It’s weird: you get more support from complete strangers on the internet, while close friends in real life just think you’re lying for attention. It’s really sad.
You nailed it. Don't know how I could decscribe it better, but you nailed it. That phase is some years age and I couldn't even remember the name of the song. I accidently found it and almost cried because of upcoming emotions from then. Dunno why I wrote such a long comment now. I just wanted to say that you fuckin nailed it.
I feel bad bcs most of the comment section is about real painful sadness, and I have empathy but like, ✌️😬✌️ So much love to anyone struggling though. It's only temporary ❤️❤️
Trust me I know that feels . Someone you love likes someone you have a close relationship with you don't wanna ruin it but ur heart broken and when he breaks up with that person it hurts
The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears The widest smiles have been the angriest The happiest people are the saddest on the inside The most helpful are the ones who need help themselves -Evie I love you all
"No one notice your sadness" "No one notice your pain" "No one notice your tears" "No one notice your hardworks" "No one notice the things you do" "But they notice your mistakes" "They notice your failures..."
My best friend She is sick,She might die if she doesn't gets the surgery But she will die if the surgery fails... I can't stop thinking about it.... I can't stop crying..... She is the best person I have ever met..... I pray for her to survive... I Just want for her to live... We like each other and she confessed me I just love her so much....You are my Hope. When I wake up the first thing I think about is you But now I'm scared that I might lose you Please don't ever leave me I love you. update: thank you for the replies lol. she is okay now. we are not together anymore but i'm glad she made it.
"yes what a marvellous plan I'll GO TO THE STORE AND BUY HAPPINESS" "Oh look its too expensive. Care to help me buy it its only £9999999999.99, then I'll be happy again"
No its totally true it's mostly because well for me its because I domt know them in real life they cant use my secrets against me hehehe ya so relatable
Because we like to help each other here While in real life it's harder for "friends" and other people to talk with you without being judged by others for being emotional etc That's my opinion though Hopefully you are doing well anyways :)
Subconsciously we know they are much easier to get rid of in case it ever goes wrong. They're technically strangers and any negativity from them can't affect your life nor can they tell anyone else in your life what you told them.
im so glad im better now . coming back to this song brings nostalgia to me. if anyone is ever sad and reading this trust me when i say this better things are coming stay strong you got this i believe in you!
Do you know what hurts the most?: When they say "its just a phase!" "You're just cutting fo attention" "You're just faking" And you dont say anything because you know they wouldnt understand That hurts the most when you try to explain and try to ask for help but they dont care....
I won’t let my tears fall. Imagine being the best of friends with the person you love. One day, you confessed. They said no, but you guys were still friends. About 2 months later... they confessed to you. You guys started dating until a year. They came up to you and broke up with you. They broke your heart. You guys were still ‘ friends’ but talked less than when you were friends. Fast forward a month later... You told them you still liked them. They looked at you and frowned. A friend of them, went up to you a day later. And told you they had no feelings for you. They broke your heart. Again. You held all of your tears. You clenched a poem he wrote for you. You crushed the love note you wrote for him. You felt nothing anymore. You didn’t feel sad, angry, or even disappointed. You couldn’t feel anything. Because of that person you turned into an emotionless robot. Hey, this is a true story, it’s the story of my life. I really felt nothing. Nothing for him nor myself. I hope one day I’ll find the right one for me.
before: "youre attention seeking" "youre faking" "i wish you were never born" after suicide attempt: "all you had to do was open your mouth and talk to someone" "you messed everything up when you did that" "nobody wants you dead" this happened to me about 2 months ago..
I just seen this and im so sorry that you had to go through all of that. If your want some to talk to message me haha i know i need someone to talk to but no one really cares enough so ya... Hope to hear from you
sadly love and compassion is weaker than narcissism and regret. In most cases , they'll shut you down until all your emotions pour out of you like a balloon bursting and then they'll play the victim and act like they never knew so they don't have to face the fact that they could have helped
Little Girl: What's on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... points you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero this is not mine. I just share it cuz it was so beautiful. Share it with other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!
This is how I met my fiancé; Him: What’s on your wrists? Me: It’s nothing. Me: **sees he has scars too** Him: I understand. Me: No, I’m fine. Him: Your that Amari girl right? The one who lost her family? Me: Yes, that’s me. I haven’t heard of you though, and I’m no one important anyway. Who I am really doesn’t matter. Trust me when I say that. Him: No, you’re important. I understand you pain, I lost my only two siblings years ago, and it was my fault. Knowing what happened is a pain, but knowing that you could’ve prevented it is worse. Me: I never thought I’d hear someone say that. Him: Friends? Me: Friends. Two years later, we became a regular dating couple. Five years later from that, we’re going to get married.
I listened to this almost five years ago, like nonstop. It makes me think of what I thought my life was going to be when I got into highschool. It makes me sad that it didn't turn out the way I would've liked, but helps me reach into my imagination like I used to.
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it Your size isn't a book, don't judge it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Your neck isn't a hanger, don't hang it Your head isn't a target, Don't shoot it Your life isn't a film, don't end it” Conclusions: Don't self harm, it doesn't do you any good. Your story is an inspiration, be proud of it. You are beautiful.
I hate myself. I hate my pain I hate myself for falling in love I hate myself for trusting I hate myself for allowing a person to hit me and use me I hate myself for having to let go I hate that I don’t have a mother I hate myself for not being her perfect daughter... I hate myself for not being a good sister and now they are both gone.. I hate myself how the ones I was supposed to protect are now in heaven I hate myself for being weak I hate that I was bullied I hate my body I want look skinnier so I starved myself I hate knowing the blood that runs in me is my mothers so I cut myself I hate looking in the mirror I hate this... I hate feeling depressed I hate having to be the happy person when I just want to break down and cry I hate how everyone thinks I am just an idiot I hate that people talk behind my back and I know I wish.. someone could just hug me and just finally let me cry.. I hate overthinking The only real friend is the moon but even then the moon goes away I hate being alone I hate the silence I am slowly killing myself and nobody knows.. I hate having type one diabetes I hate having to wear this mask I hate trying to have hope I just want someone to listen...
Thank you so much Chino. I discovered your channel 5-6 years ago and loved it so much as the music you posted back then related to how I felt at the time and made me feel like I wasn't alone. I'm really happy to see that your channel has grown so much and got the recognition it deserves. You've helped so many people as you built a community that was always there for people who needed someone to speak to. I'm just another one of those souls you saved and you'll forever hold a special place in my memory. This was the song that was my favourite and had on repeat for hours, I'm glad you kept this song and the song 'You don't know'. I'm sure the were many more songs you posted around then that I listend to but are now gone. But anyways I just wanted to post this and say thank you for doing what you do and I hope you continue to grow more and be blessed more in the future!
Everyone: no don’t cry! Me: clearly they don’t know how much it helps.... To anyone reading: you are not alone in this battle. I am here to talk. If you want. I love you.
Well my gf broke up with me yestetday we only dated for a week but it was the most beautiful week ever she was my first gf ever we only saw eachother once thats when she broke up with me she is lesbian and i completly understood i still cried but i kept my self together until this song i was fk devastaded but today i feel nothing and for some reason im happy like ive never been this happy in my entire life i looked in the mirror and said it will get better one day it will. Thx to anyone who read this story i hope it gives u the strength to do the same
Why is it when... Sad Poem #2 Why is it when I want to cry, I can't..? Why is it when no matter how much I scream, no one can hear me..? Why is it when I see your smile, I'm broken free from a curse I can't control....? Why is it when you hug me, I dont hear the voices in my head..?! But why do I feel selfish....? I just want a little bit of love and a hug...
Anyone else just read through the comments praying that their alone because they don't want anyone else to to have to deal with anywhere close to the amount of pain they feel on a daily basis?
@Zoe Girard élève that may be true that they have good lives. But mental illness such as depression and anxiety can still be there under the surface unrecognized and untreated until it's to late.
