Amelia Shepherd I Sorry I'm Not Sober

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  • "Sorry I'm not sober anymore"
    Amelia Shepherd has been through hell, she has lost so many people, including her own son and overcome drug and alcohol addiction many times, yet she always comes out on the other side even stronger, this is one of the many reasons she is my favorite greys & private practice character.
    Caterina's acting is beyond incredible, I could not imagine anyone else playing amelia or being able to bring her story to life
    I'm really loving this song at the moment and thought the lyrics suited Amelia's addiction storyline so well, I tried to include as many scenes as I could but there were quite a few i still couldn't fit in anywhere.
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    Song: Sober
    Artist: Demi Lovato
    Show: Private Practice & Greys Anatomy
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  • @breakfasttales7688
    @breakfasttales7688 4 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    she reminds me of myself. god i love caterina, she plays amelia so well and is by far my favorite character

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      She really does! Caterina is incredible ❤

    • @guixlff3966
      @guixlff3966 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bom

  • @mehnazkarim75
    @mehnazkarim75 4 ปีที่แล้ว +646

    Addison and Amelia are real sisters

    • @rachelbui_
      @rachelbui_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Camilla Luna Mer cares, Even after everything Mer loves her.

    • @kihari5210
      @kihari5210 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Twilight Lover mer*dith loterally has called amelia a junkie so many times ..

    • @reganturner9593
      @reganturner9593 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I hope addison comes back to greys and her amelia mer and maggie become close

    • @guixlff3966
      @guixlff3966 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oi

    • @guixlff3966
      @guixlff3966 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kihari5210oi

  • @kissame104
    @kissame104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    Oof. 0:52-0:58 nearly broke me. Amelia is a warrior, as are we all. Thank you for capturing her so beautifully.

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aw thank you so much ❤

  • @chloegreen129
    @chloegreen129 4 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    She deserves an Oscar

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      She really does!!

    • @qurria8335
      @qurria8335 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Isn’t oscars for movies?

  • @charleyfalzon2346
    @charleyfalzon2346 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Amelia makes me believe that we can get past anything. Caterina deserves an award for this performance

  • @emilyseymour8273
    @emilyseymour8273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Okay but if you aren’t crying at the end of this because of how strong ameila has become I just wanna know why 😭

  • @Bomanshel
    @Bomanshel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    This is so powerful! Amelia is seriously so underrated. She is so strong. I’m glad to see her happy and sober with Link and a new baby💗

    • @neigeepierrot4694
      @neigeepierrot4694 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too she deserves all the happiness in the world

  • @leenshepherd-hunt
    @leenshepherd-hunt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Oh my god, I have no idea where to start...I am sobbing like a baby.😭 I love her such much it's unreal, she's the strongest!😭 Your video is sooo perfect, the scenes...the voiceovers...the effects... EVERYTHING! Thank you so much for this!❤️

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aw thank you for your beautiful comment ❤

  • @guilianagrace5167
    @guilianagrace5167 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Omggg I have been listening to this song on repeat for the past month and every single time I hear it, I think of Amelia and I have been WAITING for someone to make an edit. This couldn't have been done any better, thank you!!💕💕

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aw thank you so much 💕

  • @neigeepierrot4694
    @neigeepierrot4694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    God I love Amelia she is so strong and brilliant it really amazing seeing her grow over the years

  • @labadadada
    @labadadada 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I need more of this content. Fantasticc

  • @msfriendsfan4ever788
    @msfriendsfan4ever788 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Great video. I love hurricane Amelia, and I love Caterina's portrayel of her. Please do an Amelia video to the song siber by Kelly Clarkson

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you! I'll definitely check out the song and see if I can edit something for her with it ❤

    • @katjoy9260
      @katjoy9260 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Demi levo

  • @AlexaValentino
    @AlexaValentino 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i’m sobbing OUT LOUD

  • @jennynguyen3610
    @jennynguyen3610 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    wow! this is really good. thank you for putting all her powerful scenes together

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aw thank you ❤️

  • @VioletEmerald
    @VioletEmerald 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Amazing vid! You captured a lot of moments that are really varied from many episodes of Grey's mixed with Private Practice. I really love her story so much

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you ❤️ yes her story is incredible

  • @katjoy9260
    @katjoy9260 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think it illustrates a point we all have problems to overcome and they are different for each of us

  • @jj9922
    @jj9922 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Sobbing!! This is perfect.

  • @alejandraorduno3196
    @alejandraorduno3196 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The character development thoe😩

  • @angelicagiuliani1255
    @angelicagiuliani1255 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This edit is beautiful ❤️

  • @ksarah6565
    @ksarah6565 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This is so painful 😭

  • @damia.5974
    @damia.5974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    making me cry🥺

  • @eruiluvatar4526
    @eruiluvatar4526 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    She made me realize addiction actually is a disease.

  • @elirodrigues6426
    @elirodrigues6426 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Amelia com a musica da demi eh cruel de maiss😭💔

  • @sanikilian123
    @sanikilian123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    what episode is the scene where Charlotte comes to amelia’s door and says “you’re taking pills”?

