I didnt know there were other people like me...ive felt so alone for so long and i still do. Edit: thank you, all of you i did not expect the love in the comments
There was a long legal battle over racial discrimination and my employer was forced to promote me and give me back pay for an entire year. Eventually fighting it was a waste of my time, so I let it go.
i thought the dark night of the soul happens only one time, now i realized every time after a big growth, it would hit again for you to face deeper issues, and release deeper negative energies
I after being in various states of volcanic anger, bottomless depression, and fathomless emptiness( sometimes all at once, ha ha), realized .I had to take these energies and convert them into compassion and love for all living things and the universe. This realization was not easy to implement, but I for example couldn’t just give up and end my life. Part of this “Dark Night of the Soul” thing is that you also realize your own tremendous flaws and selfishness, and now you must climb the ladders of spiritual royalty, and help humanity and whatever enormous negative energies exist, to rise higher. I still myself get outbreaks of extreme mental states as I listed sometimes, but more and more I meditate or visualize turning these negatives into a higher state for all. Don’t think I think I am better than anyone else, I’ts just that my phase now is to heal myself while healing( however small) everything else.
I remember I was walking through london's subway with my parents. I saw a man lying there who froze to death over night. My heart sank and time slowed down. I needed to do something. People were walking by like he didn't exist. I looked up to my parents and asked them if we could call the police and I'll never forget what they said next. " just keep walking." 💔I think about this all the time. How can people be so cruel. I felt like the only one in the world who cared. I felt so broken for that man and still do.
You have a golden heart ❤️ most ppl are desensitized. Sorry that that might’ve shaken you up to see that. I think it’s cool though that it resonated with you like that.
Look at it like this.... He was a soul that nobody was gonna miss but the universe assinged you to mourn him. Its a blessing and a curse. I have a collection of them.
Depression, frustration and loneliness. I’ve been going through all of those things and yesterday I was feeling really low. This morning I woke up feeling frustrated but I made myself get up, shower and wear something other than sweats and tee. After that I decided to go for a long drive because it’s something I enjoy. I let myself cry and sob because I had been holding those emotions in these last couple of days and after I released them I noticed the beautiful weather. Then I noticed the green grass on the hills, how the sun makes long shadows when it’s behind them and I saw yellow/oranges leaves hanging from trees. Everything will be okay, feel the emotions and release them. This is all part of the process.
Hello my friend I hope this message finds you well. My name is Henry Crall I am 36 years old. I recently came across a video about reality being a hologram. I am convinced that is true. My reality is quite literally falling apart. Everything is a constant coincidence. I wrote a few years back that I felt like something had happened and I was in the wrong timeline or universe. Lately it feels like that’s more likely than not. I feel like I’m shifting between reality’s more frequently as time passes. The number 13 comes up so often it has become annoying. I can trace back to where I think It began. Since the summer we had the big eclipse in 2017 my life has turned into a cosmic calamity. I have had many different theories On what it could be that’s happening to me. Witchcraft and magic, Aliens, energy vampires, Government mind control, spiritual ascension,The Mandela effect among others. From my perception it has actually been each one depending on The day or moment. Everywhere I go everyone seems to know me. Some take pictures. Everything seems scripted and fake. I feel like a test animal. I seem to think about things I want or need and fkn poof I find it on the ground or someone gives it to me a short time later. Things seem to manifest faster and faster. Within the last few months things have gotten even more strange. I go places and as I’m on my way I see other places that I recognize Some from hundreds of miles away. At Other times I Can swear I Just drove threw an area already but there I am again. My intuition seems to on steroids. License plates seem to spell out messages on the highway. Street signs change. Peoples faces change. I seem to have a strong psychic connection with animals, dogs in particular. The people in my life change. Like different versions of themselves from One encounter to another. I need help. I’m not sure Anyone can but I have to keep trying. I do know one thing for certain. I don’t want to be this anymore. I have seen and experienced so many things that only belong in books or movies. Things I used to believe were not real. Now I’m not sure anything you can imagine is not real in one version of reality or another. What does one do to save himself from what nobody will believe. I am alone. I have lost everyone and everything so many times in the last 3 years. I do not want to be this anymore. I Feel like I need to get my story out there. Hopefully then someone might have answers or advice. Maybe this is happening to others. I need help. I’ve told this to psychiatrists, therapist and counselors who definitely thought I was crazy but not enough to send to the state hospital. I know I’m not out of my mind just yet but I can certainly see outa every window and the view is terrifying. I do not want to be this anymore. If anyone out there has any suggestions or info please contact me. Be safe and love everyone you can. You never know how much they might need it.
@@henryviii9037 Hello, my name is Michael Anctil. My sincere offer of help and clarity is to reach out to Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is very much alive and desires to be apart of your everyday life. You are not crazy, but your eyes are open. Jesus Christ has changed my life, brought me much clarity and leads me into all truth. You were created by God with a devine purpose that only you can fulfill and complete. Jesus Christ will help with your path, the choice is yours....you are not a proframmed robot but have incredible free will.
Henry Crall Henry thank you for reaching out and most of all speaking up and coming forward. You have absolutely no idea and are not going to believe that I myself has gone and still till this very moment going through what you just explained and stated. Look I’m 40 years old. I feel like I’m 25 and also people say that I look in my mis 20s as well. My entire life has been one big let down in terms of what I imagined my life to become. I have had paranormal and catastrophic events past life regressions etc you name it I probably experienced it. The moment I found out that one day I was going to leave this earth it changed me forever. If it wasn’t for my physic super intuitive grandmother calming my nerves with her blessings and healing powers I probably would of stayed in fear my entire life. So I made a promise to God that I would never hurt another person never take my life for granted never hate etc. I told him all I want to do is love. I also promised that I won’t ever waist a day by not learning something new everyday to be better than I was yesterday. And you know what that six year old scared And lost Little boy kept his promise. Could you imagine all the synchronicities all the magnetisms all the Electrical energy I had inherited. I mean wow. I have learned to be all kinds of things all sorts of skills trades arts a athletic abilities talents etc I mean the list goes on. But here’s the kicker. From all the thousands of friends family Ex girlfriends Acquaintances relatives by passers fans groupies biz partners etc not one of them ever took me seriously or believed in me. Instead they took ad a rage of my kind hearted humble nature used me to their benefit played me to suck as much energy From my soul so I can become one of them. A failure. As the years went by more and more I realized that people are not like me. They don’t feel like me don’t think like me and won’t ever like me unless they are only around to steal some of my abundant amount of energy. I I too wanted to give up on my life. And I mean several times. No matter how hard I tried no matter how much love effort blood sweat and tears I have myself up to they wouldn’t think twice to abounded me or find someone evil Manner to cut me loose and watch me suffer. Listen Henry. You are feeling and seeing all these overwhelming synchronizes And coincidences at an alarming consistent rate is is because the universe is trying to get your attention. Whenever things go good it’s because you are on the right path and purpose. And the same goes for when things go bad. It seems to me that you want to quit or find some comfort and tranquility away from this life you are experiencing. But it’s all a test. You have been chosen to become awaken and need to become your own light and ultimately illuminated with Devine righteousness. You need to quote that inner voice and learn how to go with the flow. The flow of your chakra systems. Go with the tide not swim against it. Be like water. Become the water. And then you will see that this state of awakening is a beautiful thing. But. Life is not one sided. You need the dark for the light to shine. It’s the law of the universe. Here there up down left right now then etc life will not be a full emotional And physical experience Without a balance. Manage your balance. Find your center. If you happen to go off course and that you will. Just remember to meet yourself in the middle of your world before the clock Strikes midnight. Positive attitude builds personal character. Remember it’s not what happens to you it’s how you react to it is what makes the difference. You are feeling lost because you are too busy in the minds of other. Don’t mind them. Balance. Center. I am. You’re not crazy. Smart people sound like crazy people to stupid people. (Albert Einstein.) And truly no one can be 100% certain if anything that is out of our ability to confirm to compare and comprehended it being factual like the holographic universe. It’s not your responsibility to find out anyway. You focus on you. Your answers will come up. Just remember all the advice I gave and you will be headed on the right path surely. I am not saying or can guarantee total bliss and heaven on earth for you Henry. The questions that seem to have no answer simply means it’s not relevant to your life’s mission or purpose so move on. It’s that simple. God Bless. You are whatever is whatever was and whatever will Forever always be. God bless.
you need to know that anxiety is a kind of psych made by an entity injected to your mind, you need to realize that, know what is real, what you are now and thats just only inside your head.. by the end of the day once you already know that, youll just feel pity to that entity what a loser he/she/it is.
I hope so man. I’ve grasped it a few times in my life but it always fades away until I am drifting and trapped again. Each time I’m more aware that I’m not aligned and I wonder if I’ll ever reach peace and understanding within myself consistently so I can be of better use to the world and those around me as a beacon of light. I trust it will all make sense and that this is simply part of the process
That's right girl! Fear, anxiety, guilt or shame, these are all opposite of love, trust in our Father or faith! He never gave us a cowardly spirit but one of courage! HalleluYah
I feel like I was born into the wrong planet. Ever since I was a child I’ve seen through all the illusions of society, all the unneccecary suffering and my way of thinking and perception of reality is so very different from all my friends and family. It feels very good to know there are others like me💙
When the quarantine started I found myself stuck in time. I saw things nobody could and my view of life had completely changed. I thought I was going crazy, suicide crossed my mind a few times. I was crying every day, because I saw everything with new lenses. I thought many things were wrong with me, and so did my doctors. Eventually I got institutionalized and got diagnosed with depression. My “problem” wasn’t cured yet and I felt as if nobody understood me. Clearly everyone wanted to convince me I was crazy because my ideas seemed irrational. I had thoughts like “what’s the point of life” “why are we here?” Etc. to the point they became obsessive. Now two months later I can finally realize I was awakened and am in a better place than I used to be. I wish I could have seen this video back then, but then again everything happens for a reason so I watched it at the right time. Thanks for this.
The only reason I don't end my life is because it's not mine to end. Besides God may use me or maybe is using me in my suffering. I find when I get humble and cry to God I do get peace. Let it go.
A veil has been lifted, and I’ve just realized even the one I hide behind has been gone and it is hard to really connect with the truth we enjoyed keeping away.
@@Advanced1234 we are allowing ourselves to be controlled by these dark forces, it all depends how we look at it. Things don't happen for a reason, this falls under the law of cause&effect, I can choose to learn from it, or let the effects control me. It is only out of darkness that the light is created.... these dark forces are doing their job, it is up to us to find out who we are and why we are here. The truth wants to be known, only we are the enemy of enlightenment, ie duality, good vs bad, all is a distraction to keep us from looking inward.... as I have come to understand...
Also try searching for videos under these names: Eckhart Tolle Allan Watts Wayne Dyer Neal Donald Walsch Sadhguru Osho Teal Swan I hope you find your inner peace✌️
I don’t want to know how the world would be without people like us! The people need us, or need to hear another side of the story, even if they don’t want to. Keep telling your view of the world and talk about it even when people don’t want to listen because they hear it anyway. Plant the seeds in their minds, when they come to a realization later in life they will think about you! And when they awakened some more they will understand what you said and how you must have felt at that time, and still took the effort to tell your ‘unwanted’ thruth and help others. You probably won’t get any confirmation from them, but the change in their world view and the effects that they will have on the people around them, that is what it’s all about. And give it some time, there will be others who come to realize what you have said and that you only tried to help, who come back in your live and build a deeper connection with you. I’m sorry for my English, I wish you all the best! (And stay free of fear, there is no virus)
I was born old and now am ancient. For many years I’ve felt exiled in a strange world trying to find my place in it. I can barely exist in it, with no one to have a meaningful chat. Everything and everyone seems so shallow. What appears so obvious to me is amazing and even alien to others. Thank you for this video, I felt better knowing I am not the alien.
Exactly.....I went thru years of darkness's ... attachments Now I am Awakening and finding that Peace that's the prize on Earth Peace Humility compassion and Joy .... I want to walk a path of Wonder mixed with love
I'm home finally I couldn't put it in words before. I know nothing about spiritual awakening but whatever is in this video and much of the comment section not wholly is me
@@ViceRoze Same difference though! 'cause that's all most think it is! Perception being everything... and that is where most are stuck! therefore unable to see or connect the dots of very much very well!
Beautiful. Just beautiful. My mother always said, "don't worry, everything will turn out alright, you'll see." She was right. She is with God forever now.
If it doesn't resonate I recommend moving on... I personally realized he had a lot of projections.... There is nothing wrong with that, I just didn't find it helpful, and I was high so it took me 10 minutes to realize...… anyway enjoy your night =^w^= P.S. Incase the author of this video ever see's(praying he does). I wanted to point out, this content is most definitely healing and comforting for any of those who would have seen it and could in-fact relate, so don't take my criticism too hard please
I feel you ! I am here with you !! Were finding out that actually were always alone and always will be alone sounds very negative in the beginning but when seen and accepted it can feel very comforting and pleasurable take care madame
Lately i've been waking up at 3 am and find myself crying for no reason at all..and then i found this video just in time. It helped me to realize what i am going through right now. I AM "WAKING UP". Thank you for sharing this very timely message for me.
I haven’t slept past 3 am in over 5 months! I have been an hour and half early to work most days for the past 5 months! It’s pushed back to 1:30 the past three nights. Hanging by a thread. Hang in there.... it’s Defo better knowing I’m not alone.
