ashleyyyyy, i was just out for a walk having a breakdown over everything going on in my life and i was thinking "lowkey want to make a video and just talk about it all" and then i come home to THIS, yup we needed this today
hi babes! I hope you enjoy this episode of Mental Knot! I know this is bit more chill than usual but I wanted it to feel like we were just hanging out! Timestamps below of questions/topics: 2:38 - updates with me 4:50 - school & not knowing what to do with your life 8:41 - how to stop feeling questioning friends/ feeling like everyone hates you 10:24 - things are good, but I'm still sad 11:31 - nervous about the future 13:41 - loving yourself 17:09 - relaxing and how to enjoy it 18:10 - motivation/ taking care of creatives 23:48 - covid is taking away too many good years 27:04 - grocery store guy update LMAO 28: 45 - making dreams a reality 31:26 - starting out 32:58 - animal crossing :' )
Hola Ashley my bestie queen amigo bro I'm so excited to see you I love your vlog & your gorgeous channel so I like your playing animal crossing that's so 🆒 yo💪💖💓👏💜💛💙💚👋👌👍✌🎈🎁🔥
Thank you for this. Over the months you're becoming my favourite TH-camr (idk what else to call you. Reactor too limited for you. Influencer is a bad word. Maybe just favourite person on TH-cam). Also hilarious. It's meant a lot and helped plenty. I appreciate every video you put out.
I have depression and anxiety in quarantine, cuz Im gonna go to college next year and I'm doing a major in biology. Studying has been stressful, but ash's vids have been really helpful, they are just funny and entertaining, and I really like watching them. I really needed this vid cuz it helped a lot with my mental health issues. Thank you ash, for keeping us all entertained in 2020. Love ya mom, take care ❤️
Good luck! Don't do what I did and start skipping classes, that shit is like a drug and it'll fk with your GPA before you realize it, just some friendly advice I wish someone had drilled into me before college lol
As an almost 30 year old, I can honestly say the 20’s aren’t the best years but they’re good, if for nothing more than the fact that the 20’s are all about unlearning everything you’ve ever learned about life and really learning yourself. You figure out every insecurity you’ve ever had was placed on you by someone else, so by the time 30 comes you’re really just living your life for YOU. It’s pretty lit.
@@AshleyIppolito omg imma star crying now... I literally love you and I want you to know that I appreciate the time and the effort you put for us I also know that you lost someone really close to you and I'm sorry for your lost you'll grow from this stronger and honestly I am really proud of you that your still going after all just keep being real to yourself and treat people with kindness - love one of your kids🤍 PS: my English are probably bad and you probably won't see this
Okay but the little message at the beginning about how proud you were of everyone getting through whatever they are going through right now literally made me cry real tears. I didnt realise how much i needed to hear it till you said it. Thank you and I’m proud of you too, we are get past this like the bad bitches we are.
I live in Texas and when the whole thing happened I instantly had the urge to move to Canada. Can we all live in Canada? They have free health care and maple butter and the gays have all their rights there
let's talk about two things here: 1. she's literally our internet mom... deadass 2. the new backround + the new editing format + the realness = perfection am i right??
my piano teacher of 12 years just died yesterday. she was like an adopted grandmother to me, and her entire family is extremely close to mine. so yeah, I could definitely be doing better. been listening to Spring Day on repeat so...
