The dark night is a terrifying experience. A lot of people think they went through a dark night or many because they were depressed. The dark night is a whole other level.
It is!!!! It’s so so painful. It’s facing yourself so deeply you may want to not be here. It’s desperation, desolation, feeling so abandoned and lost. More even when you have no one to talk to about it.. someone who may understand.. it’s just beyond human
It does do this im afraid. It’s all about the way we reacte in our experiences. I felt the same, but then realised, i had become free. You cannot grow around old friends. They will never understand.
Thank you brother, good to see you are doing well. 7 years later, on this spiritual journey, I just realized that "I got no more game", whatever I thought I was, whoever I was is no longer there, something fell away. For instance, if I even think of perhaps meeting a woman, for example, there would be no game, meaning the ego that would be so confidant, full of things to say is gone. There is no desire to "try" to get anywhere or have some end result. The reason to do anything has been gone for awhile. I hope you understand what I'm saying, I'm sure you do. And, the entire meaning or purpose of life is a non issue, there is none. Just flow, allow, accept and don't force (non resistance ). There is an order to it all. Love and blessings🙏🏻💜🇨🇦
I had a psychosis 6 months ago as the psychiatrist told me. Went 5 days without sleep halucinating. After that depression kicked in. Still dealing with it. Life feels pointless right now had a terrible experience all this months.
Stay strong, we are in the middle of a huge awakening, when you come out on the other side you will be able to assist the ones coming after you. It’s all for a reason…sending you Blessings. ♥️🙏🏽♥️
Choose the thoughts of transformation and Healing . My psykosis was kundalini awakening and it blew out very fast a huge layer of delution. Be positive about it No matter how dark it feels . Be the Observer of hell
The long dark night of the soul is not depression, and has little in common with it. It comes from the place that is not yet known, from the great consciousness, and one only hears the calling when we finally break in the mortal construct. It is the fall of ego, and the rise of the divine purpose, and the greatest gift of all, knowing ignorance is gone, and responsibility begins
You must have heard my meltdown earlier. I’m not surprised I was ready to scream and never stop. I was contemplating driving into the countryside just so I could have a mega scream. Thank you for describing my day so well, you weren’t hiding in my house were you? I was an RN and I’m not going down the medical route I’m feeling a bit better hearing your reassuring advice. Filled with shit is such a better description than being given a bunch of pills and labelled depressed.
Nights in white satin, never reaching the end Letters I've written, never meaning to send Beauty I'd always missed with these eyes before Just what the truth is I can't say anymore Cause I love you Yes, I love you Oh, how I love you-oh Gazing at people, some hand in hand Just what I'm going through they can't understand Some try to tell me thoughts they cannot defend Just what you want to be you will be in the end Cold-hearted orb that rules the night Removes the colours from our sight Red is grey and yellow, white But we decide which is right And which is an illusion
I have been going through this for 10 months now. It's hard! Difficult to see if there's light at the end of the tunnel. But seeing other comments I realised that this may be a long journey. Am I strong enough? Only time will tell. Thank you for this video.
Trevor, you are wonderful! You are the only channel I’ve found that talks about the dark night in this way. When I was going through mine, I found a lot of comfort and gained understanding through your videos. At last! Someone I could relate to! thank you so much, you helped me alot! Much love to you. 😊❤❤❤
You know? I’ve noticed, people in the system.. if you have to deal with them for work, or other reasons, but you pretty much out of the system mentally and emotionally… they don’t get you anymore. They may not even like you, they might think: what a weird person? What an unpleasant person.. It’s like you make them uncomfortable. People are brainwashed.. by the culture, the culture images, the illusions… and like hypnotized ( I’ve been there also obviously). I hate when you make it clear you’re not part of the values, ilusions of the system, and people try to force you, get you back there with the nonsense… I wake up every morning and I hear this voice and pain saying: I don’t want to be here! I don’t want to be here! Even suicidal thoughts.. I try to listen and understand what this little is trying to say.. just listen. What a journey Trevor.. it’s so so painful and scary. I know is for the good.. but wow.. it’s very lonely and painful.
Currently going through one now after separating from my twin flame. Realized I was going through it late but I do know it’s definitely hard. I’ve felt lost, stuck feeling like nothing matters, even finding myself questioning everything about what I knew about spirituality. Like I’ve never felt so disconnected from the universe and like I had no purpose before like now. The constant suicidal thoughts. It just broke me and I felt like I was at the lowest point in my life.
