This song is just so.. dull yet comforting. Y'know? Radiohead is great at making songs like this, and that's why I listen to them so much. It's almost like a warm hug just when you needed one. Or it's a gloomy day and you see some kids or some dogs playing. It gives you a bit of hope, a bit of formality.
World is a sad place, songs likes this, a sunny day, laughter of children or someone you love, everything you like makes the sadness bareable and makes it worth living through it (I know this is an old comment but I wanted to comment this hehe)
Did you know that the instrumentals for this song were actually originally played, and then slowed down? The only part of the song that is in normal speed is the vocals, which were sung over the slowed down song.
👆👆👆👆👆 this comment it is the truth I am living proof. Had many rough spots in my life. The one that hurt the most had to be a toxic long term relationship I had. I about lost my mind I had to go to a mental hospital, I almost died of alcohol poisoning, ext. Cause I just didnt care anymore. But I picked myself up got a decent boyfriend and a baby kitten who is my world a good paying job. It does get better. It really does no matter how rough it may seem now keep hanging on. It is pain it only lasts a while not forever. 🖤🖤
@@siluda9255it can always get worse remember that no matter how good it is now it will always get worse it’s just life cycle so tough up when it hits It will hit hard
@@cherrycole7486 Made me want to share my story; To whomever is reading, it does get better and I love you, please keep going. I had depression from age 15 to about 21, give or take (25rn) and tried taking my life twice; once after getting cheated on, and the other after being fired from a job I hated with all my being. I was born into a low income family with heavy intergenerational trauma that was very much passed onto me; I grew an only child to an alcoholic dad that eventually abandoned us & a two faced mom that was very neglectful & absent, with the rest of the family being entirely apathetic to our living condition. Neither abused of me, physically nor emotionally. Though I never felt, and truly never was, accepted or loved by neither of them or anyone in the family. I'm not a particularly bad person, though later in life I did find out I'm on the spectrum and apparently am a bit harder to love & figure out than the usual. I somehow eventually managed to get a well paying, stay at home job with a flexible schedule; I live on my own now, have a small friend group that mean the world to me, adopted a lovely dog, cut all family ties and am currently working on improving both physical & mental health to someday hopefully find a long term partner. I still struggle with feeling unlovable, loneliness, and those random unpleasant realisations when people point out habits of mine tied to my past; but I no longer feel like crying myself to sleep, I don't dread waking up and going to work and I've somehow worked through most of my feelings of shame. I'm happy to have been raised by the internet, and thankful I got to pick my family. It definitely can get better, I promise. Please take care.
years ago and a year ago i almost ended my life. this song was my shoulder to cry on during those sad times. to whoever who sees this, cherish your life to the fullest, the good, the bad, the sad, the happy, all of it.
Learn to hate those who hate you. Learn to love those who love you. Don't commit suicide. Those who hate you are not perfect the way they are. You are perfect the way you are.
This version of the song is very peaceful, tranquil. The kind of thing where even as the world ended, as long as I have my earbuds in and this is playing, nothing is wrong, everything is in order. Thank you for giving us this masterpiece.
My days have been pretty bad these past few days. I know it can and will be worse in the future, but I’m doing pretty bad nonetheless. I genuinely thought about *it*… but I pushed it aside. It’s not worth dying because shitty things happening left and right. I just want to say, this do is helping me through a lot. Thank you Radiohead ❤️
I dont know why i feel so empty, like something is missing. I always try to fill the void inside of me, is just crazy how i have a perfect life; a family who loves me, a pretty house and a pretty garden, my friends and girlfriend. I dont know, i dont know if the void will be fulfilled, or pleasanted. i love so much this song.
Jesus is missing brother. Hope and purpose for your life may be lacking. I suggest reading the Gospel. Jesus filled in my deepest void and answered my questions of why
Maybe. Maybe you’re missing a true friend. One true friend to look at and think “that’s the guy. My best man” if you’ve already got one of those, then I don’t know how to help you. I found mine years ago, and he’s helped me through times of need. Think on it
this song reminds me so much of when i was a little kid-when my dad would drive around and play this. i miss those days. :( i remember hearing this song for the first time, and despite how young i was, it was the first time a song had ever induced such complex emotions all at once. it was the first time i had felt enchanted by a song, as well as the first time i'd ever felt sadness when hearing a song. although i was so, so young, the song made me think deeply about the future. there's a certain innocence to the instrumental that made me think about how i never wanted to grow up. that moment was happiness. i realize now, even back then at that very moment in time, that being with my dad and listening to this song was just a moment of pure bliss-a core memory. the power music has is crazy. thank you, radiohead. :')
I miss how you made me feel cared. I miss how you used to tell me about your day, and how you used to ask about mine. I miss how you cared about me. I miss how you always knew how to help. I miss how you actually wanted to help. I miss how genuine you were. I miss how sweet and kind you were. I miss how we made plans to stargaze, or go shopping, or even watch a movie together all cuddled up. I miss holding your hoodie in my hands, smelling you and smiling. I miss having you in my life. And I miss you. The real you.
this music makes me feel when I hugged and talked to my deceased, now 5 years after their deaths I hear this and I feel like this, a mixture of emotions takes over me, my being and my body, I literally do everything listening to this and Imagining my dead grandparents and aunts, I feel terrible and want to go with them, who is with me?...