  • @rayssasepolar7817
    @rayssasepolar7817 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    MEU DEUS EU TO CHORANDO

  • @ashleygray5239
    @ashleygray5239 ปีที่แล้ว

    Right? I just love Amelia so much she's my favorite character for so many reasons!! She has gone through so much losing her father at a young age. Losing the love of her life next to her in bed (I couldn't even imagine going through something like that.) And I'm also a recovering addict myself. 2 years almost 3 years sober!!! I am so proud of myself whether I don't hear it enough from people or at all. It's nice to hear someone notice how much you have changed as a person. but it only really matters to yourself and your higher power whoever that is! Most addicts have "God" as their higher power. I don't think I'll ever be on that one yet. I lost my mother to a drug overdose in 2016. I have come to terms with her death. But it broke me and ruined me for so long! That I didn't or couldn't cope with that pain or that loss. So I turned to drugs to escape to numb it all away. and when I finally got sober I was forced to deal with her death and actually let that pain into my heart it killed me inside. Because I numbed it away for so long and when I finally felt it I felt like I wouldn't survive it or that I couldn't go on without the drugs to get me by. But I survived it!! I survived living on the streets as a damn junkie! Being attacked by guys that wouldn't take no for an answer. that thought I was out there selling myself every chance I had. No I was different than the other girls out there I still had morals and still cared about people. The streets definitely wasn't for me. It was too harsh and brutal for me because I feel everything so deeply even high on drugs I was always caring about people that didn't think about me twice! Because I'm a good person I have a pure heart. and the streets couldn't even take that from me. Anyway Amelia shepherd is a warrior a fucking warrior like the rest of us addicts out there still finding our way home. & Some that never make it back home is way too many lives taken from drugs!!! Because they are the devil. And you are literally making a deal with the devil just for a taste to forget your own shitty life for a few hours or days even weeks at a time.
    Sober date: 03/2021
    I don't remember the exact day I got sober. Just the month and year! But I'll never look back to that life.

  • @LitchickNfriends
    @LitchickNfriends 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    @GulianaBrown, I feel the same way, exactly it is perfect for her!!!💗💗

  • @hgcbhc9648
    @hgcbhc9648 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    idont like one really but i like the scene in greys when she breaks down and owen grabs her and holds her

  • @robinwoollard6807
    @robinwoollard6807 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    where is that scene from that amelia tells someone she is an alcoholic? on 1:34

  • @anialaniak1605
    @anialaniak1605 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    What episode is 1:33? Awesome edit!

  • @katiebenson5193
    @katiebenson5193 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    if someone gave me the choice to continue being type 1 diabetic or continue being a drug addict id happily be a type 1 diabetic

  • @colineliessens8275
    @colineliessens8275 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Where cand we find all this scenes?

  • @danicaxbrynne2540
    @danicaxbrynne2540 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m on season 13 of greys should i go and watch the private practice after i finish or should i watch it now

    • @haileyfrank6419
      @haileyfrank6419 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I don’t know if you decided yet but I’d totally watch it ASAP

    • @danicaxbrynne2540
      @danicaxbrynne2540 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@haileyfrank6419 okay thank you and yes i started watching it

  • @aniajakubek1263
    @aniajakubek1263 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    What episode?

  • @neslygonzalez522
    @neslygonzalez522 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    eso en donde aparece

  • @brianeybermudez125
    @brianeybermudez125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Name of the shows ?

    • @nelar860
      @nelar860 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Private practice and grey's anatomy

  • @DanielaSabbag
    @DanielaSabbag 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What ep is 1:46 ?

  • @anajuliiiaaa
    @anajuliiiaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    0:01

  • @neoscencez
    @neoscencez 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    As an addict this is horribly familiar.

  • @DanielaSabbag
    @DanielaSabbag 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What ep is 0:16

  • @jiannepatt191
    @jiannepatt191 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is this in private practice or Grey's Anatomy?

  • @mariacapellina4745
    @mariacapellina4745 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Addison hizo mucho apoyo en Amelia xd

  • @elloguvna6820
    @elloguvna6820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    0:24 what season and episode is that ?

  • @varsharaman2166
    @varsharaman2166 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Where are all these scenes of Amelia's life from?

    • @sammican14
      @sammican14  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Varsha Raman most of them are from private practice, greys anatomy’s spin off series

    • @varsharaman2166
      @varsharaman2166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sammican14 Oh thank you!

  • @katjoy9260
    @katjoy9260 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why did she never tell Derek he would have been in her corner

  • @leonadelbarba1828
    @leonadelbarba1828 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Those videos pretend me from taking drugs…

  • @AlanaMae
    @AlanaMae 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Kinda reminds me of myself. Not with drugs but with sh

  • @elloguvna6820
    @elloguvna6820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    1:15 what episode and season. Is this?

    • @KaileneSmith
      @KaileneSmith 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Season 5 episode 8

    • @elloguvna6820
      @elloguvna6820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@KaileneSmith thnx (:

    • @KaileneSmith
      @KaileneSmith 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@elloguvna6820 no problem

  • @KitTaylorMusic
    @KitTaylorMusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This edit is amazing, so In love with it💗💗 I wrote a song about Amelia, would love if you could check it out on my TH-cam page, I’d appreciate it