I’m 12, just lost my dad 2 days ago. I hate the fact that most of the time I can’t even cry. This song weirdly gives me comfort when I need to zone out. I miss you pa
hey, I'm so sorry for your loss. i hope your father is in a better place and that you and your family are coping through such rough time, someone's passing can be hard to get through, and I'm terribly sorry for you, please take care of yourself during this time
i miss you dad its been 8 years i miss you and the laughter you gave me i miss the little trips you used to take us down the road, I would do anything to have another chat with you or just to say good night i would r.i.p
every single time i heat this song i know that my dad is in louisiana working so he could buy me stuff, but i dont even listen to anyone i dont do my work in school im failing, but i love the fact that he is still out there working his life out for me.
im sorry dad you dont know who i am anymore i dont know who i am either it wasnt supposed to be like this i know you believed in me i know you are disappointed theres so much left unsaid so much i have to tell you but i cant so i’ll sleep it away goodnight dad i love you
@@asparagus200 If there ever was a time when someone knew EVERYTHING - then surely they would also know what the RIGHT THING TO DO is. So learn, keep learning so that one day someone may do the right thing.
Ive been alone for 1.5 years. At firsr it felt like you cant go through anymore, felt like you are being driven insane by your own mind. After a while you start getting comfortable with yourself and dont require socializing much anymore. You are satisfied by yourself and are complete with yourself. You dont mind losing anyone except your family if you have any at all. Not to say its a very healthy mindset but it is what it is.
I lost my dad. Hes still alive but hes rotted to the core. We can never return to the innocence of a simple goodnight and I think that will haunt me for the rest of my days. The man I have become will never exist to him. Only the shell of a scared child. I wish I could still share the sentiment of the title but I cant so instead to everyone else, especially anyone who needs to hear it. I'm proud of you. You're here today. Even though its tough you're here. Im so so proud of you. Make sure to have a snack, drink a little water, it'll be okay. Make sure to get plenty cozy tonight so you'll have good dreams. Goodnight. I love you.
I'm really sorry to know that, but even if he's still alive please try to spend as much time as possible!! make a memory before he passes away at some point, even though he's just rotting to the core, just let him know that you'll always love him regardless of anything at all
@@onedyingstar While I deeply appreciate the sentiment he is unfortunately serving a sentence related to pedophillic crimes. Which is personally not something ai can forgive as well as other things he has out both me and my sister through. I simply grieve the loss of innocence that used to exist in our relationship.
this probably will sound cheesy as HELL but, please spend as much of your time as possible with your dad, if you’re comfortable doing so also give him as many hugs you can daily, and just tell him how much you appreciate and love him. my dad died almost a year ago and i just wish could go back in time and do that, even though my dad never did it for me and i guess it’d be safe to say he never cared about me being his child. but i still love and miss my dad, and i miss and grieve the dad i could’ve gotten. so yeah, please take care of your dad :) (apologies if this makes you uncomfortable btw, it’s not really meant as a vent but it could come off as one lmao)
Every so often ill come back to this song only to cry to it on repeat because of the fact rhat i know my dad is going to die soon with him being older now but im no where near ready to let him go im still his daughter and i still need him im still his little girl that would ask him to buy me toys everytime we went to walmart hes still my dad no matter how old i get i hate knowinf im gonna be 15 soon and ill never ever be 5 again hes been my only sense of comfort with my own mom abandoning me ill feel so empty with my dad being gone and no relationship i ever have with a guy will ever make me feel better i love my dad so much Goodnight dad i love you
I lost my dad in 2016, it's been so long since and I don't remember his voice and his look in my head is fading. I miss him so much every day, he was a great dad and husband to my mom, great friend of his and very hardworking man. My mom used to tell me that "the good people go to heaven early, so the bad people can stay here and suffer". I miss you dad, goodnight
In 2008, my childhood was a dream come true. I grew up in a home filled with love and joy, thanks to my dad, who did everything possible to ensure I lacked nothing. I remember with nostalgia those sunny days at the park when he would push me on the swing, and we would laugh out loud. We were inseparable. My dad was my hero, always ready to listen to my stories and teach me new things. One fateful day, everything changed. A tragic accident took my dad away suddenly. The news hit our family with an indescribable force. In an instant, I had to face a reality without the presence of my beloved dad. The void his departure left was immense, a wound that time could not completely heal. Despite the pain, I never forgot the happy moments we shared. I remember how he taught me to ride a bike, how we celebrated my first goal in the soccer team together, and how he hugged me tightly every night before bed. Those memories became my refuge, a place I would go to whenever the sadness became unbearable. As the years passed, I grew up and became a man, carrying with me the love and lessons from my dad. Although his absence was always a constant pain, it was also a source of inspiration to keep going. In every achievement, in every moment of happiness, I felt his presence, like a star that always shone in my heart. Thus, through tears and smiles, I remember with affection the man who gave me everything to ensure I had a happy childhood. Although life changed drastically, the legacy of love and dedication from my dad lives on in every step I take.
It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️
Less than a week ago my dads funeral was held, He was born from the other side of europe where ive been brought up so I had to understand a language I havent spoken since I was 8. I could barely understand what the person who was speaking on my dads behalf was saying until I heard the words “He was kinder than he would’ve thought” and it broke me A month ago was my dads death and I was unable to accept the word death properly, I think its a joke to other people when you say you dont really understand their dead till your truly remind them, and not reminding them by just telling them “their dead” but as in their truly gone I was making jokes to my friends about his death as thats the most I could really do out of this situation but when I was told that one line at that funeral I cant stop thinking about this He was a fucker for alcohol he wasnt an alcoholic for all my life but all ive remembered him as is being one Yet somehow no matter how many times he broke and got angry with a bottle of vodka and was suppose to make me fear from him I never did. I still somehow smiled and felt safe in his arms and he was a good man he would do everything to me and he did give me everything I asked for Iremember the last week I saw him I asked him why he smoked, “it was something that was seen a cool and his friends were doing when he was 12”(eastern europe thats y their so underaged) I then asked him why he started drinking and he begged for me to never try it, he would quit, I know he would but hes ruined everything now and why would he build himself back up, thats what I’d do aswell He was the best, Thank you and Goodnight dad I love you
This song reminds me of VHS tapes of when I was little, on Christmas morning with my family happy and united. I miss the dad you once were papa. I wish you’d just chose me over the drugs and alcohol❤ goodnight daddy, I love you.
