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I haven't finished watching yet, but I wanted to say I enjoyed your reading at the virtual open mic! I really love memoir, and I look forward to reading your book when it's available for public consumption! Just today, I had an idea for my second book. Just a kernel, but enough to be exciting and to feel like, "Yeah, I think I could do that," after years of wondering if I had it in me. <3

Wow! Just wow.

Have you sold this one?

Congratulations! I love walking at night. So peaceful.

I started a gratitude journal 20 years ago after hearing about it from a guy I used to listen to on the radio. John Tesh. Anyway, I wasn't enthusiastic about starting it, but once I did, I wrote and wrote and wrote and my mood improved tons! I've done this off and on. I spent too many years not doing it. I always feel a lot better when I do one. I struggle with depression.

I'm glad that some people in the comments spoke up about this, even though from the mainstream-religious point of view which I personally disagree with - but I found it heartbreaking that they (doctors? Therapists?) made you believe that magic doesn't exist. In that view then, are all religious people just mentally ill? Psychic mediumship, shamanism, spiritual practices... all just mental illness? And where does that ultimately lead... life is pointless if all these things are thought to be nonexistent, because life is short and will end, and then what? Those materialistic people who deny the existence of a spirit world believe that we ourselves will cease to exist after our bodies die - then why go through this life in the first place, if it were all for nothing? I believe that consciousness - spirit, if you will - is fundamental. Some people can perceive things that others can't. Personally I've always regretted not being gifted at all in this way. But I found out, the hard way, that true, absolute evil exists and what it is: it's human. To be precise, it's how humans treat and abuse other animals and nature. The root of all evil is precisely in their denial of the sanctity of the living world. It led to factory farms and other such horrors. Denial of spirit means the loss of meaning and hope.

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Hey Kev, is that tire tracks on the back of your Character? 😂 And thank you for the Music again. 😎

Fantastic 😍

Its rough I know (17 years of hardcore schizophrenia without meds; only 12.5 mg ambien ER for sleep. The verbal yelling, assaults, and insults from auditory bullshit can be very hurtful and stressful, and the visual and tactile bullshit is even worse for me, but I hang in there taking the day one hour at a time! I get really exhausted living with these evil assholes kicking the shit out of me and accusing me of being an asshole and "fucking with them (I don't even know them or anything that Ive done to them), but like I said, I take life one hour at a time, and I look forward to those 10 or 15 minute breaks of silence! I never react on "impulse" or react thinking about the future. FUCK THE FUTURE only deal with life one hour at a time and give it your best to treat yourself and to love yourself. Buy every type of electric massager from head to toe, eat your favorite treats and beverages, listen to music and relaxing sounds, AND WATCH ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH OR SMILE!)

My cousin just lost her fight with psychosis and burned herself to death, 2 weeks prior she said that was the only way to make them stop, she had lit her leg on fire at that time. I don't know totally what trauma she had experienced, but I knew that years ago she was performing satanic rituals, and she always was dressed in all black, she did some strange things with blood and tried to stab her family. Like where do the inputs come from to get these outputs and a lot have similar experiences?

Sounds like the devil won.... Where's your faith?

My son suffers from similar problems why can’t we make a group of same people and be supportive to each other

I came from your video on SBSK! Your story is inspiring and your music is wonderful. You’re doing great! 🎉

Wow this is a great version of good morning psychosis, I love it :) can totally hear it being played on the radio

Your a strong man Kev! I've had very similar experiences and I have same mental unwellnesses as you. You are not alone! 😊

Found your channel through the SBSK interview 🤗. I noticed you speaking on your pain level throughout the day. Could you elaborate on what your chronic pain symptoms are? The cold weather also aggravates pain for me. Thanks for sharing your story and daily life ❤️

I love listening to your voice! It is so calming. You could narrate a book and I would listen to the whole thing.

