@@alekmaconhado I'm just kidding. I deduced that u were Brazilian, because of your username and because u are subscribed to the cellbit channel, metaphors and some others
We humans get sad, we get hurt, we cry and we are always under stress. We can't get over it. But until we hear the music, there is actually a music inside us. If we hear it, we will never feel the bad feelings.
I dont know how to feel anymore. Im falling down the same path that took me so long to get out of. Im breaking down. Im tired of everything. I have no motivation anymore. Im not okay.
hey if you need someone to talk to, I’m here. Please remember that someday everything will get better and you’ll have a reason to live. You’re loved and you’re worthy of happiness. You’re not alone
I am honestly the same, life is shit let’s be honest but I keep going for myself now and I want to Show everyone that I did it and that I am strong because I lived, we can do it
0:00 You’re brought into the world You have it all You can do anything No mistakes No tears No frowns No masks No letting down How does it feel? 2:04 When you actually grew the way you wanted to be When you fulfilled the expectations that you want to fulfill so bad When you had the friends that you’ve always wanted When you looked like what you wanted to be When you pass the block that has always blocked you When you keep the promise that you promised and they keep it too When you became what you dreamt to be Oh wow... you found love... How’d it feel? Was it nice having it all? 3:25 And when thing started going down... Where did you go wrong? You lose it all You broke it all You left it all You messed it all You started to hate it now It’s not going as it was supposed to be now You’re all leaving one by one... How are you now? 4:13 What’s happening? Why are you so selfish You can’t have it all when you already have “all” Isn’t time to rest? It’s time to let go... Why’d you do it? 5:09 Heh... Cry? Pain? Never felt it before? Why are you crying now? So many questions..? You are weak... *but strong enough to cry* (YOOOOOO ITS DONEEE😂😂 clarify stuff going on in this comment is: you have everything/you lose everything/ you break and start to question/ you cry but its very bold of you to cry because it doesn’t mean you were weak) Edit 1; (I dont remember when 0_0): this is what I based it off Human Emotions have an natural mechanism called "Bottle of Emotions" (its what I like to call it personally) and its functions work like this: *"To fill the cup you must empty it first"* - and this just repeats and sometimes it even breaks and spills. Edit 2; (4/20/22): I answer some of the questions of *clearly confused and suspicious people* of me: 1. I do not work for a movie duhhhh 2. I did not copy paste this, I made this from experience, observation of my life and people around me, also a lovely help of my diary. 3. Yes, I've done this similar phrase in a book (not mentioning the name though :p) 4. My Human Emotion theory is based off of what I learned from my therapist, yes I'm a crazy teenager with mild perfectionist issues and daddy issues 5. and if you a depressed muffin or nugget always remember to not be afraid to voice out your problems to someone you truly trust, it's better to embarrassed than to be regretful. 6. I have written many poems (on less than 30 musical videos) before so The God dude, you correct and I'm a definition of crazy teen being molded into a perfect child, so not much TV for me ... T_T 7. Yes, I did write this when I was down about my life sucking as it is, also I recommend Notion, First Date, I'm like a boomer with music, I'm in the grandma era =) 8^1/2: I hope you use your life to the fullest... no one lives forever. My last adios to you (No I'm not gonna die, I'm going to sleep as should you), Nice Person, I hope you're still breathing, Drinking water and Eat actual food and not Doritos, and shut the phone and put it down away from your face, get comfy and relaxed, close your eyes... and remember that happy memory or that favorite toy or remember your beautiful mom next to you or handsome dad playing with you... and continue... relax... and sleep.
Llorar no significa ser débil, la música no significa un método para que las personas lloren, la música es algo hermoso que se vive y no debe ser influenciado por el amor del siglo xx1
Imagine this: I am in a car accident, I see everything in slow motion, I see my life passing before my eyes, time is slow and at the same time faster than ever, I am afraid of dying and not being able to make my dreams come true . This happened to me one day when I was on the verge of dying, when I was too young :')
I played this music for my dog after his cancer surgery while she was intubated, hoping it would bring her peace and help him heal. She passed away. Every time I listen to this music, I cant stop crying
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
I know childhood was damn awesome. F*king amazing . Biggest mistake I think . I am thinking One day I wake up and realise adult is dream . I am still in childhood 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like I am, reading all these motivational comments. If you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep, and don't stress about everything going on in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past, don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you.
"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why." - Mark Twain. Edit: I wrote this as a reminder to myself during my first semester of high school, but back then I didn't know my purpose. I didn't work hard enough and ended up with a low grade, which led me to choose a major that didn't interest me. Now, in my first year of college, I dropped out of the second semester and decided to go back to high school to get a higher grade so I could study what I was passionate about. Remember, it's okay if things don't work out the first time. You'll get there eventually. Have faith in yourself, even if it takes a long time to discover the true reason for your existence. I can understand how it feels when things don't go as planned and you're left wondering about your purposetence. So don't lose hope. Keep pushing forward, and trust that you'll eventually discover the true reason why you were born.
I’m tired.. I’m tired of everything. But the weird thing is that I act happy for everyone Because I’m the ‘happy friend’ And I love that, because I know I make people smile and happy but I sometimes I can’t even make myself smile or happy. I keep everything inside but now my emotions are building up and I feel upset, I can’t leave it inside anymore. I just wanna be a little kid again :(
Yk i did that too for a long time got known as the happy friend i am now the depressed one so please stop talk about it dont pretent to be happy just act how you feel and i promise talking is good and you dont have to fake smile for everything yeah it feels good the illusion that your happy but when your alone at night in bed crying and realise how sad you are it fades away yk just seek help just know that your friends will be there for you your parents are there for you i am there for you just let all your feelings out oh and just wanted to let you know im proud of you for being strong for others but put your mental health first x all the love
@@davinanetten5721 Thank you so much for the support, it’s very much appreciated! And I definitely think you are very right, Hope your doing well during these hard times! I’m also so proud of you, so so much! All the love to you as well xx 💗💗
Pov: You are laying in your bed at 3am staring at the ceiling, listening to this with tears rolling down your cheeks, feeling completely empty. But it's not a pov :/ Dear stranger, it's okay, I promise everything is going to be alright. Please don't give up, I love you! ❤️
"The average man is faced with a reality so monstrous that they'd rather not think about it rather than destroy the notions that were forced apon them" - someone really smart, probably.
sometimes i don't know how i should feel anymore, whenever i felt happy, i always think of how i don't deserve to be happy. it feels like an empty jar, waiting to be useful just for once. it hurts to see your own life falling apart, it hurts seeing yourself slowly drifting away, it hurts not being able to smile anymore. to the people out there who feels like they don't wanna be happy anymore, i dont want you to regret everything at the end of the day. i want you to explore the world, it's big, very big, too big to even regret a second. there's so much things out there to see with your own two eyes. cry your heart out, cry, shout everything you want, pretend that you're the only living creature in this planet, no one's stopping you. live life, dont just exist like i do, it'll hurt, badly.
@@tite_mafia972are you okay..? You can talk to me if you don't have anyone to talk to! You can vent to me any time on this comment section, and I'll be there for you to listen😢❤
My life flashed before my eyes. I miss the old days when I wasn't bullied, abandoned, addicted to a tech and just having fun with my friends every day.
you don't need friends for an good and nice day, remember that you always will have yourself to enjoy the day, it's never to late to begin. I had a rough time growing up like others but i managed to keep myself together and even in the moments i was at my lowest, ik kept myself together and now i see the results. We don't need people to make us happy if we can make our selfs happy, begin focusing who and what you want to be. fuck opinions. ones you have your confidence right and you believe in yourself, than you can enjoy life and you can take on more than ever. be yourself and the right people will find you. keep ya head up King!
It hurts so bad. I still miss her and I pray for her. Just know that there is a plan for you. I spent years focusing on my losses. It drove me crazy and far from God. I still love her with every ounce of my body but I know there is a reason why she is not in my life. I’ll pray for you
This songs reminds me of the life i used to have. The smiles, the laughs, the never ending fun, a happy and joyful family. All of it is gone now and im left with a broken and dysfunction family. What happened to us? The family i once knew and cherish more than anything has fallen apart into something i cant even recognize.
