I don't usually comment on TH-cam at all but I'm a fan of your channel - you are an excellent ASMR artist. Your honesty here is courageous and I can also relate very much to what you are saying about friends. Realising some people around you really aren't friends at all can be really difficult, but moving on is the right thing to do. I wish you the best with everything.
I want to thank you so much for your kind feedback and your support. Accepting change and moving on can be difficult and I'm glad I can connect with other people dealing with the same situations in life, I hope you have a great week ☺️
i'm 31 and got ghosted by people i thought were my friends in recent years too. i also realized they're not real friends because i've had people in my life who have stood by my side and played no games and never made me question their love and support. hang in there, i'm sure you will meet new people who have more integrity and truly care to show up for you!
Thank you so much for your generosity, I appreciate it a lot ❤️ I want to thank you as well for enjoying my content, I hope that life brings you happiness and that you're doing good!
Dont ever let anyone make you feel less than. You seem like a very intelligent and thoughtful person and if these people are gossipping and making you feel shitty then they probably have their own issues theyre taking out on you. It isnt worth your time. Thank you for your videos and for baring your soul to your subscribers.
I don't know how can they bully you.. I would love to work with you, I find you very chill and I would love to be friends with you if I knew you in real life 🖤
Thank you for the heartwarming comment ❤️ Unfortunately I think it's quite common with workplace bullying when there's a majority of female coworkers instead of a more gender balanced workplace. Even tho it's a not very pleasant experience - I am growing more confident in my profession and getting a thicker skin! Thank you once again for your kindness ☺️
Thank you for making this video, very relaxing to watch as always. It was nice hearing something more personal from you. I'm about the same age as you, and what you said about friendships and loneliness was very relatable. Happy to hear that things are slowly getting better for you. Sending lots of love and support! 😊
I want to thank you so much for both your generosity and your supportive comment, I appreciate it a lot ❤️ I hope things are getting better for you as well, please stay happy and positive, I'm sure life will reward you back with loads of happy moments ☺️
At 30 years old you are doing great!😃 If I can give you some advice, it would be do the things that make you truly happy. You'll find as you focus more on these things that like minded people will gravitate to you. You'll find people will come and go like seasons change and most people that come into our lives aren't meant to stay the whole journey. But with your wonderful personality I know you'll find new friends. In the mean time focus on yourself, your partner, and your family. Life is short so drink the wine, eat the cake, do all the things and go all the places you really love. And most importantly only invest your time in those people that add value to your life. I know this is a little deep but I felt compelled to share with you as I've been through everything you are going through. With that said great video as always Erudwen ! I wish you all the best, CHEERS!
Thank you for sharing your own thoughts and experience dealing with the same situations in life, I really appreciate it ☺️ It feels like the hardest parts are accepting that people change and letting life change you as well. Letting myself be more positive and enjoying sharing my interest with others made me a happier person, and I hope to continue growing in the future 🌱 Once again, thank you for the thoughtful and eyeopening comment, I hope you're having a wonderful week!
Hopefully you feel better. I've been at jobs with similar situations myself and it can be tough to find a job with people who help build you up not take you down. The people who are doing things negatively at work are probably doing that because they're threatened of you and insecure about their work. It's an odd compliment of how strong you are at work. I hope you become surrounded by people who build you up and bring joy in your life. Your videos bring so much joy to people and we'd love to see you full of happiness in return.
I really appreciate your kindness and your thoughtful comment, thank you. Its a shame to hear that you have been dealing with the same issues at previous jobs, but I'm glad that you got out and I'm hoping you're at a better workplace today than that you used to be at. I will take your words of encouragement with me! Thank you once again, I hope you're being happy as well and I wish you a wonderful week ☺️
You have become my favourite ASMR artist, I watch your videos before I go to sleep at night most nights. You help me a great deal as I have a very stressful life. I have a really difficult job and the trick to coping with it is just leaving it there and not taking it home with you. We must look after ourselves in many ways, and I hope you're taking time for yourself to rest when you need to.
Thank you for appreciating my content, it really makes me happy to hear that it can be helpful for other people ☺️ You should be proud to hold onto a difficult job, it takes a dedicated person to stay at a job maybe most people wouldn't be strong enough to endure. Finding a balance between struggles at work and peace at home can be really difficult, and I know you're doing your best. Stay strong and be proud over the person you are ❤️
I would happily support you via ko-fi, Patreon, whichever. I hope you can eventually make it to your goal of part-time work! Friendships in your late 20s and later are tough. What they did was really cold. I'm sorry they turned out not to be real friends. Many flakes out there nowadays... it's sad. Keep up the positivity, I'm sure you will eventually build up a circle of true and reliable people. Thank you for all your wonderful content! ❤
I really want to thank you for your wonderful comment and your generosity, I appreciate it so much ❤️ It brings me so much happiness just knowing that the content I create brings positivity to your life, I hope you have a great week and that you stay healthy during these dark and cold autumn months 🥰 I agree that friendships in the middle of life are becoming hard to keep, especially when a lot of people are focusing more on family and relationships. A positive mindset will bring in more positive interactions, and I want to thank you once again for the encouragement!
@@ErudwenASMR I'm happy to be able to return the favor ☺ People like you who spend so much time and care creating content like this are such a gift (especially content like yours, which is super unique - high-quality gaming nostalgia ASMR doesn't come along every day! hahaha). It really helps me relax my mind before bed and I always get a great night's sleep, which helps me be a better person the next day. It's all part of a big lovely cycle of positivity 😄 Well wishes to you too, stay cozy this winter! ❤❤
@@charlenewho I really appreciate your feedback on my content, Im so happy that I can share my nostalgia with other who finds it relaxing and cozy! Thank you so so much and I hope you're having a great new week 🥰❤
work stress can be so overwhelming. Good for you for even putting yourself out there, for working hard and for providing for yourself. take time for yourself, take time for rest and don't feel bad!