The gift that keeps on giving (change of luck) Her name is Lady Luck (change of luck) There's some of you that get to keep on living The rest of us are stuck (change of luck) Your luck is gonna change It's gonna go from bad to strange 'Cause life is so deranged We're only here to feel the pain It's cryin', bleedin', lyin' on the floor So you lay down on it and you do it some more You've got to share it, so you dare it Then you bare it and you tear it It's alive, afraid, a lie, a sin It's magic, it's tragic, it's a loss, it's a win It's dark, it's moist, it's a bitter pain It's sad it happened, and it's a shame
I naively thought that my spiritual awakening would be followed by smooth sailing from that point on😅😂😮 Now I am seeing it as the call to higher purpose that it is. Ugg! There’s a part of me that longs for my previously simpler perspective on existence. “With great power comes great responsibility” it’s heavy.
Your video came at the right time today. Have written before. This is not just anything. Hard to talk about it. As I myself feel totally confused inside. Been going on for quite a while now. If I try to say something, no one understands what I'm talking about. My body and soul are completely thrown overboard. Difficult to think clearly right now. But follow the process.
@@urielnavarrete9169 You said it so well... "feels like I'm reading my own thoughts " Is the perfect way to say it, exactly what I meant to say! The name Uriel is so special to me, it has so much meaning... a soul journey of many lives, becoming the truest form of the most perfected soul you are, or U R! "Ur" was the name of the Sacred City of Abraham, the place where the soul began, its journey of becoming One with God. "Uri" is a name meaning "I am a person from Ur" "Uriel" means "The I Am presence of All that is in Heaven and Earth", a very special angel who is the perfect balance of Masculine/Feminine energy. Uriel is the alchemy of turning dark energy into light. You are (U R) a Sacred Alchemist. You are so very special and so needed at this time especially.. We move together through this "hell realm" that we are in, swirling and dancing to the cosmic energies that lift us out of hell and into higher realms of pure love. I love you.
@@BEMEISM The ones I get now. Can't describe. Also starting to understand. Why I held back everything I feel. Because I took it all in and just want to keep it away. Now I let it all flow. Also see that I can go into others' bodies and remove when they feel bad mentally.Instead I get sick and they feel better.This started when I was 7 years old today 49.This is a journey like no other and it just keeps going.Omg what's coming next. Not resisting anymore. But some days are totally crazy.
The dark side's coming now, nothing is real She'll never know just how I feel From out of the shadows, she walks like a dream Make me feel crazy, make me feel so mean Ain't nothin' gonna save ya from a love that's blind Slip through the dark side and cross that line I don't need no walls around me And I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall Don't think I need anything at all No, don't think I'll need anything at all All in all, it was all just bricks in the wall All in all, you were all just bricks in the wall
I am at the stage, where I am out of the depression and ask myself now, what’s next? There is no going back, sometimes sadness and fears, but I feel so meaningless. I know how to fight Sadness… but I feel so lost.. I don’t know why I am here and what todo with me.
What to do if spirit is controling your life? How to get rid of it or fight it and get back control over your life? When i meditate it feels like some cloud is over my brain and someone is controling my thoughts actions.
🤪I really love you Trevor, you're such a Gas!!! You're giving us a feast of you today, huh? all these vids, great!!! When I took the dark night plunge in 2018 was lucky to find you, and I mean it, your vids then really helped, probably got me through it, gave so much understanding to the experience...as far as trances and channeling, have never really wanted to go there, this dimension always seemed enough for me to navigate ( but maybe I've never wanted to experience the total power those trips have to offer ) so I really admire your nerve to go there ( and come back the genius that you are)!💥
I don't feel it's the dark night because I feel I was going through it while I was in the last relationship. I am doing well, I am very content in this physical plane and nothing is missing, nothing needs to be different. So I think I'm saying that just another layer or two are falling away....and it's all good. 🙏🏻💜🇨🇦
Spokesperson for the Congo might want to watch his attitude, as should Soki and all others on here who believe Congo is anything right now but a chaotic mess of fools. Useless UN presence? Mr. Congolese President......perhaps a mirror might suit you and your ilk and "your" country well. Really well. UN STAYS. That is all.
Something you said struck me...>f I'm questioning certain thoughts and attitudes that have reached an intensity that I can't ignore anymore and I don't know where they come from and I find them distasteful and they cause me huge unhappiness about myself because I assume they're ME..like for instance, jealousy of others' good luck or wealth..but I don't know where this comes from and it's kind of torturous to have it inside my being...and it makes me feel horrible about myself and hate myself even though I don't where this comes from or how to get rid of it then either...am I just doomed?