I just asked a question out if fustration don’t ask I talk to myself as therapy and this video popped up I guess I been experiencing spiritual awakening without knowing knowing the cruel truths and the beautiful lies being faded away for me hurts so much for the 1st time but I am numb to it now
When my awakening began I was completely devastated and immediately regretted taking myself down this path. I felt like nothing mattered anymore. I lost interest in all the things that used to bring me joy. And I wanted to go back. But the reason I felt that was because I was still heavily identified with my ego. That’s what’s happening when you experience the dread after beginning to awaken. I thought I was in “ dark night of the soul “ . Then I heard someone describe it as “ dark night of the EGO” and BOOM I realized it was an ego death and I was still identifying with my ego therefore it felt horrible and lonely . If you shift that perspective and realize it is not YOU who is feeling all of that loss.. it’s your ego and that is not you. You are losing your identification. Let it go. Bye bye ego. You are beyond that. When you are in that despair you are so close to freedom. Step outside of the one with the pain. Once you do you will not be concerned at all about loneliness or about having people around you understanding anything. You will just be here watching and experiencing and loving everything. 🙏🏻♥️
@@Oliverthehound hi Kate, just refering to how many people feel overwhelmed with the sensation of helplessness with so much suffering in the world. I was meaning if everyone helped even just one the world would be a better place. Many of us have families, jobs, responsibilities and very limited time to do much else. Cheers
A feeling of being “alone” and the deep “darkness” is nothing more than old childhood energies that are coming to pass. NOTHING is happening now. You are safe! This is a beneficial step in the awakening and saving your inner child. Everyone that has aweaken goes through this and yes, it is UNCOMFORTABLE as hell (specially in the beginning when the mental body is still strong and tells you that something is “wrong” and that you must escape this since you have built these guards to be safe as a child.) Consistency, patience and a lot of self-compassion is the key. The way out is through a shitload of grief, anger and fear! When you are out, you will laugh how it all was just a memory. Stay committed to “save”’ yourself and you will wake up to a world that is a more and more safe. Nothing has ever been wrong. It’s all an illusion, but sure, it takes a couple of years of processing fear/anger/grief to come to that experience. It’s not easy but it’s worth every breath of it!🔥❤️🙏🏻
God I'm so tired of feeling this way, it's been almost 2 years of dark night of the soul. I didn't realize how messed up I really was/am before my awakening.
I’m sorry, but it has to happen. All of that stuff has to be processed/cleared/transmuted/healed. You can do it! You’re not alone! If you’re looking into this content and these themes, you must believe that all of this isn’t arbitrary. We will (or at least have too) wear ourselves out sometimes before we can face what we need too and believe that we aren’t better than the dirty work. Steel yourselves! Keep at it.
@@suchetadasgupta5299 I think m just exploring all the emotions right now without having any opinion nothing good nthng bad all is ok just emotions just seeing it
Yess, 2020 is even weirder. At least all the faulty of western society is becoming so clear now, i feel less crazy for thinking and feeling like this for years. I really hope more people are opening there eyes to this, so we can move on as a collective.
@Jaybird 54 Not splitting hairs! I just know what he meant! and some of us, love being alone! Anyway, my little sister, born on the same year I was, who passed already, as well as my grand-daughter, not to mention our Saviour, in spirit and in truth, are all stuck in my heart, with me! :-)
A big reason why the dark night of the soul gets dark is bcuz you are releasing emotions that have been trapped inside of your emotional body. Once you surrender to it and feel these emotions, you shine light on the darkness. The darkness becomes light and more light is brought to your conciousness. It can be a hard road if you suffered from any kind of abuse for a long period of time. But by taking it day by day you are slowly healing and getting better.
Tiger Paint *_You obviously haven’t been through that darkness for a few years... Some people are praying for death to come quick because there is no respite..the despairing feelings of being stuck in HELL for the past few years having become overwhelming... Those people have lost the motivation to live... Surrendering kills the Soul..😭_*
@@LadyNicky007 You need to find your inner strength. Find something that you enjoy doing that releases stress. We can only feel sorry for ourselves for so long until we get back on the horse and do whatever it takes to heal. Take it step by step. Its gonna take time. The more time you spend on healing the better your going to feel. Focus on that for right now. I have been through quite the rollercoaster and the best way to overcome that is by taking the steps that are necessary to heal those parts of you. Stay strong and know that you are loved. Find reasons to be greatful. Find happiness in the small things. Appreciate what you have right now. Stay positive and remember that people love you. Find ways to improve your life. You will get better in time, keep going and keep treading on. There is light at the end of the tunnel 😊
Saint John wrote also about the Dark Night of the Spirit. He said a lot of things that were not just more words. He wrote the Dark Night of the Soul as a poem on what was basically Death Row- as a monk he had taken a stand against religious corruption and was imprisoned awaiting death. His Friends unexpectedly helped him escape and go into hiding where he wrote the book that was based on the poem. I could go on&on but if you are interested, you should look into it and discover more. He himself said that it would all only be words unless God Himself makes it real to you. As for the light at the end of the tunnel, Keep your back to the wall, edge for the light and watch out for trains.
@Robbie Peters stop this type of language...evil are the corporations lobbing states...and they letting them fuq us analy with not even using lubrication❗ fuq that sirian orion playedes pyramid system of old babylon
I'm married, living with the in-laws in a foreign country and I've never felt as alone as I've felt before. Went through dark night of the soul in July 2020 and I sort of changed. Dropped old habits, cultivated new habits but I still feel like no one understands. Sigh, hope I'll get through this. I never thought I'll have thoughts of how a suicidal person feels, but now I know. I hope we make it brothers and sisters. Good vibrations always.
I can relate . You are not alone. We are the millions ,we are just not organise or united yet. Join us, as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light .TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER. Blessings from New Zealand.
I assume what you’re experiencing right now is that you feel afraid. Afraid of opening up about your awakening to them. Because you’re not certain if they will be awakened by you. Don’t be scared. You married the right person and they will soon join your loneliness. You’ll be togehter again.
I been feeling so alone lately to the point I’m trying so hard to go out and meet new people, I just moved to so I literally don’t know anyone 🤣🤣 just been meditating, staying in nature really helped. Appreciate the video though brother.
I completely changed in the opposite direction, I truly don't want to be around anyone, I just want to hide in nature lol. I disconnected from everyone I loved t ol find out they never was a friend back to me like I was to them. Being alone is a beautiful thing sometimes.
I so feel you. I truly do want to move out but I am still young and this covid, ahahahah. Maybe it's for the best, I know in the future, I'll be moving out..
Just hang in there my friend. I had a monk tell me when things are really really bad, make yourself go out around greenery of some kind, any kind. Preferably in nature but even if you live in a city you can always find a park with trees. It really does help. May God bless you.
Good God, I remember the deep deep frustration in the beginning. The deep desire to make others see what I had suddenly seen, and my many failed attempts at this. It was so hard, and eventually I broke down. For the vast majority of people in the world today, they are at a serious disadvantage spiritually, because most the world has little to no spiritual culture at all. Even the motherland of spiritual culture, India, has been greatly influenced and deceived by western materialistic culture. We have no support and guidance in our spiritual awakenings, and it is very difficult to handle it by our lonesome selves. We are easily diverted from the true goal, and we simply enter a new level of illusion, and we become entrapped by thinking of ourselves as awake in this state. Because we are so depraved of spiritual knowledge any small amount of insight feels enormous and profound, and that inflated feeling of the importance of that small insight can cause a polluted eagerness, and a false pride. It may feel like suddenly I understand everything perfectly, but the reality is that what you have understood at that point is a miniscule drop of an infinite ocean. Therefore, dear reader of this comment, my single greatest advise for you is: stay humble. Don't become puffed up with your newfound insight, but keep your mind open to everything that is yet to be discovered. Don't take the Truth as a cheap thing. Stay humble.
Being honest with myself was the first step. Be prepared to deal with your own sins, the ones no one knows about. It's hard as hell but the awakening is amazing.
Embracing the Darkness, the loneliness ⛈🌞🌈 To come into the light. I am attached to nothing, I welcome the experience of what and who is meant for me and this life journey as it's meant to come. It was so hard at first, but now I can finally deeply say and feel, how much I truly don't give a damn anymore! I'll enjoy my relationships for what they are, without forcing without judgement without clinging and without undermining my integrity, truth, and path. I release it all, to embrace it all 🙌🏾 and it feels fantastic. To BE 🤲🏾 Beautiful video Divine Brother. To all my Spiritual Warriors, actualized or in the making, keep going. Keep thriving. Keep your Chalice full, and allow it to spill over ☺ much Kn👁wledge and H🙏🏾ghest Blessings💫 to you 💕
I physically just cried listening to this....this is the first time someone has literally put all my feelings into words...thank you so damn much..👏...there really are others who are feeling this..👏
Thousands upon thousands of us are experiencing this! We are all here, and we are all walking the path, one step at a time, the path of awakening, and we are all alone, and yet we are all together too!😊🧡🤸
I am very privileged to find your channel because I have been feeling lonely and been crying more. I thought I am becoming mentally depressed. I can't be with people who are very negative. I, too, have moved twice to be alone. Listening to this pod cast is making me feel happy knowing now that it is normal, and that, it is happening to all of us who is awakening into spirituality. Thank you!
I feel alone but not lonely. I feel like there is something that I should be doing or something that I need to do but I'm not yet sure of what it is. I often make connections with people but they recognize that my thoughts and feelings are on a much higher plain and are often at a loss for words when I express myself. I just keep trying to learn something new everyday.
Mine started 20 years ago. I learned astrology,numerology & tons of research & found myself. I’m an isolate by preference, too awkward in groups. When you discover your soul purpose, pieces will start to fit & make sense
the answer to this is simply having the wisdom not to know everything and let it all play it's course and forget about the illusion of control -my realization so far
I realized all of a sudden that "I" "the person" was merely a construct of the mind, not a real thing. The "person" vanished and it was total liberation. And the entire Cosmos is unfolding exactly the way it is supposed to be. I think there are A LOT of "awakened" people out there. But being silent, compassionate observers, they go "under the radar". ❤🙏
Yes...as a spiritual being who struggles with depression, it’s often from an overwhelming of repressed emotions over time. We must always remember to share the burden of the world with one another, and not try to “do it all”. One day at a time, we can walk back into the light and joy after the dark night of soul or depression.
But, actually what he's saying is also true, it's called spiritual depression, don't know whether one could name it as Depression, but it looks like that ,there will no motivation to do anything, a loss of vitality, we tend the question the purpose of doing anything.... Then people come to a conclusion that what a human needs is just : 1) Just enough food 2) 6 feet of space to sleep 3) Good Health 4) Peace of mind All other things are luxury if one lives alone or does not have a family
The Patriotic Indian yes, it really seems the ultimate luxury in life for true happiness is attractive people who are also emotionally and spiritually compatible. Without this, life is hard because almost no one is genetically strong enough to just want to amuse himself.
At the beginning depression, loneliness and hopelessness are is so painful! But, in time, you will start to feel better and better. Being alone I started to discover so many interesting things about me. All my life I was an alone person from the first childhood. The fact I was abandoned in a orphanage made me to feel alone , depressive and without hope. I think is a karmic lesson which can help you to identify your really yourself, to find your own way in this life and the next lives. Not being involved all the time in communities which you don't have almost nothing in common is helping you to reconfigure, to built your self much better. In fact loneliness is not quite so bad. After all, being alone, you have time to learn so many things about you, about the deep , still unknown, structure of the world and how wonderful is that. Also, be aware that the Cosmic intelligence and Love will send you at the right moment some else like you which you will share your life. As Joseph Campbell was saying: " When you are waiting, time is with you". Best wishes for all of you from Bucharest, Romania.
Salutări din Iași frate. Prin asemenea stări am trecut și trec și eu. Nu îmi găsesc locul, nu mă mai satisface nimic totul pare că e superficial și fără rost ! Daca vrei putem povesti, schimba informații și învățăminte. Sunt curios ce părere au si alții "treziți" care își pun întrebări și se îndoiesc de tot ce e in jur ai caută adevărul.
I have awakened and found myself alone. I can't find like minded people anywhere. All my relationships have dissolved within the past 7 yr. I try my best to wake up do yoga and meditate. Honestly my physical and childhood healing journey led me to this place.💜🍄💫 Update. I'm working through things and I am incredibly grateful to see the positive comments. The thing we call creator is really something that we do not have words for.
Yes I feel so as you do. The world seems like a wide desert and I cannot find similar people. Our family or so called close friends never understand and will never understand unless they have experienced similar thing like us so maybe we have to get used to.
@@sfk-gns Before I was literally lost, confused and wondering where the good people are in society. I started having lots of prob. W/depression and the entire mental health is all bad. They have gotten everything all wrong. I had to break free and take back my life and be 100% accountable and that was the beginning of a serious awakening. Have faith. We are finding eachother
I went through my spiritual awakening last year and I have to tell you it was hard. I thought I was going through a major depression, but nothing in my life during that time could have been responsible for it. But there’s a magnificent light at the end of the tunnel. Love and light to all watching. ❤️💕
I'm quite new to this whole topic of spiritual awakening. Could you please describe, how a non-awakened person differs from an awakened person? Is the awakening one specific realization that could be put into words?
@@TheEdwardNigma I guess awakening is realizing there is more than being a body and putting petrol in it. Using your mind / focussed thought and your heart/ love. Ànd it is all energy and how one directs it. I can only answer speaking from my own experience. And my anwer will very much be like mumbo jumbo talk that I did not really like a while ago. The fact you are here reading and asking says to me you are trying to get awake or maybe are... It is one realisation I guess, however it is to big of a change for me to comprehend and incorporate in my life in one moment/ action. So realizing it takes me many steps. With ups and downs. I think that being in agreement / alignment with who/ what you are is the key. Then stuff will / would flow without resistance through you. You would be doing it right. It can be Thinking. Feeling. Giving. Receiving. Loving. Living. Everything... This is were I stand. This my best answer for you I can give you now. ❤️🙏✌️
@@mikbites9091 Thank you for that very nice respond. From what I've heard, awakening seems more like a journey of personal growth for the most people. In articles I've read about Spiritual Awakening as one sudden realization (like a universal truth). I've had a few psychedelic experiences and in certain situation that remind me of the experience, it feels like reality is crumbling apart. The scary thing is: It feels real. Almost more real than the reality I've known so far. I'm reading a lot about spirituality and Buddhism since I've had those experiences but still don't know if there's more to those experiences or if it's just a dysfunction of my brain.
