this song feels like being underwater in a deep blue sea... hoping someone would come to rescue you as you look up to the surface, but no one comes, and you sink deeper edit: i wrote this two years ago while i was struggling… all i’m gonna say is that it does get better. hang on, and look up ways to evolve within the mind and the subconscious. train your subconscious and reprogram it. study the laws of the universe. all is well.
@@yosha3333 I absolutely love your Lain pfp I relate to her character very well & Shinji Ikari from Neon Genesis Evangelion, I just want to disappear from all of this
Shout out death shout out the abyss from where all life and light was born from absence of light and color from the absence of all matter and life nothingness
I'm going through such a dark time at the moment. Body image, friends, crushes. The list goes on. It's so stressful. I feel like nothing. This is calming, it helps take my mind away from it Edit: thanks for everybody sharing and giving advice. I really appreciate it. I'll give an update for anyone curious. My body image problem has led to anorexia, but I'm slowly on the mend. I've found a decent group of friends, and I've been put in medication to improve my mood. I hope everyone continues to share and for your situation to improve.
Hey there friend. I just want to say that I've noticed when reading your comment, that a lot of my own difficulties are running parallel to the kind of suffering you're speaking of. I can see myself in you very clearly... Just enough so that it almost seems like I'm looking into a mirror... Keep fighting the good fight with the "Higher" in mind and in heart. It's the way of the Crusader. You keep your sword unsheathed in hand, and face your enemy with "God" always in your heart (or any fathomable sense of a "higher power"). Anyways, please head my call and fall down the rabbit hole towards a heaven on earth, and do it with Grace. Tonight I walk with you in spirit, and tonight I dedicate and direct a prayer to you. Peace & prosperity to you. ✊🏻 -Lawrence I. 🙂
To be honest I cried so much to this song because I was in my darkest moments but now that I listen to it I just fall asleep to it because of how calming this song is.
Jesús loves you. You are the apple of his eye. You are strong, resilient, and beautiful. Keep your head up my love. Better days are closer than you think💕
idk who you are and idgaf but goddamn I truly hope everyone here has an amazing life. We all go through shit and I'm going through my own thing rn too I've been doing tons of drugs bc I lost someone I cared so much for but I'm getting strong. We have so many years ahead of us this is just the beginning and shit may be hard asf right now but stick in there and you will see how beautiful life gets. Your life is like a book but you're the one writing it. Don't be afraid to right someone outta your book if its the right thing you always got next chapter to find the write person you gotta evolve and conquer that shit. As an adbiult now I truly understand now, you can do anything you fkn want, you can BE anything you want all you have to do is put in the work. You wanna be a scientest or a teacher OR WTVR you can. You wana be happy? same shit you gotta put in work for that, nobody gets to live a happy life without earning it. Nothing is free not even happiness so just stick in there and do things you love, discover new things. We only live once and its not a long time compared to what it could be, us humans are so insignificant and small we dont live long lives so enjoy it to the fullest. Love, cry, laugh, be happy. also im high asf rn ion even know what im typing but its the thought of how theres over 7billion ppl in this world and every single person has their own stories to tell with their own experiences and their pain. And all of us will die someday all of us
This song gives two outcomes in emotions, a relaxing hypnotic state, Like your in the woods at the brink of sunset but what it looks to be twilight. Or a dark and gloomy night with heavy rain, where the clouds are as grey as the sky. Rain pouring down as if it’s a deep and depressive state
@@Happy_Shopper He might but do you know you're insecure? With where you're at, you should be focusing on yourself, not others. Or ignore this and escape the truth for however long you please. Whatever suits you.
Imagine your childhood home. Your best friend from your old neighborhood, playtime, siblings and parents (if you had) wether your alone or with some one. The house that raised you, shelter you. 30 years later, it's rundown. It's falling apart and everything else. And all that's left to remind you of the memories is a dusty, faded family photo in the back yard. That is this song.
sadly, this is what happened to my home. I checked back on it in google maps. I could see my family's old car. I fast forwarded to today. The house is now no longer there.
Sersoily though I remember listening to this with my friends all around me having it up on Max while there talking just his different when it's a good time
@@jimmypuked also you have potential kid don't let anybody tell you otherwise keep you head up and keep moving stay strong and in your times of need lean on the lord John 3:16 god so loved the world he gave his only begotten son that whoever shall believe in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.
I think by slowing this down, it only magnified the music's intensity and emotion. That base vibrates down low in my ears and puts me in a hypnotic state of mind. This will be fantastic to relax and fall asleep, too.
You know I wish I could just have a good mindset and well chemistry but the problem is it’s myself pushing me down idk how far I could go holding but it seems I could hold just half of it
one time when i was alone in my room , i remembered my grandfather .. he was usually working as an engineer , he used to help me solve the hardest questions , explain lessons to me .. he died a few months ago .. and i got great marks in maths while im in 2nd grade of high school and i thought ( if he was still alive and i told him that i got great marks in maths , he would've told me something like : (great job , i am very proud of u )...
For me everything is silenced, the screams and cries shut up for once. The words of me being told I’m never going to be a good person finally says *dead silence* see? Nothing. I’m addicted to this song. I got a lot to dump here but I’m lazy for my thumbs to type it all
This song really hits different at a park with a full moon. Pitch black expect a few yellow street lights, the moonlight gazing down lighting everything up just a slight bit. It’s such a indescribable feeling.
Такие места меня так манят, там где нету людей. Такое чувство что я могу там надышаться свежим воздухом. Сесть возле дерева и отдохнуть.. собрать все мысли в один клочок. Сделать верное решение и жить дальше среди этих мерзких людей.
А у меня депрессия последние два года, и я не знаю что мне делать. И эта музыка как будто описывает то ожидание, которое я испытываю каждый день, надеясь что всё наладится ;(
меня данная музыка сгружает,все эмоции выходят, мне становится легче, я тебя так понимаю.. это ощущение.. я тоже не могу долго находится в обществе, мне нужно уединение, отдых, отстранение от людей..
It's interesting to hear everyone's mental and emotional interpretation of this song. It definitely shows how music can bring out feelings and experiences
this song has an odd sense of solitude mixed with so many emotions in general where you feel nothing while listening, don't feel sad or happy nor angry, just solitary. It's nice.
honestly I’m so tired, I can’t form feelings anymore, I can’t react to anything I’m just like “oh.”, this song sort of just described that for me, not happiness nor sadness, not agony nor excitement, just emptiness.
I want to feel the comfort and warmth of my childhood again. I haven’t smiled or been as happy in my life since then even if it was a bit rough. I miss it I want to feel alive again. Even if it’s just once
Nothing can mimic the experiences of being a child before, but this is now. Make use of what you have, you can still grind and have fun just like the golden days. Don't complain then 10 years later wishing you did more as a youth, teenager or young adult or whatever. Sustain yourself.
Damn you never lied. You always long for that in the end . We wanted to grow up fast. This world can chew you up and spit you out. But it molds you into something stronger. I love you and anybody else struggling with anything. It’s gonna be ok in the end tho. We’re meant to feel these emotions. Stay strong guys you got this ❤I’m going through my own battle rn so it’s hard but perseverance is key 😅
This song makes me cry but it also calms me. On some nights when something bad happened or is happening, I usually curl up into a ball and cry listening to this.
not depressed or anything, i'm actually at the happiest moment in my whole life, i just like to listen to this sometimes for those who are going through rough times, trust me on this, it always gets better, i've experienced myself, just be patient, and remember that God loves you, blessings and a kiss on the forehead to y'all
I'm slowly giving up, this is just too heavy to hold on anymore. There are things that still help me move forward but sometimes I lose all motivation. I feel so broken inside, I want to rest...
You can do it. I know it because I did it, I'm still doing it. There's truly too many things and healing isn't an overnight miracle, but I lived to see what all of this leads to. And I'm glad because I met my friends, I met my girlfriend - now I only cling onto life and fight every battle with everything I got. It is not easy, but I can promise there are many things you will find worth all the effort and emotions. Motivation is a temporary drive, so remember all the things that make you smile and find your reasons to love and fight. I promise that you're stronger than you think. Stay safe!
