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  • @mot649
    @mot649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2070

    This comment is in memory of Alex. Jazza is right as long is she is remembered she lives on.

    • @miwazzz
      @miwazzz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Who is alex?
      Sorry im a new fan :'(

    • @gimbly8801
      @gimbly8801 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@miwazzz Maybe if you actually watch THIS video entirely, you'd understand.

    • @miwazzz
      @miwazzz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@gimbly8801 ok.

    • @mot649
      @mot649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@miwazzz watch the video and then you wont have to ask questions

    • @noidk1530
      @noidk1530 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      gamer g5e
      Alex was Jazza’s highschool friend who died in a car crash :)

  • @sofitariq326
    @sofitariq326 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1599

    My heart hurts when his voice just breaks
    Someone give him the entire world please

    • @westdekota5935
      @westdekota5935 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @Sofia Malik OH WHAT THE HECK give him the whole frickin galaxy. ❤️😢

    • @aaronc-9872
      @aaronc-9872 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      why are you distracting me from the video with yoongi’s gummy smile!?

    • @julissaesparza3042
      @julissaesparza3042 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      NO THE UNIVERSE

    • @jjp629
      @jjp629 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      R.I.P ALEX god bless you jazza!!

    • @bastianlarsen7375
      @bastianlarsen7375 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too

  • @jalynwishem3043
    @jalynwishem3043 4 ปีที่แล้ว +834

    Seeing such a gentle, funny, carefree guy like Jazza cry just makes me tear up. She’ll be remembered Jazza. We won’t forget her and all the great moments you’ve brought us

  • @outside8312
    @outside8312 4 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    My best friend died almost a year ago, the anniversary is coming up soon. This just broke me

  • @jxnior000
    @jxnior000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2639

    RIP Alex she sounds like she was a great friend

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Rip Walter a hero that likes firetrucks and monster machines

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Anda r.

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      He's not ded Anda r

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wat?

    • @eb65_
      @eb65_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@andar.3859 why are you responding to yourself, I think this will be an r/

  • @CookieCat94
    @CookieCat94 4 ปีที่แล้ว +585

    Never apologize for feeling sad about the memories of a lost friend. Losing someone close to you is a pain that never truly leaves your heart.

    • @elenalanigra
      @elenalanigra 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Very well said! ❤️

    • @themarvelousmikey3512
      @themarvelousmikey3512 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes!🥺😭🥺

    • @anuki_kaida
      @anuki_kaida 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I...
      Thank you. I mean like.. You didnt tell like...me, but..
      Thank You. I needed that a lot.

  • @kathrinbeckmann6530
    @kathrinbeckmann6530 4 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Wow the way he _immediately_ went silent after seeing his friend's picture...heart wrenching

  • @johnoswald9143
    @johnoswald9143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    Yeah dude it was right to include that. I think it’s part of middle age, if it needs to come out it’s gonna come out, we can all relate to loss dude and I’m sorry for yours. Like you said keep her in your heart and your head and she’s never really gone.

  • @noodlecatanimations5682
    @noodlecatanimations5682 4 ปีที่แล้ว +409

    When Jazza started crying I immediately thought of this quote: “Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts.” This is possibly my favourite because it’s so true, and Jazza even though I’m just a stranger halfway across the world please know (I hope I speak for everyone when I say this) we are here, I know we’re not family, but we are here

  • @leavemealone802
    @leavemealone802 4 ปีที่แล้ว +642

    "I am sorry for the tone of this video had chaged so unexpectedly "
    *crying* is fine! Take you time. Oh god is too early for this

    • @kalalillykal2693
      @kalalillykal2693 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Vi Cardoso yes

    • @Dimitrij088
      @Dimitrij088 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It was so hard watching this video. I cried so much

    • @Merely_To_Observe
      @Merely_To_Observe 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      *and* it's healthy

    • @florajakobson6449
      @florajakobson6449 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes I totally agree, I wouldn't want to see him fake being happy when he's not

  • @renera361
    @renera361 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    It hurt to watch my favorite artist cry, considering other's have gone through loss always reminds me of someone I've lost to suicide, he was a wonderful kid, cared about everyone around him, and I cared about him. We were awkward in person but over text we talked all of the time. I was going through a lot then, and so was he, so we were there for each other. Then I moved to a different state, and we lost contact. Unfortunately, a few months went by, a lot of people I moved away from thought I was dead, and he probably did too. I found out he went missing one night and police found that he had overdosed. I don't always think about it, I'm of course still trying to live my life, but every now and then I get reminders and it hits too close to home. Even if we grew apart, I always think about how great he was and how amazing he would've turned out-- I wish I could take his place sometimes. but it is what it is. ~See you on the other side Kyle.

