it’s strange, i feel like the sand of time is slipping through my fingers and yet i have my whole life ahead of me. next week i finish secondary school, something which i never thought i would miss, but as that friday gets closer i can’t help but feel a great sorrow deep in my chest. i know that as my friends all sit at the canteen table laughing until they cant breathe, things will never be the same in a matter of a week. i sit and watch them and i wish i could just live in that moment, just for a little longer. to me, they are like family and i love them so much i can’t even find the words. such a big chapter of my life is now being left behind as the next page is turned and i really don’t know how to feel. the aspect of my future is so exciting, but my present is going so quick. it feels like i’m growing up and i don’t know if i’m ready for that. i know my parents are just as sad, they see their baby growing up and it makes me want to cry. i suppose it’s the change that scares me and i don’t want it to change but i know it has to, so i can grow as a person. it has to because time won’t stop for anyone, not even me.
hope you`re having a great week, I know the feeling of growing up. As I cannot understand how you feel exactly, I know how it feels. Growing up isn`t a bad thing, you can make the child in you live as long as you can. Losing friends isn`t a bad thing because you will find new and better ones. Don`t think your life is slipping through your hands, there`s always a positive part of growing up. Stay safe kiddo, love you.
hey i feel u!! i break up this friday too and im petrified to grow up and take driving lessons and go to sixth form!!but i keep trying to remind myself that it wouldnt make these times special if they lasted forever! i hope u have a great final week of secondary school and a nice summer too!! (me and my friends have so much planned for the next 3 months im so hyped tbh!!) :)
I guess this feeling applies to all of us. I finished middle school after primary school and now I am in the last year of high school. This is very sad for me, I still cannot believe that I have grown so much that I will be 18 months later and it feels like a huge thing. It is a very nice feeling to grow up, but it is very sad to leave dozens of friendships in the past, to go to university is very scary sometimes I am very scared but still it is a much better feeling to go to another city and think of living there. dear you enjoy your childhood and always be happy.
i dont know what this feeling is. when i feel like crying, it just doesn’t come. i dont know how to describe this emotion i am experiencing. its just better to keep it for yourself. the future just seems so, idk, harsh. i dont want it. if things are so bad now, just think how bad it would be later on. but its just better to keep on tight, for your family, and friends. just so they dont lose you. be strong angel, you can do it
Honestly how I feel all the time, i make it look like i got it all together, but in reality im tryin to hold myself together without falling apart. Evryone dying, lost in drugs, fighting...ext. Im scared, im terrified to see what the future holds and who else im going to lose forever and to this place of hell you call earth.
For everyone who is struggling with hard time.Everything is gonna be okay, you gonna do it,you will find love, peace and happines. I believe in you my friend ❤
@HoneyRoblox 64 your mom is a psycho. She's unable to love. Trust me. Mine's the same. She left me for her new bf at my 12th birthday. At the end of our every conversation she always told me how she loved me. Our conversations were toxic. She told me about how I ruined the family, always finding excuses for her own selfishness. She was also talking sh!t about her abusive husband for whom she left me. Recently I stopped meeting with her and this helped me to cope with my eternal sadness a bit. Ephemeral love is just a form of manipulation to keep you close and hurt you more. Sorry for my English, I'm still learning. :)
05:05 I still remember that morning of march 2020, working 100 hrs on a submarine and last few days before leaving my family to the unknown world, by covid 19, tired and exhausted I cried and yelled at this part driving down to work. I'll never forget it..
Hopefully her parents are there to take care of the fears and take away the tears she has, no human being should be crying in this era feeling down and at the bottom but honestly we live in an era where things sometimes never go our way so we get low and down and sad but already he got the beauty of life on our side. Take care
@@Roselynnovak i dont have no one to take my fears and tears away but im letting myself be down and sad before i grow from this. i'll listen to this over and over then i'll eventually stop, then couple of years later i'll be back to see my comment and see how different i feel now. i just wanna let myself feel now. feel it all. I HOPE EVERYONE HERE GROWS SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF EVERYONE I WANT TO GIVE YALL THE BIGGEST HUG AND NICEST GIFTS I BELIEVE YALL WILL BE SO HAPPY SOON. I WISH YALL DONT GIVE UP ON URSELF AND DECIDE TO STAY STRONG FOR A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE I CARE FOR U
@@itsmeri7952 I know we dont know each other and I'm just another ramdom person that says that but I'm really proud of you. If you want to walk I could send you my Insta but if you dont want to I totally understand!
(No one will prolly see this it’s ok, it’s just a vent) I’ve never had anyone who took care of me, so I learned to take care of myself since I was little. I remember after having a fight with my parents going to my room, and still hoping they would knock and try to comfort me, like in the movies. I never had anyone to tell me how to dress, how to treat myself kindly, how to be positive. I never had anyone to heal my wounds after my bullies beat the shit out of me. I never had anyone else to tell me “it’s going to be alright” or “please don’t do it” but me. Sometimes I just want to end it all, I still do rn. Sometimes I remember my silly dreams for the future and I push myself up alone. Alone, always been alone but never realized it until now. Alone, but ig I’m really fucking good at taking care of myself now ;) Tysm for being alive Mel, we getting there some day hun dw
i learnt years ago that physical pain is effective at distracting from the mental pain. its still not a good idea to do it to yourself, because it might just make everything worse
i feel like im wasting my teenage years. ive been realizing im practically an adult but still a kid and its such a weird feeling. i cant get a grip on reality, i dont see myself being an adult and doing adult things. i wish i could back in time and relive the beginning of junior high, when my life was going great. now im almost 16 and all i do is smoke, sleep, and watch tv. i want time to slow down and let me catch up.