Thank you very much for your generosity, I appreciate your supportive comment of the work I do on this channel ❤️ I hope you are doing good and having a great week ☺️
I think a lot people feel the same way and it takes a strong person to let themselves be vulnerable and talk about it as openly you just did, so thank you for taking the time to make this video. Keep your head up, put out positive vibes and you'll be rewarded with better days.
I can relate to that. Last year I travelled to spend a month with my mother and brother. I was eager to see my "best friends" before the trip, after much effort to convince them, I did. My brother's friends treated me like they've known me for years. When I got back, my "best friends" treated me like they last saw me yesterday. It was really sad because I spend a month missing them and could wait to get together with them again. But that's life, I guess. I don't trust anyone anymore. I don't expect anything from anyone anymore. To be honest, I don't have the right to be loved by the ones I love, so I don't hold any grudges, that said, it's sad anyways.
I havent been watching your videos for long but this one got me both sentimental and happy knowing how you started off and where you are today. Loving your view on things, Im pushing 30 myself and am having similar experiences and change in mindset. Keep doing what you do, you're great! Also from a fellow swede, SKÅL!
This was a heartfelt message. It's sometimes difficult to imagine the folks we see on TH-cam as people with life issues. I appreciate the candor. It appears as if you've been a le to better deal with toxic work environments, it's not easy, but you are pushing through. Keep going, take care of yourself and the rest will take care of itself. I mean this. We've all experienced adversity, personally that's how I found your channel. Wanting to relax. Thanks for sharing.
I legit look forward to your latest video each week so I can take time to relax before work the next day! So thank you ^_^ Keep up the good work. You have great ideas and I have no doubt you’ll be able to reach your dream goals :) x X x
Thank you so very much for your generosity and your kind support ❤️ Ive been wondering for a while if Sundays are a good day to upload, but after reading your comment I will keep posting new content every Sunday if it helps you and other people to relax before starting a new week, I hope you are having a wonderful week at work 🥰
Hope all the best for you in the future. Sorry about your "friends", had something similar happen to me in the past with whom I thought of as my closest friend and it's just a shame when people aren't being upfront. But in the end it's a positive change to not have people like this in your life I think. In general I don't see a lot of talk online about female loneliness so I think you're very brave talking about your feelings in this way. Like I said, hope all the best for you, you should be proud of yourself and the work you've put in with your channel. It's genuinely great to find smaller channels who "get" ASMR, the scene has changed so much and lost its roots a bit, at least in my opinion 😅
Thank you for your kindness, I replied a little while ago to another comment how shameful it can feel to talk about female loneliness, that it would somehow make me 'less of a woman' not having close female friends. But I totally agree with you, having or not having a close circle of friendships doesn't define a person and breaking contact with negativity can only open a door for more positive interactions in life ☺️ I really appreciate your support and your thoughts on the matter, thank you once again ☺️
as an american, i’ve always heard things about place like sweden and finland being the kindest countries. after hearing you i get punched with reality. However you are strong and resilient. keep up the good work!❤
Stumbled onto your channel today when I was recommended the Dark Souls art video and I’ve gotta say, not only are you fantastic at asmr but you have a great skill to express meaning with the words you use. Brilliant stuff, instantly reduced my anxiety today. Thank you.
Thank you so much for the thoughtful comment. I hope you find enough positive energy and peace in your life to beat the anxiety you're dealing with, have a wonderful week ☺️
Started a new chapter in my life February of this year. I moved to a house in Virginia very far away from my father. It was hard at first I don't have a partner, I had toxic relationships in the past, she just bought me down. So after this summer going by I honestly could not be happier. I love my neighbors we get along so well, they are musicians just like me so they come to my house to play my drum setvand guitars. I left my old job that was also just so toxic to the point where I had no energy to even do anything. Don't be afraid to leave places that bring you down, if you have some skills and experience you will always find something better. I didn't know your channel existed until tonight when I had trouble sleeping and saw your Bloodborne book, Elden ring collector's edition. I'm so happy you appreciate this stuff. I hope you can do this part time and maybe make a full blown career out of this. I know I personally very much enjoyed your videos. Sending good vibes your way hoping to hear good news in the future next time. Take care.
I hope you are having a more positive everyday now after leaving all that old trouble behind ☺️ And I will take your advice with me, currently having 'the door open' to see if I can find any new workplaces, but we will see where life takes me! Im really grateful that you enjoy my content, thank you so much for the kind words and I hope you take care as well ☺️!
I think the buy-me-a-coffee page is a good start! Making content and asmr is your passion so follow your heart. Maybe start a patreon when you reach more followers! All the best Erudwen ❤
Thank you ❤️ Ive been looking into both of the options with Patreon and Buy Me A Coffee, I'm just not quite sure which platform would be easier to access and work with!