oh sweetie .. oh jeesus I love the optimism or maybe just straight disbelief that it cant get worse..but i assure it does and can...we do wht we can now i guess DX
@@AshleyIppolito Shit! srry resident Gemini here, I often respond with pessimism first so the following interactions are based in some kind realism AND then my other side is more hopeless romantic, i'm trying so hard to be positive XD
i needed this so much and i love how u said u wouldn’t be able to do a podcast but if u did ever make one i’d listen i love podcasts and your voice is so soothing i would definitely listen
online college + a pandemic + a retail job that just had 6 people quit= garbage mental health, so i felt this edit: oh yeah also my grandpa died a couple months ago so there’s that too
Ayeee I'm so happy to see you posted today since it's my 20th birthday. This is a present for me on it's own😊❤ Also, I hope you are doing better and keep your head up.❤
Ashley you’re literally my comfort TH-camr and you just make me feel so safe omg! I just really wish I could give you this the same in return so just know you’re amazing and if you ever EVER feel down know I’m always here for you -I’m so cring but fr fr-
0:00 How are all my children doing today? Terrible? YES but its ok, because we're crackheads that make jokes about our collective mental health in decline
NEEDED THIS!! a good talk. the grieving part hit me differently since i go through some sort of grieving of my past cisgender self (found out I'm a trans girl just a few days ago). you said "life is completely different now" and I realized that I just changed... woah. So much things are making sense now. Thank you ❤️
one thing that rlly annoys me is seeing people on my instagram feed going out with friends in public??? baby... i havent seen ANYONE since we we're thrown into lockdown. it is *still not safe out there* what are yall doingggg
I think we need this kind of videos sometimes, where you can find people that struggle with the same stuff, and learn that we have to be patient and kind. Somebody says that we need to treat and talk to ourselves like how we do with a friend that has a bad time. In that case, we're soft and understanding. Maybe we should try this more often.
During 2020: my job closed for 6 months, then 2 months after going back to my job I got fired, then that night I was sexually assaulted by a friend of a mutual friend. My parents blamed me because we were all drinking and apparently I asked for it. Knowing my parents blamed me made me attempt suicide. I moved out of my house for a short amount of time and I lived with my best friend. Therapy didn’t help me for shit. Now fast forward a few months I got a new job I love and made so many new friends
As an only child, you are like a big sister to me💖 i didnt know i needed this pep talk, thanks to you things feel better now :)) (greetings from Germany)
I've been pushing myself way too hard physically, mentally, and emotionally, and today was the breaking point for that but this is so therapeutic to watch. Thank you so much for making this video.
WHY DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THE EXISTENCE OF THIS CHANNEL OMGGGG ok I gotta binge-watch all the videos on here rn bc I have already gone through all the videos on "ur internet mom ash" and "reacts by ash" at this point at least twice lol
I am struggling with A LOT of things. Some stuff personal, educational, religious, family and friends, and just all in all myself. My mental health has never been worse and I am so scared to go back to dark bottom where I couldn’t get out. I use to suffer a lot younger and I only made it through because of a few things I was sure of and now those few things I was so sure of are shaking these times. I am losing a lot right now. I keep losing. But I have been watching your vids since your reactions in your room with your tapestry background and just stuck with you until now. I never really comment a lot. But this video helped me through a lot tonight. I felt so lost and tired. But some of these comments and your words helped me through. Your really did that! It takes a lot to get me back up and you kinda did that with just a vid and some advice that I knew but really needed to hear. THANK YOU AND I MAY NOT KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU FOW WHAT YOUVE DONE AND WHAT YOUVE BEEN DOING AND I HOPE YOU GET BETTER AND BETTER UNTIL YOU GET YOUR DREAMS AND YOUR LIFE WILL BE IN YOUR OWN HANDS WHERE YOU CAN LEARN AND GROW BEAUTIFULLY!🧡🧡 (long rant but I really did appreciate this. Thank you. Will always look forward to your vids💙)
Rewatching this channel and your video is just so much fun to watch it. But now this!? You know what?, I stans. That's it. Hehehe. You look good and cute. Keep up the good work Ashley! Love u. 💖
also y'all, don't underestimate the power of sleep for your mental health. there's apparently a scientific term for when you have no time during the day for yourself (with work, school etc) so you stay up late every night trying to basically reclaim that time, but you end up exhausting yourself and making your mental health worse. so sleep!! (this is @ myself too) when i force myself to sleep at 11 or so instead of staying up i end up feeling so much better its insane
Our girl gained 15 pounds? She's a whole ass 15 pounds more powerful? As if she wasn't already intimidating enough. Bye 💀 Is she trying to become the first woman president?
