Seeing such a gentle, funny, carefree guy like Jazza cry just makes me tear up. She’ll be remembered Jazza. We won’t forget her and all the great moments you’ve brought us
When Jazza started crying I immediately thought of this quote: “Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts.” This is possibly my favourite because it’s so true, and Jazza even though I’m just a stranger halfway across the world please know (I hope I speak for everyone when I say this) we are here, I know we’re not family, but we are here
Yeah dude it was right to include that. I think it’s part of middle age, if it needs to come out it’s gonna come out, we can all relate to loss dude and I’m sorry for yours. Like you said keep her in your heart and your head and she’s never really gone.
Im right there with you. I wish there was anything I could do to help this stranger on the internet feel better and Im just like... should I smash the like button? What do I do?
I just want to give Jazza a huge hug and tell him how much he has made us laugh and how if Alex was your friend, then she is ours too and she will forever be remembered! I wish I could do more, you have inspired me and others and made me laugh non-stop. Your videos are always a go-to watch. Love you Jazza and I'm sorry all I can do is like and comment!
You're a wonderful human being, Jazza. Im SURE Alex is so very proud of you wherever she is. Thank you for sharing your art, your talent and your light with the world.
It hurt to watch my favorite artist cry, considering other's have gone through loss always reminds me of someone I've lost to suicide, he was a wonderful kid, cared about everyone around him, and I cared about him. We were awkward in person but over text we talked all of the time. I was going through a lot then, and so was he, so we were there for each other. Then I moved to a different state, and we lost contact. Unfortunately, a few months went by, a lot of people I moved away from thought I was dead, and he probably did too. I found out he went missing one night and police found that he had overdosed. I don't always think about it, I'm of course still trying to live my life, but every now and then I get reminders and it hits too close to home. Even if we grew apart, I always think about how great he was and how amazing he would've turned out-- I wish I could take his place sometimes. but it is what it is. ~See you on the other side Kyle.
Im sorry for Your loss... I've lost a friend to suicide as well and its still really hard for me, so keep going as you are and lets keep our memories in a good way
Dear Alex, No one here got the pleasure to meet you, we can see the amazing impact you have made on jazza. We will always remember you and your legacy will live on. From everyone.
Very touching moment about your friend. I can imagine how proud she must be of you now. You inspire millions of people Jazza. You are the friend we all need in our lives.
I honestly love these vulnerable moments. No one is ever more true to themselves than when they are openly emotional. I'm sure Alex is quite proud of you and smiles down on you because of what you've made of yourself. Although I didn't know her, I'm glad she was there for you.
When you talked about Alex and got emotional I also felt myself getting teary. Alex sounds like she was an amazing woman. It made me think about how I would feel about losing my closest friend because like you I have only a very small number of really amazing friends. Simply the thought of losing my best friend makes me emotional.
I understand his pain. my Best friend/only friend, died in a car crash as well. We were in middle school and it happened on May 2nd. It just so much but I learned that she is happy and I know she is proud of me for staying strong. I’m sure Alex was a big part in your life, thing happen for a reason and I bet you right now she is looking down at you and saying how much she is proud of you and how happy she is for you, for staying strong for her.
Honestly, I really appreciated hearing about Alex. She sounds like she was a wonderful person, someone who should be remembered. I'm sure she'd be very proud of the the family and life you've managed to build. I loved seeing your childhood drawings and stories! We're so much freer in our imagination and expression as children, it's quite amazing.
Seeing jazza get emotional is actually heart breaking,he’s just this happy guy but everybody has gone through atleast something that has destroyed them.
I almost lost my best friend a couple of years ago...I couldn't imagine what my life would be without him. RIP Alex, may you watch over Jazza, so he doesn't do anything stupid...
When Jazza started crying, I shed a tear, and it made me truly think of how much of a genuine person he is, if only other TH-camrs were as genuine as he is
I’m a sympathy crier so now I’m crying 😢I’m so sorry for your loss Jazza, Alex will never be forgotten and I’m sure she’s proud of you today. It was really sweet of you to open up to us.
jazza: *starts crying* me: *starts crying* look how far you’ve come. alex being your best friend must have known how much you’ve wanted to become well known and live out your dreams. as a friend she must have also been hella supportive. look at you, you’ve come so far, and i’m sure alex helped you along the start. i’m sure she’d be so proud of you, i know i sure as hell that i am.
When Jazza started crying I just wanted to give him a big 'ol hug. Thank you for being so strong and brave enough to share this with us. We love you ❤❤❤
Jazza, I hope I speak for everyone when I say: We may not be your close friends, or your family, but we're here if you need us. Dont be afraid to reach out to us if that's what you need
Alex looks like such a beautiful soul. Gone too soon. But indeed, She’ll live as long as she’s remembered. And Jazza has just immortalized her in this video. And that’s beautiful.