I just turned 30 this year and also was recently ghosted by close friends. They had a fallout with someone other than me. I chose to defend that person. Now about 10-20 people I somewhat knew through them won't acknowledge my existence in public. In a small town thats kind of a social death sentence. I got back into playing world of warcraft recently to drown out some of the negativity with nostalgia and thats when TH-cam started recommending your videos. Your channel and personality are awesome. You seem kind and your creativity and passion come through the screen in your videos. I have no doubt that you're just turning the page on a new chapter. I've lacked inspiration to log back into my ASMR channel and make content. But the positive effect you have on your viewers and their responses in the comments here give me pause to think: could I make others happy with an upload? Call it parasocial, but it seems as if real personal friendships can be just as fleeting as you get older. If you can contribute to your own success and be happy doing so, go all in on this channel and have fun! I'll be rooting for you!
Thank you for sharing your experiences dealing with similar situations in life, I hope you don't let other people decide what you're worth as a human, their view of you and your actions are nothing more than opinions. You're so much more than what other people define you as. It's really cool that you used to do asmr content yourself, the asmr community feels like a very kind and understanding space. If you start feeling inspiration again it might bring you more positive energy back into your life, I hope you are doing well and being happy, thanks once again ☺️
Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I'm glad things have been doing better, even it's it's just a little, day by day. I feel a similar experience at my own workplace, with no HR to help out. I just try my best to just go to work, do my job and leave. I hope you can continue to have a smooth transition at work, and come out stress free everyday ~☺️
Thank you very much for your support, it sounds awful if you don't have any HR at your current place at work to sort out your faced difficulties, I hope there is a trade union you can contact within your field of profession 😕 Try only focusing on the positive parts of your everyday, the negatives are only white noise, don't let it drown out the good parts of your days ❤️
Been “liking” every video I see of yours the last couple of days! Pray it boosts you in the algorithm. Lord willing, you should have some amazing days coming up!
The body follows the mind and the mind follows the body, so working on reducing your stress is very important for your body's health. Very good job thus on learning to not just say yes to everything, it's not easy to do. I understand how you feel; went through it all myself too and you seem to be handling it better than I did. All around, thank you for your efforts and I hope you will feel better soon!
Thank you for your kind comment, I think you're handling it great yourself while accepting changes to both yourself and your surroundings. I also hope that you're feeling good, trying to live stress free and being happy ☺️
Was falling asleep when I heard you talking about wanting to move into a cottage and build a homestead. That’s always been a dream of mine that always seems further and further away as bills and responsibilities pile up. But as long as you keep your priorities straight and a positive mindset, I’m sure you’ll get there. Make that shit happen!
Its so nice to hear that you have the same dream as well, Im trying to save money every months to one day be able to reach my dream, unfortunately Sweden is having a really bad inflation that only keeps getting worse especially with housing, so I understand how you feel that the dream is getting further away. Im sure we both will achieve our goals in the future when the times get easier from all the hard work ☺️
I don't usually comment, but this time I'm going to take the time to say that I really like your videos and hope you get better and better soon (keep believing in your dream, you'll get there one day!).
So brave of you to talk about your loneliness. It's a shame, cause you strike me as a special person. The passion and love you radiate when you talk about things you are into is very endearing and inspiring. I'm sure a lot of humans out there would concider themselves lucky to have you as a friend. And I really hope you will find special ones that connect with your perticular vibe.
Du gör ett superbra jobb! Den bästa svenska ASMR kanalen 😊 Har själv haft sånna vänner som du beskriver… inte värt att lägga tid och energi på, bättre att fokusera den på något annat, så träffar man nya personer man klickar med längre fram i livet 😊 fortsätt bara med det du gör så kommer allt att gå bra
Love the sweet update video, it is very soothing to listen to and I love the range covered! Sending all the love your way 💕I know it can be hard realising your friends aren't quite as close as you'd like, and it is quite lonely and a bit disheartening (going through it myself in my late 20s 😢) but now you've recognised it and can take steps towards finding tohse forever friends woh are more focused around your interests and you'll make it hun! Thank you so much for all your lovely videos, they help me feel nice and soothed, and I hope some of the comments by the amazing people above and below go some way to making you feel the same ❤Sweet dreams and take care to all ❤
Thank you very much for your lovely comment and support of my content ❤️ Female loneliness is a topic that I find myself at times embarrassed to talk about, that being lonely somehow would make me 'less of a woman' in any way. Building healthy relationships and friendships can be very hard in life for a lot of people, so its nothing really to be ashamed about ❤️
Let all that toxicity around you fade away, so you can breath in some good, positive vibes. The real friends will reach you when you least expect it, so don't worry. Just know that behind the camera, you have people in your corner rooting for you. Keep being you and please don't stop the ASMR videos, I haven't felt this relaxed in a while! Also, I'm sure you'll wake up in your dream cabin before you know it! Embrace the journey and enjoy the destination! ❤😁❤😁
Thank you for the encouraging words, getting this positive feedback to opening up about my life have brought me so much happiness! I hope you continue to find my content relaxing, and please feel free to leave any suggestions if you feel like I can improve it in any way ☺️ I hope you have a great week and that you stay healthy 🥰
A lot of us who watch your videos have had similar experiences. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, and I hope that our comments make you feel better.
Hi Erudwen, just a suggestion. I hope you set up a Patreon. I would be happy to support your channel. I mean this in the best possible way, you put me to sleep so easily! 😂 I hope you feel better very soon!
I've been looking into either making a Patreon or using the site 'buy me a coffee' but I don't quite know which one would be better to use yet! Thank you for kindness, I really appreciate it ☺️
@@ErudwenASMR My pleasure! And I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your "friends"... It always hurts to be treated like that by others. So many are just consumed with themselves these days and don't realize how their actions affect others.