im 12 and bro already im fucking depressed i have had so much truma (longs story short: i have a abusive dad that trys to kill me every day, i had to move citys and he still trys to find me to kill me and everyone around me, he has been at this since i was 3) and I feel like my life is not worth it
Dude it gonna be like that. I felt like that at 16 and now I'm 19 aww man I wasted so much on being depressed. Go out and take advantage of the world. Explore, experience and make the best of it. You got this bro
@@McCreeisbae hey, im here with u on the abusive dad shit. i guess i just had to accept the fact that he would never change, no matter how much i told him i loved him, or talked to him about his problems. he never did. but trust me when i say that you are and will never be anything like your dad, youre your own person that has a kind and beautiful heart. i know its been a month since u posted this comment and i hope that things are looking brighter for you now, you deserve to live your life and meet people that love and cherish you. ive seen your replies all over this comment section and theyve made me cry so much, you are a pure soul with love filled in your heart. even if the love isnt for yourself one day it will be, trust me. and until then, there will be people all around you that will fill that love for you, wether its in your life or merely on the internet. anyways sorry for the rant but i want you to know that, I love you, and i wont forget you, keep living your beautiful life angel.
i love this song so much, when i overdosed i listened to this song to calm me down so i could fall asleep and keep all the pills down. I made it and this song just reminds me that even at my lowest point everyone is meant to be here and looking back my life has gotten so much better. this song just reminds me to appreciate life more.
Já chorei muito ouvindo essa música. Por me sentir insuficiente, por acreditar q ninguém me amava, por me sentir sozinha no mundo. A depressão vai nos destruindo aos poucos. Ela é sedutora. Só hj não vou levantar da cama, só hj não vou conversar com ninguém, só hj vou chorar, só hj vou pensar em suicídio. E quando a gente se dá conta ela levou embora nossa força, nossa vontade de viver. E ela nunca vai embora, mas com o tempo e com tratamento ela nos visita menos. Eu sei q não estou curada e q não há cura, sei q terei sempre esse espírito me assombrando mas eu lutarei com todas as minhas forças pra sobreviver. E se um dia eu desistir quero q todos saibam q eu lutei até meu último suspiro pra me manter viva. Eu vou vencer e espero q vc também vença! ♥️🌟
m83 has made me feel stronger in front of my depression . i wish that everybody wont get hurt and wont feel bad . i wish u happiness . that what matters the most ^^
Idk why I always play this when I think of my mother. I recently lost her to stage 4 this year and it’s been a mental battle I’ve been fighting. She was the greatest human being, sweetest soul you could ever come across. She help everyone around her and always gave love to other in need when they feel down. I remember my first self harm attempt and I tried to hide it from her because I didn’t want her to worry about me. She walked into the ambulance so calm and at peace like nothing was bothering her. I was so confused because I thought she would of been emotional and I asked her how are you so calm right now and she said “because a mother shows strength in their own ways” I salute her till this day while she’s in heaven watching over me. I miss her so damn much it hurts.
im literally just the support character in this story. im the character that has a shit ton of problems but never talks about them. i help the main character with their inner struggles and then they move on from me. but what are this side charcters problems you may ask? i come from a broken, abusive home. my parents were never married and they are polar opposites. my entire life, my grandparents on my dads side have been abusive, both mentally and physically. for almost 2 years i watched my dad beat 2 little girls in front of me, and i couldnt do anything to stop it. my mom has a lot of health problems, and she never fails to remind me how poor we are. i struggle with anger issues, adhd, depression, anxiety, bullimia, and various physical health problems. im an insomniac. i dont have motivation to do anything. but the main character doesnt need to know about that. my purpose is to help them with their mental health and then let them move on. another main character will come eventually.
Omg! Im from Venezuela. I dont know english to much. But I just can tell you that dont give it up please! I dont know you, but I'm with you. You feel in trouble right now, your family didnt turn out to be as you wanted, but that doesnt make you less! Spend time w yourself and enjoy it, love yourself and something changes in your life (even if it's small). Do not be the secondary in the story, and start to see yourself as the main one! ♡
The fact that you're dealing with so much and you're still here being so strong is definitely a main character trait. I hope you feel better soon. You're the main character, please don't let anyone tell you otherwise and your story will be more beautiful than anyone else's.
You are your life’s main character and nothing gonna change that, your world revolves around you and the fact that you’ve put up with all that makes you the main character alright. You got it hero. Stride forward
@@alexepic9199Christs love is so big for you he forgives you regardless of any murder rape or any evil you commit. Please ask God to be a part of a life with him
@@alexepic9199 jesus will forgave you,no matter what you did,if you say with your mouth that jesus is the lord,and belive with your heart that god rose him from the dead,you will be saved,no matter what,you will be saved by faith,faith in the lord jesus christ may god will help you and your family,i will pray for you amen
Hey you Yeah you stop scrolling the comments Just enjoy the music Hope U a great life wherever u are Who ever U are U are a beautiful and a great person ❤️ I KNOW U SMILE SMILE ALWAYS LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
Cara , que perfeito não sei se choro, se grito,se corro, só sei que não da pra explicar a sensação de ouvir essa versão, as emoções ficam a flor da pele.
I feel myself as I get older playing versions of songs slowed and reverbed as if I am trying to slow my life down and make the most of the time I have left in this world.
This song reminds me of my grandpa.. For he was the one that raised me.. He brought me up the best he could knowing my mom and dad didn't want to have apart of my life. He is my best friend.. Role model.. Main man.. My hero.. He raised me.. And took care of me all my life. Now.. I watch him grow older.. It kills me.. Knowing i will lose my best friend someday. I love you so much paw if only there was more time.. Ill continue to spend everyday that i can with you cause its the memories you gave me that keep me going.. And no son.. Could be more proud and lucky to have you apart of they're life.. You saved me time and time again.. Its my pleasure and honor.. To take care of you now.