Rest? The greatest of artists, singers, fighters and celebrities continued to do what they do because of discipline, not motivation. Fix your problems and enjoy life again. Either that or continue being another average person in the family bloodline. It's up to you. Sustain yourself.
Love this song. Kinda makes me think of that phrase from Nico di Angelo, I think... “Those who are heartless, once cared too much.” It's very relatable. You grow tired of being so heartbroken, disappointed, depressed, that you start wanting to feel...numb. To be unable to feel anything. Indifferent. And people don't understand why, because they think they're always right. They refuse to look at their own actions, mistakes, which led you to become this way. Yeah...you're feeling like carrying a heavy burden with you, you wanna get it off your shoulders, but you struggle to do it. The burden is your bad, negative feelings. Hate, anger, suffering, anxiety, depression, jealousy...the whole package. You _don't_ wanna feel the way you're feeling anymore...but it's difficult not to. It's like a tug of war within you... On one side, your light self, who wants to be free of this prison, unbound from these chains, free from these feelings... And on the other side, your dark self who keeps holding these feelings...refusing to let go of them, like they're something valuable and precious to it. It's weird...to feel so much, so many things...and at the same time...not wanting to feel anything _at all_ . But this true **war** going on between light and darkness takes a toll on your mental strength, health, sanity... Will one of the sides win? How long will this battle continue until the point of breakdown? Until you're numb? Perhaps until you become empty...void...and apathy takes over? How long until those around you start thinking you've become cold, heartless? Not because you've become evil, but simply because you... _shut yourself down_ , "turned off" your feelings to prevent a mental "short-circuit". And to be honest, they didn't care before, when you were facing this inner war...they just didn't give a damn. So what difference does it make now? Why do they bother to try understanding?
This happened to me a couple years ago I was doing horribly mentally so I pushed everything and everyone away. I gave up, I made myself numb. I still regret it a lot to this day it didn’t fix anything it just made me more lonely than I already was. I hope everyone who is reading this is doing well God bless
each of us lives dependent by our emotions, and our ideals. we call this humanity. hatred and suffering are in everything. Love as an example, when a person loves he most also protect himself from the greater hatred ahead. for the hatred that comes if he is emotionally robbed. is that of not living at all. eyes are the worst part of the body as they take in everything. they take in memories and weld it to the mind in a photographic weld that destroys the man. when a man whose been robbed closes his eyes. all he sees is what he truly dreams of. but he cant get it. feeling like hes falling further into a dark abyss of numbless emotion that he cant escape. wishing and wishing that he could get what he had before. reminscing on the past just hoping that it could go back to when he was truly enjoying himself but hes afraid. on the inside hes afraid of the outcome. hes an afraid little boy waiting for someone to ease that. waiting for someone to let his inner child be cured from that emotion. and until that a man cant bear anything but that feeling. no matter what anyone says. its still there in the back of the head. a man always forgives and never forgets. in his head he plays a game of never ending chess with his emotions. trying to figure them out. but the easiest option is just to resort to complete anger. to learn to hate because being nice and opening up a vulnerability is the only way that they can get hurt. vulnerability destroys a man. kills him on the inside while the soul is still living emotion that i speak of is barely something that i can even write out there is nothing there besides what resides between friendships. temporary emotion the concept of something isnt something you can fully explain nor a woman can feel which is why men dont open up. because men dont expect woman to understand a world of living without that emotion. a world where everything is colorful when the mind is grey. do you understand a world of feeling numb is the same as not living at all being emotionless is an excuse for living. a pitiful act not having any emotion at all is the depiction of something that shouldnt be worth trying to solve
I’ve been so depressed lately I’ve lost all my friends and the only girl I talk to is giving me more pain I wipe tears off her face even tho she caused mine. I can’t open up to anyone because no one gets it this music is the perfect beat for my mind
hang in there Brady, communication saved me, its key. Please do let that girl know, if not, your family, the people who love you. We care about you, I do.
No matter how difficult life can be, we born to shine and win the darkness. No matter if it comes from outside or inside, we have to face that to shine even brighter than yesterday. It's easy to say but, once you realize that you're in the world for that, you fight for yourself and for the ones you love. Sometimes we can feel sad but, anything of the bad things lasts forever. Just the good things can stay alive in life, because that's what our hearts will keep in memory, to make us happy after the winter ends ♡ we're here for you Brady! Keep going, everything will be alright! Don't be afraid to let go people, because the right people will come. But, until that happen, keep fighting! We have enough time to make mistakes, and enough time to grow up and be better too! Let's take both situations and make a better sky for our hearts 🌃
It's always the sad/calming music that you find other people in the same situation as you, they talk about their experience which describes how you feel. I never see that in other types of music, it's always these kind but I don't complain. I always feel like there's someone there for me, even when I feel alone. There's someone that understands what I'm going through, someone that understand what it's like, how it feels. I rarely comment but I like sharing and I like helping people and they help me, through words on a comment section, which I may never come back too.
I swear I play this song and then I forget everything. All the things around me. All the events in my life. All the pain and greatness I’ve experienced just slips away into the land of nothingness.
I see so much comments on people feeling sad. Just know many of us have been there and sometimes i do get there. I am 30 now and i always get sad thinking about how much time was wasted and things i didn't do. My 3 German Shepherds getting older and my mom and dad getting older. My friends all moved on and i get sad.All we can do is keep moving forward, work hard on yourself, keep and appreciate who you have close and keep your mind busy . Just know you are not alone even though you and i feel it sometimes. I pray that all of you find peace and happiness guys and girls.
I use this to fall asleep. This song makes me feel strangely calm. It feels like a heavy yet calm feeling. As if everything in the world doesn't matter and its just nothingness. No thought just this heaviness. It reminds me of my worst days heaviness. But its not the same chaotic crushing heaviness where you want to give up. This is soft and soothing. It just hits the comfy spot. Lile you are in a comfy room on your own and there is nothing else. Just comfort. For me it would be being in a blanket warm in a pitch black room. The darkness is just comforting to me
Я сидела, слушала эту песню, пока рисовала, и разревелась на 15 минуте, я не знаю что послужило триггером, но реву я до сих пор, песня успокаивает, но и выводит на эмоции, будто ты наконец то один, и выплескиваешь всё свои подавленные эмоции, накопившиеся за всю жизнь.
А у меня депрессия последние два года, и я не знаю что мне делать. И эта музыка как будто описывает то ожидание, которое я испытываю каждый день, надеясь что всё наладится ;(
I have about 2 weeks before my end of year exams begin I've never really liked my new school, everything is so new and it took a long time to adjust Everything is just so stressful Now I'm about to write the exams that determine if I can go on to the next grade or I'll fail. These songs help me study somehow and I'm kind of confident... I hope I will be able to updated this with great news, saying I've passed or sm I've rewritten 2 exams already and rn I'm studying for my next exam. 13 Papers to go I passed💀✊🏽 I forgot to update this because I've been busy with other stuff I'm doing better now Thanks for the likes And also thank u for the video.
Hey man, I'm glad that you passed your exam! I'm in college right now and my midterms are coming up, so I know how you feel. I might not know you in real life, but I hope that your doing fine and getting through life without too many struggles. I know that hardships come in many shapes and sizes, and that some are worse for others than some, but I hope that your struggles are ones that you can handle. If you can't handle them, then I hope that you have someone that can help you through them and overcome them. Well, I must get going, I'm off to meet a friend for a much awaited reunion. I do hope that my words have been heard and received, and I wish you the best until we might exchange words. - Dale
This song is incredibly comforting to listen to sleep. It makes me feel tranquil. Like the world has slowed down and I don't have to worry about falling behind anymore. ♡
Эта песня так успокаивает. Пока у тебч срыв ты час слушаешь песню над которой можно сидеть и размышлять, успокаиваться, искать себя. Это очень замечательно, а человек который додумался поставить в замедленное гений
This song has been my biggest inspiration ever since it was released. I barely comment on any videos, but here, this is how it all started. When i was first writing my novel, I was only 11, and had no proper idea of what a book should be like. I remember when this first dropped, it became the only song I listened to in repeat as I wrote my novel. Now, this song is a nostalgic beat in my heart, thank you. This song brings me deep, core memories.