(commenting as i'm watching so i'm not done) BUT SO TRUE. i'm paying thousands of dollars as a photography student. we had a lighting studio at school, but with covid... we had to buy our own lights and have a "DIY studio" and i just KNOW not everyone had the budget or space in their homes to do that :-/ my professor did the best he could, but it has not been the move to say the least
I understand you with the quarantine. I have diabetes so I have more risk of dying of corona so I don't leave the house. Maybe just for a walk but I don't see my friends or anything like that. People in my country (Argentina) are going out seeing family, friends, going to bars or partys and I feel really stupid for staying home. My best friends get me tho so I am lucky❤️✨ Love you ash we are here for you always Pd: excuse my english my main language is spanish hehe
See that's the thing, and I hope that it helps someone out, this is not wasted time. I hate when I hear people say "ugh 2020 was such a waste, let's forget about it and start again this new year". That's not how life really works. I'm genuinely an optimistic person even though I struggle a lot with mental health and specifically with thinking that I'm wasting my days away doing nothing or not enjoying life the way "I'm supposed to", and something I've been trying to do this whole past year is not considering this time wasted or erasable. Life happens even if you feel like you're doing nothing. Through the mere act of waking up and doing something with your day, even if you're inside all the time, you're still living, and I know that the difficult part is the piling on of tough times and helplessness but you gotta see it for the way it is. And that's living. You can not like the way it is obviously but it's not wasted time. And with that I'm really a practical person so I just KNOW for a fact that things are gonna change and that things will get better because it's just the way it is. This thought is what helped me to go into therapy when I was 15 and now I'm 19 and still not giving up and stronger than ever. I know it's hard but maybe for just a few days try and change your perspective and see how you like and if you feel better. Be there for the people you love and rely on them for comfort because that's what really gets us through rough times like this. Hang on and see that things will be better. Take care y'all
hi Ashley! I'm kinda late for this video but I just wanna thank you for your words, it was really good to listen to you, a lot of what you said spoke directly to me, and I think I was in need of this, thank you again, hope you're doing good ♡
I think a video on editing would really inspire me to start a TH-cam channel, I really like Ashley’s editing style and I haven’t started my own channel yet but I just feel scared that someone I know might see it and feel some kind of way about me and for a long time I really wanted to do I think I just might...
"I am so proud of you for being here today. And getting through whatever you're getting through." Well, not even 2 minutes into the video and I'm a mess, didn't sign up for pain but sure ok cool cool cool cool
This brought me so much comfort you have no idea! My mom passed away in June last year and I have been through the same thing that you said where I have accepted it but I get reminders and get sad again. Also I got laid off in February this year and at 24 years old you're like 'well now what?!' When you said that in your 20's you can be doing so many different things with your life I shouted THANK YOU to my ceiling cause that is what I've been feeling lately and it made me cry a little! So thank you for making this video and I hope you have more mental knot videos. Love you Ashely!!
The "being overwhelmed by normal day to day tasks again" is so real. I went to Walmart for the first time in months because I forgot something on my pickup order and I literally had to leave asap, I was so freaked out by a stupid grocery store
can relate so much it’s definitely an adjustment trying to go back to normal life when you feel so nervous doing everyday stuff u used to do with no problem
Hi Ashley plz notice me ❤ U are an amazing person and u are always spreading positivity and making us feel better, i live in lebanon and things are really hard right here rn lol so i just wanted to thank you, have a great dayyyy 💚🧡🧡💙💜💙💛❤💛💙
Honestly 2020 for me was one of my best years tbh...ik corona was a bs but the rest was very very good to me at least.... so yeah but however what was bad is how instagram/twitter fans/people are so careless/mindless or very rude for no damn reason...also the fact that people in general r so......careless about the virus as well like...wth it's not gone and no one cares anymore like.... 1 more good thing about this whole time tho is as much as I lost alot of friends or I removeds alot of my "friends" ... it got lonely but its healthier but I guess I'm too lonely I guess so yeahh but it's better for sure
ashleyyyyy, i was just out for a walk having a breakdown over everything going on in my life and i was thinking "lowkey want to make a video and just talk about it all" and then i come home to THIS, yup we needed this today
so much mental stuff it breaks my heart others go through it. nobody deserves that.
we did need this. she is such a godsend.
