Brother, your journey is almost word for word from my life experiences. It's almost like I'm listening to myself. If not for my medication. I would be freaking out. I've never expected anyone to relate to my madness. I'm 62 years old and still battling psychosis. The meds I take help alleviate most of my symptoms. On the bright side. I started therapy recently. I wish you the best
3gr nicotinic acid /day stop the conversion of adrenaline into psychotic components into the brain. In conjunction with gluten free and lactobacilus reuteri yougurt works even better.
I think you are a multidimentional being (I say being because the soul and spirit is what define us, the body is just a sleeve we use in the 3rd dimention). You are not sick, you have "superpowers" but they are not understood here and not taught, so they scare the light out of you. I'm hapoy you're feeling better.
@@kevgmorsame thought as in my above comment. My son also sees shadow beings, he's fortunately not afraid (I'm more at unease then him). He's autistic. Autistic people are also multidimensional. Thank you for sharing your experience. Take good care of yourself. 🙏
You must be so strong to have survived what you have. Be proud and magic is all around...a seed turning into a tree, a Caterpillar a butterfly. Keep being creative and relax. Enjoy the journey. You're a nice guy. The best of luck to you for the future.
Thank y for sharing ! I had a demon behind my back, chasing me, hurting my back, breathing in my ear. This was my childhood too 😮. Terrifying. Huddled under my covers with just a breathing hole, bargaining with God to help me. Tall dark shadows in my closet and under the bed reaching for me. I know you understand.
Dang, man, I super relate to the magical and supernatural worldview, and the grief over the idea that magic might not be real. I had a lot of trauma too and found solace in those beliefs, despite being terrorized by some of the experiences. Also I totally agree about art being the closest thing to magic that is real. It means a lot that you shared this so honestly. I've been looking for any descriptions that would be relatable for me in my self discovery journey with diagnostics. This was the first one I found that landed in a month of sesrching, including the positive efforts you make to give yourself reprieve and good things in your life. Thank you for being so real in your sharing.
Sorry you went through trauma. I have CPTSD from childhood and multiple abusive situations during my life. I have found comfort in NDE (near death experience) videos here on YT. I believe whatever our beliefs we are all part of the same source and connected. Our thinking creates negativity so we can acknowledge we are thinking and it stops. Our thoughts are creative and come from your higher self which is connected to the source (some call God). My feeling is you are highly connected to the universe and it scared you. Maybe the magic you want is actually the connection to the source and the love and light, I believe it exists, I hope it comes to you, I want to experience it myself. I don’t fear the end any more. My dreams connect me with those who are important to me who have passed over. Hundreds of people have these experiences and are not diagnosed with a label. You might just have a gift and we are here on earth to learn, some say having chosen a difficult life. Your video is already helping people. I am wishing for your life to get better and better 💕
Totally agree, I’m sure I would get a label if it scared me to seek help ,but I don’t and it is fine. Maybe seek some spiritual guidance and just embrace your gift, years ago you might have been the local shaman ❤
Sounds like bro opened up his senses. He doesn't sound sick at all. Funny how he only gets upset when he's around people but he's fine when he's alone in nature
Coming down from the delusion that everyone is going to be saved and things are going to flip to a positive new reality is heartbreaking. You believe so completely that it’s finally happening and human suffering is coming to an end. To come back and realize that it isnt was so devastating. Took me a long time just to recover from that part of the entire episode which was long and truly insane. Listening to someone else be vulnerable and speak about this is very helpful. Thank you for posting this.
Thank you for sharing your story. Helps me understand my son a little more. You have come through so much. Keep the faith. You have purpose. Your story has a purpose.
It takes a good deal of courage to upload something like this. I have a very same diagnosis as you, and I’m just starting to understand/accept it. Thank u for your grace, wisdom and time. God bless u.
You are amazing. I am sixty one and just had my first episode. I also had an abusive childhood and religious upbringing. Something is to that pattern. ❤
I also went through sa from the age of 4 to 10. My brother is very sick. I try not to think about it but my digestive system is horrible. Art has helped me, so I relate to you. Wish you well.
Best of Luck, Dear Friend. And speaking about magic, it is still real, but what I'm getting here, that from esoteric perspectives and analyses, we should go and be grounded in our own magic, which could be as simple as staying positive and healthy etc.
Magic manifests from within, not from the outside, 100% created by you my love.. can be shadows/ demons or benevolent genies or angels... raise your energetic frequency within you, and you can manifest more nurturing, guiding beings!. Blessings of love to you, my brother. ❤😇🙏
I feel your pain. I have schizophrenia and abuse as a child. It scares me that you have lost your faith. Maybe its just because we experiemced it so strongly when psychotic, that we can never be happy normal. x
Thank you for sharing your very interesting experience with psychosis. I can relate with you because I have been in therapy for 5 years now. I know how it is to make symbols for our fears in orden to cope with the harsh reality. As I understand these demons where the symbols of the fear of abuse or other trauma. Mine symbols are the spiders, cockroaches, airoplanes etc, also coming from trauma of mental abuse. Thank you for sharing, and I hope that our openess to these issues can make the world a better place. Have a lovely day!!!
You went through some really rough stuff. Thank you for sharing, it's very helpful and good for you for all of your hard work, it's not easy at all. I went through horrific trauma growing up being trafficked from age 2 on and put through cult trauma based mind control. I ended up with D.I.D. I thought I was being chased by evil all of my life, I saw things all the time, really scary things. I couldn't tell real from not real at all. I was in and out of psychosis, all trauma induced. Things are a lot better now. I sometimes ask my husband "real or not real" when I have trouble differentiating mind content and reality due to parts inside who don't know time has passed. It is a very challenging path to travel.
I am so sorry you've been through that, you are so strong to have survived that and to be sharing your story. It's amazing that you have found some peace and healing. I hope your path continues to lead to more peace and joy for you.