He sounds like an amazing and wonderful man. I see you have gotten that from him. I can assure you he is so proud of the person you have become. You two are lucky to have eachother. ❤️🙌
@@kristiannstvold6206 thankyou.. So much and godbless you 💙 I lost him 2 weeks ago.. 😢 You never know true loss till your whole world and everything you hold dear in life isnt here anymore.. He was 86. And sick.. With cancer. He always told me he lived a full life.. I thank god for the time he gave me with him..but i knew his time was getting closer.. But i always thought he would live forever.. I come here at night to reflect.. And in those raw intimate moments i think about him. He taught me everything i know.. And we shared so many memories together.. I will never be the same..Now with the rest of the time i have in this world i will honor him.. And do the best i can do everyday to make him proud. Sometimes theres just not enough time in the world.. But im blessed for the time that i got. Like the song says.. " no time" so hug the ones you love.. And hold them close to your heart. Tomaro is never promised.. Rest in heaven paw 😢
I just want to be normal again what happened to me I used to be a funnier person now I’m just the silent one i don’t even have any talents I just am here as a background character like a villain in 1 episode of an anime I’m meaningless I’m basically useless I don’t have a purpose but yet I’m still here and I don’t know why I just want to be useful
You are usefull. You are beautiful. You are talented. You are nice. You are strong. And I'm proud of you that youre still here and I hope when I come back in some years and see your comment youre still here. We dont know eachother but I dont want you to die I want you to find your happiness again
You’re not alone brother, reading this felt like I was reading my own thoughts. Keep going I know it’s hard but there’s got to be something good in life right? I mean we’re both still here and many others like us, open up there’s plenty of people that would listen and talk to you, there’s plenty of free numbers to call, open 24/7 if you like I could send you some of the numbers and my personal socials if you ever need to talk?
You are not alone in how you are feeling, you are valid and you are needed here even if you don’t know the reason why yet. Stay strong, it will get better
Life. How fragile it seems sometimes. It’s amazing how music such as this can unlock deep emotions within one’s self. Emotions you may be hiding from yourself from the world. If you are reading this I love you all and remember eventually it gets better. Don’t give up before you’ve had a chance to show who you can be at your best.❤
This song makes me dream about being on the beach and just letting go of everything, finally realizing that life can be what you want it to be, it’s in your control. Feeling free finally. Idk just me lmao
I've been writing a fantasy book since December 2020 and as the best part of the chorus in this song came I finally finished writing my first draft. It felt so magical, this book has become a real part of my life that I love sm. It made me so happy to hear this song as I finally wrote "The End" :)))
@@sreerag6159 yes ofc! I'm currently looking for an agent, and have found an author that offered to read through my work and send it to her own agent or another in the company if she likes it. It's called 'The Changeling' and is book one in a duology known as 'The Seven of Suns' look out for it when it gets published!:)
Verse 1] Send your dreams Where nobody hides Give your tears To the tide [Chorus] No time No time [Verse 2] There's no end There is no goodbye Disappear With the night [Chorus] No time No time No time No time No time
This makes me recall my memories and miss my friends :/ I wish secondary school didn’t have to tear us apart, like we still talk but it’s different not getting to see each other everyday
“I think happiness is somewhere in between the peace and chaos of a thing… and being able to recognize it, even in those fleeting moments, births a beautiful being.” - Sedonia Champlain
have you ever just heard the first few notes of a song and your heart just fucking breaks? thats how i am with this song.. it feels like someone giving up, crying on the floor with their back to the door. wondering why thsy were never good enough. this song feels like true, utter, sorrow...my heart shatters
I feel hopeless about finding true love. I want to feel what it's like to be chosen by someone who want to spend the rest of their life with me. Cause when I love someone, they always end up choosing someone else making me think if there's something wrong with me or is it wrong having standards?. I hope one day when I love again, I hope it's the love and the person that is meant for me.
Anime is: Grave of the fireflies One of the saddest anime I watched. Makes you appreciate your loved ones and be grateful for them. God bless you all guys. ✝️🖤✝️
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I teared up, thank you so much for this text. I think a lot of people needed / need to see this. I appreciate it so much that u took so much time to write this to keep someone more on this earth. Your soul may be blessed, thank u sm gorgeous
hi becho, hope ur also doing okay there... thanks for this you don't know how u light up something inside us, I'll remember the yellow color as becho!! We also got ur back, we got each other back!!!
idk, life is just weird, the emotions we feel as apes flying through an infinite universe, love, hate, sadness, its all just fleeting in the end. i don't know where I'm going with this just as I don't know where I'm going with my life, but right now I'm here, floating in space, being kept alive by a star, and there's something magical about that. keep fighting, you are struggling now, but one day it will all be worth it
When you grow up and you're being mean at everything but at the end while listening to this song you ask yourself so many "whys" and you've nothing to do but cry, cursing the world saying "I don't what to be like this anymore, help"
Imagine you are at your 20's and you see you parents getting older everyday, especially when you had the best memories. I feel it cuz rn, I'm abt to be done with nursing school and my sadness comes in whenever i remember that someday in life ,there memories will live in my mind forever when my eyes crave to see them. It's more like a parent saying: i have completed my purpose on you child ,i wish you a good life ahead
Set your dreams where nobody hides Give your tears to the tide No time No time There's no end, there is no goodbye Disappear with night No time No time No time No time No time
I'm so happy right now in my life but hearing this brings me back to the dark days and that makes me feel melancholic but also optimistic for the near future.
This song always tells me to keep going, that life is worth living after all. I listen to this when I’m at my lowest, and it helps me push on. I hope it does something similar to others.
This is one of the greatest songs of all time, I swear. I’m so chilled out right now. I’m in full on music video mode in my head. Maybe life can be good again the way it was the first time I heard this song
i know its hard. I really do but, life will give you scars, bruises and pain. We just have to leave that in the past and focus on the future. I know you are tired but, please. Keep going. It will get really hard but, remember, even if life is at its hardest right now, you dont know how good it might become. so please, hang on for me. Life can be so bad sometimes and i understand that. if you want a good place to let it all out is writing it or going for a walk and just screaming. whatever makes you happy. And remember there are so many people out in the world that love you. please hold on.
@@redstarburst8089 yeah.. I have so many cuts, bruises and scars. They make me feel happy to look at and idk what I'm even doing anymore. I just hope it does get better
Things will get better, even if it doesn't seem like it, I promise. I know that feeling of tiredness, but I know you got this and believe you can keep on moving forward. Life can get very hard, but we can't do much besides hoping better days are coming. Depression is very draining, both physically and mentally. It is something that holds you back from enjoying or doing the things that you used to love at one point. Although, trust me, everything will be okay soon. If no one has told you, I am proud of you for still being here today and continuing fighting even if its hard. So please hold on, stay safe, okay?