Caitlin omg I found you here!!!
okay but you should still do it bc I will watch the second you post it
@@AshleyIppolito Same
@@AshleyIppolito i agree!! i love u both so much!!
the way i get so happy when my internet mom posts
me too :' )
Sameee
The way we all do✨
@@AshleyIppolito PLEASEE react Bebe Rexha's new album Better Mistakes
hi babes! I hope you enjoy this episode of Mental Knot! I know this is bit more chill than usual but I wanted it to feel like we were just hanging out! Timestamps below of questions/topics:
2:38 - updates with me
4:50 - school & not knowing what to do with your life
8:41 - how to stop feeling questioning friends/ feeling like everyone hates you
10:24 - things are good, but I'm still sad
11:31 - nervous about the future
13:41 - loving yourself
17:09 - relaxing and how to enjoy it
18:10 - motivation/ taking care of creatives
23:48 - covid is taking away too many good years
27:04 - grocery store guy update LMAO
28: 45 - making dreams a reality
31:26 - starting out
32:58 - animal crossing :' )
ashley you r the best , wish you a very happy life .
I honestly love you so much. This was very needed your so beautiful and relatable! xoxoxoxoxxoxoxox
Hola Ashley my bestie queen amigo bro I'm so excited to see you I love your vlog & your gorgeous channel so I like your playing animal crossing that's so 🆒 yo💪💖💓👏💜💛💙💚👋👌👍✌🎈🎁🔥
a whole timestamp for animal crossing ??? period as it deserves
Thank you for this. Over the months you're becoming my favourite TH-camr (idk what else to call you. Reactor too limited for you. Influencer is a bad word. Maybe just favourite person on TH-cam). Also hilarious. It's meant a lot and helped plenty.
I appreciate every video you put out.
Definitely needed this along with more therapy
same
@@AshleyIppolito U a queeen! thanks for being such a legend
can we talk about how our mum still support us even with her struggles? 😭😭😭😭❤️
we're here to go through this together!
@@AshleyIppolito love you so much, and yes we will 🥺❤️
@@AshleyIppolito U a tru mum lollll
Ashely: How are all my children doing today? Terrible? Same, I understand.
Me: 🥲 She knows me so well
Oh what a mood.
AN ALMOST 40 MINUTE VIDEO IM BEING FED
When God made Ash, he literally went
What kind of personality?
YES.
he said i'm gonna give her a dash of everything with a little extra anxiety to spice it up
@@AshleyIppolito Yes God made you such a unique wonderful ✨spicy✨ goorl! lol! He is a good good father
@@AshleyIppolito Anxiety spiced latte.
2020 was actually the best year for me.. i was depressed for 6 years but soon it will be my 1 year of having no depression 🥺🥺
im so happy for you
@@AshleyIppolito thANK YOU ILY
Yayy!!
Omg 6 years... please I hope I'm not depressed THAT long 😭
:) :) WONDERFUL! SENDING GOOD VIBES! :)
I have depression and anxiety in quarantine, cuz Im gonna go to college next year and I'm doing a major in biology. Studying has been stressful, but ash's vids have been really helpful, they are just funny and entertaining, and I really like watching them. I really needed this vid cuz it helped a lot with my mental health issues. Thank you ash, for keeping us all entertained in 2020. Love ya mom, take care ❤️
love you! you got this :)
Good luck! Don't do what I did and start skipping classes, that shit is like a drug and it'll fk with your GPA before you realize it, just some friendly advice I wish someone had drilled into me before college lol
my mental health has never been better
*guess who just came out of the closet at dinner last night* 😌
im so proud of u:)
Congratulations bb!! 🎊
I'm proud of you!! 🏳️🌈❤️
imso proud of u!!!!!!!!
Congratulations. So proud of you!!!
a new lorde album would literally solve every single one of my problems
bestie chose to speak FACTS!