Слушая эту музыку, мне хочется плакать где-нибудь далеко-далеко, где-нибудь в тёмном лесу. Лежать на траве и плакать и плакать, когда на тебя капает, словно бесконечный дождь, что никогда не прекратится..
I honestly dont know how to describe the way this song makes me feel, so many people say it makes them sad but for me it's like that feeling you've always wanted, the feeling of finally being 100% happy where you dont have to worry about anything anymore your finally at peace with everything. I just picture myself being little again and I dont have anything to worry about I'm not sad I'm not stressed out I dont feel like people are judging me ALL the time, I just feel free. I hope for the people that are going through a really tough time right now make it through and know no matter what things will eventually go your way, I know things are so freaking hard right now and you just want to completely give up but please pleaseeee dont do that. Your worth it your beautiful/handsome and your strong, you got this. Whatever life is throwing at you right now you can get through it I know you can. Life is so hard but in the end it will eventually at some point get better🖤
This song makes me feel bad, but in a good way. It makes me feel not so alone. Like I'm not the only one who feels this way. Surrounded by love, and being loved, yet you never feel it, and feel bad about yourself knowing other people are struggling more. It's like a shadow that sticks with you forever. Thanks, dreamscape, for making this.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼 Edit: You are the best, dont give up NEVER give up, dont make some stupid and LIVE please, you are SPECIAL
I've been going down a rough path for a good amount of days now. An alcoholic father who can't see the damage he's doing to the family. Though, he's been pushing it down more onto me. Emotionally and verbally abusing me. It's so tiring to be scared to leave my room now, frozen in place. It's tiring that I also have to make sure my sibling is okay too. I'm glad to have stepped onto this one video just to listen to. Thank you.
You know that feeling when things are a little too quiet? You hear that ringing in your ears that isn't really there, and it feels almost suffocating. You've lost so much, and it feels baffling that there could be more to lose. That's what this is to me. Not quite coming to terms with what is happening, but a brutal admission of the situation you find yourself in.
I give myself to everyone.. I wanted so badly just to know what it felt like to love someone again. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t. and I’m sorry that I was always looking for someone I know can’t come back to me. They say we live in a generation where loyalty is nothing more than a tattoo, but mine was a brand. A brand that burned a hole deep in my heart when he left me. As I now wait on the doorstep of someone who isn’t there to let me in anymore… I miss you, my love. The night sky has never felt more empty than it does now. Wherever you are, I love you, and I hope you’re happy.
This song feels like diving into a deep blue sea, yearning for someone to rescue you as you peer up towards the surface, but no one arrives, and you sink even deeper. 🌊
I just feel nothing im not necessarily sad or happy I just feel nothing I don't feel like speaking or moving I just sit on the floor and stare into space and zone out. It's comforting in a way when I know God is there.
Hey random person online. I just wanted to tell you that I'm proud of you. I'm sure you're here because there's an empty or maybe lonely feeling. Maybe your here because you're not sure what your feeling. And that's ok. We're human and we all have that. Just remember your strong and your going to do ok even if it's baby steps. Remember that.
@@Itsofly of course dude. Anytime. I feel as if this place is an area for us to just. Feel? Or let us feel that disconnect that sometimes happens. And that's an ok thing. Hope things are going well for you!
This makes me think about all my regrets, past relationships and actions I made in the recent 19 years I been living . Things changed life isn’t the same anymore , and here I am listening to this loop to find closure. If you been feeling depressed or just lost you aren’t alone know dat . 🖤💯
Floating threw the air. With a smile, i feel at peace. The world fades and im alone with myself but not lonely. Jist for a moment i got to escape from this planet and just.... vibe 🌠
Absolutely love this song, just makes me feel like I'm floating in a void, no feelings, just nothing. I feel relaxed when listening and I'm able to just drift away into another place.
Listening to this has made me think of life more deeply. I always feel empty everyday,when I say I’m happy,I’m delusional. If I say I’m fine,I’m not…Their are too much to see. And too much to be…I always feel in the middle of everything in my life,like how I can grow better. But it’s never happened.
i really think this..... is what true peace fells like. Sometimes when im going to sleep, i imagine myself walking in some type of forest, really hurt, mising limbs and all, maybe after a car crash or anything like that. I imagine me walking all alone in the woods and in the middle of nowere, and then just stoping and sitting with my back against a tree and just..... sitting there.. rotting away where no one would ever find me... and the last image i see before i sleep is just my body, some years or decades after.... just bones covered by vines... unmoved. This just brings me peace
I dream dark silent forest with dead dogs all over. (My Uncle's dogs) Years ago I was dreaming about my dead Grandma, she say to me: “They can't see me (my family), only u can see me” c: Sorry my bad Eng 😅
Every time I just sit here and listen to this I get so lost in my thoughts that it’s hard to come back out and see what the world is really like but I don’t want to come out because it’s nice and full of memories and there’s sad things as well but in my mind I don’t want to leave it, but it’s a dangerous place to stay.
Some time ago, deep in my heart, I had a very deep conversation and in the end I was able to not be afraid of the dark. I thought of this song and how beautiful my best friend is up there in the sky shining like one of several stars on the darkest of nights, it was like feeling her presence so close to my cold skin as I gazed up at the sky for 1 hour.
if anyone is down, upset, or depressed just know that it may feel like you're all alone, that nobody loves you or understands you, but that there is someone in the world who DOES know what youre going through and cares for you more than you will ever know. You may feel like you cant go any longer, its too much to bear, and want to give up, but just know that it will be okay. Dont give up, because you will miss out on all of the great things to come. I am here for you, even if you think nobody else is. You're so strong and brave, and you've been through so much. I hope things get better for you, because you deserve to feel happy, loved, and cared for. If i was there with you rignt now I would hug you as tight as i could and for as long as you needed to let you know that i am here for you. You may not feel like things could ever get better in the moment, but they will. Im so proud of you. ❤️
People say that they feel in between of sad and happy, that there anger and peoples cries are not in there mind anymore, that everything just sounds like silence, that all the things that people say and do the thoughts running in your mind is gone, but yet still there, is just not doing as what it supposed to do. That is just you not being the same, cool right? The music is what makes you see or feel like you are not the person you are and that something is missing. Making the name of this music so accurate!
I'm in this never ending cycle, I dissociate my life away trying to not feel all the pain and negativity in my life. I dissociate almost every minute of everyday because I barely ever feel safe enough to actually go through stuff and feel what I need to feel. when I listen to this it helps me calm down enough to feel. I don't even want to think about where I'd be without this
Some Biblical advice I have for you is to 1. Give your burdens to Jesus, and 2. Read Phillipians 4. Here's Phillipians 4:8, hopefully it eases your mind. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things.
(not mine) “I love you,” he grins “I love you,” his eyes sparkle with euphoria and delight “I love you,” he smiles “I love you,” he writes no response comes to him in return. not that he asked for one though wouldn't it be a thrill to have something so meaningful to be told something so remarkable? “I love you,” he managed to say within seconds of the call ending “I love you,” he mentions “I love you,” he mutters he still maintains to beam at her slowly noticing she doesn’t in return the anguish and agony of not being worthy doesn’t come across his naive mind why would she make my heartbreak? eventually time went on she started to drift away farther and farther from his voice his isolation it gets drowned out by the significance of a meaningless life he realizes. nobody will be watching him while he does this, nobody that he thinks would care most doubtfully her “I love you,” he whispers a soulless creature just wanting to feel happiness yet that happiness was all a disguise a filter hiding a nightmare from the boy who didn’t want to be frightened “I love you too.” she sobs quietly realizing he isn't there to love. -m 198
Listening to this, i remember a times, when i visited a small town in Ukraine called subotiv. I have lived with my grandmother on a really quite street. Listening this i remember a blue light of my laptop at late night here. I remember the lights on my street, and how dark it was when lights were no longer placed. And how i woke up at 3 am, and went to church. Alone, trough the forest. I remember the orange sunset, yellow leaves of the autumn, melting snow during winter. And a road, that goes back to my home. I remember how i was surrounded by trees, by love and by silence of void. I remember how tasty all kinds of food was, and i remember my favourite fruitwater from shop"Bon boison" and in the same shop, i have to give 0.1 hruvnas, because then i didn't had enough money. I remember how calm i was, i remember rainstorm at late night, i remember TV shows, i remember tasty fruits from my street: grapes, apples, strawberries... And i haven't visited this place for more then 220 days. I miss this place. And i will always remember it. I will go back.... Write me, if you want to talk about calm places, i will respect your place, but please respect my. My place, my small town. Only place in a world, where i was calm
Hi, I'm definitely Russian, but please don't dislike me. I just want to share my thoughts with you. I'm hugging you perfectly, I also have a lot of problems with my mental state right now, I'm trying to hold on. I also want to go back to my childhood, when people looked at me with a smile, when I wasn't scolded for grades, when I could normally walk with friends and mom.When there was still a market (рынок) with a canopy and delicious food, as well as sparrows.)) I miss it all. This melody brings me back to the times when I was alive.Спасибо за уделённое время, удачи тебе в жизни!))
