What Does It Feel Like To Die?
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Did you know that at the time of death there is a burst of energy within the brain that many associate with a near-death experience that could last up to 180 seconds?
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I want to die peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather did, and not screaming in terror like his passengers.
Haha wait a min-
This has to have more likes.
WOW
I’m sorry what?
That one was good lmao
gamers don't die they respawn - Martin Luther Lincon
You're right !!!!
Yeeee, noobs getting pwned
David Gross you respawn in other battle not a big difference, and there are modes where u have instant respawn noob..
Disciple Demon Top kek no one plays the other autistic modes for realsies doe. Its all about comp
David Gross maybe if you would have friends you would play 4 vs 4 local match..
Death is bliss.
No worries.
No Care.
No feeling.
Just free.
i prefer having all emotions with downs and ups instead of feeling nothin...i love my life
Free? Lol idiots
Make Sense what makes u think that
"Samal Sachin" Maybe death is, but dying isn't or not necessarily.
@Samal Sachin, death is nothing (as far as we know). There is no "resting" in peace, because resting is for the living. There is no experiencing "peace" because the dead cannot experience anything.
We will find out someday
Oof
Only one way
I wanna find out today im not scared of dieing more so of how im gonna die
@@gabbinator3775 ???? Are you okay?
@@gabbinator3775 I'm so sorry i didn't want to say that please forgive me bless you.
I drowned when I was fairly young (obviously not to the point of ending up properly dead). I don't remember much of it clearly but I'll attempt to recall what I can.
I remember choking on the water and then breathing it in when I couldn't hold my breath any longer, this enormous feeling of pressure and weight on my chest and this sort of uniquely intense pain; it was like being able to feel the entirety of my lungs for the first time because every inch stung like you wouldn't believe, but it was also cold because of the water's temperature.
There's a point just before that where you just go into a frenzy trying to fight it and somehow get yourself out of the situation. After that, once you get into the point where you aren't able to fight what's happening there was this overwhelming feeling of panic - in hindsight it probably lasted only about 15 seconds but I swear it felt like about 5 minutes while my lungs were filling with water and I was just freaking the fuck out. There's a weird point where that panic just immediately drops off, it's as if you're in a boat going towards a waterfall and you're scared to shit, but the moment you go over it's gone. I could still feel the pain but it was almost as if I didn't mind it, it's like the sensation just gets put on the back burner in your mind as if it was nothing more important than a light breeze on your skin would be.
Any sort of sensation from my body faded, limbs first, and drifted upwards to my head. If you've ever been startled while you were going to sleep - in that moment when you're barely even conscious and then snap back into reality you'll know what I mean. It's a lot like how your body relaxes and sort of turns off just before you fall asleep. It felt really peaceful and quiet, serene even. After that it just sorted of fogged up and I blacked out. Woke up in the hospital. Every now and then I swallow a drink and breathe in at the wrong time and get a bit down the wind pipe and it reminds me in an instant and scares the shit out of me for about 5 seconds and then I'm fine again. It's really quite strange.
All in all, I would recommend you avoid drowning - you've gotta go sometime but... there are much better ways to do it than drowning, of that I can assure you.
***** It's certainly unpleasant either way. It's relatively quick though, so at least there's that I suppose. Better than bleeding out for hours or some such.
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Hahaha, yeah; I can't exactly recommend it, that's for sure.
13ullseye Drowning sounds terrifying
Jacob G
It certainly is from what I remember, not for long, though - if that's any consolation.
13ullseye Drowning is my strongest fear,according to scientists,it's very close to your story:
"Victims first panic and try to hold their breath, typically for 30 to 90 seconds. Survivors have reported a "tearing and burning" sensation as water enters the lungs - but it is quickly followed by a feeling of calmness and tranquility. Oxygen deprivation results in loss of consciousness, the heart stopping and brain death."
Since we flashback our whole life before we die...
What if we are all about to die and our life is flashing back in slow motion??
good to know that I'm not the only one to think that. but what if we never did because we constantly relive out lives every time we get to that point? oWo
oh MY GOD DANK LORD SAV ME
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mind. blown. (2nd comment i said this on)
Eric Persa good
I get anxiety thinking about what's gonna happen after I die or when I'm gonna die... I don't want to
*Frozen Hot v2* Yeah same bro. But don't worry it'll be quick and painless. And I hope that after you pass, you find your way towards the light.
I'm not a Christian BTW
Exactly it's so confusing like what happens
I feel you bro, same here.
@@ashiyahrose2071 Trying to know what it will be like is like trying to know what next weeks lottery numbers are gonna be. The odds you will be right are really really tiny. And by the time you find out, you won't care about it anymore.
Death awaits us all
im so scared of death that i went here just to know if dying isnt that bad as we usually think
Same here..
its not, its quite nice actually, the white light your memory flashing past you. x but, I would recommend staying alive, If It is worth it to you, If you can.
All I just know is remember darkness when I was born
@@malrose3297 yeah me too
sarah mills - me too, but at the same time I always think about the people who are confronted with a slow and excruciatingly painful death; wondering how horrible that experience is until death arrives later on
My grandpa suffered a heart attack in his bed at night and at some point and he says at one moment he felt a calmness that made no sense considering the situation. He claims to remember looking up, into all blackness, and felt almost as if he was floating into it, but he then saw light, and our other lost family members seemingly looking at him through the light. Upon seeing them they said "Are you ready?" To which he replied with "I'm sorry, I"m not ready" and all of a sudden, he becomes conscious again in the hospital. Pretty crazy shit.
+Geo Shannon Wtf
that's pretty cool man
thats cool man
+frost mages ftw Yeah, just seems unreal, especially coming from an atheist man
Cool
8 years ago I had a heart attack while in the hospital , was talking to the doctor while he was looking at the ekg and asking the nurses how I got there , he just drove in. At that point I fell flat on my back felt no pain no symptoms and died was in a very bright cloudy place with people everywhere couldn't see there faces. All I felt was the greatest peace and love I ever felt. I awoke feeling wonderful asked if I could leave was told no I had to be evacked for emergency surgery. Never once did I feel symptoms or pain just peace and love.... I'm now 56 and live every day as a adventure and have no fear of death I will welcome it.
Thank You IPlay
well I have insomia
And you also IPlay
I also had a similar feeling I was technically dead for a few minutes and I saw nothing it was like I was asleep
Same here, but God also spoke to me♡
A few years ago I had a very similar near death experience to some of the last few described. I was in a large crowd in the city of Toronto. I started chocking on what I was eating and at first I thought oh I’ll be fine just swallow it, but it got further stuck. I tried gasping for air but could barley get any air at all, and then my neck became swollen and my breathing completely locked up. At that moment I went into a sort of hyperdrive and started to talk to myself in my head trying to figure out all options to save myself. All I can compare that feel of helpless-ness when my options had run out was like running to a door miles away that’s closing. It was the most terrifying feeling I’ve ever felt in my life. My gf was there crying and her face kept changing expressions out of sheer fear. I did come to a realization that it was probably it and I didn’t want to accept that but something was there with me and it told me “it’s okay, you don’t need to breath anymore just... relax okay it’s gonna be okay. Don’t fight anymore” so I then tried that and it felt so good. I had a rush all through my body like the most potent drug had covered me with a blanket of love and warmth. A few moments later i had flashes of memories and it seemed like I relived portions of my life all in order ending with a grand finale of a very brief re-introduction to every person that I had met in my life. After that I knew it was over, I felt sad and I felt I had reasons to still be alive but there was no one or anything that would help me out of it it seemed, it just wanted me to experience this even if it was the last and something felt very meaningful and spiritual about these last moments. A bit after that I think my vision started to mess up and I don’t remember what happened but I went to a place and it looked NOTHING like earth. I was floating, and the light was as if it was trapped inside the air like coloured smoke that shimmered and sparkled. I felt weightless and honestly my next thought which I clearly remember was partial sadness i was gone for ever (so I thought..) combined with the greatest almost sexual joy I’ve ever experienced in my entire life. Honestly I don’t think that same feeling can be experienced here alive and on earth. I was floating and ever worry and problem that ever weighed me down was seamlessly gone. I had a full understanding that I had died, still retained all of my memories from being alive on earth, and was fully aware of all that was happening at that current moment in time. I can’t completely remember if I still had a body or not so I’m not sure if I was floating or walking but I could move around. It was like I had shed my body and was now complete with my self as a soul ? I’m not quite sure it was a very odd feeling...this may not seem believable but what I saw was a small rolling hill with a large tree that had huge branches stemming from it. My old dog that had passed away was there as well and seemed to be able to communicate with my head without speaking. He looked excited at first and then was startled. He told me softly that he was very happy to see me however I was not suppose to be there, and sort of turned to walk away but kept looking back to me. Something asked me next if I wanted to stay or go back and I said no I wanna stay ! I didn’t want to have to die again for a second time as it took so much energy from me. Moments later a voice echoed through the whole world I was seeing and it seemed to be projected towards me laughing and yelling with a kind of joy saying “NO ! YOU HAVE TO GO BACK ! THIS ISNT A CHOICE YOU MUST GO BACK NOW!” I shouted back saying no I don’t want to! Giving reasons for why I did not want to return but it laughed over me and said TOO BAD ! Moments later I saw a bunch of light and then it sort of contrasted to black/white and I was being picked up by someone to do the hymlic monover and the man (I think) had to do it about 7 times before everything was out of my throat. I coughed up tons of pop that I tried to use to wash the stick object down. I remember I thanked him as I was crying and gasping for air but it was more important to breath so I took a moment to catch my breath. Afterwards I started looking around, I called out... I even asked the people that saw everything and were there the whole time where the man had come from and where he went to but... he was literally gone. No one knew where he had gone... he just... disappeared. I am happy to be alive, I know people my not believe this but I’m not lying, this is what I experienced and all I can say to anyone in fear of death is... it will happen when it’s necessary and after those few short moments lol they do feel like an eternity 😂 it P U R E bliss. I’m no longer afraid of the experience of death. One day, I hope to go back there to stay, like when I die naturally or when my time comes. 🙂
I’ve never wrote about this story before, only told friends but that’s my story.
