So true. I am known as the girl who never cries, the strong one who doesn't get hurt. But that's all fake. I cry, a lot. I get hurt so easily, but if i had to tell someone they'd think im joking cuz im always the one comforting and helping them, but they will never help me.
"When you're happy you enjoy the music. When you're sad you understand the lyrics." I used to listen to this song since I just find it soothing and relaxing. Few years later, now I have depression, here I am bawling my tears out. Edit: Woah, It's already been a year since I posted this comment. Thank you so much to everyone who replied to my comment. Your kind words and understanding meant a lot to me during a tough time. College has really messed up my mental health, and though I’m not completely okay, I’m managing. Knowing I wasn’t alone gave me comfort. I hope you’re all doing better, and that life is kinder to you now. Your support really made a difference, and I’m grateful for it. 💙
Its okay it just means that ur as messed up in the head as most of us......ya know ppl tell us to stop being sad even tho lots of the world is sad so to all those who feel that way just know that somewhere someone in the world is thinking of u
True.... People just don't understand what it's like to be like us, they think it's easy but in reality our minds are getting eaten by sadness.... So I think it's better to just stop instead of having a body that fights to live and a mind that tries to die....
I know you're listening to this either because you are: -Sad -Depressed -Someone has said something horrible to you -You just want to be alone -You feel insecure -Hurt Whatever it is, I hope you feel better and everything that is wrong with you is going to be okay ♥ (:
@@nikitasfantasies6658 the guy who made the comment said that people should spread it, so i saw some negative comments under this video and i paste it for helping those people
Pillow: “don’t worry I’ll be here for you when you’re upset” Mirror: “don’t worry I won’t laugh when you feel ugly” Shower: “don’t worry I won’t judge your singing” My mind: “don’t worry I won’t tell anyone how you’re really doing on the inside” I want to thank these things for being there for me when I needed it Music: Your not alone
"And they all laugh the loudest. That's how you find out they have a difficult history." Just wanted to add a little, hope you don't mind.. (Ps. I made that on the spot)
I feel ya sis. I'm suicidal and I barely lose my self to be the best. I did everything. Punished myself cuz hurting people, not eat for a day and no one even give a shit. Pretend like happy. Every word I get is killing me. That feel like you want to stab your chest cuz it hurt real bad. Don't worry. You're not alone. Don't die now soon enough we will back to home. Do me a favour hrm? Don't die for me cuz soon enough may be i will lose my fight
@@yokoissomething_2589 I am going though the same thing... I hide the feelings because I don't want me parents to know what I am going though and get worried... So whenever I am by myself, I let it all out, But slowly... Try that. That makes me feel just a little better, But not really.
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being to sad I'm sorry for being to happy I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for wasting your time I'm sorry for being late I'm sorry for wasting Money I'm sorry for seeking attention I'm sorry for begging I'm sorry for being a mess I'm sorry for my thoughts I'm sorry for being lazy I'm sorry for being loud In sorry for loving I'm sorry for hating I'm sorry for being annoying I'm sorry for being to jealous I'm sorry for comparing I'm sorry for stop trying I'm sorry for existing I'm sorry for breathing I'm sorry for living I'm sorry I'm so sorry
Hi i know we don't know each other but I know how you feel and I'm sorry you're going through this but please keep going I know it's hard but please because if you leave there is one less amazing person in the world and we need as many of them as we can get so please don't stop fighting
A few years ago, I was lost in the dark and this song is one of the songs that comfort me. Thanks to these kind of music, I survived that darkness. There's still darkness on my way but it's not too dark as it was before. Along the way I passed by lights that makes my journey bright, but also those suddenly died and I came back to the dark. Now I'm here again.
I can pull you out if the darkness I have comforted others in the past and I understand your pain I’ve been there but what ever you do don’t give up idk you but I have a feeling that you’ll do something great or feel amazing before you know it I belvie in you stranger ever feel like giveing up I’m here
"Your faking the outside" "And dying on the inside" "Pain hurts" "We hear that everyday" "We get that we are trapped in life" "Until the day you die you'll be free" 💔
Me: "I'm tired" What it means to be tired. Tired of being pushed around Tired of failing Tired of caring Tired of trying Tired of lying Tired of cutting Tired of living
I feel that other than my friends, only music can understand how I feel...I've been trying to work up enough courage to tell my mom that I have depression really bad, but we're having money issues and I don't want her wasting her money on me for stupid therapy lessons, when all I need is to go back to PA and talk with my friends...I guess I'll have to wait when we're getting our stuff out of storage bins in about a month and come back to Georgia. Until then, I listen to music and try to not lose my mind.
You know your right I've cried in my room so many times and people just walk bye and I listen to music to calm me down but my online friends care more about me than anyone and that's a shity thing bc I haven't meant them in person
wElL they thought me the basics of being a human being like talking, taking part in society- heck even eating properly and caring for my health lol don't underestimate your parents y'all.
I used to listen to this song on repeat when I wanted to give up entirely. Now I listen to it to see how far I've come. To anyone who thinks it doesn't get better, it may not get better for a while but one day you'll see the clouds on a sunny day, you'll see the birds flying, the butterflies hatching. In that moment just take a minute or as long as you need to breathe it all in. That day is the first day of getting better. You will always have bad days or bad five minutes but you will never have a bad you. I hope more people can look back at this song and see happiness in themselves
Them: *"It's okay honey, let it out. We understand how you feels"* Do you really understand how it feels... When I cut and see blood it make me feel relieved When I'm in a crowd but I feel alone When I really want to get out of bed but I just can't When they ask me if I'm fine but I can't say I'm not When they stare at you realizes something is wrong with you and just walk away When they call you freak because they think you're weird for always being alone When you told your parents about it and tell you it's just puberty When I said I'm in pain but nobody cares When I scream my heart out but nobody hears it When I show them I want to seek for help but they turn a blind eyes When I said I'm depressed they said I just want attention When I said I want to die and they take it as a joke... *Do you really understand all of that? Do you...?*
I don t understand what you live right now but I can understand what you say and I know that you shouldn’t give up because there’s always someone waiting for you somewhere. Just be yourself and don t do anything stupid because I personally almost lost my mother because of depression and I can tell that it s difficult to think about that so don’t give up for the people who care about you😊. Sorry if I made some mistakes I m French Finally have a good day😁
You took all of my words. I remember the last time I had a breakdown was in the bathroom where no one could hear me. The running water drown the sound of me crying and whimpering. I wanted to yell. I wanted to scream all of my pain. I couldn't because everyone will hear. I'm too afraid to even ask for help when everyone says that you are just acting or being childish.
Yeah my parents always say I understand so why don't you ever tell me what's going on they when I do tell them they scream at me saying that I'm fine anand they had it so much worse than worse than when they were younger but this is my pain right here and right now you don't understand so stop saying that you do that always make it about them delete jokes about me sitting at home so depressed when I'm only a little kid
I am so sorry for you. I hope you see this comment. I hope you all see this comment, the people above me who can say they relate. I’m not surprised that some people feel that way. I wish it wasn’t like that. But know... despite what some people do... there are still people who care. I care. People, family, friends, may not understand what you’re going through, they may not take you as seriously, but maybe, just maybe, it’s because they hope that you are strong enough, you know that you are enough, to keep going on. They play the positivity game for you. they care :) or at least, I really care for you. You’re not ever alone, promise. Suicide, hate, that’s never the answer. Even if you don’t see it, there’s so much more to life. I pray that you will find it someday. I’m praying for you all, and thank you for reading this.
Roses are dead Violets are crying Outside I'm smiling but Inside I'm dying 😓But nobody notices😔 Update: Thank y'all for the support, I'm doing better and I hope that everyone is alright ...you WILL get trough this I believe in you✨💯
“Friends come in n thousands... or so you think, there is a 99% chance that they just want something from you... and that one percent... are real friends” -the only person I can trust anymore... The knife in my back
"People don't cry because they're weak they cry because they've been strong for to long" I know u can keep going don't give up yet. don't ever give up.
**The world is a cruel place to live in, isn't it, kiddo?* **You know why?* **Cause, you know, people are supposed to be loved, things are supposed to be used.* **But people never knew the difference.* **Instead, things are being loved, and PEOPLE ARE BEING USED.*
Yes, but there are good things in life too. Sometimes you have to look a little closer. If you still can't seem to find them, look closer still. These good things in life are worth living for. 😇
Yes, I moved away from my home and I miss my family I miss my friends Im tired of hearing who is bad in my family I'm told to get off my phone alot I might cry myself to sleep every once and a while I can't sleep well I want to die I want to harm myself I want to go back to California I want to go home I want to be normal I want to be more popular I want to restart I want more friends I AM DEPRESSED
coming back to this after so long is so weird. i was so young, and so sad. i’m so glad that things changed, and things even got better. they mean it when they say it’s not forever. you are so much more than what you are experiencing, and worth so much more than you could ever know. take care of yourself, and just know you’ll be like me, coming back after 5 years, feeling so different, and so much better.
A afraid L lonely R regardless for who i am i am still broken I Im trying my best to show a smile G going into depression again ;-; H Have I ever been happy in my life? T to be never loved?
I know it’s hard but we have to fight for the happiness even though it’s a lonely fight we can all get through it if we fight together. I want you know I will fight with you until my last breath whether that’s soon or far in the distance of time I am with you until the end of it. If you don’t give up i won’t. We can do this together. I believe in you and I always will I don’t need to know who you are to know that. If you need any thing contact me on insta @manasi6298
@@laughingcorpses4463 i understand why u say this, and tbh i appreciate it! and i hope u do understand there are lots of ppl in here looking for advice to keep them happy and safe! so... tysm for reminding me for whom i am!
I came back to nightcore for the nostalgia and remember how much it helped me when I was dealing with family issues and this is one of the songs that made me feel comfort thank you nightcore for my childhood.
A friend of mine told me to listen to this song, he told me it really spoke to him. I'm glad he did, this song hurts enough to open my heart up inside.. and tear it apart. I somehow want to recover, but it's so hard. Thank you for this song.
*Friends:* You're too depressed and bring the mood down. *Parents:* Why can't you be more like your brother? *School:* You'll never get anywhere in life. *Music:* Sweetie are you okay? Just listen to me and you'll be fine
They didnt notice you were crying They didnt notice you were sad They didnt notice you were tired They didnt notice you were alone. They didnt notice how attractive you were. They didnt notice how sweet you actually are. They didnt notice how you actually try to make other people smile. They did notice your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes They did notice all of your flaws They did notice that you were not good enough for them.