Coming home from work, seeing my dad asleep in my late mother's room then this just plays in my head thinking how much pain it would've been losing your wife of 30 years.
every fucking time i see OR listen to a song like this. it makes me regret everything i have done with my father. i never say i love you to him. i never even show it. im too scared to tell him how much i truely love him. it would be too awkward. i still have my dad. i am greatful for it. - cried here while writing 😂😂 sometimes i may be mad at my father. but deep down i truely love him. even with my mom. i love them both. i just dont want them to be gone. i hope that day never comes.
If I knew that was the last time I’d hold her in my arms, embracing the love we had for eachother, I would’ve held her tighter, oh god please just let me kiss her 1 more time, 1 more hug, 1 more I love you, just let me hold her 1 more time…
If I had known my father would leave so soon, I would have always appreciated his presence and enjoyed every second with him. I sometimes resent his presence. But now that he's gone, one by one the memories I spent with him pop up in my head and now I realize I can't make any more beautiful memories with him forever. I always remember his smile and laughter! Now I regret that sometimes I hated his presence and push him away. "sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory" Remember, that regrets always come at the end... I miss you and im sorry.. Goodnight dad i love you...
Although this song reminds most people of their father, for me, it has a different effect. I remember my first girlfriend, my first great love, to whom I gave my all. This song deeply reminds me of a moment I feel I’ll never forget: our first trip together. We went to the beach, and when night fell, we decided to have a nighttime picnic, just the two of us, in the middle of the darkness. I remember the absolute silence, broken only by the sound of the wind, the waves, and her beautiful voice. We stayed together all night, looking at the sky and at each other; her eyes reflected the stars in such a dazzling way. I hold that memory very close to my heart. It’s a shame things ended the way they did. I miss her.
I have so much crap I don’t understand and I don’t address after all these years that no words I can say to you can compensate the time lost and the ways I made you feel. I don’t feel Im worthy of real love dad. I don’t understand that you have loved me so hard and you went through so much to help me get an opportunity to experience life like a normal person. And its so unfortunate that the anger I had towards you, it actually originated from a unfortunate thing that happened to me. And it was nothing you could have prevented because you wouldn’t think family would do anything like that to me so early in my life. I feel you did so many things right but they didn’t register within me; the guidance, the love the lessons and all that you nurtured me with. It all went so wrong and I dont hate you at all dad. But it’s taken a toll on you and seeing you become ill as the aftermath of making so much happen for me. Sleepless nights. Worries, questioning the horror I had made into my life. Feeling anxious all times from the constant danger I carelessly placed myself in. Dad, I am finding myself and I just want you to smile at the times we made silly memories where I was still your little girl who was so happy.
Even though I work with him now, there's this barrier, an emotional disconnect, that separates me and my dad. Every drive to and from work is filled with the quiet of his music. Hardly any conversation had, if any at all. It's hard for me to talk to him because of how little he's there for me. He never really cared for me and my brother. He never really wanted us. He's just a phantom to me, a presence that I vaguely recognize. A bother at other times. But he's supposed to be my dad, right? Even though he hates my guts, and disagrees with my very existence, he's my dad. I wish I could still say goodnight and mean it. I wish he was there more. I wish he could listen and understand. I wish that he could be a dad.
@@NatNpt for about 10 seconds i thought you were calling me autistic and then i remembered what 'tysm' actually meant (Yes, i am autistic) but youre welcome bud :))
It is caused because perhaps when you were little he did not pay attention to you and what you wanted most was his affection. You felt and experienced rejection from him and now that he tries to give you affection you feel uncomfortable since it is new for you to have his affection and attention.
I pushed my dad out of my life completely. He wasn't a good person, not a good dad. I still just wish he was. I craved the small moments when he was my dad. nothing can replace that feeling. nothing felt like it.
Sep/17/24 Im 15 my dad killed himself not too long ago in August.I’ve felt like a part of me has been missing ever since.I wish I could turn time back and that I could’ve realized how he was feeling but now all I can do is realize how much im just like him. This song has been one of the only things helping me stay relaxed throughout all of this. I love you dad I hope you’re at peace now wherever you are I can never be mad at you for this.
Every time i hear this song, i always think about what would happen if my dad died and i never said goodbye? Ive always had this thought due to me always having to deal with way too much anxiety, but when i hear this song, i worry about what'll happen tomorrow.
I can’t look at you the same way after all the yelling and pain I felt guilty I felt like I was the one making the mistake That little girl, the one so distant and forgotten the one that wishes to be held and loved too she is the one that says sorry She’s the one that says Goodnight dad I love you.
Yall are lucky u got dad's,I was born without one so I'm sitting on my bed looking at Imagining my dad was there deep down though I wish I was here with him and give him the attention I never got I gust wanna be with him someday and if I find him
You know it's not nice to compare your life experiences with other people my dad died and ik you never had one but it's better than having an abusive one or a drunkard that left your family. Honestly I'm not trying to be rude to you but please be more considerate of others who also have daddy issues
last year on Christmas was just torture,it was lonely without my dad, just opening gifts. I didn’t even feel like there was anything filled with warmth inside them, my dad would fill the boxes with warmth, even if there wasn’t anything in them, I wouldn’t even care if I didn’t get any gifts, I would just want to hug him, and do stuff with him, I didn’t want him to leave, I should have said good night every night, thank u dad for all the gifts, I bet u were the one stealing Santa’s cookies, the one who wrapped the tree with toilet paper, and put the elf in funny places, I remember laughing so hard, I remember when u taught me how to fish how to drive a go cart, how to mow lawn when not even must adults knew how too, I miss you.