I have experienced and continue to endure a form of psychosis that stems from the interaction between the energetic and physical body. When the energetic body becomes misaligned, it can release unresolved trauma in ways that spiral out of control. Last year I took an excessive dose of LSD which severely disrupted my energetic system and left me energetically exposed. This led to terrifying episodes of sleep paralysis during which I was attacked by demonic entities, In these moments i was being forced to speak in a snake-like tongue, attacked by demons bitng my neck, dragging me out my body, even had them reving chainsaws at me, foul smells when they appeared. While I am still in the process of recovery practices like yoga have been instrumental in balancing my energy, especially through grounding and symmetry-focused poses. I understand the overwhelming presence of dark energy watching over you and the toll it can take. May everyone facing such challenges find healing and peace.

Thank you for telling your story. I also live with psykosis. Now I can deal with it because I have no fear anymore. Love to you❤

Good for you. Do you play DND?

Very touching lyrics!

💜 You made it through a challenging week, thanks for taking us with you. It is indpiring to me to hear your thoughts. I' ve been writing down my thoughts lately and I csn see that there are some ideas that I have heard in your vlogs. Happy Wednesday Hug

Do you play any hymns? Sleep well!

Hi! I enjoyed your music so much. Im from Texas. Deep in the heart of. Haha

That quilt is beautiful!

Im so thankful for your vlogs. They are very calming to me and also relatable. I’m so happy that your week seemed to have turned around for the better. I pray nothing but good for you Kev :)) much love

I was sexually abused between 4 and 9 years old. It’s hard to lead a normal life buddy. Stay strong and keep the faith

The frantic feeling of losing something you rely on is overwhelming. I know how hard it can be to calm down after things like that &, when you're already struggling, that's the last thing you need. So glad you got your phone back in the end! I also relate to being in robot mode & just putting one foot before the other. When chronic pain & my mental health get me down, I know I have no choice but to trudge forward. It doesn't feel like resilience in the moment, but, looking back, it is. It's SO tiring being resilient, though. I find myself praying for a break often too. Thanks as always for sharing, Kev 💛

AWESOME !!! 🎊 💥 👏👏👏

My mother, my brother and I all heard music... all at the same time... like a marching band all played out of time and out of key... It got louder and louder... then it just went away.... yet some of my other siblings who were standing next to us could not hear it at all!!! That was when I was a child about 11 or 12 years old. Jesus is real. Jesus loves you so much.... Jesus will protect you always, only Jesus alone. Jesus will 100% remove your Fear. Fear can cause paranoia and probably phychosis Jesus is real... He's all you need. Jesus alone has complete authority. Put all your faith in Jesus and everything else in your life will fall into place :) remember He is for you not against you.

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Hi Kev, yesterday's Live was wonderful! There is so much depth in what you are expressing through your music! The song "Father and Son" has always hit hard for me, especially the line "From the moment I could talk, I was ordered to listen"... Such a great song! I love your version of Wayfaring Stranger! You achieve this wonderful percussive effect on the strings that gives it that extra something! Very cool! Your song "My Brother" is such a powerful song for sure! What Great Lyrics! Great Guitar as well! The way you stitch together the the phrases, the words... a true wordsmith you are! 'He is there to guide us Home' I find so much comfort in that reminder!☀️ Daniel Johnston's song "True Love Will Find you in the End" is so great! Love the line "How can it find you unless you Step into the Light"! It was a great Live! Thanks for the fun!

Love the quilt!

Do you like the winter - do the long nights affect your mood?

Take care of yourself

Your just gifted is all

Such a great writer! Its got me hooked. Sounds like a really nice childhood

Good for you. Keep moving.

Good on you for fighting my guy! Don’t give up !

Such a beautiful song Kev

I love all your songs❤

Love how you say "draw-rings."

I watched this clip a month ago and came back to listen again. I like the image of the umbrella and I think that there are people that might relate their experience better to the word and meaning of neuro divergence than to a specific diagnosis, be it about their own experience or what they observe in others...i think that what you say here opens the perspective and makes acceptance and inclusion easier to reach. Thank you

BIG Congratulations on getting monetized !!! You always inspire me 🎉

your vlogs are so inspiring…

Love it, I also always think of what to do while cleaning 😂😊

I love listening to you playing guitar 🎸 your blogs are wonderful, real, and encouraging ❤please play more music for us!

What a beautiful companion, Okami is such a lovely name, too. Nice little ritual/incentive to get up and take the ole meds, too - I like it, might copy you!