I'm sorry I’m not sober.

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  • @user-ez6pn
    @user-ez6pn 6 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    being sober doesn’t just mean being free alcohol, it means to be free of the addictions that tie you down and this video really showed that. i love u so much and this is amazing

    • @aya123444
      @aya123444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yup...I'm addicted to day dreaming and avoidance...

  • @hastingsanatomy
    @hastingsanatomy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    your videos are always so beautifully tragic. i love this so much

  • @xbreathinrecords
    @xbreathinrecords 6 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    this is beyond speechless and so powerful. i dealt with depression and all i think of is dying every day, i was crying every day, anger every day, giving up on life every day. this is so message worthy and thank you for posting this video. if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. ❤️

    • @nuur2966
      @nuur2966 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      dylan duh hey I would like to talk to you.

  • @humaira6891
    @humaira6891 6 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    this is powerful.

  • @GlamourStar0x
    @GlamourStar0x 6 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    hahaha when I saw that you'd deleted the video I kneww you'd gotten inspired! and im glad you did because now we've been blessed with this MASTERPIECE! I love it! so sad, but very good, edited so well

  • @Diana-ez1dx
    @Diana-ez1dx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    The first time I got drunk I was 13, still in middle school. I liked the feeling, it used to make me feel happy but it also made me want to just cry. After school I would drink when I could. I remember one night I was crying and I was so frustrated, I went to the kitchen and I got a bottle of wine, it was full and I remember being in bed, crying and I was drinking it fast, then like 2 hours later I went to the kitchen to get water, I knew I was about to throw up. When I was going to the kitchen, I couldn't walk, I kept falling and hitting the walls then I went to the restroom and sat in the floor, I was shaking then I threw up, for some reason it felt good, then I went to my bed and blacked out, I woke the next day and my head was pounding.
    A few days later, I had gotten another bottle of wine. I had put some on a plastic cup. I would go on top of the roof and drink it. I would stand up and wonder what would happen if I were to jump off. I would do this after school.
    I'm now 15. There would be periods of time where I wouldn't drink and other times were I would. When I was 14, I would get drunk at school. Once I mix drinks and I had blacked out in one of my classes. The principal had came in to talk to me but she didn't find out . I did that a lot.
    Now that I'm 15, I want to stop, I know it's not good. I have a lot of problems with my abdomen. Yesterday I drank at school. I hated myself for doing it. My body was shaking a lot. I wanted to cry. I hated myself because I had promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. I hate breaking promises, especially to myself. I went home and cried a lot. I had trouble sleeping. I just kept thinking about it. I wanted to drink so bad. I would think of ways to get alcohol. I would have done it if I had no control at all but I do. I'm glad of that.
    I want to stop drinking. It won't be easy sometimes but I will try my hardest to.

    • @notsonormalnia4278
      @notsonormalnia4278 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Diana im going thru this too but with weed

    • @username-ck3uu
      @username-ck3uu 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      *my first time smoking and* *drinking was 13 (first year of* *highschool) huge regrets.*

    • @ellafox3419
      @ellafox3419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      you definitely need to get some help. you can’t do this all by yourself, you will feel so much better if you talk to a trusted adult abt it.

    • @chocolatymilk2402
      @chocolatymilk2402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey, how are you feeling now? Did you manage to quit your addiction yet? I really hope you did. i'm 15 btw i think ur 16 now cuz you wrote this a year ago. Please remember that you can do this and you have full control, stay safe.

    • @jichungbae7463
      @jichungbae7463 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can relate. make the right choice. im proud of you realizing your addiction and that youre trying hard to stop. i respect that a lot.

  • @user-ht7dw8gl7f
    @user-ht7dw8gl7f 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    i don’t know why i am crying in the club rn

  • @intheesnow
    @intheesnow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This made me cry, its so powerful...

  • @dizzy60527
    @dizzy60527 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I wasn't ready for this...

  • @VioletEmerald
    @VioletEmerald 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Ah so intense!! What a beautiful masterpiece, every second capturing all the raw pain.

    • @VioletEmerald
      @VioletEmerald 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Btw at 1:50, where she says "this is not about you", what fandom was that?

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      luvtheheaven5 it’s the movie sharing the secret :)

    • @VioletEmerald
      @VioletEmerald 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you!

  • @TeamHodgins
    @TeamHodgins 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is incredible and so so powerful. Thank you for making this

  • @MrHoles96
    @MrHoles96 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this is haunting. thank you.
    I think i need to go think for a bit...