@@ethereal5910 I hope it gets better but recently things have been so difficult with exams and everything and what makes it worse is that no one irl knows how bad I'm getting again and my only way of comfort is social media..
I can't see myself realizing any of my dreams. I want to be a doctor, but I'm so tired that I can't even read a simple sentence without wanting to cry. I lost the love of my life this year, and I'm not ready to be an adult. I've spent 2 years of my life at home, I literally don't know how to live life, Im just standing in front of a screen and seeing my life being wasted everyday.
4:30 is the best part in this song! It makes me smile every time!! Thank you lord for giving me the chance to do what I love and I pray that I can keep doing what I love!!
@@Phonkislife2 i'm not. using his name in vain means using him to prove something or to use it against someone. sorry i offended u but i'll say what i want.
sinto falta quando as profundezas do meu mar eram tranquilas e a superfície dele calma...hoje carrego uma imensidão de coisas em minhas profundezas obscuras e a superfície do meu mar está cada vez mas revolto com minhas decisões
Just found out I’m going to be a father again ( 3rd ) child and now I’m crying while listening to this I don’t know why..I’m scared something bass gonna happen to my wife or my child or my other children.
for everyone reading this : I wish you all the good that there is in this world, I wish you health, luck, peace + acceptance within you and someone to share all this with. You are loved and never alone. None of us are alone in this world. ❤
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life's going by too fast. but at the same time, it's going by so slow. nothing feels real.
nothing feels real anymore
nothing just,, it just doesn’t- and you expressed it perfectly
i love you
yeah
Dam you hit that spot!
Music isn't just a sound... it's an emotion.
I like this one
the sound on an emotion
of*
Yes but to me it's this kind of music that makes me feel more
Sometimes I just imagine my self dying lol
Ngl most of my dreams
That's heavy stuff man you ok bro👍 stay safe you have a life and it's worth living, enjoy it, cherish it
same, but I hope you’re okay
Not the only bro🤣
Imagine yo self living fool. I ain’t meaning to sound shitty
i don’t want to grow up, life feels so amazing right now
Life hurts right now
@@vickydobeneck8810 i’m really sorry, if you want you can talk to me but remember that after a thunderstorm there’s always sunshine!🤍
I’ll have to disagree sadly. Tho I don’t wanna grow up I wanna be younger or a tad older this age sux
@@sofiarossi2467 🥺🥺🥺
lets not grow up
this is so calming to me but at the same time, makes me want to cry and just let everything out
same
the best way is to let everything out. i promise you, afterwards you’ll feed to much better
Right
i love you
ME TOO LIKE I WANT TO GO OUT ALL I FEEL OF MY EMOTIONS
it’s strange, i feel like the sand of time is slipping through my fingers and yet i have my whole life ahead of me. next week i finish secondary school, something which i never thought i would miss, but as that friday gets closer i can’t help but feel a great sorrow deep in my chest. i know that as my friends all sit at the canteen table laughing until they cant breathe, things will never be the same in a matter of a week. i sit and watch them and i wish i could just live in that moment, just for a little longer. to me, they are like family and i love them so much i can’t even find the words. such a big chapter of my life is now being left behind as the next page is turned and i really don’t know how to feel. the aspect of my future is so exciting, but my present is going so quick. it feels like i’m growing up and i don’t know if i’m ready for that. i know my parents are just as sad, they see their baby growing up and it makes me want to cry. i suppose it’s the change that scares me and i don’t want it to change but i know it has to, so i can grow as a person. it has to because time won’t stop for anyone, not even me.
this.... whoever you are, i love you. you matter. we all are here for a reason whatever that reason may be
hope you`re having a great week, I know the feeling of growing up. As I cannot understand how you feel exactly, I know how it feels. Growing up isn`t a bad thing, you can make the child in you live as long as you can. Losing friends isn`t a bad thing because you will find new and better ones. Don`t think your life is slipping through your hands, there`s always a positive part of growing up. Stay safe kiddo, love you.
hey i feel u!! i break up this friday too and im petrified to grow up and take driving lessons and go to sixth form!!but i keep trying to remind myself that it wouldnt make these times special if they lasted forever! i hope u have a great final week of secondary school and a nice summer too!! (me and my friends have so much planned for the next 3 months im so hyped tbh!!)
:)
I guess this feeling applies to all of us. I finished middle school after primary school and now I am in the last year of high school. This is very sad for me, I still cannot believe that I have grown so much that I will be 18 months later and it feels like a huge thing. It is a very nice feeling to grow up, but it is very sad to leave dozens of friendships in the past, to go to university is very scary sometimes I am very scared but still it is a much better feeling to go to another city and think of living there. dear you enjoy your childhood and always be happy.
@@texas16supporter ah, thank you for your kind words :)
i was really depressed in high school and this is the song that would make me think about life
Same, you got this ily xx
@@nikivanduren1200 You can do this too, I believe in you :)
ily sm
i love you
I love you bro/sis. I'm heading into hs myself. If you ever want to talk, my Instagram is @ariviaarts. Shoot me a dm. ~fellow miraculer
i dont know what this feeling is. when i feel like crying, it just doesn’t come. i dont know how to describe this emotion i am experiencing. its just better to keep it for yourself.
the future just seems so, idk, harsh. i dont want it. if things are so bad now, just think how bad it would be later on.
but its just better to keep on tight, for your family, and friends. just so they dont lose you.
be strong angel, you can do it
i love you
how are you now ?
Honestly how I feel all the time, i make it look like i got it all together, but in reality im tryin to hold myself together without falling apart. Evryone dying, lost in drugs, fighting...ext. Im scared, im terrified to see what the future holds and who else im going to lose forever and to this place of hell you call earth.
On my channel there are relaxing songs. Please visit. Thank you.👋 👍 🌼
really had to use grave of the fireflies as the background huh? now I'm 2x sadder 😭
Me sitting here depressed cuz i have everything but the one app I need to watch it
reminds me of my old times w dad
I was crying while my cat was having kittens beside me because I was watching that movie lol
Ikrrr😭
FRR IM GONNA CRY NOW
For everyone who is struggling with hard time.Everything is gonna be okay, you gonna do it,you will find love, peace and happines.
