My 3 year old son died in a freak accident & then my world ended - my husband & I didn’t sleep for several days. There is nothing more agonising than losing a child & I have also lost my sister & brother in that same time frame. The awful reality is knowing that they will never come back & it’s beyond anyone else’s comprehension.
Sudden loss is so difficult/ painful. When I was 12 my best friend was murdered in our local high school that was the start of my sudden losses. As a young mother I had my daughter at 17 when she was 11 she went away on a camping outing with my mom and there was a accident in the water and my daughter passed away due to it 20 years later in fact on the 31st it will be 21 years the pain is still so raw.Then fast forward a few years I went to visit my grandmother and she died in front of me during my visit. Then just a few years ago my stepfather died suddenly. I struggle so much thank god my husband is so supportive I never would have survived. God Bless you and your show❤️
my husband was 31 when he passed our girls where 10 and 5 now our daughter marina passed 40 left two precious gems 8 and 5 there lives forever changed in so many ways
I got lost at the point where she mentioned the lyme’s disease and how that caused her to be suicidal. The cure caused her to feel suicidal? It was a little unclear. She’s a very soft spoken lady - I wish her all the best and much healing.
I can't imagine your pain, Kimberli. I respect your choice and the way you have handled the situations that have been thrown at you. As a Latter-day Saint that was born and raised in the east, I see the Gospel a bit differently. It's not the culture so maybe The Plan is a bit different for me. It is my saving grace. I am happy that you have found happiness for yourself. You never get over or go through grief, you live it.
I think people who don’t live and grow up in the heart of the LDS sect don’t have the experience to understand what this faith entails. I’ve watched from the outside for 20 years I’m not LDS but have lived in Utah county for 2 decades. The religion here is far more strict and demanding. In a place where over 90% of people are a part of the same highly regimented church, watching closely their neighbors and judging how reverent they are is incredibly unhealthy and brings standards that are unachievable. LDS members who live outside of the microscope that is Utah have other influences n their lives, people of different veiws and ideals to keep them balanced. It’s a whole different church on the outside.
@@scrumps101 we call it living in the bubble. When my SIL who was born and raised in Provo came to visit us when we lived in New York State, he came to Church and thought he was in a different religion. I am glad my children were not raised in the culture but were raised in the Church. I don't think I could live in a place that you lived under a microscope.
@@LeeSeneca Spot on! My family is from Corning (upstate NY) and even tho there is a lot of church history in that region the church and its members operate in a much healthier way that here in Happy Valley. It really is Ike a different religion. The way it is practiced outside of Central Utah is a world of difference.
I think about sudden death on a regular day basis. Not even exaggerating (Anxiety is so shitty) I have never experienced sudden death & it is my absolute worst fear. I keep trying to tell myself it is very rare but then I hear stories like these & I think it wasn’t rare enough for them 🙇🏻♀️😓
Love and Light to you Kimberli. The Tao or the way is a deep philosophy. With my own grief...I truly believe there is a time and place and it's all in divine order. ❤❤❤
Hi… I’m listening to your interview.. my daughter my friend my… so much.. died just this past Christmas.. I heard you say that you thought perhaps we choose when we come and when we go… and… my car had been stolen.. I had just had knee replacement and was trapped at home.. I had no money for a cab.. it had already been a long hard story.. if I could have gotten to her I feel I could have saved her.. and honestly I don’t know what I believe about God or what happens when we die.. all my life I believed.. I accepted.. and now… I don’t know and I want to know here sh is.. I talk to her everyday all day and I ask her to wait for me.. to find me.. life has completely changed for me.. and I don’t know even in how many ways.. I don’t care about the future.. is everything going to be revealed to me someday about the why of this? I don’t know.. but I am so lost and I miss my Ashley more than I can even say.. I stand in the middle of a vast desert… Thank you for speaking..
Such a ridiculous statement .. where was god when this happened?? I am just in amazement that people such as yourself have the audacity and ignorance to say something so insane!