When Jazza started to cry about his friend and especially while explaining how soon her life was taken away, I felt an immediate pain close to home which made me tear up too. My cousin died in November of 2019 and we were very close, but the worst part of that is it's his family telling me that we were the closest people they knew, the people he lived with every day, told me he talked about me a lot at home and we were close, but I felt like I barely knew him just because I had to move to different states so frequently, so I barely even grew up with most of my family. His birthday was in December almost a complete month apart, and of course the death of my cousin was on a school day, so despite me grieving and feeling empty I still pushed myself to going to school which left me unhealthily exhausted... that was the very first funeral I went to in my life to where I knew someone and I was close to someone. I only went to one other funeral in my life when I was 4 years old. What also hurt though was the fact that the very last time I seen him was 2 weeks before he died, and 2 weeks before he died he was helping me and my family move to a different city in our state. I came across a box the other day cleaning my room, the same box labeled "sort another day" that he picked on me for. I heard him say that like if we were there on the last day I got to see him alive and nearly broke down crying. Getting back to the main point though, I feel as empty now as I did then because he was supposed to graduate from the academy this year to get his high school diploma, and he was supposed to graduate with me this year, but his life was taken away so quickly due to a car crash where his side was T-boned at a high rate of speed... we both would've graduated this week. He worked so hard to earn the credits the school refused to give him last year as a Senior. His graduation was cheated out from the school and because of that he didn't get to finally graduate this year. But I know he wants me to graduate for him this year along with everyone else he was close with, he treated everyone like family. I bet Alex is very proud that you're a successful and respectful person she knew and loved years ago. Moments like that is what keep us moving, and despite it being the most sensitive part of our lives, it's the most valuable reminders of why we have to move on. We move forward to remember the ones who had to return home, not just to mourn for their loss of company. You'll keep moving strong, we believe and love you Jazza! ❤
Holy S***. I relate to those feelings of social isolation as a kid. And how lucky i was to have my 'Alex' too. I love that Jazza allowed himself to be vulnerable, emotional and authentic in sharing that precious memory of her and opening up about his early life - i'm certain in this community it will have helped others relate, feel less alone and comforted in the knowledge that we can all face challenging times in our lives. Especially now, in this world, where social isolation is such an overwhelming force. Dude you got be bawling, but i'm grateful to be an emotional human right now, and you for you also, to be emotional yet grateful. We could all benefit from practising a little more gratitude in every situation we face, good and bad. Stay just as you are Jazza, cos watching that was beautiful. Thanks
Jazza you literally are the greatest person. I teared up and it feels so nice to have a creator not edit out some of their harder moments. She sounds like the most amazing person and if she made you who you are today then she definitely will be remembered as the brilliant person you knew
When jazza gets you emotional cause he lost a person he was close to in high school, and im sitting here crying myself now cause i lost a person myself in high school due to the big S.. it hurts, and it never will stop not hurting...
You can tell he was reliving the photos as he was looking at them, and that is heartbreaking. He gradually becomes more sad the more he flips through them. I think we all have that one friend that we wish we stayed in touch with or lost, I know I do
When Jazza started crying i just wanted to get a tissue and wipe his eyes he made me cry i was saying to myself NOOOOOO Jazza please don't cry i was so sad Oh my god 321 likes that is a new record for me my highest is 21
Also i was like my grandma died last year 9 days before my birthday this month and my birthday is the 30th and i know where ever she is she will be singing happy birthday to me and Alex will be clapping for you EVERY single day for what you have accomplished i bet she was amazing and as long as she has a place in that big heart of yours then she will always be alive in memory i bet she is with you reading this comment right now But then again i don't think you have read this comment and you probably wont
She looks like a very lovely girl Jazza and I’m sure she’s very proud of who you are today knowing she touched your life and you still think of her with such love. Watching this made me a little bit teary. Sending hugs ❤️
“When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten.” one of the greatest quotes ever
I feel bad for jazza. His best friend who he was really close to during high school, died a few years after. 🥺😢😭😭😭 I feel REALLY bad for him. I started crying when he did 😢
It happens to everyone, at some point in life. And it sucks, but we cant do anything about it, and all we can do is move on, but that's hard to do sometimes. RIP Alex.
i dont even know this person but seeing jazza cry was just so raw. jazza keeps this super happy vibe so when that shattered so did I. I come to jazza when I need a lift me up but who goes to him when he needs one?
I am so glad you found a great friend in Alex. She will never be gone, even though she's not here. She obviously remains in your heart, and on your shoulder, walking with you each day. You deserve to remember her with a smile, (and some tears) as you continue your journey. Be proud of yourself, as you have touched the hearts of so many.
I hope that instead of that picture tearing you apart, and the memories of Alex make you sad, i wish that when you remember her, you might get sad but smile about all the times you had with her, smiling. Not to just remember her death, but her life. I love your videos and how you are genuine, ❤️
I had one of these moments when I looked back at old photos. It’s so hard when you get back into that mindset and suddenly all those feelings come rushing back. But it’s amazing to be remembered that way, I think. She was so important in your life that even all these years later you still have these intense emotions, it really speaks to how great she was for you and just as a person. Never throw away photos, y’all! One day you will want to go through them and cry and it’s so great. Love you, Jazza ❤️❤️❤️
Jazza when he showed us the picture of his friend and started crying Me: don't cry, I knew about the accident already don't cry Also me: cried anyway This was so emotional, I know that she didn't deserve that, and Jazza was very sad about her, I hope he can feel better after this
@Miss Jae if you want to be negative‚ leave. This channel is a place for positivity. From all of the comments you've left‚ you seem like you don't enjoy Jazza's content. So stop leaving those nasty remarks and just leave
Miss Jae wait you’re saying we are wrong for having feelings and being sad that someone who was so close Jazza died... I think you are wrong, of course you can have your own opinions as stuff but please don’t be so rude
When he said “Alex was my best friend in high school” and it took him a couple of extra seconds to continue, I knew I was done for... Jokes aside, I can tell Alex was one of those once-in-a-lifetime friends and she will live on. Thank you for being open and honest with us
I wholeheartedly get what you meant. Every single word you've said. It's good to talk about things that hurt you, it's what makes you human. I'm crying here with you, all the way from the Netherlands. I'm sure Alex and my best friend Aaron are waiting on us wherever they went. Much love to you, Jazza.
