so mistreated and so misunderstood that I've grown dark towards people. I've disappeared from social media and been invisible to the people I cared about in the past. It hurts, it really does...........
I really felt that...
I totally understand and I feel the same, I honestly don't know how much I can take anymore I just give up
@@pufferexe5408 please don't i love you so much
@@pufferexe5408 hey man, please reply to this, I just want to know that your still here, and although you don't know me and I don't know you, I really hope that you are doing better and are happier now, please, I want to know that you made it.
"The darkest nights create the brightest stars"🌟
this hits different when your more happy in another reality than the reality you live in now
My dance class is using this song to fit our concert theme. I'm honestly glad I found it, it's such a beautiful song
I feel safe in the comment section.
same it’s sad but also wholesome in a way...
it still makes me cry but I feel u as hell
You are safe here 😶
exactly, like i can say how im feeling without being judged.
I am tired of being doing this perfect live on my head but living in this horrible life
There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home
'Cause, I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees
By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
And, I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
Oversett til norsk
this is the best version i’ve ever heard, i love it can’t stop listening to it
My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.
Losing your home that you love is some next level shit dude
U poor thing❤
I can relate
“The person who gave you the best memories always becomes a memory” -me
🥲
Beautifully said
This makes me sad smile
Happy memories hurt the most
Damn, that song really hit too close to home. It's like relieving my shit life again. It's shit but I think I need to speak out because I can't hold it anymore. If you'd like to hear me out, thank you.
Here's my miserable story:
I'm 21 and I've been in a relationship four times. Sound nice, right? None of them lasted more than month.
My first girlfriend ever cheated on me when we were only 16. Second one I met when I was 17. Turned out she was a psycho, she demanded from me to only talk to her. No friends, no family. Only her. She broke up with me because I wasn't good enough for her.
Here comes the part from this summer. I met that girl during my holiday. I've got a pretty stressfull job so it really meant much for me. We both serve in uniforms, we had so much in common. We talked all the night. It was really magical for me, Two days later we had to go our ways home. I visited her two times. The second time she just started crying and told me that she had two boyfriends before me and both cheated on her because the lived far and she doesn't want to get hurt anymore. I agreed. Maybe I shouldn't, I dont know.
The last one I knew some time before our lovely evening, she said she always felt something for me. I did too. But only after few weeks she said it was't real love and she doesn't feel a thing for me.
That hurt the most. Hurts to this day. Can't get over it. Can't sleep, eat. I'm afraid I'm gonna do something to myself. I just want to feel her love one more time.
If you read all of this then you're a madman. After all I'm just another random guy on internet. But thank you. Take care of yourselves people.
I wish I could give you a hug.
I just..
That's just so bad. I'm sorry. I hope it gets better for you.
I read this and i just had a argument with my gf and I'm feeling shit about it because she hasn't replied in a hours I'm just here waiting and idk what to do anymore.
@@jakemorgan162 Just do me a favour, go and hug her. Try doing whatever you can. You don't find love on every corner, don't let go. I'm counting on you.
BRUH, I LOVE YOU DONT DO THIS❤️YOU GOT THIS
Listen I don't know you...but i would love to hug you right now. Trust me there are so many things worth living for, you would miss out on finding the love of your life, and leave her. You would leave me... I love you and never give up❤️ sending the biggest hug. Don't give up buddy.
"why are you sad? you have friends, your family loves you, you're pretty, you have it good. You have no reason to be sad."
it hurts.
i'm tired.
wanting someone you can't have.
universes away,
too far.
out of reach.
i can't do this without you
but i never had you in the first place.
Dude wtf you literally just described my fucking life-
I am happy, im good at school, i have a lot of friends, a happy family, enough food,water, money. I should be happy, right? Well i‘m not. Instead i desire something I can never have, someone I can never have. And its breaking me, that feeling is tearing me apart.
@@sukkubus9882 omg you two just discribed me, it is exactly same, i have family, some friends, everything is good in school, have home and yea, i must be normal, but i love that person who isnt in this world, who is in my head and in another universe damn, no one can understand us 😔❤
@@btsarmylovejimin4489 i feel u so much! Crushing on someone from a movie or smth just hurts like hell
@@sukkubus9882 yea, it hurts
@@btsarmylovejimin4489 may I join u guys ? : ' (
This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.
life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you.
I love you
@@rah_galathynius011 thank you bro
i wish people could understand that some of us feel like we’re drowning. we’re gasping for air trying to put ourselves back together piece by piece, struggling because we know that in the end we still feel broken on the inside and it feels as if we can’t do anything to fix it. though we try so hard to be the best person that everyone else wants us to be. but we can’t so we keep the fake smile on our faces just to make everyone else happy.
