Nightcore - The Doctor Said (Lyrics)

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  • ✔ Chloe Adams - The Doctor Said
    ✔ Lyrics in video!
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    ✔ Lyrics:
    I'll be lost inside my head
    Bad thoughts til 4am
    Then I'll try to sleep
    And I can't tell anyone
    Im so scared they'll get up & run
    So I
    Don't speak
    And oh, I miss when we were younger
    The days were so much funner
    Weren't they
    Oh, I book a new appointment
    Its Another disappointment
    They're all the same..same..same..
    When the doctor says I'm fine
    One at morning, one at night
    These pills will help you remember how to smile
    But what does he know,
    Because i feel so alone
    And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
    Cus the doctor said you're fine
    My own mind can lie to me
    They all say its anxiety
    But I.. just think its me
    Now I've lost so many years
    My pillow's a tissue
    For my tears
    But you, never see
    And now, I can't even eat my dinner
    Mom says I'm getting thinner
    Am I?
    Oh, I book a new appointment,
    Yet another disappointment
    They're all the same..same..same
    When the doctor says I'm fine
    One at morning, one at night
    These pills will help you remember how to smile
    But what does he know,
    Because i feel so alone
    And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
    Cus the doctor said you're fine
    But he don't care bout me..
    He'll just go home
    To his family
    Why does no one see..
    Im not the girl
    I wish that I could be..
    Cus the doctor says I'm fine
    One at morning, one at night
    These pills will help you remember how to smile
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  • @RubyChansNightcore
    @RubyChansNightcore  7 ปีที่แล้ว +8834

    A great song about depression that I found not that long ago by Chloe Adams ♥
    Check out my latest Chloe Adams upload: th-cam.com/video/T8b_qGwavcU/w-d-xo.html

    • @swag9379
      @swag9379 7 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      RubyChan's Nightcore 👍

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  7 ปีที่แล้ว +111

      :)

    • @MusicLover-fx9qy
      @MusicLover-fx9qy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Wow this song was deep but I love the rhythm
      Keep up the good work

    • @tytgamergirl9092
      @tytgamergirl9092 7 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      I had not heard this till now. Is it bad this song reminded me of me?

    • @panicatthemcr7650
      @panicatthemcr7650 7 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      RubyChan's Nightcore i can't stop listening to it! it's perfect!

  • @phpp4038
    @phpp4038 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2454

    ''And oh, I miss when we were younger
    The days were so much funner
    Weren't they?''
    This is so relatable it's scary

    • @frodoan
      @frodoan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      I know what you mean mate, you didn't have to worry about anything then, but now, it just feels like the world is trying to make life hell.

    • @oliver-ye9lx
      @oliver-ye9lx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Yea... I really wish I could go back to the old days...

    • @lilbeano8242
      @lilbeano8242 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I have an eight year old friend and when we were younger we would play for hours in the neighborhood sometimes just climbing trees or talking but then fortnite was invented.....I can't make him get out of the house to save my life 😭

    • @frodoan
      @frodoan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yeah, I mean I play a lot of games, but I would much prefer to meat people in person. it feels more real that way.@@lilbeano8242

    • @The-Listener
      @The-Listener 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      i'm 16 almost 17 and when i look bad i start to cry because of the good times i had with my (ex)friends and i wish i never left them i miss them they are now somewhere i cant see them and this is the only place i can tell it cuz my family wont understand

  • @RuinsRuasExe
    @RuinsRuasExe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6126

    My older sister has depression because of the medicine she takes, my parents think its something else, but I know better. She cries herself to sleep because they don't believe her, I hear her sobbing in her room, so I run in pretending I had a nightmare and she let's me stay with her wiping my tears reading me stories and going under the covers with a flashlight playing she trys to use a mask and pretend she's strong, I KNOW she's strong, or when she doesn't eat because she thinks she doesn't deserve to eat, so I share mine. I try to make her happy, because my parents don't understand she's suffering.

    • @erin7818
      @erin7818 6 ปีที่แล้ว +342

      oh no tell her for me to be strong and she deserves to eat.You are very supportive for your sister The Kawai Princess

    • @camryn3096
      @camryn3096 6 ปีที่แล้ว +283

      You will be the rock for your sister. Be there for her like you’ve always been and never let go.

    • @zeno5943
      @zeno5943 6 ปีที่แล้ว +245

      Thank you for doing that, thank you for helping her when no one else would, for noticing when no one else could. Thank you.

    • @lexyrowe2322
      @lexyrowe2322 6 ปีที่แล้ว +169

      you dont understand how much she needs you and how much your helping you are sooooo awesome!!!!

    • @baynelewis8163
      @baynelewis8163 6 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      keep doing it

  • @katyf2007
    @katyf2007 4 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    6: I want to be a princess!
    7: I want to be a fashion designer
    8: I want to be a doctor
    9: I want to be normal
    10: I want to be popular
    11: I want to be happy
    12: I want to be accepted
    13: I want to end it all

    • @ashgatcha2774
      @ashgatcha2774 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      5: i want to be an actress
      6: i want to be a doctor
      7: i want to be a cop
      8: i want to be a shoulder
      9: i want to be a nurse
      10: i want to be a writer
      11: i want to be a TH-camr
      12: i want to be a manager
      13: i want to end it all
      This was mine
      Being me was a mess i always get bullied because I'm ugly. I used to be the most ugly in my batch. I don't have a friend until now. I'm 13 turning 14 and I'm in grade 8 I'm always alone. My classmates will know my name only if they need me. I hate everything about me.

    • @shaistanaaz4896
      @shaistanaaz4896 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ​@@ashgatcha2774 I kinda know how it feels I did something bad when I was in 2 class and since that class everyone used to be away from me and everytime a transfer student used to sit beside me ( Because I used to sit alone )they all used to tell him not to talk to me and that I was a creep I didn't had any friends till 10 class
      But now that I am out of that school and now in 11 it's all fine. I have great friends
      I don't care what other say but if the person you are with doesn't care , trust me it doesn't matter 🤗

    • @avriannahayes8069
      @avriannahayes8069 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      5-I want to be a zoologist
      7-I want to be a vet
      12-Why am I so different
      13-Why can't I just be normal,The pain let's me feel something
      14-being popular would be awesome
      15-I want to end it,but my friends need me,and I want to be a Photographer
      16-If I'm not skinny I'm not pretty
      17-Maybe it's not so bad,Never mind I hate myself
      18-Okay I graduated but I still hate myself
      19-One drink won't hurt?
      20-i want to end it,but I can't leave my boyfriend with that void
      21-Why,just why,It's time to get help
      Recovery Is possible❤️❤️‍🩹 don't give up

    • @enxi_
      @enxi_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      7-9 - I want to be a flight attendant
      9-10 - I want to be a doctor
      11-13 - I want to be a lawyer
      13 - why do they ignore me
      14 - it felt numb
      15 - I forget happiness
      16-17 - I tried to end it

    • @grub-chan9654
      @grub-chan9654 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Why would you end it all if you have a lot of golas yet to accomplish. Stay strong and don't even think about giving up.@@ashgatcha2774

  • @heartstxpper
    @heartstxpper 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    "I miss when we were younger the days were so much funner, weren't they?"
    That verse hit hard because it's true when you're in your younger years everyone seems so much nicer, nobody judges you as much, you don't know enough to be afraid of what's out there, you're able to believe stuff easier, nothing is as hard to deal with, you don't even know depression, stress, anxiety etc.