@@kevgmor Our UCLA neurologist is Orthodox Catholic, I think Greek or Russian Orthodox--doesnt really matter, but thanks be to God, he says that just bc a person has a mental illness, doesn't mean the demons do not exist. He says they do. This was really helpful. My grandson has a diagnosis. One night he called to me and I went running to him. He told me there was a man sitting in his arm chair. Just there. Sitting. Well some similar experiences in the past---such a "shadow people. " I learned w him that if we prayed, the person soul would leave if we prayed for them. So I said, Let's pray for the person in the chair. We began to pray for the soul (I guess we had decided it was a soul bc I couldn't see the person). Within minutes of praying, maybe 3 mins. and my cell phone rang. When I answered it was a friend calling. She said that a mutual friend of ours had a son who had just been killed tragically on his motor cycle. She asked that I pray for him and for his mother and family. I was a little shaken bc of the news, but also bc we had a young male "ghost" in the chair who had appeared at the time of the accident. I wasn't as surprised as I might have been had "ghosts" or shadow people never been in our house. The person who called was another Christian, and I believe Catholic, not sure. Anyway, o told her that we had a young man in the chair whom I couldn't see, but my 14 yr old could--and he had called me; we were praying for him. She said maybe that's ___. I said, I can't be certain but it would seem, yes, perhaps. I said we would pray, of course. Mind you, friend, this was in the middle of the night. What is it about 1 or 2 a.m.? Haha. Oh gee. Ya know, awakened from a light sleep. Well, my grandson and I proceeded to pray in earnest for this young man still sitting in the chair. We prayed beautiful prayers from the heart that he would know he's loved by God. That he would go to the Light which is God (Orthodox Christians also call God, The Uncreated Light! The Bible says, God is Light. In another place, God is love. Isn't that beautiful truth? Oh I love those attributes!) So, when we are deep in prayer, especially in what felt urgent for the person in the chair, we can lose our sense of time a little bit. But I'd say it was 15 minutes. We said some formal prayers. Likely the St Michael the Archangel prayer and other formal prayers along with the ones made up in our hearts. 15 minutes can go by quickly it seems. But eventually the spirit of the person departed from the room as my grandson could no longer see it. We finished up our prayers, probably in thanksgiving for the life of the young man and his approach of heaven and God's perfect unconditional love for him--and the joy he'd experience upon being with Jesus our precious Lord! Earlier, in the prayers, before he left, we had prayed also that the young man would repent of any sin, or turning from love and charity that he might have done in his life and that his heart would fully repent sorrowfully knowing it was harmful in some way, and would now receive the healing forgiveness of Jesus Christ. So after these prayers and tears (I always have tears well-up from my heart at these times) the ghost left our presence and my grandson was able to fall back to sleep peacefully. Mental illness can be used by the devil as an open door more or less, to bother a person. But illness can simply sensitize a person of good will to the spiritual side, also. Extra-ordinary things of this nature has been in my family generationally. Some have not had mental illness, others not. But unusual awareness that is proven true later. Yes. To my knowledge, I'm the only one who has made these matters a sacred and requiring prayer. Since then other family members call on Jesus and work to live a good life on purpose for Jesus and add love and service to what they do for a living, and so forth. Thanks be to God. So, Kev, I thank you with all my heart for sharing your story. This night, Sun Dec 22, at 4:51a.m. I'm signing off. Haha, oh my goodness. It's early enough to go back to sleep. My grandson still lives w the symptoms of mental illness and I gladly share the heavy burden he carries. I'm always learning more and since I woke up, I thought I'd listen to an educational video on psychosis. I recognized you and decided to watch again and listen. I saw that you had "hearted" my comment and that made me happy as I had not seen notification previously. Then, I took the opportunity to reach out again and share this one relevant little story which we in my home experienced. God be with you dear Kevin. Thank you again for connecting with others who might be having similar experiences and / or concerns. I'm going to look for more of your videos and pray I find them. There is something special about the gentle, informative, and intelligent communication and reasoning with which you approach your thinking and reflecting---very appealing and also very helpful, I feel...so I truly appreciate your work here on your channel and will share it with others. Thank you! Three Holy hearts: ❤❤❤ and big holy safe hugs for you! Sr Deana Marie OSB
Noticed some typos, but I left them bc the meaning was not changed and or it could be figured out what I meant at the time of this comment. Ty again! Deana 12/22/2024. Christmas 🎄 in a few days. Merry Christmas for unto us is born a saviour who is Christ the Lord! Alleluia! Glory to God in the Highest! (My heart is full Kev!!! 😊 Joy to the world! We have a holy hope!)
Wow. I listened to every word. Thank you. My son is schizophrenic from 15 yrs, i didntbknow what was wrong even thou im bipolar 2. I look back and feel i failed him so much. I thabk u for your story. Your pretty cool telling your story. My son hates me coz i have a drinking problem but i don't tell him about the two years he used to beat me while the mental health system keeps telling me thats hes just a naughty teenager. I wish u the best and im gonna try and sam to watch ur clip.
God, and magic and wishing on stars is all very real. God, I pray this man doesn't give up on what he already knew was real and I pray he finds a community of people who will teach him his heart was al2ays in the right place.
It seems God is with you, you shine with the light from the sun. From being a healthy adult to having a mild episode, from what I felt, I took from it that your brain takes control over your main consciousness (Spirit), it literally felt like that and I had to conclude to myself that I'm not my brain (the speech that is above that mental impulse is me-the one connected to God) still finding my way too. Praying God brings us more of his light. 🙏
Thank you for your honest testimony. I still have faith in the unseen world having gone through a religious based "psychosis". 🙏 I still pray even though I went through it. I have medicine that quieted it. I won't ever know what's real or wasn't when I went through it....but I'm keeping the faith in a higher power despite what I went through. Demons angels the whole ordeal. Good luck and prayers for you. I use those techniques and mine was stress. I like flavored ice or ice for grounding. I went through what felt like slight dissociation like I wasn't even connected to my body. Medicine helped. I won't know the truth until I pass maybe...if even then. One day I'll understand it all. A supernatural life isn't for the faint of heart...and I think I'm faint of heart and couldn't handle the awakening. Prayers for protection over your mind and anyone else struggling. Grief can cause a lot too. I still read scriptures but understand the importance of medicine therapy etc. Good luck on your journey. Glad you're doing better.
Kevin-God is very real, and so are your experiences. I’m sure you know the story of Job. The story of Job is a story that keeps my faith no matter what! Remember He said that life has trials, but they will be worth it. Continue to seek Him. God brought me to this video to tell you this. God bless, and keep praying and never let anyone take your faith from you.
You are magical! And so powerful! I can see it and I very much relate to all you are saying. I too have been under attack as long as I can remember with the battle greatly intensifying these past 7-8 years. I too was raised Catholic and neglected. I turned my life over to a Loving Higher Power when I was 33 and in an abusive relationship I had to leave with three small children in tow and another on the way. I'm 65 now and the assaults continue. Though now I see the finish line ahead for many like us. As I said at your other video, we are on the precipice of an evolution. We are powerful "magical" beings and we are under attack s the devil and crew are so very afraid of our powers. Get ready to stand in yours as your Light and Love is undeniable. We are in Satans inverted world and we're about to break free. I can't wauit to see all you have as it's so obvious how much they fear you. Thank you for hanging in here. We'll soon be free. Much Love
Ok ,I never leave comments but your story hit a chord -there is a great book out there ," Can You Stand The Truth? The Chronicle of Man’s Imprisonment " it might help you understand what was happening to you ,it requires multiple readings and much study and introspection .I wish you peace and understanding .
Magic is real. It just doesn't materialize as fast as in the movie. Music, please research the affects of music and vibrations on humans. It is magic. Music is our universal language. We all experience music. God is LOVE.
Hey. I got up today and asked God to help me after a really rough night with my mental health. One of your videos came up and it really helped me. I related to so much you were saying. Your calm manner really calmed me down and made me feel better. I truly believe God is working through you. Thank you for all you do. You are making a difference to many!
You remind me of my uncle. His story is almost same as yours. We all suffer in different ways in the family and the way he does is one of many. You are not alone. Product of environments maybe
Thank you for sharing your story and your experiences. I understand your need to stay grounded and focused on reality. However it did make me sad to hear you no longer believe in Magic. It is ok to see the magic around us in reality, Most people never do. But it is there. And not just the miraculous reality present in nature and science, but the force behind it that causes it and consciousness to exist at all. We can call that God and agree that it exists! People always say if there is a God why do bad things happen. But we can’t know the ways of God completely. We can partake in the knowledge of our Spiritual and magical lives that co-exist with God. And we can let light increase in our lives. maybe thats what these shadow beings are formed from; an absence of light. I’m glad to hear your description of the arts as a form of true magic. You’re onto a real truth there. I hope you continue to see more and more the magic of life and the existence of the Divine.
This is an extremely hurtful mindset to push on people with mental disorders. I had pastor's wife put the story on my mind that I'm feeling bad because demons are after me.as much as I was just depressed/bipolar before she pushed me headfirst into schizophrenia. I'll never forgive that. It was the most evil thing. It was relief to finally say to myself "supernatural doesn't exist". I was "spiritual" my whole life. I'm not anymore.
Oh gosh so sorry what you going through.. this sounds a lot like me but, I haven’t been diagnosed with psychosis but, I do have ADHD severe, PTSD and CPTSD, I went to a psychiatrist and she was about to diagnose me with Bipolar but, that was first visit and she couldn’t access me enough I run out and never got back.. I did not want to have that diagnose on record.. I do have some hallucinations and phantom smells I can’t get rid of.. but, I’m scare to go to the doctor and that someone would lock me and take my childrens away.. also I am afraid people would lose trust and respect for me if I’m found to be in fact suffering of this though.. the stigma makes me to run away from looking for help.