THAT PART
Well...i guess my problems are going to go on for another year
YEAHHHH
it's coming, this agustus!
As an almost 30 year old, I can honestly say the 20’s aren’t the best years but they’re good, if for nothing more than the fact that the 20’s are all about unlearning everything you’ve ever learned about life and really learning yourself. You figure out every insecurity you’ve ever had was placed on you by someone else, so by the time 30 comes you’re really just living your life for YOU. It’s pretty lit.
Yes! This!
The 100% of truth in this comment, honestly 👏🏽
i really really hope this is true. I’m so over my 20s
Ash uploads a 40 min video
“Finally, some decent fuckin food...”
I literally have no one to talk to thank you for this
here for you
@@AshleyIppolito omg imma star crying now... I literally love you and I want you to know that I appreciate the time and the effort you put for us I also know that you lost someone really close to you and I'm sorry for your lost you'll grow from this stronger and honestly I am really proud of you that your still going after all just keep being real to yourself and treat people with kindness - love one of your kids🤍 PS: my English are probably bad and you probably won't see this
I am getting my snacks and drink ready cause mom decided that its time to have a chat with her children.
the microphone makes me feel like im watching to to a ted talk i love it
Okay but the little message at the beginning about how proud you were of everyone getting through whatever they are going through right now literally made me cry real tears. I didnt realise how much i needed to hear it till you said it. Thank you and I’m proud of you too, we are get past this like the bad bitches we are.
ashley : “i’m so proud of you for being here today”
me : immediately starts crying
Same.
moood
I live in Texas and when the whole thing happened I instantly had the urge to move to Canada. Can we all live in Canada? They have free health care and maple butter and the gays have all their rights there
I’ve been wanting to move to Canada for AWHILE now. I’m also living in Texas and went through that nightmare week
But they’re pretty discriminative to a lot of ethnicities 😭
let's talk about two things here:
1. she's literally our internet mom... deadass
2. the new backround + the new editing format + the realness = perfection
am i right??
You are!!!!
my piano teacher of 12 years just died yesterday. she was like an adopted grandmother to me, and her entire family is extremely close to mine. so yeah, I could definitely be doing better. been listening to Spring Day on repeat so...
I'm so sorry . I hope she rests in peace and your pain lessens soon
oh sweetie .. oh jeesus I love the optimism or maybe just straight disbelief that it cant get worse..but i assure it does and can...we do wht we can now i guess DX
LMAO WE'RE TRYING TO BE POSITIVE
@@AshleyIppolito Shit! srry resident Gemini here, I often respond with pessimism first so the following interactions are based in some kind realism AND then my other side is more hopeless romantic, i'm trying so hard to be positive XD
@@milliashford8148 I'm a leo and I feel that on a PERSONAL LEVEL.
okay but actually i would love for you to start a podcast, i'd listen the SHIT out of it
Me : 😔
Me when ash called me her child: 😊
Same
#Internetmum (
Right love this
omg i was literally rewatching some of your videos, this is perfect timing, chef's kiss
BETTER NOW UR HERE
5:57 thank god i thought i was the only one that gets so much anxiety just from anything related to school
Same !!!! 😂
i needed this so much and i love how u said u wouldn’t be able to do a podcast but if u did ever make one i’d listen i love podcasts and your voice is so soothing i would definitely listen
Can’t wait to have my second birthday in a row in quarantine because the U.K. government can’t get their shit together😍😍😍
UK girlie here too I honestly felt that.
Therapy: expensive, inconvenient, may be effective.
Ashley: free, convenient, always effective
online college + a pandemic + a retail job that just had 6 people quit= garbage mental health, so i felt this
edit: oh yeah also my grandpa died a couple months ago so there’s that too
I hope you are doing well now☺️
I relate so much to the anger part i'm working through it as well. 2020 was a shit show. Thank u for being my support system since 2016! i love u
Not me having a mental breakdown in the middle of the video (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
Ayeee I'm so happy to see you posted today since it's my 20th birthday. This is a present for me on it's own😊❤
Also, I hope you are doing better and keep your head up.❤
omg happy birthday! welcome to your 20s!
