A Rough Day
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 9 ก.พ. 2025
- Hey guys, I had a bit of a tough day but I hope to see you this Saturday for the Charity Livestream!
Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance ► www.charitynavi...
Livestream Location ► / markiplier
Playlist to Cheer You Up :) ► • Classic Videos to Chee...
"I had to say goodbye to someone i l- I cared much about." 1:00
That part broke my heart, he wanted to say he loves her.
if he one day able to married and tell this news to all of us
that means he really loves her much and dont care bout any "fan" girls hatered any more, i also like mark, but i will happy to him too that he finally able find a partner that beside him together forever
Keeping it as secret is fine. But lying that he did not have a gf back in those times was not right. It would be ok if he kept silent about that subject instead of telling a lie. I don't trust him all the time. Remember girlfriend application thing? ... meh.
+theeachuisge ah, you're one of those people that think you're entitled to people's personal life. The reason why he likely lied was because of how obsessed fangirls get (after all Jess's youtube channel is no more because of the amount of hate that she got) Also, we don't know how long Mark and Jess dated, he could have been single when he said he was. And girlfriend application was a joke. If you don't get that you're pathetic.
Arika Blackburn mark did. This was when he broke up with jess
Ik! At least he found amy?
I see Markiplier as the best youtube gamer out of all, mainly because how real he can be. Even though it affects his productivity, he would rather call a sick day than gives us a sad pile of shit for a video. His interaction with his growing fanbase is a rare and enjoyable thing to see, and he definitely has my highest youtube respect I can give. He occasionally will play advertisement games, but still stays true to what his community wants to play and not what any company with large numbers wants. Take us to the top, Mark, and keep going bud.
I agree, I would have him take a break than just see sad videos, it is pretty awesome he is doing a charity that helps people with depression and bipolar disorder, thank you Mark :)
This comment gets my utmost respect, and i believe many others agree.
Agreed,
Yep :D
I strongly agree
I struggle with depression also. I sometimes have to force a smile to make people think I'm okay, but I'm not. Mark, you make me smile for real. Your videos are literally the one thing that really make me feel happy. You're my hero
You're one of the reasons he does the videos. Just keep slugging away, and one day you will get through it :)
I feel the same way that you feel people make fun of me all the time and it just makes me want lock my self in my room and mark makes me laugh and smile
i feel the same. On the outside im all happy and cheery, on the inside, its the opposite. But when i watch marks videos they all ways make me laugh in no matter what mood im in.
Huntas Chaos deadspace
Yes i like the game deadspace.
A good pure hearted man indeed. I wish the best of the luck man.
Mark is the kind of person who, whenever he is having a hard time, you just want to snuggle him to you and soothe him. Run your fingers through his hair and wrap him in a blanket; let him rest. Such a fantastic human being should *NEVER* feel bad about needing a break.
Not to mention, I suffer from bipolar depression (with some underlying anxiety issues), so this really made my day. It's *so* nice to see people raising money for research that is usually swept under the rug.
Ok that was a bit too far.
What was?
Lol got a crush on Mr. Iplier here? XD But no I get you. Everyone who watches this more than likely just wants to give him a giant bear hug.
You had me at running fingers through his hair!
Mark, you're a human being, not a funny video factory. We'll respect you and support you no matter what. ~
yea
***** 40 secends ago
We love you mark take it easy bro!
100% agree
Same here GOOD LUCK MARK!!! And feel better bro.
Does anyone just get really emotional when Mark makes these kinds of videos? It makes me so...happy-for lack of a better description-to see such an internet famous individual just genuinely care for people in general. It's not easy to find these days. Everyone's so caught up with the little things in their life that they sometimes forget to take a step back and take a look at the bigger picture. It's just...really nice. And since I can't do much but thank you, I'll do that. Thanks for being there for us and making us smile when we just needed some type of relief, Mark. You give us free entertainment and in turn, we haven't really done much in proportion to what you've done for us. So yeah. Thank you so much. We really appreciate it.
Oh, and my condolences for your loss. It's hard to think about it and realize that one minute someone was there for you and the next just gone. But it'll eventually get better, right? There'll be those days, but you'll get stronger as will our support for you. You can do this. :D
I feel you! He is just so sweet and adorble and his voice is just so perfect it is just amazing. I just get the fangirl feels when I see him or hear him talk..... Once again I just really know how you feel!
I know
+IvyWind Yes
same
This guy has the voice of god
whatever bad video to put this comment on
Hi
Or SomeThingElseYT before
How do you think many people fall asleep peacefully? His uno videos! And these type vids😊
@@SPlenkYT I think it's okay...
Mark, if you need to take a break or whatever you totally should man. You do so much for us, don't worry about it! Love you Mark!
True
Yes... but some don't understand that it seems. Hes so strong for us. He needs to breathe. Poor man. So strong. So beautiful.
It's ok Mark, you do a lot for us, take a break for as long as you want (:(:(:
True Dat
Yes
Good on you Mark. For recognizing that we can understand you need days off, and its videos like this that make you seem less of an actor/character and more like a human being.
Also, taking the time to put together a playlist for everyone to enjoy is great. The charity for depression and bipolar disorder... damn.
Youre pretty precious. Thank you.
Yes, I love TH-camrs that both produce real content and actually like show us a bit of their real life because it makes them seem honest and entertaining at the same time.
Mark seems to have more life and human qualities than other TH-camrs. And people. At all. Dang.
My mother has type 2 bipolar disorder that she didn't know she had until she was 40. The stress caused her to weigh under 100 Ibs. Now she's seeing a therapist, is being treated, is at a healthy weight, and is the happiest I've ever seen her. Those who say this disorder does not exist have not lived with someone with the condition nor seen the wonderful change when they are diagnosed and treated. Thank you for doing this, Mark. It means a lot.
Heart warming story! ♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
Yeah, similar thing with me, only one of my closest, oldest friends had severe depression, but he was treated, and now he's good as new!
***** Sick. Don't even joke about something as serious as that. It's a really sensitive subject to anyone.
***** please don't Mark is right depression is a serious issue don't joke about that please.
Great story. :)
Short steps,
Deep breath,
Everything is Alright~
Chin up,
I can't,
Step into the spotlight~
She said,
I'm sad,
Somehow without any words~
When this world is no more
The moon is all we'll see
I'll ask you to fly away with me~
If you're with me, everything's alright.
What I feel
What I say
There's such a rift between them
Mark, everyone has good and bad days. I've been battling depression and anxiety since I was 16. I've been on high dosages of meds but made the choice a couple years ago to stop the meds and try and figure things out on my own. There are days, even weeks where I feel like I'm at rock bottom but I always seem to find a way to pull myself out of it. It's a long battle and I can't said that I've made great leaps and bounds but I'm working day by day to make myself better and help me cope.
Give yourself a hug. We all love you
I'm bipolar and struggle with constant anxiety so for you to be coping with that without meds is very brave and I respect you for it. I'm sure that you'll one day find that you've conquered it all! ♥
Best comment I have heard in Long time !!!!! Myself been diagnosed Bi-polar for 10 years now with Mixture of Autism and depression,Enough about that at last someone has spoke from the Heart and I feel Mark does a Fantastic job Helping where he can!!!! For me he makes me smile and feel like I am not alone with all going on.Now back to you You are 1 Great person in my book!!!!!! 😉😉😁😁😊😊
my parents are dead
Bruce Wayne you just made my day, but also made me very sad and mad at you.
Bruce Wayne I laughed so hard with your comment. Fking bruce
Hey, Mark. Go take some time off. You've been uploading everyday nonstop for I think 3 to 4 months now. You deserve it. I sure most all of us will understand.
I've uploaded everyday nonstop since I started the channel! Never missed a day! :D
And we've watched every single one and supported through and we always will!
DoomsdayThe Destruyeron Have we?
Well....most of us
KyoZero have you?
Mark is living a life that never would have happened 10 years ago. That is absolutely amazing and since you are such a trail blazer, you deserve to take a break every once and a while! Blazing trails is tough work!
Zachzy is right you have the right of breaks
***** agreed
The last thing we all want is for you to get worn out bruddah! Cam
Everyone needs to take breaks, recharge the old batteries, and I agree, Mark you are my favorite youtuber I without a doubt in my mind I bet everyone else understands. We all have bad days :)
Mark if you need a break take one were not going anywhere WE are a community and if we take breaks you can too. :) thanks for making us smile everyday.!!!!
I have Bipolar and depression. Mark, Jack, and Felix has helped me even when I am having one. of my darkest days I can watch one of their videos and I am happy again. Thank you Markiplier for helping me with depression and bipolar.