Erudwen, thank you for your openness and for creating great content! It would be a privilege to support you through a coffee page, membership, or another avenue. You rock, my friend!🤜
There's some studies that show that prolonged respiratory issues after covid may be caused by tiny blood clotts in the lungs that are very hard to detect. Covid was a strange virus... it can take quite some time for all symptoms to go away, but from my research and personal experience with "long covid" (i'm no professional), the symptoms will mend eventually. There are even cases of covid causing fibrosis, which isn't nearly as serious as an average case of fibrosis. Fibrosis caused by covid will almost certainly mend in time as it shows in all the case studies i've read about. I'm not a professional, but i had prolonged respiratory issues after covid as well
Stay positive! I wish you all the best on here i think you are going to do very well. consider more popular games and touch on them, zelda, the witcher, skyrim. Any guides or content will draw in different people.
I don't normally comment on videos, but this one hit a bit different. I'm sure everyone watching this video has faced similar situations, so you're amongst friends here. Make sure to take care of yourself, and don't let negative people bring you down dude.
My real life friends also demonstrated how they didn’t actually care about me so I had to cut them off. It sucks how people grow complacent in their relationships.
I love you so much, you are amazing! I don’t mean it in a cringe way. I am happily married and wish you and your partner well from the UK. Everything you’ve done for the ASMR community is so amazing, you’re the best!! If you ever want to chat about your current situation to a complete stranger hit me up.
Thank you so much for leaving such a nice comment, I don't ever think I've received so much support before I started down this path with making asmr content and I hope you feel appreciated by me as well. I always try to read and reply my comments whenever I have time to do that, so you can always write if you want to share anything yourself as well ☺️
Your heart is so full of kindness, but your work environment is not kind. I'm glad you're standing up for yourself and telling your coworkers no. Frankly, when a beautiful woman stands up for herself it's inspiring!! Some of your other coworkers probably feel bullied too. Maybe they'll see you and feel inspired to stand up for themselves. I think you have huge potential to inspire people around you!
Sometimes friends grow apart. But after a few years they find each other again. Maybe in a few months, or a few years, your friends will realize how special you and they'll miss you. Life has an interesting way of bringing people back to you
Oh also! Erudwen you don't need to lose weight - you're perfect. And don't tell anyone what your job is imo. Hackers wanna know all that kind of stuff. Can't wait to buy you a coffee!! Ok bye!
Thank you for your kindness, I haven't been able to leave a reply until now but Ive reflected a lot on your comments! I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of it, thank you once again ☺️
I've found that the least toxic jobs are the ones where everyone is super professional and efficient at their job. Because there's no bullshit, everyone's just working. Unfortunately, these jobs can also be the ones where you experience burnout because you feel compelled to also work as hard. Here's to your subs increasing and you finding a more stress-free way to earn a living. In the meantime, I suggest following the advice in How To Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie. Give everyone else their flowers, accept credit for nothing, and keep getting the paycheck because that's all that matters in the end.
I really hope you can find a better job with nicer people, and that this will slso help you with your help. Also i really like your videos and hope you can make many more more for us.
Please see a doctor if you have any health problems. I have had health issues since childhood and it doesn't get better with age. Waking up at night because you can't breathe due to asthma is not cool^^. Maybe you should also give your friends another chance, or at least listen to why they didn't answer. Otherwise you might regret your decision when your older. Partner and family are great, but sometimes you need good friends to talk to.
Thank you for both your kind words and your generosity, it is very appreciated ☺️ Im meeting with a doctor this coming week to sort everything out! Yes I do hope they get back in contact after a while again, we will see what happens ☺️
Well hopefully your boyfriend is good to you cause from what it sounds like, you don't need more negative toxicity in your life. I'll be praying for you 🙏🤙❤️
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I don't usually comment on TH-cam at all but I'm a fan of your channel - you are an excellent ASMR artist. Your honesty here is courageous and I can also relate very much to what you are saying about friends. Realising some people around you really aren't friends at all can be really difficult, but moving on is the right thing to do. I wish you the best with everything.
I want to thank you so much for your kind feedback and your support. Accepting change and moving on can be difficult and I'm glad I can connect with other people dealing with the same situations in life, I hope you have a great week ☺️
i'm 31 and got ghosted by people i thought were my friends in recent years too. i also realized they're not real friends because i've had people in my life who have stood by my side and played no games and never made me question their love and support. hang in there, i'm sure you will meet new people who have more integrity and truly care to show up for you!
Thank you for the supportive comment, I truly hope that life will take me down a more positive path - both for me and you. Stay happy ☺️
You seem like a wonderful person and I hope the things that bring you down now will one day only be a forgotten memory . Thank you for the content.
Thank you so much for your generosity, I appreciate it a lot ❤️ I want to thank you as well for enjoying my content, I hope that life brings you happiness and that you're doing good!
Dont ever let anyone make you feel less than. You seem like a very intelligent and thoughtful person and if these people are gossipping and making you feel shitty then they probably have their own issues theyre taking out on you. It isnt worth your time. Thank you for your videos and for baring your soul to your subscribers.
