There's always someone who would spend hours and maybe even days listeing to you. Your mom would hate to hear the news to her child passing. Please talk to someone.
Don’t give up, I don’t care if you’re depressed, anxious, or just sad. You just have to promise me, that you will never give up. I love you, your parents love you, Jesus loves you, we all love you whoever’s reading this. Thank you, for staying and reading this stupid little thing that I’ve created. But just remember, if you need help, you can always talk to me, I’ll always be there for you. Just don’t ever give up.
Na, ima run away and end it, 4 years of depression with no one to talk to even my own family wants me dead, my friends do to and now i fucked up my life even more, sucks to cus i lost most of my emotions for anything
@@Moore499 Please don’t end bro. If you’re parents want you dead, f*ck them, if your friends want you dead, f*ck them. Both of them are replaceable. Go live with a grandparent, or uncle or aunt, or even an older brother or sister. Your friends? Make new ones, I’ll be your friend, or you can make other friends at your school this year. Just try for me, okay? Please bro. You can do this. When I was in my darkest of darkest of times. Listening to music like this to cry myself to sleep, someone told me, “Depression is just an illusion of the mind, it’s an illusion of YOUR mind. Take control of your mind, or it’ll take control of you.” If you’ve ever watched Naruto. You know that he had to control Kurama to unlock his full potential. So control YOUR Kurama (your mind) and get your life back on track. Reading all the way to here is step one. If you made it to here without getting burned out, your on the right track. If this helped you, try and get your life back on track. But if it didn’t, I’m sorry for wasting your time. But talk to a suicide helpline anyway. It helps man.
Im just waiting till my time comes, I don't want to hurt no one by my own actions even though who can i hurt for escaping this life of mine. This life was made for suffering acting happy even do you feel like your nothing, the first time i failed cried a lot hating myself for what i was about to do you could see it in my face no one noticed all i wanted was someone to reach out. Maybe life was not made for everyone.
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
To everyone who is doing homework leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you’re done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! _____________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around
a few years ago, before the whole SCP concept and thing as a whole blew up, me and a friend of mine were really into it, we’ll call that friend Jon for now (not his real name). Me and Jon had been best friends since Pre-School, and always stuck together all the way thru highschool. Me and Jon shared the interest in the SCP Fandom/Foundation as a whole, so we decided to make a little story on it on our own, now me and Jon were inexperienced “writers”, and tried our best and had about 12 chapters of our own story and SCP’s. The next week after we finished Ch.12, Jon passed away in a car crash. I had left the story by itself in my room, in a small black box with tape on top with writing that read, “SCP STORY”, in big black bold letters written with sharpie, in confusion, i opened it and began crying as i realized what actual fucking treasure i had found years later. rest in peace, great friend of mine. your legacy will not be forgotten as long as me and my grandchildren roam the grass and dirt of earth..
It’s also interesting how the human mind reacts to such experiences, such as a breakup, and only thinks about that one girl, that one guy, that one person…but they never think about the progress they’ve made with themselves and all their friends and family. Truly remarkable…
reminds of why I shouldn’t exist, being an ignored person, everything is upside down, hate, murder, how can I go on like this? I actually think like this almost all the time
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day. because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such heautiful heart as yours so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an amazing day/morning/evening/night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! -The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my word. until tomorrow:)
you are such an amazing human being knowing that you didn't have to write this, but you still did you made my night better god bless you for saving or putting joy into someone's heart like mines.
Hey gents. Ive seen a lotta ppl hating their lives lately. My life hasnt been well either. Thru the start of (2020) to the current day as i write this (2024) ive lost 10 ppl i loved. My granda of old age,my bsf from suicidal My childhood friend to lung cancer and 7 more dear ppl to me. I got deeply betrayed from 4 ppl i once called brothers. When i was 4 months old in my mothers stomache i had a huge chance of being disabled. Which i got some issues w my left eye. But everyone. We must keep going. God created this world instead of asking stupid questions like "is god real?" Etc. We must ask ourselves: "Why was i chosen to be created by god?" And we did get to be chosen. We are born. We only have one shot at living dont we? This world is temporary. Dont end yourselves. Love from Turkey/Türkiye🇹🇷❤️
Ik you haven’t said you will in this comment but come back to this if you ever do think about it you’ve experienced first hand the sadness that comes from suicide it may solve your problems but it creates more for others close to you. Also I’m so sorry for everything that has happened to you it sounds awful and makes me realise how lucky I am but thank you for sticking through it if not for you but rather everyone else close to you
I try every day not to think about ending it, I wake up every morning and put up this fake smile. I’m tired of it man. Been through countless relationships. After this one ex broke up with me it hasn’t been the same. Got assaulted on the street couple months later. Lost 2 uncles an aunt I dearly cared for. Lost my grandpa, got to hear my mom’s heartbreaking scream. Got kicked out my home. Spent most of the time high and on the streets on those summer nights. One of my day 1s let me crash at his place. Couples years later I lost him to gun violence. Never got to thank him for giving me a home when I got kicked out my “home” Lost 3 more homies to these streets. Didn’t graduate high school. Was told my whole life I wasn’t gonna be anything. Always been alone and I’m still alone to this day. Only 18 man. Been through a lot it’s hard to speak to anyone’s because I don’t think anyone will ever understand the pain I went through. Smoked weed constantly. Got a job a car and some what of a home now. I’m just tired of this shit man. At least when I die I’ll have plenty of people to be with up there. Only time I’m happy is when I get to drive something about it makes me feel peaceful. No destination just getting to go anywhere calms me. No one cares. I’m all alone. No ones is coming to save me. I hide this constant pain everyday and it’s getting tiring. I own a 9mm and put it to my head everyday just waiting for the right time. I try looking forward to the “better” things in life. I just simply can’t anymore. Pray for me guys.
trust me man. you can do it. you'll meet people and stuff. just dont, i barely know you but yet i cant bare knowing i lost another. my befriend killed herself not that long ago. just keep going. please
Keep living , keep patience that’s why I’m still breathing but then again I can’t find a reason to live so I keep searching for one ,until then I’m a breathing sack of sad shit
keep living. you wouldn't? you must! find anything in your life that can be a purpose of your life. like what you said, driving, with no destination. wouldn't it be lovely to find something nice on your "no destination" trip? :). i hope you'll stay positive. tell me if you need a person to talk to, even if im just a stranger:). stay alive.