I love you. And I’m so proud of you
i swear this is the only place i feel calm , safe , and cared about💞. i have no problems when i’m here.
"rain will be there to cry with you.
your pillow will catch your tears.
your bedroom is your little cave.
your pets are there to comfort you.
music will be here, helping you sleep.
the doors will keep you safe from the outside dangers.
your blanket will warm you up.
your social friends are here to tell you 'you can do this'
you are yourself.
thank you for such a words!
what about our parents
Thank you so much for this
“ Even if you are not ready for the day, It cannot always be night “ 🖤
5:35 am the sky is dark blue.
You're silently crying because you don't want your sibling to know.
You just want to go out and run
Your running in a field of flowers
The cold breeze stinging your face.
Your nose is cold
Your feet are numb
But your not stoping...
I wish i can go in nature alone and never come back
@Brooks Armstrong ohh it must be cool and interesting
i want this so bad
so deep😭😭😭💔💔
..thats exactly what i wanna do. its 5:29 AM. im crying as quietly as possible, and all i wanna do is be free, where nobody can hurt me, or bother me, or make me sad, in an open field of flowers...thats literally what i've been thinking in my head for two years thinking it was probably just me thinking that.
"Depressed people are angels that just want to go home." -anonymous
Cringe
That's hurts :(
OMG im gonna to cry
Awe....
@Sea_dragonplayz that’s not deep. You’re not deep. Stop.
Listening to this while doing school at night just makes me think about everything, I cry while doing work because I repeat the same thing over and over again.
"I think there is nothing more artistic than loving choosing people."
Vincent van Gogh
one of the worst feelings is knowing that you’re losing the love of your life, helpless, scrolling through the comments, listening to this song and praying as much as you can for her to stay in your life.
edit : I lost her
it hurts worst when they’re laying next to you and you feel like they’re just slipping away.. but you can’t do anything
It hurts even more when you are on a break and they're out there having fun and talking to other people.meanwhile you are crying everyday praying for them to comeback and being alone. breaking down from the inside crying to this song at 3am and just scared of it all becoming memories
@@noodler_9869 stay strong buddy
Hey bro I can't tell you it will get better, I can't tell you it will all be alright, but I can tell that no matter how many times you fail no matter how many times you fall. You will always get back up. We are all in this together, don't let it get to you. Even if I tell you my story it won't matter, but you had something that I don't that is.. love. Yea sure my dad left me at 14 yea I'm in a financial situation but I keep on going. No matter you were loved ❤
@@memeteamassociation6831 Hey my guy, you seems so strong inside. I'm sending you all my strength, you deserve it. It's important to keep in mind that you're not alone. You're doing amazing. It's just the truth, if you want to speak about it, feel free to, I can drop you my social media ^^
I feel like Im losing my friends😞
I've lost mine. And it might be for the best 😔
Same. But they say its my fault so I agree and now I am starting to believe them
I’ve lost everything and everyone I don’t know what to believe
I don't have any to lose
all of them are out with out me right now, I miss them so much and I don’t know what to do about it has anyone got any advice ? ((
You know that feeling.. When you want to cry but you can't and then you are just numb all the time
Yup ultra jaded
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
Haven’t cried since my grandparent pass 6 years ago and I’ve tried to cry but wasn’t able to ,then I found a girl who I thought would change how I view the world . She became my everything , but i fell asleep and woke up and she was gone . So shocked and worried I went looking for her and I broke down completely , heart hurt so bad , still does but I’m healing. Finally got to let out some tears tho 👍🏻
@@RVIV_M-gs3lo what happened to her bro?
“Do not be sad that its over, be happy that it happened”.
Just remember, A plant always grows after a heavy storm pours down on them. It always gets better, it may be a slow process but it does and it will. Your loved❤️
❤️
,,Is this all real or is it just happening inside my head?“
,,Of course it‘s happening inside your head Harry but that doesn‘t mean that it‘s not real“
You actually make a fucking Harry Potter quote depressing
LOVE YOUR PFP
@@sleepymaxxy2100 OMGGG LOVE YOURS TOOOOOOOO
okay this comment is sad and everything but i'm kinda freaked out that I read this while my sister is watching Harry Potter next to me
i don't know how much *pain* i can handle anymore. I'm so *tired* I hate it 'cos the reason why i am still alive, it's because i don't wanna *hurt anyone* But the reason why i wanted to *give up is everyone is hurting me*
Ayyy this is exactly me.
I’m always told it’ll get better. It hasn’t gotten better 😪
I hope the both of you are ok and doing well and im sorry for not being able to do much for you two but I can say pls keep trying and trust me even though im a stanger, it will get better for the both of you. And at the end of it all it will be worth it
this .
Exactly.
I just want a hug..
