So inspirational. “What have I really lost, if I gained God?” Subhanallah, so proud of you girl and the messaging you have for others girls - deen and dunya ❤️
Randomly came across your video ♥️ I’m 30 and was supposed to get married this year but the date before my fiancé was supposed to come, we decided it wasn’t a good time and broke it off (he had some personal stuff going on). It left me really sad and confused as I thought I finally found my person but I, too, felt it was Allah ﷻ reminding me to come back to him. I’ve been trying to be more consistent with tahajjud and talk to God always and I feel so much peace. I reaffirm my self every night that God loves me and wants the best for me. I’m praying I can go to Umrah soon too (it’s been 10 years since I’ve been last) and I decided to finally start TH-cam as well. I hope to level up as you did- thank you for sharing your story. I pray God blesses you abundantly! 🫶🩷
UPDATE: I just booked my Umrah trip which is in about a month! I just wanted to let you know you gave me that final push. I had been looking at flights but it seemed very expensive but Alhamdulillah I just booked it and I'm so excited to go :D
You’re so strong and inspirational. Amazing how you navigated such a difficult period in your life. May Allah bless you with all the love, happiness and peace you deserve Ameen ❤
I can completely resonate with every single thing you mentioned about heartbreak. It was the most painful thing I have ever been through and I never knew a pain like that existed during my separation and process. I wish you the best, I can feel your pain and relate to everything.
Salaam girl, I myself divorced 3 years ago after being married for 7 years. I want to say that you should be incredibly proud of yourself for coming so far. And one thing I say is if it brought you closer to Allah that’s all that matter. I also don’t have children either and tbh I struggle even today from what I’ve been through. But the way you put it is spot on how I feel. Just know you got this and you are stronger than you know. Not everyone can go through what you did and make it out positively. Thank you for this, may Allah give you even better than what was taken from you ❤
Allah Humma Barik sis. You remind me of myself in my solo company and healing era. I can resonate with many aspects of your relationship with Allah and seeing positivity in hardships. SubhanAllah our relationship with Allah is powerful.
Hey Zartasha! My marriage ended unexpectedly in 2023 and our journeys are very similar. When you recall painful memories it’s like your body is going through that trauma again so it’s a natural response to cry ❤
Loved this!! Especially when you spoke about praying and tahujjad, very beautifully spoken and you made me emotional. Love seeing a girl my age talk about things like this you're such an inspiration and inshallah 2025 will be a good year for all off us. Everything happens for a reason it's all Allah plans that divorce has changed you in such a beautiful person and something are not meant to be I'm glad you have healed from and will be even more stronger now. Making dua for you that Allah blesses you with great health and gives you even more for what you wished for Insha'Allah Insha'Allah!! Carry on doing more video/vlogs on here I would love to see more!! 💜
I love this vlog so much. The pain of separation you went through I went through it too, I never thought it would happen. Whatever Allah wills. Ayat Ul Kursi helps. ❤
This hit home for me. I also had a very similar situation. I'm glad (alhamdulillah) that things are looking up for you. I'm happy you found god :). I pray this journey continues for you, for your duas to be accepted, and to find the healing you deserve ameen ♡
I've been following you since I came accross your running posts last ramadhan. You are such an inspiration honestly. I also went through divorce with a 6m old in 2023, its tough with or without children and you're right in saying its awful. I'm still feeling sorry for myself and wishing my life away. If you ever offered mentoring I would be there!! I did just buy and set up a treadmill so maybe I'm in "stage 5 acceptance". Thank you for opening up and sharing your thoughts. Lots of love xx
I couldn’t stop crying!! I am so freaking proud of you how strong and authentic you’re. You didn’t let failure define you. ❤❤❤❤ Girl just want to let you know you and I literally like legit share same experience of Umrah journey. I love you so much, keep shining and spreading your positive energy it radiates and I can feel it from your words. ❤❤❤
Thank you for making this video. I discovered your Instagram a few days ago. I’m trying to trust in God with the stuff I’m going through. I’m 26 and worried I won’t find the kind of man I want (provider and protector). My 2024 was the end of a 10-year and on-and-off relationship where I had to accept that the person wasn’t the same person I fell for initially. 2025, I’m praying for healing and perhaps meeting the one inshallah. Would love you to make more content like this. Have a great 2025 inshallah, and take care sis. Idk you, but I am so proud of you 🤍
Am sorry 2 say it took 10 years that's crazy . After 2 years should have been enough . No1 is worth ur mental health being at risk . Hope u find ur happiness in the future 😊
Sister I don't know if you are muslim or not regardless a man a decent man won't have a long relationship with you. He will make it halal and propose for nikkah
Sending you lots of love and light. Don’t pay too much attention to finding the right man. Focus on you, pray to god and inshallah it will happen when’s it’s meant to! ❤
Well if you want a provider protector then you need to be a woman who knows her place and learns to not complain and live within your husbands means. Most men should not provide anything to modern women, there's only liabilities for men.