i can't say i feel you, because ive never lived a life like that, but i ran away to the woods for a year, i was beaten by the woods, mauled, starved, and when my dad found me in time before i starved to death in the freezing cold woods, the look of pure happiness i saw in his eyes as he grabbed me and helped me out of the woods into his truck. I was very lucky that my dad was hunting that day he found me, or else i might would've died out there. I regret missing so much time with my dad. He's not doing well but he's still alive. I will be praying for you. Good luck
I only cry at night when my whole family is sleeping cuz at day i act goofy and funny but at the end of day i show my true expressions and conidering the fact no one in my school wants to be friends with me makes me more sadder evry day
For everyone who is really feeling down.Look bro, I don’t know your situation dawg but imagine in 20 years time and you are just there telling people how you did amazing things and how this period in time was the hardest.Stay alive to tell the tale and be a walking inspiration 🦅
Sometimes looking at the sky gives you this comfort feeling you felt like you’re free but when you look away at the sky it looks like you’re locked inside
I feel like my friends suck, i dont like talking to theme outside of school. My family sucks and the 2 best friends thats i ever loved unfriended me and it was all my fault 3 months ago. Im still very deppressed about it
My friend, in this life you realise people will come and go. They will stay. And they will leave. That’s the reality of this life. Be so rooted in yourself that no one’s absence or presence can disturb your inner peace.
Remember to keep an inner circle, and outer circle of people. Your inner circle is the people you wouldn’t question the motives of. Your outer circle is the rest of the world. Friends, colleagues, even family. You can keep a good relation with these people, but they will not know you to a personal degree. That’s should be reserved for the people who would really throw down and drop everything for you. And if there’s no one who is like that in your life. Then you have to be your own inner circle. Your mind has to be controlled and looked after, like a well oiled engine. You put water in a petrol engine, it won’t work. You put idea or people into your mind which aren’t good for you, you will not work in the optimum way either.
I'm absolutely obsessed with controlling emotion. I love being able to be sad if I want, being angry, being depressed, being happy. I love experiencing emotions so no matter how I feel I'm still happy. This song helps me do that.
I control my emotions my way. The only thing I really like is biking and peace these days. Everything else is second, I don't luv anything including emotions. I hate emotions. Those are baggage. So I drop those to the side
“I gave up hiding from what I didn’t like when I realized I couldn’t do it forever. In the silence, I’m haunted by my mistakes, but in the silence, I too can reconcile with my faults. What I once feared, I now find peace in.”
I'm 33 years old, been through so much. Like actually really rough shit. This song makes me think of the worst moments of my life but in an almost nostalgic way. Anyone who is thinking about giving up, don't. Use the pain to motivate you and build you into the man you're supposed to be. No matter how hard it gets I'll never give up. The worst experiences make us who we're meant to be
"I won't do it again, i promise" over and over and over again i hear that fucking sentence from my 'best friend' and EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I try to vent all of my friends make it about themselves, i can't even finish fucking venting without being interrupted by someone, no ever fucking listens, therapy barely even helps, and I'm having to try not to relapse, i just want this to fucking end already. Edit: My dad and older brother called me a fucking comedy(joke).
I really need this... people can hear me My family doesn't hear me. They hurt my feelings about writing and drawing... n all educative fails .... I failed to my family and me... I wish with a new opportunity to be happy in the university... but this year not. Thanks for reading
You're different. Just like most of us. Embrace it, even when they don't. That's what makes us so special. You're not alone, go thru the comments. We're not unique or special. We're just different and if they don't see that then that their loss.
Depression...social anxiety... and now,its isolation from everyone at everything. In Life and in texting. It Just makes me lonelier and lonelier..and the voices are getting louder and louder day by day... Im a man,i guess i just dont matter that much... I'll be fine..perhaps i will end the pain myself...
Hey man, please don't consider harming yourself. I know it seems like you don't matter because "Oh men don't need comfort, they just gotta suck it up because they're strong" but it isn't like that really. I'm here for you if you want someone to talk to. Just don't harm yourself please, it may seem like nobody cares about it, but there is one person who will care about you until death. Remember, others care about you here. You're never always alone man.
I can't take it anymore. I'm a fat loner who has the lowest self esteem imaginable. I just lay in bed and look back at the good times that I miss so dearly. When I had friends and when I was healthy... When I was glad I was alive.
Look bro. Work out get displine be happy. Look read the Bible aswell. Be a good dude we go through somthing be happy my friend keep doing what u love sorry.
@@MRRHFr sorry to hear that man I've been there it will get better, timing is everything when the time is right everything will fall into place the right girl will come and everything will work out
Toda vez que eu escuto essa música eu sinto algo.. eu sinto toda minha vida na minha pele, eu sinto todos os sentimentos guuardados, eu sinto todas as palavras que não saíram quando quando eu queria falar algo.. eu sinto o meu eu se destruindo e voltando do passado com dores. Eu sinto todas as decepções vindo a tona eu sinto que não vivo a vida
Pov: How it feels to end a series after you've grown so emotionaly attached to the characters and as you stand there feeling a sense of deppresion as you see the finale of the show and its series as a whole. (You are alone once again)
@@azzyiguees people cope by joking about their sadness by turning then into memes which might not be healthy but its still rude to just assume things before jumping into conclusion and saying "get your gen-z cnp out of here" and their matter is as just important as ours.
One friend that I had that was way older than me shot himself in the chest about 5 years ago it is still somewhat traumatizing and that is one of the main reasons why I’m am like this…
Idk who would read this but today was a day where i got a special feeling that was 7 years ago and till today i never had that kind of feeling. Ngl today was a great day and i don't think it would happen again and i need to wait for years again to happen or to get that feeling. Thanks if you read upto this.Btw my English is kinda poor
@@pavasite4278 ummm actually a girl showed her interest towards me idk how to say that but i cant say she was interested in me but she showed attention and interest in me 🙃 this made me remember the same thing happened 7 years ago damn. This not special but its looks special and gives a good feeling when someone shows interest or attention towards you.
Pov: Your trying to fall asleep, but rather than getting memories of happiness in your life, you think of the finer of someone whom you really deeply care about
yo these comments deep asf i just like the song 🙏 but for real u guys actually dont end it theres a million reasons youll mentally break your family same with your friends youll never have your favourite food or listen to the best song you know you won't be able to play all those games the list goes on so dont die, sans father explained it perfectly "remember son, dying is gay"
I'm in a battle against school my parents fake friends bullys anxiety depression obesity anger and suicidal thoughts and im losing very fast now I have to face the fact that I'm never going to win
I was happy, she talked to me, she replied every time my Messages, i was happy because… i was thinking that i would finally got someone to date, someone to pass february 14 whit, but now, i just recieved a long message of she, and the story repeats for 5th time… “i dont like you”, “only friends”, sometimes i ask me, which is my fate that makes me impossible to get that stpd dream, im tired, im tired of the same story, the same result, the same pain, the same sensation, the same end… and sorry if i type bad any word, but my emotions just collapsed, i wasn't able to even breathe but im sure that no one will reply or even read this, like always.