Right on time. I'm having unhealthy thoughts of hurting myself. I feel lonely and neglected. Like everyone is out to make me seem like I'm crazy. Mainly my family and coworkers. They're all so good at being conning, manipulative, and comfortable with being evil and unkind. I can't understand it. I feel so alone.😢
Cost of being real ... You are of light . Embrace it . Focus on study of the Bible . You will see clearly the temporary and truth of the world . Love over evil . God is love .
I know exactly how how you feel. But don't let this discourage you. I started my spiritual Awakening 5 years ago. And believe me it has been a long hard dark road. It's still rough but I'm finally seeing a little light . My intuition is getting stronger by the day. I finally gave all my problems go God. His love for us is so great. Just remember many are called but few are choose. You are going through this most dark difficult time in your life because you are chosen. Take one day at a time and just keep your faith. And pray to the most high. Our creator. We're going to be okay.
So now the collective is experiencing its own Dark Night of the Soul and many Empaths are feeling it in the collective consciousness, such a long road to journey, dark and bleak, but surely the light will shine again... blessed love to all and never forget how beautiful and amazing you are🙏🏽♾💚♾⚡️
I've been living on TH-cam lately trying to get help. This single video has helped me more than anything I have watched thus far and it's been lots. I feel seen and understood, probably for the first time in my life lol. Thank you
I went through a huge mourning period when my eyes were opened. People I had known didn’t understand me in the truth I had found. I mourned for the world and the lies we have been fed and felt profoundly alone. It amazes me how many responses mentioned loneliness. We are tribal by nature and have been far removed for in the tribe no one was left behind. I am still seeking my tribe of unity. I can see and feel the oneness but somehow feel left behind. My only resolution is seeking to help others, not staying in my head so much and feeling instead of running. We truly are spiritual entities having a human experience. We have existed from the beginning and will continue to evolve long after our physical bodies fade. This is but a blip in the cosmos🙏❤️✨
It's so funny how all of us go through the same path of the spiritual awakening.. I would have definitely thought I was going crazyif I wouldn't have found thousands and thousands and thousands of other people going through the same thing I am going through. God bless the people who speak out and reach out. Love and light
Spent 7 months in the dark knight of the ego. Purging of the soul has given that clarity, the empathy and selfless love that you speak. You, Sir, are loved. Thank you for sharing your healing messages. God Bless you.
I became awared of the suffering of humanity during a spiritual awakening in college. So then, I have been on the service path. But now, after 40 years of service type jobs (including working with homeless and being a hospital chaplain) I am having another dark night. I've been meditating over ten years and now I am aware of the darkness within myself. Huge anger and rage, coming and going like waves. I don't think the answer is to transcend it but to feel it-- to cry, hit my pillow, meditate, be in therapy, journal etc. All the things I find some little bit of energy for to be present to what is happening; not to medicate it or deny it. It's a real shitshow. Unstablising. I wish meditation teachers talked more about it (Zen, Vipassana, Centering Prayer etc.) It's usually pathologized, or just skipped over.
OMG Eoharaafisher, I so relate. It's true we have to feel it....I sunk into a deep depression ....it came on this morning ...I feel angry...frustrated...trapped...and alone....I understand what you are saying....Namaste'
Yes, I talk about it now, on my meetings and to friends. I feel a rage and anger and sadness and depression for a copple of years now and the last 3 weeks I accepte it to be and i crie and yell ( at my home, alone or in my car )....It is just there, its a shitshow yes and i feel like i totally lost myself again but I know it is not the case but it is this path we follow......painfull I find it to be honoust...but necessary I guess....We are not alone!!!!!!!! Take care and much love for you!
Yes, you have to feel it. No matter what that feeling is. Feel, release, feel, release. Come back into balance within yourself everytime you do so. Always come back to balance.
I’ve been woke since I was 6 years old. Some weird day I just happened to snap and look at life differently. My perception about life shifted. I started to reason and see things for what they were. Started studying everything around me. Meditating without even knowing. Doing breath work without even realizing, learning to accept all with a neither bad or good perspective to see the reality and truth of things and then realizing that I can perceive things how I want to perceive them. I’ve always felt alone because everyone around me was too caught up in the conversation about things that don’t matter, meanwhile I was in my head thinking some clever shit and studying how people talk, they’re intentions, fascist expressions, tone of voice, body language, and the way I would feel when I hear they’re words. And also I would try to escape and get by myself to feel peace and clutter free from people. I am a natural born empath and at times I get overwhelmed by people and I need to get away from everyone to feel peace again. It’s a different journey but I’ve been happy to be able to be happy with myself and myself only. I don’t depend on people for my happiness or look for acceptance.
Dude. Epic. Exactly the same. My first conscious thought I felt an energy that I’m connected to THATS way bigger than me. Something binds us all that we can’t yet measure. But WE can feel. Respect n love brother.
I have an ability to see my dreams later in the future and I usually think about people and then call me or I see them, I'm also learning to control my dreams to stay positive its amazing what the human mind can do but not anybody understands us sometimes its too difficult for us to explain
I’ve definitely experienced this my whole life and didn’t know why. Now I’m aware of my values I can choose to make a small difference and that difference does help. I love cleaning up trash in parks and helping others. This thanksgiving I’m going to help others instead cooking a feast all day. I’m so excited 😆
Brother - your peaceful manner in which you convey this important knowledge is contagious. Your description of the dark side is so accurate. I was severe bipolar with extreme violent/anger fits and depression - several serious suicide attempts. But the last 11 years of going through the awaikening have finally put the last nail in the bipolar coffin. I so resonate with your descriptions - as this describes tge 11 years of awaikening. From wealthy to sleeping on the streets - until peace and balance. No more medication - just meditation and balance. Thank you for your video.
I'm so happy for you. Thank you for sharing! May your story give inspiration and encouragement to others, and may you continue to awaken in greater clarity and peace.
Awakening is awareness. And it is insanely powerful and terrifying simultaneously. It is like being off and outsidd the grid seeing the dots connected... and suddenly feeling ancient and exhausted,, powerless to the greater power who has shown you
In Cog Nito I agree there is no dark side to being spiritually awake spiritually wake is to be connected with yourself wit no doubts shows you how to not be consumed by your thoughts
This video was extremely comforting to me, I have come to know that reacting to a crazy world with despair and frustration is NORMAL! Thank you! I loved every single word. I love reading the comments here, see how many we are.. So encouraging!
I had my “awakening” in 2010, and subsequently, felt compelled to leave my husband of 10 years. I followed a spiritual path, studied everything (anything that resonated with me-from Alchemy to Taoism) and started meditating, doing daily yoga, and devoted my time to the Divine and anything that serves my highest good. These feelings of aloneness, being mis-understood, and feelings of “going insane” are always fleeting. It’s part of our human nature and the ego. The only thing constant is change. Especially in recent dark times, I see this in so many around me. I root myself in my art, and tap into what brings me closer to Source. Pranayama and Kundalini yoga has helped me find balance and awareness. It is important to heal and love self before we can heal others. ❤️
The last few years I’ve been going through a metamorphosis & was a lover of knowledge & truth, I had a difficult childhood results of a broken family & being lonely , & I believe as I got older God made his presence known to me & made me realize that there is meaning behind existence &the pains of this world as well as all the love & goodness, I have grown through a spiritual awakening in my pursuit of truth but along with that revelation came a lot of darkness with the light & found myself depressed more often feeling a void in my heart & with the current status of the world &deep ignorance of our kind, I’ve come to another realization that the shit we think matters truthfully doesn’t such as wealth power &status, the only thing that matters is love, the most powerful force in the universe, God loves us & will return one day soon to take back his world that is why we must conquer the biggest enemy we face ourselves & our dark thoughts & impulses, turn away from the darkness & see the light, even as strangers we all have a purpose for being & no reason we should hate each other but instead find comfort in love & peace amongst each other, most are lost in the dark & when knowing the truth we feel disconnected because we don’t find comfort in the things from before but we should come to understand this feeling & teach &inspire others to seek truth & be the best version of themselves, I love you all though I may not know any of you personally but I know that we all share a unified existence, I sincerely hope this message reaches someone who is lost
My ex boyfriend changed when I had my spiritual awakening, started saying I was crazy,he was very mean, I finally lefted him because God has something better for me.You are very right about everything you've saying. I'm going with in, Love, Peace,Joy, Silence Must Be Heard. I've been doing meditation, I Am worthy, putting God first
I am so pleased to have come across this video because I have been feeling a disconnect with people and society. It is helpful to know that the loneliness I am experiencing is shared by others who are in the process of awakening. Thank you.
That's the process.you will feel the LONELINESS and sadness.thats part of it.but theres no way back .you cross the river.now you see things in a diferent way.
It does seem like the saner you get the crazier you appear to others. I feel like the canary in a coal mine. At the same time, many clearly are waking up.
[oh boi] "the world is crazy for it is the reflection of ideas believed by an ego mind identity. no world is true, only the Earth is a real in Maya. I Am is the name of the spirit that is God or the Universal Being. This man is misguiding "you" for he speaks from his ego identity as if that is the truth. (utmost respect to each and every human being, truth is , never an idea or believe by a personal mind)
The world IS crazy!!!!!!! WOW! You must not be woke at all, along with the 32 others that liked your ass backwards comment. I came here for a little peace but you punched a hole right in that plan!
Omg! I practically cried all the way through this video. You've managed to explain feelings I have been feeling for a very long time. I always thought there must be something wrong with me. This year I've taking full advantage of the extra time I've had due to the pandemic. I have been working deep into my shadow side and it always comes back to acceptance. It is the key. Also this video explains why I do the things that I do. Thank you so much. I have liked and subscribed.
Thank you. While my awakening is not new, it has been taking decades and now, I feel depressed, lonely and hopeless for all the reasons you described here. The world around us and my deep desire to help human kind. This video was very healing. So much so that I sent to a friend who is going through the same and she said that it brought her hope as well. Thank You!
The intent behind this video is lovely. The fact that it mentions the process by which awakening occurs is quite valid. The issue is the amount of focus in this video placed upon the looking outward to the external. This initial state is often a sticking point for many that seek no further and in truth it is because they continue to seek the answers from beyond themselves, from the external. The whole point of spiritual awakening comes from the comfort of within, the internal is where bliss is found. This does not mean you completely ignore all things of the external but, instead understand that external energy is not yours to own less you take the energy upon yourself. To feel as though one must control the external is like swimming against the flow of a river instead of knowing that you are the river. Awakening only comes from within, not from without.
I've felt disconnected since a young child..and I'm happy to hear your voice right now and feel calm in my isolation, listening to music and connecting to myself and what feels there right now...without the confusion of other peoples crazy-making... listening to good music, good words, and fun taking actions that bring me joy...Im all good when I allow others to come and go as they need, sharing their own discoveries with me and I with them..and letting go with true acceptance
I love everything about this dude. It’s hard to tell from a virtual distance, but having seen a lot of his videos and heard what he has to say, he seems pretty consistently authentic, insightful, and compassionate. Not only has he found a path within himself without religious, material, or political affections, or even gurus, he sees himself as a student among us rather than above condescending to those below. I am not trying to praise too much because of that, but basically all I want to say is thank you for sharing yourself with the world, I am entirely grateful for your content.
And I'm entirely greatful for your comment and the fact that you invested your energy and time into it, and amazingly summed it all up, I completely agree with you, have a nice day. ❤️👋🏻
Me too. Is there a platform to connect with others who understand what we are going through? I need friends who feel the same as me. So I can know I’m NOT crazy. Lol
@Emma Goldman Don't we pray for it daily? It's the Kingdom of God! and soon, we'll all be able to live with only this kind of people, in the image of the true God, of love for all! who care to know this Creator of love and what He says it is! Unfortunately, most prefer what their culture and tradition tell them to instead, making His living Word, vain! See you soon! where loneliness dear ones, will be nothing but a non-issue! HalleluYah!
I've always been able to sense stuff ever since I was a little kid I'll have a dream and see it few days later and so on alot of small details to this day, for example I'll be thinking about a song n it would be the next to come up atleast once a day. I'll think about somebody for no reason and they'll call me like seconds later small stuff like that it's crazy lol
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The dark night of the soul is rarely acknowledge but often labeled. Appreciate your insights and sincerity. Thank you for your peace and candor. Lovely.
I was able to relate to your video through personal experience as well as standing back and seeing life in 3rd person perspective. Over the years I was driven to help all who came to me for help. Many years later I would realize that some only needed someone to listen to their story without judgment. I also learned that by inserting my help into a situation was interfering with the person's chosen life path. I was creating karma for myself and knew I needed to stop. A person can share his love by simply being present. A smile. A hug. Kind words. Sending them healing prayers and energy. We must choose our battles carefully. I live in the presence of Grace each time I remind myself of how much love and understanding has been given me. My greatest hope is that I have given others the same. Namaste.
