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In time I have learnt something about loneliness. At first you can confront and minimize it. Later on, it feels exhausting the effort of building a social circle. Then you tend to justify yourself with the idea that managing your loneliness is somehow positive for your mind or soul or whatever. But when the day is over, and every fake reason falls for itself, you fall along with them. And that last second you realise in your emptiness that, all in all, you are ALONE and it does not feel good.
When I think of this, I think of bill from the Last Of Us. Imagine living on your own in a ghost town in the apocalypse. His partner hated him and he has no one but his thoughts, I swear bro. That would be extremely depressing…
Maybe I'm crazy, but in the age of technology where you can literally call someone on the other side of earth we became disconnected from each other in a different way.
This song has been a big part of my life, I remember the first time I noticed that I started struggling with depression. Around that time I discovered that song. Now, after years, I can proudly say that Im getting better, but I still have my relapses, and when I do, I come back here. Reminding myself of how far Ive come. If youre reading this, I promise you that things do get better. But life isn’t just a straight way up or down, you will get better, then it’s going to get worse again, and eventually you’ll come back on top. Every hard experience shapes you in some way, and you should be proud of yourself for staying here. Keep fighting, youre all so strong and I love you.
sometimes i worry about you, the stranger reading these words through a screen in the dark. the stranger who is fighting a war by yourself. it's not easy being you but you do it to the best of your abilities. it's not easy being you and yet you survive on nights like this. you inspire me so much despite being a stranger. you inspire these words as you continue to fight for the love you deserve. i know it feels like moving on is impossible and sometimes you don't even know where to start but I hope you know that there's a power that lives within you. a power that no one can destroy. a power that can be used to set yourself free. sometimes i worry about you but then i remember how strong you are. i believe in you, please believe in yourself. take care.🤍(btw I love this song and video so much keep going!)
We must continue, there is no point in giving up. We must move forward, mature, and endure the difficult stages in our lives. This music calms the nerves, but sometimes it makes me feel sad.
This song literally describes what it’s Like to always dissociate/feel like you’re living in a blurry reality/dream all the time..Or it feels like that Type of sad and painful nostalgia, lingering throughout the night as you walk down the lonely streets, listening to the rain pouring and the sound of your own footsteps thinking to yourself how you failed. How you’ll never make it.
But how, why did I get to this point? Where did I make a wrong turn to feel this endless misery that's embedded into my bones and seeped into my brain like poison?
To all of the people saying "this song sounds like the feeling when you realise being alone isn't cool". I get where you're coming from, but as a person who has gone through a extremely toxic relationship and mental abuse from said love interest. This song literally sounds as it was written. The feeling of sorrow and anger building up inside of you because of reasons that depend on the individual suffering from said reason. There is no loneliness, no depression. Just pure anger and hate. That's the emotion that this song radiates.
I am very sorry to hear that, I hope you get better! Remember, take your time slowly, do not let your past mistakes define you! :) I am just here to spread to you the good news, know that even if you feel alone, know that you are not: remember all the people that you see, especially your parents. Make them proud, be a good person. Jesus loves you, may you have a blessed day/night stranger on the internet! We might never hear from each other again but know that I shall pray for your well being 😀
i listened to this song a lot when i was recovering from deep alcoholism a few months ago. I was depressed and pracitcally not mentally there. I thought i wouldn't reach my 15th birthday. Coming back here and listening to it with new feelings attached to it. Not regret or guilt or depression but now just. calm. I'm happy with myself, and this song now makes me proud. Anyone struggling, i want to be part of the proof that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Me waiting for the lyrics and realizing after a solid ten minutes that it's just the intro on repeat. 😂😂 It's really good though! I absolutely love it!
I was about to do it with this song playing in the background, but then I saw your comment and started crying. Now I'll see your comment in my gallery and remember that I shouldn't do it.
3:28am Saturday on the 4th of march 2023, I am currently laying in bed trying to fall asleep, thinking about my past and how I use to have so much friends, I really want to try get into photography more because it’s so beautiful and I want to get out more and see the world, I wish everything could stay the same, but my goals for 2023 are: deal with my anxiety better instead of staying locked up at home, get into more hobbies, try to go to school at least once without feeling anxious and having a panic attack, try to ‘fix’ my mental health, be happy Sorry for this long rant I’m just hoping to come back in the future and check in to see if I did any better this year.
I fall asleep to music every night I try find something new and something calming every night to fall asleep to but I think I might have to come back to this been listening for 5 minutes and I’m tried all ready (it might be because it’s 1am but still) thanks for posting it or making this :)
@@icelleept's also 1 am when I found it... but listening to it... it makes me feel angry , not entirely tho but also weird, like something that shouldn't happen is happening, it confuses me, it makes me rethink everything, if this is a dream, thanks for this.
I have a weird relationship to this song. I have so much memories in my head when it plays. Good and bad. But it also reminds me of my worst moments and so I can’t listen to it very long, sadly. The song lets me think of all the questions I have. I wish sb could answer all these questions. I wouldn’t be the same after it, but I would may find out my true self. I feel just weird when I listen to it. Not sad or anything else. It’s just a mix of feeling nothing and being absolutely terrified. Life isn’t the same anymore. That’s what I think when I hear this melody.
