I’m 12, just lost my dad 2 days ago. I hate the fact that most of the time I can’t even cry. This song weirdly gives me comfort when I need to zone out. I miss you pa
hey, I'm so sorry for your loss. i hope your father is in a better place and that you and your family are coping through such rough time, someone's passing can be hard to get through, and I'm terribly sorry for you, please take care of yourself during this time
im sorry dad you dont know who i am anymore i dont know who i am either it wasnt supposed to be like this i know you believed in me i know you are disappointed theres so much left unsaid so much i have to tell you but i cant so i’ll sleep it away goodnight dad i love you
This is how some of us feel on a daily basis. Not the feeling, but the noise itself. I have a father. I don't tell him goodnight. He didn't try to be better until I left. He doesn't get any credit. Life is odd. Paradoxical even. But it'll get better. Just don't prematurely end it because you feel like a burden. You're far from a burden. You are worth it.
i miss you dad its been 8 years i miss you and the laughter you gave me i miss the little trips you used to take us down the road, I would do anything to have another chat with you or just to say good night i would r.i.p
every single time i heat this song i know that my dad is in louisiana working so he could buy me stuff, but i dont even listen to anyone i dont do my work in school im failing, but i love the fact that he is still out there working his life out for me.
this probably will sound cheesy as HELL but, please spend as much of your time as possible with your dad, if you’re comfortable doing so also give him as many hugs you can daily, and just tell him how much you appreciate and love him. my dad died almost a year ago and i just wish could go back in time and do that, even though my dad never did it for me and i guess it’d be safe to say he never cared about me being his child. but i still love and miss my dad, and i miss and grieve the dad i could’ve gotten. so yeah, please take care of your dad :) (apologies if this makes you uncomfortable btw, it’s not really meant as a vent but it could come off as one lmao)
@@asparagus200 If there ever was a time when someone knew EVERYTHING - then surely they would also know what the RIGHT THING TO DO is. So learn, keep learning so that one day someone may do the right thing.
Ive been alone for 1.5 years. At firsr it felt like you cant go through anymore, felt like you are being driven insane by your own mind. After a while you start getting comfortable with yourself and dont require socializing much anymore. You are satisfied by yourself and are complete with yourself. You dont mind losing anyone except your family if you have any at all. Not to say its a very healthy mindset but it is what it is.
I lost my dad. Hes still alive but hes rotted to the core. We can never return to the innocence of a simple goodnight and I think that will haunt me for the rest of my days. The man I have become will never exist to him. Only the shell of a scared child. I wish I could still share the sentiment of the title but I cant so instead to everyone else, especially anyone who needs to hear it. I'm proud of you. You're here today. Even though its tough you're here. Im so so proud of you. Make sure to have a snack, drink a little water, it'll be okay. Make sure to get plenty cozy tonight so you'll have good dreams. Goodnight. I love you.
I'm really sorry to know that, but even if he's still alive please try to spend as much time as possible!! make a memory before he passes away at some point, even though he's just rotting to the core, just let him know that you'll always love him regardless of anything at all
@@onedyingstar While I deeply appreciate the sentiment he is unfortunately serving a sentence related to pedophillic crimes. Which is personally not something ai can forgive as well as other things he has out both me and my sister through. I simply grieve the loss of innocence that used to exist in our relationship.
Less than a week ago my dads funeral was held, He was born from the other side of europe where ive been brought up so I had to understand a language I havent spoken since I was 8. I could barely understand what the person who was speaking on my dads behalf was saying until I heard the words “He was kinder than he would’ve thought” and it broke me A month ago was my dads death and I was unable to accept the word death properly, I think its a joke to other people when you say you dont really understand their dead till your truly remind them, and not reminding them by just telling them “their dead” but as in their truly gone I was making jokes to my friends about his death as thats the most I could really do out of this situation but when I was told that one line at that funeral I cant stop thinking about this He was a fucker for alcohol he wasnt an alcoholic for all my life but all ive remembered him as is being one Yet somehow no matter how many times he broke and got angry with a bottle of vodka and was suppose to make me fear from him I never did. I still somehow smiled and felt safe in his arms and he was a good man he would do everything to me and he did give me everything I asked for Iremember the last week I saw him I asked him why he smoked, “it was something that was seen a cool and his friends were doing when he was 12”(eastern europe thats y their so underaged) I then asked him why he started drinking and he begged for me to never try it, he would quit, I know he would but hes ruined everything now and why would he build himself back up, thats what I’d do aswell He was the best, Thank you and Goodnight dad I love you
@@NatNpt for about 10 seconds i thought you were calling me autistic and then i remembered what 'tysm' actually meant (Yes, i am autistic) but youre welcome bud :))
I lost my dad in 2016, it's been so long since and I don't remember his voice and his look in my head is fading. I miss him so much every day, he was a great dad and husband to my mom, great friend of his and very hardworking man. My mom used to tell me that "the good people go to heaven early, so the bad people can stay here and suffer". I miss you dad, goodnight
Every so often ill come back to this song only to cry to it on repeat because of the fact rhat i know my dad is going to die soon with him being older now but im no where near ready to let him go im still his daughter and i still need him im still his little girl that would ask him to buy me toys everytime we went to walmart hes still my dad no matter how old i get i hate knowinf im gonna be 15 soon and ill never ever be 5 again hes been my only sense of comfort with my own mom abandoning me ill feel so empty with my dad being gone and no relationship i ever have with a guy will ever make me feel better i love my dad so much Goodnight dad i love you
If I knew that was the last time I’d hold her in my arms, embracing the love we had for eachother, I would’ve held her tighter, oh god please just let me kiss her 1 more time, 1 more hug, 1 more I love you, just let me hold her 1 more time…
It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️
It is caused because perhaps when you were little he did not pay attention to you and what you wanted most was his affection. You felt and experienced rejection from him and now that he tries to give you affection you feel uncomfortable since it is new for you to have his affection and attention.