I don't know how can they bully you.. I would love to work with you, I find you very chill and I would love to be friends with you if I knew you in real life 🖤
Thank you for the heartwarming comment ❤️ Unfortunately I think it's quite common with workplace bullying when there's a majority of female coworkers instead of a more gender balanced workplace. Even tho it's a not very pleasant experience - I am growing more confident in my profession and getting a thicker skin! Thank you once again for your kindness ☺️
Thank you for making this video, very relaxing to watch as always. It was nice hearing something more personal from you. I'm about the same age as you, and what you said about friendships and loneliness was very relatable. Happy to hear that things are slowly getting better for you. Sending lots of love and support! 😊
I want to thank you so much for both your generosity and your supportive comment, I appreciate it a lot ❤️ I hope things are getting better for you as well, please stay happy and positive, I'm sure life will reward you back with loads of happy moments ☺️
At 30 years old you are doing great!😃 If I can give you some advice, it would be do the things that make you truly happy. You'll find as you focus more on these things that like minded people will gravitate to you. You'll find people will come and go like seasons change and most people that come into our lives aren't meant to stay the whole journey. But with your wonderful personality I know you'll find new friends. In the mean time focus on yourself, your partner, and your family. Life is short so drink the wine, eat the cake, do all the things and go all the places you really love. And most importantly only invest your time in those people that add value to your life. I know this is a little deep but I felt compelled to share with you as I've been through everything you are going through. With that said great video as always Erudwen ! I wish you all the best, CHEERS!
Thank you for sharing your own thoughts and experience dealing with the same situations in life, I really appreciate it ☺️ It feels like the hardest parts are accepting that people change and letting life change you as well. Letting myself be more positive and enjoying sharing my interest with others made me a happier person, and I hope to continue growing in the future 🌱 Once again, thank you for the thoughtful and eyeopening comment, I hope you're having a wonderful week!
Hopefully you feel better. I've been at jobs with similar situations myself and it can be tough to find a job with people who help build you up not take you down. The people who are doing things negatively at work are probably doing that because they're threatened of you and insecure about their work. It's an odd compliment of how strong you are at work.
I hope you become surrounded by people who build you up and bring joy in your life. Your videos bring so much joy to people and we'd love to see you full of happiness in return.
I really appreciate your kindness and your thoughtful comment, thank you. Its a shame to hear that you have been dealing with the same issues at previous jobs, but I'm glad that you got out and I'm hoping you're at a better workplace today than that you used to be at. I will take your words of encouragement with me! Thank you once again, I hope you're being happy as well and I wish you a wonderful week ☺️
You have become my favourite ASMR artist, I watch your videos before I go to sleep at night most nights. You help me a great deal as I have a very stressful life. I have a really difficult job and the trick to coping with it is just leaving it there and not taking it home with you. We must look after ourselves in many ways, and I hope you're taking time for yourself to rest when you need to.
Thank you for appreciating my content, it really makes me happy to hear that it can be helpful for other people ☺️ You should be proud to hold onto a difficult job, it takes a dedicated person to stay at a job maybe most people wouldn't be strong enough to endure. Finding a balance between struggles at work and peace at home can be really difficult, and I know you're doing your best. Stay strong and be proud over the person you are ❤️
I would happily support you via ko-fi, Patreon, whichever. I hope you can eventually make it to your goal of part-time work!
Friendships in your late 20s and later are tough. What they did was really cold. I'm sorry they turned out not to be real friends. Many flakes out there nowadays... it's sad.
Keep up the positivity, I'm sure you will eventually build up a circle of true and reliable people. Thank you for all your wonderful content! ❤
I really want to thank you for your wonderful comment and your generosity, I appreciate it so much ❤️ It brings me so much happiness just knowing that the content I create brings positivity to your life, I hope you have a great week and that you stay healthy during these dark and cold autumn months 🥰 I agree that friendships in the middle of life are becoming hard to keep, especially when a lot of people are focusing more on family and relationships. A positive mindset will bring in more positive interactions, and I want to thank you once again for the encouragement!
@@ErudwenASMR I'm happy to be able to return the favor ☺ People like you who spend so much time and care creating content like this are such a gift (especially content like yours, which is super unique - high-quality gaming nostalgia ASMR doesn't come along every day! hahaha). It really helps me relax my mind before bed and I always get a great night's sleep, which helps me be a better person the next day. It's all part of a big lovely cycle of positivity 😄 Well wishes to you too, stay cozy this winter! ❤❤
@@charlenewho I really appreciate your feedback on my content, Im so happy that I can share my nostalgia with other who finds it relaxing and cozy! Thank you so so much and I hope you're having a great new week 🥰❤
work stress can be so overwhelming. Good for you for even putting yourself out there, for working hard and for providing for yourself. take time for yourself, take time for rest and don't feel bad!
Thank you ❤️
Thank you for your kindness and effort. Love this channel.
Thank you very much for your generosity, I appreciate your supportive comment of the work I do on this channel ❤️ I hope you are doing good and having a great week ☺️
I think a lot people feel the same way and it takes a strong person to let themselves be vulnerable and talk about it as openly you just did, so thank you for taking the time to make this video. Keep your head up, put out positive vibes and you'll be rewarded with better days.
Thank you for your supportive comment ☺️!
I can relate to that. Last year I travelled to spend a month with my mother and brother. I was eager to see my "best friends" before the trip, after much effort to convince them, I did. My brother's friends treated me like they've known me for years. When I got back, my "best friends" treated me like they last saw me yesterday. It was really sad because I spend a month missing them and could wait to get together with them again. But that's life, I guess. I don't trust anyone anymore. I don't expect anything from anyone anymore. To be honest, I don't have the right to be loved by the ones I love, so I don't hold any grudges, that said, it's sad anyways.
I havent been watching your videos for long but this one got me both sentimental and happy knowing how you started off and where you are today. Loving your view on things, Im pushing 30 myself and am having similar experiences and change in mindset. Keep doing what you do, you're great! Also from a fellow swede, SKÅL!
Tack så oerhört mycket 🥰!