This song makes you realise how lonely you could actually be to be honest I’m lonely I have no friends but listening to songs like this for some reason makes me happier not sadder…
Reality can be so Harsh and cruel. But don't let it drag you down. Do not let it stop you from climbing on top to be with everybody else. I don't care if you were suicidal, lonely or sad. Never let Reality drag you. There are plenty of people who will Like and love you for who you are n what you want to do in life. Sure everybody has lied and made shameful decisions, but We always learned from our mistakes together. Hang in there everybody we are together. Never give up because you will end up hurting others who care about you and love you.
Life is sad and happy but when we are kids we hate our parents and when we get older it hurts so bad to remember everything bad you have done, and you only feel guilt, and then you find something happy but then it slowly fades away and we remember our happy moments in life and say "maybe life is so bad after all" but its already to late.... how I know this is because someone I know that was 80 years old was on his death bed he told me and he said don't live a life of regret and do what you love and before he died I never got to say goodbye he loved boxing. And since I was so weak I said to myself "why don't I give boxing a chance" now I love the sport and sometime I get mad at myself because the last time I saw him I was mad at him. So please don't live a life of regret.
thanks man. just know that he forgives you and that he wouldn’t want you to hold a grudge against yourself. you’ll see him again someday. it’s never really goodbye, it’s just a temporary departure.
Im here because i like this song but not because I'm sad , whoever is going through hard times, just stay strong and develop the character cause being average sucks and i think that's the main reason men don't receive enough respect and appreciation.
Não consigo falar, explicar oq sinto, apenas oiço uma música como essa, e tudo passa, os pensamentos não param embora que o tempo passa eles não passam, ter autoestima baixa é foda😃😃.
Don’t worry you find true love or you could be a virgin I’m not making fun of you im saying if you find true love you give all that love energy at them and make them happy so they can share there happiness to you also but if you are a virgin you can dream on what you want your true love doesn’t help you control that suffering and mental health but you control it yourself it’s basically soloing all your problems and suffering without anyone helping you
You at one point were connected to another human, they nurtured you, watched you grow, protected you from the world. Then birthed you. The fact that you are here reading this says it all, you are loved. Maybe not now but who says you can find it again. You are worth iit
I am tired of people saying I have something to live for its just a lie they say that to feel like they are the good guy this world is fake maybe I need to overdose to escape from the pain.. and today i got ejected by my crush people still telling me i can get through it its tiring stressful im too short, im no ones type and people have the nerve to say "keep pushing"
Hi. Ik u don't know me but I'm praying for you. I'm not gonna say u have sm to live for or sum like that but I do want you to live on and find happiness in this finite life
I want to end it to man but just hang in there it gets better we just need to put our faith in Jesus Christ and he has a new body with a new life in heaven and there’s no pain no sorrow no depression no murder no anything bad only peace love and joy For ever and ever till the end of time (time never ends)
buddy no offense like i feel bad for you and all but get over yourself you prolly look fine like i dont get why people kill themselves over this it doesnt make me think oh wow this must be serious to some people it makes me think oh wow some people really need help cause they dont know what their doing or talking about go to a doctor and get some medication or some sort of plan maybe to the er if you really need to they can keep you and make sure you are safe it doesnt matter what you do just dont continue going on in unnecessary pain.
We've been friends for 5 years, and yesterday out of the blue she just shut me out, she blocked me on social media, it's as if she's pretending I don't exist anymore, I don't know what I did wrong. Ever since then, this song has been playing in my head rent free.
1 time i made a friend. My first ever friend. We played everyday in roblox we talked about ourselves sometimes. We would play some games and cause drama all that stuff. But one day...she stopped playing. She hasnt been on for 4 years now. Ive been worried the last things she said was:should i buy this fit? Its all i heard from her. She just..disappeared. shes gone..... i still have her added incase she comes back. R.I.P fart😔 i miss the old days.....
this makes me feel like im sinking further and further into nothing. almost like I’m floating on something that could give out at any second. but I kind of like it. I don’t know why.
what if i fall asleep and don't wake up, no more sound, colors, people, no more earth. what if you just never see or hear anything ever again what if you are floating in a field of nothing where not even gravity exists what if you can see yourself in nothing with a dead empty expression as you slowly stop feeling your heartbeat.
[Verse 1] Hey It's not like you've ever tried to stay Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way Well, that's how it seems Hey You know what I mean? [Verse 2] Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no I feel like I care too much When no one's at home for me I feel like I'm falling out Well, that's how it seems I think that I'm falling out You know what I mean? [Verse 3] Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no She said that I care too much When no one's at home for me, ah
doing everything in my power to regulate how I react to others/situations, but getting a grasp on the the thoughts that would end all means seems damn near impossible.
I know we all being through this all of the time. But whenever you're in a dark shadows where you feel like you have no hope for others to help you, just alone. But always remember: that the darkness doesn't last forever, Fight it till you make it to your own actual Happiness. Dont fake your smile, that isn't going to help you. Expressing it, is better than refusing it for yourself! Love yourself, Takecare of yourself, I will support you! ❤ No matter if you're muslim, atheist, or something. I still shall share a Gospel as i live up happily on my Christian life!❤️ "A joyful heart brightens one's face, but a troubled heart breaks the spirit." Proverbs 15:13 God bless you! You're not alone❤️ ;)))
I’ve been alone for 5 years, no friends no family, just me. I wish I can see hope some day. “Never give up on your dreams, never give up on something you love and enjoy…..
Brother don't Chase friend's because when you find one like you don't know what is his personality so if he hurt you again it will not be good I used to have so much friends but all of them became toxic because of people around them I have a friend Before we were laughing with our other friends but after a while they became too mean and they were saying insults and then it got worse there was one who started smoking and there was another one camed with a gun and am not even joking a gun bro and they've becamed so agressive In reality, if you want friends, try to get one, but be careful who you're dating.