Sorry to hear about your son, very devastating and very hard for you to understand. I think that message from god was wonderful. A beautiful message. Having faith is very hard. I truly believe in spirit and you will be reunited for sure. I say this, if I miss someone I will feel forever lost. But if I love them more then miss them it raises my energy. So I send love, not regret. Because your son will feel the love. Short answer really to a very long heartfelt question. I hope this helps a little Margaret. T
My dark night lasted about a month and a half and it was excruciatingly maddening. I could not stop thinking about her. I couldn’t sleep, concentrate or work. I’m on the other side and I’m so thankful
“The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.” 1 Corinthians 2:14
The dark night is a terrifying experience. A lot of people think they went through a dark night or many because they were depressed. The dark night is a whole other level.
Hi,
How would you describe the difference? What is the most distinguished features of dns?
It is!!!!
It’s so so painful. It’s facing yourself so deeply you may want to not be here. It’s desperation, desolation, feeling so abandoned and lost. More even when you have no one to talk to about it.. someone who may understand..
it’s just beyond human
I am not sure I am going to survive it.....
@@shivani_marmalade yes you do!!!❤
Im at the pointless part and its affecting my life. I don't know what to do. I have no joy , no meaning and i feel stuck.
THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW. And it’s so confusing for my mind… I feel so stuck and afraid. I feel so meaningless
Yes
I feel like Life has turned against me...grief, loss, friends turning against me for no reason. Nothing makes sense. I wonder if I will survive.
It does do this im afraid. It’s all about the way we reacte in our experiences. I felt the same, but then realised, i had become free. You cannot grow around old friends. They will never understand.
God I relate
Thank you brother, good to see you are doing well. 7 years later, on this spiritual journey, I just realized that "I got no more game", whatever I thought I was, whoever I was is no longer there, something fell away. For instance, if I even think of perhaps meeting a woman, for example, there would be no game, meaning the ego that would be so confidant, full of things to say is gone. There is no desire to "try" to get anywhere or have some end result. The reason to do anything has been gone for awhile. I hope you understand what I'm saying, I'm sure you do. And, the entire meaning or purpose of life is a non issue, there is none. Just flow, allow, accept and don't force (non resistance ). There is an order to it all. Love and blessings🙏🏻💜🇨🇦
Yup
Looks like i am speaking but mouth is yours
I had a psychosis 6 months ago as the psychiatrist told me. Went 5 days without sleep halucinating. After that depression kicked in. Still dealing with it. Life feels pointless right now had a terrible experience all this months.
Stay strong, we are in the middle of a huge awakening, when you come out on the other side you will be able to assist the ones coming after you. It’s all for a reason…sending you Blessings. ♥️🙏🏽♥️
Choose the thoughts of transformation and Healing . My psykosis was kundalini awakening and it blew out very fast a huge layer of delution. Be positive about it No matter how dark it feels . Be the Observer of hell
The long dark night of the soul is not depression, and has little in common with it. It comes from the place that is not yet known, from the great consciousness, and one only hears the calling when we finally break in the mortal construct. It is the fall of ego, and the rise of the divine purpose, and the greatest gift of all, knowing ignorance is gone, and responsibility begins
Hi,
How would you describe the difference? What is the most distinguished features of dns?
3.5 years in and suicidal thouhhts every day
How are you doing today?
You must have heard my meltdown earlier. I’m not surprised I was ready to scream and never stop. I was contemplating driving into the countryside just so I could have a mega scream. Thank you for describing my day so well, you weren’t hiding in my house were you? I was an RN and I’m not going down the medical route I’m feeling a bit better hearing your reassuring advice. Filled with shit is such a better description than being given a bunch of pills and labelled depressed.
Absolutely
What is real? I truly have no idea anymore
In a world of lies, find what’s true for you. Believe only in you. Find what makes you real.
Nights in white satin, never reaching the end
Letters I've written, never meaning to send
Beauty I'd always missed with these eyes before
Just what the truth is I can't say anymore
Cause I love you
Yes, I love you
Oh, how I love you-oh
Gazing at people, some hand in hand
Just what I'm going through they can't understand
Some try to tell me thoughts they cannot defend
Just what you want to be you will be in the end
Cold-hearted orb that rules the night
Removes the colours from our sight
Red is grey and yellow, white
But we decide which is right
And which is an illusion
I have been going through this for 10 months now. It's hard! Difficult to see if there's light at the end of the tunnel. But seeing other comments I realised that this may be a long journey. Am I strong enough? Only time will tell. Thank you for this video.