I recently lost my dad. everytime i see this title i bawl my eyes out i wish i could say good night dad or good morning more than anything now its hurts so bad.
for some reason this song kinda shows a deep meaning to me, but except the dad part(love my dad obv) to me this song is like showing nostalgia through childhood,played with toys, played on my ps3, watched my favorite shows back then, had fun on roblox during 2016-2017, gone outside & went happily shopping with my family. but it also showed that i made other ppl yell at me,cried,mad at me & gave them karma without even intending to. rn its december 23 2023, this year got really worst for me(possibly for anyone i know) & yet i still get blamed for anything. ig no matter where i exist its still always gonna be my fault. it really sucks being like this(especially being the reason karma exists around other ppl & other places) i didn’t mean to hurt nor annoy other people.i wanted to fit in with society. but i still messed up really bad, im sorry for existing :(
This is how some of us feel on a daily basis. Not the feeling, but the noise itself. I have a father. I don't tell him goodnight. He didn't try to be better until I left. He doesn't get any credit. Life is odd. Paradoxical even. But it'll get better. Just don't prematurely end it because you feel like a burden. You're far from a burden. You are worth it.
I lost my dad about 2 months ago, he called me and at the end of the call he said “I love you” I think my biggest regret was not telling him I love you back, and that was our last call we had before he passed. I love you dad, sleep well ❤️
my mother and father went through a divorce, and I don't feel sad that my mother and father arent together anymore. It affects my siblings but I'm the eldest, so it has minimal effect on me. However, I witness my dad being a father to me and all my siblings for the past 22 years, and he was an outstanding father. This song makes me visualize him in the small apartment he owns now, staring out the window in agony of his mistakes as a husband; being punished as a father. This truly feels like the curse of the eldest, bearing witness to the family's story from the beginning.
The song played in a random playlist i was listening to and it reminds me of ofc my dad lol I find it really comforting I love my dad so much. I appreciate him snd everything he has done. I love my dad. I want him to know that but whenever i try i always get choked up and cant speak so im planning to write and make something for him !! I hope he gets a good nights rest.
Hey folks, if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, get something of there chest or just wants a conversation with a stranger let me know, life can be very hard a lonely but try keep that head up, keep doing you brothers and sister❤️
no cuz i have been cheering people up and i always forget about myself, there are times when i overthink my life and my existence to the point that i can't even look in the mirror, i stopped crying regarding anything whatsoever and i literally hate that, i hate myself i can't cry anymore, i can't feel anything inside of me, but that sense of misery and regret, i have always been wrong, wrong about everything, i apologized to family for who i am, i apologized to my friends because i know they deserve someone better than i am, i apologized to everyone out there because i have never acted normal, i can never be the normal, smart, pretty girl they could ask for, im so fucking embarrassing and violent i can't even comprehend, i think people might be better off without me, who knows?
@@onedyingstar hey man, how have you been past few weeks? Im sorry to heat what your going through and im Sorry you feel like that it isnt the best of situations to be in, im like you i always prioritise others happiness before mines so i know how you feel so your not alone with your feelings, you seem a very caring person and there is not alot of people like you out there, hope your doing okay
There was a point in time where i stopped being his little boy and became his son instead. He was my dad. But now hes just a father. We used to know each other like the sun knew the sky, but now its like we've never talked at all. I wish i could tell you i love you, but you love the me that i no longer am. But to that father in you that still cares, goodnight, dad, i love you.
Man,so relatable same thing,im just weeping right now,why wasn't i saying it when i was small,now he won't understand,and i just cant,i want to say goodnight to him,but it will mean nothing,i cant express to him how i love him in a way that he will understand,i miss childhood,i miss that opportunities,i hate myself for things i havent done
My dad wasn't perfect by any means, sometimes he wasn't even really a good person, but he always tried his damned best for us. He loved us, so very much. I wish I was a better person and a better son to him. I wish we could start over. I shouldn't have taken any of it for granted. I love you dad. I'm so sorry for everything.
Haven’t lost my dad, not yet at least I see him a lot, but I know he has a quick fuse and he isn’t in the best mental state. I know any day could be his last, any breath he takes could be his finale one. I just wish he and my mom weren’t so sad and miserable, maybe I wouldn’t worry about losing them every time they get too upset. The reason for that is, my mom had another breakdown just a few days ago, they’re not frequent but they are occasional. She worries me. My dad worries me too, his temper has always been a problem. That’s what bothers me, when he has his little temper tantrums because he can’t accept the fact he’s divorced. Him and my mom are divorced, yet, they’ve chosen to hang out and stay friends. Apparently he can’t handle being alone. He always gets mad and takes it out on the people and things around him. I still love him though, he’s still not a horrible guy
its getting progressivly worse,all the things i found enjoyement in are starting to not make me feel anything,i keep losing interest in everything,if this goes on for too long my life might just get so depressing ill straight on lay on the bed for hours without doing anything. My life is getting more repetetive with each day and im really starting to wonder if anything can even put me out of this misery anymore,what is even happening with me? why do i have so much fucking mental problems? depression,anixiety,hallucination,paranoia,and possible memory loss. Im feeling awfull.
The title makes me think of my dad and how funny and sweet he was. I think of him in my lowest moments I miss him I wish he was back with me He was like a guardian angel, I miss him more than ever, I wish he was at the house Now he was really fun and cool he fixed things and took me to places, I miss you dad.
this is the most alone ie ever felt, I miss her so much to the point it hurts my chest at I feel the bile in the back of my throat, she was everything to me but on some random day she decided she wasn't good enough for me and left me, if only she knew how much I suffered for her if only
I was thoughtful about my father's estrangement about this just four hours ago. Two hours ago I ended up in a massive blowup with my mother where she made it clear she hates my guts and wants me gone from her life. And just like that, aside from my wife, I have no family anymore. But hey, at least I have the one person who will always have my back and I hers. This tune can be somber and morose, but it can also be bittersweet in its optimism.
