Okay I cant disable to comments so the best I can do is to tell all of you to NOT vent in the comments but none of y’all are gonna listen anyway so idrc atp💀 I’m not even active on yt anymore LMAO
I understand. But please don’t give up yet! I promise you it will all be better soon, I’ll miss you! Imagine what your parents and pets or friends will say..
Because he was SPLIT IN HALF LIKE A FOCKING PISTACHIO. I mean pistachios are split in half vertically but like you get the point. Lesson learned don’t go with your blonde best friend to a club called Sabbath.
I wish I was joking when I say that this song has gotten me through so much. it's hard to deal until I put my headphones on and listen to this, it's like I fade from reality in a way. I feel like I don't have to worry when this song's on
I also feel like that, just no worry, I've cried to this song before and it felt good to get it out. This song just has that vibe for me that just...gives me feels.
I really can’t handle change. My life is falling apart by the day. My friend group lost a member, I can’t smile right and all I think about are destructive things about myself. I miss how things were before. I live in fear almost everyday. Living is honestly a burden. I can’t take it. I just want to go back to better times... Update: I’m still not doing that well.. I’m still scared of so many things, but I’m slowly trying to get better
Again, i shake for no reason at all. When i gt close to my parents, i feel like they will automatically hurt or even slap me. I cry myself to sleep or even cry at random times. All i dver write is "Im worthless, why cant they treat me normally?" "I want to leave my family." "I want to stay somewhere else." This all happened because i told them i was in the lgbtq family. I never knew that they were homophobes. I need a hug, right now. Even if its virtual, i need it.
You can see the stars clearly. Its all because the humans are gone. The rabbit is probably dead. Akira. Theres no rabbit in that sky. I saw it with my own eyes. Back then, I didn't know what you meant. Love doesn't exist. Theres no such thing as love. Therefore, there is no sorrow. That's what I thought. Akira. Why am I the only one talking? Akira? Akira. Right now... I'm feeling something. What is this? Tell me. What is this, Akira? Feel what I'm feeling right now. Listen to me. Akira. Look at me. Respond to me. Don't forget that you've been with me till now. Say something. No, Akira. Don't leave me alone. Don't leave me. Please, be somewhere. Say something! Akira!
as someone who just failed another attempt: its not aesthetic, its not cool, its not how you're imagining. its horrible. its traumatic and scary and gross. I cant talk to my best friend because i sent them a goodbye message and dont know how. I cant go back into my bathroom because its fucking terrifying. I cant look my family in the eye after writing them all goodbye notes. stop thinking that its beautiful, because its not. you're only going to end up dead or traumatized and neither is good
I'm not sacred of dying, I'm sacred of what comes before dying , all the regret of not living my life to the fullest -all the fear of having made the wrong choice - all the fear of having missed an importunity to make my life better- all the pain of leaving everything I once adored- and so much more . I want to die knowing I once lived a life , not die knowing damn well I was just surviving day by day . I don't want to end it knowing that death was all I was awaiting . no ! I want to die thinking "hey ! It's over already ? Damn I sure did have fun living my life " I don't want to say "my death finally arrived after so much waiting" I want to laugh and say "sucks my life ended , but it was fun while it lasted" It may not make sense , but that's just how I always felt . I want to disconnect from the world , but I don't want to die . I want to live , I don't want to survive .
Ikr! Sorry if I sound rude or anything, I know how you feel. I am not really scared to die either, but scared of what's before. And I idk but this comment just makes gives me feels
i feel same im scared when my friends gona be when i died and not spending time with them or other fun stuff we can do but i also not afraid im afraid whats also gona happend in the future please dont hate- also feel same
“Nothing I do is ever good enough” Me, a gifted kid, here after a mini breakdown. It really hits harder. It used to be so easy The world finally caught up to me.. I remember a couple years ago I was gonna change the world.. Now I can’t do anything
god, i want to listen to this so bad with someone else just to look at each other as the beat drops and realize just how gay we are for each other :/ just me?
Lyrics: Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave I can't handle change I can't handle change Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault Still lately, I begin to shake 2:42 For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all
I miss the feeling of nostalgia. I miss hearing music at the back of my head at random times. I miss having dreams or even just daydreaming. I miss the feeling of being a child. I miss myself
This comment gives me creepy vibes. (I m) (hearing) (music) (at the) (back) (of)------ but what's the half of the sentence? (Near) (the) (lake) (And) (its) (getting) (closer)
I don't think daydreaming or nostalgia has much to do with your age, I'm sorry you had to go through what you went through that makes you feel the way you feel now, I hope you feel better soon
"She used to talk alot, she's so quiet now" "I miss the old you" I do too "I made you" you think I wanna be here?.. "I put a roof over your head feed you took care of you" isn't that a parent's job tho?