I am also Russian, I feel very sorry for the civilians of Ukraine, I understand what a difficult situation is right now between Russia and Ukraine. I quarreled with a friend from Ukraine, it’s quite a shame, because we have been friends since July 2021. For almost a year, if not for her, we would be friends right now...But in any case, I wish you good luck, take care.
"Alone...bleeding...and on my last strings...what a hell of a way to go out...instead of fighting my own body gives up first..." *The sound of a lone man's laughter echoed throughout the desolate, abandoned battlefield that's been long forgotten to time. Forsaken by the very world he fought for he survived only to be met with death's embrace. A worst possible ending for a warrior, and yet a comedic death for a man.*
This song can make deeper feelings you won't understand you won't feel happy or sad, or mad. You just understand your point of life. What you like and love and care for. That's the point of the song.
Having extreme trouble with jobs and right now I honestly couldn't care if the world ended tomorrow. I feel like there's no light at the end of the tunnel. This sound resonates perfectly with me.
(I know most of y’all won’t read this and that’s ok, have a good day) Ever since My freshman year at high school, I’ve alway felt alone in this world, like no one know who I really am. I always tell myself I should try to make some new friends, but I never do because I feel so different from everyone around me to the point where everything I do I have the feeling that everyone judging me. Not only that, I’ve been depressed for years now. Every time I make a mistake or piss someone off, it’ll make me feel worthless and wonder if I’ll ever be truly happy. People always tell me to keep my head up and push forward, but as each year goes by it gets harder and harder to keep going. When my girlfriend broke up with me last year because she lost interested in me, it completely broke me. I know life isn’t always suppose to be great, but every time Something bad happens it feel like I got hit by a truck. At this point, I just feel numb to the pain. I haven’t thought about suicide thankfully, but if this keeps going on it might not end well for me. when out in public and at home, I stay mostly quiet and hide my emotions so that no one won’t worry about me. Listening to music like this calm me down a lot, thank you…
Please listen to the people around you and continue to move forward. I struggled with my mental health in high school as well, but after graduating I began to heal and find myself and I don’t hurt the way I once did. I know it’s a cliche at this point, but it really does get better, please don’t give up.
This song is the feeling of loneliness but not the bad kind, the good kind, the kind of loneliness that you get when your best friend falls asleep on call with you. You feel lonely but you know that someone is still there.
I'm literally listening to this in my bed while my stomach is like I don't know what I feel I just look up at my ceiling and just stare (I know this sounds weird) and I just can't move...sometimes I question myself like "what is pain?, why don't I feel pain? , or why am I so weak?" I know sometimes people get this so I'm not alone ..I just wanted to share this I know you didn't want this and you're reading this right now I'm just wasting your time by reading this but if you're reading this and your like this I'll appreciate you ❤for reading this and I hope the best for you have a great morning/afternoon/night byee💗💟
Into the deep of nothingness...
Very fitting quote.
into the void / into the abyss / into the depths
Sounds amazing
amazing, calming. relax and pure.
It is insane how a song can make you feel so calm yet cold at the same time.
this song feels like being underwater in a deep blue sea... hoping someone would come to rescue you as you look up to the surface, but no one comes, and you sink deeper
edit: i wrote this two years ago while i was struggling… all i’m gonna say is that it does get better. hang on, and look up ways to evolve within the mind and the subconscious. train your subconscious and reprogram it. study the laws of the universe. all is well.
@@yosha3333 I absolutely love your Lain pfp I relate to her character very well & Shinji Ikari from Neon Genesis Evangelion, I just want to disappear from all of this
@@Imnoone678 I too, you've made my day🖤🖤
Shh
Shout out death shout out the abyss from where all life and light was born from absence of light and color from the absence of all matter and life nothingness
Like Naruto
I'm going through such a dark time at the moment. Body image, friends, crushes. The list goes on. It's so stressful. I feel like nothing. This is calming, it helps take my mind away from it
Edit: thanks for everybody sharing and giving advice. I really appreciate it. I'll give an update for anyone curious. My body image problem has led to anorexia, but I'm slowly on the mend. I've found a decent group of friends, and I've been put in medication to improve my mood. I hope everyone continues to share and for your situation to improve.
I feel you
Courage!!
It will get better
Don't worry, its okay to feel down in the moment but just know it doesn't last forever and you get to decide when to get into a good place mentally.
Hey there friend. I just want to say that I've noticed when reading your comment, that a lot of my own difficulties are running parallel to the kind of suffering you're speaking of. I can see myself in you very clearly... Just enough so that it almost seems like I'm looking into a mirror... Keep fighting the good fight with the "Higher" in mind and in heart. It's the way of the Crusader. You keep your sword unsheathed in hand, and face your enemy with "God" always in your heart (or any fathomable sense of a "higher power"). Anyways, please head my call and fall down the rabbit hole towards a heaven on earth, and do it with Grace. Tonight I walk with you in spirit, and tonight I dedicate and direct a prayer to you. Peace & prosperity to you. ✊🏻
-Lawrence I. 🙂
To be honest I cried so much to this song because I was in my darkest moments but now that I listen to it I just fall asleep to it because of how calming this song is.
You rihgt and crying is okay just let it go
Jesús loves you. You are the apple of his eye. You are strong, resilient, and beautiful. Keep your head up my love. Better days are closer than you think💕
felt
@@verwellkterdominiksachen8086 just don't show to other people
ok
idk who you are and idgaf but goddamn I truly hope everyone here has an amazing life. We all go through shit and I'm going through my own thing rn too I've been doing tons of drugs bc I lost someone I cared so much for but I'm getting strong. We have so many years ahead of us this is just the beginning and shit may be hard asf right now but stick in there and you will see how beautiful life gets. Your life is like a book but you're the one writing it. Don't be afraid to right someone outta your book if its the right thing you always got next chapter to find the write person you gotta evolve and conquer that shit. As an adbiult now I truly understand now, you can do anything you fkn want, you can BE anything you want all you have to do is put in the work. You wanna be a scientest or a teacher OR WTVR you can. You wana be happy? same shit you gotta put in work for that, nobody gets to live a happy life without earning it. Nothing is free not even happiness so just stick in there and do things you love, discover new things. We only live once and its not a long time compared to what it could be, us humans are so insignificant and small we dont live long lives so enjoy it to the fullest. Love, cry, laugh, be happy. also im high asf rn ion even know what im typing but its the thought of how theres over 7billion ppl in this world and every single person has their own stories to tell with their own experiences and their pain. And all of us will die someday all of us
I hope you become clean soon! Everything you said is true. You're so amazing, please don't give up
❤
That's really deep 🥀
Hey, how ya doing rn? been a few years hope your ok stay strong
This song gives two outcomes in emotions, a relaxing hypnotic state, Like your in the woods at the brink of sunset but what it looks to be twilight. Or a dark and gloomy night with heavy rain, where the clouds are as grey as the sky. Rain pouring down as if it’s a deep and depressive state
Ye……nice pfp-
i walked back to my car from work in the rain at like 12am listening to this
You think you're so deep don't you?
@@Happy_Shopper He might but do you know you're insecure? With where you're at, you should be focusing on yourself, not others. Or ignore this and escape the truth for however long you please. Whatever suits you.
