The Other Side of the Story: Schizophrenia
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ค. 2024
- In this video, I attempt to draw empathy to the highly stigmatized and misunderstood topic of "Schizophrenia." I do this by analyzing the works of one of my favorite artists, Bryan Charnley. He suffered from schizophrenia and he depicts his condition vividly through allegories and symbolism, and I chose to talk about Bryan's art because I feel it can really draw empathy to such a misunderstood topic, and with millions struggling with this condition, it's important to help bring understanding and light to this subject.
For further research:
www.bryancharnley.info/
www.mentalhelp.net/schizophre...
www.psycom.net/schizophrenia-...
psychosis is utterly terrifying. im a person living with schizophrenia. its a horrible and terrifying illness.
and all you said about how schizophrenia works and feels is very accurate
That's good....I always fear that I accidentally propagated negative stereotypes or that I put out false information despite my research....but I'm glad it felt relatable c: You are valid and you are strong
im living in your walls there are bugs in your skin buried deep far under you must scratch them out scratch them out dig them out now there are bugs in your skin
A WARNING FOR THE JUMP AT THE START WOULDVE BEEN NICE,,, scared the everloving shit out of my anxious ass. i love ur videos though
haha, sorry, I just love immersing the audience in how terrifying life may be hehe....30 years from now I'ma watch this video and forget that I put in a jump scare and it'll scare me too haha
I’m scared now-
And I’m now in my bed scared shitless
Sounds like :STALAGGH: ‘s noise music
Max Bidzi MAY HAVE TO CHECK IT OUT NEXT TIME I WANNA PANIC MYSELF LMAOO
@@geekface7567 a random obnoxious loud ass noise isn't showing us how terrifying life can be, it's just fucking annoying.
Damn I’m watching this at 5:30 am and I hate myself for it not only was I intrigued but the intro had me terrified to continue. I love this video.
That means a lot to me that you said that! I spent a lot of time recording footage around my college campus and editing sound effects and then distorting the sounds and the video to make it as terrifying as possible. I'm glad it hooked you in :3
Wow ur videos are actually great keep up the good work I’m looking forward to ur next upload
4:07 There's some schizophrenia in my family, and seeing this self-portrait is heartbreaking.
What i find crazy looking at artwork done by people with Schizophrenia, is how similar it is to people who take lots of acid and create art under the influence. I had a mate who went off the deep end a little taking acid and some of his art is remarkable close to what i've seen from schizophrenic artists. The more months that went by, with him using almost daily, the more abstract and harder to comprehend they got until eventually we had to intervene after maybe 6 months of this. Don't know if this means much but it's just something i noticed.
That's interesting. I should consider doing a video on the other side of the story: Psychedelic Art.
Geek Face you could do a video on the effects of psilocybin
he took acid daily? that's a recipe for psychosis right there. any psychedelic will do, actually
@@curseyehamewho He wasn't far off losing the plot, luckily people got through to him.
@@curseyehamewho LSD has a rapidly rising tolerance taking it more than once or so a week wouldn’t really do much let alone months on end and while psychosis may be caused schizophrenia may only be brought on to someone through psychedelics if they’re already predisposed
I can't believe you don't have more than 1k subs, this and your video about EATEOT are top notch
Thank you 😋
4:55
That's just a wojak dude
Lol i was about to point that out
Thanks Spudro
I fucking cackled so hard when I saw that
lol
You actually managed to scare me the first time I saw this at 0:17.
ah sweet! haha
Love the 096 screams that scared the shit out of me in the start
Ahhhh, I see I'm not the only one that loves SCP Containment Breach
I wanted to see this as I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia for awhile but this convinces me more and more that I'm not schizophrenic.
Inaccurate diagnoses aren't very uncommon, I've been diagnosed as autistic as a toddler and schizo effective bipolar as a teenager, and I don't see or feel any symptoms of anything other than anxiety especially in crowds and occasional depression. Always seek a second opinion with things like this
Schizophrenia comes in many different forms, and there is no one way to experience schizophrenia, so it's okay if you don't entirely relate to Bryan's experience with his schizophrenia because that is his experience with the illness, not yours. For some, schizophrenia is more disabling, and others can learn to live with it and recognize what isn't real and ignore it. Just make sure to keep following up with your doctor or therapist and maybe even bring some of your concerns to them about where your diagnosis doesn't quite make sense.