I felt most of my life that I would be locked away; times are different and changing for the better. People can live and recover, as well as be wonderful caregivers.
I was like You ,the little girl i Star to SEE shadows,noises,Voices, and I lived in an imaginary world, full of fear and anxiety at night and sometimes during the day. I sufered abuse as well and that trigered severe disorders in me, o maybe I already had them and they just trigered them.I have always had psychosis, sometimes more, sometimes less, I always feel watched and got worse because when I was young I dedicated myself to escapen from reality by trying different substances and I belived in God too.Since I was a child, but I lived in denial, blocked with stress post traumatic until today, 54 years old, I have been tormented by my mind, by overthinking, I have lived many times paralyzed by fear,like when I was abused, and when I took drugs I felt the that way in the darkness waiting and knowing that some demon is Hidden, I listened, I saw myself, I was going to attack, accuse, expose, I don't know, that's how I felt, and I was afraid. God has brought me out so many times, I know that he is with me now and I see him as my father that i never had, because the sexual abuse It was my father's, and he was evil, like a demon, he was a tyrant, he lived very stressed My whole childhood trying to take care of my Brothers to my mother, thinking that he was going to kill them and I was going to be left alone with him, I lived Terrified by that thought all my childhood, then as a young man it became pensar en morir, Commit suicide, suicide every night that's why I drank to quiet my mind, to😮to have peace ❤ I Didn't Have It For Many Years I did drugs from the age of 16 to 35,I identify a lot with your story, how many more will there be, today?i have a Jesús and my life It is still a never-ending process, I know the darkness, the light, and I know that the light chose me first, before, otherwise I would have been destroyed many times,I believe in Jesus as my savior and giver of eternal life, through him I knew love, I did not know him and I was empty, Jesus lives today and I bless you and I am grateful to find you.😅❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Hi Kev, I recommend the book "An Amazing Journey into the Psychotic Mind - Breaking the Spell of the Ivory Tower" by Jerry Marzinsky. He is a psychiatrist who held conversations with the voices of his schizophrenic patients and concluded that they are parasitic entities.
This was interesting, although as an atheist, I obviously don't agree with the conclusions drawn here, but due to the sensitive nature of the subject in this case, it wouldn't be right for me to discuss my disbelief of the supernatural. Although, it would be helpful to anyone who believes these things to apply some critical thinking to them.
I lost the love of my life because of my mental illness. Schizoaffective and praying and hoping God will come and rescue me. This has lead to complete isolation. I’m miserable.
Those demons came upon you from the assaults that happened to you, demons are real, I'm glad you a warrior, when our God arise our enemies must scatter.
Thank you for your kind words and support. I understand that we may see things differently, but I do appreciate your encouragement. For me, what I’ve been through isn’t about demons or supernatural forces-it’s the result of trauma and a complex mental health condition. My healing has come through therapy, coping skills, supportive people, and my personal connection with God. At the end of the day, we both seem to agree on one thing: strength and resilience are key to facing life’s challenges. Wishing you peace and strength on your journey as well.
Thank you for sharing a piece of your story. Hoping you discover the ways to balance or manage everything. I think Life itself is magical. Emotions, moods seem to happen like magic. Animals, trees growing, clouds . . . everything . . . seems magical. Kind of saddens me that magic has to be unreal ro you. Or maybe my idea of magic is different?
Haha we literally have all the same diagnoses. Anyways, my psychosis is usually spiritual or religious in some way. When I had my first psychotic break I thought I was a prophet of god. I was also hearing voices telling me to kill myself. I hallucinated pretty severely as well. Saw demons. Nothing I said made sense and I had “word salad” as they call it. Then I would also go through periods of times where I would barely move (catatonic). Psychosis is such a strange experience. To this day I still can’t watch tv or anything with lots of voices cause I already have enough voices in my head. Meds help but they don’t eliminate everything unfortunately. Thanks for sharing your story.
i see text on surfaces like subtitles it disguises it self as people i know then the personality changes vocabulary changes and gets abusive has anyone else experienced that i cant find any info on it
I believe everything you're saying. I ask Lepus, Mother High Priestess, Chrystos, ATUM, and Mother Nun to remove all of your curses, magic spells, and hexes, that demonic forces, evil entities, dark magicians, Fallen angels, and all chaos energy that has been placed onto you be removed and lifted permanently, may all their spells become ineffective, and so it is. Love n infinite light be with you always
Have you ever heard of the book, " the untethered soul" by Michael A. Singer? Or the term "unwavering focus" By Dandapani? I strongly believe that if you take a quick look you'll find something of help, not so much directly to the things you experience but rather in learning where your true power lies and where you can actually put your effort to make a difference in your life
Thank you for this video my brother. I have an absolute Christian faith the last 6 years due to my personal experiences. Been on antipsychotic meds since age 17 and will be 50 next year. I had a Christian who had the gift of healing prayed for me a couple of months ago. I had a really stressful week last week and noticed my brain coped fine which is interesting! I continue to seek if this is of the Lord going forward and as regards to tapering any meds. I really appreciate you talking about psychosis and demons since I believe I got ill because of genes and an abusive environment growing up. I wish you well on your journey 💚🙏
Thanks for sharing and if your wish is to help People and ease the pain in this World - you are fucking doing it by sharing this video 🌼🌼🌼 Holy fuck man, I can relate to a lot of what you are saying - thank you for this, it really made me realize how far I've Come 💪
Do u understand ur a spiritual being existing in a human experience im bipolar 2 and borderline cos that’s what they label us cos they haven’t got a clue about what we go through .. they used to tell me i was sick and i knew i was psychic seeing many spirits I even give services in spiritual church as I developed as a medium .. ur just a sensitive soul and indeed the world is full of darkness .. we don’t need to feel that it just affects us .. brilliant video thank u xx
What made you realize it was your childhood trauma and even the fact that your were sick? A lot if schizophrenic don't believe their sick. The reason I ask is because my brother is sick. He doesn't realize it. I want to help him.
When I was 12 I realized that every day I wanted to die because I lived in fear. I thought I was made wrong. When I got my diagnosis at age 35, I felt blessed that it was a disorder ... and not that I'm just a bad person
Not sure if this would help or it works, but the great aztrologer BV Raman in his book prasna Marga astrology related, has said an ayirvedic preparation Kalyana Ghrtam cures all forms of mental disorders. Also eating less vata producing foods, and more kapha promoting foods might help. Be vegan or vegetarian. The trauma animals go thru when being killed may in one form or other impact our psyche when we eat meat
@@kevgmor I am having a feeling to be a singer nd musician. Well can you suggest me, how and from where do I start to be a musician nd a singer. Thank you
Many Singers & Musicians today start with TH-cam tutorials and lessons. There is a wealth of instruction on TH-cam. I'd say, find something that sounds FUN and speaks to your emotions and take little steps. As with any instrument, it takes time and patience - that's why it's important that it be fun and something you WANT to do.
@@kevgmor wow 👌 one last question , what's your zodiac. Because I am a Cancer sign which is very sensitive that takes me to paranoid psychosis. Just wondering what's your zodiac
I did the same thing I challanged the devil and now my children are suffering I am trying to figure out what to do how to help save my son.... I have no clue what to do
Jesus Christ is the answer. He’s helped me from deep depression, panic attacks, literal demon attacks (seen them as well) etc etc. I follow Christ and He took it all🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🤗🤗🤗🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Hi hope you recover quickly, feel good going forward and put your PTSD behind. Would it help if you understand most people have PTSD one form or other and all are coping.. Thanks for your frank honest talk. Is it ok to ask your Time, Place and Date of Birth to help us study the astrological aspects of Schizoaffective. You may or may not believe in astrology but our research requires these details. Thanks in advance
Thank you for teaching me a new word; I still have hope and faith, but it is difficult for me to NOT think in black and white; I try. ...and I agree with you.