This song will always be something I hold dear to me. I love it because when i hear it it gives me this sort of serenity but in a lonely, morbid way. I see myself staring at something I couldn't possibly perceive, a figure? A shadow? A guide maybe. But a friend all the same. The setting is constantly changing but the figure is in a sort of still state. Waiting, watching, exitsing, it's longing for someone it knows it cannot have. It misses something it never knew, and it cries over something it'll never feel. Im sorry i never got to tell her how i felt. Maybe in some other life we get to grow old together. Maybe you'll be by my side next time.
As time has flown by this thanksgiving week I’ve layed down and listened to music going to bed and this specific video has definitely made me pass out almost everynight bc I love this song. It reminds me a lot of my childhood.
I've probably listened to this over 500 times in the last 6 months of studying. There were days where I wanted to just have supper and watch a freaking movie and take a break. I chose the path of the robot, forcing myself to study again and again and again. Shout out to this tune for keeping me disciplined. Something about its cadence keeps your engine going.
I'm graduating this year, its really weird cause it felt like only yesterday that i was outside, eating ice cream with my mom and my little brother after she picked me up from kindergarten. Time really does fly, kinda miss it when things were simpler
It’s October 11, 2024 my birthday was last week and lately I’ve been feeling so empty I’ve tried to avoid this feeling by getting high every chance I get. I’m not good enough to be anywhere school is draining me and so is home I feel like I don’t belong anywhere I don’t have anywhere to go or a place I can call home. My parents probably think of me as some type of disrespectful drug addict but I’m just trying to forget about everything. I hate how I just burst out crying for every inconvenience that happens in my life. Every time I think of my feelings I get this feeling of guilt like I shouldn’t be feeling like this I know many people have it more worse than me and I should be grateful about the things I have but I’ve gone through many things and that I’m not just a horrible person. I’ve been feeling like this for as long as I can remember people say it gets better but does it really at the age of 12 I tried to end it I remember everything about that day like the pills I was gonna take, the way I cried I knew what I was gonna leave behind I was ready to die now I’m 14 and I still don’t know what to do I just know I don’t wanna do this anymore.
Happy late birthday. I know what it's like to feel drained by school/home/ppl, your parents thinking your disrespectful, feeling like you don't belong anywhere, feeling like you have no place to call home anymore. I want you to know that your not alone. I want you to know that your feelings are valid, that you are enough, you matter even if you think you don't, your beautiful/handsome just they way you are. Don't be guilty about people having struggles more greater than you, because you, yourself, at the end of the day, still have it difficult. At the age of 10/11, I wanted to kill myself, I thought that, that was the way the pain/my struggles would go away(it's not). It got to the pont where I grabbed a knife, a sharp one, standing there contemplating if I shouldn't or should, do it. I used to always wake up at 3am in the night crying, because it was hard for me to go sleep and to go back to sleep. I was struggling relying on games/shows to help distract myself from reality. I wanted to die but I ended up sitting there with the knife and eventually putting it back where it was, crying. I wanted to escape from what I was going through. I begged God to save me praying for a change and He did infact save me, I want you to know that He can save you aswell. That void/ hole in my heart was filled with His love. God sent Jesus to die on the cross for our sins, Jesus died so we may have Eternal Life through Him. I'm so proud of you that you are still living, but God is even more prouder. You have alot more to live for, you have everything to live for right now, please don't die dear person. Give God a chance and He will change your life. It starts with Repentance on your journey with God, as it is the first step with your walk with God. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life and no one comes through the Father expect through Him, God can heal you, all that pain, trauma, what you've been going through, He can heal you. Soften your heart, and seek Him, and He WILL deliver you. Let it all out to God, tell Him your worries, tell Him all as He knows you cannot handle it.
Only in the light will you find answers. I understand you because I went through something similar. I’m not referring to God specifically, nor any religion. Once you try to seek it, you’ll find it, because it’s already searching for u
I found this song through xxxtentacion, he made a post on his tumblr with the caption: "listen to this". Since that time I haven't gotten tired of listening to it, this music calms my noisy mind. LLJ🖤
Oh don´t say that, is pretty sad to mean that in real. please, don´t try something that will harm you or worst, end your life. Ik that sometimes the life get tought but you have to be posivity and think that anyways, life is beautiful, you only have to start to look forward to your own happiness. And hey, if you want to talk about that, you can tell me. I'll be very happy to help you.
@@RampageTokita I hope you mean that in a joking way, if not, then find a place to not talk to other people, if you're not joking, then you are a negative change to the world and only make sad people sadder.
This has been my favorite TH-cam video for the past couple months. It helps me sleep, it helps me think, it helps me feel. I’ve seen it so many times, It gives me nostalgia. Thank you for posting this. You managed to change another humans life. I’m grateful for you.
I’m honestly hating life rn. My uncle might have cancer, me and my family are getting evicted from our apartment, I haven’t seen my mom in person in over two years, my mental health is getting worse, I’m having to switch schools because we’re getting evicted and the bullying won’t stop, I’ve been off my meds for over a month, I almost got sent to a mental hospital permanently this time, and more. Idk how much more I can take at this point..
Anyone seeing this imma tell u one thing life is hard it will get hard but every dark cloud has the sun shining behind it go for yur goals and keep going I promise it will get better ❤❤
the video of the cabin somehow feels very much connected to the concept of this song. like you're shut off in your own little space in the woods away from the rest of the world, free to ignore their problems and begin to unravel yours by the fire and piano. true peace, for once, if only a little while.
Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow flow in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me At least I'II still have company My inside, tiny poison tree I'Il seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow sow in me ❤
u ever go to places u have been before with maybe a group of friends or people who just aren't in your life anymore and have that weird feeling of the scale of the world and time. this song gives me that feeling
This song could take on so many different perspectives, to me, it feels calming and peaceful, like its the kind of feeling you feel when you're just there with the person you love, it's silent but you guys don't mind it. That's what this song make me think.
oh beautiful poison tree, will i ever be liked? will these tears stop flowing out of my crybaby eyes? oh beautiful poison tree will this twisting pain reside? will the grip on my stomach that twists and twists, will it fail to provide? oh maybe im the coward, oh beautiful poison tree. but i cant help but feel like a rock in a huddle of diamond. i cant help but feel like, a fallen leaf from you, beautiful poison tree. oh beautiful poison tree, will this grip ever release? will i ever once again be seen as me and not the one i once used to be? oh beautiful poison tree mistake my actions, that are motivated by my endless falling envy, oh beautiful poison tree. you are beautiful.
Well I think this is like moment after war when you just start getting flashbacks or like you see some cs 1.6 or half life video who is posted 15 years ago and nostalgia starts killing you...
Discovered this song in Universal earlier this year, I’m telling you, at night when your waking through the park and this is plying through your headphones, nothing but straight vibes✨✨
It's 3 AM, and I can't sleep. I feel the loneliness in its purest form-it feels nostalgic and sad if I have to describe it. Every time I can't sleep, I put on my headphones and come here, into this loop of emotion. Even though the pain and sadness come toward me, just like the walls. Over and over again, the same thing-but I want them to come at me.
This sound gives the sensation of being in a pixel game at an cave with waterdrops from the top, and a mysterious npc around without revealing his face, but he looks friendly... oh dont forget the save icon on the screen.
This song makes u realize your life and sad and happy moments you had with people and family and alone times and sad times and also depressed times this song will always be in my heart it just in my heart where no one can reach it..
i had convinced myself that I liked being alone. That i liked the quiet, the peace. That I liked being alone with my thoughts. Yet, as I realised that I did not like the quiet. I feel as though there is a big emptiness, a sudden chill. Maybe I didnt like the loud. Maybe, i didnt like the people I hung around with. I do like being alone. Alone with someone else.
Really, am like you I Always been the happy friend,the therapist friends , the positive freind ext.. But no one khow me as my real personality, am calm inside,quite, peaceful, like loneliness,peace,nature
Like said in a song "Mieux être seul que mal accompagné" That mean "better to be alone than to be poorly accompanied" Loneliness is the best option to be better No need 100 friends Khow 100 Talk to 10 And 1 real friend
This audio literally helps me concentrate while doing my homework but it’s also a feeling that something inside me is broken and it could never be fixed I just feel sadness and empty
this makes my heart heavy. im not sure why but when i listen to it i feel something i cant describe. like the emptiness after a book or losing a friend. i love this song so much and it helps me feel. its not a good feeling but i can finally feel. can someone come up with a word for this emotion? i need to articulate edit: saudade, its saudade
This song reminds me of a complete snowstorm, but its the middle of the night, and the streets are all too quiet, and no matter how much you scream or cry or beg, nobody is coming to save you.
When this song plays, all the memories in my head where i was happy just turn into sad memories, because i would give everything i have to rewind time and live those good times again
This song makes me cry. I don't know why but i always do when i hear it, i think its because it makes me think about life and whatever has happened to me over the years
I'm in love with this song , everytime i feel like if I'm not okay , or stressed or nervous about something i listen to it , and i fell like if it relaxe me
It reminds me of where I used to be bullied, which was really stressful for me. I had no friends and I even wrote a letter about my life. I hope I'll get better with time
"If I were to love again, it'd be the little kid inside me that abandoned the notion of healing. If I were to love again, it'd be the teen I once was who wrote little poems in the margins of their notebooks. If I were to love again, it'd be all the past I never healed from. If I were to love again, I'd love me. The me I never loved, and the me I'll never be again." - Self-Love; written by me
reminds me of the choice i had between keeping a friend that was bad for me or letting him go. i regret the decision of letting him go.. and now all the good memories flood back.. every single day
Almost daily, i come and hug this poison tree. It makes me feel safe and calm, something I don't get anywhere.. this tree is poisonous, but how come this is a therapy to my heart?
This sound makes me realize being alone is ok an people are childish an weird u don’t need no one but yourself stay alone love yourself an maybe one day youll get to love someone else
Listen to poison tree makes me feel a lot of pain, the instrumental is really going deep into my flesh and mind , when I listen to it I can visualise how much I recently suffer. This pain is like the pain feels like I have cried too much , like i sobbed for hours , this pain feels like the pain you get in you stomach when your liberty is broken. Whenever i listen to it i just feel sad but happy , it’s mostly sad because cause the rhythm and the way you interpret the song is kinda emotional, and happy be cause first it means im going to be able express my feelings through it second it makes me feel comfortable and third i sleep with it ! Anyways , today i feel very lonely , very sad and really tired, i hope that tomorrow will give me peace and the rest i need .