I hate that my family members only care about themselves like when i have a problem they just say well its hard for me too and then i just keep quiet cuz i can't listen to them anymore.. So i understand this post very much :)
@peoplegetonmynerves shitty people is everywhere. You had the bad luck one of them is your mother/father. Don't give those who abuse you the satisfaction of see you become who they told you to be, because you are way more than that, and the fact they failed at life doesn't mean you have to too, because you're not them. I hope you can very soon run far away from that abusive house and find a peaceful place for yourself to actually take a break, breath and have the freedom to be yourself and simply exist without being criticized 24/7 for it... You deserve it, you deserve to exist and you deserve peace, you deserve love, don't forget that.
this makes me feel that one type of "sad" that you just can't explain. that type of sad when "are you okay?" and "what's wrong?" are difficult questions.
I really want to have a moment with someone really special in which this song is playing and we’re just sitting on the roof, eyes on each other and our heartbeats dancing in a synchrony
Most people: "hits different when your imagining falling off a building" me: "hits different when you imagine yourself slowly drowning in a deep crystal clear lake with the sun bemming down at the water while all your senses slowly drift away your last one being the sense to hear"
I just want to have a shoulder to cry on for once. I'm tired of always lending a shoulder for others to cry on. I can't even remember one time when people genuinely asked me for my well being.
Imagine your at the highest building u could see rn, u walk upstairs looking at the sunset crying your eyes out listening to this song, not wanting to live at all so when THAT part comes up u jump from that building crying and enjoying ur last moments (What im thinking lol)
If i'm going to be honest, i'm not tired in a suicidal way. I'm tired in a bored & exhausted way. I'm tired of having to wake up, eat, get dressed, go to school, learn, come back home, do homework, eat dinner and go back to bed. Every day the same.. It's, exhausting. And it's boring. Nothing new. It's Just, the same old thing. Every. Single. Day.
Bro I spent like the whole time trying to fix my AirPods cause I thought it was broken but then the drums came in and I just slapped myself. The sound in the beginning was in one ear and I was over here like dmdncbjsdndc ‘it was just working’ then the drums surprised me lol
My bestfriend left me for a slight mistake. Family wanted perfection, banned me from drawing. I can't handle it. Too much pressure and everything. But at least I found a cure in music. Thank you, it made me forget every sour things that happened to me.
The change up from 2:25 to 2:41 when it slows down both the words and the melody is what it feels like when you finally realize how unhealthy you glorifying suicide is even though all you want to do is just turn it off but can’t. It feels so sad. I remember that feeling.
I can't handle change. I just wanna be happy but why is so many things stopping me ? its so hard to be happy when you have so much things to do and stress about. I can barely remember when was the last time i was genuinely happy.
it hits so hard when everyone left u because u didnt care for them when you tried ur best. while they had someone to tell their problems with when yourself, doesnt have that someone and doesnt want to tell them because they already had their own problems and we dont want to add more to them and just feel like were just a burden to them. and all changes so fast i couldnt ever feel that happy moment again that happened once in my life. would anyone wanna be my friend or atleast a someone i can have? i promise i will do the same we will always have each other, thank u.
@@notlessly you can loop it, right click and press loop on pc and if you're on mobile then put it on a playlist with only this song and loop the playlist
"Jotaro is that you? "Yes, it's me, I'm surprised you recognized me" "Kakiyon, it's been 20 years already..." "Jotaro tell me who I'll be in 20 years?"
i really cant handle change. so much has happened this entire month. he used to hug me all the time and now I have to turn to a pillow for comfort and there's just too much tbh
"Go ahead and live with your head held high. No matter how devastated you may be by your own weakness or uselessness, set your heart ablaze. Grit your teeth and look straight ahead. Even if you stop and crouch down, time won't wait for you or snuggle you and grieve along with you. Don't feel bad that I'm going to die here. As a Hashira, of course I would shield my juniors." - Kyojuro Rengoku to Tanjiro Kamado
Imagine falling off a tall building in slow motion with this playing in the background as the cars move slowly and u feel ur tears slowly fly up while ur going down u try to grab on to the air but u grab nothing then u close ur eyes and hug your self tight thinking I love you to the person that pops up after I say his sentence and then u hit the ground it's all over your in peace no more of that and this your finally free
And then waking up and not doing that irl bc if you died I'd be very sad- every death deserves to be mourned, and every life celebrated. I'm glad you're alive and I sincerely hope you stay that way. Please. Suicide is a hate crime against yourself. You're litterally bullying yourself if you do that- please don't you deserve happiness and love
“Seeing ppl at your age get so much more progressive , moving on and everyone leaving you behind , and them being so happy meanwhile your here crying so much your eyes start to hurt , is the worst feeling ever, and if it was a song it would sound like this” *haha, I have that*
I did a hole history from this song and then i found this, is so especific that this is how the actual history sound like, is just so goddeam perfect and i love it (sorry if some words are bad witen or i have a error im not a english speker so im so sorry :[ )
This is the perfect song to zone out to and just watch everything go out of place. Just not being able to do anything. Just watching all the chaos happen right in front of you.