I believe in you my friend ❤
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.💚 🌹 💗
@grandmadriving92You seem like such an awesome soul I hope you’re enjoying life as well!
I remember when I was 7. Life was not perfect, but it was great enough.
i love you
@@McCreeisbae I love you too♥️
It didn't need to be, because you thought it would be some day.
My life that time was fine cause it was a year after my sister took her own life...
I just wanna run away, forget about my problems😞
Right
@HoneyRoblox 64 your mom is a psycho. She's unable to love. Trust me. Mine's the same. She left me for her new bf at my 12th birthday. At the end of our every conversation she always told me how she loved me. Our conversations were toxic. She told me about how I ruined the family, always finding excuses for her own selfishness. She was also talking sh!t about her abusive husband for whom she left me. Recently I stopped meeting with her and this helped me to cope with my eternal sadness a bit. Ephemeral love is just a form of manipulation to keep you close and hurt you more. Sorry for my English, I'm still learning. :)
@@user-qe3dt Im really sorry ;((( i hope that will be better sun
@@44natalka44 thank you :)
Me too.
05:05 I still remember that morning of march 2020, working 100 hrs on a submarine and last few days before leaving my family to the unknown world, by covid 19, tired and exhausted I cried and yelled at this part driving down to work. I'll never forget it..
young woman is found in her bedroom crying for 5 days
Hopefully her parents are there to take care of the fears and take away the tears she has, no human being should be crying in this era feeling down and at the bottom but honestly we live in an era where things sometimes never go our way so we get low and down and sad but already he got the beauty of life on our side.
Take care
@@Roselynnovak i dont have no one to take my fears and tears away but im letting myself be down and sad before i grow from this. i'll listen to this over and over then i'll eventually stop, then couple of years later i'll be back to see my comment and see how different i feel now. i just wanna let myself feel now. feel it all. I HOPE EVERYONE HERE GROWS SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF EVERYONE I WANT TO GIVE YALL THE BIGGEST HUG AND NICEST GIFTS I BELIEVE YALL WILL BE SO HAPPY SOON. I WISH YALL DONT GIVE UP ON URSELF AND DECIDE TO STAY STRONG FOR A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE I CARE FOR U
@@itsmeri7952 I know we dont know each other and I'm just another ramdom person that says that but I'm really proud of you. If you want to walk I could send you my Insta but if you dont want to I totally understand!
@@sam-ls1dg lol sure i'll add u on insta
@@sam-ls1dg people like you deserve to have the world
(No one will prolly see this it’s ok, it’s just a vent)
I’ve never had anyone who took care of me, so I learned to take care of myself since I was little.
I remember after having a fight with my parents going to my room, and still hoping they would knock and try to comfort me, like in the movies.
I never had anyone to tell me how to dress, how to treat myself kindly, how to be positive.
I never had anyone to heal my wounds after my bullies beat the shit out of me.
I never had anyone else to tell me “it’s going to be alright” or “please don’t do it” but me.
Sometimes I just want to end it all, I still do rn.
Sometimes I remember my silly dreams for the future and I push myself up alone.
Alone, always been alone
but never realized it until now.
Alone, but ig I’m really fucking good at taking care of myself now ;) Tysm for being alive Mel, we getting there some day hun dw
I wish nothing but the best for you Mel :)
ngl this made me cry for 2 hours straight
@@kaylierogers2059 tysm this means sm
@@McCreeisbae I’m sorry, it was a vent! :^(( But at the same time tysm for crying with me :^))
i love you
The less they text and talk to you, the more you learn to live without them.
Yep
wow..
Felt this.
i love you
I needed this. thank you.
and our memory will fly every night like fireflies
This is so beautiful
@@jada5035 oh thank u sm🥺
i adore you
"Loving life is so hard, but hating life is so easy." -J.B
true
@@McCreeisbae yeah.. I hate life, I'm just like everyone else ;)
i love you
The lonely feeling I get inside from this song hurts more then anything let me say that mental pain hurts more then physical pain.
You matter
@Grandma Driving™️ I love you too an always you too tho ❤️
i learnt years ago that physical pain is effective at distracting from the mental pain.
its still not a good idea to do it to yourself, because it might just make everything worse
i feel like im wasting my teenage years. ive been realizing im practically an adult but still a kid and its such a weird feeling. i cant get a grip on reality, i dont see myself being an adult and doing adult things. i wish i could back in time and relive the beginning of junior high, when my life was going great. now im almost 16 and all i do is smoke, sleep, and watch tv. i want time to slow down and let me catch up.
Life is like that. It felt like yesterday I was 6, now i'm 11. Yes, I'm technically still a kid but soon to be a teen. Haha It's weird
im 12 and bro already im fucking depressed i have had so much truma (longs story short: i have a abusive dad that trys to kill me every day, i had to move citys and he still trys to find me to kill me and everyone around me, he has been at this since i was 3) and I feel like my life is not worth it
Dude it gonna be like that. I felt like that at 16 and now I'm 19 aww man I wasted so much on being depressed. Go out and take advantage of the world. Explore, experience and make the best of it. You got this bro
@@McCreeisbae hey, im here with u on the abusive dad shit. i guess i just had to accept the fact that he would never change, no matter how much i told him i loved him, or talked to him about his problems. he never did. but trust me when i say that you are and will never be anything like your dad, youre your own person that has a kind and beautiful heart. i know its been a month since u posted this comment and i hope that things are looking brighter for you now, you deserve to live your life and meet people that love and cherish you. ive seen your replies all over this comment section and theyve made me cry so much, you are a pure soul with love filled in your heart. even if the love isnt for yourself one day it will be, trust me. and until then, there will be people all around you that will fill that love for you, wether its in your life or merely on the internet. anyways sorry for the rant but i want you to know that, I love you, and i wont forget you, keep living your beautiful life angel.
this is perfect, mann..
i love you
@@McCreeisbae what, so thank you?
i love this song so much, when i overdosed i listened to this song to calm me down so i could fall asleep and keep all the pills down. I made it and this song just reminds me that even at my lowest point everyone is meant to be here and looking back my life has gotten so much better. this song just reminds me to appreciate life more.