Poison Tree by William Blake explores the consequences of repressed anger. The speaker contrasts two types of anger: when expressed to a friend, it fades, but when hidden from an enemy, it grows. The speaker nurtures this anger, feeding it with fear, tears, and deceit, allowing it to flourish into a poisonous tree with tempting fruit. The enemy, unaware of its danger, eats the fruit and dies. The poem illustrates how suppressed anger can transform into a destructive force, showing that unresolved emotions, particularly anger and the desire for revenge, can harm both the individual and others. Blake warns that avoiding confrontation and harboring ill feelings can lead to devastating consequences.
i ruined everything i ruined our relationship with my overdramatizing and theres nothing i can do about it. he lost feelings for me when im crying everyday over the fact that i miss him so much whereas he doesnt care. did he find a new girl or is there something wrong with me. why wouldnt he just tell me that he doesnt love me anymore because this hurts so much amd i shouldnt be crying so much over a person i love
@@azula7777 be strong, i know its hard to tell the truth but he doesnt deserve you, you deserve better, trust me ive been there, you gonna be good with time , you gonna find a person that gonna value you and your time, just be patient , God have a plan for all of us good people, i hope youre doing okay ❤
@@Lino7Official yes Ive moved on its been months but i still think about him sometimes. looking back at it i didnt ruin anything, he randomly lost feelings.
@@azula7777 Similar as you My friend group in school ditched me for a Manipulative "friend" struggled too much for 6 months I couldn't sleep I've been depressed too much because I was a brother to them. All of a sudden I meant nothing to them I've lost my orange cat and when I told they made fun of me in their way. Also My abroad sister got divorced with her baby and My older brother divorced in that 6 months Couldn't reach my sister by phone for months. All of That made me suffer too much Now I dont care them too much. made friends with sophomores&seniors and focused on my career and sports I hope you'll find loyal and sincere boyfriend
This song . Everytime i play this song it remind me of how im so alone and distance with people the moments i had with them alone , it also remind me how they treated me my classmates also my friends i hate it all the time im starting to feel that being alone it's not good anymore to me i really be staring at people having fun while I'm just sitting there watching 🤷🏼♀️
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oh beautiful poison tree
let your power grow in meeeeeee
hey, wanna be friends?
@@audioationed why you here
@@audioationed yes
@@domestosbobr8441r
this sound is the definition of slowly realizing that being alone isn’t that nice anymore
Yes…
In time I have learnt something about loneliness. At first you can confront and minimize it. Later on, it feels exhausting the effort of building a social circle. Then you tend to justify yourself with the idea that managing your loneliness is somehow positive for your mind or soul or whatever. But when the day is over, and every fake reason falls for itself, you fall along with them. And that last second you realise in your emptiness that, all in all, you are ALONE and it does not feel good.
Corny ahg
It is nice gotta learn to be comfortable with yourself before someone's else
When I think of this, I think of bill from the Last Of Us. Imagine living on your own in a ghost town in the apocalypse. His partner hated him and he has no one but his thoughts, I swear bro. That would be extremely depressing…
this is the song that lets you realise that being constantly alone is able to let you achieve the absolute best or the absolute worst
@Liana_upicka what is bro on about
Y E S .
Maybe I'm crazy, but in the age of technology where you can literally call someone on the other side of earth we became disconnected from each other in a different way.
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100٪ Right.
You know it’s getting bad when you listening to this again…
Can we love each other
@@RampageTokitago to sleep man…😔
Oh I thought this was a nostalgic song...
@@jasminbtw 💀??
@@hi-hc3msit was 4am
This song has been a big part of my life, I remember the first time I noticed that I started struggling with depression. Around that time I discovered that song. Now, after years, I can proudly say that Im getting better, but I still have my relapses, and when I do, I come back here. Reminding myself of how far Ive come. If youre reading this, I promise you that things do get better. But life isn’t just a straight way up or down, you will get better, then it’s going to get worse again, and eventually you’ll come back on top. Every hard experience shapes you in some way, and you should be proud of yourself for staying here. Keep fighting, youre all so strong and I love you.
I will. All props to you. Love you for helping me ❤️
Thank you.
I am now going through exactly what you did. I am trying to do better for my family and myself but its not easy
sometimes i worry about you, the stranger reading these words through a screen in the dark. the stranger who is fighting a war by yourself. it's not easy being you but you do it to the best of your abilities. it's not easy being you and yet you survive on nights like this. you inspire me so much despite being a stranger. you inspire these words as you continue to fight for the love you deserve. i know it feels like moving on is impossible and sometimes you don't even know where to start but I hope you know that there's a power that lives within you. a power that no one can destroy. a power that can be used to set yourself free. sometimes i worry about you but then i remember how strong you are. i believe in you, please believe in yourself.
take care.🤍(btw I love this song and video so much keep going!)
We must continue, there is no point in giving up. We must move forward, mature, and endure the difficult stages in our lives. This music calms the nerves, but sometimes it makes me feel sad.
you're too sweet. I wish you the best❤
@Catsareawesome11qthank you I wish you the best too and sry for answering late but my
This song literally describes what it’s Like to always dissociate/feel like you’re living in a blurry reality/dream all the time..Or it feels like that Type of sad and painful nostalgia, lingering throughout the night as you walk down the lonely streets, listening to the rain pouring and the sound of your own footsteps thinking to yourself how you failed. How you’ll never make it.