The way I've found a safe, comfort place in sorrow scares me, anything goes wrong I come here, in my little corner of sorrow to sit in isolation, alone with my thoughts, to repent it all, and it gives me great comfort while I dont even realise that its only making me worse, weaker and sadder.
oh goodness it’s not just me i’m so sorry it’s horrible but i don’t have a lot to say because it’s not really that horrible i mean it’s just. it feels good but not? i d9nt know and i know how you feel i’m so sorry
i finally hit a point in life where i am actually good and now it’s all falling apart and it’s all about to change and for the first time in forever i was ok and now it’s all changing.
No, suicide isnt fancy or aesthetic. Its absolutely not a fancy thing to even a joke. Stop romanticizing your own death. Time wont slow down, memories wont flash before your eyes, rain wont suddenly start pouring. You will regret your death greatly. They're people on earth who love and appreciate you, who need you.
This slowed song makes me think that I'm In a dark room and then suddenly this song played and it helped me forget all of the things that bothers me.... Btw this is amazing
TW:.. Change is so hard when it means changing myself Im too scared to change im so used to feeling like this it hurts but it’s oddly comforting kind of masochistic I know the pain feels like home almost and I don’t want to leave it what if I get happy and it goes away again? That can’t happen if I never get happy right? Fake it until you make it right? I don’t need these pills, I don’t need therapy, I don’t need help im fine im fine i’m fine I’m fine I don’t need shit.
imagine trying to jump off a building, and you put both feet out expecting to fall and then you are just standing there, not falling just standing in thin air, looking down at life below you, expecting for your own to end
to the person reading this, if u are thinking of committing suicide, please don't. you have more purpose in this world than you think you do. i promise in the end going thru all this pain will be worth it. you'll be more stronger and more mature than everyone around you. please stay in this world with me and remember i'll always love you. you mean the world to me. stay in this with me okay? we can do this together if we keep going, and keep finding ways to motivate ourselves. stick with me thru this and you will do wonders in life, i promise. there is other ways to get help! don't give up on everything you worked so hard for now.
i can't cry anymore. i just can't i don't know why, i fake it and then when i realise that I'm crying i just turn off my emotions. i wanna live like a child, that's happy and can actually cry without problems.
Try to write as much as you can slowly you will able to make it accurate 🤞😊❤️ it's a good feeling writting your emotions maybe download a secure note app and add in your email so maybe after 10 years you can look back and see how far you have come and ✨the nostalgia ✨
This song is nice to listen after knowing that your a failure to everyone you’ve ever cared ab and not being able to keep anyone bc they either left or died and the second your given something to smile about it gets taken from you, but it’s ok life never fails to get worse even when I thought it couldn’t 🙏
I’ve known this song since my depression starts 4-5 years back. I would bawl my eyes out to this when I couldn’t do anything else and I still come back here. I’ve Listened to this since it dropped and honestly Thank you so much because this reminds me of how it feels to be alive
I remember a simpler time when I never had to worry. Now it’s all I do. Will I pass that exam? Have I studied enough? Am I enough? It gets harder, but only before it gets better. I’m seeing a therapist now and I’m spending more time with my family. I plead everyone who cries themselves to sleep, who doesn’t feel like they’re worth anything or can’t understand why it feels like life goes against them, talk to someone! It really does help. If you can’t, code words are something I use on a daily basis in my family. It helps tell them how you’re feeling, without even saying it. I hope everyone sees this and knows hat everything gets worse before it gets better, so just talk to someone and get through this! You’re not in it alone.
my routine every time i listen to this song: 1. skip to 2:34 2. close my eyes 3. wait till the beat drops 4. transported to another world (for me its danganronpa)
Okay I cant disable to comments so the best I can do is to tell all of you to NOT vent in the comments but none of y’all are gonna listen anyway so idrc atp💀 I’m not even active on yt anymore LMAO
Lmaooo
@@ShadowIbuki yeah
@@spacedweeb4351 i feel you man i hope you have a good day today may god bless you
Why don’t you want people venting
@@peppabig4035 its fucking depressing not everyone wants to see suicidal thoughts on their comment section
everything is changing so fast. i really can’t handle it all anymore.
I understand. But please don’t give up yet! I promise you it will all be better soon, I’ll miss you! Imagine what your parents and pets or friends will say..
You will be OK and things will be fine
life works like this
so live it at your fullest :)
i love you so much
i hope ur okay
im here
always
Hey, it'll be ok..