Brother, please don't give up your faith in God. I will pray for you. I know you have been though so much, and many times you feel alone, but you aren't. God's Word assures us that we will suffer in this life, but we are being built up and strengthened for use in His kingdom. We are being purified and perfected. This truly is a spiritual war that we are battling through. I can't possibly know what you have felt after all that you have been through, but I also am diagnosed with schizophrenia and dealt with demonic attacks and spiritual delusions and lies from the enemy. I also dealt with extreme delusions that were planted by demonic forces trying to pit me against Christ, and for years I did fight against Him, and joy was no existent. I have been fortunate that I haven't been on a psychotic break in around six years, but I do still deal with visual and auditory hallucinations, depression and paranoia. Actually, my faith and God is the only thing I have. It assures me that no matter what delusional lies I am told, no matter what any voices may say, know matter how paranoid I may be at times, I know who I am in Christ and I know that He loves me and will never forsake me, even when I feel so distant from Him and am greatly depressed at times. There are many things that I didn't receive through prayer, and many things that I did receive. The Lord has given me another chance at life, and the ability to be the father my kids needed me to be for them. Brother, I know that you are suffering, and that you have suffered tremendously, but don't lose sight of hope. Push forward and lean on His promise of and brighter tomorrow in paradise. There will be a day when all of your sufferings, all of your fears and tears, all of your loneliness and depression will be done away with, and you will spend eternity in bliss and joy with the Father who loved you from before the foundations of the world were laid. Let me know if I can pray for you for anything specific at all. Believe on Christ, and lean on Him, don't lose sight.
Reiki can help too. Look into it. A lot of mental illness issues have as an intermediary cause a different functioning than normal of the chackras and permeable energy fields. It has also a lot to do with extrasensory perception which imo is a real thing. Some people are more sensitive to spiritual worlds and beings than others and when one's energetic fields dont work properly there is little to protect him or her from this information.
OMG…. 14:29 I bucked up to God after I was diagnosed with cancer and stabilized. “Is that all you’ve got? That was a breeze” Best friend died by his own hand….got through the grief and challenged him again. 10 year relationship turns highly abusive. “Still not humbled? Here’s a psychotic break. Check yourself” And now I wholeheartedly believe in a a God that’s not nearly portrayed in religion. More like being released from the constraints of the human body and mind. Our internal and external realities become one and blur into space time itself. Demons. Those are fucking real too. They live in your mind and actively try to murder you. •So now I believe I can influence my reality through my thoughts that God and space time can hear 🙃
I’m still struggling with the belief that something will or can influence my life trajectory other than me. Thanks so much for the comment; I hope to get where you’re at. ❤️
Demons are 100% real, though I can't say what form they are. I've struggled with 'psychosis' my entire life, it got very bad at 19 after a profound experience with God and the Holy Spirit and I was institutionalised 3 times in that period. Started pursuing occult knowledge and practices after that to reach God 😅 Made things much worse. Long story short the psychosis began rearing its head again recently even though I'd become an atheist (always starts with subtle magical thinking). I began rebuking it in the name of Jesus. Also suicidal thoughts gone in the name of Jesus. I've never been able to dodge a full blown psychotic episode before just by my thoughts, there's something to Jesus Christ, I believe He is real and there are forces in this world that are afraid of His name. I hope you'll look into it a little bit. It's not a fun ride to be taken in and taken over by these entities. May God bless you and lead you to all Truth in Love and deliver you from evil 🙏
@@kevgmor I had an NDE. It was a return to pure awareness, unconditional love, acceptance, compassion, a feeling of home and welcome and zero judgement. I saw that there were no external "gods" or "devils". I went through a horrific childhood, was told I was pure evil, really horrific ongoing trauma and I saw all kinds of devils and demons because of the things that were happening to me that I could not process at the time. My fears, shock and horrors externalized in hallucinations of devils. I learned to say "Hi, what are you here to show me"? instead of being scared and they always transformed to neutral.
I have good news my brother. God is real. He isn't a magical genie that grants wishes, but He is a personal God who had you in mind when he set the foundations of the earth. You are not alone. He was there, and is there.
Sir, there's a whole community of millions of people who will tell you that your magical and demonic beliefs are very real and can be used and controlled by your own self. Research the different dimensions of existence and demonic energy and energy manipulation etc. You are not alone. Your experience is valid and real and not a mental disorder. I pray God/Source will guide you through this until you understand it all.
Shadow people is very much real. Expedition Bigfoot caught one on camera! season 3. I live in a Ufo hotspot and its like livin in a x-files episode. Hessdalen-Norway.
Thanks for sharing Kev. That was indeed a very powerful story.
Thanks so much
Brother, your journey is almost word for word from my life experiences. It's almost like I'm listening to myself. If not for my medication. I would be freaking out. I've never expected anyone to relate to my madness. I'm 62 years old and still battling psychosis. The meds I take help alleviate most of my symptoms. On the bright side. I started therapy recently. I wish you the best
Thank you! It help to know I'm not alone in this experience.
3gr nicotinic acid /day stop the conversion of adrenaline into psychotic components into the brain.
In conjunction with gluten free and lactobacilus reuteri yougurt works even better.
I think you are a multidimentional being (I say being because the soul and spirit is what define us, the body is just a sleeve we use in the 3rd dimention). You are not sick, you have "superpowers" but they are not understood here and not taught, so they scare the light out of you. I'm hapoy you're feeling better.
@@kevgmorsame thought as in my above comment.
My son also sees shadow beings, he's fortunately not afraid (I'm more at unease then him). He's autistic. Autistic people are also multidimensional. Thank you for sharing your experience. Take good care of yourself. 🙏
Same here
You must be so strong to have survived what you have. Be proud and magic is all around...a seed turning into a tree, a Caterpillar a butterfly. Keep being creative and relax. Enjoy the journey. You're a nice guy. The best of luck to you for the future.
Thank you so much for your kind words! I truly appreciate your support and encouragement. It's amazing how much strength we can find within ourselves.
You hit upon a great universal truth. Music is the purest form of magic.😊🦋
Thanks so much
Thank y for sharing ! I had a demon behind my back, chasing me, hurting my back, breathing in my ear. This was my childhood too 😮. Terrifying. Huddled under my covers with just a breathing hole, bargaining with God to help me. Tall dark shadows in my closet and under the bed reaching for me. I know you understand.
i had the craziest deja vu watching this. i’ve seen this video of you before.
Deja vu fascinates me
Dang, man, I super relate to the magical and supernatural worldview, and the grief over the idea that magic might not be real. I had a lot of trauma too and found solace in those beliefs, despite being terrorized by some of the experiences.
Also I totally agree about art being the closest thing to magic that is real. It means a lot that you shared this so honestly.
I've been looking for any descriptions that would be relatable for me in my self discovery journey with diagnostics. This was the first one I found that landed in a month of sesrching, including the positive efforts you make to give yourself reprieve and good things in your life.
Thank you for being so real in your sharing.
Sorry you went through trauma. I have CPTSD from childhood and multiple abusive situations during my life. I have found comfort in NDE (near death experience) videos here on YT. I believe whatever our beliefs we are all part of the same source and connected. Our thinking creates negativity so we can acknowledge we are thinking and it stops. Our thoughts are creative and come from your higher self which is connected to the source (some call God). My feeling is you are highly connected to the universe and it scared you. Maybe the magic you want is actually the connection to the source and the love and light, I believe it exists, I hope it comes to you, I want to experience it myself. I don’t fear the end any more. My dreams connect me with those who are important to me who have passed over. Hundreds of people have these experiences and are not diagnosed with a label. You might just have a gift and we are here on earth to learn, some say having chosen a difficult life. Your video is already helping people. I am wishing for your life to get better and better 💕
Thanks so much
Totally agree, I’m sure I would get a label if it scared me to seek help ,but I don’t and it is fine. Maybe seek some spiritual guidance and just embrace your gift, years ago you might have been the local shaman ❤
Magic is absolutely 100000% real. You are not sick with all of these terms. You have clairaudience
Sounds like bro opened up his senses. He doesn't sound sick at all. Funny how he only gets upset when he's around people but he's fine when he's alone in nature
I agree, society doesnt want us to know our true essences, we were all magicians, light beings, in our past lives with special abilities
Don't tell anybody, as they are not hesitant to lock you up and throw away the key! 😞
Coming down from the delusion that everyone is going to be saved and things are going to flip to a positive new reality is heartbreaking. You believe so completely that it’s finally happening and human suffering is coming to an end. To come back and realize that it isnt was so devastating. Took me a long time just to recover from that part of the entire episode which was long and truly insane.