I feel so much sorrow for this woman's pain but I just wish she would come to know Jesus and accept him as her saviour. When she said she believed we are all gods, I stopped listening. There is only one God and it's not us. I pray that this poor woman will find peace and comfort knowing who God is.
Ah yes. Another judgmental Christian. Because she believes in something different than you, you turn off the video and refuse to listen to her story any longer. If that isn't being judgmental, then I don't know what is. Shameful
Jesus taught us to love thy neighbour and uplift others. You are dragging her down because she does not subscribe to your exact beliefs and has her own spiritual journey, and you refuse to listen to her story? That is anti-Jesus behaviour.
As Ricky Jervais pointed out, there are many hundreds of gods in world religion. So not believing in a Christian god is simply believing in one less god than the many who are out there. This poor lady doesn’t need your conviction or your god. Accept and respect your differences; if you are right about your god, he sent his son to save us and forgive us. I too have no belief in god, but I respect your right to love your god. You should pay the same respect to others.
My 3 year old son died in a freak accident & then my world ended - my husband & I didn’t sleep for several days. There is nothing more agonising than losing a child & I have also lost my sister & brother in that same time frame. The awful reality is knowing that they will never come back & it’s beyond anyone else’s comprehension.
So sorry for your loss 🙏🦋
I’m so terribly sorry
2 sons and husband in heaven ..most difficult journey a soul will ever encounter..child loss period!!!
I see my mother struggle everyday. Last year I lost 3 brothers. Our family has never been the same since.
How tragic 😢
Us siblings lost our younger brother to suicide and that was horrendous … but to lose 3 is unfathomable 😢🙏🦋so sorry 😔
Silence is deafening ...child loss ...no words for this pain ..❤my love to all who are enduring this pain with no words ..
No words out there to describe this pain 💔 you have worded it just as it is bless you ❤️
Sudden loss is so difficult/ painful. When I was 12 my best friend was murdered in our local high school that was the start of my sudden losses. As a young mother I had my daughter at 17 when she was 11 she went away on a camping outing with my mom and there was a accident in the water and my daughter passed away due to it 20 years later in fact on the 31st it will be 21 years the pain is still so raw.Then fast forward a few years I went to visit my grandmother and she died in front of me during my visit. Then just a few years ago my stepfather died suddenly. I struggle so much thank god my husband is so supportive I never would have survived. God Bless you and your show❤️
For you and your girl ❤❤
The stronger the love ❤thestronger the grief❤....no passage of time will ever change the love for our children ...amen
my husband was 31
when he passed our girls
where 10 and 5
now our daughter marina
passed 40
left two precious gems
8 and 5
there lives forever changed
in so many ways
I'm sorry for your loss
I really resonate with everything Kimberli said. Thank you for sharing your story
I got lost at the point where she mentioned the lyme’s disease and how that caused her to be suicidal. The cure caused her to feel suicidal? It was a little unclear. She’s a very soft spoken lady - I wish her all the best and much healing.
I can't imagine your pain, Kimberli. I respect your choice and the way you have handled the situations that have been thrown at you. As a Latter-day Saint that was born and raised in the east, I see the Gospel a bit differently. It's not the culture so maybe The Plan is a bit different for me. It is my saving grace. I am happy that you have found happiness for yourself. You never get over or go through grief, you live it.
I think people who don’t live and grow up in the heart of the LDS sect don’t have the experience to understand what this faith entails. I’ve watched from the outside for 20 years I’m not LDS but have lived in Utah county for 2 decades. The religion here is far more strict and demanding. In a place where over 90% of people are a part of the same highly regimented church, watching closely their neighbors and judging how reverent they are is incredibly unhealthy and brings standards that are unachievable. LDS members who live outside of the microscope that is Utah have other influences n their lives, people of different veiws and ideals to keep them balanced. It’s a whole different church on the outside.
@@scrumps101 we call it living in the bubble. When my SIL who was born and raised in Provo came to visit us when we lived in New York State, he came to Church and thought he was in a different religion. I am glad my children were not raised in the culture but were raised in the Church. I don't think I could live in a place that you lived under a microscope.