Happy birthday love!
Why is this Literally a therapist session!!!
i love how ashley said you can only go up, as if my ass won't just lay on the ground at this point.
Mood
Bitch same
okay but can we have another "reading my sub's dumbest thoughts as children" cause that was so fun 👀
Taylor's little speech about "this is me trying" in the long pond sessions is so validating. I plan on listening to it whenever I need encouragement.
I deleted all of my social media to focus more on bettering myself without the expectations of others. Idk if that makes sense but im trying😂
am i gonna listen to my teacher’s lesson or ashley’s 40 minutes video..? YALL ALREADY KNOW 😌
Ashley you’re literally my comfort TH-camr and you just make me feel so safe omg! I just really wish I could give you this the same in return so just know you’re amazing and if you ever EVER feel down know I’m always here for you -I’m so cring but fr fr-
0:00 How are all my children doing today? Terrible? YES
but its ok, because we're crackheads that make jokes about our collective mental health in decline
I feel exposed
I feel you, Ash.
My mom died August 23rd 2009. And I'm still grieving, I haven't move on yet. Grieve has no time frame IMO.
So... yeah.......
I lost me dad back in 2019, even though it hasnt been long, I feel the same.
I lost my 'friends' in 2020...
same but once we can go and try to make life normal(er) we WILL find amazing people!
"I tend to do this thing called self sabotage" literally me
NEEDED THIS!! a good talk. the grieving part hit me differently since i go through some sort of grieving of my past cisgender self (found out I'm a trans girl just a few days ago). you said "life is completely different now" and I realized that I just changed... woah. So much things are making sense now. Thank you ❤️
CAN U PLEASE START A PODCAST I LOVED THIS WHOLE GIRLIES SUPPORTING GIRLIES VIBE
you should make a podcast where you talk about this. I would listen to it everyday!
i only now found out that this series is called MENTAL knot. my dumbass always read it as METAL knot & was hella confused haha
one thing that rlly annoys me is seeing people on my instagram feed going out with friends in public??? baby... i havent seen ANYONE since we we're thrown into lockdown. it is *still not safe out there* what are yall doingggg
I think we need this kind of videos sometimes, where you can find people that struggle with the same stuff, and learn that we have to be patient and kind. Somebody says that we need to treat and talk to ourselves like how we do with a friend that has a bad time. In that case, we're soft and understanding. Maybe we should try this more often.
During 2020: my job closed for 6 months, then 2 months after going back to my job I got fired, then that night I was sexually assaulted by a friend of a mutual friend. My parents blamed me because we were all drinking and apparently I asked for it. Knowing my parents blamed me made me attempt suicide. I moved out of my house for a short amount of time and I lived with my best friend. Therapy didn’t help me for shit.
Now fast forward a few months I got a new job I love and made so many new friends
that's amazing that you're doing good now :) i wish you a clear road ahead
@@choerryluv_ thank uou so much. I’ve been a lot better since this comment was posted
Without even watching one second. Thank you for this video. I needed this NOW
Sorry for being a nerd, but to quote Vision from WandaVision: “But what is grief, if not love persevering?”
Damn not me crying cuz my internet mom cares more about my mental health more than my actual mom does🙂
As an only child, you are like a big sister to me💖 i didnt know i needed this pep talk, thanks to you things feel better now :)) (greetings from Germany)
THE AMAZING WORLD OF GUMBALL IS TOP NOTCH TELEVISION
Periodt. Cartoon network is just that channel.
I've been pushing myself way too hard physically, mentally, and emotionally, and today was the breaking point for that but this is so therapeutic to watch. Thank you so much for making this video.
