I don't understand why I have to be this way. I can't say I disagree with any of this, but I find myself in constant tears wanting to know why. I've never seen any point to being angry with God, but I would like to understand what is the point. I don't know anymore. I'm exhausted and just holding tight to the hope that when I get release, I will maybe be allowed to understand then. Until then, I guess I just try to keep my chin up more than not and do what I do, despite this world seeming to not value it at all. I can see what it means to the individuals, so I take my kicks and remember that no good deed goes unpunished. I'm just so very tired and starting to feel empty in a way that is new. I don't mean to be selfish, but it would be nice if one day I can be seen in return. I don't mean in a recognition way, but more in the way I do for others. Sorry, I'm babbling now. i do hope any of that made some sense. Very blue this evening.
Brilliant Trevor, and as always right on the timing button for me. I went through my dark night 4 years ago but just recently I have felt that I am back in it now you have just explained it perfectly. Keep up the great work. You are also totally right about the outside world, but now it is more obvious than ever to the masses. Big changes coming
Amazing, thank you, Trevor. I've just realised that my DNOTS started 7 years ago, and YES, I've spent some time running away instead of towards the source. I am trying to embrace the changes and surrender. I think the universe is guiding me through, but occasionally, I don't listen! I think my ego dissolved last week and now I feel even more afraid because I am alone. What a strange process this all is 😅 thanks again 😊
thank you... I really needed to hear your words. I believe my entire life has lead up to my dark night of the soul, and I won't let it take me to death. I have to find a way to understand and make peace with myself.
After 3 hard hard years of dark night and ego death I thought I was done this summer, getting to a bit of diluted joy. Now, back into darkness, losses, frustration and discouragement since focusing again on paying bills and reclaiming my health. Fears definitely took over. I hang on to those moments of pure bliss and peace and union I have experienced like a raft. They feel like the real thing, life as it truly is, and I crave them. Every night are vivid dreams and wake-ups to memories of past events, questions in my head, choices to make, action to be taken right (like forgiveness). The process itself is welcome, as I have glimpsed the other side, but I need reassurance, that I am not abandoned or all alone, and that I can make it. I'm strong and I'm dedicated, but I am sooo tired at times.
Love it!😃💝. Hi Trevor. Where have you been all this time? I subscribed to your channel some years ago and somehow the notifications didn’t come through. Your videos found me again and still resonate strongly! Going through another episode with strong physical messages of discomfort here, so the pressure cooker seems to be saying there is more and more to release. Feels like partial armour wanting to leave and my human self trying to retain (fears). Worked through the other episodes of this, so it will pass/go through also.🤷🏼♀️ It this feels like a biggie. Old stuff stirring and bubbling up to be released. Glad I found you again. Much love from Switzerland🙏🏻💫
I keep hearing this when people say, where have you been! I think for some reason you tube has put me on the back burner some how and people are not being informed of my uploads. As you can see I have put up quite a few. disappointing really because people need my info I believe. T
I felt i was just coming out of my Dark night of the soul- then Covid happened..and all my unprocessed stuff and old unresolved patterns ,family issues were laid before me again...and i got so lost with all of that, i lost my purpose again... I felt like i almost got to the top of mountain only to end up right back at the start again...and actually i was going up ut the wring way tbh...thank you for sharing this..funnily enough ive only found your channel again after many years..🙏✨☄️and it's just what i needed to hear.thank you.🙏🍀✨
You know your Facebook page is very intimidating the first few posts I would consider ridding them. I tag you in posts for other people that are going through what I went through you helped me through. The war posts scevarios are the first few posts on your Teaching BeMeism it isn’t til the 4th or 5th posts that your messages begin
I've often wondered this myself from different periods of our lives. Not often a question asked or answered ⁉️ thank you for this trevor. I assume its unresolved trauma thats resurfacing that needed more healing
Don’t run away from God . I love my transformation thanks to your videos I listened to in 2017 been following you since.
Healers definitely are the the most important people on the planet! Thank you for the work you did with me, Trevor. Indebted.