Did time freeze or did you wake up to another world?
Wow that’s a lot
I got way too many chills and my eyes were tearing up
Ok so today i was scared to death of death.Hahah you see what i did there didn't ya.Anyways.I was so terrified that it was all going to be just darkness and nothingness but this comment is so calming and it just gave me hope.
kovam1812 k
Gamers don't die. We respawn
Leevi Siimes i’m proud to be a gamer girl now
- A gamer that died shortly after hitting by a car
Get a life
Reminds me of Minecraft
Tell that to Etika...😭😭😭😭😭
Am I the only one scared of death ?
( Shit, I'm too young to think about death wtf )
Actually, Death can happen whenever it wants to happen.
eh, i want to die all the time so idk
Pika then you need help
when someone doesn't get sarcasm
Cosmiko Same
1986 I was having surgery to remove my left kidney and lymphnodes because they were cancerous. One of the surgeons had cut a main artery and I bleed to death. Medical records confirm this. What I recall , at 6 years old, was being put to sleep for the surgery and suddenly I'm in this brilliant white atmosphere with no gravity. I'm standing next to a tall figure that speaks into my head (like a thought). I feel absolute peace, calm and happiness. No worries, no pain, and no other bodily functions. This "voice in my head" that I somehow knew was from this entity beside me said, "You are not yet done my child. "
My next recollection is waking up in the middle of surgery, can't open my eyes, move any limbs or use my mouth. The most horrible pain ever from my stomach and a lot of people saying she's back, with loud beeps, clapping, crying and bustling noises. I struggle to move and scream. Then I hear them yell out that I'm awake and someone saying shit, put her under now! The doctors told my family that it is a miracle that I'm alive. I bleed out, they ran out of blood to give me, then my heart stopped for 2 minutes, then it started again with full blood pressure. The team of 30 doctors, assistants and nurses all visited me when I was awake later that nigt to see me. They shook my hands and gave me hugs. Many of them saying I'm a miracle. One because I'm alive, two because I'm the first successful survivor of Wilms Tumor. All previous children died shortly after surgery or before surgery. The National Wilms Tumor Study Group in Washington continues to follow me and study me. Yes, I'm a miracle. I don't know if what I experienced was all in my head when I died, but it felt real.
Mary Brown thats a crazy life experience
Very unique
SuddleMercury cool story bro
Paul Ahrenholtz what's your problem?
Horst Odensack dont have 1 .
I just want to see my brother again in any form when I die I miss him dearly and I hope he's not suffering
I'm sure he's not. ❤ I'm sorry I'm a year late but it's no less true today.
I'm confused, you are scared to never see him again, or he died?
@ I'm guessing her brother died rip
💔🙏🏽
Accept Jesus Christ and you will be in everlasting peace ❤️
i’m scared of letting go of everything and consciousness just leaving i hate that
I’m scared of not existing anymore. I don’t know what that feels like. Imagine not existing anymore. Just darkness. You won’t even see darkness. It’s like wtf
@@princeofnigeria7913 ALL OF US WILL DIE BY YEAR 2100 ALL PEOPLE YOU KNOW ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW LIVING STRONG ALL OF THEM ARE ALREADY DEAD AT THAT TIME EVEN MYSELF WRITING THIS AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE COMMENTING.. NO ONE ESCAPES DEATH!!!!!
There is too much evidence for a wonderful afterlife. Too many people experiencing peace and contentment when dying, too many people who are resuscitated having information they couldn't have. Independently verifiable information. Lifelong blind people seeing and describing things in detail that they could have never seen .
@@princeofnigeria7913 yeah, not being conscious anymore. That my biggest fear, we can't even imagine how it is like. It is nothing, and nothing is imaginable, because there is nothing to imagine
My view on death is simple.
We've all been "dead" before ... - before we were born.
Before we were born, we didn't exist and when we die, "we", or our consciousness slips back into that state.
Being non existent once before doesn't seem to have bothered me, so why should I feel fear returning to that state in which I came? It's almost like returning home in a odd way.
I just hope the actual act of dying isn't painful. That's my biggest fear.
Exactly my thoughts!!
at least if it is it will be the last pain you feel
Savage Vids but before you were born you didn’t complain , don’t now .. enjoy your being my friend
if its like that then i cant wait. itll be like sleeping the most comfortable shit ever
@Arky2012 how does it lead to a fucking soul?
Why is it that all humans naturally have this fear of death,even though we all know one day we will be dead.Humans are always scared of what we don't know.
Because nobody wants to die lol
kamilah Paul its kinds cool that only people who died knows death, you know what I mean right? kinda hard to explsim
Captain hazama idk man, I think once ur dead... ur dead, I don't think you would know because you no longer have a conscious
Boats N Hoes true but who is to say consciousness isn't another form of matter? matter can't be destroyed, only reformed we might just turn into space dust
Captain hazama true, I guess we'll find out in 60 years lol
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Hope ur doing good bro
i'm sorry for your loss, hope your doing okay. ❤️
Piece of shit, who ever shot him! Should get popped in the face 😡
Who the fuck is GS Craig.
I was in a head on collision in 2016 with an suv , I felt the flash and pain of the impact and i was out , I was up in the sky looking down on my car and body and suddenly I just woke up in my car touching myself , it could of been a quick a dream or something but I didn’t see any lights or weird stuff just the scene ,The impact must of just knocked me out, I couldn’t move my legs and my head was bleeding but I was glad to be alive, actually shocked than glad , Changed my life, 3 years later I’m still struggling with it , it got the best of me I was always strong but i loss a lot of childhood memories, sometimes I wish I would of went on , my kid was 2 months old when it happen , he’s 3 now going on 4 , I haven’t worked since that day , so I’ve been with him all day every day for this span so we attached, he’s the only thing that keeps me alive and trying to get better
One time my airplane lost pressure on the way to Florida. I couldnt get the oxygen mask to work and slowly passed out. I then remember seeing clouds in a blue sky. I was lying down somewhere. I lifted my head and body up to see a grassland as far as the eye could see. I then looked to my left and saw Governor Chris Christie and the feelings of horror set in... i was in New Jersey.
Blue Steel I almost choked to death laughing and I agree with the independant.
Blue Steel I lolled to hard...
Blue Steel best comment on this video!
Amazing, you should be a freaking comedian dude!
Blue Steel Lmao
I had a near death experience when I told my indian mom that I failed a test......
*oOf*
Raid ?
Um I had a near death experience with a chancla when I told my Mexican mom no
Hahaha so funny. How do you come up with this stuff
Kyro hahahahahaha lol
I feel like when your dying, you feel pain once, your heart has it’s last beats you can’t feel yourself and your consciousness fades away, and then it’s just like before you were born... nothingness...
actually
Artyoma everything is nothing,, All the then and now , nothingness
you don’t feel any pain or your last beats... Just death
There is too much evidence for a wonderful afterlife. Too many people experiencing peace and contentment when dying, too many people who are resuscitated having information they couldn't have. Independently verifiable information. Lifelong blind people seeing and describing things in detail that they could have never seen .