Doctor : you have 3 minutes left to die What you want to do? Me : play "experience by ludovico" Doctor : but it's 6 minutes long Death : I'll wait EDIT: thanks for 3.5k likes💖 EDIT 2: thanks for 4.3k likes💖 EDIT 3: thanks for 4.7k likes💖 EDIT 4: bro thanks for 5.3❤️ Thank you so much for that❤️ Have a nice day/evening/night❤️
pov : its march 2020, and ur really happy that they have closed school due to some virus. u are at home watching movies w your family, facetiming ur friends everyday, learning how to bake, cooking, ur trying out new hobbies. ur watching a lot of tiktoks and some of them have this song. u find this song catchy so you go search it up and start listening to it a lot. life's good. fast forward to a few months, it feels like uve been living the same day over and over again- wake u, attend online class, eat , binge watch and sleep. the same cycle everyday. its like a never ending loop. the enthusiasm u had in the beginning of this us gone. but u still have hope. this will probably get over in a few months and we all will go back to our lives. as time goes on u realize this is how its gonna be for a long time. uve been feeling worse day by day. its november now and u dont have any idea how time went by so fast. by this time uve lost interest in almost everything. u wake up really late, missing the first few classes, but who cares, the world is gonna end anyway. uve stopped taking showers, or brushing ur teeth, u only come out of ur room to eat. u sleep most of the day just to avoid ur problems. 54 pending assignments, the school calls your parents, but ur not bothered. u stay up till 4 am binge watching something. anything to distract you from your sadness. days go by like this. its the last day of the year now. everyone keeps saying 2021 will be better but uk it will be just the same, maybe even worse. u dont have hope anymore. ur tired of EVERYTHING. its march 2021 now and ur thinking about how different ur life has been this past year. u feel some what better now because u have met people who uk will be there for u. things are looking better now, they are talking about reopening schools, u have something to look forward to. days have gone by and now it's may, it felt like it was just yesterday the year had started. its crazy how 5 months have already gone by. just as you were getting better, u find put the cases have increased x10 and its getting very bad in your country. we've come a full circle. there's a lockdown now and ur trapped at home. your scared that its gonna end up exactly like last year. ur sitting near the window, watching the rain, thinking about how you were at this same time, last year. u realize u have changed a lot. i mean who hasnt? u start missing the old you. u miss the first lockdown. u just wanna go back to that time again. u wish you couldve done things differently back then. u open youtube and search up this song, just to feel like youve gone back in time😞 . . hahah idk why i typed all of this :/
close your eyes when the beat drops. imagine all of your childhood memories. childhood youtubers, singers, etc. imagine you with your parents. hearing their voice. whether they're speaking to you in a loving way, or rather you could be curled up in a ball on your floor, trying to avoid the arguments from your parents. imagine your family. whether you are an only child, whether you have siblings that annoy you but you'll always love them, whether you have siblings you despise. imagine your friends. whether you grew up alone, whether you needed someone but no one needed you, whether you didn't need anyone, whether you had great friends who were always there for you, whether you had toxic friends but you were too desperate and blinded to see how they were taking advantage of your poor innocent soul, whether it was one friend who always had your back so you decided you didn't need anyone else. imagine playing in the garden, climbing a hill, rolling back down, whilst laughing hysterically with your loved ones. imagine your toys. whether it was your favourite toy to play with, favourite teddy to sleep with. imagine your accomplishments. whether its your first words, whether its your first steps, walking towards your parents as they smile, believing in you. now, i want you to imagine you. just you. you hugging someone. you kissing someone. you laughing. you smiling. you getting made fun of. you sulking. you crying yourself to sleep. you telling everyone you're fine. you looking in the mirror. whether you're ashamed, upset, or still proud of yourself. you trying to sleep, as the voices in your head continue to explain the horrific things you should do to your self. whether its verbally abusing yourself, physically, or possibly the worst, mentally. you getting ready to participate in the horrific things. you wanting to give up. you hearing your parents talk about you. you watching the rest of the class getting all A - C, before her proud smile quickly turns into a disappointed frown as she looks down to a certain sheet of paper; your grade. you failing in school. you realizing how much your life has changed. you realizing how much you've grown up. you realizing there is no point anymore. you realizing there is no way to run. you realizing it's only gone downhill, so who says the future won't be the same? you on a rooftop. looking down at all the cars driving by in the dark. looking down to see the streetlights lighting up the city, like shiny stars but below the beautiful sky. you look up to see the stars. they are shining, shining so bright. they make the sky so majestic, they complete the sky. then you look down again, at the streetlights. those streetlights reminding you of something; but what? they light up the city. they brighten up the cars going by. without them, it would just be darkness. complete darkness, with nowhere to go. the cars, not being able to see, possibly ending up in a crash that could cause many terrible incidents. but because of the streetlights, it brightens up their darkness and keeps you safe. honestly, they make down there look magestic, its like... they complete down below. they make it perfect. they make it beautiful; just like the sky. you realize your life is dark, with nowhere to go. but, so is the sky and the city down below. so if your life was to go uphill, you would get darkness but with shiny brightness everywhere. but if your life were to go downhill, you would get darkness, but with shiny brightness everywhere, because of those streetlights. but, what does that have to do with life? i have no stars or streetlights in my life. but, what about all our family and friends? what about our pets? what about all the people who spent their life trying to brighten up yours? you were just too blinded by the light to realize it. those people have brightened up your life, and attempted to make it the happiest life there could have ever been. those people are your stars and streetlights. ... okay, now, open your eyes. do you have a new/difference perspective of life? do you realize what blessing you have been granted with? hey, stranger. it gets better. have a great life.
I’m crying right now I can’t believe that somebody online tells me to do something that’s so deep and emotional it made me realise what I’m missing out and what I have done wrong you also made me realise that feelings are apart of life without them we aren’t our own self so sincerely thank you.
This song actually gives the glimpse or flashback of what I had gone through ..... Or it makes realisation of why life is actually another name of struggle
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
None of those, are something that I even care about anymore, to think a 100 reasons to live isn't something that I find worth living, not a single one tells how far gone my head has fallen into some worthless and miserable abyss, I know it, that's why it's more painful.
Same! I already told my parents I don't want to live no more but they think it's just a phase. It's not a phase, I been thinking about it all for years. I already gave up and I don't really care no more, I just go with the flow and see where it takes me@@quirinoguy8665
-Dad, why do flowers fade over time? -Flowers are like people, sometimes they become unnecessary. -What about Mom? -And our mother, like a star, at some point decided to fall. But she didn’t know that she would not return to sky again…
The strongest people are the people who have been made fun of the most about their body weight, their body shape, the way they, look but they still continue living and suffering from that pain everyday for the rest of their lifes.