Feels like life can't get any worse at this point. I lost my mom, unliked at school. Everyone just thinks I'm a worthless retard. I want to just ask my mother what to do but, can't. I see all these kids saying, that they're not understood but their words are just hollow. Just begging for attention. I never write things like this because nobody would care. I just had to list out my problems and put it out there. All I do all day is just sit inside, on my PlayStation. I don't go outside because it's just gonna be the same thing every time. I just make myself look like a weirdo. I'm always told to be myself but when I am, I'm just shutdown. Called a retard or just given a look. So I just sit inside on the game, where I can be accepted. It hurts because I can never ask my mother for help. She'll never be there, to see me graduate, or even get married. That last part probably won't even happen because I'm just a goddamn incel with no point in life. I don't know what I did to deserve this to happen to me so early in my life. Well it looks like that's it. Gonna get on with life. Go far in life everyone. If you ever think you're alone, you're not. See ya around. And now we're moving away from my childhood home where I lived for 12 years. Honestly I don't even care anymore. I just want my mother back. I want her to hold me in her arms. And guide me through life. I just can never get what I want or what I even need. I'm just a worthless, pathetic waste of space. I'm going through different therapists and it's always the same bullshit. I'll keep you wonderful human beings, telling me to keep going, updated. See ya.
Always your authentic self, because all these people that don't like you for it aren't meant to be, it filters them out. F*ck them if they don't like you for who you are. It's better to be the real you and figure out what's important to you than impress shallow people. If you act like yourself you'll find the right people, their just harder to find, like gold is harder to find than cheap plastic.
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this makes me realize that maybe i am alone, but thats okay.
There's always someone who would spend hours and maybe even days listeing to you. Your mom would hate to hear the news to her child passing. Please talk to someone.
brother that is not right you do not have to feel alone and bad out there there are people who will love you and be with you trust changes that for me
Kill me
We all are man, we all are with you especially me because. Of my massive depression and suicidal thoughts
Yeah,me too bro...
Don’t give up, I don’t care if you’re depressed, anxious, or just sad. You just have to promise me, that you will never give up. I love you, your parents love you, Jesus loves you, we all love you whoever’s reading this. Thank you, for staying and reading this stupid little thing that I’ve created. But just remember, if you need help, you can always talk to me, I’ll always be there for you. Just don’t ever give up.
Thank you...
Na, ima run away and end it, 4 years of depression with no one to talk to even my own family wants me dead, my friends do to and now i fucked up my life even more, sucks to cus i lost most of my emotions for anything
I sit everyday alone and mentally depressed for 4 years since i was 10
@@Moore499 Please don’t end bro. If you’re parents want you dead, f*ck them, if your friends want you dead, f*ck them. Both of them are replaceable. Go live with a grandparent, or uncle or aunt, or even an older brother or sister. Your friends? Make new ones, I’ll be your friend, or you can make other friends at your school this year. Just try for me, okay? Please bro. You can do this. When I was in my darkest of darkest of times. Listening to music like this to cry myself to sleep, someone told me, “Depression is just an illusion of the mind, it’s an illusion of YOUR mind. Take control of your mind, or it’ll take control of you.” If you’ve ever watched Naruto. You know that he had to control Kurama to unlock his full potential. So control YOUR Kurama (your mind) and get your life back on track. Reading all the way to here is step one. If you made it to here without getting burned out, your on the right track. If this helped you, try and get your life back on track. But if it didn’t, I’m sorry for wasting your time. But talk to a suicide helpline anyway. It helps man.
Im just waiting till my time comes, I don't want to hurt no one by my own actions even though who can i hurt for escaping this life of mine. This life was made for suffering acting happy even do you feel like your nothing, the first time i failed cried a lot hating myself for what i was about to do you could see it in my face no one noticed all i wanted was someone to reach out. Maybe life was not made for everyone.
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
Thank you
Too much text
i aint readin allat
Life don’t hit the same anymore man. 💔
To everyone who is doing homework leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you’re done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something, you got this. your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
_____________________________
-Not mine, but pass it around
since it's 2024, not even word's can prevent people from "doing it".
"I loved your old version". Damn, It hit me like a bullet
If they dont love the current you, They dont love you. You'll find better man, Stay strong
" I gave you all I had.......I did ". Arthur Morgan quote
a few years ago, before the whole SCP concept and thing as a whole blew up, me and a friend of mine were really into it, we’ll call that friend Jon for now (not his real name). Me and Jon had been best friends since Pre-School, and always stuck together all the way thru highschool. Me and Jon shared the interest in the SCP Fandom/Foundation as a whole, so we decided to make a little story on it on our own, now me and Jon were inexperienced “writers”, and tried our best and had about 12 chapters of our own story and SCP’s. The next week after we finished Ch.12, Jon passed away in a car crash. I had left the story by itself in my room, in a small black box with tape on top with writing that read, “SCP STORY”, in big black bold letters written with sharpie, in confusion, i opened it and began crying as i realized what actual fucking treasure i had found years later.
rest in peace, great friend of mine. your legacy will not be forgotten as long as me and my grandchildren roam the grass and dirt of earth..
Rip
@@getclippedg thank you, i wish nothing but peace and forgiveness on you.
Man...
I hope everything goes well for you bro. 🙏
I'm so sorry....R.I.P
lonliness is fun but looking at the reality is sad.
its good for the first 2 minutes until you realize you need people
Yeah it's good to have a break and be alone but loneliness chips away your mental state because humans are social creatures
This song goes out to the fellas who haven’t been heart broken yet,I pray for ya happiness brotha💯
I have been once, and with bad luck soon enough again
I have also been. I was actually blamed for things that hadn’t done so that was a very bad thing for me and my reputation.Stay strong brotha❤
Seeing recent comments here made me realize how bad we actually are everyday. not just mentally, physically too.
It’s also interesting how the human mind reacts to such experiences, such as a breakup, and only thinks about that one girl, that one guy, that one person…but they never think about the progress they’ve made with themselves and all their friends and family. Truly remarkable…
reminds of why I shouldn’t exist, being an ignored person, everything is upside down, hate, murder, how can I go on like this?
I actually think like this almost all the time
U go on as warrior
Just get out of those thoughts
Don't wrestle with urself
same here, when i try to explain it people just call me emo and move on :(
@@krustykrabofficialYT that would be relatable (except here, no one calls anyone emo unless they look and acts like one.)
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day. because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such heautiful heart as yours so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an amazing day/morning/evening/night.
If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you.
If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
-The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my word. until tomorrow:)
Thank you..
Thank you for making my life better man.
you are such an amazing human being knowing that you didn't have to write this, but you still did you made my night better god bless you for saving or putting joy into someone's heart like mines.
😭😭😭😭Thank you, never has a random comment from a stranger has understand me so much.