Ive been following since you had a youtube channel. What a strong, inspiring human you are. You are far stronger than you know. Know that life has its ups and downs. Your happy time will come inshaAllah ❤
I’ve been following you since your uni days. May Allah swt give you all the happiness in the world. I pray that Allah swt accepts all of your duas, you’re truly a ray of sunshine and are so inspiring 🤍
You are honestly so inspiring. What a beautiful test you had from Allah SWT which bought you closer to Him. I have a feeling that Allah SWT will really help elevate your channel and platform. You can already see Allah's Barakah in your content. Wish you nothing but peace and happiness for the future ❤💫
💯💯💯.heart break is worst thing . That pain is indescribable. I believe that if your faith is strong u will always get back way stronger than before . The problem in our generation is we don’t know that when we need to stop seeing always good even in bad people. We believe by being kind and always been there for others and protecting them is good and they might care one day but sometimes that one day is too little and too late . Your story is great inspiration for all those who going through something same . We are proved of how you healed yourself.
I feel like sometimes things in life are meant to happen purely as a lesson and growth. We have to be in uncomfortable situations to self improve and become the best version ourselves and I really see that with you. I love your insta content and it has really inspired me for self growth. Keep going, you got this ❤
May Allah continue to bless you my beautiful sister Ameen. Pray the last 2 verses of Surah Baqarah every day. Allah only ever replaces you with something better! May Allah keep you steadfast on your deen! Ameen xxx
You’re very strong to make this video. I want to say the crying will be non existent in the near future and I promise when your content with Allahs will, there will be many blessings appear in front of your eyes. Please keep well and recommend nail prayers.❤
I used to love love love watching your youtube! I was so sad when you stopped, but i understand you needed that break. There is khair is everything alhamdulilah and i am so glad you are back, so welcome back. Looking greater than ever mashallah ❤
I remember binging on all your previous content a long time ago and I’ve been following you on insta ever since. Genuinely my favourite content creator ever. I know you went through so much struggle but without it, you wouldn’t have been such an inspiration to so many of us - with all things health and spirituality related too! Very excited to join the itstime run club soon iA!! 🤍🤍
Hi Girl! thank you so much for your insight on heartbreak. Can you shed light on which is the 100 day prayer and also the 5 daily devotional prayers to did ?
How is someone meant to be financially stable and then get married? So many people marry young and are not financially stable but have successful marriages
Really enjoyed this video. May Allah continue to strengthen your connection with Allah. Alhamduillah Allah grew u closer to Him. Allah only tests you as much as u can bare. As they say we plan, Allah plans and Allah is the best of planners 😊
I love this so much! Insha’Allah you find what’s meant for you, you clearly have a really bright future with all the steps you’re taking. You remind me of me. Just one reminder sis, don’t forget this verse. “When one is touched with hardship, they cry out to their Lord, turning to Him ˹alone˺. But as soon as He showers them with blessings from Him, they ˹totally˺ forget the One they had cried to earlier, […]” (39:8) ❤
SubhanaAllah sometimes we go through hardship in order to get closer to the creator. And sometimes a loss in life is needed for that. I pray you have it better inn sha Allah🫶🏽🤲🏽❤️
So inspirational.
“What have I really lost, if I gained God?”
Subhanallah, so proud of you girl and the messaging you have for others girls - deen and dunya ❤️
Randomly came across your video ♥️ I’m 30 and was supposed to get married this year but the date before my fiancé was supposed to come, we decided it wasn’t a good time and broke it off (he had some personal stuff going on). It left me really sad and confused as I thought I finally found my person but I, too, felt it was Allah ﷻ reminding me to come back to him. I’ve been trying to be more consistent with tahajjud and talk to God always and I feel so much peace. I reaffirm my self every night that God loves me and wants the best for me. I’m praying I can go to Umrah soon too (it’s been 10 years since I’ve been last) and I decided to finally start TH-cam as well. I hope to level up as you did- thank you for sharing your story. I pray God blesses you abundantly! 🫶🩷
UPDATE: I just booked my Umrah trip which is in about a month! I just wanted to let you know you gave me that final push. I had been looking at flights but it seemed very expensive but Alhamdulillah I just booked it and I'm so excited to go :D
@@HappilyHiba
I recently returned from umrah and I loved Madinah so much.
@@IYeleven so excited to go!! Thanks for letting me know. I’ll be going to both insha’Allah 😍
Your story is similar to mine. Alhamdulilah.
@@HappilyHibagood for you
You’re so strong and inspirational. Amazing how you navigated such a difficult period in your life. May Allah bless you with all the love, happiness and peace you deserve Ameen ❤
thankyou for being so real & honest! sending good energy, blessings and prayers to you!💗💫
Thank you so much 🥹❤
I can completely resonate with every single thing you mentioned about heartbreak. It was the most painful thing I have ever been through and I never knew a pain like that existed during my separation and process. I wish you the best, I can feel your pain and relate to everything.