@@Happy_Shopper You think you're good huh?
Imagine your childhood home. Your best friend from your old neighborhood, playtime, siblings and parents (if you had) wether your alone or with some one. The house that raised you, shelter you. 30 years later, it's rundown. It's falling apart and everything else. And all that's left to remind you of the memories is a dusty, faded family photo in the back yard. That is this song.
Facts😞😞😞
[smile]
That reallly made me cry bro 😢
sadly, this is what happened to my home. I checked back on it in google maps. I could see my family's old car. I fast forwarded to today. The house is now no longer there.
i was listening to this in summer , there's so many comfort memories is showing to me while im listening to this again after a while , ty tho
Sersoily though I remember listening to this with my friends all around me having it up on Max while there talking just his different when it's a good time
i used to too i still love this song
@@jimmypuked nice man it's a mix of emotions mostly emptyiness when I listen to it and sadness regret
@@jimmypuked also you have potential kid don't let anybody tell you otherwise keep you head up and keep moving stay strong and in your times of need lean on the lord John 3:16 god so loved the world he gave his only begotten son that whoever shall believe in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.
@@josiahsmith9871 que hermoso es saber que las respuestas mas sabias estan en la biblia
If Im ever about to die slowing bleeding out, freezing to death this song is what I wanna go out hearing
Hell I'd listen to it while getting mauled by a bear. But in all seriousness it's such a relaxing song
@@ishwandhanoa5200 you commented on your own comment
@@persianedits yes I know
@@persianedits it was more like an addition or after thought to what he had first said
Same
To all people....I'm in a little depression.But to this person who is reading this. I love you❤️
(Edit)
Thanks for all the love❤️
We are all love you ❤️i hope you will get better
Thx man it made me feel better since my uncle died 1month ago
@@rocioescobar702 ❤️❤️
@@rocioescobar702 Im sorry to hear that🙁. But i lovee that you are doing better❤️
love u too
To anyone who comes here for comfort in their own depression your not alone..
Thanks
Thx..
Thanks
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I think by slowing this down, it only magnified the music's intensity and emotion. That base vibrates down low in my ears and puts me in a hypnotic state of mind. This will be fantastic to relax and fall asleep, too.
I used to fall asleep to this. Truly a masterpiece.
I tried it at all the lower speeds and 0.25 x is the creepiest sounding.
I'm studying to it
Jesus Christ is the truth reach out
You know I wish I could just have a good mindset and well chemistry but the problem is it’s myself pushing me down idk how far I could go holding but it seems I could hold just half of it
one time when i was alone in my room , i remembered my grandfather .. he was usually working as an engineer , he used to help me solve the hardest questions , explain lessons to me .. he died a few months ago .. and i got great marks in maths while im in 2nd grade of high school and i thought ( if he was still alive and i told him that i got great marks in maths , he would've told me something like : (great job , i am very proud of u )...
It’s weird whenever i hear this song I’m not sad or happy I’m like in between
Same……
Melancholy
For me everything is silenced, the screams and cries shut up for once. The words of me being told I’m never going to be a good person finally says *dead silence* see? Nothing. I’m addicted to this song. I got a lot to dump here but I’m lazy for my thumbs to type it all
same vibes..
@@floydrivers5717 bro what does that even mean 💀
I have a hard time crying, and this song makes me tear up without even trying. It's so weird, but I love it
This song really hits different at a park with a full moon. Pitch black expect a few yellow street lights, the moonlight gazing down lighting everything up just a slight bit. It’s such a indescribable feeling.
That sounds like the perfect scene and vibe in my opinion
This would be a great night drive song.
Enjoy
Такие места меня так манят, там где нету людей. Такое чувство что я могу там надышаться свежим воздухом. Сесть возле дерева и отдохнуть.. собрать все мысли в один клочок. Сделать верное решение и жить дальше среди этих мерзких людей.
Тоже самое. Как я тебя понимаю
А у меня депрессия последние два года, и я не знаю что мне делать. И эта музыка как будто описывает то ожидание, которое я испытываю каждый день, надеясь что всё наладится ;(
@@cranberry888 надеюсь что у тебя в жизни все исправится, и больше ты никогда не почувствуешь одиночество, депрессию, страдание и боль.
fr.
меня данная музыка сгружает,все эмоции выходят, мне становится легче, я тебя так понимаю.. это ощущение.. я тоже не могу долго находится в обществе, мне нужно уединение, отдых, отстранение от людей..
It's interesting to hear everyone's mental and emotional interpretation of this song. It definitely shows how music can bring out feelings and experiences
Music is the one language everyone understands.
this song has an odd sense of solitude mixed with so many emotions in general where you feel nothing while listening, don't feel sad or happy nor angry, just solitary. It's nice.
I cried all my tears with this . Thanks for this song
honestly I’m so tired, I can’t form feelings anymore, I can’t react to anything I’m just like “oh.”, this song sort of just described that for me, not happiness nor sadness, not agony nor excitement, just emptiness.
hope you're feeling better spiritbeing!
I want to feel the comfort and warmth of my childhood again. I haven’t smiled or been as happy in my life since then even if it was a bit rough. I miss it I want to feel alive again. Even if it’s just once
Mhmm 😩
Nothing can mimic the experiences of being a child before, but this is now. Make use of what you have, you can still grind and have fun just like the golden days. Don't complain then 10 years later wishing you did more as a youth, teenager or young adult or whatever. Sustain yourself.
You will forever be the victim of your problems if you decide to play as one. Divide and conquer friend.
Damn you never lied. You always long for that in the end . We wanted to grow up fast. This world can chew you up and spit you out. But it molds you into something stronger. I love you and anybody else struggling with anything. It’s gonna be ok in the end tho. We’re meant to feel these emotions. Stay strong guys you got this ❤I’m going through my own battle rn so it’s hard but perseverance is key 😅
This song reminds me of nostalgia I’ve never had
Literally
This song makes me cry but it also calms me. On some nights when something bad happened or is happening, I usually curl up into a ball and cry listening to this.
I hope you're safe. ❤ you're never alone
not depressed or anything, i'm actually at the happiest moment in my whole life, i just like to listen to this sometimes
for those who are going through rough times, trust me on this, it always gets better, i've experienced myself, just be patient, and remember that God loves you, blessings and a kiss on the forehead to y'all
everything gets better in the end. if it’s not better, it’s not the end
Amen Brother ✝️
I'm slowly giving up, this is just too heavy to hold on anymore. There are things that still help me move forward but sometimes I lose all motivation. I feel so broken inside, I want to rest...
Don't give up, You are loved and You do have a purpose.
@@arandomguy71 thank u so much
You can do it. I know it because I did it, I'm still doing it. There's truly too many things and healing isn't an overnight miracle, but I lived to see what all of this leads to. And I'm glad because I met my friends, I met my girlfriend - now I only cling onto life and fight every battle with everything I got. It is not easy, but I can promise there are many things you will find worth all the effort and emotions. Motivation is a temporary drive, so remember all the things that make you smile and find your reasons to love and fight. I promise that you're stronger than you think. Stay safe!
Don't give up, it'll get better, I swear, but u have to work for it, itll be worth it, I promise
Rest? The greatest of artists, singers, fighters and celebrities continued to do what they do because of discipline, not motivation. Fix your problems and enjoy life again. Either that or continue being another average person in the family bloodline. It's up to you. Sustain yourself.
Love this song.
Kinda makes me think of that phrase from Nico di Angelo, I think...
“Those who are heartless, once cared too much.”
It's very relatable.
You grow tired of being so heartbroken, disappointed, depressed, that you start wanting to feel...numb. To be unable to feel anything. Indifferent.
And people don't understand why, because they think they're always right. They refuse to look at their own actions, mistakes, which led you to become this way.
Yeah...you're feeling like carrying a heavy burden with you, you wanna get it off your shoulders, but you struggle to do it.
The burden is your bad, negative feelings. Hate, anger, suffering, anxiety, depression, jealousy...the whole package.
You _don't_ wanna feel the way you're feeling anymore...but it's difficult not to.
It's like a tug of war within you...
On one side, your light self, who wants to be free of this prison, unbound from these chains, free from these feelings...