Jaza, as one of your older viewers (51 this last month) I just want to say how much I appreciate everything you do and all that you share with us. You are an amazing young man, a fantastic father, and all around wonderful person! Thank you for being so amazingly authentic, and sharing your life with us; the good and the sad of it. Even though I’ve never actually met you, I’ve come to feel like you are a very good friend. You and your family bring a lot of joy to my life. Please keep being the awesome and amazing person that you are; and never doubt that you make a difference in peoples lives. Love you and your family!
Jazza in the past: No friends Jazza now: 5 million friends Moral: For the people who are down and out and feel that nothing can get better, Hang on Stranger. Things do get better, just hang on till the next turn.
But the sad thing is, fame doesn't equal happiness. I'm not saying Jazza doesn't live a good and happy life, but having fans isn't the same as having true friends.
Jazza you helped me understand what true happiness is in life, they are family and our friends, I was also in my home village today and when I saw it there, my old house, houses of my friends there tears began to flow because I remembered how we play there with my friends, and I miss them so much, and now you make me really emotional too, and im so sorry for Alex, she didn't deserve it, i know it, but nobody deserves to die most if they are young, but i believe she is happy that you became the one you wanted to be and that she smiles at you from heaven everyday, thank you Jazza Thank you for showing me the value of friendship (sorry for my bad English)
I’m sure that Alex is looking down from heaven, smiling at what you’ve accomplished, and couldn’t be prouder of what you’ve done ever since high school, Jazza.
Dude I feel so bad for him because she didn’t deserve that and I feel bad for jazza because that was his best friend but now hopefully she’s in a better place.
This is one of the most real and meaningful things I've enjoyed on TH-cam and perhaps the internet either ever or in some time. Your high school experience and my own sound almost identical, so thank you for sharing such a personal moment and memory with us all.
That alien book was magnificent. Thank you very much for that. Also, RIP Alex. She looks and sounds like a beautiful and lovely person and friend. I sorry you lost her ❤
I used to watch you way back, around the draw my life era. I decided to drop in and see how you’ve been and what you’ve been up to. I distinctly remember you talking about Alex back then, and I think it’s beautiful how much she still means to you, after all these years. I’m sure she’d be insanely happy for you and proud of you.
MJ looks exactly like you when you were his age... Also, I’m really sorry about Alex... I didn’t really have friends until third grade and I feel lucky that I even have friends now because I’m not a social person at all...
This is the sweetest video I have ever watched. I love how you included that segment of gratitude. Often people believe that influencers like you have perfect lives. This is proof that you are an amazing person. This video taught me to be thankful for family and friends. Long live Alex🥺❤️
Im sorry about your friend, sounds like she was the best kind of person. I lost my best friend also Richard brassfield. He was 17 at the time i was 15 ish, he was my very first best friend we shared the same first name, Richard. So i can relate to how you feel so im crying to . while watching this im 33 now and just want to say sorry. And what a beautiful ending to the video.
“People say that you live as long as you’re remembered , and I’d like Alex to be remembered cause she mattered so much to me” 🥺 Oh how I cried, now she gets to live is everybody’s memory as such a great person who helped you jazza, you did great.
I like this video a lot. I feel this kind of content doesn't come out well, when you plan it, like other TH-camrs do. Thanks for uploading the video Jazza, it really takes courage to expose real sentimental feelings online...
Alex sounds wonderful and there’s nothing wrong with feeling strongly and remembering your dear friend, we love everything about you Jazza, your silliness, your tears and laughter, you are the perfect well rounded person
I feel that pain jazza when I was 8 my best friend got shot and killed by his dad, them his dad went on to kill his brother and then commit suicide by shooting himself
Alex was a beautiful woman. Shes probably looking down at you from heaven shaking her head at all the challenges you do and is so proud that you are doing what you love. Alex will be remembered!
This comment is in memory of Alex. Jazza is right as long is she is remembered she lives on.
Who is alex?
Sorry im a new fan :'(
@@miwazzz Maybe if you actually watch THIS video entirely, you'd understand.
@@gimbly8801 ok.
@@miwazzz watch the video and then you wont have to ask questions
gamer g5e
Alex was Jazza’s highschool friend who died in a car crash :)
My heart hurts when his voice just breaks
Someone give him the entire world please
@Sofia Malik OH WHAT THE HECK give him the whole frickin galaxy. ❤️😢
why are you distracting me from the video with yoongi’s gummy smile!?