@@poopshitter29 I don't have friends , so I understand the guy
And then, all other stuff that got me the depression, I mean I understand him at all
When I ask my cat why she shit in front of the litter box instead of in it
“For no reason at all” GAHAHAHA
PLEASE HAHAHAHAHAHHDXHXBXH THIS COMMENT MADE MY DAYY
PLEASE
I CNHAGTR
this is the only comment that is not sad xd
@h0td0g_wvt3r LITERALLY
LIKE ITS RIGHT THERE 😭😭😭
LMFOAOOAAO
''Akira, why am I the only one talking?''
ouch.
NO DON'T BREAK ME LIKE THAT
Oof
Because he was SPLIT IN HALF LIKE A FOCKING PISTACHIO.
I mean pistachios are split in half vertically but like you get the point. Lesson learned don’t go with your blonde best friend to a club called Sabbath.
@@thea4089 Can't carry on the lesson when the whole humanity is gone 😔
Yeah falling deeper, especially when it gets slower...
Yes.
But in the car in the night RAININGHH
@@froggyas nd thunderrr.
@@user-et5kc2qw3c and windows down 😩
@@addiecam3832 haï haï😩
2:22
t h a n k y o u -
Thank you❤🖤
@@neveahtheweirdo hehe you r welcome))
Thanks you💞
@@julianistired Thank* you
this song when it’s nighttime and raining and u just had an anxiety attack hits different lol
Fr
*cough* mood *cough*
How tf did you predict exactly what just happened to me '-'
yuh man😃🔫
I can agree from recent experience and by recent I mean just now🙃
I wish I was joking when I say that this song has gotten me through so much. it's hard to deal until I put my headphones on and listen to this, it's like I fade from reality in a way. I feel like I don't have to worry when this song's on
I also feel like that, just no worry, I've cried to this song before and it felt good to get it out. This song just has that vibe for me that just...gives me feels.
@@The-Sand-eating-guy same..
Literally
U still good?
“Loves not real, there is no such thing, therefore there is no sorrow, well that’s what I thought….”
god damn I love that show
@@coolestloser5341 same but it’s so sad 😭
@@V1c.66 we Stan hie in this house tho
STFU I'M REALLY TRYING TO HOLD BACK TEARS BECAUSE I REALLY SHIP THEM AND IT WAS SO SAD TO SEE HIM DIE
@@Loser.Leo2 RIGHT HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE LOVED AKIRA
can we all take moment to appreciate that this video is exactly 4 minutes and 20 seconds long?
Damn it
420 lol
420 what yall smoking?😏😏
@@Lovefromanoymous HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE-
@@Lovefromanoymous wh-
This hits different after an anxiety attack
you ok?
It’s ok ❤️ here’s a froggy 🐸💕💫 what would you like to name it? :D
Yup it does I remember this happened to me
@@ffi2251 Tsuyu
It really does 😪💀
that dislike is someone that was crying and couldn’t see well the like button
most likely :'(
or just haters unfortunately.
mél *me trying to see if there’s any discoloration in your pfp*
I laughed at this idk why😂
God I miss 3 years ago
“Love doesn’t exist. There is no such thing as love. Therefore, there’s no sorrow.”
STFU YOU'RE LITERALLY MAKING ME CRY I MISS THEM I'M SO MUCH
Ryo:(
Devilman crybaby 🤕
are we the same person?
@@Loser.Leo2 SO SORRY :((
this hits so dif late at night ..
Yup..
Bro at night,like everything just hits you,all at once-
Especially if your alone,it hurts..ive been there
@@u_dumb1415 yep
Yeah.. learned that the hard way
ive been crying to this song since 2019
same.. always been my favourite mental breakdown song
just like me to another love i always tear up when i listen to it
Want a cookie 🍪?
i always tear up whenever i hear this song
damn girl how many lakes u made? u still crying? how do you not stop crying girl-
bro ur body is prolly 2398928375293587% water
I really can’t handle change. My life is falling apart by the day. My friend group lost a member, I can’t smile right and all I think about are destructive things about myself. I miss how things were before. I live in fear almost everyday. Living is honestly a burden. I can’t take it. I just want to go back to better times...
Update: I’m still not doing that well.. I’m still scared of so many things, but I’m slowly trying to get better
Hey everything will be ok soon I promise
@@deltava thank you so much, I really hope you’re right :,)
@@mei.kitsune not a problem
Man I can’t handle change a-swell
Again, i shake for no reason at all. When i gt close to my parents, i feel like they will automatically hurt or even slap me. I cry myself to sleep or even cry at random times. All i dver write is
"Im worthless, why cant they treat me normally?"
"I want to leave my family."
"I want to stay somewhere else."