    • @kaidkaid88
      @kaidkaid88 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Aww GenEra such a sad story.. Which doesn't seem to be helping my already existing tears. I'm sorry about that

    • @ItzCortana
      @ItzCortana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oml so sorry for your loss..

    • @anuki_kaida
      @anuki_kaida 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im sorry for Your loss...
      I've lost a friend to suicide as well and its still really hard for me, so keep going as you are and lets keep our memories in a good way

  • @FreezingmoonDSBM
    @FreezingmoonDSBM 4 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    Jazza, she will be remembered. Trust us. We will remember her.

  • @liamtrusty9928
    @liamtrusty9928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1194

    It hurts so bad to see your hero cry and it’s so sad hearing about this deep and sad thing. Your idol crying just reminds you we’re all human.

    • @Onlyhaley15
      @Onlyhaley15 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That is so right👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👍

    • @WoodFamily10
      @WoodFamily10 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      liamturbop I just want to hug him the whole time in that section of the video

    • @twobros503
      @twobros503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      See this community is the reason we are human just human and that’s it fragile beings 👏👏👏

    • @Dr.Arescet
      @Dr.Arescet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      He needs a hug.

    • @painterlycrumpet7253
      @painterlycrumpet7253 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      liamturbop btec memeulous

  • @OveniaHimself
    @OveniaHimself 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2553

    God damn, when jazza gets sad, it feels like the whole world is dying

    • @Rose-tj5ko
      @Rose-tj5ko 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Ikr 😭😭

    • @joseph2373
      @joseph2373 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      FELIPE

    • @goomythegoomy_1430
      @goomythegoomy_1430 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I agree but IT is jazza not jezza

    • @florg5418
      @florg5418 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Mudkip • Geez man just correcting a typo

    • @pmepania9707
      @pmepania9707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikr..! ToT

  • @dantecrossroad
    @dantecrossroad 4 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    I honestly love these vulnerable moments. No one is ever more true to themselves than when they are openly emotional. I'm sure Alex is quite proud of you and smiles down on you because of what you've made of yourself. Although I didn't know her, I'm glad she was there for you.

  • @karutosenpai3258
    @karutosenpai3258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    *RIP Alex*
    He’s normally a funny joking guy but to see Jazza cry, it made me cry 😔

  • @erykahvanier6913
    @erykahvanier6913 4 ปีที่แล้ว +660

    I’m so sorry Alex, she sounds like the best person ever and a true friend. Thanks for being honest with us❤️❤️✨🐼

    • @RepostCollection
      @RepostCollection 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Jazza*

    • @aivdudeful
      @aivdudeful 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@RepostCollection his name is Alex

    • @kianaallen957
      @kianaallen957 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aivdudeful it was a girl his name is joisah or sum like dat

    • @umar_patell8520
      @umar_patell8520 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jazzas name is Josiah.
      Alex was his best friend and jazza didn't deserve to lose her

    • @umar_patell8520
      @umar_patell8520 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      U would know if watched it properly

  • @nicklewis9472
    @nicklewis9472 4 ปีที่แล้ว +612

    damn...Jazza really just poured his heart out to us and all I can do is leave a like on a video on the internet.

    • @heidibaltom8138
      @heidibaltom8138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I know. I just want to give him a huge hug and tell him its ok.

    • @shaheen1235000
      @shaheen1235000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ikr. I was thinking the same thing

    • @edubd7059
      @edubd7059 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sometimes the smallest gesture makes the biggest impact. Im sure he knows we all laughed and cried with him.

    • @DogsonaQuest
      @DogsonaQuest 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Im right there with you. I wish there was anything I could do to help this stranger on the internet feel better and Im just like... should I smash the like button? What do I do?

    • @spiderblade01
      @spiderblade01 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I will remember Alex for him

  • @thatgirlablazejatp2518
    @thatgirlablazejatp2518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    “When they went to the deep end... of the ocean.” 😂 I cried from laughter

  • @schraeder22
    @schraeder22 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I almost lost my best friend a couple of years ago...I couldn't imagine what my life would be without him.
    RIP Alex, may you watch over Jazza, so he doesn't do anything stupid...

  • @abigailaggarwala9173
    @abigailaggarwala9173 4 ปีที่แล้ว +475

    I just want to give Jazza a huge hug and tell him how much he has made us laugh and how if Alex was your friend, then she is ours too and she will forever be remembered! I wish I could do more, you have inspired me and others and made me laugh non-stop. Your videos are always a go-to watch. Love you Jazza and I'm sorry all I can do is like and comment!

    • @rainbowsongbird13
      @rainbowsongbird13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel the same way. I wish there was more we could do to show our support.