@@BriggsDCory there is really no proof for an afterlife
When you see me in the afterlife, we could have fun and do what we want. Who's in?
Look for me buddy
Ye
Me🤘
Hey!
ThunderFace912 me I’ll be at the most expensive movie theater in heaven
since our life flashes before death, do we just go in an infinite loop of reliving our lives over and over and over again
charlotte.O213 2 when you were a fetus you saw blackness and heared no sounds was that bad
True. I think the issue primarily regards our conscious. What happens to it? Maybe the concept of losing our conscious is something rather hard to grasp.
WINDEX no it's just like 20 or so memories like 10 second memories before you ever started to experience death
WINDEX Imagine blacking out but not waking up. There you go
Sarah Birklenson close to what buddha said..you dont take your body or memories anywhere but get born elsewhere cant remember past and lives again according to your past lifes actions consequences
I can't take anybody who hasn't died yet seriously on this topic.
MartinJʀ but you won't know anything because u can't think? or see?
***** kinda hard to comprehend death
Ikr
impossible to comprehend death
MartinJʀ you can't describe death with brain logic.. dark? not knowing? you can't see or feel not knowing without a brain or eye site
I’m honestly scared to die tbh like the fact Imma be gone so long and not to see new things that are out or be around is crazy
that‘s exactly how i feel. i feel you.
@@scx619 same here I'm so scared I shouldn't of clicked this video
@@Sadgiantsfan everyone has to die one day bud
We will all eventually meet death’s door.
You are not going to be "gone long" you will be gone forever.
Im 25 and passed away when i was 21 for 32 minutes when i was working as a firefighter in NC. I was ventilating the roof and the portion i was on collapsed and i fell through ending up in the second story master bedroom. The fall ripped my mask off and knocked me out cold. The smoke eventually took my life and i died. I remember floating out of my body above the scene of the fire watching the crew and hearing "FIREFIGHTER DOWN" then i felt pure love and peace and saw who i know was jesus christ and many people all around me including my father who passed away 4 years earlier from cardiac arrest. I was told my time was not yet finished and i hadbto return but i pleaded to stay. I woke up in the back of an ambulance after being brought back and was in agony because i had broke my back in 2 places. i had to relearn to walk but am doing much better now. I no longer fear death but im ready for the day i go back.
Blake Miller beautiful story sir Jesus Christ is life 🙏🏻
Hallucination/Dream
Then how did I know after I was declared dead my mother had placed a cross necklace she had got me for Christmas which was 5 days before my accident? When I woke up from my coma that was the first thing i said i thanked her for my necklace. They were the first words out of my mouth and my mother and the doctor couldn’t believe I knew about it because I had been dead 25 minutes but I saw them all and everything that was going on at the time even though the white sheet had already been put over me and I was declared dead.
For real?
@@nimsay3531 There is too much evidence for a wonderful afterlife. Too many people experiencing peace and contentment when dying, too many people who are resuscitated having information they couldn't have. Independently verifiable information. Lifelong blind people seeing and describing things in detail that they could have never seen .
what if we are all aready dead and our lives are just in a constant loop
What did you smoked?
Samuel Faict What have you smoke?
Or in some kind of coma dream and unable to get out. I have often wondered this.
Sholockman PC reincarnation nice!
i guess that would explain deja vu. lol
We are not afraid of death itself, but what comes after death
Very well put my friend
Exactly... we're not afraid of the pain we're afraid of the unknown.
yup
you struggle to breathe, your heart struggle hard to pump blood and trembles and shakes... you become sweaty, you feel a intense urge to live but you know your body is giving up.. your mind just thinks like a mad person..you want your family to be near you and think they might comfort you with all this insane pain and thought.. you gasp for air, and think again about all the things you lied and cheated and hurt your close one..you apologize and plea that you could not be a better person..you promise yourself and god to be a good person so that you can live this beautiful life once again which you didnt cared about...... when you survive you will be a good person for few days and again when you become healthy you will be the same asshole and you wont value the life and loved one..
Ikr
I stepped on a Lego once I got pretty close then
STICK THEMAN 😂
Bro 😂😂😂😂😂
Holy shit i dont remember posting this comment
Hahahaha
It's so hard to get that ''nothingness'' feeling before i was born so how will i feel after dying.
You can't get the "nothingness" feel because it is literally nothing. You always have something going on in your mind or around you. You can't get it until you die.
Because before you were born you were in the womb and your memories couldn't develop
That's cause you can't feel "nothingness", you will become it. Or at least in this world.
@@Andrew-qz1pn BUT HOW, HOW CAN MY PERSONAL VIEW DISAPPEAR, THAT CAN'T BE POSSIBLE, I HAVE TO CONTINUE TO BE ALIVE SOMEHOW😭😭😭😭😭
free pencil I’m glad I’m not only one who remembers nothingness feeling
I was with my grandfather when he past away from lung cancer. All the family was there. He’d been “gone” for two days, no sign of life but still alive. No movement, no speaking etc. Seconds before he passed, my uncle was sobbing, then my grandfather opened his eyes, looked at him and put up his thumb as if to say “ everything is good, don’t be sad”. Then he was gone for real. I never could understand this.
Tori White wow. Almost exactly how my grandpa died, I just wasn’t there to see if he gave my uncle a thumbs up, but it will be creepy if that happened! everything else you described is exactly how my grandpa passed away. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dude that’s heavy .... when my pop passed away , he looked at my grandma and said “I think it’s time to go home mum” ..... grandma said “were already home bulla” .... after this my pop just looked around the room ... smiled at grandma and uncle Owen , then he closed his eyes and drifted off
Tori White My dead husband came to me in a dream with no setting no walls, no floor. He just smiled the whole time.
He said everything is good in the past, everything is good now, & will be good in the future (telepathically).
So things were NOT good in the present, & got worse.
So I started studying NDE's. All the "light beings" communicate telepathically, & there is no time there! Not as we experience it!
So he meant ULTIMATELY we would be together & everything would be good. It seems like forever to me, but not to him & ULTIMATELY everything will be good. Just not until I die. But this life is like a blink.
🙏🙏🙏
MARK FULMER Coke head junkie
I wish I was never born so I don’t have to experience death. I love life.
Caliduchey you can begin a school of thought , wanting to avoid something that much that you are willing to give up the thing you love the most.
Before you were born you were experiencing death so...
I wish I can die right now my mom dont even want me to exist and I want to die a long time ago and the only reason why I'm still living until this point is I dont want year of my mom spent to raise me is a waste
@@khoibut6206 please don't hurt yourself. I'm glad you exist. Find new hobbies and live life!
vmartin11
My near death experience was crazy. I was doing 90s on this dude and he phased through my wall and hit a 200 dmg headshot. Then all I remember was a bright light and seeing my friend. I was saved and all I saw were 5 bandages, an assault rifle, and a shotty. True story btw
Consciousnesses/mind and your body are 2 different entities, if you die, i believe that your body and your consciousnesses will split, leaving the body dead while you will be drifting away in possibly another spiritual world (imagine astral projection but without coming back)
The dead person can be found completely alright in another universe. Suicides are easy to find.
Maybe that's part of the 95% of the universe we can't see or experience. Dark matter and Dark Energy.
@Ajoxada Jerk
“And He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be any death; there will no longer be any mourning, or crying, or pain; the first things have passed away.”
About 30 years ago I had to have surgery for a tubular pregnancy. I remember going to sleep, then looking down, seeing my body on the bed, and hearing the nurse say my blood pressure was 70 over 6, and "we're losing her". Then I felt like I slammed back onto the table, and when I told the doctors what I had heard the nurse say, they were dumbfounded.
Another time, I was sleeping at a friend's house, near her tv. She woke up early, and woke me up much later. I dreamed I was falling back to Earth in a sort-of spiral, and I saw the exact cloud formations as I got closer. She turned on the tv to a live news station, which showed a satellite weather photo, and the clouds were EXACTLY as I had seen them. I am convinced that it was a genuine out-of-body experience. I felt like I slammed back into my body after coming from somewhere in outer space.
Woah...
or your dreams correlates to what you can hear on tv
she said they turned on the tv after she woke up :P
Carol Jo Martin You were on your way to Heaven. Or you might not remember seeing it and already saw it.