I started watching you a few months into my journey. I’m currently starting to receive a few things that I’d reached out to the Divine for, but I’m also noticing that there’s a pullback occurring during my reception. I’m a very sensitive person, and I have recognized that I may have spent a little bit of my hurt onto my blessings, which may be the cause of the pullback. I found myself feeling so defeated and like I made the wrong moves. I allowed myself to acknowledge my frustrations, applied those feelings to why they arose, and received that pullback as a lesson to not spend too much of myself on others or take anything personally. Watching you has been a blessing. I’m learning so much about myself so far. THANK YOU.
This is so beautiful and eloquently timeless and perfect. You can feel the energy and love come through in the comments as though a bell has been struck to a perfect resonance and thus the angels do sing!
Mine lasted 4 years. Was a long time ago. When i was in my thirties. Worked for it every day for more then 30 years. But it was worth it. I am a lightworker now. Was born like that but had to play back heavy karma. Namaste.
I'm reading the comments and I now realize that I am not alone. There are others who are like me. I was feeling so lost and alone because people around me, especially my wife and other family members think I have become strange. I stopped being materialistic and I started seeing things and people for what they truly were. In love being alone in nature and keeping to myself as much as I can.
3 years ago it happened with me. I could not understand what was happening. I started saying sorry to everyone who I have hurted. I started saying to the people I am close to how important they are and how much I love them. I started been more selective about the people surround me. I left a good job and I isolated myself. I started reading and reading... It's so confusing as it's also frustrating... I feel peoples energy, I feel that there's something wrong with the world and I really want to help.
Let me help you heal your problems just in seven days of positive affirmation. I can connect you to some one who can help you with that kind of spiritual healings. She's trustworthy and reliable ✨📿🙏💯
When you find you have to explain all you say, you know meditation and prayer has has worked. May you all find people you can relate to. May you all find peace.
Oh man, every word was so relevant for what I was going through. Somehow this "one" video of yours found its way to me, not sure how, but it did. Thank you sooooo much! I'm on my sixth viewing now, so much to absorb as every word speaks to me.
Thank you all for your thoughts. It helps me. I am really struggling at the moment...I so want and need connection, so it is interesting to read comments from people saying they are scared to connect. I'm not. But I am surrounded by people who are. It is excruciating. That's not to criticize anyone for their truth, it simply is my truth. I appreciate the advice on identity and ego, I think I just have to accept my pain and loneliness, go deeper into it, without losing myself, and trust that everything will be different one day. Hopefully not too long away. Dark night of the soul? Dark era for humanity it feels like. I cannot find the conviction inside that this is a good time for us as a species. I pray there is light at the end of this tunnel. 😣
My Traditional Chinese Medicine Doctor gave me advice that helped me get through this. He simply said; ”surrender and trust the process”. During the darkest times I would always remember that and would repeat it in my head like a mantra. This helped me get through soul crushing moments like no other.
"There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” - C G Jung
Im not gonna even bother reading the rest of these comments bc This video: spiritual awakening Some ppl: so, about me flexing... Me: 😒 (& others alike...) Flexers: youre just jello Existence: fun fact, did you know that after a certain age, ppl pretty much have already possessed the same things? Im not gonna even bother going into details... Bc why? Basics... But plz do. Enlighten... Me some more Can not, can not stand when ppl pretend to be "awakened" & narrow nature down by materials or other superficial things. Literally, this video is about SPIRITUALITY. Ugh. Its thee most cringy, most cringy sh to be trying that hard on the internet. Where no one is even in all reality, even capable of caring. They./We.Are.Strangers. Its like those dark aesthetics folks who do sh just for the attention. & Then whine about it. 🤦🏻♀️ Seriously dumbass's, you asked for it... How do u not know this about yourselves? I mean, if you wannabe a certain way, you prob idk, have to actually genuinely be that way?!!!
Their is nothing supernatural entity which is called soul 😂 we are just a biological organisms it is been proven by neuroscience ok All thinking process, all human emotions all moral immoral belief are been originated from brain 🧠 vortex used for moral reasoning which is only been shaped by societial believe and traditions for only welfare and benefits of human society as whole Their is no part of our body which contain non-physical supernatural or paranormal entity or substance (if it would have taken even single space how would it be called non-physical or non-biological entity🤔) Any entity that does not contain any type of mass, weight, length,volume,area,radius, circumference,power, charge or elemental quality, physical property or definition is mere hoax or illusion And it cannot influence our body or life atall 😅 But if you still want to believe in soul or spirituality then it's your choice 😊
Why am I so afraid of connection? To take risk and live this life the way I know I could? I’m so afraid, deep down I feel so unworthy , so weird, completely boring and uninteresting. Yet I’ve seen glimmers of my true self shine through... or is that just my ego painting a nice dream ? This depression kills my confidence, I feel so unable to live life because I feel so incomplete, I just want to love and live fully...
I feel the exact same way, most of the time i feel so confident, and that i can be an exceptional person but i'm to introvert and shy to make the first step and open to people and share my world. Maybe i'm crazy or a fool and i just fake it all. And there's times, when i feel so empty and useless, i'm nothing more than an empty box or piece of shit. Why am i here year after year if i'm not able to love and feel the love?
MajestueuseLouisa I’m learning how to better myself everyday but some days it’s still a struggle, such as today; so when I have days when I feel low or unbalanced, I give myself the space and patience to balance myself again through positive findings and being honest with myself. Everything is happening for a reason and all things will happen accordingly 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@MiamiMAJIN What you said in your first comment is so deep and really resonate for me. I want to get back to the days when i was grateful for the little simple thing. But it's been 3 years that i suffer from anxiety, stress, and lately a fucking big hole in my chest like there is nothing for me in this life. I fear this life, i can't go though it. I also said that everything is happening for a Reason but what if we are the Reason everything goes wrong?
@MajestueuseLouisa i dont know it all or whatever but what really helps me is when i am feeling this awful hole i give all my attention to the silent space and pull that silent space into that hole practised a lot and pff its the best thing i did in life i guess haha give it a try. Just recognize the silence and pull it in your head and body its really nice with no expectations or attachment to outcome maybe it will work with you to i hope so
Since I had an total awakening experience 10 years ago I originally felt my life was saved ... I knew the truth .... then everything turned upside down ... I can’t relate to people, I am so alone, tears, hopelessness ... sometimes I feel if I could just die, I could reconnect with all that is. For now, I’m just alone in the darkness,
Same here for about a year now. I feel like I am in an endless dark no mans land, lost and with no direction. It doesn't really bother me as much anymore.. It is what it is. I am just waiting for the next step on the journey. Stay strong fellow traveller. Sending love and comfort your way. :-)
So here I am like 3 or 4 months after my awakening, which included an intense satori experience, trying to continue on being an insurance salesman and living in a small town in northern Germany. How I view society now is like you said in the video, it’s like suddenly the curtains were removed from your eyes. It’s absolute insanity. After almost 2 months of bliss all my ego-related thoughts are coming thru again and it’s very painful. I’ve already had times where I was depressed but back then I at least had some people around that I thought can give me advice on how to live this life. But after the past couple months idk what and who to believe anything at all. It does suck, that’s why I’m very much grateful for Videos like this one. Thanks a lot! 😊
I have awakened. I thought that i am going crazy. I thought i'm the one with the problem, since i began to lost my friends, my family, my work. Everything felt so unnecessary circus to me. Everyone seemed to be in a great hurry, chasing their new source of happiness. Frustration came, when i noticed they felt sorry for me, not doing the same things.
Blimey this really hit home - it's like you've read my feelings aloud to the world! I am in the early stages of waking up, and for the first time in my life I've felt feelings of depression and impotence. You've explained exactly why and it makes perfect sense, as does your advice. Thank you so much, and thanks to the universe for leading me to this video. Big love to everyone!
Deeply, thank you 🙏🏽 My guides led me to this video in the middle of a very dark time. I was ready to let go in many ways, feeling so out of place here on earth. But hearing words that matched my thoughts and ended in a different outcome woke me up. Releasing illusions and settling into space of silence... this is everything.
This is why i avoid people always wanna be alone .. Always felt like an old soul. Its like i can see thru peoples lies im not a material person
Same 😓
@@raregoddess444 i just got used to being alone drama free
Your not alone in that. Being around people who are dark is painful.
@Michael Pondo You'll be hurt and broken for helping them people don't even wanna help themselves
I relate to your statement totally
I didnt know there were other people like me...ive felt so alone for so long and i still do.
Edit: thank you, all of you i did not expect the love in the comments
You not alone homie
Same
Me too
It's hard to be different. It's totally worth it
Yea it’s been like 2 years since I’ve felt like I could relate to anything or anyone. I don’t even feel like I truly connect with my family anymore
In the beginning I lost all things...friends, family, career, home and social status...but then I began to find myself.
Career you said ...
Were you fired or you asked for ?
I asked for ...It was a great job, but it was not aligned with me anymore.
There was a long legal battle over racial discrimination and my employer was forced to promote me and give me back pay for an entire year. Eventually fighting it was a waste of my time, so I let it go.
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Same here
How did you find yourself please...I'm at a wits end in my life right now... nothing seems right
i thought the dark night of the soul happens only one time, now i realized every time after a big growth, it would hit again for you to face deeper issues, and release deeper negative energies
Yes I have Come To the same 😘
what all happens when this night happens
I after being in various states of volcanic anger, bottomless depression, and fathomless emptiness( sometimes all at once, ha ha), realized .I had to take these energies and convert them into compassion and love for all living things and the universe. This realization was not easy to implement, but I for example couldn’t just give up and end my life. Part of this “Dark Night of the Soul” thing is that you also realize your own tremendous flaws and selfishness,
and now you must climb the ladders of spiritual royalty, and help humanity and whatever enormous negative energies exist, to rise higher. I still myself get outbreaks of extreme mental states as I listed sometimes, but more and more I meditate or visualize turning these negatives into a higher state for all. Don’t think I think I am better than anyone else, I’ts just that my phase now is to heal myself while healing( however small) everything else.
Dark night you continue to peel layers as you become more aware
THAT IS SO TRUE!!!!!!!! Thank you for posting this!
I remember I was walking through london's subway with my parents. I saw a man lying there who froze to death over night. My heart sank and time slowed down. I needed to do something. People were walking by like he didn't exist. I looked up to my parents and asked them if we could call the police and I'll never forget what they said next. " just keep walking." 💔I think about this all the time. How can people be so cruel. I felt like the only one in the world who cared. I felt so broken for that man and still do.
You have a golden heart ❤️ most ppl are desensitized. Sorry that that might’ve shaken you up to see that. I think it’s cool though that it resonated with you like that.
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Same here.
I volunteer at my local homeless shelter. I want to know what they think and feel.
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Look at it like this....
He was a soul that nobody was gonna miss but the universe assinged you to mourn him. Its a blessing and a curse. I have a collection of them.
Depression, frustration and loneliness. I’ve been going through all of those things and yesterday I was feeling really low. This morning I woke up feeling frustrated but I made myself get up, shower and wear something other than sweats and tee. After that I decided to go for a long drive because it’s something I enjoy. I let myself cry and sob because I had been holding those emotions in these last couple of days and after I released them I noticed the beautiful weather. Then I noticed the green grass on the hills, how the sun makes long shadows when it’s behind them and I saw yellow/oranges leaves hanging from trees. Everything will be okay, feel the emotions and release them. This is all part of the process.
Thanks for your comment. It’s just how I feel right now.
@@hhhxzkvhvu7859 I was literally gonna say the same thing. Thank you for sharing.
Ouuu. Finger snaps 🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀
Tears over here too.. Anyone need a real loyal positive spiritual friend I’m here for you.
Hello my friend I hope this message finds you well. My name is Henry Crall I am 36 years old. I recently came across a video about reality being a hologram. I am convinced that is true. My reality is quite literally falling apart. Everything is a constant coincidence. I wrote a few years back that I felt like something had happened and I was in the wrong timeline or universe. Lately it feels like that’s more likely than not. I feel like I’m shifting between reality’s more frequently as time passes. The number 13 comes up so often it has become annoying. I can trace back to where I think It began. Since the summer we had the big eclipse in 2017 my life has turned into a cosmic calamity. I have had many different theories On what it could be that’s happening to me. Witchcraft and magic, Aliens, energy vampires, Government mind control, spiritual ascension,The Mandela effect among others. From my perception it has actually been each one depending on The day or moment. Everywhere I go everyone seems to know me. Some take pictures. Everything seems scripted and fake. I feel like a test animal. I seem to think about things I want or need and fkn poof I find it on the ground or someone gives it to me a short time later. Things seem to manifest faster and faster. Within the last few months things have gotten even more strange. I go places and as I’m on my way I see other places that I recognize Some from hundreds of miles away. At Other times I Can swear I Just drove threw an area already but there I am again. My intuition seems to on steroids. License plates seem to spell out messages on the highway. Street signs change. Peoples faces change. I seem to have a strong psychic connection with animals, dogs in particular. The people in my life change. Like different versions of themselves from One encounter to another. I need help. I’m not sure Anyone can but I have to keep trying. I do know one thing for certain. I don’t want to be this anymore. I have seen and experienced so many things that only belong in books or movies. Things I used to believe were not real. Now I’m not sure anything you can imagine is not real in one version of reality or another. What does one do to save himself from what nobody will believe. I am alone. I have lost everyone and everything so many times in the last 3 years. I do not want to be this anymore. I Feel like I need to get my story out there. Hopefully then someone might have answers or advice. Maybe this is happening to others. I need help. I’ve told this to psychiatrists, therapist and counselors who definitely thought I was crazy but not enough to send to the state hospital. I know I’m not out of my mind just yet but I can certainly see outa every window and the view is terrifying. I do not want to be this anymore. If anyone out there has any suggestions or info please contact me.
Be safe and love everyone you can. You never know how much they might need it.