So deep....BUT I LOVE IT!!!!!!!! Thanks for the incredible song! Much Love!❤ *Sneaks away to break the repeat button* •-• P.S. This is going to be stuck in my head👍
She just left this world due to atrocious cruel world 😭 u know if i had courage to tell u her story and even after all that she had such a beautiful smile on her that it took me a month to notice the pain u would be too broke😭
i listened to this in my nightcore phase when i was not doing well. 6 years later i can finally say im doing great :D so glad to see it can in fact, get better
i met a friend...online...we got really close in only a short span of one month...suddenly when i logged in a few days ago after a long time i saw that he was no longer there...he said his last goodbye...i feel like i lost a best friend once again and it hurts really badly but i hope that if fate allows we would meet once again not only virtually but in real life... Zax ur a true friend of mine i would never forget and u would always be my bro...love from this little sis of urs
“I’m fine” is a good way to tell people they need to worry but not to talk to you about it. It’s also a good way to mask the fact that everything inside has been broken into pieces
I always feel better because of you... Thank you...Sometimes I need to spend some time Alone... And I listen Nighcore... Especially sad song... I feel better... I want to Thank you Soo much... Thank you for be
What else do I do with my emotion....no one every sees my pain...and when the mask finely breaks my depression turns to anger bc I don’t want people to think I’m weak.... PS I’m a dude
Then get help and dont waste your time ob TH-cam and ACTUALLY GET HELP like most people should instead of getting peoples pity because they would never understand what your going through. All you get when do this is " me too" or "same" and also " its ok "
Shadow Of Aura I do know how hard it is because I have the bipolar disorder and it was hard to tell someone BUT you gotta stick up for yourself and get help even if you think nobody will understand because someone will.
I just can’t fight bad memories of my past life and it’s hard to let my past memories go. This song makes me wanna cry cuz it reminds me of my past childhood memories that I once had in the past but they are gone now forever.
My friend... She's still out there... No... She's *right there* but I can't see her... Y can't I c her? Was it I who lied and cheated my mom? No .. I... It was *him* it was *her*... My friend's mum and dad... So y am I being punished .... Y can't I see Arianna anymore.... *Did I do something wrong? Could I have done something to prevent this from happening?* I don't know... *I don't know* but I want to know.... The New year's party at our cinema is my last chance. If she is there... I can do something... I *will* do something... I will not say "hey haven't seen u in a while" *no* I will stand up... I will speak, loud and proud. I will say... I will say... *It's not our fault* I will protect our friendship... No matter what... I will stand to her mum and dad... I will stand up to my own mom... I will make them allow me to see her! I will do something... I will save her... I will save *us* I.... I've tried to hide it... I've tried to be happy.... While she was gone I've had a crush... I've accomplished something that we've been trying to accomplish for years... I have found new shows that I want to show her! That I want to watch with her! Ive been doing well in my studies! I wanna study with her... I found an amazing cosplay idea this year for Halloween! I want to go trick or treating with her in my last years of trick or treating! I will... I will bc I will save our friendship.... I promise *I will protect our memories so we can make new ones and laugh at our old ones* so what do I see when the song says... your the past I don't wanna erase? I see *our past* but not only that... I see our future
Mine left too. She came and visited. I didn't like it very much. She changed. We will never be the same. But she will always be my long distance sister. I love her. Saydee if your out there, thank you for helping me. I kept our promise.
The lyrics are devastating and seeing the girl on the background.....just makes me wanna cry......but I can’t.....I promised gn not cry......to not cut myself.....and I kept that promise.......BUT I CANT KEEP IT ANYMORE ......IT HURTS !!!! It hurts....it....hurts YOU are beautiful You ARE an amazing person You are NOT the only one You are not ALONE nobody wants you Nobody cares are you Nobody wants to be your friend Nobody loves you Nobody understands you Nobody wants to support you and be your friend Hey......I’m nobody.....😊
I haven't been bullied or had depression yet, so therefore I don't know what it's like, but I know it's painful and it hurts, mentally and physically. If anyone needs to pour out their feelings, I'm all ears. And I hope anyone who's bullied, stands up and shows the bullies that they are better then the bullies will ever be and if someone has depression, I hope that whatever made them have it stops. To everyone out there: There will *ALWAYS* be atleast one person who loves and cares for you, even if it's just a random stranger online like me!
I, personally, thank you for this kind comment. I just had some problems in my personal life with my mental disorders and other things and this made me stop from grabbing my knife that's next to me on my table in my bedroom. I've been abused for a long time (ever since I was 2) and it was always by my dad. I was forced to stay silent about my emotions by my mother for 7+ years (It started when I was 3) because she always wanted to talk about herself and if I tried to talk she'd tell me to shut up and then complain about me never talking after a few minutes. I haven't been able to communicate with other being in person, so I've always been a loner. Usually, I never did anything with others in school and if I did I'd have problems saying my mind or I got too aggressive (Anger Issues) to the point I had to sit out or went to the office due to me attacking another student. I've always been easily angered. And as time went on most emotions dulled and soon I just went basically numb, the only things I could feel was Envy and Anger- I still can't feel anything, and happiness for me is a mask I wear to hide it. Most things that have happened to me was with my father, school (bullying), and mother for mental damage (Not abuse but the silence I had to endure damaged me mentally) and I still am being quiet at the age of 12.
I like these kinds of ppl... They don't have depression themselves but... They at least *try* to understand ppl who *do*! They're the kind of person would take the time to help a hurt animal. They're the kind of person who would stop to consider another's happiness might not be true. They're the kind of person who would spend their time helping someone whether little or a lot of help
I have anxiety and depression...It's hard to fight the war but I'm getting better.I am not bullied a lot basically not bullied at all but I still have depression because my mom and dad fight a lot.it's hard
Everyone! If you feel depressed you should always tell someone. Not us. We try to help..but it’s not working. Tell someone else that understands you and can help you. I just wanted to say, you guys are not alone. Everyone has their ups and downs and they can’t help it. But please, don’t cut, don’t underestimate yourself, because we all know in your hearts you don’t want to do it. We all need you and we don’t want to lose you. Anyone like you deserves to live. We all do. I know it’s not right saying this, but.. you need to stop. Not only it’s effecting you, but others, too.
This song makes me cry.. Everyone says live your life as long as you still can.. But i have no reason.. No point in life.. I just live caus i have no choice.. Hiding from the sunlight.. Only showing up at night for the moonlight.. No boyfriend.. No friends.. No laughts.. Always living the same thing everyday.. Taking the car.. Going to school.. Studying.. Eating.. And sleeping.. Then same thing next day.. Next week.. Next month.. Next year.. Feeling lonely.. Useless.. Just a damn life.
Swag OAC I feel ya I've been through so so much that others wouldn't think someone could go through so I'm good with this stuff so if u wanna talk about it id love to help u email me darkgameing0724@gmail.com
Swag OAC Never lose hope, maybe there's a lot of dumb people but some can understand you :) I don't feel like my life is getting somewhere: no friends, no gf, no plan for my future, nothing. But I do continue to hope, if people can have a great life, I'm also able to do it right? :3 Anyway, I like when people are just throwing what's bothering them, so many person are just dumb and would swear at you but just ignore them if they appear, they don't know what it's like. :3 Oh and sorry about my English, I'm actually french :)
i feel you but don´t give up hope. You say you go to school so maybe your live while in school can´t be chanched but school isn´t forever. I belive once you´re done studying something will change and you can somehow feel better. Thats like the thought that helps me to not lose hope. Ik this here is really shitty but i hope you can at least somehow understand what i´m trying to say sorry for the bad englisch i´m no native speaker so.. hope you can cheer on
If I hear the words "You'll be fine" from one more time I'm punching someone. Everyone thinks it magically heals us but it just makes us more frustrated. Roses are dying My heart is blue I had happiness Why'd i waste it on you?