I always come here when i feel like im worthless. Always have, it feels like home. Im in a relationship where i feel like im getting nowhere My dad thinks of me as scum, a useless pile of waste, and i just agree with him. I rarely bother anymore, its hardly worth it. Feeling doesnt come easy anymore. Its like a distant memory. I joke about leaving a lot, and i just wonder sometimes if the only purpose of it is to follow through.
me watching those "me when bro" and "that one bro in the friend group" memes knowing damn well i only have 1 friend and i get to talk to him maybe twice a month
3 years ago i had a dad and he was always there to support me we had our up and downs but i love him so much he was also very sick threw out his whole life but he always became better i remember when we share the same bed every night he will tell me goodnight son i love you and i will says goodnight dad i love you too then one day he got sick but i didint think nothing much of it but later on he was getting worse but i knew he will just heal but it got much worse and one day in May 23 he passed away when i first heard the news i didjt know how to react i didint know what to do i wasnt ready for him to leave yet i was onlt 12 this wasnt supposed to happen and it brokee really bad and right now till this day i still think of him i want to be a good dad just like him i never made him proud which i regret and im gonna have to live with the rest of my life but i will always look up to him and for one last time goodnight dad i love you.
My dad was always an unkind and inauspicious man. He’d do anything for me, even at the cost of his health. But i found out he only did it so I’d still he in his life. My sister doesn’t talk to him anymore, and for good reason. All he did was lie, cheat and abuse me and my sister. But i could never bring myself to hate him
My dad is dying recently. Today, we were playing golf together and he said 'you know, i dont have much time left' and it just shattered me. I know it' true, though. He has diabetes, and dying of strokes might as well be a family legacy. He doesnt take care of his blood sugar. And last year he had a dissected carotid artery. And recently his neck has been hurting again where the surgery was. Studies show that people who had that live 5 years probably. I just don't know what i'm going to do, i'm so lost.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you. please try to spend as much time as you can with him, ik I'm just a stranger online but please make the most of it. take care
It might be sad that I used to know that my dad got into a car accident along ago, he never gives up on himself, he has been working alone since 2017 suffering from damages in work.
If you can find you innerchild and unlock him from the box like I did good god, life will be grand but it took 33 years of me trying. My dad I are dudes now, existing but he did the damage but he worked too. I cry from time to time but they are happy tears
goodnight dad, i miss you im sorry i was mad.. im sorry i never said bye. my bio dad isnt what you once were. im so scared and alone trying to remember who you are even though no one remembers you like i did. goodnight dad,I love you.
I’m 12, just lost my dad 2 days ago. I hate the fact that most of the time I can’t even cry. This song weirdly gives me comfort when I need to zone out. I miss you pa
Are you okay bukko? Im here for you
i didnt cry when my dad passed too
hey, I'm so sorry for your loss. i hope your father is in a better place and that you and your family are coping through such rough time, someone's passing can be hard to get through, and I'm terribly sorry for you, please take care of yourself during this time
you alright?
Everything will be alright trust me
Sometimes I make up little stories so I can forget that my life isnt a fairy tail and that I will die unhappy and unfulfilled some day
realest thing i read today
i miss you dad its been 8 years i miss you and the laughter you gave me i miss the little trips you used to take us down the road, I would do anything to have another chat with you or just to say good night i would r.i.p
I don't have a dad, but when I listen to this song, I imagine I do and I'm wishing him goodnight.
Im sorry for you bro i wish i had dad too 😞
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You had one. Maybe he is not with you, but you still loving him. I think that makes him life inside you, and I think that's beautiful.
Think about it like this, he loves you a lot, he's apart of who you are, he's inside of you, he is that happiness you have for, he is your hope
Crying my eyes out rn
How are you doing?
Lol
Real
@@tqrtuf77horrible I wanna end it I just wanna forget everything
@@tqrtuf77I wanna feel something
Deep down I think I'm still that little boy trying to impress his father so that he'd love him.
real
girl..😭
Realist of reals
Real.
aw stop this hits hard
every single time i heat this song i know that my dad is in louisiana working so he could buy me stuff, but i dont even listen to anyone i dont do my work in school im failing, but i love the fact that he is still out there working his life out for me.
The fact I went from „daddy’s girl“ to „daddy issues“ is sad
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im sorry dad
you dont know who i am anymore
i dont know who i am either
it wasnt supposed to be like this
i know you believed in me
i know you are disappointed
theres so much left unsaid
so much i have to tell you
but i cant
so i’ll sleep it away
goodnight dad i love you
This hit like a brick wall dude
Haven't lost my dad
We see each other every week
He's a cool guy !
Luv u dad even tho I never say it haha
Your really lucky you have a dad, I miss mines
I love this song but the title always makes me cry
Same loop continues everyday wake up regretting what i did yesterday. i never be so alone and isolated
when you find a way out let me know.
I wish you well.
@@asparagus200 If there ever was a time when someone knew EVERYTHING - then surely they would also know what the RIGHT THING TO DO is. So learn, keep learning so that one day someone may do the right thing.
Ive been alone for 1.5 years. At firsr it felt like you cant go through anymore, felt like you are being driven insane by your own mind. After a while you start getting comfortable with yourself and dont require socializing much anymore. You are satisfied by yourself and are complete with yourself. You dont mind losing anyone except your family if you have any at all. Not to say its a very healthy mindset but it is what it is.
I lost my dad.
Hes still alive but hes rotted to the core. We can never return to the innocence of a simple goodnight and I think that will haunt me for the rest of my days. The man I have become will never exist to him. Only the shell of a scared child. I wish I could still share the sentiment of the title but I cant so instead to everyone else, especially anyone who needs to hear it. I'm proud of you. You're here today. Even though its tough you're here. Im so so proud of you. Make sure to have a snack, drink a little water, it'll be okay. Make sure to get plenty cozy tonight so you'll have good dreams. Goodnight. I love you.