Perfectly described.
Perfectly described.
Words formulated with nothing but wisdom; I said something along the lines of this. God bless.
Sometimes its nice to experience that mood to make you appreciate the good
But how, why did I get to this point? Where did I make a wrong turn to feel this endless misery that's embedded into my bones and seeped into my brain like poison?
i always listen to this when im taking a nap, this song is so perfect and calming
Sameeeeee it helps me sleep
@@manic_pixiedream-girlsamee
It's so good listen at this while sleep
Frr, I totally agree
this song will forever be my fav.
in my opinion, this song so different and. I can’t say but I can feel
Mine too for sure.
To all of the people saying "this song sounds like the feeling when you realise being alone isn't cool". I get where you're coming from, but as a person who has gone through a extremely toxic relationship and mental abuse from said love interest. This song literally sounds as it was written. The feeling of sorrow and anger building up inside of you because of reasons that depend on the individual suffering from said reason. There is no loneliness, no depression. Just pure anger and hate. That's the emotion that this song radiates.
I am very sorry to hear that, I hope you get better! Remember, take your time slowly, do not let your past mistakes define you! :) I am just here to spread to you the good news, know that even if you feel alone, know that you are not: remember all the people that you see, especially your parents. Make them proud, be a good person. Jesus loves you, may you have a blessed day/night stranger on the internet! We might never hear from each other again but know that I shall pray for your well being 😀
i listened to this song a lot when i was recovering from deep alcoholism a few months ago. I was depressed and pracitcally not mentally there. I thought i wouldn't reach my 15th birthday. Coming back here and listening to it with new feelings attached to it. Not regret or guilt or depression but now just. calm. I'm happy with myself, and this song now makes me proud. Anyone struggling, i want to be part of the proof that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Me waiting for the lyrics and realizing after a solid ten minutes that it's just the intro on repeat. 😂😂 It's really good though! I absolutely love it!
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Who is reading this, im proud of them beeing alive, keep going ur doing great
You have no idea how much this comment helped me, i saw this comment 1 month ago and it's the only reason that made me push through,thank you🙏🏻💓
i’m ab to give up gng, but thank you.
Don’t give up, we’re all in it to win it.
Thanks that means a lot 👍
I was about to do it with this song playing in the background, but then I saw your comment and started crying. Now I'll see your comment in my gallery and remember that I shouldn't do it.
how is this not getting attention??
nvm it was posted 30 minutes ago but still
idk bro(
@@icelleepTime Flies.
3:28am Saturday on the 4th of march 2023, I am currently laying in bed trying to fall asleep, thinking about my past and how I use to have so much friends, I really want to try get into photography more because it’s so beautiful and I want to get out more and see the world, I wish everything could stay the same, but my goals for 2023 are: deal with my anxiety better instead of staying locked up at home, get into more hobbies, try to go to school at least once without feeling anxious and having a panic attack, try to ‘fix’ my mental health, be happy
Sorry for this long rant I’m just hoping to come back in the future and check in to see if I did any better this year.
How you doin’ now? :)
How are u doing now :)
Wishing the best for u
@luvkittr whats up
Hope you reached your goals!
i m glad that you stay alife
I fall asleep to music every night I try find something new and something calming every night to fall asleep to but I think I might have to come back to this been listening for 5 minutes and I’m tried all ready (it might be because it’s 1am but still) thanks for posting it or making this :)
I am very glad that someone through my channel will learn new, different and interesting music :)
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@@icelleept's also 1 am when I found it... but listening to it... it makes me feel angry , not entirely tho but also weird, like something that shouldn't happen is happening, it confuses me, it makes me rethink everything, if this is a dream, thanks for this.
in my restless dreams...
…i see that town
@@bakhmannn...silent hill..
@Monsterhighfan471 you promised you'd take me there someday...
@@user-zo9dq1ou3x But you won't.....
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I have a weird relationship to this song. I have so much memories in my head when it plays. Good and bad. But it also reminds me of my worst moments and so I can’t listen to it very long, sadly. The song lets me think of all the questions I have. I wish sb could answer all these questions. I wouldn’t be the same after it, but I would may find out my true self. I feel just weird when I listen to it. Not sad or anything else. It’s just a mix of feeling nothing and being absolutely terrified. Life isn’t the same anymore. That’s what I think when I hear this melody.
boss love that
gotta answer them on your own, then youll find ur true self
I absolutely love this comment.🥹 and I feel you with playing this for a period of time before turning it off.
just ask god
Ask Jesus, he knows every question possible. Only can you find yourself through Jesus Christ, our Savior.
This song will always be something I hold dear to me. I love it because when i hear it it gives me this sort of serenity but in a lonely, morbid way. I see myself staring at something I couldn't possibly perceive, a figure? A shadow? A guide maybe. But a friend all the same. The setting is constantly changing but the figure is in a sort of still state. Waiting, watching, exitsing, it's longing for someone it knows it cannot have. It misses something it never knew, and it cries over something it'll never feel.
Im sorry i never got to tell her how i felt. Maybe in some other life we get to grow old together. Maybe you'll be by my side next time.
Poet ❤
Inspiring
These hour long loops have kept me focused during my projects
I've been listening to this every night for days. This helps me quiet the thoughts in my head.
Everyone just wants to be happy
And I not
Don't care anymore man ..