Yes, it don't help anything if they wanted me to be fine then if they can bring my late bestfriends or made me lose my memory of those days other than that i don't think i'll ever be fine again
To be honest i got to hear a nightcore today by coincidence and then i am listening to more but the thing is every videos comment are filled with pain And i am not deepressed Never didi i thought of suicide Because i know one day i will think of my past and say how silly i was to think to end my life for such dumb reasons Guys i dont know what you are going through but once you win you will feel it was nothing Trust me you should trust yourself Speak up for yourself or you would have to listen for whole life And yeah its my first and last comment on nightcore because im not gonna open comment section anymore Its making me feel sad and i want to live happy Who knows when will i get a chance to smile again thats why i smile and stay happy 🙂😊❤
as a person who suffer from anxiety. i feel really attacked. don't get me wrong. i really like this song, but it just makes me over think about my depression, my school, my friendships, my family, my future and my education. i feel awkward when i talk about it to my friends or my family. i don't really like to show how weak i am to this anxiety thing. I've thought about cutting but i quickly shook the idea away from my head, knowing that it will not solve anything. so i just let it out on basically 'being alone' please, if someone started to sit alone more often, leave them alone until they come back to normal. try and talk to them but don't force them. my brother had a really hard time in the past. one day, he just got out of the house so suddenly. when he came back he had that blank and creepy look in his eyes. my mom was so mad that she was about to hit him. i couldn't just sit down and watch. i made her calm down and went to my brother. i told him something. "if you need to talk. please let me know. I'm here." he just nodded. not an hour later, he came to my room. telling me that one of his friends was in an accident. when my brother went to him, he was already dead. i just couldn't handle it and i just sobbed with him. i truly don't know his friend but seeing how my brother loved him as a brother hurt me like hell. if you're a parent and you're reading this, please don't force your kids to talk. they will talk if you gave them time to release everything alone.
Everybody likes you. Everybody Missed you. Everybody thinks your cool. Everybody wants to be your sibling. Everybody wants to hold you. Everybody will cry with you. Everybody would give up everything to save you. Everybody....... Is not me. My name is Julien how ya doing? I had fun typing this. I was kidding I am apart of everybody. Julien would like to eat some food you down? Let's go fam it's on me today.
Yesterday I was in the store with my mom and older brother and I had a alot of shit happening to me recently and I randomly broke down in tears in the middle of the store. Full panic and anxiety attacks and all my mother did was tell me to stop being a little bitch and grow the fuck up. My brother told her to rot in a hole alone and he stayed with me until I was able to come back to reality. My brother helped when my mother didnt and I'm so thankful to have a brother like him.
No one likes you. No one thinks you're amazing. No one thinks you're pretty. No one wants to be your friend. No one thinks everybody should love you. NO ONE. Hey. My name is No one. :)
Wow... Never thought I could relate to something so much but feel more alone then ever... Stay strong little one, the world still hasn't seen what an amazing person you are~
Omg revisiting this after a few years , I’m in a much better place now. It’s nice to look back to when I thought I’d never be okay again and see I was wrong.
Maybe I’m just too tired to keep running. No, not maybe. I AM tired. Tired of the lies and the tears. Tired of the fact I have no choice. The fact that I made the choice not to choose. The fact I can cry. And mostly, the fact that IVE LOST MY MIND.
I know how it feels sadly, hang in there, it can get better. You are all great and valid and perfect the way you are and you'll get through this. I know, I'm a cheesy cinnamon roll but I can't help it I wan't people to know their great even if they don't think so
I suppressed my depression and feeling to cry out so much that nothing these days make me happy,angry or sad.... I am like a emotionless robot so whenever you feel like crying let it out or else you will become someone heartless like me
When are you going to love me? At least notice my existence? I can't take it anymore. Do you know how much I'm hurt when our eyes meet and you just turn you head away.
If it helps, remember nothing can last forever, especially if you are against it. It used to be a pessimistic idea, until you refer to the bad things in your life. In my example it was my father, I knew he wouldn't be in my life forever, one day it would end, and so it was. Whatever the reason of your sorrow, remember you can outlast it.
I know!!! 😭 I have really liked a friend of mine for almost two years now. But they already have a boyfriend and everytime I see them together I feel like shit. I know it's really selfish. But I want here to be happy which she seems to be. And that is one of the few reasons that keep me going thankfully.
Your skin isn’t paper So don’t cut it Your face isn’t a mask So don’t cover it Your size isn’t a book So don’t judge it Your life isn’t a film So don’t end it
What if paper becomes your skin? What if the mask is your personality? What if your an unopened book, waiting to be judged before getting published? What if my life isn't a film, but a short story?
Lps Macaroane heyyy! you saying TO JUDGE BOOKS? ... poor booklings :( they are going extinct because of tech who are book lovers? I do! I’m a book long too! ^-^
Lyrics : You're the sound of a song and I can't get you out of my head You're the calm in the storm, you're the voice sayin', "Come back to bed" Maybe I'm just too tired to keep runnin' Maybe you're what I never saw comin' Am I in your head Half as often as you on my mind? If I don't make sense Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night At least not alone, not anymore Not since I found what I never went lookin' for And now you're in my head I must have lost my mind You're the scars on my skin, you're the past I don't wanna erase You're the words on my lips that have left, but I still seem to taste Maybe I'm just too tired to keep lyin' Maybe you're all I ever wanted Am I in your head Half as often as you on my mind? If I don't make sense Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night At least not alone, not anymore Not since I found what I never went lookin' for And now you're in my head I must have lost my mind There's an empty space beside me And I'll keep it that way until you're here I need you here There was a different face beside me But I sent her away 'Cause you're not here, here Am I in your head Half as often as you on my mind? If I don't make sense Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night At least, not alone
I can relate to this song for two reasons, when i was 12 or 13 years old i lost my father ( My best friend) he was the only friend i had when i was going to school, But when he died from cancer, i was lost and it 100% destroyed me, it didn't help that was bullied at school, and going though High School was the same, for me i hated very second of it i put a fake smile on my face. 22rd Jul 2017 i meet two awesome people soon that be three, and i have become best friends and one of those friend became my girlfriend, she truly has changed me to semi back the way i was before my Father died. I"m so much happier then i was those many years ago. The lyrics that say: There was another face beside me But I sent it away Cause you're not here For me it's There was another face beside me But I sent it away Cause his not here Also Happy New Year everyone and have fun with friends and family.
yeah no its a lot more likely for a boy to do that than a girl. This may sound stereotypical and sexist but normally girls show their emotions more than boys.
I used to cry to this song and others like it every night going into my freshman year of high school. Now as a senior and listening to it again after 3 years, every feeling comes rushing back and I realize every single insecurity is still there and won’t leave. I have no clue what to do anymore. I’m sorry
@@noddarkwolf Thank you, you're kind to say that. I've learned to accept and love myself a lot more after high school and life has gotten a lot brighter
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Its funny how people here are better supporters then the ones close to me.
It’s weird: you get more support from complete strangers on the internet, while close friends in real life just think you’re lying for attention. It’s really sad.
and we’re always here for you because we understand
@Ashlyn Kelley right
We all have been through hell, and most of us are still there. Including my self.
I can realate
“The people who help you the most are the ones who actually need the help.”
WOosh gave me the chills...
This makes me not wanting to open up to anyone
Roshan Espinosa try opening to someone you also need help..try helping each other if your friend has a problem too
@@mein_name944 I can help you..I know u dont rly know me but I can be your friend.
Haaaaayyyy😁😁😁😁
Edit: Everything will be alright because God will make a way. Just pray
I can fake a smile
But I can't hide my tears
Wear that mask always
Same.... Ugh.. si hard to just keep pretending taht your gine... When your j-just diyign inside
Well i can
ME TO
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POV: You listened to this in your nightcore phase and you came back for memories
You nailed it. Don't know how I could decscribe it better, but you nailed it. That phase is some years age and I couldn't even remember the name of the song. I accidently found it and almost cried because of upcoming emotions from then. Dunno why I wrote such a long comment now. I just wanted to say that you fuckin nailed it.
Right. I only came back to feel young again.
yeah, the last time I listen to this was 4 years ago, and i still love it.