This song still helps me through things in life currently. I love nightcore still to this day. I love it and this song here. Hits hard. Most people never actually listen to the message of the songs which is how all these rappers are famous today. Bc they have sick beats. But the message is whst counts. And this song here has SUCH a relatable message its insane. Thank you to who wrote the song, and thank you Chino for making this nightcore.
i love this i am tell ever one that one day i try to kill my self because on my mom and dad fighting all the time when they seen what i was doing to my self it was bad i will stay out some night's telling my self when can i die but i did not do it because when my best friend came up to me and said i am going to kill my self because of my mom and dad trying to put his hand were it was not be at i never guess she will kill her self that same night
“When I die, don’t come to my grave to tell me how much you love me and how much you miss me, because those are the words I want to hear while I’m still alive.”
I too think why do the purest and heartfull people's die first 😢😢 it hurts the most when u really care for some one and love them , and then after beginning the new happy life 😊 suddenly our fate takes a uturn 😶 where we all lose those people 😫😭
The most prettiest smiles *Hide the darkest secrets* The most beautiful eyes *cry the most tears* The kindest hearts *felt the most pain I’m -not- Fine *im okay*
Pain can bring beauty, but pain itself is ugly, we all have a bit but we can make something beautiful and move on, it can be hard but it can happen. For anyone, please, believe me, trust me.
Random person: What’s the saddest word in the English dictionary. Me: almost. Random person: why? Me: I was almost good enough, I was almost happy, I was almost there, I almost quit But almost isn’t enough
Almost is enough for me at least you had almost, some people don't get a chance to speak almost, I remember them and get satisfied with my life instantaneously. It doesn't matter how horrible I live, someone in this world would have lived worse than me.
I disagree. Strength is admitting theres a problem and going to get help. Depressed people need to find help, not complain about life in the comments of a youtube video. I'm not trying to insult anyone, but if you really have problems you need to stop listening to this and go and get help.
*Why are you always in your phone?* *Take those damn headphones off* *Why don't you ever hangout with the family* I'm always in my phone because everything around me is chaos, it's how I can communicate to the only people who keep me from breaking tf down. Music helps me cope with things, it calms me down. I'm never with the family because it always turns out bad.
Yeah my dad says to be with family, friends etc. A question in my mind at that moment : "How can I be with family and friends, if there the ones that broke me?"
Yeah me to . some peopel will always be here . Some will go an keep going with live .but some are not. Just the qestion left who will still be her in the next years right?
people always tell me “oH, yOuR nOt dEpresSeD yOuR aLwaYs hApPy, sMiliNg and lAughInG. YoU JusT waNt atTenTiOn.” today i went to the bathroom and cryed, they dont see the pain. “stOp beINg so HapPy anD LauGhIng fOr No rEasOn ItS AcTuAlLY anNoYiNg” prob cus you dont know why i do that
I used to be this type of person, now I've just fallen more and more into depression to the point where I don't have the energy to fake smiles anymore, yet I have enough energy to stop myself from crying all the time. I miss the me where I could still smile even if it was fake
Your all feeling pain but it’s ok you’ll get through this I hide my pain too sometimes I’ll flat out say I’m depressed in front of my friends and they’ll laugh assuming that I was joking so I just put on a fake smile and laugh it off but believe me you guys can get through it if you know how to make someone else laugh then surely to god we can make ourselves laugh and be happy and if you guys can’t tell someone seriously that you are in pain
I’m also fine F inished being said I n a better place now N o longer contemplating suicide/self harm E valuating how great my friends are and starting to enjoy life again.
I listened to this cover of this song alot a few years ago, when a bunch of stuff was going on with my family, and it really helped me be able to calm down. And now, in honor of that, I made a character named after my cat who passed away two years ago, and made this his theme song. Thank you, you the creator, and this song, for helping me and my OC stay calm. ❤
while feeling sorry about yourself, consider this: John 15:19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 1 Corinthians 2:6 Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: John 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence. John 17:14 I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. 1 John 2:15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? dare to read and study the bible, care to know why did you got created. bible = basic information before leaving earth. no soul needs basic information about life and how to live?
I'm sorry I'm sorry for being a bad child I'm sorry for not being your daughter I'm sorry for being pan I'm sorry for being depressed I'm sorry for being ugly I'm sorry for living half way accross the world I'm sorry for not helping I'm sorry for being fat I'm sorry it was my cousin and not me I'm sorry for always crying I'm sorry for failing my classes I'm sorry for wanting to be happy I'm sorry for talking about a season of my fav TV show I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for not being good enough I'm sorry for being short I'm sorry for being a piece of crap I'm sorry for not being good enough I'm sorry for putting myself first I'm sorry for not doing school I'm sorry for doing makeup I'm sorry for being here Love, You horrible child (Edit a month later) Hey everyone! I just wanted to say that I am very touched by the comments. For all of you asking if I'm fine, I'm better but I'm not perfect but I'm better. I do feel cared for and I'm touched seeing all the comments so thank you all. I will do an update every month Update: February 13, 2021 Thank you all still for the kind messages. I feel back into that deep depression for about 4 months but im slowly getting better. I transfered schools and i have a stable support group with people i love. If i dknt reply to your comment, i still see it i promise. Thank you all again Edit may 10, 2021 Hey everyone! If any of u need to talk, my snap is glitter_coffee3 and insta is pan.ouat.simp please text me if you need to talk. Ove gotten much better than when i posted this but again, not perfect. I do have some episodes but my friends pull me out. Remember, i love you all even if i dont know u Edit July 26, 2021 Hey guys! Im sorry about updating not so often. Im doing better i promise. I relapsed a month ago but havent done it since! I have found stable friends and actually have found confidence i didnt know i had Update October 25, 2021 Hey guys! Ive gotten a lot better. Relapsed a month ago but i have a boyfriend who is helping me and making sure im always alright.
Pillow: Takes my tears. Wall: Let's me punch it. Mirror: Doesn't laugh when I cry. Bathroom: Locks me away. Smile: Good enough to make people think I'm fine. Mouth: Lets me tell people "I'm fine." or "No, I'm always happy!" All you peoplewho are depressed: You know my pain.
what have i become then? I used to cry so hard every time it happened, but now, it felt like i’ve ran out of tears. Even if I want to I can’t cry no more than a few minutes, if not at all. I also forget everything. Help please :(((
@@aellaainsley7 I feel u . I m also tired of crying. Now when I m sad i just go to my room and sleep and after I wake up I smile and forget WHY i was so sad:) and how can I help u
I want you to know your not alone we are here You have to show yourself that your strong you have to love yourself forward be happy don't say that when I finish this I will be happy you have to give yourself time being happy is being with your friends family loved ones and do what you love life is short why would you waste it? People are cruel I know But will you let them take you down? STAND UP! RAISE YOUR VOICE SHOW THEM WHO YOU ARE! Your perfect being who you are You don't have to be someone else to show your identity be who you are be the person who turned his cans into can'ts Impossible it's it self that im'possible Impossible I can't am scared... Those words don't exist it's wrong if you said that why would you make yourself believe it's True while it's not? Dear friend, we all were born from the same blood you know who were the first two people on earth yeah? We are all the same human we are all related no one is perfect Slow down and enjoy every moment Even if it hurts it will be worth it You can get better you can get stronger to reach your duty and dreams Remember my words Don't give up People are different but i can be better! Say that! And it will be true don't be like the others be better Jealousy guilty is all around but when at least there is still a way we can get through this god is always with us So don't be sacred being who you want to be Don't get stuck in between Be fire not water be a angel with no handcuffs or chains be Who you meant to be This is for you dear And for all Take care because someone really cares about you Spread your wings freely And last of all Be who you want to be no one can stop you reaching that beautiful dream
ik how that feels...trust me , she only wants to cheer you up..you should really talk to them and tell them its serious if you feel that way...thats what i did. and even though it didnt help me a lot when they sat down and try to encourage me , motivate me , make me feel better....now that i have recovered..j just wanna say that im thankful that they stuck with me and tried their best..i love them♥️
"Depressed people aren't weak, they just have been strong for too long" mom im famous again editing this bc im bored at 3am and im waiting for ballora to scare me ✨😼 thank yall for da noice replies tho
yeah, true so am i when i was still 3rd grade i was strong now...... im not as strong as they think i am now, plus my problems, i gave up to make myself strong again, but THEY taught me to give up on giving up now im building up again whats fallen down in me
*Dear whoever is reading this...* You'll probably never see or hear from me again cause I'm just one of the 7 billion people on this earth. but I wanna say I am so proud of you. Trust me you are awesome human being and I wish you the best for the rest of your life. Good bye ❤️☮️
Son : ' ' Mum.. When will we get food ? ' ' Mother : ' ' One day, I promise ' ' * An old man walks up to them with a bag and a note in his hand * Mother : ' ' Oh my god... ' ' * He gives them the bag and note and walks off , Inside the bag was food & Water for weeks, the note said : ' ' Do something for me.. Pass this note to anyone else who's homeless, has scars, or needs help may god bless your hearts ' ' * Son : ' ' Food ! ' ' * The old man looks back and smiles * * A few years later the mother & son got a house, but the old man had died * Son : ' ' Mum... Have you ever wondered what would have happened if that old man hadn't have us the food and water ? ' ' mother : ' ' No.... ' ' * The son grasps the note in his hand and sighes * Son : ' ' I'm going out for a bit, love you mum ' ' Mum : ' ' I love you too ' ' * The son walked out and wen to the convenient store to get some food & water * * As he left he saw a little girl and a teenage boy sat on the cold pavement * Son : ' ' Hm... ' ' Son : ' ' I still have the note.. ' ' * The son walked over to the little girl & teenager * Little Girl : ' ' Uh h- hi... ' ' * The son would smile and give them the letter and food * Teenage boy : ' ' Hey... Thanks so much ! ' ' Son : ' ' No problem.. Make sure to pass the note on to someone else, It doesn't matter who, a dear old man gave this to me, Use it well ' ' * The little girl burst into tears and ran to hug him * A good deed goes arround, just remember that. Don't even think about jumping off a roof you're not a bungee jumper don't hang yourself you're not a coat hanger don't cut yourself you're not paper, Have a good day or night ! ^.^
StrxwberryMilk I saw this one, but it was a little different. From what I saw, the old man didn’t die but and the boy gave it to a woman and her two grandchildren who couldn’t pay their food. Turns out that the old man who gave it to the boy was the grandfather of the two children and that woman was his wife...
When they ask you "Why you never told me?" "Because you never asked When's last time you asked me how am I?Right,you can't remember,cus you never asked me" Life asked death: Why everyone hates me and loves you? Death:Because you are an beautiful lie and I am painful truth update 6/24/20 : if ure getting through hard time, it will get better dont worry, i also used to think nothing will be alright so thats why i wrote this comment before but it will. ive been depressed for 3 years and finally few months ago i got out it and im better than ever. believe gods plans not ur pain, care less smile more and everything is going to be okay 💞💕💖
True No one ever asks if you are okay they say you are alright you are walking fine and breathing fine and eating food you are living your life like nothing So why should I ask you if you are okay?!! Really what a reality...