  • @sincore4852
    @sincore4852 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1829

    *I miss when we were younger, the days were so much Funner..*
    *Weren’t they?..*
    And *that* is where I cried 😭

  • @morgenfoster1662
    @morgenfoster1662 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3927

    They said that "Follow your Heart"
    But what if Your Heart is in a Million Pieces, which piece do you follow?

    • @madijones3743
      @madijones3743 5 ปีที่แล้ว +144

      The one that make you bleed the most

    • @miloisonline1888
      @miloisonline1888 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Don’t follow your heart then

    • @edden6367
      @edden6367 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      You follow the pieces upstream ♥️

    • @sophiamorton5101
      @sophiamorton5101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      You fallow all of them and put you heart together again

    • @hemlockLore6905
      @hemlockLore6905 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      the one that speaks the loudest.

  • @tannieroachie
    @tannieroachie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I remember listening to this when I was on the verge. It’s been nearly 3 years since I was in that dark place, and it makes me so happy to say that I’m finally okay. Life is the worst pain a person can go through, but after you get through it, you will get the best reward ever. Hang on, I promise it gets better, from one suicidal (past) teen to another.

  • @caraplayz101
    @caraplayz101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    Anyone else feel like nightcore is a safe place for you to come to when your depressed? Just me? Ok I’ll just be here😅😰💔

    • @milo6824
      @milo6824 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Your not alone! U should see my playlist :’)

    • @Clinicallyinsanewhoop
      @Clinicallyinsanewhoop 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ur not alone

    • @kaylapreds610
      @kaylapreds610 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Not alone

    • @mfs4921
      @mfs4921 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same, each lines is damn relatable

    • @TheGenderfluidBiscuit
      @TheGenderfluidBiscuit ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No one here is alone, I got you

  • @angelvandemaat4462
    @angelvandemaat4462 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3024

    Me: Am i depressed?
    Nightcore: Welcome young child , come with me.

    • @johnormesby4811
      @johnormesby4811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      I’m sorry little one

    • @theeguy9022
      @theeguy9022 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Dont worry you can get through it although if I'm being honest theres no escaping or curing it just living with it but that's ok you'll find a way just remember you dont need to make your body display your pain find something maybe something you once liked something that reminds you of who you were and embrace every silence and piece of freedom

    • @user-pn6tq5qk1x
      @user-pn6tq5qk1x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@theeguy9022 there's no way to escape.... Yah, that's the fact and what i'm feeling now... I'll live like this until i'll die. That's what i thought. And now... I'm still the same but, i'm ni longer feel's anything....huh... I'm tired of this, and i can't do anything. Sorry my English is suck but i'm also thanks to u because read this coment. At least i know that i'm not the only one who sick....

    • @keiraolson9235
      @keiraolson9235 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Being depressed is fine and no it never gets better but never let it hurt you physically because the scars are like a red flashing light that tell people "stay away I'll only hurt you when I decide to leave which wont be long"

    • @finalspace297
      @finalspace297 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats only the start wait till u meet the one u love and they leave....

  • @elmoearthsociety8391
    @elmoearthsociety8391 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3995

    Depression and Anxiety: Let us introduce ourselves.

    • @canynevoj1160
      @canynevoj1160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +104

      Jokes on you i have cream soda and chocolate chips
      Checkmate

    • @junebug7484
      @junebug7484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@canynevoj1160 same

    • @canynevoj1160
      @canynevoj1160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Junebug life is good when you have cream soda and chocolate chips

    • @junebug7484
      @junebug7484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@canynevoj1160 ye😄

    • @canynevoj1160
      @canynevoj1160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Junebug *does the worm*

  • @noahpr4843
    @noahpr4843 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I used to listen to Nightcore like this during the worst parts of my life. For years of suicide attempts and self harm. It's been 6 years now since that started for me, and I'm finally happy, doing well, and learning about all the beautiful things in life. I just want you guys to know that if you are in the same place I was, it gets better, even if it takes a year, six, or even ten, those years of suffering are worth pushing through because you have your whole life to look forward to once their over. I was young and I still am but it's helped me so much to understand that just because it took me 6 years of pain to get where I am, I now have decades ahead of me and so many opportunities to help myself and others grow. Please do what you can to keep going, your fighting a battle and winning is going to be worth it, I promise ♥️

  • @igorm4076
    @igorm4076 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Girl: browsing through youtube history/recommandations
    Its all depressive music
    Me: yeah.... sorry....
    Girl: oh cmon let me show you normal music
    Me: ok sorry...
    Girl: you ok?
    Me: yeah.... sorry that im like that....
    Girl:...
    And thats why it keeps going worse and worse...
    Doctors: take pills, it will make u feel better
    Me: will they finish what i cant?
    Doctor: excuse me, what?
    Me: nvm...

  • @hopesmedley1648
    @hopesmedley1648 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2719

    Me: I have depression?!
    Nightcore community: welcome to the club!

    • @senpaikitty7990
      @senpaikitty7990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Omg IKR

    • @shayden82
      @shayden82 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      YAAS

    • @mew9585
      @mew9585 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Ikr...

    • @iambored5585
      @iambored5585 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @snipemusic6430
      @snipemusic6430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      small youtuber here let's help each other ☺subtosub?

  • @rhondelsailor7796
    @rhondelsailor7796 5 ปีที่แล้ว +355

    One of the worlds biggest lies "I'm fine."

    • @bbqsauceonmytibbies
      @bbqsauceonmytibbies 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It is... I'm surprised people haven't seen through it yet... For me it's better that way..

    • @thiana4817
      @thiana4817 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      A Smol Patoots :3 I don’t want people to know how I feel... but I trust the nightcore community lol

    • @bbqsauceonmytibbies
      @bbqsauceonmytibbies 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@thiana4817 yup

    • @ddar1ng
      @ddar1ng 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@thiana4817 same

    • @phoenixwolf9354
      @phoenixwolf9354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I tell that lie every day to my friends when they ask how I am.
      Friends: Are you ok?
      Me: I'm fine.
      Thoughts: I've never been fine. I can't believe you haven't caught up with my lies. I'm broken and can't ever be fixed.