@@henryviii9037 Hello, my name is Michael Anctil. My sincere offer of help and clarity is to reach out to Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is very much alive and desires to be apart of your everyday life. You are not crazy, but your eyes are open. Jesus Christ has changed my life, brought me much clarity and leads me into all truth. You were created by God with a devine purpose that only you can fulfill and complete. Jesus Christ will help with your path, the choice is yours....you are not a proframmed robot but have incredible free will.
I'm here for you too. Pleasure to meet you.
Henry Crall Henry thank you for reaching out and most of all speaking up and coming forward. You have absolutely no idea and are not going to believe that I myself has gone and still till this very moment going through what you just explained and stated. Look I’m 40 years old. I feel like I’m 25 and also people say that I look in my mis 20s as well.
My entire life has been one big let down in terms of what I imagined my life to become. I have had paranormal and catastrophic events past life regressions etc you name it I probably experienced it. The moment I found out that one day I was going to leave this earth it changed me forever. If it wasn’t for my physic super intuitive grandmother calming my nerves with her blessings and healing powers I probably would of stayed in fear my entire life.
So I made a promise to God that I would never hurt another person never take my life for granted never hate etc. I told him all I want to do is love. I also promised that I won’t ever waist a day by not learning something new everyday to be better than I was yesterday. And you know what that six year old scared And lost Little boy kept his promise.
Could you imagine all the synchronicities all the magnetisms all the Electrical energy I had inherited. I mean wow. I have learned to be all kinds of things all sorts of skills trades arts a athletic abilities talents etc I mean the list goes on.
But here’s the kicker. From all the thousands of friends family Ex girlfriends Acquaintances relatives by passers fans groupies biz partners etc not one of them ever took me seriously or believed in me. Instead they took ad a rage of my kind hearted humble nature used me to their benefit played me to suck as much energy From my soul so I can become one of them. A failure.
As the years went by more and more I realized that people are not like me. They don’t feel like me don’t think like me and won’t ever like me unless they are only around to steal some of my abundant amount of energy. I
I too wanted to give up on my life. And I mean several times. No matter how hard I tried no matter how much love effort blood sweat and tears I have myself up to they wouldn’t think twice to abounded me or find someone evil
Manner to cut me loose and watch me suffer.
Listen Henry. You are feeling and seeing all these overwhelming synchronizes And coincidences at an alarming consistent rate is is because the universe is trying to get your attention. Whenever things go good it’s because you are on the right path and purpose. And the same goes for when things go bad.
It seems to me that you want to quit or find some comfort and tranquility away from this life you are experiencing. But it’s all a test. You have been chosen to become awaken and need to become your own light and ultimately illuminated with Devine righteousness. You need to quote that inner voice and learn how to go with the flow. The flow of your chakra systems. Go with the tide not swim against it. Be like water. Become the water. And then you will see that this state of awakening is a beautiful thing.
But. Life is not one sided. You need the dark for the light to shine. It’s the law of the universe. Here there up down left right now then etc life will not be a full emotional And physical experience Without a balance. Manage your balance. Find your center. If you happen to go off course and that you will. Just remember to meet yourself in the middle of your world before the clock Strikes midnight.
Positive attitude builds personal character. Remember it’s not what happens to you it’s how you react to it is what makes the difference. You are feeling lost because you are too busy in the minds of other. Don’t mind them. Balance. Center. I am. You’re not crazy. Smart people sound like crazy people to stupid people. (Albert Einstein.)
And truly no one can be 100% certain if anything that is out of our ability to confirm to compare and comprehended it being factual like the holographic universe. It’s not your responsibility to find out anyway. You focus on you. Your answers will come up. Just remember all the advice I gave and you will be headed on the right path surely.
I am not saying or can guarantee total bliss and heaven on earth for you Henry. The questions that seem to have no answer simply means it’s not relevant to your life’s mission or purpose so move on. It’s that simple.
God Bless. You are whatever is whatever was and whatever will Forever always be.
God bless.
@@SOGEOMETRIC that was absolutely enlightening..
Once we wake up, we don't go back to sleep. I traded in my depression for anxiety.
😀. 🤗💖✌️😇
so depression for anxiety hmmmm so wgats all this for really gotta be a reason
@The Gingerbread Man so now you're depressed?
Couldn't say it better myself.
you need to know that anxiety is a kind of psych made by an entity injected to your mind, you need to realize that, know what is real, what you are now and thats just only inside your head.. by the end of the day once you already know that, youll just feel pity to that entity what a loser he/she/it is.
One day it’ll all make sense. Eternal love, eternal peace, eternal light.
♥
@Bartosz Kucharski you got one up and got it all figured out.
@Bartosz Kucharski like I said you got it all figured out. Why are you mad? You got the answers.
I hope so man. I’ve grasped it a few times in my life but it always fades away until I am drifting and trapped again. Each time I’m more aware that I’m not aligned and I wonder if I’ll ever reach peace and understanding within myself consistently so I can be of better use to the world and those around me as a beacon of light. I trust it will all make sense and that this is simply part of the process
@@colbyd.5044 I made a couple videos I think might help
I hope everyone is doing ok. Let love guide you not fear. Stay blessed and fearless!
Thank you. May you also stay blessed and fearless. :-)
That's right girl! Fear, anxiety, guilt or shame, these are all opposite of love, trust in our Father or faith! He never gave us a cowardly spirit but one of courage! HalleluYah
@@theresefournier3269 Keep going everything keeps getting and better!
@@JavierHernandez-oo6lb Thank you! I think so too! Peace be with you always, my beautiful sister!
No fear!
Krishnamurti said ''To be well-adjusted to a sick society, is no sign of health''
That makes me feel a little bit better. Thank you.
I would agree !
No kidding!!
❤️❤️❤️
True
I feel like I was born into the wrong planet. Ever since I was a child I’ve seen through all the illusions of society, all the unneccecary suffering and my way of thinking and perception of reality is so very different from all my friends and family. It feels very good to know there are others like me💙
Dude you’re so me
I felt same since childhood
Dude we're the same🧡🤌
Yes!!! 👍
Really you are like me ,my family don't listen to the truth what I say and I'm most always alone
When the quarantine started I found myself stuck in time. I saw things nobody could and my view of life had completely changed. I thought I was going crazy, suicide crossed my mind a few times. I was crying every day, because I saw everything with new lenses. I thought many things were wrong with me, and so did my doctors. Eventually I got institutionalized and got diagnosed with depression. My “problem” wasn’t cured yet and I felt as if nobody understood me. Clearly everyone wanted to convince me I was crazy because my ideas seemed irrational. I had thoughts like “what’s the point of life” “why are we here?” Etc. to the point they became obsessive. Now two months later I can finally realize I was awakened and am in a better place than I used to be. I wish I could have seen this video back then, but then again everything happens for a reason so I watched it at the right time. Thanks for this.
The only reason I don't end my life is because it's not mine to end. Besides God may use me or maybe is using me in my suffering. I find when I get humble and cry to God I do get peace. Let it go.
A veil has been lifted, and I’ve just realized even the one I hide behind has been gone and it is hard to really connect with the truth we enjoyed keeping away.
@@Advanced1234 we are allowing ourselves to be controlled by these dark forces, it all depends how we look at it. Things don't happen for a reason, this falls under the law of cause&effect, I can choose to learn from it, or let the effects control me. It is only out of darkness that the light is created.... these dark forces are doing their job, it is up to us to find out who we are and why we are here. The truth wants to be known, only we are the enemy of enlightenment, ie duality, good vs bad, all is a distraction to keep us from looking inward.... as I have come to understand...
Also try searching for videos under these names:
Eckhart Tolle
Allan Watts
Wayne Dyer
Neal Donald Walsch
Sadhguru
Osho
Teal Swan
I hope you find your inner peace✌️
I don’t want to know how the world would be without people like us! The people need us, or need to hear another side of the story, even if they don’t want to. Keep telling your view of the world and talk about it even when people don’t want to listen because they hear it anyway. Plant the seeds in their minds, when they come to a realization later in life they will think about you! And when they awakened some more they will understand what you said and how you must have felt at that time, and still took the effort to tell your ‘unwanted’ thruth and help others.
You probably won’t get any confirmation from them, but the change in their world view and the effects that they will have on the people around them, that is what it’s all about.
And give it some time, there will be others who come to realize what you have said and that you only tried to help, who come back in your live and build a deeper connection with you. I’m sorry for my English, I wish you all the best! (And stay free of fear, there is no virus)
I was born old and now am ancient. For many years I’ve felt exiled in a strange world trying to find my place in it. I can barely exist in it, with no one to have a meaningful chat. Everything and everyone seems so shallow. What appears so obvious to me is amazing and even alien to others. Thank you for this video, I felt better knowing I am not the alien.
Exactly.....I went thru years of darkness's ... attachments
Now I am Awakening and finding that Peace that's the prize on Earth
Peace Humility compassion and Joy .... I want to walk a path of Wonder mixed with love
I can relate to your post.
I'm home finally I couldn't put it in words before. I know nothing about spiritual awakening but whatever is in this video and much of the comment section not wholly is me
But you are an Alien.😎
We just Found other Aliens who speak the same Language 👽
I am.at this stage now. I become so exhausted chatting with shalllowness
"you are the universe experiencing itself for a moment." Ego will do whatever it takes to make you think differently.
@Joshua Lesinszki I'd give the Scriptures a go! It worked for me! and no longer feel alone! To the contrary, it's become a pleasure and a half!
3%? If we stop and reflect a bit! "Uni-verse" is, as all else, nothing of what we were taught it was! and I think you "get" it!
Its not ego that does that. That way of thinking comes from somewhere else
@@ViceRoze Same difference though! 'cause that's all most think it is! Perception being everything... and that is where most are stuck! therefore unable to see or connect the dots of very much very well!
@@theresefournier3269 how it became pleasure pls say
Beautiful. Just beautiful.
My mother always said, "don't worry, everything will turn out alright, you'll see."
She was right.
She is with God forever now.
💖✌️😇
🙏
Your comment 💙 my mom would say the same shes with GOD as well
I'm so sorry for your loss. Just know that you WILL see her again.🙏
@@jeffharris7777 REALLY
Sadly I feel more alone than ever. Feeling very let down. Thought knowing truth would bring me much needed/wanted peace. Found the entire opposite.
Yeah I feel you. Can be difficult. I guess the answer is to keep diving into that until you find self love.
If it doesn't resonate I recommend moving on... I personally realized he had a lot of projections....
There is nothing wrong with that, I just didn't find it helpful, and I was high so it took me 10 minutes to realize...…
anyway enjoy your night =^w^=
P.S. Incase the author of this video ever see's(praying he does). I wanted to point out, this content is most definitely healing and comforting for any of those who would have seen it and could in-fact relate, so don't take my criticism too hard please
I feel you ! I am here with you !! Were finding out that actually were always alone and always will be alone sounds very negative in the beginning but when seen and accepted it can feel very comforting and pleasurable take care madame
I hope you're feeling better Kate. God bless 🙏
D T this is a great message / reminder 👌
Lately i've been waking up at 3 am and find myself crying for no reason at all..and then i found this video just in time. It helped me to realize what i am going through right now. I AM "WAKING UP". Thank you for sharing this very timely message for me.
I haven’t slept past 3 am in over 5 months! I have been an hour and half early to work most days for the past 5 months! It’s pushed back to 1:30 the past three nights. Hanging by a thread. Hang in there.... it’s Defo better knowing I’m not alone.
I just asked a question out if fustration don’t ask I talk to myself as therapy and this video popped up I guess I been experiencing spiritual awakening without knowing knowing the cruel truths and the beautiful lies being faded away for me hurts so much for the 1st time but I am numb to it now
When my awakening began I was completely devastated and immediately regretted taking myself down this path. I felt like nothing mattered anymore. I lost interest in all the things that used to bring me joy. And I wanted to go back. But the reason I felt that was because I was still heavily identified with my ego. That’s what’s happening when you experience the dread after beginning to awaken. I thought I was in “ dark night of the soul “ . Then I heard someone describe it as “ dark night of the EGO” and BOOM I realized it was an ego death and I was still identifying with my ego therefore it felt horrible and lonely . If you shift that perspective and realize it is not YOU who is feeling all of that loss.. it’s your ego and that is not you. You are losing your identification. Let it go. Bye bye ego. You are beyond that. When you are in that despair you are so close to freedom. Step outside of the one with the pain. Once you do you will not be concerned at all about loneliness or about having people around you understanding anything. You will just be here watching and experiencing and loving everything. 🙏🏻♥️
I 💯 feel this completely! Yes!
My ego wants to be you right now.
Thank you for this, god bless you❤️
Thank you! I saved your post as a reminder for when I start feeling like that. ❤
I prefer being alone because being around others makes me feel like an outsider.
absolutely
Yup
Same
I agree 100 %
The more woke you are the more you feel emotions, sadness and pain is included.
Amen. Indeed. Ty
Awaken can feel everything,( animals, plants, earth. space). If you cant control or get used to big emotions flow, you dont make it long.
very true. it's where the saying, Ignorance is bliss comes from
@@EarthAngel504 it's also possible to really feel the gooood stuff too! Joy Love EASE. of being. When you feel whatever emotion, its real... pure
so.. does that mean that i am "awaken".. because i believe that i am an empath because i tend to feel everything intensively.
The ultimate gift the universe can give you is love and clarity
If that what you seek,
It wii be yours.
Find one person, one child, one animal for whom you can enhance their life. This is enough
Why stop there??? Lol.. Can't love too many. Many blessings to you!!!