I'm really sorry to know that, but even if he's still alive please try to spend as much time as possible!! make a memory before he passes away at some point, even though he's just rotting to the core, just let him know that you'll always love him regardless of anything at all
@@onedyingstar While I deeply appreciate the sentiment he is unfortunately serving a sentence related to pedophillic crimes. Which is personally not something ai can forgive as well as other things he has out both me and my sister through. I simply grieve the loss of innocence that used to exist in our relationship.
wait wait whaaaa?? he's charged for pedophilia?? why, what did he do?
I’m sorry to anyone here, life is shitty, hope it gets better for everyone here 🫶🏼
Stay strong, you can make it through this :)
damn you knew
@@mahdireza7332you dont say “damn you knew” you thank them for hoping for you to make it through this.
@@yarely-cd5uv thanks bro my fault
I love my dad
this probably will sound cheesy as HELL but, please spend as much of your time as possible with your dad, if you’re comfortable doing so also give him as many hugs you can daily, and just tell him how much you appreciate and love him. my dad died almost a year ago and i just wish could go back in time and do that, even though my dad never did it for me and i guess it’d be safe to say he never cared about me being his child. but i still love and miss my dad, and i miss and grieve the dad i could’ve gotten. so yeah, please take care of your dad :) (apologies if this makes you uncomfortable btw, it’s not really meant as a vent but it could come off as one lmao)
@@mitskisson i hope you're healing well
@@mitskissontyu for this message
i lost my dad when i was 9, i miss him so much, life is shitty without him. I miss you dad, i still love you❤️
Every so often ill come back to this song only to cry to it on repeat because of the fact rhat i know my dad is going to die soon with him being older now but im no where near ready to let him go im still his daughter and i still need him im still his little girl that would ask him to buy me toys everytime we went to walmart hes still my dad no matter how old i get i hate knowinf im gonna be 15 soon and ill never ever be 5 again hes been my only sense of comfort with my own mom abandoning me ill feel so empty with my dad being gone and no relationship i ever have with a guy will ever make me feel better i love my dad so much
Goodnight dad i love you
OH MY GOD THIS MADE ME CRY MAN WHAG THE FUCK
OH MY GOD THIS MADE ME CRY MAN WHAG THE FUCK
@@ieatglitter828 HELPP I WAS LITERALLT SOBBING LAST NIGHT HAHAHAH SORRYYY
@@z0mbi3_4 BRO IM SOBBING RIGHT NOW THIS + SONG IS BREAKINV MY HEART
@@ieatglitter828 SORRRYYYY LMAOAOO if i manage to feel bad again ill probably add to it HAHAHA
Goodnight Dad, i love you. I know your watching me be a dad now. 1:49
i miss being able to see my dad every day
real.
Real
Real
i have never felt this alone
Are you okay
@@alexcorrales878 thanks alex
Even In a crowded room full of everyone you think and hope loves you..
@@ericdelatorre3417 my problem is, very literally, nobody would be in that room right now.
@@sadeegoesfishing we keep our heads up during these times🙏
I lost my dad in 2016, it's been so long since and I don't remember his voice and his look in my head is fading. I miss him so much every day, he was a great dad and husband to my mom, great friend of his and very hardworking man. My mom used to tell me that "the good people go to heaven early, so the bad people can stay here and suffer". I miss you dad, goodnight
I'm so sorry for your loss.
In 2008, my childhood was a dream come true. I grew up in a home filled with love and joy, thanks to my dad, who did everything possible to ensure I lacked nothing. I remember with nostalgia those sunny days at the park when he would push me on the swing, and we would laugh out loud. We were inseparable. My dad was my hero, always ready to listen to my stories and teach me new things.
One fateful day, everything changed. A tragic accident took my dad away suddenly. The news hit our family with an indescribable force. In an instant, I had to face a reality without the presence of my beloved dad. The void his departure left was immense, a wound that time could not completely heal.
Despite the pain, I never forgot the happy moments we shared. I remember how he taught me to ride a bike, how we celebrated my first goal in the soccer team together, and how he hugged me tightly every night before bed. Those memories became my refuge, a place I would go to whenever the sadness became unbearable.
As the years passed, I grew up and became a man, carrying with me the love and lessons from my dad. Although his absence was always a constant pain, it was also a source of inspiration to keep going. In every achievement, in every moment of happiness, I felt his presence, like a star that always shone in my heart.
Thus, through tears and smiles, I remember with affection the man who gave me everything to ensure I had a happy childhood. Although life changed drastically, the legacy of love and dedication from my dad lives on in every step I take.
It's crazy how some vibrations in your ears can make you feel.
yeah
It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️
Less than a week ago my dads funeral was held, He was born from the other side of europe where ive been brought up so I had to understand a language I havent spoken since I was 8. I could barely understand what the person who was speaking on my dads behalf was saying until I heard the words “He was kinder than he would’ve thought” and it broke me
A month ago was my dads death and I was unable to accept the word death properly, I think its a joke to other people when you say you dont really understand their dead till your truly remind them, and not reminding them by just telling them “their dead” but as in their truly gone
I was making jokes to my friends about his death as thats the most I could really do out of this situation but when I was told that one line at that funeral I cant stop thinking about this
He was a fucker for alcohol he wasnt an alcoholic for all my life but all ive remembered him as is being one
Yet somehow no matter how many times he broke and got angry with a bottle of vodka and was suppose to make me fear from him I never did. I still somehow smiled and felt safe in his arms and he was a good man he would do everything to me and he did give me everything I asked for
Iremember the last week I saw him I asked him why he smoked, “it was something that was seen a cool and his friends were doing when he was 12”(eastern europe thats y their so underaged) I then asked him why he started drinking and he begged for me to never try it, he would quit, I know he would but hes ruined everything now and why would he build himself back up, thats what I’d do aswell
He was the best, Thank you and Goodnight dad I love you
Sorry for your loss...
im so sorry
This song reminds me of VHS tapes of when I was little, on Christmas morning with my family happy and united. I miss the dad you once were papa. I wish you’d just chose me over the drugs and alcohol❤ goodnight daddy, I love you.