Thanks Man, Love you too.❤
ty bro needed that ( she took the kids and gave away the 24k rose gold diamond ring)
the mirror is my best friend because when I cried, it didn't laugh
Deep bro
I felt this…
Are you okay my brother? ❤
Dam..
Hey gents. Ive seen a lotta ppl hating their lives lately. My life hasnt been well either. Thru the start of (2020) to the current day as i write this (2024) ive lost 10 ppl i loved. My granda of old age,my bsf from suicidal My childhood friend to lung cancer and 7 more dear ppl to me. I got deeply betrayed from 4 ppl i once called brothers. When i was 4 months old in my mothers stomache i had a huge chance of being disabled. Which i got some issues w my left eye. But everyone. We must keep going. God created this world instead of asking stupid questions like "is god real?" Etc. We must ask ourselves: "Why was i chosen to be created by god?" And we did get to be chosen. We are born. We only have one shot at living dont we? This world is temporary. Dont end yourselves.
Love from Turkey/Türkiye🇹🇷❤️
Ik you haven’t said you will in this comment but come back to this if you ever do think about it you’ve experienced first hand the sadness that comes from suicide it may solve your problems but it creates more for others close to you. Also I’m so sorry for everything that has happened to you it sounds awful and makes me realise how lucky I am but thank you for sticking through it if not for you but rather everyone else close to you
Appriciate everything youve said. Glad youre having a lucky life may it last longer. ❤@@Dan81848
I try every day not to think about ending it, I wake up every morning and put up this fake smile. I’m tired of it man. Been through countless relationships. After this one ex broke up with me it hasn’t been the same. Got assaulted on the street couple months later. Lost 2 uncles an aunt I dearly cared for. Lost my grandpa, got to hear my mom’s heartbreaking scream. Got kicked out my home. Spent most of the time high and on the streets on those summer nights. One of my day 1s let me crash at his place. Couples years later I lost him to gun violence. Never got to thank him for giving me a home when I got kicked out my “home” Lost 3 more homies to these streets. Didn’t graduate high school. Was told my whole life I wasn’t gonna be anything. Always been alone and I’m still alone to this day. Only 18 man. Been through a lot it’s hard to speak to anyone’s because I don’t think anyone will ever understand the pain I went through. Smoked weed constantly. Got a job a car and some what of a home now. I’m just tired of this shit man. At least when I die I’ll have plenty of people to be with up there. Only time I’m happy is when I get to drive something about it makes me feel peaceful. No destination just getting to go anywhere calms me. No one cares. I’m all alone. No ones is coming to save me. I hide this constant pain everyday and it’s getting tiring. I own a 9mm and put it to my head everyday just waiting for the right time. I try looking forward to the “better” things in life. I just simply can’t anymore. Pray for me guys.
trust me man. you can do it. you'll meet people and stuff. just dont, i barely know you but yet i cant bare knowing i lost another. my befriend killed herself not that long ago. just keep going. please
Keep living , keep patience that’s why I’m still breathing but then again I can’t find a reason to live so I keep searching for one ,until then I’m a breathing sack of sad shit
keep living. you wouldn't? you must! find anything in your life that can be a purpose of your life. like what you said, driving, with no destination. wouldn't it be lovely to find something nice on your "no destination" trip? :). i hope you'll stay positive. tell me if you need a person to talk to, even if im just a stranger:). stay alive.
I’m a bit busy rn but I have something I’d like to say later today. For now, keep fighting my friend ❤️
i can't say i feel you, because ive never lived a life like that, but i ran away to the woods for a year, i was beaten by the woods, mauled, starved, and when my dad found me in time before i starved to death in the freezing cold woods, the look of pure happiness i saw in his eyes as he grabbed me and helped me out of the woods into his truck. I was very lucky that my dad was hunting that day he found me, or else i might would've died out there. I regret missing so much time with my dad. He's not doing well but he's still alive. I will be praying for you. Good luck
The music feels like your whole life is falling apart,but everything is in slow motion,including you,so you just stand there,unable to stop it.
" you see madness is like gravity....it only takes one tiny push"- Heath Ledger - the joker
ive listened to this song 1000 times because sadness is the only feeling i can get now and this brings it out in me
Want help ?
@@carguy_15 idk how to approach help
@@calesticwfcan you walk? Can you see? Can you speak? Are you able to go to the gym?
I only cry at night when my whole family is sleeping cuz at day i act goofy and funny but at the end of day i show my true expressions and conidering the fact no one in my school wants to be friends with me makes me more sadder evry day
Same bra😿
Bro I want to be friends with you
It's okay your not alone
Real
yeah same here
Nah I just like this type of music
Rest in peace the dead homie....
People take advantage when I'm being too kind
I hate them
My friend, i understand you're pain...
same here
I understand you man
For everyone who is really feeling down.Look bro, I don’t know your situation dawg but imagine in 20 years time and you are just there telling people how you did amazing things and how this period in time was the hardest.Stay alive to tell the tale and be a walking inspiration 🦅
Cant thug it out anymore
every single day man
Big sad😔
do pushups thru the pain
@@julianhernandez2236still pumping. after a while it makes no difference. the gape will continue to grow.....
“It’s not like u ever tried to stay” 0:38
Stop making yourself sad. Thats what listening to this does
You're actually right bro
Nah for me, it gives me nostalgic vibes which help me to grow up in this painful world
@@ytplutoo see this is exactly what im saying
No I genuinely like this song
sometimes people can’t express themselves or bottle they’re emotions up, this is a silent way for us to let it out.
she is all i think about i would do anything to see her again.
Lol
Do you still feel this way 8 months later?
Rockstar employees had this on full blast making RDR2 Chapter 6
Listening to this after someone u love has passed hits hard
Ok
Death is numb to me. Watched more than 10 people I cared for in a casket. But at least I won’t be alone when I do leave this earth.
Sometimes looking at the sky gives you this comfort feeling you felt like you’re free but when you look away at the sky it looks like you’re locked inside
I feel like my friends suck, i dont like talking to theme outside of school. My family sucks and the 2 best friends thats i ever loved unfriended me and it was all my fault 3 months ago. Im still very deppressed about it
My friend, in this life you realise people will come and go. They will stay. And they will leave. That’s the reality of this life. Be so rooted in yourself that no one’s absence or presence can disturb your inner peace.
Remember to keep an inner circle, and outer circle of people. Your inner circle is the people you wouldn’t question the motives of. Your outer circle is the rest of the world. Friends, colleagues, even family. You can keep a good relation with these people, but they will not know you to a personal degree. That’s should be reserved for the people who would really throw down and drop everything for you. And if there’s no one who is like that in your life. Then you have to be your own inner circle. Your mind has to be controlled and looked after, like a well oiled engine. You put water in a petrol engine, it won’t work. You put idea or people into your mind which aren’t good for you, you will not work in the optimum way either.