I feel bad bcs most of the comment section is about real painful sadness, and I have empathy but like, ✌️😬✌️
So much love to anyone struggling though. It's only temporary ❤️❤️
😭 same
Heart: offline
Anxiety: online
Mind: offline
Love: no Signal found
Depression: online
Yup
Mhm
Yep that's me a depressed 12YEARS OLD
I Agree
Will to live: error in connection
Roses are red...
Violets are dead...
I thought you loved me...
But it was in my head...
That poem is touching to the heart ❤️
Trust me I know that feels . Someone you love likes someone you have a close relationship with you don't wanna ruin it but ur heart broken and when he breaks up with that person it hurts
justme101 this actually hit me so hard
Lol so sad for you
Lol feel so sad for you
The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears
The widest smiles have been the angriest
The happiest people are the saddest on the inside
The most helpful are the ones who need help themselves
-Evie
I love you all
WolfeEvie I am that person and yet I never ask for help because I am too busy making the people I care about feel better than I do
The easiest way to cheer someone up is tell them what you need to hear to make you feel better
@@cormacflynn5844 Awww I hope everything gets better
@@cormacflynn5844 Snd you should open up more, it really does help trust meh
I know but I cant
"No one notice your sadness"
"No one notice your pain"
"No one notice your tears"
"No one notice your hardworks"
"No one notice the things you do"
"But they notice your mistakes"
"They notice your failures..."
😭😭😭😞 what is people’s problem all my friends do that to me..and there good people...yet they still don’t notice a thing...
@@idk12118 Same..
No one notice anything
@@idk12118 because they can't see ur True heart yet
@@grandpriests1503 yes indeed
My best friend
She is sick,She might die if she doesn't gets the surgery But she will die if the surgery fails...
I can't stop thinking about it....
I can't stop crying.....
She is the best person I have ever met.....
I pray for her to survive...
I Just want for her to live...
We like each other and she confessed me
I just love her so much....You are my Hope. When I wake up the first thing I think about is you
But now I'm scared that I might lose you
Please don't ever leave me
I love you.
update: thank you for the replies lol.
she is okay now.
we are not together anymore but i'm glad she made it.
Awe..I hope she's better now :)
Is she doing better now?🥺
How is she? I hope she doing better
so did she survive or-
Is she okay?
Im everyones friend,
But no ones favorite.
Oh, God. That is so relatable.
Me too :c
9k
Hugs
I'm not anyone's favorite. But that makes sense since I have no friends to be the favorite of anyway.
The song doesn’t make me cry, *the comments do*
Honestly same
Same I read it Onions makes me cry
i think they’re kinda funny
Arre bhai🤣
I can barely cry anymore
Sometimes i feel like music raised me since music is the only ones that knows about my depression,anxiety,&self doubt..
that is true
Well fucking said
Yes very true😂
Yeah
“Don’t be sad!”
Oh golly, why didn’t I think of that earlier?
Whenever I get told that I'm just like "Boy, why didn't I think of that? I sure feel happier right now!"
If only it was that easy
FUXK YOu
"yes what a marvellous plan I'll GO TO THE STORE AND BUY HAPPINESS" "Oh look its too expensive. Care to help me buy it its only £9999999999.99, then I'll be happy again"
@@aryzona1167 I don’t think you want too
She's laughing when she's crying
She's smiling when she's sad
She's shouting when she's letting it all out...
She is me
💔
Letting it out as in using the bathroom? 😂😂🤣🤣🤣 IM DYING OMG XD
Drug Lord sorry
That is me...
Is it just me or does it feel like internet friends are so much easier to talk to without being judged?
No its totally true it's mostly because well for me its because I domt know them in real life they cant use my secrets against me hehehe ya so relatable
Because we like to help each other here
While in real life it's harder for "friends" and other people to talk with you without being judged by others for being emotional etc
That's my opinion though
Hopefully you are doing well anyways :)
It’s true
what is... friends?
Subconsciously we know they are much easier to get rid of in case it ever goes wrong. They're technically strangers and any negativity from them can't affect your life nor can they tell anyone else in your life what you told them.
im so glad im better now . coming back to this song brings nostalgia to me. if anyone is ever sad and reading this trust me when i say this better things are coming stay strong you got this i believe in you!
ok you stay strong to
Thank you!
Do you know what hurts the most?:
When they say "its just a phase!"
"You're just cutting fo attention"
"You're just faking"
And you dont say anything because you know they wouldnt understand
That hurts the most when you try to explain and try to ask for help but they dont care....
The worst part is the people that do it for attention get it. People like us who do it actually hurt but yet no one sees it.
My scars are real and painful because nobody knows about them
When I see people hurting I tell them all the things I wish anyone would say to me
One of my ‘bff’s’ said that to my friend, I was only a few meters away but I still heard it..it broke me..
TheGachaFNaF hey if you want to talk ever I am here for everyone
“Am I in you head, half as often as you’re on my mind?”
That sentence right there hits me hard...💔
xXDivineAmyXx same here
Same...
xXUnknownDivineXx Same :|
💔
the whole songs hits my heart/feelings....💔💔
I won’t let my tears fall.
Imagine being the best of friends with the person you love.
One day, you confessed.
They said no, but you guys were still friends.
About 2 months later... they confessed to you.
You guys started dating until a year.
They came up to you and broke up with you.
They broke your heart.
You guys were still ‘ friends’ but talked less than when you were friends.
Fast forward a month later... You told them you still liked them.
They looked at you and frowned.
A friend of them, went up to you a day later.
And told you they had no feelings for you.
They broke your heart. Again.
You held all of your tears.
You clenched a poem he wrote for you.
You crushed the love note you wrote for him.
You felt nothing anymore.
You didn’t feel sad, angry, or even disappointed.
You couldn’t feel anything.
Because of that person you turned into an emotionless robot.
Hey, this is a true story, it’s the story of my life. I really felt nothing. Nothing for him nor myself. I hope one day I’ll find the right one for me.
Bish
Keep strong🙂, remember.. Just be yourself and keep happy everyday✨.
That's how I am now because of my parents... And I just recently told them and they didn't care
the same exact thing happened to me, with the boy I liked who is now my ex :(
I’m sorry, my friend. I’m really, really sorry. I’m there for you. *Hugs you* I hope even if this is an online hug, it reaches you.
before:
"youre attention seeking"
"youre faking"
"i wish you were never born"
after suicide attempt:
"all you had to do was open your mouth and talk to someone"
"you messed everything up when you did that"
"nobody wants you dead"
this happened to me about 2 months ago..
Need a friend to talk to?
I just seen this and im so sorry that you had to go through all of that. If your want some to talk to message me haha i know i need someone to talk to but no one really cares enough so ya... Hope to hear from you
@@unicornqueen268 we can be 😊
sadly love and compassion is weaker than narcissism and regret. In most cases , they'll shut you down until all your emotions pour out of you like a balloon bursting and then they'll play the victim and act like they never knew so they don't have to face the fact that they could have helped
@Ķîmmîė well I'm glad it didn't work. I'm sorry you felt like thats something you had to do.
Why am i listening to a bunch of depressing nightcore songs
its all i do
I know right...
Same
I do it every night.. it actually helps my depression and actually lets me cry openly..
Nightmare Fuel Same😢💔❤
Little Girl: What's on your arm?
Me: They're battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
tell you what. Whenever you see someone
else with battle scars, I want you to go
give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
me?
Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
Teen: Why are you hugging me?
Little girl: Because... points you have
battle scars just like my babysitter.
The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting.
She bends down at eye level at the little girl
Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
to keep fighting. You are forever my war
hero
this is not mine. I just share it cuz it was so beautiful. Share it with other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!
Hey how do I copy and paste this? I'm on my phone (android)
@@ishjbcbd i don't know i used a computer to copy and paste this
@@just_live_life2023 oh its okay
@@ishjbcbd ok
Damn
This is how I met my fiancé;
Him: What’s on your wrists?
Me: It’s nothing.