I pushed my dad out of my life completely. He wasn't a good person, not a good dad. I still just wish he was. I craved the small moments when he was my dad. nothing can replace that feeling. nothing felt like it.
I lost my dad about 2 months ago, he called me and at the end of the call he said “I love you” I think my biggest regret was not telling him I love you back, and that was our last call we had before he passed. I love you dad, sleep well ❤️
for some reason this song kinda shows a deep meaning to me, but except the dad part(love my dad obv) to me this song is like showing nostalgia through childhood,played with toys, played on my ps3, watched my favorite shows back then, had fun on roblox during 2016-2017, gone outside & went happily shopping with my family. but it also showed that i made other ppl yell at me,cried,mad at me & gave them karma without even intending to. rn its december 23 2023, this year got really worst for me(possibly for anyone i know) & yet i still get blamed for anything. ig no matter where i exist its still always gonna be my fault. it really sucks being like this(especially being the reason karma exists around other ppl & other places) i didn’t mean to hurt nor annoy other people.i wanted to fit in with society. but i still messed up really bad, im sorry for existing :(
every fucking time i see OR listen to a song like this. it makes me regret everything i have done with my father. i never say i love you to him. i never even show it. im too scared to tell him how much i truely love him. it would be too awkward. i still have my dad. i am greatful for it. - cried here while writing 😂😂 sometimes i may be mad at my father. but deep down i truely love him. even with my mom. i love them both. i just dont want them to be gone. i hope that day never comes.
In 2008, my childhood was a dream come true. I grew up in a home filled with love and joy, thanks to my dad, who did everything possible to ensure I lacked nothing. I remember with nostalgia those sunny days at the park when he would push me on the swing, and we would laugh out loud. We were inseparable. My dad was my hero, always ready to listen to my stories and teach me new things. One fateful day, everything changed. A tragic accident took my dad away suddenly. The news hit our family with an indescribable force. In an instant, I had to face a reality without the presence of my beloved dad. The void his departure left was immense, a wound that time could not completely heal. Despite the pain, I never forgot the happy moments we shared. I remember how he taught me to ride a bike, how we celebrated my first goal in the soccer team together, and how he hugged me tightly every night before bed. Those memories became my refuge, a place I would go to whenever the sadness became unbearable. As the years passed, I grew up and became a man, carrying with me the love and lessons from my dad. Although his absence was always a constant pain, it was also a source of inspiration to keep going. In every achievement, in every moment of happiness, I felt his presence, like a star that always shone in my heart. Thus, through tears and smiles, I remember with affection the man who gave me everything to ensure I had a happy childhood. Although life changed drastically, the legacy of love and dedication from my dad lives on in every step I take.
The song played in a random playlist i was listening to and it reminds me of ofc my dad lol I find it really comforting I love my dad so much. I appreciate him snd everything he has done. I love my dad. I want him to know that but whenever i try i always get choked up and cant speak so im planning to write and make something for him !! I hope he gets a good nights rest.
I recently lost my dad. everytime i see this title i bawl my eyes out i wish i could say good night dad or good morning more than anything now its hurts so bad.
Hey folks, if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, get something of there chest or just wants a conversation with a stranger let me know, life can be very hard a lonely but try keep that head up, keep doing you brothers and sister❤️
no cuz i have been cheering people up and i always forget about myself, there are times when i overthink my life and my existence to the point that i can't even look in the mirror, i stopped crying regarding anything whatsoever and i literally hate that, i hate myself i can't cry anymore, i can't feel anything inside of me, but that sense of misery and regret, i have always been wrong, wrong about everything, i apologized to family for who i am, i apologized to my friends because i know they deserve someone better than i am, i apologized to everyone out there because i have never acted normal, i can never be the normal, smart, pretty girl they could ask for, im so fucking embarrassing and violent i can't even comprehend, i think people might be better off without me, who knows?
@@onedyingstar hey man, how have you been past few weeks? Im sorry to heat what your going through and im Sorry you feel like that it isnt the best of situations to be in, im like you i always prioritise others happiness before mines so i know how you feel so your not alone with your feelings, you seem a very caring person and there is not alot of people like you out there, hope your doing okay
i be so happy then this song comes on. When i hear it i feel so much fucking weight. The same weight I felt in freshman year. its horrible but the feeling is comforting to me.
3 years ago i had a dad and he was always there to support me we had our up and downs but i love him so much he was also very sick threw out his whole life but he always became better i remember when we share the same bed every night he will tell me goodnight son i love you and i will says goodnight dad i love you too then one day he got sick but i didint think nothing much of it but later on he was getting worse but i knew he will just heal but it got much worse and one day in May 23 he passed away when i first heard the news i didjt know how to react i didint know what to do i wasnt ready for him to leave yet i was onlt 12 this wasnt supposed to happen and it brokee really bad and right now till this day i still think of him i want to be a good dad just like him i never made him proud which i regret and im gonna have to live with the rest of my life but i will always look up to him and for one last time goodnight dad i love you.
It might be sad that I used to know that my dad got into a car accident along ago, he never gives up on himself, he has been working alone since 2017 suffering from damages in work.