Sometimes good memories hurt so much more that a bad memory...why because you feel relieved that the bad memory is gone but you feel sad when a good memory is gone wishing you can go back to the time and be happy again...
I can’t read these comments anymore, I’m way too sensitive and a cry baby for these types of topics!! Why am I even here?!😓 (But I rlly hope y’all are okay, plz don’t give up!)💖
Man. It's been i think almost half a decade and I still so vividly remember bawling my eyes out to this song. Singing and shouting hoping someone would notice. And here I am, years later still doing the very same. I guess some things don't change. But at least now I know they won't. So I'll simply pursue a different path and those I leave behind will have deserved so for making me cry time and time again. 🤙
I am sorry you are going through that I kinda feel the same way I know it wont get any better any time soon but i hope you get through it all Everything is gonna be alright, keep your head high, everyone goes through crap.
The pain tells us we r alive, it becomes a pleasure to feel it as it says that our heart is still beating and we r not yet dead though fucking tired inside..
@@titkosaaron4067 i heard this quote once, every suicidal person doesn't want to die, they just don't want to live anymore. And I would like to believe it since every person who ever attempted suicide always regretted it, so what I'm trying to say, keep fighting. Idk your fights and struggles but I hope you can get through them so you will get the will to live once again
I hate it when people ask you "are you okay? " And you say "No" And tell them every thing you go through but yet they don't care they push you away, why ask if I'm okay if you don't care. It sucks that you can't trust people even the ones you love cause everyone always turns on you. (Edit) to everyone who is struggling in any situation you keep being strong sometimes strength is having to cry it all out. Crying doesn't always mean being weak keep staying strong. Maybe I don't know what all of you guys go through but I hope you get better. You are amazing and I hope you have an amazing day ~ Thank you for all the likes I've never gotten this much thank you all :3 Many of you can say this is fake but you don't know what any of us go through. maybe some people can just get their word out on TH-cam cause they can't access other social media and no I never ment for anyone to feel bad for me.
I hate when people ask if I’m okay and I say no and they either 1. Don’t care 2. Try to make me feel better but it makes me feel worse 3. Try to make me feel better but I still need more time to be sad, I can’t just automatically be happy. I’m not a robot 4. Say I have no reason to not be okay 5. Try to make me see the good part but I just can’t, and get mad when I can’t
One cut, nobody notices Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine. Ten cuts, they push her aside Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will Twenty cuts, she lied Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge A suicide, a life was lost.
Yeah,you know...If people see you talking shit about yourself they will accept the way you are and do even worse things to you so stop fucking around for no reason to get attention and make it all worse for yourself.
trivonol people with depression can’t stop the thoughts and for some people the thoughts come from the people. If you had your class laughing at your weight, insulting whatever you say/do and slapping you just to tell you you’re too weak then you would believe that.
2023 and still listening to the song 🫠 I wish I could just go back in time and hug my younger self.... And just tell her it will gets better in the future....(To everyone reading this don't quit now, I promise it gets better)💗
We smile because we convince ourselves that we’re ok. We laugh because that’s what everyone else does. We lie because we can’t tell the truth to them. We act because we want to believe that it isn’t reality. We- we’re fragile and we fall apart. We cry and bleed and scream and ignore and... and... We tell them we’re tired. Because we’re fine.
that is the most beautiful thing i've ever heard, it's a bittersweet kind of beautiful, right now i'm drawing that on a poster and putting that on my wall.
it may not seem like much but being bullied for almost 10 years and being gay can put the brightest smile on when all you want to do is break down and cry
@@grungegirl4250 Neither do I but I promise we can get through this. It's painful and I don't understand why it's the way it is but I do know that we will live happy lives when we are older. Whether we're in our adulthood, it will happen. I promise, just stay with me
Little Girl: Whats on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. Edit 20.06.19 Thank you all. I read all of your comments and I’m glad to hear about your problems as well as the help or things this has helped you with. Thank you all for making me feel valid as well as important and worthy of life. Sayonara~~
Almost made me cry. Especially after I came back from this: th-cam.com/video/OUDlF4dkhjM/w-d-xo.html Dammit Someone: "NO CURSING ON MY CHRISTIAN SERVER!" I know someone would probably say it so I did it for you. UwU
I’m so tired I’m tired of being ashamed I’m tired of being invisible I’m tired of fighting a battle alone I’m tired of being hurt I’m tired of crying I’m tired of being insulted I’m tired of feeling grateful if you notice I exist I’m tired of pushing myself I’m tired of trying I’m tired of not being able to explain I’m tired of hiding I’m tired of school I’m tired of crying alone in my room I’m tired of not being seen I’m tired of feeling insecure I’m tired of being attacked I’m tired of people treating me like a joke I’m tired of people being insensitive I’m tired of people not understanding that I find it hard to trust nowadays I’m tired of people hurting me because I don’t open up I’m so tired
I'm a total stranger, but I can relate to everything on your list, I can't say I know exactly what your going through because only you know. But I care that you're here, I care that you live, I care about you. sincerley, random person on the internet
Im Fine *Breaking inside* Im Happy *Cries on the inside* Im Strong *It hurts* Im Alright *Faking my happiness* Im okay with my life *even if im not* It hurts Me i fake everything I fake that im happy im sorry for my life Im sorry if i cant be perfect I-im sorry! *Cries* Edit: if anyone is heartbroken plz be strong i dont wanna see anyone cry❤️
i cried yesterday. Just because next year is going to be different since there are 4 (maybe more) people that are awesome and they're not going to be at my school next year. My favorite Middle school math teacher My BFF Leila, who was only there in 5th grade (I'm in 5th grade btw) Leila's Brother (Leila was my friend because both our favorite games were Undertale & Deltarune) My Friend Abigail (Who has been there since Kindergarten) and her little sister Lucy (Who is in Kindergarten) I miss all my friends already.
Roses are red Violets are blue Sugar is sweet Just like you But.. The roses have wilted The violets are dead The sugar bowl is empty And my wrists are stained red
Macie-Louise Bestfriends sometimes the stains and scars on ones body show the hardships ones went through to be where they are right now keep going scars fade stains wash out hardships stay but they make you stronger you can do this
I know when I was 15 year old I am so depressed so I listen to this song and cry through my heart ❤️ . Because of exam fear and I won't pass the exam . Now I am 17 now I am listening to this song and remembering old days 😌 . This is the channel I use to watch when I was 15 year old .
Mom: your a brat Dad: stop being lazy! Sister: I'm so much better then you Brother: get tougher and stop being soft Life:please f off Music: come here child I understand your mixed emotions Edit: holy hell thank you so much for the likes when I saw this tbh I teared up
That is two reasons why we're listening to this song! 1: Because we like this song 2: Because of depression So if you're fine you will enjoy the song, if you're sad you understand the meaning. Which one is you?😭
Many people say ‘It’ll alright, You’ll be fine, Keep fighting’ but they don’t even understand. Sometimes all we need to do is listen because those who are depressed might just want someone to hear them.
@Trickster Channel i know it fucking hurts so bloody much i cant take it, you know just the time were i felt brave enough to tell my parents there just like oh its ok keep fighting i cant fucking fight if i could fight why am i crying in my room, always getting angry at my loved ones feeling suicidal, like you dont fucking know what i go through. I seriously had enough theres noone i can talk to.
"Life is like a piano. The white keys are your happy days. The black keys are your saddest days. But you both need them to make music." Please be positive and happy
Little Ashey How does a flower hurt? Your life is like a flower but not that it hurts, or it is wilted. It is Beautiful. It makes others Smile. We need flowers to Live. Toodles, Me
OMG it's been a long time. I still remember when I was 14, I always listened this song before sleep because I had many problem before, about my friends, family, and school, but now I'm here with a different version of myself. I managed to survive and my life is better now. I'm 20 now and I'm living a happy life at college, I have support from my family. I'm very grateful for my life now. I hope for everyone, that you can also survive and soon find your happiness
after the lockdown, I want to sing this to my school because my friends and I are in a band tell me if I should I will do it if I get 12 likes Edit: thanks for the likes, guys- guess i will sing after the lockdown Edit; thanks for the 16 likes guys Edit2: Thanks guys this is so many likes for me, and i am going to do it after lockdown edit3: thanks guys for being encourging edit4: thanks for all these likes, I am totaly doing it when I get back to school, i will try and post it edit4; you guys are soooo cool, and very encourging thanks for this I am total going to do it edit5: thanks for the 1.6k likes guys edit6:thanks for 2.2k likes guys
Parents: disappointment School: ur stupid Depression: die Music: shhhh come listen child I’m here for you. Edit: Thank you so much for all the support, and making me believe life may be worth living.
@@jordanbakes6147 Just know that there are people who can help. In case TH-cam works how it should for once, you can come here and talk to me and I will reply...
@@jordanbakes6147 Everyone needs someone in their life, who they can talk to. I got pretty lucky, because I found a girl who liked me, we fell in love and later we noticed that we both have "issues". We can help each other and therefore I know both sides. How bad it feels to have nobody and how great it feels to have somebody. Now, all that's left for me to do is help others to get to the point I am at :)
I still remember when I was at my lowest when I was 15. I listened to sad nightcore songs to find comfort. Now I’m 17, and doing so much better. Listening to these old songs I used to find comfort and sadness in makes me feel some type of way. I didn’t see a future and was constantly numb and broken. I just want to hug the old me, and tell her it gets better, even if u don’t feel like it at all. Hope everyone here is doing well. Things do get better, please don’t give up on yourself, even when it feels impossible and has been going for years. It gets better just trust me. I love you. ❤️
@@christianalmeida1754 just fuck every negativity, even if theyre ur close friends it might feel bad but if they have a negative impact on u just learn to live without them. Set goals to ur life like becoming a millionaire or smth. Try working out ans keeping ur room tidy, they seem like small stuff but r a huge game changer. Have courage to meet new ppl and be close and real.😘
Same. Currently 17 and Although everything is becoming harder yeah it does get better. It will get better. I’ve stopped listening to nightcore but today I listened for a short while and the nostalgia is real. If I could turn back time and become a child again there are a million things I would have done differently. Friends I would’ve chosen. People I shouldn’t have helped. People I should’ve have helped. Animals I could have saved. Friends I could’ve made. Skilled I could’ve had. Passion that could’ve survived the whole ideal of simply existing. I’ve lost my passion. I’m not even sure if I had one in the first place. At times I wonder, how could people continuously love someone or something. How could their love burn bright or even brighter than when they first loved it? I wonder, if someday I could love someone or something, I wonder if I could ever look at something or someone and think “You are my world and I’m proud of you.” I somehow got completely sidetracked. Guess I needed to vent. I probably need an actual friend. Huuuu…yep time to go back to the real world now. Future me, if you’re reading this. Things will get better and I hope you found something or someone you love.