Septiplier 4Evr Hey I tag your comment and thought that was really cool! Also I'm sure this doesn't mean much and sounds a bit Cliche but, try to be happy and when you feel sad grit your teeth and move on believe me i don't have bipolar but I am deeply depressed and I try to be light in my own darkness because it consumed me once to the point where if I walked about a hundred more down a path I could've jumped off a bridge... but I didn't I went back home moved on but now I'm fighting to stay happy lately but I'm waiting for something to happen that'll pull me out of my endless void...I hope you see this but you probably won't so I don't know try to stay happy....
Nuked Illusion thank you. I have seen your comment. and i look back at it alot. I wish you the best of luck and really thank you. it means alot that someone in my life cares. i have been where you have. i have went to a bridge and backed out because i know pain doesnt last forever. keep fighting. i am too. you arent alone. neither am i.
I'm glad you saw it i didn't really want to say this but considering you have I might as well, so this happened about a few months ago I took about 20 pills at once and I waited about five minutes I read the label to see what would happen but i read that even if I died I would've died in pain and I'm not going to do something i regret...I would've bled from the inside... But I have really good gag reflects so I haven't thrown up in about 3 years but I had a moment and changed my mind I made myself vomit... To this day I still occasionally want to but i need to be there for someone you might not see it but someone out there cares and hasn't told you yet... My only purpose that I see is to make friends and give'em good time for about year you know? Just sitting around and making jokes... Then lose them... Anyway, I um...I still move on if I'm not friends with them anymore then I leave them alone... Because I don't want remember how I keep feeling like a piece me broke off so I repair myself because that's what I do...I repair myself and don't let myself fall apart because I'm not giving up...I told myself I wouldn't, so now I'm running on hope and slowly changing different parts of me to see what I like and want... I'm getting better but I've learned not to stay happy... Mostly just to not let myself be broken as much as I'm used to. Don't give up but reminisce in the bad so you feel better when good things happen it might seem counterproductive but knowing your not going to end it is maddening but also it helps to know that no matter how bad it gets things do get better if nothing is happening because it means nothing bad is happening any more...
Nuked Illusion I've attempted before to. only I did something different. I tried to jump off a bridge. it didnt work but I'm kinda glad it didn't. then I wouldn't be here getting by ok. what I tell others is when life gets you down think about how great your life has been. think about the positives. then get the nasty thoughts out. they can and will destroy you sooner or later. or you can win. people care. they always will and just think someone is either in your spot or has been. your not alone. never think suicide is the answer. it may end the pain for you but it will just pass it on to others. keep fighting. you can win. you will win.
I think about the pain... Because for some reason it drives nothing will ever stop me... Bullying doesn't hurt but the truth does... Sometimes I think what it would be like if tried drugs... But I'm afraid I'll like it, because I'm happy I'm afraid I'll want to stay that way... Three people have offered I always said NO. I'm not going to be happy from something that the core of me didn't produce or something someone didn't do on natural instinct... The pain drives me to keep going... Also let me say you most likely regretted it when jumped off right after didn't you? If you did good hold that thought and keep it first in your mind remember it and never let it go because it's the reason you're still here...
Oh, I'm sorry Mark! :( I know that must've been really tough for you. I hope you feel better soon^^ You aren't alone! We've all known what it's like to have terrible days like you did yesterday. By "we", I mean your subs. We all appreciate what you do, and the subscribers that truly care will respect the fact that you can't always be perfect and upload on schedule every time. Just know that we're always here for you, whether you realize it or not at times. You make us all laugh, cry, and hide under the blankets, and for that, I speak for all of us when I say thank you. Seriously. Thanks for all of the time and effort you have put into your vids to put a smile on our faces in our darkest hours.
So we can make an easy exception for the one time that you can't upload a video because of a personal loss of yours. We know that you aren't perfect.
And we don't expect you to be.
Because you're Markiplier.
And you're awesome.
Not being perfect is what we like about you and each other.
Anyway, I'm sure you have more important things to do than read this comment, if you ever do in the first place.
But just remember:
We are also your family.
i like this comment a lot.
You're so thoughtful :) I agree so much with you
Agreed
That is so true
Compare this community with pewdiepie's
also toughtful and deep man.
Mark, my mom was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder as well as depression. A year, she almost died due to an appendicitis complication. Ever since then, she's been so depressed that she hardly moved; she just sat in one spot for so long that she literally lost nearly all the muscles in her arms and legs. She couldn't stand or hold things, and whenever she wanted to get somewhere, even to the bathroom, my dad or I would have to carry her. Right now, she's in a psychiatric hospital and receiving physical therapy, and is on the road to recovery. But as you can probably imagine, that's all been really stressful for me, and I've been struggling with depression and anxiety of my own during all of this. But your (and the Game Grumps') videos always manage to put a smile on my face when I most need it. I can't tell you how thankful I am for all of this; for working hard on these videos and for doing livestreams for charities like this. Thank you so much.
And hey, don't worry about not getting another video out. Life happens. I hope things get better for you soon, Mark. Best wishes!
Just lots of positive thoughts and vibes your way! You're so wise and strong and kind in your post.
I wish all the best for you and your mother and the rest of your family. That is such heavy stuff to deal with, and I hope all of you can stay strong and eventually get to be as happy as you deserve to be. I hope you have a great day/week/year!
Well I just had to go get my depression pills....
stay strong I wish you the best ❤
I hope for the best for you.
Mark, I'm so sorry that you are going through whatever you are going through. I just want you to know that you make me laugh any day that I don't feel like laughing. I used to be depressed and suicidal and to some extent I still am depressed but watching you jist makes me smile uncontrollably. You have inspired me with your story and people say that I am too young to know real pain but I'm not even though I am only 13. My dad ha a rare illness called Multiple Sclerosis (MS) and has had it since I was a baby. I have died when I was 4 because of a heart condition and durring my surgery I went into cardiac arrest and was legally dead for 5 minutes. I have been homeless, broke, and lost everything I owned. I was suicidal and depressed and went months without actually laughing and didn't tell my parents because I knew that we didn't have the money to do anything about it. I almost ran away. But you help me get through the bad days. You will always make me laugh and smile and I just want to say thank you for everything. And you don't have to apologize. of anyone truly supports you, they won't care if a day goes by without a video. And I am a true supporter of you Mark. God bless
Markiplier
my dad also have MS. he's had it for about 3 years now (thats what we know)
my sister almost died when she was born she stayed in the hospital for almost for a year and we prayed for months to see when she will come home.
I feel sorry for your dad, bruh, my uncle also suffers from SM (schlerosis multiplexis), but he is always so optimistic although he's struggling with his illnes every day. He's very religious and watching him praying to God every day makes my faith stronger :) Please, don't fall in depression because of those bad things that are happening to you. We all must try to find positives in our lives and Mark is one of those people who can really help us at every stage of our lives. I strongly believe that someday you'll be a happier person :) I will pray for you and your dad tonight :)
This was posted BEFORE Mark dated Amy so this isn't about that
also could be about his ex jess
+iiSxlence I really doubt it
+SushiKama Blogger the Jess timing makes sense though.
SushiKama Blogger Yes. It was about Jess. They broke up in February last year
Mark,
You make myself and so many other people extremely happy everyday. And yes it is because you are fun and crazy and enjoy life but it is times like this that you let us into your life. You make us feel like we are worth more then just a number behind your account. And that is why we love you so damn much. We love you just for being you. All of the crazy and emotional and just plain "mark-isms" that make you YOU.
I personally have been suffering with depression and anxiety for a coming of 10 years now. Being a 23 year old woman in the marine science field it is hard to feel like there is much light in the world. As cliche as that sounds. But I get told on the daily that I am just a woman, what can I do. Or that I am not a grown woman why cant I "just grow out of it"-in referance to depression and anxiety. But you, you brighten up every one of my days. Life may be hard, but please know that you do matter to the little people like me in the world who see you as one of their closest friends even tho we have never met.
And in refrence to your friend, I am so very sorry. Saying goodbye to anyone is hard but in the end the world will be ohkay. Just please know that we love and support you through whatever hard ships are happening right now. It may not be much, but I hope it is enough for you to see just a shimmer of the light you give me each day.
So thank you mark for being the bestest friend ive never met and just remember: take a breath, close your eyes, and remember that even in the darkest night there is still light hidden, you just have to find it.
Love, Ally
this comment made my day. you dont see many comments like thhis these days!
Where's TH-cam's comment up vote?