NO THE UNIVERSE
R.I.P ALEX god bless you jazza!!
Me too
Never apologize for feeling sad about the memories of a lost friend. Losing someone close to you is a pain that never truly leaves your heart.
Very well said! ❤️
Yes!🥺😭🥺
I...
Thank you. I mean like.. You didnt tell like...me, but..
Thank You. I needed that a lot.
Seeing such a gentle, funny, carefree guy like Jazza cry just makes me tear up. She’ll be remembered Jazza. We won’t forget her and all the great moments you’ve brought us
Absolutely, no doubt. Very well put.
"I am sorry for the tone of this video had chaged so unexpectedly "
*crying* is fine! Take you time. Oh god is too early for this
Vi Cardoso yes
It was so hard watching this video. I cried so much
*and* it's healthy
yes I totally agree, I wouldn't want to see him fake being happy when he's not
RIP Alex she sounds like she was a great friend
Rip Walter a hero that likes firetrucks and monster machines
Anda r.
He's not ded Anda r
Wat?
@@andar.3859 why are you responding to yourself, I think this will be an r/
It hurts so bad to see your hero cry and it’s so sad hearing about this deep and sad thing. Your idol crying just reminds you we’re all human.
That is so right👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👍
liamturbop I just want to hug him the whole time in that section of the video
See this community is the reason we are human just human and that’s it fragile beings 👏👏👏
He needs a hug.
liamturbop btec memeulous
My best friend died almost a year ago, the anniversary is coming up soon. This just broke me
RIP sorry for your loss
thats so sad
ok
Kyan de Haan are u heartless
I hope you’re ok :)
When Jazza started crying I immediately thought of this quote: “Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts.” This is possibly my favourite because it’s so true, and Jazza even though I’m just a stranger halfway across the world please know (I hope I speak for everyone when I say this) we are here, I know we’re not family, but we are here
those are some true words that will be stuck to my heart.
we are...
I hope jazza sees this
❤️
I’m so sorry Alex, she sounds like the best person ever and a true friend. Thanks for being honest with us❤️❤️✨🐼
Jazza*
@@RepostCollection his name is Alex
@@aivdudeful it was a girl his name is joisah or sum like dat
Jazzas name is Josiah.
Alex was his best friend and jazza didn't deserve to lose her
U would know if watched it properly
When Jazz’s started crying I started crying with him
Me too
Too
Same
Same
Omg Same
Yeah dude it was right to include that. I think it’s part of middle age, if it needs to come out it’s gonna come out, we can all relate to loss dude and I’m sorry for yours. Like you said keep her in your heart and your head and she’s never really gone.
damn...Jazza really just poured his heart out to us and all I can do is leave a like on a video on the internet.
I know. I just want to give him a huge hug and tell him its ok.
Ikr. I was thinking the same thing
Sometimes the smallest gesture makes the biggest impact. Im sure he knows we all laughed and cried with him.
Im right there with you. I wish there was anything I could do to help this stranger on the internet feel better and Im just like... should I smash the like button? What do I do?
I will remember Alex for him
When Jazza cried, it really hits me in my heart. Maybe because he always smiles and happy in his videos..?
Sorry for your loss. RIP Alex
I just want to give Jazza a huge hug and tell him how much he has made us laugh and how if Alex was your friend, then she is ours too and she will forever be remembered! I wish I could do more, you have inspired me and others and made me laugh non-stop. Your videos are always a go-to watch. Love you Jazza and I'm sorry all I can do is like and comment!
I feel the same way. I wish there was more we could do to show our support.
@@rainbowsongbird13 At this point I think we can just honestly let him know that we are here ♡
I agree on everything You have said so far @abigail aggarwala
💞
Me as well! 💓💓
Wow the way he _immediately_ went silent after seeing his friend's picture...heart wrenching
there aren’t enough words to describe how badly i want to hug jazza
I know. He's always so happy and energetic...
You're a wonderful human being, Jazza. Im SURE Alex is so very proud of you wherever she is.
Thank you for sharing your art, your talent and your light with the world.
Paul Dubber very well said Paul, couldn’t have put it better myself. Alex would be so so proud of jazza and everything he’s accomplished!
I agree
I agree
Yes Alex is so proud of jazza wherever she is❤️
Paul Dubber yeah! Alex is defiantly so proud of him!
I literally started crying when he was talking about Alex.
Same, I literally had to pause to calm down and compose myself. I really just wanted to hug him
I started crying too, losing someone you care so deeply about is one of the worst feelings
Me too!
It hurt to watch my favorite artist cry, considering other's have gone through loss always reminds me of someone I've lost to suicide, he was a wonderful kid, cared about everyone around him, and I cared about him. We were awkward in person but over text we talked all of the time. I was going through a lot then, and so was he, so we were there for each other. Then I moved to a different state, and we lost contact. Unfortunately, a few months went by, a lot of people I moved away from thought I was dead, and he probably did too. I found out he went missing one night and police found that he had overdosed. I don't always think about it, I'm of course still trying to live my life, but every now and then I get reminders and it hits too close to home. Even if we grew apart, I always think about how great he was and how amazing he would've turned out-- I wish I could take his place sometimes. but it is what it is. ~See you on the other side Kyle.