It's called subconscious and dreaming. You can drift between these two and experience weird things wich is hard to describe. There is no such thing as sci-fi about our death. 😂
My grandfather passed away in 2016 after a long battle with heart disease and in the months leading up to it there were some strange occurances but the 2 that I'm about to mention particularly stand out. It was roughly 3 months prior to his passing that he had a major heart attack and was in rushed to the emergency room. I'm not sure how the doctors kept him alive, all I know is that he was pretty lethargic when I saw him and he was painfully moaning(his words were hard to understand too) . We stayed by his side for many hours because the doctor pretty much told us to say our goodbyes. All of a sudden he very clearly said "I think this is it" we all got up and stood around him and he asked us all to touch him. We all put a hand on him and he took a very deep breath and got momentarily silent. He got back to moaning and being lethargic and eventually I had to leave the hospital. He wound up surviving and coming home about a week later because he was the toughest man I've ever met. I went to visit him soon after he got out and he was all jokes and laughs as usual and he told me he didn't remember anything from the hospital because of all the drugs they had him on. My grandma would say things like "I asked him if he remembered -this person- coming to visit or -this person- telling him this and he said he doesn't remember any of it." We were all aware that his days were numbered so it was only a matter of time before the tone shifted and became more serious. That is when he admitted to remembering one moment at the hospital. He said "I thought I was about to die and I wanted you all to be there and I remember you all putting your hands on me and then I felt a peace like I have never felt before." A few months passed and we had a bad flood down here in Louisiana. During the flood he had his last heart attack and the paramedics were not able to get to him in time. At the funeral my grandma mentioned that he was in such a great mood for about a week leading up to his passing but he had a few strange outbursts. She told me that one night they were watching TV and he asks her "who are all these people" of course she was confused because they were alone but he insisted that their house was full of people and he didn't recognize them. One night he looked at her and says "who was that man?" again, she was confused and asked "what man?" he told her that there was a man who stood beside him, put his hand on top of his and said "Don't worry, it will all be over soon". She told me at the funeral "I don't know if he was going crazy or if there really was a man but he passed away the next morning." I'm not sure what any of this means but it brought me peace after he passed because I believe that he found that "peace" he spoke of and finally just let himself fall into it forever. No more pain, no more suffering, no more stress, no more fear, no more missing his son. Just "A peace like he had never felt before". I hope we all find that same peace when we leave this place.
wowww thats astonishing and amazing the bible says there will be no
pain no suffering he will wipe away all tears and what you've said here is part of it
Wow :0♡
How did you have time to type that is one of my many questions
@@patiencemudzambgwa6544 BRO my grandpa also before he died said there were people and it was too bright in the room..... I really truly believe God is real
I remember my grandfather told my gramma the same thing about people . And my gramma bless her heart she is still alive and great, but when she had a surgery and putting her to sleep she almost died or something and she said while waking up she saw people waking in the corridor wearing white clothes and instead of corridor it was a field, all Green. Who knows what’s up but honestly I wish it doesn’t just end. I had a near death experience and I don’t remember anything. It’s a weird feeling , it was as if I was aware of black nothingness yet I didn’t care as if it was de facto. Makes sense ? I can’t even call it peaceful, it was just de facto.
I'm not sure if I was near death or just fainted but i passed out for a few minutes and what I can remember I felt this warm, happy, peaceful, free, light, beautiful feeling came over me, I never felt that in my conscious life I was upset my bf brought me back right after because it was so beautiful I wish I could of just stayed in that feeling forever but after I was glad I came back. He said he was shouting my name and shaking me a while before I can wake back up.
When I die I want to go to heaven😭❤️🥺
Me too
Me to I’m really scared of death
there is no such thing as a afterlife. you are just a advanced from of bacteria.
@@justinroberts1448 if believing makes them feel less afraid of death, just let them be, man.
Plottwist: its not real.
my aunt was giving birth a few years back, she nearly died her heart stopped beating for a good 20 seconds, during that time, she said that she felt no pain, but was embodied with love, and had the feeling that everything was ok, she then said that she began to rise up, out of here body, and saw the doctor's working on her, and saw her husband paralyzed in shock, she said that she began to rise up into to this dark long tunnel, wit a very bright pure light coming from the top, then she heard a voice that said , it's not your time to go, and was lowered back down into her body, here heart was beating once again but was unconscious, she woke up hours later, after the operation was over, she had bore a son, who was healthy, and told her story to her husband, whom shared it with us..................interesting aint it?
That's very interesting. I recently came across an interview with a woman called Anita Moorjani who also had an out of body experience close to her death (due to cancer though not pregnancy) and it was similar. She was looking at her physical body from an unattached 3rd person perspective. I believe we are deeper than the physical, we are ghosts in machines.
***** Yup, I agree. I wish I could experience it for myself, but at the same time not really because I don't want to die haha
Ian McCormick my mother has experienced something similar
Our conscience is something out of this world. I believe that there is a whole entire side to this universe, a side where humans are incapable to think about. Therefore, we can't prove it nor disprove it.
same thing happened to grandmother.. she died and she saw them working on her
I tried to ask a dead person what it feels like to die and he ignored me. How rude.
Dude That's F ed Up
cainster thats not funny 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
😂😂👏
Gghj Cchj it’s more than just funny. I love it loo
cainster that is not funny messed up
If death scares you, think about this:
Imagine what it would be like to be immortal. No, seriously, try and imagine it. Imagine being 2 million years old, being completely done with life, but there being no possibility to escape life in any way. Imagine being 2 million years old and knowing that you will keep existing for ETERNITY. 5 milion years, 100 million years, 5 billion years, 100 billion years, 5 trillion years, 100 trillion years, 500 quadrillion years, it just never ends.
That would be the ultimate hell. Being stuck in this physical reality for eternity without the possibility to leave. I genuinely can't imagine anything worse.
It's funny how immortality is something that alot of people wish for. They probably don't fully comprehend what that would actually mean. Immortality, having to live and being stuck in this reality for eternity is a thought that frightens me to the core. I'm so glad that we die instead and will be at peace one day. Although i wouldn't mind it if life didn't go as fast as it does.
It's funny to think about how we often feel like time is going really slowly, but when it has passed it feels like it went by in a flash. I think everything is just perfect the way it is. I fully give in to the laws of nature and accept that it's all outside of my control.
Ever though about being born over and over again (reincarnation) for all eternity..... Isn't that somewhat still the same hell you fear except only difference is you won't know/remember. That frightens me to the core
@@royrodriguez4079 Yeah, actually I've thought about reincarnation alot and seen alot of evidence/material that convinced me of it for a while. And yes that's true, reincarnation is very similar to immortality and thus similar to this "hell" I'm speaking of. But as you mentioned, since you can't remember it anyway it's not hellish in your experience because you're only aware of living 1 human life at a time, but if you were immortal you'd just be 1 consciousness that never ceases to exist. Even when the sun has gone supernova and black holes are starting to consume our entire galaxy, there you are in the year 156 trillion still existing for eternity 😂 For me that seems like the ultimate torture method of all torture methods. Imagine being immortal and being buried alive.. Immortality is a very scary idea to me, much scarier than death. Reincarnation has a somewhat similar feeling to it but if you can't remember it anyway, and your perception is that you only have one life, then it's not nearly as torturous as having one life that never ends.
Elix3r okay, here I go... I’ve also thought that reincarnation exists... but, imagine an asteroid or idk a huge huge huge tsunami destroys the WHOLE world. Everyone dies. Will we reincarnate into another thing in another planet? I mean, that’s why I think reincarnation isn’t really true... you know what im saying? (Sorry my English sucks) and I totally agree with what you said, who wants to live forever in this shitty world.
@@sugaconda2864 Well, there is no proof or anything for reincarnation so for it just remains an idea. To answer your question though, there is a way to interpret reincarnation that would fit in the picture regardless of what happens to this planet. How i see it is that all consciousness in the universe is one collective "entity", spread throughout billions and billions of different bodies. So essentially, we aren't actually the individual people we perceive ourselves to be, but rather just the consciousness of the universe experiencing itself, through many different physical manifestations a.k.a our bodies. If this is the case, then that means that essentially we are all the same consciousness of life. People die and new people are born every day, every person has the same experience of "i am this person". So you experience the life of this human body you are in, but when you die, other people will be born who experience the exact same thing, and the cycle continues. If this planet gets destroyed there will always be life elsewhere in the universe, as it is so unbelievably massive. I don't see reincarnation as individual people being born again in a new body, but rather as all life being one collective ocean of consciousness, and individual people being a drop in that ocean of consciousness, meaning that were actually all the same consciousness, but we can only perceive the universe from one individual body at a time, creating the illusion that we are individual consciousnesses while in reality we are all just life, and in this case human number 105,355,831,011 and human number 105,358,312,044 or whatever. The rest (like your name, weight, height, mental conditions, IQ, personality traits, age, hobbies etcetera are just labels tied to this physical body you are currently experiencing the life of. If that makes any sense.