  • @xDarkestDesiresx
    @xDarkestDesiresx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is so incredibly sad.. you made me cry with this video. Beautiful work.

  • @emma92peche
    @emma92peche 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    THIS WAS SO MAGICAL, BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL, UR SKILLS EVERY DAY INSPIRE ME, YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVS VIDEO MAKERS HERE ON TH-cam BC YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO CATCH THE FEELING, THE SCENES, THE QUOTES AND THE THEME OF THE PROJECT...its so touching, im blessed, thank you for another masterpiece ♥

  • @MultiFandons
    @MultiFandons 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this is so beautiful and powerful!!

  • @lou-xr5rz
    @lou-xr5rz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you have a way of getting straight to my heart… i love all your videos. this was heartbreaking but _wow_ … you are so talented

  • @wolfiee390
    @wolfiee390 ปีที่แล้ว

    I watch a lot of these videos and normally I only relate to a few or most of the characters but thi time I related to every single one. Beautiful video.

  • @xXTheMarkOfPoseidonXx
    @xXTheMarkOfPoseidonXx 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve rewatched this video like 6 times, and it leaves me speechless every time. It’s gorgeous.

  • @justiejoonie
    @justiejoonie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow!! My goosebumps are getting goosebumps.

  • @DanielaLealfabforever
    @DanielaLealfabforever 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am actually crying right now, this is beautiful

  • @isabella4198
    @isabella4198 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life. i try to remember that it's hard for her as well, but i just have so much resent for her. it changes who you are completely. it makes her selfish and manipulative and ruins every relationship. i wish i could let go of this huge weight on my shoulders i have by resenting her and her actions to choose drugs over me time and time again but its almost impossible

  • @kttypng
    @kttypng 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this is making me speechless, i love this song!!

  • @BouShepard
    @BouShepard 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is absolutely breathtaking... it's so powerful... so emotional... stay strong girl! 💙

  • @worldofivy8816
    @worldofivy8816 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song broke me,and video even more. 😭😭😭💔💔💔 Amazing job

  • @peterlosingwendy7
    @peterlosingwendy7 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So powerful and moving ❤️ thank you.

  • @fproduction1017
    @fproduction1017 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Only tears 😭❤
    You are so, so great 👏

  • @kingjeremysircornwell7847
    @kingjeremysircornwell7847 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Family's health is one. Poison one person the family goes down.

  • @Laura-tf2pl
    @Laura-tf2pl 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'M CRYING 😭😭😭 THIS IS SO POWERFUL !!!!!! you have so much talent it's incredible ❤

  • @isi15love
    @isi15love 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my goshhhh this is a masterpiece ❤️💜💗 thank you so so much !!!

  • @anagarrett8871
    @anagarrett8871 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    you are absolutely one of the most talented vidders on youtube.

  • @malachi5571
    @malachi5571 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love that small clip of IT with Beverly

  • @vosler1999
    @vosler1999 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Raw.
    Brilliant.

  • @atsangel777xd9
    @atsangel777xd9 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow. This was so powerful and meaningful

  • @odetteidk4649
    @odetteidk4649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    the shows that i know
    recovery road
    13 reasons why
    to the bone
    true blood
    midnight sun
    scream
    the society
    skins
    the 100
    cyberbully
    I think I saw a scene from crazy/beautiful 2001 but im not sure
    gossip girl
    riverdale
    vampire diaries
    perfect sisters
    the edge of seventeen
    dance academy
    shameless

    • @maxivndres
      @maxivndres 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      The walking dead too

  • @dxnvers8382
    @dxnvers8382 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so heartbreaking

  • @brer4876
    @brer4876 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is beautiful

  • @lucabelle6722
    @lucabelle6722 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is an absolute masterpiece

  • @freetobe1001
    @freetobe1001 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is magic.

  • @torianakemiin3965
    @torianakemiin3965 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Please, tell me ALL the films, what are you known.
    I will be very grateful to you!

  • @crapreact5989
    @crapreact5989 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love ur style of editing

  • @jeaboi1625
    @jeaboi1625 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    i have problem with alcohol. Maybe I'm 17 but it really doesn't matter. Its really hard not to drink for a one single day. I cant handle this. I want to die because I lost everyone who matters to me

    • @ust1149
      @ust1149 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jea boi stay strong, god brought you here to face the challenges you face, your a true brave person! I suggest you get help and you will find a happy world!