I frequently listen to this song when I'm alone because it makes me think of my past problems that I have unfortunately done to the dearest people that made my smile real again, but now, they hate me... my life's a mess... even I went to therapy and it didn't work... there's one person that I hurt so bad, now she's using me...
Desde que era niño siempre soñé con tener una bonita vida y una familia feliz que fuera unida. Me es muy difícil hasta el día de hoy aceptar mi realidad. Quiero a mi familia feliz, no me importa si sólo es una ilusión.
We both work at Walmart together. 😃 We say hi , smile to each other every day. I use to eat alone but today finally asked her if she wants to have coffee together in break time. 😍😊. I had no bad intentions. All i wanted was to have a girl be my friend talk to me. I feel alone. So she said hold on and called her bf over the phone. Her bf came there. He hugged and kissed her to make me feel bad and said its my girl how dare you asked her for coffee. As I am a simple sweet good guy and apologized for the thing. He pushed me and said I ever look in the mirror before asking her. But i was not hitting on her neither I expected love. AI am just so alone I thought i can finally talk to a girl. I feel so bad can’t sleep
the slower melancholy feel makes this hit a lot harder; I always saw this song in the perspective of me trying to take care of myself, like how a lover would. As much as my mind and body thinks I’ll find someone who will truly understand me and love me under any circumstance, I know in my heart the only person that will ever feel that way is my mom and my own thoughts. I dunno if I’ll ever truly find acceptance in being alone, it fuckin hurts
Oh my God, the intro is so fabulous and mysterious! I am like a naive, innocent, frightened and helpless child who had previously experienced some kind of tragedy, ran forward for a long time without looking back, and now I got lost in a magical village and, waking up in the foliage and realizing the situation, attracted the attention of local residents by crying😭😭😭😭😭😭
this is a song you listen to in moments you know will become just as nostalgic as they are treasured for the rest of your life. doesn’t matter what the lyrics are
This feeling is kinda...i kinda not understand it mixed with..happy memories and realizing there just memories now..this song plays on my head whenever i imagine those memories with them and i miss them i wish i did not change ,i wish i just stayed with them for life ,i wish i did not age, i wish i did not worry about things ,i wish i was happier more, i wish not selfish, i wish i was not jealous ,i wish i did not waste my time on useless things ,i wish i cared more ,i wish they cared about me like i cared for them now i just want to feel those memories just one more time again i just wish i was a better person and i was never mean and never kept distance except realize that it's gonna be the last time i"ll see them i hate to admit it but i miss them and i hate too see that next year i"ll not be in this school again nor their be their to i hate to think that we"ll go to our separate ways now...i wish i enjoyed my time and never locked myself in my room i just want things to go back. To normal and enjoy going to the mall and traveled more i regret being this person i kinda wish i was a better person than this...i want to apologize for everything i did and just make everything for it maybe people talked to me more maybe i"ll be better or..maybe a bit more outgoing and not being in a spot still like a statue i think that i need better friends or maybe im just the problem huh? Maybe i caused enough damage or maybe i was a bit mean or harsh i wish i was different person who can be friends with someone that i can relate to? I'll be happy with one person that i can relate to and spend my time with maybe im just weird so people don't to me or people don't like being friends with a loser like me? Who is just annoying i agree maybe i should just hid myself and the world will be better without me right like everyone im friends with or be with leaves me anyways what's the point of being friends when they won't even last long and just move on with another person they can relate and like more Maybe im not smart enough so that's why people don't want to be friends with me? Maybe i should spend my days studying and probably focus on my grades than my life that's what my parents want anyways right? To have a daughter with high achiever and high goals in life and have awards like my cousins who are better than me perhaps they like them better anyways right? The only escape i have is my phone its the only thing that never left me nor be mean or never was disgusted and made me happy right?, Should i stop that too perhaps it's a distraction to learning? Or maybe i should just disappear people leave me anyways what's the point of living is it even a thing in life now?, Maybe they just hate my appearance so that's why their like that maybe i should lose some weight or what? Be prettier and wear make up or get plastic surgery since people tell me i should lose weight anyways that wouldn't hurt my feelings? Or im just dislike since im fat? And not pretty like those people who where born beautiful and have confident? Like those models? Or has it something to do with my talent? I think im losing it so maybe i should stop since the only im good at is losing its power now right? And its useless to have a talent that has no use anymore and can't do anything, maybe because im losing everything my personality,friends,grades,self love,confidence,talent,maybe i"ll lose myself to in the end im, just a loser who will never get anything and just lose everything? Right i think the only thing i have left is myself and i might lose it too.