This all happened because i told them i was in the lgbtq family. I never knew that they were homophobes. I need a hug, right now. Even if its virtual, i need it.
You can see the stars clearly. Its all because the humans are gone. The rabbit is probably dead. Akira. Theres no rabbit in that sky. I saw it with my own eyes. Back then, I didn't know what you meant. Love doesn't exist. Theres no such thing as love. Therefore, there is no sorrow. That's what I thought. Akira. Why am I the only one talking? Akira? Akira. Right now... I'm feeling something. What is this? Tell me. What is this, Akira? Feel what I'm feeling right now. Listen to me. Akira. Look at me. Respond to me. Don't forget that you've been with me till now. Say something. No, Akira. Don't leave me alone. Don't leave me. Please, be somewhere. Say something! Akira!
This is a hate crime
I will be telling my therapist abt you
@@adowbowngmanack4168AHSHHSHDHABSHAHSH I'M SORRY
😕
I really didn't want to cry today but I did all thanks to you🥺🥺🥺
as someone who just failed another attempt: its not aesthetic, its not cool, its not how you're imagining. its horrible. its traumatic and scary and gross. I cant talk to my best friend because i sent them a goodbye message and dont know how. I cant go back into my bathroom because its fucking terrifying. I cant look my family in the eye after writing them all goodbye notes. stop thinking that its beautiful, because its not. you're only going to end up dead or traumatized and neither is good
Pls don’t do it again it’s not worth it ok I know I’m late but I hope your ok GOD loves you and even if you can see or feel it he does I hope you ok ❤
Ok
But you look like you would know what the color purple sounds like
I'm not sacred of dying, I'm sacred of what comes before dying , all the regret of not living my life to the fullest -all the fear of having made the wrong choice - all the fear of having missed an importunity to make my life better- all the pain of leaving everything I once adored- and so much more .
I want to die knowing I once lived a life , not die knowing damn well I was just surviving day by day .
I don't want to end it knowing that death was all I was awaiting . no ! I want to die thinking "hey ! It's over already ? Damn I sure did have fun living my life " I don't want to say "my death finally arrived after so much waiting" I want to laugh and say "sucks my life ended , but it was fun while it lasted"
It may not make sense , but that's just how I always felt .
I want to disconnect from the world , but I don't want to die .
I want to live , I don't want to survive .
Ikr! Sorry if I sound rude or anything, I know how you feel. I am not really scared to die either, but scared of what's before. And I idk but this comment just makes gives me feels
Couldnt explain it even more
i feel same im scared when my friends gona be when i died and not spending time with them or other fun stuff we can do but i also not afraid im afraid whats also gona happend in the future
please dont hate- also feel same
Always thinking about everyone, memories and a lot stuff while thinking about dying.
What is living exactly? Why do I want to live a full life? Who decided on what a "full life" was supposed to be like? Why me? Why not me?..........
3:25 EXCUSE ME!? that's just ✨𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽✨
..i want this as my alarm and to be played at my funeral,if this isnt..im going to fire somebody-💀😩🤚
if it’s not played at my funeral i’m not going 😐👐
@@creepygirl913 oh dear-will you be at your house listening to it then?🤔✨
@@u_dumb1415 ofc 😌
@@creepygirl913the respect i have for you now is like:🤔👍😀🤚✨😔👍😌👌🏻✨✨📸
@@u_dumb1415 PLEASE ✋😩‼️💯😭🤌✨💕 ik im rlly very super cool
This hits different but it hits even more when u see Ryo there (man we’re all in pain) 🤚🏽
Ryo supremacy 🛐
@@spacedweeb4351 tiddie boi supremacy
Fr 😭
@@1tzm3hh11 PSJAUAKXHZYjsbxh💀
“Nothing I do is ever good enough”
Me, a gifted kid, here after a mini breakdown. It really hits harder.
It used to be so easy
The world finally caught up to me..
I remember a couple years ago I was gonna change the world..
Now I can’t do anything
It’s been 3 years, anything changed?
god, i want to listen to this so bad with someone else just to look at each other as the beat drops and realize just how gay we are for each other :/
just me?
Nah bro
I’ll volunteer
Me too
I'll volunteer too
omg yes please 🥺
Lyrics:
Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
I can't handle change
I can't handle change
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I can't help but repeat myself
I know it's not your fault
Still lately, I begin to shake
2:42
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
Thank you
2:24
This really hits different even though you can’t let out all of your anger or all of the things you’ve been through-
I just beat whatever is giving me anger
I miss the feeling of nostalgia.
I miss hearing music at the back of my head at random times.
I miss having dreams or even just daydreaming.
I miss the feeling of being a child.
I miss myself
This comment gives me creepy vibes.
(I m) (hearing) (music) (at the) (back) (of)------ but what's the half of the sentence?