    • @jeaboi1625
      @jeaboi1625 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Łûšt i’m sober for 2 months. it’s really hard but my ex boyfriend helped me. my current boyfriend is better for me because i stopped completely. sometimes i just wanna shot of vodka or anything but i have to be strong. i have people in my life that i cannot lost

    • @jeaboi1625
      @jeaboi1625 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      lose*

    • @L3TTHELIGHT
      @L3TTHELIGHT 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      jea boi well done on being sober for 2 months! wish nothing but happiness for you❤️

    • @jeaboi1625
      @jeaboi1625 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@L3TTHELIGHT yeah lil update. my life is a mess, im a drug addict so yea i fucked up

  • @mh9258
    @mh9258 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    it's amazing and powerful, pure masterpiece honestly my heart is broken... And sorry i dont want to be annoying but 2:05-2:06 what is the movie or tv show with the two girls in the shower ? i need to watch omg:(
    (sorry for my mistakes im not english but im so in love with ur edits)

  • @cruzalvarez4th864
    @cruzalvarez4th864 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This one really really fucking hit. So damn hard. I never related to basically anything more real. 👌💔

  • @badlandskingdom
    @badlandskingdom 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow this is amazing 😩❤️

  • @myruinsx
    @myruinsx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for cancel the collab and made this masterpiece

  • @danielegalati1416
    @danielegalati1416 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Simply amazing...💔💔

  • @megwicks1595
    @megwicks1595 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is amazing!

  • @123lorane
    @123lorane 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm not lonely , I have a lot of people in my life
    Only problem is ......
    They either leave, walk over me , break my heart,play with my feelings, use me , are fake,or don't care about me 💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Edyegreen
    @Edyegreen 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    A true masterpiece❤️👌🏽

  • @alissamaas1265
    @alissamaas1265 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    LOVE THIS

  • @fangirlfiles3
    @fangirlfiles3 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so good!

  • @dxnvers8382
    @dxnvers8382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:20? The girl that says please tell me what to do, I've been trying to find her for so long and I have no idea from what show/movie she is from

    • @aris.812
      @aris.812 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It s from gypsy a netflix tv show

    • @dxnvers8382
      @dxnvers8382 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aris.812 thank you so much!!

    • @aris.812
      @aris.812 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You re welcome!

  • @nuur2966
    @nuur2966 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This phenomenal 💕💙😭😭

  • @prashastiashok372
    @prashastiashok372 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love all your videos

  • @Jessica-zr5hl
    @Jessica-zr5hl 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is a beautiful video

  • @purplesapphire8836
    @purplesapphire8836 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is tragic and sad👏

  • @GossipVal1
    @GossipVal1 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow good job on this!

  • @kierar4905
    @kierar4905 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Does anyone know what show(or movie) 1:54 is from?

  • @eglantines8661
    @eglantines8661 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful

  • @mckenziewarden3486
    @mckenziewarden3486 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I struggle with tried to deal with deaths family relatives it's so hard to deal with that 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥

  • @Jessica-te4gf
    @Jessica-te4gf 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your videos are always so incredible!!! What's the movie/tv show in 2:08?

    • @maahmatchelle
      @maahmatchelle 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      If it's the closeup on the girl's eyes it's Riverdale, the scene before I don't know.

    • @Jessica-te4gf
      @Jessica-te4gf 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      it's the scene before :/

    • @marapaulie3662
      @marapaulie3662 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      astromedas Gypsy

    • @elloguvna6820
      @elloguvna6820 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It’s from gypsy

  • @lilianaivanicova4192
    @lilianaivanicova4192 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hello do someone have a list with these movies/shows 🙏🙏❤

  • @taherakhambata3620
    @taherakhambata3620 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    sorry but does anyone one know what movie or tv show it is 1:02 with the blonde girl?

  • @niccpink2367
    @niccpink2367 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    What show or movie is 0:29 the blonde hair girl with makeup down her face? And what is 0:31 the straight hair looking in the mirror not curly

    • @IzzysHere
      @IzzysHere 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      0:31 is Jessica Jones. 0:29 the actress is Taylor Momsen, I think it might be Gossip Girl but not sure

  • @magnusgabriel6710
    @magnusgabriel6710 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    They ask why I take snus(nicotine pods) and why I drink alc. 2 well they help me to forgot just for a moment a free moment, I miss u everyday leonie I love you

  • @nicole27777
    @nicole27777 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sober made me 😢

  • @lachainedunefille840
    @lachainedunefille840 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is soo sad omg 😭😭

  • @karlastruve7636
    @karlastruve7636 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I missed Elenor from the royals!!

