How I Was Able To Handle 1 to 2 8 balls of Cocaine A Day
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- During my active addiction, I was able to do more than an 8 ball of cocaine a day. Addiction is different for everyone and I share so that others can relate and know they are not alone. If you are looking for help www.na.org and www.aa.org are great resources.
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I started doing drugs 20 years ago as a teenage. Got addicted to cocaine. Spent my whole life fighting cocaine addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
Hey! Yes Dr.alishrooms
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
I ran thru 2 grams in a few hours, paired with alcohol you can do as much as your willing to do, i am also an alcoholic cocaine addict, i dont like coke unless i have liquor. Maybe i shoulda been born in the 70s, either way dont doubt this man, im proud of him and yall should all support and applaud this man because not too many men can say they have the recovery time he does. Im really struggling rn, i hate alcohol and coke, but theres a devil on my shoulder that tels me i cant live without realizing that im an addict this is going to be a fucking battle for the rest of my life.
Bro get into a personal development program, it is really your only option. Once you quit your vices you will have a giant void of time to fill which can be filled in with a program that builds you into the individual you were meant to be! good luck my friend!
@@aaronk3788 what are his options without insurance?
I’ve been doing .3-.8g once a week for a few months and couldn’t imagine a ball a day that’s madness I’d go INSANE
Damn bro, your tolerance was insanely high. Did you have any issues with anxiety, high heart rate, psychosis, panic attacks, depression or feeling like you’re about to die?
Yes and yes and yes and yes and yes I’ll do a video on it
If I talked about coke this much I'd end up getting a bag 😂
Hes in love with it
yeah id start craving it lmao. I try to ignore the subject completely when im not using.
@@GoonaTVhi go have a beer and shot.. then go do a strip club..itll become forgotten lol
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Hahahaha 😂
I have so much respect for you bro, the way you come on here and express your feelings and stories and an unfiltered and almost graphic way. It gives people
who have no idea what this is like a perspective into addiction. God bless you bro
For those of you who don't know (I used to do a lot of coke) an eight-ball is a butt load of coke. But to do two of those I couldn't imagine how someone could, let alone even would need that much coke in one day. This means that if he was doing a quarter oz (two eight-balls) of cocaine in a day that he was doing a half oz of coke every 2 days. I mean that is unfathomable, I would do an eight-ball in two to three days but then again my habit wasn't as hefty. I wasn't doing it every single day... Just insane...
says a gram is gone in 3-4 lines.. uhh bro those are GAGGERS then, cant comprehend
@@-duxiOnce you have a high tolerance you pretty much need to line up slugs to even feel it.
I wonder of he has had a full physical? He may have heart disease.
I have a feeling 3 of the 7 grams he blow out his nose do to it being so clogged up for that day and every other day before it
Also i was in the entertainment business for years no way after 3 grams could I get much up there after and that’s only doing it that day and not for 5 days even with nasal spray
I never had a coke problem, it always made my heart race and would make me paranoid. But I enjoy your videos, you’ve got some good stories.
Yep I go through an 8-ball in about 8 hours
It's nice your opening up about it. I'm so glad your ok and alive 😢❤ your very strong to be able get off that. 🙌 thanks for making this 😢 please keep staying sober your life is so worth it. Now your body can physically heal and your mind also and your spirit.
Love how proud you are
Were you ever afraid of fentanyl being laced in there? Knew a guy who died two years ago from his first line of coke. He thought he was gonna party while playing frisbee golf. Did first line, instantly passed out and was in intensive care for 10 days before his brain lost complete function and they pulled the plug. I miss the days when you could trust your dealer. This shit today is scary.
mmh - no one who is obsessed with coke would buy such stuff willingly, and drug dealers usually like to have a base of reliable customers (which won't come again if they realize they've been kind of scammed)
Me and 2 of my buddies bought 2 eight balls one night, we laid it all out on a mirror and we got absolutely messed up, partied until 6 am. I honestly do not miss those days.
Difficult to enjoy a good English Breakfast after partying until 6 am, you're still awake when the children are about to wake-up for school
Man I miss this style of partying. A famous quote from my idol ben cousins:
""Day two was better than day one. Day three was better than day two, day four's better than day three, day five was better than day four and then they go 'mate, you've got to go and have a rest'."