Thank you, I have a new song loop I can overthink and finally fall asleep too every night
Coming home from work, seeing my dad asleep in my late mother's room then this just plays in my head thinking how much pain it would've been losing your wife of 30 years.
every fucking time i see OR listen to a song like this.
it makes me regret everything i have done with my father.
i never say i love you to him.
i never even show it.
im too scared to tell him how much i truely love him.
it would be too awkward.
i still have my dad.
i am greatful for it. - cried here while writing 😂😂
sometimes i may be mad at my father.
but deep down i truely love him.
even with my mom.
i love them both.
i just dont want them to be gone.
i hope that day never comes.
If I knew that was the last time I’d hold her in my arms, embracing the love we had for eachother, I would’ve held her tighter, oh god please just let me kiss her 1 more time, 1 more hug, 1 more I love you, just let me hold her 1 more time…
That ship has sailed brother, put your trust in The Lord. And move on
@@vrvl-H37luCJIo0T6 I’ve already done that since that day 5 months ago, thank you for your support though
If I had known my father would leave so soon, I would have always appreciated his presence and enjoyed every second with him.
I sometimes resent his presence. But now that he's gone, one by one the memories I spent with him pop up in my head and now I realize I can't make any more beautiful memories with him forever.
I always remember his smile and laughter! Now I regret that sometimes I hated his presence and push him away.
"sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory"
Remember, that regrets always come at the end...
I miss you and im sorry..
Goodnight dad i love you...
i have never felt this alone.
i don't know what i would do without my dad
It remembers something that you’ve lost. And it can never be fixed.
I miss my love…
Although this song reminds most people of their father, for me, it has a different effect. I remember my first girlfriend, my first great love, to whom I gave my all. This song deeply reminds me of a moment I feel I’ll never forget: our first trip together. We went to the beach, and when night fell, we decided to have a nighttime picnic, just the two of us, in the middle of the darkness. I remember the absolute silence, broken only by the sound of the wind, the waves, and her beautiful voice. We stayed together all night, looking at the sky and at each other; her eyes reflected the stars in such a dazzling way. I hold that memory very close to my heart. It’s a shame things ended the way they did. I miss her.
I have so much crap I don’t understand and I don’t address after all these years that no words I can say to you can compensate the time lost and the ways I made you feel. I don’t feel Im worthy of real love dad. I don’t understand that you have loved me so hard and you went through so much to help me get an opportunity to experience life like a normal person. And its so unfortunate that the anger I had towards you, it actually originated from a unfortunate thing that happened to me. And it was nothing you could have prevented because you wouldn’t think family would do anything like that to me so early in my life. I feel you did so many things right but they didn’t register within me; the guidance, the love the lessons and all that you nurtured me with. It all went so wrong and I dont hate you at all dad. But it’s taken a toll on you and seeing you become ill as the aftermath of making so much happen for me. Sleepless nights. Worries, questioning the horror I had made into my life. Feeling anxious all times from the constant danger I carelessly placed myself in. Dad, I am finding myself and I just want you to smile at the times we made silly memories where I was still your little girl who was so happy.
Even though I work with him now, there's this barrier, an emotional disconnect, that separates me and my dad. Every drive to and from work is filled with the quiet of his music. Hardly any conversation had, if any at all. It's hard for me to talk to him because of how little he's there for me. He never really cared for me and my brother. He never really wanted us. He's just a phantom to me, a presence that I vaguely recognize. A bother at other times.
But he's supposed to be my dad, right? Even though he hates my guts, and disagrees with my very existence, he's my dad.
I wish I could still say goodnight and mean it. I wish he was there more. I wish he could listen and understand. I wish that he could be a dad.
something inside of me is wrong.
im dead inside
i think for me it might be taco bell
I know how that feels. One day you will either fix it or learn to live with it. Youve got this, if you believe it or not. Goodluck.
Tysm@@the.creature._
@@NatNpt for about 10 seconds i thought you were calling me autistic and then i remembered what 'tysm' actually meant (Yes, i am autistic) but youre welcome bud :))
I always crave affection from my dad but always push him away when he tries for some reason I dont want him to hug me or touch me
same
real
It is caused because perhaps when you were little he did not pay attention to you and what you wanted most was his affection. You felt and experienced rejection from him and now that he tries to give you affection you feel uncomfortable since it is new for you to have his affection and attention.
I pushed my dad out of my life completely. He wasn't a good person, not a good dad. I still just wish he was. I craved the small moments when he was my dad. nothing can replace that feeling. nothing felt like it.
Sep/17/24 Im 15 my dad killed himself not too long ago in August.I’ve felt like a part of me has been missing ever since.I wish I could turn time back and that I could’ve realized how he was feeling but now all I can do is realize how much im just like him.
This song has been one of the only things helping me stay relaxed throughout all of this.
I love you dad I hope you’re at peace now wherever you are I can never be mad at you for this.
I know dad you won’t see this but,
I love you
"the day you bury your father is the day you realize you've lost the only man who wanted to see you become better than him"
i don't miss my dad. he was horrible. but i get the feeling this song is conveying.
My dad is with the angels
Mine too❤🙏🏽
Shit mine too
I do truly wish my dad a goodnight and i do love him. I hope he can heal from whatever messed him up that made him mess my own life up.
Every time i hear this song, i always think about what would happen if my dad died and i never said goodbye? Ive always had this thought due to me always having to deal with way too much anxiety, but when i hear this song, i worry about what'll happen tomorrow.