The most beautiful eyes cried the most tears The most beautiful smile hides the darkest secrets The most kindness of heart have felt the most pain Have fun while your living Let people know the truth Don't keep it to yourself
Everytime i tell the truth. People hate me and starts bullying me for two days or a week. (Better than in the past, because i got bullied for 7 and a half years). I told the people asking me the age of my Girlfriend that she was only 11. But in her mind she is around 19 to 20. She is so smart, smarter than some people in my class (10th grade). Now I want to jump of a brigde or hang my self. But i don't want to because of her. She makes me feel good whenever i am depressed. I hate my life sometimes amd want to take it...
“No one ever notices the tears
No one ever notices the sadness
No one ever notices the pain
But they all notice the mistakes”
They notice the slips, but they don't see the actual signs
Its true no one ever does
Ang Canete everytime the same question runs in my mind ....😔
True....
That's what happened today.. I don't think there will be a tomorrow for me.. Cuz I'll be in heaven or hell😭😭😭
People cry not because their weak,
but because they've been strong for to long
You are truly right.
That's so true I can't hold anything back anymore
I love that mirajane quote it's so true
So true. I am known as the girl who never cries, the strong one who doesn't get hurt. But that's all fake. I cry, a lot. I get hurt so easily, but if i had to tell someone they'd think im joking cuz im always the one comforting and helping them, but they will never help me.
Thats my fav mirajane quote
the saddest part of life is when the person who gives you the best memories becomes a memory
I no all my memories of my princess never been the same since my 1st born closed her eyes
I can relate
*U n d e r r a t e d . 💔😔*
Well this comment made me cry
Yep that happens all the time
"When you're happy you enjoy the music. When you're sad you understand the lyrics."
I used to listen to this song since I just find it soothing and relaxing. Few years later, now I have depression, here I am bawling my tears out.
Edit: Woah, It's already been a year since I posted this comment. Thank you so much to everyone who replied to my comment. Your kind words and understanding meant a lot to me during a tough time. College has really messed up my mental health, and though I’m not completely okay, I’m managing. Knowing I wasn’t alone gave me comfort. I hope you’re all doing better, and that life is kinder to you now. Your support really made a difference, and I’m grateful for it. 💙
I hope you recover man
Fu©k Depression that shit su©ks. You're my warrior so don't ya dare to let MY warrior die. Or else imma come for ur @ss.
Its okay it just means that ur as messed up in the head as most of us......ya know ppl tell us to stop being sad even tho lots of the world is sad so to all those who feel that way just know that somewhere someone in the world is thinking of u
@@Rei_thegamer27 awee thanks man
@@user-mm8fp7jm2v Thank you ^^ 💙
When a song understands you better than anyone else..
The sad point of that is someone who writw this song should feel like u
True.... People just don't understand what it's like to be like us, they think it's easy but in reality our minds are getting eaten by sadness.... So I think it's better to just stop instead of having a body that fights to live and a mind that tries to die....
it's such a beautiful song , the piano O!
I understands
I'm agree, song sometimes understands us than anyone
I know you're listening to this either because you are:
-Sad
-Depressed
-Someone has said something horrible to you
-You just want to be alone
-You feel insecure
-Hurt
Whatever it is, I hope you feel better and everything
that is wrong with you is going to be okay ♥ (:
Im all of them😓
You've taken that comment from another video
@@nikitasfantasies6658 the guy who made the comment said that people should spread it, so i saw some negative comments under this video and i paste it for helping those people
@@gian5162 oh.. alright then
I feel all of them
When u wanna cry but there’s no more tears...
Ikr XD TwT
I am here too than.
Yup
That's me rn
Relatable
Pillow: “don’t worry I’ll be here for you when you’re upset” Mirror: “don’t worry I won’t laugh when you feel ugly”
Shower: “don’t worry I won’t judge your singing”
My mind: “don’t worry I won’t tell anyone how you’re really doing on the inside”
I want to thank these things for being there for me when I needed it
Music: Your not alone
Don't forget the hidden let it all out spot the house!
Heart:Sorry for emotions
hoodie: "ill always be here to wipe your tears"
Thank you.
Jesus Christ when he was with you all along: 😢
"You don't know how it feels to die every single day!" - Tom, My Best Friend.
RIP October 3, 2001 - January 2, 2018
MISS YOU
Dream Nightcore 😭❤️
Omg October 3rds my birthday...
I feel so incredibly bad... He is with you
my condolences
Dream Nightcore IM SOS ORRY FOR YOU 😖😖😭😭
"The loneliest people are the kindest
The most damaged people are the wisest and the sadest poeple smile the brightest"
that is a magnificent quote, and it's inspiring
"And they all laugh the loudest.
That's how you find out they have a difficult history."
Just wanted to add a little, hope you don't mind..
(Ps. I made that on the spot)
Unfortunately, it rings true for me.
soo that's why my grades are so high
megan lupke true I am all
Its funny how internet friends are more concerned bout you than those people around you
Hey pls be ok there are people who love you 🍁
Aha right?! Ugh I know how you feel!!
funny?
True
It's scary how relatable this is
yo bro i just wanna thank you and basically all the ppl who made nightcore videos, nightcore made my entire childhood complete
Fr
Yep ❤
frl
Frrr
Fr
" She's trying her best, why does nobody notice?" "They only see her mistakes." Behind her bright smile, she crying inside.
I feel ya sis. I'm suicidal and I barely lose my self to be the best. I did everything. Punished myself cuz hurting people, not eat for a day and no one even give a shit. Pretend like happy. Every word I get is killing me. That feel like you want to stab your chest cuz it hurt real bad. Don't worry. You're not alone. Don't die now soon enough we will back to home. Do me a favour hrm? Don't die for me cuz soon enough may be i will lose my fight
@@yokoissomething_2589 I am going though the same thing... I hide the feelings because I don't want me parents to know what I am going though and get worried... So whenever I am by myself, I let it all out, But slowly... Try that. That makes me feel just a little better, But not really.
Ify po😔
I teared reading this .... my life story:).
Welp, sometime the only person that know that you tried hard is yourself :'(
Living with depression is where you care about nothing
Living with anxiety is where you care about everything way to much
Living with both
Is hell...
Thank god I only have anxiety
It’s like you want to care, but you don’t... Or you do care, but you wish you didn’t.
Its feeling everything at once, then feeling paralyzingly numb.💔
Axinty defitly depresion coming
It really is hell....
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being a bad sister
I'm sorry for being a bad student
I'm sorry for being not strong enough
I'm sorry for failing
I'm sorry for giving up
I'm sorry for not being able to tell you
I'm sorry for telling you like this
I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions
I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me
I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks
I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it
I'm sorry for complaining
I'm sorry for being weak
I'm sorry for being not worth it
I'm sorry for being so stupid
I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
I'm sorry for even trying
I'm sorry for being to sad
I'm sorry for being to happy
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me
I'm sorry for blaming you
I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head
I'm sorry for saying I love you
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry for my mind
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry for wasting your time
I'm sorry for being late
I'm sorry for wasting Money
I'm sorry for seeking attention
I'm sorry for begging
I'm sorry for being a mess
I'm sorry for my thoughts
I'm sorry for being lazy
I'm sorry for being loud
In sorry for loving
I'm sorry for hating
I'm sorry for being annoying
I'm sorry for being to jealous
I'm sorry for comparing
I'm sorry for stop trying
I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for breathing
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
Aw.Thats so sad.../me too/
you are forgiven :) karma will end them for not caring enough
... I feel you, but, uhhh
I don't know how to help you ;-; srry
Hi i know we don't know each other but I know how you feel and I'm sorry you're going through this but please keep going I know it's hard but please because if you leave there is one less amazing person in the world and we need as many of them as we can get so please don't stop fighting
You're not the one who has to say sorry girl... and if * them * still in your head then FUCK THEM ALL! 😎💚💚
A few years ago, I was lost in the dark and this song is one of the songs that comfort me. Thanks to these kind of music, I survived that darkness.
There's still darkness on my way but it's not too dark as it was before. Along the way I passed by lights that makes my journey bright, but also those suddenly died and I came back to the dark. Now I'm here again.
Welcome back 🤗 do you wanna go back now?
Follow the light hun
I can pull you out if the darkness I have comforted others in the past and I understand your pain I’ve been there but what ever you do don’t give up idk you but I have a feeling that you’ll do something great or feel amazing before you know it I belvie in you stranger ever feel like giveing up I’m here
I'm not crying because of the song.
*It's because of the comments*
edit: Gosh, thanks guys. For the likes. And the replies. This made me really happy.
same here
Same 💔💔
Actually I didn't cry for both
@@kiy484 same I'm an emotionless being . I never cry in shows or movies. I only cry when I'm in pain if not I don't cry at all.
Same
"Your faking the outside"
"And dying on the inside"
"Pain hurts"
"We hear that everyday"
"We get that we are trapped in life"
"Until the day you die you'll be free"
💔
I feel like that
@@xxkpopxx12xd80 same man thats why I wrote it 😔
@@fjdjujsjd Thx for understanding I actually really like it it's like a poem
@@xxkpopxx12xd80 np man I've got depression too
@@fjdjujsjd I am a girl but ok
it's hard to live with a body that wants to
survive, with a mind that wants to die, and a heart that is already dead.
nooo don’t think like that
That's about the gist of it
Rip that's kinda dark and sad 😔 big rip
Idk what it's like for you... like what the song says... but... _inserts hug_ 🤗 there... that's all.
I know, that's so hard😞
"People cry, not because they are weak, but because they have been strong for too long."
-Paulo Coelho
Best words ive heard for a long time.
Me: "I'm tired"
What it means to be tired.
Tired of being pushed around
Tired of failing
Tired of caring
Tired of trying
Tired of lying
Tired of cutting
Tired of living
So true
That is so true I am tired of those things too but I still keep going
You forgot:
Tired of everyone and everything
Tired if being in a mental war all year long and hiding it
Innocent KittyGirl this is so true
You know your profile picture doesn't exactly match up with your channel name.
When music raises you more than your parents or guardian ever did
Same😭
I can relate
I feel that other than my friends, only music can understand how I feel...I've been trying to work up enough courage to tell my mom that I have depression really bad, but we're having money issues and I don't want her wasting her money on me for stupid therapy lessons, when all I need is to go back to PA and talk with my friends...I guess I'll have to wait when we're getting our stuff out of storage bins in about a month and come back to Georgia. Until then, I listen to music and try to not lose my mind.
You know your right I've cried in my room so many times and people just walk bye and I listen to music to calm me down but my online friends care more about me than anyone and that's a shity thing bc I haven't meant them in person
wElL they thought me the basics of being a human being like talking, taking part in society- heck even eating properly and caring for my health lol don't underestimate your parents y'all.
"Sometimes the person you take a bullet for, is the person behind the trigger.."
AeStHeTiC ๑ wEiRdO I felt that...