    • @abigailaggarwala9173
      @abigailaggarwala9173 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@rainbowsongbird13 At this point I think we can just honestly let him know that we are here ♡

    • @slimetopian7559
      @slimetopian7559 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree on everything You have said so far @abigail aggarwala

    • @ella-tl9ry
      @ella-tl9ry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      💞

    • @Gamalielslay
      @Gamalielslay 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me as well! 💓💓

  • @PaulDubber
    @PaulDubber 4 ปีที่แล้ว +417

    You're a wonderful human being, Jazza. Im SURE Alex is so very proud of you wherever she is.
    Thank you for sharing your art, your talent and your light with the world.

    • @Elleenn_95
      @Elleenn_95 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Paul Dubber very well said Paul, couldn’t have put it better myself. Alex would be so so proud of jazza and everything he’s accomplished!

    • @randomdude0765
      @randomdude0765 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree

    • @gabrilapin
      @gabrilapin 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree

    • @kittypower1659
      @kittypower1659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes Alex is so proud of jazza wherever she is❤️

    • @theaternerds2722
      @theaternerds2722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Paul Dubber yeah! Alex is defiantly so proud of him!

  • @freddiefasbitch5184
    @freddiefasbitch5184 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    When Jazza started crying I just wanted to give him a big 'ol hug. Thank you for being so strong and brave enough to share this with us. We love you ❤❤❤

  • @chloebacon3212
    @chloebacon3212 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Jazza you literally are the greatest person. I teared up and it feels so nice to have a creator not edit out some of their harder moments. She sounds like the most amazing person and if she made you who you are today then she definitely will be remembered as the brilliant person you knew

  • @blankspacebv-p7190
    @blankspacebv-p7190 4 ปีที่แล้ว +531

    WHO THINKS WHEN JAZZA WAS YOUNG HE LOOKS LIKE HIS SON?

  • @reeeeeed3204
    @reeeeeed3204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    I feel like jazza should redraw his oldest drawing. Then vs Now

    • @recoveringsoul755
      @recoveringsoul755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I think he should bring that whole story about the alians to life!

    • @emperor8716
      @emperor8716 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Recovering Soul yes!

    • @ajg222
      @ajg222 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yasss this should be a series

    • @Tefixitafuckme
      @Tefixitafuckme 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Also grammar then and now

  • @Odysseus1999
    @Odysseus1999 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You can tell he was reliving the photos as he was looking at them, and that is heartbreaking. He gradually becomes more sad the more he flips through them. I think we all have that one friend that we wish we stayed in touch with or lost, I know I do

  • @narratorshay
    @narratorshay 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    She sounds like an amazing friend and that must have been so hard for you to lose her. But I’m glad you can talk about her and that she is remembered.

  • @Nathart12
    @Nathart12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    I understand his pain. my Best friend/only friend, died in a car crash as well. We were in middle school and it happened on May 2nd. It just so much but I learned that she is happy and I know she is proud of me for staying strong. I’m sure Alex was a big part in your life, thing happen for a reason and I bet you right now she is looking down at you and saying how much she is proud of you and how happy she is for you, for staying strong for her.

    • @devilthing4008
      @devilthing4008 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      - My close friend committed suicide on March 14. I still feel bad as fk and I'm crying just from nothing what remembers me of her.
      Stay strong mate.

    • @madetsy5131
      @madetsy5131 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@devilthing4008 i know your message is not for me but i have to tell you to stay strong too

    • @loggothedoggo
      @loggothedoggo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@devilthing4008 that is rough, you're already doing amazing by staying strong bro. Keep going man.

    • @lindamcentee6786
      @lindamcentee6786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My best friend died to cancer 😰😰😰

  • @corruptpasta8138
    @corruptpasta8138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +488

    When Jazz’s started crying I started crying with him

  • @PlatonistAstronaut
    @PlatonistAstronaut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Welp, that was a gut punch. We can have such an affect on one another.
    Rest well, Alex.

  • @amandanance919
    @amandanance919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    When he said “Alex was my best friend in high school” and it took him a couple of extra seconds to continue, I knew I was done for... Jokes aside, I can tell Alex was one of those once-in-a-lifetime friends and she will live on. Thank you for being open and honest with us

  • @aidanmagicguy2549
    @aidanmagicguy2549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    I literally started crying when he was talking about Alex.

    • @kceleste4140
      @kceleste4140 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same, I literally had to pause to calm down and compose myself. I really just wanted to hug him

    • @Becks-jz1qc
      @Becks-jz1qc 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I started crying too, losing someone you care so deeply about is one of the worst feelings

    • @executorscloak
      @executorscloak 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too!

  • @Kanegane
    @Kanegane 4 ปีที่แล้ว +224

    When Jazza cried, it really hits me in my heart. Maybe because he always smiles and happy in his videos..?
    Sorry for your loss. RIP Alex

  • @SahloFolina2161
    @SahloFolina2161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I’m sure that Alex is looking down from heaven, smiling at what you’ve accomplished, and couldn’t be prouder of what you’ve done ever since high school, Jazza.