I hope you’re okay, I’m here if you need to talk
So inspirational, you’re amazing
Cool story
Já chorei muito ouvindo essa música. Por me sentir insuficiente, por acreditar q ninguém me amava, por me sentir sozinha no mundo. A depressão vai nos destruindo aos poucos. Ela é sedutora. Só hj não vou levantar da cama, só hj não vou conversar com ninguém, só hj vou chorar, só hj vou pensar em suicídio. E quando a gente se dá conta ela levou embora nossa força, nossa vontade de viver. E ela nunca vai embora, mas com o tempo e com tratamento ela nos visita menos. Eu sei q não estou curada e q não há cura, sei q terei sempre esse espírito me assombrando mas eu lutarei com todas as minhas forças pra sobreviver. E se um dia eu desistir quero q todos saibam q eu lutei até meu último suspiro pra me manter viva. Eu vou vencer e espero q vc também vença! ♥️🌟
te desejo toda força do mundo, espero de todo coração que você fique bem
não esqueça que você é importante e tem um propósito na terra
Espero que você continue lutando e fique bem. Não é fácil, mas você é forte! Mesmo sem te conhecer eu te amo❤💖
i love you
obrigada, obrigada por isso
Seita and Setsuko represent the saddest part about war, innocent people who suffer the consequences without doing anything :(
He tried....He really did
i love you
m83 has made me feel stronger in front of my depression . i wish that everybody wont get hurt and wont feel bad . i wish u happiness . that what matters the most ^^
i fucking adore you
i love you
i love you. no homo. hope you're doing well now.
Idk why I always play this when I think of my mother. I recently lost her to stage 4 this year and it’s been a mental battle I’ve been fighting. She was the greatest human being, sweetest soul you could ever come across. She help everyone around her and always gave love to other in need when they feel down. I remember my first self harm attempt and I tried to hide it from her because I didn’t want her to worry about me. She walked into the ambulance so calm and at peace like nothing was bothering her. I was so confused because I thought she would of been emotional and I asked her how are you so calm right now and she said “because a mother shows strength in their own ways” I salute her till this day while she’s in heaven watching over me. I miss her so damn much it hurts.
She is always with ya. She always will be, Hearts don't change there mate.
im literally just the support character in this story. im the character that has a shit ton of problems but never talks about them. i help the main character with their inner struggles and then they move on from me. but what are this side charcters problems you may ask? i come from a broken, abusive home. my parents were never married and they are polar opposites. my entire life, my grandparents on my dads side have been abusive, both mentally and physically. for almost 2 years i watched my dad beat 2 little girls in front of me, and i couldnt do anything to stop it. my mom has a lot of health problems, and she never fails to remind me how poor we are. i struggle with anger issues, adhd, depression, anxiety, bullimia, and various physical health problems. im an insomniac. i dont have motivation to do anything. but the main character doesnt need to know about that. my purpose is to help them with their mental health and then let them move on. another main character will come eventually.
Omg! Im from Venezuela. I dont know english to much. But I just can tell you that dont give it up please! I dont know you, but I'm with you. You feel in trouble right now, your family didnt turn out to be as you wanted, but that doesnt make you less! Spend time w yourself and enjoy it, love yourself and something changes in your life (even if it's small).
Do not be the secondary in the story, and start to see yourself as the main one! ♡
i love you
May you find happiness that you’ve always needed before you cease to exist…
The fact that you're dealing with so much and you're still here being so strong is definitely a main character trait. I hope you feel better soon. You're the main character, please don't let anyone tell you otherwise and your story will be more beautiful than anyone else's.
You are your life’s main character and nothing gonna change that, your world revolves around you and the fact that you’ve put up with all that makes you the main character alright. You got it hero. Stride forward
this song gets the same vibe when ever i saw my bff being way happier with other people...
i love you
BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AND REPENT FOR SINS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST JESUS LOVES YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN ✝️❤️🙏
I shall never be forgiven for what I have done for this is the price I choose to pay
@@alexepic9199Christs love is so big for you he forgives you regardless of any murder rape or any evil you commit. Please ask God to be a part of a life with him
Amen 🙏🏻
@@alexepic9199god doesn’t exist grow up
@@alexepic9199 jesus will forgave you,no matter what you did,if you say with your mouth that jesus is the lord,and belive with your heart that god rose him from the dead,you will be saved,no matter what,you will be saved by faith,faith in the lord jesus christ
may god will help you and your family,i will pray for you
amen
Grave of the Fireflies 😭
Hey you
Yeah you stop scrolling the comments
Just enjoy the music
Hope U a great life wherever u are
Who ever U are
U are a beautiful and a great person
❤️ I KNOW U SMILE
SMILE ALWAYS LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
❤
ily
i love you
stop it you're seriously making me cry ♥
Thanks
Cara , que perfeito não sei se choro, se grito,se corro, só sei que não da pra explicar a sensação de ouvir essa versão, as emoções ficam a flor da pele.
as lembranças tbm 😭😭
I feel myself as I get older playing versions of songs slowed and reverbed as if I am trying to slow my life down and make the most of the time I have left in this world.
This song reminds me of my grandpa.. For he was the one that raised me.. He brought me up the best he could knowing my mom and dad didn't want to have apart of my life. He is my best friend.. Role model.. Main man.. My hero.. He raised me.. And took care of me all my life. Now.. I watch him grow older.. It kills me.. Knowing i will lose my best friend someday. I love you so much paw if only there was more time.. Ill continue to spend everyday that i can with you cause its the memories you gave me that keep me going.. And no son.. Could be more proud and lucky to have you apart of they're life.. You saved me time and time again.. Its my pleasure and honor.. To take care of you now.