Damn I felt that with my trust issues and depression..
Deep
Damn that hit hard.
do u mean "gun"?
I used to listen to this song on repeat when I wanted to give up entirely. Now I listen to it to see how far I've come. To anyone who thinks it doesn't get better, it may not get better for a while but one day you'll see the clouds on a sunny day, you'll see the birds flying, the butterflies hatching. In that moment just take a minute or as long as you need to breathe it all in. That day is the first day of getting better. You will always have bad days or bad five minutes but you will never have a bad you. I hope more people can look back at this song and see happiness in themselves
I did to so I get on here to help people and it’s nice to see others who have come out of a dark mental space try to help others
0:37
Them: *"It's okay honey, let it out. We understand how you feels"*
Do you really understand how it feels...
When I cut and see blood it make me feel relieved
When I'm in a crowd but I feel alone
When I really want to get out of bed but I just can't
When they ask me if I'm fine but I can't say I'm not
When they stare at you realizes something is wrong with you and just walk away
When they call you freak because they think you're weird for always being alone
When you told your parents about it and tell you it's just puberty
When I said I'm in pain but nobody cares
When I scream my heart out but nobody hears it
When I show them I want to seek for help but they turn a blind eyes
When I said I'm depressed they said I just want attention
When I said I want to die and they take it as a joke...
*Do you really understand all of that? Do you...?*
I don t understand what you live right now but I can understand what you say and I know that you shouldn’t give up because there’s always someone waiting for you somewhere. Just be yourself and don t do anything stupid because I personally almost lost my mother because of depression and I can tell that it s difficult to think about that so don’t give up for the people who care about you😊.
Sorry if I made some mistakes I m French
Finally have a good day😁
You took all of my words. I remember the last time I had a breakdown was in the bathroom where no one could hear me. The running water drown the sound of me crying and whimpering. I wanted to yell. I wanted to scream all of my pain. I couldn't because everyone will hear. I'm too afraid to even ask for help when everyone says that you are just acting or being childish.
Your lucky someone said that you...no one ever does to me tho can i see why im a freak
Yeah my parents always say I understand so why don't you ever tell me what's going on they when I do tell them they scream at me saying that I'm fine anand they had it so much worse than worse than when they were younger but this is my pain right here and right now you don't understand so stop saying that you do that always make it about them delete jokes about me sitting at home so depressed when I'm only a little kid
I am so sorry for you. I hope you see this comment. I hope you all see this comment, the people above me who can say they relate.
I’m not surprised that some people feel that way. I wish it wasn’t like that. But know... despite what some people do... there are still people who care. I care. People, family, friends, may not understand what you’re going through, they may not take you as seriously, but maybe, just maybe, it’s because they hope that you are strong enough, you know that you are enough, to keep going on. They play the positivity game for you.
they care :) or at least, I really care for you. You’re not ever alone, promise.
Suicide, hate, that’s never the answer. Even if you don’t see it, there’s so much more to life. I pray that you will find it someday.
I’m praying for you all, and thank you for reading this.
Roses are dead
Violets are crying
Outside I'm smiling
but Inside I'm dying
😓But nobody notices😔
Update: Thank y'all for the support, I'm doing better and I hope that everyone is alright ...you WILL get trough this I believe in you✨💯
Sending hugs.♥️
@@mymamalovesme ❤️❤️😔
@@there_are_no_limits4000how are you, though? Are you okay?
I felt this on a spiritual level
Ow same here 🙂
I love you guys more than my friends. Y'allz comfort me..🥺💕
Love you
I'll always be there.
This account's holder's daughter's.
“Friends come in n thousands... or so you think, there is a 99% chance that they just want something from you... and that one percent... are real friends”
-the only person I can trust anymore...
The knife in my back
I do as well...
Hey, queeny! Are u okie? Why are you here? 🙏🏻🤯
"People don't cry because they're weak they cry because they've been strong for to long"
I know u can keep going don't give up yet. don't ever give up.
The sad part of this is not the song it's the fact that someone actually felt this way and wrote the song.
she could be lying tbh
@@rustiroo true tho
@@rustiroo it's kind of iffy to me to assume that they could be lying we don't know their life
Maybi some parts of the song is feke but it is hard to write a hole song whit aut some of your felings
And i dont think it is laying
"Every tears tell a story because people don't cry without a reason."
- Itachi Uchiha
If only I knew why
yes true bro
I like yur profile pic🤧
@@xx_alisha_xx4726 from who?
@@xx_alisha_xx4726 🤧🤧🤧 thanks man 😘
**The world is a cruel place to live in, isn't it, kiddo?*
**You know why?*
**Cause, you know, people are supposed to be loved, things are supposed to be used.*
**But people never knew the difference.*
**Instead, things are being loved, and PEOPLE ARE BEING USED.*
Yes, but there are good things in life too. Sometimes you have to look a little closer. If you still can't seem to find them, look closer still. These good things in life are worth living for. 😇
Yes, I moved away from my home and I miss my family I miss my friends Im tired of hearing who is bad in my family I'm told to get off my phone alot I might cry myself to sleep every once and a while I can't sleep well I want to die I want to harm myself I want to go back to California I want to go home I want to be normal I want to be more popular I want to restart I want more friends
I AM DEPRESSED
@Mr. Loyal lmao, yes
@李威志 probably
@Oreo Cookie lmao, same
coming back to this after so long is so weird. i was so young, and so sad. i’m so glad that things changed, and things even got better.
they mean it when they say it’s not forever. you are so much more than what you are experiencing, and worth so much more than you could ever know.
take care of yourself, and just know you’ll be like me, coming back after 5 years, feeling so different, and so much better.
"Are you ok?"
Me: *starts crying and breaking down*
the replies are so heart melting istg. The simple thing makes my whole day.
Y/N The ARMY it might be hard, it’s unfair I know. But head to the magic shop everything will be fine. I’ll be waiting for you there :)
@@briannahayden1239 awwww
Us Army's will stick together! We'll get through this together!
Can I join too...
Omg Y/N Army I saw you in Senpai by Shiki comments and some other video
A afraid
L lonely
R regardless for who i am i am still broken
I Im trying my best to show a smile
G going into depression again ;-;
H Have I ever been happy in my life?
T to be never loved?
@@vipgreece6561 thx for the help im looking forward to finding you u instagram to overcome my emotions right now so ty so much...
I know it’s hard but we have to fight for the happiness even though it’s a lonely fight we can all get through it if we fight together. I want you know I will fight with you until my last breath whether that’s soon or far in the distance of time I am with you until the end of it. If you don’t give up i won’t. We can do this together. I believe in you and I always will I don’t need to know who you are to know that. If you need any thing contact me on insta @manasi6298
@@manasisingh8288 ty i will do the same to you as well...
@@laughingcorpses4463 SHUT UP!
@@laughingcorpses4463 i understand why u say this, and tbh i appreciate it! and i hope u do understand there are lots of ppl in here looking for advice to keep them happy and safe! so... tysm for reminding me for whom i am!
I came back to nightcore for the nostalgia and remember how much it helped me when I was dealing with family issues and this is one of the songs that made me feel comfort thank you nightcore for my childhood.
Stay strong.
Yaa same life was tuff 😕
@@flowerj1711 i wish you all the best
good
hope your better
A friend of mine told me to listen to this song, he told me it really spoke to him.
I'm glad he did, this song hurts enough to open my heart up inside.. and tear it apart. I somehow want to recover, but it's so hard. Thank you for this song.
You’ll recover and it will be hard but you’ll look back and be glad you got thought it
*Friends:* You're too depressed and bring the mood down.
*Parents:* Why can't you be more like your brother?
*School:* You'll never get anywhere in life.
*Music:* Sweetie are you okay? Just listen to me and you'll be fine
Music is someone's best friend..Truly is..
Truly is!!!
😒for real
Music is a place where you just melt away into a different world of kindness and people who want to help, no matter your situation in life.
I finally found a person who understands
They didnt notice you were crying
They didnt notice you were sad
They didnt notice you were tired
They didnt notice you were alone.
They didnt notice how attractive you were.
They didnt notice how sweet you actually are.
They didnt notice how you actually try to make other people smile.
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all of your mistakes
They did notice all of your flaws
They did notice that you were not good enough for them.
Right...
They only notice the bad things from us, and they will only care when were dead
@@WhoIsLia_0 yeah :
Know the truth, and never give up. On yourself & on them.
Felt that.
Sad fact: you never run out of tears
thats sad :(
You do. It is taking pretty long but theoretically it's possible.
@@erikeinfach for real I did not know that 😳
Mine seem to never ever stop
Sad truth 😔
This song still helps me through things in life currently. I love nightcore still to this day. I love it and this song here. Hits hard. Most people never actually listen to the message of the songs which is how all these rappers are famous today. Bc they have sick beats. But the message is whst counts. And this song here has SUCH a relatable message its insane. Thank you to who wrote the song, and thank you Chino for making this nightcore.
i love this i am tell ever one that one day i try to kill my self because on my mom and dad fighting all the time when they seen what i was doing to my self it was bad i will stay out some night's telling my self when can i die but i did not do it because when my best friend came up to me and said i am going to kill my self because of my mom and dad trying to put his hand were it was not be at i never guess she will kill her self that same night
“When I die, don’t come to my grave to tell me how much you love me and how much you miss me, because those are the words I want to hear while I’m still alive.”
I love you and I miss you
-Someone :)
u wont :/
unlugggggy
:(((
Fatty
Child: "Mommy, why are the most beautiful people the first to die?"
Mom: "If you were in a garden, what flower would you pick?"
Child: "..."
cheese itz.
😢😢 you are right 😄
I too think why do the purest and heartfull people's die first 😢😢 it hurts the most when u really care for some one and love them , and then after beginning the new happy life 😊 suddenly our fate takes a uturn 😶 where we all lose those people 😫😭
🥲
i think i've seen this comment before-
The most prettiest smiles
*Hide the darkest secrets*
The most beautiful eyes
*cry the most tears*
The kindest hearts
*felt the most pain
I’m -not- Fine
*im okay*
Pain can bring beauty, but pain itself is ugly, we all have a bit but we can make something beautiful and move on, it can be hard but it can happen. For anyone, please, believe me, trust me.
This like explains me all the time is that bad???
thats deep
I understand that sooo well im made fun of by ppl online and threatened by ppl and i ppl tell me that im rly nice
That is me all day at school and at school I sometimes turn to try and kill everybody so yea
Whenever I hear this song, I start crying because I remember all my suffering and the sorrows I went through 🥀💔
After every storm there's always a beautiful sunshine❣️
@@kimmy-lu4js of course And this makes me forget all my worries 💕
@@Fluffy_puff2008 I'm glad to hear so💞
Perfect 💯🥲
Yes same here. I have not cried in over a year now but today I could not stop myself. It felt so liberating.