Aww GenEra such a sad story.. Which doesn't seem to be helping my already existing tears. I'm sorry about that
Oml so sorry for your loss..
Im sorry for Your loss...
I've lost a friend to suicide as well and its still really hard for me, so keep going as you are and lets keep our memories in a good way
Dear Alex,
No one here got the pleasure to meet you, we can see the amazing impact you have made on jazza. We will always remember you and your legacy will live on.
From everyone.
God damn, when jazza gets sad, it feels like the whole world is dying
Ikr 😭😭
FELIPE
I agree but IT is jazza not jezza
Mudkip • Geez man just correcting a typo
Ikr..! ToT
Very touching moment about your friend. I can imagine how proud she must be of you now. You inspire millions of people Jazza. You are the friend we all need in our lives.
I honestly love these vulnerable moments. No one is ever more true to themselves than when they are openly emotional. I'm sure Alex is quite proud of you and smiles down on you because of what you've made of yourself. Although I didn't know her, I'm glad she was there for you.
When you talked about Alex and got emotional I also felt myself getting teary. Alex sounds like she was an amazing woman. It made me think about how I would feel about losing my closest friend because like you I have only a very small number of really amazing friends. Simply the thought of losing my best friend makes me emotional.
I understand his pain. my Best friend/only friend, died in a car crash as well. We were in middle school and it happened on May 2nd. It just so much but I learned that she is happy and I know she is proud of me for staying strong. I’m sure Alex was a big part in your life, thing happen for a reason and I bet you right now she is looking down at you and saying how much she is proud of you and how happy she is for you, for staying strong for her.
- My close friend committed suicide on March 14. I still feel bad as fk and I'm crying just from nothing what remembers me of her.
Stay strong mate.
@@devilthing4008 i know your message is not for me but i have to tell you to stay strong too
@@devilthing4008 that is rough, you're already doing amazing by staying strong bro. Keep going man.
My best friend died to cancer 😰😰😰
I feel like jazza should redraw his oldest drawing. Then vs Now
I think he should bring that whole story about the alians to life!
Recovering Soul yes!
Yasss this should be a series
Also grammar then and now
Jazza, she will be remembered. Trust us. We will remember her.
jazza: "this needs to be a movie"
my brain: "Jazza you are and amazing artist and animator you can make it a movie yourself you don't need to ask"
Stompy Mage true
Honestly, I really appreciated hearing about Alex. She sounds like she was a wonderful person, someone who should be remembered. I'm sure she'd be very proud of the the family and life you've managed to build.
I loved seeing your childhood drawings and stories! We're so much freer in our imagination and expression as children, it's quite amazing.
Seeing jazza get emotional is actually heart breaking,he’s just this happy guy but everybody has gone through atleast something that has destroyed them.
I almost lost my best friend a couple of years ago...I couldn't imagine what my life would be without him.
RIP Alex, may you watch over Jazza, so he doesn't do anything stupid...
Screw social distancing, I’m going to Australia and I’m giving Jazza a hug!!!
Good idea.
In a hazmat suit hopfuly or else thare is going to be a nother death
Ex👏🏾act👏🏾ly👏🏾
I love your profile!!
ASC 3321 awww please mate😂😂
I can't handle seeing nice people cry like this. Jeez
When Jazza started crying, I shed a tear, and it made me truly think of how much of a genuine person he is, if only other TH-camrs were as genuine as he is
*RIP Alex*
He’s normally a funny joking guy but to see Jazza cry, it made me cry 😔
Jazza, who drew a long time, his mother still kept them. How sweet 😊
My mom burned my best 6 year old work
my mom ripped mine up
my mom keep mine to she says she’ll show people them when i get famous
My mom wants me to keep some of my art so that I can sell it when I’m famous? I want to keep it to remind myself how much I improve!
@@skulloutofwater4148 I can agree on that ^^
I’m a sympathy crier so now I’m crying 😢I’m so sorry for your loss Jazza, Alex will never be forgotten and I’m sure she’s proud of you today. It was really sweet of you to open up to us.
jazza: *starts crying*
me: *starts crying*
look how far you’ve come.
alex being your best friend must have known how much you’ve wanted to become well known and live out your dreams. as a friend she must have also been hella supportive.
look at you, you’ve come so far, and i’m sure alex helped you along the start.
i’m sure she’d be so proud of you, i know i sure as hell that i am.
When Jazza started crying I just wanted to give him a big 'ol hug. Thank you for being so strong and brave enough to share this with us. We love you ❤❤❤
Jazza, I hope I speak for everyone when I say: We may not be your close friends, or your family, but we're here if you need us. Dont be afraid to reach out to us if that's what you need
yes. That's so true. We will always be here for you, Jazza.
Super true. We will always be here for u ❤️
yes
Alex looks like such a beautiful soul. Gone too soon. But indeed, She’ll live as long as she’s remembered. And Jazza has just immortalized her in this video. And that’s beautiful.
When Jazza started to cry about his friend and especially while explaining how soon her life was taken away, I felt an immediate pain close to home which made me tear up too.