And on the other side, your dark self who keeps holding these feelings...refusing to let go of them, like they're something valuable and precious to it.
It's weird...to feel so much, so many things...and at the same time...not wanting to feel anything _at all_ .
But this true **war** going on between light and darkness takes a toll on your mental strength, health, sanity...
Will one of the sides win?
How long will this battle continue until the point of breakdown? Until you're numb?
Perhaps until you become empty...void...and apathy takes over?
How long until those around you start thinking you've become cold, heartless?
Not because you've become evil, but simply because you... _shut yourself down_ , "turned off" your feelings to prevent a mental "short-circuit".
And to be honest, they didn't care before, when you were facing this inner war...they just didn't give a damn.
So what difference does it make now? Why do they bother to try understanding?
Underrated comment sounds like a movie
Who?
@@mikel27180 No one specifically, but at the same time, anyone who take others for granted, who ignore, mistreat...
This happened to me a couple years ago I was doing horribly mentally so I pushed everything and everyone away. I gave up, I made myself numb. I still regret it a lot to this day it didn’t fix anything it just made me more lonely than I already was. I hope everyone who is reading this is doing well God bless
each of us lives dependent by our emotions, and our ideals. we call this humanity. hatred and suffering are in everything. Love as an example, when a person loves he most also protect himself from the greater hatred ahead. for the hatred that comes if he is emotionally robbed. is that of not living at all. eyes are the worst part of the body as they take in everything. they take in memories and weld it to the mind in a photographic weld that destroys the man. when a man whose been robbed closes his eyes. all he sees is what he truly dreams of. but he cant get it. feeling like hes falling further into a dark abyss of numbless emotion that he cant escape. wishing and wishing that he could get what he had before. reminscing on the past just hoping that it could go back to when he was truly enjoying himself
but hes afraid. on the inside hes afraid of the outcome. hes an afraid little boy waiting for someone to ease that. waiting for someone to let his inner child be cured from that emotion. and until that a man cant bear anything but that feeling. no matter what anyone says. its still there in the back of the head. a man always forgives and never forgets. in his head he plays a game of never ending chess with his emotions. trying to figure them out. but the easiest option is just to resort to complete anger. to learn to hate
because being nice and opening up a vulnerability is the only way that they can get hurt. vulnerability destroys a man. kills him on the inside while the soul is still living
emotion that i speak of is barely something that i can even write out
there is nothing there besides what resides between friendships. temporary emotion
the concept of something isnt something you can fully explain nor a woman can feel which is why men dont open up. because men dont expect woman to understand a world of living without that emotion. a world where everything is colorful when the mind is grey. do you understand a world of feeling numb is the same as not living at all
being emotionless is an excuse for living. a pitiful act
not having any emotion at all is the depiction of something that shouldnt be worth trying to solve
I’ve been so depressed lately I’ve lost all my friends and the only girl I talk to is giving me more pain I wipe tears off her face even tho she caused mine. I can’t open up to anyone because no one gets it this music is the perfect beat for my mind
Hope you’re doing good man
@@blip7905 not much better but thanks bro
hang in there Brady, communication saved me, its key. Please do let that girl know, if not, your family, the people who love you. We care about you, I do.
everything will get better, I promise.
No matter how difficult life can be, we born to shine and win the darkness. No matter if it comes from outside or inside, we have to face that to shine even brighter than yesterday. It's easy to say but, once you realize that you're in the world for that, you fight for yourself and for the ones you love. Sometimes we can feel sad but, anything of the bad things lasts forever. Just the good things can stay alive in life, because that's what our hearts will keep in memory, to make us happy after the winter ends ♡ we're here for you Brady!
Keep going, everything will be alright!
Don't be afraid to let go people, because the right people will come. But, until that happen, keep fighting!
We have enough time to make mistakes, and enough time to grow up and be better too! Let's take both situations and make a better sky for our hearts 🌃
I'm depressed, is there a lot like me?
Yes
no
Yes
Sadly yes so I'm going to sleep good bye world...
Yeah
Хоть за долгое время смог уснуть, спасибо
I Cheered Up Lot Of People, But When I'm Sad No One Is There For Me, Thanks For This Sound, This Is The Only Sound That Made Me Cheer Up🥺
then stop being an idio.t and giving your trust
did that sink you more? i dont care
@@alejandrosalazar94 damn cold heart
I am so sorry, I feel you... ❤️🩹
It's always the sad/calming music that you find other people in the same situation as you, they talk about their experience which describes how you feel. I never see that in other types of music, it's always these kind but I don't complain. I always feel like there's someone there for me, even when I feel alone. There's someone that understands what I'm going through, someone that understand what it's like, how it feels. I rarely comment but I like sharing and I like helping people and they help me, through words on a comment section, which I may never come back too.
I swear I play this song and then I forget everything. All the things around me. All the events in my life. All the pain and greatness I’ve experienced just slips away into the land of nothingness.
That is so weird
I see so much comments on people feeling sad. Just know many of us have been there and sometimes i do get there. I am 30 now and i always get sad thinking about how much time was wasted and things i didn't do. My 3 German Shepherds getting older and my mom and dad getting older. My friends all moved on and i get sad.All we can do is keep moving forward, work hard on yourself, keep and appreciate who you have close and keep your mind busy
. Just know you are not alone even though you and i feel it sometimes. I pray that all of you find peace and happiness guys and girls.
I use this to fall asleep. This song makes me feel strangely calm. It feels like a heavy yet calm feeling. As if everything in the world doesn't matter and its just nothingness. No thought just this heaviness. It reminds me of my worst days heaviness. But its not the same chaotic crushing heaviness where you want to give up. This is soft and soothing. It just hits the comfy spot. Lile you are in a comfy room on your own and there is nothing else. Just comfort. For me it would be being in a blanket warm in a pitch black room. The darkness is just comforting to me
Я сидела, слушала эту песню, пока рисовала, и разревелась на 15 минуте, я не знаю что послужило триггером, но реву я до сих пор, песня успокаивает, но и выводит на эмоции, будто ты наконец то один, и выплескиваешь всё свои подавленные эмоции, накопившиеся за всю жизнь.
У меня каждый день)
А у меня депрессия последние два года, и я не знаю что мне делать. И эта музыка как будто описывает то ожидание, которое я испытываю каждый день, надеясь что всё наладится ;(
@@cranberry888 надеюсь, то, что ты скоро выйдешь из депрессии :)
@@cranberry888 у меня тоже:(
I have about 2 weeks before my end of year exams begin
I've never really liked my new school, everything is so new and it took a long time to adjust
Everything is just so stressful
Now I'm about to write the exams that determine if I can go on to the next grade or I'll fail.
These songs help me study somehow and I'm kind of confident...
I hope I will be able to updated this with great news, saying I've passed or sm
I've rewritten 2 exams already and rn I'm studying for my next exam. 13 Papers to go
I passed💀✊🏽
I forgot to update this because I've been busy with other stuff
I'm doing better now
Thanks for the likes
And also thank u for the video.
Hey man, I'm glad that you passed your exam! I'm in college right now and my midterms are coming up, so I know how you feel. I might not know you in real life, but I hope that your doing fine and getting through life without too many struggles. I know that hardships come in many shapes and sizes, and that some are worse for others than some, but I hope that your struggles are ones that you can handle. If you can't handle them, then I hope that you have someone that can help you through them and overcome them.
Well, I must get going, I'm off to meet a friend for a much awaited reunion. I do hope that my words have been heard and received, and I wish you the best until we might exchange words.
- Dale
live an happy life
I like chicken
Like alot
and I like bacon
This song is incredibly comforting to listen to sleep.
It makes me feel tranquil. Like the world has slowed down and I don't have to worry about falling behind anymore. ♡
Эта песня так успокаивает. Пока у тебч срыв ты час слушаешь песню над которой можно сидеть и размышлять, успокаиваться, искать себя. Это очень замечательно, а человек который додумался поставить в замедленное гений
This song has been my biggest inspiration ever since it was released. I barely comment on any videos, but here, this is how it all started. When i was first writing my novel, I was only 11, and had no proper idea of what a book should be like. I remember when this first dropped, it became the only song I listened to in repeat as I wrote my novel. Now, this song is a nostalgic beat in my heart, thank you. This song brings me deep, core memories.