Ironically those same years were the worst for my alcoholism after my gf died suddenly. I was pissed at the universe. It almost killed me. I’m much better now tho. looking good tho man I’m glad you’re here to share your story.
That sounds rough. Glad you're doing better now. What eventually made you finally sober up after that?
@@sarpsays Hit my rock bottom being in the hospital and having hallucinations. Scared me straight.
Eric, don't listen to the haters, they haven't been following you for years and seeing the benefit you're making with your videos and what most people appreciate about you and your channel, screw them, focus on the people you care about. These videos are important and necessary, anyone who doesn't want to see them should comment whatever shit they want, we don't care. Keep up the good work, you are great, you will always have our support in this. we love you brother.
That's a lot of quantity to handle but quite sure you were weightlifting a few times per-week at your local gym to overcome a full night of two 8 balls, I recall going through 1 8 ball overnight and felt like I needed a large water bottle to feel real tired at the gym to wonder where all my power had gone. Glad I'm sober today to get away from pure cocaine even though I still get the cravings every couple of months it's quite similar to quitting cigarettes. It's never easy when your friends throw good outdoor parties and when good stuff are around, and it's not too bad either once per-year or so understanding your limits. Enjoyed your show very much
I find you an interesting subject. Adderall for a ADHD person is supposed to slow them down, not speed them up. Like working in reverse. But you defend your eightball / fifth per day addiction as starting from another 'higher base'. That may be true for you, but to a normal person a eightball per day could cause heart problems and possibly death. I could never work normally, even after a few lines...I feel too jumpy and nervous.
Wow I completely related to your story not so much about coke but addiction itself. Thank you for sharing and creating this channel!!
Eric, the fact that you were able to still eat is probably what saved your life...when the body has no nutrients it goes downhill pretty quickly. That's why Wernicke-Korsakoff syndrome, commonly known as alcoholic brain damage, is a simple vitamin B deficiency that happens with long-term malnourishment. Find help for your addictions, folks, but also - don't neglect your cells. You need to eat if you are going to come through alive. Quitting is one thing, and while you contemplate that, have some goddamm breakfast please.
Most people will never learn until its too late. I went cold turkey off blow and everything else ever since my mom took her own life.
ADHD as a kid and was on ritalin for years. I am finding life a easier as I understand what ADD does to the brain.
By the way, how did you not feel like shit from doing 1-2 eight ball of coke evryday and downing alcohol with that everyday and still functioning normally
I would like too see a video coworkers must have been blind
Eh, sure others were on it. It's common in sales people, especially good ones.
I remember many times being able to blow huge clouds of meth right before going to sleep. If course I had to be up for about 5 days first.
Anybody else do so much that they trip out when they come down? Like I tweak when I’m coming down and I do some more and I’m good again
Did your doctor percsribe any nasal steroids to help repair your sinuses?
My nose use to be messed up from doing 0.5g in an evening let alone 7g a day, insane
Init I feel like uk coke is way dirtier cos My nose by the end of session was impossible to sniff with
Then again, it can depend on how far south to the border you are and who you get your product from. One 8 ball to the next could be five 8 balls to one easily.
My question is how in the world did you afford that!?!?
He managed a sales* not sake department somewhere. Sounds like they brought in some decent money while he was shit faced and cokes out of his gord. He explained it in the previous video to this one.
He had a good job
I know people with this type of personality. I don’t want them to end up doing hard drugs. How can I help them. Example, quit vaping. How can I help them with an addictive personality to make sure they don’t keep going.
Scary asf believe me not cool like it sounds it may be
I was highly addicted 13 years ago (pure cocaine) - my dealer went to jail for a long time so I wasn't able to get that quality anymore so I quit. In the last 13 years I tried cocaine maybe 20times (1-5 times a year) but last time 2018. And it is not the same - everytime its cut like crazy and it feels like a medical cocktail with like 5-20% of cocaine. Luckily I never got the high from 13 years ago so I can easily say "no" now on parties cause it's always bad stuff - but I tried it like 20 times with huge consumption for someone without tolerance.