“As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss”
- Cassandra Clare
Crying to this song in the middle of the night on my rooftop. "Why can't I be loved? Why did my friends leave me? What's wrong with me? Why cant I ever be happy? Don't my parents see I'm losing myself? I'm so lost. I don't belong here. Why do my parents ignore me? Theres no point in life anymore. What do I have to lose... I'm alone, I'll always be alone. I don't matter."
Don't say that...everyone has a purpose. EVERYONE!! Keep living and enjoy life because it's not going to last forever. Remember, none of this is real, we're all here just for a little while to get a taste of what "this" is...
It'll be gone before you know it. So, enjoy it. Cheers.
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
I thought that for years and sometines still do
At least you have a fucking rooftop, jesus christ. Internet, music, food. Get a real problem.
My parents and my best friends mom wants me behind bars for a simple mistake with a little bit of money happened, people only care about money now a days, unfortunately I’m only human and I made a mistakes with my best friends money, but his mom, my mom, my dad, they all hate me for not being able to help when they kicked me out of the house. I was alone and by myself for so long on the streets struggling everyday by myself, luckily someone helped me out but even then I was sent out a month later and now on March 17th I have a court case to follow up on for not being able to get the money back, since I was in a motorcycle accident on the highway about 3 weeks ago, life is hard but it is what it is, I cry almost every night after that accident because life honestly doesn’t like anyone and it never will. Some part of me wishes I died at 90 mph but at the end of the day god saved me and, all I can do is try to let everything sink in and just move forward I don’t want to be here trust me no many of us do.
Okay. How is this so perfect- Like holy cow- Ima just loop this and try to sleep, as I have insomnia- But every time I listen to one of your(lustry's) playlists. I fall asleep. Anyways. To anybody reading this. Know you're amazing, and a lot of people love and care about you. Stay safe, stay amazing and have a great rest of your day/afternoon/night~!
I have Insomnia too
@@luv_kendraa same but it’s only 3:30am
@@luv_kendraa What's that?
"Why do nice people, choose the wrong people to date?"
"We accept the love we think we deserve."
"Can we make them know that they deserve more?"
"We can try"
that line kinda broke me
This is a song that breaks me every time I hear it it’s so beautiful ❤️
Read this with the start of the song)
Pov: you're sitting on your bed and staring at the walls focusing on the feeling in your chest thinking about it trying to understand why you feel something like that but also dont know why your chest feels so heavy why you cant feel happy you start to think about how you could explain it to someone cause you dont understand it and you hope if you can explain it that someone can tell you what it is but you also really cant explain it you feel trapped so you escape with imagining scenarios where you have people who understand you without you telling something without trying to explain maybe it's a comfort character maybe an old friend who left from whom you wished so badly to understand you escape in your imaginations where you can feel accepted, loved which is your home you smile as you think about how that person hugs you and comforts you than you realise that you never can hug them, have them comfort you the way you need it your smile drops slowly as you tear up wishing they were real and there for you cause you need them so much you try to think about old memories where you were happy try to smile again you think about the time you were outside with your friends did dumb stuff friends with which you went out nearly every day but who stopped texting, calling and hanging out with you with who you grow apart cause you and they changed so much you think about how you still love them and wish yall never really changed cause the time you had was so precious with all the inside jokes you guys had the time when you had a crush and couldn't stop smiling and laughing when you saw your crush the time when your friend teased you when your crush would walk past you and you would laugh it off telling them to stop but now you're sitting there wishing the time back where you weren't like this where you knew what you felt where you weren't sitting there seeing your old friends posting story's how they are outside living there lives while you are sitting there and are in a trap....again you wish your comfort character to be there with you to support you, you sit straighter and feel your cheeks tickle a bit you wipe the tears away which you didn't even knew where running down you take a deep breath hyping yourself up like every other day you tell yourself to stay, to fight for them and you do it you get up wash your face look in the mirror and promise to try, to fight to get happy again....
I dont know who you are and who needs to hear it and I'm sorry if I kinda hurted you with that text and I'm sorry that you are so misunderstood but that is something from me how I feel and how I try to cope with it how my old friends kinda left
I love you! And you deserve to be happy YOU DESERVE TO LIVE! So please
Please keep fighting for me, for your friends or for simply your comfort character I'm still here I'm still fighting we can do it together
Just stay here we need you!! and if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you
You can text me on snapchat I'm here for everyone
snap: selin29_01
I want you to stay and I want to help you
I love you thanks for reading thanks for being here stay Imma see you around mate ❤
Have a good day/ night / evening
~s
Omg i read it all and yea i feel like this too, but i am not going yet, love you and have good dayyy❤
thank you for this
Thank you for taking ur time and writing all this for us it rlly made me feel loved
@@btsarmylovejimin4489 I'm glad that you're still fighting and wish you much strength and if you need help you know where to find me
@@thelolofamo always
max volume. eyes leaking without realising. missing my sanity. :).