He sounds like an amazing and wonderful man. I see you have gotten that from him. I can assure you he is so proud of the person you have become. You two are lucky to have eachother. ❤️🙌
@@kristiannstvold6206 thankyou.. So much and godbless you 💙
I lost him 2 weeks ago.. 😢 You never know true loss till your whole world and everything you hold dear in life isnt here anymore.. He was 86. And sick.. With cancer. He always told me he lived a full life.. I thank god for the time he gave me with him..but i knew his time was getting closer.. But i always thought he would live forever.. I come here at night to reflect.. And in those raw intimate moments i think about him. He taught me everything i know.. And we shared so many memories together.. I will never be the same..Now with the rest of the time i have in this world i will honor him.. And do the best i can do everyday to make him proud.
Sometimes theres just not enough time in the world.. But im blessed for the time that i got.
Like the song says.. " no time" so hug the ones you love.. And hold them close to your heart. Tomaro is never promised..
Rest in heaven paw 😢
I just want to be normal again what happened to me I used to be a funnier person now I’m just the silent one i don’t even have any talents I just am here as a background character like a villain in 1 episode of an anime I’m meaningless I’m basically useless I don’t have a purpose but yet I’m still here and I don’t know why I just want to be useful
and I'm the same, i lost my self I don't know where, and i lost my happiness with it.
You are usefull. You are beautiful. You are talented. You are nice. You are strong. And I'm proud of you that youre still here and I hope when I come back in some years and see your comment youre still here. We dont know eachother but I dont want you to die I want you to find your happiness again
You’re not alone brother, reading this felt like I was reading my own thoughts. Keep going I know it’s hard but there’s got to be something good in life right? I mean we’re both still here and many others like us, open up there’s plenty of people that would listen and talk to you, there’s plenty of free numbers to call, open 24/7 if you like I could send you some of the numbers and my personal socials if you ever need to talk?
You are not alone in how you are feeling, you are valid and you are needed here even if you don’t know the reason why yet. Stay strong, it will get better
there are thousand reasons for this that you're not yet aware of.
Life. How fragile it seems sometimes. It’s amazing how music such as this can unlock deep emotions within one’s self. Emotions you may be hiding from yourself from the world. If you are reading this I love you all and remember eventually it gets better. Don’t give up before you’ve had a chance to show who you can be at your best.❤
This song makes me dream about being on the beach and just letting go of everything, finally realizing that life can be what you want it to be, it’s in your control. Feeling free finally. Idk just me lmao
This.... this is just amazing, poetry for my ears
I've been writing a fantasy book since December 2020 and as the best part of the chorus in this song came I finally finished writing my first draft. It felt so magical, this book has become a real part of my life that I love sm. It made me so happy to hear this song as I finally wrote "The End" :)))
can i read it?🙂
@@sreerag6159 yes ofc! I'm currently looking for an agent, and have found an author that offered to read through my work and send it to her own agent or another in the company if she likes it. It's called 'The Changeling' and is book one in a duology known as 'The Seven of Suns' look out for it when it gets published!:)
@@gracechapman140 please do let me knw when its published😁
@@sreerag6159 ofc! if you wanna know anymore about it then please lmk:))
is it done?
Verse 1]
Send your dreams
Where nobody hides
Give your tears
To the tide
[Chorus]
No time
No time
[Verse 2]
There's no end
There is no goodbye
Disappear
With the night
[Chorus]
No time
No time
No time
No time
No time
Thank u ❤
This makes me recall my memories and miss my friends :/ I wish secondary school didn’t have to tear us apart, like we still talk but it’s different not getting to see each other everyday
This isn't a song, it's a feeling.
“I think happiness is somewhere in between the peace and chaos of a thing… and being able to recognize it, even in those fleeting moments, births a beautiful being.” - Sedonia Champlain
Para aquella persona que lea esto, tú estarás bien no te rindas y si sientes que te estas rindiendo solo cierra los ojos y trata de seguir adelante
This song + Grave of the Fireflies = *TEARS*
have you ever just heard the first few notes of a song and your heart just fucking breaks? thats how i am with this song.. it feels like someone giving up, crying on the floor with their back to the door. wondering why thsy were never good enough. this song feels like true, utter, sorrow...my heart shatters
I feel hopeless about finding true love. I want to feel what it's like to be chosen by someone who want to spend the rest of their life with me. Cause when I love someone, they always end up choosing someone else making me think if there's something wrong with me or is it wrong having standards?. I hope one day when I love again, I hope it's the love and the person that is meant for me.
That picture.....talk about a punch in the gut
Anime is: Grave of the fireflies
One of the saddest anime I watched. Makes you appreciate your loved ones and be grateful for them. God bless you all guys. ✝️🖤✝️
sobbing to this hits different
it's hard I can't
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I teared up, thank you so much for this text. I think a lot of people needed / need to see this. I appreciate it so much that u took so much time to write this to keep someone more on this earth. Your soul may be blessed, thank u sm gorgeous
Oh my god i fucking love you i was feeling shitty rn and thinking about ending it all i needed this omg i love you i hope everythings easy on you
I love you so much, ill remember you. Ill come back
I shed a few tears from reading this. Your words were so powerful and emotional. Many people needed this we all did so thank you. :')
hi becho, hope ur also doing okay there...
thanks for this you don't know how u light up something inside us, I'll remember the yellow color as becho!! We also got ur back, we got each other back!!!
Just imagined your life up and down with this background music... So amazing
@4:46 is why your here🥺
that part literally gave me goosebumps
Wow song even sound wonderful like this 2
Man, i really miss him
idk, life is just weird, the emotions we feel as apes flying through an infinite universe, love, hate, sadness, its all just fleeting in the end. i don't know where I'm going with this just as I don't know where I'm going with my life, but right now I'm here, floating in space, being kept alive by a star, and there's something magical about that. keep fighting, you are struggling now, but one day it will all be worth it
When you grow up and you're being mean at everything but at the end while listening to this song you ask yourself so many "whys" and you've nothing to do but cry, cursing the world saying "I don't what to be like this anymore, help"
This song makes everything bad that has happened come back to me and makes me cry, yk?
i love you
Reminds me of days I wish I could relive.
All things must come to an end.