I love laying on my bed and this song playing on my earphone and im staring at the ceiling at 3 am crying my eyes out wondering why im always the kid in the corner, the kid that doesn't get pick when the teacher tell us to pick a partner for a project, the kid who cant look into someone's eye while having a conversation, the kid who's just trying to make their parents proud, the kid who just wanted to feel "alive", the "second choice". Im sorry mother that i didn't turn out the way you wanted me to Im sorry dad for being the worst kid to the best father Im sorry to all of my "friend" that i am the loud and annoying kid when all i wanted was to be heard because i've been ignored for years because i need the validation and approval of others, to feel accepted and/or “good enough". Why cant no one "sees/heard" me. All i ever wanted was to have a normal teenage year like my friends does but instead i am just rotting in my room everyday and seeing my friends hanging out and having the time of their life as i scroll through their stories. (why didn't they invite me?) Im having a hard time getting out of my bed and i barely eat, sometimes I even only eat once or don't eat at all in a day. I've tried to get better but when i did get better i just feel like i don't deserve it because i spent so much time being depressed that i dont know who i am without it. Im so lonely it feels like i was destined to walk this earth alone. i saw the stars tonight. i wondered how long it would take for me to become one of them. im not really sure what i am let alone who i am anymore. quite frankly im just tired. man i am fucking exhausted. i stopped looking for help. and people stopped searching for me. i don't know what else to do because no matter how hard i try i always end up back at the beginning. maybe its my mindset. but i highly doubt that. i am just fucking drained. theres not much left for me here anymore. i really just dont know. and the thing is i spend so much time looking for an answer to a question that doesnt even have one. i just want to go. the highs are so high but the lows are too low. everything is out of my control. why is everything so uncontrollable. theres so much anger and sadness its getting to be unbearable. i keep trying to look for a reason to stay but i just keep standing at dead ends. i keep giving up everything. i cant do it anymore. i keep throwing everything away like its nothing because it could be something. all of this is my fault. i just cant keep doing this. its so repetitive. im such a fuck up. over and over again. its so consistent. what do i even want anymore. im so tired. is time even an option anymore. because i can throw that away too. i want to leave. im read to go. i saw the stars tonight. i know how long it will take for me to become one of them now. i feel so much guilt and resentment towards myself. i didn't say anything. I blamed myself for everything, how could i let myself endure that? i felt so powerless and weak, no matter how many times i shower i feel unclean. i feel sickly, i feel so much anger towards myself.
it's okay. It'll turn out okay. You're the man of your own world. If you want to be heard I'm waiting for you here. I always will be. You're not a disappointment, you don't realize the great things you did because societally most people don't speak out positively but you're great person. You make people's days you just don't know it.
its getting progressivly worse,all the things i found enjoyement in are starting to not make me feel anything,i keep losing interest in everything,if this goes on for too long my life might just get so depressing ill straight on lay on the bed for hours without doing anything. My life is getting more repetetive with each day and im really starting to wonder if anything can even put me out of this misery anymore,what is even happening with me? why do i have so much fucking mental problems? depression,anixiety,hallucination,paranoia,and possible memory loss. Im feeling awfull.
My dad is dying recently. Today, we were playing golf together and he said 'you know, i dont have much time left' and it just shattered me. I know it' true, though. He has diabetes, and dying of strokes might as well be a family legacy. He doesnt take care of his blood sugar. And last year he had a dissected carotid artery. And recently his neck has been hurting again where the surgery was. Studies show that people who had that live 5 years probably. I just don't know what i'm going to do, i'm so lost.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you. please try to spend as much time as you can with him, ik I'm just a stranger online but please make the most of it. take care
this is the most alone ie ever felt, I miss her so much to the point it hurts my chest at I feel the bile in the back of my throat, she was everything to me but on some random day she decided she wasn't good enough for me and left me, if only she knew how much I suffered for her if only
Though you have hurt me constantly, I still love you. You were my idol until you became violent. Though I am 13 I wish I never took your attitude, anger, and comparison. I know mom does horrible stuff too, meaning I can't run to anyone. The thought of just running away and wanting NOTHING to do with my family follows me constantly, it's like a weight sinking me deeper and deeper into thoughts. Dad, you can either change or rot in hell. Me and my little brother doesn't deserve this verbal and physical abuse anymore. But I care too much for you to confront you. I'm sorry dad.
I was thoughtful about my father's estrangement about this just four hours ago. Two hours ago I ended up in a massive blowup with my mother where she made it clear she hates my guts and wants me gone from her life. And just like that, aside from my wife, I have no family anymore. But hey, at least I have the one person who will always have my back and I hers. This tune can be somber and morose, but it can also be bittersweet in its optimism.
I don't know what I did to deserve this. Why did she leave? Why didn't she tell me the reason? We could always start over and things will be okay again. U loved me before, u can still love me again
The title makes me think of my dad and how funny and sweet he was. I think of him in my lowest moments I miss him I wish he was back with me He was like a guardian angel, I miss him more than ever, I wish he was at the house Now he was really fun and cool he fixed things and took me to places, I miss you dad.
I particularly hate my father he is a asshole but I’d never ever betray him like he betray me that’s just wrong but somehow this song still makes me cry I get I wanna kms and I hate myself but this song man
My dad died in 2022 ,my mom died in 2020 listen this song is kinda sad ,it makes me feel wierd like broken , i miss them, i feel alone, sad and angry cuz' i cant save them , and i feel guilty , my mom had cancer ,my dad had diabetes , i couldn't help them , now i'm alone. Sorry for my bad english .