You are 1 of the few awesome people left in this world keep spreading happiness to people ally
pokemonfreakful yuh huh
Well said.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING THIS FOR DEPRESSION!!! I HAVE IT SUPER BAD AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
You'll be just fine Sierra, with guys like this on your side!
you dont seem that depressed
well, considering I lost 2 brothers I think I would be.
Sierra LikesGames don't even bother, you know what your feeling, nobody else has a clue. Take care of you.
Tdc Building Operations Control Centre Wut?
For anyone wondering , I'm pretty sure this is when he broke up with his girlfriend Jess .
is there any video where she is seen or mentioned?
Tanusmita Halder no , he kept his love life private . Tho if you'd like to see her , her Instagram is saucy cosplay :) he follows her on there
Tanusmita Halder she has a TH-cam channel as well . Same name :) saucy cosplay
Zelda Aclone thanks will check it out. 😃
Tanusmita Halder you're welcome :)
I am relatively new, and 3 things stand out to me:
- your voice is Amaazing, Markiplier. I find it very soothing.
- you seem a very honest and loving person, especially with this channel.
- you seem to work too hard!
I am sure that those who watch you will forgive you some time - especially with a loss. Have a good relax, recharge, and good luck. I look forward to seeing more of you - in your own time, of course.
Agreed :D
Yup! That's our markiplier
you described only 1 percent of him bro
I was thinking the same thing :D
I honestly didn't think this was going to make me cry but when you mention that the Charity LiveStream is going to depression aid or something along the line of that topic, I started crying. It was a mixing of joy and for some reason sadness, but mainly tears of joy.... I've been depress as long as I can remember, as a very young child, I was depress and at the time, I didn't knew what that was. All I knew is that I was sad most of the time and that I didn't want to be here..... To this day, I have moments or days when my depression hits me hard.... Ever since I found your channel on August 17, 2013, I have a new reason to smile, to be happy, to forget my pain and my worries even if it's just for a while..... I thank you so much Mark, for everything you've done for others. Just.... Thank you for giving me a reason to smile, Markiplier
You're truly one of the greatest people on earth. I love you, buddy. Take care and take it easy. *hugs*
Mark, no matter how tough things get, you have created such a supportive and well connected community that we are all here for you when you are having a bad day just like you are here for us. Your videos have brought so much more happiness to my life and I turn to all your videos when I get sad. Thank you for letting us into your life and creating a playlist to help brighten our days. I hope your day gets better. We love you
Cheyenne Rideaux i can't wait for him to get to 10 million Subscriber's
We understand, Mark. Just don't bury your feelings ALL of the time, okay? Please? Just remember that you have millions of fans! We're all here for support. Don't ever bottle up your feelings. EVER.
Thank you for choosing this particular charity, Mark. My younger self would have been glad to see it, and there are so many fans out there who I know would benefit from seeing it as well. On another note, what with this and your being ill, please take care of yourself. If the livestream has to end early, I'm sure we'll all understand. See you there. :)
EEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 7 MILLION SOON :)
Not really. Hes got another 800,000 subs to go.
Eyyyyyy. Yeah, we've got at least like a month, haha.
is the livestream on twitch?
Carlotta Batchelder yup there's a link in the description
I think Markiplier should be the most subscribed channel on TH-cam :)
amen! hahaha
He should but someone else has that spot , it's pewdiepie
i'd like to see that, i just hope he doesnt get the pewdieego
Couldn't agree more
Daniel Still If you seen his past videos, he did say he was about to become one but caught himself before it plagued him.
Mark, just promise all of us that you will never forget this quote. Because it, in my opinion, is a quote that truly marks the truth as to why people consider you as a "beacon of hope" for those with depression:
"No matter what happens. No matter how hard thing get. No matter who tries to bring you down; Never stop believing in yourself." -Mark Fishbach, 2013
Never stop believing in yourself. THAT particular quote that you said so long ago is what kept me from disconnecting myself from everything. So thank YOU Markiplier, for being who you are and for helping me leave that dark hell that existed in my life.
I want this on a tattoo, or a shirt or something- because I agree. This was one of the strongest things that Mark has said. Thank you for posting this, Evanexus .
I know what it's like to lose someone. I lost both my parents to drugs when I was 3, and I've been in a mental hospital twice for trying to commit suicide and I know how depression feels. You've cheered me up throughout the years watching you and I've wanted to die at times so badly. Even throughout all of the bullying and hatred spit at me, you're one of the people who help me smile. These emotional videos get me and the one titled "this needs to be said", I cried so hard. I don't always see a point in living at times but it may be pathetic feeling like life is more than depression from watching a TH-cam channel. It does show a difference. You may not read this or not many other people but I'm only 14, and I truly thank you Mark for brightening up my life. Please stay strong. ❤️
There is more to life than depression. There is joy.
When you're in pain, keep this in mind, the bullies are all just insecure idiots. If they have to make someone else feel bad just to make themselves feel good there is something inherently wrong with them. They're going to end up living painfully average lives getting kicked around by their bosses, but you won't know.
Your life will be better, you'll have severed ties to them, and you'll have friends who care about you.
There's happiness
There's sadness
There's what you say
There's what you mean
There's people like mark
Who makes everybody smile
Cause he is just share's his heart
And makes everything not vile
Then there's people like you
Who I feel sorry for too
But then I always know
Things will always go well
So blessings from me to you
Please things be happy always
• Xura • people love you never ever forget that you so so beautiful and precious
First time I'm seeing this video and your comment, I hope you're doing well! Please stay strong as well :)
O Kanenas it's hard to find that joy y'know. If it was that easily no one would have depression.
(Not judging tho, I'm not saying you're wrong, you're completely right, I'm just saying it's hard to find that joy sometimes).
I don't f*cking understand why people say this.
No, we are not crying or seeking for attention. Depression is a serious illness in which I have. It not only hurts me, it hurts others also which bounces off to me. And when you think about it, with depression, everything bounces back to you, no matter what. Every time I cut a blade into my skin I'm not only hurting myself but I'm also hurting others, which hurts me EVEN more. I wish people could understand that pain. The only time when I feel like I have reasons to live is when I watch videos like this from mark. Mark, I 100% agree with you that people should understand this is a serious illness.
God I know exactly what you mean. Whenever I watch marks or jacks or any you tubers videos I feel happy
. But other than that life just kinda sucks... and I hate when people act like depression isn't a big deal. I feel so much pain and than I watch marks videos and then I get happy. But I understand you completely.
I was going through the same thing
I am depressed too :( my parents are making me see a counselor some times I just want to "end it" and I get what you're going through I wish people could just understand...
You speak words of truth ...i have it too and thats so true
Depression is Nice
Dude, you dont gotta make excuses. Im just happy to have you around.
Same Goes For me =D
Anybody else read this in a Scottish accent?
Agreed. 100%
Wow, Mark, thank you. I'm bipolar and it is *extremely* difficult for me and others like me to get respect and it's difficult for us to get through life... It's so wonderful of you to be working to help that charity. Thank you. I have been watching you for years and it has *indeed* helped to watch you every day. It also helps to watch Wade, and Jack, etc. Back when you played Neverending Nightmares (a game that was actually very close to the nightmares/hallucinations I experienced on a regular basis before getting on meds a few months later) I left a long comment about the message you left at the end. I'm very grateful that everyone like me, and everyone not suffering an illness, has you and your videos. You really care and we really appreciate it. *Mental illnesses are real. It's easy for people who have never had one to dismiss it, but their ignorance doesn't cure our pain. Proper medication, therapy, and real love (love from people like Mark) help us through it.*
After going back to watching this video I now see what was troubling him. The hidden messages he was hiding for so long. It just proves how strong of will he has to keep going. 2015 was a bad year for him, but it shows he could get through it.
Depression is a real thing, I don't understand why people say it's not real or it's just craving attention. You wouldn't say "oh it's just cancer, get over it." why should that be said about depression. I know they aren't the same, but people have to live with it their whole life, just like cancer patients have to live with it their whole life. Depression, basically, makes you feel worthless, like you are drowning and you can't swim to pull yourself out, like you're breathing, but not living. And yea, sometimes people who deal with depression just need that one person they can go to to make them smile or laugh to pull them through the day and say there is something to live for. And Mark is that to those people. And I can personally say that I am so proud and happy that Mark can be that to those people and he is always there for us, because he is a great person that does things for others, without asking for anything in return. And we need more people like Mark in this world.
Well said, my friend. I couldn't have said it any better.
Boosting :) Brains get sick to not just bodies.
I don`t think anyone here could have said it any better then what you did.