(Near) (the) (lake) (And) (its) (getting) (closer)
I don't think daydreaming or nostalgia has much to do with your age, I'm sorry you had to go through what you went through that makes you feel the way you feel now, I hope you feel better soon
No venting look at the pinned comment
@@abrilmedina1448 it says he doesnt really care lol
@@abrilmedina1448 read it all
this is beautiful, my heart aches even more while crying now
underrated
"She used to talk alot, she's so quiet now"
"I miss the old you" I do too
"I made you" you think I wanna be here?..
"I put a roof over your head feed you took care of you" isn't that a parent's job tho?
can i help you?
I hate that my family members only care about themselves like when i have a problem they just say well its hard for me too and then i just keep quiet cuz i can't listen to them anymore.. So i understand this post very much :)
Be grateful. Jesus christ kid, think if all the mothers who have abandoned their kids, it ain't a job, its motherly love. Love in general.
@peoplegetonmynerves shitty people is everywhere. You had the bad luck one of them is your mother/father. Don't give those who abuse you the satisfaction of see you become who they told you to be, because you are way more than that, and the fact they failed at life doesn't mean you have to too, because you're not them. I hope you can very soon run far away from that abusive house and find a peaceful place for yourself to actually take a break, breath and have the freedom to be yourself and simply exist without being criticized 24/7 for it... You deserve it, you deserve to exist and you deserve peace, you deserve love, don't forget that.
@@hinatashoyo2425 THANK YOU
this makes me feel that one type of "sad" that you just can't explain. that type of sad when "are you okay?" and "what's wrong?" are difficult questions.
I really want to have a moment with someone really special in which this song is playing and we’re just sitting on the roof, eyes on each other and our heartbeats dancing in a synchrony
Most people: "hits different when your imagining falling off a building"
me: "hits different when you imagine yourself slowly drowning in a deep crystal clear lake with the sun bemming down at the water while all your senses slowly drift away your last one being the sense to hear"
Nicole your know I’m afraid of emos
@@Finn-se9pk IM CRYINGGGGGGG BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHA
Finn GAHAHA
@@Finn-se9pk LMAO NO-
drowning aint peaceful 🤨
I just want to have a shoulder to cry on for once. I'm tired of always lending a shoulder for others to cry on. I can't even remember one time when people genuinely asked me for my well being.
I feel the same I just want to cry on my crushes shoulder Josiah but he’s in Boston but I’ll never give up i believe that I’ll visit him soon
Hi! So, how are you? Honestly.
Ok
Imagine your at the highest building u could see rn, u walk upstairs looking at the sunset crying your eyes out listening to this song, not wanting to live at all so when THAT part comes up u jump from that building crying and enjoying ur last moments
(What im thinking lol)
That's not bad actually
@@furkanyapar5246 oof uhhh
@@furkanyapar5246 yes frr
@McKenna Mack OK WOOOOOW OMGGG
Imagine if all your loved ones were to die and you join them in this lovely way..
If i'm going to be honest, i'm not tired in a suicidal way. I'm tired in a bored & exhausted way. I'm tired of having to wake up, eat, get dressed, go to school, learn, come back home, do homework, eat dinner and go back to bed. Every day the same.. It's, exhausting. And it's boring. Nothing new. It's Just, the same old thing. Every. Single. Day.
I couldn't have put it better
@clarelly Thank you so much, hope your drawing goes well :)
Cameras??!?!? 😰😰😰😰😰
it made me feel things that I haven't felt in a long time, thank you
Bro I spent like the whole time trying to fix my AirPods cause I thought it was broken but then the drums came in and I just slapped myself. The sound in the beginning was in one ear and I was over here like dmdncbjsdndc ‘it was just working’ then the drums surprised me lol
Just did the same thing mate.😭
the man falling off: why is this taking so long?
My bestfriend left me for a slight mistake. Family wanted perfection, banned me from drawing. I can't handle it. Too much pressure and everything. But at least I found a cure in music. Thank you, it made me forget every sour things that happened to me.
okay the song is pretty bomb but does anyone even know that the picture in the video used is Ryo from Devilman : Crybaby 😳
I love Ryo so I had to add him😌
@@spacedweeb4351 As you should 😌 its good to see other dmcb fans lol
@@lemoncoughdrops9376 I have somehow dedicated my life to the Devilman franchise 😔🤚🏻
@@spacedweeb4351 Omg same ✌😔
Yessir
This makes my heart flutter like there’s something that’s bothering me, but I don’t know what it is
When I listen to that one part I imagine falling through an endless hole and my eyes everything around me is multiple shapes and neon colours
The change up from 2:25 to 2:41 when it slows down both the words and the melody is what it feels like when you finally realize how unhealthy you glorifying suicide is even though all you want to do is just turn it off but can’t. It feels so sad. I remember that feeling.