Слушая эту музыку, мне хочется плакать где-нибудь далеко-далеко, где-нибудь в тёмном лесу. Лежать на траве и плакать и плакать, когда на тебя капает, словно бесконечный дождь, что никогда не прекратится..
Lol
@@GameStation9727 Лол.
Yup same😭😢😭😢
I honestly dont know how to describe the way this song makes me feel, so many people say it makes them sad but for me it's like that feeling you've always wanted, the feeling of finally being 100% happy where you dont have to worry about anything anymore your finally at peace with everything. I just picture myself being little again and I dont have anything to worry about I'm not sad I'm not stressed out I dont feel like people are judging me ALL the time, I just feel free. I hope for the people that are going through a really tough time right now make it through and know no matter what things will eventually go your way, I know things are so freaking hard right now and you just want to completely give up but please pleaseeee dont do that. Your worth it your beautiful/handsome and your strong, you got this. Whatever life is throwing at you right now you can get through it I know you can. Life is so hard but in the end it will eventually at some point get better🖤
this song is so good, i usually listen to it in the evening, it feels so peaceful but..it's a bit lonely..
This music, walking home through the woods as the sun steeps over the horizon as you think about your life, the highs and lows.... priceless
"you called for help... but nobody came"
endless falling, this song feels like.
True......
Love the reference btw 😅
This really makes me happy and calm
This song makes me feel bad, but in a good way. It makes me feel not so alone. Like I'm not the only one who feels this way. Surrounded by love, and being loved, yet you never feel it, and feel bad about yourself knowing other people are struggling more. It's like a shadow that sticks with you forever. Thanks, dreamscape, for making this.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
Edit: You are the best, dont give up NEVER give up, dont make some stupid and LIVE please, you are SPECIAL
I've been going down a rough path for a good amount of days now. An alcoholic father who can't see the damage he's doing to the family. Though, he's been pushing it down more onto me. Emotionally and verbally abusing me. It's so tiring to be scared to leave my room now, frozen in place. It's tiring that I also have to make sure my sibling is okay too. I'm glad to have stepped onto this one video just to listen to. Thank you.
You know that feeling when things are a little too quiet? You hear that ringing in your ears that isn't really there, and it feels almost suffocating. You've lost so much, and it feels baffling that there could be more to lose. That's what this is to me. Not quite coming to terms with what is happening, but a brutal admission of the situation you find yourself in.
I give myself to everyone.. I wanted so badly just to know what it felt like to love someone again. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t. and I’m sorry that I was always looking for someone I know can’t come back to me. They say we live in a generation where loyalty is nothing more than a tattoo, but mine was a brand. A brand that burned a hole deep in my heart when he left me. As I now wait on the doorstep of someone who isn’t there to let me in anymore… I miss you, my love. The night sky has never felt more empty than it does now. Wherever you are, I love you, and I hope you’re happy.
Esto no es para siempre, sucederán cosas mejores, lo sé, confío, lo hago y lo creo, eres mejor que toda la mierda por la que estás pasando 💖
Esperemos que la realidad lo confirme. Gracias
Quisiera pensar igual, gracias de todas formas
gracias
Gracias ❤️🩹
Esas palabras son oro
This song feels like diving into a deep blue sea, yearning for someone to rescue you as you peer up towards the surface, but no one arrives, and you sink even deeper. 🌊
I just feel nothing im not necessarily sad or happy I just feel nothing I don't feel like speaking or moving I just sit on the floor and stare into space and zone out. It's comforting in a way when I know God is there.
This song will always be a comfort to me. It's been my go to when I'm sad or nostalgic. I love it sm
i love how no matter what my mood is this makes me contemplate my life
I have Daydreaming sickness and listen to this music and dream, thank you.
Hey random person online. I just wanted to tell you that I'm proud of you. I'm sure you're here because there's an empty or maybe lonely feeling. Maybe your here because you're not sure what your feeling. And that's ok. We're human and we all have that. Just remember your strong and your going to do ok even if it's baby steps. Remember that.
Thanks
@@Itsofly of course dude. Anytime. I feel as if this place is an area for us to just. Feel? Or let us feel that disconnect that sometimes happens. And that's an ok thing. Hope things are going well for you!
@@tinyboxgamer7404 I hope our bad moments will remain just memories. I wish you success in your life.and thanks again.
am fucking useless i wil remember that
No words
No voices
Just a deep melody
That makes you think of things you wish you could change
Does anyone else get the eerie sad feeling someone took there own life to this
I would
Yup
This makes me think about all my regrets, past relationships and actions I made in the recent 19 years I been living . Things changed life isn’t the same anymore , and here I am listening to this loop to find closure. If you been feeling depressed or just lost you aren’t alone know dat . 🖤💯
Floating threw the air. With a smile, i feel at peace. The world fades and im alone with myself but not lonely. Jist for a moment i got to escape from this planet and just.... vibe 🌠
Absolutely love this song, just makes me feel like I'm floating in a void, no feelings, just nothing. I feel relaxed when listening and I'm able to just drift away into another place.
It’s storming like crazy where I live and this is just the perfect music to play rn
Best 1h I have alone for a long time..
This song is so relaxing
Listening to this has made me think of life more deeply.
I always feel empty everyday,when I say I’m happy,I’m delusional.
If I say I’m fine,I’m not…Their are too much to see.
And too much to be…I always feel in the middle of everything in my life,like how I can grow better.
But it’s never happened.
Im sorry to hear this, I hope you will get well soon brother ❤
@@Poshho Thanks man.This helped me!
never experienced so much nostalgia, makes me cry fr
This song reminds of the things that make me sad but also the reason to not be sad, to fix my problems and sustain myself, my family and my friends.
I’ve listened to this for 5 hours straight and I have no emotion anymore
i really think this..... is what true peace fells like.
Sometimes when im going to sleep, i imagine myself walking in some type of forest, really hurt, mising limbs and all, maybe after a car crash or anything like that.
I imagine me walking all alone in the woods and in the middle of nowere, and then just stoping and sitting with my back against a tree and just..... sitting there.. rotting away where no one would ever find me... and the last image i see before i sleep is just my body, some years or decades after.... just bones covered by vines... unmoved.
This just brings me peace
I dream dark silent forest with dead dogs all over. (My Uncle's dogs)
Years ago I was dreaming about my dead Grandma, she say to me: “They can't see me (my family), only u can see me” c:
Sorry my bad Eng 😅
Every time I just sit here and listen to this I get so lost in my thoughts that it’s hard to come back out and see what the world is really like but I don’t want to come out because it’s nice and full of memories and there’s sad things as well but in my mind I don’t want to leave it, but it’s a dangerous place to stay.
I would describe this as "you are alone, it's just you and your problems", and it's so soothing, yet to unnerving
Some time ago, deep in my heart, I had a very deep conversation and in the end I was able to not be afraid of the dark. I thought of this song and how beautiful my best friend is up there in the sky shining like one of several stars on the darkest of nights, it was like feeling her presence so close to my cold skin as I gazed up at the sky for 1 hour.
if anyone is down, upset, or depressed just know that it may feel like you're all alone, that nobody loves you or understands you, but that there is someone in the world who DOES know what youre going through and cares for you more than you will ever know. You may feel like you cant go any longer, its too much to bear, and want to give up, but just know that it will be okay. Dont give up, because you will miss out on all of the great things to come. I am here for you, even if you think nobody else is. You're so strong and brave, and you've been through so much. I hope things get better for you, because you deserve to feel happy, loved, and cared for. If i was there with you rignt now I would hug you as tight as i could and for as long as you needed to let you know that i am here for you. You may not feel like things could ever get better in the moment, but they will. Im so proud of you. ❤️
Дрож по телу, грустные мысли, усталые глаза закрывающиеся по своей воле...
У меня тоже но без дрожи
People say that they feel in between of sad and happy, that there anger and peoples cries are not in there mind anymore, that everything just sounds like silence, that all the things that people say and do the thoughts running in your mind is gone, but yet still there, is just not doing as what it supposed to do. That is just you not being the same, cool right? The music is what makes you see or feel like you are not the person you are and that something is missing. Making the name of this music so accurate!