It's just cancer get over it
aslgiufhsdhg jahbslidughsl gofuck yourself you piece of shit
Markiplier I really appreciate you giving money to a charity that revolves around such a touchy topic. I personally have suffered through depression and I also have a friend who sadly suffers through depression and bi-polar disorder so I will happily support this stream, thank you for doing this
What anime is your profile picture from?
+MrMrvotie I honestly have no idea lol I just found it on photo bucket one day and have used it since
MrMrvotie KirenaBan It took me a few minutes but I found the source! Your profile picture is just a slightly altered version.
Artist: Hiro Suzuhira
Link: gallery.minitokyo.net/view/554679
Apparently this picture is from a Visual Novel called "Monochrome."
There's more to game (including wallpapers) here: www.minitokyo.net/Monochrome+%28Game%29
and vndb.org/v1566
Bastian3213
Ah cool
Mark, we really don't mind that you only could put up one gaming video today. Take as much time to recover as you need... we really don't mind.
I wonder if Mark means "say goodbye" as in someone had to move away from him or if someone close to him actually died... if it's the latter then I'm so, so sorry Mark.
The funny thing is, I started playing a game recently that I played back when I was a kid. Well... I'm only 15 and a half so it was about 8 years ago, but it I still consider myself not to really be a little kid anymore. There's a large difference between being a teenager and being a young child, in my opinion. Anyway, it's really nice to relive the feelings you had as a kid with a videogame. The excitement, the joy, the wonder. I myself am playing Hitman 2, as it was a memorable part of my childhood and a big highlight. I never managed to play console games like Mario and Zelda sadly, so I played PC games instead. Lol
But yeah... far too many people don't believe that mental illnesses like depression are a very real thing. I myself realized recently that I probably have a mental depression of sorts and it kind of freaked me out. It just makes it sound way too important to me, to say that I have mental depression.
I do hope that in the near future more people can become aware of how real depression and other mental illnesses are, and don't just think all of those affected by it are whining crybabies that are simply looking for attention. Some probably do, but many don't.
I'll most certainly be watching the livestream, if I can remember. I'll also probably check out that playlist soon, I need some cheering up and you've prescribed me the perfect medicine. :P
To finish this up, I'm sure I can speak for everyone when I say that we all hope you feel better soon Mark and we wish you the best! Keep being awesome...
Ikr sum ppl want him to just shut up and play video games and nothing else
Corryn Tombow MARK ISNT A ROBOT. HE IS A PERSON, HE HAS THINGS TO DO BESIDES PLAY GAMES FOR HIS FANS. US AS THE FANS OF MARK HAVE SEEN MANY GREAT, AMAZING AND WONDERFUL THINGS BE MADE BY MARK. BUT HE HAS FAMILY AND FRIENDS HE SPENDS TIME WITH. HIS LIFE DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND TH-cam. YA KNOW? EVERYONE HAS A LIFE. EVEN TH-camRS, AND ITS NOT JUST PLAYING GAMES. AND IF YOU WANNA REPORT ME, GO AHEAD!! I DARE YOU!! IM JUST USING MY RIGHTS AND EXPRESSING MY THOUGHTS. Thanks for listening to my rant! :)
Mark is a depressed person due to everything he have gone through in the past. Here is the link to his "Draw my Life". m.th-cam.com/video/6Sl-1X58ObY/w-d-xo.html. I have also experienced losing some of my relatives, but not as much Mark have experienced. You don't need to apoligize, Mark. We have to apoligize for not taking enough care into it. Sorry Mark, and have a Good Life further.
i agree
I'm pretty sure he lost someone as in died like his family or friend.
I hope he's happy with Amy I think she's perfect for him
I'm sorry that you had a bad day Mark, but a bad day only means the next one can't be much worse! ☺
I've been depressed since I was 9 years old (yes, you can get depressed at an age that young, especially if you suffer from an anxiety disorder too like me) and I literally had nowhere to turn. I was bullied and isolated at school, and I ended up hiding in the toilets almost every lunch and break because I was terrified of being found alone. I was called 'geek', 'weirdo' and 'bitch' so often that I started believing it.
It got to the point where I criticised everything I did, and started hating myself. I never wanted to go out, was terrified of social situations and wanted to die. I've never told anyone this, but I almost started cutting myself. I remember standing in my bathroom, trying to remind myself of the good things left in my life, and you know what first came to my mind? Your videos. Instead of cutting, I sat and watched your videos until the sun rose.
I'm almost 12 now, and I've had therapy. My depression is almost gone. And whenever I feel down? I watch your videos again and again until I feel better (which never takes long)!
I owe you not only a great deal of my happiness, but perhaps my life. Because if I didn't have your videos, and I had started cutting that night, I would have been one step closer to suicide. Mark, you have inspired me to help others around me, and to help people who feel like I used to feel. You. Are. Amazing. You literally have no idea how much your videos have affected me and inspired me.
I'm sorry for rambling on about myself for ages, but I thought it might give you an idea of to what extent your videos can affect people. Thank you for everything, and have a great day tomorrow!😊
I've also lost someone incredibly close to me recently, and your videos have really helped me through that, too!
***** Thank you! Have a great day, it's nice to know that someone understands exactly how I felt! 😊
SummerRobin I am a US marine stationed in Germany. Mark's videos are about the only thing that keep me going every day. Thank you, Mark!
I know how you feel I've been through the same type of thing I was cutting at 10 and lat year I found marks videos and he really turned my life around
You're really young, try telling a guardian or teacher and you should go to a therapist. It's really serious. Hope you feel better
I will try not to rant to much but;
Mark.
You should never feel the need at all, ever, to appologise for not making "your quota" of videos every single goddamn day of the year.
Especially not when you've had a rough day.
Because that's just what you do; make awesome content almost every single goddamn day of the year!
What you do and share is what help so many of us getting through our rough days, me included.
I've had rough periods for about six years now and the last halfyear the periods have turned into days. As in almost nonstop rough days. Mainly because I didn't allow myself to vent, pushed myself too far and sucked it all up so to speak.
Yesterday I finally found the courage/could be arsed/had the respect for my family and girlfriend (whichever reason or description one might like) and did something about it. Turnes up I am depressed and have serious anxiety, and need to adress and do something about this quickly, before I make more of a mess of myself and my relationship with my close ones.
I dunno really where I'm going with this except I want you to feel that you never need to appologise for the things you mention in the video. Sure, if you feel you want to _explain_ the situation, that's just respectful against us viewers, but always allow yourself to have rough days.
Thank YOU for the playlist, it's gonna be fun to rewatch some stuff from the early days. I'm sure this will cheer me up from a day spent supressing the urge to tell my surroundings to go fuck themselves.
And I really hope I have the time to watch your livestream, because seing you play old SNES (or Famicom as you call it) classics is something I've been looking forward to alot!
Keep it up mate, you are simply awesome.
Btw I, on the other hand, appologise for forgetting this; I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I sincerly hope you feel better soon.
Big-beardly-man-hug to ye, mate.
Maybe Mark wont reply, or even read, what you wrote, but I have and will.
It took me almost a year to accept that I had a problem and actually seek help for it. So don't feel bad about that, my tip is to keep letting Marks videos making your days better and when you finally feel like accepting the situation and do something about it; talk to a doctor or psycologist. Just get your thumb out of the famous place and just do it. That step alone will boost your self esteem and make everything feel sooo much easier.
speaking from own experience =)
For what its worth from a random stranger on the internet; Please just make sure you actually take that step before the depression/anxiety you feel have caused to much damage to you and/or your surroundings. I know its hard, its really horribly hard, but it so worth it and gives so much in return.
Take care, Mayaizzy.
Just the fact that you take the time to show your fans that you are human with problems and relatable issues just makes the cheeriness of all your videos that much more genuine. I've never seen a TH-camr as humble and empathetic as Markiplier- you're just a big inspiration to millions of people. If any impressionable kids out there are going to emulate someone on the internet that they love, I think you are a great role model. You may not play the most "kid-friendly" games, but kids are gonna see that stuff anyway. You're not just a great entertainer, you're a great human being.
I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and it got bad, to the point where I overdosed on my psych meds. I had to spend two weeks in a mental ward and another two weeks in partial therapy.
Trust me me when I say, I understand bad days. I have days where I don't want to eat or do anything. You do NOT want to get to that point, ever. It feels like being trapped in a box.
ARE U BI BC I AM MERGURLUR
+Joshua Sivils Yes, I am bi lol
I recently learned about a new type of therapy that has helped, its called EFT. Its calming therapy in the form of sequenced tapping, and I used to be at the point to were I immediately resorted to violence and that therapy has helped bring out the person I used to be
Jennifer Strong Yeah I kinda believe you. But your probably one of those people who are eager for attention. If your not hope you fell better though.