  • @patience7519
    @patience7519 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    When ur happy u enjoy the music but when u sad u understand the lyrics

  • @curemarine4544
    @curemarine4544 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I know, there was a time when my depression got so bad. I had suddenly had a mental breakdown during class. I just started crying out of no where, I had even ran out of the room, because the teacher even looked at me concerned but I didn't want to talk about it.
    I ran away, but I had an old friend who went chasing after me. She conforted me, I just remember crying in her arms. I remember afterwards my teacher had told my parents about it. But they just ignored it, so once he noticed, everytime after the class he would always ask if i'm okay, how my day was. I missed that teacher so much since he retired the year after, he was one of the few that actually cared. I am grateful for him and my friend, since everyone else looked at me like I was demented that day.

  • @gachanuggets793
    @gachanuggets793 5 ปีที่แล้ว +535

    Everyone here: Talks about their depression
    Me: I have depression/anxiety but.....I just came for the Nightcore 0-0

  • @pakmccain1042
    @pakmccain1042 5 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    The first few lyrics are so me *"I'll be lost inside my head, thoughts till 4am"*
    Yeah, like that time in 5th grade when you said.....

    • @iisxlence1836
      @iisxlence1836 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me also

    • @allysonlara7062
      @allysonlara7062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Me literally every night

    • @thiana4817
      @thiana4817 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Allyson Lara same;-;

    • @lemon.c0rd
      @lemon.c0rd 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Note to self, don’t say anything cringy

  • @ncmetal223
    @ncmetal223 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "and oh, I miss when we were younger."
    I felt that 😔

  • @only.mirarar
    @only.mirarar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Its been years i love this song
    THESE PILLS WILL HELP SMILE
    But no these song calms me down when i feel anxienty.....
    MY LIFE WORKS SO SLOW
    MY HEART IS WOUNDED AND FULL OF SCARS...IM A GIRL FULL OF ANXIENTY,SADNESS,FAKE FRIENDS, FAKE SMILES,DARK SECRETS,FEARS,AND TEARS....Thanks to all the music...

  • @marvelbunch9794
    @marvelbunch9794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1432

    We’re just suicidal teens
    Telling other suicidal teens that suicide isn’t the answer

    • @bomyhony
      @bomyhony 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hhhhhh same I even made my decision

    • @marvelbunch9794
      @marvelbunch9794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bomy Hony Funny K.popers
      No, please don’t do what I’m thinking about
      PLEASE
      It will get better, I promise

    • @bomyhony
      @bomyhony 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@marvelbunch9794 when can u tell me when where?

    • @marvelbunch9794
      @marvelbunch9794 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bomy Hony Funny K.popers What do you mean?

    • @theprotectivefreaksystem3331
      @theprotectivefreaksystem3331 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yep

  • @chopper-base
    @chopper-base 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2927

    "These pills with help you remember how to smile"
    I know how to smile, but I've forgotten what it's like to be happy... I don't know anything but a fake smile that no one can see through
    This entire song is the story of my life and its scary...

    • @mustafahaider5762
      @mustafahaider5762 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same

    • @winter9909
      @winter9909 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Same because even if we can smile, people will always believe it’s real when it’s completely fake, and the sad part is, it’s too easy to fake a smile and make it seem real.

    • @fizzycola1232
      @fizzycola1232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sometimes I’m happy but most times I wanna be alone

    • @fizzycola1232
      @fizzycola1232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ava Hummer that’s so true

    • @tatertottay5088
      @tatertottay5088 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

  • @ezekiel9712
    @ezekiel9712 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Greatest pain, is when there is no one that will help you out off depression because all of them says your fine...

  • @happynes3344
    @happynes3344 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Not me crying because it’s so true-
    People online caring more then anyone in my life
    Crazy isn’t it 😂

  • @lucerogarcia1474
    @lucerogarcia1474 6 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    "These pills will help you remember how to smile" that part hit me close to home:'(

  • @Mai-Chang
    @Mai-Chang 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1648

    "Are you okay?"
    No. I'm not okay. My life's a mess. I want to give up. I hate myself. How do I fill the void?
    "Yeah, I'm fine."

    • @zoeypongo7765
      @zoeypongo7765 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Why is this too relatable?!?!

    • @cathrineanson613
      @cathrineanson613 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Your not alone

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      🎊👏😂

    • @thelilartists1947
      @thelilartists1947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Friend:hru
      Me:I'm fine
      Friend:that's good
      Me:yea

    • @amandamanuel2287
      @amandamanuel2287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Let me introduce you to a beautiful love called Jesus the Christ. When Jesus Christ died for you and resurrected, he took all of your burdens with him and offers you a chance to experience a love so pure and true it fills up that void in you. When God created you, he created you with a purpose and when we choose to accept Jesus Christ in our hearts and turn away from society, we choose to accept that purpose for our lives. It's the reason why people who chased everything this world has to offer never fill that void until they find Jesus. I want you to feel that love because it changed me and I know that it can change you only if you want him to. God is still calling out to you because he wants to love and give you a new life where you can love him, love yourself, surrender everything to him, and live with a purpose.

  • @Mimi-su6zp
    @Mimi-su6zp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    My friends say that I’m always happy, and smiling, but who said I was happy? I smile so that they have someone to help them with anything their going through, but no one ever sees that my smile is fake, for once I want someone to see through my mask, and see that I’m not ok. I just want someone to see my problems and help me with them. I’ve stopped eating and sleeping all I do is think and wonder if anyone will ever care for me like I do for my friends and family. Not even my closest friend knows that I fake my smile, that I hide behind a mask. Whenever I say “I’m fine” I want someone to reply with “no your not, and I can see that. Tell me what’s wrong, I want to help.” but that never happens does it? So what I’ll do is smile for my friends and continue to do that until I can’t anymore, if I happen to break down a few times I don’t want them to worry and so I keep it inside until I go home. Once I’m home I go to my room and cry, Ivey knowing that if my friends saw me they would try and help. That’s the reason I smile for them because I know they would help me if they saw me or if I asked. But do I ask for help? No. I try and handle my own problems so that they can have someone to help with theirs. And to everyone who’s like me, thank you and I hope you get the love, care, and help that you need.