  • @castawaykiwi
    @castawaykiwi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I hope that instead of that picture tearing you apart, and the memories of Alex make you sad, i wish that when you remember her, you might get sad but smile about all the times you had with her, smiling. Not to just remember her death, but her life. I love your videos and how you are genuine, ❤️

  • @iulian9566
    @iulian9566 4 ปีที่แล้ว +543

    “When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten.”
    one of the greatest quotes ever

    • @mysticbazuso36
      @mysticbazuso36 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yeah, but it's actually when they die though

    • @craftychicken7325
      @craftychicken7325 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow

    • @vegardjohansen9589
      @vegardjohansen9589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Whos quote is that?

    • @ForeverWinxy
      @ForeverWinxy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Love the reference to one piece. It is one of the most emotional quotes in the show

    • @filippretnar3593
      @filippretnar3593 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dr. Hiluluk from one piece

  • @FaerieDust
    @FaerieDust 4 ปีที่แล้ว +282

    Honestly, I really appreciated hearing about Alex. She sounds like she was a wonderful person, someone who should be remembered. I'm sure she'd be very proud of the the family and life you've managed to build.
    I loved seeing your childhood drawings and stories! We're so much freer in our imagination and expression as children, it's quite amazing.

  • @angelaaaaaaaaa
    @angelaaaaaaaaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i love the fact that after all these years he still remembers and he hasn’t forgotten what made him💖💖💖 r.i.p alex.

  • @El_Ezra_Meitar5
    @El_Ezra_Meitar5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That alien book was magnificent. Thank you very much for that.
    Also, RIP Alex. She looks and sounds like a beautiful and lovely person and friend. I sorry you lost her ❤

  • @calabaetraverez6178
    @calabaetraverez6178 4 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    there aren’t enough words to describe how badly i want to hug jazza

    • @kaidkaid88
      @kaidkaid88 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I know. He's always so happy and energetic...

  • @ComicArtiste
    @ComicArtiste 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    Very touching moment about your friend. I can imagine how proud she must be of you now. You inspire millions of people Jazza. You are the friend we all need in our lives.

  • @richdogggaming6849
    @richdogggaming6849 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Im sorry about your friend, sounds like she was the best kind of person. I lost my best friend also Richard brassfield. He was 17 at the time i was 15 ish, he was my very first best friend we shared the same first name, Richard. So i can relate to how you feel so im crying to . while watching this im 33 now and just want to say sorry. And what a beautiful ending to the video.

  • @Cloudy_Games_99
    @Cloudy_Games_99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I used to watch you way back, around the draw my life era. I decided to drop in and see how you’ve been and what you’ve been up to. I distinctly remember you talking about Alex back then, and I think it’s beautiful how much she still means to you, after all these years. I’m sure she’d be insanely happy for you and proud of you.

  • @firewaves3497
    @firewaves3497 4 ปีที่แล้ว +410

    Jazza, I dare you to remake "The Alians That Came to Earth" into an animation pleaseeee

  • @MoistCrumpet
    @MoistCrumpet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    When you talked about Alex and got emotional I also felt myself getting teary. Alex sounds like she was an amazing woman. It made me think about how I would feel about losing my closest friend because like you I have only a very small number of really amazing friends. Simply the thought of losing my best friend makes me emotional.

  • @MissManday
    @MissManday 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and honesty with us

  • @olliebean06
    @olliebean06 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This is the sweetest video I have ever watched. I love how you included that segment of gratitude. Often people believe that influencers like you have perfect lives. This is proof that you are an amazing person. This video taught me to be thankful for family and friends. Long live Alex🥺❤️

  • @hollyensoll6109
    @hollyensoll6109 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    Dear Alex,
    No one here got the pleasure to meet you, we can see the amazing impact you have made on jazza. We will always remember you and your legacy will live on.
    From everyone.

  • @uhhh4418
    @uhhh4418 4 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    Seeing jazza get emotional is actually heart breaking,he’s just this happy guy but everybody has gone through atleast something that has destroyed them.

  • @amandagermany5933
    @amandagermany5933 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No friend will ever replace her, but now you have a whole artist community of friends. And with a heart like yours, you will never stop making friends. Love to you.

  • @lissab7914
    @lissab7914 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never apologize for getting sad, death is and will always be a tough subject to deal with. It is clear how much your friend meant to you (and how much you meant to her). I’m proud of you for having the courage for being vulnerable and displaying your emotions so openly. Much love 💛

  • @ernest7425
    @ernest7425 4 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    jazza: *starts crying*
    me: *starts crying*
    look how far you’ve come.
    alex being your best friend must have known how much you’ve wanted to become well known and live out your dreams. as a friend she must have also been hella supportive.
    look at you, you’ve come so far, and i’m sure alex helped you along the start.
    i’m sure she’d be so proud of you, i know i sure as hell that i am.