Random person: What’s the saddest word in the English dictionary. Me: almost. Random person: why? Me: I was almost good enough, I was almost happy, I was almost there, I almost quit But almost isn’t enough
No one whom I can talk personally, need someone badly
Lmao, You'll feel embarrassed Saying that in Public
Good thing YOU are enough I love you
Almost is enough for me at least you had almost, some people don't get a chance to speak almost, I remember them and get satisfied with my life instantaneously. It doesn't matter how horrible I live, someone in this world would have lived worse than me.
Yeah, I almost confessed my feelings😪
"Depressed people airn't weak. its just they been strong for too long."
Been worn out by the battle and not have gotten reinforcements to aid them
I disagree. Strength is admitting theres a problem and going to get help. Depressed people need to find help, not complain about life in the comments of a youtube video. I'm not trying to insult anyone, but if you really have problems you need to stop listening to this and go and get help.
@@bobthemage2331 no thank you ..
i have been strong for to long .. 10 years and still have been strong .. *
@@bobthemage2331 are you talking therapy or pills or what its not that dang easy for some people
were sad so you dont have to be
*Why are you always in your phone?*
*Take those damn headphones off*
*Why don't you ever hangout with the family*
I'm always in my phone because everything around me is chaos, it's how I can communicate to the only people who keep me from breaking tf down. Music helps me cope with things, it calms me down. I'm never with the family because it always turns out bad.
Can relate... Hope you will get better 🖤🖤🖤
My life in one paragraph
Yeah my dad says to be with family, friends etc.
A question in my mind at that moment :
"How can I be with family and friends, if there the ones that broke me?"
Same here
Me too friend me too
Anyone in here 2024???
Here
Yo
Me
Been here since 2016
Yeah me to . some peopel will always be here . Some will go an keep going with live .but some are not. Just the qestion left who will still be her in the next years right?
I love how the comment section is all about people caring for each other. I, can't thank you enough. Thank you people from all around the world
Mukami Ruki sad song comments are the most comforting honestly tho
Yes we need more in the world not just in a comment section!
I love this comment of yours,it tells me that you are a beautiful person.
They’re all so sweet
98% comments: *depression story*
2% comments: *helping*
The people who try their best to keep everyone else happy
The ones who “smile” and “laugh “ the most
Are facing more demons then they can count
people always tell me “oH, yOuR nOt dEpresSeD yOuR aLwaYs hApPy, sMiliNg and lAughInG. YoU JusT waNt atTenTiOn.” today i went to the bathroom and cryed, they dont see the pain. “stOp beINg so HapPy anD LauGhIng fOr No rEasOn ItS AcTuAlLY anNoYiNg” prob cus you dont know why i do that
I’m one of those people
I used to be this type of person, now I've just fallen more and more into depression to the point where I don't have the energy to fake smiles anymore, yet I have enough energy to stop myself from crying all the time. I miss the me where I could still smile even if it was fake
At school i make all my friends laugh and smlie and happy but inside they don't know my pain....
Your all feeling pain but it’s ok you’ll get through this I hide my pain too sometimes I’ll flat out say I’m depressed in front of my friends and they’ll laugh assuming that I was joking so I just put on a fake smile and laugh it off but believe me you guys can get through it if you know how to make someone else laugh then surely to god we can make ourselves laugh and be happy and if you guys can’t tell someone seriously that you are in pain
I'm FINE
F fighting to survive
I In a darker place
N never telling the truth about how you feel
E ending it all
I’m also fine
F inished being said
I n a better place now
N o longer contemplating suicide/self harm
E valuating how great my friends are and starting to enjoy life again.
birdie gearhart One of my friends look that I was “sad” and I say “Im fine” when i was trying to say all of that
True
I'm FINE
Fighting to survive
In a darker place
Never telling the truth about how you feel
Ending it all
I'm fine too
F ing done with the PAIN..
I nlove with someone I just left..
N othing but a MISTAKE..
E rase my life..
I listened to this cover of this song alot a few years ago, when a bunch of stuff was going on with my family, and it really helped me be able to calm down. And now, in honor of that, I made a character named after my cat who passed away two years ago, and made this his theme song.
Thank you, you the creator, and this song, for helping me and my OC stay calm. ❤
while feeling sorry about yourself, consider this:
John 15:19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.
1 Corinthians 2:6 Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought:
John 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.
John 17:14 I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.
1 John 2:15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.
Matthew 16:26
For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
dare to read and study the bible, care to know why did you got created.
bible
= basic information before leaving earth.
no soul needs basic information about life and how to live?
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being a bad child
I'm sorry for not being your daughter
I'm sorry for being pan
I'm sorry for being depressed
I'm sorry for being ugly
I'm sorry for living half way accross the world
I'm sorry for not helping
I'm sorry for being fat
I'm sorry it was my cousin and not me
I'm sorry for always crying
I'm sorry for failing my classes
I'm sorry for wanting to be happy
I'm sorry for talking about a season of my fav TV show
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for not being good enough
I'm sorry for being short
I'm sorry for being a piece of crap
I'm sorry for not being good enough
I'm sorry for putting myself first
I'm sorry for not doing school
I'm sorry for doing makeup
I'm sorry for being here
Love,
You horrible child
(Edit a month later)
Hey everyone! I just wanted to say that I am very touched by the comments. For all of you asking if I'm fine, I'm better but I'm not perfect but I'm better. I do feel cared for and I'm touched seeing all the comments so thank you all. I will do an update every month
Update: February 13, 2021
Thank you all still for the kind messages. I feel back into that deep depression for about 4 months but im slowly getting better. I transfered schools and i have a stable support group with people i love. If i dknt reply to your comment, i still see it i promise. Thank you all again
Edit may 10, 2021
Hey everyone! If any of u need to talk, my snap is glitter_coffee3 and insta is pan.ouat.simp please text me if you need to talk. Ove gotten much better than when i posted this but again, not perfect. I do have some episodes but my friends pull me out. Remember, i love you all even if i dont know u
Edit July 26, 2021
Hey guys! Im sorry about updating not so often. Im doing better i promise. I relapsed a month ago but havent done it since! I have found stable friends and actually have found confidence i didnt know i had
Update October 25, 2021
Hey guys! Ive gotten a lot better. Relapsed a month ago but i have a boyfriend who is helping me and making sure im always alright.
Ma'am are you okay are you still alive? Sorry if that sounded insenstive but are you okay or?-
@@Trinarinaa yes I'm still alive :)
Abigail Livingston it’s okay! I’m starting to feel better but not fully but it is ok!
Abigail Livingston thanks
Sweetie, you should never have to apologize for any of those things! Never apologize for being yourself!
Pillow: Takes my tears.
Wall: Let's me punch it.
Mirror: Doesn't laugh when I cry.
Bathroom: Locks me away.
Smile: Good enough to make people think I'm fine.
Mouth: Lets me tell people "I'm fine." or "No, I'm always happy!"
All you peoplewho are depressed: You know my pain.
hey, I'm sorry that you have to go through it, can i at least give you a virtual hug? (sorry for my bad English)
My friend let me tell you something Life is worth living you look back and be proud of these scars we have taken and that you never gave up 👆 👆
ik ur feel hang in there 😞😥💔
Ik honey ~Hugs You~
I know your pain
“Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”
So true
what have i become then? I used to cry so hard every time it happened, but now, it felt like i’ve ran out of tears. Even if I want to I can’t cry no more than a few minutes, if not at all. I also forget everything. Help please :(((
@@aellaainsley7 I feel u . I m also tired of crying. Now when I m sad i just go to my room and sleep and after I wake up I smile and forget WHY i was so sad:) and how can I help u
thats me now its true
Wherever someone hurts me I usually laugh.... And yes I just told myself crying isn't going to help you..
I've been listening to this since 2017-2018, and now it's 2022 and it's still relevant to me, this song is my therapy.
mom: *says as a joke* what are you depressed or something
me:....yes
mom: *smiles* good joke sweetheart
me: haha yeah a joke
I want you to know your not alone we are here
You have to show yourself that your strong you have to love yourself forward be happy don't say that when I finish this I will be happy you have to give yourself time being happy is being with your friends family loved ones and do what you love life is short why would you waste it? People are cruel I know
But will you let them take you down?
STAND UP! RAISE YOUR VOICE SHOW THEM WHO YOU ARE!
Your perfect being who you are
You don't have to be someone else to show your identity be who you are be the person who turned his cans into can'ts
Impossible it's it self that im'possible
Impossible I can't am scared...
Those words don't exist it's wrong if you said that why would you make yourself believe it's True while it's not?
Dear friend, we all were born from the same blood you know who were the first two people on earth yeah? We are all the same human we are all related no one is perfect
Slow down and enjoy every moment
Even if it hurts it will be worth it
You can get better you can get stronger to reach your duty and dreams
Remember my words
Don't give up
People are different but i can be better! Say that! And it will be true don't be like the others be better
Jealousy guilty is all around but when at least there is still a way we can get through this god is always with us
So don't be sacred being who you want to be
Don't get stuck in between
Be fire not water be a angel with no handcuffs or chains be
Who you meant to be
This is for you dear
And for all
Take care because someone really cares about you
Spread your wings freely
And last of all
Be who you want to be no one can stop you reaching that beautiful dream
My dad, jokingly says: “go and kill yourself”
Me with tears in my eyes: *laughs*
ik how that feels...trust me , she only wants to cheer you up..you should really talk to them and tell them its serious if you feel that way...thats what i did. and even though it didnt help me a lot when they sat down and try to encourage me , motivate me , make me feel better....now that i have recovered..j just wanna say that im thankful that they stuck with me and tried their best..i love them♥️
yugioh is life what you meant to say “ it’s not a joke"
@@alexareyes8341 no she means her depression.
"Depressed people aren't weak, they just have been strong for too long"
mom im famous
again editing this bc im bored at 3am and im waiting for ballora to scare me ✨😼 thank yall for da noice replies tho
Would partially disagree, some of them are weak but some of them are strong to
so true
HA 69TH LIKE
I'm a dissapointment
Angelina Rosic wow that’s a good way to say it!