Me: **sees he has scars too**
Him: I understand.
Me: No, I’m fine.
Him: Your that Amari girl right? The one who lost her family?
Me: Yes, that’s me. I haven’t heard of you though, and I’m no one important anyway. Who I am really doesn’t matter. Trust me when I say that.
Him: No, you’re important. I understand you pain, I lost my only two siblings years ago, and it was my fault. Knowing what happened is a pain, but knowing that you could’ve prevented it is worse.
Me: I never thought I’d hear someone say that.
Him: Friends?
Me: Friends.
Two years later, we became a regular dating couple. Five years later from that, we’re going to get married.
Beautiful story 💜
I'm an army too
congratulations
That's so cute:) I hope you're doing fine Army!
congrats I wish u 2 the best!
I listened to this almost five years ago, like nonstop. It makes me think of what I thought my life was going to be when I got into highschool. It makes me sad that it didn't turn out the way I would've liked, but helps me reach into my imagination like I used to.
*why didn't I find this sooner*
Childish_ Fears101 ikr i making this for a cmv because i stayed up to like 5 am to fine a song x3
i also thinked so!
Childish_ Fears101
Cause life sucks alot 😩
Childish_ Fears101 I found it today
this song is gonna be in my head for a while
keep up the great work ;9
Ib Ad *_pun intended?_*
Mchrisza Malijan, ikr, is it???
Ib Ad There has to be a pun intended 😂
I don't THINK it was, butt I HOPE it was
no words for this
it made me cry
it's just great.
wow.
i have lost my mind.
Your skin isn't paper,
don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask,
don't hide it
Your size isn't a book,
don't judge it
Your heart isn't a door,
don't lock it
Your neck isn't a hanger,
don't hang it
Your head isn't a target,
Don't shoot it
Your life isn't a film,
don't end it”
Conclusions:
Don't self harm, it doesn't do you any good.
Your story is an inspiration, be proud of it.
You are beautiful.
ugly af ngl
@@thedogsplayersil5141 stop talking to the mirror and saying bad stuff to yourself, it's not good for your mental health😔
too late
Thank you
@@lychan1529 its ever too late to turn around
Been playing this song on repeat for quite some time now actually
Ikr
It used to be but they took it down for copy right :/
Same
I love the song and with the pic... just hits u in the feels
Mist aka Cabose you know what's up 😎
it sounds like a song that would play before and during a longly anticipated kissing scene
Mist aka Cabose Too bad, it hit me in the crotch instead.
i thought she was holding an egg XD
I always feel like crying.
I annoy people to forget how I feel inside.
I dream of dying.
Why am I alive?
We can friends that why u are alive 😊
because, your chosen for a higher purpose
I feel the same
That my biggest question too, why am I even allowed to live? Or why am I alive?
Well I'm not alone
I came back after like 3 years to revisit the songs that helped me thru a dark time, thx for the good music Chino you're goated
I hate myself.
I hate my pain
I hate myself for falling in love
I hate myself for trusting
I hate myself for allowing a person to hit me and use me
I hate myself for having to let go
I hate that I don’t have a mother
I hate myself for not being her perfect daughter...
I hate myself for not being a good sister and now they are both gone..
I hate myself how the ones I was supposed to protect are now in heaven
I hate myself for being weak
I hate that I was bullied
I hate my body
I want look skinnier so I starved myself
I hate knowing the blood that runs in me is my mothers so I cut myself
I hate looking in the mirror
I hate this...
I hate feeling depressed
I hate having to be the happy person when I just want to break down and cry
I hate how everyone thinks I am just an idiot
I hate that people talk behind my back and I know
I wish.. someone could just hug me and just finally let me cry..
I hate overthinking
The only real friend is the moon but even then the moon goes away
I hate being alone
I hate the silence
I am slowly killing myself and nobody knows..
I hate having type one diabetes
I hate having to wear this mask
I hate trying to have hope
I just want someone to listen...
Its okay I feel you , Im always being the one punished for everyone's problems
Hey if either of you want someone to break down to or someone who will listen and accept you I can talk anytime
I'm so sorry I wasn't here for you sooner but I am here now if you still need help
I can hug you whenever you want
There are people who will love you if you give them a chance
just discovered your channel and now it's one of my fav. nightcore channel
Finally I am on time once more ♥.♥
This song is just great :D
Everyone , have a nice day !
:3
Ty for the cookie znightcore slave :D
Cat face is not make sense :3
Report Studio , your grammar doesn't make sense :3
(Sorry but I really don't understand what you are saying :/ )
i see :P
Thank you so much Chino. I discovered your channel 5-6 years ago and loved it so much as the music you posted back then related to how I felt at the time and made me feel like I wasn't alone. I'm really happy to see that your channel has grown so much and got the recognition it deserves. You've helped so many people as you built a community that was always there for people who needed someone to speak to. I'm just another one of those souls you saved and you'll forever hold a special place in my memory. This was the song that was my favourite and had on repeat for hours, I'm glad you kept this song and the song 'You don't know'. I'm sure the were many more songs you posted around then that I listend to but are now gone. But anyways I just wanted to post this and say thank you for doing what you do and I hope you continue to grow more and be blessed more in the future!
Everyone: no don’t cry!
Me: clearly they don’t know how much it helps....
To anyone reading: you are not alone in this battle. I am here to talk. If you want. I love you.
Well my gf broke up with me yestetday we only dated for a week but it was the most beautiful week ever she was my first gf ever we only saw eachother once thats when she broke up with me she is lesbian and i completly understood i still cried but i kept my self together until this song i was fk devastaded but today i feel nothing and for some reason im happy like ive never been this happy in my entire life i looked in the mirror and said it will get better one day it will.
Thx to anyone who read this story i hope it gives u the strength to do the same
I just want you to know that means a lot, so thank you for caring
i wish i had found this at anytime between 2nd and during the first semester of school this year
cause im okay now, thanks to my boyfriend
@@dutchisahoe8201 it will get better, trust me.
Im not crying, you're crying
we are all crying
Lord Entity ur ok NO UR crying
Ik I'm crying😭
I'm not crying tho
How did you know 😔😔
Who ever is reading this have a good day and believe in yourself
Tanisha Deokaran this made my day...
Thanks! Same words to u🙏❤
I don't know what life is anymore.
I smile.
*but is it real?*
I laugh.
*but is it real?*
I cry.
*of course its real.*
I can relate to this. Your important, don't doubt that ever.
@@samsin906 yes you are important everybody is important
I'm crying my eyes out right now, I have a girlfriend, but I can't say to her that I'm not good inside😔
Why is it when... Sad Poem #2
Why is it when I want to cry, I can't..?
Why is it when no matter how much I scream, no one can hear me..?
Why is it when I see your smile, I'm broken free from a curse I can't control....?
Why is it when you hug me, I dont hear the voices in my head..?!
But why do I feel selfish....?
I just want a little bit of love and a hug...
More like a realistic poem of my life
Pp
Anyone else just read through the comments praying that their alone because they don't want anyone else to to have to deal with anywhere close to the amount of pain they feel on a daily basis?
Right here
Yes
yeah.....I just want a hug😞
@Zoe Girard élève that may be true that they have good lives. But mental illness such as depression and anxiety can still be there under the surface unrecognized and untreated until it's to late.
@Zoe Girard élève faccs
Little girl : why are u cutting those roses
Me : because there pretty.
Little girl : i thought u said u cut yourself cuz your not.?
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
That's deep.
That's an audio clip
Wow..
But sometimes it makes me realize that I'm still alive. I want to feel a bit of pain to realize I need to keep going.
Nobody Loves You
Nobody Likes You
Nobody Helps You
Nobody Cares For You
Nobody Thinks Of You
Nobody Is My Name. ❤
No u
Nightcore Wolf yep!💓
Nightcore Wolf
love
Nightcore Wolf
Everybody loves you
Everybody likes you
Everybody helps you
Everybody cares od you
Everybody think of you
Everybody is your name
Nightcore Wolf ill be nobody too
So deep....BUT I LOVE IT!!!!!!!! Thanks for the incredible song! Much Love!❤
*Sneaks away to break the repeat button* •-•
P.S. This is going to be stuck in my head👍
Mika Ackerman i cant click on another video!!