I don't understand why I have to be this way. I can't say I disagree with any of this, but I find myself in constant tears wanting to know why. I've never seen any point to being angry with God, but I would like to understand what is the point. I don't know anymore. I'm exhausted and just holding tight to the hope that when I get release, I will maybe be allowed to understand then. Until then, I guess I just try to keep my chin up more than not and do what I do, despite this world seeming to not value it at all. I can see what it means to the individuals, so I take my kicks and remember that no good deed goes unpunished. I'm just so very tired and starting to feel empty in a way that is new. I don't mean to be selfish, but it would be nice if one day I can be seen in return. I don't mean in a recognition way, but more in the way I do for others. Sorry, I'm babbling now. i do hope any of that made some sense. Very blue this evening.
I totally understand what you’re saying ❤️
Brilliant Trevor, and as always right on the timing button for me. I went through my dark night 4 years ago but just recently I have felt that I am back in it now you have just explained it perfectly. Keep up the great work. You are also totally right about the outside world, but now it is more obvious than ever to the masses. Big changes coming
Thank you for these videos, they are so tremendously helpful and inspiring. Exactly the words that I needed to hear right now
Amazing, thank you, Trevor. I've just realised that my DNOTS started 7 years ago, and YES, I've spent some time running away instead of towards the source. I am trying to embrace the changes and surrender. I think the universe is guiding me through, but occasionally, I don't listen! I think my ego dissolved last week and now I feel even more afraid because I am alone. What a strange process this all is 😅 thanks again 😊
thank you... I really needed to hear your words. I believe my entire life has lead up to my dark night of the soul, and I won't let it take me to death. I have to find a way to understand and make peace with myself.
Humbled to learn that your dark night lasted 15 years when I have been complaining about the past few weeks.
Awesome .. Thank you Trevor. ❤ Much gratitude.
After 3 hard hard years of dark night and ego death I thought I was done this summer, getting to a bit of diluted joy. Now, back into darkness, losses, frustration and discouragement since focusing again on paying bills and reclaiming my health. Fears definitely took over.
I hang on to those moments of pure bliss and peace and union I have experienced like a raft. They feel like the real thing, life as it truly is, and I crave them. Every night are vivid dreams and wake-ups to memories of past events, questions in my head, choices to make, action to be taken right (like forgiveness). The process itself is welcome, as I have glimpsed the other side, but I need reassurance, that I am not abandoned or all alone, and that I can make it. I'm strong and I'm dedicated, but I am sooo tired at times.
7 years going strong, this past year was the cataclysm
so true. I understand everything you are talking about
I trust Trevor Ilesley genuine good guide here and not sold out person
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So....on point🎯
Trevor Ilesley is such a beautiful man I admire him God bless him
Potent. Although I'd disagree the ancestors know depression more than us!
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Thank you Trevor!!! Sending love and light to you!!
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Love it!😃💝. Hi Trevor. Where have you been all this time? I subscribed to your channel some years ago and somehow the notifications didn’t come through. Your videos found me again and still resonate strongly! Going through another episode with strong physical messages of discomfort here, so the pressure cooker seems to be saying there is more and more to release. Feels like partial armour wanting to leave and my human self trying to retain (fears). Worked through the other episodes of this, so it will pass/go through also.🤷🏼♀️
It this feels like a biggie. Old stuff stirring and bubbling up to be released. Glad I found you again. Much love from Switzerland🙏🏻💫
I keep hearing this when people say, where have you been! I think for some reason you tube has put me on the back burner some how and people are not being informed of my uploads. As you can see I have put up quite a few. disappointing really because people need my info I believe. T
This is so timely for me. Thank you Trevor.💖💕
I am beginning to understand not to take anything so personal anymore and embrace the ride of my transformation.
I felt i was just coming out of my Dark night of the soul- then Covid happened..and all my unprocessed stuff and old unresolved patterns ,family issues were laid before me again...and i got so lost with all of that, i lost my purpose again... I felt like i almost got to the top of mountain only to end up right back at the start again...and actually i was going up ut the wring way tbh...thank you for sharing this..funnily enough ive only found your channel again after many years..🙏✨☄️and it's just what i needed to hear.thank you.🙏🍀✨
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You know your Facebook page is very intimidating the first few posts I would consider ridding them. I tag you in posts for other people that are going through what I went through you helped me through. The war posts scevarios are the first few posts on your Teaching BeMeism it isn’t til the 4th or 5th posts that your messages begin
It got hacked and Facebook won’t let me back in
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I've often wondered this myself from different periods of our lives. Not often a question asked or answered ⁉️ thank you for this trevor. I assume its unresolved trauma thats resurfacing that needed more healing
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Hello my beautiful Albert, not famous yet.
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