  • @ViewoPlays
    @ViewoPlays 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    When Jazza started crying, I shed a tear, and it made me truly think of how much of a genuine person he is, if only other TH-camrs were as genuine as he is

  • @Aalextheghost
    @Aalextheghost 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Seeing jazza cry on camera talking about his friend Alex not only makes me so grateful for the friends I was able to make after transferring schools twice, but also makes me really miss my friend River who passed away the October after he graduated in a car accident. Alex will be remembered Jazza🧡

  • @yukinaplayz3954
    @yukinaplayz3954 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oi don't cry! She's now in a much better place! And plus, imagine Alex looking down upon you and seeing you be emotional... She'll cry too! So don't cry, plz..
    We all love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @popszyplayz4879
    @popszyplayz4879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    When Jazza started crying i just wanted to get a tissue and wipe his eyes he made me cry i was saying to myself NOOOOOO Jazza please don't cry i was so sad
    Oh my god 321 likes that is a new record for me my highest is 21

    • @popszyplayz4879
      @popszyplayz4879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Also i was like my grandma died last year 9 days before my birthday this month and my birthday is the 30th and i know where ever she is she will be singing happy birthday to me and Alex will be clapping for you EVERY single day for what you have accomplished i bet she was amazing and as long as she has a place in that big heart of yours then she will always be alive in memory i bet she is with you reading this comment right now
      But then again i don't think you have read this comment and you probably wont

    • @rosendogarcia6135
      @rosendogarcia6135 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      🧢

    • @begginerartist7809
      @begginerartist7809 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      awww jazza you made me cry think of all of your subscribers as your freinds

    • @fgg9270
      @fgg9270 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same i was like no no jazza stop your gonna make me cry (which he did)

    • @SarasStudio
      @SarasStudio 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      popszyplayz what time

  • @Miguel-eh6bs
    @Miguel-eh6bs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Jazza, I hope I speak for everyone when I say: We may not be your close friends, or your family, but we're here if you need us. Dont be afraid to reach out to us if that's what you need

    • @uhhidk73
      @uhhidk73 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes. That's so true. We will always be here for you, Jazza.

    • @kkdevilgachaxxx8983
      @kkdevilgachaxxx8983 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Super true. We will always be here for u ❤️

    • @therubburduckling
      @therubburduckling 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes

  • @Just__Jamieg33k
    @Just__Jamieg33k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My heart. Such a sweet soul. I love that you're not afraid to be vulnerable and show your emotions. We need more of that in this world. It's so obvious how much she meant to you.

  • @sarahvelazquez1236
    @sarahvelazquez1236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Jazza: starts tearing up
    My eyes: oh we’re doing this now okay let’s go

  • @hans3331000
    @hans3331000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    I can't handle seeing nice people cry like this. Jeez

  • @pops3445
    @pops3445 4 ปีที่แล้ว +391

    Screw social distancing, I’m going to Australia and I’m giving Jazza a hug!!!

    • @shelishpak5904
      @shelishpak5904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Good idea.

    • @shreekingthing
      @shreekingthing 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      In a hazmat suit hopfuly or else thare is going to be a nother death

    • @tealeavesarethebestleaves8556
      @tealeavesarethebestleaves8556 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ex👏🏾act👏🏾ly👏🏾

    • @jello-jay8068
      @jello-jay8068 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love your profile!!

    • @pops3445
      @pops3445 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ASC 3321 awww please mate😂😂

  • @LianaGalati80
    @LianaGalati80 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Alex sounds wonderful and there’s nothing wrong with feeling strongly and remembering your dear friend, we love everything about you Jazza, your silliness, your tears and laughter, you are the perfect well rounded person

  • @Alison_HazbinHotel
    @Alison_HazbinHotel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn it whenever you cry I do 😥 *she was with you at that moment, I can communicate with spirit and that overwhelming emotion happens when they are near*

  • @katiey4005
    @katiey4005 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I’m a sympathy crier so now I’m crying 😢I’m so sorry for your loss Jazza, Alex will never be forgotten and I’m sure she’s proud of you today. It was really sweet of you to open up to us.