Bunu burada biri görür mü bilmiyorum. Ama bu şarkı her dinlediğimde tüm hayatımı gözlerimin önüne getirmeme yardım ediyor. Ne kadar yalnız olduğumu her defasında yeniden anlıyorum. Lütfen başka biri bu hissi bu şarkıda yaşamasın. Bu şarkı insana umut ve huzur getirecek kadar güzel. 15/05/2022 19.49 Bugüne ait farklı bir not tutmak ve içimi dökmek istedim. Hayatımda şu an bulunan ve kalbime dokunan, kulağıma hep iyi gelen şarkılar söyleyen biri var. O her sabah bana sarılan minik ellere sahip. Benim hayatım pek iyi değil ben de pek iyi biri değildim ama iyi biri olmaya çalışıyorum. Geçmişimde bugün kötü yaptığım her ayrıntıyı hatırladım. Lütfen; siz başkaları birşeyler istiyor diye yapmayın. Birileri mutlu olsun diye değil siz mutlu olun diye yaşayın. İnsanlara hayır demeyi öğrenin. Bırakın size küsmek istiyorsa küssün, nefret edecekse etsin, her durumda en kötüsü siz olacaksınız. Kimseye kendinizi beğendirmek için yaşamayın. Lütfen ben gibi olmayın siz kendinizi sevin. Ben 21 yıllık ömrümde hep başkalarını mutlu eden taraf olmaya çalıştım. Bunun en iyisi olduğunu düşündüm hep. Nolur benim yaptığım hataya düşmeyin. Size her iyilik yapana güvenmeyin. Fazla iyilikten maraz doğar derler. Deneyimlediğim en anlamlı söz bu. Başkası ne der, ne düşünür diye takılmayın. Ben bunu yaparsam o çok üzülür diye en sevdiklerinizden vazgeçmeyin. Ortak bir yol bulun ama yine de vazgeçmeyin. O kadar büyük aptallıklar yapmışım ki bilmeden, farketmeden öyle derin çukurlara düşmüşüm ki nasıl çıkacağım bilmiyorum. Kendimden nefret ediyorum. Kendime hiç acıyamıyorum. Ruhsuz gibiyim sadece birini mutlu edebilirsem o bana yardım edecekmiş inancına sahibim ve içim hiç rahat değil. Ne sevmeyi ne de sevilmeyi hakediyorum. Ölmeyi bile haketmiyorum ölüm bile çok farklı bir ödül bana. Bu şarkıyı bugün 11. dinleyişim. Nolur hataya düşmeyin. Nolur boyunuzdan büyük fedakarlıklar yapmayın. Sizi seven kimse size küfretmez, zarar vermeye çalışmaz, ağlatmaz, kıyamaz. Eğlenin, araştırın, videolar çekin, hayal kurun, dans edin, kendinize bir adet sizi asla yalnız bırakmayacak bir dost edinin yeter. Lütfen kendinize çok dikkat edin. 03/08/2022 14.21 Yeniden buradayım. Tüm sorunlarınızı ve kendinizi burada paylaştığınız için mutlu mu yoksa üzgün mü olmalıyım bilmiyorum. Aslında şu an pek mantıklı düşünemeyip tüm bunları yazıyor gibiyim. Sadece bir şansım olsaydı neyi değiştirirdim onu düşünerek yine buraya geldim. Bazen öyle zamanlar oluyor ki tüm bunların gerçekten düzeleceğine inancım olmuyor. Tek güncellemem şu; Eğer bu durumları daha yeni yeni veya orta düzeyde yaşamaya başladıysanız, kendinizi değiştirmekten kaçının. Normal bir zamanda normal bir karar alın. Ağlarken, çok mutluyken, heyecanlıyken, hevesiniz yeni kırılmışken, biri size inandırıcı sözler söylemeye çalışırken kararlar almayın. Her ne olursa olsun. Sizin faydanıza olsun ya da olmasın, sizi değiştirebilecek bir karar olsun veya olmasın. Çok da düşünmeyin, kendinizi unutup saatlerce dikilecek kadar düşünmeyin mesela; hareketsiz etrafınızı seyredecek kadar düşünmeyin. Eğer anlamsız bir konu ise hiç beklemeden atın onu. Düşünme ihtiyacında bulunmayın. Belki kaçması daha rahat hissettirir diye böyle yapıyorsunuz diyelim, kaçmayın. Kaçmak da size verilen tüm seçenekleri siliyor. İşin sonunda ruhsuz, tüm gününü birşeyleri düşünerek geçiren, tek bir video akışına gözyaşına boğulan birine dönüşüyorsunuz. Dahası da var, kimse sizi oturduğunuz yerde çözüme ulaştırmıyor, dinlemiyor. Sizi kıran biri mi var, ya hiç konuşmayın ya da kendinizi açıklayın. Kafanızda kurduğunuz tüm o senaryolardan daha güzeli oluşabilir. Asla denemeden öğrenemiyorsunuz. En önemlisi, ne olursa olsun sevdiğiniz şeylerden vazgeçmemeye özen gösterin. Herşeyi kabullenmek hiçbir zaman çözüm olmadı. Olmayacak da. 24/12/2022 10.37 Bu kadar erken mi dertlendim? Evet. Bütün dünya bazen ayaklanıp üzerime geliyor gibi hissediyorum ve böyle duyguların hiçbir zaman tek bir zamanı olmuyor. Elimdeki çoğu şeyi kaybetmiş, ama en iyilerini kazanmış gibiyim. Sonucunu görmeden yorum yapmakta üzerime yok gibi sanki. Tüm düşüncelerimi ve buraya en son uğradığım zamanı hatırlamaya çalışıyorum. Hala aynı sorunlarım var mı, evet. Ama önceki kadar umursuyor muyum, hayır. Çünkü şunu öğrendim ki anlamı yok. Sizin dünyanız sizsiniz. En değerli, en mutlu, en özendiğiniz kişi siz olmalısınız. Her daim gülmeye çalışın. Ve hüzünlü şarkılarda bile gülmeyi öğrenin. Çünkü hayat hüzünlü, kırgın, mutsuz olduğumuzda asla durmuyor. Biri gelip elinizden tutup " herşeyin düzeleceğini " söylemiyor. Ama o peri siz olabilirsiniz. Değer verdiğiniz bir kişi için de; kendiniz için de. Hayallerinize önem verin, gerekirse her gün kendinize sarılın. Ama kendinizden ödün vermeyin. Ciddi olmadığı sürece bırakın siz hayatınızı yönlendirin. Risk almayı öğrenin, ben alamıyorum mesela. Ama kendi çapınızda risk alın. Başkalarının hayatlarını etkileyecek riskler değil. İnsanların ne dediğiyle, ya da neler yaptığıyla bu kadar ilgilenmeyin. Bence bu şekilde toparlanabilir ve kendimize gelebiliriz. Buralardaysanız ve gerçekten bu yorumu sonuna kadar okuduysanız, birşeyler yolunda gitmiyor olabilir sizin için. Umarım hayatınızdaki herşey düzelir ve bu yazdıklarım sizin hayatınıza dokunur. Lütfen kendinize dikkat edin. 18/01/2024 09.35 Bugün aldığım acı bir hayat dersi oldu. Her ne yaparsanız yapın, kendi düşüncelerinizden vazgeçmeyin demiştim ya. Bir sene önce kendi hayallerim için çabalamak istedim. Eğer önünüzde sizin feda ettiklerinizi gören biri varsa, inanın ki o iş olmuyormuş. Ben bunu öğrendim. Ultra emek ve hırsla başladığım bu yolda başkalarına tercih edildim, arkadaşlarımın satmasına uğradım, ailemin bana güvensizliğine, tamam eğleneyim bari dedim; o bile onlara battı. Her ne olursa olsun kaçın ya. Kendiniz için kaçın sizi arkada bırakmasına izin vermeyin kimsenin. Söyleyeceğiniz şeyler kırarsa ne olur diye düşünmeyin. Dayak mı atılacak? Bırakın atılsın. Laf mı işiteceksiniz? İşitin. Gönlünüzden geçeni bir başkası için çöpe atmayın. Kimse sizin elinizden tutup kaldırmıyor. Kimse sizi anlamıyor ve anlamaz. Yaptığınız şey onlar için bir fedakarlık ya da lütuf değil zorunluluk. Onlar sizin ne düşünndüğünüzle, fedakarlıkları hızla, neler yaptığınızla ilgilenmiyorlar. Ne yapıyorsanız kendiniz için yapın. Dayak ya da laf işitmek işin içinde bile olsa kendiniz içinse bu durum yapın. Hayat peri masalı değil zaten illaki bir yerde tek başınıza kalacaksınız. En azından 'başardım' diyebilirsiniz. İlk fedanızda size can acıtıcı gelmeyebilir. Ama inanın o kadar zor ki o işin ucu; ben yetişemedim. Görünüşüm, hissettiklerim, kalbim, duygularım, sağlığım, hislerim, arkadaşlarım; yok kalmıyor. Derdimi anlatabileceğim kimse kalmıyor. Kendinden fazla vermek, kendinden fazlaca fedakarlıkta bulunmak aslında kendine nefretten doğuyormuş. Ben bunu çok geç öğrendim. Siz ben gibi yapmayın. İylik perisi olmak zorunda değilmişsiniz. Kendinize dikkat edin.
He is such a great musician, especially when this song hits you hard in the heart, knowing that you connect to it, how you slowly get comfortable crying quietly or just having happy emotions listening to this. Whoever's going through depression or anything similar like that, as I am as well, I want to support you in any way possible. But unfortunately, I cannot. Stay strong everyone.
ok , imagine you playing this song on a stage with a violin totally concentrated without missing a letter a chord , you feel the music and the power of it so nostalgic ...
he broke me literally broke me my hands were purple i couldnt breathe i threw up i couldnt even walk because of how much i was shaking so please ppl, think before oyu lead someone on, i almost killed myself.
Darling, time will pass and one day someone will heal your broker heart. Just be brave enough to save ability to love, please. Dark times will pass. And day after day, when you take care of yourself, love yourself, love someone, and someone loves you, this past will become more and more distant, will fade away.
I respect and adore you for writing that. Stay strong for your family and loved ones but mainly for yourself. Dont forget you are God's before anyone's he got you❣
This is the kind of music, that plays when your whole life flashes before your eyes, from child to adult to an old person, and yet it sounds like the most amazing thing ever. Perfection.
*It's last minutes of 2022,2023 is coming, listening to this masterpiece and nobody arounds me I'm alone at home,hope all you guys enjoy your life, sometimes suffer make us to enjoy little things in life, I'm happy.*
Yesterday I listened to my ,,happy playlist" in my room at 2 am just vibing imagining I was with my confort characters on the bed.Then a though went thru my mind.They are just in my mind, I am alone, no one is with me righ now.I looked around the room and no one was there with me, of course .There it was, me sitting numb while daddy issues was playing in the backround, and looking a little pannicked and confused around the room looking for something I never had.