This was a heartfelt message. It's sometimes difficult to imagine the folks we see on TH-cam as people with life issues. I appreciate the candor. It appears as if you've been a le to better deal with toxic work environments, it's not easy, but you are pushing through. Keep going, take care of yourself and the rest will take care of itself. I mean this. We've all experienced adversity, personally that's how I found your channel. Wanting to relax. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you so much for your caring words ❤️
I legit look forward to your latest video each week so I can take time to relax before work the next day! So thank you ^_^ Keep up the good work. You have great ideas and I have no doubt you’ll be able to reach your dream goals :) x X x
Thank you so very much for your generosity and your kind support ❤️ Ive been wondering for a while if Sundays are a good day to upload, but after reading your comment I will keep posting new content every Sunday if it helps you and other people to relax before starting a new week, I hope you are having a wonderful week at work 🥰
Growing older can be tough...I lost alot of friends in my late 20s myself. Hang in there, all the best!
I hope that life will open new doors for you with positive friendships as well, thank you for your support ☺️
I love seeing this side of you! I struggle with having real friends as well, and have dealt with a lot of toxic jobs. I relate to this so much!
I hope you are having a more positive experience now with work and friendships, thank you for your support ❤️
Your videos make me smile, and its so fun to learn about the games you enjoy through ASMR. Thanks for all that you do! Happy Holidays!
Thank you so very much for your generosity and your kindness, I wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year ❤️🎄
Hope all the best for you in the future. Sorry about your "friends", had something similar happen to me in the past with whom I thought of as my closest friend and it's just a shame when people aren't being upfront. But in the end it's a positive change to not have people like this in your life I think. In general I don't see a lot of talk online about female loneliness so I think you're very brave talking about your feelings in this way. Like I said, hope all the best for you, you should be proud of yourself and the work you've put in with your channel. It's genuinely great to find smaller channels who "get" ASMR, the scene has changed so much and lost its roots a bit, at least in my opinion 😅
Thank you for your kindness, I replied a little while ago to another comment how shameful it can feel to talk about female loneliness, that it would somehow make me 'less of a woman' not having close female friends. But I totally agree with you, having or not having a close circle of friendships doesn't define a person and breaking contact with negativity can only open a door for more positive interactions in life ☺️ I really appreciate your support and your thoughts on the matter, thank you once again ☺️
as an american, i’ve always heard things about place like sweden and finland being the kindest countries. after hearing you i get punched with reality. However you are strong and resilient. keep up the good work!❤
Stumbled onto your channel today when I was recommended the Dark Souls art video and I’ve gotta say, not only are you fantastic at asmr but you have a great skill to express meaning with the words you use. Brilliant stuff, instantly reduced my anxiety today. Thank you.
Thank you so much for the thoughtful comment. I hope you find enough positive energy and peace in your life to beat the anxiety you're dealing with, have a wonderful week ☺️
Started a new chapter in my life February of this year. I moved to a house in Virginia very far away from my father. It was hard at first I don't have a partner, I had toxic relationships in the past, she just bought me down. So after this summer going by I honestly could not be happier. I love my neighbors we get along so well, they are musicians just like me so they come to my house to play my drum setvand guitars. I left my old job that was also just so toxic to the point where I had no energy to even do anything. Don't be afraid to leave places that bring you down, if you have some skills and experience you will always find something better.
I didn't know your channel existed until tonight when I had trouble sleeping and saw your Bloodborne book, Elden ring collector's edition. I'm so happy you appreciate this stuff. I hope you can do this part time and maybe make a full blown career out of this. I know I personally very much enjoyed your videos. Sending good vibes your way hoping to hear good news in the future next time. Take care.
I hope you are having a more positive everyday now after leaving all that old trouble behind ☺️ And I will take your advice with me, currently having 'the door open' to see if I can find any new workplaces, but we will see where life takes me! Im really grateful that you enjoy my content, thank you so much for the kind words and I hope you take care as well ☺️!
You seem like such a kind person. I can't wait to see the continued growth of your channel
Thank you for your very kind words and your generosity, I greatly appreciate it ❤️ I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and a happy new year 🎄
I think the buy-me-a-coffee page is a good start! Making content and asmr is your passion so follow your heart. Maybe start a patreon when you reach more followers! All the best Erudwen ❤
Thank you ❤️ Ive been looking into both of the options with Patreon and Buy Me A Coffee, I'm just not quite sure which platform would be easier to access and work with!
Sorry to hear about your bad friends. They don't deserve you! You seem like a kind and good hearted person, good people will come to you!!!
❤️!
I just turned 30 this year and also was recently ghosted by close friends. They had a fallout with someone other than me. I chose to defend that person. Now about 10-20 people I somewhat knew through them won't acknowledge my existence in public. In a small town thats kind of a social death sentence.
I got back into playing world of warcraft recently to drown out some of the negativity with nostalgia and thats when TH-cam started recommending your videos. Your channel and personality are awesome.
You seem kind and your creativity and passion come through the screen in your videos. I have no doubt that you're just turning the page on a new chapter.
I've lacked inspiration to log back into my ASMR channel and make content. But the positive effect you have on your viewers and their responses in the comments here give me pause to think: could I make others happy with an upload?
Call it parasocial, but it seems as if real personal friendships can be just as fleeting as you get older. If you can contribute to your own success and be happy doing so, go all in on this channel and have fun! I'll be rooting for you!