As time has flown by this thanksgiving week I’ve layed down and listened to music going to bed and this specific video has definitely made me pass out almost everynight bc I love this song. It reminds me a lot of my childhood.
I've probably listened to this over 500 times in the last 6 months of studying. There were days where I wanted to just have supper and watch a freaking movie and take a break. I chose the path of the robot, forcing myself to study again and again and again. Shout out to this tune for keeping me disciplined. Something about its cadence keeps your engine going.
I'm graduating this year, its really weird cause it felt like only yesterday that i was outside, eating ice cream with my mom and my little brother after she picked me up from kindergarten. Time really does fly, kinda miss it when things were simpler
It’s October 11, 2024 my birthday was last week and lately I’ve been feeling so empty I’ve tried to avoid this feeling by getting high every chance I get. I’m not good enough to be anywhere school is draining me and so is home I feel like I don’t belong anywhere I don’t have anywhere to go or a place I can call home. My parents probably think of me as some type of disrespectful drug addict but I’m just trying to forget about everything. I hate how I just burst out crying for every inconvenience that happens in my life. Every time I think of my feelings I get this feeling of guilt like I shouldn’t be feeling like this I know many people have it more worse than me and I should be grateful about the things I have but I’ve gone through many things and that I’m not just a horrible person. I’ve been feeling like this for as long as I can remember people say it gets better but does it really at the age of 12 I tried to end it I remember everything about that day like the pills I was gonna take, the way I cried I knew what I was gonna leave behind I was ready to die now I’m 14 and I still don’t know what to do I just know I don’t wanna do this anymore.
Happy late birthday. I know what it's like to feel drained by school/home/ppl, your parents thinking your disrespectful, feeling like you don't belong anywhere, feeling like you have no place to call home anymore. I want you to know that your not alone. I want you to know that your feelings are valid, that you are enough, you matter even if you think you don't, your beautiful/handsome just they way you are.
Don't be guilty about people having struggles more greater than you, because you, yourself, at the end of the day, still have it difficult. At the age of 10/11, I wanted to kill myself, I thought that, that was the way the pain/my struggles would go away(it's not). It got to the pont where I grabbed a knife, a sharp one, standing there contemplating if I shouldn't or should, do it. I used to always wake up at 3am in the night crying, because it was hard for me to go sleep and to go back to sleep. I was struggling relying on games/shows to help distract myself from reality. I wanted to die but I ended up sitting there with the knife and eventually putting it back where it was, crying. I wanted to escape from what I was going through. I begged God to save me praying for a change and He did infact save me, I want you to know that He can save you aswell. That void/ hole in my heart was filled with His love. God sent Jesus to die on the cross for our sins, Jesus died so we may have Eternal Life through Him. I'm so proud of you that you are still living, but God is even more prouder. You have alot more to live for, you have everything to live for right now, please don't die dear person. Give God a chance and He will change your life. It starts with Repentance on your journey with God, as it is the first step with your walk with God. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life and no one comes through the Father expect through Him, God can heal you, all that pain, trauma, what you've been going through, He can heal you. Soften your heart, and seek Him, and He WILL deliver you. Let it all out to God, tell Him your worries, tell Him all as He knows you cannot handle it.
God loves you
Only in the light will you find answers. I understand you because I went through something similar. I’m not referring to God specifically, nor any religion. Once you try to seek it, you’ll find it, because it’s already searching for u
Happy late birthday ❤ you deserve all the happiness and love ❤ god loves you too
just try thinking about the future making a new family isnt a bad idea too
I found this song through xxxtentacion, he made a post on his tumblr with the caption: "listen to this". Since that time I haven't gotten tired of listening to it, this music calms my noisy mind. LLJ🖤
i’m sorry i couldn’t make you proud mom
Real.😢😢😢😢😢😢
i don’t wanna be here.
It is what it is
Oh don´t say that, is pretty sad to mean that in real. please, don´t try something that will harm you or worst, end your life. Ik that sometimes the life get tought but you have to be posivity and think that anyways, life is beautiful, you only have to start to look forward to your own happiness. And hey, if you want to talk about that, you can tell me. I'll be very happy to help you.
@@RampageTokita I hope you mean that in a joking way, if not, then find a place to not talk to other people, if you're not joking, then you are a negative change to the world and only make sad people sadder.
real
@@khloeisbesttt real
i’ve been listening to this song for ages and everytime i hear it it sounds better
This is the video I watch every night so I can stop crying for how I miss my loved ones, also for relaxing my anxiety it's so perfect ❤️
im floating away
its like nothing ever even hurt me to begin with.
And the feelings were just there😞😞😖
This has been my favorite TH-cam video for the past couple months. It helps me sleep, it helps me think, it helps me feel.
I’ve seen it so many times, It gives me nostalgia.
Thank you for posting this. You managed to change another humans life. I’m grateful for you.