It may not sound bad. But it sure does feel it. 5 years ago, my brother came round for Christmas. (We have a 10 year age gap) He stayed till after boxing day. Then he went home. 5 years later. I havent seen or heard from him since. I don't even remember what he looks or sounds like And i know nobody will see this.
this song makes me think. like really, really think. I reflect on those thoughts I've tossed aside and realise how much of a failure I am. I'm trying, but I'm not getting anywhere. I see what I truly am. It hurts, but it's a necessary hurt. I hurt that I need to make myself realise that I'm only making things harder for myself. This song gives me that breath of fresh air that I need before going on to other things in my life. it makes me breathe, slow down and calm down. I want to get better. I just want people to believe in me, even if i'm a fraud. Just once. please.
This is it. This is the all encompassing story of everyone who forgets everything they dreamed of. I forgot who i wanna be, every day i coast and barely can look at or do anything without losing focus. Every day ends and the hole just keeps expanding, it won't stop either. It'll just keep getting worse, no amount of small happy moments will mend it, even if i feel good one day... I'm not hurt, nobody truly hurt me, I'm liked well enough, a family who loves me, friends, and yet i feel like im not really here for any of it. I'm watching it all happen from a stained glass window. Nothing i do will allow me to see past it, only the voices and shadows behind it guide me, while i never know where they are taking me, i dont have the will to break the glass, better to just let life happen and lets large chunks be fed to eternity unreclaimable... That is my deepest fear. No amount of pain compares to that level of torment, that with all i was given, i allowed it all to ultimately mean nothing. I try so hard to be grateful, i see so much beautiful things and people in our world, yet i can never truly grasp it and it hurts it hurts so much. I can barely think straight anymore. I act ok, but I'm just a complete head case. I'm trapped. I just want to delve into the light of life just once, just one moment, i just want one defining miracle to reveal the one answer to regain that dream. It has to exist, not just some grand philosophy to enforce upon myself, something more that truly shatters my expectations that I've already seen every outcome for. Something... I just want to really have true gratitude for this gift eternity has granted me. It's all i want. No amount of monetary things will ever be more important.
@@smolchild1057 both of these just... they hit me. things are usually okay with me, but sometimes i do something wrong and it hurts, and i start to reflect on every mistake i've ever made and then i hate myself for making so many mistakes and then i hate myself for hating myself instead of doing anything better with my life and it just turns into a downward spiral until i'm too tired to cry about it anymore. of course, i never think about anything i've ever done right, and of course i blame anything and everything on myself. just more things that are wrong with me. i think of my parents as perfect, and so if they're too harsh to me, i believe i deserve it, like a dog when you accidentally step on its paw. the world we live in is filled with cruel and messed up people, and when i reflect too far, i put myself alongside them. and so i hate myself, and keep hating myself. and so i spiral, and keep spiraling until i pierce rock bottom.
@@Redjd2098 @smolchild1057 @spicycrunchychip i feel the same but in my own way, today hit me especially hard for something that i wont share because i feel almost certain it would make it worse for you and anyone else reading this comment thread. I do want to share though because she deserves it but i cant do it. I want to wish you the best and hope you can find what you are so desperately looking for even if i am never able to do so. I believe in you and if you need someone to talk to im here as are many others
In general, hate is a weird word. Do you hate yourself because you want to be loved? Or do you hate yourself because you don't think you *deserve* to be loved? There is a profound difference, one means you yearn for what you don't have. The other means you need to come to terms with your own lack of perfection. Life, even as it is good, is never lived until you can get past the idea of what "good" means. To me, life is never good, it is merely the moments in the eternal suffering of it that make it good. And once you can hold on to the idea that good isn't just lack of pain you can get through anything. Because happiness isn't about being free from pain, it is the ability to fight back and hold your own against it. That is how one stays happy, they can push through pain knowing the other side isn't so bad. That is the same way with yourself. If you think aspect of yourself are terrible, sit with that for a second. Accept it. And learn what it actually is. Are you just pushing that onto yourself because YOU believe it truly? Or is it because it feels like everyone else believes it? Once again, huge difference. One is solved by observing people more closely, to see their true reaction to you. The other, come to terms with yourself that it is merely a fear that you will commit the same sins again, not the fact that you actively commit them. And if you do? Know its wrong, and you can fix yourself with proper help. The rest is up to you.
Toradora made me cry I aint gonna lie. That shit was such a beautiful romance anime 😭. It just makes me think about how lonely I am, and how easy it is to fuck everything up. I hope whoever listens to this gets in a happy and beautiful relationship the same as taiga did.
You know this song weirdly makes me think of a man stacking pebbles, everytime the last piece fell, he did not throw a fit or anything. He just smiled and repeated the process, and it kept repeating until he finally did it. He shed only one tear and smiled.