Who are we to say what is real or what is not If that’s what you want the just close your eyes and believe it That’s what I usually do They might not be there physically but at least they exist Even if it’s just in your mind they still do
@@yukishu Oh wow thanks a lot 🥺 I appreciate you. You touched my heart. I'm still depressed today but less than yesterday. A human with big heart came in my life not long ago. And since this moment, i feel so good. It's weird that just a human, a simple human can make that. I know it's the life, sometimes I feel bad and sad and sometimes i feel so well, happy. And now, I'm afraid this person will abandon me. But i will live day to day. Thanks a lot again. ❤️
tatake bestie. you'll make it through. you r the most strong person i know. how? you watched aot and see. ur still here arent you hm?? so then I know, i just somehow know, ull be okay. you might not be happy rn and that truly makes me sad. so,,, be like eren and fight. fight till your enemies are gone. fight tell u see your freedom. your amazing. your loved. I LOVE you. so keep on. keep going on. one day u will see that. so bestie,,,, tatake.
this song makes me feel like we're in an old era, and we're running, holding hands, under the rain with our loved one, escaping from our dwellings and from our family, we're laughing for some reason and idk it's just so beautiful in my mind, this song is so sad too and I'm fucking in tears.
this song makes me realize how fast time actually flies
Yea same
oh wow...
I've never seen time flying in my life so sorry for not knowing what u guys been on
😢❤
I think too
you don't realise how good slowed down can make a song, until it hits the depressing war melody
True
Your 300th like
@@kuroosuperiority9154 I didn't realise, omg
frr songs sound so much better slowed-
Lmaoo Ikr
This song has no words, but a lot of meanings…
edit 1) oh ty for 5.6K likes. I really appreciate it
True
i dont know how many more people are searching this masterpiece
@@nglyoulookbeautiful1871 true.
True....
So true it’s has manyyy reasons and it’s so calming when you go to sleep
“The true champion loses many battles before winning the war.”
-Legend
when will win come? its a myth💖
*”Sleep is just another escape from reality.”*
-A Wise Person
“Sleep is a free trial of death.”
-My earless friend
Oh so that's the reason of why i feel peaceful while sleeping
😭😭 EXTREMELY TRUE
Hi pottah 😭
@@takeshibs hello!
I'm beginning to realise that music is the one thing saving my life right now
✌❤
@@v3n0m_dx mhm, but now a person is there keeping me here too, if it weren't for ****** I'd prob be gone, but they saved me
@@Jay_Smitheronian g
Oh me too...My sister and music♡︎...
Oh I feel you…
"now we are strangers again"
"but this time, with memories"
brasileira,certeza man :]
@@_yuuutsu yoo what?? i don't talk spanish:((
@@alekmaconhado i donti anderstand,i donti speaki japanese :[
@@_yuuutsu bro wtf are you saying idfk
@@alekmaconhado I'm just kidding. I deduced that u were Brazilian, because of your username and because u are subscribed to the cellbit channel, metaphors and some others
We humans get sad, we get hurt, we cry and we are always under stress. We can't get over it. But until we hear the music, there is actually a music inside us. If we hear it, we will never feel the bad feelings.
Hey man, you may be too lazy to read this, but it could really be good for you.
I read it thanks man
@@Anwarullahksa❤Thank you so much for reading ❤
“The mirror is my best friend because when I cry it doesn’t laugh😔”
-Charlie Chaplin
That's so sad i am crying, i can relate to that
But when u cry and the mirror is still laughing u better run
@@Zainab2k19 oh H3ll yeah XD
Damn I forgot most comedians are depressed asf I mean look at Robin Williams
Great!!👌👌👌
I dont know how to feel anymore. Im falling down the same path that took me so long to get out of. Im breaking down. Im tired of everything. I have no motivation anymore. Im not okay.
hey if you need someone to talk to, I’m here. Please remember that someday everything will get better and you’ll have a reason to live. You’re loved and you’re worthy of happiness. You’re not alone
@@anka004 thank you😄do you have an insta, so we can talk?
@@Hiphophippopotamus75 idk why but when i reply the comment just disappears
@@anka004 ohh ok, thats fine
I am honestly the same, life is shit let’s be honest but I keep going for myself now and I want to
Show everyone that I did it and that I am strong because I lived, we can do it
It's amazing how people can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces
-Ella Harper
Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened
0:00
You’re brought into the world
You have it all
You can do anything
No mistakes
No tears
No frowns
No masks
No letting down
How does it feel?
2:04
When you actually grew the way you wanted to be
When you fulfilled the expectations that you want to fulfill so bad
When you had the friends that you’ve always wanted
When you looked like what you wanted to be
When you pass the block that has always blocked you
When you keep the promise that you promised and they keep it too
When you became what you dreamt to be
Oh wow...
you found love...
How’d it feel?
Was it nice having it all?
3:25
And when thing started going down...
Where did you go wrong?
You lose it all
You broke it all
You left it all
You messed it all
You started to hate it now
It’s not going as it was supposed to be now
You’re all leaving one by one...
How are you now?
4:13
What’s happening?
Why are you so selfish
You can’t have it all when you already have “all”
Isn’t time to rest?
It’s time to let go...
Why’d you do it?
5:09
Heh... Cry? Pain?
Never felt it before?
Why are you crying now?
So many questions..?
You are weak... *but strong enough to cry*
(YOOOOOO ITS DONEEE😂😂 clarify stuff going on in this comment is: you have everything/you lose everything/ you break and start to question/ you cry but its very bold of you to cry because it doesn’t mean you were weak)
Edit 1; (I dont remember when 0_0): this is what I based it off
Human Emotions have an natural mechanism called
"Bottle of Emotions"
(its what I like to call it personally) and its functions work like this:
*"To fill the cup you must empty it first"* - and this just repeats and sometimes it even breaks and spills.
Edit 2; (4/20/22): I answer some of the questions of *clearly confused and suspicious people* of me:
1. I do not work for a movie duhhhh
2. I did not copy paste this, I made this from experience, observation of my life and people around me, also a lovely help of my diary.
3. Yes, I've done this similar phrase in a book (not mentioning the name though :p)
4. My Human Emotion theory is based off of what I learned from my therapist, yes I'm a crazy teenager with mild perfectionist issues and daddy issues
5. and if you a depressed muffin or nugget always remember to not be afraid to voice out your problems to someone you truly trust, it's better to embarrassed than to be regretful.
6. I have written many poems (on less than 30 musical videos) before so The God dude, you correct and I'm a definition of crazy teen being molded into a perfect child, so not much TV for me ... T_T
7. Yes, I did write this when I was down about my life sucking as it is, also I recommend Notion, First Date, I'm like a boomer with music, I'm in the grandma era =)
8^1/2: I hope you use your life to the fullest... no one lives forever.
My last adios to you (No I'm not gonna die, I'm going to sleep as should you), Nice Person, I hope you're still breathing, Drinking water and Eat actual food and not Doritos, and shut the phone and put it down away from your face, get comfy and relaxed, close your eyes... and remember that happy memory or that favorite toy or remember your beautiful mom next to you or handsome dad playing with you... and continue... relax... and sleep.
Llorar no significa ser débil, la música no significa un método para que las personas lloren, la música es algo hermoso que se vive y no debe ser influenciado por el amor del siglo xx1
I am crying it is perfect
Lol u watched either too much movies or poetic person
@@Mono_Autophobic any problem with that?
@@nick33ee not talking to u kid
2:00
Thanks🥺
@@michzk no problem
@@Keith-h3u :D
Thx
@@akimi.flavin123 no problem :DD
I just fell in love with this song that showed me what real depression is.
True Fact ✋🏻😪
just sad and lost person .... life is horrible
Its because sadness is an addiction
Ur in love with somebody
@@sheilaleh8724 Yes😞
Psychological pressure, sadness, pain, parental pressure, no friends,Study, bullying ،
nothing 💔this song💝
I close my eyes and imagine dramatic stories
Like peaky blinders
Imagine this: I am in a car accident, I see everything in slow motion, I see my life passing before my eyes, time is slow and at the same time faster than ever, I am afraid of dying and not being able to make my dreams come true . This happened to me one day when I was on the verge of dying, when I was too young :')
With my eyes wide open , i imagine dramatic stories.
So im not the only one
Maladaptive Daydreaming?
I just created a perfect world in my head. Where everyone loves me.
You are loved beatiful
More like where I loved myself the way I should
I would love you in both worlds
I love you👉🏼👈🏼
@@Purple888 fr
is it me or when i hear this song i thought about my whole life growing as the song played🍂
Same✋
its funny how we both thought about our live, and we have the exact same name, my name is angela too lmao
Me too
WOUHHHHH MY MOM TOLD ME UR GAY DON'T TALK TO ME 🤢🤢
Same
Same looking back it now it really hast changed that much, all the samd
I played this music for my dog after his cancer surgery while she was intubated, hoping it would bring her peace and help him heal. She passed away. Every time I listen to this music, I cant stop crying
This is real music
Yeah
"how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" i'll come back to this sentence whenever i feel like giving up bc this truly made me think differently
I'm writing this in my diary which i see the most when i feel low
Bye~
And how much rarer, and how much more beautiful it is to live.
is this from "saturn" by sleeping at last?