U got a point
yeah, true so am i when i was still 3rd grade i was strong now...... im not as strong as they think i am now, plus my problems, i gave up to make myself strong again, but THEY taught me to give up on giving up now im building up again whats fallen down in me
*Dear whoever is reading this...*
You'll probably never see or hear from me again cause I'm just one of the 7 billion people on this earth. but I wanna say I am so proud of you. Trust me you are awesome human being and I wish you the best for the rest of your life. Good bye ❤️☮️
thank u
T
Where are u going!??😭
@Cherrybunshyu tru
@Violet Da Dragonhi it ok
This is the song I always played on TV when I was 12. Thank you bro for making this nightcore song very nostalgia😭✨
Son : ' ' Mum.. When will we get food ? ' '
Mother : ' ' One day, I promise ' '
* An old man walks up to them with a bag and a note in his hand *
Mother : ' ' Oh my god... ' '
* He gives them the bag and note and walks off , Inside the bag was food & Water for weeks, the note said : ' ' Do something for me.. Pass this note to anyone else who's homeless, has scars, or needs help may god bless your hearts ' ' *
Son : ' ' Food ! ' '
* The old man looks back and smiles *
* A few years later the mother & son got a house, but the old man had died *
Son : ' ' Mum... Have you ever wondered what would have happened if that old man hadn't have us the food and water ? ' '
mother : ' ' No.... ' '
* The son grasps the note in his hand and sighes *
Son : ' ' I'm going out for a bit, love you mum ' '
Mum : ' ' I love you too ' '
* The son walked out and wen to the convenient store to get some food & water *
* As he left he saw a little girl and a teenage boy sat on the cold pavement *
Son : ' ' Hm... ' '
Son : ' ' I still have the note.. ' '
* The son walked over to the little girl & teenager *
Little Girl : ' ' Uh h- hi... ' '
* The son would smile and give them the letter and food *
Teenage boy : ' ' Hey... Thanks so much ! ' '
Son : ' ' No problem.. Make sure to pass the note on to someone else, It doesn't matter who, a dear old man gave this to me, Use it well ' '
* The little girl burst into tears and ran to hug him *
A good deed goes arround, just remember that. Don't even think about jumping off a roof you're not a bungee jumper don't hang yourself you're not a coat hanger don't cut yourself you're not paper, Have a good day or night ! ^.^
StrxwberryMilk I saw this one, but it was a little different. From what I saw, the old man didn’t die but and the boy gave it to a woman and her two grandchildren who couldn’t pay their food. Turns out that the old man who gave it to the boy was the grandfather of the two children and that woman was his wife...
Senna Sims Oh idk I'm not sure if my comment is original or not .
TBH I wad reading this and tears rolling in my cheeks
MARIE ZAP 0.0 I didn't mean to make you cry .
StrxwberryMilk yeah, it's a good story, it's pretty creative :) /gen
When they ask you
"Why you never told me?"
"Because you never asked
When's last time you asked me how am I?Right,you can't remember,cus you never asked me"
Life asked death:
Why everyone hates me and loves you?
Death:Because you are an beautiful lie and I am painful truth
update 6/24/20 : if ure getting through hard time, it will get better dont worry, i also used to think nothing will be alright so thats why i wrote this comment before but it will. ive been depressed for 3 years and finally few months ago i got out it and im better than ever. believe gods plans not ur pain, care less smile more and everything is going to be okay 💞💕💖
Awesome
Get it out of ya nice.
True No one ever asks if you are okay they say you are alright you are walking fine and breathing fine and eating food you are living your life like nothing So why should I ask you if you are okay?!!
Really what a reality...
It really doesn't matter if memories are good or bad.. they both hurts...
facts.
Why u said this
U will make me more depressed
....but thats truth
So true
Sometimes good memories hurt so much more that a bad memory...why because you feel relieved that the bad memory is gone but you feel sad when a good memory is gone wishing you can go back to the time and be happy again...
I can’t read these comments anymore, I’m way too sensitive and a cry baby for these types of topics!! Why am I even here?!😓
(But I rlly hope y’all are okay, plz don’t give up!)💖
Man. It's been i think almost half a decade and I still so vividly remember bawling my eyes out to this song. Singing and shouting hoping someone would notice. And here I am, years later still doing the very same. I guess some things don't change. But at least now I know they won't. So I'll simply pursue a different path and those I leave behind will have deserved so for making me cry time and time again. 🤙
I am sorry you are going through that
I kinda feel the same way
I know it wont get any better any time soon but i hope you get through it all
Everything is gonna be alright, keep your head high, everyone goes through crap.
*When it already came to the point where your just enjoying the pain rather than finding ways to stop it.*
*I FEEL YOU-*
The pain tells us we r alive, it becomes a pleasure to feel it as it says that our heart is still beating and we r not yet dead though fucking tired inside..
Yeah, feeling the pain feels good because it feels better than being empty
@@shadowlis869 i wanted to die, but im too weak even for that :( help
same really going NUMB with EMOTIONS
@@titkosaaron4067 i heard this quote once, every suicidal person doesn't want to die, they just don't want to live anymore.
And I would like to believe it since every person who ever attempted suicide always regretted it, so what I'm trying to say, keep fighting. Idk your fights and struggles but I hope you can get through them so you will get the will to live once again
I hate it when people ask you "are you okay? " And you say "No" And tell them every thing you go through but yet they don't care they push you away, why ask if I'm okay if you don't care. It sucks that you can't trust people even the ones you love cause everyone always turns on you.
(Edit) to everyone who is struggling in any situation you keep being strong sometimes strength is having to cry it all out. Crying doesn't always mean being weak keep staying strong. Maybe I don't know what all of you guys go through but I hope you get better. You are amazing and I hope you have an amazing day ~ Thank you for all the likes I've never gotten this much thank you all :3
Many of you can say this is fake but you don't know what any of us go through. maybe some people can just get their word out on TH-cam cause they can't access other social media and no I never ment for anyone to feel bad for me.
why tell me u care if u wont ever ask what is wrong? It goes both ways. And they both hurt so much
I know I know how it feels
They want to fulfill the obligation they feel. So if anything happens they dont have to feel guilty bout it.
I hate when people ask if I’m okay and I say no and they either
1. Don’t care
2. Try to make me feel better but it makes me feel worse
3. Try to make me feel better but I still need more time to be sad, I can’t just automatically be happy. I’m not a robot
4. Say I have no reason to not be okay
5. Try to make me see the good part but I just can’t, and get mad when I can’t
And that's when you start being quiet. And. Choose to hide all your sadness. That's is when it all begins
One cut, nobody notices
Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
Ten cuts, they push her aside
Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
Twenty cuts, she lied
Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
A suicide, a life was lost.
Yeah,you know...If people see you talking shit about yourself they will accept the way you are and do even worse things to you so stop fucking around for no reason to get attention and make it all worse for yourself.
@@user-nv2jz6er4n It is the truth.
@@trivonol3583 you dont understand
trivonol people with depression can’t stop the thoughts and for some people the thoughts come from the people. If you had your class laughing at your weight, insulting whatever you say/do and slapping you just to tell you you’re too weak then you would believe that.
@@soot.gremlin1056 Underaged kids can't be depressed. If they are,they are probably just playing.
2023 and still listening to the song 🫠
I wish I could just go back in time and hug my younger self.... And just tell her it will gets better in the future....(To everyone reading this don't quit now, I promise it gets better)💗
We smile because we convince ourselves that we’re ok.
We laugh because that’s what everyone else does.
We lie because we can’t tell the truth to them.
We act because we want to believe that it isn’t reality.
We- we’re fragile and we fall apart. We cry and bleed and scream and ignore and... and...
We tell them we’re tired.
Because we’re fine.
Kyla Supat I felt this on a relatable level and it made me sad
You dont know how
Preach
😔
I'm sorry you have to feel this...
🤗😂👿💔it hurt so much
There are some ppl who will say" It's alright everything will be fine,I know how you feel." BUT
You don’t know what it's like.....
Yeah
And the sad part is that no matter how much they try or convince themselves they know what's like, Theo Will never be able to understand
I know what it feels like, I have a masters in human psychology, it’s my job to know what it feels like.
I know
its so sad bc i can relate...and the most sad part is because they will yell at you and say "UR FINE"....when your really not....
The brightest smiles have the darkest stories
I can relate so much to this song and this quote
(The quote is not mine)
that is the most beautiful thing i've ever heard, it's a bittersweet kind of beautiful, right now i'm drawing that on a poster and putting that on my wall.
it may not seem like much but being bullied for almost 10 years and being gay can put the brightest smile on when all you want to do is break down and cry
Yea and that is ME .But I have a lot of dreams which my parents will never
@@Hiba-or1ti my parents shoot my dreams alot too. I wish things were better
@@nicolestely2546 I'm.hoping they'll come true
Fighting depression and suicide thoughts, this is so relatable. Life's growing harder and sometimes I just need songs to relate to
I feel you. Life is so cruel and I just wanna leave this world I don’t want to be here anymore
@@grungegirl4250 Neither do I but I promise we can get through this. It's painful and I don't understand why it's the way it is but I do know that we will live happy lives when we are older. Whether we're in our adulthood, it will happen. I promise, just stay with me
do it
@@MFKNN Do what?
I've been depressed my whole life, fearing no one would love me. I listen to this song which explains who I am in many ways.
Hey If you need someone I’m here you can find me on reddit my user names Crete 18
@@crete1882 okee. Thanks
DepressiveWarriorCat Sista anytime
@@crete1882
*smiles*
yeah me too
Little Girl: Whats on your arm?
Me: They're battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
tell you what. Whenever you see someone
else with battle scars, I want you to go
give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
me?
Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
Edit 20.06.19 Thank you all. I read all of your comments and I’m glad to hear about your problems as well as the help or things this has helped you with. Thank you all for making me feel valid as well as important and worthy of life. Sayonara~~
your comment almost made me cry...
*sorry*
Lol I think the same lil girl gave me a hug 😐
I could almost see an image of what the two kids were doing. Really sad, i think im gonna cry T-T
Almost made me cry. Especially after I came back from this: th-cam.com/video/OUDlF4dkhjM/w-d-xo.html
Dammit
Someone: "NO CURSING ON MY CHRISTIAN SERVER!"
I know someone would probably say it so I did it for you. UwU
I’m so tired
I’m tired of being ashamed
I’m tired of being invisible
I’m tired of fighting a battle alone
I’m tired of being hurt
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of being insulted
I’m tired of feeling grateful if you notice I exist
I’m tired of pushing myself
I’m tired of trying
I’m tired of not being able to explain
I’m tired of hiding
I’m tired of school
I’m tired of crying alone in my room
I’m tired of not being seen
I’m tired of feeling insecure
I’m tired of being attacked
I’m tired of people treating me like a joke
I’m tired of people being insensitive
I’m tired of people not understanding that I find it hard to trust nowadays
I’m tired of people hurting me because I don’t open up
I’m so tired
I'm a total stranger, but I can relate to everything on your list, I can't say I know exactly what your going through because only you know. But I care that you're here, I care that you live, I care about you.
sincerley, random person on the internet
@@StrangeGirl-ev3mj Thank you random person on the internet
I'm happy that somebody cares
@@artsylovelemons2437 no problem, i'm just glad i could help at all
You are not alone. That is my every day life.
😭😭😭😭
I remember hearing this song years ago. I completely forgot about it until I found it again today. I didn't expect it to be so nostalgic....