    • @Mimi-su6zp
      @Mimi-su6zp 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      SmileyPotato & yeah they are

  • @KDragoness
    @KDragoness ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Holy- this song describes my exact journey to get help for several mental and physical health issues. Throughout everything, doctors kept telling me I was fine and to take this list of meds and do all of these therapies, many of which were counterproductive, including 2 years with an abusive therapist where my parents wouldn't let me quit. When the doctors said I was okay, my parents forced it on me, told me "happiness is a choice" and to "go make friends" and to "do what the doc says if you ever want to get better," despite the fact I always knew those were absolute crap and only harming me.
    When the doctors said I was fine, my parents took that word as divine and absolutist, and forced it on me. In order for them to listen and actually accommodate me, someone with a PHD had to say I wasn't fine.
    As I've accumulated diagnoses people actually take seriously, I am glad things are better now in terms of society seeing me as "fine," - but a doctor has to say I'm not fine and provide 1 (or several) diagnostic labels for anyone to listen. My parents are still like that, as is anyone who looks at me. They all need proof in order to listen to me. And they still aren't truly listening to me, just anything I say that matches perfectly with a doctor's word.
    I am 18 now.
    My parents knew I had anxiety since I was an newborn who ALWAYS had to be in my mom's arms, and accepted that from the start. I'd guess someone with a PHD had said that when I was really little, but I don't know for certain.
    For the depression diagnosis, it took a massive breakdown ending me in the ER when I was 12.
    For the ADHD diagnosis, it took 2 years after it got unlivable, though there had been red flags 6 years back. I was 13 when diagnosed.
    For the ASD Level 1 (Autism Spectrum Disorder) diagnosis, it took 5 years, though I have had major signs my whole life and known myself since I was 5. I was 14 when diagnosed.
    For the EDS (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome - rare connective tissue disorder that causes a lot of other physical and mental health issues) diagnosis, it took 1.5 years (though it was technically 10 years, we should have suspected when I was getting injured CONSTANTLY as a young child). I was 17 when diagnosed.
    So I encourage anyone reading this, who has hit a dead end with doctors and parents telling you that you are fine, when you know you aren't - GET ANOTHER OPINION. And then another one. And then another one. Keep finding different doctors until someone listens and understands and actually helps. This goes for any mental and physical disorders, especially if it is something serious like EDS which leaves you non-functional. I am glad I didn't give up, and I believe if you keep searching, you will find help. It may take months or many years, but it pays off.
    Don't give up. Keep searching. You know your own mind and body better than any doctor or parent, and your experience is valid. If one doc doesn't get it and acts heartless, it is far from the end of the road for you. Keep going on. Get rid of that person, find someone else, and repeat as many times as you need to prove them all wrong. Find someone who is willing to listen and understand- and note it might be the person you least expect. For me it was actually my allergist who noticed my EDS, of all people, so you never know.

  • @Melo-po4gy
    @Melo-po4gy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +741

    *depression has entered the chat*

  • @artist4ever515
    @artist4ever515 7 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    "These pills will help you to remember how to smile"
    I always cry on that part :(

    • @itzjenyuofficial46
      @itzjenyuofficial46 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      mine is when it says "And mom and dad both tell me i'm alright" because it hits home.

  • @fakemaknaejin2766
    @fakemaknaejin2766 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    i forgot how much i love nightcore music....

  • @thyredpanda1713
    @thyredpanda1713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    A lot of the songs I have on a playlist of mine are getting deleted, please don’t ever delete this, it’s beautiful

  • @neasznas
    @neasznas 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2551

    an apple a day actually keeps anyone away,just throw it really hard at them

    • @prosprinter0828
      @prosprinter0828 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      So true so true

    • @gayisyayxox2379
      @gayisyayxox2379 4 ปีที่แล้ว +120

      I need to start carrying an Apple.

    • @hadleybrooks7783
      @hadleybrooks7783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

      Unfortunately, I ran out of apples, so I used rocks. Pro tips: the harder the object is, the farther away people stay away from you :D
      I didn’t actually of course

    • @Crystal-nu5yh
      @Crystal-nu5yh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      Don't waste the apple,just carry around a penknife

    • @ray_the_fox_alpha7099
      @ray_the_fox_alpha7099 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      yasssssss

  • @musicalfreak1181
    @musicalfreak1181 5 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    "I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner. Weren't they?"
    It's so relatable it's sad.

    • @constxllation
      @constxllation 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree! 💙 Hope you're doing well 💙

    • @musicalfreak1181
      @musicalfreak1181 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@constxllation awh, thank you. I think I'm doing better than when I originally wrote this, but still thank you for commenting back. I hope you're going well, too.

    • @ezzajam3827
      @ezzajam3827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah when you still innocent and doesn't what depression is.

    • @user-zw4zw1he7z
      @user-zw4zw1he7z 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah the days were easier weren’t they

    • @trishasophiarivera8674
      @trishasophiarivera8674 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yep very very relatable

  • @yeetyeeterson5444
    @yeetyeeterson5444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Man, I used to listen to this all the time. Crazy how my life hasn't really changed at all since then.

    • @oooatreyosooo4348
      @oooatreyosooo4348 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @yeetyeeterson5444
      @yeetyeeterson5444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's been a while.
      Got a job now, getting on with life.
      Thanks for sticking it out, past self, we got there eventually my guy.

  • @rosebloodrose4022
    @rosebloodrose4022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Is it bad that I have a Playlist for suicidal and depression songs that I listen to when I am depressed???? Cause these songs make me remember that I'm not alone.

  • @jammulasusheel9868
    @jammulasusheel9868 5 ปีที่แล้ว +582

    "My pillows a tissue for my tears"
    I'M SO RELATABLE TO THAT😞😞

  • @nayra0550
    @nayra0550 5 ปีที่แล้ว +675

    Are you ok?
    Yeah
    Are you lying?
    Yeah

    • @marcodejong9041
      @marcodejong9041 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yup im fine Im fine im lying

    • @roxyleighstaples3097
      @roxyleighstaples3097 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes definitely

    • @cyberfox9713
      @cyberfox9713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      No they don't even ask are u lying is always yeah I am fine and they didn't even question it

    • @marcodejong9041
      @marcodejong9041 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@cyberfox9713 thats true

    • @chloesmith9516
      @chloesmith9516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

  • @someonethatlives102
    @someonethatlives102 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Remember this poem...
    The City Smells Of...
    Misery and pain
    Sadness and madness
    Hiding behind the rain
    Loneliness and hate
    It smells so bad
    Isn't that sad?
    You say something wrong
    And people get very mad
    Once i had
    A good and happy life
    Then the smell got to me too
    And i'm not lying, it's true
    I only speak the truth...

    • @dbkids123
      @dbkids123 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeah, you do.😞

    • @im.kawaii
      @im.kawaii 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You wrote this? This is so relatable and sad at the same time.