They ain’t your friends if they don’t fight for you
@who728 no it was my fault they unfriended me. I loved them to much but they don't like me anymore, yes they were real friends but I broke the trust
in the same situation, like exactly
Sometimes reading these comments save me.
+1(can't agree more)
checking on myself lately..
How I feel after just EXISTING in 2024:
I'm absolutely obsessed with controlling emotion. I love being able to be sad if I want, being angry, being depressed, being happy. I love experiencing emotions so no matter how I feel I'm still happy. This song helps me do that.
SAME
I control my emotions my way. The only thing I really like is biking and peace these days. Everything else is second, I don't luv anything including emotions. I hate emotions. Those are baggage. So I drop those to the side
“I gave up hiding from what I didn’t like when I realized I couldn’t do it forever. In the silence, I’m haunted by my mistakes, but in the silence, I too can reconcile with my faults. What I once feared, I now find peace in.”
I'm 33 years old, been through so much. Like actually really rough shit. This song makes me think of the worst moments of my life but in an almost nostalgic way. Anyone who is thinking about giving up, don't. Use the pain to motivate you and build you into the man you're supposed to be. No matter how hard it gets I'll never give up. The worst experiences make us who we're meant to be
oath brother lets work harder lets get it homie dont let this world bring us down
best wishes from new zealand brother 👑💪
@@BakerWase never bro
@@wzrd7 awesome, right back to you!
Sleep - > roting in my room - > sleep im always the one stupid losser friend
Spending the summer alone while everyone else is having fun is a pain.
I really hope that this summer will be at least good and not even like the others.
"I won't do it again, i promise" over and over and over again i hear that fucking sentence from my 'best friend' and EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I try to vent all of my friends make it about themselves, i can't even finish fucking venting without being interrupted by someone, no ever fucking listens, therapy barely even helps, and I'm having to try not to relapse, i just want this to fucking end already.
Edit: My dad and older brother called me a fucking comedy(joke).
Dont do it
@@kingsley271 I won't
I DID EVERYTHING FOR HER BRUH
@@Sugarz_LILSHE THREW IT AND STOMPED ON IT
anyone here just chillin? not depressing sad but not excitedly happy?
Yup , often listen to this kind of music with my girlfriend , bluetooth speaker on and while we are cuddling on the hammock
the slower the better
Making girls love me : Very Hard
Making girls hate me : Very Easy
making girls love me: 0%
Making girls hate me: I dont have friends that are girs so 0%
Real
lol same.
Agreed
I really need this... people can hear me
My family doesn't hear me. They hurt my feelings about writing and drawing... n all educative fails ....
I failed to my family and me...
I wish with a new opportunity to be happy in the university... but this year not.
Thanks for reading
My friend I hope you have a great life beyond the painful years it may hurt but acceptance of yourself how you feel at peace ✌️
@@Mr_haxing Thanks :">
@@Nai17 you are very welcome fellow sigma
@@Mr_haxing Thank you!
You're different. Just like most of us. Embrace it, even when they don't. That's what makes us so special. You're not alone, go thru the comments. We're not unique or special. We're just different and if they don't see that then that their loss.
Depression...social anxiety... and now,its isolation from everyone at everything. In Life and in texting. It Just makes me lonelier and lonelier..and the voices are getting louder and louder day by day... Im a man,i guess i just dont matter that much... I'll be fine..perhaps i will end the pain myself...
Hey man, please don't consider harming yourself. I know it seems like you don't matter because "Oh men don't need comfort, they just gotta suck it up because they're strong" but it isn't like that really. I'm here for you if you want someone to talk to. Just don't harm yourself please, it may seem like nobody cares about it, but there is one person who will care about you until death. Remember, others care about you here. You're never always alone man.
@@thesacredpickle❤
I can't take it anymore. I'm a fat loner who has the lowest self esteem imaginable. I just lay in bed and look back at the good times that I miss so dearly. When I had friends and when I was healthy... When I was glad I was alive.
Look bro. Work out get displine be happy. Look read the Bible aswell. Be a good dude we go through somthing be happy my friend keep doing what u love sorry.
Watch Hajime no ippo trust 🗣️🙏🫂
I was like that in my teens now I have a wife 3 children good times are coming work out and pray trust me everything will come trust me
@@steven.1983I hope my future is like this with the girl I love but she doesn't have the same feelings for me
@@MRRHFr sorry to hear that man I've been there it will get better, timing is everything when the time is right everything will fall into place the right girl will come and everything will work out
Toda vez que eu escuto essa música eu sinto algo.. eu sinto toda minha vida na minha pele, eu sinto todos os sentimentos guuardados, eu sinto todas as palavras que não saíram quando quando eu queria falar algo.. eu sinto o meu eu se destruindo e voltando do passado com dores. Eu sinto todas as decepções vindo a tona eu sinto que não vivo a vida
Eu te entendo irmão você não está sozinho, sei como é se sentir assim!
Pov: How it feels to end a series after you've grown so emotionaly attached to the characters and as you stand there feeling a sense of deppresion as you see the finale of the show and its series as a whole. (You are alone once again)
Young Sheldon
im just so lost and depressed over someone who could careless if i take my own life over them
don't do it. this random stranger loves you
@@coolguybraydan2758 gay
I look down to comments and i realise that almost every person listening to this is heart broken.. stay strong brothers and sisters!
💋💋
Yeah... I guess
WE MAKIN IT TO THE AFTERLIFE WITH THIS ONE 🗣🗣
get your gen-z copy and paste comment somewhere else, this is serious.
@@azzyiguees people cope by joking about their sadness by turning then into memes which might not be healthy but its still rude to just assume things before jumping into conclusion and saying "get your gen-z cnp out of here" and their matter is as just important as ours.
@@dawg363 this guy clearly is making fun of the depressed people, stop tryna figure out a way to find other reasons that doesn't fit in this topic.
everything repeats. what i will do with the time before it does is beyond me.
Hanging myself to this one🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I fucked up, destroyed the one thing I didn't want to lose. Now I don't know what to do...
it'll be okay, I feel like I am in the same boat with you, we'll make it through this
@@catsuiii I just, I feel like despite my best intentions I destroy everything I touch. I know Ill get through thats no choice at this point.