THE TWO JUMPSCARES AT THE BEGINING OF THE VIDEO AWAKENED SOME DEEP ETERNAL CHILDHOOD FEAR JESUS
I genuinely enjoy your latest videos miboi. I hope your doing alright. Thanks for the content, man.
This is good, I really like just about everything. The only thing is, maybe talk a tad bit faster, and level the audio in some parts of the video, besides technical stuff, I loved it
Agreed, I had to turn up the speed by a quarter.
He gotta get it beyond 10min to make bank homie. Respect the hustle especially when their content is actually good.
No I liked the pace.
I think art is a really interesting way to document change. It definitely gives you a more personal look, over something like a journal entry or account.
Also I'm really glad that I've found your channel. Your videos have been really interesting!
I'm glad you think so :) more content on the way!!! ;)
i feel like a content warning in the beginning could have been used for flashing images, but the video is already very interesting on its own. great editing and thanks for raising awareness on this mental illness, but keep in mind those who also want to enjoy your content without being affected.
I do agree but I feel they help people understand a little bit what it’s like.
You're not that old, are you?
Ayyemm me?
I'll keep that in mind. I'm relatively new as a TH-camr and I'm still learning :3 so I'll keep that suggestion in mind
Binge-watching this channel.
How the hell you don't have even 1k subscribers ?! You are so good man and deserve moooore !!!!
I subscribed and I wish you'll make more of that content ❤️
Good job! This is one of my favorite artists. One thing though:
when he says “ego crucifixion” he’s saying that his ego is dying. While the term “ego death” is mostly used when talking about drugs I think it fits in quite well here. Crucifixion is a slow painful death, his feelings and sense of self is slipping away as his symptoms worsen.
Great content, very well researched and narrated. You mentioned that this video started as a school paper; I'm curious as to what are your fields of study, and what you plan of getting more specialized into. I study neuroscience, psychology and sociology as a hobby... as you dig deeper, there's the realization of how the human consciousness can be a beautifully terrifying concept (or terrifyingly beautiful, if you're the 'half full' type). Kudos for your talent and effort, keep up the good work!
Watching this months after it was published, It's helping me understand some stuff about myself!
I suffered from a period of mental illness in my teenage/early adult years in which I suffered from delusions, intense paranoia, a feeling that others could read my mind and thoughts, and the feeling that I would be attacked by everyone around me if I acted in a "weird" way. I can remember drawing pictures in my sketchbook of weird, zig-zag lines creeping towards the center of the page, and birds/people watching me constantly.
I would not consider myself Schizophrenic, and have not been diagnosed as such, though my Grandfather and Uncle have both been diagnosed with it. It really makes me wonder about how I could have had a transitory experience of these things, and whether there is a name for a short-term version of this issue that can come and go throughout your life. I certainly now have sophisticated coping mechanisms for the extreme paranoia and delusions, but listening to this video has left me with open ended questions about my own mental health.
Thanks for the hard work you put in to making it :)
Thank you for sharing! Yea, there are other conditions similar to schizophrenia like schizo-affective disorder, and then there are conditions that can cause delusions (like bipolar) or substances (like psychedelics). There are many possible explanations to find out why you had those experiences, but finding a therapist can help give a good explanation. I know that when I went to see a therapist, everything in my life started to fit together and make sense. but I am glad to see that you are showing the world that you have healthy coping mechanisms and that you are making it through in one piece c: I'm proud of you dood!
I was going to say, that it could possibly be Bipolar
Cause I know how that was, especially bold colors and static.
Now i got a diagnosis, and just doing the best I can to help myself.
So I say get yourself checked out and see what's up
There is schizophreniform disorder that lasts for less than 6 months
I agree with the people who feel they are being watched by someone else but no one can control any scizophrenic. I paint what scizophrenics and those who suffer from related disorders think and feel like. He was a gifted man and despite society loved him people misunderstood his gift. Thanks for this video. Kind regards from Ásgeir in Iceland....
This is the only channel which I have subscribed after watching just one video
This was so interesting to watch, keep up the good work !!
I'm glad you enjoyed my content c:
Your content so raw and real my boy i really appreciate your effort.
Theory ( a wacky one): I believe the eyes that always watch him are those sets of eyes in the angels, the ophanim. Since he described Jesus a lot and says a lot of his religious views I think the eyes and the machine are the communications of Jesse or angles themselves. And the crowd of people in the art around him are the angels telling to come to heaven and stop the suffering that was cast upon him. I know it’s a wacky theory but it what I thought during the video
I like how during the nervous breakdown scenes you used the SCP 096 windup lol
Looking through the comments I don't think anyone else noticed it
Hehe same
It's 9:41 p.m. I'm already lying down at bed at the pitch black room. I just want to understand the topic until the intro got me. Well I guess I'll be back tomorrow morning (⊙_⊙)
I feel like this would make a nice podcast
Well, I don’t like getting scared to get immersed in the content. I want curiosity to get me immersed more than scare.
