Having trouble responding to the moment, and being "fun", is really relatable speaking as another nj. It is a struggle, and sometimes you just need help doing that.
i listened to that track you wrote in abelton, it was extremely euphoric, i produce on FL I find most other daws to complex for an already complex mind. i totally needed a creative outlet in order to stay sane.
Might be an ENFJ thing, the hesitation to do something like making a video or creative things in general and that need to just plunge in. I've been mixing live sound alot and doing technical background things at the theatre but it felt empty because I knew I needed to be on stage to be more fulfilled.
First of all I’m really glad you are finding ways to allow creativity for yourself. I always thought it was heartbreaking that you felt like you couldn’t pursue something you were passionate about. I think nowadays music production is extremely accessible, and theres a lot of room to exercise your creativity without paying thousands of dollars or needing to know the right people. Second of all everything you talked about seems spot on to me. Going through my own personal growth I’ve also had to think about how ego gets in the way of creativity. When I was 18 I probably wouldn’t have considered myself a creative person, but now I see all the ways I’m very creative and how other people are as well. Everyone, not just some people, and though I always thought that “talent,” isn’t real I think that had to set in for me. I’ve significantly slowed down asking myself if I was good enough and started asking if other things were a good enough outlet or the right fit for me. You are also right about not being fulfilled when you put everything you have into one thing, and how easy it is to get burnt out. I’m coming from the opposite end of the spectrum needing to be better at Ni and Fe, but I’m still learning the same principles. Observing myself I notice that I need more creative outlets the more suppressed I feel, that probably has a lot to do with being Ti dominant and an enneagram wing 4, but I’ve started to view things as successful creative outlets and unsuccessful ones and seeing the pattern has made me think that creativity is probably the most important thing in life. Obviously thats biased, and it depends on what someone considers creative, but as a concept I feel like my own life revolves around it.
So ... I'm refining my questions for; that cover people in general, what is your purpose? What things ideologically guide you? Ambiguousness of ones inferior cognitive functions is key in order to exercise them, it's like practicing using only your left hand i think,
A question, how do we get specific and how to focus on how we could exercise our inferior functions? What are your thoughts about luck/chance? Easier ways we could communicate our needs, while in complete aware of our egos? Thoughts on identifying and how to approach one with excess vulnerabilities?
You explained my plunge. I was so into MBTI and found wasn't living, just deeply analyzing. -INFJ
Having trouble responding to the moment, and being "fun", is really relatable speaking as another nj. It is a struggle, and sometimes you just need help doing that.
i listened to that track you wrote in abelton, it was extremely euphoric, i produce on FL I find most other daws to complex for an already complex mind. i totally needed a creative outlet in order to stay sane.
Might be an ENFJ thing, the hesitation to do something like making a video or creative things in general and that need to just plunge in.
I've been mixing live sound alot and doing technical background things at the theatre but it felt empty because I knew I needed to be on stage to be more fulfilled.
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First of all I’m really glad you are finding ways to allow creativity for yourself. I always thought it was heartbreaking that you felt like you couldn’t pursue something you were passionate about. I think nowadays music production is extremely accessible, and theres a lot of room to exercise your creativity without paying thousands of dollars or needing to know the right people.
Second of all everything you talked about seems spot on to me. Going through my own personal growth I’ve also had to think about how ego gets in the way of creativity. When I was 18 I probably wouldn’t have considered myself a creative person, but now I see all the ways I’m very creative and how other people are as well. Everyone, not just some people, and though I always thought that “talent,” isn’t real I think that had to set in for me. I’ve significantly slowed down asking myself if I was good enough and started asking if other things were a good enough outlet or the right fit for me. You are also right about not being fulfilled when you put everything you have into one thing, and how easy it is to get burnt out. I’m coming from the opposite end of the spectrum needing to be better at Ni and Fe, but I’m still learning the same principles. Observing myself I notice that I need more creative outlets the more suppressed I feel, that probably has a lot to do with being Ti dominant and an enneagram wing 4, but I’ve started to view things as successful creative outlets and unsuccessful ones and seeing the pattern has made me think that creativity is probably the most important thing in life. Obviously thats biased, and it depends on what someone considers creative, but as a concept I feel like my own life revolves around it.
I love your music taste, i love your creativity honesty passion(s) , you know what,.. i love you ❤️💜💙
So ... I'm refining my questions for; that cover people in general, what is your purpose? What things ideologically guide you? Ambiguousness of ones inferior cognitive functions is key in order to exercise them, it's like practicing using only your left hand i think,
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A question, how do we get specific and how to focus on how we could exercise our inferior functions?
What are your thoughts about luck/chance?
Easier ways we could communicate our needs, while in complete aware of our egos?
Thoughts on identifying and how to approach one with excess vulnerabilities?
Are you sure you're not INTJ???