Haven’t lost my dad, not yet at least I see him a lot, but I know he has a quick fuse and he isn’t in the best mental state. I know any day could be his last, any breath he takes could be his finale one. I just wish he and my mom weren’t so sad and miserable, maybe I wouldn’t worry about losing them every time they get too upset. The reason for that is, my mom had another breakdown just a few days ago, they’re not frequent but they are occasional. She worries me. My dad worries me too, his temper has always been a problem. That’s what bothers me, when he has his little temper tantrums because he can’t accept the fact he’s divorced. Him and my mom are divorced, yet, they’ve chosen to hang out and stay friends. Apparently he can’t handle being alone. He always gets mad and takes it out on the people and things around him. I still love him though, he’s still not a horrible guy
Finally got a job dad you know,its awesome,im able to put food on the table dad,Look who im dating dad! Are you proud me dad? Im a father dad Just wish i had a better father.
Because of my mother’s selfishness and difficult childhood, as well as her distant betrayal, I did not have the most pleasant childhood, I almost did not see my father because of my mother’s ambitions, and as a child I mostly spent time alone. I was 3 years old then and I remember all the scandals that happened. Now I understand that I was just a mistake and the one who ruined the lives of both. My father has another wife and children, and I can’t see him because he lives far away, he’s probably fine without me. I’m just a mistake, I understand it myself, I see it in my mother and in how often I communicate with my dad and how happy he is with his other family. Why was I born? I don't know myself
I looked up this song after hearing it on Spotify because it hit me so hard. My dad is out of state working and usually only gets to come home for a week or so every couple months. At my age I should be in a better place in life but between being legally blind and really struggling in school It's been hard. What I wouldn't give to be able to call him and tell him how much I love him without feeling like I've failed him after all hes done for me. Sorry I know TH-cam comments aren't the best place for that but travks loke this really have an effect on me.
I miss my dad very much, he left when he found out that my mother cheated on him, I hope he doesn’t think that I’m not his own child, I don’t want to be someone else’s son, I want to be his son
If you can find you innerchild and unlock him from the box like I did good god, life will be grand but it took 33 years of me trying. My dad I are dudes now, existing but he did the damage but he worked too. I cry from time to time but they are happy tears
My girlfriend cheated on me and lied to me about it for 2 and a half years I founded out while she was 2 months pregnant ever since then I haven’t been the same even had thoughts of suicide I still do from time I really loved her I gave her everything and that’s what hurts the most this song makes me feel better in a way I can just think and process life
I’m 12, just lost my dad 2 days ago. I hate the fact that most of the time I can’t even cry. This song weirdly gives me comfort when I need to zone out. I miss you pa
Are you okay bukko? Im here for you
i didnt cry when my dad passed too
hey, I'm so sorry for your loss. i hope your father is in a better place and that you and your family are coping through such rough time, someone's passing can be hard to get through, and I'm terribly sorry for you, please take care of yourself during this time
you alright?
Everything will be alright trust me
The fact I went from „daddy’s girl“ to „daddy issues“ is sad
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Crying my eyes out rn
How are you doing?
Lol
Real
@@user-fz7xb4zo7jhorrible I wanna end it I just wanna forget everything
@@user-fz7xb4zo7jI wanna feel something
Deep down I think I'm still that little boy trying to impress his father so that he'd love him.
real
girl..😭
Realist of reals
Real.
aw stop this hits hard
im sorry dad
you dont know who i am anymore
i dont know who i am either
it wasnt supposed to be like this
i know you believed in me
i know you are disappointed
theres so much left unsaid
so much i have to tell you
but i cant
so i’ll sleep it away
goodnight dad i love you
This hit like a brick wall dude
Haven't lost my dad
We see each other every week
He's a cool guy !
Luv u dad even tho I never say it haha
Your really lucky you have a dad, I miss mines
I don't have a dad, but when I listen to this song, I imagine I do and I'm wishing him goodnight.
Im sorry for you bro i wish i had dad too 😞
🥺
You had one. Maybe he is not with you, but you still loving him. I think that makes him life inside you, and I think that's beautiful.
I love this song but the title always makes me cry
This is how some of us feel on a daily basis. Not the feeling, but the noise itself.
I have a father. I don't tell him goodnight. He didn't try to be better until I left. He doesn't get any credit.
Life is odd. Paradoxical even. But it'll get better. Just don't prematurely end it because you feel like a burden. You're far from a burden. You are worth it.
hey man thanks. I was feeling a bit down today. Your words made me feel better.
Thanks
I just want to feel worth it. I never have
Goodnight Dad, i love you. I know your watching me be a dad now. 1:49
Sometimes I make up little stories so I can forget that my life isnt a fairy tail and that I will die unhappy and unfulfilled some day
I’m sorry to anyone here, life is shitty, hope it gets better for everyone here 🫶🏼
Stay strong, you can make it through this :)
damn you knew
@@mahdireza7332you dont say “damn you knew” you thank them for hoping for you to make it through this.
i miss you dad its been 8 years i miss you and the laughter you gave me i miss the little trips you used to take us down the road, I would do anything to have another chat with you or just to say good night i would r.i.p
every single time i heat this song i know that my dad is in louisiana working so he could buy me stuff, but i dont even listen to anyone i dont do my work in school im failing, but i love the fact that he is still out there working his life out for me.
i lost my dad when i was 9, i miss him so much, life is shitty without him. I miss you dad, i still love you❤️
I love my dad
this probably will sound cheesy as HELL but, please spend as much of your time as possible with your dad, if you’re comfortable doing so also give him as many hugs you can daily, and just tell him how much you appreciate and love him. my dad died almost a year ago and i just wish could go back in time and do that, even though my dad never did it for me and i guess it’d be safe to say he never cared about me being his child. but i still love and miss my dad, and i miss and grieve the dad i could’ve gotten. so yeah, please take care of your dad :) (apologies if this makes you uncomfortable btw, it’s not really meant as a vent but it could come off as one lmao)
@@mitskisson i hope you're healing well
@@mitskissontyu for this message
Wish I could hug a depressed and mentally unstable person like me
I'd hug you if I could ❤
I'll hug you
I'd also hug you
I know what you mean, wanting to give the kind of compassion you need to someone in the same position
same I'll hug you with my might
Same loop continues everyday wake up regretting what i did yesterday. i never be so alone and isolated
when you find a way out let me know.
I wish you well.
@@asparagus200 If there ever was a time when someone knew EVERYTHING - then surely they would also know what the RIGHT THING TO DO is. So learn, keep learning so that one day someone may do the right thing.
Ive been alone for 1.5 years. At firsr it felt like you cant go through anymore, felt like you are being driven insane by your own mind. After a while you start getting comfortable with yourself and dont require socializing much anymore. You are satisfied by yourself and are complete with yourself. You dont mind losing anyone except your family if you have any at all. Not to say its a very healthy mindset but it is what it is.
i miss being able to see my dad every day
real.
Real
Real
I lost my dad.
Hes still alive but hes rotted to the core. We can never return to the innocence of a simple goodnight and I think that will haunt me for the rest of my days. The man I have become will never exist to him. Only the shell of a scared child. I wish I could still share the sentiment of the title but I cant so instead to everyone else, especially anyone who needs to hear it. I'm proud of you. You're here today. Even though its tough you're here. Im so so proud of you. Make sure to have a snack, drink a little water, it'll be okay. Make sure to get plenty cozy tonight so you'll have good dreams. Goodnight. I love you.
I'm really sorry to know that, but even if he's still alive please try to spend as much time as possible!! make a memory before he passes away at some point, even though he's just rotting to the core, just let him know that you'll always love him regardless of anything at all
@@onedyingstar While I deeply appreciate the sentiment he is unfortunately serving a sentence related to pedophillic crimes. Which is personally not something ai can forgive as well as other things he has out both me and my sister through. I simply grieve the loss of innocence that used to exist in our relationship.
wait wait whaaaa?? he's charged for pedophilia?? why, what did he do?
Less than a week ago my dads funeral was held, He was born from the other side of europe where ive been brought up so I had to understand a language I havent spoken since I was 8. I could barely understand what the person who was speaking on my dads behalf was saying until I heard the words “He was kinder than he would’ve thought” and it broke me
A month ago was my dads death and I was unable to accept the word death properly, I think its a joke to other people when you say you dont really understand their dead till your truly remind them, and not reminding them by just telling them “their dead” but as in their truly gone
I was making jokes to my friends about his death as thats the most I could really do out of this situation but when I was told that one line at that funeral I cant stop thinking about this
He was a fucker for alcohol he wasnt an alcoholic for all my life but all ive remembered him as is being one
Yet somehow no matter how many times he broke and got angry with a bottle of vodka and was suppose to make me fear from him I never did. I still somehow smiled and felt safe in his arms and he was a good man he would do everything to me and he did give me everything I asked for
Iremember the last week I saw him I asked him why he smoked, “it was something that was seen a cool and his friends were doing when he was 12”(eastern europe thats y their so underaged) I then asked him why he started drinking and he begged for me to never try it, he would quit, I know he would but hes ruined everything now and why would he build himself back up, thats what I’d do aswell
He was the best, Thank you and Goodnight dad I love you
Sorry for your loss...
im so sorry
i have never felt this alone
Are you okay
@@alexcorrales878 thanks alex
Even In a crowded room full of everyone you think and hope loves you..
@@ericdelatorre3417 my problem is, very literally, nobody would be in that room right now.
@@sadeegoesfishing we keep our heads up during these times🙏
My dad is with the angels
Mine too❤🙏🏽
Shit mine too
something inside of me is wrong.
im dead inside
i think for me it might be taco bell
I know how that feels. One day you will either fix it or learn to live with it. Youve got this, if you believe it or not. Goodluck.
Tysm@@the.creature._
@@NatNpt for about 10 seconds i thought you were calling me autistic and then i remembered what 'tysm' actually meant (Yes, i am autistic) but youre welcome bud :))
I know dad you won’t see this but,
I love you
I lost my dad in 2016, it's been so long since and I don't remember his voice and his look in my head is fading. I miss him so much every day, he was a great dad and husband to my mom, great friend of his and very hardworking man. My mom used to tell me that "the good people go to heaven early, so the bad people can stay here and suffer". I miss you dad, goodnight
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Every so often ill come back to this song only to cry to it on repeat because of the fact rhat i know my dad is going to die soon with him being older now but im no where near ready to let him go im still his daughter and i still need him im still his little girl that would ask him to buy me toys everytime we went to walmart hes still my dad no matter how old i get i hate knowinf im gonna be 15 soon and ill never ever be 5 again hes been my only sense of comfort with my own mom abandoning me ill feel so empty with my dad being gone and no relationship i ever have with a guy will ever make me feel better i love my dad so much
Goodnight dad i love you
OH MY GOD THIS MADE ME CRY MAN WHAG THE FUCK
OH MY GOD THIS MADE ME CRY MAN WHAG THE FUCK
@@ieatglitter828 HELPP I WAS LITERALLT SOBBING LAST NIGHT HAHAHAH SORRYYY
@@z0mbi3_4 BRO IM SOBBING RIGHT NOW THIS + SONG IS BREAKINV MY HEART
@@ieatglitter828 SORRRYYYY LMAOAOO if i manage to feel bad again ill probably add to it HAHAHA
If I knew that was the last time I’d hold her in my arms, embracing the love we had for eachother, I would’ve held her tighter, oh god please just let me kiss her 1 more time, 1 more hug, 1 more I love you, just let me hold her 1 more time…
That ship has sailed brother, put your trust in The Lord. And move on
@@vrvl-H37luCJIo0T6 I’ve already done that since that day 5 months ago, thank you for your support though
Know ik why im crying abt the title. Bc i miss it when my dad kisses me goodnight
It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️
I always crave affection from my dad but always push him away when he tries for some reason I dont want him to hug me or touch me
same
real
It is caused because perhaps when you were little he did not pay attention to you and what you wanted most was his affection. You felt and experienced rejection from him and now that he tries to give you affection you feel uncomfortable since it is new for you to have his affection and attention.
I pushed my dad out of my life completely. He wasn't a good person, not a good dad. I still just wish he was. I craved the small moments when he was my dad. nothing can replace that feeling. nothing felt like it.
Haven’t seen my in almost 3 and a half years due to unfortunate circumstances. I miss him so much 😞
Had never made my dad proud (aswell as everyone i know.), even though i tried my best.
I lost my dad about 2 months ago, he called me and at the end of the call he said “I love you”
I think my biggest regret was not telling him I love you back, and that was our last call we had before he passed.
I love you dad, sleep well ❤️
i don't know what i would do without my dad
for some reason this song kinda shows a deep meaning to me, but except the dad part(love my dad obv)
to me this song is like showing nostalgia through childhood,played with toys, played on my ps3, watched my favorite shows back then, had fun on roblox during 2016-2017, gone outside & went happily shopping with my family. but it also showed that i made other ppl yell at me,cried,mad at me & gave them karma without even intending to.
rn its december 23 2023, this year got really worst for me(possibly for anyone i know) & yet i still get blamed for anything. ig no matter where i exist its still always gonna be my fault.
it really sucks being like this(especially being the reason karma exists around other ppl & other places)
i didn’t mean to hurt nor annoy other people.i wanted to fit in with society. but i still messed up really bad, im sorry for existing :(
geez 2023 has been nothing but shitty lately, hoping next year would turn out okay for once. but at the same time i doubt it.
we're not even half way through 2024, keep your chin up. i know you'll be fine
i wish i was able to love my dad
Thank you, I have a new song loop I can overthink and finally fall asleep too every night
every fucking time i see OR listen to a song like this.
it makes me regret everything i have done with my father.
i never say i love you to him.
i never even show it.
im too scared to tell him how much i truely love him.
it would be too awkward.
i still have my dad.
i am greatful for it. - cried here while writing 😂😂
sometimes i may be mad at my father.
but deep down i truely love him.
even with my mom.
i love them both.
i just dont want them to be gone.
i hope that day never comes.
In 2008, my childhood was a dream come true. I grew up in a home filled with love and joy, thanks to my dad, who did everything possible to ensure I lacked nothing. I remember with nostalgia those sunny days at the park when he would push me on the swing, and we would laugh out loud. We were inseparable. My dad was my hero, always ready to listen to my stories and teach me new things.
One fateful day, everything changed. A tragic accident took my dad away suddenly. The news hit our family with an indescribable force. In an instant, I had to face a reality without the presence of my beloved dad. The void his departure left was immense, a wound that time could not completely heal.
Despite the pain, I never forgot the happy moments we shared. I remember how he taught me to ride a bike, how we celebrated my first goal in the soccer team together, and how he hugged me tightly every night before bed. Those memories became my refuge, a place I would go to whenever the sadness became unbearable.
As the years passed, I grew up and became a man, carrying with me the love and lessons from my dad. Although his absence was always a constant pain, it was also a source of inspiration to keep going. In every achievement, in every moment of happiness, I felt his presence, like a star that always shone in my heart.
Thus, through tears and smiles, I remember with affection the man who gave me everything to ensure I had a happy childhood. Although life changed drastically, the legacy of love and dedication from my dad lives on in every step I take.
The song played in a random playlist i was listening to and it reminds me of ofc my dad lol
I find it really comforting
I love my dad so much. I appreciate him snd everything he has done. I love my dad. I want him to know that but whenever i try i always get choked up and cant speak so im planning to write and make something for him !!
I hope he gets a good nights rest.
I recently lost my dad. everytime i see this title i bawl my eyes out i wish i could say good night dad or good morning more than anything now its hurts so bad.
I'm sorry if I did something to you, I hope you find someone better, I love you.
Hey folks, if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, get something of there chest or just wants a conversation with a stranger let me know, life can be very hard a lonely but try keep that head up, keep doing you brothers and sister❤️
no cuz i have been cheering people up and i always forget about myself, there are times when i overthink my life and my existence to the point that i can't even look in the mirror, i stopped crying regarding anything whatsoever and i literally hate that, i hate myself i can't cry anymore, i can't feel anything inside of me, but that sense of misery and regret, i have always been wrong, wrong about everything, i apologized to family for who i am, i apologized to my friends because i know they deserve someone better than i am, i apologized to everyone out there because i have never acted normal, i can never be the normal, smart, pretty girl they could ask for, im so fucking embarrassing and violent i can't even comprehend, i think people might be better off without me, who knows?
@@onedyingstar hey man, how have you been past few weeks? Im sorry to heat what your going through and im Sorry you feel like that it isnt the best of situations to be in, im like you i always prioritise others happiness before mines so i know how you feel so your not alone with your feelings, you seem a very caring person and there is not alot of people like you out there, hope your doing okay
Today was my late father’s birthday & he would’ve been 53.
Ever since 2020, life has been a downward spiral that’s hard to live in.
I hope everything will be okay
it will be in the end
just want to say that this song put me to sleep every time I overthink, something about it just makes me feel at ease the moment I hear it.
i be so happy then this song comes on. When i hear it i feel so much fucking weight. The same weight I felt in freshman year. its horrible but the feeling is comforting to me.
3 years ago i had a dad and he was always there to support me we had our up and downs but i love him so much he was also very sick threw out his whole life but he always became better i remember when we share the same bed every night he will tell me goodnight son i love you and i will says goodnight dad i love you too then one day he got sick but i didint think nothing much of it but later on he was getting worse but i knew he will just heal but it got much worse and one day in May 23 he passed away when i first heard the news i didjt know how to react i didint know what to do i wasnt ready for him to leave yet i was onlt 12 this wasnt supposed to happen and it brokee really bad and right now till this day i still think of him i want to be a good dad just like him i never made him proud which i regret and im gonna have to live with the rest of my life but i will always look up to him and for one last time goodnight dad i love you.
I just imagine myself crying in his arms while this song plays, I hope one day I will be enough for you daddy I love you
It might be sad that I used to know that my dad got into a car accident along ago, he never gives up on himself, he has been working alone since 2017 suffering from damages in work.
:(
I love laying on my bed and this song playing on my earphone and im staring at the ceiling at 3 am crying my eyes out wondering why im always the kid in the corner, the kid that doesn't get pick when the teacher tell us to pick a partner for a project, the kid who cant look into someone's eye while having a conversation, the kid who's just trying to make their parents proud, the kid who just wanted to feel "alive", the "second choice".
Im sorry mother that i didn't turn out the way you wanted me to
Im sorry dad for being the worst kid to the best father
Im sorry to all of my "friend" that i am the loud and annoying kid when all i wanted was to be heard because i've been ignored for years because i need the validation and approval of others, to feel accepted and/or “good enough".
Why cant no one "sees/heard" me. All i ever wanted was to have a normal teenage year like my friends does but instead i am just rotting in my room everyday and seeing my friends hanging out and having the time of their life as i scroll through their stories. (why didn't they invite me?)
Im having a hard time getting out of my bed and i barely eat, sometimes I even only eat once or don't eat at all in a day. I've tried to get better but when i did get better i just feel like i don't deserve it because i spent so much time being depressed that i dont know who i am without it.
Im so lonely it feels like i was destined to walk this earth alone. i saw the stars tonight. i wondered how long it would take for me to become one of them. im not really sure what i am let alone who i am anymore. quite frankly im just tired. man i am fucking exhausted. i stopped looking for help. and people stopped searching for me. i don't know what else to do because no matter how hard i try i always end up back at the beginning. maybe its my mindset. but i highly doubt that. i am just fucking drained. theres not much left for me here anymore. i really just dont know. and the thing is i spend so much time looking for an answer to a question that doesnt even have one. i just want to go. the highs are so high but the lows are too low. everything is out of my control. why is everything so uncontrollable. theres so much anger and sadness its getting to be unbearable. i keep trying to look for a reason to stay but i just keep standing at dead ends. i keep giving up everything. i cant do it anymore. i keep throwing everything away like its nothing because it could be something. all of this is my fault. i just cant keep doing this. its so repetitive. im such a fuck up. over and over again. its so consistent. what do i even want anymore. im so tired. is time even an option anymore. because i can throw that away too. i want to leave. im read to go. i saw the stars tonight. i know how long it will take for me to become one of them now.
i feel so much guilt and resentment towards myself. i didn't say anything. I blamed myself for everything, how could i let myself endure that? i felt so powerless and weak, no matter how many times i shower i feel unclean. i feel sickly, i feel so much anger towards myself.
Womp womp
it's okay. It'll turn out okay. You're the man of your own world. If you want to be heard I'm waiting for you here. I always will be. You're not a disappointment, you don't realize the great things you did because societally most people don't speak out positively but you're great person. You make people's days you just don't know it.
its getting progressivly worse,all the things i found enjoyement in are starting to not make me feel anything,i keep losing interest in everything,if this goes on for too long my life might just get so depressing ill straight on lay on the bed for hours without doing anything. My life is getting more repetetive with each day and im really starting to wonder if anything can even put me out of this misery anymore,what is even happening with me? why do i have so much fucking mental problems? depression,anixiety,hallucination,paranoia,and possible memory loss. Im feeling awfull.
Your life is a game, the choice is yours brother
My dad is dying recently. Today, we were playing golf together and he said 'you know, i dont have much time left' and it just shattered me. I know it' true, though. He has diabetes, and dying of strokes might as well be a family legacy. He doesnt take care of his blood sugar. And last year he had a dissected carotid artery. And recently his neck has been hurting again where the surgery was. Studies show that people who had that live 5 years probably.
I just don't know what i'm going to do, i'm so lost.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you. please try to spend as much time as you can with him, ik I'm just a stranger online but please make the most of it. take care
I do truly wish my dad a goodnight and i do love him. I hope he can heal from whatever messed him up that made him mess my own life up.
Love this. Keep it up ❤( i hate myself )
Love you man as well as your nickname
i'm sitting here being in one of the most lonely times of my life listening to this song.
i wish i could be more happier..
I wish my dad was still alive. So badly. I'd give anything to hug him again. Anything. Why does it hurt this badly still when it's been 10 years
this is the most alone ie ever felt, I miss her so much to the point it hurts my chest at I feel the bile in the back of my throat, she was everything to me but on some random day she decided she wasn't good enough for me and left me, if only she knew how much I suffered for her if only
i never thought i can cry this much.
Me neither stranger
im gonna make you proud papa. i swear
You'll be okay. Maybe not tomorrow but one day
Though you have hurt me constantly, I still love you. You were my idol until you became violent. Though I am 13 I wish I never took your attitude, anger, and comparison. I know mom does horrible stuff too, meaning I can't run to anyone. The thought of just running away and wanting NOTHING to do with my family follows me constantly, it's like a weight sinking me deeper and deeper into thoughts. Dad, you can either change or rot in hell. Me and my little brother doesn't deserve this verbal and physical abuse anymore. But I care too much for you to confront you. I'm sorry dad.
i wonder when the last time that i said goodnight to my dad was… i was too young then to remember it now
I was thoughtful about my father's estrangement about this just four hours ago. Two hours ago I ended up in a massive blowup with my mother where she made it clear she hates my guts and wants me gone from her life. And just like that, aside from my wife, I have no family anymore. But hey, at least I have the one person who will always have my back and I hers. This tune can be somber and morose, but it can also be bittersweet in its optimism.
I don't know what I did to deserve this. Why did she leave? Why didn't she tell me the reason? We could always start over and things will be okay again. U loved me before, u can still love me again
I feel the same way pal, I did everything I could and gave her my everything and she still left, I loved her, why can’t I be loved
I've never felt good about myself
You okay?
same bro
i don't miss my dad. he was horrible. but i get the feeling this song is conveying.
soothing my mind honestly , i really do love your videos 🫶
The title makes me think of my dad and how funny and sweet he was.
I think of him in my lowest moments I miss him I wish he was back with me
He was like a guardian angel, I miss him more than ever, I wish he was at the house
Now he was really fun and cool he fixed things and took me to places, I miss you dad.
hey fam heads up u will win your fight against the demons. i know that it is hard to believe but it’s true
im dying rn
How are you doing?
I miss you dad, I love you so much.
I'll make you proud Father
I particularly hate my father he is a asshole but I’d never ever betray him like he betray me that’s just wrong but somehow this song still makes me cry I get I wanna kms and I hate myself but this song man
Real
My dad died in 2022 ,my mom died in 2020 listen this song is kinda sad ,it makes me feel wierd like broken , i miss them, i feel alone, sad and angry cuz' i cant save them , and i feel guilty , my mom had cancer ,my dad had diabetes , i couldn't help them , now i'm alone. Sorry for my bad english .
Haven’t lost my dad, not yet at least
I see him a lot, but I know he has a quick fuse and he isn’t in the best mental state. I know any day could be his last, any breath he takes could be his finale one. I just wish he and my mom weren’t so sad and miserable, maybe I wouldn’t worry about losing them every time they get too upset.
The reason for that is, my mom had another breakdown just a few days ago, they’re not frequent but they are occasional. She worries me.
My dad worries me too, his temper has always been a problem. That’s what bothers me, when he has his little temper tantrums because he can’t accept the fact he’s divorced. Him and my mom are divorced, yet, they’ve chosen to hang out and stay friends. Apparently he can’t handle being alone. He always gets mad and takes it out on the people and things around him. I still love him though, he’s still not a horrible guy
I have suffered my whole life and have been hidden from the truth. But now I realized that somehow, I am not alone.
Finally got a job dad you know,its awesome,im able to put food on the table dad,Look who im dating dad! Are you proud me dad?
Im a father dad
Just wish i had a better father.
Because of my mother’s selfishness and difficult childhood, as well as her distant betrayal, I did not have the most pleasant childhood, I almost did not see my father because of my mother’s ambitions, and as a child I mostly spent time alone. I was 3 years old then and I remember all the scandals that happened. Now I understand that I was just a mistake and the one who ruined the lives of both. My father has another wife and children, and I can’t see him because he lives far away, he’s probably fine without me. I’m just a mistake, I understand it myself, I see it in my mother and in how often I communicate with my dad and how happy he is with his other family. Why was I born? I don't know myself
I looked up this song after hearing it on Spotify because it hit me so hard. My dad is out of state working and usually only gets to come home for a week or so every couple months. At my age I should be in a better place in life but between being legally blind and really struggling in school It's been hard. What I wouldn't give to be able to call him and tell him how much I love him without feeling like I've failed him after all hes done for me.
Sorry I know TH-cam comments aren't the best place for that but travks loke this really have an effect on me.
I don't have a dad to say "I love you"
Thank you.
I miss my dad very much, he left when he found out that my mother cheated on him, I hope he doesn’t think that I’m not his own child, I don’t want to be someone else’s son, I want to be his son
Hug your dad and tell him you love him. Even if things are not that great, one day he will be gone and you will no longer be able to tell him.
I wish that if I kms nobody would get sad
I cant even cry anymore
goodnight dad i love you.😊
If you can find you innerchild and unlock him from the box like I did good god, life will be grand but it took 33 years of me trying. My dad I are dudes now, existing but he did the damage but he worked too. I cry from time to time but they are happy tears
ty bro
I love this song as much as my dad
i hate this feeling. i feel like i fucking died. i am crying a lot tonight
Can I just be loved?
Pray for all of yal. Keep your head up queens and kings
My girlfriend cheated on me and lied to me about it for 2 and a half years I founded out while she was 2 months pregnant ever since then I haven’t been the same even had thoughts of suicide I still do from time I really loved her I gave her everything and that’s what hurts the most this song makes me feel better in a way I can just think and process life
I never got a good dad, He horrifically abused me for my entire childhood after we got our own apartment.
tired of life tired of relationships
I wanna call my dad
Ty❤
lowkey miss my dad, had a stroke in 2020 when I was 10 and I visited him for the first time and I don't even recognize him
I wish he'd say he loves me