@@sadweeb35 yes. It is!
@@Jennifer-xc9gu that's a magnificent song, too!
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Thank you.. 🖤
❤️
I read 'you are worthless' 🤦♀️
Thanks. When I feel bad... I will come and read this comment
You honestly have no idea how much this helped me. Thank you so much. i really needed this. 💗
Be a star live alone shine alone and be proud alone
This song make me cry every time I heard it
Contact me If u need someone to talk with ☺️
me too 😕
@@_sxmz yes.
*Same here, Friend*
"You can close your eye to things you dont want to see, but you can close your heart to things you dont want to feel."
-Jhonny depp
Can't
@Mazai other way around
"you can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel"
You forgot to add can't in that heart line
@Mazai 👏👏
This song may not have any lyrics, but the song speaks to us, in its own way.
you're right
Ye súper right
like speaks to your soul man
You are compleatly righr
Yes so is it
The biggest mistake we done in childhood is we thought growing up will be fun 🙂
I know childhood was damn awesome. F*king amazing . Biggest mistake I think . I am thinking One day I wake up and realise adult is dream . I am still in childhood 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Childhood is better than adult age 🥺
I'm the only one who imagine good memories with ✨that person✨ and starts crying?
Me too..
You r so lucky cuz you had no bad memories I guess💔😢😭
CLASH ROYALE كلاش رويال Ammar dude you ok?!
@@midnight_verypog672 YO CLASH OF CLANS I GOOD DOWNLOAD IT RIGHT NOW WE NEED TO 1V1 KID ILL CLAP U
I don't have that person..i wonder how it feels to have or had someone..
Doing homework, listening to this music, and dreaming of the things that never become true...
I hope every dream you have becomes a reality. Never give up 💜
@@aot_00 your so sweet 💗🙇🏻♀️
I hope you feel happy forever 🙇🏻♀️💗
@@renchan1739 Thank you so much! Your so kind 💖
@@aot_00 🥺🥺💗👑
that melody hit thruogh my hurt
Who is listening in October 2024✍️🙌
Me🤝🏽🙌🏽
Me
me
Yeah
Me
"The worst feeling isnt being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget"
Wow ! 😓
WOW THOSE WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS WOW 😢
😩true
Sahayog... i miss him
This broked me
This song perfectly describes the chaos going on in one's mind which slowly compels them to shut it off.
Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like I am, reading all these motivational comments. If you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep, and don't stress about everything going on in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past, don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you.
Ok but mr krabs sold spongebobs soul for 62 cents
@@LeoKBassfacts tho
Thanks bro
Perfect comment ❤🥹
bro thankss❤️
I lost my battle with cancer, we are innocent people of a cruel life, take care of yourselves, friends...
Congratulations 🎉
@@ss_0564 Are you stupid ? 😓
You didn't lose. It was a draw.
@@ss_0564 Congratulations... for losing? 😥😥
You didn't lose!!!😢
me listening to this song
grammarly: wRiTiNg iS nOt tHaT eAsY
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😭😭😭
Like bro I already know how to spell
but grammarly can help 😉
"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why."
- Mark Twain.
Edit: I wrote this as a reminder to myself during my first semester of high school, but back then I didn't know my purpose. I didn't work hard enough and ended up with a low grade, which led me to choose a major that didn't interest me. Now, in my first year of college, I dropped out of the second semester and decided to go back to high school to get a higher grade so I could study what I was passionate about. Remember, it's okay if things don't work out the first time. You'll get there eventually. Have faith in yourself, even if it takes a long time to discover the true reason for your existence. I can understand how it feels when things don't go as planned and you're left wondering about your purposetence. So don't lose hope. Keep pushing forward, and trust that you'll eventually discover the true reason why you were born.
"because my parents were bored one day"
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 lol
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 damn
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 😭🥹 lmfao
Nice
I’m tired..
I’m tired of everything.
But the weird thing is that I act happy for everyone
Because I’m the ‘happy friend’
And I love that, because I know I make people smile and happy but I sometimes I can’t even make myself smile or happy.
I keep everything inside but now my emotions are building up and I feel upset, I can’t leave it inside anymore.
I just wanna be a little kid again :(
Yk i did that too for a long time got known as the happy friend i am now the depressed one so please stop talk about it dont pretent to be happy just act how you feel and i promise talking is good and you dont have to fake smile for everything yeah it feels good the illusion that your happy but when your alone at night in bed crying and realise how sad you are it fades away yk just seek help just know that your friends will be there for you your parents are there for you i am there for you just let all your feelings out oh and just wanted to let you know im proud of you for being strong for others but put your mental health first x all the love
@@davinanetten5721 Thank you so much for the support, it’s very much appreciated! And I definitely think you are very right, Hope your doing well during these hard times! I’m also so proud of you, so so much! All the love to you as well xx 💗💗
We all wanna be kids, no pain, no stress just hapiness and beutifull world we saw then
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thank you for this.
Thank you for watching this
@@glooo
Pov: You are laying in your bed at 3am staring at the ceiling, listening to this with tears rolling down your cheeks, feeling completely empty. But it's not a pov :/
Dear stranger,
it's okay, I promise everything is going to be alright. Please don't give up, I love you! ❤️
:) thank you
Well its 3 am here, you damn right but thanks.. i live in the netherlands btw
@@VenomAdventuress hahaha me too
Same here
😭 thank you..
“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.” Friedrich Nietzsche
4 yıl önceki halin :)
"The average man is faced with a reality so monstrous that they'd rather not think about it rather than destroy the notions that were forced apon them" - someone really smart, probably.
Güzel alıntı yapmışsın be kardeşim 11.11.2021 saat 01.08 çaresizce yorumlarda dolaşırken Türk görmek güzel hissettirdi…
YES
Oha Çorumlu biri bende çorumluyum ve Çorum maçlarına gidiyorum
Every time I listen to this song, I think of all my loved ones who died.
sometimes i don't know how i should feel anymore, whenever i felt happy, i always think of how i don't deserve to be happy. it feels like an empty jar, waiting to be useful just for once. it hurts to see your own life falling apart, it hurts seeing yourself slowly drifting away, it hurts not being able to smile anymore. to the people out there who feels like they don't wanna be happy anymore, i dont want you to regret everything at the end of the day. i want you to explore the world, it's big, very big, too big to even regret a second. there's so much things out there to see with your own two eyes. cry your heart out, cry, shout everything you want, pretend that you're the only living creature in this planet, no one's stopping you. live life, dont just exist like i do, it'll hurt, badly.
Sometimes in life there comes a moment when music understands you more than anyone
True, because you can't expression the feeling.
The music was created by someone therefore there is someone who truly understands❤️ don't worry brother we are all here for the same reason
songs tell us when people don't understand us
@@muzafferguclu880exactly..i'm in this situation now and its that's destroy me completely.....that's kill me....
@@tite_mafia972are you okay..? You can talk to me if you don't have anyone to talk to! You can vent to me any time on this comment section, and I'll be there for you to listen😢❤
Imagine your happiest memories were edited with this song. 😌❤
Made it sadder thx.🙂💔..
@@ange3779
+1
so sad there aren't any scenes worth editing in my life
I can only imagine the bad memories
I'm leaving this comment coz if someone likes it I will get reminded of this beautiful masterpiece
Remember :)
@@zxw-j4h thnx bro i needed it 🍡
My life flashed before my eyes. I miss the old days when I wasn't bullied, abandoned, addicted to a tech and just having fun with my friends every day.
You aren't alone
you don't need friends for an good and nice day, remember that you always will have yourself to enjoy the day, it's never to late to begin. I had a rough time growing up like others but i managed to keep myself together and even in the moments i was at my lowest, ik kept myself together and now i see the results. We don't need people to make us happy if we can make our selfs happy, begin focusing who and what you want to be. fuck opinions. ones you have your confidence right and you believe in yourself, than you can enjoy life and you can take on more than ever. be yourself and the right people will find you. keep ya head up King!
Sorry i can't speak english but be strong and smile because you're great💪💕
It was relatable.
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los millenials con un atrista clasico 🙂
@@_carlito2802 ?
This isn’t a song, it’s a masterpiece!
This Song perfectly described my 5 brutal years of Depression
"Even if I'm not loved, you're here."