  • @ilaist.a8705
    @ilaist.a8705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    When Jazza started to cry about his friend and especially while explaining how soon her life was taken away, I felt an immediate pain close to home which made me tear up too.
    My cousin died in November of 2019 and we were very close, but the worst part of that is it's his family telling me that we were the closest people they knew, the people he lived with every day, told me he talked about me a lot at home and we were close, but I felt like I barely knew him just because I had to move to different states so frequently, so I barely even grew up with most of my family. His birthday was in December almost a complete month apart, and of course the death of my cousin was on a school day, so despite me grieving and feeling empty I still pushed myself to going to school which left me unhealthily exhausted... that was the very first funeral I went to in my life to where I knew someone and I was close to someone. I only went to one other funeral in my life when I was 4 years old. What also hurt though was the fact that the very last time I seen him was 2 weeks before he died, and 2 weeks before he died he was helping me and my family move to a different city in our state. I came across a box the other day cleaning my room, the same box labeled "sort another day" that he picked on me for. I heard him say that like if we were there on the last day I got to see him alive and nearly broke down crying.
    Getting back to the main point though, I feel as empty now as I did then because he was supposed to graduate from the academy this year to get his high school diploma, and he was supposed to graduate with me this year, but his life was taken away so quickly due to a car crash where his side was T-boned at a high rate of speed... we both would've graduated this week. He worked so hard to earn the credits the school refused to give him last year as a Senior. His graduation was cheated out from the school and because of that he didn't get to finally graduate this year. But I know he wants me to graduate for him this year along with everyone else he was close with, he treated everyone like family. I bet Alex is very proud that you're a successful and respectful person she knew and loved years ago. Moments like that is what keep us moving, and despite it being the most sensitive part of our lives, it's the most valuable reminders of why we have to move on.
    We move forward to remember the ones who had to return home, not just to mourn for their loss of company. You'll keep moving strong, we believe and love you Jazza! ❤

  • @Tasha22Bella
    @Tasha22Bella 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My heart goes out to you Jazza.. Losing such an instrumental person in ones life like Alex is heart breaking beyond.. And people like to say time heals and that it gets easier, but having experienced my fair share of loss I can say its not that it gets easier or that we completely heal but that we learn to adapt, that we grow stronger to bear the pain of that loss.. Watching you talk about Alex reminded me of a childhood friend I lost, Nicolene. Her gran stayed next door to us and being how I stayed so far away from my school and from most kids in my grade, I didn't have many friends outside of school. But she was one of them. Everytime she stayed at her grans, we'd spend time together. Our houses used to be separated by a short wall and so we'd sit on them and play in the ground bringing out our toys having a ball. At some stage though when we both moved on to the more serious grades of school and she didn't come to visit her gran anymore I learned she'd been diagnosed with Cancer. She fought really hard and her gran would always update us.. I never got to say goodbye the way I'd have like to but I do think of her often and hearing stories like yours with Alex it reminds me of just how special friendships like this are.. They do live on, in our memories and hearts.. Thank you for sharing this Jazza!!!! sending much love!!!!!!

  • @TeaAndTankControls
    @TeaAndTankControls 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I know this was 3 years ago, but a big belated hug to you! Your friend sounds like an amazing person and it's definitely worth keeping her memory alive!

  • @Thunder-di2gi
    @Thunder-di2gi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +473

    When jazza gets you emotional cause he lost a person he was close to in high school, and im sitting here crying myself now cause i lost a person myself in high school due to the big S.. it hurts, and it never will stop not hurting...

    • @millyplum
      @millyplum 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      May they be remembered

    • @camillajohnson5768
      @camillajohnson5768 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Could I kindly ask what the big S is? You don't have to answer if it hurts, and I'm sorry for your loss

    • @ahalty0710
      @ahalty0710 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      big S? i dont get it but rip

    • @Thunder-di2gi
      @Thunder-di2gi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Can’t say the word on yt but S-cide

    • @therubburduckling
      @therubburduckling 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      because we're all mortal nd only will continue to be

  • @RinaSova01
    @RinaSova01 4 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    Jazza, who drew a long time, his mother still kept them. How sweet 😊

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      My mom burned my best 6 year old work

    • @crazyape2222
      @crazyape2222 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      my mom ripped mine up

    • @sirbubbles3190
      @sirbubbles3190 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      my mom keep mine to she says she’ll show people them when i get famous

    • @skulloutofwater4148
      @skulloutofwater4148 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My mom wants me to keep some of my art so that I can sell it when I’m famous? I want to keep it to remind myself how much I improve!

    • @RinaSova01
      @RinaSova01 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@skulloutofwater4148 I can agree on that ^^

  • @neenay1964
    @neenay1964 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please don't be sorry. Friends are amazing, and the fact that you cried for her means that her friendship to you, and how much it mattered so much to you means you meant just as much to her.
    R.I.P Alex
    In loving memory.
    May she have a peaceful life in a better place.

  • @akiangel1864
    @akiangel1864 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I actually have a close friend who died. She was always with me and understands me. She spent weeks in the hospital and my mother won't let me visit her. Days passed and we heard the news that she died. At first i wasn't crying that much but when my memories with her flashed back i was broken ito pieces. I randomly think abt her, what would her life be if she lived. Im so sad i wasn't able to graduate elementary with her...Its been 3 years but everytime i think abt her tears starts to shred in my eyes. It's hard, but i guess that's life. Temporary, short and full of memories that'll be remembered by the those who love you.