  • @tarapetersen6496
    @tarapetersen6496 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Will someone be proud of me? I finally felt happiness for twenty minutes before i realised who I am and where I came from, but it felt so good and i can't get it back

  • @harrypowell99
    @harrypowell99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7136

    *We're all just suicidal kids telling eachother suicide isn't the answer.*

    • @zapystraw1258
      @zapystraw1258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +301

      Killing yourself is you letting the people who hurt you win

    • @whocares2820
      @whocares2820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +270

      @@zapystraw1258 tbh idc if they win anymore.... I just wanne give up and make it stop

    • @zapystraw1258
      @zapystraw1258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +148

      @@whocares2820 you need to stay strong prove them wrong that you are not hopeless or useless or anything like that you need to prove to them that you matter as a person and i know im not the one to be telling you this but i cant stand it when people are getting hurt and are giving in and letting them win they dont matter more then you and you deserve the right to be happy and the right to live a life you are happy with

    • @AltKaycee
      @AltKaycee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Yep basically 🥺🙃

    • @squid2333
      @squid2333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +147

      its easier to give advice than to receive it

  • @brokensmile3771
    @brokensmile3771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    "You okay there? You seem out of it.."
    I want to die, I've been neglected, I want to cry out my problems, all my smiles are fake!
    "I'm fine, why?" She said with the doll-like smile
    She's porcelain, glass, ice, anything that'll shatter
    Her heart shatters like thin ice..
    She's happier now

    • @That1Girl
      @That1Girl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My mind: I have depression and anxiety I haven't seen my siblings in 3 years
      Me when someone sees me cry: I'm fine

  • @ivywayman4693
    @ivywayman4693 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I used to cry myself to sleep every night, nobody believed that i was hurt, i was in such a bad place. But i will always remember my big brother who always make me happy at times like that. He would come into my room and we would play video games until we were both in tears from laughing so hard. I was 12 at the time. Im now 15 and he's 18. He sadly moved out of the house and is now on his own but he still visits pretty often and we do the same thing we used to do when we were kids. Im glad he was always there.

  • @yeetyeet5420
    @yeetyeet5420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It hits different when your a hospital patient.

  • @wolfia1881
    @wolfia1881 5 ปีที่แล้ว +739

    The roses are dead
    The violets are dying
    Outside I’m laughing
    Inside I’m crying
    I always try to enjoy life
    But never can.
    Maybe it’s something wrong with me,
    Maybe I’m broken.
    But there’s one thing I know for sure,
    Is that I’m always hoping.
    Hoping for a better life,
    Hoping to find happiness,
    But for some reason,
    All I find is sadness.
    I know I can get through the barrier,
    And break down the walls.
    But for some sad reason,
    I always fall.
    Fall in the battle,
    Give up in the fight.
    So for now I’m ending this comment,
    And saying goodnight

    • @padparadscha4554
      @padparadscha4554 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I was not able to read this whole thing bc I just started crying, it’s just so sad how some lives are just perfect, while others.......well, I think you know.........

    • @AnasKhan-uo2kh
      @AnasKhan-uo2kh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Hey, I love that! Did u make that yourself? If so it's amazing. It's been a year, r u feeling any better now, I really hope u r fine, and not the "FiNe". And I just wanna say that look at the poem if u wrote that urself see how amazing that is and how amazing YOU are to write it even if u copied it ur still amazing because, cause of u I got to know such a great poem, so thank u!😊
      (Wow that was long) 😅

    • @yumecurry3621
      @yumecurry3621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      As a sun rises
      another moon falls,
      failed to live up to the sun
      the moon gives the sky it's all,
      all of their faith
      leaving their wounds open,
      blood falling out
      the moon can't cope it,
      The moon tries to rise
      as the sun fades away,
      but the moon can't rise
      as easy as the day,
      So the moon takes the night
      hiding in the shadows cold,
      used as a nightlight dead and alone,
      While the sun gets praised for it's beautiful light
      The moon gets none for it's useful sight
      Sick of the tears, energy and blood that flows,
      The moon quit's it's job as the dark approaches slow,
      The people panic at the disappear of the moon in the sky
      If only they appreciated it's presents the moon would have took it's life,
      @WOLFIA ! your poem was a poem of bliss
      But please don't go you will be deeply missed,
      Maybe it won't matter to you as much just wait and see
      I guess we'll meet soon another body, another me.
      (I literally came up with this on the spot so i'm sorry if it's bad.)

    • @shubk-popmakmakka3771
      @shubk-popmakmakka3771 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @Supreme Bakugou....
      Whoaaaaaaaa......
      You have nice skill....the poem was a masterpiece......I understood it all🥺🥺(poor moon....)......I hope you are in good health
      And now I am gonna go a praise the moon up in the sky🌕🌕

    • @Jisatsu_no_bushi_supremacy
      @Jisatsu_no_bushi_supremacy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't go please you are my life!!! I don't know who you are but still you are one of my family!!!! I will gonna cry!!!!

  • @depressedanimegirl649
    @depressedanimegirl649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1102

    A girl in my class was crying, even though I didn’t know her well enough I walked up to her and tipped up her chin so we were face to face and repeated a quote... “Don’t cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won’t let you see the stars~” She gave me a shy smile and hugged me tight.
    I said that quote to the girl because normally she was happy, everybody called her “joy”. But when she cried it felt like all light was gone, because she was like everybody’s sun.

    • @ItsRobz
      @ItsRobz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Joy reminds me or myself....

    • @lunabee1313
      @lunabee1313 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      That's awesome 👍 I'm glad you got to cheer her up.

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Lmao if u "tipped up my chin" I would have been pissed

    • @firestargaming9389
      @firestargaming9389 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I wish someone had done something like this when I broke down in class. Nobody did anything and the teacher is the one who caused me to break down. This was before Covid.

    • @serenityspringer6227
      @serenityspringer6227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      As the people I said the kindness of act can save someone

  • @missgurl9787
    @missgurl9787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    We’re just teenagers trying our best to be the person our parents wants us to be even tho we don’t really want to be what they want us to be. Trying to fit in, all we can do is fake our smiles for them to believe we’re fine but really inside we’re breaking.💔

    • @Eos_Home
      @Eos_Home 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah...My mom wants me to be a lady, skirts, dresses, makeup and jewelry, and then make a family with a beautiful man... But in real I would love to dress like a e-boy / e-girl and be my tomboy self;
      But instead I need to put on my fake smile everyday, fake laugh...put on makeup dress girly and all of that feminism stuff.
      Once I askedy my mom if I could dress like how I really want(same with my dad)she looked me like "are you joking and my dad just said it.
      My grandma would have no problem with me dressing like that, and I believe that I'm a non-binary person but in Italian there are none non binary names and my family apart from my sisters would never accept me being like that l, and then they go and say "Oh dear you are just in a phase you are still not who you want to be, you don't know, we only want the best for you and seeing you smile is everything for us...

  • @sabxdarktimes2229
    @sabxdarktimes2229 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Been to so many Dr. In my life since I was 14 I'm 33 now. Still feel the same way I did back then. The meds never worked no matter what they kept switching me too. Most of them made me a zombie to begin with or felt strung out. If I wanted that I would go search out hard drugs and alcohol. I'm looking for help not a high. Then the Dr. Brings up your past and doesnt tell you how to fix it after they made you relive it all over again.

  • @ashthepotato8340
    @ashthepotato8340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +457

    My "F.I.N.E" acrostic poem
    F- Feeling
    I- I'm
    N- Never
    E- Enough

    • @laylax2672
      @laylax2672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Lmao, you mean the Internet's?

    • @annikathebananaka1208
      @annikathebananaka1208 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope it gets better try to see a therapist it can really help, I really hope the best for you. if you need to talk I'm here.