Are you okay, I don’t know you and all but I’m here to listen
I love you know that
@@buttercupgaming2115 :) how are you doing today
@@kenziemadeleine1411 umm I’m just okay I’m just confused and everything with COVID making me very sad sometimes
@@buttercupgaming2115 Aw everything w covid is rlly scary rn but all we can do is take safety measures and hope for the best :) ik what you mean and it will all be over soon
i would do anything for a 1-3 hour version of this
if you are on computer you can right click and put loop
Anything but make it yourself?
If your reading this. Trust me its gonna get better eventually. It might take awhile but just dont give up. Your stronger than you think!
You commented this the day she left me lmao 4 months later it’s the same
Its been 35 years and its only getting worse
sometimes, we never know how much we need people until they leave.
I'm tired of daydreaming. Every day I just sit on my bed and dream, I just tell myself "I will be very happy", "I will be beautiful", "I will live a happy life". Maybe like this for 2-3 years. But I'm not happy, I'm not beautiful, I don't have a happy life. It's all just in my mind, these are just dreams
Same I hate it I talk to to the people in my mind a 24/7 and never to a real person
U got company guyz🥲, but I tried one thing which helped me a bit : just try to help others , especially ur family..make them happy…that’s it..and one day u may land up with the love of ur life…just hold..this is what I’m been doing for a long time..I’m 22 now and I’m still waiting for the ri8 girl💯
hey love, how are you doing now?
@@rosaliaa.4428 Thanks for asking. Now I feel better, I look for happiness in small things, and most importantly, I am careful not to be pessimistic. No matter what happens, we must live and fight for our lives. Take care honey
@@melek2503 you too love, I hope everything goes well for you
this makes me miss a person that doesnt even know me
Deep
*''What doesn't destroy you, only makes you stronger''*
- A wise man
But what if it did destroy me
if your parents wont accept you
if you feel left out
if you feel unloved
if you have no one
i will be your new person. you can talk to me. i never listen and tell. if you dont feel comfortable sharing, you can just say hello.
your all beautiful and unique. you can like whoever you want. be whoever you want. look however you want. and like whatever you like.
dont let people put you down. because when people leave you, you dont lose them. they lose you.
its ok to cry sometimes. when you cry, it doesnt mean your weak. it means youv been too strong for too long.
there is someone out there for you. wether its a friend, a significant other, family, their out there. even if you havnt met them yet. and when they come, youll wonder how you ever existed without them. you are beautiful and loved.
Thank you for ur kind words ❤️
@Kassen Yamashita yes it is
@Kassen Yamashita of course. This is where we put our different lives aside ❤
i luv you
I need someone to talk because i know if I still keep everything inside of me like I’ve been for 8 years I am and will not be here anymore I losing myself and I can’t stop it...
When you see your bestfriend slowly fading away from you
finally someone who understands...
mhm lol
I thought this was happening to me but we grew even closer... im just terrified of what’s going to happen when we graduate highschool next year......... i am terrefied of the future and i have always been
- and it already happend 2 times
i guess 3rd time is not the lucky time..
9*
get some sleep king. it’s ok. you’ll find another one.
God bless you, hope you have a nice day bro 🖤
Thanks man ur sooo amazing manhh all the love from my side 💯🥺🥺😭😭😭❤❤
You. Are. Amazing.
I love you, no for real, i do
You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
All great on this world from Germany 👑
@@Qophillius thank you bro
Thank you man🤍🤍
This is my first time listening to this song in almost 3 years. In 2018 I was meant to be doing a solo to it. (I’m a dancer but not professionally) I worked hard all year to show my teacher how good of a dancer I was, only to be in the shadow of my older sister. She’s the one who everyone talks about how great she is and what an amazing dancer she is. She came in to the practice every week and instead of my teacher focusing on me she’d put her attention to my sister sitting in the corner, my sister would correct me and try to teach me different moves than what my teacher had. On the day of our concert I was on stage practising, then I froze. I had forgotten the whole dance and when I looked up in panic, my teacher wasn’t there. She was busy in the foyer, so I ran off stage and cried. It hurt that she wasn’t even there when I needed her. So I didn’t do the dance, I didn’t do my solo and I’ve regretted it everyday since. I was too scared to do it even after I had remembered it.
After 3 years, the minute I hear this song I’m still filled with anger, anger at myself for giving up, and sadness and hurt from my teacher not being there and for my sister for taking all of her attention. I’m always the backseat to my sister. The year after my sister and my teacher did a duet together…
[Verse 1]
There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home
[Chorus]
And I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
[Verse 2]
Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees
[Verse 3]
By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
[Chorus]
And I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust