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this sound is the definition of slowly realizing that being alone isn’t that nice anymore
Yes…
In time I have learnt something about loneliness. At first you can confront and minimize it. Later on, it feels exhausting the effort of building a social circle. Then you tend to justify yourself with the idea that managing your loneliness is somehow positive for your mind or soul or whatever. But when the day is over, and every fake reason falls for itself, you fall along with them. And that last second you realise in your emptiness that, all in all, you are ALONE and it does not feel good.
Corny ahg
It is nice gotta learn to be comfortable with yourself before someone's else
When I think of this, I think of bill from the Last Of Us. Imagine living on your own in a ghost town in the apocalypse. His partner hated him and he has no one but his thoughts, I swear bro. That would be extremely depressing…
oh beautiful poison tree
let your power grow in meeeeeee
hey, wanna be friends?
@@audioationed why you here
@@audioationed yes
@@domestosbobr8441r
You know it’s getting bad when you listening to this again…
Can we love each other
@@RampageTokitago to sleep man…😔
Oh I thought this was a nostalgic song...
@@jasminbtw 💀??
@@hi-hc3msit was 4am
this is the song that lets you realise that being constantly alone is able to let you achieve the absolute best or the absolute worst
@Liana_upicka what is bro on about
Y E S .
i don’t wanna be here.
It is what it is
Oh don´t say that, is pretty sad to mean that in real. please, don´t try something that will harm you or worst, end your life. Ik that sometimes the life get tought but you have to be posivity and think that anyways, life is beautiful, you only have to start to look forward to your own happiness. And hey, if you want to talk about that, you can tell me. I'll be very happy to help you.
@@RampageTokita I hope you mean that in a joking way, if not, then find a place to not talk to other people, if you're not joking, then you are a negative change to the world and only make sad people sadder.
real
@@Hope-iy2dq real
Who is reading this, im proud of them beeing alive, keep going ur doing great
You have no idea how much this comment helped me, i saw this comment 1 month ago and it's the only reason that made me push through,thank you🙏🏻💓
i’m ab to give up gng, but thank you.
Don’t give up, we’re all in it to win it.
Thanks that means a lot 👍
I was about to do it with this song playing in the background, but then I saw your comment and started crying. Now I'll see your comment in my gallery and remember that I shouldn't do it.
i always listen to this when im taking a nap, this song is so perfect and calming
Sameeeeee it helps me sleep
@@mels_tinyearthling26samee
It's so good listen at this while sleep
Frr, I totally agree
Me waiting for the lyrics and realizing after a solid ten minutes that it's just the intro on repeat. 😂😂 It's really good though! I absolutely love it!
🤭😭💀
What hurts the most is watching myself loose all interest in any physical touch from anyone outside the few people I talk to everyday because of one person. Like I have lost all interest in relationships, I don’t want any hugs, I don’t want to be kissed anywhere. And it’s so shocking because I used to cry when someone hugged me, I used to be touch starved. And now I don’t want it at all.
I know how you feel 🙏
I will hug you
I have a weird relationship to this song. I have so much memories in my head when it plays. Good and bad. But it also reminds me of my worst moments and so I can’t listen to it very long, sadly. The song lets me think of all the questions I have. I wish sb could answer all these questions. I wouldn’t be the same after it, but I would may find out my true self. I feel just weird when I listen to it. Not sad or anything else. It’s just a mix of feeling nothing and being absolutely terrified. Life isn’t the same anymore. That’s what I think when I hear this melody.
boss love that
gotta answer them on your own, then youll find ur true self
I absolutely love this comment.🥹 and I feel you with playing this for a period of time before turning it off.
just ask god
Ask Jesus, he knows every question possible. Only can you find yourself through Jesus Christ, our Savior.
This song literally describes what it’s Like to always dissociate/feel like you’re living in a blurry reality/dream all the time..Or it feels like that Type of sad and painful nostalgia, lingering throughout the night as you walk down the lonely streets, listening to the rain pouring and the sound of your own footsteps thinking to yourself how you failed. How you’ll never make it.
Perfectly described.
Perfectly described.
Words formulated with nothing but wisdom; I said something along the lines of this. God bless.
Sometimes its nice to experience that mood to make you appreciate the good
But how, why did I get to this point? Where did I make a wrong turn to feel this endless misery that's embedded into my bones and seeped into my brain like poison?
i’m sorry i couldn’t make you proud mom
Real.😢😢😢😢😢😢
this song will forever be my fav.
in my opinion, this song so different and. I can’t say but I can feel
Mine too for sure.
i listened to this song a lot when i was recovering from deep alcoholism a few months ago. I was depressed and pracitcally not mentally there. I thought i wouldn't reach my 15th birthday. Coming back here and listening to it with new feelings attached to it. Not regret or guilt or depression but now just. calm. I'm happy with myself, and this song now makes me proud. Anyone struggling, i want to be part of the proof that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
im floating away
its like nothing ever even hurt me to begin with.
And the feelings were just there😞😞😖
I fall asleep to music every night I try find something new and something calming every night to fall asleep to but I think I might have to come back to this been listening for 5 minutes and I’m tried all ready (it might be because it’s 1am but still) thanks for posting it or making this :)
I am very glad that someone through my channel will learn new, different and interesting music :)
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@@icelleept's also 1 am when I found it... but listening to it... it makes me feel angry , not entirely tho but also weird, like something that shouldn't happen is happening, it confuses me, it makes me rethink everything, if this is a dream, thanks for this.
how is this not getting attention??
nvm it was posted 30 minutes ago but still
idk bro(
I'm graduating this year, its really weird cause it felt like only yesterday that i was outside, eating ice cream with my mom and my little brother after she picked me up from kindergarten. Time really does fly, kinda miss it when things were simpler
I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Everyday after school I barely even interact with my family. I get straight to my computer and rot my brains out. I go outside a lot, but I just don't feel like it's enough. I've grown up without parental controls and seen some crazy shit. I was introduced to pornography by a man of Discord at the age of seven. I've found multiple illegal gore websites. I just want this trauma of seeing stuff on the internet to go away. I wanna get rid of my internet addiction.
Take care of urself please... talk w ur familly, they love u alot im sure about that... please stop, i know its not that easy but please.
idk how old you are, and i won't ask, but i will say even being 21 i can understand your pain as i was introduced to it around 10-11. i think one thing you have to remember is that your computer can wait, the life you want to live can't. machines will live forever and you will not.
live your life the way you want to live, no matter if your choice is to play games all day or become a great artist. i'm sure your family wouldn't mind you talking to them, and maybe you can convince them that you need some kind of therapy and explain the situation.
Вернуться в прошлое нельзя, но помнить буду постоянно >>
@kapalak 👾 Хорошо спасибо, обязательно прослушаю😊
@asianwoman5574 мне повезло самому найти эту песню в рекомендациях Ютуба
Sounds like when ur realizing ur starting to lose ppl in ur life
i ruined everything i ruined our relationship with my overdramatizing and theres nothing i can do about it. he lost feelings for me when im crying everyday over the fact that i miss him so much whereas he doesnt care. did he find a new girl or is there something wrong with me. why wouldnt he just tell me that he doesnt love me anymore because this hurts so much amd i shouldnt be crying so much over a person i love
been 6 months since we broke up.
@@azula7777 be strong, i know its hard to tell the truth but he doesnt deserve you, you deserve better, trust me ive been there, you gonna be good with time , you gonna find a person that gonna value you and your time, just be patient , God have a plan for all of us good people, i hope youre doing okay ❤
@@Lino7Official yes Ive moved on its been months but i still think about him sometimes. looking back at it i didnt ruin anything, he randomly lost feelings.
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow flow in me
Take away my blood and bones
Make your flowers deep inside of me
At least I'II still have company
My inside, tiny poison tree
I'Il seal my love in me
Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow sow in me ❤
3:28am Saturday on the 4th of march 2023, I am currently laying in bed trying to fall asleep, thinking about my past and how I use to have so much friends, I really want to try get into photography more because it’s so beautiful and I want to get out more and see the world, I wish everything could stay the same, but my goals for 2023 are: deal with my anxiety better instead of staying locked up at home, get into more hobbies, try to go to school at least once without feeling anxious and having a panic attack, try to ‘fix’ my mental health, be happy
Sorry for this long rant I’m just hoping to come back in the future and check in to see if I did any better this year.
How you doin’ now? :)
How are u doing now :)
Wishing the best for u
@luvkittr whats up
Hope you reached your goals!
he planted a poison tree inside me and evrey time i get disappointment from him, he water that tree, and about poison , its just keep hurting me
I don't know who I am anymore and I hate who that person is
same:')
Have you tried spiritual meditation brother?
i’ve been listening to this song for ages and everytime i hear it it sounds better
I will return in 2026 with a new me and with a happy family bc I did it and I never gave up I sit for hours and working my ass up and I never said I can' t do it I said yes I can do it I will do it and I'am the queen and I never gave up I have my dream in 2026.
See you in 2026, I hope i also will be able to come back then and have acomplished that one dream i have been wanting to for 8 years
This actually resembles everything i want to say but i just can’t
Amen brother
İ hate this life
same
This sound is literally the meaning of peace.
Is this what peace sounds like. It feels empty.
Well I think this is like moment after war when you just start getting flashbacks or like you see some cs 1.6 or half life video who is posted 15 years ago and nostalgia starts killing you...
Watching the video and listening to the song gives me this empty feeling
To all of the people saying "this song sounds like the feeling when you realise being alone isn't cool". I get where you're coming from, but as a person who has gone through a extremely toxic relationship and mental abuse from said love interest. This song literally sounds as it was written. The feeling of sorrow and anger building up inside of you because of reasons that depend on the individual suffering from said reason. There is no loneliness, no depression. Just pure anger and hate. That's the emotion that this song radiates.
I am very sorry to hear that, I hope you get better! Remember, take your time slowly, do not let your past mistakes define you! :) I am just here to spread to you the good news, know that even if you feel alone, know that you are not: remember all the people that you see, especially your parents. Make them proud, be a good person. Jesus loves you, may you have a blessed day/night stranger on the internet! We might never hear from each other again but know that I shall pray for your well being 😀
This song makes me feel empty and lonely
I can’t even explain my emotions and how hurt I am.
im alone everyday i live in 12 qm2 and i dont have real friends in the town that i live now i changed my location because i study. its near to my place but 5 days a week im all alone in these 4 walls called "home" we as children were so stupid, we thought we can do everything when we move out. but its the opposite. I CANT DO NOTHING my 4 walls and me. with no friends in this town. i love that its getting colder and cozy i wish this year that we have much snow and the (i call it ) cozy depression gets worse at this time again
I found this song through xxxtentacion, he made a post on his tumblr with the caption: "listen to this". Since that time I haven't gotten tired of listening to it, this music calms my noisy mind. LLJ🖤
in my restless dreams...
…i see that town
@@bakhmannn...silent hill..
@Monsterhighfan471 you promised you'd take me there someday...
@@user-zo9dq1ou3x But you won't.....
😖😖😖
Everyone just wants to be happy
And I not
I lost my girl last night the Last thing she told my is she loved me then the next day she was with my best freind.....
When this song plays, all the memories in my head where i was happy just turn into sad memories, because i would give everything i have to rewind time and live those good times again
*Oh, beautiful poison tree.*
*Let your power grow in me.*
These hour long loops have kept me focused during my projects
I Wish i was a good son a good friend a good student but everyone and everything hates me im lost into the dark. The shadows and being alone is making me bad I wish for a friendship and a best friend
еще в харькове перед сном слушал это, тк не мог без музыки уснуть. как же много времени прошло с того времени...
i miss not caring about anything
Is it weird if I say I like to be alone🙂
No it’s not weird at all don’t let any person make you feel or think it is weird
@@nevaehruskouski6192thank you I really needed that
I hate it man but im the loneliest person i know
this song is nostalgic because i feel like all of my memories are trying to get back but i don't know
(it brings me so much feelings)
I don't know what to do anymore
It's crazy and scary of how i be thinking about my family loved me before this year, even my ex of me and him laughing while facetiming, me and him supposed to be tg until next year and more but no because my mom finds out and ruined the best relationship between me and him. I miss him so much atp because he's the only person that cares about me even my mental health and he cares about me being successful and almost everything. I want him in my life so bad but it ain't going to happen because he blocked me on snapchat when my parents are trying to text him, which made me cry sm. I was planning to send gifts and the pj that me and are ab to match but no. I can't have a phone nor anything else. I miss him so much. I love him. I wished I could go back and tell him of how much i loved him.
Poison tree makes me cry💔...
This song . Everytime i play this song it remind me of how im so alone and distance with people the moments i had with them alone , it also remind me how they treated me my classmates also my friends i hate it all the time im starting to feel that being alone it's not good anymore to me i really be staring at people having fun while I'm just sitting there watching 🤷🏼♀️
guys who can see this now, please subscribe to me so as not to miss a lot of new music, thanks💖💖
Your growing to quick
My trust issues so bad I wanna trust her but I can’t I try so hard to if she doesn’t Tex me back for 5 mins I think the worst because of past situations I’m fucked up in the head I am I hope I can learn to trust one day 💔
This song will always be something I hold dear to me. I love it because when i hear it it gives me this sort of serenity but in a lonely, morbid way. I see myself staring at something I couldn't possibly perceive, a figure? A shadow? A guide maybe. But a friend all the same. The setting is constantly changing but the figure is in a sort of still state. Waiting, watching, exitsing, it's longing for someone it knows it cannot have. It misses something it never knew, and it cries over something it'll never feel.
Im sorry i never got to tell her how i felt. Maybe in some other life we get to grow old together. Maybe you'll be by my side next time.
Poet ❤
Inspiring
As time has flown by this thanksgiving week I’ve layed down and listened to music going to bed and this specific video has definitely made me pass out almost everynight bc I love this song. It reminds me a lot of my childhood.
This sound reminds me of xxxtention 😕❤️🩹
This song makes me crave death. Being unchained of the stress of life. It makes you crave for peace, wind, gentle sound and view. I just want to watch people grow. I want to be a spectator, the more I try, the more I fade from myself, I just become nothing. Not being able to think, sometimes I'm not able to even feel at all. I'm just empty. Like stone. It's purpose is to just stay and eventually become the spec of dust that others collect, and eventually cease to exist. The beauty of it, is that there will be an end, powerfull or not, there won't even be any left of YOU.
This song is reminiscent of the cartoon "soul".
I listen to this every night, it’s quite relaxing 😌👍
"If I were to love again, it'd be the little kid inside me that abandoned the notion of healing. If I were to love again, it'd be the teen I once was who wrote little poems in the margins of their notebooks. If I were to love again, it'd be all the past I never healed from. If I were to love again, I'd love me. The me I never loved, and the me I'll never be again."
- Self-Love; written by me
i had convinced myself that I liked being alone. That i liked the quiet, the peace. That I liked being alone with my thoughts. Yet, as I realised that I did not like the quiet. I feel as though there is a big emptiness, a sudden chill.
Maybe I didnt like the loud. Maybe, i didnt like the people I hung around with.
I do like being alone. Alone with someone else.
Really, am like you
I Always been the happy friend,the therapist friends , the positive freind ext..
But no one khow me as my real personality, am calm inside,quite, peaceful, like loneliness,peace,nature
Like said in a song
"Mieux être seul que mal accompagné"
That mean
"better to be alone than to be poorly accompanied"
Loneliness is the best option to be better
No need 100 friends
Khow 100
Talk to 10
And 1 real friend
I completely feel you
I just wish things were simple again :(
essa música faz eu refletir sobre a vida.... as vezes sinto falta do passado
I fucked up w my life
I can 100% agree rn
maybe when i learn to breathe we can finally talk.
Day 590 without her(still fixing myself with gym)
oh I hope you can let her go somehow honey I hate when people get depressed and sad over other people even tho I do too I hope ur better young man❤
maybe for you theres a tomorrow.
I hope so
Everyday i'm slowly loosing it, I can't find happiness in anything. All life is now is just a depressing feeling that never goes away..
Im so lonely, its been years :/
u ever go to places u have been before with maybe a group of friends or people who just aren't in your life anymore and have that weird feeling of the scale of the world and time. this song gives me that feeling
Thursday, May 2, 2024: The story of an extinction.When I listen to this song, I want to get lost and live alone in faraway lands.I want to drown in my own darkness :(
Remembering those memories when i was in the bathroom floor alone balling my eyes out over a girl and my family. I was so alone and my mom wouldn't understand me. She just kept making things worse.
She is so beautiful...
this song makes me wonder what if there’s nothing after this
this song can either make me have a panic attack or calm me completely. i swear they put drugs in it.
i got cheated on n found out while this song was playing. I can’t let go of this sound
I realized she doesn't care about me as much as I care about her
listening to this while thinking how badly I'm scared of my future and how much I'd SH and KMS but I don't want to at the same time. I just can't.
i will never forget you.
This song reminds me of my dad leaving me, am I the only one?
слушаю такое часто глубокой ночью, много думаю
Thats all thats left, a little campfire burning blue because even the flames are cold. I got nothing anymore, nothing to lose nothing to gain, idc. I dont want to keep struggling, I want all the noise to stop man, I just want everything to stop.
I'm assuming it didn't work out with that girl. Sorry to hear about dude. Things will get better. Just re listen the Yung lean video again. ❤️
This video makes me think that I can really see everything about myself how I am what other people understand what I say to other people like this music just gives you those types of thoughts I’m tellin you
This sound makes me realize being alone is ok an people are childish an weird u don’t need no one but yourself stay alone love yourself an maybe one day youll get to love someone else
Whoever is reading this, if you're feeling low
Try talking to jesus, he always listens❤
I love CHRIST 🤍
schizo behavior
This song when ur on a bus to go to school in the morning when it’s dark and raining out hits
If first teenage break up was a music.
eski hayatımı ve 2016 yılını özlüyorum.
i have to tell them im okay, i act like i am when im really not, im not okay, at all, no matter what i do i never am.
im so sorry :( i'm going thru same thing every single day. and im tired so much that even sleep cant help me anymore. but hey, i see u and i feel u. and im sending u a lots of love
Hey look I promise it'll get better when idk but it will you just be an amazing person kind sweet beautiful and more. You matter
Do u have snap? Because if u do, u can vent/rant to the bot of Snapchat. It helps alot
this feels like the image of me getting dragged into an ambulance on a cold snowy afternoon in February 2021 after I had overdose and tried to end it all. the sad thing is that this song is all I can feel up to this day. I died in that bedroom.
hope you recover ily
@@nabilasherzaee4161 i appreciate you 💗 have a good night/day 😊😊
are you okay now?
You must undergo multiple deaths before you can become the best version of yourself
Dark Fantasy song❤️🔥
who's here 2024 beacuse you can't get enogh of it
"Love is like reaching for a star; One that's flickering with each passing heartbeat. Though, you know that you may never be able to reach it.. it'll take years, and by then..the star may have disappeared.
Or you might've.
Who knows? Possibilitys in this universe are endless. Maybe, you'll reach the star. Or, youll find yourself in an empty void of nothing..not even a single flicker. Not a single heartbeat...
Nothing at all."
This song make me realise that i am on my way to destruction
This song makes me realize how am I really treated by those who are around me, a mix of every part of my sadness
This song feels like losing the last of your emotions until you are a husk of yourself… watching every last bit of happiness fly out of you
Just sit and chill. Let go, our minds create a scarier and more stressful world than it really is.
why does he have to hurt me so much