Thank you for sharing your experiences dealing with similar situations in life, I hope you don't let other people decide what you're worth as a human, their view of you and your actions are nothing more than opinions. You're so much more than what other people define you as. It's really cool that you used to do asmr content yourself, the asmr community feels like a very kind and understanding space. If you start feeling inspiration again it might bring you more positive energy back into your life, I hope you are doing well and being happy, thanks once again ☺️
Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I'm glad things have been doing better, even it's it's just a little, day by day. I feel a similar experience at my own workplace, with no HR to help out. I just try my best to just go to work, do my job and leave. I hope you can continue to have a smooth transition at work, and come out stress free everyday ~☺️
Thank you very much for your support, it sounds awful if you don't have any HR at your current place at work to sort out your faced difficulties, I hope there is a trade union you can contact within your field of profession 😕 Try only focusing on the positive parts of your everyday, the negatives are only white noise, don't let it drown out the good parts of your days ❤️
Loveee this type of content from you. Very relaxing and I’m so glad things are getting better. 🥰🖤
❤️❤️ I really appreciate your words, thank you so much and I wish you have a wonderful week 🥰
Been “liking” every video I see of yours the last couple of days! Pray it boosts you in the algorithm. Lord willing, you should have some amazing days coming up!
Thank you so much for your support of my channel ❤️
The body follows the mind and the mind follows the body, so working on reducing your stress is very important for your body's health. Very good job thus on learning to not just say yes to everything, it's not easy to do. I understand how you feel; went through it all myself too and you seem to be handling it better than I did.
All around, thank you for your efforts and I hope you will feel better soon!
Thank you for your kind comment, I think you're handling it great yourself while accepting changes to both yourself and your surroundings. I also hope that you're feeling good, trying to live stress free and being happy ☺️
Was falling asleep when I heard you talking about wanting to move into a cottage and build a homestead. That’s always been a dream of mine that always seems further and further away as bills and responsibilities pile up. But as long as you keep your priorities straight and a positive mindset, I’m sure you’ll get there. Make that shit happen!
Its so nice to hear that you have the same dream as well, Im trying to save money every months to one day be able to reach my dream, unfortunately Sweden is having a really bad inflation that only keeps getting worse especially with housing, so I understand how you feel that the dream is getting further away. Im sure we both will achieve our goals in the future when the times get easier from all the hard work ☺️
I don't usually comment, but this time I'm going to take the time to say that I really like your videos and hope you get better and better soon (keep believing in your dream, you'll get there one day!).
So brave of you to talk about your loneliness. It's a shame, cause you strike me as a special person. The passion and love you radiate when you talk about things you are into is very endearing and inspiring. I'm sure a lot of humans out there would concider themselves lucky to have you as a friend. And I really hope you will find special ones that connect with your perticular vibe.
Hey Erudwen! Amazing video as always. Your ASMR content is some of the best on the platform! I wish you nothing but the best
Thank you very much 🥰
No problem!@@ErudwenASMR
Du gör ett superbra jobb! Den bästa svenska ASMR kanalen 😊
Har själv haft sånna vänner som du beskriver… inte värt att lägga tid och energi på, bättre att fokusera den på något annat, så träffar man nya personer man klickar med längre fram i livet 😊 fortsätt bara med det du gör så kommer allt att gå bra
Tusen tack för de fina orden, det uppskattas oerhört mycket ☺️!
I think you should definitely monetize and I hope you're very successful!
Thank you ❤️
Love the sweet update video, it is very soothing to listen to and I love the range covered! Sending all the love your way 💕I know it can be hard realising your friends aren't quite as close as you'd like, and it is quite lonely and a bit disheartening (going through it myself in my late 20s 😢) but now you've recognised it and can take steps towards finding tohse forever friends woh are more focused around your interests and you'll make it hun! Thank you so much for all your lovely videos, they help me feel nice and soothed, and I hope some of the comments by the amazing people above and below go some way to making you feel the same ❤Sweet dreams and take care to all ❤
Thank you very much for your lovely comment and support of my content ❤️ Female loneliness is a topic that I find myself at times embarrassed to talk about, that being lonely somehow would make me 'less of a woman' in any way. Building healthy relationships and friendships can be very hard in life for a lot of people, so its nothing really to be ashamed about ❤️
And yes continue with your plans. You deserve it
Let all that toxicity around you fade away, so you can breath in some good, positive vibes. The real friends will reach you when you least expect it, so don't worry. Just know that behind the camera, you have people in your corner rooting for you. Keep being you and please don't stop the ASMR videos, I haven't felt this relaxed in a while! Also, I'm sure you'll wake up in your dream cabin before you know it! Embrace the journey and enjoy the destination! ❤😁❤😁
Thank you for the encouraging words, getting this positive feedback to opening up about my life have brought me so much happiness! I hope you continue to find my content relaxing, and please feel free to leave any suggestions if you feel like I can improve it in any way ☺️ I hope you have a great week and that you stay healthy 🥰
Right around 30 is where you have the very real realisation that work is absolute garbage, you're right on track 👍🏻
lol!
Thanks!
Thank you so much for your generosity ☺️!
The winter months are always dreadful as it’s beginning. Going from hotter days to cold is such a shock to the system
A lot of us who watch your videos have had similar experiences. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, and I hope that our comments make you feel better.
Thank you, your comment really helps ❤️
Hi Erudwen, just a suggestion. I hope you set up a Patreon. I would be happy to support your channel.
I mean this in the best possible way, you put me to sleep so easily! 😂
I hope you feel better very soon!
I've been looking into either making a Patreon or using the site 'buy me a coffee' but I don't quite know which one would be better to use yet! Thank you for kindness, I really appreciate it ☺️
I hope you get better soon as possible!