You'll be okay. Maybe not tomorrow but one day
Had never made my dad proud (aswell as everyone i know.), even though i tried my best.
i wish i was able to love my dad
I can’t look at you the same way
after all the yelling and pain I felt guilty
I felt like I was the one making the mistake
That little girl, the one so distant and forgotten
the one that wishes to be held and loved too
she is the one that says sorry
She’s the one that says
Goodnight dad I love you.
Who’s here after a disappointing Christmas
me
lol
tired of getting bullied and my dad was the only thing that helped now he’s gone.
Haven’t seen my in almost 3 and a half years due to unfortunate circumstances. I miss him so much 😞
I wish my dad was still alive. So badly. I'd give anything to hug him again. Anything. Why does it hurt this badly still when it's been 10 years
i wish i had a dad that didnt hurt me
Yall are lucky u got dad's,I was born without one so I'm sitting on my bed looking at Imagining my dad was there deep down though I wish I was here with him and give him the attention I never got I gust wanna be with him someday and if I find him
You know it's not nice to compare your life experiences with other people my dad died and ik you never had one but it's better than having an abusive one or a drunkard that left your family. Honestly I'm not trying to be rude to you but please be more considerate of others who also have daddy issues
last year on Christmas was just torture,it was lonely without my dad, just opening gifts. I didn’t even feel like there was anything filled with warmth inside them, my dad would fill the boxes with warmth, even if there wasn’t anything in them, I wouldn’t even care if I didn’t get any gifts, I would just want to hug him, and do stuff with him, I didn’t want him to leave, I should have said good night every night, thank u dad for all the gifts, I bet u were the one stealing Santa’s cookies, the one who wrapped the tree with toilet paper, and put the elf in funny places, I remember laughing so hard, I remember when u taught me how to fish how to drive a go cart, how to mow lawn when not even must adults knew how too, I miss you.
I recently lost my dad. everytime i see this title i bawl my eyes out i wish i could say good night dad or good morning more than anything now its hurts so bad.
for some reason this song kinda shows a deep meaning to me, but except the dad part(love my dad obv)
to me this song is like showing nostalgia through childhood,played with toys, played on my ps3, watched my favorite shows back then, had fun on roblox during 2016-2017, gone outside & went happily shopping with my family. but it also showed that i made other ppl yell at me,cried,mad at me & gave them karma without even intending to.
rn its december 23 2023, this year got really worst for me(possibly for anyone i know) & yet i still get blamed for anything. ig no matter where i exist its still always gonna be my fault.
it really sucks being like this(especially being the reason karma exists around other ppl & other places)
i didn’t mean to hurt nor annoy other people.i wanted to fit in with society. but i still messed up really bad, im sorry for existing :(
geez 2023 has been nothing but shitty lately, hoping next year would turn out okay for once. but at the same time i doubt it.
we're not even half way through 2024, keep your chin up. i know you'll be fine
This is how some of us feel on a daily basis. Not the feeling, but the noise itself.
I have a father. I don't tell him goodnight. He didn't try to be better until I left. He doesn't get any credit.
Life is odd. Paradoxical even. But it'll get better. Just don't prematurely end it because you feel like a burden. You're far from a burden. You are worth it.
hey man thanks. I was feeling a bit down today. Your words made me feel better.
Thanks
I just want to feel worth it. I never have
POV: this plays while you stare at the ceiling wondering why you’re still here.
real
I lost my dad about 2 months ago, he called me and at the end of the call he said “I love you”
I think my biggest regret was not telling him I love you back, and that was our last call we had before he passed.
I love you dad, sleep well ❤️
I just imagine myself crying in his arms while this song plays, I hope one day I will be enough for you daddy I love you
just want to say that this song put me to sleep every time I overthink, something about it just makes me feel at ease the moment I hear it.
my mother and father went through a divorce, and I don't feel sad that my mother and father arent together anymore. It affects my siblings but I'm the eldest, so it has minimal effect on me. However, I witness my dad being a father to me and all my siblings for the past 22 years, and he was an outstanding father. This song makes me visualize him in the small apartment he owns now, staring out the window in agony of his mistakes as a husband; being punished as a father. This truly feels like the curse of the eldest, bearing witness to the family's story from the beginning.
I'm sorry if I did something to you, I hope you find someone better, I love you.
The song played in a random playlist i was listening to and it reminds me of ofc my dad lol
I find it really comforting
I love my dad so much. I appreciate him snd everything he has done. I love my dad. I want him to know that but whenever i try i always get choked up and cant speak so im planning to write and make something for him !!
I hope he gets a good nights rest.
Hey folks, if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, get something of there chest or just wants a conversation with a stranger let me know, life can be very hard a lonely but try keep that head up, keep doing you brothers and sister❤️
no cuz i have been cheering people up and i always forget about myself, there are times when i overthink my life and my existence to the point that i can't even look in the mirror, i stopped crying regarding anything whatsoever and i literally hate that, i hate myself i can't cry anymore, i can't feel anything inside of me, but that sense of misery and regret, i have always been wrong, wrong about everything, i apologized to family for who i am, i apologized to my friends because i know they deserve someone better than i am, i apologized to everyone out there because i have never acted normal, i can never be the normal, smart, pretty girl they could ask for, im so fucking embarrassing and violent i can't even comprehend, i think people might be better off without me, who knows?
@@onedyingstar hey man, how have you been past few weeks? Im sorry to heat what your going through and im Sorry you feel like that it isnt the best of situations to be in, im like you i always prioritise others happiness before mines so i know how you feel so your not alone with your feelings, you seem a very caring person and there is not alot of people like you out there, hope your doing okay
There was a point in time where i stopped being his little boy and became his son instead. He was my dad. But now hes just a father. We used to know each other like the sun knew the sky, but now its like we've never talked at all.
I wish i could tell you i love you, but you love the me that i no longer am. But to that father in you that still cares, goodnight, dad, i love you.