  • @stompymage8785
    @stompymage8785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    jazza: "this needs to be a movie"
    my brain: "Jazza you are and amazing artist and animator you can make it a movie yourself you don't need to ask"

  • @beebeebobo14
    @beebeebobo14 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    I feel bad for jazza. His best friend who he was really close to during high school, died a few years after. 🥺😢😭😭😭 I feel REALLY bad for him. I started crying when he did 😢

    • @andar.3859
      @andar.3859 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why u cry

    • @ghostyplays4049
      @ghostyplays4049 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@honoraryavenger4165 I have..... to cancer :(

    • @littlefoxes8694
      @littlefoxes8694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ghostyplays4049 I'm so sorry

    • @alyssa-wu7dt
      @alyssa-wu7dt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It happens to everyone, at some point in life. And it sucks, but we cant do anything about it, and all we can do is move on, but that's hard to do sometimes. RIP Alex.

  • @emmaglaser8581
    @emmaglaser8581 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I too lost a friend in a car crash but her a freshmen in HS and me 8th grade. I relate to this so much. Had me in tears, they truly both will be missed and appreciated.

  • @dhero07
    @dhero07 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This should be a movie. I started crying, I felt like I was in his shoes. A boy who wants to be an artist, loses a loved one and grows up to accomplish his dream and looks back on his childhood.

  • @alexnick8383
    @alexnick8383 4 ปีที่แล้ว +582

    Jazza: “I don’t want this to be deep or anything..”
    Me: “too late”
    Jazza: *continues*
    My heart: *crumbles and burns*

  • @rhonda2898
    @rhonda2898 4 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    Jazza: *I don’t wanna make this video to heavy*
    Me: 💔....😭😭......
    *My heart!*
    *can I give him a hug?!*

    • @kmaperry9816
      @kmaperry9816 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Dark Crystals I want to hug him to 😭😭💔💔

    • @sunnyp6006
      @sunnyp6006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dark Crystals if you want to risk the police having to taser you then sure ok

    • @feathersblack5942
      @feathersblack5942 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Totally queue the mom tears

    • @WorriedtheCircusDemon
      @WorriedtheCircusDemon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You can try hugging your phone. Virtual hug

    • @gabby.watson
      @gabby.watson 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I want to give him a hug, he deserves one.

  • @MimsToTheSet
    @MimsToTheSet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful memories of a beautiful person. We will all remember Alex with you 😢

  • @mariasworld3839
    @mariasworld3839 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your ok now . Also you are an excellent Author ! THIS HAS TO BECOME A MOVIE 😅

  • @jjordan8313
    @jjordan8313 4 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    i’m almost positive alex is very, very proud of you, jazza.

    • @samara707
      @samara707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yep she probably is extremely proud

  • @ivoryflows
    @ivoryflows 4 ปีที่แล้ว +701

    Jazza: 'That's not bad for a 4 year old'
    Me age 4: DRINKS PAINT

    • @vdq
      @vdq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Now that's
      T R U E A R T

    • @ivoryflows
      @ivoryflows 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@vdq Yup. Spit it out onto a canvas and someone will buy it for millions.

    • @shrey7389
      @shrey7389 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Holy moly your name is alex too

    • @R0FLWAFFLEZ
      @R0FLWAFFLEZ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      When I was four I drank hand sanitizer.

    • @kotarodesu_23
      @kotarodesu_23 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I was eating dirt 'till age 5. And these people are creating art

  • @thomasbelewich1308
    @thomasbelewich1308 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you sir for the great content and honest reaction to your past. I know the feeling, lost many friends at this point in my life. RIP to your friend Alex.

  • @jbwifi707
    @jbwifi707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much Alex for making Josiah so happy and fun for us to enjoy we will remember you may you fly high

  • @patrickwilliams6086
    @patrickwilliams6086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    Alex looks like such a beautiful soul. Gone too soon. But indeed, She’ll live as long as she’s remembered. And Jazza has just immortalized her in this video. And that’s beautiful.