SAME!!! I HAVE ALREADY BREAK THE REPEAT BUTTON..
My song in my life
A girl who smile to show that’s she’s fine
Welcome to my life....
Same but I’m a male teen.
deep
Hi
She just left this world due to atrocious cruel world 😭 u know if i had courage to tell u her story and even after all that she had such a beautiful smile on her that it took me a month to notice the pain u would be too broke😭
@@gurindersomal1786 What happened..?!!
i listened to this in my nightcore phase when i was not doing well. 6 years later i can finally say im doing great :D so glad to see it can in fact, get better
i love this song ♥ it's so deep, it makes me wanna cry... now excuse me.... *breaks replay button*
Kayleigh K srsly?? 😐😑😲😒
i met a friend...online...we got really close in only a short span of one month...suddenly when i logged in a few days ago after a long time i saw that he was no longer there...he said his last goodbye...i feel like i lost a best friend once again and it hurts really badly but i hope that if fate allows we would meet once again not only virtually but in real life...
Zax ur a true friend of mine i would never forget and u would always be my bro...love from this little sis of urs
Sanjana Chatterjee hey if you ever want to talk my # is 301-904-0083 and I have lost people and I just want to help everyone
@@cormacflynn5844 can we be friends
GOD LEGENDARY yeah
was it zaxzento the greedy because i have a friend with that steam acount
I’m the oldest of 7 I try my best to be a big brother but there always picking on me bc they know I won’t hurt them....it hurts ....
THIS IS PERFECT
-said only me
I must've lost my mind
You toughed my heart Chino 😔 this is my first time I see it with lyrices . Thank you 😙 .
Smile~pain
Behind the eyes~crying
Behind the face~depression
In the heart~suicidal
That's me
Quad Girl same...
Same
ich nicht
Me too
Same
"I'm fine" such big lies from little words.
So is I'm good because my teacher asks me how I am and I say I'm good when I'm lying...
I’m okay
But deep down inside
It really Hurts
“I’m fine” is a good way to tell people they need to worry but not to talk to you about it. It’s also a good way to mask the fact that everything inside has been broken into pieces
This is Teddy 🧸
Teddy doesn’t want likes
Teddy doesn’t want replays
Teddy wants you to have a sweet day :)
I love teddy, he understands me
@Kiish Kiish no
@Kiish Kiish hmm, I don't so who knows lol
Thank you so much
@Kiish Kiish I see the box too
I love all your music
I always feel better because of you... Thank you...Sometimes I need to spend some time Alone... And I listen Nighcore... Especially sad song... I feel better... I want to Thank you Soo much... Thank you for be
Silly Kitty I fell with you
Silly Kitty Where are you from man?
+420 Blaze It Poland but why You asking?
Putting on a mask doesn't help your emotions.....
It traps them.
Too true ♥️🎀
Sometimes my mask breaks. But the only emotion that comes out, is anger.
Then why do i keep putting it on
It's better to feel emotionless then to feel like your emotions aren't valid
What else do I do with my emotion....no one every sees my pain...and when the mask finely breaks my depression turns to anger bc I don’t want people to think I’m weak.... PS I’m a dude
its so sad... just like me
its so beautiful... just like you all
its special... just like all of us
its feeling good... but i'm not D:
laura schoonhoven love to you ..💜
Then get help and dont waste your time ob TH-cam and ACTUALLY GET HELP like most people should instead of getting peoples pity because they would never understand what your going through. All you get when do this is " me too" or "same" and also " its ok "
ToastyPie you do realize how hard it is to get help, especially if the cause of your depression are the people you have to talk to to get help
Shadow Of Aura I do know how hard it is because I have the bipolar disorder and it was hard to tell someone BUT you gotta stick up for yourself and get help even if you think nobody will understand because someone will.
Shadow Of Aura I hope you understand that
I just can’t fight bad memories of my past life and it’s hard to let my past memories go.
This song makes me wanna cry cuz it reminds me of my past childhood memories that I once had in the past but they are gone now forever.
Love what your doing man! Keep it up!
Nightcore FTW!
*Your the past i dont wanna erase*
This *line* made me tear up..
I dont wanna erase the pass of me and my best friend.. she moved 😭
My friend... She's still out there... No... She's *right there* but I can't see her... Y can't I c her? Was it I who lied and cheated my mom? No .. I... It was *him* it was *her*... My friend's mum and dad... So y am I being punished .... Y can't I see Arianna anymore.... *Did I do something wrong? Could I have done something to prevent this from happening?* I don't know... *I don't know* but I want to know.... The New year's party at our cinema is my last chance. If she is there... I can do something... I *will* do something... I will not say "hey haven't seen u in a while" *no* I will stand up... I will speak, loud and proud. I will say... I will say... *It's not our fault* I will protect our friendship... No matter what... I will stand to her mum and dad... I will stand up to my own mom... I will make them allow me to see her! I will do something... I will save her... I will save *us* I.... I've tried to hide it... I've tried to be happy.... While she was gone I've had a crush... I've accomplished something that we've been trying to accomplish for years... I have found new shows that I want to show her! That I want to watch with her! Ive been doing well in my studies! I wanna study with her... I found an amazing cosplay idea this year for Halloween! I want to go trick or treating with her in my last years of trick or treating! I will... I will bc I will save our friendship.... I promise *I will protect our memories so we can make new ones and laugh at our old ones* so what do I see when the song says... your the past I don't wanna erase? I see *our past* but not only that... I see our future
Mine left too. She came and visited. I didn't like it very much. She changed. We will never be the same. But she will always be my long distance sister. I love her. Saydee if your out there, thank you for helping me. I kept our promise.
Same
@@mikasz weeell taaeee would want u to be happyyy ;)
Omg
I have had that same issue
But it wasnt just a friend
She was like a sister to me
So I know your pain
I shall bless my crush with this song lmao
Karma Senpai I did that and I got a song back called idfc from black bare now I'm 2 years with him as a couple
Karma Senpai I was thinking of doing that
•Alinna ortiz• the song wasnt published 2 years ago
😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄
Karma Senpai same
I keep coming back to this song. I relate to it so much I’m ngl
ME?! WHAT AM I DOING HERE
r.i.p my replay button
I feel ya
Calypso Makeup here you go 0:00
Calypso Makeup I am in love if this up is a girl that made this channel
loop it :)
0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00 0:00
The lyrics are devastating and seeing the girl on the background.....just makes me wanna cry......but I can’t.....I promised gn not cry......to not cut myself.....and I kept that promise.......BUT I CANT KEEP IT ANYMORE ......IT HURTS !!!! It hurts....it....hurts
YOU are beautiful
You ARE an amazing person
You are NOT the only one
You are not ALONE
nobody wants you
Nobody cares are you
Nobody wants to be your friend
Nobody loves you
Nobody understands you
Nobody wants to support you and be your friend
Hey......I’m nobody.....😊
That's beautiful and please keep that promise if you need to talk then talk it out with someone you trust
Agreed :)
🥺😖😭❤️
Of course you have a gacha pfp. By cut, don’t you mean *red bracelet?*
@@Tidepod_Prince heh
I'm always hurt and this is me... feeling hurt
Yazi Lovve being strong is not letting others think you dont feel pain, but having the courage to admit it and move forward
Yazi Lovve I know how you feel
Yazi Lovve Same
same.....
Fucking same .............................. i hate my life
I have found my soul's song. ❤️Thank you so much for posting!
why is this song so beautiful? I can't even explain the beauty)
Denny M sooo beautiful
Denny M IKR
I haven't been bullied or had depression yet, so therefore I don't know what it's like, but I know it's painful and it hurts, mentally and physically. If anyone needs to pour out their feelings, I'm all ears. And I hope anyone who's bullied, stands up and shows the bullies that they are better then the bullies will ever be and if someone has depression, I hope that whatever made them have it stops. To everyone out there: There will *ALWAYS* be atleast one person who loves and cares for you, even if it's just a random stranger online like me!