My cousin died in November of 2019 and we were very close, but the worst part of that is it's his family telling me that we were the closest people they knew, the people he lived with every day, told me he talked about me a lot at home and we were close, but I felt like I barely knew him just because I had to move to different states so frequently, so I barely even grew up with most of my family. His birthday was in December almost a complete month apart, and of course the death of my cousin was on a school day, so despite me grieving and feeling empty I still pushed myself to going to school which left me unhealthily exhausted... that was the very first funeral I went to in my life to where I knew someone and I was close to someone. I only went to one other funeral in my life when I was 4 years old. What also hurt though was the fact that the very last time I seen him was 2 weeks before he died, and 2 weeks before he died he was helping me and my family move to a different city in our state. I came across a box the other day cleaning my room, the same box labeled "sort another day" that he picked on me for. I heard him say that like if we were there on the last day I got to see him alive and nearly broke down crying.
Getting back to the main point though, I feel as empty now as I did then because he was supposed to graduate from the academy this year to get his high school diploma, and he was supposed to graduate with me this year, but his life was taken away so quickly due to a car crash where his side was T-boned at a high rate of speed... we both would've graduated this week. He worked so hard to earn the credits the school refused to give him last year as a Senior. His graduation was cheated out from the school and because of that he didn't get to finally graduate this year. But I know he wants me to graduate for him this year along with everyone else he was close with, he treated everyone like family. I bet Alex is very proud that you're a successful and respectful person she knew and loved years ago. Moments like that is what keep us moving, and despite it being the most sensitive part of our lives, it's the most valuable reminders of why we have to move on.
We move forward to remember the ones who had to return home, not just to mourn for their loss of company. You'll keep moving strong, we believe and love you Jazza! ❤
She sounds like an amazing friend and that must have been so hard for you to lose her. But I’m glad you can talk about her and that she is remembered.
the words 'she was a good friend' are such tear-jerking words
rip Alex she will be remembered
Holy S***. I relate to those feelings of social isolation as a kid. And how lucky i was to have my 'Alex' too. I love that Jazza allowed himself to be vulnerable, emotional and authentic in sharing that precious memory of her and opening up about his early life - i'm certain in this community it will have helped others relate, feel less alone and comforted in the knowledge that we can all face challenging times in our lives. Especially now, in this world, where social isolation is such an overwhelming force.
Dude you got be bawling, but i'm grateful to be an emotional human right now, and you for you also, to be emotional yet grateful. We could all benefit from practising a little more gratitude in every situation we face, good and bad. Stay just as you are Jazza, cos watching that was beautiful. Thanks
i’m almost positive alex is very, very proud of you, jazza.
Yep she probably is extremely proud
Jazza you literally are the greatest person. I teared up and it feels so nice to have a creator not edit out some of their harder moments. She sounds like the most amazing person and if she made you who you are today then she definitely will be remembered as the brilliant person you knew
When jazza gets you emotional cause he lost a person he was close to in high school, and im sitting here crying myself now cause i lost a person myself in high school due to the big S.. it hurts, and it never will stop not hurting...
May they be remembered
Could I kindly ask what the big S is? You don't have to answer if it hurts, and I'm sorry for your loss
big S? i dont get it but rip
Can’t say the word on yt but S-cide
because we're all mortal nd only will continue to be
No video has ever made emotional until this
I can’t. Jazza we are here for you.
Imagine disliking a video, where Jazza pours his heart out. Must be sad.
those people meant to click the like button but they had to many tears in their eyes
You can tell he was reliving the photos as he was looking at them, and that is heartbreaking. He gradually becomes more sad the more he flips through them. I think we all have that one friend that we wish we stayed in touch with or lost, I know I do
When Jazza started crying i just wanted to get a tissue and wipe his eyes he made me cry i was saying to myself NOOOOOO Jazza please don't cry i was so sad
Oh my god 321 likes that is a new record for me my highest is 21
Also i was like my grandma died last year 9 days before my birthday this month and my birthday is the 30th and i know where ever she is she will be singing happy birthday to me and Alex will be clapping for you EVERY single day for what you have accomplished i bet she was amazing and as long as she has a place in that big heart of yours then she will always be alive in memory i bet she is with you reading this comment right now
But then again i don't think you have read this comment and you probably wont
🧢
awww jazza you made me cry think of all of your subscribers as your freinds
Same i was like no no jazza stop your gonna make me cry (which he did)
popszyplayz what time
She looks like a very lovely girl Jazza and I’m sure she’s very proud of who you are today knowing she touched your life and you still think of her with such love. Watching this made me a little bit teary. Sending hugs ❤️
Awwww
She is certainly smiling down at him and super proud of him.
Who also cried when jazza started speaking his mind and heart out 😭 Im sure that she was a great and lovely person and she’ll be remembered. ❤️ 💕
Welp, that was a gut punch. We can have such an affect on one another.
Rest well, Alex.
“When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten.”
one of the greatest quotes ever
Yeah, but it's actually when they die though
Wow
Whos quote is that?