@@Oliverthehound hi Kate, just refering to how many people feel overwhelmed with the sensation of helplessness with so much suffering in the world. I was meaning if everyone helped even just one the world would be a better place. Many of us have families, jobs, responsibilities and very limited time to do much else. Cheers
Acts of service ❤️
Thank you, this feels like a really wonderful way to start
Or grow food. Connects with birth and death, cycle of life
“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” Lao Tzu
A feeling of being “alone” and the deep “darkness” is nothing more than old childhood energies that are coming to pass. NOTHING is happening now. You are safe! This is a beneficial step in the awakening and saving your inner child. Everyone that has aweaken goes through this and yes, it is UNCOMFORTABLE as hell (specially in the beginning when the mental body is still strong and tells you that something is “wrong” and that you must escape this since you have built these guards to be safe as a child.) Consistency, patience and a lot of self-compassion is the key. The way out is through a shitload of grief, anger and fear! When you are out, you will laugh how it all was just a memory. Stay committed to “save”’ yourself and you will wake up to a world that is a more and more safe. Nothing has ever been wrong. It’s all an illusion, but sure, it takes a couple of years of processing fear/anger/grief to come to that experience. It’s not easy but it’s worth every breath of it!🔥❤️🙏🏻
i literally had a vision of killing every demon that haunted me then my depression ended and had a spiritual awakening the next month
Thank You 💚
We may not have a couple of years. It is getting very intense now and more so as the months go by.
🙏
Hallelujah ‘,.)
God I'm so tired of feeling this way, it's been almost 2 years of dark night of the soul. I didn't realize how messed up I really was/am before my awakening.
You wanna share your awakening story ?
Yeah. It sucks. Scary
I’m sorry, but it has to happen. All of that stuff has to be processed/cleared/transmuted/healed. You can do it! You’re not alone! If you’re looking into this content and these themes, you must believe that all of this isn’t arbitrary. We will (or at least have too) wear ourselves out sometimes before we can face what we need too and believe that we aren’t better than the dirty work. Steel yourselves! Keep at it.
Same
I don't want this journey at all..fed up with this ..it sucks
Being friends with all the commenters here would be nice
😊😊😊😊😊
Hi there! Know what, am not depressed. In grief, but not depressed. Not yet. What's your story?
YES!!!
I know right ❤️
@@suchetadasgupta5299
I think m just exploring all the emotions right now
without having any opinion
nothing good nthng bad all is ok
just emotions
just seeing it
@@juliegill4679 @vivien0430 💚💚 💚💚
Awakening is not the end of the journey but just the beginning.
This is what is happening to me for the last couple of years. Sometimes I feel peace that I can't describe and another times pain and depression.
Yess, 2020 is even weirder. At least all the faulty of western society is becoming so clear now, i feel less crazy for thinking and feeling like this for years. I really hope more people are opening there eyes to this, so we can move on as a collective.
I think "Dark Knight of the Soul" feels more empowering. I'm not depressed... I'M BATMAN.
Good one!
Hahaha! I love that. 😊
Yes! Perception is indeed everything! Attitude! Spirit! HalleluYah Mazaroth! I like that!
@Jaybird 54 Not splitting hairs! I just know what he meant! and some of us, love being alone! Anyway, my little sister, born on the same year I was, who passed already, as well as my grand-daughter, not to mention our Saviour, in spirit and in truth, are all stuck in my heart, with me! :-)
I love this.
A big reason why the dark night of the soul gets dark is bcuz you are releasing emotions that have been trapped inside of your emotional body. Once you surrender to it and feel these emotions, you shine light on the darkness. The darkness becomes light and more light is brought to your conciousness. It can be a hard road if you suffered from any kind of abuse for a long period of time. But by taking it day by day you are slowly healing and getting better.
Tiger Paint
*_You obviously haven’t been through that darkness for a few years... Some people are praying for death to come quick because there is no respite..the despairing feelings of being stuck in HELL for the past few years having become overwhelming... Those people have lost the motivation to live... Surrendering kills the Soul..😭_*
@@LadyNicky007 You need to find your inner strength. Find something that you enjoy doing that releases stress. We can only feel sorry for ourselves for so long until we get back on the horse and do whatever it takes to heal. Take it step by step. Its gonna take time. The more time you spend on healing the better your going to feel. Focus on that for right now. I have been through quite the rollercoaster and the best way to overcome that is by taking the steps that are necessary to heal those parts of you. Stay strong and know that you are loved. Find reasons to be greatful. Find happiness in the small things. Appreciate what you have right now. Stay positive and remember that people love you. Find ways to improve your life. You will get better in time, keep going and keep treading on. There is light at the end of the tunnel 😊
yes ..yes..again yes..well said
Saint John wrote also about the Dark Night of the Spirit.
He said a lot of things that were not just more words.
He wrote the Dark Night of the Soul
as a poem on what was basically Death Row-
as a monk he had taken a stand against religious corruption and was imprisoned awaiting death.
His Friends unexpectedly helped him escape and go into hiding where he wrote the book that was based on the poem.
I could go on&on but if you are interested,
you should look into it and discover more.
He himself said that it would all only be words unless God Himself makes it real to you.
As for the light at the end of the tunnel,
Keep your back to the wall,
edge for the light and watch out for trains.
@Robbie Peters stop this type of language...evil are the corporations lobbing states...and they letting them fuq us analy with not even using lubrication❗
fuq that sirian orion playedes pyramid system of old babylon
I'm married, living with the in-laws in a foreign country and I've never felt as alone as I've felt before. Went through dark night of the soul in July 2020 and I sort of changed. Dropped old habits, cultivated new habits but I still feel like no one understands. Sigh, hope I'll get through this.
I never thought I'll have thoughts of how a suicidal person feels, but now I know.
I hope we make it brothers and sisters.
Good vibrations always.
I can relate . You are not alone. We are the millions ,we are just not organise or united yet. Join us, as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light .TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER. Blessings from New Zealand.
Sit tight, you have to persevere, don't end it, please don't do it, light shows as you near the end of the tunnel
You are bring milked for resources you clown
I assume what you’re experiencing right now is that you feel afraid. Afraid of opening up about your awakening to them. Because you’re not certain if they will be awakened by you. Don’t be scared. You married the right person and they will soon join your loneliness. You’ll be togehter again.
how long it last with you the dark night of soul
I been feeling so alone lately to the point I’m trying so hard to go out and meet new people, I just moved to so I literally don’t know anyone 🤣🤣 just been meditating, staying in nature really helped. Appreciate the video though brother.
I completely changed in the opposite direction, I truly don't want to be around anyone, I just want to hide in nature lol. I disconnected from everyone I loved t ol find out they never was a friend back to me like I was to them. Being alone is a beautiful thing sometimes.
Brother, just smile and treat everyone like you have always known them and friends just appear😉
I so feel you. I truly do want to move out but I am still young and this covid, ahahahah. Maybe it's for the best, I know in the future, I'll be moving out..
Just hang in there my friend. I had a monk tell me when things are really really bad, make yourself go out around greenery of some kind, any kind. Preferably in nature but even if you live in a city you can always find a park with trees. It really does help. May God bless you.
@@ShaktiJ god bless you to thank you for the positivity❤️
Good God, I remember the deep deep frustration in the beginning. The deep desire to make others see what I had suddenly seen, and my many failed attempts at this. It was so hard, and eventually I broke down.
For the vast majority of people in the world today, they are at a serious disadvantage spiritually, because most the world has little to no spiritual culture at all. Even the motherland of spiritual culture, India, has been greatly influenced and deceived by western materialistic culture. We have no support and guidance in our spiritual awakenings, and it is very difficult to handle it by our lonesome selves. We are easily diverted from the true goal, and we simply enter a new level of illusion, and we become entrapped by thinking of ourselves as awake in this state. Because we are so depraved of spiritual knowledge any small amount of insight feels enormous and profound, and that inflated feeling of the importance of that small insight can cause a polluted eagerness, and a false pride. It may feel like suddenly I understand everything perfectly, but the reality is that what you have understood at that point is a miniscule drop of an infinite ocean.
Therefore, dear reader of this comment, my single greatest advise for you is: stay humble. Don't become puffed up with your newfound insight, but keep your mind open to everything that is yet to be discovered. Don't take the Truth as a cheap thing. Stay humble.
R u sanatani??😇
@@Selena-xq7yf aham brahmasmi 😊🙏 I am spirit soul
Thanks its Real... Namaste Haribol Asewe... I know Something sometimes... Others I dont know nothing...
thank you
Thank you 🙏❤
it’s so nice to feel like i’m not alone in this. love and light
💖✌️😇
Being honest with myself was the first step. Be prepared to deal with your own sins, the ones no one knows about. It's hard as hell but the awakening is amazing.
Embracing the Darkness, the loneliness ⛈🌞🌈 To come into the light. I am attached to nothing, I welcome the experience of what and who is meant for me and this life journey as it's meant to come. It was so hard at first, but now I can finally deeply say and feel, how much I truly don't give a damn anymore! I'll enjoy my relationships for what they are, without forcing without judgement without clinging and without undermining my integrity, truth, and path. I release it all, to embrace it all 🙌🏾 and it feels fantastic. To BE 🤲🏾 Beautiful video Divine Brother. To all my Spiritual Warriors, actualized or in the making, keep going. Keep thriving. Keep your Chalice full, and allow it to spill over ☺ much Kn👁wledge and H🙏🏾ghest Blessings💫 to you 💕
☝️😎👍
Thank you ❤️
**SaMe to yoU GoddesS.! **#BLesSUp**.!!* 🙏 👑 💪 🏁
Christos Christos 💪
~Much Love
I feel this Nd it’s sad we don’t have enough ppl around to UNDERSTAND us ...Can we plz be friends 😩😩😩😩
I physically just cried listening to this....this is the first time someone has literally put all my feelings into words...thank you so damn much..👏...there really are others who are feeling this..👏
Thousands upon thousands of us are experiencing this! We are all here, and we are all walking the path, one step at a time, the path of awakening, and we are all alone, and yet we are all together too!😊🧡🤸
I second that Micky. Sending you healing energy from India 🌼
Same ❤️🙏✌️👍
I am very privileged to find your channel because I have been feeling lonely and been crying more. I thought I am becoming mentally depressed. I can't be with people who are very negative. I, too, have moved twice to be alone. Listening to this pod cast is making me feel happy knowing now that it is normal, and that, it is happening to all of us who is awakening into spirituality. Thank you!
I feel alone but not lonely. I feel like there is something that I should be doing or something that I need to do but I'm not yet sure of what it is. I often make connections with people but they recognize that my thoughts and feelings are on a much higher plain and are often at a loss for words when I express myself. I just keep trying to learn something new everyday.
This is it. Align to your purpose. That hollowness is saying something. Listen to it.
Mine started 20 years ago. I learned astrology,numerology & tons of research & found myself. I’m an isolate by preference, too awkward in groups. When you discover your soul purpose, pieces will start to fit & make sense
I feel the same
Have you found your purpose after this process? It’s very rough to go through.
the answer to this is simply having the wisdom not to know everything and let it all play it's course and forget about the illusion of control -my realization so far
It is hard when the ego wants to play.
I hear ya though, being a silent observer may be always the best option.
I realized all of a sudden that "I" "the person" was merely a construct of the mind, not a real thing. The "person" vanished and it was total liberation. And the entire Cosmos is unfolding exactly the way it is supposed to be. I think there are A LOT of "awakened" people out there. But being silent, compassionate observers, they go "under the radar". ❤🙏
Yes...as a spiritual being who struggles with depression, it’s often from an overwhelming of repressed emotions over time. We must always remember to share the burden of the world with one another, and not try to “do it all”.
One day at a time, we can walk back into the light and joy after the dark night of soul or depression.
Many people actually find hope, spiritual awakening, freedom in isolation.
But, actually what he's saying is also true, it's called spiritual depression, don't know whether one could name it as Depression, but it looks like that ,there will no motivation to do anything, a loss of vitality, we tend the question the purpose of doing anything....
Then people come to a conclusion that what a human needs is just :
1) Just enough food
2) 6 feet of space to sleep
3) Good Health
4) Peace of mind
All other things are luxury if one lives alone or does not have a family
The Patriotic Indian yes, it really seems the ultimate luxury in life for true happiness is attractive people who are also emotionally and spiritually compatible. Without this, life is hard because almost no one is genetically strong enough to just want to amuse himself.
@@howmathematicianscreatemat9226 ... or mature enough! exactly!
All about perspective. 🙏💪
@@ryanmullins9546 in a day when self-awareness is the hardest! what perception is left? and I'm an optimist! :-)
At the beginning depression, loneliness and hopelessness are is so painful! But, in time, you will start to feel better and better. Being alone I started to discover so many interesting things about me. All my life I was an alone person from the first childhood. The fact I was abandoned in a orphanage made me to feel alone , depressive and without hope. I think is a karmic lesson which can help you to identify your really yourself, to find your own way in this life and the next lives. Not being involved all the time in communities which you don't have almost nothing in common is helping you to reconfigure, to built your self much better. In fact loneliness is not quite so bad. After all, being alone, you have time to learn so many things about you, about the deep , still unknown, structure of the world and how wonderful is that. Also, be aware that the Cosmic intelligence and Love will send you at the right moment some else like you which you will share your life. As Joseph Campbell was saying: " When you are waiting, time is with you". Best wishes for all of you from Bucharest, Romania.
Salutări din Iași frate.
Prin asemenea stări am trecut și trec și eu.
Nu îmi găsesc locul, nu mă mai satisface nimic totul pare că e superficial și fără rost !
Daca vrei putem povesti, schimba informații și învățăminte.
Sunt curios ce părere au si alții "treziți" care își pun întrebări și se îndoiesc de tot ce e in jur ai caută adevărul.