I, personally, thank you for this kind comment. I just had some problems in my personal life with my mental disorders and other things and this made me stop from grabbing my knife that's next to me on my table in my bedroom.
I've been abused for a long time (ever since I was 2) and it was always by my dad.
I was forced to stay silent about my emotions by my mother for 7+ years (It started when I was 3) because she always wanted to talk about herself and if I tried to talk she'd tell me to shut up and then complain about me never talking after a few minutes. I haven't been able to communicate with other being in person, so I've always been a loner. Usually, I never did anything with others in school and if I did I'd have problems saying my mind or I got too aggressive (Anger Issues) to the point I had to sit out or went to the office due to me attacking another student. I've always been easily angered. And as time went on most emotions dulled and soon I just went basically numb, the only things I could feel was Envy and Anger- I still can't feel anything, and happiness for me is a mask I wear to hide it. Most things that have happened to me was with my father, school (bullying), and mother for mental damage (Not abuse but the silence I had to endure damaged me mentally) and I still am being quiet at the age of 12.
I like these kinds of ppl... They don't have depression themselves but... They at least *try* to understand ppl who *do*! They're the kind of person would take the time to help a hurt animal. They're the kind of person who would stop to consider another's happiness might not be true. They're the kind of person who would spend their time helping someone whether little or a lot of help
I have anxiety and depression...It's hard to fight the war but I'm getting better.I am not bullied a lot basically not bullied at all but I still have depression because my mom and dad fight a lot.it's hard
@Anastasia Shew I found someone exactly like me :)
Everyone! If you feel depressed you should always tell someone. Not us. We try to help..but it’s not working. Tell someone else that understands you and can help you. I just wanted to say, you guys are not alone. Everyone has their ups and downs and they can’t help it. But please, don’t cut, don’t underestimate yourself, because we all know in your hearts you don’t want to do it. We all need you and we don’t want to lose you. Anyone like you deserves to live. We all do. I know it’s not right saying this, but.. you need to stop. Not only it’s effecting you, but others, too.
Your right, but some people get so down it kills them
I’m back here 4 years later, worse than before. It didn’t get better.
This song makes me cry..
Everyone says live your life as long as you still can..
But i have no reason.. No point in life.. I just live caus i have no choice.. Hiding from the sunlight.. Only showing up at night for the moonlight.. No boyfriend.. No friends.. No laughts.. Always living the same thing everyday.. Taking the car.. Going to school.. Studying.. Eating.. And sleeping.. Then same thing next day.. Next week.. Next month.. Next year.. Feeling lonely.. Useless..
Just a damn life.
Swag OAC I know what you feel cuz my fucking life is the same
Swag OAC I feel ya I've been through so so much that others wouldn't think someone could go through so I'm good with this stuff so if u wanna talk about it id love to help u email me darkgameing0724@gmail.com
Swag OAC Never lose hope, maybe there's a lot of dumb people but some can understand you :)
I don't feel like my life is getting somewhere: no friends, no gf, no plan for my future, nothing.
But I do continue to hope, if people can have a great life, I'm also able to do it right? :3
Anyway, I like when people are just throwing what's bothering them, so many person are just dumb and would swear at you but just ignore them if they appear, they don't know what it's like. :3
Oh and sorry about my English, I'm actually french :)
Grandtheft Glitcher This world needs more people like you ;)
i feel you but don´t give up hope. You say you go to school so maybe your live while in school can´t be chanched but school isn´t forever. I belive once you´re done studying something will change and you can somehow feel better. Thats like the thought that helps me to not lose hope.
Ik this here is really shitty but i hope you can at least somehow understand what i´m trying to say
sorry for the bad englisch i´m no native speaker so..
hope you can cheer on
If I hear the words "You'll be fine" from one more time I'm punching someone.
Everyone thinks it magically heals us but it just makes us more frustrated.
Roses are dying
My heart is blue
I had happiness
Why'd i waste it on you?
Same dude
Everyone thinks it's a instant solution
But it's more damaging than it is helping
Lilliana den if you wand someone to talk to who actually is ok at helping I am free...
@@cormacflynn5844 thanks for the offer but I have someone to talk to and I do quite a lot
Yes, it don't help anything if they wanted me to be fine then if they can bring my late bestfriends or made me lose my memory of those days other than that i don't think i'll ever be fine again
Feel you
*when everyone is in depression but you just like the song*
Etiopt ! Lol same
Same lol I am kind of both
I have a feeling some people just say it to get attention tbh.
Gruuno some people do i have depression really bad but i dont comment on songs i losten to saying that im depressed like wtf are u doing with ur life
when everyone is depressed or likes the song and I’m here relating it to a fanfic I’m writing. I do that with literally every song i listen to😂
Brings back nostalgia for me💔
"Am in your head? Half as often as your on my mind?"....
Whos trying to hit that high part😂😂😂
I am...
Not me i already got it
*HACK, COUGH, AJIFHDUSJCBEJDJJD* me....
me lol
😂😂😂😂
So sad, and beautiful...really moving. Congrats, Nightcore's slave!
To be honest i got to hear a nightcore today by coincidence and then i am listening to more but the thing is every videos comment are filled with pain
And i am not deepressed
Never didi i thought of suicide
Because i know one day i will think of my past and say how silly i was to think to end my life for such dumb reasons
Guys i dont know what you are going through but once you win you will feel it was nothing
Trust me you should trust yourself
Speak up for yourself or you would have to listen for whole life
And yeah its my first and last comment on nightcore because im not gonna open comment section anymore
Its making me feel sad and i want to live happy
Who knows when will i get a chance to smile again thats why i smile and stay happy 🙂😊❤
as a person who suffer from anxiety. i feel really attacked. don't get me wrong. i really like this song, but it just makes me over think about my depression, my school, my friendships, my family, my future and my education. i feel awkward when i talk about it to my friends or my family. i don't really like to show how weak i am to this anxiety thing. I've thought about cutting but i quickly shook the idea away from my head, knowing that it will not solve anything. so i just let it out on basically 'being alone' please, if someone started to sit alone more often, leave them alone until they come back to normal. try and talk to them but don't force them. my brother had a really hard time in the past. one day, he just got out of the house so suddenly. when he came back he had that blank and creepy look in his eyes. my mom was so mad that she was about to hit him. i couldn't just sit down and watch. i made her calm down and went to my brother. i told him something. "if you need to talk. please let me know. I'm here." he just nodded. not an hour later, he came to my room. telling me that one of his friends was in an accident. when my brother went to him, he was already dead. i just couldn't handle it and i just sobbed with him. i truly don't know his friend but seeing how my brother loved him as a brother hurt me like hell. if you're a parent and you're reading this, please don't force your kids to talk. they will talk if you gave them time to release everything alone.
😪
same :(
tɧɩى ɩى ѵҽɾʏ ɖҽҽp, tɧaŋkى ʆɷɾ ىɧaɾɩŋɠ. ɩ'm ىɷ ىɷɾɾʏ ʆɷɾ ʏɷųɾ ɭɷىى. ɩ tɷɷ ɧaѵҽ tɧɷųɠɧt baɖ tɧɷųɠɧtى ىɷ ɩ kŋɷw ɩt caŋ bҽ ɧaɾɖ. 😶
Mikayla Kennedy yeah we’re pretty chill now :)) thnx for ur worries btw 💞
ShyMoonz RBLX yeah it was hard for us but we got over it quickly. Thnx for worrying about us 😪💞
I relate this
I'm smiling but inside
The pain kills me
Everybody likes you.
Everybody Missed you.
Everybody thinks your cool.
Everybody wants to be your sibling.
Everybody wants to hold you.
Everybody will cry with you.
Everybody would give up everything to save you.
Everybody.......
