I’ve had 3 surgeries and 1 procedure where I had to go under anesthesia. It is scary at first, but modern medicine is very good! You will be awesome and much better afterwards. Good luck!!
Cute, but getting your nails done doesn't exactly count. I've had tendon reconstruction surgery (which required two operations), had a kidney removed, As you have pointed out - modem medical care is leagues above what it used to be, and you are going to be fine, I know it is scary, but have faith. I remember the first time I was administrated the with general anesthetic.. and as my consciousness faded I thought "I may never wake again" and I was scared too.
I really admire how you are tackling all these massive improvements. I imagine I would be really daunted by all this, but it seems like you’re taking it all in stride. Amazing and inspiring!
Your home is coming along nicely. You seem empowered in my eyes. I couldn't do what you do after work. You are strong, I hope you give yourself credit 💪💪
So far it's been rather inexpensive! I just had some contractors that put in my flooring for a bit under 1500 dollars which wasn't too bad. The rest of the stuff I am doing on my own for now! I might have put down around 2500-3000 dollars on renovations so far in total 😊
Good work on the renovations, must be satisfying to get rid of all the old stuff. I’m the complete opposite to you in regard to hospitals. If a doctor said I needed a surgery, I’d be like “sign me up”.
Hearing u talk about Dr and hospital, I feel the same. I got something going on in my heart most likely. It goes into afib and bp is all over. I'm not old but I can't do stuff I could do before. I usually try to let my body fight it out but it's not working now. I try not to think about it but it effects me every day now. Thanks for just talking about it. Makes me feel less alone.
I try to think that the "worst" thing a doctor can tell you that everything is fine.. and then just trying to cope with feeling like a moron afterwards 😅! I was on and off with cancelling my doctor's appointment thinking everything was fine.. but it actually felt uplifting knowing that there was something wrong needed to get corrected. Try to be kind to yourself, listen to your body and not always your brain! ❤️ You're not alone and I hope you get your health in balance ☺️
As someone that was very much in the same boat of "I never go to the doctor until I'm nearly dead", I've since had a few surgeries and it's really nothing. I was super worried beforehand too not knowing what the anesthesia feelings would be and now I just have to kind of laugh at myself for putting things off. I had major back surgery a few years ago and had never been under before. I was worried about going to sleep and waking up not being able to walk or something. In reality when I got into the OR we talked for a bit about what was about to happen, they told me when the drugs would start, you see it go into your arm, you start feeling warm/tingly/high feeling and get tired and literally the next thing I felt was myself talking to the nurses in the recovery room wondering when it was all going to start, and it was already over. :)
I had a severe phobia of doctors and needles. I didn’t get blood drawn until I was 28. I’m 30 now and I have been through all of it. Got diagnosed with diabetes so I get blood drawn all the time, prick my own finger, give myself shots. I got my wisdom teeth out with full anesthesia just had a colonoscopy with anesthesia. Honestly anesthesia makes me nervous but getting to time travel through the procedure is pretty cool. Anyway I totally get the fear of doctors but you can do it. One thing that helped me was practicing with the scary part at home (like pretending to draw blood to think through the scenario $
Wow, that's a lot of work done for a single person, if you get one or two employees you could start a renovation service. :D Good luck with delaying the surgery for a year, im sure it will be alright. 🙏
It's great you're doing wonderfully. Really. You deserve to be happy. Don't stress about your surgery. Everything will turn out alright, you'll see.This year unfortunately has been a extremely tough shakeup, for me. I may likely have cancer. I need several surgeries, or else. I can't afford any of that. Became suicidal. Had 4 major, near tragic incidents. Each day is just, misery. Dragging. Myself outta bed, thinking, this is not living.🤕
I apologize for taking so long to reply to your comment, how are you doing at the moment? I hope and wish that it isn't any type of untreatable cancer, have you tried opening up a go-fund-me or contacting a local church for support? ❤️ You are worthy a life of peace and happiness even in your darkest hours.. please don't give up ❤️
The renovation looks like it is coming along very well! Fantastic you have done so much by yourself. I have been collecting Warhammer for years and have a ton of old codex and supplements. Are there any you are particularly keen on collecting?
Ahh so happy to read your comment, thank you!! It really doesn't feel like I'm making any progress so its nice to hear it appears the other way around 😅 Trying to find some older editions of the Orks codex to make a video with 🤓
I commented on your first video and suggested using drywall pieces instead of trying to fix old wall's holes.. At least if you plan to use paint it will be pain to get it look good.