-Hatsune Miku
This made me Cry🥺
I didn't know it was that sad 😳
Sometimes vocaloid is sadder than real life
AWWW
Sibongsu reboot proves it
I’m I the only one who cries when he hears this masterpiece? 💔
No!
I cry when ı hear this song✋😢
@@parknida4813 oh iam so sorry💔💔
No
No ur not the only one
"It’s hard to turn the page when you know someone won’t be in the next chapter, but the story must go on”- Jiraiya
Remembering Pokemon 😭
I get motivation for my studies from this music😊😊
Gumball🥺
@@subnsurf Mine too🥰
@@maslawati8531 YES HAHAHA
I like the blue gumball what about u
:c
@@uselessboy9608 :(
No lyrics no words, just a melody that makes you think about your entire life…
When I close my eyes, all the memorise with her and my friends come to my eyes in flashes. It hurts but it's beautiful man.
Yes bruh🥹💔
I know its hurting 💔
When I close my eyes n listen this song then my dreams comes in front of me which is never gonna happen n found myself going far from dream 💔
I remember all the sad things and memories and think of my dreams and futur 💔i feel it painful
It hurts so bad. I still miss her and I pray for her. Just know that there is a plan for you. I spent years focusing on my losses. It drove me crazy and far from God. I still love her with every ounce of my body but I know there is a reason why she is not in my life. I’ll pray for you
This songs reminds me of the life i used to have. The smiles, the laughs, the never ending fun, a happy and joyful family. All of it is gone now and im left with a broken and dysfunction family. What happened to us? The family i once knew and cherish more than anything has fallen apart into something i cant even recognize.
i am a normal girl
i see gumball i click
Same 😭
the most realistic comment ive seen all day 🤚😭
i dont even know the song i saw gumball i quickly cliked on it
@@yas7175 Same xD
WHAT THE WHAT U 2!! #Gumballfam
Doctor : you have 3 minutes left to die What you want to do?
Me : play "experience by ludovico"
Doctor : but it's 6 minutes long
Death : I'll wait
EDIT: thanks for 3.5k likes💖
EDIT 2: thanks for 4.3k likes💖
EDIT 3: thanks for 4.7k likes💖
EDIT 4: bro thanks for 5.3❤️
Thank you so much for that❤️
Have a nice day/evening/night❤️
painful situation
I think God is a better word here. (Author of life)
I wait until I die🥲
LIFE?????????? U MEAN DEATH???
LMFAOOOOO
you know its late when you cant even cry anymore.
that's me at 2am
listening this on diwali evening surrounded by lots of homeworks.....
pov : its march 2020, and ur really happy that they have closed school due to some virus. u are at home watching movies w your family, facetiming ur friends everyday, learning how to bake, cooking, ur trying out new hobbies.
ur watching a lot of tiktoks and some of them have this song. u find this song catchy so you go search it up and start listening to it a lot. life's good. fast forward to a few months, it feels like uve been living the same day over and over again- wake u, attend online class, eat , binge watch and sleep. the same cycle everyday. its like a never ending loop. the enthusiasm u had in the beginning of this us gone. but u still have hope. this will probably get over in a few months and we all will go back to our lives. as time goes on u realize this is how its gonna be for a long time. uve been feeling worse day by day. its november now and u dont have any idea how time went by so fast. by this time uve lost interest in almost everything. u wake up really late, missing the first few classes, but who cares, the world is gonna end anyway. uve stopped taking showers, or brushing ur teeth, u only come out of ur room to eat. u sleep most of the day just to avoid ur problems. 54 pending assignments, the school calls your parents, but ur not bothered. u stay up till 4 am binge watching something. anything to distract you from your sadness. days go by like this. its the last day of the year now. everyone keeps saying 2021 will be better but uk it will be just the same, maybe even worse. u dont have hope anymore. ur tired of EVERYTHING.
its march 2021 now and ur thinking about how different ur life has been this past year. u feel some what better now because u have met people who uk will be there for u. things are looking better now, they are talking about reopening schools, u have something to look forward to.
days have gone by and now it's may, it felt like it was just yesterday the year had started. its crazy how 5 months have already gone by. just as you were getting better, u find put the cases have increased x10 and its getting very bad in your country. we've come a full circle. there's a lockdown now and ur trapped at home. your scared that its gonna end up exactly like last year. ur sitting near the window, watching the rain, thinking about how you were at this same time, last year. u realize u have changed a lot. i mean who hasnt? u start missing the old you. u miss the first lockdown. u just wanna go back to that time again. u wish you couldve done things differently back then. u open youtube and search up this song, just to feel like youve gone back in time😞
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hahah idk why i typed all of this :/
Ughh uh exposed me☺😃
you just wrote everything i was feeling
I felt like being stuck in a loop at normal school,with online school it was 5 times worst.
*This is fucking insane how precisely you described everything.*
why glad that the schools open again? No way thats so wrong . why is lockdown bad for so many? I do not get it
i'm starting to realize that life is like a film and i don't wanna end it.
But i want it to end..
@@uranooos11 NOOO YOU ARE WORTH IT PLEASE STAYY 🥺🥺
I LOVE U EVEN IF IDK U
@@uranooos11 😟
@@masavasilevski7886 you a good boi
So do I , but keep trying; we are close to the end anyways, we both won’t make it out anyways. So just live your life out to the fullest
close your eyes when the beat drops. imagine all of your childhood memories. childhood youtubers, singers, etc. imagine you with your parents. hearing their voice. whether they're speaking to you in a loving way, or rather you could be curled up in a ball on your floor, trying to avoid the arguments from your parents. imagine your family. whether you are an only child, whether you have siblings that annoy you but you'll always love them, whether you have siblings you despise. imagine your friends. whether you grew up alone, whether you needed someone but no one needed you, whether you didn't need anyone, whether you had great friends who were always there for you, whether you had toxic friends but you were too desperate and blinded to see how they were taking advantage of your poor innocent soul, whether it was one friend who always had your back so you decided you didn't need anyone else. imagine playing in the garden, climbing a hill, rolling back down, whilst laughing hysterically with your loved ones. imagine your toys. whether it was your favourite toy to play with, favourite teddy to sleep with. imagine your accomplishments. whether its your first words, whether its your first steps, walking towards your parents as they smile, believing in you. now, i want you to imagine you. just you. you hugging someone. you kissing someone. you laughing. you smiling. you getting made fun of. you sulking. you crying yourself to sleep. you telling everyone you're fine. you looking in the mirror. whether you're ashamed, upset, or still proud of yourself. you trying to sleep, as the voices in your head continue to explain the horrific things you should do to your self. whether its verbally abusing yourself, physically, or possibly the worst, mentally. you getting ready to participate in the horrific things. you wanting to give up. you hearing your parents talk about you. you watching the rest of the class getting all A - C, before her proud smile quickly turns into a disappointed frown as she looks down to a certain sheet of paper; your grade. you failing in school. you realizing how much your life has changed. you realizing how much you've grown up. you realizing there is no point anymore. you realizing there is no way to run. you realizing it's only gone downhill, so who says the future won't be the same? you on a rooftop. looking down at all the cars driving by in the dark. looking down to see the streetlights lighting up the city, like shiny stars but below the beautiful sky. you look up to see the stars. they are shining, shining so bright. they make the sky so majestic, they complete the sky. then you look down again, at the streetlights. those streetlights reminding you of something; but what? they light up the city. they brighten up the cars going by. without them, it would just be darkness. complete darkness, with nowhere to go. the cars, not being able to see, possibly ending up in a crash that could cause many terrible incidents. but because of the streetlights, it brightens up their darkness and keeps you safe. honestly, they make down there look magestic, its like... they complete down below. they make it perfect. they make it beautiful; just like the sky. you realize your life is dark, with nowhere to go. but, so is the sky and the city down below. so if your life was to go uphill, you would get darkness but with shiny brightness everywhere. but if your life were to go downhill, you would get darkness, but with shiny brightness everywhere, because of those streetlights. but, what does that have to do with life? i have no stars or streetlights in my life. but, what about all our family and friends? what about our pets? what about all the people who spent their life trying to brighten up yours? you were just too blinded by the light to realize it. those people have brightened up your life, and attempted to make it the happiest life there could have ever been. those people are your stars and streetlights.
...
okay, now, open your eyes. do you have a new/difference perspective of life? do you realize what blessing you have been granted with?
hey, stranger. it gets better. have a great life.