Is not me. My name is Julien how ya doing? I had fun typing this. I was kidding I am apart of everybody. Julien would like to eat some food you down? Let's go fam it's on me today.
i read all that as "nobody" wut the
@@shaunelleskiezings9089 same...
but yet nobody cared if i was dead
Yesterday I was in the store with my mom and older brother and I had a alot of shit happening to me recently and I randomly broke down in tears in the middle of the store. Full panic and anxiety attacks and all my mother did was tell me to stop being a little bitch and grow the fuck up. My brother told her to rot in a hole alone and he stayed with me until I was able to come back to reality. My brother helped when my mother didnt and I'm so thankful to have a brother like him.
No one likes you.
No one thinks you're amazing.
No one thinks you're pretty.
No one wants to be your friend.
No one thinks everybody should love you.
NO ONE.
Hey.
My name is No one. :)
Ohh💖 Cute
That's nice thx for charing me up
@soda me too that my name
I am death nice to meet you and also ur late for happiness train come on also I’m not death I’m sadness
😊☺️
I LOVE THIS SONG NOW THANKS FOR LETTING ME FIND OUT THIS AMAZING SONG😍😍😍😍
Wow...
Never thought I could relate to something so much but feel more alone then ever...
Stay strong little one, the world still hasn't seen what an amazing person you are~
Omg revisiting this after a few years , I’m in a much better place now. It’s nice to look back to when I thought I’d never be okay again and see I was wrong.
Maybe I’m just too tired to keep running. No, not maybe. I AM tired. Tired of the lies and the tears. Tired of the fact I have no choice. The fact that I made the choice not to choose. The fact I can cry. And mostly, the fact that IVE LOST MY MIND.
Fish_Jelly 05 same.....😰😰😰
Zoe N I feel you
this guy (not saying his name)is starting to call me numb and stupid and I told him that im human and I have feelings too i'll never forgive him
I know how it feels sadly, hang in there, it can get better. You are all great and valid and perfect the way you are and you'll get through this. I know, I'm a cheesy cinnamon roll but I can't help it I wan't people to know their great even if they don't think so
BTS-ARMY Jungkookie me too
My family taught me to not cry in front of them.Since i turned 8 i was not allowed to cry but when i turn 11 years i started having depression
I cry in my room in the middle of the night i used my headphones to not make a sound and listen to sad songs and i let it all out
@@tinyplays8641 don't be sad be my friend we can be happy
I suppressed my depression and feeling to cry out so much that nothing these days make me happy,angry or sad.... I am like a emotionless robot so whenever you feel like crying let it out or else you will become someone heartless like me
@@madhusudhanas903 too late
Wow we are so same bro
Don't be sad I'm with you
When are you going to love me?
At least notice my existence?
I can't take it anymore.
Do you know how much I'm hurt when our eyes meet and you just turn you head away.
I relate to this
Hi
The wallpaper itself enough to say a thousand words..
These awesome AMV's really save my life... They give me energy to fight in my life and not to suicide ^_^
You are stronger than you think you are just hang in there it will get better 💞
@@Awaysf that's what they all say but its not true most of the time
Job Van leeuwen It’s true you should just believe in it to make it happen
But think so make suicide lol because it is sad song
If it helps, remember nothing can last forever, especially if you are against it. It used to be a pessimistic idea, until you refer to the bad things in your life. In my example it was my father, I knew he wouldn't be in my life forever, one day it would end, and so it was. Whatever the reason of your sorrow, remember you can outlast it.
I never understood this song until now, where im chasing after someone who doesnt even care about me. Ironic.
I know!!! 😭 I have really liked a friend of mine for almost two years now. But they already have a boyfriend and everytime I see them together I feel like shit. I know it's really selfish. But I want here to be happy which she seems to be. And that is one of the few reasons that keep me going thankfully.
Same here
Your skin isn’t paper
So don’t cut it
Your face isn’t a mask
So don’t cover it
Your size isn’t a book
So don’t judge it
Your life isn’t a film
So don’t end it
What if paper becomes your skin? What if the mask is your personality? What if your an unopened book, waiting to be judged before getting published? What if my life isn't a film, but a short story?
Lps Macaroane I heard that quote, it's like honestly true
Lps Macaroane heyyy! you saying TO JUDGE BOOKS? ... poor booklings :( they are going extinct because of tech who are book lovers? I do! I’m a book long too! ^-^
Who the frick covers a mask?
@@josilynhueval4104 nOoooO doNt kiLl
Lyrics :
You're the sound of a song and I can't get you out of my head
You're the calm in the storm, you're the voice sayin', "Come back to bed"
Maybe I'm just too tired to keep runnin'
Maybe you're what I never saw comin'
Am I in your head
Half as often as you on my mind?
If I don't make sense
Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night
At least not alone, not anymore
Not since I found what I never went lookin' for
And now you're in my head
I must have lost my mind
You're the scars on my skin, you're the past I don't wanna erase
You're the words on my lips that have left, but I still seem to taste
Maybe I'm just too tired to keep lyin'
Maybe you're all I ever wanted
Am I in your head
Half as often as you on my mind?
If I don't make sense
Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night
At least not alone, not anymore
Not since I found what I never went lookin' for
And now you're in my head
I must have lost my mind
There's an empty space beside me
And I'll keep it that way until you're here
I need you here
There was a different face beside me
But I sent her away
'Cause you're not here, here
Am I in your head
Half as often as you on my mind?
If I don't make sense
Please, forgive me, I can't sleep at night
At least, not alone
aaaaayyyyeeee!!! i love those commenter who will put the lyrics like this for da homies. makes it easier o karaoke strait from the video.
What's the song called
@@MRTTZU are you able to read titles?
I can relate to this song for two reasons, when i was 12 or 13 years old i lost my father ( My best friend) he was the only friend i had when i was going to school, But when he died from cancer, i was lost and it 100% destroyed me, it didn't help that was bullied at school, and going though High School was the same, for me i hated very second of it i put a fake smile on my face. 22rd Jul 2017 i meet two awesome people soon that be three, and i have become best friends and one of those friend became my girlfriend, she truly has changed me to semi back the way i was before my Father died. I"m so much happier then i was those many years ago.
The lyrics that say:
There was another face beside me
But I sent it away
Cause you're not here
For me it's
There was another face beside me
But I sent it away
Cause his not here
Also Happy New Year everyone and have fun with friends and family.
MrKleanupGuy ...
MrKleanupGuy dude my story is the same music helps me cope
That is good to hear that music helps you to cope, Sabaton helps a lot because they sing about the area i love and that is history (War history).
omg i am so sorry i am sure everyone is saying that but i lost my bsf and it was bad but i got her back so yeah
what i meat was sorry
Sad...
But Beautiful😕
Like if you agree
Under Heat agreed
For some people, relatable too.
Under Heat yeah u r right.it's really great
Under Heat am aways cry when i hear her songs 😭
Under Heat 8
Not mine but...
She hurts and she cries but you can’t see the depression in her eyes because she just smiles and say “ im fine”
this hit me so bad
This is my life...
this is also my life
thngs are ok in my life right now but before it wasnt and im still hurt from it. i tell people im fine but im not
yeah no its a lot more likely for a boy to do that than a girl. This may sound stereotypical and sexist but normally girls show their emotions more than boys.
thats me
I used to cry to this song and others like it every night going into my freshman year of high school. Now as a senior and listening to it again after 3 years, every feeling comes rushing back and I realize every single insecurity is still there and won’t leave. I have no clue what to do anymore. I’m sorry
i may be late but dont apologize feeling things is never something to apologize for
@@noddarkwolf Thank you, you're kind to say that. I've learned to accept and love myself a lot more after high school and life has gotten a lot brighter
Anyone missed me? No? Ok! I commented like on "Numb" song last time xD but also "Let Me Die"
Lavender Heart welcome back to the comments
Lavender Heart Yes I missed you
Lavender Heart do u know warriors by chance?
Hey welcome back!
I miss you I guess but you matter to this world/I'm on my friends phone I'm Brianna / female