I think humans die too soon. We should live at least 2000 years, that sounds good. You can live in an age of zero technology, and also live in an age of super technology, or a time of supreme extraordinary technology. You would have time to do anything you want, to see so much different events and things happening. If you think that's too long, we would be used to it. A dog may think living 100 years is crazy, and would be so boring to live all that. But every human wish they would. And what if everyone was immortal? How would that be? Very easy I think, no need to worry about anything. You could just take a bath in lava, or stay underwater the time you want. No need to spend money on safety, or healthcare. And everyone you love would forever be with you, going with you to any adventure you want to try. It would be quite sad to see earth die, and wait hundreds, or thousands, or millions of years in a spaceship to get to a new planet. Or maybe we can find a way to bring earth away from the sun, and heat/light it with another star, that would last longer than the sun, and then we do it again, and again, and again... Honestly, it would be better if in this situation the universe didnt change at all, our sun lived forever and so earth and moon.
The thing that I hope is like when I die I am gonna be a ghost and I can scare the people that bully me
Lizzy Loves Cats Loves cats I don’t find that funny..
@@dulceloyola354 no one asked u to
My God.
I certainly wouldn't want to become a ghost if that means i would have to roam the earth for eternity without even being able to interact with anyone normally.
Why do let people bully you?
There are many near experience survivors who afterwards know information they could not have otherwise had access to, such as what people in neighboring rooms were doing at the time.
Eugene Khutoryansky Or they could think that, they may of seen their neighbors doing something but never actively though about it. That and with how vague and plentiful the descriptions are one has to match up with real life. Like Lucky numbers/predictions you get on a fortune cookies, out of all the cookies it not unlikely that one matches real life and may be a winning number to a lotto ticket
asdf30111 Except that these were not vague descriptions, and it was more than just one single piece of information. Yes, you can guess the winning lottery numbers by chance, but if you win the lottery every day, it is worth investigating further.
Eugene Khutoryansky Give an example?
asdf30111 Here is one link:
www.near-death.com/experiences/evidence02.html
asdf30111 The article you provided doesn't fall in the same category, since this boy didn't have any information about events he saw during his NDE that can be verified by other witnesses.
what if the light at the end of death was just a new hospital waiting for you to be born. And the reason you're crying is because you miss everything from your past life
ChrisReads CreepyPasta
Life is a simulation. Look it up.
A comforting idea, but little more than that.
you stop that
Wait.. wtf did you do with my head!!!!
Then I would I have just killed myself multiple times just to prove it to myself.
I’m scared of dying and forgetting really good memories, memories that made me happy, I just think, “what happens if I just die and there is no afterlife, no heaven or hell, just emptiness.” It just makes me sad that my death is inevitable and can’t stop it from happening, I really wish there was something that existed and let’s me remember everything and this kinds of encourages me to make people happy and try to aim for the highest in life, life is to short to be doing small things. Hopefully I can die at a old age of happiness in my sleep.
What if you die and then wake up in a bedroom and some dude next to you said
"Welcome back...how are the drugs?"
some people experience this type of disillusion from REM dreams
I was in a coma for 2 weeks. I saw nothing just blackness, but when I awoke I felt like I had the best sleep anyone on the planet had and ever will have.
BEN imagine the ones in a coma for a decade... Until they realize how long they've been asleep.
Fart Farmer that's possible
In SpongeBob at least
Wasn't it boring? Just blackness?
You mean it wasn't like sleep where it fells like everything goes by fast and you just experience every moment of it?
BEN For me it was the opposite
bruh I'm fuckin terrified of death I'm only 19 but for some reason it's all I keep thinking about its been like this for a week it's not like a fun fascination it's me like panicking to myself over this
Duh, I've been thinking like that since I was, like, 7
I'm 13 and I'm terrified of it too I feel you
#NoRubberGang RAW you'll get over it, I was terrified when I was 9.
Same
I chase death, but it always runs away ;c
If nothing last forever that means that death can't last forever as well if you really think about it
In this physical life yes,
But eternal afterlife that's another show ☀️🌎
Or perhaps "nothing lasts forever" means that death lasts forever, because death is nothing.
@@sireromen5364 Yes. The only thing we are certain of is that death is permanent. If there is an eternity, then that is the closest thing to it.
Ya see that’s where your wrong
silentshot244 Not how that works. Death is literally the term used to describe the end of life - the end of existence. Existence is of course what is being referred to when someone says that nothing lasts forever. Everything that exists ceases to exist eventually, including us. Existence is temporary.
I had a horrific LSD trip that I can only describe as feeling like a near death experience. I didn't have the warm motherly feeling keeping me calm though, I felt beyond isolated.
The motherly feeling comes from a dmt trip ...sorry u had a bad trip tho that sucks ...
I think we all know exactly what death is like. Try to remember how things were before you ever born. If you can remember that, then you know exactly what death is like. We were all dead before we were born.
Actually when you were in the womb your were alive and u were couscous and you could dream
Alright i'll rephrase that, try to image how things were before you were a zygote
+PipiLongStawlk
Better: Try and remember things before your father was a zygote.
+D Franklin34 Or better still, before his father. And his father. And his grandfather. And his great great great great great grandfather. In fact the first ape common ancestor. In fact the first animal. In fact the first life. In fact the earth. In fact the universe.
We are all just a destined chain reaction.
I definitely agree with that SUM1
I hope death isn’t just dying and then boom just pitch black No thought or Remembering or thinking of anything just nothing pure black nothing. Kinda like closing your eyes and thinking nothing I hope death isn’t like that.
一千八百1800 HUNDREAD it’s not god is real and even if u don’t believe in him he will still forgive u don’t worry just call out his name when ur time of death comes
Мариян Иванов So u don’t believe in god
Мариян Иванов I dont want to be judged for having my religion (christianity) but if we are strong enough to have thoughts and actual minds, there either has to be something out there or some people will think there will nothing for that matter. (I'm not going to judge someone for having those opinions) We all truly dont know exactly what happens when we die (Maybe in the future-future). Yes reality is a thing, and we can't walk away from it. But at the same time man, this world is weird, confusing, and sad. (And plenty of more examples) The thing is, I have faith. I was grown up like that, but we *all* will experience death at some point. And let me tell you, I'm scared... and confused with death. But I accepted that I'm going to pass away one day.
Мариян Иванов people are born with no belief? Should I mention the world's first athiest is diagoras if melos?
Before your were born, did u CARE that u weren't born??? Think about that...
my mom just tells me that there would be a shockwave of feelings right when you die, mostly fear (like slipping away from existence)
but if you can overcome that feeling.... you become the universe...
pregnancy be like
Oh, So that explains why I have no dreams sometimes.
nicolasSWMS What are you talking about. You don't remember your dreams unless you wake during or immediately after them.
StorePlanet we all have dreams actually unless you try often to remember, you generally immediately forget what you dreamt which common for most people
JetoxTV I’ve been having vivid dreams lately like a couple days ago I had one about my brother dying I felt like I was actually there fully conscious of everything around me. It was the longest dream I’ve ever had I remember crying a lot in the dream and when I woke up my eyes were drenched with tears it’s kinda weird tho
@Alexander Sterling Yes, but you only dream during REM (deep sleep), and unless you wake around this stage of sleep it will be much harder to remember the dream. For example if you get woken up while dreaming you will most likely remember the dream, compared to waking up normally after a full nights rest. If you get a full quality nights rest you most likely will not remember your dream.
@Alexander Sterling You actually dream every night and just don't remember most of the time.
Has anyone ever thought, that death is just and endless dream? Perhaps when you die, there is no sense of time, so it lasts forever? Seems more comforting and reasonable than "oh you rot in the ground"
Ya man thats exactly what i think also i mean your conciousness lives on as a dream
shot by shot yea like when people say that "it was the realest thing they ever felt" its because there is no second reality. and its like a lucid dream that you control completely using the things that you like (i.e the concept of heaven)
Yup. U have a very realistic dream for all eternity. And the good and bad things u do in life, defines how that dream would be, because that dream could only come out from ur life's experiences.
toads are beast
I've "died" when i attempted suicide, but brought back. Unfortunately it was a very resounding sense of nothing, the best thing i can describe it was imagine no memories, no thought nothing, and only something i could identify after i was revived. think of it like sleeping whilst you are sleeping you dont think about "not being awake/alive" until you are woken.