U are so a good person :)
Thx❤
I’m crying right now I can’t believe that somebody online tells me to do something that’s so deep and emotional it made me realise what I’m missing out and what I have done wrong you also made me realise that feelings are apart of life without them we aren’t our own self so sincerely thank you.
damn bro
This song actually gives the glimpse or flashback of what I had gone through ..... Or it makes realisation of why life is actually another name of struggle
bu şarkıyı dinleyince bütün hayatım gözümün önünden geçiyo
harbi knk
Çok doğru
Burda Türkler olması mükemmel bir his...
@@alone8879 Ne demezsin ama :')
@@ardlndn :')
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
None of those, are something that I even care about anymore, to think a 100 reasons to live isn't something that I find worth living, not a single one tells how far gone my head has fallen into some worthless and miserable abyss, I know it, that's why it's more painful.
@@quirinoguy8665are you giving up?! are you gonna give them what they want?
Same! I already told my parents I don't want to live no more but they think it's just a phase. It's not a phase, I been thinking about it all for years. I already gave up and I don't really care no more, I just go with the flow and see where it takes me@@quirinoguy8665
Soo well written ! Thank you for helping me cry it out :)
The effort you put into this made my day, your an amazing person thank you!😁
-Dad, why do flowers fade over time?
-Flowers are like people, sometimes they become unnecessary.
-What about Mom?
-And our mother, like a star, at some point decided to fall. But she didn’t know that she would not return to sky again…
It hit me so hard ...
That cuts deep
it's enough to make a grown man cry
This bring back memories when my grandma died my eyes spread out, tears, RIP grandma
The strongest people are the people who have been made fun of the most about their body weight, their body shape, the way they, look but they still continue living and suffering from that pain everyday for the rest of their lifes.
Happened to me
It's me 💔💔
No
actually this is simple thing you can get over it with your mind
There's a lot of people who suffer more in the world .
“To see the rainbow you have to go through the rain” everything will get better❤️
The rain seems to be eternal for me
The rain is heavy
r u gay
thats a consolation
i love rain so that aint a problem😐
Music is the best thing that a human has made.
What about guns? I think that guns are the best thing ever :)
LOL
@A_Weird_Kid_Obsessed_With_Gay_Wizards_From_The_70s Calm down, bro. It was a joke. Why you can't understand simple jokes?
@@ik749 teengers
@@Goknurertem lol
انا الوحيد العربي بينكم ( وعراقي 🇮🇶 تحديداً) شرف لي الوجود معكم 🤍
شكراً على كل شيئ🙏🤍
Cool, from brazil 🇧🇷
مش واكيد الشرف ليى
اني هم ❤
وياك
انا من عمان ❤🇴🇲
"do not pity the dead pity the living" -albus Dumbledore
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“… and most of all, those who live without love.”
just to finish the quote :)
Bunu burada biri görür mü bilmiyorum. Ama bu şarkı her dinlediğimde tüm hayatımı gözlerimin önüne getirmeme yardım ediyor. Ne kadar yalnız olduğumu her defasında yeniden anlıyorum. Lütfen başka biri bu hissi bu şarkıda yaşamasın. Bu şarkı insana umut ve huzur getirecek kadar güzel.
15/05/2022 19.49
Bugüne ait farklı bir not tutmak ve içimi dökmek istedim. Hayatımda şu an bulunan ve kalbime dokunan, kulağıma hep iyi gelen şarkılar söyleyen biri var. O her sabah bana sarılan minik ellere sahip. Benim hayatım pek iyi değil ben de pek iyi biri değildim ama iyi biri olmaya çalışıyorum. Geçmişimde bugün kötü yaptığım her ayrıntıyı hatırladım. Lütfen; siz başkaları birşeyler istiyor diye yapmayın. Birileri mutlu olsun diye değil siz mutlu olun diye yaşayın. İnsanlara hayır demeyi öğrenin. Bırakın size küsmek istiyorsa küssün, nefret edecekse etsin, her durumda en kötüsü siz olacaksınız. Kimseye kendinizi beğendirmek için yaşamayın. Lütfen ben gibi olmayın siz kendinizi sevin. Ben 21 yıllık ömrümde hep başkalarını mutlu eden taraf olmaya çalıştım. Bunun en iyisi olduğunu düşündüm hep. Nolur benim yaptığım hataya düşmeyin. Size her iyilik yapana güvenmeyin. Fazla iyilikten maraz doğar derler. Deneyimlediğim en anlamlı söz bu.
Başkası ne der, ne düşünür diye takılmayın. Ben bunu yaparsam o çok üzülür diye en sevdiklerinizden vazgeçmeyin. Ortak bir yol bulun ama yine de vazgeçmeyin. O kadar büyük aptallıklar yapmışım ki bilmeden, farketmeden öyle derin çukurlara düşmüşüm ki nasıl çıkacağım bilmiyorum.
Kendimden nefret ediyorum. Kendime hiç acıyamıyorum. Ruhsuz gibiyim sadece birini mutlu edebilirsem o bana yardım edecekmiş inancına sahibim ve içim hiç rahat değil. Ne sevmeyi ne de sevilmeyi hakediyorum. Ölmeyi bile haketmiyorum ölüm bile çok farklı bir ödül bana. Bu şarkıyı bugün 11. dinleyişim. Nolur hataya düşmeyin. Nolur boyunuzdan büyük fedakarlıklar yapmayın. Sizi seven kimse size küfretmez, zarar vermeye çalışmaz, ağlatmaz, kıyamaz.
Eğlenin, araştırın, videolar çekin, hayal kurun, dans edin, kendinize bir adet sizi asla yalnız bırakmayacak bir dost edinin yeter. Lütfen kendinize çok dikkat edin.
03/08/2022 14.21
Yeniden buradayım. Tüm sorunlarınızı ve kendinizi burada paylaştığınız için mutlu mu yoksa üzgün mü olmalıyım bilmiyorum. Aslında şu an pek mantıklı düşünemeyip tüm bunları yazıyor gibiyim. Sadece bir şansım olsaydı neyi değiştirirdim onu düşünerek yine buraya geldim. Bazen öyle zamanlar oluyor ki tüm bunların gerçekten düzeleceğine inancım olmuyor. Tek güncellemem şu;
Eğer bu durumları daha yeni yeni veya orta düzeyde yaşamaya başladıysanız, kendinizi değiştirmekten kaçının. Normal bir zamanda normal bir karar alın. Ağlarken, çok mutluyken, heyecanlıyken, hevesiniz yeni kırılmışken, biri size inandırıcı sözler söylemeye çalışırken kararlar almayın. Her ne olursa olsun. Sizin faydanıza olsun ya da olmasın, sizi değiştirebilecek bir karar olsun veya olmasın. Çok da düşünmeyin, kendinizi unutup saatlerce dikilecek kadar düşünmeyin mesela; hareketsiz etrafınızı seyredecek kadar düşünmeyin. Eğer anlamsız bir konu ise hiç beklemeden atın onu. Düşünme ihtiyacında bulunmayın. Belki kaçması daha rahat hissettirir diye böyle yapıyorsunuz diyelim, kaçmayın. Kaçmak da size verilen tüm seçenekleri siliyor. İşin sonunda ruhsuz, tüm gününü birşeyleri düşünerek geçiren, tek bir video akışına gözyaşına boğulan birine dönüşüyorsunuz. Dahası da var, kimse sizi oturduğunuz yerde çözüme ulaştırmıyor, dinlemiyor. Sizi kıran biri mi var, ya hiç konuşmayın ya da kendinizi açıklayın. Kafanızda kurduğunuz tüm o senaryolardan daha güzeli oluşabilir. Asla denemeden öğrenemiyorsunuz. En önemlisi, ne olursa olsun sevdiğiniz şeylerden vazgeçmemeye özen gösterin. Herşeyi kabullenmek hiçbir zaman çözüm olmadı. Olmayacak da.
24/12/2022 10.37
Bu kadar erken mi dertlendim? Evet. Bütün dünya bazen ayaklanıp üzerime geliyor gibi hissediyorum ve böyle duyguların hiçbir zaman tek bir zamanı olmuyor. Elimdeki çoğu şeyi kaybetmiş, ama en iyilerini kazanmış gibiyim. Sonucunu görmeden yorum yapmakta üzerime yok gibi sanki. Tüm düşüncelerimi ve buraya en son uğradığım zamanı hatırlamaya çalışıyorum. Hala aynı sorunlarım var mı, evet. Ama önceki kadar umursuyor muyum, hayır. Çünkü şunu öğrendim ki anlamı yok. Sizin dünyanız sizsiniz. En değerli, en mutlu, en özendiğiniz kişi siz olmalısınız. Her daim gülmeye çalışın. Ve hüzünlü şarkılarda bile gülmeyi öğrenin. Çünkü hayat hüzünlü, kırgın, mutsuz olduğumuzda asla durmuyor. Biri gelip elinizden tutup " herşeyin düzeleceğini " söylemiyor. Ama o peri siz olabilirsiniz. Değer verdiğiniz bir kişi için de; kendiniz için de. Hayallerinize önem verin, gerekirse her gün kendinize sarılın. Ama kendinizden ödün vermeyin. Ciddi olmadığı sürece bırakın siz hayatınızı yönlendirin. Risk almayı öğrenin, ben alamıyorum mesela. Ama kendi çapınızda risk alın. Başkalarının hayatlarını etkileyecek riskler değil. İnsanların ne dediğiyle, ya da neler yaptığıyla bu kadar ilgilenmeyin. Bence bu şekilde toparlanabilir ve kendimize gelebiliriz. Buralardaysanız ve gerçekten bu yorumu sonuna kadar okuduysanız, birşeyler yolunda gitmiyor olabilir sizin için. Umarım hayatınızdaki herşey düzelir ve bu yazdıklarım sizin hayatınıza dokunur. Lütfen kendinize dikkat edin.