Same
Im Fine
*Breaking inside*
Im Happy
*Cries on the inside*
Im Strong
*It hurts*
Im Alright
*Faking my happiness*
Im okay with my life
*even if im not*
It hurts Me i fake everything I fake that im happy im sorry for my life Im sorry if i cant be perfect
I-im sorry! *Cries*
Edit: if anyone is heartbroken plz be strong i dont wanna see anyone cry❤️
i cried yesterday. Just because next year is going to be different since there are 4 (maybe more) people that are awesome and they're not going to be at my school next year.
My favorite Middle school math teacher
My BFF Leila, who was only there in 5th grade (I'm in 5th grade btw)
Leila's Brother (Leila was my friend because both our favorite games were Undertale & Deltarune)
My Friend Abigail (Who has been there since Kindergarten) and her little sister Lucy (Who is in Kindergarten)
I miss all my friends already.
But I am right now but you can't see
Just explained meh life
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
Just like you
But..
The roses have wilted
The violets are dead
The sugar bowl is empty
And my wrists are stained red
Macie-Louise Bestfriends that’s a great poem
Macie-Louise Bestfriends sometimes the stains and scars on ones body show the hardships ones went through to be where they are right now keep going scars fade stains wash out hardships stay but they make you stronger you can do this
@Jennifer Foulk same
Hang on there.
Hang in there im going through a breakup rn but..everythings ok
When you always smile in front of the people, and cry when you're alone.
I guess we all just bottle it up and cry when we’re alone because that’s the only time we won’t bother people with our problems
@@vanilla4362 yaaaah... And it's hard to cry in front of them cause maybe, they might cry also..
@@khaelaheartfilia1166 exactly
Yeah i agree, i cried alone when i was alone before 😞
@@quit3118 Me too.. A cry that no one can hear..
I know when I was 15 year old I am so depressed so I listen to this song and cry through my heart ❤️ . Because of exam fear and I won't pass the exam . Now I am 17 now I am listening to this song and remembering old days 😌 . This is the channel I use to watch when I was 15 year old .
My mind: u'r not ok, u need someone
Me: i know that
World : are you ok?
Me : yes, im ok
My mind: thanks
My mind: You need help, tell someone about that
Me: I know, but I can't, I don't have anyone who I can trust
It: You have
Me: No
What is that even supposed to mean-_-
gacha potatoez :3 If you want to talk text me please... Instagram: @urgent_help_
Kyomi if you need to talk to somebody text me on Instagram: urgent_help_
I like to scroll the comments to see if anyone is going through what I am thank it makes me feel not all.
:)
This is a smiley face for everyone who've had a bad day, please know that there will always be a stranger there for u
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
but what about the people we know.... they don't care 😢
@@sofiakhan8491 so true
Mom: your a brat
Dad: stop being lazy!
Sister: I'm so much better then you
Brother: get tougher and stop being soft
Life:please f off
Music: come here child I understand your mixed emotions
Edit: holy hell thank you so much for the likes when I saw this tbh I teared up
M Sharp never give up
My life
Cousin: quit being lazy
Sis: Quit being a bitch
My thoughts: everyone just f off
i understand you..
yes true very true
me "hiding in the shadows
i get that every day ;(
no matter how many times I listen to this song, I never get bored of it because its always there to support me in my emotions
who is here at 2021 crying in your room just listening to this song and reflecting on life
Same TwT
Me, right now
✌
Listening? Yes.
Crying? No. I can't.
Listening here. Not crying, but I feel like doing so.
That is two reasons why we're listening to this song!
1: Because we like this song
2: Because of depression
So if you're fine you will enjoy the song, if you're sad you understand the meaning.
Which one is you?😭
Kim Tichia both
3: to support the listeners
and also 1 but i think 3 is more important
2
Both
I'm the 3rd reason. Though I used to be 2nd. Not anymore though.
Many people say ‘It’ll alright, You’ll be fine, Keep fighting’ but they don’t even understand. Sometimes all we need to do is listen because those who are depressed might just want someone to hear them.
@Trickster Channel i know it fucking hurts so bloody much i cant take it, you know just the time were i felt brave enough to tell my parents there just like oh its ok keep fighting i cant fucking fight if i could fight why am i crying in my room, always getting angry at my loved ones feeling suicidal, like you dont fucking know what i go through. I seriously had enough theres noone i can talk to.
@Trickster Channel thanks that helped. x
@Trickster Channel ty
Aaah thanks these are some true words.🌹🌹
that’s what i said to my gf when i was sad for no reason i said, “i don’t need support, i just like to know someone’s listening”
This was such a banger 6 years ago and still hits. It did make me depressed but oh well...
"Life is like a piano. The white keys are your happy days. The black keys are your saddest days. But you both need them to make music." Please be positive and happy
It's just hard
Easy to say but hard to do😊
thank you for the advice
It's not good to always be positive and happy, sometimes you need to feel sad to understand you were happy
Ur racist!!!
"I'm a simple person who hides thousand feelings behind the happiest smile" so relatable..
I'm the person who just hide there pain behind something
Do the song touch you it knows a question
When you want to cry but your parents are there
So.. you go at your room and quietly cry
atleast you have a room to cry in i dont i sleep on the living room
Why is that so painfully true?
So me
I cry quietly when I go to sleep cuz my mom is in the same room...😐
When your in your room then want to go out so you have to wipe the tears first
it’s been 6 years since i last listened to this song dawg 😭 i’m in tears
real 4 this
Nobody cares
@@ayanokoji_Handleu have classroom of the elite as ur pfp i don’t wanna hear nothin from u LMFAOO
@@cb250tss grammar ?
@@cb250tss wtf is that grammar grade 1
No one notices how you feel
No one notices the cuts
No one points out the positives
But
They point put mistakes
They point out Negatives
Nothing more
I notice how people feel whether they cut and i point out the positives because I don't want anyone to end up in the same depressing hole that i'm in.
Arrmaus_Kid _May true.
Arrmaus_Kid _May. cool
Welcome to my life
Same here 😒
"My life is like a flower."
"How? It's beautiful?"
*"it hurts"*
Little Ashey How does a flower hurt? Your life is like a flower but not that it hurts, or it is wilted. It is Beautiful. It makes others Smile. We need flowers to Live.
Toodles,
Me
Abigab
The flower it's talking about is a rose.
It's beautiful for the viewers
But painful for the beholder
Life is a flower because it’s only beautiful at first
OMG it's been a long time. I still remember when I was 14, I always listened this song before sleep because I had many problem before, about my friends, family, and school, but now I'm here with a different version of myself. I managed to survive and my life is better now. I'm 20 now and I'm living a happy life at college, I have support from my family. I'm very grateful for my life now. I hope for everyone, that you can also survive and soon find your happiness
after the lockdown, I want to sing this to my school
because my friends and I are in a band
tell me if I should
I will do it if I get 12 likes
Edit: thanks for the likes, guys- guess i will sing after the lockdown
Edit; thanks for the 16 likes guys
Edit2: Thanks guys this is so many likes for me, and i am going to do it after lockdown
edit3: thanks guys for being encourging
edit4: thanks for all these likes, I am totaly doing it when I get back to school, i will try and post it
edit4; you guys are soooo cool, and very encourging thanks for this I am total going to do it
edit5: thanks for the 1.6k likes guys
edit6:thanks for 2.2k likes guys
Just do it☺️
@@rileyautumn14344 ok i guess i could
Hey listen, I'm making a new account just to let you have 12 likes and sing it! Wish you luck 🍀🎰🎋
Done!
@@Woolfs thanks
Parents: disappointment
School: ur stupid
Depression: die
Music: shhhh come listen child I’m here for you.
Edit: Thank you so much for all the support, and making me believe life may be worth living.
Hey, if you need someone to talk to...I'm pretty bad at talking, but I am good at listening...I would do my best to help
@@nilsostrowski5863 thank you so much. I needed to hear this.
@@jordanbakes6147 Just know that there are people who can help. In case TH-cam works how it should for once, you can come here and talk to me and I will reply...
@@nilsostrowski5863 you are so sweet. Its nice to find someone who cares about me even though I don't know you.
@@jordanbakes6147 Everyone needs someone in their life, who they can talk to. I got pretty lucky, because I found a girl who liked me, we fell in love and later we noticed that we both have "issues". We can help each other and therefore I know both sides. How bad it feels to have nobody and how great it feels to have somebody. Now, all that's left for me to do is help others to get to the point I am at :)
I still remember when I was at my lowest when I was 15. I listened to sad nightcore songs to find comfort. Now I’m 17, and doing so much better. Listening to these old songs I used to find comfort and sadness in makes me feel some type of way. I didn’t see a future and was constantly numb and broken. I just want to hug the old me, and tell her it gets better, even if u don’t feel like it at all. Hope everyone here is doing well. Things do get better, please don’t give up on yourself, even when it feels impossible and has been going for years. It gets better just trust me. I love you. ❤️
I need more tips
Damn these hormones...
@@christianalmeida1754 just fuck every negativity, even if theyre ur close friends it might feel bad but if they have a negative impact on u just learn to live without them. Set goals to ur life like becoming a millionaire or smth. Try working out ans keeping ur room tidy, they seem like small stuff but r a huge game changer. Have courage to meet new ppl and be close and real.😘
{hug} it will be ok. Ok? be safe out there fam.
Same. Currently 17 and Although everything is becoming harder yeah it does get better.
It will get better.
I’ve stopped listening to nightcore but today I listened for a short while and the nostalgia is real. If I could turn back time and become a child again there are a million things I would have done differently. Friends I would’ve chosen. People I shouldn’t have helped. People I should’ve have helped. Animals I could have saved. Friends I could’ve made. Skilled I could’ve had. Passion that could’ve survived the whole ideal of simply existing.
I’ve lost my passion. I’m not even sure if I had one in the first place. At times I wonder, how could people continuously love someone or something. How could their love burn bright or even brighter than when they first loved it? I wonder, if someday I could love someone or something, I wonder if I could ever look at something or someone and think “You are my world and I’m proud of you.”
I somehow got completely sidetracked. Guess I needed to vent. I probably need an actual friend. Huuuu…yep time to go back to the real world now. Future me, if you’re reading this. Things will get better and I hope you found something or someone you love.
Bro i used to listen to this song all the time but never really related to it, now i relate to it to much
The most beautiful eyes cried the most tears
The most beautiful smile hides the darkest secrets
The most kindness of heart have felt the most pain
Have fun while your living
Let people know the truth
Don't keep it to yourself
Yeah u just right
This was a very nice poem.
Everytime i tell the truth. People hate me and starts bullying me for two days or a week. (Better than in the past, because i got bullied for 7 and a half years).
I told the people asking me the age of my Girlfriend that she was only 11. But in her mind she is around 19 to 20. She is so smart, smarter than some people in my class (10th grade). Now I want to jump of a brigde or hang my self. But i don't want to because of her. She makes me feel good whenever i am depressed. I hate my life sometimes amd want to take it...
@@cidmahd0296
......
You hit me so bad