Salaam girl, I myself divorced 3 years ago after being married for 7 years. I want to say that you should be incredibly proud of yourself for coming so far. And one thing I say is if it brought you closer to Allah that’s all that matter. I also don’t have children either and tbh I struggle even today from what I’ve been through. But the way you put it is spot on how I feel. Just know you got this and you are stronger than you know. Not everyone can go through what you did and make it out positively. Thank you for this, may Allah give you even better than what was taken from you ❤
Allah Humma Barik sis. You remind me of myself in my solo company and healing era. I can resonate with many aspects of your relationship with Allah and seeing positivity in hardships.
SubhanAllah our relationship with Allah is powerful.
Alhamdulillah. Thank you so much ❤ have the best new year 🫶🏽
Absolutely loved seeing you open up in this vlog, it feels like I'm listening to a friend. Sending you lots of love and blessings
Hey Zartasha! My marriage ended unexpectedly in 2023 and our journeys are very similar. When you recall painful memories it’s like your body is going through that trauma again so it’s a natural response to cry ❤
Loved this!! Especially when you spoke about praying and tahujjad, very beautifully spoken and you made me emotional. Love seeing a girl my age talk about things like this you're such an inspiration and inshallah 2025 will be a good year for all off us. Everything happens for a reason it's all Allah plans that divorce has changed you in such a beautiful person and something are not meant to be I'm glad you have healed from and will be even more stronger now. Making dua for you that Allah blesses you with great health and gives you even more for what you wished for Insha'Allah Insha'Allah!! Carry on doing more video/vlogs on here I would love to see more!! 💜
I love this vlog so much. The pain of separation you went through I went through it too, I never thought it would happen. Whatever Allah wills. Ayat Ul Kursi helps. ❤
This hit home for me. I also had a very similar situation. I'm glad (alhamdulillah) that things are looking up for you. I'm happy you found god :). I pray this journey continues for you, for your duas to be accepted, and to find the healing you deserve ameen ♡
Thank you so much. Sending lots of love and prayers your way❤
I've been following you since I came accross your running posts last ramadhan. You are such an inspiration honestly. I also went through divorce with a 6m old in 2023, its tough with or without children and you're right in saying its awful. I'm still feeling sorry for myself and wishing my life away. If you ever offered mentoring I would be there!! I did just buy and set up a treadmill so maybe I'm in "stage 5 acceptance". Thank you for opening up and sharing your thoughts. Lots of love xx
I couldn’t stop crying!! I am so freaking proud of you how strong and authentic you’re. You didn’t let failure define you. ❤❤❤❤
Girl just want to let you know you and I literally like legit share same experience of Umrah journey.
I love you so much, keep shining and spreading your positive energy it radiates and I can feel it from your words. ❤❤❤
Thank you for making this video. I discovered your Instagram a few days ago. I’m trying to trust in God with the stuff I’m going through. I’m 26 and worried I won’t find the kind of man I want (provider and protector). My 2024 was the end of a 10-year and on-and-off relationship where I had to accept that the person wasn’t the same person I fell for initially. 2025, I’m praying for healing and perhaps meeting the one inshallah. Would love you to make more content like this. Have a great 2025 inshallah, and take care sis. Idk you, but I am so proud of you 🤍
Am sorry 2 say it took 10 years that's crazy .
After 2 years should have been enough .
No1 is worth ur mental health being at risk .
Hope u find ur happiness in the future 😊
Sister I don't know if you are muslim or not regardless a man a decent man won't have a long relationship with you. He will make it halal and propose for nikkah
Sending you lots of love and light. Don’t pay too much attention to finding the right man. Focus on you, pray to god and inshallah it will happen when’s it’s meant to! ❤
@@Zartasha Ameen 🤍
Well if you want a provider protector then you need to be a woman who knows her place and learns to not complain and live within your husbands means. Most men should not provide anything to modern women, there's only liabilities for men.
Love this, and I am so glad you are back x
You are such an inspiration, Masha’Allah.
Ive been following since you had a youtube channel. What a strong, inspiring human you are. You are far stronger than you know. Know that life has its ups and downs. Your happy time will come inshaAllah ❤
I’ve been following you since your uni days. May Allah swt give you all the happiness in the world. I pray that Allah swt accepts all of your duas, you’re truly a ray of sunshine and are so inspiring 🤍
Where did her videos go ?
love this 🫶🏻 also you’re glowing girl 🩷
You are honestly so inspiring. What a beautiful test you had from Allah SWT which bought you closer to Him. I have a feeling that Allah SWT will really help elevate your channel and platform. You can already see Allah's Barakah in your content. Wish you nothing but peace and happiness for the future ❤💫
💯💯💯.heart break is worst thing . That pain is indescribable. I believe that if your faith is strong u will always get back way stronger than before . The problem in our generation is we don’t know that when we need to stop seeing always good even in bad people. We believe by being kind and always been there for others and protecting them is good and they might care one day but sometimes that one day is too little and too late . Your story is great inspiration for all those who going through something same . We are proved of how you healed yourself.