  • @md0u9147
    @md0u9147 4 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    Holy S***. I relate to those feelings of social isolation as a kid. And how lucky i was to have my 'Alex' too. I love that Jazza allowed himself to be vulnerable, emotional and authentic in sharing that precious memory of her and opening up about his early life - i'm certain in this community it will have helped others relate, feel less alone and comforted in the knowledge that we can all face challenging times in our lives. Especially now, in this world, where social isolation is such an overwhelming force.
    Dude you got be bawling, but i'm grateful to be an emotional human right now, and you for you also, to be emotional yet grateful. We could all benefit from practising a little more gratitude in every situation we face, good and bad. Stay just as you are Jazza, cos watching that was beautiful. Thanks

  • @michelleolesen4217
    @michelleolesen4217 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Don't apologize, no need at all. We all feel your pain and loss. I teared up, when you started to talk about her, she was lucky to have a friend like you, just as you where lucky to have her. Hugs from Denmark, I'm so sorry for your loss, she would be so proud of you and your beautiful family

  • @nicoleluptak781
    @nicoleluptak781 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss jazza, you are such a great person and freinds Alex will always be remembered through you and the people you share her with

  • @mathiassvendsen9788
    @mathiassvendsen9788 4 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    I don’t know what seven year old Jazza was smoking when he wrote that story, but I want some of it.

    • @tmdtommy
      @tmdtommy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same.

    • @innocence_8117
      @innocence_8117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      no. its too dangerous to go that far

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      hes been smoking pure creativity his entire life lol

    • @big_billie_fan788
      @big_billie_fan788 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Miss Jae rude

    • @ahalty0710
      @ahalty0710 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@big_billie_fan788 its a joke

  • @agatarohackova3578
    @agatarohackova3578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +225

    Imagine disliking a video, where Jazza pours his heart out. Must be sad.

    • @ahalty0710
      @ahalty0710 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      those people meant to click the like button but they had to many tears in their eyes

  • @jaydenmoodley3619
    @jaydenmoodley3619 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Talk about your friend she sounds awesome we all loose people it is sad but they will all be remembered by all love and support RIP

  • @YourFutureHusbando
    @YourFutureHusbando 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The fact he got emotional on camera📸.its a big change and bro made me tear up. Congrats on being confident enough to post that Jazza, i know this is late, but still

  • @eggyeggy9442
    @eggyeggy9442 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    the words 'she was a good friend' are such tear-jerking words
    rip Alex she will be remembered

  • @drummergirl6776
    @drummergirl6776 4 ปีที่แล้ว +524

    Whoever disliked are just the people who are crying trying to like the video
    RIP Alex. 😢

    • @BeanWolfe
      @BeanWolfe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I legit actually hit the dislike button because I was crying and miss clicked XD

    • @Frytoons
      @Frytoons 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pretty accurate.

    • @user-zh3hx5wq3h
      @user-zh3hx5wq3h 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I always hate how people say, RIP like damn

    • @user-zh3hx5wq3h
      @user-zh3hx5wq3h 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      but tbh I am sorry for her and I hope she's doing good up there :/

    • @gumgumgumgumgumgum
      @gumgumgumgumgumgum 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ducky Malu_ There is nothing wrong with saying RIP. It means Rest In Peace. It is a very nice thing to say, as long as you aren’t saying it as a joke.

  • @KEVINYT-hq3kz
    @KEVINYT-hq3kz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    May you, Alex rest in peace, you will alwasy be remembered 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @urbanmonkey48
    @urbanmonkey48 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    It takes great strength to express your emotions infront of people. You are doing the right thing by showing the kids that watch you, it's okay to be open and vulnerable.

  • @thiennhannguyen2550
    @thiennhannguyen2550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +422

    Jazza when he showed us the picture of his friend and started crying
    Me: don't cry, I knew about the accident already don't cry
    Also me: cried anyway
    This was so emotional, I know that she didn't deserve that, and Jazza was very sad about her, I hope he can feel better after this

    • @_nataliebeck_
      @_nataliebeck_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I was going to cry but I have to work in like ten minutes so I can’t oof... 😔

    • @AnnaBomBanana
      @AnnaBomBanana 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @halloween.writes4624
      @halloween.writes4624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Miss Jae if you want to be negative‚ leave. This channel is a place for positivity. From all of the comments you've left‚ you seem like you don't enjoy Jazza's content. So stop leaving those nasty remarks and just leave

    • @halloween.writes4624
      @halloween.writes4624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Miss Jae you have said you will leave the channel. So act on that and say goodbye. No one wants your negative energy here

    • @_skelly667_
      @_skelly667_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Miss Jae wait you’re saying we are wrong for having feelings and being sad that someone who was so close Jazza died... I think you are wrong, of course you can have your own opinions as stuff but please don’t be so rude

  • @punishedprops
    @punishedprops 4 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    Thanks for sharing, friend. =)

    • @Katnanana
      @Katnanana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Im sad.*

  • @gabby.watson
    @gabby.watson 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Jazza doesnt deserve any pain. He's such a sweet person and he doesn't deserve any negativity or anything bad.

  • @redpoolmusic3236
    @redpoolmusic3236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Seeing Jazza be so real about things and opening up has been one of the greatest things I've seen any TH-camr do. His true authentic reaction just had me in tears. I could feel his pain through a video and sympathize because I was the same in high school and I can imagine going what he went through