I bawl my eyes out to this whenever I’m heartbroken.being alone isn’t a good feeling
listening to this on rainy days just feels magical
soooo true
this song is nostalgic because i feel like all of my memories are trying to get back but i don't know
(it brings me so much feelings)
Same bro , it gives a nostalgic vibe
Вернуться в прошлое нельзя, но помнить буду постоянно >>
@kapalak 👾 Хорошо спасибо, обязательно прослушаю😊
@asianwoman5574 мне повезло самому найти эту песню в рекомендациях Ютуба
But it hurts
I’m honestly hating life rn. My uncle might have cancer, me and my family are getting evicted from our apartment, I haven’t seen my mom in person in over two years, my mental health is getting worse, I’m having to switch schools because we’re getting evicted and the bullying won’t stop, I’ve been off my meds for over a month, I almost got sent to a mental hospital permanently this time, and more. Idk how much more I can take at this point..
This song gives me a sense of safety and comfort so immense that I can’t put it into words. Thank you.
Anyone seeing this imma tell u one thing life is hard it will get hard but every dark cloud has the sun shining behind it go for yur goals and keep going I promise it will get better ❤❤
the video of the cabin somehow feels very much connected to the concept of this song. like you're shut off in your own little space in the woods away from the rest of the world, free to ignore their problems and begin to unravel yours by the fire and piano. true peace, for once, if only a little while.
the most beautiful and close to me explanation of this picture or just a story)
The night might be cruel, but it is also a warm blanket.
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow flow in me
Take away my blood and bones
Make your flowers deep inside of me
At least I'II still have company
My inside, tiny poison tree
I'Il seal my love in me
Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow sow in me ❤
u ever go to places u have been before with maybe a group of friends or people who just aren't in your life anymore and have that weird feeling of the scale of the world and time. this song gives me that feeling
I'm fifhting air right now because of how underrated you bruh.
it just takes time;)
@@icelleep yes! I'll be sure to share this because honestly your videos are amazing.
*Oh, beautiful poison tree.*
*Let your power grow in me.*
Let ur power
This song could take on so many different perspectives, to me, it feels calming and peaceful, like its the kind of feeling you feel when you're just there with the person you love, it's silent but you guys don't mind it. That's what this song make me think.
oh beautiful poison tree, will i ever be liked? will these tears stop flowing out of my crybaby eyes?
oh beautiful poison tree will this twisting pain reside?
will the grip on my stomach that twists and twists, will it fail to provide?
oh maybe im the coward, oh beautiful poison tree.
but i cant help but feel like a rock in a huddle of diamond. i cant help but feel like, a fallen leaf from you, beautiful poison tree.
oh beautiful poison tree, will this grip ever release? will i ever once again be seen as me and not the one i once used to be?
oh beautiful poison tree mistake my actions, that are motivated by my endless falling envy, oh beautiful poison tree.
you are beautiful.
this song gives me so much calming vibes but also weird ones to but I love it-
This sound is literally the meaning of peace.
Is this what peace sounds like. It feels empty.
Well I think this is like moment after war when you just start getting flashbacks or like you see some cs 1.6 or half life video who is posted 15 years ago and nostalgia starts killing you...
Discovered this song in Universal earlier this year, I’m telling you, at night when your waking through the park and this is plying through your headphones, nothing but straight vibes✨✨
It's 3 AM, and I can't sleep. I feel the loneliness in its purest form-it feels nostalgic and sad if I have to describe it.
Every time I can't sleep, I put on my headphones and come here, into this loop of emotion. Even though the pain and sadness come toward me, just like the walls. Over and over again, the same thing-but I want them to come at me.
This song has helped me to understand my feelings, i’m a teenage girl trying to live a normal life, but always feels different around people
you know its getting bad when all you listen to is this and come back to it
еще в харькове перед сном слушал это, тк не мог без музыки уснуть. как же много времени прошло с того времени...
i have nightmares every single night, but when i listen to this song, suddenly i'm taking a nap in the snow again like i was all those years ago.
This sound gives the sensation of being in a pixel game at an cave with waterdrops from the top, and a mysterious npc around without revealing his face, but he looks friendly... oh dont forget the save icon on the screen.
This song makes u realize your life and sad and happy moments you had with people and family and alone times and sad times and also depressed times this song will always be in my heart it just in my heart where no one can reach it..
i had convinced myself that I liked being alone. That i liked the quiet, the peace. That I liked being alone with my thoughts. Yet, as I realised that I did not like the quiet. I feel as though there is a big emptiness, a sudden chill.
Maybe I didnt like the loud. Maybe, i didnt like the people I hung around with.
I do like being alone. Alone with someone else.
Really, am like you
I Always been the happy friend,the therapist friends , the positive freind ext..
But no one khow me as my real personality, am calm inside,quite, peaceful, like loneliness,peace,nature
Like said in a song
"Mieux être seul que mal accompagné"
That mean
"better to be alone than to be poorly accompanied"
Loneliness is the best option to be better
No need 100 friends
Khow 100
Talk to 10
And 1 real friend
I completely feel you
WHY AM I LIKE THIS 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
This audio literally helps me concentrate while doing my homework but it’s also a feeling that something inside me is broken and it could never be fixed I just feel sadness and empty
this makes my heart heavy. im not sure why but when i listen to it i feel something i cant describe. like the emptiness after a book or losing a friend. i love this song so much and it helps me feel. its not a good feeling but i can finally feel. can someone come up with a word for this emotion? i need to articulate
edit: saudade, its saudade
This song reminds me of a complete snowstorm, but its the middle of the night, and the streets are all too quiet, and no matter how much you scream or cry or beg, nobody is coming to save you.
One of the best instrumentals ever
I can’t even explain my emotions and how hurt I am.