I feel like sometimes things in life are meant to happen purely as a lesson and growth. We have to be in uncomfortable situations to self improve and become the best version ourselves and I really see that with you. I love your insta content and it has really inspired me for self growth. Keep going, you got this ❤
This is such a beautiful video and a good perspective to have. May Allah swt grant you ease and success in this life.
May Allah continue to bless you my beautiful sister Ameen. Pray the last 2 verses of Surah Baqarah every day. Allah only ever replaces you with something better! May Allah keep you steadfast on your deen! Ameen xxx
" what really have I lost if I gained God" my forever motto ❤ love it 💖
Just wanted to say keep strong and you look amazing Masha Allah
Beautiful soul. May you always have Allah as your guide and strength throughout your life ❤
You’re very strong to make this video. I want to say the crying will be non existent in the near future and I promise when your content with Allahs will, there will be many blessings appear in front of your eyes. Please keep well and recommend nail prayers.❤
as your api I’m so proud of you. You will continue to grow and build an even deeper connection with God ❤ N WHY IS YOU CRYING PLSSSSSS STAP
I used to love love love watching your youtube! I was so sad when you stopped, but i understand you needed that break. There is khair is everything alhamdulilah and i am so glad you are back, so welcome back. Looking greater than ever mashallah ❤
Aww so happy to be back. Thank you so much and definitely alhamdulillah 🙏🏽💪🏽❤❤
Love this xxx Alhumdulilah for every blessing & hardship ❤️ your doing amazing xxx
Thank you 🙏🏽❤❤❤
Sorry to hear about your divorce I hope it will work for the best.
I remember binging on all your previous content a long time ago and I’ve been following you on insta ever since. Genuinely my favourite content creator ever. I know you went through so much struggle but without it, you wouldn’t have been such an inspiration to so many of us - with all things health and spirituality related too! Very excited to join the itstime run club soon iA!! 🤍🤍
Thanks for reminder about salah sia
Hi Girl! thank you so much for your insight on heartbreak. Can you shed light on which is the 100 day prayer and also the 5 daily devotional prayers to did ?
May Allah make you strong and may he grant you a pious husband and happiness ❤
MashAllah soo positive.....Thats the beauty of Islam❤
Lone wolf is not an ideal term for this intelligent, young woman but yes these days, if can, always best to live on own.
God gave me more than I can handle for sure
Tahajjud is the key 🔑 YES Tahajjud helped me Alhamdullilah
love u so much🥹🤍my golu x
❤❤❤❤ my sweet love
May Allah make this easy for you ❤❤❤
❤❤❤ glad you're back and well
Welcome back 🎉🎉🎉🎉
How is someone meant to be financially stable and then get married? So many people marry young and are not financially stable but have successful marriages
I don’t think finance matters when it comes to a successful marriage personally
She mentioned could not conceive so obviously he wanted children so they split amicably.
So many people don’t marry young anymore. We don’t live in an economy which allows for this.
@@IYeleven I know many that have married young and that’s in West Yorkshire, England. Might differ from where you’re from though
Really enjoyed this video. May Allah continue to strengthen your connection with Allah. Alhamduillah Allah grew u closer to Him. Allah only tests you as much as u can bare. As they say we plan, Allah plans and Allah is the best of planners 😊
We’ve lived the same life down to the two jobs and the not having kids this is insane!!!
Nice to see you back
so beautiful zartasha mashallah!!
Masha’Allah your home is so pretty sis. What do you do for living ?
May allah heal you❤
❤ amazing... I'm waiting for the next video now ..
I love this so much! Insha’Allah you find what’s meant for you, you clearly have a really bright future with all the steps you’re taking. You remind me of me. Just one reminder sis, don’t forget this verse. “When one is touched with hardship, they cry out to their Lord, turning to Him ˹alone˺. But as soon as He showers them with blessings from Him, they ˹totally˺ forget the One they had cried to earlier, […]” (39:8) ❤
It makes you lose belly fat, too. I love cloves with cinnamon stick 😋
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That’s a British Accent - UK
That’s a British Accent UK🇬🇧
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Next time come to Riyadh
❤ thank you for this video and your soo lucky you got to do umrah 🎉❤😂
SubhanaAllah sometimes we go through hardship in order to get closer to the creator. And sometimes a loss in life is needed for that. I pray you have it better inn sha Allah🫶🏽🤲🏽❤️