Love the reference to one piece. It is one of the most emotional quotes in the show
Dr. Hiluluk from one piece
Sorry about alex, she seems like she was a good person, R.I.P
(Im so sorry for your loss jazza)
Nathan s20 WHO IS THAT
Purple Sunset watch the video. And yes, RIP
I feel bad for jazza. His best friend who he was really close to during high school, died a few years after. 🥺😢😭😭😭 I feel REALLY bad for him. I started crying when he did 😢
Why u cry
@@honoraryavenger4165 I have..... to cancer :(
@@ghostyplays4049 I'm so sorry
It happens to everyone, at some point in life. And it sucks, but we cant do anything about it, and all we can do is move on, but that's hard to do sometimes. RIP Alex.
“When they went to the deep end... of the ocean.” 😂 I cried from laughter
I literally almost started crying too when you talked about Alex, she must've been incredible and it's so sad
i dont even know this person but seeing jazza cry was just so raw. jazza keeps this super happy vibe so when that shattered so did I. I come to jazza when I need a lift me up but who goes to him when he needs one?
I am so glad you found a great friend in Alex. She will never be gone, even though she's not here. She obviously remains in your heart, and on your shoulder, walking with you each day. You deserve to remember her with a smile, (and some tears) as you continue your journey. Be proud of yourself, as you have touched the hearts of so many.
Jazza: *I don’t wanna make this video to heavy*
Me: 💔....😭😭......
*My heart!*
*can I give him a hug?!*
Dark Crystals I want to hug him to 😭😭💔💔
Dark Crystals if you want to risk the police having to taser you then sure ok
Totally queue the mom tears
You can try hugging your phone. Virtual hug
I want to give him a hug, he deserves one.
I hope that instead of that picture tearing you apart, and the memories of Alex make you sad, i wish that when you remember her, you might get sad but smile about all the times you had with her, smiling. Not to just remember her death, but her life. I love your videos and how you are genuine, ❤️
Jazza, I dare you to remake "The Alians That Came to Earth" into an animation pleaseeee
I am with you
Yes!!!
YESSSSSS PERFECTTTTTTT
MJ needs to draw the monster.
YASSSSS
I had one of these moments when I looked back at old photos. It’s so hard when you get back into that mindset and suddenly all those feelings come rushing back. But it’s amazing to be remembered that way, I think. She was so important in your life that even all these years later you still have these intense emotions, it really speaks to how great she was for you and just as a person. Never throw away photos, y’all! One day you will want to go through them and cry and it’s so great. Love you, Jazza ❤️❤️❤️
Jazza when he showed us the picture of his friend and started crying
Me: don't cry, I knew about the accident already don't cry
Also me: cried anyway
This was so emotional, I know that she didn't deserve that, and Jazza was very sad about her, I hope he can feel better after this
I was going to cry but I have to work in like ten minutes so I can’t oof... 😔
Same
@Miss Jae if you want to be negative‚ leave. This channel is a place for positivity. From all of the comments you've left‚ you seem like you don't enjoy Jazza's content. So stop leaving those nasty remarks and just leave
@Miss Jae you have said you will leave the channel. So act on that and say goodbye. No one wants your negative energy here
Miss Jae wait you’re saying we are wrong for having feelings and being sad that someone who was so close Jazza died... I think you are wrong, of course you can have your own opinions as stuff but please don’t be so rude
When he said “Alex was my best friend in high school” and it took him a couple of extra seconds to continue, I knew I was done for... Jokes aside, I can tell Alex was one of those once-in-a-lifetime friends and she will live on. Thank you for being open and honest with us
Jazza: 'That's not bad for a 4 year old'
Me age 4: DRINKS PAINT
Now that's
T R U E A R T
@@vdq Yup. Spit it out onto a canvas and someone will buy it for millions.
Holy moly your name is alex too
When I was four I drank hand sanitizer.
I was eating dirt 'till age 5. And these people are creating art
I wholeheartedly get what you meant. Every single word you've said.
It's good to talk about things that hurt you, it's what makes you human. I'm crying here with you, all the way from the Netherlands.
I'm sure Alex and my best friend Aaron are waiting on us wherever they went.
Much love to you, Jazza.
Awwwe did you have a friend that also died I’m sorry i know they will be waiting for you guys
I’m so sorry for you. You’r propably One of the best friend a human can have.
I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how sad you or jazza feel right now. R.I.P Aaron and Alex I’m so sorry for your lost.
Yeah i have to try really hard to not cry too.
Ps. Dutch gang
Thank you all so much for the incredibly nice words.. It's truly heartwarming and I'm sure Jazza appreciates it a much as I do myself.
Jaza, as one of your older viewers (51 this last month) I just want to say how much I appreciate everything you do and all that you share with us.
You are an amazing young man, a fantastic father, and all around wonderful person! Thank you for being so amazingly authentic, and sharing your life with us; the good and the sad of it.
Even though I’ve never actually met you, I’ve come to feel like you are a very good friend. You and your family bring a lot of joy to my life.
Please keep being the awesome and amazing person that you are; and never doubt that you make a difference in peoples lives. Love you and your family!
i love the fact that after all these years he still remembers and he hasn’t forgotten what made him💖💖💖 r.i.p alex.
Jazza in the past: No friends
Jazza now: 5 million friends
Moral: For the people who are down and out and feel that nothing can get better, Hang on Stranger. Things do get better, just hang on till the next turn.
This is an amazing this moral is the best thing I've heard in years
Absolutely agree, Also if you are a good person, good things will happen to you eventually!