    • @deannatyrone1877
      @deannatyrone1877 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @deannatyrone1877
      @deannatyrone1877 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And you're everything u mean a lot

    • @hopeless640vazquez9
      @hopeless640vazquez9 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      But isnt there H.O.P.E
      Hold on pain ends

  • @mysticwolfplays42
    @mysticwolfplays42 5 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    Yo... This song connects with me... I feel this stuff... "Youll be fine"... Nope... All these smiles I have in public... fake... memes keep me from crying all day... This song...I like it..

    • @alphawolf2009
      @alphawolf2009 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

    • @moonlana3654
      @moonlana3654 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Memes are terrible. The memories hurt.

    • @awesomeazuki2667
      @awesomeazuki2667 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      for real though.... i cry myself to sleep at night

    • @jdizzil30
      @jdizzil30 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

  • @Yangidreams
    @Yangidreams ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I used to listen to this repeatedly when I was younger, I can't believe its been five years since this video came out already

  • @lavenderbloom9943
    @lavenderbloom9943 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Am i the only one here who have got amazing & loving parents, caring friends and everything in life but still depressed? Because i think i don't deserve them.. And i have hurt everyone.... Why am i like this? 😞

    • @bea4819
      @bea4819 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't think like that you deserve all of those wonderful people in your life, and don't always blame yourself you are such an amazing person so don't tell yourself otherwise🥺

  • @morgank6653
    @morgank6653 6 ปีที่แล้ว +285

    "i can't even eat my dinner. mom says i'm getting thinner. am i?" jesus christ these lyrics hit me like a truck

    • @OoF-gv9zb
      @OoF-gv9zb 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Morgan Aru i wish the truck hit me

    • @animallover6326
      @animallover6326 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sophie do t think like that pls
      I have those thought too
      But.....you do t have to......and I’m trying to get better....

    • @qnnq
      @qnnq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Morgan Aru
      Same

    • @chalkypocky8024
      @chalkypocky8024 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m just getting thicker

    • @KitKat-dk6km
      @KitKat-dk6km 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same :(

  • @user-ft7zg5ec5t
    @user-ft7zg5ec5t 4 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    2016 :The doctor said "you'll be fine!"
    2019 :.... I'm still here.. Nothing is changed

    • @fake_in_world2635
      @fake_in_world2635 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey
      Been 2yrs eh?
      Don't worry I will be here supporting you and praying for you
      It's really hard I know cause I am also suffering but my omma and abuji says I am fine
      I am right here
      No matter where you are remember I will always be supporting you
      Let's meet in paradise :)

    • @CelestialWolf23
      @CelestialWolf23 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes!!!! It all started in 2019 for me. 4 years and it’s still hard. I attempt suicide like 1-2x a year it’s bad. I just attempted last year in February and I had to be shocked back to life.

  • @aqcelilyyy
    @aqcelilyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    sometimes, it's the strangers that can help you and those people close to you will break you.

  • @maryclytesiador5322
    @maryclytesiador5322 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Years have passed and i still go back to this video.

  • @allami5764
    @allami5764 7 ปีที่แล้ว +477

    It's such a happy speed and background music, but the lyrics..They're so meaningful and truly amazing. This makes my eyes water. Amazing job mate on the nightcore, you broke a small part in my armored heart now I'm starting to cry.

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Awhh

    • @maygemix4926
      @maygemix4926 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wow that was a amazing speech! ;)

    • @E_Girl-zy9gi
      @E_Girl-zy9gi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      A apple a day can keep anyone away if you throw it hard enough

    • @six696
      @six696 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      What'd the grandma say to her grandson?
      Read more

    • @cinnabunnybuns2754
      @cinnabunnybuns2754 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      RoadKill Bunny w

  • @aimenhassan6177
    @aimenhassan6177 7 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    Hi doctor ruby thanks for uploading my medicine XD

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  7 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      :P

    • @introvert5610
      @introvert5610 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Aimen hassan
      one at morinimg one at night.
      that will help me keep smiling.

  • @viltekesminaite9566
    @viltekesminaite9566 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I feel like far too much of this generation relate to this, because school, parents and the world in general teaches us that if we're not perfect we'll never amount to anything, stress is pilling up, the world is pretty much fucking ending and the only places where we can look for closure is TH-cam comments on songs like this

  • @beyssantos9908
    @beyssantos9908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    *"I miss when we were younger,the days were so much funner..werent they?"*
    Damn that hit me.....

  • @meiying2034
    @meiying2034 5 ปีที่แล้ว +229

    “Follow Your Heart 💛”
    *_When the heart shatters in a million pieces,Which Piece Do You Follow?_*

    • @autumncantdraw6851
      @autumncantdraw6851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      none, your heart doesnt shatter and yoU wouldnt be able to see the pieces because theyll be too small 😊😂

    • @satsankalpam3713
      @satsankalpam3713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@autumncantdraw6851chill out dude . it's a feeling . You won't know if u didn't go through it .

    • @autumncantdraw6851
      @autumncantdraw6851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@satsankalpam3713 i get the feeling, im just a mood. Sorry to sound rude while saying it.

    • @satsankalpam3713
      @satsankalpam3713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@autumncantdraw6851 ok

    • @autumncantdraw6851
      @autumncantdraw6851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@satsankalpam3713 😂😁

  • @ori2214
    @ori2214 5 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    P - pretending you're fine
    A - Anxieties
    I - insecurities
    N - neglecting your needs/ the thought of having depression/ anxiety/ stoof like that

    • @Clinicallyinsanewhoop
      @Clinicallyinsanewhoop 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i got PAIN

    • @ori2214
      @ori2214 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Clinicallyinsanewhoop what the shit is this, i was so cringy ;-;

    • @Clinicallyinsanewhoop
      @Clinicallyinsanewhoop 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ori2214 you know, this applies to me

    • @ori2214
      @ori2214 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Clinicallyinsanewhoop it kinda still applies to me too, but uhhh i did not need to post that all over the internet ;-;

    • @_unregistered_hypercam_2
      @_unregistered_hypercam_2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Homie, I'm just going through my cringy ass onld music Playlist and these comments are even worse than the music 😭😭

  • @kvsh4259
    @kvsh4259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    it's touching when people in internet much more care about you than your closest friends : /

    • @smash6596
      @smash6596 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your okay?

  • @horsepowerandfirepower5023
    @horsepowerandfirepower5023 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    "They all say it's anxiety... But I think it's just me..." But wait... That's... What anxiety is....

  • @V0_9632
    @V0_9632 6 ปีที่แล้ว +282

    When life gives you lemons, make grape juice and a pear pie and watch as the world wonders how in the heck you did it

    • @elliekirk8033
      @elliekirk8033 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Tianna Martin lol

    • @emmanicole2595
      @emmanicole2595 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lol

    • @rubywolf7395
      @rubywolf7395 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      When life gives you lemons
      you cut them in half and squeeze juice in peoples eyes

    • @toastghost966
      @toastghost966 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      TAKE BACK THE LEMONS
      BURN THEIR HOUSE DOWN
      (Cough cough portal reference)

    • @fanfictioncentral8681
      @fanfictioncentral8681 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Potter Fan311 this actually made me laugh. I never laugh. Wtf

  • @skylarwolf3949
    @skylarwolf3949 6 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    My own mind can lie me
    They all say it's anxiety but I just think it's me
    Me: I feel u

    • @sadbuttrys2594
      @sadbuttrys2594 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Skylar Wolf i have anxiety.