18/01/2024 09.35
Bugün aldığım acı bir hayat dersi oldu. Her ne yaparsanız yapın, kendi düşüncelerinizden vazgeçmeyin demiştim ya. Bir sene önce kendi hayallerim için çabalamak istedim. Eğer önünüzde sizin feda ettiklerinizi gören biri varsa, inanın ki o iş olmuyormuş. Ben bunu öğrendim. Ultra emek ve hırsla başladığım bu yolda başkalarına tercih edildim, arkadaşlarımın satmasına uğradım, ailemin bana güvensizliğine, tamam eğleneyim bari dedim; o bile onlara battı. Her ne olursa olsun kaçın ya. Kendiniz için kaçın sizi arkada bırakmasına izin vermeyin kimsenin. Söyleyeceğiniz şeyler kırarsa ne olur diye düşünmeyin. Dayak mı atılacak? Bırakın atılsın. Laf mı işiteceksiniz? İşitin. Gönlünüzden geçeni bir başkası için çöpe atmayın. Kimse sizin elinizden tutup kaldırmıyor. Kimse sizi anlamıyor ve anlamaz. Yaptığınız şey onlar için bir fedakarlık ya da lütuf değil zorunluluk. Onlar sizin ne düşünndüğünüzle, fedakarlıkları hızla, neler yaptığınızla ilgilenmiyorlar. Ne yapıyorsanız kendiniz için yapın. Dayak ya da laf işitmek işin içinde bile olsa kendiniz içinse bu durum yapın. Hayat peri masalı değil zaten illaki bir yerde tek başınıza kalacaksınız. En azından 'başardım' diyebilirsiniz.
İlk fedanızda size can acıtıcı gelmeyebilir. Ama inanın o kadar zor ki o işin ucu; ben yetişemedim. Görünüşüm, hissettiklerim, kalbim, duygularım, sağlığım, hislerim, arkadaşlarım; yok kalmıyor. Derdimi anlatabileceğim kimse kalmıyor. Kendinden fazla vermek, kendinden fazlaca fedakarlıkta bulunmak aslında kendine nefretten doğuyormuş. Ben bunu çok geç öğrendim. Siz ben gibi yapmayın. İylik perisi olmak zorunda değilmişsiniz. Kendinize dikkat edin.
ne kadar yanlız olabilirsin ki Melike ?
Anlatsana..
yat uyu işin ne hayatla
reis dertleşelim bi ara
:)
@@polatabi5906 eeneskatirci Iq hesabı adam gibi konuşacak olan gelsin .
I love this song so much 🥺
Me too🥺
@@glooo this isnt a song tho 😶
Me too :)
He is such a great musician, especially when this song hits you hard in the heart, knowing that you connect to it, how you slowly get comfortable crying quietly or just having happy emotions listening to this. Whoever's going through depression or anything similar like that, as I am as well, I want to support you in any way possible. But unfortunately, I cannot. Stay strong everyone.
ok , imagine you playing this song on a stage with a violin totally concentrated without missing a letter a chord , you feel the music and the power of it so nostalgic ...
As a musician… goosebumps
This is so incredible >>>>>>
when my dad was alive he loved playing this song for me 😔❤️
its a song that you will remember your father who love you so, embrace it for him and show the world what you have become
He's still alive, and I'm sure he is with you in some way
🖤
😪
@@TheFilmMixer101 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
It’s Human Nature to not realize the true Value of something, until they lose it
~Orochimaru
true
من وين انت؟ عرفت انك عربي وكلامك عجبني
رسمت الحانها بقلم م̷ـــِْن ذهب 🌌
he broke me
literally broke me
my hands were purple
i couldnt breathe
i threw up
i couldnt even walk because of how much i was shaking
so please ppl,
think before oyu lead someone on,
i almost killed myself.
i'm here for you bub 🥺💓
@@munchii6744 thank you
Stay strong sweetheart 💕
Darling, time will pass and one day someone will heal your broker heart. Just be brave enough to save ability to love, please. Dark times will pass. And day after day, when you take care of yourself, love yourself, love someone, and someone loves you, this past will become more and more distant, will fade away.
I respect and adore you for writing that. Stay strong for your family and loved ones but mainly for yourself. Dont forget you are God's before anyone's he got you❣
This is the kind of music, that plays when your whole life flashes before your eyes, from child to adult to an old person, and yet it sounds like the most amazing thing ever. Perfection.
This song has the ability to flash our old memories in our mind 😢
Amazingly beautiful
PAIN, REGRET, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION
this song open deep wounds that I didn't realize I have it till now
MASTERPIECE
This song doesen’t have any text,but it has more words then you think.
*It's last minutes of 2022,2023 is coming, listening to this masterpiece and nobody arounds me I'm alone at home,hope all you guys enjoy your life, sometimes suffer make us to enjoy little things in life, I'm happy.*
How are you doing brother?
Ayeee wots goin on 🔥🖤
Thats fuckin sad
Antisocial isn't weakness.....
I understand u bro 🪐
How u doing, hope ur doing good. Well I almost took my own life.
But that's fine. Lifes good
We think that we need love in life to solve problems, so we search for it, not knowing that it is there from the start waiting for us
Yesterday I listened to my ,,happy playlist" in my room at 2 am just vibing imagining I was with my confort characters on the bed.Then a though went thru my mind.They are just in my mind, I am alone, no one is with me righ now.I looked around the room and no one was there with me, of course .There it was, me sitting numb while daddy issues was playing in the backround, and looking a little pannicked and confused around the room looking for something I never had.
I felt that in my core ....this is why I am trying to shift for so long but still nothing ...
If you want we can talk I have no friends so having you would be awesome im really serious
@@marilettak6782 you will shift.
Ur comfort character are yur
Who are we to say what is real or what is not
If that’s what you want the just close your eyes and believe it
That’s what I usually do
They might not be there physically but at least they exist
Even if it’s just in your mind they still do
Sometimes im just tired and depressed for being me
@@yukishu Oh wow thanks a lot 🥺
I appreciate you.
You touched my heart.
I'm still depressed today but less than yesterday.
A human with big heart came in my life not long ago.
And since this moment, i feel so good.
It's weird that just a human, a simple human can make that.
I know it's the life, sometimes I feel bad and sad and sometimes i feel so well, happy.
And now, I'm afraid this person will abandon me.
But i will live day to day.
Thanks a lot again.
❤️
tatake bestie. you'll make it through. you r the most strong person i know. how? you watched aot and see. ur still here arent you hm?? so then I know, i just somehow know, ull be okay. you might not be happy rn and that truly makes me sad. so,,, be like eren and fight. fight till your enemies are gone. fight tell u see your freedom. your amazing. your loved. I LOVE you. so keep on. keep going on. one day u will see that. so bestie,,,,
tatake.
Same😞
Same🥺
Hats off to the generation who is listening thus gem 💎 💖
Love From Bangladesh 🇧🇩
بعد مرور ١٠٠ عام يأتي جيل جديد وسنكون انا وجيلي تحت التراب بعيدا عن الخيانة و الحروب التمنى أن تكون حياتكم افضل من حياتنا 💔💔
بأذن الله
I'm proud to say I knew this song before it became a thing on tik tok 😌💅
this song makes me feel like we're in an old era, and we're running, holding hands, under the rain with our loved one, escaping from our dwellings and from our family, we're laughing for some reason and idk it's just so beautiful in my mind, this song is so sad too and I'm fucking in tears.
Never seen anyone soooo accurate
Who listening in November 2024😢
Me closing my eyes and imagine I'm playing a violin 🎻✨
SAME IT HELPD ME SLEEP
BROSKI I'M ACTUALLY LEARNING THE VIOLIN PART FOR THIS
IT feel beatiful
Same