I wish this is my lullaby bcuz it makes me cry whatever this is made of a sad song really makes me cry and i just wanna download it to keep it but it was disabled i miss my cats already and cant stop replaying this😢
I just want to be loved and live a happy life thats all i ask for Edit: crazy how its already been two years since i left this comment, this shit makes me laugh rn. Yeah and life has been great lately and to whoever reading this i can assure you that if you are in a dark place rn you will make it through some way or the other and homie, never lose hope no matter what cuz thats what keeps on going ahead, hold on a bit longer and you’ll be happy again.
It’s been a year since you wrote this comment, and I don’t know where you are now, but just know that you’ll find that one day. You’ll find happiness in your life and love from the people around you. Don’t give up.
@@melteddoritos3990yo homie i completely forgot bout this comment i left 2 year ago. Life has been great lately and so much better. Thanks for asking, and hope you’re doing great too brother. all love homie ❤
my life is a repetitive thing everyday and everytime, this song, makes me wonder about my future, what would I be, when will I be able to make my parents and family happy, I just need to keep going, and I know that, I need God, I need friends, I need hugs, I need everything, this song, means something I don't know, deep in my heart, this song is special in many words that I can't express, but I know that one day, I will be a success, and I will return to this song...
Listening this song as i lost my one and only, He was such a great friend. It was my fault. If i had been more attentive and active i could have save our friendship. I failed. Truly failed.
This was my dad's lullaby when I was very young. This song makes me cry every time.
you make me cry
I'm very sorry for your loss.
@@charlessutherland274 oh no he's not dead it's just a reminder to me that i'm growing up and one day he won't be there for me anymore
@@zoey5787 aw..
Your dad sang Radiohead to you as a kid?
Pretty cool guy
This song is just so.. dull yet comforting. Y'know? Radiohead is great at making songs like this, and that's why I listen to them so much. It's almost like a warm hug just when you needed one. Or it's a gloomy day and you see some kids or some dogs playing. It gives you a bit of hope, a bit of formality.
World is a sad place, songs likes this, a sunny day, laughter of children or someone you love, everything you like makes the sadness bareable and makes it worth living through it (I know this is an old comment but I wanted to comment this hehe)
i listen to this too often that the original already sounds sped up to me but I'm not complaining gsdhcb
hahahah that happens to me too xD i'm glad you enjoy it
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@@somelovelyuglythoughts268 :(
Did you know that the instrumentals for this song were actually originally played, and then slowed down? The only part of the song that is in normal speed is the vocals, which were sung over the slowed down song.
@@sheepie4985 замолчи
Where ever you are, don't worry, its gonna be better someday, i send you a hug
👆👆👆👆👆 this comment it is the truth I am living proof. Had many rough spots in my life. The one that hurt the most had to be a toxic long term relationship I had. I about lost my mind I had to go to a mental hospital, I almost died of alcohol poisoning, ext. Cause I just didnt care anymore. But I picked myself up got a decent boyfriend and a baby kitten who is my world a good paying job. It does get better. It really does no matter how rough it may seem now keep hanging on. It is pain it only lasts a while not forever. 🖤🖤
nah, it could alweys get worst, tough up and prepare for when it happens
@@siluda9255it can always get worse remember that no matter how good it is now it will always get worse it’s just life cycle so tough up when it hits It will hit hard
@@cherrycole7486 Made me want to share my story;
To whomever is reading, it does get better and I love you, please keep going.
I had depression from age 15 to about 21, give or take (25rn) and tried taking my life twice; once after getting cheated on, and the other after being fired from a job I hated with all my being.
I was born into a low income family with heavy intergenerational trauma that was very much passed onto me; I grew an only child to an alcoholic dad that eventually abandoned us & a two faced mom that was very neglectful & absent, with the rest of the family being entirely apathetic to our living condition. Neither abused of me, physically nor emotionally. Though I never felt, and truly never was, accepted or loved by neither of them or anyone in the family. I'm not a particularly bad person, though later in life I did find out I'm on the spectrum and apparently am a bit harder to love & figure out than the usual.
I somehow eventually managed to get a well paying, stay at home job with a flexible schedule; I live on my own now, have a small friend group that mean the world to me, adopted a lovely dog, cut all family ties and am currently working on improving both physical & mental health to someday hopefully find a long term partner.
I still struggle with feeling unlovable, loneliness, and those random unpleasant realisations when people point out habits of mine tied to my past; but I no longer feel like crying myself to sleep, I don't dread waking up and going to work and I've somehow worked through most of my feelings of shame.
I'm happy to have been raised by the internet, and thankful I got to pick my family.
It definitely can get better, I promise. Please take care.
@@Sk1bs101that's super optimistic and hopeful.
years ago and a year ago i almost ended my life. this song was my shoulder to cry on during those sad times. to whoever who sees this, cherish your life to the fullest, the good, the bad, the sad, the happy, all of it.
Learn to hate those who hate you.
Learn to love those who love you.
Don't commit suicide.