Pain.
A tragedy, isnt it?
MEDIC MEDIC MEDIC MEDIC MEDIC MEDIC DOKTOR
I can't handle change. I just wanna be happy but why is so many things stopping me ? its so hard to be happy when you have so much things to do and stress about. I can barely remember when was the last time i was genuinely happy.
i love when the beat drops with the drums
This hits different when your in take off on an airplane
this song hits different when you just lost something you didn't know you needed but, then it's taken away.
it hits so hard when everyone left u because u didnt care for them when you tried ur best. while they had someone to tell their problems with when yourself, doesnt have that someone and doesnt want to tell them because they already had their own problems and we dont want to add more to them and just feel like were just a burden to them.
and all changes so fast i couldnt ever feel that happy moment again that happened once in my life.
would anyone wanna be my friend or atleast a someone i can have?
i promise i will do the same we will always have each other, thank u.
Welcome back we know it's not your first time...
this is so calming at night I love it
life is weird rn i’m not sad but no where near happy.
anhedonia
pls make this in an 1 hour one :)
THIS ALSO SO BEAUTIFUL :')
thank you! I would but idk if the editing software I use can handle that 😩
@@spacedweeb4351 well then that's ok if you can't 😊
@@notlessly you can loop it, right click and press loop on pc and if you're on mobile then put it on a playlist with only this song and loop the playlist
"Jotaro is that you?
"Yes, it's me, I'm surprised you recognized me"
"Kakiyon, it's been 20 years already..."
"Jotaro tell me who I'll be in 20 years?"
Thank you so so much. This legit calmed me down while I am having an anxiety attack
"Nothing I do is ever good enough" just hits dif
my heart strangely aches while listening to this song for no reason at all
THANKYOU
i really cant handle change. so much has happened this entire month. he used to hug me all the time and now I have to turn to a pillow for comfort and there's just too much tbh
"Go ahead and live with your head held high. No matter how devastated you may be by your own weakness or uselessness, set your heart ablaze. Grit your teeth and look straight ahead. Even if you stop and crouch down, time won't wait for you or snuggle you and grieve along with you. Don't feel bad that I'm going to die here. As a Hashira, of course I would shield my juniors."
- Kyojuro Rengoku to Tanjiro Kamado
Imagine falling off a tall building in slow motion with this playing in the background as the cars move slowly and u feel ur tears slowly fly up while ur going down u try to grab on to the air but u grab nothing then u close ur eyes and hug your self tight thinking I love you to the person that pops up after I say his sentence and then u hit the ground it's all over your in peace no more of that and this your finally free
And then waking up and not doing that irl bc if you died I'd be very sad- every death deserves to be mourned, and every life celebrated. I'm glad you're alive and I sincerely hope you stay that way. Please. Suicide is a hate crime against yourself. You're litterally bullying yourself if you do that- please don't you deserve happiness and love
@@livingonneptune4109 Dear citizen, respectfully shut up.Thank you
@@WilliamAfton984 they were literally trying to be nice you shut up, unrespectfully
@@jakewebbersbottomlip I do not care.
@@WilliamAfton984 then dont reply.
“Seeing ppl at your age get so much more progressive , moving on and everyone leaving you behind , and them being so happy meanwhile your here crying so much your eyes start to hurt , is the worst feeling ever, and if it was a song it would sound like this”
*haha, I have that*
I did a hole history from this song and then i found this, is so especific that this is how the actual history sound like, is just so goddeam perfect and i love it (sorry if some words are bad witen or i have a error im not a english speker so im so sorry :[ )
i cant believe this was posted on my birthday and i've been listening since then and now im noticing it
This is the perfect song to zone out to and just watch everything go out of place. Just not being able to do anything. Just watching all the chaos happen right in front of you.
The way I've found a safe, comfort place in sorrow scares me, anything goes wrong I come here, in my little corner of sorrow to sit in isolation, alone with my thoughts, to repent it all, and it gives me great comfort while I dont even realise that its only making me worse, weaker and sadder.
oh goodness it’s not just me i’m so sorry it’s horrible but i don’t have a lot to say because it’s not really that horrible i mean it’s just. it feels good but not? i d9nt know and i know how you feel i’m so sorry
the way it perfectly ends at 4:20 💞
you are making it so hard for me to live.
I literally have been looking for this song for sooooo long, tysm for this video lol
i finally hit a point in life where i am actually good and now it’s all falling apart and it’s all about to change and for the first time in forever i was ok and now it’s all changing.
BRO LITERALLY ME
Ok
"Akira, why am I the only one talking?"