Hey and sorry for not replying earlier! Been so tired this last week after work, been watching your video almost every night before falling asleep, its amazing thank you for helping me with your content ❤️ Is there any way to keep in contact with you, maybe if its just here over TH-cam comments? Sad to hear that you are quitting/taking a hiatus from your channel but I totally understand.. sometimes life comes in between ❤️ Going to see if I can figure out how to share a video on my community tab! Hope you're doing well ☺️
She is, or at least was. She went through a horrific breakup and moved back home. She is fairly certain she doesn't want to be with anyone for the rest of her life. Pretty rough stuff.
@iamlegendary - I've seen you post comments of the same nature on her other videos. It makes you sound very desperate and comes off as intimidating. Im going to save you a lot of time by saying this: She's not going to date you. Lose the obsession. Focus on developing yourself and your own channel.
That is just a crazy amount of work to put into the apartment. Good luck with it all!
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I’ve had 3 surgeries and 1 procedure where I had to go under anesthesia. It is scary at first, but modern medicine is very good! You will be awesome and much better afterwards. Good luck!!
Glad to hear that you got great care from your surgeons! And thank you for your encouraging words ☺️
Cute, but getting your nails done doesn't exactly count. I've had tendon reconstruction surgery (which required two operations), had a kidney removed, As you have pointed out - modem medical care is leagues above what it used to be, and you are going to be fine, I know it is scary, but have faith. I remember the first time I was administrated the with general anesthetic.. and as my consciousness faded I thought "I may never wake again" and I was scared too.
I really admire how you are tackling all these massive improvements. I imagine I would be really daunted by all this, but it seems like you’re taking it all in stride. Amazing and inspiring!
Thank you ❤️
Best of luck with all your hard work !
Thank you so very much for your generosity and kindness ❤️
Nice job with the renovations, your videos are incredible and so enjoyable to listen to.
Complete renovation, Erudwen. Going to look fabulous. Glad you’re getting your health problems sorted.
Thank you ❤️
Your home is coming along nicely. You seem empowered in my eyes. I couldn't do what you do after work. You are strong, I hope you give yourself credit 💪💪
Thank you so very much for your uplifting words ❤️
@ErudwenASMR you are very welcome👉👈
Healing vibes and positive energy to you!
This is my favourite type of video from you! Whispered and rambling ❤
Nice apartment and thank you for the whispers ❤❤
The whispers! Absolutely amazing ❤❤❤
You are the best out when it comes to whispers 🎉 stay positive we love ya!
Good luck for the renovation, and thank you for the video :)
Thank you for sharing 😊
Excellent progress!!
I can't wait to see the before/after comparison😁also the white noise did not bother me too much
It's starting to come along nicely! My new flooring is soon completely done and it feels already like a new apartment 🥰
Good luck with the surgery. You will be ok.
Thank you ❤️
Well, white noise help me sleep so for me its a plus 😂
I love renovations...but I hate paying for renovations! Even so...in the end, you'll love it!
So far it's been rather inexpensive! I just had some contractors that put in my flooring for a bit under 1500 dollars which wasn't too bad. The rest of the stuff I am doing on my own for now! I might have put down around 2500-3000 dollars on renovations so far in total 😊
Good work on the renovations, must be satisfying to get rid of all the old stuff.
I’m the complete opposite to you in regard to hospitals. If a doctor said I needed a surgery, I’d be like “sign me up”.
Hearing u talk about Dr and hospital, I feel the same. I got something going on in my heart most likely. It goes into afib and bp is all over. I'm not old but I can't do stuff I could do before. I usually try to let my body fight it out but it's not working now. I try not to think about it but it effects me every day now. Thanks for just talking about it. Makes me feel less alone.
I try to think that the "worst" thing a doctor can tell you that everything is fine.. and then just trying to cope with feeling like a moron afterwards 😅! I was on and off with cancelling my doctor's appointment thinking everything was fine.. but it actually felt uplifting knowing that there was something wrong needed to get corrected. Try to be kind to yourself, listen to your body and not always your brain! ❤️ You're not alone and I hope you get your health in balance ☺️
As someone that was very much in the same boat of "I never go to the doctor until I'm nearly dead", I've since had a few surgeries and it's really nothing. I was super worried beforehand too not knowing what the anesthesia feelings would be and now I just have to kind of laugh at myself for putting things off. I had major back surgery a few years ago and had never been under before. I was worried about going to sleep and waking up not being able to walk or something. In reality when I got into the OR we talked for a bit about what was about to happen, they told me when the drugs would start, you see it go into your arm, you start feeling warm/tingly/high feeling and get tired and literally the next thing I felt was myself talking to the nurses in the recovery room wondering when it was all going to start, and it was already over. :)
I will pray for you. May God watch over you and may your surgery be successful.