@@LeeSeneca Spot on! My family is from Corning (upstate NY) and even tho there is a lot of church history in that region the church and its members operate in a much healthier way that here in Happy Valley. It really is Ike a different religion. The way it is practiced outside of Central Utah is a world of difference.
My partner died suddenly last January- the experience is horrific
I think about sudden death on a regular day basis. Not even exaggerating (Anxiety is so shitty) I have never experienced sudden death & it is my absolute worst fear. I keep trying to tell myself it is very rare but then I hear stories like these & I think it wasn’t rare enough for them 🙇🏻♀️😓
Oh my gosh ... This is exactly how I feel .
You get what you focus on good or bad, so redirect your focus on being well.
I am so sorry!!!
Horrific . accidents that should never hv been
Thank you ❤😊
Ohh great!!😢 The second year after losing my son is going to be harder than this first year😢😢?
Truth ...i agree grief ..produces a whole array of health issues
Im so sorry😢 I know it's so hard to talk about!
Horrific pain. 😢
I'm so GREATFUL that you shared your story. You are Beautiful . TY for saying you are cleansed and doing better. You are inspiring ✨️
We don’t choose when we come and go. Only God chooses.
Love and Light to you Kimberli. The Tao or the way is a deep philosophy. With my own grief...I truly believe there is a time and place and it's all in divine order. ❤❤❤
Hi… I’m listening to your interview.. my daughter my friend my… so much.. died just this past Christmas.. I heard you say that you thought perhaps we choose when we come and when we go… and… my car had been stolen.. I had just had knee replacement and was trapped at home.. I had no money for a cab.. it had already been a long hard story.. if I could have gotten to her I feel I could have saved her.. and honestly I don’t know what I believe about God or what happens when we die.. all my life I believed.. I accepted.. and now… I don’t know and I want to know here sh is.. I talk to her everyday all day and I ask her to wait for me.. to find me.. life has completely changed for me.. and I don’t know even in how many ways.. I don’t care about the future.. is everything going to be revealed to me someday about the why of this? I don’t know.. but I am so lost and I miss my Ashley more than I can even say.. I stand in the middle of a vast desert…
Thank you for speaking..
❤❤❤ your writing is beautiful and ashley was lucky to have been loved by you in this lifetime and the next. keep pushing mama.
I’m so sorry
Yes an angel ❤i experienced it and still do ...angels believe KEATON ❤LOVE TO YOU BOTH..you and your momma ❤🌬🙏🩵💫🫶
❤🌬🙏
That’s the love of God
Such a ridiculous statement .. where was god when this happened?? I am just in amazement that people such as yourself have the audacity and ignorance to say something so insane!
@LostChildPodcast
I feel so much sorrow for this woman's pain but I just wish she would come to know Jesus and accept him as her saviour. When she said she believed we are all gods, I stopped listening. There is only one God and it's not us. I pray that this poor woman will find peace and comfort knowing who God is.
Ah yes. Another judgmental Christian.
Because she believes in something different than you, you turn off the video and refuse to listen to her story any longer.
If that isn't being judgmental, then I don't know what is. Shameful
Jesus taught us to love thy neighbour and uplift others. You are dragging her down because she does not subscribe to your exact beliefs and has her own spiritual journey, and you refuse to listen to her story? That is anti-Jesus behaviour.
We are not all Gods . No one is being judgy here.
phooey
As Ricky Jervais pointed out, there are many hundreds of gods in world religion. So not believing in a Christian god is simply believing in one less god than the many who are out there. This poor lady doesn’t need your conviction or your god. Accept and respect your differences; if you are right about your god, he sent his son to save us and forgive us. I too have no belief in god, but I respect your right to love your god. You should pay the same respect to others.
K&S Get Out!
I have to say it …. I know I know…. But it looks like she’s got a curtain wrapped around her
And ??
@@angelapage4927 oh my bad I forgot Gen z doesn’t know what silly jokes are. Google it
Good to know that you'd look impeccable in her shoes.
Now go away.