When this song plays, all the memories in my head where i was happy just turn into sad memories, because i would give everything i have to rewind time and live those good times again
This song feels like a cold hug
This song makes me cry. I don't know why but i always do when i hear it, i think its because it makes me think about life and whatever has happened to me over the years
essa música faz eu refletir sobre a vida.... as vezes sinto falta do passado
This song is making me feel like im in cold water ocean and feeling cold inside and hearing this song and the ocean color is compeletly blue.
i loved it
I'm in love with this song , everytime i feel like if I'm not okay , or stressed or nervous about something i listen to it , and i fell like if it relaxe me
It reminds me of where I used to be bullied, which was really stressful for me. I had no friends and I even wrote a letter about my life. I hope I'll get better with time
Are you ok now
Watching the video and listening to the song gives me this empty feeling
This song shows what it feels like to either like being alone. Or hate it
I can't ignore the fact this is exactly 1 hour
This actually resembles everything i want to say but i just can’t
Amen brother
"If I were to love again, it'd be the little kid inside me that abandoned the notion of healing. If I were to love again, it'd be the teen I once was who wrote little poems in the margins of their notebooks. If I were to love again, it'd be all the past I never healed from. If I were to love again, I'd love me. The me I never loved, and the me I'll never be again."
- Self-Love; written by me
This song keeps my soul alive
I love this song sm!! It's so perfect and calming and peaceful
reminds me of the choice i had between keeping a friend that was bad for me or letting him go. i regret the decision of letting him go.. and now all the good memories flood back.. every single day
*This song brings me peace and calm my mind. It’s feels like pause in this loud world.*
Hey, its me def_not
im glad you guys maked this far. keep the journey
It's so soothing and relaxing...✨
Almost daily, i come and hug this poison tree. It makes me feel safe and calm, something I don't get anywhere.. this tree is poisonous, but how come this is a therapy to my heart?
This sound makes me realize being alone is ok an people are childish an weird u don’t need no one but yourself stay alone love yourself an maybe one day youll get to love someone else
Listen to poison tree makes me feel a lot of pain, the instrumental is really going deep into my flesh and mind , when I listen to it I can visualise how much I recently suffer. This pain is like the pain feels like I have cried too much , like i sobbed for hours , this pain feels like the pain you get in you stomach when your liberty is broken. Whenever i listen to it i just feel sad but happy , it’s mostly sad because cause the rhythm and the way you interpret the song is kinda emotional, and happy be cause first it means im going to be able express my feelings through it second it makes me feel comfortable and third i sleep with it ! Anyways , today i feel very lonely , very sad and really tired, i hope that tomorrow will give me peace and the rest i need .
I swear,ima sleep like im on a cloud tonight thanks to this masterpeice-
Poison Tree by William Blake explores the consequences of repressed anger. The speaker contrasts two types of anger: when expressed to a friend, it fades, but when hidden from an enemy, it grows. The speaker nurtures this anger, feeding it with fear, tears, and deceit, allowing it to flourish into a poisonous tree with tempting fruit. The enemy, unaware of its danger, eats the fruit and dies. The poem illustrates how suppressed anger can transform into a destructive force, showing that unresolved emotions, particularly anger and the desire for revenge, can harm both the individual and others. Blake warns that avoiding confrontation and harboring ill feelings can lead to devastating consequences.
I listen to this every night, it’s quite relaxing 😌👍
this calms my anxiety.
This song makes everything different in life
i ruined everything i ruined our relationship with my overdramatizing and theres nothing i can do about it. he lost feelings for me when im crying everyday over the fact that i miss him so much whereas he doesnt care. did he find a new girl or is there something wrong with me. why wouldnt he just tell me that he doesnt love me anymore because this hurts so much amd i shouldnt be crying so much over a person i love
been 6 months since we broke up.
@@azula7777 be strong, i know its hard to tell the truth but he doesnt deserve you, you deserve better, trust me ive been there, you gonna be good with time , you gonna find a person that gonna value you and your time, just be patient , God have a plan for all of us good people, i hope youre doing okay ❤
@@Lino7Official yes Ive moved on its been months but i still think about him sometimes. looking back at it i didnt ruin anything, he randomly lost feelings.
@@azula7777 Similar as you
My friend group in school ditched me for a Manipulative "friend" struggled too much for 6 months I couldn't sleep
I've been depressed too much because I was a brother to them. All of a sudden I meant nothing to them
I've lost my orange cat and when I told they made fun of me in their way.
Also My abroad sister got divorced with her baby and My older brother divorced in that 6 months
Couldn't reach my sister by phone for months. All of That made me suffer too much
Now I dont care them too much. made friends with sophomores&seniors and focused on my career and sports
I hope you'll find loyal and sincere boyfriend
Sleep with it every night it’s like a routine for me
( don’t think weirdly) …
When i listen to this song, it gives me so much nostalgia, but i don't know from what...
My whole life just fell down, and I am here again
This song when ur on a bus to go to school in the morning when it’s dark and raining out hits
This song makes me feel empty and lonely
This song . Everytime i play this song it remind me of how im so alone and distance with people the moments i had with them alone , it also remind me how they treated me my classmates also my friends i hate it all the time im starting to feel that being alone it's not good anymore to me i really be staring at people having fun while I'm just sitting there watching 🤷🏼♀️