Listening to someone else be vulnerable and speak about this is very helpful. Thank you for posting this.
Thank you for sharing your story. Helps me understand my son a little more.
You have come through so much.
Keep the faith. You have purpose. Your story has a purpose.
Thank you so much!
You’re such a lovely person, wishing you all the very best life has to offer . You’re very brave and I love your heartfelt honesty ❤🇦🇺
It takes a good deal of courage to upload something like this. I have a very same diagnosis as you, and I’m just starting to understand/accept it. Thank u for your grace, wisdom and time. God bless u.
Thank you. I wish you well on your journey. Reach out if you like.
Thank you. Prayers for peace and guidance through life for all. Stay well!
Thanks for being vulnerable with us, it really contributes to your audience x
You are an inspiration. I've had similar Ill health but you have had it worse. Good luck mate
Thank you so much for your kind words! I'm glad my journey can inspire others. Wishing you all the best on your path to better health!
You are amazing. I am sixty one and just had my first episode. I also had an abusive childhood and religious upbringing. Something is to that pattern. ❤
Thanks so much
In my heart I feel so sorry about the things that happened to you, thank you for sharing. I hope it helps some people.
I hope so too
I needed to find this video , ty for sharing your experience. I feel so hated by the world you made me feel normal if that makes sense . God Bless
You are so welcome
Words can be powerful so be careful what you say and wish for.
Thanks so much
thank you so much for sharing your story. another reminder to anyone reading this is that you are not alone! there is hope
Thank you very much
I also went through sa from the age of 4 to 10. My brother is very sick. I try not to think about it but my digestive system is horrible. Art has helped me, so I relate to you. Wish you well.
Thank you. I wish you well ❤️
@@kevgmor You too
I was sa by my father at 3. Thank you for sharing . Allowed me to feel connected
Best of Luck, Dear Friend. And speaking about magic, it is still real, but what I'm getting here, that from esoteric perspectives and analyses, we should go and be grounded in our own magic, which could be as simple as staying positive and healthy etc.
Love it!
Magic manifests from within, not from the outside, 100% created by you my love.. can be shadows/ demons or benevolent genies or angels... raise your energetic frequency within you, and you can manifest more nurturing, guiding beings!. Blessings of love to you, my brother. ❤😇🙏
You are amazing. Pray that you are well. Don't ever stop wishing on stars ever!❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much for your kind words
Thank you so much for sharing
Thanks for watching!
You are an incredibly beautiful human being! Thank you!
Wow, thank you!
Thankyou Gratitude ❤️✌️🥰
You are so welcome
Great stuff! know psychosis myself, its a subtle line.
I feel your pain. I have schizophrenia and abuse as a child. It scares me that you have lost your faith. Maybe its just because we experiemced it so strongly when psychotic, that we can never be happy normal. x
My faith is tricky. I talk with God daily ... we have a close but weird relationship.
Eat healthy live healthy. Exercise. Things in the end will be alright so no need to stress.
Thank You for Sharing Your Testimony Brother 🙏 🙌 💙🫂
Thank you for sharing your very interesting experience with psychosis. I can relate with you because I have been in therapy for 5 years now. I know how it is to make symbols for our fears in orden to cope with the harsh reality. As I understand these demons where the symbols of the fear of abuse or other trauma. Mine symbols are the spiders, cockroaches, airoplanes etc, also coming from trauma of mental abuse. Thank you for sharing, and I hope that our openess to these issues can make the world a better place. Have a lovely day!!!
Thank you so much; this comment makes me feel hear.
You went through some really rough stuff. Thank you for sharing, it's very helpful and good for you for all of your hard work, it's not easy at all. I went through horrific trauma growing up being trafficked from age 2 on and put through cult trauma based mind control. I ended up with D.I.D. I thought I was being chased by evil all of my life, I saw things all the time, really scary things. I couldn't tell real from not real at all. I was in and out of psychosis, all trauma induced. Things are a lot better now. I sometimes ask my husband "real or not real" when I have trouble differentiating mind content and reality due to parts inside who don't know time has passed. It is a very challenging path to travel.
I am so sorry you've been through that, you are so strong to have survived that and to be sharing your story. It's amazing that you have found some peace and healing. I hope your path continues to lead to more peace and joy for you.
@@kevgmorThank you and I hope the same for you.
❤I admire your perseverance! Tremendous strength and Light, humility and gentle kindness! Thank you!
Thank you so much!
@@kevgmor Our UCLA neurologist is Orthodox Catholic, I think Greek or Russian Orthodox--doesnt really matter, but thanks be to God, he says that just bc a person has a mental illness, doesn't mean the demons do not exist. He says they do. This was really helpful. My grandson has a diagnosis. One night he called to me and I went running to him. He told me there was a man sitting in his arm chair. Just there. Sitting. Well some similar experiences in the past---such a "shadow people. " I learned w him that if we prayed, the person soul would leave if we prayed for them. So I said, Let's pray for the person in the chair. We began to pray for the soul (I guess we had decided it was a soul bc I couldn't see the person). Within minutes of praying, maybe 3 mins. and my cell phone rang. When I answered it was a friend calling. She said that a mutual friend of ours had a son who had just been killed tragically on his motor cycle. She asked that I pray for him and for his mother and family. I was a little shaken bc of the news, but also bc we had a young male "ghost" in the chair who had appeared at the time of the accident. I wasn't as surprised as I might have been had "ghosts" or shadow people never been in our house.
The person who called was another Christian, and I believe Catholic, not sure. Anyway, o told her that we had a young man in the chair whom I couldn't see, but my 14 yr old could--and he had called me; we were praying for him.
She said maybe that's ___. I said, I can't be certain but it would seem, yes, perhaps. I said we would pray, of course. Mind you, friend, this was in the middle of the night. What is it about 1 or 2 a.m.? Haha. Oh gee. Ya know, awakened from a light sleep. Well, my grandson and I proceeded to pray in earnest for this young man still sitting in the chair. We prayed beautiful prayers from the heart that he would know he's loved by God. That he would go to the Light which is God (Orthodox Christians also call God, The Uncreated Light! The Bible says, God is Light. In another place, God is love. Isn't that beautiful truth? Oh I love those attributes!) So, when we are deep in prayer, especially in what felt urgent for the person in the chair, we can lose our sense of time a little bit. But I'd say it was 15 minutes. We said some formal prayers. Likely the St Michael the Archangel prayer and other formal prayers along with the ones made up in our hearts. 15 minutes can go by quickly it seems. But eventually the spirit of the person departed from the room as my grandson could no longer see it. We finished up our prayers, probably in thanksgiving for the life of the young man and his approach of heaven and God's perfect unconditional love for him--and the joy he'd experience upon being with Jesus our precious Lord!
Earlier, in the prayers, before he left, we had prayed also that the young man would repent of any sin, or turning from love and charity that he might have done in his life and that his heart would fully repent sorrowfully knowing it was harmful in some way, and would now receive the healing forgiveness of Jesus Christ.
So after these prayers and tears (I always have tears well-up from my heart at these times) the ghost left our presence and my grandson was able to fall back to sleep peacefully.