Man,so relatable same thing,im just weeping right now,why wasn't i saying it when i was small,now he won't understand,and i just cant,i want to say goodnight to him,but it will mean nothing,i cant express to him how i love him in a way that he will understand,i miss childhood,i miss that opportunities,i hate myself for things i havent done
My dad wasn't perfect by any means, sometimes he wasn't even really a good person, but he always tried his damned best for us. He loved us, so very much. I wish I was a better person and a better son to him. I wish we could start over. I shouldn't have taken any of it for granted.
I love you dad. I'm so sorry for everything.
Haven’t lost my dad, not yet at least
I see him a lot, but I know he has a quick fuse and he isn’t in the best mental state. I know any day could be his last, any breath he takes could be his finale one. I just wish he and my mom weren’t so sad and miserable, maybe I wouldn’t worry about losing them every time they get too upset.
The reason for that is, my mom had another breakdown just a few days ago, they’re not frequent but they are occasional. She worries me.
My dad worries me too, his temper has always been a problem. That’s what bothers me, when he has his little temper tantrums because he can’t accept the fact he’s divorced. Him and my mom are divorced, yet, they’ve chosen to hang out and stay friends. Apparently he can’t handle being alone. He always gets mad and takes it out on the people and things around him. I still love him though, he’s still not a horrible guy
its getting progressivly worse,all the things i found enjoyement in are starting to not make me feel anything,i keep losing interest in everything,if this goes on for too long my life might just get so depressing ill straight on lay on the bed for hours without doing anything. My life is getting more repetetive with each day and im really starting to wonder if anything can even put me out of this misery anymore,what is even happening with me? why do i have so much fucking mental problems? depression,anixiety,hallucination,paranoia,and possible memory loss. Im feeling awfull.
Your life is a game, the choice is yours brother
The title makes me think of my dad and how funny and sweet he was.
I think of him in my lowest moments I miss him I wish he was back with me
He was like a guardian angel, I miss him more than ever, I wish he was at the house
Now he was really fun and cool he fixed things and took me to places, I miss you dad.
Today was my late father’s birthday & he would’ve been 53.
Ever since 2020, life has been a downward spiral that’s hard to live in.
this is the most alone ie ever felt, I miss her so much to the point it hurts my chest at I feel the bile in the back of my throat, she was everything to me but on some random day she decided she wasn't good enough for me and left me, if only she knew how much I suffered for her if only
im gonna make you proud papa. i swear
I was thoughtful about my father's estrangement about this just four hours ago. Two hours ago I ended up in a massive blowup with my mother where she made it clear she hates my guts and wants me gone from her life. And just like that, aside from my wife, I have no family anymore. But hey, at least I have the one person who will always have my back and I hers. This tune can be somber and morose, but it can also be bittersweet in its optimism.
I always come here when i feel like im worthless. Always have, it feels like home.
Im in a relationship where i feel like im getting nowhere
My dad thinks of me as scum, a useless pile of waste, and i just agree with him.
I rarely bother anymore, its hardly worth it. Feeling doesnt come easy anymore. Its like a distant memory.
I joke about leaving a lot, and i just wonder sometimes if the only purpose of it is to follow through.
me watching those "me when bro" and "that one bro in the friend group" memes knowing damn well i only have 1 friend and i get to talk to him maybe twice a month
ist real
3 years ago i had a dad and he was always there to support me we had our up and downs but i love him so much he was also very sick threw out his whole life but he always became better i remember when we share the same bed every night he will tell me goodnight son i love you and i will says goodnight dad i love you too then one day he got sick but i didint think nothing much of it but later on he was getting worse but i knew he will just heal but it got much worse and one day in May 23 he passed away when i first heard the news i didjt know how to react i didint know what to do i wasnt ready for him to leave yet i was onlt 12 this wasnt supposed to happen and it brokee really bad and right now till this day i still think of him i want to be a good dad just like him i never made him proud which i regret and im gonna have to live with the rest of my life but i will always look up to him and for one last time goodnight dad i love you.
i'm sitting here being in one of the most lonely times of my life listening to this song.
i wish i could be more happier..
My dad was always an unkind and inauspicious man. He’d do anything for me, even at the cost of his health.
But i found out he only did it so I’d still he in his life. My sister doesn’t talk to him anymore, and for good reason.
All he did was lie, cheat and abuse me and my sister.
But i could never bring myself to hate him
My dad is dying recently. Today, we were playing golf together and he said 'you know, i dont have much time left' and it just shattered me. I know it' true, though. He has diabetes, and dying of strokes might as well be a family legacy. He doesnt take care of his blood sugar. And last year he had a dissected carotid artery. And recently his neck has been hurting again where the surgery was. Studies show that people who had that live 5 years probably.
I just don't know what i'm going to do, i'm so lost.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you. please try to spend as much time as you can with him, ik I'm just a stranger online but please make the most of it. take care
I miss you dad, I love you so much.
lowkey miss my dad, had a stroke in 2020 when I was 10 and I visited him for the first time and I don't even recognize him
Every day I hold my pillow as if someone where holding me close.
i miss being your little girl pa :(
I wish I wouldn't have survived that night
I have suffered my whole life and have been hidden from the truth. But now I realized that somehow, I am not alone.
I've never felt good about myself
You okay?
same bro
I hope everything will be okay
it will be in the end
miss you dad.
i wonder when the last time that i said goodnight to my dad was… i was too young then to remember it now
soothing my mind honestly , i really do love your videos 🫶
It might be sad that I used to know that my dad got into a car accident along ago, he never gives up on himself, he has been working alone since 2017 suffering from damages in work.
:(
If you can find you innerchild and unlock him from the box like I did good god, life will be grand but it took 33 years of me trying. My dad I are dudes now, existing but he did the damage but he worked too. I cry from time to time but they are happy tears
goodnight dad, i miss you im sorry i was mad.. im sorry i never said bye. my bio dad isnt what you once were. im so scared and alone trying to remember who you are even though no one remembers you like i did. goodnight dad,I love you.
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I don't have a dad to say "I love you"
Thank you.
I never got a good dad, He horrifically abused me for my entire childhood after we got our own apartment.