  • @moonchild7o0
    @moonchild7o0 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'm so happy for people being ok after years but jealous that I am still here after 3 years

    • @-RainBreeze-
      @-RainBreeze- 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Three years for me too. Thinking of ending it soon.

  • @estellewheeler3415
    @estellewheeler3415 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It’s sad that these songs are the only things that actually understand me.

  • @steeley7336
    @steeley7336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5477

    Little Girl: Whats on your arm?
    Me: They're battle scars.
    Little Girl: You fought in a war?
    Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
    Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one?
    Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
    tell you what. Whenever you see someone
    else with battle scars, I want you to go
    give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
    me?
    Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
    A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
    Teen: Why are you hugging me?
    Little girl: Because... points you have
    battle scars just like my babysitter.
    The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
    Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting.
    She bends down at eye level at the little girl
    Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
    to keep fighting. You are forever my war
    hero

    • @pALALADLASLALDA
      @pALALADLASLALDA 5 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      😐
      😔

    • @obsession-chan7019
      @obsession-chan7019 5 ปีที่แล้ว +339

      Okay that's honestly beautiful.

    • @hurricanekatrina7422
      @hurricanekatrina7422 5 ปีที่แล้ว +232

      My friend was the reason i stopped having suicidle thoughts, but now my wrist is bleeding.

    • @brookemather6324
      @brookemather6324 5 ปีที่แล้ว +170

      I cannot say i can relate, but i can support. Depression and other mental disorders can make you feel like nothing, like a speck in the universe, but your not. No matter who you are, where you come from, who you identify as, what you enjoy, etc. someone cares for you, even if you've never met them. This world is so big and scary but if we stay together youll realise its flawed, but beautiful. Its hard to hope on to hope when youve had your heart broke more than once, but just power through, i know something that so many actually dont, that we are all equals, were all human

    • @allysonlara7062
      @allysonlara7062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      This is so touching the little girl 👧 forgot me

  • @goblingirl6417
    @goblingirl6417 4 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    nobody:
    Depression: *hi how are ya*

    • @starlara7243
      @starlara7243 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me :
      *Not good thanks to you*

    • @Sophie-kk8tx
      @Sophie-kk8tx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      At least depression asks

  • @moonshroom9152
    @moonshroom9152 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is why the Internet can be a great place
    There's always someone to support you

  • @rakshar9027
    @rakshar9027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    people are scared of death and then there's me who is eagerly waiting for it

  • @craftdiply4077
    @craftdiply4077 5 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    Eventually with people ignoring her, the story might have a sad ending and when she is gone then everyone starts to regret but it’s too late

    • @grimreap2692
      @grimreap2692 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      people like them only care if when you're gone

  • @Kayleefaulkner6
    @Kayleefaulkner6 5 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    "These pills will help you rember how to smile."
    ..nothing does..

    • @galaxysquadsisteroldest4432
      @galaxysquadsisteroldest4432 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have one person you relate to
      Ceil Phatomhive

    • @shanley7334
      @shanley7334 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @nottheoatall
      @nottheoatall 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah, but there is one exception.
      When you overdose and smile because it all will be over soon..

    • @lunabee1313
      @lunabee1313 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well, maybe I can. Somehow. If I can't give you a smile, I can at least give you hope. I love you.

    • @kat8701
      @kat8701 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i remember how to smile. but the thing is....i dont *feel* it.

  • @nicolebarfuss3067
    @nicolebarfuss3067 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    this really spoke to me, as someone who suffers from mental illness, symptoms of depression, anxiety, insomnia, mania, etc. great times, but one thing that makes it worse is that my parents and doctors all just try to give me the "right" pills, and yet they don't actually help the problem, feelings and mental illness are not just "hormonal imbalance" they are related to events, psychological or physical, I have this mental illness because there is something in my mind that is "bleeding and broken", but all I am everyone does is pills and optimism, and never fixing anything, I am just so tired.

  • @kathxrat_.
    @kathxrat_. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My dad has depression and the doctor was able to help him- The pills work too. As you grow older you learn that therapy is very helpful and that what the doctor prescribes is actually useful.

  • @haileyryan
    @haileyryan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Depression quote ♥︎
    *Smiles are like bandaids the cover up the pain, but it still hurts*

  • @yisizyakiyama5402
    @yisizyakiyama5402 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This song clearly evokes depression and of course the comments would be filled with this topic.
    Seeing those people replying to the depressed ones, trying to comfort them even for a bit and saying "You can always talk to me if you want to, I'll listen," kind of touched me and even made me believe in humanity again.

  • @hanoo7999
    @hanoo7999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song is so nostalgic. I'm 16 now and I moved from my nightcore phase once I hit 14 lol. Man the ecstacy of nostalgia

  • @anmollugun3701
    @anmollugun3701 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    During these 2 years in lockdown a lot of things happened ,my friends don’t talk to me anymore ,my family were very disappointed when I drop class 12th but now in 2022 I am in University finally had leave my all setbacks behind .Also I had make new friends and was able to fight my social anxiety .So if I can find my happiness you could also just believe in yourself is all I can say and I know you could do that.

  • @audreyaustin5827
    @audreyaustin5827 7 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    im like reading comments and i really feel like people who listen to nightcore and just overall sad music are so much nicer than "normal" people

    • @chloeelizabeth4586
      @chloeelizabeth4586 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Duppy77 AJ Gaming yeah it happens definitely when the person is trying to hide their feelings or overall thoughts on well that describes me perfectly

    • @erin7818
      @erin7818 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same because everyone relates to each other and know how it feels

    • @baynelewis8163
      @baynelewis8163 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      we get each other

    • @eosofspades_357
      @eosofspades_357 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Interesting fact: studies show that listening to sad music actually creates positive emotions.

    • @mouseb4406
      @mouseb4406 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cuz we know how it feels to hurt the way we do and we do not want anyone else to ever feel the same way 💕

  • @richy2679
    @richy2679 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1354

    Its an amazing nightcore version..
    But..
    The worst thing is..
    I said those words at the start before..
    Even tho idk the song till now..