Mental illness can be used by the devil as an open door more or less, to bother a person. But illness can simply sensitize a person of good will to the spiritual side, also. Extra-ordinary things of this nature has been in my family generationally. Some have not had mental illness, others not. But unusual awareness that is proven true later. Yes. To my knowledge, I'm the only one who has made these matters a sacred and requiring prayer. Since then other family members call on Jesus and work to live a good life on purpose for Jesus and add love and service to what they do for a living, and so forth. Thanks be to God. So, Kev, I thank you with all my heart for sharing your story. This night, Sun Dec 22, at 4:51a.m. I'm signing off. Haha, oh my goodness. It's early enough to go back to sleep. My grandson still lives w the symptoms of mental illness and I gladly share the heavy burden he carries. I'm always learning more and since I woke up, I thought I'd listen to an educational video on psychosis. I recognized you and decided to watch again and listen. I saw that you had "hearted" my comment and that made me happy as I had not seen notification previously. Then, I took the opportunity to reach out again and share this one relevant little story which we in my home experienced.
God be with you dear Kevin. Thank you again for connecting with others who might be having similar experiences and / or concerns. I'm going to look for more of your videos and pray I find them. There is something special about the gentle, informative, and intelligent communication and reasoning with which you approach your thinking and reflecting---very appealing and also very helpful, I feel...so I truly appreciate your work here on your channel and will share it with others.
Thank you! Three Holy hearts: ❤❤❤ and big holy safe hugs for you!
Sr Deana Marie OSB
Noticed some typos, but I left them bc the meaning was not changed and or it could be figured out what I meant at the time of this comment. Ty again! Deana
12/22/2024. Christmas 🎄 in a few days. Merry Christmas for unto us is born a saviour who is Christ the Lord! Alleluia! Glory to God in the Highest!
(My heart is full Kev!!! 😊 Joy to the world! We have a holy hope!)
Thank u for sharing I have psychosis and lately have been having episodes i am hoping to get help
I have paychosis also you are not alone it is very scary and feels like I’m going to hell
thnx for sharing your experience. It brings a nice perspective on this complex topic
My pleasure! Thank you.
Hey Kev thanks for your story your an inspiration for us all
I appreciate that
Wow. I listened to every word. Thank you. My son is schizophrenic from 15 yrs, i didntbknow what was wrong even thou im bipolar 2. I look back and feel i failed him so much. I thabk u for your story. Your pretty cool telling your story. My son hates me coz i have a drinking problem but i don't tell him about the two years he used to beat me while the mental health system keeps telling me thats hes just a naughty teenager. I wish u the best and im gonna try and sam to watch ur clip.
Thanks so much, I'm glad this was useful and I hope it's useful for him
stop drinking, ur opening urself up to demons. its hard as fuck but itll be the best thing u ever did for urself when u get the will to finally do it
@@moonie2687 I have not had alcohol in more than 20 years.
God, and magic and wishing on stars is all very real. God, I pray this man doesn't give up on what he already knew was real and I pray he finds a community of people who will teach him his heart was al2ays in the right place.
It seems God is with you, you shine with the light from the sun.
From being a healthy adult to having a mild episode, from what I felt, I took from it that your brain takes control over your main consciousness (Spirit), it literally felt like that and I had to conclude to myself that I'm not my brain (the speech that is above that mental impulse is me-the one connected to God) still finding my way too.
Praying God brings us more of his light.
🙏
More light for us both would be wonderful
Thank you for your honest testimony. I still have faith in the unseen world having gone through a religious based "psychosis". 🙏 I still pray even though I went through it. I have medicine that quieted it. I won't ever know what's real or wasn't when I went through it....but I'm keeping the faith in a higher power despite what I went through. Demons angels the whole ordeal. Good luck and prayers for you. I use those techniques and mine was stress. I like flavored ice or ice for grounding. I went through what felt like slight dissociation like I wasn't even connected to my body. Medicine helped. I won't know the truth until I pass maybe...if even then. One day I'll understand it all. A supernatural life isn't for the faint of heart...and I think I'm faint of heart and couldn't handle the awakening. Prayers for protection over your mind and anyone else struggling. Grief can cause a lot too. I still read scriptures but understand the importance of medicine therapy etc. Good luck on your journey. Glad you're doing better.
What medicine you take
The Antipsychotic I take is called Perphenazine
Kevin-God is very real, and so are your experiences. I’m sure you know the story of Job. The story of Job is a story that keeps my faith no matter what! Remember He said that life has trials, but they will be worth it. Continue to seek Him. God brought me to this video to tell you this. God bless, and keep praying and never let anyone take your faith from you.
Thank you; Job is my favorite of that Book
Thank you for this video ❤
You are not alone 🙏🏻
Thank you
Fascinating, so glad you’re ok.
Thank you!
wow very powerful words, story and your soul is pure❤
Thank you
Wow brother felt it so hard! right now I'm trying not to dtift off into another dimension
God is there looking over you..godbless you bab your so strong keep strong. Your truly amazing 👏 ❤
Thank you so much!!
You are magical! And so powerful! I can see it and I very much relate to all you are saying. I too have been under attack as long as I can remember with the battle greatly intensifying these past 7-8 years. I too was raised Catholic and neglected. I turned my life over to a Loving Higher Power when I was 33 and in an abusive relationship I had to leave with three small children in tow and another on the way. I'm 65 now and the assaults continue. Though now I see the finish line ahead for many like us. As I said at your other video, we are on the precipice of an evolution. We are powerful "magical" beings and we are under attack s the devil and crew are so very afraid of our powers. Get ready to stand in yours as your Light and Love is undeniable. We are in Satans inverted world and we're about to break free. I can't wauit to see all you have as it's so obvious how much they fear you. Thank you for hanging in here. We'll soon be free. Much Love
Thank you
Thank you for sharing so reflective... I wish u well
Thank you too
Ok ,I never leave comments but your story hit a chord -there is a great book out there ," Can You Stand The Truth? The Chronicle of Man’s Imprisonment " it might help you understand what was happening to you ,it requires multiple readings and much study and introspection .I wish you peace and understanding .
Magic is real. It just doesn't materialize as fast as in the movie. Music, please research the affects of music and vibrations on humans. It is magic. Music is our universal language. We all experience music. God is LOVE.
Something to definitely try in the future 💯💯💯
❤ thank you Kev!
Hey. I got up today and asked God to help me after a really rough night with my mental health. One of your videos came up and it really helped me. I related to so much you were saying. Your calm manner really calmed me down and made me feel better. I truly believe God is working through you. Thank you for all you do. You are making a difference to many!
Thank you so, so much, Nina
Absolutely a good video and testimony.
Thanks for listening
You remind me of my uncle. His story is almost same as yours. We all suffer in different ways in the family and the way he does is one of many. You are not alone. Product of environments maybe
Thank you
Thank you for sharing your story and your experiences. I understand your need to stay grounded and focused on reality. However it did make me sad to hear you no longer believe in Magic. It is ok to see the magic around us in reality, Most people never do. But it is there. And not just the miraculous reality present in nature and science, but the force behind it that causes it and consciousness to exist at all. We can call that God and agree that it exists! People always say if there is a God why do bad things happen. But we can’t know the ways of God completely. We can partake in the knowledge of our Spiritual and magical lives that co-exist with God. And we can let light increase in our lives. maybe thats what these shadow beings are formed from; an absence of light. I’m glad to hear your description of the arts as a form of true magic. You’re onto a real truth there. I hope you continue to see more and more the magic of life and the existence of the Divine.
This is an extremely hurtful mindset to push on people with mental disorders. I had pastor's wife put the story on my mind that I'm feeling bad because demons are after me.as much as I was just depressed/bipolar before she pushed me headfirst into schizophrenia. I'll never forgive that. It was the most evil thing. It was relief to finally say to myself "supernatural doesn't exist". I was "spiritual" my whole life. I'm not anymore.