Jennifer Strong just live with your surname
Markiplier,
Like the other youtubers I watch; Jack, PewdiePie, Ken, Minx, Cry, Yamimash, your videos somehow make me feel a bit happier every day. I've struggled with depression, and it's still an uphill battle, despite the barriers I have knocked down. You make me laugh, you make me smile, (sometimes cry) you give me something to do when I have nothing else. The only things I do are sleep, go to my classes, and do whatever on my computer. I don't hang out with people because I honestly don't have the motivation to unless I'm home visiting from campus.
This may get lost among the countless other comments, but I still just want to say
Thank you.
I'm sure he'll see this. ♥
Brian T You're a really sick individual, I hope you get better one day and whatever is wrong with your life and brain that makes you unnecessarily rude is cured.
wow what a story
Why show this person any remorse? It's just totally stupid to see such a pathetic "I'm above you so I'll insult you" comment. Mate you're not above anyone and never will be if you act that way!
I feel you brother. Mark definitely makes life more enjoyable
You're a source of inspiration for a lot of people. You already do so much, so don't put pressure on yourself if you have to miss a upload bro. Trust me, 99% of your viewers understand. We love ya man, keep being a positive force in the world. See ya this Saturday
yeah exactly
Awesomely said Ksic, also im a fan of you also
:3
Agree and its cool u watch him 2
Dont worry mark i have been here since 4 million subs whenever i feel down watching to your videos cant help but put a smile on my face your stupidity like wondering around in games just makes me laugh that was a compliment though it may not seem like it whatever the case is cheer up mark dont worry about the second video you can upload it when you feel better as much as i love seeing you flounder i care about you well being more take your time with the videos
i knew i'd find you in the video if i open my google+ XD
Mark you don't have to this EVERY SINGLE DAY! It can be a bit hard at times but just look at the bright side of everything, you have 6 million and over supporting you for your Livestream for Charity.
Just take a break for a while and cool off we don't need 2 videos a day or a week. Take however long it takes for you to cheer up from this deep depression of problems to a sea of new things to come. So take a little or long break, it doesn't matter. We'll be okay for a while without you making videos twice a day. Take a short break and cool off.
-Sincerely,
Freddy Fazbear
We hope you cheer up very soon.
Accidentally stumbled upon this and just found out one of my favorite youtubers also donated money to the research of depression, which I've been suffering from for a while now. You can't imagine how thankful I am you did this 7 years ago, a small piece of what you did is what I benefit from today. You're amazing Mark!
I'm so sorry for your loss Mark, and I hope you're feeling better today. If not, you take all the time you need, your fans love and support you and will be patiently waiting. As an acting student, I'm so glad to hear you're going to workshops and can't wait for your skit videos!
Also, I've never watched a livestream before, is it on TH-cam or another website? How does it work?
It is on twitch
Twitch.tv Look for his profile
Its on twitch you can either download it on your phone or device or go on the website
***** Go back to some awful community where the people don't care about one another. We don't wan't you here
***** I don't give a damn about the internet. We all care about markiplier. He's an inspiring person and we all consider him our friend, even though most of us will never meet him. So go fuck yourself.
When he said "I don't care." I insantly liked this because i realised how strong Mark actually is. (Excuse my grammar.)
I know right? he's a pretty great person
markiplier bae is best bae.
Mark - please take a week off. Pre-record some videos to post if it really matters, but please take a week off. Go on holiday, go see your family, just get away for a bit. Do stuff you don't get to do very often. Get some proper sleep. Play games that YOU want to play, not that you've been told to play. There's only a certain amount of optimism you can have, and I think we can all see that having a tough week on top of your normal life is affecting you. Look at all these supportive messages. We care about you, not just your videos. We'll understand. Please do what's right for you.
Agreed! Mark, early Christmas is calling your name brother :)
Markiplier Yeah mark! Take a break! :)
Brent Burnett That *is* early....
Yeah, I agree.
He's right mark take a break
Im here from the new Unus Annus video and they talked about abusive relationships. Was Jess the girl who physically abused Mark. I'm genuinely curious about it cause I can't imagine.
How rough and terrible it must have been for him to get out of that relationship.
Zoe-Maileen Hauser No, I don’t think so. The girl that Mark mentioned in the Unus Annus was the same girl who cheated on him and abused him back and forth that he told in Draw My Life.
@@Chicawubbywoo what video was it?
That wasn't jess about five years ago mark posted about the "rumors" around thie break up and he said that they had broken it off on good terms and were still friends the post is still on his Facebook page you can look it up and see for yourself I think the toxic relationship was when he was back in Cincinnati
@@Dark-sp5nz I think it was the "how to be the perfect boyfriend." Video
Which Unus annus video?
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery but today is a gift that is why it is call "Present"
Im sorry about your loved one mark just had one pass away in december! my great grandma she was 97! R.I.P
Kung Fu Panda reference xD
TheMasterVictory Yes but who cares its a really good one!
tomsakids4
This has nothing to do with stuff like that, but my favorite one is
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - From Dr.Seuss
That's from king fu panda
TheMasterVictory its still true. lol
This video really touched me. I also lost a friend this week and like yourself I found it very difficult to paint a smile on my face. A lot of your fans were so supportive to me and on that day a lot were horrible and said it was a cry for attention but I don't care what they think. We need to learn to support people and to stop using the internet as an excuse to bring others down. Thank you for this video Mark. It really helps us connect with each other!
very true my friend, your friends and fans support you, the trolls and haters are not worth listening too.
loss comes to us all and its the time for friends.
hate is easy, kindness is also easy, commenters really need to spend less time hating and more time actually listening, understanding and supporting, if people feel they cannot or will not then they need not say anything.
hate is pointless and gains nothing, kindness benifits many.
your a good friend suzy and you always have my support, help eachother my friends, it is a great feeling :)
Where did this video touch you?
Come on, it's in a correctional facility, so you are safe to tell me what happened. So?
your own health comes first mark!
LOL
Iancarlo Trejo not cool man. Not cool.
Iancarlo Trejo Yeah, Just imagine if someone laughed at you if you had cancer
This!
Wolfspyman Well.. technically 50% of the internet will do that :p
Thank you so very much for caring about people like me who suffer depression! I'm actually crying as I type this and listen to you talk, because this really touched my heart. So, from the very bottom of my heart, thank you, Markiplier.
Just needed to get of my chest..
26/02 - I'll go to a psychologist for diagnose.. 02/03 - Hospital..
I'm not okay.. I want everything to end, but I'm just to scared to do anything to myself.
Solo life, just recently managed to get in contact with my mother after a very, very long time.. I'm talking about years.. Never met my father tho.
To be honest..
I'm high as f* and I'm a mess..
God bless you Mark.
It's one of the two major inpiration sources available for me..
The rest around it is the same song over and over, every day.
"It's like I've got my own soul in my arms, slipping through my fingers."
Stay strong!
I think it takes a lot of courage to take these steps. I believe in you!
i want to say this i dont know you i will probably never see you in person if we walked down the street and crossed each other we would not know it but i want you to know one thing that no matter what happens there will be someone who cares about you and what happens to you no matter what im just some stranger on the internet so idk if you can tell how serieous im being when i say this i hope you do i care about what happens to you because i choose to i choose to care about you that is my choice to have a genuine care about you and your life and your struggles if you ever want to talk to someone you can message me and i promise i will give you all the emotional support you need be strong you can conquer the trails ahead i know you can :)
U can do it
Hey, i know it's hard, i have it hard also. But the original mistakes were off other people as i read in the few words you said. Try to think that you are suffering because of others, not your fault. Get help, asap. And be here around to talk to us ok? :)
I can just say.. Thanks, Mark.. Wow.. And sorry to hear about that person you, "had to say goodbye to."
;w;
awww im about to cry
;~;
Super old~
Yeah :0
My brother is bipolar and depression-stricken. I'd like to thank you Mark for being there. The sad part is that he does know who you are and calls you a "geek old man who plays games because he's lonely." Isn't that loathesome? Don't let him do that. You are helping...
Thanks.
-Emma and her brother Joe
Your brother is kinda of a douch :/. But hey! So am I
alejandro valverde its the bipolar effect
Oh, oops, I didnt read dat part...
So you didn't read the first sentence?
Emma Miranda ...mehbeh...