    • @RubyChansNightcore
      @RubyChansNightcore  7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      :c *hugs*

    • @richy2679
      @richy2679 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      *hugs back*

    • @MarMarChan
      @MarMarChan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      *hugs Richy*

    • @richy2679
      @richy2679 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      *hugs back*

    • @emilyy7635
      @emilyy7635 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Aw I is ok we will all have a hugging party *hugs*

  • @mashaal788
    @mashaal788 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    People suffering from anxiety and depression raise your hand🙋🏻‍♀️

  • @csasong376
    @csasong376 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    me: Starting to not be that much depressed.
    my English teacher: Write this little song in your notebook!
    me: :')

  • @kenzie3925
    @kenzie3925 6 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    *I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner... Weren't they?*

  • @pamchimkin9528
    @pamchimkin9528 4 ปีที่แล้ว +308

    "These pills will help you remember how to smile"
    Me: I never really thought that I'd be in this situation where I'd need pills to make me smile..

    • @brecolborn8546
      @brecolborn8546 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i cant hug you, but i can be here for you. being depressed isnt fun. no one understands us. we dont understand us. even depressed people dont know how other depressed people feel exactly. but we do know that we can be there for each other. my instagram is @b_col90876 if you ever want to talk.

    • @meguminuwu7501
      @meguminuwu7501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lmao

    • @meguminuwu7501
      @meguminuwu7501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Hana's Random Uploads Oof, well I was just here to listen and then I found this comment funny well if you're not depressed that is... and that pfp of yours it seems cringey to me but nvm, Let's just say I saw this comment as a joke

    • @A2pattingPod042
      @A2pattingPod042 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly

    • @jackie008
      @jackie008 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Pamchimkin Wait you can get pills for that...? Damm lucky I had to learn the hard way
      but now I have mastered the art of "smiling"

  • @doe4003
    @doe4003 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I listened to this when I was a lot younger, and didn't understand too much because my depression hadn't really hit as hard as it does now. It makes a lot more sense now, especially with a bunch of failed anxiety and depression meds behind me and more coming.

  • @johnnysweeten1441
    @johnnysweeten1441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    A long time ago while I was in high school I fell into depression. Then I discovered orchestral music, anime, and a few interesting books. They let me escape realality and let me feel better. No one seemed to notice except my mom and got a therapist that did nothing. The thing is that mind can't be explained. You can't explain something that has no words to describe it.

  • @kyleighalyssa111
    @kyleighalyssa111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    “And now, i can’t even eat my dinner. Mom says I’m getting thinner. Am i?”
    This brought tears to my eyes as i struggle with anorexia. I’ve recently entered into a relapse and I’ve lost a total of 37lbs in 2 months.

    • @midnightdusk6904
      @midnightdusk6904 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I hope you are doing better

    • @bea4819
      @bea4819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Just never forget how strong and beautiful you are🥺

    • @FookieBella
      @FookieBella 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey. 3 years later, how you doing homie?

  • @Alex-kw9xy
    @Alex-kw9xy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +518

    Ok, ya'll need to listen, i was scrolling through comments and someone said they could relate to this song then someone replied fuck off. that is NOT ok, if i see someone else say that somethings going to go down, If u say that to someone u need to go learn manners and have your parents raise you right. To y'all that support the people with depression and stuff, i respect u and thank u lots.

    • @janebennison2181
      @janebennison2181 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      a_stands_for_ali #Weird you are a very good person thank you for standing up to those bullies ☺️

    • @kanonk3735
      @kanonk3735 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Thank you, you have no idea how amazing you are! Love you! Keep up your amazing work!

    • @harleighnichols8175
      @harleighnichols8175 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      a_stands_for_ali #Weird, God bless.

    • @loxsams8838
      @loxsams8838 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Someone actually said that on one a song called dark enough that I commented on because I can relate to people having depression like me 😭

    • @sftjay815
      @sftjay815 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      a_stands_for_ali #Weird So true

  • @noone-hi8mc
    @noone-hi8mc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I listen to nightcore when I feel empty.....I listen to them everyday.

  • @katehalasz5069
    @katehalasz5069 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've gotten so good at being "okay" that I didn't realize I wasn't until I listened to this song.

  • @haileybride6810
    @haileybride6810 5 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    roses are red vilotes are blue i am sweet so are you...the roses are gone the violets are dead because my wrist are standed red

    • @unknown-qm2bz
      @unknown-qm2bz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Your is not paper dont cut it your lifes not a book dont end it Please stay strong

    • @captainmistake748
      @captainmistake748 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stained*

    • @captainmistake748
      @captainmistake748 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hailey Bride Sry I’m such an A hole this was depressing but the rhyme to it was nice and is was clever, I hope you get to feeling better

    • @irishcult8127
      @irishcult8127 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mine to

  • @xxblueberryxx7770
    @xxblueberryxx7770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    “I’m so scared they’ll get up and run”
    Story of my life
    “What does he know cause I feel so alone”
    Where did everyone go?
    “They all say it’s anxiety”
    It’s true
    “Mom says I’m getting thinner”
    More like fatter
    “I’m alright”
    I lost count on how many times I’ve said that
    -Amy Watson
    -to everyone in my life

    • @constxllation
      @constxllation 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's ok 💙 I'm here and so are other people but you just don't know 💙 I hope after 7 months you're fine. 💙 My heart goes out to you 💙

  • @kayleechristenson4669
    @kayleechristenson4669 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think that it's unhealthy that I have listened to this song 700 times😭😭

  • @reetu4818
    @reetu4818 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It really is so alluring
    Being alone is painful but it is a sign of relief.......😉

  • @elli8225
    @elli8225 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1542

    I know how to smile... But there is no reason...
    [thank you so much for the likes, didn't tought to get more than ten :')]

    • @a_dumbass_Jester
      @a_dumbass_Jester 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same

    • @laylax2672
      @laylax2672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Red the Undead Fox hwto, lmao.

    • @laylax2672
      @laylax2672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Red the Undead Fox Lol, ops? 😂

    • @mirandabrown4759
      @mirandabrown4759 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I know how to laugh for a joke but it's no point with me to laugh.

    • @laylax2672
      @laylax2672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mirandabrown4759 😂 See a therapist, lmao.

  • @caelanhiney960
    @caelanhiney960 5 ปีที่แล้ว +393

    My therapist tells me I'm going to be okay and that I don't have depression but....
    I'm not going to be okay and I not sure if I have depression or not but my pain is probably going to grow into depression

    • @stingraytt330
      @stingraytt330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I think depressions are hard to diagnose, because they show differently for everyone. And it is hard to look into an others mind, so people will never know how you really feel.

    • @ceriumch2139
      @ceriumch2139 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stingraytt330 yea that right

    • @VinccentVanGogh
      @VinccentVanGogh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stingray tt Yeah. And I hide my depression amazingly. I just wish I could tell someone how I feel but I don’t want to be weird or treated differently..

    • @ceriumch2139
      @ceriumch2139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@VinccentVanGogh there always will be someone who will take care of you. Be your listener and help you as hard as they can. Maybe you just didnt see them yet, they just right in front of you

    • @shiy9036
      @shiy9036 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay strong.

  • @moniicaa4143
    @moniicaa4143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so into these sad songs