Yess Finally someone understands speaking my language thank you ! ❤😊😊
Trevor, you are wonderful! You are the only channel I’ve found that talks about the dark night in this way. When I was going through mine, I found a lot of comfort and gained understanding through your videos. At last! Someone I could relate to! thank you so much, you helped me alot! Much love to you. 😊❤❤❤
I don’t believe in something called light worker , everyone has light and darkness you can choose whatever you want ?
He’s back! Yessss
You know? I’ve noticed, people in the system.. if you have to deal with them for work, or other reasons, but you pretty much out of the system mentally and emotionally… they don’t get you anymore. They may not even like you, they might think: what a weird person? What an unpleasant person..
It’s like you make them uncomfortable.
People are brainwashed.. by the culture, the culture images, the illusions… and like hypnotized ( I’ve been there also obviously).
I hate when you make it clear you’re not part of the values, ilusions of the system, and people try to force you, get you back there with the nonsense…
I wake up every morning and I hear this voice and pain saying: I don’t want to be here! I don’t want to be here!
Even suicidal thoughts.. I try to listen and understand what this little is trying to say.. just listen.
What a journey Trevor.. it’s so so painful and scary. I know is for the good.. but wow.. it’s very lonely and painful.
Currently going through one now after separating from my twin flame. Realized I was going through it late but I do know it’s definitely hard. I’ve felt lost, stuck feeling like nothing matters, even finding myself questioning everything about what I knew about spirituality. Like I’ve never felt so disconnected from the universe and like I had no purpose before like now. The constant suicidal thoughts. It just broke me and I felt like I was at the lowest point in my life.
The gift that keeps on giving (change of luck)
Her name is Lady Luck (change of luck)
There's some of you that get to keep on living
The rest of us are stuck (change of luck)
Your luck is gonna change
It's gonna go from bad to strange
'Cause life is so deranged
We're only here to feel the pain
It's cryin', bleedin', lyin' on the floor
So you lay down on it and you do it some more
You've got to share it, so you dare it
Then you bare it and you tear it
It's alive, afraid, a lie, a sin
It's magic, it's tragic, it's a loss, it's a win
It's dark, it's moist, it's a bitter pain
It's sad it happened, and it's a shame
I naively thought that my spiritual awakening would be followed by smooth sailing from that point on😅😂😮
Now I am seeing it as the call to higher purpose that it is. Ugg! There’s a part of me that longs for my previously simpler perspective on existence. “With great power comes great responsibility” it’s heavy.
Thank You So Much Trevor. I learned so much from this ❤
You popped into my mind last night out of the blue . Then next morning today I see your video pop up the world works in mysterious ways 😌 ✨
Totally 💯 understand same here !! 😂❤❤
No digital Ids!!!! No CBDCS. THESE ARE DIGITAL PRISONS
i need some brighter headlights? ✨️
Thank you 😊 yes I've been attacked by HORRIBLE thoughts
Lol doctors said it’s mania but I know it wasn’t
Your video came at the right time today. Have written before. This is not just anything. Hard to talk about it. As I myself feel totally confused inside. Been going on for quite a while now. If I try to say something, no one understands what I'm talking about. My body and soul are completely thrown overboard. Difficult to think clearly right now. But follow the process.
Took me time to talk about it as well.
Your words ring so true in my heart. This is exactly how I feel, thank you
Feels like i'm reading my own thoughts. I want to write you something but i dont know what could be good enough 🙏
@@urielnavarrete9169 You said it so well... "feels like I'm reading my own thoughts " Is the perfect way to say it, exactly what I meant to say! The name Uriel is so special to me, it has so much meaning... a soul journey of many lives, becoming the truest form of the most perfected soul you are, or U R! "Ur" was the name of the Sacred City of Abraham, the place where the soul began, its journey of becoming One with God. "Uri" is a name meaning "I am a person from Ur" "Uriel" means "The I Am presence of All that is in Heaven and Earth", a very special angel who is the perfect balance of Masculine/Feminine energy. Uriel is the alchemy of turning dark energy into light. You are (U R) a Sacred Alchemist. You are so very special and so needed at this time especially.. We move together through this "hell realm" that we are in, swirling and dancing to the cosmic energies that lift us out of hell and into higher realms of pure love. I love you.
@@BEMEISM The ones I get now. Can't describe. Also starting to understand. Why I held back everything I feel. Because I took it all in and just want to keep it away. Now I let it all flow. Also see that I can go into others' bodies and remove when they feel bad mentally.Instead I get sick and they feel better.This started when I was 7 years old today 49.This is a journey like no other and it just keeps going.Omg what's coming next. Not resisting anymore. But some days are totally crazy.