One friend that I had that was way older than me shot himself in the chest about 5 years ago it is still somewhat traumatizing and that is one of the main reasons why I’m am like this…
Can you guys pray for my grandma’s cancer so it does not come back please and thank you I need her with me still I’m not ready for her to leave me❤😢🙏
i hope she gets well soon, prayers to her.
I've lost my grandmother to cancer
I Pray that Your Grandmother gets well
Sending prayers I hope she stays well
🙏
Idk who would read this but today was a day where i got a special feeling that was 7 years ago and till today i never had that kind of feeling. Ngl today was a great day and i don't think it would happen again and i need to wait for years again to happen or to get that feeling. Thanks if you read upto this.Btw my English is kinda poor
What did you do or what happened for you to have such a special day?
Happens with me too. All of sudden i get reminded of the good ol days
@@pavasite4278 ummm actually a girl showed her interest towards me idk how to say that but i cant say she was interested in me but she showed attention and interest in me 🙃 this made me remember the same thing happened 7 years ago damn. This not special but its looks special and gives a good feeling when someone shows interest or attention towards you.
Pov: Your trying to fall asleep, but rather than getting memories of happiness in your life, you think of the finer of someone whom you really deeply care about
yo these comments deep asf i just like the song 🙏
but for real u guys actually dont end it theres a million reasons
youll mentally break your family
same with your friends
youll never have your favourite food or listen to the best song you know
you won't be able to play all those games
the list goes on
so dont die, sans father explained it perfectly
"remember son, dying is gay"
‼️‼️‼️‼️WERE MAKING IT INTO DEPRESSION WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ ‼️‼️
💯✊
YUPPP ALREADY THEREE
Hahaha
Jus realized It's a battle against myself and I'm losing
Me too brother
I'm in a battle against school my parents fake friends bullys anxiety depression obesity anger and suicidal thoughts and im losing very fast now I have to face the fact that I'm never going to win
I was happy, she talked to me, she replied every time my Messages, i was happy because… i was thinking that i would finally got someone to date, someone to pass february 14 whit, but now, i just recieved a long message of she, and the story repeats for 5th time… “i dont like you”, “only friends”, sometimes i ask me, which is my fate that makes me impossible to get that stpd dream, im tired, im tired of the same story, the same result, the same pain, the same sensation, the same end…
and sorry if i type bad any word, but my emotions just collapsed, i wasn't able to even breathe but im sure that no one will reply or even read this, like always.
I'm so sorry dude, I hope you find the one who doesn't do that.
@@johnjohnarnoldsantjerii8041 ty man ily :’)
Some day my brother
Pain is temporary and so does sadness, Just try to find that happiness and never give up and ensure to the end
This song makes you realise how lonely you could actually be to be honest I’m lonely I have no friends but listening to songs like this for some reason makes me happier not sadder…
ive been lonely half of my life
@@SceptaaI know how it feels bro we just gotta pray there’s a way out 👍
@@VryScryVc theres a way out but an impossible one.
True
Reality can be so Harsh and cruel. But don't let it drag you down. Do not let it stop you from climbing on top to be with everybody else.
I don't care if you were suicidal, lonely or sad. Never let Reality drag you. There are plenty of people who will Like and love you for who you are n what you want to do in life. Sure everybody has lied and made shameful decisions, but We always learned from our mistakes together. Hang in there everybody we are together.
Never give up because you will end up hurting others who care about you and love you.
such a good coment with 1 like lemme fix that
❤
You can even eat all you want. No judging that.
Life is sad and happy but when we are kids we hate our parents and when we get older it hurts so bad to remember everything bad you have done, and you only feel guilt, and then you find something happy but then it slowly fades away and we remember our happy moments in life and say "maybe life is so bad after all" but its already to late.... how I know this is because someone I know that was 80 years old was on his death bed he told me and he said don't live a life of regret and do what you love and before he died I never got to say goodbye he loved boxing. And since I was so weak I said to myself "why don't I give boxing a chance" now I love the sport and sometime I get mad at myself because the last time I saw him I was mad at him. So please don't live a life of regret.
Bro, I aint reading allat.
i am, thank you
thanks man. just know that he forgives you and that he wouldn’t want you to hold a grudge against yourself. you’ll see him again someday. it’s never really goodbye, it’s just a temporary departure.
"I"ve done a lot of things that i ain't proud of .."
-Michael De Santa
He was right ..
If only...
if i had tried
Why am I still here?
These are the things I think about every day
Im here because i like this song but not because I'm sad , whoever is going through hard times, just stay strong and develop the character cause being average sucks and i think that's the main reason men don't receive enough respect and appreciation.
Não consigo falar, explicar oq sinto, apenas oiço uma música como essa, e tudo passa, os pensamentos não param embora que o tempo passa eles não passam, ter autoestima baixa é foda😃😃.
When I just don’t feel like my self I come to this song, like Rn.
thats what im saying i just totaled a car with 3 kids and their mother inside and drove my truck out of the ditch so i didnt have to pay. i feel awful
Does anyone feel alone when they listen to this song?
👇
Slide 2
Fuck yeah...
POV: it’s 3AM and you and your homies are deep in the feels
When you finally get the girl. But you find out it’s just ur turn
Facts.
she plays you just like she did with all her other toys.
@@AsherBeHappy facts 💯
Don’t worry you find true love or you could be a virgin I’m not making fun of you im saying if you find true love you give all that love energy at them and make them happy so they can share there happiness to you also but if you are a virgin you can dream on what you want your true love doesn’t help you control that suffering and mental health but you control it yourself it’s basically soloing all your problems and suffering without anyone helping you
You at one point were connected to another human, they nurtured you, watched you grow, protected you from the world. Then birthed you. The fact that you are here reading this says it all, you are loved. Maybe not now but who says you can find it again. You are worth iit
I'm nothing but a dumbass i wish i could have never existed...but thank you the person for uploading this music...
ur all good
Hey man, We're here for you, Even if you can't see it, Take care of yourself Man, -❤Love 13 Year Old
@@Planetary1 idk if u said 13yr old as a joke but damn didnt know u can be depressed at 13
@@FW.FALL3Nactually I'm 14..but yeah it's possible to have depression at this age...even me I wasn't expecting to be in that condition...tbh
@@Planetary1thanks...