Pretty scary but as i said whilst in that zone you dont notice because you are dead. Sorry to burst your bubble but like logic suggests, once your brain is gone your thoughts are gone.
The Gombie it depends on the suicide (hope that's not to personal). if you hanged yourself, there would be no oxygen to your brain, therefore, no memory of what happened whilst dead. but if you like bleed out, or took pills, then the brain activity would go on for 3 minutes after death. and because there i no concept of time, there would be no end. I cant really explain why you didn't feel nothing, but hopefully you go somewhere the second time around
My grandfather died not long before he actually did pass away. It was 2 weeks beforehand and he was brought back to life. He was not a religious man at all and didn’t believe in life after death. When he came back he told us he “saw the angels” and it was beautiful.
Yes suuuuuuuuuurre
kylie sturzaker lmfao i totally believe you
kylie sturzaker that's a sighn God gave him a chance God bless yall
R/thathappened
egyptian wolf he died 2 weeks after bro lmaooo
My grandmother had spinal meningitis when she was younger and lost blood flow to her brain and her heart stopped beating for 10 seconds. She said she felt hands grabbing her and lifting her up. She said she saw a bright light and felt no pain. Then she said she felt herself pulled back down and the pain was back when she came to.
Also, when I was at my great grandmothers bedside during her last moments. She started looking at the window and talking to her sister that had died in 1918 from the Spanish flu. Fascinating subject.
I had lab work done in 2000. I am one of those ppl that tend to pass out. I was in my very early 20's at the time. The year was around 1999- or 2000. After my lab work I stood up. I started to see stars. I told the nurse what I was seeing. And she said no one passes out on her watch. I sank bake down into the seat and everything went black. Now I am in another state. I felt myself descending into darkness, darkness was all around me. And I said aloud in real time. " I feel at peace here" I said . the nurse yelled for another nurse to help her ( back up) I was between the waking world and the sleeping. I sank and sank. I asked "why are you shaking me?" the nurse later told me I was going into convulsions. The voices seems like I was 500 yards in a tunnel and they were at the entrance. So disent. I felt a burning in my nose and a pain in the back of my head,as I smashed my head to the back of the wall.
Here they had giving me a smelling salt and when I came to I cracked the back of my head on the cinder block wall behind me. I know I was not dead or close to dying. But it was the craziest thing.
I believe that whatever you believe happens after you die. If you're an atheist, it's nothingness, if you believe you'll go to heaven, you'll go to heaven, etc. My evidence for this is that when atheists have a near death experience they describe it as a fade to black, just like they thought, but when a Christian has a near death experience they see God and Heaven. This is just a theory.
+A Turn In The Game Of... I hold this same belief, I'm glad to know I'm not the only one
So because some people were never taught we have nothing? That's nice.
+A Turn In The Game Of... The power of the placebo effect
Am thinking the same thing
Agreed. The law of attraction. Our mindset has everything to do with how we live our lives. I imagine it's the same way when we die.
Here's a story: We had a dear Great Aunt who passed away in Mexico. We could't make it to her funeral (because over there they bury the dead same day or next day after someone passes.) So our family in the USA couldn't go and we didn't have any other information about her. Years later;
My uncle had his appendix removed, but before he was able to have the operation, it exploded inside him. Doctors said he wasn't going to make it and to prepare for the worse. In his Near-Dead Experience he describes a women in a wedding Dress reaching out to him. Before he is able to touch her hand, she holds back. And she says "It's not time yet." He wakes up telling us he saw a beautiful women in a dress.
Later we found out our Great Aunt was buried in her Wedding Dress.
No one told us about it.
Also the man in the video you were talking about who was in a coma for 7 days wrote a book!!! "proof of heaven" By: eben Alexander
I had to stop reading it thou... It honestly started to scare me. (in a good way) very
Over-welding and amazed by this book!
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Joeyblondewolf2 Wow,You should be a story teller or write a book about that “The wedding in heaven”
I'll read that book next. Thanks for the suggestion.
My mom died a few weeks ago and I can't stop thinking about how she felt as she was dying and where she is now. She was a devout Christian and felt she knew where she was headed but I lean more towards Buddhism and with this, feel uncertainty about many things about death. I just wish I knew she felt peace when she left and that she is in a better place now (she was in so much pain before she died.)
My little three year old brother died,over night when I was five...when I woke up only my grandmother was there, I ask where everyone was...she gave me a hug, and said they'll be home soon..when they came home my brother wasn't with them, so I ask where he was...they said he went to heaven...I ask when he was coming home, my mom said never...the same year my great grandmother died she was in her 90s...so at the age of five i understood, that age has nothing to do with death. Enjoy every moment you have, because we don't choose how many moment's we receive....share the positive freely with all..and refuse to let anything take it away
Whoever reading this.
Hug me when you see me in afterlife
Hopefully we meet
No problem I'll keep that noted, see you on the other side one day
I got you! Let's ride camels together in the afterlife too.
Marcy Robinson who you talking to
If we all see each other yell out "moose" and I'll know it's the "guys from TH-cam"
i'm curious.. if you died by decapitation or a shot to the head, would death still feel the same? like the brain shooting energy or anything?
I like the way you think.
TheComputerGeek010101001 Have to see all possibilities!
I think when u get shot in the head u just go black and not wake up
adrian zambrana hi
there is 0 dmt in the brain, you fuckwit.
I think that death is just like a dream because when you go to sleep your brain literaly shuts down until you wake up .
Sorry for bad english
No a dream does not have the same intensity of reality is your awake but death have even more intense reality than you are awake in this world
Ohh if u knew, your brain doesnt shut down at all
You have better English than half the people in this comment section
RuDoLf one’s brain doesn’t shut down when they sleep. If it were to completely shut down our heart and all systems in the body would grind to a stop 🛑
RuDoLf you don’t wake up. that’s the scary thing
My theory is that when we die, we get reborn at a different place, time, maybe even as an animal, forgetting everything from the past life.
What if a homeless man you once saw at the street may have once been Albert Einstein? Quite the interesting thought.
That’s Hinduism lmao. Ig your a Hindu
It's not "your" theory
Imagine saying you created Hinduism in 2019.
@@sircuhmscisionalot8930 in Hinduism your future life depends on your previous life choices, what I wrote was that it doesn't matter what you did, your re-birth will be completely random.
@@IronDizaster Actually, you said nothing about karma, but sure.
30 years old now. When I was 18 I purposely overdosed to commit suicide.
I was on anti depressants and had sleeping pills from the doctors with 3x repeats. In total, 72 anti depressants and 28 sleeping pills.
I was pressured into marrying a woman 7 years older than me who forced herself into my life when I was 14. We had a child, a mortgage she didn't work and was extremely abusive.
At the time I thought it was normal and that's what marriage was like. This time when she hit me I left. At work her friend called to yell at me as my wife had told her I was abusing her and not the other way around.
I remember just hanging up and walking to my car and driving home. I didn't ask to leave or tell anyone.
I went to my mums house who yelled at me before I could say a word. She also believed the lies. I thought if the one person who loves me the most won't believe me then who am I to fight this world. I hated my life.
I found $20, bought a cheap bottle of high percent rum. Drove to my favourite beach. Pulled out my old high school notepad from the back seat .... Yep was that young..and started writing goodbye letters while downing 5-10 pills with big gulps of alcohol.
Pretty soon I thought it wasn't working. I was feeling fine. I remember seeing a fire engine and then wanting to puke. So I took the last of the pills and foolishly drove to a gas station to buy water so I didn't throw up.
A friend of mine saw my erratic driving and followed me.
Here's where I don't remember anything. Apparently I drank water in the carpark. Was slurring my words. Couldn't stand up. Was smoking. And then locked myself in the car.
A police car nearby was waived down and he coerced me to get out. I apparently had a incoherent conversation with him while the ambulance was on its was when I collapsed again and stopped breathing.
The police officer began CPR and the paramedics took over. I died two more times on my way to hospital but they brought me back.
I have no memory since leaving for the gas station to waking up in hospital two days later.
I had machines connected to dots all over my body printing something. I didn't see light, dream, hear sound or anything.
The doctors checked my pupil reflex, did more tests, put me into counselling, told me off and handed me a bag with my clothes I was wearing which were all cut up at my chest.