Back in the day I could fuck on cocaine like crazy, had a god complex - life was great. When I take it now I don't even get hard and get a bit talkative...
you’re just old now 😹😹
Thanks for this.. you're lucky your heart withstanded that. How much does an 8th cost in San Diego(i know you lived there at some point). I bought an RV off you and thought it was complimentary. But i think you may have left it there. Other dealerships don't give you a half drank bottle of blue UV too.
Hey man, any experience with stimulant abuse in general - caffeine, nicotine, modafinil. Im off alcohol, kratom, and adhd meds but im abusing these "less harmful " stimulants now. I feel like i always need something.
Agree with everything you said
When I went through my coke phase I couldn't manage more than a gram per day because my nose would swell up and clog. 2 grams is going hard.
I use to snort almost nonstop water it was sick how sick I was
@EricBZink I just realized, 2 eighths per day? Madness.
Thank you dude
When I used to take it it was clear for 3-4 days I'd been on it but I have pals that can take it they can go about there days normally and you couldn't tell
What I'm more interested in is how can you afford 1 to 2 8balls a day. That's alot of money to he spending every week
Car sales managers make over 2k per week
Gonna turn 41 in March , I quit smoking rocks at33 after smoking since I was a teen ……….hardest thing besides alcohol is crack homie! Good job! I also try and share my sobriety experience with everyone but I feel ya dawg! Cocaine is a hell of a drug!
1-2 is a massive difference lmao
Dudes name was Porky. He was a booky and small business owner. He did an 8 ball and a fifth of vodka every day for his last 15 years. They found him teets up on his kitchen floor. Didn't even make it to 50.
Seriously how pure was the coke you got? I spent time in South America and had a habit for 6 months or so n a small line would freeze the face/throat off you. By the end of it all a half g was the limit for the day. Sounds like your dealer had some shady ass shit.
Does the real deal coke still exist in South America ?
I've heard you mention a couple times now that people have this idea that cocaine is a safe drug. WHERE/HOW did you develop this impression??????? I've never heard anyone express that they believe cocaine is a safe drug.
I think a lot of this might go back to the '80s when coke was done by celebrities and well to do people and was a "cool" thing to do and you were not an addict if you did it in moderation.
Perhaps no one specifically said it was "safe" but many assumed that smart rich people who seemed to have it all would not engage in dangerous activities.
Safe as in: the very common attitude that it’s fine to do occasionally socially cus “everyone does it” and not in same league as meth and heroin.
@@Dan-zs8pk gotcha. thanks for the reply, appreciate it. good luck with your continued sobriety and the channel.
Helpful tip. Try shooting it. No way you gettin through a ball
Has your heart been affected from that much use.
If you combine that sort of consumption with smoking lots of cigarettes then you are walking alongside with Death…
For sure
It's broken...
How could you do so much at work ? After like 3 lines I start feeling gacked and feel dumb trying to talk…as much as u we’re doing, I wouldn’t even be able to go to work let along talk to anyone..yuk. Cokes a shitty buzz , except maybe the first 2 lines…
Absolute tank
How did you ever sleep???
I took Nancy's three word advice " just say no"!
I think a lot of the commenters are forgetting he said he was a addict,
Not a casual user
Why are the comments turned off from the video two months earlier(Titled What does an 8 ball of cocaine look like) sounds like second and third hand stories.. nothing personal here very vague. I am not buying it.
How did you eat ? If you did blow all day
I heard Bob Saget himself handled 2 balls for some coke before!
Half of it you probably blow out your nose because it’s so clogged up
Being raised in a 'Normal' household, being fed well throughout childhood, and being given the means or the skills to build the means to grow that kind of tolerance? Ultimately, Privilege? Naw😂
You missed the point completely especially where I feel that stimulants from a young age can build a tolerance down the road being very dangerous
@@EricBZink I didnt even watch the whole thing. Your attitude, advocates who choose to operate like you do. the majority from backgrounds that preclude being a fascist busybody. Let me guess, stimulants as a kid....you were among those lucky enough to have parents who addressed your issues. There's another point added to reinforce mine. You can do what you want but Narcotics awareness consultant, No. I think too many who decided to pick it up after flushing their lives down the toilet on Devil substances in suburbia are in for a surprise once the backlash begins and reality as it actually is according to Data alot of you brand wouldn't understand out of sheer Cognitive Dissonance. No offense. It is what it is.