You deserve more subscribers and Likes☹️
I appreciate that!!!
The cat paintings are cats slowly evolving to a carnival curtain or something
I can't unhear the shy guy scream
Is it me or does the second flashed face in the opening look like the song cover for the Jack Stauber single, "New Normal"
:|
*B A C O N S M I L E*
I love this video, but I would really like to know the names of some of the artists featured here.
Your channel needs more attention man
Don’t make it scary like this man respect him like he would with you. It’s like that video about syd barrette
WOOooo, that intro scared the SHIT out of me.
Terrifying.
Continue doing contents like this.
Man, I'm such a loner (by choice), listening to blues and metal every day, training, learning, having a decent job, few things make me afraid of being alone but vids like this and stuff like everywhere at the end of time sure do... The brain is fragile and can go wrong anytime
you gotta cut that high frequency out of your mic other than that i love the vids
This is literally a Shrouded Hand video topic per topic.
My cousin has schizophrenia. We're pretty sure that he got into drugs. I don't see him much anymore.
How sad unfortunately I got diginosed with Early Schizophrenia online.
Made me weep
thank you for scaring the living hell out of me
Another one please
It's confusing to me, so ima just think this works like dementia, slowly getting worse until it's unable to be recognized at all.
The first comment allowed me to avoid the jumpscare by double tapping.
The intro terrified me lmao
you literally deserve more credit
you're too kind c:
It's Lessterr not Leikester. But good video.
4:54 i fucking lost it
SCP-096 at the beginning?
Good pfp
Man, if the brain was a computer it will be the most and least effcient computer
Wow scp I like it but yeah going in full screen in 3:00 am
Is it weird if I felt and found inner peace yet wanting to off myself eventually?
The most ill are usually the most talented.
4:55
Bro
I... I think thats a Wojak.. lol
here before this video blows up..
I turned this off after a minute or two. So poorly done. So unnecessarily melodramatic. Listening to this guy struggle to keep his voice slow and monotonal for creep effect was already too much. It's just disrespectful. He's completely missed the humanity of Bryan and his experience, and therefore any possible lesson. Even though he ends up reading Bryan's own incredible words from his diary he still misses it!
There's a ton of fascinating material to respect here but this guy captures none of it. Brian was so lucid in his self-examination of his last break. We're lucky he journaled it and that his brother has shared it with us. Even as he deconstructed, and lost his sense of self- or rather any delineation of himself and the real world from the chaos of his unbridled imagination, Bryan was still conscious and mindful. Even prosaic. Imagine that space he was in. He must have felt so alone and afraid. It must have been agonizing and relentless. Apparently it was unbearable because eventually he decided the only way to mute the hellish clamor was to take his own life. And he likely knew it days or weeks before he did it.
This video is just a lazy shuffle for clicks. Pseudo highbrow creepypasta.
Here's a much better (and non-exploitative) mini doc on Bryan Charnley's last days here, by Blind Dweller th-cam.com/video/A9gYgHkizSI/w-d-xo.html In fact, that's probably where this guy got his idea to make this video.
I'm sorry if I'm offending you in anyway and I don't know much about your sexual orientation, but I can assure you, there's no such thing as a "cute" schizophrenia...
@@hopexoxo5465 dude...no way, it literally can't be cute it's not a visual thingg
@@hopexoxo5465 woooosh
I think he said acute, not "cute"
@@Blyat67676 I think they were saying a "joke"
@@JubilantGratitude that's kind of a weird joke? Idk english is not my native language
what the FUCK was that at the start
You speak in such an odd way. Pretty good video aside from that.
the art is nice the mind is a computer please help people i love your videos
i made it around 5 seconds and im just gonna leave, see yall later
Get ur before 5k ticket here
Imma be real here, half schitzophrenia patients I've seen are totally crazy.
*Conspiracy*
fucks sake stop it with the breakdowns, I wanna watch this but don't want to be earraped by some static nightmare shit
Dude might have just been on acid.
Wow. People who are on acid have described what is called an “ego-death”
Are Schizophrenics just guys tripping balls?