WHY DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THE EXISTENCE OF THIS CHANNEL OMGGGG
ok I gotta binge-watch all the videos on here rn bc I have already gone through all the videos on "ur internet mom ash" and "reacts by ash" at this point at least twice lol
This is why I pay my internet service
I am struggling with A LOT of things. Some stuff personal, educational, religious, family and friends, and just all in all myself. My mental health has never been worse and I am so scared to go back to dark bottom where I couldn’t get out. I use to suffer a lot younger and I only made it through because of a few things I was sure of and now those few things I was so sure of are shaking these times. I am losing a lot right now. I keep losing. But I have been watching your vids since your reactions in your room with your tapestry background and just stuck with you until now. I never really comment a lot. But this video helped me through a lot tonight. I felt so lost and tired. But some of these comments and your words helped me through. Your really did that! It takes a lot to get me back up and you kinda did that with just a vid and some advice that I knew but really needed to hear. THANK YOU AND I MAY NOT KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU FOW WHAT YOUVE DONE AND WHAT YOUVE BEEN DOING AND I HOPE YOU GET BETTER AND BETTER UNTIL YOU GET YOUR DREAMS AND YOUR LIFE WILL BE IN YOUR OWN HANDS WHERE YOU CAN LEARN AND GROW BEAUTIFULLY!🧡🧡 (long rant but I really did appreciate this. Thank you. Will always look forward to your vids💙)
Rewatching this channel and your video is just so much fun to watch it. But now this!? You know what?, I stans. That's it. Hehehe. You look good and cute. Keep up the good work Ashley! Love u. 💖
also y'all, don't underestimate the power of sleep for your mental health. there's apparently a scientific term for when you have no time during the day for yourself (with work, school etc) so you stay up late every night trying to basically reclaim that time, but you end up exhausting yourself and making your mental health worse. so sleep!! (this is @ myself too) when i force myself to sleep at 11 or so instead of staying up i end up feeling so much better its insane
wow i'm early wtf
Watching this video in September when everyone back in March thought that things couldn't possibly get worse in Texas.
This video feels like a big sister giving us all their wisdom, and I really appreciate it xx
Our girl gained 15 pounds?
She's a whole ass 15 pounds more powerful?
As if she wasn't already intimidating enough. Bye 💀
Is she trying to become the first woman president?
I realized I need therapy while watching this vid-👁🐽👁
(commenting as i'm watching so i'm not done) BUT SO TRUE. i'm paying thousands of dollars as a photography student. we had a lighting studio at school, but with covid... we had to buy our own lights and have a "DIY studio" and i just KNOW not everyone had the budget or space in their homes to do that :-/ my professor did the best he could, but it has not been the move to say the least
I love this video so much. Knowing that I’m not the only one having a hard time comforts me in a way. Thank you for being so honest with us 🤍
I understand you with the quarantine. I have diabetes so I have more risk of dying of corona so I don't leave the house. Maybe just for a walk but I don't see my friends or anything like that. People in my country (Argentina) are going out seeing family, friends, going to bars or partys and I feel really stupid for staying home.
My best friends get me tho so I am lucky❤️✨
Love you ash we are here for you always
Pd: excuse my english my main language is spanish hehe
See that's the thing, and I hope that it helps someone out, this is not wasted time. I hate when I hear people say "ugh 2020 was such a waste, let's forget about it and start again this new year". That's not how life really works. I'm genuinely an optimistic person even though I struggle a lot with mental health and specifically with thinking that I'm wasting my days away doing nothing or not enjoying life the way "I'm supposed to", and something I've been trying to do this whole past year is not considering this time wasted or erasable. Life happens even if you feel like you're doing nothing. Through the mere act of waking up and doing something with your day, even if you're inside all the time, you're still living, and I know that the difficult part is the piling on of tough times and helplessness but you gotta see it for the way it is. And that's living. You can not like the way it is obviously but it's not wasted time. And with that I'm really a practical person so I just KNOW for a fact that things are gonna change and that things will get better because it's just the way it is. This thought is what helped me to go into therapy when I was 15 and now I'm 19 and still not giving up and stronger than ever.