Good thing you weren’t into cocaine back when cocaine was still actually cocaine and was good.
You're on Adderall means you're not sober
He has ADHD and OCD, so it's medically necessary.
@cesartapia610 still not sober. Its methamphetamine
@@italianwaterice9594Neither is anyone who drinks wine; sips coffee/tea/energy drinks; or eats desserts/cake/candy/soda/sugar-sweetened drinks. "Sober" is relative to context.
@Red_Black_Key chemical drugs is what defines sober or not...Adderall is a narcotic...cant be sober on narcotics
Did you get cocaine toxicity
Must not been that diesel fuel! Lol
Your heart was going a mile a min
I wanna know how you afforded it
He was a manager at a car dealership and made good money
Old gagger lol I don't miss those days
That's 6 grams a day?!?!?!?! 😱
Nope, it is 7
7
Plot twist hes building youtube to fund his secret cocaine addiction
I’m not thinking how did you not die, I’m thinking how did you not go insane?
one time I farted on the set of blue lagoon. . .
7 grams of coke a day? I call bullshit on that
Feel free if that how you feel
24 hours in a day you know
0.30 an hour, very easy
@@carmengrrr42can you please provide a source for this? Find it difficult to believe..
What does he gain from lying? I get what you're saying a G would be more than enough for me. Half if through the acetone process. But apparently people built up crazy tolerances. Like I know people who can easily take 30 2mg Klonopins. Whereas someone else would be asleep after 1.
Keep reliving and ruminating about that past drug use and see what happens. Ask me how I know. I get it, you're trying to build a YT channel. I hope that's more important than staying clean and sober for you because this is not the way to stay in the moment. The single most important thing you do today is WHATEVER you need to do to stay clean for this 24hrs. And quite honestly I'm really not sure who you think you are trying to help with this and all those other "what cocaine was like" videos. You trying to get other people to use? Think about that.
100%
That’s your opinion. Everyone copes differently. It helps me.
I think there NOTHING wrong with looking back at the insanity and every shifty thing that goes along with it.
It helps you remember why you never want to be like that again.
So don't watch the video if rumination is a problem for you buddy.
Bro...keep making these videos. They help me. Sober since 10/18/2011...and I ruminate daily...
Yes, what people don't understand is that for addicts a corner of the brain receives pleasure from talking about the drugging times, even the bad parts. I've seen a number of channels like this where the person has relapsed shortly after posting these videos. One example is Dopiates, where the guy announced he relapsed on crack, but that he would come back to his channel after rehab. He ended up deleting his channel and no one knows what's going on with him now. One more thing, I still struggle with substances and when I watch these videos, even about the bad times, cravings are triggered for me big time. I shouldn't even be watching, but willpower isn't my strong point.
Ok dr phil
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Surely this topic has ran its course now. You dont have anything new to say
Thats terrible for your mind and body !
Shit lol I wish I was your plug
If you can't explain how you can afford rock star levels of cocaine, then I guess we can assume you were doing something illegal you can't speak about. If so then just say you can't speak about it, but at least acknowledge it, I am not the only person asking.
Why r u telling everyone this on the internet? Why would u put this on here. Kids can see this, there is no child lock
This man is obsessed with coke and literally feening with these videos about coke. Seriously every other, or 2 videos is about coke, and a lot of them are repeats of previously made videos
Yeah it kinda seems like these videos are an outlet for his addiction if ykwim
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You're not special. Many of us could do that much daily if we had the funds and plug. Me vs a QO and I KTFO in 5 hours back a few years ago. High quality too. Smokin is the way to go to get the Real real cola experience😎
No one cares dude !
But they still watch...
your comment benefits him haha
What did you do for work to support that
Dude, do a video on the gnarly nostril fossils your activity generated. I used to dry mine out, and smoke em. Oh, sixteen years sober, sixteen years of not chopping my breakfast on a mirror. You have to have a sense of humor for your own personal struggles. You stuck the needle in, you gotta deal with. Nobody else.
I don't think this is that surprising for any addict worth their salt. At my peak I could do an 8 ball in a night no problems. If I am on it all day / night, two 8 balls doesn't go that far especially when drinking.