Since you committed suicide I think than you didin’t go anywhere
when it's my time I want to just go and be gone. I don't want to die slowly even if I'm actually dead already. I just want to die like BOOM. instantly.
mael Sonco it doesn't work ..death hurts like ten thousand punch from a very strong man it doesn't matter how quick u r death is .
but if you're a good person u will feel nothing but happiness
muhammad
somehow i doubt that haha, it doesnt matter how good you've been in life its gonna hurt.
Sean Hardy no its not .I've seen many people died while smiling
Sean Hardy I've seen a half body of syrian soldier who died while talking and smiling with his squads .u can see it.on TH-cam
I fainted and died for sometime that’s what people witnessing me said later..while I was lying on the floor to the outside world but inside or wherever I was I saw a very bright light but I was aware of myself..my consciousness was separated from my body..thn I was thinking what is this light surrounding me and why I cannot see anything even though I m seeing and after sometime I started Hearing people talking and finally came back to so called senses...It was weird ,unreal but that self of me was so light and without any pain..it is hard to explain...Now i know very well there’s more to life thn physical reality..
My grandfather just died 08/18/2020. It was so scary to see him like that. He died in the middle of the night on his toliet & was found around 6am last Tuesday morning. I went over & said my goodbyes. It was soo hard. He was like a father figure to me. No lie. I watched them (hospice) take him out in a body bag & to just think of that , made me think about my own death someday. I've been getting nightmares & major anxiety. I'm terrified of death. I will admit it. I have a phobia of it. I 4get what its exactly called tho. But seeing my grandfather dead made me fear death even more.
Kinda makes you wish you we're never born now that we get to see all this stuff feel new things we don't want to go back to nothing forever
Izlosthope there’s no experience of non existence
"Out of the blue and into the black, they give you this but you pay for that"-My My, Hey Hey
Your fuked up I’m happy I was born because I’m great full. YOU MUST TOO
Honest Scammer - Dang, well said ;(
@@saiyanc137 pog reincarnation
I remember years ago an old eccentric Astrophysicist was ask the philosophical question , "What all do you think is out there in the Universe?" He pondered for a few seconds then said: "Everything your mind can imagine, plus things you can't even begin to Imagine. "
Mark56 Big lies.
I was thinking the same.. and I believe so
Mark56 m
There are many things to our mind that we do not know. Thus making death itself truly an illusion.
_Some philosophical shit right here bois_
Was announced dead on scene, the most I remember is being in a somewhat conscious place I didn't know I was dead, everything was a blackish gray kinda like purgatory room then I was instantly ripped back into life, sometimes I miss the feeling it was peaceful and almost felt like home but I was waiting for something to happen in what felt like 10 seconds there was around I assume(no one knows) how long I was out for but I'm guessing 30 minutes atleast , when time becomes a game you know there's more to life than we know and what science can prove have a good day yall
Good work on this buddy 💪👌👍
I hope at some point this week you go in depth on DMT and it's connection to death and dreaming.
Art Murder I Concur.
Art Murder Please make some videos about Psychedelics in general.
Do some yourself trace and tell us about it so you can actually talk about it.
Art Murder Psychedelics please
Art Murder Pretty sure this a science show
George Rickard they did a video about MDMA recently aswell, (tons of factually false stuff was said in it.. facepalm)
Guys don't be scared! We all experienced death...
Before we were born.
Enginex See thats what Ive been thinking because I remember before I was born it was just a dark quiet peaceful sleep.
Enginex well nothing happened I don't remember anything
Grumpz011 Gaming that's impossible
Death is a side effect of being alive. How can you experience what comes after being alive if you didn't exist prior to your current incarnation?
Aaron Gentry if your body and mind decay after death then it would be no different than before you were born, nothingness. (or at least thats my thought on the matter)
I had an experience while using psilocybin mushrooms that was similar to a death experience. During my trip, I experience the source of all things. I felt the nature of life and death, and gain much more respect for death than I previously had. So much so, that I'm struggling with coping with the living world. There is a balance between life and death, and what I've discovered is that we don't really end; we our energy is transformed or transferred into something else. Death is just a catalyst for change.
I had alcohol withdrawl induced seizures in bed and my heart was beating really strange and fast/heavy. I couldn't process any thought in my brain and just felt like i was staring through a window but still conscious . Then i blacked out but it felt like my eyes were floating in an endless black but i couldn't felt the presence of my body anymore. I just knew i'd finally killed myself in that moment. Then I came back into conscience but when i came back it felt like I had drowned and I was full of adrenaline with my whole body pulsing. 28 yrs old and a little over 9 months sober now!
Having recently losses a dear loved one, this adds some relief knowing during his final moments he did not suffer, but instead got to relive the best memories and moments of his life before the end.
What if our life, our day to day operations are actually all a dream... and when we dream that it what the reality of life is, thus when we die we meat our reality. :O
what are you smoking?
Brain fucked
Isaias Cardoso 4:20 dard
you aint the only one with this thought XD
I think so
This one was described by my grandpa
everything will go pitch black, there is no time but eventually you’ll come back in this pitch black area with a light that you will walk to. When you go through it, it looks like space with a ton of stars, and he says it was beautiful. A light behind him came up and that’s when he walked through that one and he came back to life. He would later die, but that was his last words. He described it as being very peaceful and nothing to worry about.
I still think about if you go far enough will you see other people, we will never know until it happens, but death is whatever you make of it
fear is the reality of not being able to comprehend or understand what is going to happen. fear is also the feeling that stops us from dying. if we are high up, we feel fear of falling. yet when we die, we don’t feel fear. i feel anxious about dying even though is is decades away. but i don’t want my family leaving me either. no one knows what happens after death. maybe we just go back to nothingness again. maybe our soul scatters our across the universe and forms another living cell which can one day be controlled by our consciousness. either way, there is no point worrying about dying because that’s just wasting valuable time which could be spent enjoying life. if you feel anxious or depressed, talk to someone. if you are scared of death, you’re not alone. every single person alive in the existence of life, has and will die. we all die together, but feel alone. if you are reading this, take this into consideration and really think about what you want to accomplish in your life and how you can make your life and others better. thankyou🖤
My experience was strange. My heart stopped for almost a minute and my "vision" or experience or whatever you wanna call seems to be unique.
All I saw was my girlfriend in my vision. I was looking at her through water. In my experience, I was drowning and she was reaching towards me trying to pull me out. All I was telling myself was to get up. Do it for her. I heard those words in my own voice, like a thought, but much more vivid. When I sat up in my vision, getting my head out of water, I woke up in reality gasping for air. It was like the most vivid dream I had ever had. No white light, no feelings of peace, nothing. It was like my brain was trying to make sense of what was happening. To me it's like my brain came to a simple conclusion. "You're not breathing, you must be drowning". When my heart stopped, my eyes were open so I'm thinking the Image of my gf was on my mind and my brain decided to do something to make me resist the urge to die.
interesting
De fuuu
Well sir you were bless
you were about to die, but you didn't. your brain saved you.
+Tyler Duschel let me guess... she cheated on you later on sometime
Weird.. I got a feeling that if you are dead, you will be born in a different universe and different time
Same...
That makes me feel better about death
@@90moredays34 not me, than you will have to start all over with that process again. I still have my Hopes up, when I die, I'm still going to be me and I will be in heaven where it looks exactly like earth but death doesn't occur and you'll meet your love ones again
Alex Gutierrez yeah.. i just really hope god or heaven is real
Legal High, username checks out
I went into Sudden Cardiac Arrest while I was in Middle School in Gym class while running laps. All I remember is seeing blackness and hearing a loud buzzing sound. I felt incredibly warm and comfortable. I ended up being shocked and airlifted to the hospital right after. I was in the hospital for a week before I woke up. It felt like the best sleep I had ever had. That’s all I remember from it. I’m now 22 and healthy as ever with a pacemaker/defibrillator in my chest
I was in 3½ months in coma after an accident causing a short near death experience, in which I lost my heartbeat.
You’ve taught me a good way to explain this near death experience followed by moths of coma... yeah as you told us... LIKE SLEEPING WITHOUT A DREAM!!
i really want to believe that when we die we are born on another planet. i hope so. i dislike this planet. and i hope everyones family goes to that same planet and you all meet each other.
...would if when family members and friends die here, their consciousness/energy is held in a waiting room until everyone else catches up and dies. then everyone travels together to a new habitable planet. wouldn't that be lovely..
every day i'm so empty thinking about my loved ones leaving me. i really don't know what i will do to myself.