Those who hate you are not perfect the way they are.
You are perfect the way you are.
@@imari_nadeka Thank you so much, you should stay alive, too.
@@hikkkiprim :D
This brought a smile to my face. A real one... haven't done that in 5 years. Thank you. @imari_nadeka
this is perfection
thank you so much!!!
I’ve always wanted this song to be my lullaby to my kid
Yeah that wouldn't work at all
Yeah that wouldn't work at all
Nope-
Aight let a man hope
This was my dad's lullaby when I was very young. This song makes me cry every time.
This version of the song is very peaceful, tranquil. The kind of thing where even as the world ended, as long as I have my earbuds in and this is playing, nothing is wrong, everything is in order. Thank you for giving us this masterpiece.
This song, this is my comfort song. My dad used to hear this when i was younger, I miss the old days. :)
when i feel like screaming, listening to this helps calm me down
the such a pretty house and garden part brings me to tears when i sing along
Taiga Aisawa and radiohead no surprises this really made my day
Same
I Love this show sm
this song is so comforting, its really wholesome
My days have been pretty bad these past few days. I know it can and will be worse in the future, but I’m doing pretty bad nonetheless. I genuinely thought about *it*… but I pushed it aside. It’s not worth dying because shitty things happening left and right. I just want to say, this do is helping me through a lot. Thank you Radiohead ❤️
No matter who, no matter where: if you like radiohead, you're my hommie
Se você curte radiohead, vc é meu brother
I am depressed homie
❤️
Same here bro
i love radiohead bro
tamo junto.
I dont know why i feel so empty, like something is missing. I always try to fill the void inside of me, is just crazy how i have a perfect life; a family who loves me, a pretty house and a pretty garden, my friends and girlfriend. I dont know, i dont know if the void will be fulfilled, or pleasanted.
i love so much this song.
esse vazio significa que você tá querendo muito é pica e não tá sabendo pedir
Jesus is missing brother. Hope and purpose for your life may be lacking. I suggest reading the Gospel. Jesus filled in my deepest void and answered my questions of why
@@joshmorgan206
It's called depression Josh.
@@joshmorgan206I was just about to respond with this. Only God can fill our spiritual needs 😊I love Him so much 🥰
Maybe. Maybe you’re missing a true friend. One true friend to look at and think “that’s the guy. My best man” if you’ve already got one of those, then I don’t know how to help you. I found mine years ago, and he’s helped me through times of need. Think on it
this song always makes me cry and that’s why it is so beautiful and soothing🩷
This song always cheers me up when im always down
I was listening to this in rehab after 2 attempts, this helped.
Ty for this and for put the lyrics in the description, all the good vibes 2you (sorry for the english i'm peruvian)
thank you, and your english is great friend!
your english is great! keep it up!! :)
Pe
This song is the embodiment of "It's gonna be okay..." 💗
Factual 💯
You have bundled my favorite romantic anime with my favorite depression music, sir. My hat is off to you.
hahaha i love it. glad i could do that
Name of the anime?
@@ScariestMidget toradora
my dad broke up with my mother and this made me feel better:]
love yall
this song reminds me so much of when i was a little kid-when my dad would drive around and play this. i miss those days. :( i remember hearing this song for the first time, and despite how young i was, it was the first time a song had ever induced such complex emotions all at once. it was the first time i had felt enchanted by a song, as well as the first time i'd ever felt sadness when hearing a song. although i was so, so young, the song made me think deeply about the future. there's a certain innocence to the instrumental that made me think about how i never wanted to grow up. that moment was happiness. i realize now, even back then at that very moment in time, that being with my dad and listening to this song was just a moment of pure bliss-a core memory. the power music has is crazy. thank you, radiohead. :')
It's scary but also comforting seeing comments from 2 years ago. I wonder where they are now :')
i hope everyones ok
This music was making me cry. Thank you for choosing this my friend...
I miss how you made me feel cared. I miss how you used to tell me about your day, and how you used to ask about mine. I miss how you cared about me. I miss how you always knew how to help. I miss how you actually wanted to help. I miss how genuine you were. I miss how sweet and kind you were. I miss how we made plans to stargaze, or go shopping, or even watch a movie together all cuddled up. I miss holding your hoodie in my hands, smelling you and smiling. I miss having you in my life. And I miss you. The real you.
heartbreaking
This makes me remember the one I loved as well 🖤🥀
this song gets me to urge of tears everytime i listen to it,it sound so familiar thus i never listened to it before
This song always makes me feel okay again.
this is just perfect. Have a good one everyone. :)
this music makes me feel when I hugged and talked to my deceased, now 5 years after their deaths I hear this and I feel like this, a mixture of emotions takes over me, my being and my body, I literally do everything listening to this and Imagining my dead grandparents and aunts, I feel terrible and want to go with them, who is with me?...