I used to be very depressed, to the point where I grabbed scissors from the kitchen and thought about it. But now, I am completely happy with my life.
thats good, stay happy, don't do it
Same but a knife.
These are stories I love to hear, and I wish more people understood that this is possible! I'm glad you came out of that dark point :)
Crimbar jeeze.. you sure you're okay? I mean if you're not content that's fine, always strive for something better, but jeeeeeze
I feel like i shouldnt be alive but at the same time i do want to live and i have no idea why,at least I'm happy
Who would dislike this? I mean really...On another note I have Cyclothymia so I can just imagine what people with full bipolar disorder go through on a daily basis. Cudos to you Mark you're why I make videos, and I'm looking forward to your livestream this weekend
People who come to dislike and don't even watch the video because they're stupid.
Heartless people.
Trolls
Cunts that don't care for the actual person behind the monitor. That only want to see videos.
kyuubicat5 haters
Dear reader of this comment,
You are alive. You have persevered through all of life's crap, fought your way through the hard times, and beaten every single battle that you have ever faced. Yes you've had losses, and along the way failed at things, but despite all of that you are here. Right now. You have survived everything life has ever thrown at you in, truly, the most spectacular of ways. You are alive against many odds, and have risen above many standards. The fact that you are here, right now, reading this, is inspiring. You are an amazing human being. A round of applause goes to you, for everything you have accomplished.
Thank you.
That's amazing
:)
:) i like comments like this
That was a good comment :)
I don't understand how someone can say depression is a cry for attention. I have suffered from moderate depression for at least 2-5 years, and I do not like speaking about it. I spiraled into a dark place about 2 years ago when my father passed away, and it got worse after I was in an abusive relationship for about 6 months. Thank you, Mark (even though you might not read this) for recognizing that depression is a problem for a lot of people. You are a beacon of light for several people, me included. I turn to TH-cam for a bit of comedic relief. My boyfriend helps when laughter doesn't. But again, thank you so much for reaching out to the depression and bipolar alliance. I know how It feels to have bad days, so I hope things are going ok. To anyone that reads this, someone, somewhere loves you. Don't you dare hurt yourself. Don't blame yourself for anything that happens. I hope I'm able to brighten at least one person's day in the way that your videos brighten mine.
Oh and btw, you're doing a live stream on my birthday :D
I suffer from a Depression disorder and I just want to thank you. I lost lots of friends to this. So to hear you say you understand, and you care, means more than ever. Thank you so much.
I feel you
Are you still suffering from depression
It's not only his incredibly awesome voice but also his giant heart. The depth in all of his videos makes me so so so happy. He has one of those smiles that makes you smile. He is the best.
Dear Mark,
Thank you for choosing this charity for your livestream. I've been dealing with depression for about six years and my boyfriend and best friend both have bipolar depression. You turn my spirits up and always at least make me smile. You are one of my favorite youtubers. You are incredibly down to earth and it is just absolutely amazing. Keep smiling, you're wonderful!
Having only been a subscriber for merely a few days to already make such a profound connection towards an exquisite content creator like yourself, Markiplier, is definitely amazing. You've made me fall out of my seat countless times, and you too are also taking the path to do something great in another's life through charity. In the end, the fact that you're taking the time out of your day to perform such greatness is all that matters.
You're truly an inspiration, I can say that on behalf of everyone here. Mark, promise me that your light will never fade out, alright? Keep it burning strong!
Now, here's a little fun question I have for everyone:
*How much money do you believe we will raise over the live stream? Will you make a contribution? For how much, and why?*
I wish everyone a great weekend! Remember, if you're feeling depressed and don't have that many friends, just know that I'm just one of many people that always have your back. :)
Aye! Make that one more person behind your back as well. :)
Wow uh... Smirky is here. That's weird. XD
I'm sure we'll raise lots! At least, I hope we will.^^ I'm pretty broke, but I'll donate as much as I can, because I'm dealing with Major Depressive Disorder right now and it's really not fun and the fact that so many people out there feel the same way I do is just horrible and I want to help those lovely people out in any way I can! I hope you have a great weekend as well, dear~
Oh hey smirky!
Smirky on the scene!
It doesn't matter if people have real depression or not. In my opinion depression is something you do not want.
Growing up in my family was rough. By the age of ten my parents realized I was in a deeper sadness. I wouldn't eat, had lack of sleep, wouldn't take care of myself, and so they took me to the doctors where they told me I was severely depressed. An over a period of time it grew worse. But my family was poor when we had found out about my depression and Thanks to a charity I was able to get help for it. Now my depression has not gone away but when I found youtubers things got slightly more enjoyable. Then I met my long distance boyfriend, I started getting better. I hope everyone in this comment section understands that depression is not a choice. It isn't something to laugh at and it most certainly isn't something you want. Depression corrupts your head into believing things that aren't meant to be dwelled on. It's a darker type of sadness. It can last for a very long time and the effects can be very bad. Many people who have depression would know that feeling so worthless and alone sucks, dont say you have it for the attention of others. It isn't something to lie about because people can take their lives due to depression. To anyone to has it, I am so very sorry. I hope things get better for you so you have a chance of breaking free from the coat of sadness. The Markiplier Community loves you.
Living like that its... Its terrible I mean I can relate. I was depressed at once too. Things get worse before they get better.
Very sorry to hear about your past, thank you for sharing your story! Glad to hear you found a sweetie at the end of it, the pain I'm assuming was worth it! Keep pushing on!
"Depression corrupts your head into believing things that aren't meant to be dwelled on." This. A thousand times this. Something that's been hitting me very hard lately.
I have a similar story. I hope you find happiness
depression really isn't something to laugh at someone about. they are very prone to suicidal thoughts and eventually even suicidal attempts. and I really don't like to find out when someone killed themselves over something preventable. take care.
You're a champion Mark. Thank you for all the hard work you do and the charity you support.
Markiplier hugs you tight [no homo, shh]
i know this comment is one in a thousand and you most likely wont see it, but you are simply amazing, ive been with you since close to 1 million subscribers i believe, [that was way back when o.o, since i was 10 pretty much] and i know you get comments like this every day and that it wont be much like anyone else's but ive practically grew up on your videos, i love them, absolutely love them, i cant find a single video i haven't watched, its alright that you have bad days, we all do, no need to apologize or feel bad for the inability of uploading your personal requirement of 2 videos a day, its perfectly alright, i really hope you get better soon, you are simply amazing, just to think how much time it takes to record, edit, and upload videos baffles me, and i done know how you do it, to think probably an hours worth of recording a video, little over half edited out within 2 hours, and the fact you have to leave your computer on just to upload the videos overnight is insane, as a couple other's said, you should take some time off, try and fly bob and wade in and go out with your friends and just have fun, i, and everyone else in your fan base love to see you smile and have fun, and i think i speak for most of us when i say this, but you mean a ton to us, and your happiness is key to our own, some of us watch your videos for comic relief, some just to relax, some to bring themselves out of the dumps and have them smile again, [i do it for all] but most of us just do it just to watch our favorite youtuber :) get better soon mark, you mean a lot to a lot of people
*^*^*^* Fellow commenters if you could like this so mark could see it i would greatly appreciate it :) *^*^*^*
Yes, Mark's videos truly touch me. I may have just came across his channel a couple of months ago... but I feel like I've known him for a life time.
I am truly glad I came across this too. Same goes for Jack, Wade, and Bob
and, not to be grammar Nazi, but... so... many...commas.
Much love though.
I can't like cuz im on mah tablet. But i agree 100% with ya m8
Tasha Baker i'm with ya on that.
I was with him since 2 million subs
Neil Garces I'm honoured to have been with him since just 30k :'-) Seems like a century ago but its only been 2 years. Massive respect for this man.
Mark,
I am currently going through depression. Its not as severe as it was a while back, but im still fightin to keep happy, and kick its ass. I may not be able to donate, as poor as i am, but i will attend. I am sick and tired of people having to go through depression, and wish it on no one. Its not something you would ever want.
Its pure hell, and i wish i could go back and tell myself to stay strong and happy...
True shit brother
*****
truer words could never be said, even medicine may not have effect for some like me, the only true way to fight it off is through traveling trough the darkness looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, fighting your inner demons knowing all those that care about you are right by your side, and never giving up hope, although it may never fully leave us, because these things never do, we fight it back with all our might, never forgetting the past all the good and bad, because the good helps us remember why we fight and the bad reminds us that we are stronger enough not to be affected by it and we won't let it define us and we won't let it consume us and turn us to a darker path, and no matter how alone we feel we are never truly alone ever, that is why we fight to remember the yesterday and never forget to make us stronger for the tomorrow
Couldn't have said it better myself. Depression is not easy to explain because it differs from person to person but one thing that is common is that Mark is a ray of happiness in the dark.