Imagine you are at your 20's and you see you parents getting older everyday, especially when you had the best memories. I feel it cuz rn, I'm abt to be done with nursing school and my sadness comes in whenever i remember that someday in life ,there memories will live in my mind forever when my eyes crave to see them. It's more like a parent saying: i have completed my purpose on you child ,i wish you a good life ahead
It would be so nice to fall of a tall building listening to this
i agree
i love you
U good?
this hits INSANELY hard since since I grew up with this song and haven't heard it in 8 years, beautiful
Beautiful
El único comentario que entendí JAJA
aw man every time i listen to this song it makes me cry lol ♥️ but listening to it slowed is just so wonderful 🥲
músicas explicam o que eu não posso explicar.
Fault in our stars crushed me, but that's why I'm here :"0
OMG BAHAHAHHA SAME
Omllll where can I watch ittttt
@@jada5035 The fault in our stars? It's on Amazon Prime!! It's also on Movies 123 (doesn't matter the address) if you're cheap like I am.
@@champagnebubblebath1745 tyyyyy
That image at the background is from a movie, only those who have seen it know how much it hurts
This song will always remind me of "the fault in our stars" 🥺
Set your dreams where nobody hides
Give your tears to the tide
No time
No time
There's no end, there is no goodbye
Disappear with night
No time
No time
No time
No time
No time
I'm so happy right now in my life but hearing this brings me back to the dark days and that makes me feel melancholic but also optimistic for the near future.
Jesus loves you unconditionally
Amen!!
This is beautiful. Haircuts all around. Do you hear me? SENSIBLE haircuts for EVERYBODY!
omg i can't literally explain the feelings
This song always tells me to keep going, that life is worth living after all. I listen to this when I’m at my lowest, and it helps me push on. I hope it does something similar to others.
I hope that this song will continue to help you
everything passes, everything becomes good
I'm proud of you
4:45 ME REEE ENCANTA TIA😭🛐
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This is one of the greatest songs of all time, I swear. I’m so chilled out right now. I’m in full on music video mode in my head. Maybe life can be good again the way it was the first time I heard this song
This was our alarm in 2012 and one day I woke up shivering hearing it coz i thought I was dead
Been dealing with depression since age 10 I'm now 15.
For me it isn't getting better and I'm so tired..
i know its hard. I really do but, life will give you scars, bruises and pain. We just have to leave that in the past and focus on the future. I know you are tired but, please. Keep going. It will get really hard but, remember, even if life is at its hardest right now, you dont know how good it might become. so please, hang on for me.
Life can be so bad sometimes and i understand that.
if you want a good place to let it all out is writing it or going for a walk and just screaming. whatever makes you happy. And remember there are so many people out in the world that love you. please hold on.
@@redstarburst8089 yeah.. I have so many cuts, bruises and scars. They make me feel happy to look at and idk what I'm even doing anymore. I just hope it does get better
Things will get better, even if it doesn't seem like it, I promise. I know that feeling of tiredness, but I know you got this and believe you can keep on moving forward. Life can get very hard, but we can't do much besides hoping better days are coming. Depression is very draining, both physically and mentally. It is something that holds you back from enjoying or doing the things that you used to love at one point. Although, trust me, everything will be okay soon. If no one has told you, I am proud of you for still being here today and continuing fighting even if its hard. So please hold on, stay safe, okay?
@@user-es6pb9ob5s I promise it will soon get better even though it doesnt seem like it.
@@ethereal5910 I hope it gets better but recently things have been so difficult with exams and everything and what makes it worse is that no one irl knows how bad I'm getting again and my only way of comfort is social media..
I listen to this song only once in a while just to feel something
I feel like I'm in a really weird and magical place rn and I don't want to leave it
This song is so magical istg
Idk what you mean?
i love you
i just watched 'grave of the fireflies' last night so i'm actually crying in my bed like a baby just because of this pic 😢
Uma das melhores bandas que eu já conheci. 💚🦋
I'm wasted in a small town bar. I have never felt as alone as I do now
I can't see myself realizing any of my dreams. I want to be a doctor, but I'm so tired that I can't even read a simple sentence without wanting to cry. I lost the love of my life this year, and I'm not ready to be an adult. I've spent 2 years of my life at home, I literally don't know how to live life, Im just standing in front of a screen and seeing my life being wasted everyday.
I feel you bro
This - beautiful 😩🥺...
4:30 is the best part in this song! It makes me smile every time!! Thank you lord for giving me the chance to do what I love and I pray that I can keep doing what I love!!
Oh god not this movie and this together it is making everyone cry now
jesus christ this song hurts
DO NOT USE HIS NAME IN VAIN!!!!!
@@Phonkislife2 i'm not. using his name in vain means using him to prove something or to use it against someone. sorry i offended u but i'll say what i want.
I don’t know why I remember my whole life while listening to it. 💔
I will forever be grateful that this song exists 🤍 This version, too!!!
sinto falta quando as profundezas do meu mar eram tranquilas e a superfície dele calma...hoje carrego uma imensidão de coisas em minhas profundezas obscuras e a superfície do meu mar está cada vez mas revolto com minhas decisões
I love it
NOT THE GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES, THAT MOVIE MADE ME CRY FOR 3 HOURS
Just found out I’m going to be a father again ( 3rd ) child and now I’m crying while listening to this I don’t know why..I’m scared something bass gonna happen to my wife or my child or my other children.
This is like the soundtrack of the last 5 minutes of a beautiful/spiritual movie that isn't even out yet.
I graduated high school now I’m working 6-7 then hit the gym I have no more time to play around I guess I’m getting older. 😔
for everyone reading this : I wish you all the good that there is in this world, I wish you health, luck, peace + acceptance within you and someone to share all this with. You are loved and never alone. None of us are alone in this world. ❤
I picture this song playing at my funeral with pictures and memories of me in a slideshow in chronological order
Remember that you are unique in your own way. Use this uniqueness to show others how to appreciate life, even if they have hurt you
Mds eu estava a procura dessa música s2
Shout out to my brother from another mother. I miss and love you dude. Wish to see you. See you again. Can't wait to see you again.