I'm in this never ending cycle, I dissociate my life away trying to not feel all the pain and negativity in my life. I dissociate almost every minute of everyday because I barely ever feel safe enough to actually go through stuff and feel what I need to feel. when I listen to this it helps me calm down enough to feel. I don't even want to think about where I'd be without this
Some Biblical advice I have for you is to 1. Give your burdens to Jesus, and 2. Read Phillipians 4. Here's Phillipians 4:8, hopefully it eases your mind.
Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things.
nice dont care
I don’t know who needs to hear this but you are wanted and you are loved ❤️
(not mine)
“I love you,” he grins
“I love you,” his eyes sparkle with euphoria and delight
“I love you,” he smiles
“I love you,” he writes
no response comes to him in return.
not that he asked for one
though wouldn't it be a thrill
to have something so meaningful to be told something so remarkable?
“I love you,” he managed to say
within seconds of the call ending
“I love you,” he mentions
“I love you,” he mutters
he still maintains to beam at her
slowly noticing she doesn’t in return
the anguish and agony of not being worthy doesn’t come across his naive mind
why would she make my heartbreak?
eventually time went on
she started to drift away
farther and farther from his voice
his isolation
it gets drowned out by the significance of a meaningless life
he realizes.
nobody will be watching him while he does this,
nobody that he thinks would care
most doubtfully her
“I love you,” he whispers
a soulless creature
just wanting to feel happiness
yet that happiness was all a disguise
a filter
hiding a nightmare from the boy who didn’t want to be frightened
“I love you too.”
she sobs quietly
realizing he isn't there to love.
-m
198
🤧💞
Wow.....I have no words...
Whoever is reading this, I just hope yall have a great day, and I'm actually under a little depression rn, I just hope you enjoy your life. ❤
Ця пісня заспокоює, та заставляє думати про ці моменти які ти хочеш повернути, але їх вже не повернеш… бути на самоті і слухати цей трек це щось!
если бы она вернулась, если бы она снова любила меня...
твоя мать мертва в канаве
Ive been looking for this song for what feels like years.
Listening to this, i remember a times, when i visited a small town in Ukraine called subotiv. I have lived with my grandmother on a really quite street. Listening this i remember a blue light of my laptop at late night here. I remember the lights on my street, and how dark it was when lights were no longer placed. And how i woke up at 3 am, and went to church. Alone, trough the forest. I remember the orange sunset, yellow leaves of the autumn, melting snow during winter. And a road, that goes back to my home. I remember how i was surrounded by trees, by love and by silence of void. I remember how tasty all kinds of food was, and i remember my favourite fruitwater from shop"Bon boison" and in the same shop, i have to give 0.1 hruvnas, because then i didn't had enough money. I remember how calm i was, i remember rainstorm at late night, i remember TV shows, i remember tasty fruits from my street: grapes, apples, strawberries... And i haven't visited this place for more then 220 days. I miss this place. And i will always remember it. I will go back....
Write me, if you want to talk about calm places, i will respect your place, but please respect my. My place, my small town. Only place in a world, where i was calm
Hi, I'm definitely Russian, but please don't dislike me. I just want to share my thoughts with you. I'm hugging you perfectly, I also have a lot of problems with my mental state right now, I'm trying to hold on. I also want to go back to my childhood, when people looked at me with a smile, when I wasn't scolded for grades, when I could normally walk with friends and mom.When there was still a market (рынок) with a canopy and delicious food, as well as sparrows.)) I miss it all. This melody brings me back to the times when I was alive.Спасибо за уделённое время, удачи тебе в жизни!))
I am also Russian, I feel very sorry for the civilians of Ukraine, I understand what a difficult situation is right now between Russia and Ukraine. I quarreled with a friend from Ukraine, it’s quite a shame, because we have been friends since July 2021. For almost a year, if not for her, we would be friends right now...But in any case, I wish you good luck, take care.
@@tolyasick Спасибо тебе
@@Mwaaahh thank you
You are an amazing person.
A lot of memories are flashing before my eyes while listening to this
This soundtrack is awesome it really helps me to escape reality
"Alone...bleeding...and on my last strings...what a hell of a way to go out...instead of fighting my own body gives up first..."
*The sound of a lone man's laughter echoed throughout the desolate, abandoned battlefield that's been long forgotten to time. Forsaken by the very world he fought for he survived only to be met with death's embrace. A worst possible ending for a warrior, and yet a comedic death for a man.*
When I hear this song it’s like everything around me doesn’t matter…
..
this song feels like meeting your past, happy self and seeing how much really changed.
слушаю эту музыку на повторе уже 3 день. не знаю почему, но она так успокаивает меня. вообще нету ощущения подавленности, только спокойствие
А у меня есть=(
to anyone reading this, you can do this! I have faith in you. cherish life! and I love you deeply.
This song really makes me wanna think about all the bad things on my life
This song makes me want to resolve those bad things
Same😢
This song can make deeper feelings you won't understand you won't feel happy or sad, or mad. You just understand your point of life. What you like and love and care for. That's the point of the song.
Having extreme trouble with jobs and right now I honestly couldn't care if the world ended tomorrow. I feel like there's no light at the end of the tunnel. This sound resonates perfectly with me.
k but who even cares?
if i cared less i wouldnt even respond
dreamscape is the best youtube channel for this kind of music i swear
(I know most of y’all won’t read this and that’s ok, have a good day)
Ever since My freshman year at high school, I’ve alway felt alone in this world, like no one know who I really am. I always tell myself I should try to make some new friends, but I never do because I feel so different from everyone around me to the point where everything I do I have the feeling that everyone judging me. Not only that, I’ve been depressed for years now. Every time I make a mistake or piss someone off, it’ll make me feel worthless and wonder if I’ll ever be truly happy. People always tell me to keep my head up and push forward, but as each year goes by it gets harder and harder to keep going. When my girlfriend broke up with me last year because she lost interested in me, it completely broke me. I know life isn’t always suppose to be great, but every time Something bad happens it feel like I got hit by a truck. At this point, I just feel numb to the pain. I haven’t thought about suicide thankfully, but if this keeps going on it might not end well for me. when out in public and at home, I stay mostly quiet and hide my emotions so that no one won’t worry about me.
Listening to music like this calm me down a lot, thank you…
Please listen to the people around you and continue to move forward. I struggled with my mental health in high school as well, but after graduating I began to heal and find myself and I don’t hurt the way I once did. I know it’s a cliche at this point, but it really does get better, please don’t give up.
@@nightwingfan9649 appreciate it man
Talk to me man, I’ll listen. I know what it’s like when you have to listen to everyone else’s problems but people don’t even question if you have any
@@michaelmcdonald4478 facts man, make it harder that can’t communicate well and most the time people will listen to me when I say something funny
Ive felt depressed sine my uncle died 1 month ago I dont have lots of friends 1 of them bother me always and life hasnt been the the same ever since
this song brings back old memories back with me and my grandpa.
i hope u and ur grandpa is okay
this song describes how my life feels right now
Same😢😢
This song is the feeling of loneliness but not the bad kind, the good kind, the kind of loneliness that you get when your best friend falls asleep on call with you. You feel lonely but you know that someone is still there.
I'm literally listening to this in my bed while my stomach is like I don't know what I feel I just look up at my ceiling and just stare (I know this sounds weird) and I just can't move...sometimes I question myself like "what is pain?, why don't I feel pain? , or why am I so weak?" I know sometimes people get this so I'm not alone ..I just wanted to share this I know you didn't want this and you're reading this right now I'm just wasting your time by reading this but if you're reading this and your like this I'll appreciate you ❤for reading this and I hope the best for you have a great morning/afternoon/night byee💗💟
💛 u are gold
Same and you are so kind ❤ love you bro ❤💙
@@sarcasticfox6415 thank u you're gold too 💛 I hope you're doing great
@@mojacob9793 thank you love you too 😘💓
I suffer from a back injury, so "pain" is an old friend of mine; but, I wanted to say hello. I'm here if you want to talk. ❤