I'm still going through depression, too (it's my 5th year now). Hugs to all of you who are dealing with depression, I know you need it as much as I do! =)
I'm with you bro. I'm taking meds still for a depression i've been in for 10 years now. you're not alone. and mark, we'll be there.
Yeah I've been dealing with awful depression for ever since I had a severe panic attack at work back in 2012. It's nice to have you do a charity that I can relate to (I'm also diabetic but I can't remember if you did a charity on it before). One of my favorite things to do when I'm feeling crappy is to spend the day in my room watching my favorite youtubers on my TV., and maybe treat myself with some takeout food. It sounds better than you think lmao. One of my favorite videos of yours to watch is your Cry of Fear playthrough.
I just watched his Cry of Fear playthrough this past week, and I agree it is one of my favorites too. The scares get him good so many times (and I'm not ashamed to admit they got me too)!
I give zero fucks about ur life m80
Yeah but would you rather them not post a video for no reason at all? I think we should at least know what's going on, or some peopl who only want a video would be mad.
***** Fon Riku I didn't post it for attention. I posted it because I was hoping that others with depression would be able to relate to it and feel like their not so alone. Plus, he just mentioned in the video that he's doing a charity for it. It only seems reasonable that people share their stories. It's not like I posted it for no reason.
Quorthayn I still give zero fucks about ur emo life m8
When I'm upset, I just watch all your videos like prophunt, drunk minecraft, any horror video, reading comments, your collabs with cyndago, Yamimash, Jack, or Wade and Bob. They make my day 1000000000000x better. Thank you.💕
You said that better then I ever could man
I was very depressed from 5th grade, I got heavily verbally bullied, occasionally physical, everyday for 4 years straight. It may not seem too bad, but all that hate over time really gets to you. And as I got into high school, I found friends. I felt lucky enough because I was never an anti-social person and I was on both sides of the spectrum socially. (Really into sports, really into video games) but your videos were always helpful during those past 3 years. So thank you
I had almost exactly the same thing happen to me as you its kind of weird
Your not alone! Same thing happened to my boyfriend.
lol
Sorry that happened to you.
Hey Mark don't worry about it. We all have days that drian us and bring us down. I have classic or favorites that I'm sure we all have of you that we watch. I'm going through a tough time and trying to get back into the swing of things, I had someone very close to me pass away. You have life to deal with and we appreciate you being real and taking the time to actually talk to us like a real person. Thank you Mark.
You need a vacation mark :)
How about a vacation to BRITAINLAND!!
Markiplier yes do it! Lol!
Yea man. Take a vacation, ya deserve it!
Markiplier yes take a trip of your life to BRITAINLAND. AND I HAVE A QUESTION: should I subscribe.
Markiplier Go take a vacation and vlog about it :D
after all marks been through I would expect him to have depression or something but hes so strong and amazing
Honestly I suffer through depression and most of my nights end with crying... But this video, you helping that charity, it let's me know I'm not alone even though it feels like it everyday... So I thank you. So much. And to everyone else going through this, I really do know what it feels like but it will be okay.. It will
Things will get better. If you're reading this, I hope you are having a good day! ( :
What do you think and feel is depression a bombardment of negative emotions or is it thinking to much on how bad things in the world can be i wish to understand from your perspective. If you can't answer this i don't mind I'm just looking for what people in your condition think.
Ask Jesus to come into your heart! He gives u hope and a purpose to life!
Megan Ford Thank You.
Just for those who doubt, there are people out there who are in a rut or depressed and turned to Mark and his videos. I can't really say I'm super depressed but I can fall in a rut now and a then and when that happens I just pull up one of Mark's videos and it brings a smile to my face. You can say 'You don't know him, because I don't, and most likely won't either get to know him so he can't really help you' but that's not true. He connects with his audience through his videos to the point where it makes you feel as though he made the video for not millions but maybe just a dozen, and that you are one of those in the dozen.
For all those suffering for forms of depression my sympathy goes out to you and I hope you keep pushing on.
I totally agree! Honestly, I think Mark's videos and many other youtubers' really help people. When They're in those ruts, a laugh here and there can change someone's day or even every day going forward. It bothers me that most people view depression and other mental disorders as "mindsets".. its some serious shit that people struggle with everyday. These videos give people hope :D
Mark,
I went through something like this earlier last year. I lost two people I was very close to, one was my ex/ best friend, and the other was a friend i grew up with my whole life. They both commited suicide over the summer, so instead of having fun during the summer as someone going into highschool would normally do, i spent the whole summer just wondering what I could've done. I was in depression-like state for almost two months. I barely ate, i shut out all of my friends, I did things im not proud of. Just know wer all support you Markiplier Your fanbase loves you, all 6 million+ youre one of the best youtubers that someone could ask for. You have made numerous people stop self harming since they found release in the laughter they got from YOUR videos. In my books, that makes you a hero and someone I look up to. You've managed to accomplish a great many things just by doing something that you love.
The fact that you took time out of your day to raise money and send 100% of it to charity for depression and selfharm, that shows your humanity mark. If people don't see that, then they have something wrong with them. Keep doing what you do Mark. Make people smile and laugh just like you always do.
~ Aidan
markiplier cx
Thank you so much for your thoughts and devotion to bipolar and depression. Those of us living with it thank you. I was diagnosed with severe clinical depression when I was 12 and after 15, when my father died, I was diagnosed with bipolar.
It took me 15 years of drug abuse, self-medication and self destruction, three suicide attempts and countless bouts of self-sabotage to finally come to the conclusion that I needed help. It's a long road, but I'm glad that the medical community has taken this issue more seriously and that there's a deeper understanding of it.
"Games aren't just movies that you remember. They're experiences that you've lived"
-Mark Fischbach
"One bad day does not depress make"
Mrkiplier 2015!!
"Mrkiplier 2015!"
- Carlos 2015
meh, I'm too lazy
''meh, I'm too lazy''
-Noah Brady
2015
***** MEOW
I hate when people say others with depression and bipolar disorder is crying out for attention. Like that is so freaking idiotic. Some people are having such a hard time with life and they feel not cared about, they don't think they're important and it truly is a sad thing so when an idiot says on they just want attention it makes me so mad. I talked to so many people with depression and bipolar disorder and it's just sad man. I try my best to make those people feel better. I have an instagram that's dedicated to attempting to make those people feel good about themselves. Like it's not a joke. Its a serious situation.
I'm glad your able to do something to help. Talking goes a long way when your depressed and it really helps knowing someone cares.
I agree with you. But, with the growing number of trolls on social media and comments, it's hard to tell if the person behind the comment is snickering to themself at all of the people who thought they were helping someone out.
I agree with Kendrick completely! I am so glad that there are other people who don't ridicule others for bipolar disorder or depression (being a victim of depression myself, and yes I have been therapeutically diagnosed with it, basically meaning my former therapist thought I was, and was right) but instead try to help in any way they can!
Right Ian, sensitive topics like that should definitely be taken seriously, and not be met by the ridicule it is usually met by. By the way, good luck with the depression issue, buddy
Sir W oftheTriangularTable
Thank you good sir! I'm actually handling it quite well (compared to the road I used to traverse, physical torment and such). Now I actually have my life together, I have a gorgeous girlfriend, wonderful friends, and all of the heroes of this channel that just make life so much brighter!
This year has been so rough on Mark :(
We all love you and are here for you if you need us, Markimoo
This is one of your absolute best videos, Mark. It just shows that you're willing to sit down and listen to those who cry out for help - where some TH-camrs don't seem to listen about their audience. You? You do, Mark.
I've been faced with life's middle-fingerisms that it can throw at me. Depression, anger issues, autism, bullying and feeling suicidal. However, overtime, I learnt to settle with myself, but I can't speak for the rest of the people who have the same story as I - but what kept me going? I always pushed ahead. It's why I've got my own little community to call my own and I have you to thank for, Mark. Your inspiration, your attitude, your comedy - it's all in you. This is what sets you aside from other TH-camrs. You have personality, you have quirkiness and you have wit.
Don't ever stop inspiring people, Mark. Don't ever change, don't ever give into your sorrow and don't ever stop believing in us. We're all here for you. :)
Yours truly,
your loving fans (especially me!)
WHY WOULD ANYONE DISLIKE THIS?
Idiots or haters . . . .or envious hater/idiots
Xieerqi or bots, but those are of course an option too.