I frequently listen to this song when I'm alone because it makes me think of my past problems that I have unfortunately done to the dearest people that made my smile real again, but now, they hate me... my life's a mess... even I went to therapy and it didn't work... there's one person that I hurt so bad, now she's using me...
The smile
Desde que era niño siempre soñé con tener una bonita vida y una familia feliz que fuera unida. Me es muy difícil hasta el día de hoy aceptar mi realidad. Quiero a mi familia feliz, no me importa si sólo es una ilusión.
Força as vezes não temos essa realidade mas o senhor nosso Deus lhe apresentar uma outra realidade maravilhosa acredite
no one:
radiohead: "saaalaad... 😔 saaaaalad.. 😢 salaaadd.. 😞"
I remember my grandpa's favourite song was this, then it was my dads and now its mine, its clear like glash but could make you shatter in one touch
We both work at Walmart together. 😃 We say hi , smile to each other every day. I use to eat alone but today finally asked her if she wants to have coffee together in break time. 😍😊. I had no bad intentions. All i wanted was to have a girl be my friend talk to me. I feel alone. So she said hold on and called her bf over the phone. Her bf came there. He hugged and kissed her to make me feel bad and said its my girl how dare you asked her for coffee. As I am a simple sweet good guy and apologized for the thing. He pushed me and said I ever look in the mirror before asking her. But i was not hitting on her neither I expected love. AI am just so alone I thought i can finally talk to a girl. I feel so bad can’t sleep
damn i feel so bad
@@strawberry_milk6-q😔
the slower melancholy feel makes this hit a lot harder; I always saw this song in the perspective of me trying to take care of myself, like how a lover would. As much as my mind and body thinks I’ll find someone who will truly understand me and love me under any circumstance, I know in my heart the only person that will ever feel that way is my mom and my own thoughts. I dunno if I’ll ever truly find acceptance in being alone, it fuckin hurts
i share the same pain bro :c
It's not a song, it's a feeling
yk its been a bad day when I come back to this vid lmao
there will always be really good days to come =) hope they come soon friend
@@somelovelyuglythoughts268 haha thank you:^)
Oh my God, the intro is so fabulous and mysterious! I am like a naive, innocent, frightened and helpless child who had previously experienced some kind of tragedy, ran forward for a long time without looking back, and now I got lost in a magical village and, waking up in the foliage and realizing the situation, attracted the attention of local residents by crying😭😭😭😭😭😭
this is a song you listen to in moments you know will become just as nostalgic as they are treasured for the rest of your life. doesn’t matter what the lyrics are
I was born to get to listen to that masterpiece 🥰
This feeling is kinda...i kinda not understand it mixed with..happy memories and realizing there just memories now..this song plays on my head whenever i imagine those memories with them and i miss them i wish i did not change ,i wish i just stayed with them for life ,i wish i did not age, i wish i did not worry about things ,i wish i was happier more, i wish not selfish, i wish i was not jealous ,i wish i did not waste my time on useless things ,i wish i cared more ,i wish they cared about me like i cared for them now i just want to feel those memories just one more time again i just wish i was a better person and i was never mean and never kept distance except realize that it's gonna be the last time i"ll see them i hate to admit it but i miss them and i hate too see that next year i"ll not be in this school again nor their be their to i hate to think that we"ll go to our separate ways now...i wish i enjoyed my time and never locked myself in my room i just want things to go back. To normal and enjoy going to the mall and traveled more i regret being this person i kinda wish i was a better person than this...i want to apologize for everything i did and just make everything for it maybe people talked to me more maybe i"ll be better or..maybe a bit more outgoing and not being in a spot still like a statue i think that i need better friends or maybe im just the problem huh? Maybe i caused enough damage or maybe i was a bit mean or harsh i wish i was different person who can be friends with someone that i can relate to? I'll be happy with one person that i can relate to and spend my time with maybe im just weird so people don't to me or people don't like being friends with a loser like me? Who is just annoying i agree maybe i should just hid myself and the world will be better without me right like everyone im friends with or be with leaves me anyways what's the point of being friends when they won't even last long and just move on with another person they can relate and like more
Maybe im not smart enough so that's why people don't want to be friends with me? Maybe i should spend my days studying and probably focus on my grades than my life that's what my parents want anyways right? To have a daughter with high achiever and high goals in life and have awards like my cousins who are better than me perhaps they like them better anyways right? The only escape i have is my phone its the only thing that never left me nor be mean or never was disgusted and made me happy right?, Should i stop that too perhaps it's a distraction to learning? Or maybe i should just disappear people leave me anyways what's the point of living is it even a thing in life now?, Maybe they just hate my appearance so that's why their like that maybe i should lose some weight or what? Be prettier and wear make up or get plastic surgery since people tell me i should lose weight anyways that wouldn't hurt my feelings? Or im just dislike since im fat? And not pretty like those people who where born beautiful and have confident? Like those models? Or has it something to do with my talent? I think im losing it so maybe i should stop since the only im good at is losing its power now right? And its useless to have a talent that has no use anymore and can't do anything, maybe because im losing everything my personality,friends,grades,self love,confidence,talent,maybe i"ll lose myself to in the end im, just a loser who will never get anything and just lose everything? Right i think the only thing i have left is myself and i might lose it too.
sometimes I feel like a different person
Same, but thats cuz of Dissociative Identity Disorder
sometimes i feel like batman at night
@@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq sometimes i feel like joker at night
This sound always makes me feel like... I'm not good enough... I'm so close to giving up on living...
this is great, thanks!
you're welcome c:
I wish somebody would smile at me like that from time to time, and actually mean it.