Thank you ❤️
i love your whispers!! i hope you feel better soon :)
Wow, I need to check out flea markets in my area... I hope things get better for you!
Thank you! ☺️
@@ErudwenASMR My pleasure! And I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your "friends"... It always hurts to be treated like that by others.
So many are just consumed with themselves these days and don't realize how their actions affect others.
your vids are awesome. Happy to hear you're doing a bit better than before!
Thank you for the support of my content, I hope you're feeling good as well ☺️
I've watched this everyday for 3 days
Erudwen, thank you for your openness and for creating great content! It would be a privilege to support you through a coffee page, membership, or another avenue. You rock, my friend!🤜
Thank you so very much for your generosity, I really appreciate your support and Im grateful for your feedback ☺️🫶
I appreciate you so much! And lots of others do too. You are perfect the way you are. Have a good week!
Thank you so much for your kindness, I hope you have a good week as well ❤️
There's some studies that show that prolonged respiratory issues after covid may be caused by tiny blood clotts in the lungs that are very hard to detect.
Covid was a strange virus... it can take quite some time for all symptoms to go away, but from my research and personal experience with "long covid" (i'm no professional), the symptoms will mend eventually. There are even cases of covid causing fibrosis, which isn't nearly as serious as an average case of fibrosis. Fibrosis caused by covid will almost certainly mend in time as it shows in all the case studies i've read about. I'm not a professional, but i had prolonged respiratory issues after covid as well
Stay positive! I wish you all the best on here i think you are going to do very well. consider more popular games and touch on them, zelda, the witcher, skyrim. Any guides or content will draw in different people.
You seem like a truly sweet and lovely person. I wish all the best for you❤❤
Thank you so much, I hope you have a wonderful week ❤️
I don't normally comment on videos, but this one hit a bit different. I'm sure everyone watching this video has faced similar situations, so you're amongst friends here. Make sure to take care of yourself, and don't let negative people bring you down dude.
Thank you for sharing, big fan. New subscriber. It's odd but you are saying what's on my mind. Very similar lives. Take care.
My real life friends also demonstrated how they didn’t actually care about me so I had to cut them off. It sucks how people grow complacent in their relationships.
I love you so much, you are amazing! I don’t mean it in a cringe way. I am happily married and wish you and your partner well from the UK. Everything you’ve done for the ASMR community is so amazing, you’re the best!! If you ever want to chat about your current situation to a complete stranger hit me up.
Thank you so much for leaving such a nice comment, I don't ever think I've received so much support before I started down this path with making asmr content and I hope you feel appreciated by me as well. I always try to read and reply my comments whenever I have time to do that, so you can always write if you want to share anything yourself as well ☺️
Your heart is so full of kindness, but your work environment is not kind. I'm glad you're standing up for yourself and telling your coworkers no. Frankly, when a beautiful woman stands up for herself it's inspiring!! Some of your other coworkers probably feel bullied too. Maybe they'll see you and feel inspired to stand up for themselves. I think you have huge potential to inspire people around you!
Sometimes friends grow apart. But after a few years they find each other again. Maybe in a few months, or a few years, your friends will realize how special you and they'll miss you. Life has an interesting way of bringing people back to you
Oh also! Erudwen you don't need to lose weight - you're perfect. And don't tell anyone what your job is imo. Hackers wanna know all that kind of stuff. Can't wait to buy you a coffee!! Ok bye!
Thank you for your kindness, I haven't been able to leave a reply until now but Ive reflected a lot on your comments! I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of it, thank you once again ☺️
Best wishes! Love your videos!
I've found that the least toxic jobs are the ones where everyone is super professional and efficient at their job. Because there's no bullshit, everyone's just working. Unfortunately, these jobs can also be the ones where you experience burnout because you feel compelled to also work as hard.
Here's to your subs increasing and you finding a more stress-free way to earn a living. In the meantime, I suggest following the advice in How To Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie. Give everyone else their flowers, accept credit for nothing, and keep getting the paycheck because that's all that matters in the end.
thanks for this!
Thank you as well ☺️
Hello Erudwen, thank you for the video.
And thank you for watching ☺️
I really hope you can find a better job with nicer people, and that this will slso help you with your help. Also i really like your videos and hope you can make many more more for us.
Thank you, making asmr content is bringing so much positive energy in my life that I have a hard time even thinking about quitting! ☺️
Stay strong =).
Thank you so much for your generosity, I really appreciate it ❤️ I hope you stay strong as well, and that you have a wonderful week! 🥰
Please see a doctor if you have any health problems. I have had health issues since childhood and it doesn't get better with age. Waking up at night because you can't breathe due to asthma is not cool^^.
Maybe you should also give your friends another chance, or at least listen to why they didn't answer. Otherwise you might regret your decision when your older. Partner and family are great, but sometimes you need good friends to talk to.
Thank you for both your kind words and your generosity, it is very appreciated ☺️ Im meeting with a doctor this coming week to sort everything out! Yes I do hope they get back in contact after a while again, we will see what happens ☺️
How do you not have 500K followers already
Lets hope to get 10k one day ☺️🤞🏻
Ha! You're easily one to two weeks away from 10K, don't sweat it. Just keep up the quality content and the algorithm will take care of you
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You are so sweet, so relaxing 🧡If you are curious, I also make ASMR videos 🥰
Heja dig ❣️ Kram!
Kram på dig med ❤️
Well hopefully your boyfriend is good to you cause from what it sounds like, you don't need more negative toxicity in your life. I'll be praying for you 🙏🤙❤️
Thank you for your kindness ❤️
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