Oh gosh so sorry what you going through.. this sounds a lot like me but, I haven’t been diagnosed with psychosis but, I do have ADHD severe, PTSD and CPTSD, I went to a psychiatrist and she was about to diagnose me with Bipolar but, that was first visit and she couldn’t access me enough I run out and never got back.. I did not want to have that diagnose on record.. I do have some hallucinations and phantom smells I can’t get rid of.. but, I’m scare to go to the doctor and that someone would lock me and take my childrens away.. also I am afraid people would lose trust and respect for me if I’m found to be in fact suffering of this though.. the stigma makes me to run away from looking for help.
I felt most of my life that I would be locked away; times are different and changing for the better. People can live and recover, as well as be wonderful caregivers.
I was like You ,the little girl i Star to SEE shadows,noises,Voices, and I lived in an imaginary world, full of fear and anxiety at night and sometimes during the day. I sufered abuse as well and that trigered severe disorders in me, o maybe I already had them and they just trigered them.I have always had psychosis, sometimes more, sometimes less, I always feel watched and got worse because when I was young I dedicated myself to escapen from reality by trying different substances and I belived in God too.Since I was a child, but I lived in denial, blocked with stress post traumatic until today, 54 years old, I have been tormented by my mind, by overthinking, I have lived many times paralyzed by fear,like when I was abused, and when I took drugs I felt the that way in the darkness waiting and knowing that some demon is Hidden, I listened, I saw myself, I was going to attack, accuse, expose, I don't know, that's how I felt, and I was afraid. God has brought me out so many times, I know that he is with me now and I see him as my father that i never had, because the sexual abuse It was my father's, and he was evil, like a demon, he was a tyrant, he lived very stressed My whole childhood trying to take care of my Brothers to my mother, thinking that he was going to kill them and I was going to be left alone with him, I lived Terrified by that thought all my childhood, then as a young man it became pensar en morir, Commit suicide, suicide every night that's why I drank to quiet my mind, to😮to have peace ❤ I Didn't Have It For Many Years I did drugs from the age of 16 to 35,I identify a lot with your story, how many more will there be, today?i have a Jesús and my life It is still a never-ending process, I know the darkness, the light, and I know that the light chose me first, before, otherwise I would have been destroyed many times,I believe in Jesus as my savior and giver of eternal life, through him I knew love, I did not know him and I was empty, Jesus lives today and I bless you and I am grateful to find you.😅❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Thank you for sharing your story with me, resonates ❤️
Sending you prayers 🙏🏼
Thanks so much
Hi Kev, I recommend the book "An Amazing Journey into the Psychotic Mind - Breaking the Spell of the Ivory Tower" by Jerry Marzinsky. He is a psychiatrist who held conversations with the voices of his schizophrenic patients and concluded that they are parasitic entities.
This was interesting, although as an atheist, I obviously don't agree with the conclusions drawn here, but due to the sensitive nature of the subject in this case, it wouldn't be right for me to discuss my disbelief of the supernatural. Although, it would be helpful to anyone who believes these things to apply some critical thinking to them.
I lost the love of my life because of my mental illness. Schizoaffective and praying and hoping God will come and rescue me. This has lead to complete isolation. I’m miserable.
I'm sorry you've had a hard time.
Ok
Those demons came upon you from the assaults that happened to you, demons are real, I'm glad you a warrior, when our God arise our enemies must scatter.
Thank you for your kind words and support. I understand that we may see things differently, but I do appreciate your encouragement. For me, what I’ve been through isn’t about demons or supernatural forces-it’s the result of trauma and a complex mental health condition. My healing has come through therapy, coping skills, supportive people, and my personal connection with God.
At the end of the day, we both seem to agree on one thing: strength and resilience are key to facing life’s challenges. Wishing you peace and strength on your journey as well.
Thank you for sharing a piece of your story. Hoping you discover the ways to balance or manage everything. I think Life itself is magical. Emotions, moods seem to happen like magic. Animals, trees growing, clouds . . . everything . . . seems magical. Kind of saddens me that magic has to be unreal ro you. Or maybe my idea of magic is different?
Haha we literally have all the same diagnoses. Anyways, my psychosis is usually spiritual or religious in some way. When I had my first psychotic break I thought I was a prophet of god. I was also hearing voices telling me to kill myself. I hallucinated pretty severely as well. Saw demons. Nothing I said made sense and I had “word salad” as they call it. Then I would also go through periods of times where I would barely move (catatonic). Psychosis is such a strange experience. To this day I still can’t watch tv or anything with lots of voices cause I already have enough voices in my head. Meds help but they don’t eliminate everything unfortunately. Thanks for sharing your story.
Thank you. I would like to know other than confronting the shadow was there something else that helped to stop them from showing up?
i see text on surfaces like subtitles it disguises it self as people i know then the personality changes vocabulary changes and gets abusive has anyone else experienced that i cant find any info on it
I believe everything you're saying. I ask Lepus, Mother High Priestess, Chrystos, ATUM, and Mother Nun to remove all of your curses, magic spells, and hexes, that demonic forces, evil entities, dark magicians, Fallen angels, and all chaos energy that has been placed onto you be removed and lifted permanently, may all their spells become ineffective, and so it is. Love n infinite light be with you always
This is " you can't heal in the environment that made you sick " if i ever seen it . Nature hack is cool .
Have you ever heard of the book, " the untethered soul" by Michael A. Singer?
Or the term "unwavering focus"
By Dandapani?
I strongly believe that if you take a quick look you'll find something of help, not so much directly to the things you experience but rather in learning where your true power lies and where you can actually put your effort to make a difference in your life
Thanks for the suggestion, I'll check it out!
@kevgmor of course, and if you have any questions or clarification on the subjects I suggested. I'd be happy to explain anything I can.
Thank you for this video my brother. I have an absolute Christian faith the last 6 years due to my personal experiences. Been on antipsychotic meds since age 17 and will be 50 next year. I had a Christian who had the gift of healing prayed for me a couple of months ago. I had a really stressful week last week and noticed my brain coped fine which is interesting! I continue to seek if this is of the Lord going forward and as regards to tapering any meds. I really appreciate you talking about psychosis and demons since I believe I got ill because of genes and an abusive environment growing up. I wish you well on your journey 💚🙏
Thank you! :)
Would be curious to know if the anti psychotic meds help with psychosis or you continue to get psyvhosis while on them?
Physical exercise activates psychic abilities
I agree! Body and mind are so interconnected.
Thanks for sharing and if your wish is to help People and ease the pain in this World - you are fucking doing it by sharing this video 🌼🌼🌼
Holy fuck man, I can relate to a lot of what you are saying - thank you for this, it really made me realize how far I've Come 💪
Thanks so so much
In stress body is making more adrenaline so more adrenochrome and othe hallucinations cauzing hormones.
Do u understand ur a spiritual being existing in a human experience im bipolar 2 and borderline cos that’s what they label us cos they haven’t got a clue about what we go through .. they used to tell me i was sick and i knew i was psychic seeing many spirits I even give services in spiritual church as I developed as a medium .. ur just a sensitive soul and indeed the world is full of darkness .. we don’t need to feel that it just affects us .. brilliant video thank u xx
Thanks so much
God bless
Hi ya’all , was it truth most drug user has psychosis ?
No. Not all ... maybe many ... depends on the drug of choice. Thanks for watching!
What made you realize it was your childhood trauma and even the fact that your were sick? A lot if schizophrenic don't believe their sick. The reason I ask is because my brother is sick. He doesn't realize it. I want to help him.