If you've never had a broken heart, this is what it feels like💔😢
yup I agree
I am tired of people saying I have something to live for its just a lie they say that to feel like they are the good guy this world is fake maybe I need to overdose to escape from the pain.. and today i got ejected by my crush people still telling me i can get through it its tiring stressful im too short, im no ones type and people have the nerve to say "keep pushing"
Hi. Ik u don't know me but I'm praying for you. I'm not gonna say u have sm to live for or sum like that but I do want you to live on and find happiness in this finite life
I want to end it to man but just hang in there it gets better we just need to put our faith in Jesus Christ and he has a new body with a new life in heaven and there’s no pain no sorrow no depression no murder no anything bad only peace love and joy
For ever and ever till the end of time (time never ends)
buddy no offense like i feel bad for you and all but get over yourself you prolly look fine like i dont get why people kill themselves over this it doesnt make me think oh wow this must be serious to some people it makes me think oh wow some people really need help cause they dont know what their doing or talking about go to a doctor and get some medication or some sort of plan maybe to the er if you really need to they can keep you and make sure you are safe it doesnt matter what you do just dont continue going on in unnecessary pain.
We've been friends for 5 years, and yesterday out of the blue she just shut me out, she blocked me on social media, it's as if she's pretending I don't exist anymore, I don't know what I did wrong. Ever since then, this song has been playing in my head rent free.
I'm so sorry that happened I know how it feels to loose a friend you cared deeply for, if you ever need to talk I'm here I'll happily give my insta
I know the feeling
Lol
This is the song that plays when you’ve made so much progress, but suddenly everything comes crashing down. Ykwim?
not depressed guys, just like the song
I just like the song...
This sentence is deep
1 time i made a friend. My first ever friend. We played everyday in roblox we talked about ourselves sometimes. We would play some games and cause drama all that stuff. But one day...she stopped playing. She hasnt been on for 4 years now. Ive been worried the last things she said was:should i buy this fit? Its all i heard from her. She just..disappeared. shes gone..... i still have her added incase she comes back. R.I.P fart😔 i miss the old days.....
this makes me feel like im sinking further and further into nothing. almost like I’m floating on something that could give out at any second. but I kind of like it.
I don’t know why.
It’s weird how the human mind can have absolutely no issues, but still crave for sadness…
the slowed to perfection
It's ok just stay happy and if anything goes in your way ill be there ok...
what if i fall asleep and don't wake up, no more sound, colors, people, no more earth. what if you just never see or hear anything ever again what if you are floating in a field of nothing where not even gravity exists what if you can see yourself in nothing with a dead empty expression as you slowly stop feeling your heartbeat.
the quote of the day... do you really gonna show your love someone who never showed you their?
Just me and this unyielding depression, eh hope you guys do better than ill ever do, whoever reads this, have a great lifetime
[Verse 1]
Hey
It's not like you've ever tried to stay
Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way
Well, that's how it seems
Hey
You know what I mean?
[Verse 2]
Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no
I feel like I care too much
When no one's at home for me
I feel like I'm falling out
Well, that's how it seems
I think that I'm falling out
You know what I mean?
[Verse 3]
Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no
She said that I care too much
When no one's at home for me, ah
ty for pinning this song is too good for curing nostalgia
I’m sa sw
doing everything in my power to regulate how I react to others/situations, but getting a grasp on the the thoughts that would end all means seems damn near impossible.
Listening to it feels like heaven, but it hurts like hell
I know we all being through this all of the time. But whenever you're in a dark shadows where you feel like you have no hope for others to help you, just alone. But always remember: that the darkness doesn't last forever, Fight it till you make it to your own actual Happiness. Dont fake your smile, that isn't going to help you. Expressing it, is better than refusing it for yourself! Love yourself, Takecare of yourself, I will support you! ❤
No matter if you're muslim, atheist, or something. I still shall share a Gospel as i live up happily on my Christian life!❤️
"A joyful heart brightens one's face, but a troubled heart breaks the spirit."
Proverbs 15:13
God bless you! You're not alone❤️
;)))
*_" Being a human in the modern society is like placing a fish in the Sahara Desert "_*
Death.. is *cold* Batman
Sometimes you gotta just relax..
🔥🔥🔥WE LEAVING THE EARTH WITH THIS ONE🔥🔥🔥
I’ve been alone for 5 years, no friends no family, just me. I wish I can see hope some day. “Never give up on your dreams, never give up on something you love and enjoy…..
You have friend right here
Brother don't Chase friend's because when you find one like you don't know what is his personality so if he hurt you again it will not be good I used to have so much friends but all of them became toxic because of people around them I have a friend Before we were laughing with our other friends but after a while they became too mean and they were saying insults and then it got worse there was one who started smoking and there was another one camed with a gun and am not even joking a gun bro and they've becamed so agressive In reality, if you want friends, try to get one, but be careful who you're dating.
I’m with the guy above, you have a friend in me 🫶
Feels like life can't get any worse at this point. I lost my mom, unliked at school. Everyone just thinks I'm a worthless retard. I want to just ask my mother what to do but, can't. I see all these kids saying, that they're not understood but their words are just hollow. Just begging for attention. I never write things like this because nobody would care. I just had to list out my problems and put it out there. All I do all day is just sit inside, on my PlayStation. I don't go outside because it's just gonna be the same thing every time. I just make myself look like a weirdo. I'm always told to be myself but when I am, I'm just shutdown. Called a retard or just given a look. So I just sit inside on the game, where I can be accepted. It hurts because I can never ask my mother for help. She'll never be there, to see me graduate, or even get married. That last part probably won't even happen because I'm just a goddamn incel with no point in life. I don't know what I did to deserve this to happen to me so early in my life. Well it looks like that's it. Gonna get on with life. Go far in life everyone. If you ever think you're alone, you're not. See ya around.
And now we're moving away from my childhood home where I lived for 12 years. Honestly I don't even care anymore. I just want my mother back. I want her to hold me in her arms. And guide me through life. I just can never get what I want or what I even need. I'm just a worthless, pathetic waste of space. I'm going through different therapists and it's always the same bullshit. I'll keep you wonderful human beings, telling me to keep going, updated. See ya.
im so sorry.
Same man I feel you ❤
Seems you need to get that off your chest I’m glad you didn’t just hold it in have a nice day or as nice as you can make it
Always your authentic self, because all these people that don't like you for it aren't meant to be, it filters them out. F*ck them if they don't like you for who you are. It's better to be the real you and figure out what's important to you than impress shallow people. If you act like yourself you'll find the right people, their just harder to find, like gold is harder to find than cheap plastic.
thats deep
I am a failure I failed in everything . this song reminds me how pathetic I am
You are not a failure
You messed up
But guess what
Other people do to
Like me❤
And you❤
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
I ❤YOU SM
I feel you man. Nothing seems to workout and its like your destined to lose. Good luck
@@Menevolence thanks man I will never give up and one day I will achieve my goals