Maybe They didn't like the video? So thats why there is a dislike button
Salim Kaka still it is mean to hit the dislike button on such an sad video + It is Markiplier ho is in this video :)
Larus Bjorn who not ho but Who #spelling
Mark, I've already sent an e-mail to you, but it never hurts to tell another story.
I suffer from depression and have suffered from it since 2010~2009, maybe even 2008. Until last year, nobody has ever stood up and said "Hey, are you ok?" besides my parents. Because when I said "No" to them, they'd just say "No, you can't do that, you'll hurt our feelings" and all of that stuff. I, nowadays, have found people who understand me, but they're all so far away from me, I don't interact with people of my age (15, going 16) since 2008. They're just too "brainless" and I can't talk with them. As there is this side, their side is that I'm too smart, too nerdy, too closed from the others and I want too much. Nobody wants to talk to me. And nobody is worth the try to talk to them either. I'm trapped. And you Mark, you and your videos, when none of my friends are online, you help me, and I feel like everything is alright. I feel like all the darkness has gone away.
I thank you for existing and for being so much alike to me, living for the others. That's my life goal.
Thanks Mark. We love you.
Markiplier .
bitch stfu no one fucking cares
StUpId GaMeR chill out and go smoke some more weed and do 360's or something.
StUpId GaMeR Please, just stop, i care, you have no heart at all.
Hey, do not listen to Stupid. He is just a troll.
I'm so happy you benefitted a charity supporting people with mental illness. People don't talk about it; there's such a sigma, which fucking SUCKS because when I'm in a depressive episode or I'm manic off my ass, I kind of want to be able to tell my friends that without them treating me differently or dropping me altogether. So thank you for being a cool guy that talks about mental illness and mentally ill people with respect and kindness and just generally making people happy. It means a lot to me as someone with bipolar and OCD. You rock.
Mark it's like we your children and we're "DAD I'm hungry I wanna go to a restaurant please daddy." But dad says "Sorry kids daddy needs money so he has to go to work, why don't you tell mommy wade to buy you kids something."
***** No its like we are the kids and we want to play with our "Dad" but he says he can't because he's busy and needs to pay the bills.
What about cousin jack and grampa Felix?
No easy Felix is that weird grandma
Okay, I'll go play with cousin Jack!
Musaid Abdullah mommy???
All the internet hugs for you Mark! Feel better soon and don't push yourself too hard to make videos!
I don't really know what to say, I truthfully began to cry as I watched this because I remember the feeling of loneliness, of fear, the terrifying question on why were here or why we bother to stay. Since my mother was diagnosed with cancer it's been the most rocky road I've traversed...and it only got worse. I've always tried to consider my family's feelings, my father my brothers and my sister, I felt-and still feel- like I didn't deserve to feel such sadness or pain because they weren't as affected, whenever something happened I felt as if I showed it the most, but I know they might be suffering as well on the inside.
No matter what the doctors had tried it always came back, and I only felt worse because the cancer was discussed as such a simple thing and so easy to pass, so why did it come back again? If it was so easy why isn't the treatment working? There were days when I had the most terrifying moments of my life, when it felt like everything stopped and all I could do was cry. I stopped noticing others around me, but then I started watching TH-cam and Markiplier again, it brought a smile to my face and filled me with happiness again, I began to go out with my best friends again, It was like small beams of light filling a pitch black room, even though the beams were small they glowed like stars and filled the world with light again.
Though I can't say i'm better, these things, this cancer, this fear and loneliness, were never as big as I made them out to be, it was as if I looked at them through a microscope and it took my entire field of vision, and it was thanks to the seemingly small things that I could see that.
You, Markiplier to me are the best thing in the world, you've made a band of heros, lead them together in happiness and fun and have also encouraged them to help so many and have done so much, and I am so proud I have been-and still will be- apart of that, even if a little bit.
Thank you.
I know this sounds like a cliche thing to say, but you're not alone man. There are many other people, including me a little bit, that are fighting their own war in life. Just wanted to tell you that it's gon' be alright and I understand how you must feel. I wish the best of luck for you in life, and I wish the same for your mother.
Dont worry.. I cried too.. I think this is the most beautiful video in a long time.. And reading the comments be them happy or sad makes me feel human and glad to have emotions. Its a weird world, so you never ever know what's coming... But i like to think that there will always be good days after the bad... You have to be in a bad place to truly feel the good times ... And remember.. There are so many people who love you now and always will :') damn i need a hug XD
Murdoc Green Quickly! We must perform a group hug! *Hugs* Everyone who sees this, just type 'hug' in reply if you want to!
Huuuuggg ^_^ thank you MrJJandJim and company
Mark helps cheer up a lot of us like me ^_^ I hope things get better for you. After all time heals all wounds right?
Hugged my screen because I wanted to give him a hug ;-;
I feel you
Same and A random banana, did you know that Mark thought you died?
Tutorial Feeds wut.
Tutorial Feeds When was that? :0
Yeah he Cried :( poor Mark
Finally! TH-cam added a sound when you like a comment
Stfu
Does not work for dislike. Hmm.
*likes*
*no sound*
*dislikes*
wooooow VERRYYY smaaart
really? test
YOU LIED
About a year ago I had a mental break down and I had a lot of depression in my life.Then my best friend moved half way across the world and I was lossing hope then my brother turned on a video on .It was markiplier's video that silly five nights at freddy's and from that I have changed a lot .I started to watch his videos and the videos made me happy again.Thank you Markiplier you helped me out of that hole of darkness and despair. Thank you.
My fiancee has depression, Mark. And we have yet to live together, so there are times where I can't help her. For how things are for us, I have to thank you SO MUCH. Whenever my fiancee is depressed and I'm in my studies a state away, she tunes into your videos, and she instantly smiles and laughs from what you provide. You doubt yourself at times, but at the end of the day it is because of you that people like my fiancee can find a reason to smile in the bleakest of times. Now, you're doing a charity run for the very thing that my fiancee is suffering from? You're too much. You can bet that I will help out with the charity in some form or manner (I can scrape at least a little bit of money). For what you have done for us, I owe you the whole world. So far, the most I can give you is my undying gratitude and whatever support I can give to you in the charity. Once again, thank you so much.
i love him. bless him, he's such a beautiful person i c a n t
Ikr
There's no need for you to apologize, Mark. Everyone has their rough times and that's perfectly fine. I had lost someone very close to me and that was years ago. I'm not completely over them now but I know someday I will and until that happens, I just have to keep my head up and stay positive (^_^)
Love you lots Mark! ♡
It's so wonderful that you open up to us. It makes us, your viewers, fans, friends, feel closer to you. 😊💘 You're amazing and hard working. I'm super excited to watch you steam some Nintendo games since you're more PC oriented.. It'll be cool to see you indulge in nostalgia. Please keep your head up! We're all so proud and love you!
anD ANOTHER THING!!! Thank you for never ever half-assing us. It means a lot that you always give us your genuine self. 😊💘
Hey everyone! How are you all beautiful people of this community doing? :) Today is my birthday and don't worry I'm not gonna start those sad stories to get likes (some of which ARE true and not only for likes) But no one other that my family knows that I have a birthday today, cuz I have no friends :D But you guys are my friends right? LET'S PARTY!!! INVITING ALL OF YA C'MON!!! RAISE DA ROOF! :D Can't wait for the livestream either!
The whole community is a family in some ways. So happy birthday man^^
Happy birthday man!!!!
Bappy Dirthhay!
Happy Birthday 😄😄
Happy birthday!!~
_"I'm not depressed from one bad day"_
Me: *runs to my room and starts crying and pulling out my iPad, sitting in the corner of my bed, watching Mark, Sean, and Felix, hyperventilating, but then starting to smile because of the videos*
*(after one bad day)*
Now imagine that, but my whole life(I'm only 13 but hey that's 13 years of depression. Actually, that's wrong. I got diagnosed with bipolar depression 3 years ago if I remember correctly).
Also, if you guys are worried(which you idk why you are worried because I'm just a dumb 13 year old on TH-cam but thanks brother), I am getting help with my depression. I have a therapist, and we are working on curing my depression. So I'm doing ok🙂
Having suffered from depression for the past years, I can definitely relate to the topic. Mental illness is still taboo in a way, and I think more people should contribute to diminishing the stigma that comes with it.
Also from my personal experience I can say that your videos definitely help. They brighten up the worst moments and always cheer me up after a bad day. It truly is a blessing for many of us to have such an escape from the stress and all the dark stuff, even if it's only for a while. Thank you for helping and contributing to the cause, and thank you for always trying your hardest for all of us.