The dark side's coming now, nothing is real
She'll never know just how I feel
From out of the shadows, she walks like a dream
Make me feel crazy, make me feel so mean
Ain't nothin' gonna save ya from a love that's blind
Slip through the dark side and cross that line
I don't need no walls around me
And I don't need no drugs to calm me
I have seen the writing on the wall
Don't think I need anything at all
No, don't think I'll need anything at all
All in all, it was all just bricks in the wall
All in all, you were all just bricks in the wall
I am at the stage, where I am out of the depression and ask myself now, what’s next? There is no going back, sometimes sadness and fears, but I feel so meaningless. I know how to fight Sadness… but I feel so lost.. I don’t know why I am here and what todo with me.
A long time ago, your word provided some clarity. Thank You.
Intentions have replaced Reactions.
I'm so drained
Being drained can happen through overloading the mind. Take the focus of self
@@BEMEISM it almost a decade sir but 2022 is the most brutal dark night of the soul
What have you discovered about yourself. What have you discovered about people.
@@BEMEISM nothing to afraid it's only illusion there's nothing to survive
I’m truly grateful for you my friend. I hope you’re doing well. 🙏🙏🕉🙏🙏
What to do if spirit is controling your life? How to get rid of it or fight it and get back control over your life?
When i meditate it feels like some cloud is over my brain and someone is controling my thoughts actions.
They are controlling you. This is the problem.
Which spirit are you referring to?
It seems that it goes on like this forever, forgive me if I've up and gone to Carolina in my mind 🙏
🤪I really love you Trevor, you're such a Gas!!! You're giving us a feast of you today, huh? all these vids, great!!! When I took the dark night plunge in 2018 was lucky to find you, and I mean it, your vids then really helped, probably got me through it, gave so much understanding to the experience...as far as trances and channeling, have never really wanted to go there, this dimension always seemed enough for me to navigate ( but maybe I've never wanted to experience the total power those trips have to offer ) so I really admire your nerve to go there ( and come back the genius that you are)!💥
You are an Amazing communicator. Thank you for your help and insight.
I am not sure i am going to survive it ......
Thank you so much for all your videos!!! They have helped so much!!!
Going through another one now. So glad your video popped up I followed you a few years ago.
Thank you so dearly, so many people will grow from this ❤
Exactly how I feel😢 and what I feel!
I don't feel it's the dark night because I feel I was going through it while I was in the last relationship. I am doing well, I am very content in this physical plane and nothing is missing, nothing needs to be different. So I think I'm saying that just another layer or two are falling away....and it's all good. 🙏🏻💜🇨🇦
Hello sir, i was wondering if the profile on Instagram is yours
Hard for me to comment really. I put some images on instagram many years ago, but I don’t really do social media anymore other then you tube.
Thanks Trevor, your wisdom is timeless. You're awesome
Glad you think so!
Spokesperson for the Congo might want to watch his attitude, as should Soki and all others on here who believe Congo is anything right now but a chaotic mess of fools. Useless UN presence? Mr. Congolese President......perhaps a mirror might suit you and your ilk and "your" country well. Really well. UN STAYS. That is all.
❤ 🌞
Something you said struck me...>f I'm questioning certain thoughts and attitudes that have reached an intensity that I can't ignore anymore and I don't know where they come from and I find them distasteful and they cause me huge unhappiness about myself because I assume they're ME..like for instance, jealousy of others' good luck or wealth..but I don't know where this comes from and it's kind of torturous to have it inside my being...and it makes me feel horrible about myself and hate myself even though I don't where this comes from or how to get rid of it then either...am I just doomed?
Thank you sharing this information and your experience. This is identical my experience at this time.
Get to know my higher self 😁 face with stars 🤩 ok
When my son passed, I asked god to stop the world, I want to get off, then Covid came stopped the world
Sorry to hear about your son, very devastating and very hard for you to understand. I think that message from god was wonderful. A beautiful message. Having faith is very hard. I truly believe in spirit and you will be reunited for sure. I say this, if I miss someone I will feel forever lost. But if I love them more then miss them it raises my energy. So I send love, not regret. Because your son will feel the love. Short answer really to a very long heartfelt question. I hope this helps a little Margaret. T
Thank you for sharing dear soul.
❤
My dark night lasted about a month and a half and it was excruciatingly maddening. I could not stop thinking about her. I couldn’t sleep, concentrate or work. I’m on the other side and I’m so thankful
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How to talk a lot and not say anything.
“The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.” 1 Corinthians 2:14
How to listen a lot yet not understand anything.