:) beautiful lesson
Lol dangit I'm crying now
That was actually amazingly sweet, thanks for saying that.
But the sad thing is, fame doesn't equal happiness. I'm not saying Jazza doesn't live a good and happy life, but having fans isn't the same as having true friends.
Jazza you helped me understand what true happiness is in life, they are family and our friends, I was also in my home village today and when I saw it there, my old house, houses of my friends there tears began to flow because I remembered how we play there with my friends, and I miss them so much, and now you make me really emotional too, and im so sorry for Alex,
she didn't deserve it, i know it, but nobody deserves to die most if they are young, but i believe she is happy that you became the one you wanted to be and that she smiles at you from heaven everyday, thank you Jazza
Thank you for showing me the value of friendship
(sorry for my bad English)
I don’t know what seven year old Jazza was smoking when he wrote that story, but I want some of it.
Same.
no. its too dangerous to go that far
hes been smoking pure creativity his entire life lol
@Miss Jae rude
@@big_billie_fan788 its a joke
I’m sure that Alex is looking down from heaven, smiling at what you’ve accomplished, and couldn’t be prouder of what you’ve done ever since high school, Jazza.
Dude I feel so bad for him because she didn’t deserve that and I feel bad for jazza because that was his best friend but now hopefully she’s in a better place.
11:35 my heart broke when Jazza tears up...💔
This is one of the most real and meaningful things I've enjoyed on TH-cam and perhaps the internet either ever or in some time. Your high school experience and my own sound almost identical, so thank you for sharing such a personal moment and memory with us all.
That alien book was magnificent. Thank you very much for that.
Also, RIP Alex. She looks and sounds like a beautiful and lovely person and friend. I sorry you lost her ❤
WHO THINKS WHEN JAZZA WAS YOUNG HE LOOKS LIKE HIS SON?
thats how genes work
Pretty sure that's how genes work-
His son looks so much like him!
Blank Spacebv :-P yeah definitely
Sorto
Jazza: “I don’t want this to be deep or anything..”
Me: “too late”
Jazza: *continues*
My heart: *crumbles and burns*
Crumbles and *lights on fire*
Alex The Amazing
Me:
A tsunami rushing out of my eyes
Same.
Exactly
True
Thanks for sharing, friend. =)
*Im sad.*
I used to watch you way back, around the draw my life era. I decided to drop in and see how you’ve been and what you’ve been up to. I distinctly remember you talking about Alex back then, and I think it’s beautiful how much she still means to you, after all these years. I’m sure she’d be insanely happy for you and proud of you.
MJ looks exactly like you when you were his age...
Also, I’m really sorry about Alex... I didn’t really have friends until third grade and I feel lucky that I even have friends now because I’m not a social person at all...
Whoever disliked are just the people who are crying trying to like the video
RIP Alex. 😢
I legit actually hit the dislike button because I was crying and miss clicked XD
Pretty accurate.
I always hate how people say, RIP like damn
but tbh I am sorry for her and I hope she's doing good up there :/
Ducky Malu_ There is nothing wrong with saying RIP. It means Rest In Peace. It is a very nice thing to say, as long as you aren’t saying it as a joke.
R.I.P Alex she sounds like a great friend. We will all remember her
This is the sweetest video I have ever watched. I love how you included that segment of gratitude. Often people believe that influencers like you have perfect lives. This is proof that you are an amazing person. This video taught me to be thankful for family and friends. Long live Alex🥺❤️
She sounds like a wonderful friend 💕
I am crying along with you.
May your friend's soul rest in peace.
Jazza’s a “cool dude”
You can’t say NO to that.
Im sorry about your friend, sounds like she was the best kind of person. I lost my best friend also Richard brassfield. He was 17 at the time i was 15 ish, he was my very first best friend we shared the same first name, Richard. So i can relate to how you feel so im crying to . while watching this im 33 now and just want to say sorry. And what a beautiful ending to the video.
“People say that you live as long as you’re remembered , and I’d like Alex to be remembered cause she mattered so much to me” 🥺
Oh how I cried, now she gets to live is everybody’s memory as such a great person who helped you jazza, you did great.
I like this video a lot. I feel this kind of content doesn't come out well, when you plan it, like other TH-camrs do. Thanks for uploading the video Jazza, it really takes courage to expose real sentimental feelings online...
10:38 I'm not crying .......... Ja-Ja...........WE ALL ARE CRYING😭😢
Alex sounds wonderful and there’s nothing wrong with feeling strongly and remembering your dear friend, we love everything about you Jazza, your silliness, your tears and laughter, you are the perfect well rounded person
I feel that pain jazza when I was 8 my best friend got shot and killed by his dad, them his dad went on to kill his brother and then commit suicide by shooting himself
There are no words. I hope you have or will find the comfort you need.
I'm speechles
I’m so sorry
That is very dark and sad 😢😱
So.... how old are you right now?
Alex was a beautiful woman.
Shes probably looking down at you from heaven shaking her head at all the challenges you do and is so proud that you are doing what you love.
Alex will be remembered!
I actually cried but I’m really sure we will all remember Alex as the one who rescued you from darkness
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your ok now . Also you are an excellent Author ! THIS HAS TO BECOME A MOVIE 😅