I know it's hard but maybe for just a few days try and change your perspective and see how you like and if you feel better. Be there for the people you love and rely on them for comfort because that's what really gets us through rough times like this. Hang on and see that things will be better. Take care y'all
Just... 👏👏👏
@@ley8186 thank you! ☺️
hi Ashley! I'm kinda late for this video but I just wanna thank you for your words, it was really good to listen to you, a lot of what you said spoke directly to me, and I think I was in need of this, thank you again, hope you're doing good ♡
22:24 gurl...
I've watched all seasons of Total Drama. It's the best cartoon ever and Courtney is iconic queen
Me 2 on the Gumball stuff (I couldn’t find the time stamp so)
I never relate so much on a TH-camr except u.
i really needed this right now, especially since i literally just finished an english exam, my brain is BURNED out.
I think a video on editing would really inspire me to start a TH-cam channel, I really like Ashley’s editing style and I haven’t started my own channel yet but I just feel scared that someone I know might see it and feel some kind of way about me and for a long time I really wanted to do I think I just might...
LIVING FOR THE NEW CONTENT, WE LOVE YOU, INTERNET MOM 🤍❤️
when can we become besties and cry about our poor emotional state together,,,now?
omg i see this in my recommended after an hour long crying shower it was fate
my grandpa passed away too just a week ago i just came back from the funeral and re watched this ilysm
this was much needed. love you ash, take care of yourself.
who thinks ashley should make podcast? just me?👀👀
"I am so proud of you for being here today. And getting through whatever you're getting through." Well, not even 2 minutes into the video and I'm a mess, didn't sign up for pain but sure ok cool cool cool cool
i need you to start making podcasts, i could listen to you talking for hours lol
Hey Ash! My grandma died last december, so everything you are saying resonates with me. Let's be strong and live as happily as we can for them❤
love you babe. sending positive energy to you
you know youre not good when you watch this kind of video and end up crying. when you was supposed to be doing homework. love u ashley.
clicked as fasttttttt as i could 😩✋🏻
Really needed this, but👀 I als need the Billie Eillish the world is a little blurry doc. Please??🙏🙏🥺
Honestly the lack of love from my mother is filled by Ashley. Lol that's sad out loud.
That is Sad. My mum doesnt understand me due to her psychosis so it feels like that with me too.
This brought me so much comfort you have no idea! My mom passed away in June last year and I have been through the same thing that you said where I have accepted it but I get reminders and get sad again. Also I got laid off in February this year and at 24 years old you're like 'well now what?!' When you said that in your 20's you can be doing so many different things with your life I shouted THANK YOU to my ceiling cause that is what I've been feeling lately and it made me cry a little! So thank you for making this video and I hope you have more mental knot videos. Love you Ashely!!
The "being overwhelmed by normal day to day tasks again" is so real. I went to Walmart for the first time in months because I forgot something on my pickup order and I literally had to leave asap, I was so freaked out by a stupid grocery store
can relate so much it’s definitely an adjustment trying to go back to normal life when you feel so nervous doing everyday stuff u used to do with no problem
I want you to find a boyfriend more than I want myself to find a boyfriend. You just deserve it
Me living in texas... going through it to say the LEAST 🤠
Hi Ashley plz notice me ❤
U are an amazing person and u are always spreading positivity and making us feel better, i live in lebanon and things are really hard right here rn lol so i just wanted to thank you, have a great dayyyy 💚🧡🧡💙💜💙💛❤💛💙
love you more! we're here for each other and I think that's great :' )
thank you for this video! its really nice 💕😭
A video on editing would actually be amazing
Honestly 2020 for me was one of my best years tbh...ik corona was a bs but the rest was very very good to me at least.... so yeah but however what was bad is how instagram/twitter fans/people are so careless/mindless or very rude for no damn reason...also the fact that people in general r so......careless about the virus as well like...wth it's not gone and no one cares anymore like.... 1 more good thing about this whole time tho is as much as I lost alot of friends or I removeds alot of my "friends" ... it got lonely but its healthier but I guess I'm too lonely I guess so yeahh but it's better for sure
omg why did this make me cry, ashley this is not it !!!!!!!