A great song to hear in COVID times. Great job!
thank you :)
I love this somg so much it makes me cry and just reflect on my life and listen to it on loop every night, i just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep
The anime. Man. It honestly made me cry. I feel so bad for her.
I almost cried at the beginning, damn...
It may not sound bad. But it sure does feel it.
5 years ago, my brother came round for Christmas. (We have a 10 year age gap) He stayed till after boxing day. Then he went home. 5 years later. I havent seen or heard from him since. I don't even remember what he looks or sounds like
And i know nobody will see this.
WHAT!? Don't you hear from your parents?? I need more context what the hecccc
@@roseviray1185 I never said anything about my parents, just that my brother never showed up after that
@@gaminglegend263 yeah I mean like don't you hear updates about your brothers from your parents?
This song makes me feel :):
This just makes me feel at peace so much,keep it up please your amazing 😍
This song is just so good makes me cry it makes me remember about my childhood this is what i listen when i have a bad day.
taiga aisaka. i see you're a man of culture
boards of canada. i see youre a man of culture
why does her sweet smile make me depressed so much
Cuz no one will ever smile at you like that?
@@Jc_7058_ probably,but I think its because the smile is close to how a certain someone smiled
Bro I said the same thing.
@@Jc_7058_ That's exactly why
@@Smooth_NDstop using your mic
this song makes me think. like really, really think. I reflect on those thoughts I've tossed aside and realise how much of a failure I am. I'm trying, but I'm not getting anywhere. I see what I truly am. It hurts, but it's a necessary hurt. I hurt that I need to make myself realise that I'm only making things harder for myself. This song gives me that breath of fresh air that I need before going on to other things in my life. it makes me breathe, slow down and calm down.
I want to get better. I just want people to believe in me, even if i'm a fraud. Just once. please.
This is it.
This is the all encompassing story of everyone who forgets everything they dreamed of. I forgot who i wanna be, every day i coast and barely can look at or do anything without losing focus. Every day ends and the hole just keeps expanding, it won't stop either. It'll just keep getting worse, no amount of small happy moments will mend it, even if i feel good one day...
I'm not hurt, nobody truly hurt me, I'm liked well enough, a family who loves me, friends, and yet i feel like im not really here for any of it. I'm watching it all happen from a stained glass window. Nothing i do will allow me to see past it, only the voices and shadows behind it guide me, while i never know where they are taking me, i dont have the will to break the glass, better to just let life happen and lets large chunks be fed to eternity unreclaimable...
That is my deepest fear. No amount of pain compares to that level of torment, that with all i was given, i allowed it all to ultimately mean nothing. I try so hard to be grateful, i see so much beautiful things and people in our world, yet i can never truly grasp it and it hurts it hurts so much. I can barely think straight anymore. I act ok, but I'm just a complete head case. I'm trapped.
I just want to delve into the light of life just once, just one moment, i just want one defining miracle to reveal the one answer to regain that dream. It has to exist, not just some grand philosophy to enforce upon myself, something more that truly shatters my expectations that I've already seen every outcome for. Something...
I just want to really have true gratitude for this gift eternity has granted me. It's all i want. No amount of monetary things will ever be more important.
@@smolchild1057 both of these just... they hit me. things are usually okay with me, but sometimes i do something wrong and it hurts, and i start to reflect on every mistake i've ever made and then i hate myself for making so many mistakes and then i hate myself for hating myself instead of doing anything better with my life and it just turns into a downward spiral until i'm too tired to cry about it anymore. of course, i never think about anything i've ever done right, and of course i blame anything and everything on myself. just more things that are wrong with me. i think of my parents as perfect, and so if they're too harsh to me, i believe i deserve it, like a dog when you accidentally step on its paw. the world we live in is filled with cruel and messed up people, and when i reflect too far, i put myself alongside them. and so i hate myself, and keep hating myself. and so i spiral, and keep spiraling until i pierce rock bottom.