  • @niccpink2367
    @niccpink2367 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    And last thing what movie or show is 1:13 please let me know thanks❤️❤️

  • @aaliyahmeyers5474
    @aaliyahmeyers5474 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    what show is 1:12?

  • @damnitzdonni1967
    @damnitzdonni1967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:07 who is she? the girl who said you remind me of mom

    • @baguettebtch
      @baguettebtch 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Its from the movie 'Perfect Sisters'

  • @ariahaze573
    @ariahaze573 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:23 and 1:29 movie? Please someoneeee

  • @carahilse3212
    @carahilse3212 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    great video❤️ from which show/movie was the scene at 2.06?

  • @athandileqwaqwa3375
    @athandileqwaqwa3375 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    please tell me the movies or shows in these video

  • @caitlinbraun06
    @caitlinbraun06 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    1:49 what’s that show/movie called?

  • @bal9944
    @bal9944 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    4 days sober

  • @TheLelo151
    @TheLelo151 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    what show or movie please 1:54 ???

  • @girlinbabypink4225
    @girlinbabypink4225 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2:38 ? Where is it from??

  • @freshmo5967
    @freshmo5967 ปีที่แล้ว

    Which movie/ show is 1:10?

  • @kasiakrupczak2718
    @kasiakrupczak2718 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    what show is 0:25 0:26 0:40 1:08 1:20 2:38 ? ♥

    • @elloguvna6820
      @elloguvna6820 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      0:25 recovery road
      1:20 gypsy

  • @ariahaze573
    @ariahaze573 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:23 movie?

  • @ionapawsey3896
    @ionapawsey3896 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Whats the girl in the purple jumper from? 1:51

  • @k-5608
    @k-5608 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such a beautiful edit and a perfect song to go with it I know you probably get this a lot but what show was .25-.26?

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sofa King awesome from dusk till dawn

    • @k-5608
      @k-5608 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      VEKProduction I’m sorry for bothering you it’s late here as well

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kat Duh hun its okay!!

    • @k-5608
      @k-5608 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      VEKProduction IM SO SORRY I know I’m being annoying 🤧 but I’ve been struggling to find out who .11 to .13 is Im really am sorry 😖

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kat Duh haha its fine really, its recovery road

  • @robertargueville1055
    @robertargueville1055 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    1:54 who's that? Somebody awnser me please

    • @beaversfan8116
      @beaversfan8116 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's Finn Wittrock in The submarine kid

  • @sabrinacardoso8614
    @sabrinacardoso8614 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What are the series or movie of that video? please say

  • @joeannie9618
    @joeannie9618 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What movie is that off of with the girl that said everyone makes me feel like I’m not right the way I am

    • @kulturevulture7233
      @kulturevulture7233 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's from the show How to Get Away With Murder. Viola Davis.

  • @cristinaabreu30
    @cristinaabreu30 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    0:59? (Before Effy)

  • @mykaylamcmann8424
    @mykaylamcmann8424 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    do anybody know what movie or show 0:12 on

    • @baguettebtch
      @baguettebtch 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i think its euphoria

  • @ariannyaquino6102
    @ariannyaquino6102 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can someone tell me what’s the name of the film when the video started?

  • @alexanderpaulsen7219
    @alexanderpaulsen7219 2 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @DanielaLealfabforever
    @DanielaLealfabforever 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    whats the movie/tv show that Kat Dennings appears in?

  • @tarasmiles7003
    @tarasmiles7003 ปีที่แล้ว

    What is the movie/shows shown?

  • @honeymvvnn8626
    @honeymvvnn8626 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    1:07??? Please?? It’s a movie?

    • @frip9569
      @frip9569 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Honeymvvnn if you mean the one were the boy tries to help the girl it’s ‘skins uk’ (tv series)

  • @sabrinacardoso8614
    @sabrinacardoso8614 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    What series and movies are you please?

  • @LuanaSouza-zk5cl
    @LuanaSouza-zk5cl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Quais séries?

  • @niccpink2367
    @niccpink2367 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What show \ movie is 28-29 blonde hair crying

  • @Mantosds
    @Mantosds 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    ficou simplesmente marabilhoso

  • @fateleeds
    @fateleeds 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    YASSSSS

  • @sadlife665
    @sadlife665 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Movies?

  • @niccpink2367
    @niccpink2367 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What show / movie is at 36 seconds