Thank you ❤️
Love love love the whispers
I know you will have a beautiful home when you are finished :)
I had a severe phobia of doctors and needles. I didn’t get blood drawn until I was 28. I’m 30 now and I have been through all of it. Got diagnosed with diabetes so I get blood drawn all the time, prick my own finger, give myself shots. I got my wisdom teeth out with full anesthesia just had a colonoscopy with anesthesia. Honestly anesthesia makes me nervous but getting to time travel through the procedure is pretty cool. Anyway I totally get the fear of doctors but you can do it. One thing that helped me was practicing with the scary part at home (like pretending to draw blood to think through the scenario $
I’ll send my prayers for you my friend!Hugs 🤗 sincerely Sakutaro😔👉💝I wish you a speedy recovery! 🌹
Wow, that's a lot of work done for a single person, if you get one or two employees you could start a renovation service. :D Good luck with delaying the surgery for a year, im sure it will be alright. 🙏
Thank you for your kind words! I am already dreading that one day in the far future where I buy a house/cabin that needs to get renovated as well 💀😂
It's great you're doing wonderfully. Really. You deserve to be happy. Don't stress about your surgery. Everything will turn out alright, you'll see.This year unfortunately has been a extremely tough shakeup, for me. I may likely have cancer. I need several surgeries, or else. I can't afford any of that. Became suicidal. Had 4 major, near tragic incidents. Each day is just, misery. Dragging. Myself outta bed, thinking, this is not living.🤕
I apologize for taking so long to reply to your comment, how are you doing at the moment? I hope and wish that it isn't any type of untreatable cancer, have you tried opening up a go-fund-me or contacting a local church for support? ❤️ You are worthy a life of peace and happiness even in your darkest hours.. please don't give up ❤️
@ErudwenASMR would it be alright to ask for a possible small favor?
The renovation looks like it is coming along very well! Fantastic you have done so much by yourself. I have been collecting Warhammer for years and have a ton of old codex and supplements. Are there any you are particularly keen on collecting?
Ahh so happy to read your comment, thank you!! It really doesn't feel like I'm making any progress so its nice to hear it appears the other way around 😅 Trying to find some older editions of the Orks codex to make a video with 🤓
I'm so curious to know what the surgery is about !!
Hoppas verkligen du är okej❤️🩹
Tack så jättemycket för din omtanke ❤️!
Yay, amazing whispers
I commented on your first video and suggested using drywall pieces instead of trying to fix old wall's holes.. At least if you plan to use paint it will be pain to get it look good.
saves a lot of time and effort when used in these old properties
Thank you for all your work for us 😊Youre doing a great job!i really appreciate you and i think we'd be great friends 😅 take care ✨
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I wish you well on your surgery 🙏
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Cute 🥴♥️
The clinic.
Första!
Dear Erudwen, did I mention that I love your life updates?
Hey and sorry for not replying earlier! Been so tired this last week after work, been watching your video almost every night before falling asleep, its amazing thank you for helping me with your content ❤️ Is there any way to keep in contact with you, maybe if its just here over TH-cam comments? Sad to hear that you are quitting/taking a hiatus from your channel but I totally understand.. sometimes life comes in between ❤️ Going to see if I can figure out how to share a video on my community tab! Hope you're doing well ☺️
A shame it was whispered, but glad to see the renovations coming along nicely, good luck with everything!
Hej snygging:)
Hej hoppas allt är bra ☺️!
@ErudwenASMR jodå! Hoppas du har de bra och att renoveringen har gått bra!:))
You single
She is, or at least was. She went through a horrific breakup and moved back home. She is fairly certain she doesn't want to be with anyone for the rest of her life. Pretty rough stuff.
@iamlegendary -
I've seen you post comments of the same nature on her other videos. It makes you sound very desperate and comes off as intimidating.
Im going to save you a lot of time by saying this: She's not going to date you.
Lose the obsession.
Focus on developing yourself and your own channel.