You are not the only one
If only you knew the truth. It’s better!
Bro u dreaming to much.
Give your life to the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be reborn in heaven with your maker you will never feel such a pleasure I promise.
Aww sis, hugs :). I getcha. Stay strong. People only truly die when we stop remembering them and being impacted by their energy. Take the teachings your loved ones have taught you, carry them with you, and use them. So long as you do that, they are not dead. Their physical body may not be around, but they are alive in you. All the best.
Who else came here contemplating suicide? Edit: you're all so nice telling me not to do it. But anyway my life has really improved since I posted this and suicide is no longer something I'm always thinking about. It does get better trust me.
Edit 2: well its 3 years later, im still here. Im so glad I kept trying to live. Things do always get better. I appreciate everyone who left a thoughtful comment. I do still have struggles with depression and mental health in general. However, death is never the best option. Stay strong everyone who might be going through something tough. Even when it feels like its all over and you just have no hope, there is always a solution, maybe you just havent found it yet. But I promise you will feel better soon. Take care everyone
Joseph St John wtf is wrong with you
Fr0STYY You've never been depressed have you
I came here thinking I have cancer
Joseph St John once I started think oh my about losing my family members and death, I get extremely depressed, i now spend more time with them then on games, knowing one day, I might bot see one of them again
Me.. I just really wanna disappear and idk if my soul will still exist in this world or somehow become a ghost when I die so I'm trying to figure out what really happens when u die.
I once had a drank that was spike with out knowing, but the experience of the High made me feel something similar to what you said.
*Death just sucks especially when you don’t deserve it 😥 it’s just sad cause you just can’t live no more it’s over it’s just heartbreaking 💔*
Well I know how it feels to die on the inside
Brandon Williams I very much hope you feel better now.... I felt like that for 15 years after I got out of the Army in 1973..... Honestly, I hope you do not feel the same way!! Once I quit drowning in memories and alcohol, I started feeling more human everyday... Hope your most excellent dreams become your reality!
Ron F yeah I feel you, sometimes I jerk off so much I can’t feel my left nut, we all have our ways of coping with stress and depression.
No kid, you don’t know. Trust me.
Me too.
I feel you bro, I'm dead on the inside and Ima commit suicide
I had a car accident, and there was a moment when the pain just went numb, not only the physical pain, but my mind as well, I just calmed down and focused on what was happening and even considered the idea that I was about to die and that it would be fine.
Then the ambulance came and here I am.
But everytime I think about it, the fact that at certain point your body just gives up and stops, freaks the hell out of me.
Adan Aguilar im glad ur still alive :)
DrSterlingSimmons nice to lighten the mood
We are scared of what we don't know, and even if we do know ot someday...we will want to be alive, we want to see what happens
Adan Aguilar same thing happened to me when I was 15. It was almost peaceful. There was so much commotion and yelling, but it’s like my mind was silenced and all I could do for what felt like forever, was observe and look around.
Adan Aguilar same experience ! But I believe we survive events like war etc because of demons or angels protecting us depends on who you serve ;)
I had a near death experience....saw the tunnel a beautiful light...I said wait I'm not ready I felt I had unfinished business...I woke up back in my body I felt I needed to see a doctor...I did that day found out had blood clot in my body....my only older brother passed away 2016 ...that's was my unfinished business...I planned his services... but if I get a chance to see that light one more time I'm going towards it and never turning back....😞
One time when I was young I drowned. I nearly died. I chased my grandparents dog onto the ice and fell through. I remember being dead. It was light and warm and then I saw what I believe to be God or Jesus.
Anyway, I may have only been like 4 but I remember having conversations with this force. And I asked it if it's my time and they said no, so I asked if there's anything I can do before I go back. And it said I need about tree fiddy. well that's when I noticed that the spirit was 17 stories tall and covered in green scales and I said goddamn you Loch Ness Monster I ain't giving you no tree fiddy
You got me🤣
😆😂
I don't understand. Energy can't be destroyed, only converted. Either the law of energy is wrong or that energy is transferred into something we as humans can't comprehend.
[154thTN] Seth Adam I've been trying to work this out too.
What makes you think consciousness is made of energy? It is not, it's an interaction between billions of neurons, not an energy in the brain.
Energy can also be dispersed. That's what the 'heat death' of the universe is about.
Read into texts of Hinduism and Buddhism ..Texts say that Energy is transferred from one form to another..thats why concept of reincarnation .to achieve enlighment person keeps on coming in different forms..until he learns his lessons and becomes pure. And face his karmas in every birth to learn from them. There are many true stories of past lives.where people remember their past lives and memories are there with them in this life too. explains kids as young as 2 being a professional musician. Skills which they had acquired in past life.
If the soul is real, then it can be considered a form of energy reverting back to its state of equilibrium l post death.
As sad as it is, there's likely nothing after death.
No vision, no thought, no perception of time or reality. Literal nothingness It's very hard to comprehend for our brains, impossible even.
Try and think of nothing.. to the point you're not even aware there is nothing. It starts to make your head feel funny. Because it's one of the few things the brain can't imagine for you or even come up with something relatively close by comparison.
It's sad, but ok. Because you won't even be aware of death, it'll just be pure nothingness.
It's this inability to comprehend death and there being nothing that's caused all these theories of an afterlife and religion in general. Scared of it all ending, forever.
I don't know about other atheists but the idea of being anywhere for an eternity sound horrible to me, paradise or not. Eternity is damn long time to be anywhere.
Benji Ward Um sleep..?
Benji Ward I am equally terrified of death and eternity; living or not. I cannot fathom eternity in nothing as much as I can life; whether I would have the resolve to maintain my sanity, my personality, or my memories. Would I ever experience all the world has to offer, or tire of my existence?
I had surgery wasn't major just don't wanna share why but they put me to sleep and it was like nothing like when I woke up I was like oh that is what it feels like to be dead Just Nothing and the experience is fast
Benji Ward It's not too difficult to imagine. People may not want to imagine it. But what was it like 100 years before you were born? Can't say? Of course not. That's how it will be. Time for us stops, we quit noticing anything.
Like a dreamless sleep, or general anesthetic. I had to go under 3 times for my wisdom teeth extraction and a cyst caused by impacted wisdom tooth. I played game with myself the other 2 times, because each time I never knew the exact moment I lost consciousness. None of the 3 times did I notice the exact moment. Just suddenly I'm awaking. Difference from death, you don't wake back up, you remain not noticing anything anymore. That's the likely scenario.
It's similar to sleep, probably. But still probably very different.
Because remember when you're sleeping you're brain and body are still very much alive, active and communicating.
Even if you're not dreaming you retain some consciousness, you'd never wake otherwise, or react to pain and other things in your sleep.
Sleep is probably the closest thing to being like death but at the same time i feel its still very different.
Because you still feel something even in sleep
I had a near death experience 12 years ago the first thing you feel is lightness like you weigh nothing and a distinct feeling of being detached from your body... Then your vision suddenly becomes really sharp like supersharp eyesight after it turns orange/red colour to earthy brown colour and a white light in the centre starting small then encompassing your entire vision after the white light it just goes black... Last sense to go is sound becomes muffled and a weird unusual noise starts to develop which I clearly remember a bit like someone crunching foil near your ears it become intensely loud and suddenly stops... At this point I saw less but felt more my being itself call it a soul if you want was free and it is huge massive like my boundries melted away and my soul unravelling to this enormous size i felt complete and utter peace no worries no concerns no rat race no nothing utter bliss... Going back into my body again was the most painful experience ever... This sudden and vast collapsing crunching of my being/soul into this unbelievably small container thats my body... A FLOOD of pain and intense sensory overload sight hearing everything on complete overload and the most intense and painful wholebody pins and needles you can imagine... When your being/soul finally packs into your body the pins and needles are so painful you can't move and just are in complete agony they so intense that I remember seeing them in my closed eye vision as intense dots of light eventually everything slowly starts to settle... However a very strange and unusual feeling stays with you well it did for me for like a hour or two of coming back a sensation of noticing the weight of your body and how gravity and the atmosphere above you is weighting you down you a distinct feeling that your body is heavy, not only that but you can feel the weight of your bones inside your flesh it's a strange feeling which lingers... I had a sudden cardiac arrest at an airport... I saw no vision of any land or anything nor did I see flashback of my life...
when my heart skips a beat and I cant catch my breat, and panic sets in with mixed feelings of excitement, and acceptance