You're welcome :)
No, suicide isnt fancy or aesthetic. Its absolutely not a fancy thing to even a joke. Stop romanticizing your own death. Time wont slow down, memories wont flash before your eyes, rain wont suddenly start pouring. You will regret your death greatly. They're people on earth who love and appreciate you, who need you.
This one is so perfect omg
Nice and relaxing, I love listening to stuff like this when sleeping or doing hw
Jesus Christ, I didn’t think I would be full on sobbing to this song but…here we are. There’s a first time for everything.
I dunno how the best part makes me feel but it kinda feels like what car sickness would sound like
I don't even know why I'm crying at this point
theres currently 0 dislikes, as it should be
there's 1 now
for some reason
1k likes and 3 dislikes. That's really good for a video
@@jovitalopez19lopez66 oh no-
@Hijabi Vibes i-
11
This slowed song makes me think that I'm In a dark room and then suddenly this song played and it helped me forget all of the things that bothers me.... Btw this is amazing
Someone came up with a melody like this and it really amazes me
TW:..
Change is so hard when it means changing myself
Im too scared to change im so used to feeling like this it hurts but it’s oddly comforting kind of masochistic I know the pain feels like home almost and I don’t want to leave it what if I get happy and it goes away again? That can’t happen if I never get happy right? Fake it until you make it right? I don’t need these pills, I don’t need therapy, I don’t need help im fine im fine i’m fine I’m fine I don’t need shit.
Sir this is a wendy's
I love Ryo so much he’s sooo prettyy like ahhhhhhhhh
imagine trying to jump off a building, and you put both feet out expecting to fall and then you are just standing there, not falling just standing in thin air, looking down at life below you, expecting for your own to end
That would be such a complicated feeling. If only I could animate all my imaginations
@@whypeach2898 *breathes in animator*
Yoo this gave me chills
This edit with that Ryo Asuka pic is even more beautiful.
to the person reading this,
if u are thinking of committing suicide, please don't. you have more purpose in this world than you think you do. i promise in the end going thru all this pain will be worth it. you'll be more stronger and more mature than everyone around you. please stay in this world with me and remember i'll always love you. you mean the world to me. stay in this with me okay? we can do this together if we keep going, and keep finding ways to motivate ourselves. stick with me thru this and you will do wonders in life, i promise. there is other ways to get help! don't give up on everything you worked so hard for now.
Thank you for this. I needed it ;)
@@The-Sand-eating-guy yes of coursee i love uuu
@@adira.7822 I love you to♥️
fuck this is P E R F E C T I O N, sounds like i'm in heaven and in peace.
i can't cry anymore. i just can't i don't know why, i fake it and then when i realise that I'm crying i just turn off my emotions. i wanna live like a child, that's happy and can actually cry without problems.
it's 1am and im currently crying, thankyou :)
Bro that drop was so good it gave me chills
this hits different when you imagine falling off a high building
Splat
@@h0es606 bro as cruel as that sounds thats fucking hilarious 🤣
Until you hit the ground 😀
Glorifying suicide. Not a cute look
PLEASE ADD A TRIGGER WARNING‼️‼️
I wish I could write my feeling off but I just cannot find the right words and explanation
Try to write as much as you can slowly you will able to make it accurate 🤞😊❤️ it's a good feeling writting your emotions maybe download a secure note app and add in your email so maybe after 10 years you can look back and see how far you have come and ✨the nostalgia ✨
it just sounds so scary, it reminds me of a person just slowly falling apart each day.
This song is nice to listen after knowing that your a failure to everyone you’ve ever cared ab and not being able to keep anyone bc they either left or died and the second your given something to smile about it gets taken from you, but it’s ok life never fails to get worse even when I thought it couldn’t 🙏
that part made me rethink everything
I’ve known this song since my depression starts 4-5 years back.
I would bawl my eyes out to this when I couldn’t do anything else and I still come back here.
I’ve
Listened to this since it dropped and honestly
Thank you so much because this reminds me of how it feels to be alive
I remember a simpler time when I never had to worry. Now it’s all I do. Will I pass that exam? Have I studied enough? Am I enough? It gets harder, but only before it gets better. I’m seeing a therapist now and I’m spending more time with my family. I plead everyone who cries themselves to sleep, who doesn’t feel like they’re worth anything or can’t understand why it feels like life goes against them, talk to someone! It really does help. If you can’t, code words are something I use on a daily basis in my family. It helps tell them how you’re feeling, without even saying it. I hope everyone sees this and knows hat everything gets worse before it gets better, so just talk to someone and get through this! You’re not in it alone.
my routine every time i listen to this song:
1. skip to 2:34
2. close my eyes
3. wait till the beat drops
4. transported to another world (for me its danganronpa)
i love you for making this. thank you.
THE CHILLS YOU MADE ME FEEL O MY GOSH!!!!