When I was 12 I realized that every day I wanted to die because I lived in fear. I thought I was made wrong. When I got my diagnosis at age 35, I felt blessed that it was a disorder ... and not that I'm just a bad person
Not sure if this would help or it works, but the great aztrologer BV Raman in his book prasna Marga astrology related, has said an ayirvedic preparation Kalyana Ghrtam cures all forms of mental disorders. Also eating less vata producing foods, and more kapha promoting foods might help. Be vegan or vegetarian. The trauma animals go thru when being killed may in one form or other impact our psyche when we eat meat
Thanks so much
The question is, what profession is good for us
Well, my thought is creating our own individual paths towards success. I am now a TH-camr, musician, speaker, artist.
@@kevgmor I am having a feeling to be a singer nd musician. Well can you suggest me, how and from where do I start to be a musician nd a singer.
Thank you
Many Singers & Musicians today start with TH-cam tutorials and lessons. There is a wealth of instruction on TH-cam. I'd say, find something that sounds FUN and speaks to your emotions and take little steps. As with any instrument, it takes time and patience - that's why it's important that it be fun and something you WANT to do.
@@kevgmor wow 👌 one last question , what's your zodiac. Because I am a Cancer sign which is very sensitive that takes me to paranoid psychosis. Just wondering what's your zodiac
I'm a Capricorn :)
We aren't supposed to talk to thr devil
but rather resist him in the name of Jesus
a ten year old doesn't know that
I did the same thing I challanged the devil and now my children are suffering I am trying to figure out what to do how to help save my son.... I have no clue what to do
Jesus Christ is the answer.
He’s helped me from deep depression, panic attacks, literal demon attacks (seen them as well) etc etc. I follow Christ and He took it all🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🤗🤗🤗🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Hi hope you recover quickly, feel good going forward and put your PTSD behind. Would it help if you understand most people have PTSD one form or other and all are coping.. Thanks for your frank honest talk. Is it ok to ask your Time, Place and Date of Birth to help us study the astrological aspects of Schizoaffective. You may or may not believe in astrology but our research requires these details. Thanks in advance
Thanks so much
@kevgmor thanks, i need your email then
Nihilism is not logical. You don't have to lose hope to be "sane."
Thank you for teaching me a new word; I still have hope and faith, but it is difficult for me to NOT think in black and white; I try. ...and I agree with you.
Brother, please don't give up your faith in God. I will pray for you. I know you have been though so much, and many times you feel alone, but you aren't. God's Word assures us that we will suffer in this life, but we are being built up and strengthened for use in His kingdom. We are being purified and perfected. This truly is a spiritual war that we are battling through. I can't possibly know what you have felt after all that you have been through, but I also am diagnosed with schizophrenia and dealt with demonic attacks and spiritual delusions and lies from the enemy. I also dealt with extreme delusions that were planted by demonic forces trying to pit me against Christ, and for years I did fight against Him, and joy was no existent. I have been fortunate that I haven't been on a psychotic break in around six years, but I do still deal with visual and auditory hallucinations, depression and paranoia. Actually, my faith and God is the only thing I have. It assures me that no matter what delusional lies I am told, no matter what any voices may say, know matter how paranoid I may be at times, I know who I am in Christ and I know that He loves me and will never forsake me, even when I feel so distant from Him and am greatly depressed at times. There are many things that I didn't receive through prayer, and many things that I did receive. The Lord has given me another chance at life, and the ability to be the father my kids needed me to be for them. Brother, I know that you are suffering, and that you have suffered tremendously, but don't lose sight of hope. Push forward and lean on His promise of and brighter tomorrow in paradise. There will be a day when all of your sufferings, all of your fears and tears, all of your loneliness and depression will be done away with, and you will spend eternity in bliss and joy with the Father who loved you from before the foundations of the world were laid. Let me know if I can pray for you for anything specific at all. Believe on Christ, and lean on Him, don't lose sight.
I have not given up on God; he is the parent Im often angry at .. when I'm hungry and can't get food.
I am sorry to hear that. How are you doing these days? Do you have any support? Are your needs being met?
I live pretty far below the poverty line (on disability); Poverty makes all the other things more difficult. I appreciate your prayers.
@@aka_the_one_crusty_dust I am currently finding it difficult to meet my needs. I hope to get to a point where I'm able to meet my needs.
I also am on disability and I know it is never enough. I sent you something on PayPal. I hope it helps. I wish it could be more.
Reiki can help too. Look into it. A lot of mental illness issues have as an intermediary cause a different functioning than normal of the chackras and permeable energy fields. It has also a lot to do with extrasensory perception which imo is a real thing. Some people are more sensitive to spiritual worlds and beings than others and when one's energetic fields dont work properly there is little to protect him or her from this information.
Sir do u live in Oklahoma
No, I live close to Boston, MA
You can’t battling shadow people unless you are one
Thanks so much
22:17 beautiful 🤩💙🙏🎸🤘🙂↕️
Thank you
OMG…. 14:29 I bucked up to God after I was diagnosed with cancer and stabilized. “Is that all you’ve got? That was a breeze”
Best friend died by his own hand….got through the grief and challenged him again.
10 year relationship turns highly abusive.
“Still not humbled? Here’s a psychotic break. Check yourself”
And now I wholeheartedly believe in a a God that’s not nearly portrayed in religion. More like being released from the constraints of the human body and mind. Our internal and external realities become one and blur into space time itself.
Demons. Those are fucking real too. They live in your mind and actively try to murder you.
•So now I believe I can influence my reality through my thoughts that God and space time can hear 🙃
I’m still struggling with the belief that something will or can influence my life trajectory other than me. Thanks so much for the comment; I hope to get where you’re at. ❤️
Demons are 100% real, though I can't say what form they are.
I've struggled with 'psychosis' my entire life, it got very bad at 19 after a profound experience with God and the Holy Spirit and I was institutionalised 3 times in that period.
Started pursuing occult knowledge and practices after that to reach God 😅
Made things much worse.
Long story short the psychosis began rearing its head again recently even though I'd become an atheist (always starts with subtle magical thinking). I began rebuking it in the name of Jesus. Also suicidal thoughts gone in the name of Jesus.
I've never been able to dodge a full blown psychotic episode before just by my thoughts, there's something to Jesus Christ, I believe He is real and there are forces in this world that are afraid of His name.
I hope you'll look into it a little bit. It's not a fun ride to be taken in and taken over by these entities.
May God bless you and lead you to all Truth in Love and deliver you from evil 🙏
I'd highly recommend NDE's to you. It will give you a very real spiritual outlook to help you along this earth life. take joy in these.
I do find it helpful to listen to people's stories of NDE. Thank you
@@kevgmor I had an NDE. It was a return to pure awareness, unconditional love, acceptance, compassion, a feeling of home and welcome and zero judgement. I saw that there were no external "gods" or "devils". I went through a horrific childhood, was told I was pure evil, really horrific ongoing trauma and I saw all kinds of devils and demons because of the things that were happening to me that I could not process at the time. My fears, shock and horrors externalized in hallucinations of devils. I learned to say "Hi, what are you here to show me"? instead of being scared and they always transformed to neutral.
I have good news my brother. God is real. He isn't a magical genie that grants wishes, but He is a personal God who had you in mind when he set the foundations of the earth. You are not alone. He was there, and is there.
Sir, there's a whole community of millions of people who will tell you that your magical and demonic beliefs are very real and can be used and controlled by your own self. Research the different dimensions of existence and demonic energy and energy manipulation etc. You are not alone. Your experience is valid and real and not a mental disorder. I pray God/Source will guide you through this until you understand it all.
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Yes thank you !!! I was gonna say the same thing.
its a shame in these contemporary times how religion can still get between and hinder mental health treatment and understanding.
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Shadow people is very much real. Expedition Bigfoot caught one on camera! season 3. I live in a Ufo hotspot and its like livin in a x-files episode. Hessdalen-Norway.
✨Magic mi
Magic ✨ ❤ misses you❤ I'm sure
~•Never stop believing•~
Everyone has psychosis.
although it IS a spectrum, I have not found that everyone has experienced this spectrum. Thank you for your comment and thoughts
Yes! While world is