I have awakened and found myself alone. I can't find like minded people anywhere. All my relationships have dissolved within the past 7 yr. I try my best to wake up do yoga and meditate. Honestly my physical and childhood healing journey led me to
this place.💜🍄💫
Update. I'm working through things and I am incredibly grateful to see the positive comments. The thing we call creator is really something that we do not have words for.
Me either.
Same here,started in late 2010.
If both awakened people meet, do you think there is possibility they can meet like minded people?
Yes I feel so as you do. The world seems like a wide desert and I cannot find similar people. Our family or so called close friends never understand and will never understand unless they have experienced similar thing like us so maybe we have to get used to.
@@sfk-gns Before I was literally lost, confused and wondering where the good people are in society. I started having lots of prob. W/depression and the entire mental health is all bad. They have gotten everything all wrong. I had to break free and take back my life and be 100% accountable and that was the beginning of a serious awakening. Have faith. We are finding eachother
I went through my spiritual awakening last year and I have to tell you it was hard. I thought I was going through a major depression, but nothing in my life during that time could have been responsible for it. But there’s a magnificent light at the end of the tunnel. Love and light to all watching. ❤️💕
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I'm quite new to this whole topic of spiritual awakening.
Could you please describe, how a non-awakened person differs from an awakened person?
Is the awakening one specific realization that could be put into words?
@@TheEdwardNigma I guess awakening is realizing there is more than being a body and putting petrol in it. Using your mind / focussed thought and your heart/ love. Ànd it is all energy and how one directs it.
I can only answer speaking from my own experience. And my anwer will very much be like mumbo jumbo talk that I did not really like a while ago. The fact you are here reading and asking says to me you are trying to get awake or maybe are... It is one realisation I guess, however it is to big of a change for me to comprehend and incorporate in my life in one moment/ action. So realizing it takes me many steps. With ups and downs. I think that being in agreement / alignment with who/ what you are is the key. Then stuff will / would flow without resistance through you. You would be doing it right. It can be Thinking. Feeling. Giving. Receiving. Loving. Living. Everything... This is were I stand. This my best answer for you I can give you now. ❤️🙏✌️
@@mikbites9091 Thank you for that very nice respond. From what I've heard, awakening seems more like a journey of personal growth for the most people. In articles I've read about Spiritual Awakening as one sudden realization (like a universal truth). I've had a few psychedelic experiences and in certain situation that remind me of the experience, it feels like reality is crumbling apart. The scary thing is: It feels real. Almost more real than the reality I've known so far. I'm reading a lot about spirituality and Buddhism since I've had those experiences but still don't know if there's more to those experiences or if it's just a dysfunction of my brain.
Right on time. I'm having unhealthy thoughts of hurting myself. I feel lonely and neglected. Like everyone is out to make me seem like I'm crazy. Mainly my family and coworkers. They're all so good at being conning, manipulative, and comfortable with being evil and unkind. I can't understand it. I feel so alone.😢
Cost of being real ... You are of light . Embrace it . Focus on study of the Bible . You will see clearly the temporary and truth of the world . Love over evil . God is love .
@@i.Trudge Thank you!
I know exactly how how you feel. But don't let this discourage you. I started my spiritual Awakening 5 years ago. And believe me it has been a long hard dark road. It's still rough but I'm finally seeing a little light . My intuition is getting stronger by the day. I finally gave all my problems go God. His love for us is so great. Just remember many are called but few are choose. You are going through this most dark difficult time in your life because you are chosen. Take one day at a time and just keep your faith. And pray to the most high. Our creator. We're going to be okay.
Can I ask how old you are. I was 52 when I began my spiritual Awakening journey.
@@toddperilloux6143 I'll be 40 in a couple of days. I started my awakening about 2 years ago.
When you awaken you are forced to embrace loneliness your true essence both darkness and light aspects of your psyche
I thought something's wrong with me. For years i struggled. I came upon this just today. Somehow relieved to know that i am not alone en i am sane.
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Meditation and reading about Buddhism has helped me. Still, I have my moments of loneliness and isolation. Good to see that it's a normal reaction.
Yes reading about Buddhism does help and gives a good sense of how you should feel
Buddhism made a better person.
So now the collective is experiencing its own Dark Night of the Soul and many Empaths are feeling it in the collective consciousness, such a long road to journey, dark and bleak, but surely the light will shine again... blessed love to all and never forget how beautiful and amazing you are🙏🏽♾💚♾⚡️
Anahel Arcturian the Light is getting brighter the more i search for it. 🕉
@Anahel Arcturian ain and soph before aur. Sit down.
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Robbie Peters opinions vary😅
I've been living on TH-cam lately trying to get help. This single video has helped me more than anything I have watched thus far and it's been lots. I feel seen and understood, probably for the first time in my life lol. Thank you
Agreed. X love you. X
I send love and light from little old nz, we are here, amongst the chaos and madness.
@@nickwark9190 thank you, needed this today💕🙃🌞
I went through a huge mourning period when my eyes were opened. People I had known didn’t understand me in the truth I had found.
I mourned for the world and the lies we have been fed and felt profoundly alone.
It amazes me how many responses mentioned loneliness. We are tribal by nature and have been far removed for in the tribe no one was left behind. I am still seeking my tribe of unity. I can see and feel the oneness but somehow feel left behind.
My only resolution is seeking to help others, not staying in my head so much and feeling instead of running. We truly are spiritual entities having a human experience. We have existed from the beginning and will continue to evolve long after our physical bodies fade. This is but a blip in the cosmos🙏❤️✨
Beautifully said.
It's so funny how all of us go through the same path of the spiritual awakening.. I would have definitely thought I was going crazyif I wouldn't have found thousands and thousands and thousands of other people going through the same thing I am going through. God bless the people who speak out and reach out. Love and light
Spent 7 months in the dark knight of the ego. Purging of the soul has given that clarity, the empathy and selfless love that you speak. You, Sir, are loved. Thank you for sharing your healing messages. God Bless you.
I became awared of the suffering of humanity during a spiritual awakening in college. So then, I have been on the service path. But now, after 40 years of service type jobs (including working with homeless and being a hospital chaplain) I am having another dark night. I've been meditating over ten years and now I am aware of the darkness within myself. Huge anger and rage, coming and going like waves. I don't think the answer is to transcend it but to feel it-- to cry, hit my pillow, meditate, be in therapy, journal etc. All the things I find some little bit of energy for to be present to what is happening; not to medicate it or deny it. It's a real shitshow. Unstablising. I wish meditation teachers talked more about it (Zen, Vipassana, Centering Prayer etc.) It's usually pathologized, or just skipped over.
OMG Eoharaafisher, I so relate. It's true we have to feel it....I sunk into a deep depression ....it came on this morning ...I feel angry...frustrated...trapped...and alone....I understand what you are saying....Namaste'
Yes, I talk about it now, on my meetings and to friends. I feel a rage and anger and sadness and depression for a copple of years now and the last 3 weeks I accepte it to be and i crie and yell ( at my home, alone or in my car )....It is just there, its a shitshow yes and i feel like i totally lost myself again but I know it is not the case but it is this path we follow......painfull I find it to be honoust...but necessary I guess....We are not alone!!!!!!!! Take care and much love for you!
Yes, you have to feel it. No matter what that feeling is. Feel, release, feel, release. Come back into balance within yourself everytime you do so. Always come back to balance.
Being human is a shitshow. Messy, uncomfortable, ridiculous. We are a mad species. Just look at the state of the world. What are we here for?
I’ve been woke since I was 6 years old. Some weird day I just happened to snap and look at life differently. My perception about life shifted. I started to reason and see things for what they were. Started studying everything around me. Meditating without even knowing. Doing breath work without even realizing, learning to accept all with a neither bad or good perspective to see the reality and truth of things and then realizing that I can perceive things how I want to perceive them. I’ve always felt alone because everyone around me was too caught up in the conversation about things that don’t matter, meanwhile I was in my head thinking some clever shit and studying how people talk, they’re intentions, fascist expressions, tone of voice, body language, and the way I would feel when I hear they’re words. And also I would try to escape and get by myself to feel peace and clutter free from people. I am a natural born empath and at times I get overwhelmed by people and I need to get away from everyone to feel peace again. It’s a different journey but I’ve been happy to be able to be happy with myself and myself only. I don’t depend on people for my happiness or look for acceptance.
U just explained my life, hope you are doing good brother.
Dude. Epic. Exactly the same. My first conscious thought I felt an energy that I’m connected to THATS way bigger than me. Something binds us all that we can’t yet measure. But WE can feel. Respect n love brother.
@@Universal_SoulJar 💯❤️
@@southernguru1455 you as well ❤️💯💪🏽
I have an ability to see my dreams later in the future and I usually think about people and then call me or I see them, I'm also learning to control my dreams to stay positive its amazing what the human mind can do but not anybody understands us sometimes its too difficult for us to explain
I’ve definitely experienced this my whole life and didn’t know why. Now I’m aware of my values I can choose to make a small difference and that difference does help. I love cleaning up trash in parks and helping others. This thanksgiving I’m going to help others instead cooking a feast all day. I’m so excited 😆
I’m happy that you are a happy😄
Brother - your peaceful manner in which you convey this important knowledge is contagious. Your description of the dark side is so accurate. I was severe bipolar with extreme violent/anger fits and depression - several serious suicide attempts.
But the last 11 years of going through the awaikening have finally put the last nail in the bipolar coffin.
I so resonate with your descriptions - as this describes tge 11 years of awaikening. From wealthy to sleeping on the streets - until peace and balance. No more medication - just meditation and balance.
Thank you for your video.
I'm so happy for you. Thank you for sharing! May your story give inspiration and encouragement to others, and may you continue to awaken in greater clarity and peace.
‘Awareness’ is key to spiritual awakening. Without it one remains lost.
Awakening is awareness. And it is insanely powerful and terrifying simultaneously. It is like being off and outsidd the grid seeing the dots connected... and suddenly feeling ancient and exhausted,, powerless to the greater power who has shown you
Rabiah Pascall I see nothing terrifying about awareness. It’s quite pleasant. You are or you are not.
In Cog Nito I agree there is no dark side to being spiritually awake spiritually wake is to be connected with yourself wit no doubts shows you how to not be consumed by your thoughts
This video was extremely comforting to me, I have come to know that reacting to a crazy world with despair and frustration is NORMAL! Thank you! I loved every single word. I love reading the comments here, see how many we are.. So encouraging!
I feel the same Sunshine, and I love reading the comments also ~Sometimes we can get so tired of being our own encourager ~🙄🤩😍
Sometimes in order to find the light one must acknowledge they are in the dark, thank you God
true
This is how I’ve felt for years. Nice to know I’m not crazy and not alone. Thank you 🙏🏼
I had my “awakening” in 2010, and subsequently, felt compelled to leave my husband of 10 years. I followed a spiritual path, studied everything (anything that resonated with me-from Alchemy to Taoism) and started meditating, doing daily yoga, and devoted my time to the Divine and anything that serves my highest good. These feelings of aloneness, being mis-understood, and feelings of “going insane” are always fleeting. It’s part of our human nature and the ego. The only thing constant is change. Especially in recent dark times, I see this in so many around me. I root myself in my art, and tap into what brings me closer to Source. Pranayama and Kundalini yoga has helped me find balance and awareness. It is important to heal and love self before we can heal others. ❤️
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Let’s meet
Excellent
@Metin Trigg thank you, I will :)
@Xavier Moore
The last few years I’ve been going through a metamorphosis & was a lover of knowledge & truth, I had a difficult childhood results of a broken family & being lonely , & I believe as I got older God made his presence known to me & made me realize that there is meaning behind existence &the pains of this world as well as all the love & goodness, I have grown through a spiritual awakening in my pursuit of truth but along with that revelation came a lot of darkness with the light & found myself depressed more often feeling a void in my heart & with the current status of the world &deep ignorance of our kind, I’ve come to another realization that the shit we think matters truthfully doesn’t such as wealth power &status, the only thing that matters is love, the most powerful force in the universe, God loves us & will return one day soon to take back his world that is why we must conquer the biggest enemy we face ourselves & our dark thoughts & impulses, turn away from the darkness & see the light, even as strangers we all have a purpose for being & no reason we should hate each other but instead find comfort in love & peace amongst each other, most are lost in the dark & when knowing the truth we feel disconnected because we don’t find comfort in the things from before but we should come to understand this feeling & teach &inspire others to seek truth & be the best version of themselves, I love you all though I may not know any of you personally but I know that we all share a unified existence, I sincerely hope this message reaches someone who is lost
This is so relevant to the times we find ourselves in now in 2020.........
My ex boyfriend changed when I had my spiritual awakening, started saying I was crazy,he was very mean, I finally lefted him because God has something better for me.You are very right about everything you've saying. I'm going with in, Love, Peace,Joy, Silence Must Be Heard. I've been doing meditation, I Am worthy, putting God first
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Same here with my ex girlfriend!! It’s insane how precise he is!!
@@airwreck1852 Amen
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God is an entity created by man. Put yourself first. Not a fictional entity.
I am so pleased to have come across this video because I have been feeling a disconnect with people and society. It is helpful to know that the loneliness I am experiencing is shared by others who are in the process of awakening. Thank you.
That's the process.you will feel the LONELINESS and sadness.thats part of it.but theres no way back .you cross the river.now you see things in a diferent way.
You are obviously a healer, my sick cat actually wanted to lay down by my tablet while playing this and he's so calm and relaxed now, thank you 🙏
I feel like saying "I'm not crazy, the world is crazy" but then I realize that is exactly what a crazy person would say...
It does seem like the saner you get the crazier you appear to others. I feel like the canary in a coal mine. At the same time, many clearly are waking up.