@@Redjd2098 @smolchild1057 @spicycrunchychip i feel the same but in my own way, today hit me especially hard for something that i wont share because i feel almost certain it would make it worse for you and anyone else reading this comment thread. I do want to share though because she deserves it but i cant do it. I want to wish you the best and hope you can find what you are so desperately looking for even if i am never able to do so. I believe in you and if you need someone to talk to im here as are many others
In general, hate is a weird word. Do you hate yourself because you want to be loved? Or do you hate yourself because you don't think you *deserve* to be loved? There is a profound difference, one means you yearn for what you don't have. The other means you need to come to terms with your own lack of perfection. Life, even as it is good, is never lived until you can get past the idea of what "good" means. To me, life is never good, it is merely the moments in the eternal suffering of it that make it good. And once you can hold on to the idea that good isn't just lack of pain you can get through anything. Because happiness isn't about being free from pain, it is the ability to fight back and hold your own against it. That is how one stays happy, they can push through pain knowing the other side isn't so bad. That is the same way with yourself. If you think aspect of yourself are terrible, sit with that for a second. Accept it. And learn what it actually is. Are you just pushing that onto yourself because YOU believe it truly? Or is it because it feels like everyone else believes it? Once again, huge difference. One is solved by observing people more closely, to see their true reaction to you. The other, come to terms with yourself that it is merely a fear that you will commit the same sins again, not the fact that you actively commit them. And if you do? Know its wrong, and you can fix yourself with proper help. The rest is up to you.
This song like gets rid of anger but also happiness and I just feel slightly sad but mostly empty
i'm a simple minded guy. i see taiga on the thumbnail, i click
Perfect! Now I have a new comfort song! :3
fabulous audio pal👊🏻
Toradora made me cry I aint gonna lie. That shit was such a beautiful romance anime 😭. It just makes me think about how lonely I am, and how easy it is to fuck everything up. I hope whoever listens to this gets in a happy and beautiful relationship the same as taiga did.
Same to you
In memory of you, my darling wife....
If only I could have helped you.
My condolences!!!
Fr its feels like the world stopped for a moment
Thanks brother its beautiful
This song makes me feel a certain way a couple words explains it “ you can rest it’s all over just let go……”
Now there is a relation between Toradora and Radiohead in my brain and I blame you for it...
hahahaha ive done the same to myself
I thought it looked like toradora, i had to check the comments to be sure 😭
@@CookieKex sameeee
GODDAMN IT-
This feel like my heart very calm :)
Pov: your friends keep ignoring you
....
This is art for my ears. Thanks
i only listen this because i realy love no surprises and taiga from toradora
2:00 salad
he got hungry
Haha
This was my brother's lullaby to his kid. I miss him all the time
You know this song weirdly makes me think of a man stacking pebbles, everytime the last piece fell, he did not throw a fit or anything. He just smiled and repeated the process, and it kept repeating until he finally did it. He shed only one tear and smiled.
I'm not crying...... You are 💔🥲
3:16 nice part
I'm crying as u listen to it
Hard to believe 2019 was 4 years ago already..
I dont know why but this anime gif made me think of my school days and my first love from school
This song makes me want to cry for some reason it ls like i see all my favorite memories start disappearing right in front of me
THE JIGGLE JIGGLE SKIN!!!!
I wish this is my lullaby bcuz it makes me cry whatever this is made of a sad song really makes me cry and i just wanna download it to keep it but it was disabled i miss my cats already and cant stop replaying this😢
Спасибо этой песне за детство.
Love this song ❤
I came here because of missing people, this is the song played everytime on tiktok😢.
I remember when she use to smile at me like that now it's with another 😂
I just want to be loved and live a happy life thats all i ask for
Edit: crazy how its already been two years since i left this comment, this shit makes me laugh rn. Yeah and life has been great lately and to whoever reading this i can assure you that if you are in a dark place rn you will make it through some way or the other and homie, never lose hope no matter what cuz thats what keeps on going ahead, hold on a bit longer and you’ll be happy again.
same, same.
It’s been a year since you wrote this comment, and I don’t know where you are now, but just know that you’ll find that one day. You’ll find happiness in your life and love from the people around you. Don’t give up.
Hey there, two year mark now. Hope you've found happiness, rooting for you friend.
@@melteddoritos3990yo homie i completely forgot bout this comment i left 2 year ago. Life has been great lately and so much better. Thanks for asking, and hope you’re doing great too brother. all love homie ❤
@@hxpelivesyeah man everythings been alot brighter. Thanks for asking and hope you’re doing great too homie. All love ❤️
my life is a repetitive thing everyday and everytime, this song, makes me wonder about my future, what would I be, when will I be able to make my parents and family happy, I just need to keep going, and I know that, I need God, I need friends, I need hugs, I need everything, this song, means something I don't know, deep in my heart, this song is special in many words that I can't express, but I know that one day, I will be a success, and I will return to this song...
La music parfaite apres une rupture 🥹
i like her smile
LOSING A LONG LIFE FRIEND.
2:50 best part
Listening this song as i lost my one and only, He was such a great friend. It was my fault. If i had been more attentive and active i could have save our friendship. I failed. Truly failed.
How much times have I listened to this..? I don’t even know anymore
easily +100 listens to this 🖤
ok but that gif is so cute
this song made me cry😥
oh yeah, let's go there