[oh boi] "the world is crazy for it is the reflection of ideas believed by an ego mind identity. no world is true, only the Earth is a real in Maya. I Am is the name of the spirit that is God or the Universal Being. This man is misguiding "you" for he speaks from his ego identity as if that is the truth. (utmost respect to each and every human being, truth is , never an idea or believe by a personal mind)
then we are all crazy
The world IS crazy!!!!!!! WOW! You must not be woke at all, along with the 32 others that liked your ass backwards comment. I came here for a little peace but you punched a hole right in that plan!
@@nancywutzke5392 Dear Nancy, show me a picture of "the World" and I'll correct my statement immediately,.. (in Grace and Gratitude)
Some days i NEED to be alone
I YEARN for it
And yet sometimes it seems impossible to find a moment of solitude.
Facts
Really needed this today... I've been so lonely and isolated... watching this unfold... and not many want to look at this
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I do
Omg! I practically cried all the way through this video. You've managed to explain feelings I have been feeling for a very long time. I always thought there must be something wrong with me. This year I've taking full advantage of the extra time I've had due to the pandemic. I have been working deep into my shadow side and it always comes back to acceptance. It is the key. Also this video explains why I do the things that I do. Thank you so much. I have liked and subscribed.
Thank you. While my awakening is not new, it has been taking decades and now, I feel depressed, lonely and hopeless for all the reasons you described here. The world around us and my deep desire to help human kind. This video was very healing. So much so that I sent to a friend who is going through the same and she said that it brought her hope as well. Thank You!
The internet.
Quietly lights up the darkness.
You are winning.
Keep up the good work.
The intent behind this video is lovely. The fact that it mentions the process by which awakening occurs is quite valid. The issue is the amount of focus in this video placed upon the looking outward to the external. This initial state is often a sticking point for many that seek no further and in truth it is because they continue to seek the answers from beyond themselves, from the external. The whole point of spiritual awakening comes from the comfort of within, the internal is where bliss is found.
This does not mean you completely ignore all things of the external but, instead understand that external energy is not yours to own less you take the energy upon yourself.
To feel as though one must control the external is like swimming against the flow of a river instead of knowing that you are the river.
Awakening only comes from within, not from without.
WOW, I thought I was mad until I watched this, it now all makes sense to me, thank you brother!
u not alone...
Me too
I've felt disconnected since a young child..and I'm happy to hear your voice right now and feel calm in my isolation, listening to music and connecting to myself and what feels there right now...without the confusion of other peoples crazy-making... listening to good music, good words, and fun taking actions that bring me joy...Im all good when I allow others to come and go as they need, sharing their own discoveries with me and I with them..and letting go with true acceptance
I love everything about this dude. It’s hard to tell from a virtual distance, but having seen a lot of his videos and heard what he has to say, he seems pretty consistently authentic, insightful, and compassionate. Not only has he found a path within himself without religious, material, or political affections, or even gurus, he sees himself as a student among us rather than above condescending to those below. I am not trying to praise too much because of that, but basically all I want to say is thank you for sharing yourself with the world, I am entirely grateful for your content.
And I'm entirely greatful for your comment and the fact that you invested your energy and time into it, and amazingly summed it all up, I completely agree with you, have a nice day. ❤️👋🏻
This guy literally just spoke to my soul
Me too. Is there a platform to connect with others who understand what we are going through? I need friends who feel the same as me. So I can know I’m NOT crazy. Lol
@@Givethanks808 if you find it please let me know too.
@Emma Goldman thank ya kindly and right back atcha.
@Emma Goldman Don't we pray for it daily? It's the Kingdom of God! and soon, we'll all be able to live with only this kind of people, in the image of the true God, of love for all! who care to know this Creator of love and what He says it is! Unfortunately, most prefer what their culture and tradition tell them to instead, making His living Word, vain! See you soon! where loneliness dear ones, will be nothing but a non-issue! HalleluYah!
I've always been able to sense stuff ever since I was a little kid I'll have a dream and see it few days later and so on alot of small details to this day, for example I'll be thinking about a song n it would be the next to come up atleast once a day. I'll think about somebody for no reason and they'll call me like seconds later small stuff like that it's crazy lol
Man, I really love that background music. And a strange sense of peace when you talk. Great Vid!
I absolutely AGREE with every word, background music was BEAUTIFUL.!!
And I could listen to his soothing voice all day & all night.!!?
NAMASTE 🙏🏼
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I’ve listened to this a few times and I feel this message deep inside my soul. This is such a gift. Peace & light ⭕️
I agree
The dark night of the soul is rarely acknowledge but often labeled. Appreciate your insights and sincerity. Thank you for your peace and candor. Lovely.
I was able to relate to your video through personal experience as well as standing back and seeing life in 3rd person perspective. Over the years I was driven to help all who came to me for help. Many years later I would realize that some only needed someone to listen to their story without judgment. I also learned that by inserting my help into a situation was interfering with the person's chosen life path. I was creating karma for myself and knew I needed to stop. A person can share his love by simply being present. A smile. A hug. Kind words. Sending them healing prayers and energy. We must choose our battles carefully. I live in the presence of Grace each time I remind myself of how much love and understanding has been given me. My greatest hope is that I have given others the same.
Namaste.
I started watching you a few months into my journey. I’m currently starting to receive a few things that I’d reached out to the Divine for, but I’m also noticing that there’s a pullback occurring during my reception. I’m a very sensitive person, and I have recognized that I may have spent a little bit of my hurt onto my blessings, which may be the cause of the pullback. I found myself feeling so defeated and like I made the wrong moves. I allowed myself to acknowledge my frustrations, applied those feelings to why they arose, and received that pullback as a lesson to not spend too much of myself on others or take anything personally. Watching you has been a blessing. I’m learning so much about myself so far. THANK YOU.
This is so beautiful and eloquently timeless and perfect. You can feel the energy and love come through in the comments as though a bell has been struck to a perfect resonance and thus the angels do sing!
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Mine lasted 4 years. Was a long time ago. When i was in my thirties. Worked for it every day for more then 30 years. But it was worth it. I am a lightworker now. Was born like that but had to play back heavy karma. Namaste.
Thanks!
I'm reading the comments and I now realize that I am not alone. There are others who are like me. I was feeling so lost and alone because people around me, especially my wife and other family members think I have become strange. I stopped being materialistic and I started seeing things and people for what they truly were. In love being alone in nature and keeping to myself as much as I can.
If you're reading this remember how much you matter and how amazing you are
Thank you 🙏🏼 Same to you friend 😊
Ok but both is not true ☺️
Thank you. God bless you. Love and light.
3 years ago it happened with me. I could not understand what was happening. I started saying sorry to everyone who I have hurted. I started saying to the people I am close to how important they are and how much I love them. I started been more selective about the people surround me. I left a good job and I isolated myself.
I started reading and reading...
It's so confusing as it's also frustrating...
I feel peoples energy, I feel that there's something wrong with the world and I really want to help.
Wow I am glad someone has looked at the dark side of spiritual awakening but in turn it’s one of the most beautiful process of awakening
Let me help you heal your problems just in seven days of positive affirmation. I can connect you to some one who can help you with that kind of spiritual healings. She's trustworthy and reliable ✨📿🙏💯
When you find you have to explain all you say, you know meditation and prayer has has worked. May you all find people you can relate to. May you all find peace.
Oh man, every word was so relevant for what I was going through. Somehow this "one" video of yours found its way to me, not sure how, but it did. Thank you sooooo much! I'm on my sixth viewing now, so much to absorb as every word speaks to me.
Thank you all for your thoughts. It helps me. I am really struggling at the moment...I so want and need connection, so it is interesting to read comments from people saying they are scared to connect. I'm not. But I am surrounded by people who are. It is excruciating. That's not to criticize anyone for their truth, it simply is my truth.
I appreciate the advice on identity and ego, I think I just have to accept my pain and loneliness, go deeper into it, without losing myself, and trust that everything will be different one day. Hopefully not too long away. Dark night of the soul? Dark era for humanity it feels like. I cannot find the conviction inside that this is a good time for us as a species. I pray there is light at the end of this tunnel. 😣
My Traditional Chinese Medicine Doctor gave me advice that helped me get through this.
He simply said; ”surrender and trust the process”.
During the darkest times I would always remember that and would repeat it in my head like a mantra. This helped me get through soul crushing moments like no other.
"There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”
- C G Jung
Wow, I never heard that one from him.
Im not gonna even bother reading the rest of these comments bc
This video: spiritual awakening
Some ppl: so, about me flexing...
Me: 😒 (& others alike...)
Flexers: youre just jello
Existence: fun fact, did you know that after a certain age, ppl pretty much have already possessed the same things? Im not gonna even bother going into details... Bc why? Basics... But plz do. Enlighten... Me some more
Can not, can not stand when ppl pretend to be "awakened" & narrow nature down by materials or other superficial things. Literally, this video is about SPIRITUALITY. Ugh. Its thee most cringy, most cringy sh to be trying that hard on the internet. Where no one is even in all reality, even capable of caring. They./We.Are.Strangers.
Its like those dark aesthetics folks who do sh just for the attention. & Then whine about it. 🤦🏻♀️ Seriously dumbass's, you asked for it... How do u not know this about yourselves? I mean, if you wannabe a certain way, you prob idk, have to actually genuinely be that way?!!!
Their is nothing supernatural entity which is called soul 😂 we are just a biological organisms it is been proven by neuroscience ok
All thinking process, all human emotions all moral immoral belief are been originated from brain 🧠 vortex used for moral reasoning which is only been shaped by societial believe and traditions for only welfare and benefits of human society as whole
Their is no part of our body which contain non-physical supernatural or paranormal entity or substance (if it would have taken even single space how would it be called non-physical or non-biological entity🤔)
Any entity that does not contain any type of mass, weight, length,volume,area,radius, circumference,power, charge or elemental quality, physical property or definition is mere hoax or illusion
And it cannot influence our body or life atall 😅
But if you still want to believe in soul or spirituality then it's your choice 😊
Why am I so afraid of connection? To take risk and live this life the way I know I could? I’m so afraid, deep down I feel so unworthy , so weird, completely boring and uninteresting. Yet I’ve seen glimmers of my true self shine through... or is that just my ego painting a nice dream ? This depression kills my confidence, I feel so unable to live life because I feel so incomplete, I just want to love and live fully...
I feel the exact same way, most of the time i feel so confident, and that i can be an exceptional person but i'm to introvert and shy to make the first step and open to people and share my world. Maybe i'm crazy or a fool and i just fake it all. And there's times, when i feel so empty and useless, i'm nothing more than an empty box or piece of shit. Why am i here year after year if i'm not able to love and feel the love?
MajestueuseLouisa I’m learning how to better myself everyday but some days it’s still a struggle, such as today; so when I have days when I feel low or unbalanced, I give myself the space and patience to balance myself again through positive findings and being honest with myself. Everything is happening for a reason and all things will happen accordingly 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@MiamiMAJIN What you said in your first comment is so deep and really resonate for me. I want to get back to the days when i was grateful for the little simple thing. But it's been 3 years that i suffer from anxiety, stress, and lately a fucking big hole in my chest like there is nothing for me in this life. I fear this life, i can't go though it. I also said that everything is happening for a Reason but what if we are the Reason everything goes wrong?
@MajestueuseLouisa i dont know it all or whatever but what really helps me is when i am feeling this awful hole i give all my attention to the silent space and pull that silent space into that hole practised a lot and pff its the best thing i did in life i guess haha give it a try. Just recognize the silence and pull it in your head and body its really nice with no expectations or attachment to outcome maybe it will work with you to i hope so
Sounds like attached negative entities.
Since I had an total awakening experience 10 years ago I originally felt my life was saved ... I knew the truth .... then everything turned upside down ... I can’t relate to people, I am so alone, tears, hopelessness ... sometimes I feel if I could just die, I could reconnect with all that is. For now, I’m just alone in the darkness,
Same here for about a year now. I feel like I am in an endless dark no mans land, lost and with no direction. It doesn't really bother me as much anymore.. It is what it is. I am just waiting for the next step on the journey. Stay strong fellow traveller. Sending love and comfort your way. :-)
You are not alone. This is very difficult... Please continue with this 'test life.
You need 10 more years of studying. There is no such thing as total awakening.
So here I am like 3 or 4 months after my awakening, which included an intense satori experience, trying to continue on being an insurance salesman and living in a small town in northern Germany. How I view society now is like you said in the
video, it’s like suddenly the curtains were removed from your eyes. It’s absolute insanity. After almost 2 months of bliss all my ego-related thoughts are coming thru again and it’s very painful. I’ve already had times where I was depressed but back then I at least had some people around that I thought can give me advice on how to live this life. But after the past couple months idk what and who to believe anything at all. It does suck, that’s why I’m very much grateful for Videos like this one. Thanks a lot! 😊
I have awakened. I thought that i am going crazy. I thought i'm the one with the problem, since i began to lost my friends, my family, my work. Everything felt so unnecessary circus to me. Everyone seemed to be in a great hurry, chasing their new source of happiness. Frustration came, when i noticed they felt sorry for me, not doing the same things.
Wow how’d you know I was currently going through this..... I needed to hear this today......
Blimey this really hit home - it's like you've read my feelings aloud to the world! I am in the early stages of waking up, and for the first time in my life I've felt feelings of depression and impotence. You've explained exactly why and it makes perfect sense, as does your advice. Thank you so much, and thanks to the universe for leading me to this video. Big love to everyone!
Deeply, thank you 🙏🏽 My guides led me to this video in the middle of a very dark time. I was ready to let go in many ways, feeling so out of place here on earth. But hearing words that matched my thoughts and ended in a different outcome woke me up. Releasing illusions and settling into space of silence... this is everything.